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The One remains, the many change and pass; Heavens
light forever shines, Earth's shadows fly; Life, like a dome
of many-coloured glass, Stains the white radiance of
Eternity.
prncy pysstte sueiey, Adonais
. .. plough through thrashing glister toward fata
morganas lucent melting shore, weave toward New World
littorals that are mirage and myth and actual shore.
nonexrnavoen, "Middle Passage"
Sam turned on the bench, to see, standing behind
him, the man he'd bumped when he'd been staring
through the planks.
"Yes," Sam said. "That's right. I am."
“| know it's none of my business," the man said. “But
I'd bet a lot of people meet you and think you're
white."
Well, a lot of people up here did. "Some of them."
"The reason I suspected, I suppose, is that I have a
colored frienda writer. A marvelous writer. He writes
stories, but they're much more like poems. You read
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fields and hear the sound of the Negro girls'
laughter. His name is Jean “
"Toomer?" Sam supplied.
“Now don't tell me you're related to him. . . ?" The
man laughed. “Though you look somewhat like him.
You know, Jean just ran off with the wife of my very
good friend, Waldoso I don't think I'm really
supposed to like him right through here it's the kind
of thing you don't write your mother about. But I do
like him, that is. He's handsome, brilliant, talented.
How could one help it? Maybe that's why I took a
chance and spoke to you because you do look
something like him. New York is the biggest of cities,
but the smallest of worlds. Everybody always turns
out to know everyone else "
"No," Sam said. "No. I'm not his relative. But he's a
friend of my . .. " How did you explain about your
brother's strange girlfriend who was the one who
knew everybody. "A friend of my brother's. Well, a
friend of a gift my brother knows." Though Clarice
had said he looked like Toomer, she hadn't
mentioned the absconsion. "She was the one who
told me about him." He couldn't imagine Clarice
approving of such carryings on.
"Oh, well, there you see. You know, that man you
were watching, in the boat do you mind if I sit
down?"
"No. Sure... !"The young man stepped around the bench’s end,
flopped to the seat, and flung both arms along the
back: "Lord, he was hung! Like a stallion! Pissed like
a racehorse, too!" He looked over, grinning behind
his glasses. “To see it from up here at all, someone's
got to throw a stream as thick as a fire hose. It was
something, ‘ey?"
Sam was surprised and found himself grinning at the
ridiculousness of it. People didn't strip down to stand
up and make water before all New York but if
someone did, even less did you talk about it. That
both had happened within the hour seemed to
overthrow the anxiety of the last minutes, and struck
him as exorbitantly comic.
“But did you see what he did?" Sam asked. “Did you
see?"
"I saw as much as you, I bet maybe more, the way
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The fellow hit him playfully on the shoulder with the
back of his hand.
“[ mean, he must have jumped in . . . for a swim. Or
maybe"
"No," the man said. "I don't think he'd have done
that." He seemed suddenly pensive. "It's much too
cold. The water's still on the nippy side, this early in
spring."
"But he must have," Sam said. He'd stopped
laughing. “I saw the boat, later on over there." He
pointed toward Brooklyn. "There was no one in it. I
know it was the same boat. Because of the hat, and .
. . because of his hat."
“No one in it?"The man seemed surprised.
“It was floating empty. He must have fallen
overboard or jumped in. Then he couldn't get back
up. The boat was just drifting, turning in circles.
Really there was no one in it at all!"
The man narrowed his eyes, then looked pensively
out at the sky while a train's open-air trundle filled
the space beneath them. Through the green v's of
the beams supporting the rail, over the walkway's
edge, Sam could see the car tops moving toward the
city. Finally the man said: "No, I don't think that's
what happened. He was probably one of the Italian
fishermen living over there. I live over there, toonot
too far from them. A clutch of Genovesi." He toowaved toward Brooklyn. "God, those guineas are
magnificent animals! Swim like porpoisesat least the
boys do. You can watch them, frisking about in the
water just down from where I live. Fell in? Naw...
!" He burlesqued the word, speaking it in an
exaggerated tone of someone who didn't use it
naturally. "It's a bold swimmer who jumps into the
midst of his own pee. You think he went under in his
own maelstrom, while your white aeroplane of Help
soared overhead? Oh, no. The East River's not really
a river, you know. It's a saltwater estuary complete
with tides. So even that whole herd of pissers from
the Naval Shipyard, splattering off the concrete's
edge every day, doesn't significantly change the
taste. Jump? I'll tell you what's more likely. After he
spilled his manly quarts, he lay down in the bottom
and let his boat float, with the sunlight filling it up
around him as if it were a tub and the light was a
froth of suds. And when, finally, he drifts into the
dago docks, he'll jump up, grab hold ofPage 78
it, and shake that long-skinned guinea pizzle for the
little Genoese lassies out this afternoon to squeal
over, go running to their mothers, and snigger at.
No, suicidal or otherwise, his kind doesn't go in for
drowning."
Sam started to repeat that the boat had been empty.
Butwell, was there a chance he'd missed the form
stretched on the bottom? Sam said: "You live in
Brooklyn?" because that was all he could think to
say. (No. He remembered the oar. The boat had been
empty, he was sure of italmost.)
The man inclined his head: "Sebastian Melmouth, at
your service. One-ten Columbia Heights, Apartment
c 33." The man took his glasses off, held them up to
the sky, examining them for dust, then put them
back on.
Sam said: "I think he fell over, Maybe he was drunk
or crazy or... drunk. Maybe that's why he took his
clothes off?"
“to piss in the river?" The man cocked his head,
quizzical. "It's possible. Those guineas drink more
than I do. A couple of quarts of dago red'll certainly
make your spigot spout." He looked over at Sam,
suddenly sober-faced. "My name isn't really
Sebastian Melmouth. Do you know who Sebastian
Melmouth was?"
Sam shook his head."That was the name Wilde used, after he got out of
Reading and was staying incognito in France. Oscar
Wildeyou know, The Ballad of Reading Gaoleach
man Kills the thing he loves'?"
"The Importance of Being Earnest," Sam answered.
"The importance of being earnest to be sure!" The
man nodded deeply.
“They did that down on the school campus the play
where I grew up."
"School?" The man raised an eyebrow.
“The college it's a Negro college, in North Carolina.
My father works there. My mama's Dean of Women.
The students put it on, three years ago, I guess. We
all went to see it."
The man threw back his head and barked a single
syllable of laughter. “I'm sorrybut the idea of The
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well, not blackface. But as a minstrel" The man's
laughter fractured his own sentence. ". . . Really!"
He bent forward, rocked back, recovering. “That's
just awful of me. But maybe" he tumed, sincere
questioning among his features nudging through the
laughs detritus"they only used the lighter-skinned
students for the?"
“No," Sam said, suppressing the indignation from his
voice. "No, they had students of all colors, playing
whichever part they did best. They just had to be
able to speak the lines."
“Really?" the man asked, incredulously.
Sam put his hands on his thighs, ready to stand and
excuse himself. There seemed no need at all to
continue this.
"You know," the man said, sitting back again, again
looking at the sky. "I would have loved to have seen
that production! Actually, it sounds quite exciting.
More than excitingit might even have been
important. In fact, I wouldn't be surprised if it's the
sort of thing that all white people should be made to
seeShakespeare and Wilde and Ibsen, with Negro
actors of all colors, taking whichever parts. It would
probably do us some good!"
Surprised once more, Sam took his hands from his
thighs. His sister Jules, who had played Gwendolen
Fairfax (and was as light as his mother), had said
much the same thing after it was overthough the