October 11, 2021

The saddest note for this day.

I am wrecked and beyond in shame. I don’t want to wake up, dying and messy… but I am
still trying.
Just lately when I knew my sister posted something on my Facebook wall. I wasn’t aware
of anything not until my former neighbor told me and held me the screenshot. This makes
me sad and makes me angry and makes me shamed by anyone who has read the said post.
It was something negative and she commented about how guilty I am to all my debts and
how ungrateful am I as a daughter and as a sister… no I wasn’t… was it wrong to fight
for what I know was right for my daughter? Is this the baddest thing I have ever done in
my life? I have grown enough but my progress is slow// there are heartaches and
disappointments in the past.
I am depressed—but I wont show it to anyone… neither to my husband because I know
he’d gonna be stressed about my family…
I’m tired and my mind is occupied. God, let me rest…