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The orgasm
the UK entered its first lockdown. we spent the day with Ashley Benson in
And while the pandemic has LA (p70), chatting about her journey as
undoubtedly affected almost a young woman in Hollywood, and her
everyone in some way, there’s experiences of dating under the glare of
HAIR EXTENSIONS, TRADEMARK BEAUTY. MAKE-UP SHANE PAISH AT CROSBY CARTER MANAGEMENT, USING DIOR MAKEUP. CARDIGAN, MICHAEL
COVER PHOTOGRAPH RAMONA ROSALES. STYLING SCOT LOUIE AT THE WALL GROUP. HAIR JOSEPH MAINE AT THE WALL GROUP, USING RPZL
no question that women have been hit cameras (“Nobody should get bullied for
COSTELLO X REVOLVE. JEANS, FREE PEOPLE. JEWELLERY, MARTINE ALI. THIS PAGE: CLAIRE’S PHOTOGRAPH SARAH BRICK. HAIR AND MAKE-UP
JOLANDA COETZER AT LHA REPRESENTS, USING URBAN DECAY AND SACHAJUAN. ADDITIONAL PHOTOGRAPHS GETTY IMAGES, STUDIO 33
especially hard. With retail, beauty and who they love”). We’re reflecting on the
hospitality sectors tackling particularly love lessons we’ve learnt from our mums
high levels of unemployment, women (p114) and we’ve rounded up the most
are disproportionately impacted. And as empowering things to read, watch and
society calls on its caregivers, it’s often listen to this month (p14 & 17). Plus, INSIDE
women who are required to step up to the we celebrate the trans models taking
plate. That’s all before even mentioning the world by storm right now (p50), the 11 PLAY
the heartbreaking rise in domestic abuse, female-fronted fashion brands to support
the increase in calls to LGBTQ+ support (p104) and so much more throughout the 19 GLOW
charities, and the ongoing racism issue, including our expert guide on how
33 MOVE
experienced by Black, Asian and minority to get your finances in shape (p58).
ethnic women across the country. So whatever the last year has 43 STYLE
But as we mark a year of struggle, gle, looked like for you, please
this issue, we’re also marking a yearear remember that there’s no
remem 57 EARN
of immense strength – of the enduringuring “right” way to be a woman.
“right AX
RELAX
63
power of women. In a month thatt There’s no such thing as being
There
includes Mother’s Day, International nal too lloud, too emotional, too 78 AD
READ
Women’s Day and Trans Day Of se
sensitive or too tough, too
Visibility, what better time to feminine or too masculine. 113 LOVE
celebrate all of the things we And most importantly, 121 EXPLORE
are as women – the kindness, there’s no such thing
the empathy, the passion, the as being too you. Project Body Love is a campaign
grit and the determination. that aims to change the way
Our special report on p78, women think, feel and speak
about their bodies. This logo
in which we hear from women here, and in issues to come,
across the country about how thee means the content should help
to improve body confidence
last 12 months have changed C L AIR E HO DG SON from the inside out.
their lives, will give you all the E d i tor- in- Chi ef
C O S M O P O L I TA N · 5
LE T’ S TA K E IT
O LD SC HO OL .. .
What was your first
ever Facebook
profile picture?
CLAIRE HODGSON
Editor-in-Chief
Executive Editor (Print) AMY GRIER Executive Editor (Digital) JESS EDWARDS
Creative Director STUART SELNER
ENTERTAINMENT
Entertainment & Special Projects Director LOTTIE LUMSDEN
Entertainment Editor ZOE SHENTON
I have no idea
Senior Entertainment & Lifestyle Writer DUSTY BAXTER-WRIGHT
where or when this
Editorial Assistant & Junior Writer DANIELLA SCOTT
was, but I’m
clearly thrilled! FEATURES
Features Director CATRIONA INNES Senior Editor CYAN TURAN 4th May 2007: Me
Sex & Relationships Editor PAISLEY GILMOUR clutching a drink, which
Features Editor CATRIONA HARVEY-JENNER Features Writer JENNIFER SAVIN definitely looks about
DESIGN right (also as far as first
Art Editor JESSICA LOCKETT Senior Designer (Digital/Motion) ALICE COWLING Facebook pics go, I think
Designer KATIE WILDE this is pretty harmless).
Quite relieved tbh.
PICTURES
Picture Director CAT COSTELLOE Picture Editor JODIE MCEWAN
PRODUCTION
Chief Sub-Editor HANNAH JONES Deputy Chief Sub-Editor REBECCA HASTINGS
A selfie with an
unfortunate X-ray filter BEAUTY
over the top, which Beauty Director VICTORIA JOWETT Beauty Editor CASSIE POWNEY
didn’t do a very good Deputy Beauty Editor LAURA CAPON Beauty Writer KATE PASOLA
job of hiding my FASHION
teenage angst. This Strongbow box/
Fashion Director AMY BANNERMAN (maternity)
Acting Fashion Director NATALIE MICHAELIDES Fashion Editor NATASHA HARDING makeshift dress earnt me
Bookings Editor SOPHIE LEEN Acting Shopping Editor MADDY ALFORD approximately zero likes
back in 2009.
SOCIAL & VIDEO
Social Media Manager SOPHIE BOYDEN
Video Lead ALEX HERING (maternity) Acting Video Lead EDIE JEFFERYS
Snapchat Editor FIONA HAYWARD Junior Video Editor/Producer TYRA CHUCK
CONTRIBUTORS
AMANDA STATHAM (Travel) KEEKS REID (Beauty)
LAUREN NICOLE COPPIN CAMPBELL (Fashion)
Group Managing Editor CONNIE OSBORNE Editorial Business Manager STACEY TOMLIN
Back when I was fresh
‘n’ (semi) famous. C H I E F I N T E R N AT I O N A L B R A N D O F F I C E R Me with a dog in a coat.
Of course.
MATT HAYES
Executive Assistant to the Chief International Brand Officer, TANYA STEWART
Group Brand Director STEVEN MILES
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This month at
Dogs, knitting and walks with
friends are keeping us going…
Hobby buddies
How do you fight lockdown-
Doggy style induced boredom and give
You know those days when your wardrobe a refresh at
you spend hours in hair the same time? Knit, that’s
and make-up for a fashion how! Here, deputy beauty
shoot (see page 104 for the editor Laura shows When Louis met Dusty
finished article), only to have off her new skill, Interviewer became interviewee this
your locks upstaged by a encouraged by beauty month, when senior entertainment
pooch? If anyone knows the contributor (and and lifestyle writer Dusty grilled the
leave-in conditioner this pup knitting pro) Keeks. one and only Louis Theroux. See
uses, hit us up – we need it. what they chatted about on page 15.
C O S M O P O L I TA N · 9
play
T V, M O V I E S, M U S I C , B O O K S , P O D C A S T S , C E L E B S
AC - 1 2 a r e
back on screen
It’s been two long years, but finally
Line Of Duty is back for series 6. And
WORDS DUSTY BAXTER-WRIGHT. PHOTOGRAPH PIP/CAMERA PRESS
C O S M O P O L I TA N · 11
play tv
T I G E R K I N G
a y e ar o n
The documentary became an overnight phenomenon during lockdown
in March 20
2020, but what have Joe Exotic et al been up to
o since?
nc
Purrrfect
WHO? Another interesting denied. Despite prowling
character and zoo owner, the charges, the
12 · C O S M O P O L I TA N
play tv
You’ve binged
Line Of Duty…
now what? CRIMINAL
What’s it about? This police drama takes place
Hastings, Kate and Steve are back on our screens entirely within the walls of the interrogation room, with
a group of exceptional detectives questioning suspects.
this month. Once you’ve charged through series Who’s in it? The cast includes Kit Harington, Sophie
Okonedo, David Tennant and Sharon Horgan.
six, this lot will fill the gap Will it really fill the LOD void? We all love the
LOD interrogation scenes, and this is basically a whole
series of them. Plus, LOD’s Rochenda Sandall also stars.
Series 1-2 are on Netflix
UNFORGOTTEN BAPTISTE
GANGS OF
LONDON
TRUE DETECTIVE
What’s it about? The
What’s it about? A different set of detectives is series delves into a powerful
followed each season as they investigate crimes, family in London’s criminal
unearthing secrets about themselves along the way. underworld, which becomes
Who’s in it? Each of the three seasons features increasingly turbulent and
a brand-new cast – Matthew McConaughey, Rachel political when a notorious
McAdams and Mahershala Ali have all starred. crime boss is assassinated.
Will it really fill the LOD void? The only duo we Who’s in it? Peaky
could love more than Kate Fleming and Steve Arnott Blinders’ Joe Cole, His Dark
is McConaughey and Woody Harrelson. Materials’ Lucian Msamati and Game Of Thrones’ Michelle Fairley.
Series 1-3 are on Amazon Prime Will it really fill the LOD void? Yep – it’s wall-to-wall drama.
Series 1 is on Now TV
C O S M O P O L I TA N · 13
play culture
The playlist:
International Women’s Day
You don’t need a specific day to celebrate being a woman, but
these suggestions will put a spring in your step on 8th March
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almost three decades and became whether or not the feminist
an icon thanks to the trailblazing movement has been truly inclusive
moves she made for women’s of disability, race, class and
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Anney and Samantha, the hosts of
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everything from activism to fangirling was launched into orbit in 1962,
and much more. Episodes range three Black female mathematicians
from 15 minutes to over an hour. played a pivotal role, all while
Available on Spotify and facing discrimination. This film,
Apple Podcasts now starring Taraji P Henson, Octavia
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Alonement:
How To Be Alone Moxie
A comedy-drama from Mean
& Absolutely
Girls’ Amy Poehler? Sign. Us. Up.
Own It by
Based on the novel of the same
Francesca Specter
name, a 16-year-old sets up a feminist
Alexa, add “alonement” to our
revolution at her high school, after
vocabulary. This handy guide is
being inspired by her mum’s past
packed full of tips that’ll encourage
as part of the punk movement
you to value your own company
Riot Grrrl. Available
and dedicate some quality
on Netflix
time to yourself.
Out now
14 · C O S M O P O L I TA N
play celebrity
Ask
Q&A
me
anything
Louis Theroux talks famous
friends, boozy ski holidays
and outrageous rumours
pancakes with the of the actual go dead by lunchtime lemon or tonic water.
radio on. Then a time. They basically and you might be advice I’ve ever heard”, Ever been surprised
walk in the park in say to you: “Just ignore presented with a crisis. but you’ve still got to by what a guest
the sunshine, a pub that. We need that You’re going to say remember it. has shared with you
lunch, and a relaxing clip for the show.” “That’s the most boring Would you rather on your podcast?
afternoon at home Who’s the most be 20 years older I’ve been more
with some football famous person Louis, above or below surprised by what I’ve
is that
or a board game. in your DMs? y o u?
the neck? shared. I told Frankie
Would you rather Sia reached out to This may surprise you, Boyle about how I once
lose the ability me a few years ago but above the neck. drank so much wine on
to lie, or believe as she’d seen some I’d rather have an old a skiing holiday, I ended
everything you of my programmes, face and a young body. up pooing my pants.
hear? and wanted to get As you get older, diet
I’d rather tell the truth together for a meal. and exercise become Grounded With Louis
all the time. If you If I’ve had enough more important, and Theroux is available
believed everything tequila I’m liable to with physical health on BBC Sounds
C O S M O P O L I TA N · 15
play music
From
Montana to Miley
Somehow, it’s been 15 years since Miley Cyrus shot to fame as a befringed
country-singin teenager. Here are some of her biggest moments along
country-singing ong the
he way
HAN
HANNAH MONTANA MILEY RELEASES HANNAHAH
MAKES HER DEBUT
MAK BREAKOUT ANA HITS
MONTANA
Fifte years ago, the first
Fifteen Millennials the world over will G SCREEN
THE BIG
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episode of Hannah Montana remember Miley’s Breakout The release of Hannah
aired on the Disney
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Channel. The episode 7 Things to Fly On The Wall, supercharged ed
introduced
in us to Miley every track was an undeniable Miley’s glittering
ering
Ste
Stewart, who was living banger. The album career. Plus,,
a secret
s double life as teen reached number the soundtrack
ack
po sensation Hannah
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Montana. It was an instant
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hit, and has since was permanently
nently
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DIY fringes. the US and the UK.
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16 · C O S M O P O L I TA N
play books
The mother
of all stories
The bond between mums and their children isn’t exactly straightforward, and neither is thinking about
becoming a parent yourself. But don’t worry: these new books don’t sugar-coat it, wherever you’re at
If…
If… you’re If…
you’re struggling you’re
freaking with pregnant
out infertility
NON-FICTION
It’s the big decision that affects all the After a cancer diagnosis stole her fertility out now
smaller choices you’ll ever make, and when she was just 30, Beresiner began Pregnant women found themselves low
it’s one that’s impossible to take back: a decade-long journey to parenthood. on the government’s priority list during
whether or not you should have a baby. Her rollercoaster entailed hope, despair, the pandemic, but Brearley fought their
In this memoir, Nell Frizzell unpacks her three countries and multiple surrogates, corner. Her organisation Pregnant Then
“panic years” (which, she says, can hit but – as her Instagram followers will Screwed battles pregnancy and maternity
at any time between 25 and 40), all know – it ultimately ends in joy. Her story discrimination (54,000 women per year
the while offering advice and feminist might just make anyone struggling with are pushed out of their jobs for being
learnings on how to survive when it infertility or loss feel slightly less alone, pregnant or taking maternity leave*). This
feels as though everyone around you and shows that there’s more than one book exposes why, when you’re pregnant,
is becoming a parent. way to become a mother. the world can feel rigged against you.
If… If…
If…
you’re the things are
you’re
odd one complicated
feeling
out in your with your
fractured
family mum
FICTION
C O S M O P O L I TA N · 17
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C O S M O P O L I TA N · 19
Beauty lab
Clarifying
Victoria Jowett
BEAUTY DIRECTOR
clay masks
Each month, our beauty team tests the newest products to
see what reigns supreme. Here, Cassie Powney slathers
on some earthy delights to blitz her blemishes
Cassie Powney
BEAUTY EDITOR
PICK
EDITOR’S
Institut Esthederm
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Pore-clearing kaolin is teamed
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was left with a noticeable glow
after only one use, and a few
Laura Capon
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DEPUTY BEAUTY EDITOR
to the surface. Silky to apply
and with a subtle coconut
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BEAUTY CONTRIBUTOR
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BEAUTY WRITER
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1
Which clays won’t dry out
my combination skin?
Kaolin is the mildest form, meaning
it absorbs impurities without stripping
the skin of its natural oils. Found in
most clay-based products, it offers
gentle exfoliation rather than
hardcore pore-purging.
2
Are clay masks the natural
alternative for acne-prone skin?
You can channel your inner
cavewoman and seek out the pure
For more of stuff, but most clay-based products
our favourite face
are far from “natural”, often boosted
masks, go to
MAIN PHOTOGRAPH STOCKSY. STAFF PHOTOGRAPHS SARAH BRICK. HAIR AND MAKE-UP JOLANDA COETZER, USING URBAN DECAY, ANASTASIA BEVERLY
Cosmopolitan.com/ with other skin-loving ingredients and
uk/face-mask (perfectly safe) cosmetic colourants.
HILLS AND SACHAJUAN, AND JENNI DAVIS, USING MAC AND KENRA, BOTH AT LHA REPRESENTS. STILL LIFES GETTY IMAGES, LUCKY IF SHARP
3
How often should you be
applying a clay mask?
How regularly you apply clay and
the length of time you leave it on for
depends on your skin type (and the
product instructions, obviously). But
as a general rule of thumb, aim for
a 10-minute session three times
a week if you’re dealing with a daily
oil slick. Only battling a little bit of
Chanel Le Masque shine? Apply on the T-zone for five
Anti-Pollution Vitamin minutes once or twice a week.
Clay Mask, £43
Heavy-duty clay formulas are
great for soaking up excess
oil, but if you find them a
little too drying for your skin,
4
consider this coral-coloured So I can’t just take the mask off
cream instead. The French Volition Detoxifying Silt once it’s cracked?
clay and kaolin is balanced Gelée Mask, £53 Contrary to popular belief, you should
nicely with hydrating passion- Once you get past the “foraging in the
never wait for your clay mask to dry
fruit extract (I skipped my forest” smell, this is a joy to use. It applies
moisturiser afterwards), plus smoothly, removes easily after 10 minutes,
out and crack before removing it.
vitamins C and E, giving and purifies skin without flaring up Satisfying? Yes. Dehydrating for all
my skin an instant radiance any sensitivity (thanks, soothing quinoa skin types? Totally.
boost without any tingling or protein). The only downside? It’s a little
tightness. Just take my money. more spenny than others on the page.
C O S M O P O L I TA N · 21
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C O S M O P O L I TA N · 23
hi
I work in beauty,
a big problem for twenty-
and thirtysomethings recently,
explains Dr Marchbein. “One
theory we have now is that you
have an increase of hormones
in your skin that causes your
oil glands to overproduce,”
she says. This could be due
to contraception use.
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ca n cl ea r u p
your s ki n
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p tips
fr om t he C o sm o
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“Online
dermatology
services like Dermatica
can prescribe ingredients
like Tretinoin, which has
helped clear my skin.”
I have for years, In addition to hormones,
though, there are a lot of V ic to r ia J o w e t t,
and I don’t have b ea ut y
other factors that can make
clear skin. adult-onset acne worse – TOP ICA L CRE A M S
di r e ct o r
This is despite having access and unfortunately, they’re Prescription antibiotic gels
and anti-inflammatory
to the country’s best things many of us have to
creams like benzoyl “I go
dermatologists and the most deal with every day… peroxide can calm red, for soothing,
cutting-edge treatments. inflamed breakouts, while hydrating skincare
STRESS ingredients like hyaluronic
The most frustrating part? topical retinoids promote
skin-clearing cell turnover acid, and an exfoliating acid
I’m no longer 16 – I’m a Feeling frazzled means the every other night.”
and help with scarring.
grown-up. A spotty-faced stress hormone cortisol is
adult. For me, acne is like that coursing through your body, C as si e Po w n ey,
one frenemy who just keeps triggering the inflammation b ea u ty e dit o r
M E DICIN ES
popping back into your life. that leads to flare-ups. Birth control pills regulate
Here’s the hard truth: acne the acne-causing
POLLUTION hormones oestrogen
is almost always chronic, and
and progesterone, halt “When
it’s getting worse for adults Debris in the air can ovulation (which can spike I get a breakout,
– it’s not something you cure, basically sit on your face, breakouts) and calm I use hydrating serums.
but something you control. clogging pores and causing testosterone (which can I’ve made the mistake of
So buckle up, because I spots. Avoid this by using send oil glands into drying out my spots before,
overdrive). Spironolactone and that just leads to flaking.”
(and some people with actual, anti-pollution skincare
is another drug that
spot-fighting medical degrees) ingredients like vitamin C. dermatologists swear L au r a Ca po n ,
am going to show you how. by – it’s used to treat de pu t y b e au t y
PRODUCT OVERUSE ed it o r
First, it helps to know that high blood pressure,
there are two main kinds of “People want to try every new among other concerns,
but also used off-label
acne, teenage and adult- beauty trend, but few consider
to keep hormones in “LED
onset, explains dermatologist what’s right for their skin,” check. “If a patient’s wands and
Dr Shari Marchbein. The says Dr Marchbein. Her acne still hasn’t cleared, masks, ibuprofen and
former typically shows up recommendation? Stay strong I suggest Roaccutane oral CBD help with my
in the T-zone (forehead, against Instagram beauty – an oral retinoid that’s cysts, and I love Gallinée’s
very strong,” says prebiotic supplements.”
nose, chin), while adult acne bombardments and pare
Dr Marchbein.
tends to invade the jawline, back your regimen. Ka te Pas o la,
mouth area, cheeks and neck. b ea ut y
DIET S TE RO ID w r it er
They both stem from four
causes: bacteria in your Eating a high-glycaemic IN JEC TION S
Got cysts (aka deep,
skin, inflammation caused diet (one that contains
invisible pimples) or a “If you
by said bacteria, enlarged lots of sugar and refined giant red blemish that wear a
PHOTOGRAPHS HANNAH KHYMYCH/
oil glands and hormones. carbohydrates), as well as needs to go right now? headscarf to bed,
Imbalanced hormones force consuming certain dairy Ask a dermatologist for change it weekly. This will
a spot treatment. They’ll stop bacterial breakouts
ART PARTNER LICENSING
A n on - ov e r wh e lmi n g
skin ro u ti ne
that a c t ua l l y wo rks
The best way to calm your skin? Take your
routine right back to basics. Snap a pic
of this gentle, dermatologist-approved
guide and follow it every single day.
If you’re still breaking out a month later,
book a dermatologist appointment.
AM PM
C O S M O P O L I TA N · 25
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point or other – and as a long-time sufferer
BACK TO BASICS
You can’t tackle the issue until you understand the
myself,f I know how frustrating they can be. Most
f, cause, right? So let’s break this down…
of the time, I live my life without giving them a
Why do we get blackheads?
second thought. I mean, who o really cares about
“We all have pores, and when those pores become blocked with
a couple of tiny clogged pores on my nose, osee
debris, oil or dead skin cells, that’s when you get a blackhead,” sa says
right? But every now and then, I’ll be in the midst
Dr Mahto.
M “The reason they look black is because all the oils in th them
of my evening skincare routine and end up
become e oxidise oil.”
oxidised. It’s not the dirt that is black, it’s just oxidised o
lingering a little too long over my T-zone. That’s
OK, but how are re bl
blackheads different to whiteheads?
when it happens – I start to consider doing the
“When it comes to blackheads, ds the p
ads, pore remains open, whereas
where
unthinkable, and squeezing the tiny spots.
when you get a whitehead, the pore becomes omes blocked over – and
comes
Of course, I know better. I’ve been told by
then you get a little pustule.” Nice, eh? h?
PHOTOGRAPH GETTY IMAGES
THE
BLACKHEAD -
BUSTING
CHECKLIST 1
Buff it out
“Exfoliation removes that upper layer
of dead skin cells,” says Dr Mahto. “You’re
effectively preventing everything from old
cells to dirt and make-up getting blocked
inside the top layer of pores. There are two
ways you can do this – mechanical exfoliation,
such as a face scrub, and chemical
exfoliation, using skincare acids to
dissolve the dead skin cells.”
T R Y: La Roche-Posay Ultra-
Fine Scrub, £10
ds
Ace your acids
Not a fan of scrubs? Then it’s time to
work with the acids in your arsenal instead.
“AHAs, or alpha-hydroxy acids, are really
good for treating blackheads – they’re your
glycolic acids and your lactic acids,” explains Dr
Mahto. “Then you have BHAs, or beta-hydroxy
acids, such as salicylic acid. They cause a
chemical disintegration of the top layer of the
skin cells, so they dissolve everything and
that unblocks the pores.”
T R Y: The Ordinary Lactic Acid
10% + HA, £5.80
3
Mask up
“If you have acne or blemish-
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STRETCH YOUR BODY AND YOUR MIND
*ACCORDING TO AN ESTIMATE BY BEAT EATING DISORDERS
an eating disorder
If you’re supporting one of the 1.25 million people in the UK with an eating disorder*
this Eating Disorders Awareness Week (it’s 1st-7th March, FYI), finding the right words can
be tough. But when we asked a group of people who’d experienced an eating disorder
first-hand, one comment they said they wished people wouldn’t make was “You look well!”,
adding that this reinforces the idea that eating disorders are purely physical, when they’re
actually mental illnesses. Instead, show you care by asking “I wondered if you’d like to talk?”
or “Is there anything I can do to help you?” Learn more at Beateatingdisorders.org.uk
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Before-and- after
fitness pics:
friend or foe?
They’ve become a social-media staple, but body-confidence advocates
are questioning their impact. Jennifer Savin takes on the debate
move
them. “It invalidates everything they were we treated fat bodies with the he same – including different genders,
trying to say. Even if it did include a lovely respect as thin ones?” She regularly abilities and
races, abilit
caption about how their weight loss tells her followers that she’ss in a background
backgrounds – is the most
doesn’t define them, the fact they posted happier place now than shee was realistic, he
helpful message.”
it at all indicates that they do actually when she was thinner. Amen to that.
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Y
ou know those nights
when you stare at the
ceiling, imagining to an How long is a to figure out your personal magic
outsider your eyes must piece of sleep? number. “It’s simply the amount of
resemble bloodshot Ren & sleep that allows you to wake up
Stimpy-style balls glowing We all know the golden rule of eight alert and refreshed the following day,”
in your skull? Yeah, those. hours a night, but actually, it turns explains Dr Stanley. If you’re nodding
If you’ve been experiencing out one size doesn’t fit all. A review off again by mid-afternoon, try
more of them lately, don't worry. of 320 research papers concluded tweaking your bedtime and tracking
that seven to nine hours of shut-eye your body’s response in order to
So has pretty much everyone.
is optimal for over-18s, but one identify your sweet spot.
New research shows that the
sleeping expert says it can be even
number of us struggling with our
less for some. “Individual sleep
sleep rose from one in six to one
requirements are like height,” says What happens
in four last year – with anxiety
named as the key culprit (hmm,
Dr Neil Stanley, author of How To
Sleep Well. “To a large degree, it’s
when you’re asleep?
wonder what could be causing genetically determined and anywhere When it comes to your sleep activity,
that?), along with financial stress between four and 11 hours would Dr Sophie Bostock says we can identify
and the pressures of juggling be considered normal.” He advises four main stages. “A sleep cycle is
modern life. So how can we ace listening to your body when trying made up of the body passing through ›
something that should be so
simple, but often isn’t?
C O S M O P O L I TA N · 37
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Tackle anxiety perfect life, or perform brilliantly at Sleeping
Anxiety is the enemy of sleep. It
sends a “fight or flight” message
to your body that keeps you
work, says Pinkham. “Sleep is not going
to fix all of those things. If you’re sleeping
well, but you still feel tired during the
on the job
feeling alert and your heart rate up. But day, that’s because our busy lifestyles
a new study has found that, before bed, can be exhausting.” She adds that it’s In the name of journalism,
listing 10 tasks you need to accomplish important to acknowledge that if you
over the coming days can help you nod are often stressed or anxious, you may
two Cosmopolitan writers
off 15 minutes faster. If you’re worrying find you still feel pretty wrung out, as (attempted to) put the
about your sleep during the day, block it’s your body’s way of letting you know
out 20 minutes to write these feelings something is wrong. Don’t be hard on
biphasic and dymaxion
down. “This is about getting it out of your yourself and, if needed, reassess whether cycles on trial for a week
head and onto paper to give a different some lifestyle changes are necessary.
perspective. It’s not about suppressing
BIPHASIC
anxious thoughts, but choosing when to
tackle them,” says Pinkham. Extreme sleeping
Trialled by Fiona Hayward
We’ve discussed more
Sip cherry juice “standard” sleep cycles, Pre-lockdown, I slept for eight hours
A review in but did you know there a night, waking at 7am. Working from
Advances In 4 extreme are four other types home (and not having to look presentable
Nutrition
concluded that cherries,
sleep styles identified by sleep
experts* for those who
24/7) gradually meant my bedtime
slipped and I started setting my alarm
for just 30 minutes before starting work
which naturally contain are unable to get a solid – cue feeling sluggish and unproductive.
melatonin, could be a stretch, such as shift Going to bed at 1am, I found the 6am
legit insomnia cure. In workers? Some of them starts a struggle at first, but by the end of
one study, participants net a mere two hours’ the trial my deep sleep was 10 minutes
drank 230ml of tart kip in total. These come higher on average (according to my
Three and a half hours’ Garmin watch) and I felt more alert. I also
cherry juice or a cherry- with a word of warning
sleep at night and three stopped working through my lunch breaks
flavoured placebo every from Dr Chris Dickson, to take a guilt-free nap instead (that said,
20-min naps in the day.
morning and evening for executive chairman it took another 30 minutes to get back in
a fortnight. Those given of Cambridge Sleep the zone after). If done properly, this
the real deal slept longer Sciences, though. routine could offer a positive alternative
and were less likely to “Changing your to my usual sleep pattern – but it’s not
wake in the night. sleeping pattern can easy to do on weekends, or while trying
to sustain a social life.
be damaging to your
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Try scaling back to one a of heart attacks, while allotted naptimes worrying about not
day. *Slides Pret loyalty compromising the falling asleep fast enough. By the end of
card back into pocket* immune system. day two, I’d started getting a bit Macbeth
“If you were to adjust – “Is this a dagger which I see before
Be realistic your sleeping pattern, me?” – and tapped out to preserve my
Six to eight 20-min naps, sanity. Dr Dickson says, “Dymaxion and
People who this should take place
equidistant throughout uberman sleep patterns would endanger
sleep for eight over a phased period your health if tried for a longer period,”
the day and night.
hours a night of at least six to eight and adds that they’re usually reserved for
don’t suddenly have a days,” he advises. military operations. I can see why. V
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Bag of tricks
In this world, there are only a few
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£ 24, T K M a x x 5 R i n g, £15 .9 9, M a n g o 6 B l o u s e, £ 62, S i s t e r J a n e 7 E a r r i n g s , £ 2 9, Q u a y 8 D r e s s , £78 ,
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A N S M O D EL
T R S
TO KNOW
Fashion should be a space for acceptance, and while the industry still
g
has a long way to go, it’s encouraging to see transgender and non-
or campaigns,
binary people gaining more visibility in major campa a igns, fashion shows
and magazines. These multi-hyphenates are e also blazing trails within
rememmber their
m
activism, TV, film and more – so remember the
e ir names…
Hari Nef
The first trans woman signed to top
modelling agency IMG Worldwide,
and the first openly transgender
person to appear on the cover of
a British commercial magazine
(ELLE’s September 2016 issue),
Hari has since modelled for
Interview, Vogue and CR Fashion
Book. She’s also starred in the TV
shows You and Transparent, as well
as the 2018 film Assassination
Nation. Talk about multi-talented.
Munroe Bergdorf
An activist for both transgender rights and the Black
Lives Matter movement, Munroe speaks out against
Andreja Pejic issues of misrepresentation and racism in the fashion
Having walked in both h the menswear
and media industries, winning Changemaker Of The
and womenswear showshows for Jean
Year at our 2018 Influencer Awards and bagging
Paul Gaultier in 2011,
11, Andreja’s
numerous modelling gigs. She was dropped from
androgynous look has as defined her
a L’Oréal campaign in 2017 after posting about
career. She came out as trans in
systemic racism on social media. The company
2014, later becoming g the first openly
has since apologised, and Munroe now sits on
trans model to be profiled
ofiled for Vogue,
its UK diversity and inclusion advisory board.
as well as one of the first trans
models to secure a major cosmetics
campaign when she signed on as the
face of Make Up Forr Ever in 2015.
style
Jari Jones
An actress, artist, model and activist, Jari recently
graced a giant billboard in New York as part
of Calvin Klein’s 2020 Pride campaign. She
spoke of the importance this representation has:
“I think it’s so important to see the rage and fight,
but also to see imagery of what the possibilities
can be – imagery of Black joy, trans joy, because
often all we see is the negative imagery.”
Casil McA
McArthur
Dara Allen With shoots for GQ
Dara became a sought-after face in fashion France and British Vogue
when she
sh made her catwalk debut for Marc under his belt, Casi
Casil has been
Jacobs as
a an unsigned model in 2017. Since modelling since he was 10
she walked for brands including Prabal
then, she’s years old and strug
struggling with
Gurung, Kenzo
K and Erdem, as well as appearing gender dysphoria, and
a began
on the ccovers of Candy and i-D magazines. transitioning in his teens. A
cosplay
osplay enthusiast,
enthusiast h hee expresses
himself through characters.
ch
haracters.
Nathan Westling
Nathan’s successful career has gone from
strength to strength since he walked the Marc
Jacobs runway in 2013. He took a break
from modelling in 2018 to focus on himself
and his health, and began transitioning.
Speaking with CNN Style in 2019, Nathan
credited his experience in the fashion world
with his self-discovery. He has graced the
covers of both i-D and Dazed magazines.
WORDS SOPHIE LEEN. PHOTOGRAPHS ALAMY, GETTY IMAGES,
INSTAGRAM @MUNROEBERGDORF, @CASIL_THE_GOAT_LORD
Aaron Philip
Aaron’s rising career is driven by the lack of representation
of both trans women of colour and disability in the fashion
media. Last year, she featured in Italian Vogue, shot by
Tyler Mitchell, and has also appeared on the cover of
Paper magazine. She’s posed for campaigns for Sephora
(celebrating the trans and non-binary community) and
Dove (focusing on diversity in beauty), and was the face
of Jeremy Scott’s A/W 20 Moschino campaign.
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WORK SMARTER, NOT HARDER
Time to stop
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If you’ve ever found yourself working a bit
longer than you should, you’ll know the
hours really add up. New research*
suggests we’re working an extra 42 days
per year just by starting early and finishing
late. Ouch. To avoid taking on too much,
Paul Naha-Biswas of recruitment firm Sixley
recommends letting your manager know
“what other work you’d have to drop to
take on a new task, or the extra resources
you require to complete it successfully”.
Having the confidence to communicate that
you don’t have capacity – if you do it
professionally – can enhance your
reputation, he adds, because it shows
awareness of time management. Now all
you have to do is dream about how you’re
going to spend the hours you get back...
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your finances feels much easier than getting apps like Snoop and Emma link with your
to grips with them. But if the last 12 months current account and can help you identify With your budgeting plan sorted,
have taught us anything, it’s that having better deals. Emma will analyse all your you’ll soon be ready to save – even
a plan (and some wriggle room) when it active subscriptions, alert you if prices are if you feel like you can’t right now.
comes to your money is No. Bad. Thing. creeping up, and highlight ones you don’t Your first aim? To build a slush fund. This
Especially as money worries can snake into use. Snoop works in a similar way, but is money you can use for unexpected life
all corners of our lives – 61% of adults also gives you money-saving tips, lets events – like a pandemic-induced job
aged 18 to 34 admit they stress about you know if there are any voucher codes scare, dare we say, or a new laptop when
their financial situation,* which in turn available, and finds cheaper utilities, yours gives up. These are savings to
impacts their overall wellbeing and even broadband or mobile phone deals. cushion life’s blows. Money experts say
their abilities at work. Being permanently Once you’ve cut your spending back this should be around three to six months’
skint, not having savings to fall back on,
or being unable to afford big-ticket items
has a tangible impact. And while you may “EVEN WITH A STRONG BUDGET, WE
think you’re not in a position to future-proof
your finances, there’s always something
you can do. From budgeting to saving and ALL NEED A CUSHION SOMETIMES”
(whisper it) investing, here are the money
shifts to make now to ensure you’re set to an amount that is below your income, income, but if that’s not possible, think
up for whatever comes your way. try the 50/30/20 rule of budgeting. On about what would be – perhaps a month’s
payday, split your money up into three rent, or two months’ living costs? Once
pots: 50% goes on essentials (bills, food you’ve got that, start building saving pots
and travel to work, for example), 30% is for your life goals – a house deposit,
START BUDGETING for wants (clothes, make-up and eating your first car or a much-needed holiday.
out), and 20% goes towards savings. Depending on where you bank, you can
Wait, it’s not as snoozy as it sounds. Don’t panic if this rule isn’t working create dedicated saving pots for each aim.
A budget is simply an understanding of just yet. You can mix it up: if you can Starling Bank allows you to put up pictures
what you earn and spend, and creating only afford to save 10% of your income, of your goals and add money to different
one is the most important thing you can start with that, then increase it over time. pots when allocating your savings.
do to get your finances under control. Banks like Starling and Monzo make this Save your money in an account with a
To start, list all your expenses (rent, approach easier by letting you set up good interest rate – they’re scarce at the
bills, food, entertainment, gym) and your separate savings pots and automatically moment, so it could be that your current
income. Money Advice Service’s budgeting transferring money for you on payday. account offers a competitive rate, or look
tool (Moneyadviceservice.org.uk) can help. into a fixed-rate account, where you don’t
“Be honest about your spending,” says SWITCH YOUR OVERDR AFT
touch your money for a year or two in
Lisa Conway-Hughes, financial advisor exchange for more interest. Compare bank
and co-founder of Ladies Finance Club UK. Even with a strong budget, we all accounts and rates at Moneyfacts.co.uk.
need a cushion now and then. But
if you dip into an ove
overdraft, you could START INVESTING
be slapped with intere
interest charges as high
as 40%. Ouch! So make ma sure you only While saving is always a good idea,
use an overdraft if it iis an emergency once you’ve been doing it a while, you
and there is no alternative. If you might notice that you haven’t gained
find yourself
yourse in that position much interest, if any. “If you put £10 per
regularly, move to a bank
regula month into a standard savings account, in
with an interest-free
wit five years, you would have contributed
buffer – First Direct £600 and have £616, assuming an annual
or M&S Bank, for interest rate of 1%, which is generous in
example, will the current climate,” says Myron Jobson,
How to save personal finance campaigner at Interactive
– in spades
(OK, not
literally)
earn
Investor. But here’s the thing: as the cost SAVE INTO A PENSION
a sofa on finance to bagging your first
of living increases, your money needs to mortgage). If it’s bad, you won’t get the
grow with it. If it doesn’t, then what you’re We know, pensions are about as best deals and could even be rejected.
saving will be worth less in years to come. sexy as getting a root canal, but So bite the bullet: it’s better to know your
The solution? Investing. “If you invested starting young is super-savvy. Why? score before applying for credit, because
£10 a month, in five years it would be “Someone earning £25,000 and aiming a rejected application will leave a mark on
£683, assuming an average return of 5% to retire at 65 could bag a retirement pot your report and reduce your score further.
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you’d have £1,559.” And you don’t have says Jess Miller, pensions and investment Experian, Equifax or TransUnion. The
to be a city banker to start – in fact, you expert at Schroders. But if they start in score is colour-coded, and if yours is
can start with £1. If you’ve never invested, their thirties, this drops to £93,000.” in the red zone, it’s a warning sign that
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start small with an app like Moneybox, Anyone over 22 who earns over £10,000 you need to take action to improve it
which can round up your spare change will be automatically enrolled in a work before applying for any credit. “Simple
and invest it for you. So if you buy a pension scheme, and your employer will steps like registering to vote or reducing
£2.45 latte, it’ll shift 55p into investments. add money as well as you. Free money? your debt will improve your score,” says
Once you’ve built up your confidence, From your boss? Yep. The minimum you James Jones, head of consumer affairs
move to other platforms and start paying have to pay into a pension is 5% of your at Experian. “Missed bill payments will
in a regular amount. Some providers, like income, and your employer has to pay in reduce your score, so set up direct debits
Nutmeg and Wealthify, assess your attitude 3%. But if you pay in more, your employer for them.” Experian’s “Boost” service
to risk and your goals, then automatically will match it – so that’s extra free cash. also makes sure that payments to your
create an investment portfolio for you.‡ multimedia accounts, like Netflix or
Investments can go up and down, CHECK YOUR CREDIT SCORE
Spotify, count towards your credit score,
depending on how markets perform, so be while Natwest is rolling out a bill-splitting
in it for the long-term – at least five to 10 This number shows lenders your app called “Housemate” this year, which
years. This gives your money a chance to reliability when applying for credit allows your rent payments to count
grow and outride any dips in the market. (that includes everything from buying towards building your score. ◆
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CHILLING OUT NEVER LOOKED SO GOOD
Time to
spring-clean
You know what they say about “tidy
house, tidy mind”? Well, there’s actually
a lot of truth in it. Living in a cluttered
home means you’re likely to have higher
levels of the stress hormone, cortisol.*
A recent study† also revealed that 61%
of people feel “de-stressed” after tidying
up, while 54% said it leaves them feeling
relaxed. Ready, set, declutter…
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is S a tu rn
return?
o r t, it ’s t h e a s t ro l o gi c al r e
In sh a s o n yo u h a ve a lif e
e t we ntie s.
s i n your lat A s trolo g y
c r isi Ta r o t b e
ex p e r t Ke r r y
,A K A l l a , ex plai
Wa r d n s t his p l a n e t a r y p e r io d
Y
ou know that “on edge” feeling many of us
get as we approach 30? Well, it’s not just
panic about getting older – the stars could
also be to blame. The culprit is “Saturn
return” which, put simply, is Saturn returning to
the same zodiac sign it was in when you were
born. It takes about 29.5 years for this particular
planet to complete one full orbit around the sun,
which is why we don’t encounter this astrological
event until our late twenties. Its echoes, though,
can be felt into our early thirties, as it can take
up to three years to unfold. But why does it make
Y
us have a meltdown? Saturn is the “taskmaster” IDENTIT LOVE CAREER
planet, a cruel-to-be-kind coach. During Saturn
return, you will face your demons and reflect on If you’ve been kidding This emphasis on self and The more you’ve messed
yourself that you want your place in the world about in your twenties,
your path so far. All the wrong turns and missed
one thing from your life, means love is not top the louder a wake-up call
opportunities you’ve endured in the preceding 30 but you actually want priority. It’s not that you Saturn return can be.
years seem to resurface, meaning some of us feel another, you’ll realise it won’t fall in love, marry or Irresponsibility and partying
low around this time. The trick is to focus instead on now. Big questions will start a family during Saturn are not on this planet’s
the lessons you can learn from the past. Saturn is come up, like “What do I return, but romance is not agenda; it’s about your
here to make you acknowledge, understand and contribute?”, “What is my what this planet is nudging duties and contribution.
legacy so far?”and “What you to think about. Saturn If you identify what’s
process your negatives so they don’t trip you up
role do I want in life?” return makes us more important to you, and what
any more. It also serves to help you acknowledge Set some time aside for pragmatic. Does your you want to do with your
that time and opportunity are not endless – if it inspiration and relaxation, partner share your values? life, then Saturn will be your
could talk, Saturn would say, “Get serious about and a new, more authentic What kind of partner will hype girl. Find your niche,
your life and take control of where it’s going.” picture will emerge. help you fulfil your aims? occupy it and own it.
relax
o e s this mean
How to find your
t d for
Saturn sign
h a y
Look up the date below that’s on
or before your birth, e.g. if you w
ou
were born on 4th May 1997, SATURN
So
your sign’s Aries.* Then discover IN SCORPIO
Saturn return represents a
?
what that means to the right.
transformation in your identity and
lifestyle. Money, power and sex
Born on or after: 29/11/82 are all up for review. At the end
Saturn return sign: Scorpio of these years it’s likely you’ll
SATURN IN ARIES be heading in a new
SATURN
Born on or after: 6/5/83 A tendency to take control direction.
IN SAGITTARIUS
Saturn return sign: Libra can mean you miss opportunities A wanderlust often emerges for
Born on or after: 24/8/83 to go further faster by garnering Saturn in Sagittarius around this
Saturn return sign: Scorpio the support of others. This will time. Perhaps you yearn to live in
change as you mature and a different place, or to see the
Born on or after: 16/11/85 learn to temper your drive world. If you’ve been
Saturn return sign: Sagittarius by listening to other travelling, you might
SATURN IN LEO
people. want to nest.
Leos love to indulge in the
Born on or after: 13/2/88
high life, but this sign in Saturn
Saturn return sign: Capricorn
can hint at excess driven by
Born on or after: 10/6/88 self-doubt and performance
Saturn return sign: Sagittarius anxiety. You’ll spend this time
finding your confidence, and
Born on or after: 12/11/88 balance between work
SATURN IN TAURUS SATURN
Saturn return sign: Capricorn and play.
Taureans value quality and IN CAPRICORN
Born on or after: 6/2/91 luxury, but are you living the right This combination can represent
Saturn return sign: Aquarius life to manifest these dreams? A men, so this time might be a call
natural laziness can be your worst to address any issues with male
Born on or after: 21/5/93 enemy. Visualise your ambitions figures. It can also mean an
Saturn return sign: Pisces and use your determination overdose of ambition, so ease
to make them SATURN IN VIRGO the pressure you put on
Born on or after: 30/6/93 happen. yourself.
Saturn return sign: Aquarius Virgos are living, breathing
versions of the Saturn planet’s
Born on or after: 28/1/94 energy: conscientious, ordered
Saturn return sign: Pisces and critical. Maybe too much, as
perfectionism can be an issue.
Born on or after: 7/4/96 You’ll learn how to accept
Saturn return sign: Aries your own and others’
SATURN IN GEMINI SATURN
Despite Gemini being the flaws. IN AQUARIUS
Born on or after: 9/6/98
Saturn return sign: Taurus zodiac’s greatest talker, when it’s Aquarians love looking at the big
in Saturn, it can mean you rarely picture – the state of the world and
Born on or after: 25/10/98 voice your own opinions – and where they can make it better.
Saturn return sign: Aries follow others’ agendas. Your Campaigning for global issues,
confidence to act on your or finding solutions to them,
Born on or after: 28/2/99 own desires will grow will become more
Saturn return sign: Taurus SATURN IN LIBRA
at this time. important.
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THE
scone recipe 2
you’ll 1
Stir in the sugar
and sultanas
and mix to
EVER need
combine.
Preheat your oven to
200ºC (180ºC fan). Sift
the flour into a large mixing
bowl. Add the butter and rub
Fancy yourself an impromptu afternoon with your fingertips until the
tea? Then whip up this classic butter dissolves and the
mixture resembles fine 3
breadcrumbs. In a jug, mix together
half of the beaten eggs
and the buttermilk. Pour into
the flour mixture and lightly
mix until everything has come
together. You might want to
use your hands to do
this as the mixture
hardens up.
4
Lightly sprinkle a
worktop with flour and
gently knead the dough until
smooth. Roll out to about 2.5cm
thick. Grab a round cookie
cutter to cut out your scones.
Don’t have one? Use the
floured rim of a wine
S
glass instead. 5
cones are as
quintessentially Stamp out your scones
MAKES 8
British as the two at a time, re-rolling the
INGREDIENTS mixture gently each time.
Queen, Coronation
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relax
4. WHAT’S MOST
M O S T LY A :
LIKELY TO STRESS
YOU OUT ABOUT THE MEME
YOUR GROUP QUEEN
Which
CHAT? With relatable GIFs
and memes at the
A No one gets my
ready, you’re the
Mean Girls reference
go-to for turning
group-text
(to be fair, it was from
“haha” to “OMFG
the bonus DVD).
RIP ME!!!”. Things
B A 30-minute silence would get real quiet
stereotype
after my “What’s real fast if you
everyone doing this weren’t constantly
weekend?” text. popping in, and
everyone knows it.
are you?
C Someone else leaving
the chat. I bet that
freedom tastes so good.
M O S T LY B :
S en d t h is to y our 5. WHAT ARE YOU
THE
M O M AG E R
W h a t sAp p gr oup, MOST LIKELY TO
You’re the Kris
IGNORE?
we d a r e y ou… A Anyone’s cute
Jenner of the
WhatsApp world
baby pics. How am – the only one with
I supposed to make the initiative and
fun of those? follow-through to
B I read every single keep things going.
message because If it weren’t for you,
that’s what friends some messages
are for (and they’re would just go
usually replying to un-responded-to,
something I said). and we can’t have
that, can we?
C Basically anything
that doesn’t require
a quick response.
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eve
“A C C E P T A N C E R I G H T N O W
IS
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N OT LONG A FT ER Orange County – her father owned
grocery stores, while her mum
looked after Benson and her sister
P R E T T Y L I TTL E LI AR S E N D ED, Shaylene at home. Benson started
dancing professionally when she was
A S H L E Y B EN S O N TOO K A YEAR three (“Tap and ballet,” she recalls),
which then led to modelling in
time
dance catalogues, and by the age of
O F F. S HE D E SP ERAT ELY seven, she had been signed by Ford
Models. Soon she was landing TV
N E E D E D SO M E adverts and minor roles on shows
like The West Wing, and then at 14,
she won the role of Abby Deveraux
out.
on soap opera Days Of Our Lives.
Her friends at school should have
been delighted for her success.
Instead, Benson was bullied. “Kids
can be mean and jealous,” she
remembers. “At the time, it wasn’t
cool to be on TV. Every week, I was
working on commercials and all the
kids would see me. I got bullied and
hated it. But I was really proud, and
it made me more determined to get
on a TV show. My parents said if I
did, I could be home-schooled. So
I tried and tried and tried, and when
Time out from Hollywood, from I did, it was the best day of my life.”
the scrutiny that comes with fame, The break did wonders for her Landing a part on a mainstream
but most of all, from work. “I wanted self-confidence, and allowed her soap opera was exciting, especially
a break,” she tells me over the phone to focus on her priorities for her for her parents, who were lifelong
from LA. It’s lunchtime there, and future career. It was the same year fans. “At that point, my mum was
she and her boyfriend, rapper she became a founder of sunglasses taking me to set and it was funny
G-Eazy, are home after a morning company Privé Revaux with Jamie for me to meet people she grew up
hike. “Coming off a show after so Foxx and Hailee Steinfeld. She now watching. I didn’t know who any
long and doing TV continuously splits her time between LA and of them were!” Her time on the soap
throughout my whole life… I New York. Similarly, being forced opera was invaluable. “You film three
needed to take a mental break.” to slow down during lockdown episodes a day. It was crazy to be
It’s no wonder. When the final over the past year has given her thrown into that environment at a
episode of the teen drama Pretty another dose of much-needed young age. I wasn’t prepared for it.
Little Liars aired in June 2017, reflection. “I wrote two scripts I thought we’d do a couple of takes
Benson had filmed 160 episodes and am about to start filming one,” here and there, but you only get
across seven seasons over seven years. she says. “That’s super rewarding.” one take. So it made me learn to
She was exhausted, and decided to This year, she will also star in a new memorise my lines quickly. I was
relocate to New York. “It was the best film, The Birthday Cake, with Ewan completely intimidated.”
thing I ever did,” she says. “I didn’t McGregor. “It’s been interesting After three years on the show, she
work for a year and studied directors working on projects that I normally left to pursue other projects. She
I wanted to work with and looked wouldn’t have time to focus on.” landed various film roles, as well
at actresses who inspired me, who It’s hardly surprising that she as the part of Mia on teen show
came from TV and made it into enjoys the downtime. Benson, Eastwick. The day she discovered
film. I started to compartmentalise now 31, has been working almost that Eastwick wasn’t being
my wants and needs.” consistently in the industry since she recommissioned for a second ›
was five years old. She grew up in
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celebrity
celebrity
season in 2010, she got a call from “N O BO DY S HO ULD personal life. But when she started
the producers of Pretty Little Liars. dating Delevingne in 2018 (they
“I didn’t think anything of it,” she G ET B UL LI E D F O R met on the set of the film Her Smell),
says. “I was a bit bummed that my her relationship came under a lot
love’’
show got cancelled. But then I WHO THE Y of scrutiny. She admits she finds
met with them, and a week later, the attention difficult at times.
I was in Canada filming the pilot. The hardest to deal with is “people’s
I thought it would be a successful opinions”, she says. “If gossip comes
show, but you never know. So for it out and stories are completely false,
to become what it was was crazy!” what can you do? I’m not going to
Pretty Little Liars followed the lives It’s not about a gender or anything sit out there and be like, ‘This isn’t
of four high-schoolers whose clique like that. And I think that’s really true, this is what’s really happening.’
starts to fall apart when one of them important for people to understand. The most annoying part is having
disappears. It won multiple awards, There is no reason that somebody to sit back and be quiet while
and launched the careers of the likes should get bullied or talked about everybody talks about you and
of Lucy Hale and Shay Mitchell. or shut off for who they love. I think you have to deal with it. People
“I see that as my college years,” says acceptance right now is everything, can say whatever they want about
Benson. “We were together for seven and the more we can educate people me, but unless you know me, you
years, and I saw them more than my about these topics, the better it will don’t really know anything at all.”
own family.” She’s still very close become for everyone.” When she and G-Eazy – real
friends with Mitchell and her other Benson has always been extremely name Gerald Earl Gillum – were
co-star, Troian Bellisario, although private when it comes to her first spotted together last year, she ›
the pandemic has made seeing one
another difficult. “We all live by each
other,” she admits. “Minutes away.
So it’s very funny. I want to see them,
but I also have to be mindful right
now, even though I’m getting tested
weekly [for COVID-19]. It’s a scary
time for everyone. I’ve never met
Shay’s baby, and she’s like, ‘You have
to see her!’ They’re like my sisters
and they always will be.”
During its seven-year run, Pretty
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“ IF GO SS I P CO ME S OU T
A N D S TO R I ES A RE
received a backlash on Instagram
from fans accusing her of cheating
COM PL E TE LY FA L SE ,
what can
on Delevingne. Delevingne took
to her Instagram Stories to defend
her, saying, “To everyone hating on
you do?’’
@ashleybenson please stop. You
don’t know the truth, only her and
I do and that’s exactly how it should
be.” Benson remained silent. The
actress says she’s very careful when it
comes to what she shares about her
life. “I usually keep my relationships
private,” she says. “You obviously
can’t help if you get photographed
together. [But] it’s more sacred that
way. Those private moments are for
you and your partner, and I think it’s
best not to be over-exposed, and you
can really protect your relationship
if you’re not exploiting it.”
At the time of going to press, there
were reports that Benson and G-Eazy
had split. But when we speak they
are very much together and she is
happy to open up a little. Just last
year she featured on his track All The
Things You’re Searching For. They also
did a cover of Radiohead’s Creep.
“That was a random thing,” she
laughs. “We’ve been doing a lot of
things together in quarantine. Who
knows if it will ever be released or
not, but we’ve done 30 songs! That’s into a car accident. I’m very lucky
been really nice, because when you that I could buy a place [in New
don’t have anywhere to go, it’s really York] and live both lives on either
nice to get something out of it. He’s coast. When I get sick of New
taught me a lot about music.” She York, I go to LA, and vice versa.”
spends a lot of time in the studio has been hounded by paparazzi. Benson tries not to let the
watching him. “We always talk about She’s used to it, but it’s irritating. attention get to her. She sees a
whether we’d release anything or “I can’t leave my house without therapist regularly to stay on top
not. Again, that’s really nice for us getting followed every day,” she of her mental health. “Therapy is
to have for ourselves.” says. “I don’t want photos, and it’s good. I believe in it very strongly. It’s
They’ve also been doing regular annoying. It’s a complete invasion always good to talk with someone
date nights. “We do little jazz nights of privacy. In New York, I walk to about anything you’re dealing with,
– listening to jazz and pretending get my coffee and take the subway. whether it’s positive or negative. It’s
you’re in a restaurant. But you’re I never get bothered. If I do see some good to talk to a third party about
not, you’re at the dinner table. photographers, they’re so nice that what’s going on in my life.” Keeping
Anything to liven things up. You I’ll just give them a thumbs down a small group of friends has been
find ways to make it enjoyable.” and they’ll leave [me] alone. Whereas key, too. “I need to be surrounded
Even during lockdown, Benson here [in LA], they’ll harass you and by positive people. I have an
keep following you until you get
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PEOPLE
o f t he
PANDEMIC
One year ago we entered into the first lockdown. Collectively, we’ve
experienced a national trauma, the impact of which will be felt for
years. But what effect has it had on individuals? We spoke to nine
people, all uniquely touched by the pandemic, to find out
A s t o l d t o C AT R I O N A I N N E S, C YA N T U R A N & A L I C E S N A P E
S
ometimes, with our 24/7 access since, on 23rd March, we were told
to news, the endless feed that to “stay at home, save lives”. The
changes by the minute, it’s months that have followed have
easy to lose sight of the realities taken their toll in so many ways that
behind each story. To forget that, it would be impossible to zoom in
accompanying tales of packed-out (pun, unfortunately, intended) on
hospitals, rising infection rates and every single angle, so we have
the plummeting economy, there assembled a group of people who
are real people living among the have had a remarkable year within
newspaper ink. A year has passed the crisis. Here are their stories. ›
“ YOU HAD TO CRY. THIS ISN’T
A NORMAL SITUATION”
Rebecca Hunter, 30, is a nurse on a respiratory
ward at the Northumbria Emergency Care Hospital
“I LOST MY JOB
AND MY HOME”
Rochelle,* 27, worked in
hospitality before the
pandemic struck
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My dad had only been ill for 48 I’ve felt lonely. I’ve isolated myself from Each morning in the shower, I write
hours before he died at home, with friends because I needed to process the “Dad” into the steam. That’s when I think
my mum by his side. We know now trauma. My neighbour occasionally drops of him. Every day is different: sometimes
that it was COVID. The government had round dinner or a bottle of wine. At one I wake up feeling positive, at other times
just enforced the first lockdown, so I’d point, between lockdowns, my closest there’s a drop in my stomach and I miss
given him a kiss a few days earlier. My friends came over with champagne and him so much it’s painful. I’m a personal
big, strong, politically fierce Ghanaian we danced in the garden – that they trainer, and one thing that’s kept me going
dad, who was a grafter and provider. were there was enough. is the free Zoom class I teach every day
How could the virus take someone so Losing Dad has broken us. COVID has at 9.15am. I started it to help others, but
vibrant in such a short space of time? exacted its price on my family, but since sometimes it’s my only contact with the
Our new world order meant that I couldn’t he died, I’ve gone back to the core values outside world. My Dad’s ashes are in an
hug my mum. All we could do was stand he taught me about being a good person. urn on his favourite armchair in the living
at her window, our hands together but I’m a better mum because of it. Being room of our family home. When the world
separated by a pane of glass. locked in a house together has given opens up, we’ll take him back to Ghana.
Almost a year has passed, and my me the space to understand my children But we still haven’t had a funeral. There
mum is still incredibly worried about beyond the relationship of mother and are too many of us, and in Ghanaian
the virus and passing it onto those she sons – we’ve become allies. And it’s culture, we must all be together – siblings,
loves, but I’ve been able to touch her brought my mum and me closer; we’ve had cousins, everyone in the family. We’ll have
since we formed a bubble. I felt the conversations we wouldn’t otherwise have a celebration as soon as we can – when
weight of her soul in my arms in that had. I don’t think I saw her as a woman there are no limits on numbers. It’s all
first embrace. I couldn’t unclench. before – she was always just my mother. or nothing, so we choose all.
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“HE MONITORED
EVERYTHING I DID ”
Sophie,* 21, from Norwich, explains how
she left her abusive partner last year
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I’d always naively assumed that was agony. I’d heard stories of women
the only thing stopping me from getting 25, so when the doctors told
having children was finding the me that I had six, I felt deflated, but
right partner. But then, at the age empowered. Six was better than none.
of 34, I discovered that my egg count In the first week of March, I had my
was very low. It was late 2019 and I’d second cycle, which brought nine
come out of a long-term relationship eggs, and I stood a great chance of
at the start of the year. After calling my getting to 20 in my last cycle.
mum as soon as I stepped out of the But then lockdown hit. Not only was
clinic, I decided, then and there, that I I left uncertain about when I’d be able
was going to freeze my eggs. I booked to complete my third cycle, but I was
three cycles – enough to extract the also unable to date. My hope is to have
20 to 24 eggs they recommend to children with a partner and never have
give a good chance of having a baby. to use my frozen eggs, and suddenly
I paid over £15,000 in total – costly neither was possible. The clock seemed
for an insurance policy that might to tick faster than ever.
not even pay out. My clinic reopened in July, but it
During my first cycle, I had to wasn’t until October that I finally had
inject myself with medication to my last cycle. While I grieve for the
stimulate my ovarian follicles, and time I haven’t been able to look for
once enough had grown, I then
administered a “trigger” injection
a partner, taking control has been
my silver lining. There’s no guarantee
“I LAUNCHED A
before going into the clinic for the my eggs will produce a baby, but NEW BUSINESS”
egg retrieval. Waiting to hear how where the pandemic stole time, freezing
many eggs had been extracted my eggs has given a bit of it back. Ellie Taylor, 23, from
Sandwell, set up Blossoms
Activity Farm in March
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worked in vet practices for a bit before
coming up with the idea of launching a
farm where children could get hands-on
experiences with animals. The Prince’s Trust
gave me funding and advice, and I began
to search for land in January 2020. But
everything fell through when COVID hit
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Can you
buy your way
sex
to a better
e s e x u al
life?
wellness industry is
worth
billion
Th t c a n y o u p u t a p s.
Bu r ice g
uara
ntee
on an
Pa i s l orgasm?
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ilmou
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s n e ck is long a massage for “performance and
W H O OWNS
WH
WHO O W NS YOUR
R G A S M ??
OR
ORGASM? ?
While I’ll groan when I see my
bursting inbox, full of bizarre NSFW
emails, I’m aware my job comes with
a great deal of sexual privilege. I’ve
been able to test and review sex toys
way beyond my budget, visit sex
resorts that would cost thousands,
and even attend a £100 workshop
that taught me how to use a strap-on.
I’ve been granted access to the luxury
sexual wellness world that I otherwise
couldn’t afford. Through this, I’ve
learned what’s worth a hefty price tag.
I’ve orgasmed with a £15 vibrator and
with a £200 one. And apart from
fancy packaging and millennial-pink
marketing campaigns, I’m not sure
the experiences were all that different.
Of the hundreds of toys I’ve tried,
only 10 remain in my under-the-bed
items that look pretty aren’t always While Ness generally likes the sex box. And of those, I only really
great. Often, sex toys made from sex-position pillows she has invested use five on regular rotation. I only
expensive materials can break really in, she has since found a cheaper have one vagina, after all. My old
easily, so they’re just decorative,” says alternative: mobility pillows, as faithful is a £29.99 glass dildo from
Ness. “There was one I wanted, due well as those designed to help with Lovehoney, and on the pricier end
to it being classed as a ‘luxury’ brand, back pain, which can be found in of the spectrum is my other favourite,
and it was meant to feel like oral sex supermarkets. “One of the pillows the Kip vibrator from female-owned
[when] applied to the clitoris. But isn’t great, as it took a bit of trial brand Dame Products. At about £60,
there was so much wrong with it, and and error getting the right shape it’s not cheap, but its materials are
it even damaged my skin. Thankfully, for my body’s contours and needs. high quality – and having spent hours
oral-sex simulators have improved But my cat loves it, at least… it’s now chatting to the brand’s founder about
since. I also bought a real silver a very expensive cat bed,” she tells me, her activism within the industry, I feel
vibrator that was terrible. Gold-plated laughing. Courses and workshops it’s a toy worth splashing out on. As
dildos were a big mistake too, as have always proved helpful for for the dildo, the glass is sustainable,
the vagina’s natural lubricant just Ness, too. “I always take something will last a lifetime, and – most
stripped the plating off over time.” away that helps me,” she says. importantly – is body-safe. i
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Because the truth behind this
ever-expanding industry is that it’s
unregulated. When it comes to sex
toys, I’ve learned not to judge by
price, as this doesn’t seem to be an
indicator of how well-made a product
is. As there is no specific sex-toy
regulation in the UK, some products
are made from potentially toxic
materials that have been linked to
breast cancer. I only use toys that
are made from body-safe materials
like medical-grade silicone, ceramic,
metal and glass. And while free porn
has never been more accessible, it is
undoubtedly problematic. Pornhub
had to remove millions of videos last
year after they were found to feature
victims of child exploitation and sex
trafficking, and 40 subjects are now
suing the site’s owners, MindGeek,
for about £59 million. I rely heavily
on my subscription to ethical porn
site XConfessions instead. Starting at
about £9 per month, this gives you
unlimited access to independent adult
films by director Erika Lust, in which
the actors are paid fairly and have
creative input. After all, nothing
can put you off your stride more
quickly than wondering whether
or not the actor you’re watching is
actually enjoying themselves.
Then there’s the question of who
we want our money to go to. “A lot
of sex tech for women is still being
designed by men,” says Alice Stewart,
a creative technologist and founder
of Touchy Feely Tech, a company that
makes DIY vibrator kits and holds
workshops to teach people how to
build their own sex toys. But the tide
is turning, with more female-founded
companies that have women and
non-binary people in design roles
popping up. Examples include
Dame Products, MysteryVibe and
Lora DiCarlo. “It’s like there’s two
sides to this industry,” says Stewart.
“There are sex positive, female-
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very new tech that’s patented and account @freefroetic. “They’re not I’ve learned there’s no simple answer
for which they’ve won awards at necessarily issues that can be fixed as to whether you really can buy your
science and engineering trade fairs. with a lube, a sex toy or a new way to a better sex life. Some people
But then there’s the side serving the workshop. Although those things can do rely on sex toys to orgasm and
mainstream, with cheap products, absolutely help.” Instead, says Brown, experience sexual pleasure, and if
copying ideas and selling 100 options. we’d all be better off prioritising spending money makes them happier,
The world I prefer to be in is the “focusing on the internal part – who are we to judge? If they can drop
one that often comes at a premium.” whether you’re dealing with shame, a month’s salary on golden anal
This decision, Stewart is keen to body-image issues, boundary-setting beads, then that’s great. But cheap
emphasise, is a personal one, not or communication, [it’s vital to] toys are many people’s gateway into
because the smaller companies will reframe the way you think about the sex-toy world, and they certainly
guarantee a better experience. “An sex and its purpose in your life”. have an important role to play, too.
orgasm can also be achieved with Even when you do invest in your As the experts prove, investing time
a very simple, cheap vibrator,” she sex life, it’s important to know what and emotional energy – rather than
says. “Essentially, all the sex toys out you want from what you buy. “If money – in yourself is what’s most
there have the same components.” you’re not experienced using toys important for true sexual fulfillment.
or can’t be honest with yourself As with most other things we spend
BEN
BENEATH
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T about what you want from a sexual our money on, a quick fix and a
IN
INVESTMENT
N V E S T M EN
NT experience, chances are you won’t have shopping spree don’t often actually
When we face a problem in our lives, the exhilarating time you hope for,” equal long-term happiness. In the
it’s tempting to open up Google, grab says psychosexual therapist Lohani same way that bankrupting yourself
our credit cards and simply throw Noor. “You can buy great sex toys or in order to buy a new designer
money at it. But just as owning the even the services of an accomplished dress won’t solve all of your body-
world’s best hand weights won’t sex practitioner, but only you can confidence woes, spending £100
automatically build muscle, spending decide whether or not you can let on a diamanté spanking paddle
yourself enjoy the sex doesn’t guarantee a rich and wild
you crave in the way sex life, either. Sexual wellness,
“Only you can decide you want. Ultimately, ultimately, comes from within. V
to let yourself enjoy communication is at
the foundation of every
the sex you crave” good relationship, and
investment in it will
enable you to reap the
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heaps of cash on your sex life doesn’t rewards of mutually satisfying sex.” BEHIND THE SCENES
come with an orgasms-or-your-money- But this shouldn’t have to cost
back guarantee. “In reality, most of the anything, she says, championing Paisley Gilmour
challenges people have that prevent online quizzes as a way for people
them from enjoying a good and to explore their sexual desires. “Several of the experts I spoke to suggested a
brilliant hack: buy cheap versions of a few sex
flourishing sex life are psychological,Ӡ From my own experience and
toys to figure out what you like. Then, once you
says sex educator Portia Brown, who through talking with the sex-positive know, you can buy a more expensive version.”
shares insight on her Instagram people trying to change the industry,
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puppıes
of
Instagram
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She is a teacup chihuahua, family for breeder
recommendations or
whose Instagram account
has over 100,000 followers.
just three months old and visited their local shelter,
we now turn online. And
“If we had the time again,
we would have got a dog
oh-so-small. You could fit for those illicit puppy from the UK,” said Molly-
breeders, where better to Mae after Mr Chai’s death.
her in the palm of your hand, advertise than Instagram? After the news hit the press,
After all, it’s the social- Tiffany Chihuahuas &
or a reasonably sized pocket. media platform where Pomeranians breeder Elena
i
aesthetics rule, making Katerova insisted that “Mr
it the ideal shop window. Chai was a healthy dog.
found her on puppies are safe and cared The hashtag #puppiesforsale I only work with trusted
Instagram – the for… but there’s a feeling in has featured on more people and have a small
account has 10,000 the pit of my stomach that than 840,000 posts. network of reputable
followers, and tells me otherwise. But, as with so much of breeders who care for their
promises “the what we see online, all is dogs to the very highest
best chihuahua not as it seems. Molly-Mae standards.” While Mr Chai’s
puppies in the Take a walk in your local Hague and Tommy Fury death was found not to be
world,
w or worldwide delivery”. park and you’ll see them. learned this the hard way down to him being shipped
Tiny dogs pose in front Puppies everywhere. in June last year, when from Russia, Dr Samantha
of turquoise backdrops, We have, as a nation, their Pomeranian puppy, Gaines of the RSPCA says
or on pink fluffy cushions. gone absolutely wild for Mr Chai, died from health the Instagram puppy
The images are hashtagged dog ownership. As the defects just six days after he market is of great concern.
#puppiesofinstagram and coronavirus pandemic arrived with the couple. Mr “There are people out
#puppiesforsale. I send a swept the country, many Chai was imported from there who know how much
DM to the account’s owner. people bought puppies, Russia by Cheshire-based people want puppies,” she
“She’s £2,500,” she tells reasoning that it would be breeders Tiffany says. “And they are taking
me, “delivery included. She’s a good time to raise them, Chihuahuas & advantage of that.” She
still small, so I can book as they’d be working from Pomeranians, explains that many of these
delivery now and she’ll be home. Google searches for puppies – like the adorable
with you within a month.” “buy a puppy” increased teacup chihuahua I was
She sends me a video of the by 115% after lockdown offered on Instagram –
dog next to a hairbrush for measures were announced will most likely come
size – the hairbrush dwarfs this time last year. Puppy from puppy farms. “They
her. “She’ll be sent to the prices spiked: data from the will have been reared
UK by car, with a nanny,” Dogs Trust reveals that the in poor conditions –
I’m promised. “Where asking price for sought-after meaning they may have
from?” I ask. “Ukraine,” she breeds including chow health issues – before
responds. “It will take four chows, dachshunds, pugs being separated from
to six days.” I’m also told and French bulldogs their mum and siblings
she’s up to date with her shot up after the first at too young an age, and
vaccinations, and will be lockdown, too. The exposed to stressful
cared for en route to the average price for transportation,” says Dr
UK, in hotels. a pug in October Gaines. “What the buyer
I ask to see a video of the was £1,220, ends up with is a puppy
puppy with her mother, compared to £684 that hasn’t had the
to see them interacting. pre-lockdown, best start in life. They’re
It never arrives, and when while French opening themselves up
I chase the seller, she goes bulldogs went for to significant vet bills,
quiet. I ask about the £2,128, up from £1,251. and a lot of heartache.”
conditions the chihuahua Whereas once prospective Not to mention the
is being kept in – but again, dog owners might have Molly- Mae
considerable hurt inflicted
silence. I want to assume the asked friends and H a g u e’s on the animal itself.
puppy died
last June
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conditioning. All the dogs own faeces, a common
were barking, and none of behaviour among former
them had food or water. puppy-farm dogs (because
Pixie could hardly open they weren’t fed enough),
her eyes. She just flopped and she has anxiety attacks
her head down. She looked and vomits in cars because
half-dead, and she was she’s still traumatised by
covered in poo and sick, her journey from Russia.
and was tiny.” Jess feels hugely guilty
Pixie was rushed to a vet, about what she unwittingly
who found that she had put Pixie through. “I feel
parvovirus, which can really ashamed,” she says.
be fatal in dogs. But “I fully take responsibility Bowen knows
the person behind the for being involved in first-hand how
Instagram account denied this. I got so caught up devious Instagram
that there was anything in wanting a puppy, and puppy breeders
wrong with Pixie, and I ignored all the red flags.” can be – she’s
became abusive and experienced it
threatening when Jess asked DOGS UNDER herself. Because
them to pay the vet bill. THE INFLUENCE Bowen has
“The vet said that if we It’s easy to listen to Jess’s a significant
hadn’t taken her in, she’d story and think: I’d never Instagram
have had a seizure,” says Jess. fall into that trap. But from following – 2.5
Thankfully, Pixie pulled looking at some of the million – she’s
through, after three days Instagram accounts online, often approached
in intensive care at a cost it’s not hard to see how by puppy dealers
of £1,500. But she has unsuspecting animal on the site,
long-term behavioural lovers can be taken in. The offering her free
problems: she eats her accounts look legitimate dogs in exchange
and often have glowing for a post. “It’s horrendous not bred yourself in
online reviews. “You guys that people offer their dogs England (dog rescue
are amazing thanks so out like commodities,” says centres are exempt from
much!” writes one reviewer, Olivia. She tells me that the legislation). Despite
with an emoji love heart. Molly-Mae wasn’t given Mr this, enforcement is patchy,
“Cannot recommend Chai for free – the couple and many “puppies for
these puppies enough!” paid for him, and had no sale” accounts remain
says another. “It was the idea about puppy farms. on Instagram. When I
followers that made “Lots of influencers just asked a spokesperson for
it seem so legitimate,” don’t know.” She always says Facebook (Instagram’s
says Jess. “They no to offers of free puppies parent company) about
put up all these from Instagram dealers. “I
Instagram Stories just block and delete them.”
of the puppies
with their happy LUCY’S LAW How to
families. They’d tag Most of these Instagram
people in them, puppy dealers are make sure
and you could go
on their pages
operating illegally. Under
Lucy’s Law, which was
your puppy
and see that they introduced in April 2020 is coming
J e s s’s p u p p y
were real profiles.”
Molly-Mae Hague’s
following a decade of
activism from animal-rights
from a safe
Pixie sur vived
cruel travel
friend and fellow Love campaigners, it is illegal to breeder
conditions Island contestant Olivia sell puppies that you have
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Do your research Ask for videos Sign a contract Report it Trust your gut
“Make sure you get to “Always make sure you Ask the breeder to sign If you suspect you’ve come Your instincts can tell you
know the seller behind see the puppy interacting a Puppy Contract with across a puppy farmer, a lot. “If something
the pet,” says Dr Gaines. with the litter, and their you. This is legally don’t buy the dog, evenen doesn’t
doesn feel right, they
Run their name through mum,” advises Dr Gaines. binding, and helps you to “save” it – this fuels won’t give you
Google, and check If the breeder won’t let make sure your puppy the trade. Report the paperwork or
they’re licensed with you visit the puppy or see has been bred ethically. incident to your local i
information, or are
the local authority to videos of it interacting You can download a authority instead. For pressuring you to
sell pets, if they’re a with its mother, it’s contract template at more advice, visit buy, walk away,”
commercial breeder. time to walk away. Puppycontract.org.uk. Nawt.org.uk. says Dr Gaines.
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“If you throw me under the bus,
I ’ l l k i l l y o u.
Phoebe* laughs. She has just told me #sponcon (sponsored content), beauty possible. There’s no time for ordering
something that’s blown my mind, but influencing was most often a hobby on launch day and waiting for
I reassure her the secret is safe with me. – influencers reviewed products they’d shipping confirmations – miss the
As our interview was coming to a close, bought themselves. PR didn’t usually boat and you’ll miss out on thousands
I finished with: “What’s the question come into it, save for a few brands of views, retweets, likes or follows.
you wish I’d asked?” I was nervous who blazed an otherwise untrodden Samantha Ravndahl, a beauty content
about her response – this is basically trail, sending free products to creator and host of the Approachable
a journalist’s shorthand for “tell me a influencers and hoping to be featured. podcast, gained a titanic following in
secret, I dare you”. And it doesn’t help Then content creators began, quite part due to her honesty when it comes
that my interviewee knows every trick rightly, leveraging their power to earn to the “touchy subject” of PR. An
in my book. She’s a PR, after all. Her money, taking fees from beauty brands influencer veteran, she’s spotted the
role, in beauty public relations, is to for mentions and adverts. Their work growing “immediacy” problem too.
make sure the brands she represents started to generate huge pay-offs for “In the beauty reviews I grew up
end up in your make-up bag, by brands – so it was only right that they watching, people would use the same
spreading the word via journalists got a cut. Plus, as hobbies transformed product for months,” she says. “Now,
and influencers. That as soon as that PR package
new highlighter you’re lands on your doorstep,
suddenly desperate “The experience ruined you want to be filming
for? She probably had a video and have it up as
something to do with it. who I thought were my soon as possible, because
“I wish you’d asked me that’s how you guarantee
about the strangest thing beauty idols forever” you’re going to continue
I’ve seen when working to grow your channel.”
with influencers,” she Spots on PR lists
replied. “I’ve seen a rate card from into careers, overheads started to spiral, have become furiously competitive,
an influencer that included rates for from shooting equipment to computer especially for audience-favoured
a negative review of a competitor software, not to mention the labour of brands like Kylie Cosmetics, Jeffree Star
brand.” Phoebe swears me to secrecy maintaining a consistent social-media Cosmetics, Glossier and Fenty. Now,
when I ask who it was – and then she presence across multiple platforms it’s a badge of honour to receive PR
tells me, off the record, and my heart with ever-changing algorithms. The parcels and pre-release information.
sinks. A household name. “Slating a “beauty influencer” became a full- The hashtag “#gifted” holds so much
competitor?” she continues. “It’s more time job, albeit a modern one. At clout some influencers have been
common than you think.” Phoebe had the same time, consumer thirst for known to buy products themselves,
every right to keep her mouth shut in newness meant brands began to then thank the brands publicly, in a
our interview. So why did she open it? launch products every few weeks. bid to fake brand deals and position
Any influencer worth their salt was themselves as PR-worthy.
PEAK CRITIQUE added to PR lists to receive those But most worrying of all? With the
The beauty review as we once launches for free, before anyone else. ever-present risk across the industry
knew it has evolved into something Because of that trajectory, these of being dropped from PR lists, the
unrecognisable. Back in the late days, it’s in the influencer’s interest temptation now exists to be glowingly
’00s, before monetization and to review new products as quickly as positive about every launch, and to
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PR HUNGER GAMES
Though PR strategies vary hugely, a
new wave of competitions and public-
facing “PR searches” are also, arguably,
dismantling what was once a fruitful
relationship between content creators
and PRs. Brands and retailers, from
Kylie Cosmetics to Beauty Bay, have
held social-media competitions
for slots on their esteemed lists,
encouraging followers to share images
of their artistry (along with desperate
pleas and an approved hashtag) for
the chance to be considered. It has
turned what was once a private
business negotiation into a marketing
keep useful criticism under wraps. figure Kevin James Bennett says he’s circus, fuelled by the attention
“We’ve done it to ourselves,” says been removed from “dozens” of PR economy. And while winning slots
Katie Braden, founder of Katie Braden lists. “We don’t mince words. I do my has gilded many influencers’ futures,
PR, social-media expert and brand homework before saying something… the experience for some – with reports
consultant. “There are influencers are you mad at me because I told the that certain other, unnamed brands
who think positive reviews are the truth?” he giggles over Zoom, an are providing unclear terms and
way to stay in favour with that brand assemblage of awards and trophies a lack of communication behind
– and to be honest, they’re not wrong. behind him. In 2018, KJB attempted to the scenes – has also broken many.
If I send someone a product and they expose what he calls “hideous” failures Ex-beauty influencer Candice is too
do a beautiful video? Obviously I’m to disclose sponsored content in traumatised by her experiences with
going to send them more stuff.” influencing. His biggest scoop? KJB one such PR search to go back into
witnessed an influencer’s management cosmetics blogging. Her dream of
BUYING BIAS? quoting a brand for the service of being added to her favourite brands’
Thanks to his biting opinions and bashing a competitor, identifying lists became what she calls an “ordeal”
whistleblowing efforts, make-up artist, rates between £55k and over £60k. just months after winning her place.
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the problem. The rep tells me the People are like, ‘Oh, you’re a sellout, case with all real estate, someone’s
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organisation is “harnessing new you’re constantly posting ads.’ But I’m got to pay for it. And when it comes
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very single one of us has a tiny,
butterfly-shaped gland in our necks.
Its role is to produce many of the
hormones that make our bodies function,
but when I was 25, I discovered my thyroid
was underactive. After a bout of panicked
web searching (thanks, Dr Google), I found
out that a side effect of my condition was
possible infertility. I’d never say it’s always
been my dream to become a mother, but
I’d also never contemplated a future in
which parenthood wouldn’t be an option.
I spent the latter half of my twenties with
a fear of infertility – not ready to have
children, but never too far away from the
from
worry that it might not happen for me.
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out I was pregnant. Suddenly, my fears of
infertility gave way to joy, yes, but a new
fear: miscarriage. What if my screwed-up
hormones couldn’t support our baby?
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from buying tiny knitted booties I’m now 26, and Mum’s abandonment
for fear that my pregnancy would has reverberated throughout my life. On
go wrong. The idea that I’d have my darkest days, I’ve felt it would have
an actual baby at the end of it all been easier to cope if she had died. There’s
seemed unfathomable. something so unsettling about knowing
That was, however, until I spoke she’s out in the world somewhere – and
to my own mum. She could sense the impact of her sudden disappearance
that I was being blasé to the point is never more apparent than when I’m
of negativity, approaching this foetus navigating romantic relationships.
with unjustified pessimism. On the
phone one day, she asked how I was
“My mum I’ve loved people dearly, but thrown them
away out of fear because I never wanted to
feeling and I came out with my usual
“Fine, yeah, just hoping things will
taught me how feel a rejection similar to what I felt on the
day Mum left. I’ve forced kind people away
be OK”. She stopped me mid-
sentence. “They will be,” she said.
not to love“ without realising I was sabotaging my own
happiness. I thought shouting would make
Everyone had said it – after all, it my partners hear me – little did I know
seemed no one but me assumed my After Sara’s* mum left that this isn’t how “normal” people
pregnancy would go wrong – but and never returned, she communicate with those they love.
I only believed it when it came from At one point, I was with a man who
her. Kindly, she impressed upon me struggled to understand how wanted nothing except to love me – little
that I couldn’t see this pregnancy to be in a relationship did he know it was a battle he’d lost before
by default as something that would he’d even had the chance to try. We’d
falter, but had to really step into the argue, and I’d say awful things in an
idea that I. Was. Going. To. Have. attempt to end the relationship. He would
A. Baby. Empowerment is an calmly explain that it was OK to talk out
O
overused word, but she made me n the day my world was ripped our disagreement, but I couldn’t accept it.
feel optimistic for the first time in out from under my feet, the sun Towards the end, he would wrap me up in
months. I’d never really thought was shining. I was just eight years a warm hug, but I never hugged him back.
about the role Mum would play old, but two memories replay in my mind He was everything most people look for in
as I embarked on my parenthood from the moment I left my house for the last a partner, but I pushed him away by playing
journey, but it turned out that role time: putting on my bright-pink coat, and out a narrative that wasn’t real. I wish I
was critical. For the first time, I could the ice-cold look in my mother’s eyes. could have pressed pause for long enough
see myself nine months down the My parents divorced when I was young, to see that he wasn’t trying to neglect me or
line with a baby. Of course, life can and it was a given that I would live with my my feelings, but to explore them with me.
throw cruel curveballs, but assuming mother. But from the start, it was clear that My abandonment issues made me treat
that they’re on their way was no she wasn’t maternal, and I was a burden. good partners badly, but cling on to those
way to view my daughter’s future. My life with her was scarred by physical and who weren’t so kind. A different partner
The next day, I went shopping. verbal abuse, and she was often neglectful. disappeared for a week and ignored my
The idea of buying anything for her On that sunny day, Mum and I walked up calls. When he finally reappeared, I felt
before felt like a curse, a sure-fire the path to my dad’s house, where he was grateful he hadn’t abandoned me and
way to jinx it all. Walking around waiting on the doorstep. There wasn’t a brushed his unreasonable behaviour aside.
the baby section of the department goodbye, a hug or an “I love you”. She At 21, I was diagnosed with PTSD and
store, I was in a daze. Miniature just walked away, without looking began therapy. I now know that love and
cardigans, wooden blocks, dresses back. And I haven’t seen pain don’t have to be entwined. Love can
emblazoned with unicorns – they all her since. be fleeting and ever-changing, but that’s
seemed so alien to me. But Mum’s fine. I need to let my guard down in order
words rang in my ears. I pictured for relationships to work. Loving
myself dressing my baby, and others doesn’t mean
gingerly picked up some socks that their demons are
– a tiny orange pair embroidered automatically yours
with foxes. My baby is due on – and Mum’s demons
Mother’s Day and – as you are no longer mine.
read this – I’ll probably be Sara is the founder of
preparing to give birth. And Run2YaMama, a blog
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all the time, using pop music as a vehicle messaging my husband once I’m settled
me how to for her advice. She wanted us to forge our in my seat. We live together but so much
own lives, independently of whoever we of our lives are separate. I work late,
be independent ” fell in love with. She knew the power of I party for days without him, I have a vast
a strong, supportive relationship – she’d network of friends. Of course, we still
been with my dad since university – but spend time together – and when I’m
Catriona Innes lost her
she was also very keen not to let that, with him, there’s no one else I’d rather be
mother as a teenager, but not or her role as our mother, define her. with. Doing our own thing doesn’t have
before she taught her how to When she was offered the chance to to mean drifting apart – if anything, it
walk the Great Wall of China, she took just means we have so many interesting
truly revel in her own freedom it – even though it meant leaving us for things to talk about when we are together.
a month. Childcare and housework was I think the prospect of getting everything
always split 50/50 with my dad. She had you need from one person, your life
a life full of adventures, friendships and revolving solely around them, is not only
learning (I often went straight to the library impossible, but boring. If I had to be in
T
he song played on a loop in our after school instead of going home, and a relationship where that was expected of
house. It was 1991 and no one could sat quietly beside Mum as she studied for me, I’d have left it long ago. By teaching
get Bryan Adams’ Everything I Do her PhD). Knowing how rich her existence me to live how I wanted to, mum also
(I Do It For You) off the number-one spot. had been brought me great comfort showed me how to love wildly, on my own
I was six years old, and the only thing I can after she died from a brain tumour terms. And yes, I do – just occasionally
really remember from that year is my mum, when I was 19. She made sacrifices and – find myself shouting at the radio. V
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love
The dating
apps to know
if you’re
LGBTQ+
Paisley Gilmour, Cosmo’s
sex and relationships editor,
has the lowdown
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The app connects The sexuality and be for all LGBTQ+ It was made by
those we might people of varying gender options are women, the app a group of “lesbian
LGBTQ+ identities with never-ending. You constantly refers to dating experts”, so
not encounter in friends and dates. So can specify kinks “lesbians”. They say the that’s a start!
yeah, pretty inclusive. and fantasies too. app is “without dudes”, What makes
our day-to-day What makes What makes but I’m not sure where it different?
lives. Shortly it different? it different? this leaves trans men. Lesly claims to
It has four million users It hooks you up with What makes put all profiles
after becoming and claims to be the sex-positive people it different? through a rigorous
largest free dating who want everything It positions itself as verification process
single, I took it site for lesbian and from threesomes to Grindr for women – so to weed out any
upon myself to queer womxn. long-term love. it’s good for hook-ups. scammers or fakers.
The verdict: The verdict: The verdict: The verdict:
test some queer-
friendly dating Confusing to use, but I love the ethos of Users have complained Some users say the
very inclusive in terms the app but found about not having many free version* is pretty
apps to see of gender identities and navigating it tricky. That people in their area and useless, so to use the
how good they sexualities. But, erm, said, I ended up using not being notified when app to the best of its
no one messaged me. it to find a threesome. they receive messages. ability, you have to pay.
really are…
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After a night at
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next day to him
announcing “great
Your Have you ever
tasted your own
ear wax?
single
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his STI test results I was a kid or
were negative. something?
behaviour
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Describe it
I returned from a
It was at this point I
walk to find my block
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of flats taped off.
my phone down the
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met to walk around a
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five months before. @cosmopolitan.co.uk or 10 minutes, he threw
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He produced a bottle
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why exactly? I declined (hello,
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explore
BECAUSE LIFE’S ALL ABOUT THE 5-9
On yer bike
More of us are embracing getting
around on two wheels, with app
Strava reporting a 162% year-
on-year increase in cycling in the
UK in 2020.* Plus, the number of
people looking for staycations has
surged (we’ll give you one guess
why). Whether it’s part of a holiday
(restrictions permitting) or just a
way to get out and see some of
your local area, cycling is great
exercise for both your body and
mind. Two wheels not your thing?
Turn the page for our road-trip
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Head north out of London The Ivinghoe Beacon Walk, Foxatwillian.co.uk), which
on the A41 and, surprisingly a circular hike in scenic looks like a traditional pub but
quickly, countryside replaces Ashridge National Trust has a large restaurant tucked
buildings and your shoulders territory, takes you through away at the back and eight
start to drop. Sweep past Hemel grassland and trees to the cosy bedrooms. The menu’s
Hempstead into the glorious top of a hill with amazing chock-full of the sort of dishes
Chiltern Hills before arriving at 360º views. There are you’ll need after a hefty hike,
Ashridge Estate in Hertfordshire. Bronze Age burial mounds like 28-day aged cola-glazed
After you’ve swooned at and prehistoric earthworks, rump steak and hand-cut chips
Ashridge House (below) and in summer, the hill is or miso-barbecued
and pretended the Duke of like something from a Disney aubergine, lentil
Hastings is promenading you film, dotted with hundreds of dhansak curry and
wildflowers and rare butterflies. hummus. Rooms
Eat & sleep upstairs have
From Ashridge, head east roll-top baths, but or a continental
along country lanes until you the five chalet-style breakfast with
reach the A505. This takes bedrooms at the rear croissants, yogurts,
you through the market town of the pub have a motel cereal and juice can
of Hitchin (tip: if you’re visiting vibe that befits a road trip: be delivered to your room.
in June or July, stop off at think quirky artwork, walk-in Finally, go big-cat-spotting
Hitchin’s lavender fields, monsoon showers and huge, at the nearby Woburn Safari
it’s an Instagram must) to comfy beds. You can order a Park before winding your
Willian, a tiny village just full English the next morning, way back to the capital.
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The Malvern
Spa Hotel
NEWCASTLE TO KIELDER
Exit the city by driving the journey shoot by, and check times before you go
K i e l d e r Wa t e r
& Fores t Park
explore travel
swimming gear,
as you can take
Climbing those
a dip in the pool s l o p e s? H a n g
below one of on for deer life
the waterfalls,
Sgwd Yr Eira.
Don’t fancy
such a long hike?
Visit the Sgydau
Sychryd waterfall
instead, which is
more accessible, but still
drop-your-sandwich dramatic.
CARDIFF TO Eat & sleep EDINBURGH
HAY-ON-WYE Cut through the heart of
the Brecon Beacons from
TO GLENCOE
A drive through the Brecon Ystradfellte to reach Hay- First, head for Stirling, Eat & sleep
Beacons National Park in On-Wye, the pretty market around an hour’s drive After a day spent bombing
Wales is considered one of town that’s home to the north of Edinburgh and around the slopes, you’ll
the great British road journeys, world-famous literary festival the perfect place for a pit be hankering for crackling
taking you through rolling each summer. Make Cynefin stop. Stretch your legs and log fires, a massive dose of
hills, mountains and fields Retreats (from £150 per night; snap some selfies at the carbs and maybe a whisky
of sheep beneath vast skies. Cynefinretreats.com) your city’s magnificent castle, to wash it all down. Make
From Cardiff, it takes around base and stay in one of the set high up on a hill and a beeline for Kingshouse
an hour to reach Ystradfellte, “luxe-pods” – each has overlooking stunning views. Hotel (from £120 per night;
a village set in a southern a curved wooden roof, an Then it’s back on the road Kingshousehotel.co.uk), just
pocket of the national park open-plan living area, wood to reach Glencoe, two a couple of miles away on the
known as Waterfall Country. burner, hot tub and Neal’s hours’ drive away in the West Highland Way. We love
Route highlight Yard toiletries. Wake yourself remote Scottish Highlands, its dramatic setting, at the
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park and explore the Four swim in the nearby lake, then the wild, towering peaks The restaurant has enormous
Falls Trail, which, as its head into Hay to browse all from the Harry Potter glass windows – ideal for
name suggests, takes in four the independent stores, from movies and Skyfall. spotting the local deer –
amazing waterfalls that are bookshops to bakeries. Route highlight and a menu featuring dishes
totally worth the five-mile hike. Skiing. We’re not even like grilled langoustine and
Before setting off, make sure The new wild joking. Glencoe Mountain Hebridian mac and cheese
you have plenty of snacks night out Resort lies in a natural bowl using Isle of Mull cheddar.
and water, sturdy shoes (it’s with plenty of gentle slopes The following day, circle back
not a difficult walk, but this and chairlifts, making it a to Edinburgh via Loch Ness
is no place for sandals) and great place to learn to ski – with your phone charged
or snowboard, or even just and ready to snap a pic, just
Cy n e f i n to go sledging in a major in case you spot Nessy. V
Retreats
way (sledging’s free, and
Us, skiing
you don’t need to bring away from our
your own). The season responsibilities
usually runs for half the
year, from October to
the end of April – but if
you visit in summer, there’s
still lots to do, including
mountain biking, tubing
and riding the chairlifts for
higher-altitude hikes.
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Two decades ago, the phrase “it wasn’t
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