And when Anxiety breaks in

How great it would be if I fell in the pit of nothingness or sucked by a black hole-would I be still able
to feel this heart who wants to break this cage?
What about my trembling fingers who want to stop but can't! Will I still be able to tame their
motion?
What about these red eyes holding droplets of pain! Will they still be able to see the beauty of life?
I know big girls do not cry for anything, but why does this emptiness make me want to burst like a
bubble or break like a glass?
Why it does not strike my brain but my heart?
So many whys and what but no answer yet!
Still living to discover the undiscovered.