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Kubler Ross
Kubler Ross
Elisabeth
Dying
K\l=u"\bler-Ross,MD (Discussant) Stanford Wessler, MD, and Louis V. Avioli, MD (Editors)
J. Russell Little, Chief, Di- death. This is then appreciate many of the com¬
Dr.
conceive of our own we
vision of Infectious Disease, very important to understand. I be¬ plications of dying patients who
the Jewish Hospital of St. lieve that it shall happen to every¬ sometimes, decades later in their old
Louis and Associate Professor of body in this room, but not to me. If age, moan and groan and cry and
Medicine and Microbiology, Washing- I am forced to conceive of my own have a lot of somatic complaints
ton University School of Medicine: death, then I can only conceive of it which we cannot understand medi¬
Our guest this morning is Elisabeth as a malignant intervention from the cally. When we talk to these people,
K\l=u"\bler-Ross,MD. Dr. Ross has be- outside. I cannot possibly conceive of we see that they have a peculiar sense
come something of a celebrity since dying of old age at home in my own of guilt; they feel that they have com¬
the feature story in Life magazine bed. If I have to die, in my uncon¬ mitted a crime and they have to be
(Nov 21, 1969, p 36) concerning her scious, I can only conceive of it as punished before they die. These pa¬
and her work and the appearance of being killed. I am not afraid of death tients suffer far beyond our medical
her recent book entitled On Death per se, but rather the destructive cat¬ understanding.
and Dying.1 The book provides a fas- astrophic death that hits me from the Our Death-Denying Society
cinating account of an experiment in outside when I am not prepared. Per¬
teaching and therapy concerned with haps the most complicated thing to Why is dying different now? People
the emotional problems of seriously ill understand is that I cannot differ¬ have the same kind of unconscious
and dying patients. We have decided entiate between the wish and the thoughts and fantasies that they had
to dispense with the traditional case deed. In the Bible it says somewhere years ago. What has changed, I think,
presentation today even though Dr. that to lust after your neighbor's wife is our society, which has become in¬
Ross could discuss any of our hospi- is as bad as actually doing it. In terms creasingly death-denying society.
a
talized patients with a terminal dis- of my reality, testing this is actually Half of our patientsnow die in hospi¬
ease. Instead we shall turn over the absurd. I can have all sorts of fan¬ tals, as compared to 50 years ago
entire hour to her discussion of her tasies of what I would like to do, but when people died at home in a famil¬
approach to the emotional problems as long as I don't do it, that is satis¬ iar environment with a little bit of
of dying patients. factory. In terms of my unconscious chicken soup instead of transfusions,
Dr. Elisabeth K\l=u"\bler-Ross,Medi- that is not acceptable. If you under¬ with their families around them in¬
cal Director, South Cook County Men- stand this, then you can see what is stead of interns, residents, and labo¬
tal Health and Family Services, Chi- relevant and what is important to un¬ ratory technicians. People who are
cago Heights, 111: I was asked this derstand, especially in the death of a dying in a hospital are attached to
morning why this topic on death and parent of a young child. several pieces of monitoring equip¬
dying has taken such a long time to Little children have a peculiar con¬ ment and we, as physicians, pay a lot
come into public awareness. Dying cept of death. They regard death not of attention to these gadgets. Some¬
and dignity have been with us for as as a permanent happening, but as a times we feel very uncomfortable
long as there has been mankind. Why temporary happening. Every normal when a dying patient looks at us and
is it now that we have to give semi¬ 4- or 5-year-old child who is angry at would like to ask a question in regard
nars and workshops on death and dy¬ mommy wishes mommy to drop dead. to dying or to some unfinished busi¬
ing? Has it taken us all these decades That is very normal behavior. Chil¬ ness or to fears and fantasies. In
to begin to be aware that we are fi¬ dren think of it when they are angry, Switzerland, where I am originally
nite and that we have to treat dying when they feel small and impotent from, there is no embalming. They do
patients? and helpless, and they wish mommy not have drive-in funeral homes such
would drop dead only to make her get as we are beginning to have in the
Psychiatric Basis United States where you drive up in
up again when they are hungry and
I believe I shall talk like a psychia¬ they want a peanut butter-and-jelly your sports car, look through a glass
trist for about five minutes and try to sandwich. The trouble is that the window, sign a guest book, and take
explain what death means and what little 4- or 5-year-old boy may really off. All of this is an attempt to deny
the fear of death really represents. In lose his mother by death, separation, that people die. We have a society
terms of the unconscious, we cannot or divorce. He then feels that he has where we deep freeze people and
actually contributed to her death. promise at high cost to defrost them
From the Department of Medicine, the Jewish This thinking shows that he cannot in 50 or 100 years. We have had ques¬
Hospital of St. Louis, and Washington Univer- yet differentiate between his wish to tions from widows about whether
sity School of Medicine, St. Louis. kill mommy and whether he has ac¬ they are eligible for social security, or
Reprint requests to 216 S Kingshighway, St.
Louis 63110 (Dr. Wessler). tually done it. If we understand this, if they are allowed to get married
the looks of his 92 years, but in the end the years ago through a chance happen¬ teacher prevented me from seeing his
man in the coffin became my papa. ing. Some theology students knocked needs. I described to the students the
Later he describes his experience at at my door and asked me if I would next day his outstretched arms, his
the cemetery: help them to write a paper on a crisis pleading eyes, how he emphasized the
I say I smelled that fresh earth, but in human life. Several had chosen dy¬ now. The next day when I came with
there was none to be seen. What I did see ing as the biggest crisis man had to the students he was in oxygen, he
was difficult to believe. I mean that green
face, but they were stuck. They did could hardly talk, and the only thing
stuff. Someone had come before us and cov¬ not know how to do research on dy¬ he was able to say was, "thank you
ered that good raw earth, every part of it,
with green stuff. Every scar of the grave
ing. You cannot experience it, you for trying anyway." He died about
cannot verify it. I suggested that one half an hour later. This was our first
was concealed under simulated grass just
as if nothing had been disturbed here—just way that you could really collect some and most difficult patient, because of
as if nothing was going on here, just as if data and understand it was by get¬ our own feelings, which prevented us
nothing were happening. What an offense ting close to dying patients and ask¬ from really listening to his needs.
against nature, against history, against ing them to be our teachers. I had a We decided we would meet in my
papa, against us, against God. similar experience some years earlier office and talk to each other about
It goes on, but I shall stop here. when I tried to understand what it is what we called our "gut reaction"—
You have to ask yourself why we have like to be schizophrenic. I spent two how we really felt about this type of
to conceal the grave, why we have to years in the state hospital where I sat work, about seeing these kinds of pa¬
cover up that good earth with artifi¬ with schizophrenic patients and asked tients, and about the reception we
cial greens, why we have to pretend them what is it like, how did it start, would get from the patients. One of
that nothing is happening. You must what are the changes, what does it the students, who was as white as a
chaplain in a state hospital the year tients know when they are terminally comes in and does not know what to
before and that he had been assigned ill, whether they have been told or talk about and becomes estranged.
to a ward where a patient was dying. not. To me this is a very consoling Someone may come in with a red face
He had walked into the ward and said thought. They not only know when and smile. Others may change their
(I am quoting him almost verbatim they are seriously ill, but patients can conversation a bit; they may talk
now): "I yelled at the peak of my even tell you the approximate day of more about a triviality because of
voice, 'God is love, God is love' until their death, right up to their actual their discomfort. Patients accept
the patient dropped dead." This was demise. They will tell you goodbye quickly that things are not at all per¬
his proof that he was not afraid! I told and you know this is the last time you fect. When the patient cannot main¬
him that when I was a little girl in will see them. This is also true for tain his denial anymore, he will be¬
Switzerland, I had to go down to the children. We asked our patients the come difficult, nasty, demanding,
wine cellar to get a bottle of wine and question that we are most often criticizing; that is the common stage
the darker the cellar became, the asked, and that is, would the patient of anger. How do you respond to one
louder I yodelled. That experience re¬ have liked to be told. Two-fifths of who complains and criticizes every¬
minded me of him. our patients had never been told, al¬ thing you do? You may tend to with¬
What I am trying to say is that af¬ though they knew it anyway after a draw and not deal with him anymore.
ter each patient interview, we tried while. Our patients usually told us What else can you do? You can avoid
not only to listen to the patient, but that they would like to be told if it is him, you can stick the needle in a bit
also to ourselves, to our own reac¬ serious, but not without hope. Hope farther—not consciously-but when
tions; we tried to get to know our¬ for the healthy and the living is a you are angry you touch patients dif¬
selves better. In these after-inter¬ very different thing. We tend to for¬ ferently. We can measure some of
view discussions, we analyzed how we get that sometimes. Hope for the liv¬ these responses. In California some
really reacted-when we had some ing is always associated with cure, investigators measured the response
tender thoughts, and when we had treatment, and, if that is not possible, time between patients ringing for
some difficulties. We also learned to a prolongation of life and perhaps re¬ the nurse and the nurse actually com¬
become more sensitive, not only to lief of pain and suffering. When a pa¬ ing into the room. They showed that
the patients, but to ourselves and to tient says to you, "I hope the research patients beyond medical help, termi¬
our own needs. Dr. Wall described laboratories work on a new drug and nally ill patients, had to wait twice as
beautifully in his book on the dying I am the first one to get it and by long as other patients for the nurse to
patient how a social worker was faced some miracle I am going to walk out respond. This behavior should not be
for the first time with a dying patient of this hospital," that is hope prior to judged; it should be understood. It is
and what her reactions were. He said the final stage. When the same pa¬ very difficult to remember that mem¬
every time she entered the patient's tient then, suddenly, a few days later, bers of the helping professions, who
room, she felt strong feelings of guilt. looks at you and says, "I hope my chil¬ work hard all day, may have a diffi¬
She was going to live, while he, of her own dren are going to make it," then you cult job coming into the dying pa¬
age, was going to die. She knew he wanted know that this patient has changed tient's room. In the first place, the
to talk to her, but she always turned the not to the kind of hopes that dying professional is uncomfortable; second,
talk into a little joke or into some evasive she is worried that the patient may
patients express, which are very rea¬
reassurance, which had to fail. The patient ask how long he has to live or all sorts
knew and she knew because he saw her sonable, very appropriate, and not
unrealistic. It is not wise at this point of unpleasant questions, and then, if
desperate attempts to escape: he took pity the nurse does something for the pa¬
on her and kept to himself what he wanted
to tell them, "Oh, come on now, you
to share with another human being. So he are going to make it, you are going to tient, he may begin to criticize her.
died and did not bother her. get well." I think at this point we The nurse comes in and shakes the
We have interviewed more than should support them, encourage them, pillow, and the patient says, "I just
400 patients during the last four and reinforce the hope that the pa¬ wanted to take a nap, can't you leave
tient expresses. me alone." When you don't shake the
years. We have seen many times that
patients want to talk and that they pillow, the patient remarks, "why
would very much like to share their Stages Between Awareness of can't you ever straighten up my bed."
Serious Illness and Death Whatever you do is criticized. Such
thoughts with another human being.
It is very difficult sometimes to try to Patients go through five stages be¬ patients are very difficult to manage
do that. When we come in, we tell tween their awareness of serious ill¬ and the families suffer tremendously
them that we would like them to be ness and their death, if they have a because, when they come in and visit,
our teacher, that we would like to minimal amount of time available. they are always too early, too late, or
know what it is like to be very sick, Most patients respond with shock and there are not enough people, or too
and sometimes we use the word dy¬ denial when they are told that they many people. Someone has to do
ing. Many of our patients respond have a serious illness. This may last something for these patients, to facil-
suddenly looked with an almost ance of death. times went to see them because we
beaming face and said, "You know, Dr. Ross: Many people wonder needed some "good patients" who
Dr. Ross, a miracle has happened." I whether all patients should die in a were not troubled all the time. I am in
said, "What miracle?" and she re¬ state of acceptance. Somebody once favor of telling patients that they
plied, "The miracle that I am ready to asked me that, and I said you try to have a serious illness because patients
go now and it is not any longer elicit the patient's needs. One nurse accept that almost without exception,
in the audience arose very angrily. "I as long as you always allow for some
frightening." This is the stage of ac¬
ceptance. It is not happy; the time is have been angry and a rebel all my hope.
rarely ever right. People almost al¬ life and I hope I can die that way." A Physician: What advice do you
ways want to live, but they can be My answer to her was, "I hope they have for the families of patients who
ready for death and they are not pet¬ let you die that way and not sedated .are dying?
rified anymore. They have been able to keep you 'nice, quiet, and peace¬ Dr. Ross: That is only difficult if
to finish their business. ful.' It is very important to remem¬
"
the patient or the family lags behind
Even children, depending on age, ber that the patients who have used in the stages. We have patients who
can show these stages, but to much denial all their lives may want denial have already separated themselves
less of an extent than adults. Very and may die in a stage of denial. We from their relatives. In fact, we have
small children are only afraid of sepa¬ should not project our own values a patient now at the hospital who is
ration. They have no real concept of onto the patient. The "stages of dy¬ waiting to die. His family has stopped
death yet. When they are a bit older, ing" affect not only terminally ill pa¬ visiting him. The nurses are terribly
the added fear is one of mutilation. tients. You can apply these lessons to upset because the wife called up and
Later on they see death as a man everyday living. said that if her husband died, they
whom they run from at night—a bad If a man loses a girlfriend, he may should not bother calling during the
man; they want the lights on at night, deny it at first; then he becomes night. She would call in the morning
as they are afraid of darkness. Later angry at the other suitor. Then he to check. This family has already sep¬
on they realize that death is not a sends her some flowers to bargain, arated itself and yet the husband is
temporary but a permanent happen¬ and if he cannot get what he wants, still alive and very lonely. When I
ing. They begin to see it after the age he becomes depressed. Eventually, he went to see him, he expressed a lot of
of 9 years or so as a biological force, reaches the stage of acceptance, when grief and asked if I would pray that it
almost like grown ups. Sometimes he finds another girlfriend. would soon be over. There is nothing
children talk about death and dying, Dr. Jerome D. Cohen: Were there much that he wants to do. It is more
too—not in words, but in pictures. A any differences between the patients often true that the patient has
little boy tried to paint what he felt who were told by their physicians reached a stage of acceptance and the
like. He drew a huge tank and in about their fatal illness as opposed to family has not. That is the time when
front of the barrel was a tiny, little those who were not? What guidelines the family begins to run around and
figure with a stop sign in his hand. would you recommend to physicians beg you for life-prolonging proce¬
This to me represents the fear of in determining whether the patient dures. We have had one difficult case
death, the fear of the catastrophic, should be told or not? where a woman was ready to die. She
destructive force that comes upon you Dr. Ross: I could tell after a while had accepted it and was only con¬
and you cannot do anything about it. whose physician the patient was by cerned that her husband could not ac¬
If you can respond to him by saying it the degree of comfort experienced by cept it. The husband was busy ar¬
must be terrible to feel so tiny and the patient. I did not even have to ask ranging for additional surgery, which
this thing is so big, he may be able to anymore. I do not believe the variable was scheduled for the following Mon¬
verbally express a sense of smallness is whether or not they have been told. day. The patient could not tolerate
or impotence or rage. The next pic¬ The variable is how comfortable the the thought of an additional proce¬
ture he drew was a beautiful bird fly¬ physician is in facing the dying pa¬ dure. She became very anxious and
ing up in the sky. A little bit of its up¬ tient. We had, at our institution, one uncomfortable prior to surgery. She
per wing was painted gold. When he surgeon who was particularly effec¬ demanded twice as much medication
was asked what this was, the boy said tive in this area. I think that he con¬ for pain and finally, in the room out¬
it was the peace bird flying up into veyed to them verbally or nonverbally side of the operating room where she
the sky with a little bit of sunshine on the belief that he would stay with was prepared, she had an acute
its wing. It was the last picture he them until the end. The patients were psychotic episode and became para¬
able to pick this up. It is something noid and screamed, "They are going
painted before he died. I think these
are picture expressions of a stage of that is more important than anything to kill me, they are going to kill me."
anger and the final stage of accept¬ else. It is a conviction that the doctor In her psychotic state she kept say¬
ance. is going to stick it out no matter ing, "Talk to that man, talk to that
what. He always did that. The pa¬ man." When I talked with her hus¬
Comment tients knew that, even though there band and tried to explain what had
Dr. Little: I wonder if I could urge was no more possible surgery or med¬ happened, he said that he would
you to tell a story that you told yes¬ ical treatment, he would still come to rather have as a last memory his
terday afternoon concerning the re¬ see them and care for them. Those pa¬ beautiful, dignified, wonderful wife
action of the nurse in encouraging tients had it much easier. In fact, we than know that she was dying a