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DCE 200
12/2/2021
“Am I in the Right Class?”: An Ethnography of Ballet over Zoom
When I was a little kid, I was deeply fascinated by the art of ballet. From the graceful
extension of limbs to the way dancers can push their bodies to the absolute limit while looking so
polished and graceful, it all fascinated me. Growing up I was a very thin, tall, and lanky child,
and I had a few people tell me that I even looked like I could pursue ballet, but I soon gave up on
nagging my parents about classes. It remained a childhood dream. Upon taking Dance
Appreciation, I knew that the class I wanted to take for my ethnography was a ballet class. The
readings we analyzed in this course only furthered this fascination and I was very excited to
I signed up for a night-time course of beginner ballet through Steps on Broadway, under
the instruction of Heather Hawk. She had fantastic reviews on their website, and I was happy to
see that she encouraged turning off your camera to increase your comfort. As I joined the zoom
link, I noticed that all of the other online attendees were scattered in age. There were some
dancers that looked as young as 13, and some that appeared over 60 years old. Several had make-
shift studios in their home, with bars even installed in to their walls. Taking in as much
information as I could, I also noticed for those who had their camera far away I could see that
they had on ballet slippers. I instantly felt out of place in my sweat pants, bare feet, and baggy
tee shirt. There were two camera perspectives for the live studio, and as more and more people
came in with leotards, ballet slippers, and even tutus, I felt more self-conscious, even with my
camera off. I immediately felt that I wasn’t experienced enough to be participating, and
anthropologist Joann Keali`inohomoku argues the meaning and perception of the word “ethnic”
and goes on to describe how ballet has it’s own culture and ethnic background. Ballet, seen as a
Euro-centric and primarily white genre, is never described as “ethnic” due to the primitive and
even barbaric connotation of the term (Keali`inohomoku, 54). How could a genre known for its
elegant forms, graceful extensions, and overall delicate aesthetic be considered an “ethnic”
dance? Even as Keali`inohomoku goes on to answer this question through the historic analysis
and common traits of ballet, I sought to find my own interpretations to this question during my
online class. To begin the lesson, Hawk walks the class, both live and over zoom, through a
warm-up as she lists off quick position names and several French terms I had never heard of.
However, even with my apparent confusion, everyone in the studio mirrored each other
perfectly, all creating perfect forms, with pointed toes, straight backs, and raised chins. Even as
Hawk recommend changing the order of steps or the complexity as needed, several dancers
chose to make the warm-ups more challenging than simpler. I noticed early on that in the studio
there was an unspoken competition between dancers, which I previously knew was a common
theme in ballet. If one dancer made their movements more complex, others would try to top them
instantly, stretching just a bit further, or moving just a bit faster. From a physical perspective I
was trying to keep up and enjoy what my body was discovering, but from a social perspective I
couldn’t help but feel embarrassed and less than the other dancers as they executed each move
flawlessly.
I went on to try and appreciate the class as much as I could, even though I was mostly
standing and watching others dance, trying to at least absorb as much as I could regardless. In his
essay “The Critical Appreciation of Dance”, Larry Lavender states that in order “to engage in
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DCE 200
12/2/2021
informed and appreciative talk…one [is] to start with focused and open-minded seeing
(Lavender, 246). Utilizing this type of observation, I did my best to put my own participatory
faults aside and focus carefully on the true art and commonalities from this ballet class to what I
have studied previously during this semester. All of the dancers, both in the studio and on
camera, held themselves with confidence and an incredibly tall posture. I’m positive that I was
taller than any person in that studio, but the way in which they held themselves as they danced
created this illusion of maturity, elegance, and length. Even just attempting the simple moves, I
felt my calves, back, and core ache as I tried to balance and extend the way the studio members
did. However, with the fun selection of Halloween music, as this session was just 3 days shy of
the holiday, alongside Heather Hawk’s fun and positive way of teaching I found myself enjoying
the class nonetheless. Even through simple observation and minimal participation, I found
myself able to appreciate and understand what it takes to execute ballet, even in an informal
setting.
Applying the new observation and analysis techniques I learned this semester, I was able
to study the art of ballet through a Steps on Broadway class. Even as my skills were lacking, the
energy in the room and the attention to detail found in every participant made the experience