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My work in Turkey:
The streets of Istanbul, its roads, alleys, its
beaches, the smell of its rain, its clouds, the
charm of its breeze, all that is said of the magic
of the city is little, this is what I saw, and I felt it
while walking its roads, so after my brother
returned home, he took me to show me the city
of Istanbul, and within our conversation on the
road he told me He found a job for me in a
restaurant away from the house where we live
for an hour, The work was not easy, as I would
work twelve hours a day, and I only had a
weekend, one day, and he told me: It is my
chance to start learning the language, so I was
happy and agreed immediately, and he really
explained to me how to go and how to return,
but the time for work was very early [ I go to
work before the sun rises and come back after it
sets], At first I did not care much, but after a
while I yearned to see the sun, and I stayed in
this state for a few months until a problem
occurred between me and the employer, and I
left work, but before I left work I spoke with my
brother and explained to him how the employer
was treating me badly, so he supported me and
supported me By saying: "Do not worry and
immediately leave the work, and we will find
another job for you.", Really, I was very happy
to leave this job; Because I cannot enjoy my life
even for a few days, but at the same time I was
anxious and afraid that I would not easily find
another job.
I left my job and came home, and after several
days, my brother and I went to find work, and I
passed from a bakery to a bakery, until we
entered a bakery, and I and my brother asked
him if he needed a worker to work, of course it
was Sunday and my brother was at the weekend,
the business owner answered Yes, I want
someone to deliver requests to customers, so my
brother explained to the employer that I do not
speak the Turkish language fluently, so the
employer had no problem with that, and we
agreed with him to start work from the next day,
but he told me something must be learned that
there is no vacation or weekend days in this
work at all Of course, I had no other choice, and
I agreed to work, And I agreed to work, and this
work started from five in the morning until five
in the evening, as the employer told me, if I do
not have a place to live, I can live in the bakery,
then my brother told me that I do not need to
live in the bakery now; Because I live at home
with him, and if I live in the bakery, the
employer will make me work more than twelve
hours, so my brother's words convinced me, and
I stayed asleep in my brother's house.
My home in Turkey:
My house in Turkey was a youth house, in
which many young people lived, but the main
tenants who rented the house were three, my
brother and two of his friends, and the reason
that called them to rent out to other young
people is that the rent of the house is expensive,
in addition to the high bills of electricity, water,
etc. They received so low that they had to
receive others so that they could survive, as for
the situation, it was not critical, because life was
very difficult. Because every period new people
come and others leave, so that sometimes the
number may reach eleven people in a house that
contains three rooms and one salon, sometimes
we were sleeping four people in one room, and
the funny thing is that in the early morning each
of us was waiting his turn to go to the bathroom,
and some of us go to work without going to the
bathroom. Because he may be late for his work
if he waits his turn, However, when we returned
home, we were having beautiful times, and we
were trying to support each other in the event
that one of us left his job, we were trying to find
a job for him as soon as possible, as it is
difficult to live in Turkey without a job.
When I started working in the bakery, all the
workers were nice, and there was a young man
who worked before, he taught me how to deliver
orders to the stores, and after less than a week
he left work, I have been working in this bakery
for more than three consecutive months, there is
no final vacation. The employer loved me and
his son; Because I was very regular, not late to
my work, and I quickly learned the nature of
work, but during the period of three months I
was going through a phase of exhaustion and
exhaustion of myself, ; Because I wake up from
four in the morning and do not return from my
work until about five o'clock, I tried to accept
the nature of the work, so there is no other
option, I thought it was a good job because of
the proximity of the bakery to the house, so I
would not need to use transportation, and I
stayed the same way until A day came and I felt
a harsh and difficult feeling; Because in this
work I imprison my freedom, not only that,
Rather, I used to go home on a Sunday, see all
of my friends have day off, except I used to go
to work on weekends, I could not stand this
work anymore, and I had to find another job.
I called my brother that day, and I told him that
I could no longer work in the bakery, and I also
wanted to see him, so I will run away from this
work, and that I will meet him in a specific
place, and I actually asked for an hourly leave
from the business owner, and he did not refuse
because I did not take any leave from the
beginning of my work In the bakery, and I went
to the meeting point with my brother, I wanted
to see the sea because I have been so longing for
it, for months now I have been confined to the
bakery, I only go out of it at home, and go back
to the cycle of work, until I forgot myself, but I
want to live, my brother felt that I was in a
deplorable situation, and we set out to the sea,
And when I saw the sea, my tears began to run
down, and silence was accompanying my tears.
I had no desire to speak, and I stayed like this
for a long time, until I gathered my strength and
said in a quarreling voice: I must find another
job.
My brother looked at me with a sympathetic
look, a supportive look, he never hesitated to
support and advise me, and I respect him
because he is the most familiar with myself;
Because working in Istanbul at that time was
very little [no season], and I really waited.
However, after a period had passed and the
month of Ramadan approached, unfortunately, a
problem occurred with the employer. He wants
me next month to start working from four in the
morning, and I will leave at ten o'clock at night,
so next month is Ramadan [the month of fasting
for Muslims], so I refused the matter, And this
was the reason for my dismissal from work, and
he did not give me the full wage from work, and
I went home, and extended my hand into my
pocket, and found money that a customer had
given me, and I forgot to give it to the employer,
I went back to the business owner, and I gave
him the money, and I told him that I will not
treat him As treated me, I went back home, I
could have taken the money; Because he did not
give me my full wages, but I was raised and
educated on honesty, and I will not treat people
as they treat me.
The days passed, and I clung to the hope of
finding a suitable job, the days were similar to
some of them in that period, until relief came,
my brother called me on the phone and said to
me: There is a good job for you. Come to my
workplace, you will go to meet the employer,
and I really went, and met the owner Business
The business was a wholesale apparel business, I
was a little afraid, because work requires me to
use my Arabic language and sell Arab
customers, but I was nevertheless afraid of my
Turkish language, my level in Turkish was not
very strong, I could speak and explain things,
and this thing made me nervous, And before I go
to talk to the employer, my brother told me if I
could win this job opportunity, I would be very
lucky, and I actually met the employer, and he
told me you will be under trial until the end of
the day, and I will decide until the end of the
day, and I really started directly with the help of
the employees, I was arranging A lot of things,
and despite my extreme tension, I was
somewhat optimistic, and by the end of the day
the employer liked my work, and told me you
are acceptable, and tomorrow morning we will
start, so I was very happy.
I started working the next day, I was happy with
my work, I worked many hours, but I used to
have the weekend, and I had some respect, until
I finished my week, so the employer was happy,
and he said to me: You are a good young man, I
will give you an increase in your salary, and I
was very surprised. And I was happy, I kept
working in this place until the Eid period came,
when we had to close the shop. Because it is a
celebration f or all of Turkey, But before we left,
he called the employees to give them their
salaries, and I was waiting for my turn and when
it was my turn he gave me a lot of money, and
suddenly he told me this is your salary and with
him the Eid reward, so I was shocked; Because
the amount was three salaries per week, and
before I left I asked the owner of the shop for an
extended vacation. Because I was planning to go
back to Syria, To renew my passports and to
postpone military service; Because if I do not
renew them, I will not be able to return to Syria
again, [The wholesaler system in Turkey is
strict; Because if you leave work with the
merchant, you will not be authorized to return
again; Because they knows that no one pays
high salaries like wholesalers, and wholesalers
consider returning an employee to work after
leaving work for them is considered an insult
somewhat].
I told him to give me two weeks. He told me
these two weeks no more. I went home, and told
my brother about this thing, so he got angry and
said to me: We are in a state of war and your
return is very dangerous. I said to him: I have
hope that the war will end soon, And that if I do
not renew my documentary, I will not be able to
return again, so he told me to do whatever I
wanted, and I really started planning to return to
Syria.
My family surprise:
In the popular Syrian accent, “Who is at the
door” was my mother’s question when my
friends knocked on the door. My friend said to
my mother: "I am Muhammad's friend and I
have a something for you, please can you
receive it?".
Indeed, my mother opened the door, and here
was the shock to my mother, as she did not
expect me to come, so she hugged me very
much, as well as my siblings, but the truth was
the biggest shock for me, because I did not
expect that I arrived after all the torture and
hardship that I faced on the way, I was hugging
my mom and my siblings, but I was feeling like
a stranger, like I'm not part of the family, maybe
because of the trauma I faced, Even my sister
told me: “I feel that you do not want to hug me.”
Of course, I put a lot of excuses for her that I am
tired, and I cannot focus because of the road and
its difficulty, I was very pleased with my arrival
to my home after a long absence.
I felt that I had achieved an achievement. I
stayed in Syria after my return from Turkey for
twenty-nine days,I did not finish the month even
because of the difficulties and bad conditions
that Syria was experiencing.
Return journey:
The bus took off, I was not very tense, I was just
thinking about how to get to the city of Tartous,
and prove my reservation in the boat of return,
We passed several checkpoints, and we faced
some problems because of [the beard] of my
brother’s friend, but everything was fine and
when we arrived in Tartous I went to prove my
reservation directly, and to book for the friend
of my brother a return trip with me, but when
we got to the ships company, they told us that
there are no longer trips from the Syrian port of
Tartus to the Turkish port of Mersin, So, I got
very angry, and I asked how to go to Turkey, the
response was through Lebanon, there is no other
solution, go to Lebanon, and in Lebanon there is
a branch of the same company that booked
through it, and from there I can confirm the
reservation, so that I can return to Turkey. I was
angry and a little desperate; This delay may
cause a loss of my work in Turkey, so we spent
one night in the Syrian city of Tartous, and we
set off the next day to the Syrian city of
Damascus, and we also stayed a day there with a
friend, and we had to take a private car. Because
the road from Damascus to the Syrian Lebanese
borders is very difficult, We were able to cross
the Syrian border easily, but the misfortune was
at the Lebanese border. When we arrived at the
Lebanese border, they immediately stamped me.
Because I had a [return] return card while they
did not allow my brother’s friend to cross, and
they told him he had to wait like the rest of the
people, we had to let the private car pass, we
would not be able to pass easily, and the driver
could not wait, the border police took the
passport from my brother’s friend, and we were
waiting For more than seven hours, Then an idea
came to my mind, so I told my friend to tell the
officer that he wanted an entry visa for only
twenty-four hours, no more, and the idea
actually worked, and they gave him the entry
visa, and we went to the Lebanese city of
[Bekaa], and the next day my friend decided to
stay with his relatives for several days, so I said
To him: I cannot stay because I am in a hurry,
and I must reach Turkey as soon as possible,
and we were dispersed at that time. I continued
my way on my own to the Lebanese city of
Tripoli to make reservation, and he remained
with his relatives, I arrived in Tripoli, fixed my
reservation, and visited [Abu Muhammad's]
house. They were happy as usual to be among
them, and the next day I went to the port of
Tripoli again, and the trip set off, but this time I
was wary of many things. I had a coat and food,
and I arrived At Turkey, but it was very easy;
Because I knew what to do, and I really went
back to my home in Istanbul.
I lost my job due to my delay in returning to
Istanbul, but it was not a major crisis for me;
Because I know that I will find another job,
because I speak the Turkish language a bit, and I
actually managed to work in a wholesale
clothing store, and I worked for a year and a
half, or maybe less I do not remember well, and
after that my brother and I were able to take our
family out and visit Turkey, Of course, my
brother and I worked for long hours, and we
were able to rent a house, and our financial
situation was good during that period, and on
the day my family came to Turkey, we were
very tense and happy, we went to receive them.
My feeling on that day was indescribable from
the intensity of joy, and the thing that I thought
was that I had achieved A great achievement, to
be able to bring my family to Turkey, and when
I met them, my joy for their arrival doubled, and
a lot of things have changed, Their coming to us
and living with us increased my sense of
happiness and physical and psychological
comfort, as I was able to eat the cooking that my
mother makes again, and hearing my father’s
voice at home made me feel reassured, and my
sister’s tenderness and concern gave me
strength, and the voice of my little brother who
used to fill the house reminds me of With my
childhood, those moments are unforgettable;
Because it made me feel strong, and that I had
achieved something that was not easy to
achieve, but living in Turkey was not easy for
them; Because they did not have friends or
relatives who spoke their language, and were
unable to communicate with the Turkish people,
as they did not speak the language, And they
also thought that they could have a lot of time
with us, but the truth was completely different
from what they thought; Because my brother
and I were working for a long time, it was more
than twelve hours a day, and we only had one
day off, and this thing made them a little
disappointed, in addition to that we were not
able to register my brothers in school directly,
because we were suffering from economic
problems, We had to wait a few months to be
able to economically, and to register them, we
had beautiful moments, four months have
passed since they were in Istanbul, how
beautiful days were, but unfortunately these
moments did not last, so the decision to return to
Syria was a great shock to me and my brother,
My brother and I discussed the reasons with
them, and the reasons were somewhat
convincing, which is my Siblings should go to
school, and in Turkey entering schools is very
difficult, and they told us that my younger
Siblings should study for their future, and after a
short period of time they packed up their
belongings and left and after They left me and
my older brother we were passing a period of
depression, And we sat one day talking about
our situation and what we will do in the future,
and we found that we work more than twelve
hours a day, and we only have one day to rest,
and that the money that we have or that we get
cannot build a future for us, and also the reason
for the departure of our family is The inability
to send our Siblings to school, so we decided at
that time to set a new goal to enable us to build
a better life, which is immigration to Europe.
Immigration to Europe:
After a long discussion and deep thinking with
my brother, we decided to leave Turkey and
immigrate to Europe, and we really started
preparing. The decision to leave was a final
decision despite all the difficulties that we
would face, but our determination and
determination was greater than all the
difficulties that we encountered, we had to
collect a sum of Money, and it is difficult to
collect at the time, so there must be someone
who can lend us an amount of money, in
addition to working heavily (overtime), and
trying to sell home furniture in order to collect
the amount so that we can go to Europe.
Immigration is not an easy thing for us, after we
learned to live in Turkey, we got acquainted
with the customs and traditions of society, we
met and got acquainted with many people, and
built our own society, we must leave everything
behind and move on to a new future, and build
another life elsewhere, and in that period We
were trying to collect as much information
about Europe, and after long thinking, my
brother and I decided that our destination would
be the Netherlands, but the main problem in our
decision was that we could not collect the
sufficient amount, and as usual I only had to ask
for the amount from my second mother She is
the mother who did not give birth to me, but is
the one who has supported me throughout my
entire life(Shukria Aliwi).
She is the person who stood beside me at all
stages of my development, the person who used
to advise me without any return, the person who
was directing me to the right in an indirect way;
To make me build my thoughts and rely on
myself, she taught me a lot of things, and at that
time also when I was in a state of despair, I
decided to ask her for the amount that I needed,
and indeed despite the difficult circumstances,
she gave me the amount, and with all openness,
After that, my brother and I moved to the next
stage, which is finding a smuggler so we can
cross the sea to Europe, and looking for a
smuggler in Turkey is not very difficult, but it is
a dangerous matter, and it involves a risk of
money that will be paid to it, and also,
smugglers in general cannot be trusted Many of
them lie and make the matter easy and simple
for you, and they try to convince you that
crossing the sea is easy, and the number in the
rubber boat will not be large ... etc., and indeed
after a great effort, and the question is a lot we
were able to find a smuggler who does not take
much money, And we heard that he had sent
many trips, and they had reached safety, but my
brother and I naturally did not trust him, but we
had no other solution, and we actually spoke to
him, and he told us to prepare, and we can live
in his house after we hand over our house to its
owner And from his home, it will be the starting
point to the sea and from the shores of the
Turkish sea to the shores of the Greek sea, and
actually after an agreement with him we
delivered our house and sold the furniture for a
very small amount, and we went to an office to
insure our money for fear of treachery, This
process is carried out by most people who want
to immigrate to a country that they cannot enter
without a visa, and because most people do not
trust the smugglers, they go to offices to put
their money at any office they may trust, and
take from the office owner a code (password),
and this code They give it to the smuggler after
they cross the sea so that the smuggler can get
the money, and if he tries to cross the sea and
fails to cross, the smuggler will not be able to
take the money; Because he does not have the
code, In this way, the right of the immigrant can
be guaranteed,
after handing over our house we went to live in
the smuggler’s house until he was told that there
was a trip, and we actually went to a park in an
area called Aksaray, there were many people
waiting for their travel, but unfortunately no one
was able to climb to any One of the buses rented
by smugglers to go to the designated point;
Because there are a lot of police officers who
are crowded around the place, as if they know
about the smuggling journey,that is why the
trips were canceled that day, and unfortunately
we made many successive attempts on
subsequent days, but all of them were
unsuccessful, until the promised day came, and
the matter was done, after many attempts failed,
On that day we went as usual to the park, and
because we got used to standing up for no
benefit, my brother asked to go to the bathroom,
and of course I did not object, as we got used to
standing for hours without anything happening,
except this time, as soon as my brother went to
the bathroom, the bus came that would take us
to the specified point, and here I began to
shiver, anxious and afraid as I waited for my
brother, People go up to the buses while my fear
increases, my heart beats between my ribs, my
brother is late, and the bus cannot stop. Because
it is a danger to the driver, the bus has set off,
and I watch him like a child whose love of life
left him and remained without hope, I screamed
strangely, I screamed hysterically when my
brother came back, I did not know what to do,
my tears dulled my cheeks and the pain of
sadness engulfed my chest, but we had no trick,
so what happened happened, We returned to the
smuggler's house and we were both embraced
by sadness. We were thinking that we would
cancel travel and surrender to live in Turkey,
except that we hope God will soon. The second
day the good news came and the promised day.
The smuggler told us that we were going to
leave in the evening, and he assured us that, and
we actually went and managed to get onto the
bus at last, the bus was full of people, but we
didn't care about it, we just want to arrive, and
they told us that the point will be in an area
called Chanakkale, Indeed, after we reached the
point, it was very dark, and suddenly the bus
stopped and a person got up screaming, and he
was very drunk, speaking very bad words, so
my brother and I understood, but we did not
respond, he was carrying a weapon, And
everyone inside the bus was afraid, he ordered
everyone to get off and walk behind him, and
actually we started walking in the woods and
my brother wanted to ask him when we were
going to arrive, and suddenly he hit him on the
face, but my brother chose to remain silent over
talking to him. Because of the weapon this
person carried, and according to everyone's
belief, this smuggler is Afghani; Because
someone heard him speak another language,
And my brother and I continued our journey
with everyone until we got to the sea, and then
the man asked some people to go with him, to
bring the rubber boat, and some men actually
went to fetch it, but they could not, because they
were stopped by the police, There was with us at
the starting point one of the smugglers who
received a call from one of the smugglers that
the police are coming, and that the journey will
not take place, and we really did not succeed in
crossing, because the police came, and we were
transferred to the police station, Not only were
we detained, but they took us back to another
city, which is Ankara, we were not sent back to
Istanbul, and we went to the smuggler again,
and we explained what happened, how bad the
treatment was, and that we will not go through
him again, But we promised that the next
attempt will be simpler and out of trouble;
Because he does not know what is happening
there, and actually, after a day, I think, we set
off to another point, and on the bus we met a
new friend, he was a respectable, cultured
person, and he was a friend of our trip until
now, and he is (Maher Tofah).
When we reached the point, we were near the
sea, we walked a little until we reached the sea,
there were many people preparing the inflatable
boats, but the problem was that there was no
driver driving the inflatable boat; Because no
one is good at driving, and from here the death
journey begins from the Turkish mainland to
the Greek mainland.
Death journey from the
Turkish mainland to the
Greek mainland:
We are now on the beach, waiting for the
inflatable boats to fill with air, the smuggler was
looking for someone to drive the boat, and he
offered me money to drive the boat, but I
refused, so I could not play with people's lives,
so he left me and went to a boy who was nearly
sixteen years old, he asked him to drive, and the
boy agreed. I was amazed at his approval.
He is not considered an adult, and he does not
know how to ride a bicycle so that he can drive
an inflatable boat, and worse than that, our
number was very large, including about forty-
seven people with children.
The smuggler used the boy as a means of
pressure on people to drive the boat, and indeed
a Palestinian person drove at the beginning, so
my brother and my friend Maher and I took
specific places in the inflatable boat, my place
next to the driving engine. Because I did not
trust anyone, but my brother was in the middle
of the boat, and our friend was in the front, and
people got on the inflatable boat, and they had
their bags with them, and of course because of
the overload on the rubber boat, people had to
leave their bags on the beach.
We started the journey, and the inflatable boat
set off, splitting the sea water, and after a little
while, what was unexpected happened, the
engine stopped while we were still in the sea
from the Turkish side, and it was dark, we are
still inside the sea from the Turkish side, and it
is dark, so we set off at two in the morning, and
the engine is weak, so smugglers put in the
inflatable boats the worst types of very old
engines, and this type of engine cannot propel
the rubber boat that carries forty-seven people,
Which is supposed to carry fourteen people
only, and accordingly, the engine cannot carry
us for a long distance, and we must rest the
engine every period.
I knew that because my studies were in the
mechanical field.
On the contrary, he kept trying to operate it, but
to no avail, I felt the danger had begun to
surround everyone, and the feeling of anxiety
began to control me specifically, and here I had
to do anything.
So I called the smuggler and threatened him
either to tell the Turkish Coast Guard to come
and rescue us, or he sends us another engine,
and I tried to behave as smartly as possible, so I
used his weakness which is money, If you tell
the Turkish coast guard, he will lose money
from the immigrants and he will lose the
migrants, because he did not help them, and
otherwise we will complain about him, and
indeed the method that i followed with him has
worked, He was so scared, and he told me, 'I'll
send you someone with a new engine.' We just
have to wait half an hour, and actually after half
an hour the person arrived with the new engine,
Meanwhile, my brother and friend were
communicating with an organization that helps
refugees in Greece, and they also contacted the
Greek coast guard.
After changing the engine, I decided to drive the
boat. If I leave the driving to someone else, he
will not be able to drive the boat wisely, as I
will.
The situation in the inflatable boat was filled
with horror, so I had to help the terrified
children and women, and whenever I looked at
the water, I ask myself how many meters the
depth of the sea below might be.
I was also very frightened until now I still
remember the face of the lady praying for me
and begging me to keep driving the rubber boat,
and I was really able to drive and focus, I was
driving exactly according to the direction of the
moonlight, Because the Greek island was facing
the moonlight.
A sense of responsibility was weighing on me as
I drove the boat, I was not afraid for myself, but
I was very afraid for the people, and this gave
me strength and enough courage until we were
finally able to cut the territorial borders between
Turkey and Greece.
I tried very hard to put a smile on my face, and
psychologically support the passengers of the
boat that we are fine and we only have to pray
to God, and God knows that we are immigrants
because of the wars in our country, and God will
protect us, knowing that I was more afraid from
them, and they should have been calm. Because
our number is large, and the inflatable boat is
small. If one of the passengers move, he could
tip the rubber boat, and we all drowned.
After we crossed the regional borders, the Greek
coast guard came, and was asking me to stop,
and he told me that he was from Europe, not
from Turkey, except that some passengers were
terrified because they believed that the coast
guard was not Greek but rather Turkey, and here
I should not stand, and others were telling me
that I stand, which caused me tension, so I
shouted at the top of my voice, be silent, and
after they were silent, I asked my brother if we
crossed the regional borders, because I do not
trust anyone but him, My brother answered me:
Yes, we crossed. Then I asked our friend Maher
what the police said, and he told me: He says
European. Here I decided to stop. My brother
and Maher are people I can trust, The guard
arrived and told us to wait in the water until the
sentry ship came to pick us up, and indeed a big
ship came, and started to transport people, and
of course because of my sense of responsibility,
I was one of the last people who got on the ship
after helping people to board,
It was around half past five in the morning, and
the sun had begun to rise, I sat silently looking
at its sunrise, and I had the feeling of the person
who was representing a movie, and the sunrise
was the end of the film, I was thankful to God
for the strength and wisdom that He gave me
while I was in the sea, and I thank him because I
ended the responsibility that I assumed against
my will.
But I learned from this experience to wish
people well, and God will deliver me from the
worst thing that might happen, and I was
looking at the faces of the people that were
speaking with expressions painted on the face
and were waiting to reach the Greek island of
Mytilene and after about an hour we arrived at
the island of Mytilene.
Registration camp:
When we arrived at the registration camp,
people came and stood regularly, waiting for
their turn to enter the offices to register and
obtain a paper proving that they are legal in
Greece, and this paper is in fact, as a personal
identity paper from the police and its validity
period is only six months, after that the holder
of the police note (personal identity paper) must
leave Greece.
Unfortunately, from here, our bad journey began
because we are singles people because they used
to take families before singles, I don’t know
why, but we felt that they were dealing with
single people with a lack of interest under the
slogan that families cannot bear but singles can
bearز
But we did not care much, despite their racism
against single people, but we waited until our
turn came to enter the registry office in which
there is a police employee and he was very nice
and his style gives hope, he asked me some
personal questions so that he could register me
and he made me fingerprint as well, but after he
finished my registration I asked him an
important thing, which is to verify my
information because unfortunately there are
many employees who do not care and register
people's names incorrectly, which leads to a big
problem.
Because changing the name is not an easy thing
in Greece, it needs the approval of the public
prosecutor, but the employee did not have any
problem, and indeed after we finished the
registration me, my brother and my friend, we
went out and asked what the following
procedures are, so they said we can go and book
a ship from Mytilene to Athens and a bus from
Athens to The Greek-Macedonian border, and
actually after we discussed with my brother and
our friends we decided to go straight for the
reservation.
Because we want to arrive as soon as possible
and we set out to book tickets , and we booked it
and waited for the date of our trip, and there was
a woman with us and her children who asked us
to accompany them on our trip, and we agreed,
it was a woman with two teenage boys and her
twenty-four-year-old daughter, We got on the
ship, it was a big ship, and the journey was
about twelve hours, as far as I can remember in
the ship, the only good opportunity for us to
sleep, so my brother and I agreed to take turns
to sleep because we were afraid of theft. We
were worried because the ship was full of
people of different nationalities, but
unfortunately we all fell asleep from tiredness
and exhaustion, and after several hours we woke
up and sat and talked We draw hopes and plans
and support each other psychologically, and
after several more hours the ship arrived at the
port of Athens.
Athens port:
After we reached the port of Athens, we carried
our luggage and disembarked from the ship, but
we did not imagine how many refugees on
board the ship and the refugees arriving by the
other ships and the refugees who are waiting
inside the port, after we got off, the police used
to direct us to the waiting area until we wait for
the bus companies to come and take us to the
Greek-Macedonian border, and in the waiting
place there were hundreds of refugees,
unspeakable numbers, so that we could not find
a place where we could sit and charge our
mobile phones because we had no charge left
with our phones, so that we can communicate
with our families.
The thing I have forget to Mention it that my
brother and I did not tell our family that we
would immigrate to Europe, because we were
afraid that they would become anxious and
afraid, but when we arrived, my brother told
them, and they were sad because the distances
between us had become so large.
We were able to find a place to charge our
mobile phones, but as usual we took turns
sitting next to the phones for fear of theft, and
after about an hour the bus that would take us to
the Greek border arrived, so I, my brother and
the family that had with us rushed to collect our
bags and go to the bus, and we took our
locations and asked how long it would be We
need to get to the Greek-Macedonian border.
As far as I remember, they told us that we
would need about eight to nine hours, and the
bus set off. We were happy that we would soon
reach the border.
Some people also told us that crossing Greece is
the most difficult stage because after Greece we
will not need to bother because we will take
trains and metros, and things will be simple and
easy.
But after several hours of departure, the bus
stopped at a resting place and we all got off to
buy something to eat and drink because we were
very hungry, but what happened was
unexpected that the bus driver received a call
from the person responsible for him and told
him not to move from the place of rest until he
received another call from him And the bus
driver told the people about that, and the people
were upset and angry and were very scared, but
what happened was not the driver's desire, and
the driver also told us that we are expected to
wait for hours, so I discussed with my brother
and my friend and decided to wait because we
had no solution only to wait.
Suddenly a car loaded with food, drink and
some apples came to people, and they
distributed them to people as if they were telling
people not to worry that we were following your
steps, so people calmed down, so my brother
and my friend went to the car park and put the
sleeping bags that were distributed to us when
we arrived at Mytilene Island, but before bed we
were narrating some Funny stories happened
with us during our trip, we were laughing a lot,
and we were laughing at some people acting
weird.
After about two hours, the bus driver told us that
we could go, so we were all very happy, and the
bus did indeed start, but after two or three hours
we arrived at a place surrounded by a fence, and
there were soldiers inside it as if it were a
military zone, and the bus stopped there and
there were more than ten buses other than us as
well and everyone was asking Why did we stop
here, and after a while they told us that we will
sit inside this camp because the borders are
crowded, and there are many people on the
borders, and if we go to the borders we will not
have a place to sleep there, so we all got angry,
but they also told us that we are forced to go
down, and it was There are many soldiers, so we
got scared and surrendered to the status quo, and
we went down and entered the camp, which was
called Diavata Camp.
Diavata camp:
When we entered the camp, there were
responsible for organizing the camp and
distributing people to the caravans, and we were
distributed to a caravan, and the Lebanese
family asked us to stay with us, we assumed,
because they were afraid of the new situation
and afraid of the future, and we were hoping
that we would not stay for many Time and we
sat with each other, and they told us when we
entered that the Greek army is distributing food.
If we want, we can go and bring some food.
Indeed, after we settled in the caravan
(container), I went to bring some food, and they
gave me some rice, but unfortunately, the rice
was not well cooked, and it was full of stones,
so no one could eat it, so we threw it, and we
did not eat. We come to Europe with greed for
something, and we are not prisoners in Europe
to be treated this way, we have come to escape
from war, for nothing else. I do not judge who
made the food, but there were some people who
made us feel weak, but the worst is that the
camp doors closed, and they told us that we
would not be allowed By going outside the
camp.
Here we felt that we were being held, and that
we were in a closed camp, and we sat thinking
but it was useless, and we slept inside the
caravan and woke up the next morning and saw
some people planning to escape, and here I told
my brother, my friend and the family and we
agreed to flee with them, and we actually
prepared our belongings and set off after the
people broke off the fence, and we started.
Running, but we were not alone, so there were
many people behind us, and we walked for
about an hour in the barren land full of thorns
until we reached the highway, and we walked a
little on the road until we reached a petrol
station, and we stopped there to buy water and
some food and continue our way, but the girl
The Lebanese woman said that she would not be
able to walk any longer, so we sat discussing
and decided to rent a taxi for the border. Indeed,
my friend asked the owner of the petroleum
station if he could call a driver to take us to the
Greek border, and indeed he called a taxi driver
and came to take us, but he tried to take
advantage of us, so he asked for a hundred euros
to take us to Borders and we agreed and set
off,but in the middle of the road there was a
police checkpoint, preventing the taxi carrying
the refugees from completing the road and
unloading them. Indeed, this is what happened
so we had to go down and the place was
crowded with people and tents and people could
not pass, so of course the taxi driver tried to take
advantage of the situation and asked for the full
hundred euros, so I refused of course and told
him that we agreed If we reached the borders
and you could not deliver us, I will only give
you fifty euros and I know that it is a lot, but I
do not want to argue with this position that we
are in, so he agreed to the fifty and left and here
as usual we sat thinking about a solution and we
got to know some young men who were very
respectful and decided to go within the
agricultural lands and in this They will not be
able to stop us, and we will continue walking to
the Greek-Macedonian border, in the Idomeni
region.
Hawkers:
Some hawkers, such as sellers of food,
vegetables, and mobile phone lines, took
advantage of the weak positions of people in
that camp, because the food that was distributed
to most of the people there was not enough for
them and their children were not enough, and
they were forced to buy food from hawkers, or
they must go to a restaurant to buy food, of
course. Eating in the restaurant is also
expensive, and people were forced to buy their
vegetables and their needs from hawkers, and
they also had to buy Greek lines for their
phones, because they had to check on their
families, and of course the hawkers were taking
advantage of the situation and raising prices on
people, because they knew that people were
stuck there. And they can't go anywhere.
Baths:
The bathrooms are one of the things that need a
strong heart and try to tolerate very cold, very
cold water, and also need cleaning tools and a
lamp, and this is essential.
The most difficult period for me was the period
of staying in Idomeni camp. I did not imagine
that one day I would stay in a place where I
would not only take a shower twice a month,
and on these two times I became ill because of
the coldness of the water. It touches my head
from the very cold, so I could not take a shower
only twice knowing there was a heating system
by sunlight, but this heating system is not
enough for several people only, and the problem
during my stay in Idomeni camp was in the
winter season, and this means that there is no
daily sunshine This made it even more difficult.
Macedonia:
After we crossed to Macedonia, and we were
directed by the military who received people at
the border, we were walking, and we saw
soldiers directing us and pointing at us and
trying to direct us in a beautiful way. Indeed, ten
minutes after we entered the border and were
directed by the soldiers, we arrived at a closed
square in Mount Macedonia, and we saw a lot of
people who live in Idomeni with us are sitting as
if they were detained, but they were laughing
when the new people entered the square, and we
were asked to sit like the others, and we started
to ask people what was happening, and suddenly
they answered while laughing, we did not know,
maybe we are detained, or maybe they will
deport us to Serbia to continue our way, and
indeed we have sat for a long time, our legs, our
clothes and our shoes filled with water, and the
cold was freezing and we were not allowed to
ignite fire, because we are in the mountain, and
we stayed like this until the sun was gone ,in the
bitter cold after the sun was gone, we were
allowed to light the fire, because people will die
from the cold if they stay in the cold, and also
we have heard from people that a group of
journalists have been arrested, we do not know
why. and a very funny situation happened with
my friend Maher, which is because he is blond
and has blue eyes, and one of the soldiers tried
to arrest him because he suspected that he was a
journalist from europe, because of his
appearance, but I remember that Maher stood
swearing that he was a refugee and began to
show him documents until he believed him and
left it. It was one of the funniest situations and
the thing that we did not expect, they try to
search for forbidden materials or something
Ilegal, in my opinion, it's their right because we
crossed into their country and they have the
right to search and be careful, and in the evening
after we lit the fire, we started to dry our clothes
and shoes and warm ourselves. they asked us to
stand in groups and we started walking one after
the other and unfortunately, we crossed the
rivers again and our clothes and shoes got wet
and we were very scared and even I wanted to
urinate, I could not ask about that because the
situation was very difficult, and of course the
word that the people memorized because of its
repetition by the Macedonians is (dolleh.
Dolleh) which means sit ... sit and continue like
this until it is time to leave.
Return from Macedonia to
Greece:
After the time passed, and we crossed from the
square in which we were being held to the other
square, and in the middle of the night we were
instructed to queue so that we would be
transported in groups by a closed military
vehicle, and indeed the Macedonians were
transporting people in groups, but the people
were not aware of where they would be
transported, Some of them believed that they
would be transferred to the Macedonian-Serbian
border, to continue their way to Europe, and
some believed that they would be detained due
to their illegal entry into Macedonia, and some
believed that they would be returned to Greece,
and this is what really happened for me, my
brother and my friend. We were expecting that
the Macedonian army would send us back
because the way they dealt with the refugees
suggests that they will return us to Greece, and
after waiting for more than two hours, our turn
came to get on the military truck, and we were a
little afraid because after we got inside the
truck, the truck was closed. From the back, so
that we could not see the road and where we
were going, and the most difficult thing was that
we were so many inside the truck, that there was
no place to sit, and it was very dark inside the
truck, and the A truck to drive for more than
half an hour, and the road was very bumpy until
we got to a place, and the backside was opened,
and as we were in a place on the mountain, there
was nothing around us except for the truck's
lights and moonlight, and we were asked to
walk behind the Macedonian military. Walking
until we reached a fence, and the fence was
open, and there was a soldier standing next to
the fence, asking people to pass one by one
another, and he used to tell people in English
that the Macedonians did not close the borders
to the faces of refugees, but Germany no longer
wanted refugees, and he used to say that we
cannot receive refugees because of the European
Union’s decision and that we are now returned
to Greece in this way because we entered
Greece illegally, and this thing is contrary to the
policy of the Macedonian state, and we really
waited our turn until we entered Greece and
became free.
I do not know how to express my joy, when I
returned to Greece, as if I had returned to my
country, and here we gathered each other with
the group of people that returned with us, and
we began walking through the map, and we
were very far from the Idomeni camp, and it
took us hours to reach, and on our way we faced
A lot of difficulties, because we were not only
young people, and we had women, children and
a person with special needs with us, and we
were walking in the prairies and crossing the
different roads, we lost our way more than once
because of the dark darkness until we found the
highway, and here we got comfortable
psychologically, and we started to feel A little
safe, and we continued our walk until we
arrived at the Idomeni camp shortly before
sunrise, set up our tent and went to sleep, and
the next morning, my brother and my friend and
I sat chatting, what will we do after what we
heard from the Macedonian military and the
fatigue we faced on the road to Macedonia and
disappointment, so we decided We start with a
plan to return to Turkey, and the reason is that
we know that Greece is facing economic
problems, and it is very difficult to find life
easily, because finding work in a country facing
economic problems is not easy, and we were
also thinking about the resettlement program,
and at that time we were distracted, so we
suggested that we stay for a few days to make
the right decision, and we really agreed on that.
Moving from Idomeni camp
to Uncle Thasos house:
In the days when we were trying to make a new
decision, we were walking out with my brother
and I, going to the remittance company to
receive a sum of money that had been sent by a
friend of ours, because we had no money left,
and as Uncle Paris Papageorgiou was walking
beside us, so I ran to him to greet and ask him
about some things Indeed, after I greeted him, I
told him about what happened with us in
Macedonia, and I remembered the features of
his face that explain the sadness of what
happened to us, and after that I asked him if
there was a hotel that we could go to take a
shower, because bathing in Idomeni camp is
almost impossible, because of the cold water So
he told us that he would ask and tell us by
phone, and actually after about an hour and after
we returned to our tent, Uncle Paris came to us,
and he told us that he has his friend named
Evelina, who has a house for the summer, so we
can go with him and take a bath in her house
and then take us back to the camp, so we agreed
with Knowing that we were afraid because we
are not from Greece, and we know Uncle Paris
superficially, and in general we cannot easily
trust anyone, but Uncle Paris was a very
friendly person, and we decided to go with him,
so we asked our friend Maher if he wanted to go
with us, so he told us that he took a shower
some days before, and he would stay in the tent
until we came back, and we really went with
Uncle Paris, and we were feeling a little
anxious, but we needed to take a shower, and
we arrived, and Mrs. Evelina was very nice and
friendly also, and she hosted us and welcomed
us, and after we bathed and my brother ,we
started to take parties Hadith, Uncle Paris told
us that he had good news, so we asked him what
was the news, he told us that we could sleep
with a friend for several days to relax our
psychological and live calm for some time and
then go back to Idomeni camp, And after my
brother and I had a discussion, we decided to
sleep with this person, and after a short time of
our conversation, Mr. Vasilis came to take us to
his house, so we went there and his house was
beautiful and tidy, and he told us to feel free and
act as we like, but from the severity of fatigue
we went to sleep, And we slept deeply, because
we did not sleep for more than a month in calm
and tranquility, and we spent almost three to
four days, almost I do not remember exactly,
and we were in contact with Maher on a daily
basis, and in fact we were a little sad because
Maher did not come with us, and after the
period that we agreed On her with Uncle Paris,
Uncle Paris came to Vasilis' house to take us,
and there was a celebration as far as I
remember, because the fasting period had
ended, so Uncle Paris said for the second time
that he had good news for us, so we asked him
about the news, and he told us that in his city
Katerini there is a big man At the age of his
name, Uncle Thasos’s, he and his wife live
while he speaks Turkish, and Uncle Thasos’s
told Uncle Paris that he would like to help
refugees, but he wants people who speak
Turkish if possible, and Uncle Paris told us you
are the people who will go to live with him for a
period of time so that we can Relying on
ourselves, kind Certainly, because we speak the
Turkish language and of course, this thing was
optional for us by Uncle Paris, so my brother
and I sat down to debate and in the end we
decided to go to Uncle Thasos’s house, because
we will not find a solution if we stay in Idomeni
camp waiting in vain, and the borders are
closed, and we can also trust the uncle Paris
because he helped us a lot, and Uncle Paris told
us of our decision, and at the end of the day we
went to the Greek city of Katerini, and we
reached the house of Uncle Tasso’s, he
welcomed us in a beautiful way, and he showed
us our room on the top floor, and he told us that
we will stay with him until we find another
place to go, We were very happy, but the house
was in a village called Cocos, not too far from
the city center of Katerini, and after Uncle Paris
drove us, he went to his house, and our new life
began in Uncle Thasos’s house in the village of
Cocos, the city of Katerini, Greece.
to be Continued