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The Mother Chapter Sampler
The Mother Chapter Sampler
‘The Mother is a gripping, insightful and compelling book about a family grappling
with the issue of coercive control. Jane Caro’s deep research, wisdom and compassion
are evident on every page. The characters are beautifully drawn and extremely real.
Truly, I could not put this book down. It will spark fierce debate about how we should
punish perpetrators, and support victim-survivors. I gasped out loud at some of the
plot twists, and wept at the end. Every Australian should read this book. Choose this
for your next book club, and talk about it with your family and friends.’
TRACEY SPICER, journalist and author of THE GOOD GIRL STRIPPED BARE
‘Chillingly authentic, dark and exhilarating, a domestic revenge tale for any mother
who’s ever wondered how far she would go to protect her children.’
JUANITA PHILLIPS, journalist
‘How refreshing to read something so human and honest and so firmly entrenched in
the perspective of women subjected to abuse and coercive control. To feel what those
women have felt. To gain insight into their experience. And especially not to have
their sufferings blunted or Hollywood-ised. The Mother is devastating, frightening
and heartbreaking, but also compassionate and empowering. It felt so convincing
and real. With incisive clarity and insight, Caro shows how pressure builds on those
who are oppressed and fearful. A deeply moving portrait of the shattering emotional
impact of abuse on women and their families.’
KAREN VIGGERS, author of THE LIGHTKEEPER’S WIFE
‘In her passionate and compelling novel, Jane Caro tells the vivid and heart-stopping
tale of a young family in danger and the mother who will do anything to save them.
I couldn’t put it down. Passionate, vivid and unsettling, this heart-stopping tale of a
family in turmoil had me transfixed.’
SUZANNE LEAL, author of THE TEACHER’S SECRET
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C an I help you?’
The man behind the counter looked surprisingly ordi-
nary. She didn’t quite know what she’d expected—some sort
of gangster vibe, perhaps. What a cliché, she chided herself.
There was nothing of Robert De Niro or Harvey Keitel about
this inoffensive bloke, nor was he a fat, aggro-looking MAGA
type. He was neither Middle Eastern nor Italian nor Eastern
European, as far as she could tell. He was just a sales assistant
in the kind of shop she had never thought she would enter.
She tugged the collar of her puffer jacket higher around her
face and smiled apologetically. ‘I’m just looking, thank you.’
He raised an eyebrow at her response and she blushed. A gun
shop wasn’t like the upmarket boutiques she was used to, and
‘just looking’ was probably not an acceptable response here. In
a boutique it meant ‘give me time’, and that was exactly what
she needed—time to absorb her surroundings, to calm down
enough to do what she had to do.
‘That all seems to be in order. I’ll fetch the gun for you.
We always have them in stock. They’re popular with sporting
shooters, especially women.’
He turned and went through a door at the back of the shop.
Miriam looked at the guns lining the walls behind her. They
must be for display purposes only.
The cap-wearer sensed her looking in his direction and he
turned and smiled at her supportively, giving her the thumbs-up.
‘Good on you, love. I hope it helps.’
He thinks I’m traumatised, Miriam realised as she stared at
his denim-clad back, and so I am. Somehow this recognition
soothed her; she did not quite understand why, but whereas
before she had felt like a complete alien in this strange place,
now she felt a little more like she belonged. The hunters and the
prey, she thought to herself. We’re all one or the other in here.
Or both.
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I t doesn’t fit properly, and I hate it!’
Allison was in tears as she marched down the hallway to
the family room and threw a large dress bag onto the couch.
She then cast herself theatrically down beside it and sobbed
noisily into a bolster.
Miriam felt a wave of irritation. Why did everything involving
her younger daughter have to be so dramatic? Miriam had battled
hard over the years to control her own emotional reactions to
life’s inevitable upsets. Because it didn’t come naturally to her,
she admired restraint and despised its opposite. Perhaps that
was why her youngest daughter’s behaviour so often got under
her skin.
She took a deep breath. ‘Don’t be silly, darling. It looked
beautiful at the fitting last week.’
Miriam was now sitting beside her daughter, perched on
the few available inches of couch, stroking her back in what
she hoped was a comforting manner. Ally didn’t bother to lift
her head. Do tears stain? Miriam wondered. Was Ally wearing
mascara that might run? The couch was pale cream and had
cost a bomb. Miriam wished her daughter had picked an older
piece of furniture on which to cry so extravagantly.
‘I was trying to convince myself it did, but I didn’t even like
it then! I thought it’d look better when it was tighter.’
‘And I am sure it does.’
‘No, it doesn’t! I told you—it doesn’t fit!’ Ally spat the words
at her mother as if all this was somehow her fault.
Repressing her answering spurt of rage, Miriam reminded
herself this was merely pre-wedding jitters. ‘Here, let’s try it
on in my bedroom and see.’
‘No! I never want to see it again.’
Ally kicked at the bag, and it slid silkily to the floor. Miriam’s
stroking became a rather firm pat between the shoulder blades.
‘Allison, darling, you are not twelve. You are getting married
tomorrow and you are going to have to wear something, and
this is the only wedding dress you’ve got.’
Though she was doing her best to sound calm and reassuring,
Miriam felt a lurch inside her belly as she thought about the
wedding day ahead. Her anxiety wasn’t caused by nerves about
last-minute details, or even the tantrum about the dress. In
her usual fashion, Miriam had everything sorted down to the
last pale pink rosebud. No, it was an uneasiness that had been
there ever since her youngest daughter had announced she was
marrying Nick, a young man whom Miriam and Pete—and
Allison, for that matter—had only just met. But it wasn’t the
short time they had known him that worried her; Miriam had
taken an instant liking to her daughter’s new lover. Tall, hand-
some and charming, he reminded her of Pete in some indefinable
way. They didn’t look alike, but maybe it was something about
Nick’s smile. Whatever it was, she liked him. When the couple
announced they were getting married only a few weeks in to
their whirlwind romance, Miriam had felt relieved. She was
sick of the assortment of musicians, hippies and other dropkicks
her beautiful, smart and talented daughter had brought home,
all of them so obviously her inferior. Nick was different. In the
handsome vet, Ally had at last found someone who was her
match. What worried Miriam was not that they hardly knew
each other—it was that Ally would somehow do something
to stuff it all up.
She had always felt more protective of her younger daughter
than her elder. Even as a child, Fiona had been robust and
even-tempered. Allison, on the other hand, was sensitive, deli-
cate, easily frightened. She liked everything to be predictable,
familiar, and she hated surprises. She was the kind of little
girl who hid behind her mother’s legs when asked to say hello
to other grown-ups. She’d sucked her thumb until she was
midway through primary school, a habit that had led to much
expensive orthodontic work. Even when she grew up and became
a surprisingly independent teenager, Miriam had worried more
about Ally than she had about her sister. Allison had found her
mother’s anxiety oppressive, and reacted by becoming sullen
and withdrawn. Rightly, Miriam admitted to herself, Ally had
understood that her mother’s protectiveness stemmed from a
lack of confidence in her younger daughter’s ability to cope.
Miriam scooped up the dress bag and ushered the sobbing
bride-to-be up the hall. While a tear-stained Allison stood in
front of the full-length mirror in her parents’ bedroom, Miriam
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sense of him than she’d had before. Mrs Carruthers did not
make a speech, even though she had been asked. She’d made
it clear to Ally that she’d rather poke her own eyes out with a
fork. ‘Mum’s terrified of public speaking,’ Nick had explained
to them later. ‘She leaves all that stuff to Dad.’
Miriam and Pete made a speech together. They told stories
about Ally’s childhood—having carefully checked with the
bride that she was comfortable with the ones they had chosen.
They’d been burnt before.
‘Ally was a great disappointment to us,’ Pete was saying,
pulling a sad face, ‘even as a very small child. She was so prosaic.
Nothing like my good lady wife . . .’
Miriam looked around in confusion at this point, as if he
must be hiding the good lady wife somewhere behind her—a
bit of business that brought a loud laugh. Good, she thought,
the guests have had just enough champagne.
‘. . . who is much given to flights of fancy.’ Their family and
friends laughed appreciatively. ‘Ally was so allergic to anything
different or unpredictable she insisted on calling all her toys
by the most straightforward names possible. Her teddy was,
well, Teddy. Her clown was Clowny. Her sheep Sheepy and
her doll—well, what do you think she called her doll?’
‘Dolly!’ the guests called back.
‘Nope.’ You could hear the pleasure in Pete’s voice; the audi-
ence had fallen into his trap. ‘She called her doll Raggy because
she was . . . rather ragged-looking. We got her second-hand at a
fete and—to Ally’s credit and her mother’s embarrassment—she
loved Raggy best of all, despite her being so grubby. In fact,
that was Raggy’s middle name. Despite her unprepossessing
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stable marriage. She had come a long way, she thought, looking
around at her messy but still glamorous surrounds, from that
Housing Commission cottage in the backblocks of Allambie
Heights. Thanks to Gough Whitlam’s education reforms, she’d
been the first in her family to get a university degree. Just a
humble Bachelor of Arts, majoring in history, but she’d gone
to Sydney Uni and that was where she’d met Pete. She would
never have met a man from his background otherwise. She
raised a glass of warmish champagne.
‘To Gough Whitlam, without whom none of this would
have been possible.’
Pete pulled a face. ‘You’re not going to tell me your poor
little rich girl story again, are you? How you escaped from the
slums of the Northern Beaches?’
She pulled a face in return and drained her glass. ‘No, I am
not. Don’t be such an old grump, Peter Franklin. The wedding
was a triumph. It went off without a hitch or even a cross
word. And it’s wonderful to see both our daughters settled,
and with two such lovely men. I confess I’ve had my doubts
about Ally’s ability to pick blokes in the past, but I could not
be more delighted to be proved wrong.’
‘Another daughter would have bankrupted me.’
‘Us, if you don’t mind.’
‘What if they divorce? Will we have to cough up again?’
‘Oh, for God’s sake, they’ve only just wed. Don’t wish divorce
on them quite so soon. Here, have another drink and cheer up.’
She poured them each another glass from a half-drunk bottle
of champagne sitting on a side table nearby.
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