When we started off as lovers I had my version of love story in my head and heart, and all that I ever

invested in us was for us to grown into that. I was doing it wrong. I had to accept you and just be
myself. I realised it a little late, I also felt I should give up because we already had come so far; in or
out of love it’s not a thing for me Sanyukta I just wanted to be around you. You give me a different
feeling I haven’t felt mostly it’s crying only but the moment I regain all my senses I know what had to
be done or what needs to be done. I learn things the toxic way with you, and I won’t deny I never
realised I could be toxic too but I’m from what you told.

I’m not a wrong person I swear, I try each day to endorse your kind of life style. I accepted
everything you threw at me initially because I wanted a perfect love story. I realised that’s not real
and I still kept accommodating because by that point even though I knew what I was suppose to do,
because I feared losing you. I’m not awkward or shy that I can’t tell you my problems but you never
tell me what goes on in your head and it’s enough for me to shut up