Juan Bello

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I would do more art, if I had more time. It’s not a matter of ability, as in, “I could not make art like
this because I’m bad at art.” And it’s not that I would not do more art if I weren’t able to make
time for it. But it may not be as sustainable to keep drawing with the amount of time I spend on
college homework and other things I work on, too. It might be possible to let go of said
responsibilities, but that means losing the amounts of money I’m earning while I study, so that
would mean I don’t get to enjoy certain things if I miss that money. So it may mean I’m in a bit of a
problem. Even though college schedules are hectic, and I went in fully knowing that they would do
that if I got in a college, that doesn’t mean I might not feel sad for the amount of stuff I stop doing
in order to enjoy the downtime between homework and housekeeping, which is another thing I
had to take up after I started to get more freedom with my life and what I want out of it. It’s
troublesome, and difficult to find a balance between school, health and personal projects, really.