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Tears of A Helpless Woman
Tears of A Helpless Woman
“Where did you say you got this money from again
?” He asked.
I put the sack bag down and sat on it, evening was
approaching and I had to find a place to sleep.
Town was nearer to the mansion but for some
reason I had taken the opposite direction and I was
now in an area filled with many plots , some places
had houses while others had unfinished buildings
or just bare land.
Deuteronomy 31:8
“It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with
you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not
fear or be dismayed”
” OK sir!” I responded.
“Yes I’m a lady and you know she might take it the
wrong way” I quickly responded
“OK dear in case you see him tell him Mrs. Martins
is calling” she said before walking away. I quickly
shut the door and took a sigh of relief.
“Why?” I asked.
Tbc
TEARS OF A HELPLESS WOMAN CHAPTER 8
Life is full of ups and downs but just like the storm
passes away, so does every dark patch in ones life.
I did not realise how Mr. Atusaye’s behaviour had
bothered me until I tacked into bed. Many questions
crossed my mind.
Its the first time ever that I got to sit in front, I was
so blown away and wished I could document that
day in my diary as soon as possible.
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“Well they are both very nice, Clara and joy.. Those
are their names” she said
“No the Joy here is very nice in fact they both are.
They can just be a little lazy sometimes..” she
giggled
“I’m her driver for now, so she will call me. Let’s get
going” he said before starting the engine.
Tbc
TEARS OF A HELPLESS WOMAN CHAPTER 9
“Halo”..
“Yes I had to, i think this is the perfect spot for us”
he said.
“Feeding me?”
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That evening Mr. Martins was coming back home
and I was finally going to meet the much talked
about wonderful man.
“No I’m not angry mama I’m just tired and Atusaye
is the last person I want to discuss before I sleep.” I
responded.
“Do you want to pray with me before you sleep or
are you going to be talking about Atusaye all
night?” I asked her.
“Of course she knows us, she worked for us” Joy
replied.
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“No no you don’t use that word, you are family” Joy
interrupted.
“Hello”..
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“OH and did you just realise that? You must have
known well before today but no… you’re telling me
you didn’t know until I showed up in your life?” I
said as cried. I could hear myself shouting but a lot
of things were going through my mind.
“How?” I asked
I was far away from the house but I could see the
smoke escape into the sky.
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The sun hit my face from the large window opening
and I stretched myself. It was morning and I had no
where to go and no food to eat. I couldn’t face my
life or my problems, I had to start afresh.
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“I will give you a few short novels that you can read
through for now and they have questions at the
end. I will assess you based on those books” she
said.
“You can sit in the living room over there and let me
know when you are done” she said.
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“For sure and I will make sure I study really hard for
the next exam and I will make it in Jesus name!”
Its only after I was in the car with him that my mind
actually opened. This could actually be a date and
here I was following him foolishly. Another part
rebuked me, there’s no way it would be a date.
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The coming months were busy as I had to prepare
for my exam. Shane was a constant visitor and he
had taken me to many beautiful places .
“I’m not going to ask why you are crying or why you
behaved like that” Shane said as he started the
engine.
“Shane are you going to hurt me?” I asked.
“I promise” I responded.
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“OK I’m not entering the house I will see you soon”
he said.
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“Are you sure you loved me? if you did then you will
fight for me.” I said.
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We checked in to a
lovely hotel and as usual maintained our separate
rooms.
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“Fake!” I interrupted
“Just like that? So you will just pay her off like
that?” Linda interrupted.
“By the way I will need this too” i said as I got the
certificate.
“I love your book yes but I’m not here to sign you
up for anything just be there. Please” he said as he
he pat my shoulder.
Tbc
TEARS OF A HELPLESS WOMAN CHAPTER 23
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It had been a week and two days since I visited the
Martins former home. The devastation I had was
too much especially knowing that there’s nothing I
could do. I searched for him on Facebook and
Instagram to no avail. My heart felt pained. I had
been pending the book launch for a while until I
finally decided to do it. There was nothing I was
waiting for.
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“I’m fine boyi I can see a lot has gone right with
you, I’m driving too. I just parked somewhere so I
could move around” she said.
“Its not going through but here mama you can call
me on this line” I said as I handed her the small
piece of paper that had my number.
“Its…..me…..
mwansa” I stammered.
I felt like I could slap his face black and blue right
there and then.
“If I didn’t know better I would think you are not the
Mwansa I saw in there. You were so humble” he
giggled.
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Tbc
TEARS OF A HELPLESS WOMAN CHAPTER 27
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It was time for him to come and he did not show up.
I waited for an hour to no avail.
The worst part was that I did not have the line he
was using in Nigeria. However, he had mentioned
the hotel he was booked in so I took a taxi that took
me there.
Panicking and not knowing what to do I rushed to
the reception and asked what room he was in.
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” you are not supposed to cry like that. Pray for him.
You have the power as his wife to stand in the gap
for him. Don’t mourn in front of him.. He may not be
able to move or talk to you but he can clearly hear
you. If you know his favourite song sing it to him
gently but most importantly pray for him” the nurse
said.
“What is wrong with him nurse? Is he going to be
OK? I mourned.
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I watched the day turn into night and the night turn
into day but my dear Atusaye was still in deep
sleep. He neither winked nor move a muscle, not
even smile at me or even frown. At this point I
preferred the arguments to seeing him in that state.
Every minute was critical, I couldn’t shut my eyes. I
concentrated a lot on his chest as his shirt gently
vibrated. It made me aware that he was still
breathing, still holding on to me.
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“If mum wants to see him let her come in, Atusaye
does not want me to leave his side so I can’t go
anywhere” I responded calmly.
“Dear I’ve seen you crying for hours. Don’t you get
tired?.. I’m sorry I don’t mean to be rude but I have
never seen a woman so emotional. Instead of
praying for your partner and keeping the faith, why
are you crying?” She asked me.
“I have been through too much” you would never
understand..” I said.
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“Dear I have good news for you but first sit here
with me you look tired” she said as she sat on a
bench.
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TEARS OF A HELPLESS WOMAN CHAPTER 32
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When we were all ready I gathered all my bridal
party in one place because i had something
important to say.
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THE VOWS
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I had just finished changing into my second dress in
readiness for the wedding reception when I walked
out to meet Atusaye, he was blown away and kept
reminding me how beautiful I was.
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The lights went off for a few minutes and when they
went back on, Atusaye and his groomsmen were
standing in front of me, they had removed their
jackets but had put on hats.
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“OK so do I” he responded.
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3 WEEKS AFTER HONEY
” honey wait.
Are you sure?… Its just fatigue” I opposed.
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Ephesians 3:20-21
“Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly
abundantly above all that we ask or think,
according to the power that works in us, to Him be
glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all
generations, forever and ever. Amen.”
OH AMAZING GRACE.
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