YGMCTG You Get Me Closer To God 2 by SpunkMe Chapter 10 Sugar, My Fantasy I woke to the soft chiming of my alarm on my phone.

I set it on my side of the b ed so it would not wake Kristen. I had to be up early for workout training even though I was in L.A. We were getting closer to my disrobing scene in Italy. Ther efore, my workouts were being doubled beginning next week. I had two weeks to to ne my body as tightly as I could. I groaned internally at the thought. I caressed Kristen's hair gently and placed a soft kiss to the back of her head. I got out of the bed as quietly as possible and headed to the shower. Along the way I glanced down at my morning wood bobbing as I walked. Looks like it's just you and me this morning Mr. Patty. Want Kristen's pussy. Tell me about it! I softly closed the door to the bathroom and walked to the shower. I turned the knob and adjusted the water temperature before stepping in. A shiver ran through me as the warm water quickly engulfed my body. I leaned forward, letting the wa ter soak my hair. The heat spread down the back of my neck and across my shoulde rs. I looked up wiping the water from my face with my hand and sweeping my hair back out of my eyes. I grabbed Kristen's shower gel and held it to my nose. I in haled slowly. Vanilla. Mmmmm. Kristen. I longed then to smell the other scent th at went hand-in-hand with this one to me. I picked up her shampoo and let the ap ple scent fill my head with it's delicious bouquet. I thought for a moment. Should I? Oh why not. I decided to forgo my soap for her s. I poured a little from both bottles into my hand. I inhaled again. The combin ation made my dick twitch. I worked up a good lather with the apple and vanilla scented key-to-my-morning-happiness. And grabbed a hold of my shaft. I let image s of Kristen fill my mind as I began the slick stroking of my hard cock. Kristen smiling. Her laugh rang through my thoughts. Her lust filled eyes flicke red in my mind next. Her eyes that could so express how much she wanted me; how much she loved me; how much she needed me. I let my mind's eye drop from her eye s as I continued stroking myself. The warm water hit me square in the chest and ran down to the base of my shaft. The water divided only to join underneath and drip from my balls to the shower f loor. I reached out and placed my left hand on the shower wall. My gaze dropped in my thoughts to her mouth, so sensual. Her lips so soft, so pl ump, so sweet. Her little tongue sweeping across her bottom lip before her teeth bit down so sexy and innocent at the same time. My thoughts travelled further d own the gentle slope of her neck to the hollow of her throat. I imagined placing a soft kiss there and then sweeping across the small hollow with a brush of my finger tips. I placed chaste kisses across her collar bone and the top of her sh oulder. My thoughts then travelled to her perfect breasts. My slow strokes of my cock began to increase in speed. The flush of her nipples, the tightening of them before my gaze. My dick sliding between her soft breasts . Her sweet lips kissing the head of my cock softly as it slides each time to me et them. Her tongue darting out quickly on the next thrust as my hand gripped ti ghter in the suds. And then the next pass between her breasts and her mouth open ed slowly into that perfect O shape to take me in..and... "Unnnngggggggggghhhhhhh!!!" I panted in my release as it shot over my hand acros s the shower and down the drain with the sudsy water. I leaned my head forward on my forearm as I came down from the high. After a few

moments, I set about washing up and getting out. I dried and dressed quickly in the dark of the room. I tried to be as quiet as I could. I slid the drawers clo sed slowly, I walked softly. I tried not to bump into things in the dark. I grab bed my gym bag with change of clothes for my meeting and set it by the door. I g rabbed a piece of stationary from the desk drawer and a pen. I took it in the ba throom where I could use the light and wrote Kristen a note. Good morning, love. I hope you slept well. Wish I could have been here when you woke up. You look so beautiful when you are sleeping, peaceful like an angel. I will be at the gym this morning. Then I am having lunch with Shannon, Andrew's g irlfriend. Remember, Andrew? I told you he was my old flat mate in London. I the n have my meeting with Peter Berg at his home. I don't know what time your fligh t leaves today. Mine is not until this evening. So, text me love with your plans . I've left you a little something. I hope you like it. I love you. Love, R I folded the note and wrote K on the front with a heart around it. Dude, you are so ghey! Shut up! She likes it when I do stuff like that. I love her. Ya think? I grumbled at my warring brain. EmoRob brain versus MachoRob brain. Well, you s ee who won that one. I smirked to myself. I went out to my bag and pulled out the CD I made Kristen at the studio the day before. I left it on my pillow with the note. I leaned down and let my fingers g host against her hair before gently kissing her temple. "Bye, sweet love." I whispered. I picked up my bag and left. I headed to the lobby. My car was waiting outside. I cheated a little by not pushing as hard to work out today since I didn't have Kellan and Taylor riding my ass about it. I still came up hot and sweaty after a n hour running on the treadmill and an hour of free weights and ab work. I hit t he shower again at the gym. I checked the time after dressing back in my black j eans, black t shirt and black hoodie. It was just about time for my lunch with S hannon. I texted her before heading out. Hey, S! Ready to grab some lunch? ~ R I waited for her reply. As I headed for the door, my phone chimed. Hey Rob! Yes, I'm starving! Just hung up with Andrew he says hi and to tell you to "clean up this fucking place!" He said you would know what he meant. ? ~S I laughed. Andrew was a bit stodgy. He was a bit of neat freak too. He didn't en joy living with my disgusting living habits. I am quite a slob. Thank God Kriste n doesn't hold that against me. Andrew though, that was like his standard daily line to me 'clean up this fucking place.' I know what he means. I'll explain later. So where are we meeting? ~R Meet me at the Beverly Wilshire and we'll head out from there. There's some plac es down from there we can grab a bite and chat. ~S Will do. See you soon. ~R See you there! ~S I met Shannon in the lobby. We walked down the street to a cafe. We had fish tac

os and beer for lunch while we caught up on all the latest between Andrew's late st ventures to Shannon's stint on The Riches. She asked me how I was feeling abo ut everything that was going on famewise for me. I let her know truthfully that I felt like I would go crazy if it wasn't for Kristen. She kept me grounded. I f elt sane and normal when I was with her. I told Shannon how Kristen brought me s uch peace in this chaotic mess of a world I am living in. She was happy for me t hat I had Kristen. After our meal, I excused myself to the men's room and to text Kristen. I entere d the men's room and stepped up to the urinal. I unbuttoned my fly and pulled ou t my dick. I heard the door open behind me, but didn't pay much attention as I w as taking a piss. But as I stared ahead at the tile wall in front of me, I had a n odd feeling of being watched. I slowly let my eyes wander to the guy next to m e. Don't look like you are checking out his package or anything. I was shocked t o find him staring at me. I closed my mouth as it had fallen open with the shock . I gave him a closed mouthed smile and looked away. I finished with two shakes and tucked myself back in my jeans. As I flushed, I turned to head to the sinks and saw he was still staring. I cleared my throat a bit and moved on. I washed a nd grabbed my papertowels. As I dried my hands, the guy came around to the sinks to wash too. "Hey, hey, you're Rob Pattinson." He said smiling and pointing at me. It was then that I noticed the telephoto lens hanging from a strap at his side. "Can't believe my luck! Let me just get some shots." He said pulling the camera up and setting it. "Not today." I stated, waving him off as I opened the door and headed back to my table. "God, I can't even take a piss without these vultures finding me." I grumbled in complaint to Shannon as I sat back down. "Were they in the bathroom?!" She asked in surprise. "Unfortunately." I said while pulling out my phone. "Do you mind if I text Kristen quickly?" I asked to be polite. I meant to get this done outside the men's room, but obviously I had to rethink that. "No. I don't mind. Go ahead." She said. "I need to call Andrew anyway." She pulled out her phone and busied herself as I began my text. Hello, love. You are surely awake by now. What are you doing? ~ R I waited for her reply, strumming my fingers on the table and watching my phone. Her text appeared with the familiar chime of my phone. I smiled and clicked to o pen it. Hey, babe. I've been up a couple of hours now...listening to the CD you made me. Rob, it's so beautiful. I love it! Thank you so much. ~K

She liked it. I grinned and bit my lip as I texted back.

So happy you love it, Kristen. I thought of you while I recorded them. ~R I'm thinking of you as I listen. ~K ;-) xo What's your plans for today? ~R I'm getting ready to head out to pick up the Mother's Day gift we ordered for m y Mom. I guess now that we are in town, I can give it to her in person today ~K Oh yes, good idea, love. I'm happy you get to spend this special day with your Mom. ~R You can join us for early dinner at our house. We are having a cook-out by the pool. Dad's grilling. Oh boy. ~K I laughed and typed back. Sounds great. I have time after my meeting with Peter. What time is your flight, love? ~R Not until 9 PM. So come on over to the house after your meeting. I'll wait for you to give her our gift. ~ K I'll be there. Love you, baby. ~R Always love you more. ~ K I put my phone away. Shannon ended her call and we finished settling the bill. I told her it had been great to catch up with her. And we needed the four of us t o get together sometime when we were back in LA. I gave her a hug and headed out for my meeting. My car was waiting back at the Beverly Wilshire hotel. Nick and Stephanie met me at Peter Berg's home. Stephanie made the introductions. We sat in his living ro om and discussed the possibility of a role in his upcoming remake of Dune. I was open to listening to what he had to say. The role sounded intriguing. It would depend on many factors though....my schedule for one. I was being signed for mov ies left and right. It was a little overwhelming to say the least. I felt like m y career and life were speeding ahead. And I was along for the ride, holding on by my fingertips. The funding for this film also needed to be worked out. He sai d he would like to work with me. I assured him the feeling was mutual. After an hour or so, I shook his hand and headed out the door to my car raising my hoodie as I left. I heard the shutters of the cameras. I ignored them. I climbed into my SUV and let my driver know that I would be heading back to the hotel now to get my things. I let him know I would need him to wait and take me to Kristen's parents' home. He nodded in understanding. Upon entering the hotel room, I noticed all of Kristen's things were already gon e. I quickly packed my bags and headed back down to my car. Nick and Stephanie w ould handle my checkout arrangements and billing. My car took me to Kristen's house. I was glad the paparazzi were not into follow ing me by car at this point. I seemed to slip away easily after their intial ons laught outside my hotel. I checked the time as we pulled into Kristen's driveway . 3:17 PM. My car pulled around back and I exited. My driver pulled my bag from the back and handed it to me. I asked him to return to shuttle me to the airport at 8 PM as my flight was at 10 PM.

Kristen was out at the pool. She called and waved to me. She headed my direction . My heart felt flooded with happiness upon laying eyes on her. She unlocked the pool gate and came over to me in the drive. She was wearing an emerald green bi kini. My dick twitched at the sight of her. Her eyes matching the shade of green of her suit. I sucked in my breath and ran my hand through my hair. Her parents are here. Do. Not. Get. Hard. Now. Fuck, but she looks hot! I felt a wave of wa rmth as her arms encircled me. "Hi, sweetie." She said quietly. "Hi, love." I replied with a smile. She lifted up on her bare toes to kiss me. I leaned down happily to meet her hal fway. Her lips were soft and lovely. I had missed her all morning. I pressed my tongue lightly against her lower lip, moaning slightly. I wanted her to know I w anted more. She let her lips part to accept my deeper kiss. My tongue slid langu idly into her mouth and stroked her tongue softly. She whimpered slightly as her arms moved from my waist up around my neck. My hands on her lower back held her tighter against me. I felt her hard nipples rub against my chest. "Hi, Rob!" I heard Kristen's Mom call. I broke our kiss quickly and stepped away from Kristen. I felt the heat flood my face as I ran my hand through my hair nervously. I looked over at her. She was halfway out of the back door and wiping her hands on a dish towel. She smiled at me and waved. I waved back. "Hello, Jules!" I said, smiling as I glanced at Kristen. Kristen rolled her eyes at my nervousness at getting caught kissing her. She lau ghed and grabbed my hand to pull me into the house to set my things down. "Mom, I'll be in to help you in a minute. I'm taking Rob to put his things down in my room." Kristen called as she continued pulling me through the living room and down the hall to her room. I held back a bit enjoying the view of Kristen's ass in her little green bikini. I loved the way the spheres of her ass swayed as she walked. I let my sight dro p to the length of her creamy legs. I licked my lips. Perfect. She flipped the light on in her room and pulled me in behind her. I set my yello w duffle on the floor in the corner beside her bags. I surveyed her room as Kris ten was selecting a CD from her collection. It looked pretty much the same as th e other times I had been in here....white walls, a poster of The Beatles was fra med in black and hanging from the wall along with a black ribboned corkboard wit h notes, cards and pictures of Kristen with her friends tacked to it. Her white dresser shelves contained many books, more black and white pictures of her famil y on vacations and a few black and whites of us together. The Queen sized bed wa s against the far wall. The black on white patterened duvet was covering her bed with a black headboard. Two white nightstands with lamps flanked each side of t he bed. A picture of me holding her from our Vanity Fair photoshoot was in a fra me by her bed. It was one of the only pictures in here in color. I smiled to mys elf knowing she was looking at me when she would fall asleep here at her parents ' home alone. Her bed was covered in magazines. I walked over while I waited on her to finish looking at her CDs. I picked up one of the magazines with a woman in a sheer vei l on the cover. I cocked my eyebrow at it and looked at Kristen. "Bridal magazines, love?" I asked, amused.

She turned to look back over her shoulder at me. She eyed the magazine and smile d. She rolled her eyes and turned back to the CDs, fingering them. She pulled on e out and put another back. "Yes, my Mom got all of those. We were looking through them earlier." "Oh really?" I asked, intrigued now. "And did you and your Mother pick out anyth ing?" "Maybe." She replied with a hint of mischief. "We've got two years to plan it an d pick out a dress. She is just excited. We did have fun looking though." "Can't come fast enough." I mumbled. "What?" She said turning around. "Nothing." I replied and smiled. She walked over to me and wrapped her arms around me again. I did the same to he r. I swayed us side to side as I placed a soft chaste kiss to her lips, letting my forehead rest against hers. "Did you pick up our gift for your Mom?" I asked. "Yes. It's over there." She said, nodding to the closet. I looked over and saw the sliding door to her closet was open slightly and a lar ge gift wrapped package was visible leaning against the inner wall on the floor. "Come on, let's go. I need to help my Mom finish making the salad." She said wal king towards the door. Something caught my eye hanging in the closet as I was passing it, following beh ind Kristen. Is that? Could it be? "Umm, I just need to use the bathroom, love." I said as she turned back to look at me. I pointed with my thumb over my shoulder and nodded back to her bathroom door. "Ok, babe." She said. "Just come to the kitchen when you are done." She turned and headed out of her room and down the hall. I walked to the doorway and peeked out. She was gone. I stepped quickly over to her closet. I shouldn't be doing this. Going through her things like this is wrong. But, I have to know . I opened the closet door a little wider, gliding the mirrored door quietly ove r it's railing. And there it was. Shit! That's it! I can't believe she has it he re. I let my fingers reach out and stroke the black lace fabric of the dress she wore in our Vanity Fair photoshoot. So many great memories flickered in my mind from that day...the way it felt to hold her weight against me as she leaned bac k from the swing into my waiting arms...the way our hands intertwined and her wa rm palms rubbed softly against mine...the smell of her hair...the light in her e yes....the alabaster glow of her skin against the dark material. I closed my eye s as I held it to my nose and inhaled. Unfortunately, it had been cleaned so it no longer held her scent for me. It smelled of fresh drycleaning. I fingered the fabric and gripped it tightly in my hand. I want to see this on her again. I le t myself think of what I wanted and then I acted. It was a selfish move, I know. Somehow, I think she would forgive me. At least, I hoped she would. I quickly y anked it off it's hanger and folded it neatly as I quickly stepped over to my du

ffel bag. I unzipped the top and placed it inside. I let my fingers ghost across the fabric once more before zipping it away, out of my sight. I put the closet door the way I had found it. I headed out of Kristen's room and made my way to t he kitchen. Her parents' home was a comfortable place for me now. I had been here enough tim es to know it and not feel like a stranger here. I entered the kitchen. Kristen' s Mother had her back to me as I entered. She was arranging chips around a bowl of salsa. Kristen was facing me at the counter slicing cucumbers. I grabbed a sl ice as I entered and popped it into my mouth. Kristen swatted my hand with her f ree hand. "Hey!" She fussed. She smiled at me to let me know she was only teasing. I smirked at her as I pass ed. I came up beside Jules and gave her a kiss on the cheek and put my arm aroun d her. She smiled and kissed my cheek back as she patted my hand on her shoulder . "Happy Mother's Day, Jules." I whispered to her. "Thank you, Rob." She whispered back. "Kristen, can you chop up these carrots when you are finished with that?" She as ked her. "Sure, Mom." She answered. "Why don't you go out and sit by the pool? Rob and I can finish making the salad. You shouldn't be doing any of this today." "She's right, you know." I whispered and let go of her shoulder to walk over to the fridge. I opened it and pulled out two Heneikens. Kristen opened the drawer in front of her and pulled out the bottle opener. She handed it to me. I opened them and han ded one to Kristen. Her parents allowed her to drink in moderation at home when we were all together like this. They didn't condone her getting drunk, but one o r two beers was acceptable to them. "Jules, would you like a beer?" I asked, my hand back on the fridge door ready t o retrieve it at her command. "No, hon, I have a glass of wine over here." She pointed with the knife in her h and and quickly went back to chopping the celery. I walked over beside her. I set my beer on the counter and picked up her wine. I held it out to her and held out my other hand for her to give me the knife. She looked at me and smirked. "Give it." I pleaded. She sighed and reluctantly handed me the knife. I handed her wine to her. She to ok it. "You're such a sweet boy." She said and kissed me on my cheek again. I looked back at Kristen and she looked back at me. We smiled at each other. Jul es walked out the back French doors to the patio and pool. "Don't turn the heat too high, John. You'll burn them." Jules called to Kristen' s Dad as she closed the door behind her.

I could see John over at the grill, smoke wafting out in front of him. Jules wen t over to give him instruction on how to properly grill the steaks apparently. I laughed. "Doesn't your Mother ever want to just sit back and relax? Enjoy the moment?" I asked walking over and stealing a carrot which Kristen was now chopping. I poppe d it in my mouth. "Uhhh...how long have you known her now?" Kristen said playfully. "You know my M om has to be making sure everything goes right." I looked out the French doors again and saw Jules place her hand on John's face and then kiss him lightly. She smiled and turned to go sit down. John swatted he r on the ass. She laughed and skittered over to her chair. "Your parents are really happy together." I observed. "Yes. I suppose so." She said scraping the carrots into the salad bowl. She walked to the sink to rinse her board and knife. She came back and began to chop a tomato. I placed my hands on the counter on either side of her. I leaned in and nuzzled her neck. "I hope we are that happy together in twenty-five years." I whispered in her ear and placed a soft kiss beside it. "We will be, sweetie." She said smiling as she reached up to stroke along my jaw . She turned her head and kissed me softly. She bit her lip and her eyes shined at me with love and adoration. I smiled at her, then kissed her temple. "Back to work, woman." I said playfully and walked back over to chop the celery. I could see Taylor and Cameron, Kristen's brothers, out the kitchen window. They were horsing around in the pool together. They splashed a lot of water absent m indedly toward Jules' chair. I could see her fussing at them, though the sounds were muffled through the glass. "I wish we could fly back together." Kristen said suddenly, breaking the comfort able silence. "Me too." I said. "Next time." I promised. "We'll fly together, next time." "Really?" She said turning back to look at me. I took a swig of my beer and tossed the dish towel I was holding from washing my hands over my shoulder. I looked back at her and smiled. "Yeah." I said. I began chopping the celery again. Kristen brought the large glass salad bowl ov er and set it beside where I was chopping on the counter. She placed her hand on my lower back and looked up at me. I looked over at her and smiled. "That would be great because I really want to join that mile high club." She sai d letting her hand sweep down over my ass.

She stopped and squeezed me. "Love, your parents are ten feet away." I reminded her. Damn parental units Mr. Patty piped up. Humph. I scraped the celery into the bowl and leaned into the black velvet curtain of h er hair. "Oh and just so you know...I fully intend on us joining the mile high club this month." I whispered in her ear. I kissed her lips and walked over to the sink to rinse the cutting board and kni fe. I set them in the drying rack. Kristen put the salad in the fridge. She grabbed both our beers in one hand. I g rabbed the chips and salsa. We intertwined our free hands. We headed out to rela x and chat with her parents. Kristen's brothers shouted out hello to me before o ne jumped on the other shoving him under the water. They finally got out and hea ded over to us at the table. Taylor and Cameron dug into the salsa bowl like the y had never eaten before. "Taylor and Cameron, you are dripping water all over us. Go get some dry clothes on!" Jules ordered. "Sorry, Mom." Taylor said. "I am just so hungry." "Yeah, me too." Cameron agreed shoving another chip and salsa in. "Swowrry Mm" "Don't talk with your mouth full." She reminded him. He nodded and both walked on into the house to change. "Steaks are ready!" John called. He began taking them off the grill onto a serving platter. Kristen and I headed back in to get the rest of the dinner. The table was alread y set. I opened the oven and put on the oven mitt to grab all the foil wrapped b aked potatoes and put them on the platter on the stovetop. Kristen grabbed the s alad bowl back out and handed it to me in my free hand. I waited, holding both b owl and platter for her. She grabbed the salad dressing, butter and sour cream. We walked back outside. It was beginning to get dark and cool off a bit. So, I t urned on the outdoor heater after setting everything down. Kristen's brothers ca me outside laughing. Taylor flicked Cameron in the back of the head. Cameron twe aked Taylor's nipple through his tshirt. They were laughing and cussing at each other. They ran into the back of Kristen's chair as they were playing. "Cut that shit out!" Kristen warned. They settled in and we served everything. We bowed our heads to say grace before eating. Kristen said it for the family. "Father, make us thankful for our family and all our many blessings. Thank you f or my Mother. Thank you for allowing us to be together on this day to celebrate what she means to our family. Bless this food to the nourishment of our bodies a nd forgive us of our sins. In Christ's name we pray. Amen" She said. "Amen." We all replied.

Jules placed her hand on Kristen's. She leaned in and kissed her on the cheek. "That was beautiful. Thank you. I love you." Jules said to her. "Love you too, Mom." Kristen said and kissed her back. The boys dug into the steaks and passed them around. I took a baked potato and p assed the platter to Kristen. We talked and had a really good meal. John did not burn the steaks. Mine was delicious. We toasted Jules. Kristen's family toasted to our engagement. Everyone admired her ring. I remembered as John delivered his toast about the day I called them up to ask f or their blessing. They were very pleased. I was so nervous. I knew they liked m e, even loved me, but it's very nerve wracking to officially ask parents to give you their most beloved posession. But she was also my most beloved. And they kn ew that. They gave me their blessing willingly. They asked that we wait long eno ugh for her to be able to have a glass of champagne legally at our wedding. I ag reed. Our wedding was not for a couple more years. Kristen would be twenty-one t hen. I thought about teasing them that we could get married in London now and st ill abide by their request, but thought better of it. I knew we would be waiting a while. While Kristen served up en's closet to retrieve ts to her that morning. e large wrapped gift. I the coconut cake, her Mother's favorite, I went to Krist the gift. Kristen's brothers had already given their gif So, ours was the only one left to give. I brought out th handed it to Jules and kissed her cheek.

"Hope you like it, Jules." I said, smiling. She looked delighted already and she hadn't even opened it yet. She tore the lavender floral printed paper off to reveal our gift. It was a larg e mahogany wooden frame. Englassed was a photo of me with all of them from an ea rlier visit at Thanksgiving the year before. Kristen had invited me to her home for the holiday to spend with her family while we filmed Twilight. Since I had n owhere else to be on an American holiday, but sitting in a hotel room alone, I a ccepted her invitation. Jules breath caught and her fingers touched the glass ov er the picture. "Oh, it was your first visit with us, Rob." She said quietly. Her fingers ghosted the glass past the photo down to the scripted poems side by side. She read the hand written note from Kristen that was placed just above the poem. Mom, I love you more than I can say. Thank you for being such a great Mom to me. Thank you for believing in me. You mean so much to me. I thank you for acceptin g Rob so willingly into your heart, into our home and into our family. I love yo u for loving me. Love, Kristen

Jules read aloud and then glanced a teary-eyed look at Kristen. She then proceed ed to read us the poem printed below her note.

Thank you, Mom For the love you have given me From the first day I came into this world, your gentle hands were there to hold me, shelter and cradle me with kindness. As I grew, you kept me from harm, warm from the cold and shielded from the pain of hunger. You taught me to say the words "Mama", "Dada" and much to your regret "No". You helped me take that first timid step and squeal with joy at the sight of silliness and fuzzy animals. As I grew from baby to child, you stayed strong by my side, kissing away boo boos and wiping away tears. Fights with girlfriends and broken toys seemed insurmountable until your patient voice calmed me. Math homework, driving to and from the set, helping to choose the perfect prom dress... you did it all. Never did I hear you complain or falter in your devotion to me. Because of this, I've grown strong and proud with your love, ready for a new journey

in my life. I have your guidance to lead me as I follow you down the path to make my own way in the world. I know your strength and knowledge will continue through me when we start our own family some day. Although words can never be enough, I'll say them again Thank you, Mom. I love you.

She sniffled and tried to pull herself together, dabbing at her eyes with her na pkin. She hugged Kristen a long time, her shoulders shaking with quiet sobs. Kri sten stroked her Mother's hair and told her to read mine before I got jealous of all the hugging. We all laughed. She took a deep breath. I had signed in my own writing first... You will be my Mother the day I marry your Daughter. I want to thank you for welcoming me into your family and for all of the thoughtful things you do. I look forward to my life with Kristen and the happy times we will share with you as a family. Love, Rob

She continued on reading below it next to Kristen's poem... I see your love in Kristen's eyes The way you held her close Of all the people in your life She knows you loved her most! Your love spills out with every breath With every sigh and laugh When she tells of you and her Dad in some hilarious gaff And when she looks at me With soft and tender eyes I know its because her heart was filled With love from someone wise From her youth she heard the words That strengthened her young soul And now those words pour forth from her Like a water from a bowl She builds the words, thoughts and deeds She learned from you, her Mom To be her own best person like a precious healing balm Every day I see your love In what she says and does And I say a prayer to God each day For your heart, your prayers and love.

By the time she finished reading it aloud, tears were streaming down her face. S he dabbed at them again with her dinner napkin. "Oh come here, you!" She said holding out her arms wide to me. Kristen and I looked at each other and laughed as I got up from my seat at the t able. I walked around to her and embraced her. "You are too sweet for words, young man." She said through sniffles. "I m happy you like it, Jules." I said quietly, rubbing her back. "You ll take good care of my Kristen. I know you will." She whispered in my ear. She swiftly gave me a kiss on my cheek and let go of me. "Now look how you have me all a mess!" She said fanning herself. "I m going to g o fix my face." She got up from the table and headed inside. Kristen and I helped her brothers c lear the table and bring her gift inside, while John took care of shutting down the grill. We were placing items in the fridge when Jules reappeared. Her face w as freshened, no longer tear stained. You wouldn t know she had been crying exce pt her eyes were a bit red. She smiled at us and took her wine glass off the cou nter. She went to join John on the couch. "Why don t you and Rob take a dip in the pool?" She called from the couch. "Do y ou have time?"

Kristen looked at the clock on the stove and turned to me. She smiled as she shu t the fridge. "I think I do have time for a quick one." She called back. Kristen bit her lip at me. I cocked my eyebrow at her. "Come on, sweetie." She said pulling my hand. She led me down the hall to her room. She walked to her dresser drawer and opene d it. She pulled out a small black bikini with white polka dots on it. I swallow ed looking at it and imagined her sweet little body in it all slick and dripping wet from the pool. "Rob, did you bring your swim trunks?" She asked me. "Uhhh." I said trying to shake the fantasy I was having of her. "No, I didn t kn ow I would need them this trip, love." "That s ok. You can borrow one of my brother s." She said as she walked out of h er room and across the hall to her brother s room. Her brothers had both gone out after dinner was over. They had plans with their friends. Kristen came back a few minutes later and handed me a set of swim trunks that we re black and white with orange flames on them. I laughed lightly at them. "Is this supposed to imply what s going on in my pants, Kristen?" I asked as she closed her bedroom door. She crossed the room over to me and placed her hand on my chest. She looked up a t me very innocently. "What could you possibly mean?" She said as her hand smoothed down my chest and side. It continued it s delicious descent over my hip to my ass. She squeezed me a few times as she licked her lips. "Don t do that." I warned softly without much force behind my request. Our eyes were locked. Our breathing had accelerated as the spark ignited between us. "You don t like it?" She asked as she lifted her lips closer to mine. She squeezed me again, effectively pulling me closer in the process. "You know I do." I whispered against her mouth. "I burn for you." Her sweet breaths were fanning rapidly over my lips. "Then the shorts are appropriate." She whispered, smacking my ass and turning aw ay from me to go put her suit on. "Oh no you don t." I said, grabbing her hand. I pulled her back to me, turning her to face me. My hand gently fanned through h

er hair to hold her head as I lowered my lips to cover hers. I kissed her with n eed; with the fire I felt in my heart for her. A gentle moan escaped her throat behind her kiss. My hips reacted to it by brushing against her. My hard on was t here for her as it always was. Her hand instinctively moved between us to stroke me through my jeans. It was my turn to moan now as my tongue slid softly agains t hers. I heard her Mother laugh down the hall. I gently broke our kiss and move d my hips away from her. "I think I need to cool off." I said, smiling and giving her small chaste kisses before backing away further. We smiled and began undressing. We watched each other eagerly as shirts and jean s were removed simultaniously. I watched as she reached behind her and unfastene d her bra. Her lucious breasts came into view as the bra fell down her arms and to the floor. She slid her little pink panties down her legs, glancing at me sev eral times as she did. I removed my boxer briefs. For a moment, we both stood na ked in her room looking at each other s bodies. I m yours and you are here. Don t you really want to feel that my love is turning on. And it feels so real. So t ell me what s the deal yeah. I m coming back for more and more. You do it to me till I can t take no more. "I want you really bad, you know?" She smiled, eyeing my cock. "If your parents were not home, I d fuck you on your bed right now, you know?" I fired back. I eye fucked her hard. Her breath hitched, but then she returned my eye fuck and raised me a quick brush of her hand against her breast. I ran my fingers throug h my hair and licked my lips thinking about the feel of her soft breast against my face; the nipple hard and erect inside my lips as they would suck it perfectl y. My dick twitched. "Damn." I breathed and swallowed thickly. I quickly grabbed the swim trunks and pulled them up my legs. "You." I said. "You are too dangerous for your own good. You are going to get me in trouble with your parents." I moved towards her now that I was covered. I tried to give myself some barrier not to bend her over against her dresser and fuck her senseless. She smiled at me and stepped into her bikini bottoms. She fastened the top on. I t had a string-tie around the neck. She laid the strings across her shoulders to hang down her back. She lifted her hair and turned to me. "Tie me, please." She asked. My fingers reached slowly up to stroke her shoulders as I swept the strings into my fingers. I tied them gently behind her neck. I bent to place my lips against her neck above the tie. Kissing her softly, I felt her shiver. "Beautiful." I whispered. She turned to me and I let my fingers reach forward and dust her nipple through her swim top. She moaned at my covered touch; still enough to elict a reaction. I kissed her lips and let my fingers pinch the tip. "My sweet little..." I whispered, trailing off as I continued kissing her. Kristen reached for my free hand and brought it to her belly. She pressed her pa

lm against the back of my hand to flatten it against her. She then pushed my han d inside her swim bottoms. "Fuck!" I breathed against her lips. I knew I should not be allowing this to happen with her parents just meters away from us down the hall. But she was so warm, so wet and so lovely. Her apple-van illa scent filled my every breath as I inhaled. I let Kristen press my hand hard against her sex. She rocked into my hand and moaned into my mouth. "Kristen." I panted between kisses. "We can t." "Please." She begged breathlessly as my kiss moved across her cheek and over to her neck. "Kristen. I can t." I murmured against her neck. "Not with your parents here." But I was betraying my words as I spoke them. My fingers were rubbing her softly . The thin strip of soft hair, made even softer by the wetness I was spreading t here with my fingertips. I let my fingers brush her clit softly and travel towar ds her heat. "Oh." She breathed. "Rob, oh God, please." I felt her lips sucking at my shoulder; her teeth taking small nips of me each t ime my fingers brushed past her clit. And before I knew how to stop myself, I in serted a finger inside her. "Oh God." I groaned softly against her neck. She was so fucking wet and so hot inside. I pressed my hips against us, trapping my hand. I pulled my finger back and plunged inside again. She was whimpering n ow. "Oh God, I wish it was my cock inside you, Kristen." I moaned. I wanted it so badly. I inserted another finger, doubling her pleasure and getti ng a better feel of her for myself. She was panting for me and her hips were roc king as her hands were interlaced at the back of my neck. She was standing on he r toes almost to encourage me to slip deeper in her. I complied, giving her a th ird finger. I stretched her, willing her body to conform to the sheer size of my fingers. "I can t fuck you with my cock right now. This will have to do." I breathed, pum ping them faster. "Oh oh oh." She cooed softly. "Oh Jesus, I want to be in you. I want to be in you. I want to be in you." I cha nted against her soft skin. I pressed myself against her, rocking my hips. I pressed and rocked with each pu mp of my hand wishing it was my dick that was pumping her and making us both fee l so good. But I couldn t achieve the friction on myself like I wanted, so I jus t concentrated on giving her a release. I let my thumb circle soft and fast on h er clit as I pumped my three fingers in and out of her wetness. I circled as she whimpered more and then pressed harder to give her the needed friction. Her eye s were closed as I looked back up at her face. She must have felt my breath on h er because she opened her eyes to look at me. They were heavy with lust, hooded. Emerald green pools that I could dive in and never come up for air.

"Come." I whispered. "Come for me, love." I backed us over to her bed and laid her back. I crawled up along side her, neve r losing contact. I pressed hard again with my thumb and she let go. I engulfed her cries of my name with my mouth. I continued stoking her, loving the feeling of her squeezing my fingers so tightly inside her over and over. As her whimpers quieted, her hips slowed their rocking. I pulled my fingers from within her bod y. I pulled them out of her suit and slowly raised them to my lips. I let my ton gue dart out to lick them as she watched me. She surprised me by leaning in and licking my fingers with me. Our tongues touched on my fingers. Our eyes locked. My dick, so hard, was twitching at the sight of her. After my fingers were licke d thoroughly, our mouths attached to each other like magnets. Kristen s hand sli pped inside my swim trunks and began stroking me. "Kristen." I said. "Stop." "Why?" She breathed. "I want you to feel good too." She squeezed tighter snd swirled her hand up and around the head. It was hard to argue when she was doing that. "You do make me feel so very good." I whispered, swallowing and closing my eyes. I leaned my forehead against hers. My heart was racing not only from the contact , but the danger of the situation if her parents found us this way. Kristen with her hand in my shorts holding my hard dick would pretty much embarass us for th e rest of our existence around them. "Kristen." I managed to get out. "What if your parents walk in?" And I was just worrying about this out loud now? You seemed fine with it when yo ur fingers were fucking her pussy a minute ago Mr Patty pointed out. "Rob, you sleep in my bed with me when you stay here. My parents won t walk in o n us when my door is closed. They respect our privacy." She explained as she con tinued to stroke me. She lowered the swim trunks on my hips enough to expose my cock and she began to stroke me again. "Your hands are so fucking soft." I breathed against her ear and then began kiss ing her lips again. She stroked me faster, sweeping her thumb across the head of my cock on every ot her pass up my shaft. I felt the tightening in my balls. "Oh shit, I m coming!" I said, squeezing my eyes shut tight. "Jesus! Fuck!" My cum shot out of me. I felt the vibrational euphoria spread from my groin and race up my spine to the top of my head. It then spread out to every nerve like a flash fire inside my body. I opened my eyes. I was panting hard. My breath blew her hair beside her face. I grabbed onto the back of her neck and rested my for ehead against hers. I watched her eyes close as her hand continued to hold me ge ntly. I closed my eyes too, trying to catch my breath. Enjoying the closeness we felt for each other; the love that seemed to grow exponentially with every touc h, every look, every moment we spent together. "I love you so." I whispered. "Love you more." She whispered back tipping her chin up to kiss my lips.

I opened my eyes and stared into hers. It occured to me at that moment to wonder about my cum. Oh God, where...what happened? I pulled back from her to see the white streak on her belly. It was slowly running down her stomach toward her bik ini bottom. "Oh shit, baby." I said and bent down, slipping out of her hand to grab my tshir t off the floor and clean her off. She sat up. I wiped softly at her belly as I knelt before her. Her fingers ran s oftly through my hair as I cleaned her. I smiled up at her. "Sorry." I mumbled, standing up and tucking myself back in my swim trunks. "Don t apologize for that, babe." She said. "You know I love it. It s so hot whe n it hits me and I think about so many things when you release on me like that." I laughed lightly and shook my head. "You do?" I asked. "Like what? What could possibly run through that pretty head of yours when my cum is basically assaulting your body?" "I think about what it means...how much you love me....how much I turn you on... .how much you want me....I think about where it was just before it came to me. H ow it was nestled nice and warm inside you and then your passion just gives it t o me like a gift." "My cum...is a gift?" I asked, amused. "Yes, to me it is because it means all those things and the promise of our futur e to come. No pun intended." She said smiling "Our future to come?" I asked furrowing my brow at the confusion of what she was trying to say to me. "That precious cum of yours carries millions of little Robs that will one day he lp to start our family." She said looking down shyly and back up through her las hes as me. "When we are ready, I mean." "How long do you want to wait?" I asked her. "To start our family, I mean." I never had asked her before. "I don t know. Maybe five years after we are married?" She asked like she wanted my approval. "I think that sounds reasonable." I reassured her we were on the same page with this. She bit her lip looking down again at my hand now holding hers. I brought her fi ngers to my lips and kissed her hand. "We ll make beautiful babies when you are ready to have them, love." I promised her. Sugar say I want your baby. Want your lovin say I want your baby. Want you r loving yeah. "Now, let s go for that swim. We don t have a lot of time left." I said glancing at her alarm clock on the nightstand. We opened her bedroom door and walked down the hall to the living room. Jules an

d John were cuddled on the couch watching tv. We smiled at them and walked past to the french doors. We headed out to the pool deck. Kristen and I walked down t he steps into the water. I held her hand as I laced our fingers. The pool was he ated, so it was warm in the cool May evening air. It felt really nice. Once in t he water, I pulled Kristen to me and held her. I kissed her lips softly. I lappe d at her until she opened to invite me in. I entered her mouth slowly like a pre dator seducing it s prey. I backed her against the side of the pool. She let go of my hand feeling the wall behind her back. I placed my hands on either side of her body, holding onto the pool edge. I continued kissing her deeply. Her arms came up to clasp behind my neck. I lowered my arms to encircle her waist. I pull ed her back out into deeper water. We held each other, floating, her legs hooked around my waist while we kissed. I heard the door open and saw Jules and John c ome out and sit at the table. I stopped kissing Kristen. She unhooked her legs a nd I turned her. I pulled her back to my chest and held her against me as we tal ked to her parents about my upcoming trip to Cannes for the film festival and th en our trip to Italy for the final filming of New Moon scenes. After that discussion, it was time to get out and get changed. Kristen s flight would be leaving soon. She needed to get to the airport. We dried and dressed in her room. I grabbed our bags and headed to the driveway with them. Our car had arrived. Although she was leaving an hour ahead of me, I would travel on to the airport now. I gave our bags to the driver who put them in the back of the SUV. I went back in and said goodye to Jules and John with Kristen. I thanked them fo r their hospitality they had shown me once again. "Don t be silly, Rob." Jules said, playfully smacking my face. "You are a part o f this family now. Next time I expect you to run the vaccuum and clean the cat b ox." I cocked my eyebrows up in alarm. She laughed. So, I did too. I ran my hand up t hrough my hair. "I do so love to clean out the kitty box." I said sarcastically, but my eyes fla shed sincerity to Kristen. I licked my lips. She knew what I meant. "Oh, you know I am only teasing, Rob." Jules said luckily missing my double mean ing. They walked us out to the driveway. Final goodbyes were said, well wishes for Mo ther s Day and swift hugs and kisses were exchanged. We then climbed into the ba ck of the SUV and closed the door. We settled in for our ride to the airport, jo ined hands and talked about work for the coming week. This was my final week of filming in Vancouver. Our car drove us to the hanger first where her private jet was leaving from. I held her hand and walked her across the tarmac to the steps of her plane. "Just come with me." She pleaded. "You know I can t." I said, leaning my forehead against hers and sighing. I stroked her face with my hand and encircled her with my arm. "I know. I ll see you in a few hours." She said a little defeated. She looked up through her lashes into my eyes. I smiled for her and leaned in to give her a kiss. My hand dropped and squeezed her ass once. She giggled as our kiss ended. "See you." I said letting her go.

"See you." She replied and turned to get onto the plane. Our driver handed her bag to the luggage handler while I climbed back into the c ar. I heard the jet engines powering up. I watched out my window. I saw her face appear in one of the small windows of the plane. She pressed her hand up to the glass. And although my window was tinted, I did the same. I felt she would know that I would reciprocate such a gesture even if she couldn t see it. I quickly pulled out my phone and texted her. My hand is there. Do you feel me? ~R I waited a moment.

Yes. I knew it would be. I miss your touch already. ~K Just know my every thought will be of you until I am home. ~R I will ache for you until then. ~ K Safe flight. I love you. ~R You too. I love you more. Always. ~ K :-) ~ R xoxoxo ~K kiss kiss My arms are holding you. Just close your eyes and feel me there. ~ R I feel you. All around me. I m smiling. ~K I leaned forward and looked at her in the window. Her smile was radiatingly beau tiful. I see it, love. ~R Feel my lips? They are kissing you everywhere. ~K I closed my eyes, inhaling sharply at the image of her kissing me. I furrowed my brow in concentration to feel her kisses on my skin. I felt like I could feel t hem peppering me, my face, my neck, over my heart. I feel them, baby. ~R My car pulled away and headed towards the main terminal. I put my phone away in my pocket and waited for my driver to deliver me to my carrier. I saw Nick and S tephanie as we pulled up to the curb. I got out and joined them. My driver hande d me my yellow duffel bag. I thanked him for his service with the shake of my ha nd. Nick, Stephanie and I entered the airport luckily with no paparazzi this tim e. We began the process of the journey back to Vancouver. I felt my arms begin to ache already for her as I settled into my seat in first class. I closed my eyes again and concentrated on feeling her. I knew she was do ing the same on her flight. As the plane ascended into the air and the cabin pre ssure began to build, I felt the weight of it pulling me down into sleep. I let it take me. At least there, I d be wrapped in her arms and it would feel more re al than what I was currently trying so hard to accomplish while awake. She was t here....waiting. I melted into her. I felt her lips on me. I felt her arms holdi

ng me. She was there. She was always there for me. The plane landed. I was still groggy as I woke from my nap. We headed to baggage claim and grabbed all the bags. I headed out of the terminal to our waiting car . I was stopped by fans and paparazzi there. I tried to be as polite as I could be given the circumstance. One girl came at me and tried to hug me. I got a litt le paranoid at her actions. What if she had a knife? Security quickly pulled her off me. She asked if she could kiss me. I politely declined her request. I quic kly headed to the car and got in. Oh my God. I hate dealing with this kind of ci rcus. I waited for the driver and Nick to load all the luggage. I put my hands b ehind my head. I leaned back closing my eyes. I was tired and now after that, I just wanted to get home to her. After arriving at my hotel, I grabbed my bag and said goodnight to Nick and Step hanie. I headed to the elevator and up to our room. As I came to the door, I not iced a room service tray sitting outside the door with a lot of white buckets st acked up on it. I thought maybe Kristen was still hungry. She didn t finish her steak back at the house. Instead she had elected to put the remainder on my plat e. But looking at the buckets again, it didn t make sense. I unlocked the door a nd entered, dropping my bag inside the door. "Kristen?" I called as I entered. "I m home. Do you know what those buckets are for out in the hall?" I reached the bedroom, but she wasn t there. "In here." She called from the bathroom. I walked towards the bathroom, tossing my room key on the dresser as I passed. "I missed you, lo-" I stopped short as I entered the bathroom to see Kristen. Na ked. Sitting in the tub. Filled. With. Blue Jello. Jesus Christ! She grinned wickedly at me as she bit her thumb and looked up through her lashes at me. "Wha...what are you...doing?" I stuttered; my mouth hanging open between words. My eyes must have been as big as saucers. My hand ran rapidly through my hair a few times. "Happy Birthday, babe." She said all sexy and breathy. "But it s not my birthday until Wednesday." I reminded her. Had she forgotten wh en my birthday was? "I know that, Rob. This is just the beginning of your birthday week. It s the fi rst of many surprises I have planned for you." She stated as she shifted her bod y in the sea of royal blue jello. My dick hardened immediately. I began to undress, not taking my eyes off her bod y. "Are you serious? I can t believe you did this, Kristen." I said pulling my shoe s off, so I could get my jeans down and off my legs. "Well you said you wanted me in a pool of jello." She reminded me. "Ashley s not allowed to participate though." She smirked. I laughed remembering my request.

"No Ashley." I agreed as I eye fucked her. She sat with her index finger at her lips. One perfect knee bent and hovering ab ove the pool of jello. Once naked, I stepped into the tub. "Shit, that s cold!" I said just standing there in front of her. I hadn t thought about it being so cold. Kristen came forward on her knees and s lipped me into her mouth. "Fuck! Oh Jesus!" I said not expecting her to start sucking me. I leaned forward, bracing myself against the tub wall while I let her suck my co ck. "Oh, love...that s so....great....you are so.... good.... to suck me..... all th e time.... the way you.....do." I said quietly as I watched her. Her hand filled with jello, reached up and stroked the rest of my shaft that wou ldn t fit in her mouth. I twitched at the coolness. She swallowed, taking me jus t a little deeper as she did. "Oh...yessssss....like that...uhn.....oh God...unh..unh...feels so..." I moaned only half conscious of what I was saying to her. I let my hand travel to her hair and feel it. After a few minutes of her love fo r my dick, she released me from her mouth. I was fine with it. I didn t want to come in her mouth right now. She stood up and leaned in close to my ear. "Wanna wrestle?" She whispered. "Fuck yes, I do." I answered. "But it s so cold, baby." She took my hand and pulled me down with her...on top of her. The jello was cold upon impacting my body. "Don t worry, babe. We ll heat it up really fast." She said playfully kissing me and bucking her hips into mine. The sensation of the jello on my body was oddly exciting. And I let our body hea t warm us until I forgot it was supposed to be cold. I rolled her so I was subme rged in the deep blue jello and she was straddling me. I kissed her with pure pa ssion. My tongue swept into her mouth when it dropped open from me pinching and rolling her nipples in my fingertips. I watched her rock her hips against my lap . I was not inside her, but I planned to be...and soon. I let go of her nipples and interlocked our hands. We kissed and played in the jello. She struggled to o verpower my strong arms. Kristen would laugh against my chest every time I would show my strength and pull her down to me. Her face was covered in the jello tha t laid on my chest. I laughed with her, enjoying our game. When she sat back up and the sapphire blue jello was covering her face like jewels sparkling in the l ights overhead, I felt she was decorated like a special exquisite gift for me. H er face was wet between the sapphire dots. "God, that s so fucking hot." I breathed looking at her. I sat up and began licking her face. The jello around us was warming and beginni ng to turn back to liquid form with all our heat and stirring. I licked her body . The sweet jello covered her body all over. "Yummy." I said, smiling between licks. "Mmmm. Rasberry."

I licked at the hollow of her throat and then up her neck. I quickly flipped us again, sliding easily in the geletain. I pinned her beneath me. She fought to ga in control as she giggled. I held her wrists in one hand over her head and held her hip with my other hand. I was kneeling now between her legs. I lifted her hi p up so her ass was resting on my thighs. I let go of her hip, still holding her wrists. Her giggles faded and her happy eyes were replaced with hooded lust as her gaze flickered from my face to my cock. The cold jello had made Mr. Patty se ek warmer shelter. He was hiding a bit now. But it didn t matter. He d be back f ull force soon enough. It didn t affect my level of lust for her. I let my jello covered fingers feel her sex. I rubbed her softly, watching her face. Soft brea ths were escaping her in hitched fever as I worked her. My eyes began fluctuatin g, between her eyes and mouth and back to my fingers on her. I loved watching wh at I could do to her to make her look like that. I brought her hands down, setti ng them on her belly. I let go of them and made eye contact with her. "Don t move." I whispered. I scooted back some in the tub and lowered her body into the jello as I did. Onc e adjusted, I lifted her hips with both hands. I bent to lower my mouth to her. She was covered in jello. She tasted oh so sweet. I began licking her. I sucked her clit which elicited a moan from her. I smiled against her. I continued lovin g her. I licked the jello from her inner thighs in long strokes from her knees t o the apex where her leg joined her sex. "You taste extra sweet today, my love." I murmured against her. And I know that all of that real good lovin is oh so real and I want all your time when I m down here. I let my tongue sweep across her entrance. She sighed heavily. I pressed my tong ue inside her. Hot wet and delicious. I moved back to where she wanted me. Her h ips were rocking gently against my face as I began to lick and suck at her clit. I nibbled it gently and she bucked harder against my face. I felt her fingers c omb through my hair and find purchase there. She tugged gently at first, but the n harder as I worked her little bud. I could tell by her breathing that she was close. I continued faster until she was shuttering in my hands, against my mouth . Sugar dance for me. Sugar taste so sweet. "Oh Rob...oh God...oh..oh...oh...nnnnnnn" She whimpered. I kissed her gently again and again after her orgasm ended. I gently lowered her back into the jello and climbed up between her legs. I supported my weight with my hands on either side of her. I came in slowly and placed a soft kiss to her lips. Her eyes locked with mine. I kissed her again, longer this time. Again, I kissed her, this time licking her lower lip and asking her for more. She opened to me like a beautiful flower. I let my tongue accept her invitation into her lo vely mouth. I groaned as I let her taste herself on me. I moved down her neck an d chest and sucked her nipples until they were erect and wanting more. Her hips were rocking under me. It s time. I sat up and pulled her up to standing. I stepped out of the tub and extended my hand to her. She took it and stepped out. I pulled her along behind me over to the shower and opened the glass door. I stepped inside and turned on the warm wa ter. Kristen had stepped up behind me. She encircled her arms around me as I adj usted the water temperature. She placed soft kisses and licks to my back and sho ulders. I turned and let my arms encircle her as well. I pulled her back under t he warm spray to clean away all the jello. I watched the small sapphire jewels s lip from her face and body to wash away. After her hair was soaked and black as night; her body rinsed and shiny wet; I kissed her again. I let my need for her be known. Mr. Patty was done hiding. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck he chanted. This t

ime he and I were in complete agreement. I backed her against the shower wall. I grabbed her small wrists again and held them over her head against the wall. I let my hand glide down her slick body ove r her ass. I squeezed pulling her tight against my erection. My hand traveled do wn the back of her leg and pulled her up at the knee. I held her up by my hip ro cking against her. My mouth was urgent. I kissed and sucked my way down her neck . I pressed my dick at her entrance, the head sitting snuggly between her folds. She released a long breath like she felt relief from something. I let one of my hands drop from her wrists and palmed her breast. Her nipple slid between my in dex and middle fingers. I squeeed them together which brought a hitched breath f rom her. I continued kissing her neck as I pressed my dick further inside her. S he moaned as I slid deeper within her walls inch by glorious inch. I began to pu mp her. I kissed her fully on the mouth and ocassionally dipped my head to lick and suck her nipples. Her body arched in my hand. She looked so beautiful and so hot at the same time. I slapped my hips against her quickly as I thrusted. My o rgasm was coming. I could feel the build. The frenzied need to consume her was a lways at the forefront as I fucked her body. She was beautiful whether we were fucking or making love. And she was mine, alwa ys mine. I felt her tightening on my cock as it raced inside her. Her pussy bega n it s rapid fire fluttering as her keening of my name fell from her lips agains t my mouth. I rocked softly within her as she milked my cock. I sped just as she slowed and spilled myself within her. Our breaths were panting and labored. I lowered her to her feet. I washed and rinsed her hair and body lovingly. She r eturned the favor. We kissed every so often. We towel dried each other gently. W e dressed in underwear and tshirts before climbing into bed. I held her back aga inst my chest. My legs intertwined with hers. I held my hand up. She smiled and placed the back of her small hand in my palm. Our fingers interlocked and I wrap ped my arm around her. "If that was for the beginning of my birthday, I can t wait until the actual day to see what you have in mind." I said softly against her hair in our dark room. "Who says you won t be getting anything else until Wednesday?" She asked coyly. "Oh really?" I asked. "Well, bring it, baby. I think I love your surprises. You re two for two so far." I nuzzled her neck. She giggled. "I ll try to keep my score up." She said playfully. "Well, I ll try to keep something up as well then." I laughed and squeezed her a little tighter against me. "You do that." She agreed. "Hey, I really do love my CD you made me. I downloade d it to your iPod so I could listen when I m not here or in the car." "I really need to get you your own iPod sometime." I sighed, letting my eyes clo se. "I like sharing yours." She whispered. "I don t need my own." "Fine. We ll share." I said groggily. I thought I heard her calling my name, but I was too engulfed in sleep to answer . I felt her body relax and settle against me. Sleep called us each to spend mor e time together in another realm. It was the only consolation of letting it take

me away from where she was in the consciencious world. Monday came upon us with the blaring alarm clock which signaled the start of our work week. I reached over Kristen and hit the snooze button. She groaned and tu rned over, snuggling into my chest. "Five more minutes." She mumbled. "Ten." I mumbled back. We both drifted again only to be bombarded by that screeching sound again. "Ugh." Kristen mumbled. I reached across her again and turned it off. I kissed her head and stretched. S he kissed my chest through my shirt and stretched against me, threading her leg through mine. Her eyes remained closed, not wanting to wake. "Wake up, love." I whispered. "Time for work." She lifted her head to set her chin on my chest and lazily opened her beautiful green eyes to me. "You really shouldn t hide those from the world any longer than necessary." I sa id, smiling and encouraging her to wake for me. She smiled lazily and yawned. "I m up." She said. "Me too." I said pressing my hard on against her thigh. "Oh, yes." She said, lifting the covers to look at me. "Hello there, my morning friend." I laughed and ran my hand over my eyes. I let my hand rake through my hair and s tay there. I sighed looking at her as her hand began petting my dick. "Where do you want it?" I asked softly, letting the lust for her build. "I want it where I always want it." She said quietly. "We better hurry then. We have to be to the set soon." I drew her closer to me and stroked her breasts. I rolled her nipples. I kissed her face, her neck her shoulders. Her hands tangled in my hair. "Are you ready?" I whispered. "Or shall I tease you a little more?" She answered by reaching down and pulling her panties down and off her legs. She reached over and lowered my boxer briefs. I lifted my hip so she could drag the m down. I kicked them off. She raised her leg and rested it on my hip. She rocke d forward and brushed her wetness along my length. I groaned in response. I kiss ed her lips lightly and moved to her neck. I dipped my hips down and then up and forward to bring myself inside her. She moaned. I made love to her softly. We c ame together quickly though, knowing we were on a time limit. Afterwards, we hea ded off to the bathroom to get ready for work. We met our waiting car at the back entrance to our hotel. I let Kristen climb in

first and then shut the door behind me. We were headed to the Volturi set today . Kristen and I studied our lines on the way over. We were quiet for the first h alf of the ride. I went over all the details of the page of script we were perfo rming today. Today, Edward would be protecting Bella from Aro, Caius, Marcus and Jane. Chris wanted us to run the scene again that we had completed last week as well as two others. "A lot on the schedule today." I murmured as I studied my script page. "Mmm-hmm." She answered, her brow furrowed in concentration. I sighed and folded my sheet. I put it back in my pocket and looked over at her. I studied her features as she read and her lips moved reciting the lines. "Want me to run them with you?" I asked. She looked up at me then. She sighed and smiled. She set her paper down and took my hand. "No. I m good. I think I have it." She said settling against me. We arrived on set and had our hair and make-up done. We walked onto the set. Cam eras and lighting were being adjusted. Dakota and Kristen were chatting with Ash ley and Justine, who was playing the part of Gianna. I saw Daniel breakout in la ughter that would rival Kellan s as he was responding to something Jaime and Cha rlie were saying. Michael who was playing the part of Aro was talking with Chris . Michael was nodding in agreement to whatever Chris was saying to him. Christop her who was playing the part of Marcus, breezed past me. He clapped me on the ba ck. "Ready to plead for your life?" Christopher said menacingly, followed by a big s mile and a wink. He walked over to Chris and Michael and joined their conversation. I stood looki ng at Kristen. She was laughing and having a great time with the girls. I smiled looking down a moment, feeling like I was intruding on her private time with fr iends. I shoved my hands in my pockets. Kristen was suddenly in front of me. I s aw her little blue Vans shoes appear on the floor in front of me. I looked up wi th a smile to see her. "Hey, babe. You ready?" She asked. "Yeah, sure." I said. "Let s go." We headed over to the set and waited. "Places everyone!" Chris called out. Kristen stood in front of me. I removed my shirt and handed it to the stage hand . Kristen smiled at my bare chest, but tried to look away and clear her throat. There were too many people here for our lust to get the best of us today. She mo ved closer to me. She placed her hand on my chest and looked up at me. "Quiet on the set!" the stage manager called out. The chatter died to quietness. Just Kristen and I stood staring at each other... .becoming Edward and Bella again. "Scene 89. Take 5" The marker holder said, snapping the board in front of us.

"And action!" Chris called. "Bella?" I asked, confused. "Please step back." Kristen pleaded. "I m alive. I m-" I interupted her with a kiss. We let our passion come out to play for the camera . My tongue entered her mouth. I figured I would take it there and if they wante d us to do it without tongue, we d be asked to do it again. Damn, what a pity th at would be. I continued kissing her, feeling Kristen s love and need flow throu gh me. I stopped though and pulled back as scripted. "You re here." I mumbled in disbelief, my thumb stroking her cheek. "I m here." She breathed in relief. We stared into each others eyes. Smiles played at the corners of our mouths. I s tiffened my stance taking on a harsh look to my expression. I turned quickly, pu shing Kristen s body behind mine. Out of the darkened area of the set, Daniel, p laying Felix and Charlie playing Demetri came in hooded cloaks. "I won t be needing your services after all, gentleman." I said. "Aro wants to speak with you again." Daniel said. "No rules were broken." I reminded him. Charlie smiled deceptively at us. "We should take this conversation to a more appropriate venue." Charlie said. "Fine." I said locking my jaw. "Bella, why don t you stay and enjoy the festival ?" "The girl comes with us." Daniel stated. "You can go to hell." I said firmly, shaking my head. I turned to her. "Edward, I m scared." Kristen said, panting in fear. "And cut!" Chris called. We backed away and smiled at each other. "Nice." Kristen said, licking her lips. She liked my improvisation. My line was supposed to be That s not going to happ en. But, I went with the feeling. And my emotion of someone trying to put Krist en in danger, invoked the protector in me. It pissed me off. Daniel came over an d shook my hand. "I liked it. Grrrrr!." He said, laughing. Chris must have finally been satisfied with that take of that scene. We did not have to reshoot it again. The crew set up for the next scene. We took our places . "Scene 89. Take 1." The marker holder called.

The audible snap of the board was heard. "Action!" Chris called. Ashley skipped onto the set. She lowered the hood of her coat as she approached us. "Come on guys, it s a festival." Ashley said. Ashley moved beside me in front of Kristen to face Daniel and Charlie. "We wouldn t want to make a scene." Ashley said sweetly. "There won t be any scene. And we will still win." Daniel said smugly. "But not easily." I fired back. Dakota stood in the shadows. "Enough!" She called. Dakota came striding forth in her dark cloak. Daniel and Charlie backed away to give her entrance. Ashley and I took a step back also as Dakota approached us. I nodded at her. "Jane." I said coolly "Who is she?" Kristen whispered behind me to Ashley. Ashley leaned back to Kristen. "Just do as she says." She advised. Dakota tossed me the red cloak she had folded over her arm. I slipped it on quic kly, more than eager to cover my bare chest. "Follow me." Dakota ordered. She turned and headed towards the shadows again. Daniel smirked at us. He gestur ed for us to follow her. I let my hand slip down into Kristen s and lace our fin gers. Ashley and I headed in Dakota s direction. I pulled Kristen along behind m e. Daniel and Charlie brought up the rear. Once we had all exited into the shado ws, Chris called cut. He did his usual replay. We did the scene three more times . Chris finally put his stamp of approval on the last take. We moved on. Our next scene involved dropping through a manhole. So we had several takes of t his one. We had to do it at stage level as well as on a scaffold to get the drop down to the ground shots. We waited while the crew set up all the different set s. I pulled out my script paper and read over the scene. I memorized my actions since I only had one line in this scene. Once Chis called action again, we began in the shadows. We followed Dakota to a brick wall and stopped. She jumped down the manhole in the floor. Crew were situ ated below to catch her. Ashley jumped down next. Kristen peered over the hole, tentatively. "It s alright, Bella. Alice will catch you." I encouraged. I let my fingers encircle her wrists. Our shower together last night flashed in

my mind, holding her wrists above her head as I fucked her. I cleared my thought s. Not now. I held tight to her wrists as Kristen stepped forward into the dark hole. I held her their a moment and let go as the crew caught her for me. Cut wa s called again. We did the scene a second time and then moved to the scaffold se t to do it again. This time crew would not be involved to catch us, but the scaf fold set was not that high. It was probably seven or eight feet. We were rigged in safety harnesses anyway to be safe. Great, more groin chaffing. Luckily it wa s only once today. The set was dark so it would look like we were below the city . This drop would only involve Kristen, myself, Daniel and Charlie. Action was c alled again. I took Kristen by her wrists and lowered her down again. Ashley cau ght her with the help of the harness slowing her. The harness would be removed b y CGI later as usual. I jumped. Ugh! Ouch! Daniel and Charlie followed. Luckily, Chris liked that one. So, we were able to remove the harness and continue on wi th the scene. Once we were rolling, I pulled Kristen close to me. We continued walking, follow ing Dakota. I looked at Kristen. Our eyes conveyed what we needed to say in this scene. Reassurance. I remained tense though as the scene directed. We stopped w alking at a large iron door of the elevator. Dakota opened it easily as it was s et on runners out of sight. We all entered the elevator car. The camera swept in and captured our movement. The large door shut with a large bang. Cut was calle d again. We exited. We did it again and again. Finally we were instucted to move to the next scene. We waited for the crew to reset everything outside the elevator car. Once set, w e crowded back in taking our same places. The door was shut. Ashley and Kristen whispered and giggled as we waited for the scene to start. It was almost laughab le that we were all crammed together in this box waiting quietly. Dakota turned around and smiled at Kristen and Ashley. "What are you leaving me out of?" She whispered. Ashley shook her head. "I ll tell you later." Kristen promised her. We heard Chris call action and the scene inside the car changed to seriousness a s it began again. The large clanging door slid open. The camera was there as we filed past. The camera pulled back as we entered into the Volturi lobby set. Jus tine sat behind a desk. "Buon pomeriggio." She greeted us warmly. We continued forward down the hall to the large wooden doors. They were intricat ely carved. The double doors opened upon Dakota s approach. The marble hall was set up on the other side of the doors. Three thrones were at the end of the marb le hall before us. In the thrones sat Jaime, Michael and Christopher, Caius, Aro and Marcus, respectively. Extras in dark cloaks were standing to either side of the thrones. Dakota, Daniel and Charlie went to take their places at the side o f the Volturi. While Kristen, Ashley and I stood before them waiting. "Cut!" Chris called. We completed the scene three times. We took our places and waited for the next s cene to start. Kristen rocked side to side, tucking her hair behind her ear as s he was lost in concentration. I, however, had a harder time not watching her hip s rocking side to side in her jeans. "Stop, fidgeting. You re making me crazed." I whispered, leaning over to her.

She bit her lip smiling as she stilled herself for me. "Thank you." I whispered as I let my hand brush against hers. "Quiet please!" The set manager called. "Scene 91 Take 1" The marker person snapped. The camera was tight on the floor at Kristen s feet. Kristen was looking down wh ere the camera was focused on a drain in the floor. The camera pulled back and p anned to her face. Kristen shivered and looked frightened. Michael rose from his throne and sauntered forward towards us. He reached forward and took my hand. H e shook it and smiled. "What a happy surprise!" Michael said cheerfully as Aro. "Bella is alive after a ll! Isn t that wonderful?" Jaime made a face behind him in disgust. Christopher looked away seeming disinte rested. Michael continued to hold my hand in his grip. "Her blood appeals to you so much, it makes me thirsty." He stated. "How can you stand to be so close?" He looked puzzled. "It s not without effort." I stated tightly. He laughed heartly. "I can see that." He said. I looked at Kristen. She acted confused. "One touch and Aro can see every thought I ve ever had in my life." I explained. "You re quite the telepath yourself, Edward." Michael said. "Though......you can t read Bella s thoughts. Interesting." Michael let go of my hand and turned to Kristen. "I would love to see if you are an exception to my gift as well." He said. Michael reached forward to take Kristen s hand. Kristen breathed heavily in fear . She did not reciprocate Michael s action. He laughed at her response. He walke d closer to Kristen, extending his hand further. Kristen hesitated again, but re ached out and took it. He held her hand a moment in silence. Michael looked puzz led. "Fasinating." Michael said quietly, almost to himself. He released Kristen s hand and walked back to his throne to sit down. He looked pensive. "Cut!" Chris called. The scene was replayed. Direction was given again. We repeated. The story of our lives as actors. Repeat, repeat, repeat. Especially with Chris. Perfectionist! Kristen stood texting on her phone. "Well, you are not texting me." I stated, glancing at my phone as I pulled it fr

om my pocket. "Who are you texting?" "That s for me to know and you to find out." She said coyly. "Later." "Should I be jealous?" I asked. "No." She answered, shutting her phone and placing it in her pocket. "It s a gir l, Rob." "Oh really?" I said amused. "Should I be jealous?" I asked again, my perverted thoughts taking over. "Shut up." She said. Finally, we were ready to start the last scene for the morning before breaking f or lunch. I had to wear the harness again for this scene. My stunt double was on hand if I needed him for retakes. I would do it myself though if I could. We be gan the scene in our same places. "I wonder if--" Michael said as Aro again. I looked at Michael, concentrating hard as if I was reading his thoughts. "Let s see if she s immune to all our powers, shall we Jane?" Michael said ignor ing me. Dakota moved forward toward Kristen. I moved quickly in front of her. "No!" I shouted, flipping Kristen behind my back. Dakota s gaze moved from Kristen to me. The harness was pulled and I went flying backwards across the room. I landed, sliding against the marble wall covered in soft greenscreen mats that would be taken out later in CGI. Upon landing, I imm ediately began to writhe as if in immense pain. I contorted my facial expression , thinking about what it would feel like to be tortured by an invisible source o f pain. "Stop!" I heard Kristen yell loudly. And then Kristen and Ashley were kneeling beside me. Dakota looked away and I ce ased my movements on the mat. "Jane, dear. The girl?" Aro asked non chalantly. Dakota looked at Kristen. "This may hurt just a little." She said. Kristen closed her eyes tight, awaiting the same fate I just went through. After a few moments. Dakota s smile was replaced by a grimace. She seethed with anger . Michael laughed and clapped his hands in delight. Dakota walked towards us, to wards Kristen. Michael wafted two fingers at her as she was passing, ultimately waving her off. "Remarkable! She confounds us all!" Michael said. "So what do we do with you now ?" "You already know what you ll do, Aro." Christopher announced as Marcus, still d isinterested.

"She knows too much." Jaime spoke up as Caius. "She s a liability." "That s true." Michael said. "Unless Edward intends to give her immortality." Michael looked over at me. I just stared at him. "But that s not your intention, is it?" He continued. "What a shame." Michael nodded at Daniel. Daniel strode forward towards Kristen. I rushed forwar d and tackeled him to the mat placed behind him. I grunted at the impact against his large frame. "Cut!" Chris called out. The scene was repeated several more times. I was starving by this point. Chris r eleased us for lunch. Thank God. I headed back to remove my make-up. I redressed and joined the others outside. "Where are we going?" I asked Kristen as I came up beside her. I put my arm around her a moment and placed a kiss to her temple. "I think Ashley said something about heading over to the Public Market. There ar e lots of shops and restaurants over there." Kristen replied. We all piled in taxis. We found a quiet cafe and had lunch. We had a couple of h ours before I had to be back to the set. "I m going to go shop with Ashley." Kristen said leaning over to me. "Alright. Have fun." I said. "See you back at the room." "Yes. See you then." She answered. We looked at each other knowing we couldn t kiss here. Too public. I touched her hand on the table and her fingers brushed against mine in return. She and Ashle y headed out. Dakota ran to catch up with them. I watched the three of them unti l they rounded the corner out of my sight. I finished my lunch, enjoying the con versation with Jaime, Charlie and Daniel who had joined us. I headed back to the studio. The next scene I had today was Edward s depression scene. I meditated on the way back. I needed to bring myself down to a very dark place for this. I was going to make it as dark as I wanted to. Catherine and Kr isten would not stop me this time. I think Chris would appreciate the darkness I planned to bring to the scene. I arrived on set and had my make-up reapplied. I dressed and entered the set. Th e set was a small, dark apartment...not in the best of conditions. No furniture was present except for a table and chair. The table was covered with pictures of Kristen from the set as Bella....photos of her alone.....photos of us together. They were the photos Edward had taken from Bella s room the day he had left her . A cell phone sat beside the pictures. I took my place in the middle of the room. I closed my eyes in preparation. I le t the deep, dark thoughts invade me. I am worthless. I don t deserve her. I am n ot worthy. I am not worthy. She doesn t need me. I poison her life. I ll hurt he r. I won t be able to save her next time. I am dead. I am not a part of her worl d. We are too different. I am a monster. She is good and pure while I am evil an

d tainted. I ll drain her dry. Her blood is too tempting. I am danger in her lif e. I don t deserve her. I am worthless. I am empty. I am desolate. I opened my eyes and inhaled sharply, steeling my expression in defeat and miser y. "Action!" Chris called. I lifted my head. My arms hung limply at my sides. I looked ahead out the window at the sun rising. The cell phone on the table began to ring and break the sile nce of the scene. I stood still, ignoring it s incestant ringing. It continued i t s shrill cry. I dashed quickly over and swiped it off the table. I hit the button to answer it . "What?!" I yelled into the phone. The scene would be edited together with one I did earlier with Nikki. "I m hanging up now--" I said, stopping short since Rosalie would have interrupt ed Edward. "I m sorry. I am." I said painfully thinking of Edward s family missing him. "Bu t they wouldn t be happier with me around. Believe me." I sat down in the chair. "I know." I said knowing they missed him. "But the further away I am, the safer Bella will be. She deserves a chance at a normal life--" I sat up straight noting that it was no longer necessary for Edward to stay away for that reason anymore. "Why, Rose?" I asked. "Did something happen?" I paused. "Tell me, Rosalie." I said angrily, standing quickly and knocking the chair over . "Tell me!" I paused to listen. I turned quickly on my heel. My eyes were fierce with the ne ws of Bella s death. I shook my head. "I....I....don t believe it." I said, breathing in sharply. My face contorted in horror at Rosalie s news. I ended the call. I stared at it in the horror it had just brought Edward. "Noooooooo!" I yelled and threw the phone with force against the set wall. It shattered and fell to the floor. I followed it s actions. I let myself fall t o my knees, trying to cry tears that would never come for Edward. I covered my f ace with my hands and let out a sob of mournful sorrow that the love of Edward s life was gone and he was to blame. I felt broken just like that day Kristen and I fought last Fall. Broken. "Cut!" Chris yelled.

Repeat. My mind and heart grew heavier with each take. Chris released me after t he fourth take. I quickly headed to remove my make-up, contacts and wardrobe. I needed to leave this broken man behind. I needed to get back to my girl. My own Bella was waiting. Kristen would be home and waiting for me to return to her. I sighed as I sat in the back of the car. I pulled out my phone to text Kristen. I m done, baby. On my way. ~R Can t wait to see you, sweetie. ~K It s been a rough afternoon. ~R Come home. I ll help you forget. ~K Counting on it. ~R I put from rows. baby, fine, my phone away and tried to relax. I tried to clear the cobwebs and sadness my mind. I wanted to become myself again. No longer Edward and all his sor I wanted to just be Rob again. I m coming home, I m oh so low. I need you come on let s go. Cause only you are my lover. And you re so sincere and so divine. And you re all mine.

I let the happier thoughts come to me now. I have a great life with a great woma n. I am happy. I love her. I am happy. My life is full. I am happy. My life is r ich. I am happy. I deserve happiness with Kristen. My car dropped me off at the back entrance so I wouldn t have to deal with the p aparazzi or the fans. I took the elevator up and walked down the hall to my room . I saw a room service tray sitting outside the door again. My mouth turned up i n a smile. Could she have? Nah. No buckets. I sighed. She probably just ordered dinner. I unlocked the door and entered. Kristen stood before me. She was naked and covered in what looked like... peanut butter. I dropped my keys on the floor and my mouth dropped open. It was slathered all over her from her neck to mid t high. She was holding up a jar of strawberry jam. She eye fucked me as I stood d umbfounded at her latest creation to seduce me. "Happy birthday." She breathed. "Again......Wanna make a sandwich?" I grinned and ran my hand through my hair. I pulled my shirt over my head and th rew it to the floor. "I guess that s a yes." She said. I lowered my jeans, shaking my head at her craziness. "You re nuts." I teased. "You know that, right?" She dragged her finger down her breast and sucked it into her mouth. "Nuts, yes." She said eyeing mine as I lowered my underwear. "Kristen Stewart." I said. "If I didn t know any better, I would think you were eyeing my balls." "Oh you should know better." She said. "Because I was eyeing your balls and your dick." I laughed. She unscrewed the jar top and inserted her fingers into the jam. She made the sweetest o with her mouth as she did. It was fucking hot. I watched h er pull her fingers out with a lot of jam. She began slathering my chest with it

. She continued this process stopping every so often to lick me and giggle. She worked her way down. As she lowered herself to her knees, she took the last of t he strawberry jam from the jar and began to coat my dick with her hand. I watche d her, enjoying every minute of it. Once I was coated thouroughly to her liking, she leaned forward and began licking my dick. She looked up at me through her l ashes. I bit my lip at her and eye fucked her. I wanted her to know how much I l oved what she was doing for me. Her sticky hands caressed my nut sack while her lips began to take in my cock. "Fuck!" I whispered watching her, feeling her. She scratched my balls lightly with her nails as she worked the base of my with her hand. I gazed down at her, past her face to her delicious little es, all hard and covered in shiny peanut butter. I licked my lips thinking tasting her. I let her suck on me a little longer before reaching for her se. She did and I kissed her mouth. I could taste the strawberries. "So sweet." I whispered. I backed her over to the bed and laid her back. I crawled on top of her and felt the gooiness of our love sandwich. I kissed her softly, teasingly. I eyed her n ipples, calling to me. I let myself go to them. The jam from my chest was mixed in with her peanut butter. I once again was reminded of jewels dotting her skin in decoration for me. This time they looked like rubies. I licked one off into m y mouth and she arched at my tongue s touch. I licked her breast around her nipp le. I knew she wanted me there most, but I made her wait....made myself wait. I licked her other breast, leaving the nipple untouched. "Thith ith awhot ohf penuf buther." I tried to say. She laughed. I did too. She nodded past me. I turned and looked over my shoulder . A tall glass of milk was sitting on the nightstand. I looked back at her and s miled. "I thought you might need it." She said laughing. "I wov mhy dhinnur." I said reaching back for the milk. I drank large gulps of it to wash it down. Kristen waited patiently; kissing my shoulder and licking my chest while I drank. I eyed her out of the corner of my eye. She was looking up at me so innocently. You, my sex kitten are not innocent . You are highly volatile in a sex bomb kind of way. I set my glass down and went back to my gift. My birthday is fucking great so fa r. And it isn t even my birthday yet. I licked a trail through the peanut butter to her belly button and back up. It was rather tasty now that it was mixed with the jam from my body. I rubbed my body on hers to get more on her. She laughed. I smiled, but was making serious work of my dinner. I finally decide to suck he r nipples. They were divine, heavenly. I moaned in satisfaction as she moaned in pleasure. I sucked and licked and loved them until they were clean and rosy aga in. They were erect and beautiful. I decided to move lower. I let my mouth trail down to her belly. My tongue drew patterns around her upper stomach. I even drew words with my tongue as I got to her lower stomach. She tilted her head up to look at the masterpiece I had creat ed on her with my tongue. Hearts and swirls around the top half. "Rob loves Kristen." She read and smiled. I smiled too, trying to suck the peanut butter from my teeth. I finally gave up shaft nippl about to ri

and chugged a little more milk. I wiped my mouth with the back of my arm which d id no good since it was covered with sticky jam. Kristen gladly moved in to clea n my mouth for me. "Such a dirty mouth." She breathed, giggling. She kissed and licked me. I kissed her back and let her tongue explore my mouth. "My mouth s about to get a lot dirtier." I said pulling back and breaking our ki ss. I leaned into her hair by her ear. "I think for my second course, I d like another peanut butter and jelly sandwich ." I breathed. "With a side of pussy." "Oh yeah." She whispered. "Mmmm. Sounds great." I lowered myself between her legs and began to lick up both sides of her thighs. She widened her legs to give me better access, inviting me to feast on her. I d id, licking and kissing my way up to her mound which was all covered and temptin g me. I began to lick away the peanut butter and jam. I had to stop one more tim e for milk. We both giggled at the waiting in between for me to clear my pallete . I went back to licking her. Sugar, caramel. Sugar, and it tastes so sweet. Sug ar, my fantasy. Sugar you were made for me. As I licked, I noticed something was different. I couldn t figure it out at firs t, but the more I licked her, it came to me. There s no landing strip. Maybe she lowered it. I licked lower and lower, to find nothing, but her sweet skin meeti ng my lips. I looked up at her from between her legs. "Harre youf?" I asked in disbelief. I swallowed thickly to speak clearly. "Are you...bare, Kristen?" She smiled and bit her lip looking at my reaction. "Happy birthday." She said quietly, smiling. "Oh my...Jesus." I breathed looking down at her mound. I used my fingers to smooth away the rest of the peanut butter and jam so I coul d see her better. I had to see it. And I had to see it now! I smoothed it away, licking my fingers in the process. My eyes were frantic to see her....see her so ft and bare for me. It wasn t enough. I wanted to see the full effect. I scooped her up against me and lifted her from the bed. Her legs hooked around my waist. I practically ran with her to the shower. She giggled the whole way. I entered and flipped the water on. It sprayed cold against her back. "Oh shit, Rob!" She squealed, arching her back and breasts against my chest. I could feel her hard nipples poking me. "Shit! Sorry!" I said turning the knob for warmer water. I lowered her down and grabbed a wash cloth. I fell to my knees before her and b egan to wipe away the sticky concoction. I could see it as the water ran down be tween her legs. The shininess of her clean skin appearing before my eyes. My bre

athing increased as it was revealed to me. "Oh my God." I said, staring. I let my fingers slowly reach up to touch her. I ghosted over her at first. Her hand was in my hair. I glanced up at her. She was still biting her lip, looking down at me. "For me?" I asked in utter amazement. She nodded her head. "It s beautiful." I whispered looking at her bare skin again. "You re beautiful. " She laughed lightly. I let my hands slide around and grab her ass. I kneaded it with my hand and drew her closer. I moved forward and placed my lips in a soft k iss against her clit. So soft. So soft. So soft. I let my tongue dart out to lic k her. Her hips moved involuntarily toward my mouth. I wanted to see more, lower . I sat down in the shower against the wall. I let my other hand slide around to her hip. I pulled her to me. I moved my hand to her other ass cheek and held he r. I tilted her to me. I could see everything.... beautiful, soft and pink. Wetn ess glistened at her folds near her entrance. She was quiet, just looking down a nd watching my exploration and enjoyment of her gift to me. I pulled her to me a nd sucked her whole sex into my mouth. I wanted her whole pinkness in my mouth. I wanted to feel all of it at once. I sucked, engulfing her from her clit to her entrance, my mouth wide and greedy. Her mouth dropped open as she watched me. H er pleasure was evident in her eyes as she watched me. "Oh God, Rob." She breathed. I let my tongue sweep through her folds, gathering all her wetness in my mouth. I licked like a greedy son of a bitch because I was right then. I balanced her w eight for a moment in one hand and slid my hand up to her breast. I tweaked her nipple. I watched her face fill with pleasure. I teased both her nipples until s he was rocking harder into my face. I let go and moved my hand back to her ass t o relieve some of the strain on my other arm. I began concentrating on just her clit, to bring her release. I licked lovingly and sucked hard. She came undone b efore me. "Oh god Rob!" She squealed. I laughed a moment at my accomplishment, but continued sucking lightly as she fl oated back down. Her legs were shaking. I lowered her down to straddle me. The w ater spraying us with warmth. She grabbed onto my shaft and placed it at her ent rance. She slid down my length, sheathing me inside her. She rocked up an down o n me. I sat and watched her give me everything. She leaned back and placed her h and on the shower floor beside my leg. She lifted herself up and down faster. Sh e was in a beautiful position. I let my hands rub up her side as it arched towar d me on her upward movement. I palmed her breast and squeezed her gently. I lean ed forward and kissed her neck while she moved on me. I let my lips travel to he r mouth. She let me kiss her, stilling her body a moment. I moved her hand from the shower floor to my hair, encouraging her to slide her fingers in and tug. I moved my hands to her hips and helped her ride my cock faster. I looked down wat ching her bare pussy slide over my dick. I couldn t hold off any longer after wa tching that for a few moments. I exploded and held her body down on mine tightly . I twitched a few times in my release within her. I felt the wave run through m e. "Jesus! Kristen, fuck!" I yelled out.

I held her to me, panting. I kissed her shoulder again and again. "I love you." I murmured against her wet shoulder. "I love you more." She whispered softly against mine. I felt her lips on my skin , warm and soft. I lifted her head from my shoulder and kissed her mouth long and soft. She retur ned my loving affection. Her small hands held the sides of my face as I rubbed h er back. I finally lifted her off me and stood her up. She held out her hand hel ping me up off the shower floor. We washed up and got out. We headed to bed, too tired to worry about clothing. I removed the top sheet since it was covered in the mess we made earlier. We snuggled together under the covers. "My birthday is over a day away." I murmured with my eyes closed. "You may kill me if you keep giving me surprises like this." She laughed sleepily. "Maybe I should not give you the rest." She said, half slurred. "Fuck that!" I said. "I want it all. Kill me." I laughed lightly. "M kay" She whispered. Her breaths were heavy not long after that. I followed close behind her as I did in everything in life. I d follow her to the ends of the earth if I had to, if that s where she led me. I d follow and I d be happy.

The alarm clock woke us promtly at 7 AM. We went through our morning routine...f ucking, showering, getting ready for work. We arrived on set for another long da y of filming. We were working with the same cast members as yesterday. We dresse d in the same wardrobe. Kristen and I were rigged in the harness again today. P aul, my stunt double stood off camera to take over at a moment s notice. We took our places on set. I tackled Daniel playfully to the mat. "Who knew you liked it so rough, man!" Daniel joked. We laughed. I punched his arm with my fist and then flipped him off. "Quiet! We re rolling!" The stage manager called. The marker snapped. "Action!" Chris called. "Edward, don t!" Kristen yelled. Ashley jumped forward to try to help me. But Brandon playing Alec was on her qui ckly and holding her by the throat as directed. She struggled against him. Daniel and I began to struggle with each other. I ducked when he punched since E dward is fast and could read Felix s thoughts before he made his moves. Felix is a very strong character. He can and would overpower Edward. I was pulled up, th e harness and pullies doing their job with ease. Daniel grabbed me by my arms an d threw me across the room. I hovered above the floor waiting for Daniel to make

his way across the room to me. Kristen turned to Michael as Daniel reached my position. He grabbed me around my throat again and slammed me back hard to the greenscreen mat. I grimaced partly because I was supposed to, but partly because that hurt like shit! "No! Please! Please!" Kristen yelled at Michael, pleadingly. Michael ignored her request and continued watching the fight. Dakota stepped for ward, but Michael waved her back with a flick of his fingers. I charged at Danie l again. I made some gestures as if I was punching him. Daniel then grabbed me a round my neck once again and lifted me. The harness and pullies worked their mag ic to help him appear to have super strength. He flipped me over and down to the mat on the floor. Woooaaah! Ok once was enough of that for me. I will definitel y let Paul earn his pay today. Kristen began to run towards Michael. The extras took hold of Kristen. They acted as if they were throwing her, as the harness an d pulley system did it s job. Kristen flew across the room and hit a matted wall . It took everything in me not to look when I heard the breath knock out of her. No more for her either! I would make sure of it. Ashley continued to struggle t o free herself. Kristen stood and charged for Michael again. This time, Kristen was not detained. She quickly knelt in front of Michael and pulled the collar of her shirt to the side to expose her beautiful neck to him. I felt a pang of jea lousy flow through me that another man was looking at that much of Kristen s por celin skin. It was reserved for my eyes only. I shook it off. "Do it! Kill me!" Kristen pleaded. "Just leave them alone!" Michael paused, gazing upon her. "Enough." He said. Daniel got up off of me. I turned to see Kristen. "Get away from her!" I yelled as I jumped to my feet and charged forward. I immediately fell to my knees as Dakota stepped forward, staring at me. I fell further to the floor and writhed in imagined pain. "Edward stop!" Ashley called out. "I ve already seen it." "Alice, stay out of this!" I choked out. "I know what to do." Ashley remarked. Michael waved Dakota off again. She backed away. I stopped flailing like a fish out of water. I moved towards Ashley, but Daniel stepped forward and locked my a rms behind me so I couldn t move from his strong hold. "Ah, yes, the clairvoyant." Michael crooned. "I ve seen your gift in Edward s th oughts. What is it you want to show me?" "Don t." I said. "I will change Bella myself." Ashley stated. Kristen looked surprised at her. Michael acted intrigued. "Please." Michael gestured from Ashley to Kristen. "Be my guest." "Not now. Not here." Ashley explained. "Her father is in law enforcement. If she

goes missing, there will be too many questions." "He can be easily dealt with." Jaime spoke from his seat on his throne. "It will happen, Aro." Ashley said ignoring Jaime s comment. "See for yourself." Ashley held out her hand to Michael. He nodded to the guard extras to release he r. They did and backed away. Michael took Ashley s hand. He closed his eyes. "Cut!" Chris called. I left the set to change out of the harness. I dragged Kristen with me. "Take it off." I said. "What?" Kristen asked. "Here? Now?" "Not your clothes, love." I said. "The harness. I want it off now. Your double c an can complete the stunt because you know Chris will want more takes of this sc ene." "But I had fun." Kristen challenged me. "I want to do it again." "Kristen." I pleaded sternly. She looked at me. I was serious. I didn t want her to get hurt. She sighed. "Fine." She grumbled and went to remove the harness from underneath her wardrobe . I removed mine quickly and headed back to the soundstage. I let Chris and Paul k now I was ready to hand over the stunt reigns. I told him to prepare Kristen s d ouble as well since she was still changing. We did run the scene five additional times. Each time Kristen s double hit that wall, I was happy it wasn t Kristen. We set for the next scene. I sat on the marble floor. "Action!" Chris yelled. "Mesmerizing, Alice!" Michael said in sheer delight. "To see the things you ve s een that haven t happened yet!" Ashley came over to me and extended her hand to help me up. "I m so sorry." Ashley said to me. "Your gifts will make you an intriging immortal." Michael said to Kristen. "You may go make your preparations." Kristen quickly ran to my side. "You are letting them go?" Jaime asked as Caius, clearly annoyed. "Dear Caius, the girl s disappearance will be conspicuous at best." Michael said to him. "And surely you can see her potential." "Let us be done with this." Christopher spoke boringly as Marcus from his throne . "Heidi will be here any time now." Michael gestured to Charlie standing by the large double wooden doors. Charlie o

pened them. Jaime stared at us like he was ready to kill us quickly and make a m eal of Kristen himself. "We will make sure Alice follows through." Jaime warned. "I would not delay if I were you. We don t offer second chances." Ashley and I both grabbed Kristen s arms and began to back away towards the door s. Charlie lead the way. The three of us followed him through the doors and back down the hallway. A large group of extras began walking towards us. The actress playing the part of Heidi led them. We stopped and stood with our backs up agai nst the wall as they all filed past. Charlie smiled at her. She smiled in return . "Cut!" Chris called out. We returned to the marble hall set to run through it again. Only two takes on th at one. Nice. I said goodbye to Kristen. I kissed her lips softly and told her I would see her later. I had to go over to the studio next to complete more green screen work. I climbed into my waiting car. A boxed lunch sat on the seat. I ope ned it and began eating the small sandwich and handfull of chips quickly, knowin g it was a short ride to the studio. Then, I texted Nick before my arrival. I ve been thinking about the tracks I laid down at the studio this past weekend. ~R I waited. What about them? ~N I think I want to wait. Pull them off the table. ~R Why? ~N It s been on my mind. Things are moving so fast for me right now. I just want to slow it down. It s the only thing I can control right now, my music. ~R You know they will be upset. They were counting on you to lead the way for the s oundtrack in the sales department. ~N I know. ~R Alright. I ll let them know. ~N Thanks. Sorry for causing you difficulty regarding this. ~R No problem. They will have to make do without you. ~N I sighed. I put my phone away. I felt a sense of relief on acting on my descisio n. Kristen had talked to me countless times about recording a cd. I just didn t have time. I was a little scared shitless to do it too. All the love for me by t he fans could be for Edward only. I could be balancing on a dime and crash to th e ground at any given time. People could go back to hating me and signing petiti ons to say so. I felt safer to wait and keep it to myself a little longer. I arrived at the studio. I went in and began my greenscreen work. I was there se veral hours. It was getting late. I climbed into my car and relaxed. I looked at the dash through the front seats. 9:17 PM. I was fucking starving. After the sm all meal that was provided in the boxed lunch earlier and all the work from toda y, I had worked up a big appetite. I pulled my phone out to text Kristen.

Hi, love. I m finally out. I m on my way home. ~R Hey, sweetie. Have you had dinner yet? ~K I laughed since I was just thinking about the subject. No. I m fucking starving. Can you go ahead and order me something from room serv ice? ~R Yes. I ll make sure it s here when you arrive. ~K Thanks, baby. See you soon. ~R You are more than welcome. See you soon, babe. ~K I put my phone away. I sat back in my seat and closed my eyes, resting from anot her full day. I must have dozed off. It felt like only a few minutes had passed, but in reality, it must have been more like twenty minutes. I woke when my driv er opened the door. It startled me, but I climbed out and stretched. I yawned an d walked to the elevator. I rubbed my eyes as the elevator took me up to Kristen and my waiting oh-so-comfortable bed. I felt a little refreshed though from the short nap. I came to the door and saw the tray sitting outside again. She must have set it on the table or the desk. I ll check my email and surf the web a bit while I eat. Then, I ll spend some time with my girl. I unlocked the door and e ntered. "Kristen, I m home." I called walking into the room. I shrugged out of my jacket and put my key on the dresser. "What have you been do--" I said as I turned to see her. I thought she was sitting quietly reading on the bed. But once again, I about lo st my balance when I saw her. She was on the bed. But she was most definitely no t reading. "Oh my God, Kristen." I said running my hand through my hair. "What...how did yo u...shit!" "Dinner." She breathed, locking eyes with me a moment. "Happy birthday." She added, giggling. I smiled and let my eyes travel down her body. She was lying naked on the bed. Her breasts were covered in what looked like.... mashed potatoes? I walked closer to her and swiped my finger across her breast. I stuck it in my mouth. Warm, salty, buttery. Yep, mashed potatoes. "Mmmmmm." I moaned thinking about how hungry I was; how delicious she looked; ho w good they tasted. My eyes dropped further down her body to the small rise and fall of her belly as she breathed. Her eyes watched me inspecting everything. Sliced filet mignon ha d been fanned out across her upper stomach from just below her breasts to her be lly button. "Fuck." I breathed. I reached out and took a slice. I ate it quickly. I bent to kiss her lips and th

en continued my exploration of my latest gift from her. "You are so good to me, Kristen." I murmured. "Incredible." I saw a line of chocolate covered coffee beans. A few were in her little belly b utton while the rest traveled in a line down to where she was now bare. I picked one up and popped it in my mouth, smiling. "Mmmm. My favorite." I moaned, smiling. Her bareness was covered though in what looked to be chocolate syrup, some kind of crumbs were sprinkled on top. I walked down the bed to get a better look at t his work of art she created on herself for me. She continued watching me. Her le gs parted slightly at my gaze, still trying to figure out what the crumbs were. That s when I saw it. The chocolate syrup ran down her sex between her legs. And a white marshmallow was peeking out from her pussy lips. My dick went hard. "Holy fuck!" I exclaimed. My eyes widened and my hand ran furiously through my hair as I paced back and fo rth a moment. "Oh God, Kristen." I said panting. "I feel like I can t breathe looking at you." She giggled and bit her finger. I moved forward intending to take that marshmall ow right fucking now. "Ah-ah." Kristen warned snapping her legs shut. "No dessert until you eat your d inner." I dove for the next best thing, her breasts. I began licking them, not caring if I was making a mess of my face or shirt. I moaned in pleasure as I licked them clean in record time. My eyes kept glancing downward as I kneeled beside the bed over her. Eyes on the prize, Pattinson. Eyes on the prize. I moved on to the st eak, picking up piece after delectable piece and popping them in my mouth. I don t think I ever chewed meat so fast in my life. I was probably asking for heartb urn eating so fast. "Here." Kristen said. I felt her body move slightly and then a Heineken appreared in front of my sight as Kristen held the bottle in front of me. I took it and downed several swallow s. "You are amazing." I told her. "Do you know how great this is?" "Well, I think you are pretty amazing too." She countered. "Why do you think I d o all these things for you? I love you. Your reactions are like watching a six y ear old with free reign run through a candy store." I laughed and rolled my eyes. She had a point. I didn t have much more control t han that right now. And I was pretty fucking happy. I finished the steak. It see med to take forever, but she made me stop and relax. She talked to me while I at e. I told her about my work at the studio and about texting Nick about my music for the New Moon soundtrack. She was happy if I was happy. I finished my beer an d eyed the trail again to my sinful dessert waiting for me at the end of it. I l eaned forward and licked a chocolate covered coffee bean into my mouth from her bellybutton. She giggled. I couldn t wait any longer. My eyes were on fire looki ng down to the grand prize. I swept the remaining coffee beans off her onto the bed.

"Hey!" She said frowning. "Sorry, love. I can t wait any longer." I said softly. "Please." She looked at me a moment and decided I had done everything she had asked up unt il now. "I suppose it doesn t really matter." She said, sighing. I started at the top of her mound and began licking. "What is this supposed to be anyway?" I asked between licks. "It s a S more." She said and giggled. I could taste the cookie crumbs sprinkled throughout the chocolate sauce now, wa rmed from her skin. I licked, feeling the softness of her against my tongue and my lips. She arched beautifully as I sucked lightly on her clit. I moved around and crawled up the bed between her legs. I stared at the large marshmallow. It s tared back at me. It was so erotically beautiful. I blurted out what came in my head next and immediately worried I shouldn t have said anything. "We should get some toys." I mumbled, staring. My eyes flew to hers in realization that I had said it out loud. I worried how s he would react to that. I ran my hand through my hair again. "Maybe we should." She said quietly, her face flushing. "Really?" I asked quietly, a smile spreading across my face. She nodded. "But for now," She said. "You re the only toy I want." I let her words caress my mind. I let the lustful beast within me come out again . I leaned forward and licked the chocolate sauce from her pussy. It was glisten ing everywhere from my licking. I wrapped my hands around her thighs and moved f orward slowly. I let my tongue slip out and lick the marshmallow. She was breath ing harder, watching me intently. I opened my mouth to her and enveloped the mar shmallow in my lips. They pressed flush against her pussy as I sucked the marshm allow out. It was warm and softened from her body heat. I let my lips slide clos ed against her,ending with a kiss. She whimpered and waited. I ate the marshmall ow, smiling at my accomplishment while she watched. Hey sugar my fantasy. Sugar and it tastes so sweet. Sugar my fantasy. Oh my sugar baby lovin is so sweet to me. Once, I had devoured my pearl of a gift, I began to undress myself. I reached ba ck and grabbed my shirt, pulling it over my head in one quick move. I tossed it to the floor. I unbuttoned my jeans as she watched. We looked at each other, smi ling and eye fucking while I undressed. Her legs swayed back and forth while she waited and that sweet finger was still playfully at her mouth, toying with her beautiful lips. I kicked off my jeans and underwear and crawled up between her legs. I licked he r clit on my way up. She bucked and gasped. I stopped to suckle her nipples a wh ile. Her hands dredged through my hair, down and over my shoulders. I moved up h er body, kissing and licking until my mouth found hers. I rocked and brushed the head of my cock against her pussy. She moaned and rocked her hips to capture it

between her folds. Slick heat was like a welcoming home for my dick to be greet ed by at her entrance. "So wet for me." I growled, nuzzling her neck. She just nodded, panting softly as she rocked her hips, allowing herself to coat my head in her wetness. She slid me back and forth, but never took me inside he r. She waited for me to take her. She was my gift after all. I was to lead in ho w I wanted her. I made my way with a soft trail of kisses again to her mouth as I pressed deeper inside her. Heat. Fantastic heat. Soft and slick. So hard to co ntrol my movements and not ride the slickness in fast and hard. I held still a m oment, continuing to kiss her. Her whimpers were increasing behind her kisses as her hips rocked, seeking more friction from me. I regained my control and moved slowly, deeper and deeper until my hips were finally flush with hers. I pressed myself there, wiggling my hips against her to tease her. I laughed lightly as s he smiled up at me. I pulled back slowly and eased back in, starting our rhythm. She matched me beat for beat. We were like two parts of the same machine, worki ng in unison to make a beautiful movement. The push and pull of our bodies toget her gained speed as I made love to her. "So beautiful." I whispered in her ear. "All mine." "Rob." She said breathlessly. I nuzzled her nose as we moved. She wrinkled hers so sweetly when I did. I laugh ed at her silly face she made. She laughed too. "I can t wait to give you your gifts tomorrow." She cooed. "I thought this was my gift." I said, sliding inside her softly with my hard coc k. "It s just the beginning." She whispered. I smiled looking over her body as I made love to her. "You are the best gift, love." I whispered. "I don t need anything else." "I want to give you more." She whispered. "You are everything to me." I murmured against her neck. "Everything else is ins ignificant in comparrison." "Please." She whispered pleadingly. I ghosted my lips over hers. Our breaths mixed warmly against our lips. Our eyes were locked now. Staring deeply into our souls. "Whatever makes you happy, my love." I whispered. "I will love whatever comes fr om you. I ll treasure it." I smiled, seeing the light shine in her eyes at my words. I knew it was what she needed to hear from me. I began to move a little faster now. She pulled her kne e up and placed it on my chest, sliding me deeper with each stroke. I rested my forehead to hers, closing my eyes; letting myself feel the miracle that was her body. "I ve dreamed of you all my life, love." I whispered. "You complete me." She cooed and let her hands run softly along my back, holding me to her.

"I felt lost and lonely before you." She whispered. I opened my eyes to see hers watching me intently. "You found me when no one else was even looking." She whispered with a tear esca ping and rolling down her temple. "My life feels so full now." She whimpered. "Shhhhh." I hushed her and kissed her tears away. "I love you, baby." I murmured, kissing her tears and then her lips. "I love you too." She whispered against my lips. "More than you ll ever know." I kissed her deeply then. Her words affected my heart and soul in such profound ways. I sped my movements in her faster, rocking against her clit as I moved. Sh e rubbed herself against me too. I palmed her breast, letting my thumb dust her nipple over and over and then she came bringing me with her. "Oooooooohhhhhhhh....Rob..unnn...unnnn...oh God, Rob" She moaned softly as she c ontracted on me. My orgasm released immediately with her fluttering muscles surrounding me. "Kristen....oh God, love...yes, baby." I whispered. My hand left her breast to brush against her cheek as I rested my forehead again st hers again. I closed my eyes, panting in recovery. Her eyes were closed this time too. Her breaths, so sweet, fanned across my face rapidly. I shoved my arm underneath her and held her tightly to my chest. I loved her beyond all reason. Eventually, I released myself from her body and got up out of the bed. I pulled her up too. I looked at the fitted sheet on the bed. "I think we have to call Housekeeping this time. That s a mess." I said wrinklin g my nose. She laughed and nodded in agreement. I picked up the phone on the desk and hit the button for Housekeeping. "Yes. Hello. I d like to have our room serviced." I said raising my eyebrows at Kristen and smiling. "What time?" I repeated their question allowed. Kristen shrugged. "Uhhh..can you give us half an hour?" I asked. "Yes. Alright. Thank you." I hung up the receiver. "They ll be here in thirty minutes." I said grabbing Kristen s hand and leading her to the bathroom. "We better get cleaned up quickly." We showered. I took my time washing all the areas that had fed me dinner....and dessert. She helped wash my hair. She massaged my head as she scrubbed the shamp oo in. I was gentle as I washed hers too. It felt super soft in the water. I ran my palms down it as the water cascaded through it. We rinsed and got out. We dr

ied off quickly and dressed. We left the room just as the Housekeeper was pushin g her cart to our room. "You need service?" She asked. "Yes." I answered. "About how long will it take?" "Oh. I ll be fast." She answered. "About thirty minutes." "Ok." I said. "Thanks." Kristen and I walked to the elevator and headed down to her room. We waited ther e just watching tv. I used Kristen s computer to check emails and checked on my RobCats at RAoR. What do you have in store for me today, my lovlies?....Pounding Robert Pattinson on Twitter on his Birthday...oh my God, JAG, I don t even do Twitter.....what i s this pounding she s talking about?...well besides the obvious....#rpattz...hmm m....have no idea what I m talking about?...umm...that would be a yes....oh Sam. ..I must ring him up for a lesson apparently...examples......#rpattz cant believe its not butter...once you go #rpattz, you are physically unable to go back...#r pattz can slam a revolving door.. I rolled my eyes, smiling. ...ahh JAG...you are always such a clever girl....they love my talent, they love my work, they love my humor, they love my ass, they love it all, they will show the tweet world and me too...oh so nice..I ll have to thank her for that next t ime I see her... I scanned through the comments... Oh...they are upset about my bombardment by the paparazzi at the airport... I grimaced, remembering. They feel bad for me...that s nice that they are concerned for my well being and safety...thanks, ladies...oh, milfy s on today... I read her post... The worst part is that it kills her RPattz libido.....Oh well, that s a shame... I rolled my eyes to myself. These ladies just don t see me clearly or they would not have a libido for me in the first place I shook my head, smiling and continued... She just felt so bad for me...oh thank you milfy, but I m ok....I made it out al ive...this time.... she cant also feel like ripping my pants off and having her w ay with me at the same time...what?...oh shit... I laughed. "What s so funny?" Kristen asked, looking over at me from the tv. "Oh nothing." I said quickly. "Just one of those silly things you read online. W hat are you watching?"

I tried to change the subject. "Some stupid lifetime movie. There s nothing on." She grumbled. She flipped through the channels. I guess I distracted her enough not to ask fur ther questions. I scrolled down through the comments further... TooFarGone is offering me up with Sam to JAG for fifteen minutes in the closet.. .JAG wants more than fifteen minutes...oh my God... I giggled against the side of my hand so Kristen wouldn t hear me this time. SpunkMe posted...oh good....she has no idea how to tweet either...good...I m gla d I m not the only one... wish her luckcause she definitely wants to pound me on my birthday... I m her Gangsta! And she s my Bitch. I own her ass!...What the he ll?...these ladies are so ridiculious and funny.... I laughed harder, but held it in as best I could. I breathed deeply to quell the laughter. I continued reading ahead. A post from Janners was next....Kristen s name caught my eye in her post.... She s sick of the press constantly badgering me and Kristen about whether or not we are sleeping together...who the eff cares?...thank you Janners, my thoughts exactly...we hang out all the time...we work together 24/7... we are in a foreig n country away from friends and family.... she s sure the whole cast hangs out b ut as "Edward and Bella", we get singled out. Do the paps really think one of us is going to turn around and say, "why, yes we are! we have wild monkey-sex in o ur trailers during our breaks. you should come! bring your cameras!"...oh my God , Janners....she did not just say that!... I laughed, covering my face. Kristen had gone to the bathroom, but I still didn t want her to hear me and get suspicious since the door to the bathroom was part ially open. I read another post from Made me a believer... I seem like a real person to her because though I clean up nice, I wear normal c lothes like them, not designer clothes...I seem to wear clothes that may not hav e been washed like most of us have sometimes and plus I create a relatable thoug h sexy person....I am sexy because I don t wash my clothes?....I can not underst and the rationale of all these women...it s like the dirtier I become...the more they want me...what the fuck happened that made not caring about my personal hy gene so attractive?...oh silly silly RobCats...they are nuts...gotta love the nu ts girls... I scrolled to the last post on the page. KBitch. My eyes bugged out. I looked up at the bathroom door. She was still inside. I read quickly. I m such an ass to read her private thoughts...but I want to know...sometimes I wish I could read her mind...I can relate to Edward on that desire.... She wants to pound my face with her girly bits for my birthday?...Fuck yeah!.... I raised my eyebrows and then smiled. I licked my lips at the thought. I would love that, Kristen...you naughty kitten....my birthday is going to be th e best one ever...

I hid my smile behind my hand and then ran my hand up through my hair. I logged off and shut her computer as she exited the bathroom. "Ready to go to bed?" I asked. It was late and our room was probably finished. I got up from the desk and turne d off the lamp. Kristen turned off the rest of the lights and the tv. We headed back upstairs. We undressed and crawled in our new, crisp, clean sheets. We cudd led up. I kissed her cheek. She rubbed my arm and brought my fingers to her lips . She kissed each one softly. "I m tired." She murmured against the back of my hand now as she held me to her cheek. "I ll love on you tomorrow." "Night, love." I said. "You love on me every day. I m not worried." We had had a long day. We were out.

I woke to a fantastic sensation between my legs. I thought I was dreaming. I was dreaming of her. I felt the sensations building in me. I was coming. "Oh Shit!" I mumbled waking myself during the sensation. I thought I d be mortified to have a wet dream in front of her, but I felt more than the wetness from my orgasm on me. I lifted the covers quickly as I felt her mouth licking me. She smiled and waved at me. "Good morning!" She crooned. "Happy birthday, sweetie." "Fuck, Kristen!" I said in disbelief. "What are you doing?" "Well based on the breakfast I just swallowed, I think you know what I am doing. " She said and licked up my shaft again. "Oh God, you are incorrigible." I said reaching down and pulling her up to me. I stared in her eyes. She stared back. "Thank you." I said quietly. "That was the best dream...reality...whatever." I laughed. "It s only the beginning." She reminded me. "You are too good for me, Kristen." I whispered. "I really don t deserve such la vish affections from you." "Don t say that, sweetie." She said, pressing her finger to my lips. I kissed it. "Fine. I won t." I said to appease her. "You just make me so happy." "Good. I hope so." She said. "I hope I always make you happy." "You will." I said quietly, brushing a strand of her hair out of her eyes.

We just looked in each others eyes. Connecting. Showing our love to each other t here. "I ve got to get to the gym." I said, sighing. "We are not filming until 8:00AM right?" "Yes." She said playing with the hairs on my chest. "Ok. Well let me get going." I said glancing at the clock. 5:03AM I climbed out of bed, leaving her to rest. I showered and kissed her softly befo re leaving. I stayed at the gym a little over an hour. I trained hard. I concent rated harder on my ab work. I was drenched in sweat by the end and headed to the shower. I dressed and checked the time on my phone. 6:45 AM I entered our room intending to spend some quality time with Kristen before work since it was still early. When I entered, I found the room cast in soft light. As I walked further in, I saw large white pillar candles lit everywhere. They we re on the dresser, the desk and the nightstands. I saw Kristen laying on her sto mach across the bed. She was looking at me so innocently...finger to her lips ag ain. I love when she does that. It s so damn sexy. Her knees were bent. Her feet were intertwined and swinging lazily in the air. By now I wasn t even shocked a nymore. I was definitely surprised, but was getting used to all these amazing gi fts she was giving me this week. I almost hated for my birthday to end after tod ay. The warm candlelight cast a beautiful light across her body and I noticed so mething sparkling on her skin and the bed as well. "What have you created this time?" I said smiling while setting my key down and taking my jacket off. I walked over to her. Something white and sparkling was al l over her and the bed. Is that sand? I touched her skin. Feels like sand. "Where did you get the sand?" I asked. "It s not sand." She whispered. "Taste me." I grinned and knelt beside the bed. We looked in each other s eyes. I licked my lips in anticipation and leaned forward tentatively. I dragged my tongue across her hip. Sugar. Oh my God. She rolled herself in sugar for me. My hand went thro ugh my hair. "Kristen, you taste so sweet." I whispered. I quickly removed my shirt, but left my jeans on. Don t need more chafing than t he harness already gave me. I began licking all over her body. The more she roll ed for me, the more I licked every inch of her skin. Every place I licked her be came recoated from the sugar on the sheets. It was a never ending sugar lickfest . I was indeed on a sugar high now. I made sure to lick her thoroughly between h er legs. She moaned as I pleased her. She was certainly pleasing me this week in ways I d never even imagined. I got up from the floor and moved to the bed. I layed on top of the sugar. It fe lt like sand at the beach under my arm as I crawled up and she scooted back to m ake room for me. I went back to my position between her legs to lick her. I love d how the sugar sparkled on her skin like diamonds in the candlelight. Her engag ement ring refracted the light making the walls of our room look like we had a m irror ball hung.

As she began to push her sex against my mouth, I grabbed her hips with both hand s and rolled to my back. I brought her with me so she was upright and straddling my face. She looked surprised as she looked down at me. I wagged my eyebrows at her. She laughed as she pushed her hair behind her ear. I continued licking and began to suck her clit while I looked up at her. I want this. I want to give he r everything that she gives me. She said she wanted this. She had never asked me if she could. I asked her a couple of times, but we never tried it for long. I want to give her release this way. Climb on and take the wheel. There s nothing here for you to fear. And my love won t lead you wrong. Let me make this clear. Sweeter and sweeter I ll always make you feel. I squeezed her hips and pulled forward gently and back, encouraging her to move on me. I nodded against her and conveyed with my eyes that I wanted this too. He r eyes closed a moment. When she opened them, they were hooded with desire for m e. Slowly, she began to rock as I sucked. She was biting her lip watching me. Sh e reached forward and grabbed the headboard of our bed for leverage and began to really let go. I watched as she dragged her fingers up through her hair. God, s he is so beautiful! Her head fell back and her mouth dropped open as I reached u p to pinch and roll her nipples. Her pussy was rubbing furiously against my mout h and chin. I fought her movements to keep my mouth on her clit. I reached under her with my other hand and slipped two fingers inside her as I sucked. Sugar an d it tastes so sweet. Sugar you re my fantasy. Sugar on and on. She gasped again at the sensations I was giving her. My dick was hard as granite in my jeans watching her get off on my face. Jesus! Oh help me! Christ, she s a ngelic! I watched her body move and bend. I listened to her breaths hitching and her hand continuing to push the hair back from her face so she could watch me. She tasted so good...sweet and Kristen flavored. I sucked and nibbled at her unt il she was coming undone again. And the best part was, I had front row center se ating to watch. So fucking beautiful! "Rob...ahhhhhh....ohGodRob....ohohohoooohhhhhhh." She breathed as she shuttered on top of me. She fell forward on her hands over my head. I smiled and kissed her lovingly ove r and over until she was ready to hear me. She moved her hips and slid down my b ody to lay on my chest, panting. Her hair was a wild mess across her face; acros s my chest. My dick was still hard. I wanted her badly, but I needed to give her a minute to recover. I kissed the top of her head and smoothed her hair out wit h my hand. Once she relaxed, I sat her up on my lap as I brought myself up. "Let s get ready for work." I whispered quietly, staring in her eyes. "Ok." She said hooking her arms around my neck. She moved her hips and rubbed against my erection in my jeans. "Take me." She whispered. I unbuttoned my jeans and lifted myself enough to get them down over my hips wit h my underwear. I was now naked and pressing my hot cock up against her. My ass sat in sugar. I stood up from the bed and she hooked her legs around my waist. I walked us to the shower and turned the water on. I held her under the spray and wet her hair. I let the water wash away all the traces of sugar from our bodies . I then let her wet body slip down me until she was impaled on my cock. I thrus ted in her, backing her against the wall for leverage. I stroked in an out of he r quickly knowing we needed to to get out the door to work on time. She panted a s she took everything I gave her. Thrust for pounding thrust, she moaned and squ eezed my shoulders with her fingers. I sped forward thrusting as fast as my body

would allow. I stared at her breasts bouncing against my chest as I fucked her. I felt it coming. I exploded within her. "Ungh! Oh baby! Fuck!" I breathed against her shoulder. I rested my forehead there to catch my breath. I lifted her off my cock and stoo d her up. We finished showering, talking about our upcoming work day. When we fi nished getting ready, we left for work. We climbed in and sat in the car holding hands on the way to the set. "My parents will be here at 1 PM. They are going to stay at our hotel." I said. "That will be easier to spend time with them." She replied. "I hate I have to work all day and not be there to greet them when they arrive." I muttered. "They understand, Rob. You ll see them tonight at your party." She encouraged. "I m having a party?" I asked, cocking my eyebrow at her. "Yes, at Glowbal." She announced. "You certainly are full of surprises. I m sure to never get bored of you." I sai d teasingly. "I certainly hope not." She said, elbowing me in the arm playfully. "Never." I reassured her. "Good, because you re stuck with me now." She said holding up her ring on her fi nger. She took it off after we looked at it a moment and put it in her pocket. I kisse d her finger where her ring had been. I winked at her and she smiled for me. "Do my parents know about the party?" I asked. "Yes. I contacted them to tell them while you were at work." She said. "You are a sneaky little she-devil." I teased, tickling her. She giggled and pushed me away. "Stop. Stop!" She squealed. We arrived on set and exited our car. We headed for make-up and wardrobe. We fil med several scenes today. It was a very long, exhausting day...almost twelve hou rs. But I was fueled on Diet Coke and chocolate covered coffee beans from my tra iler which I devoured on breaks to keep me going. My picnic on Kristen s body fl ashed in my thoughts each time I ate one. It was a long afternoon trying to keep such thoughts out of my head as I worked. At 5:30PM we were finished for the da y. After work, we went back to the room to relax and freshen up before the party Kr isten had planned for me. I phoned my parents to make sure their arrival went sm oothly, which it did. I told them I couldn t wait to see them soon. They were ge tting ready. We needed to get ready as well. We showered...separately this time to my disappointment, but Kristen had calls to make. We dressed casually. I thre

w on a white tshirt and pulled my grey striped button down off it s hanger in th e closet and slipped it on. I grabbed my black pants. I fingered the suspenders and thought about Kristen s hands on them, winding and pulling as she...oh no. I can t think about that all night in front of my parents. I quickly removed the suspenders from the pants and slipped them on. I shrugged my black hoodie on and slipped on my shoes. I was ready to go. I waited for Kristen to finish and emer ge from the bathroom. She looked beautiful to me as always. She wore her jeans a nd a blue and black flannel shirt. I was glad after such a long day not to have to dress up tonight. I kissed her and told her she looked great. She smiled and said I was the most handsome guy in the world. I told her she was just saying th at because it was my birthday and she had to be nice and complementary. She laug hed and rolled her eyes at me. I was looking forward to seeing my parents. It had been so long now. I really mi ssed them. I really looked forward to getting there to see them. I just wanted t o give my Mum a hug. I checked the time. 8:50 PM We headed downstairs and hailed a cab out front. Kristen carried gift bags, but she wouldn t let me look in them. She was texting on the way over. "Who are you texting? Ashley?" I asked. "Maybe." She said teasing. I rolled my eyes and laughed. She wasn t going to tell me. She giggled and put h er phone away. She kissed my cheek. I smiled at her. We got out at the restauran t. No paparazzi were there...yet. I was not naive enough to believe they wouldn t find me. They always do if I stay too long in one place. And I would be here f or hours tonight. We walked in and I immediately saw my Mum and Dad at the bar h aving a drink. I made a direct path for them saying hello to Ashley, Sam and JAG quickly along the way. "Mum! Dad!" I called as I approached. "Oh Robert!" My Mum said, smiling with her arms outstretched. I hugged her tightly to me. I kissed her cheek and hugged her again. "I ve missed you so much." I mumbled against her shoulder. "I ve missed you too, Robert." She cooed. "Happy birthday!" "Am I going to get a turn?" My Dad asked, smiling. "Just a moment Richard. I haven t held him in so long." She sniffled. I pulled back to look at her. "Oh, don t cry, Mum." I said softly. I grabbed a napkin off the bar and dabbed at her tears. I giggled a little when she laughed at herself for crying. I raised my eyebrows at her. "You alright now, Mum?" I asked. "Yes, sweetheart. I m fine. Now say hello to your Father before I start the wate rworks all over again." She ordered.

I turned to my Dad. I sighed and smiled. I held out my hand. He shook it with hi s and pulled me to him for a big hug. He clapped my back and rubbed it. I missed my time with my Father. "How have you been, son?" My Dad asked, beaming at me. "You holding up ok with a ll the fame?" "Well." I said shrugging my shoulders and raising my brow again. "I am managing alright most of the time. Kristen helps to keep me sane." I smiled. I felt so happy to be with them again. "Where is your Kristen, Robert?" He asked, looking past me. "I thought I saw her come in with you." "Yes, she s here." I said, turning to look for her. I saw her standing and talking to Ashley, Sam and JAG. Elizabeth arrived and the n Taylor, Kristen s brother. They were all talking and laughing. Kristen caught my eye and I smiled at her. I nodded my head to the side signaling her to come o ver now. She excused herself from the conversation with our friends and headed o ur direction. I held out my hand for her to join me as I formally introduced her to my parents. Her hand slipped effortlessly into mine and I felt calm and sere ne. I smiled at her. She returned the gesture. "Mum, Dad, I d like to introduce you again to Kristen, my fiance." I said proudl y. Kristen held out her hand and to both my parents. My Mum hugged her. Kristen was surprised, but accepted her affection. "So, nice to see you again, Kristen. We didn t get to talk to you very much last time at the premiere." My Mum said. "You look lovely." "Thank you." She replied. "I have been looking forward to your visit almost as m uch as your son here." She grinned at me. I smiled and looked back at my parents. "You are a beautiful girl, Kristen." My Dad said. Kristen blushed, but thanked him for the nice compliment. "You better treat this one like a queen." He said near my ear, nudging me. "She is stunning." "Yes, she is." I beamed proudly, eyeing her. "So tell us, Kristen, how filming is going for the two of you." My Mum asked. I leaned into Kristen s ear and let her know I was going to get us some drinks. I kissed her cheek. I walked to the bar leaving Kristen to chat with both my par ents. It was almost perfect. If my sisters had been here, that would have been e ven better. I took the Peroni beer for myself and took a swig. I picked up Krist en s champagne cocktail and handed it to her. She thanked me and took a sip. "So, Kristen tells us she has to fight the girls off you." My Father joked. "Yes, You know I look at all of it on the internet." My Mum chimed in. "There ar e so many girls and women who are crazed over you."

My parents seemed half amused and half concerned. I ran my hand through my hair and shrugged my shoulders. "Well, you know, these fangirls. They are so silly. I have no idea why they are obsessed with me. It must be Edward." I stated, laughing. They laughed. We walked over to the other guests. I introduced my parents to eve ryone. I looked at the table set up with food. Kristen had a large selection of food ordered for the party. Roasted chicken, lamb, salads, and roasted vegetable s. Platters of desserts including cheesecake were on another table. My eyes zero ed in on my favorite. "Kobe beef meatballs." I said to Kristen, smiling. She winked. I fixed a plate of food and joined the conversation. Nick and Stepha nie arrived followed by Jaime shortly after. We were nearly finished eating when Kristen whispered something to Sam and then left the room. I assumed she was he aded to the bathroom since JAG and Ashley went with her. Why do girls always go to the bathroom in groups? I chatted with my parents until I saw Kristen headed back from the back hallway with girls giggling in tow. Sam was suddenly standing at the front of the room and clinking his glass with a spoon. We all quieted an d turned our attention towards him. JAG walked to stand beside him. "I d like to propose a toast." Sam began. "Most of you know that Rob has been a dear friend of mine for many years." Kristen came up beside me with her champagne cocktail and handed me another Pero ni. I thanked her silently. "Rob is such a loyal friend. He will have your back through whatever life throws at you. Rob has come so far in the last year, careerwise, physically, emotional ly. He has taken it in stride when most others would crumble under the pressure like he is subjected to almost daily. He is an amazing person and I for one am g lad to call him my friend. Happy birthday. To Rob." Sam said and raised his glas s to me. "To Rob." Everyone repeated. Everyone clinked glasses with the person next to them and sipped their drinks. I ran my hand through my hair. I mouthed a thank you at Sam and smiled. He nodded and smiled back. He touched JAG s glass and kissed her sweetly before drinking. Sam cleared his throat loudly. "If I may have your attention one last time. I promise not to make you listen to me drone on all night." Sam said. Everyone laughed. "I d like to make one more toast this evening. Kristen arranged this whole party for Rob. She is sweet and strong and beautiful. She is so good for Rob. She doe sn t take his crap. She can dish it back just as fast, if not better." He paused to wink at Kristen. "She has turned Rob from a good man into a great man. His l ove for her shows in every action. Kristen, you gave him a run for his money at first....made him work hard to achieve the honor of your love. Keep crackin you r whip, girl!" Everyone laughed including Kristen who looked at me. I pursed my lips at her and then grinned to let her know I was only teasing. Sam was right.

"So, I think all of you here are aware of Rob and Kristen s relationship. Could two people be a more perfect fit?" Everyone nodded in agreement. Kristen and I looked at each other again smiling. "They are quite the super couple in the tabloids speculation. But we are the pr ivledged few who know that they are indeed a super couple in reality. And on beh alf of Kristen and Rob, I d like to announce to you, their closest circle of fri ends and family, the engagement of this fine match. May your days always be bles sed. To Rob and Kristen. Congratulations." Sam ended, raising his glass again in our direction. I hadn t realized we were announcing it to all our guests, but I suppose most ev eryone here knew already. My parents congratulated us again and kissed and hugge d us both. I leaned in to Kristen. "I love you." I whispered and kissed her quickly before heading over to shake Sa m s hand and thank him for all the nice things he said about both of us. I was laughing and had just begun a conversation with JAG about being pounded by all her ladies for my birthday when I heard another spoon clinking a glass. I t urned to see Kristen standing there looking rather nervous. She was fidgeting an d rocking on her feet. She pushed her hair behind her ear before she spoke. "So, umm, I He is very earts. It s g, but then wanted to thank all of you for coming here tonight to celebrate Rob. special to me. And I know he holds a special place in each of your h easy to see why so many love him." She looked at me, her eyes shinin looked away quickly.

"Rob is the best guy I have ever met. He is honest. He wears his heart on his sl eve. He s passionate." There were audible oohhs and ahhhs throughout the room as everyone raised an eye brow my way. I raised mine too and looked around wondering who she could be refe rring too. I laughed and looked down, running my hand through my hair. "He s passionate." Kristen repeated, rolling her eyes and laughing at everyone s reactions. "about life, about his work, his music, his family and friends and i n his commitment to me as well. He deserves the best life can offer him. I feel lucky that my life intersected with his. I feel like a better person for knowing you, Rob." She said looking my direction. Our eyes locked and we spoke to each other without speaking a word. "I d like to thank Sam for the nice toasts he just made to Rob and to us. So, th ank you." She said to Sam, nodding his direction. He nodded too and smiled, taking a small bow towards her. JAG smiled and put her arm around him, rubbing his back. "I d like to thank Clare and Richard for coming from London to be with Rob tonig ht. And thank you to all of you who took the time to come here and celebrate his life with me. So, umm, without holding you captive to my awkward rambling." She said grimacing and pushing the hair behind her ear again as she looked at the f loor in front of her. "I d like to begin tonight s festivities with our gifts. I d" She said clearing her throat. "like to go first. I have a call for you, Rob." She looked across the room. Ashley came forward and handed Kristen her cell phon

e. I was puzzled, my mouth had dropped open slightly as I tried to figure out wh at was going on. I looked suspiciously at her as she came closer to me. She hit the speaker phone button on her cell. "Can you hear me?" Kristen asked. "Yes, we hear you." Two voices said in unison. I recognized them immediately as my sisters voices, Lizzie and Victoria. "Go ahead. He s listening." Kristen said. "Rob?" Victoria questioned. "Hi, yes, I m here. How are you?!" I said. "Well, I m fantastic! How are you, Robert?" She replied. "Happy Birthday!" Lizzie interjected before I could answer. "Yes, oh heavens, happy birthday!" Victoria chimed in. "Thank you. I miss you both. I wish you could have been here with us tonight." I said. "Oh, we do too, baby brother." Lizzie said. "You ve missed quite the party." I said. "So we heard. Maybe we could make it up to you really soon." Victoria said. Kristen was beaming at me. I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned expecting my M um to ask to speak to my sisters. I was shocked to find Lizzie and Victoria stan ding behind me holding a cell phone. "Oh my God!" I said in shock, running my hand through my hair. My sisters squealed and hugged me. "What are you doing here?" I asked, handing the phone back to Kristen. "Kristen arranged for us to come. We flew in today." Victoria said, smiling at K risten. I looked at Kristen myself. "You did this?" I asked in shock. "You brought my sisters to me for my birthday? " I felt tears welling in my eyes and I fought them back. I thanked her. We didn t make it a habit to hug or kiss in front of our friends, and our family was no d ifferent. I d thank her more thoroughly when we had some private time alone. I c hatted with my sisters and my parents for a few minutes before Kristen announced we needed to move forward. "There s more?" I asked in surprise. She winked.

"I have one more call for you, but this one is just a call. No more surprise vis its will happen tonight." She explained. I was puzzled again about who this call could be from. Maybe Peter or my friend, Bobby. I was wondering when Ashley came forward again, holding Kristen s cell. She walked over to me and hit the speaker phone. "Go ahead. You re on." She said. I held the phone waiting for the voice at the other end. "I hear someone there is having a birthday today." The voice said. "Birthday s a re fun, but aging is such a bitch." I recognized the voice immediately of my idol, Jack Nicholson. "Oh my God. Umm....hello, Mr. Nicholson." I said, feeling like a babbling idiot. "Rob. I heard you were a big fan of mine. I hope you have a great birthday, kid. I d like you to have this. I think your girl should be bringing it to you now." He said and paused. Kristen walked over to Elizabeth. She handed Kristen a stack of papers. They loo ked like a script. Kristen walked over to me and handed it to me. I looked down at the top blue page and read the type. One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest. It was s igned Rob, Keep your chin up! Don t let them drag you down. Happy Birthday and best wishes, Jack Nicholson . I grinned at that. I flipped it open and saw that there were hand written notes throughout the margins. My mouth dropped open. "Ummm...Oh thank you very much." I said to Mr. Nicholson. "This is unbelievable! " "That s my own copy of the script. I heard you were a big fan of my work in that movie. I thought you might like to have it." He said. "Yes. I love it, Mr. Nicholson. Thank you." I rambled. I was in shock. I didn t know what else to say. I felt like such a fan. A deer i n headlights. My mind was blank. "Call me Jack. I ve got to run now, kid. Have your people call my people. Maybe we can work on a project together." He said. "I ll do that. I d love to do a project with you." I said. I mouthed oh my God

to Kristen. She giggled.

"Alright you take care now. Have a happy birthday and don t do anything I wouldn t do. On second thought, scratch that. Don t do anything. Probably safer that w

ay." He said, laughing. "Goodnight, Rob." "Goodnight, Jack. Thank you for calling and for the script." I said. "Your welcome. Bye now." He said. "Bye." I said in disbelief, hanging up. I looked at Kristen with such adoration in my eyes for arranging such extravagan t gifts for me. She knew that I d tell her later. "I have a few more for you." She said. She went over and grabbed one of the small gift bags she brought and handed it t o me. I removed the tissue paper and pulled out a folded piece of paper. I opene d it as everyone watched me. I read what was written aloud. "This gift certificate is an invitation. You are cordially invited to perform at our private open mic night for the New Moon cast and crew." I read as my eyes b ugged out. The event details were listed. "This will be a closed event, not open to the public." I finished quietly. I thought I might cry I was so overwhelmed with her thoughtful gift. She knows h ow much that meant to me; how I mourned it now that I no longer had the opportun ity to do that without being invaded by paparazzi and over zealous fans. I was going to thank her in every way I could think of later for all of this. Sh e walked over to some gifts on the floor and came back with another. I sat down in a chair by this point, not sure I could handle many more amaing gifts like sh e was giving me without some support to hold me up. She handed me the guitar cas e she was carrying. My guitar. How did that get here? She didn t bring that? I t hought she was asking me to play here...right now. "Go ahead, Rob. Open it." She encouraged me. I opened the case expecting to see my guitar and instead found a new one in it s place. It was signed. I read the signature. Rob Best Wishes, Van Morrison

Oh. My. God. "Kristen, you did too much." I said softly looking up at her. I let my fingers touch the strings and pluck a single note. Everyone smiled. "Thank you, love." I said, looking up at her. I tried to convey the magnitude of my love, adoration and thankfulness in that o ne look.

"I ve got one more from me." She said walking back to retrieve it. I shook my head in disbelief. How could there possibly be any more from her? She came back carrying a small gift bag. "This is your main gift." She said with a serious face. I looked in as she handed it over. It contained a bottle of hair gel. I laughed. "Very amusing." I said winking at her. Everyone laughed when I reached in and pulled out the tube to show them. My parents handed me a gift. I tore the paper and opened the box. Inside lay a b ible with my full name etched into the black leather cover. I ran my finger over the letters. Robert Thomas Pattinson. I opened it and saw my Mum s inscription. I read it to myself. To help you remember who you are and give you comfort when times are difficult. I had this printed just for you and marked with your favorite passage. We love y ou, our dearest Robert. Love, Mum and Dad I turned to the place marked with the ribbon. It was holding it s place at the b ook of Job. I flipped through the pages. The whole book of Job was highlighted. I smiled. This was such a meaningful gift too. I thanked them. They handed me another gift. I unwrapped it and opened the box. This one contain ed a framed certificate. I took it out and read it through the glass. This is to honor the acheivements of Robert Thomas Pattinson. On behalf of all the staff here at the Barnes Theater Company, we name our new w ing after you and your fine accomplishments. The Robert Thomas Pattinson Wing 2009

My mouth dropped open again for the 20th time tonight. My head was swimming with all the surprises. It feels so surreal. "Here s your big gift." My Mum said, handing me a gift bag. I pulled out the paper and peered down in the bag. "No. no." I said, shaking my head and laughing. "I m not taking this out. Very f unny." I looked at my parents. My Mum was covering her mouth trying not to laugh hyster ically. "What is it?" Ashley called out.

"Yeah, man, tell us what s in the bag." Sam seconded her. I sighed in defeat and pulled out a pack of Fruit of the Loom underwear, a set o f nail clippers and a bottle of shampoo. "I didn t want you to get a scalp disease." My Mum joked. Everyone laughed and I rolled my eyes, laughing too at myself. I stood and hugged my Dad and then my Mum. "Your real gift, we ll give you a bit later in private, alright?" She whispered. I nodded and kissed her cheek. I sat back down. Lizzie and Victoria came up to m e next. "We have a few things we d like to give you too, Robert." I saw the Manager of Glowbal wheel in a cart with a tv on it. I didn t realize L izzie was holding a remote until she pointed it at the tv and turned on the DVD by hitting play. A video of my dog, Patty began playing. My heart leapt at seein g her. Lizzie and Victoria were having her perform tricks, some of which she was n t cooperating. She decided to lick her privates instead. My Mum quickly shot o n camera to stop her and the screen went black a moment. Everyone laughed. My Mu m stood shaking her head and laughing too. Then all came into focus again. My sisters were taking Patty for a walk and film ing Patty from behind. I watched Patty s bum sway as she trotted down the lane. I love that bounce. I laughed. "Anytime you miss Patty, you can pop this DVD in and take her for a walk. It s t he next best thing to being here." Victoria said. I looked at my sisters thoughtfully as they turned the DVD off. Then, Victoria h anded me a gift bag. I removed the paper and looked in. I reached in and pulled out the blank music sheets with a ribbon tied around it. It also had a very nice silver pen. It was engraved. I read the inscription. Brotherly Devotion, Love L and V I smiled and thought about all the songs I would be writing in the future. "This is really nice too." I said. "I ll make sure to put it to good use." They handed me a box. I unwrapped it and opened it. A framed sheet of music lay inside. I looked at the title. "Beside You." I read. It was signed To Rob Hope to enjoy your music someday too. Van Morrison

. I hugged them both. "Thank you." I said. I was seriously feeling dizzy from all the nice things that were being given to me at my party. I felt overwhelmed by the love and thoughtfulness that was being shown to me. "Sit down, Robert." Lizzie said. "We have one more for you." They handed me their final bag as I sat back down. I was beginning to see a patt ern here. I laughed before even opening it. There is no telling what this is. I removed the paper from the large gift bag and looked inside. "Oh no!" I said, doubling over in laughter. "You did not do that!" "What is it?" Ashley asked again. "We want to know." I thought it only fair for them to have their fun after everything nice they gav e me including their presence. I ran my hand through my hair and sighed. I reach ed into the bag and brought out a black dress, ladies high heeled shoes, a make up bag and a purse. The side of the purse was stitched with a monogram reading Claudia Most everyone here knew the story well that my sisters used to dress me up like a girl and call me Claudia when I was young. The room broke out in laughter. I just nodded, smiling and pursing my lips waiti ng for it to end. "You just wait." I said to Lizzie and Victoria. "Your times are coming. Payback. " I nodded. They laughed and kissed my cheeks. I hugged them both to me. Sam came towards me. "Uh-oh." I said wondering what on earth he could be bringing me. He handed me a six pack of beer. "Sorry, I didn t wrap it." Sam said and shrugged. It wasn t just any beer it was British Pub beer. Nice! It came with a certificat e that more would be delivered soon. I thanked him. Beer is always good.

I peered into the bag and reached in. I pulled out a tshirt. I unfolded it to fi nd Sam s face plastered on the front. It was from his concert tour. I smirked at him. I pulled out a picture. It was of him and he had signed it. He motherfucki ng signed it. I laughed. I pulled out more tshirts and pictures. One each of Bob by, Marcus and Tom.

He then sly. He ain any gifts.

handed me a gift bag. I knew just gestured for me to open paper. Guys don t do frilly. A six pack of beer and a non

this couldn t be good. I eyed him suspiciou it. I opened the bag which didn t even cont I m surprised JAG let him get away with his decorated gift bag is not girl approved.

"Now we can be with you everywhere you go." Sam joked. I made a face then laughed. Nick and Stephanie came next. They handed me a box. I opened it. I pulled out a black polo shirt with white stripes. I laughed. "Very funny." I said. "Why?" Nick asked, confused. "It s not supposed to be funny. I thought you could wear it next week in Cannes for the photoshoot." Oh shit! It wasn t supposed to be a fake gift. I felt horrible. "Oh of course. Sorry. Yes, I love it. Of course I ll wear it." I said, smiling. Oh God, I would never pick this for myself. Do they even sell shirts like this a t the thrift store? I ll have to check on that next time I am there. "Here." Nick said, grimacing. "This was supposed to be the fake gift." I felt like a heel. I grimaced and took the gift. I opened the bag to see a gian t alarm clock inside. I eyed him cocking my eyebrow. We laughed as I pulled it o ut and showed everyone. "Nick has a slight problem with my punctuality." I remarked. Everyone laughed. Stephanie handed me a gift box. I opened it and found a black hoodie shirt insid e. It had an embroidered lettering on the upper left chest area of the shirt. I read it to myself. Kristen leaned over me to see it too. KS s Lumber Supply Company Driving wood right where you need it Kristen and I laughed hysterically. "Nice!" I said, putting it away. "I love it!" "Wait! You didn t even see the rest. Turn it over." Stephanie said. I pulled it out again and flipped it over. In big, red, felt letters across the back that read T-A-K-E-N! We broke out in laughter again. I am so wearing this..at least in the room I wil l. "I figured mine counted for both real and fake. So that s all I got you." She ex plained. We laughed again. "I do love it! It s more than enough!" I said. "I ll wear it in our room." Ashley came forward and handed me an envelope.

"This is from me, Jaime, Elizabeth and everyone else that couldn t be here...you know...Kellan, Peter.." She said, trailing off. I opened the card and read what was written. We know it won t be long now until you and Kristen will have to separate for the Summer. Given the way you are attached at the hip now, we are sure you will be spending many late nights on the phone with her. You will have to be prepared for your next project. We thought you might need these. It was signed by most of the cast. A small envelope was sitting inside the card. I opened it. I found three gift cards for coffee from Starbucks, Dunkin Donuts , and Timmy s. I thanked her for them and the rest of the cast that was present. I think they were right....I will need coffee this Summer....and lots of it. The waiter wheeled out a cart with a cake on it and a dark tower of some kind. A s he brought it closer to me I saw it was a towering pyramid made out of Reeses Cups. I fucking love those! I laughed and looked at Kristen. She shrugged, smili ng. The candles were lit...all twenty-three of them. Everyone sang happy birthda y to me. I made a wish and blew out the candles on the cake in one big breath. We ok er er headed over to the AfterGlow lounge of Glowbal. We aquired a few tables. I to Kristen to a private booth to talk to her. I ordered another Peroni and anoth champagne cocktail for Kristen from the waitress. I reached out and stroked h face with my hand as I sighed.

"You really blew me away tonight." I said quietly. "This has to be the most phen omenal birthday of my entire life!" "I m so happy you liked everything." She said. "I wish I could give you more." "More?!" I said. "This was more than enough!" She smiled and bit her lip. "I wish I could kiss you here, but I can t." She whispered, staring at my lips. I reached out and ran my thumb across her lower lip. "Me too, baby. Me too." I said. "I have another gift for you." She said reaching in her pocket. "Kristen, you really shouldn t have done that." I said. She had done so much already. "Your birthday is not over until we go to bed tonight, so until then, just shut up and accept what I give to you." She teased. "Alright." I said sighing again and taking a swig of my beer. "What is it?" "Hold out your hand." She instructed.

She held up a small, black, velvet bag. She shook it out over my palm. A shark t ooth fell out. I smiled looking at it. I was puzzled as to why she would choose this. I turned it over and over in my fingers, admiring it. "Thank you." I said quietly. "You are probably wondering why I got you that." She said. "Yes. I like it though." I said, laughing lightly. "You re leaving me next week." She said sadly. "For Cannes." "Yes." I said in almost a whisper. "Well, I know you are nervous about the crowds there. We haven t talked about it much yet. I suppose we should do that this weekend. But I just wanted to give y ou a good luck charm. Shark teeth are supposed to be a symbol of strength. They symbolize a proud display of masculinity" She said. "And sexual potentcy." She added eye fucking me. She licked her bottom lip. I stared at it as she did. I so longed to kiss her. "Thank you, love." I said, eye fucking her in return. "I ll make sure to wear it all the time then." She smiled. Her hand rubbed mine. "I feel like a sap not thanking you properly here." I said. "You have plenty of time to thank me later...not that I don t want you to now." She said, letting her hand drop to my thigh under the table. She rubbed back and forth slowly as she stared in my eyes. We ch other a moment, just staring, the spark beginning to glow. her soul. I inched closer to her face. It was a force like I ore in my life, to be so tied to one person....so consumed by ghts. were quiet with ea I felt the pull of had never felt bef her in all my thou

"Let s do shots, birthday boy!" Called Sam as he interupted us by rapping his kn uckles on our table as he passed. The momentary pull between us was broken. We breathed in sharply and sat back at the same time. We both smiled and laughed at ourselves. We are quite a pair alr ight. We got up from the table to join the others. I could hear the fans outside the r estaurant and bar screaming, some pounding on the windows as I walked to the bar . Damn! Can t I just have one night out to myself to enjoy without all that? And on my god damn birthday no less. My happiness began to fade, but I tried to sta y in a good mood for my friends and for Kristen who had worked so hard on this p arty. My parents were busy talking with my sisters. Kristen and I joined Sam, JA G, Ashley, Jaime and Elizabeth for Birthday Cake shots at the bar. The guys foll owed up with straight shots of whiskey. The girls did a second one as well. They elected to do something called a blow job. I nearled choked on my whiskey as I saw Kristen take the whipped cream topped shot glass to her mouth without using her hands. When she finished, the whipped cream was at the corner of her mouth. I fought the urge to lean forward and lick it off her. She did the job for me wh ich was nearly just as satisfying to watch. Nearly.

After chatting with my friends a while, Kristen and I went to join my family. We stayed until 1 AM. It was time to go. We headed outside. I dreaded the onslaugh t of cameras in my face. A cab was waiting out front. I stopped to sign autograp hs and pose for pictures with fans while my parents and Kristen got into the bac kseat of the taxi. I tried to divert the attention from Kristen to me. As much a s I disliked them, I d rather take the brunt of it than subject my family, Krist en included, to that. I climbed in the front seat with the driver. He didn t see m to realize what was happening, but didn t seem to mind. My Mum and Kristen wer e talking about coming to their room when we got back so they could give us some thing. The cameras flashes were blinding me and I was fucking tired. It had been a very long, very overwhelming day for me. I covered my face with my hands to b lock out the flashes and to block them from what they were hunting. My face. Sto p! Just stop! e arrived back at our hotel. We headed to my parents room with them. I put my ar m around Kristen s waist and pulled her close to me as we walked. My sisters too k a seperate cab and already went to their room on another floor. We entered my parents room and sat down on the sofa, while they milled about. My Mum went to h er suitcase and began rumaging through it. She brought out a small black box and came to sit with us. My Dad stood beside her. "Robert, Kristen, we are so very happy you have found each other." She began. "W e wanted you to have this. It belonged to your Great Grandmother, Robert." She held out the small black box to us. Kristen looked at me unsure if she shoul d take it or I should. I reached out and took the box from my Mum s hand and slo wly lifted the lid. I smiled and tilted the box to Kristen so she could see it. "It was her wedding band. We thought you might like to give it to Kristen on you r wedding day." Mum said. The diamond and emerald band was very beautiful, just like Kristen. Perfect. Kri sten s face lit up at seeing the beautiful ring. "Oh, Clare. It s so, so beautiful." Kristen said on the verge of tears. "Thank y ou." "Yes, Mum, she s right it is exquiste. Thank you for giving it to us." I said, k issing her cheek. "She would have loved for you to have it, I m sure." Mum said. "Would you like t o try it on?" My Mum smiled at Kristen. "Yes." Kristen answered, beaming. She held out her hand, her engagement ring present since we entered the hotel ag ain. I removed the ring from the box and slid it into place in front of her enga gement ring. I felt a wave of pleasure wash through me as I put it on her finger . Kristen breathed in deeply as I did as her eyes fluttered to mine. We smiled a t each other. We all admired the ring. It was the right size, fortunately. My Grandmother was a beauty in her day, just like you." Dad said to Kristen. "Se ems fitting to give it to you." He smiled at her. Kristen blushed and thanked him for his compliment. Kristen qu ickly removed the ring and placed it back in it s box much to my dissatisfaction . I liked seeing that on her finger. I liked the permanence it symbolized. Mine.

"I don t want to jinx anything." She explained when she saw the smile fall from my face at her hasty action. I grimaced and she reached out to stroke my jaw. "Well, we need to get to bed. We have to work in the morning." I said, rising fr om the couch and pulling Kristen up to her feet. "When will you be finished filming tomorrow?" Mum asked. "I don t know an exact time, but we are only schedule for filming in the morning tomorrow. So, it could go to mid day, I suppose." I answered. "Well just ring us when you get back and we will get together." Mum said. "Oh, that reminds me." Kristen chimed in. "I arranged for us to have tea at 4 PM in the lounge downstairs, if that s alright?" I looked at her in amazement. "I told you, you didn t have to do that." I murmured into her hair as I kissed t he side of her head. "Oh how lovely, Kristen. That was so nice of you. We d love to have tea." Mum sa id. I could tell she thought that was kind of Kristen to do something so traditional for my family. We hugged and kissed and said our goodnights and headed to the elevator. By the time we entered our room it was almost 2:15 AM. "What time do we have to be on set tomorrow?" I asked Kristen, yawning and rubbi ng my face with my hands. "Not until 9:30." Kristen called from the bathroom, where she had headed. I began to undress and leave my clothes in a pile on the floor. I left on my tsh irt and underwear. I went to retrieve the shark tooth Kristen gave me from my pa nts pocket off the floor. I took my leather cord necklace from the dresser and u nlatched it. I slipped the shark tooth on and closed it. I put it on and waited for Kristen to come out. I fingered it..admiring it and thinking what she said i t stood for. I looked up as Kristen emerged. She was wearing a red silk nightie with thin little straps at the shoulder. The hem hit just at the apex of her leg s. I could just make out the black lace of her panties showing. Fuck! I was tire d, but now I fucking wasn t. My dick was not tired in the least apparently becau se I was hard instantly. Kristen dangled a small gift bag, no bigger than a soda can from her finger as she smiled at me. I let my eyes take every bit of her in . Her long brown hair fell in waves over her shoulders. Her eyes were fueled and burning for me. The round, pert breasts, nipping at me through the red shiny ma terial of her nightie. Her creamy legs that were the most beautiful I had ever l aid eyes on in my lifetime stretched so long to the floor. My mouth began to wat er thinking about them wrapped around my waist, my ass, my head. Fuck! "Last gift." She said. "You want it?" She smiled coyly at me. "Hell yes." I breathed, already stroking my cock in my underwear.

"You need to remove those first." She said, nodding to my boxers. "Then, I ll gi ve you what s in the bag." I quickly stood and removed my shirt and slid my boxers down my legs, stepping o ut of them. She eyed my sharktooth necklace. A smile emerged on her lips. Her ey es sparkled. Then her gaze dropped to my hard dick. She licked her lips. "Lay back on the bed, babe." She said. I did as she asked, never taking my eyes off her. She walked over and set the sm all gift bag in front of me. I grabbed it, grinning at her. I looked inside. I r eached in and pulled out a can of cake frosting and a bottle of multicolored spr inkles. I looked at her, confused. "I don t understand." I said looking up at her. She crawled in bed beside me and propped her head on her hand. "Well, I thought we could decorate a birthday cock." She said naughtily as she r eached out to stroke me. Oooohhhhhh. Fuck yeah! "Ok. Here." I said, holding it out to her. I was a bit eager for my last gift. I intended to selfishly enjoy this one. She took the can and opened the lid. She pulled the foil back and dipped her fingers in. She scooped out a dollop of vanilla frosting and began to smooth it onto my cock. I watched her and waited. I enjoyed the feel of her fingers as they strok ed up and down my shaft in long lazy strokes. She repeated the process several t imes until I was thouroughly covered. She threw the frosting container in the fl oor. I watched as she sucked her fingers in her mouth. She looked at me watching her. I licked my lips as I watched hers around her fingers, sucking. My dick is gonna be there in mere minutes. I twitched at the thought. She noticed and remo ved her fingers from her mouth. She grabbed the sprinkles and unscrewed the cap. She shook it over me, dotting me with the colored little confections. She threw the bottle in the floor with the frosting container. Kristen bent down and kiss ed the head of my cock. "Happy birthday, my big RobRocket." She cooed against the head. "You look so swe et all decorated for me. Now, let s get you all cleaned up." RobRocket?!?! I bit my tongue sucking in my cheeks to avoid laughing. She started licking me. Oh yeah. Feels so fucking good. Happy fucking birthday t o me. I bit my lip watching her. She alternated from small lapping to long strok es. I nearly came by just watching her lick me. She licked everywhere, but the h ead of my shaft. Come on. All the way up. Damn don t stop there again. Take it. Take it. Fuck. Come oooooonnnnn. I felt the tip of her tongue hit the underside of the head. Yes! Higher. Oh God when is she going to start sucking me? I let my head fall back with the thought and anticipation. I couldn t resist looking bac k though when I felt her fingers caressing me at the base and then lower on my b alls. Fuck just suck it, Kristen. You are making me crazy. I ran my hand through my hair. She licked me over and over like I was a damn ice cream cone. I felt l ike passing out watching her. But I wanted more. Wanted my most sentitive part t ouched by her little pink tongue. She had finally licked off all the frosting ex cept for the head. My shaft shined from the sweetness of her mouth. Her moaning

in pleasure as she licked me clean was not helping my resolve. She finally moved up once more, but this time engulfed my head with her lips. She swirled her ton gue all around where I had been craving her most. Hell yes! Right there, baby. O hhhh. Mmmm yeah. You like having my cock in your mouth, don t you? I love watchi ng you. Your mouth. Oh Christ. My hips bucked involuntarily at the heightened se nsitivity from the deprivation. She squeezed her hand around the base as she beg an her descent. The suction. Oh Jesus, the damn suction is going to make me pass out from sheer pleasure. My fingers found their way into her hair and entangled themselves there gently. Kristen looked up at me and our eyes locked for the lo ngest time while I watched her pleasure me. "Fuck...feels so nice..." I whispered as I let one hand fall to brush my fingert ips against the hollow of her cheek. She stopped sucking and let her tongue dance around the head. Our eyelock never ceased. She is heaven to me. I want more. I want the soft warmth inside her now. I let my other hand untangle from her hair and moved both hands under her arms. I lifted her up my body to lay against my chest. Her lips were all shiny. I kis sed her gently and tasted the sweet stickiness of the frosting, the vanilla flav or still tainting her lips. "Mmmmm." I moaned as our kiss ended. I let my hand snake down her side and under her little nightie to her black lace panties. She smiled and sighed happily looking at me. "I want to fuck you." I whispered, smiling. "It s your birthday. However you want me." She said quietly as she dipped to kis s my shoulder softly. "Do you want me to fuck you?" I whispered teasingly. I want to hear her want for me . I always saw it in her eyes and her actions, of course. But I loved hearing he r voice telling me how much she wanted me. "Yes." She whispered. She kissed my lips. I let my fingers hook inside her panties and pull them down as I began kissing her more urgently. I pressed my mouth harder to hers, frantic to be inside her in all ways. Her lips parted and I slid my tongue between them . We both moaned into each others mouths as she kicked her legs to free herself from the lace. She straddled me and moved forward to take me in. My hands grabbed onto her ass and squeezed her as she lifted herself and came over me like a blanket of wet he at. I groaned as she slid down my shaft. I let my hands slide up her back and gr ab onto both of her shoulders. I rolled her over to her back. I wanted to be on top and in control. She didn t seem to mind. I began moving inside her, my hands still gripped under her; over her shoulders. I kissed her and moved to her neck to lick and suck her as I slowly fucked her. Her legs slid up the back of my thighs as I pressed into her over and over. Her calf pressed against my ass to drive me deeper. Her breathing accelerated. I let go of one of her shoulders and brought my arm out from underneath her. I r eached forward and grabbed onto the headboard, pulling myself forward. I hovered above her, higher than before. I sped my movements as I watched her face. I rub

bed myself against her mound as I thrusted inside her. My chest grazed her nippl es over and over as I moved against her. Her whimpers were escaping her lips mor e urgently. Her eyes closed as her lips parted and her breaths hitched. The only sounds in our dark room were our heavy breaths, the creaking of the hea dboard as I pulled my weight against it and the slick heat of our sex joining ov er and over. Her fingers pressed into the skin of my back, holding tightly to me . She scratched as she dragged her fingers down to my lower back. She let one of her hands fall from me. Her fingers ghosted to her breast and caressed it. My g aze flickered from her face to her breast again and again, wanting to watch both equally. Her eyes were so hooded with lust as she gazed up at me. A smile sprea d devilishly across my face when I felt the familiar tightening of her pussy on my cock. I sped faster, rubbing her mound with my body, knowing it was coming; s he was coming. She s coming. So beautiful! Oh God. She s exquisite. I watched as I felt her pussy pull my orgasm from me. "Ahhhhh...ohRob..ohhhmmmmmm" She moaned. "Ah...Fuck." I breathed. "Oh...love.." I released inside her. I panted against her shoulder as my grip on the headboard loosened and I collapsed on top of her. Her fingers lazily ghosted over my back , circling out patterns on my skin. I kissed her cheek. Her eyes were closed. I could tell she was so tired now. So was I. I rolled to the side dragging her wit h me so we could sleep just the way we were....blissful and still connected. I r ested my forehead against hers. I placed chaste kisses against her lips as I let my eyes close too. I left my arm around her waist, my hand pressed on her back to draw her closer against my chest. Her arm wrapped around my waist too. She si ghed as sleep was taking her. "I love you." I whispered, sleepily. "Thank you for the best birthday of my life ." "You are more than welcome." She murmured. "Love you, Rob." I kissed her lips a final time. Sleep. Deep and peaceful. Always felt such peace , sleeping in her arms. Like being wrapped in an angels wings. The alarm sounded. "Shit!" I said, jumping from sleep at the sound. Kristen rolled over and pulled the pillow with her to cover her ears. My dick sl ipped out as she did. Damn. Too tired to notice, I guess. I reached across her a nd shut it off. "Come on, love. Get up." I said kissing the back of her head that was peeking ou t from the pillow. I swatted her bare ass as I sat up on the side of the bed. I rubbed the sleep fr om my eyes. "God, I need coffee." I said, yawning and stretching. I reached over and picked up the phone. I ordered coffee from room service. "You want anything?" I asked her. She groaned in response.

"Umm, yeah could you just add some hot tea and some breakfast pastries to that?" I asked. "Yeah. Thanks." I hung up the receiver and looked back at Kristen. I let my fingers walk across the mattress to her. I slowly reached out and poked her side. She flinched gaspi ng. Her head turned out from under the pillow. Her hair was a wild mess across h er face. "Get up." I encouraged again. Another groan. "You are grumpy today." I said. "I m coming. Hold on!" She said. "And I m not grumpy. I m just....tired." I took her hand and pulled her up, dragging her behind me to the bathroom. I sto od outside and waited while sheused the bathroom first. After my turn, we set ab out brushing our teeth and turning on the shower to warm up. I pulled her inside . The steam surrounded us. She woke up and let her grumpy mood disipate as I pla ced soft kisses against her lips under the water. Her hand found my hard cock an d stroked me while we kissed. Her hands were wet and soft. I let her make me com e in her hand while we kissed. I reached for her too, but she said maybe later. The time was creeping closer to when we needed to leave, so I relented with a gr imace and settled for washing her body. We exited, dried and dressed for work. O ur breakfast arrived and we devoured it quickly. We hurried out the door, runnin g a bit behind schedule. We climbed in our car and headed to the set again. We ran lines for our first sc ene on the way there. It was another busy day on the set. We were getting the la tter half of the day off, but they decided to reshoot one of the night scenes la ter this evening. It made for a full day. We would get to spend the afternoon wi th my family at least. They were leaving Saturday afternoon to go back to London . And I had to work tomorrow as well. So, I felt what little time I had to spend with them was fleeting and precious to me. We arrived on set and went straight to hair, make-up and wardrobe. We were at th e set for the Forks High School for this scene. Kristen was talking with Michael Welch when I joined her in the classroom setting. There were many extras here t oday to play the students. "Places everyone!" said the set director. I walked to the back of the room and sat in the school desk. Kristen came back a nd sat beside me. Her desk was pulled flush next to mine. All the extras and Mic hael took their seats as well. Michael propped himself up on his hands and looke d drowsy. The lights were lowered on the set. A tv was placed at the front of th e room. The video of Romeo and Juliet played silently. They would add the soundt rack later. Chris came back to us to give us direction for the scene. Once we we re ready, we started to roll it. "And action!" Chris called. "I hate being," Kristen whispered "celebrated." "Come on, Bella. The last real birthday any of us had was Emmett s." I whispered back. "It will help us feel...normal...at least for a night." Kristen shifted in her seat as I gazed at her. She sighed in defeat. I lifted he

r small hand to my lips. Her eyes followed the path as I held it to my lips for an adoring and thankful kiss. "There are far worse tragedies than a birthday, Bella." I whispered. "Look at Ro meo there. He is ultimately responsible for his own wife s death......who could live with that knowledge? Although, I do envy him for one thing." Kristen made a face like she was offended by what Edward was saying. "Juliet is ok...I guess." She whispered. "If you are into that type of girl." "Not the girl." I whispered, rolling my eyes. "The fact that Romeo can commit su icide. It s not entirely impossible. But it s so simple for humans. Knives, guns , poison, pills...so many options." Kristen s mouth dropped open as I rattled off the list. "How can you even think about that?!" She said a little louder. Someone shushed her. Kristen glanced their way, but ignored them. She turned her eyes back to me. I let my fingers seek out and encircle her wrist. I turned it over gently. I raised it again to my lips for a kiss on the scar painted on by t he make up crew. "I did consider it once, when James had you." I said quietly, paining my express ion. "I didn t know if I could save you in time. Bella, if you had been killed b y him....and it had been my fault..." "Edward, it wouldn t have been your fault." Kristen whispered. "Don t say that!" "Regardless, I had a plan." I whispered, looking back to the tv. "A plan?" Kristen whispered in alarm. "What plan, Edward?" "I planned the only way for my kind." I whispered, my eyes flashing back to Kris ten s. "I planned to go to Italy and provoke the Volturi." "The who?" Kristen asked, puzzled. "Is there something that you would like to share with the rest of the class?" sa id a male voice. I looked up to see the teacher for the class standing before me, waiting for my answer. "No, but I am sorry if I caused any distraction." I said smiling, trying to dazz le him. "If the class needs to see it again, maybe you could rewind it to where I began distracting the class during act five scene one when Romeo said I dreamt my lady came and found me dead-- Strange dream, that gives a dead man leave to think!-- And breathed such life with kisses in my lips, That I revived, and was an emperor." I smiled, smugly at him. His blank stare changed to bug eyed confusion. He walke d away. "Cut!" Chris called. We milled about while he did his usual playback. We repeated this scene twice be fore going back to wardrobe to change for the next scene. I pulled out my script sheet and studied my lines as they touched up my hair and make-up afterwards. W

e traveled by car to the Cullen house set. After final touch ups, we took our pl aces on the set. Kristen was once again in her emerald green party dress. I wish ed for a moment that she wasn t wearing the brown contacs so I could see her bea utiful matching eyes with the dress. "The color is breathtaking on you, love." I whispered, leaning close to her ear. She smiled and thanked me with a slight brush of her hand over mine. We stood in the set of Carlisle s study. Once we were ready the cameras rolled a nd we flowed flawlessly together as we always did. "Don t even talk about suicide, Edward." She said, her eyes pleading with me. "N ot by the Volturi or anyone else." "Who else would hurt me? " I asked, confused. "You told me that day we walked in the woods that there were more dangerous thin gs out there than you." She reminded me. "And you know there is someone seeking revenge out there." "Who? Victoria?" I asked. "You don t need to worry about her, Bella. Alice will see her coming." Kristen gazed deep into my eyes. "I hate that I feel helpless, Edward." She said. "I hate that I can t protect yo u too." I brushed her cheek with the back of my hand and smiled at her. I let my smile p lay into a laugh in amusement at Bella s silliness. Kristen s face dropped since Bella was miffed at Edward s reaction to her statement. "I was being serious, Edward." She said. "That wasn t meant to be funny." "I know, Bella." I said, lifting her chin with my fingertips. I ghosted my lips against hers. I could feel Kristen shiver at my touch. "You protect me in so many ways, Bella." I whispered against her lips. "You prot ect me... not from people or monsters, but from lonliness...." I kissed her ligh tly. "From boredom.." I said, brushing my lips back and forth against hers. I pulled back to look at her. Kristen placed her hand on my chest near my heart as she gazed at me. "You give me a reason to stay..." I said. "...alive, if that s what I am. But do n t worry about me, Bella. It s my job to protect you. No more worrying about su ch--" I stopped and smiled. I looked away from Kristen towards the door. "Well, I can t promise to protect you from Alice though." I said, laughing light ly. Ashley opened the door to the study. "Come on Bella!" She said excitedly. "It s time! It s time!"

Chris called cut and we ended the scene. Several repeats later led us to a break for a quick lunch. We ate what was provided for the cast and crew by the cateri ng department. After lunch, we headed back to wardrobe. We had changed before lu nch back to our street clothes. But we were doing one more scene before our day would have a long enough break to spend time with my family. We dressed. Hair an d make up touched up once more. We headed back into the Cullen house set....this time to the dining room. The rest of the cast had arrived and were all chatting waiting for the scene to begin. This was another retake we had already done bac k in March. All of the cast in the scene were not present today, Nikki for one. Her parts would be added in the editing room. Jackson also had another project h e was working on, so he was not present either. We took our places around the di ning room table. Kristen and I stood. Everyone else was seated. We began the sce ne. "You all know what I want and what Edward wants." Kristen said. "But I can t dec ide that for you. I only want it, if you all want me." I took a seat at the table. "I think it would only be fair for everyone to have a vote." Kristen suggested. "You can t be serious, Bella." I said mockingly. Kristen gave me a stern look which almost registered as her inner bitch. Almost. I tried not to smile. "Who s meeting is this, Edward?" She asked me. I huffed and rolled my eyes. I sat back in my chair and looked away in defeat. "I don t know which way you will all vote." Kristen began again. "What I do know , is that I can not and will not let the Volturi hurt any of you because of me. I will go to them before they come looking for me." "The hell you will, Bella." Kellan interjected. "I love a good fight. Let them c ome. Bring it!" "That part isn t being voted on." Kristen said in return. "You don t need to get involved in that." "We ve always been involved in that." Elizabeth corrected Kristen. "Honey, we lo ve and care about you. That isn t going to change how we--" "No, please stop." Kristen interupted her. "I really want you to think about thi s carefully. If I join you, you are stuck with me. There s no going back. Foreve r is a very long time. It s a huge decison. I want you to be sure and be honest about it." Everyone smiled at Kristen, but me. Edward was not happy. He knew which way the vote would go. He read their thoughts before they spoke them, of course. "Then let s vote." Kristen said, looking to Ashley. "Alice?" Ashley got up from her seat at the table and hugged Kristen. "You are like a sister to me already." Ashley said. "You know my vote is yes." Jasper and Rosalie s votes were next. We skipped over them and continued the sce ne.

Kellan got up from the table and hugged Kristen, lifting her off the floor in th e process. "I vote hell to the yes!" Kellan bellowed. "We ll find another way to find a goo d fight, even with the Volturi." Elizabeth rose from her seat and gently embraced Kristen. "You know I already think of you as part of our family, Bella." Elizabeth said s weetly. "My vote is yes." "Thank you, Esme." Kristen said kissing her cheek. Peter got up from his spot at the table and approached me. "Edward." He said nodding at me. "No, you can t do this Carlisle." I pleaded. "You know what this will mean. You can t." "Edward, you have made the choice not to live without Bella. You know that leave s me no choice. And I will NOT lose my son." He said shaking his head. "Alice has never turned anyone." Peter said. "It will be a safer decision to hav e me do it." I got up and left quickly from the scene. CGI would make sure it showed vampiric speed. "Thank you." Kristen said grimacing at Edward s reaction. "Cut!" Chris said. After another hour of work on this scene, we were released for the afternoon. We did not have to be back to the Bella house set until 7:30 PM. Kristen and I hea ded back to our hotel. I called my Mum and Dad on the way to let them know. It w as 2 PM when we arrived. I had time to run to the gym for a quick workout. When I got back, we showered and changed. Our tea with my family was set for 4 PM dow nstairs. When we arrived in the dining room. My parents were already seated, chatting wit h each other. My sisters walked in right after us. We all greeted each other war mly and took our seats. The waitress brought out the tea service and selections of scones and finger sandwiches. We started off our tea discussing our work day today. They were always fascinated to listen to me talk about my work. I don t k now why. I would think they would find it boring. But they listened to Kristen a nd I fill in about our day together. We asked them what they had busied themselv es with. They said they had done a little sightseeing around Vancouver, visiting the Vancouver Lookout, the Dr. Sun Yat-Sen Classical Chinese Garden and the Van couver Art Gallery. I realized as we talked, how little of the places like that Kristen and I had seen for ourselves living and working here day in and day out. Kristen poured me another cup of tea as our conversation moved on to discussing our wedding. We set the date for June 25th, 2011. We discussed whether to have a separate ceremony in London for my family, but ultimately decided we would pay for anyone in our family or circle of friends in London to join us in Los Angel es. "So, we brought something to show you, Kristen." Lizzie said, pulling out a phot o album I recognized from her bag.

"No no no, Lizzie." I said, laughing and shaking my head. "Don t show her those. She ll call off the wedding for sure." Kristen laughed at my reaction. "Oh, now I definitely want to see them." Kristen said reaching for the album. Lizzie handed it to her. I looked down at my lap and fidgeted with my napkin, sm iling sheepishly. I glanced up from time to time to see her reaction as she flip ped through the pages. Kristen s laugh caught my attention and I looked over to see what exactly she wa s laughing at. It was a picture of me when I was about seven in my Spiderman cos tume. I had a wide stance and my mask wasn t even on. I held my wrists out to th e camera as if I was shooting my webs at it. Just kill me now. I think I turned three shades of red. My hand drug through my hair as Kristen and my sisters cont inued giggling at me. "Hey, I was tough there. I was going to save the world that day." I said making fun of myself. Kristen leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. "Awwwwwww. That s too cute, sweetie." She said. She flipped another few pages. Somehow the conversation carried further to embar ass me further. As they told story after story of me as Claudia. When I was abou t three years old, they dressed me in a dress, heels, a mink stole from my Mum s closet, necklaces and bracelets. They painted my face in make up and painted my nails. They placed a purse on my arm and said come on, Claudia, we re going to have tea with the Queen. And then Lizzie and Victoria ran off, leaving me to s huffle along in the heels that were too big for me, of course and the purse dang ling from the crook of my arm. I yelled after them to wait for me. They giggled and ran on ahead out the back door to our garden to play. I was mortified they t old that story to her. She covered her mouth with her hand to keep from really l aughing hard at me. I sighed in defeat. What could I do. I pursed my lips in a s mile and shook my head. "Oh oh, remember that time.." Victoria asked Lizzie. "in year four when Rob was the lunch monitor at school and he stole all the other kids chips?!" "Oh yes, yes! I remember that!" Lizzie said laughing. "He was quite smug thinkin g he could get away with that. Little did he know that the Head Master saw the w hole thing!" Kristen rolled her eyes and shook her head at me. "Trouble maker." Kristen mouthed at me. I winked at her. We wrapped up our tea time at 6PM and headed back to our room. We settled on the bed for a little down time before leaving for work again. I had grabbed some pi ctures off the desk and a couple of pens. Kristen had turned on the tv and put o n the news. We listened and sat signing autographs for fans until it was time to go. At ten after seven, we headed downstairs to our car. We arrived on set. Hai r, make up and wardrobe took just under an hour. Kristen and I climbed into the old red truck of Bella s that was parked several meters down from Bella s house. I cranked the engine. It roared to life. We were ready for our mark. Chris star

ted us off and Kristen took it from there. "Say something, Edward." Kristen pleaded. I looked straight ahead through the windshield. "What do you want me to say, Bella?" I asked stoically. "That it was my fault. That I m too clumsy. That I should try to be more careful ." She said. "You got a papercut, Bella. Normal people get those. And I am not normal. If you had a normal boyfriend, he would not have pushed you across the room into a gla ss table filled with plates." I ranted. "If you had a normal boyfriend, he would n t have to fight the urge to kill you all the time." "Stop it, Edward!" Kristen said. "What s so great about normal?" I didn t answer her. "I want you....always...forever." She said softly. I didn t respond again. I moved the truck forward to the curb just outside Bella s house. I parked, cutting the engine and headlights. "Edward, you can t protect me from everything. Something will kill me that you c an not stop from happening...a disease...a car accident....old age." She said. " As long as you leave me human, it s going to happen, Edward." "I already told you I am not going to end your life for you." I reminded her. "I won t do that to you....turn you into....a monster." "You are giving me forever in exchange." She said taking my hand in hers. "Carli sle told me how you feel...that you would be damning my soul. I don t believe th at, Edward." I withdrew my hand from hers. I stared past her into the dark night. "You should go inside before Charlie..." I said trailing off. "It s late, Bella. " I got out and went around to open Kristen s door for her. She stepped out. I loo ked at her. She s so beautiful. I let my fingertips brush her cheek softly. I sm iled a little. "The window will be open, Edward." She reminded me. "Don t wait. I won t be coming tonight." I said quietly. She looked disappointed. "It s my birthday." She said. "Can I ask for something?" I nodded. "Kiss me?" She asked in almost a whisper. I reached out gently with my hand and into her hair and held the back of her hea d as I tipped her face up to mine. I lowered my lips to hers and kissed her soft ly. Her lips were soft and delicate as always. I craved them at all hours of my

days and nights. And here I was being paid to do one of the things I enjoyed mos t on this planet. Kissing Kristen is like a celestial experience. I let our kiss heighten in urgency to almost a frenzy before I stopped and pulled away. I star ed in her eyes and brushed my thumb over her cheek. "I love you." She said, the words tumbling out effortlessly in truth. I turned and walked down the street out of view. The scene was at it s end. It w as now almost 9:30 PM and we still had a few more takes of this scene to do. Onc e we finished we headed back in our car. I held Kristen s hand in mine. She laid her head on my shoulder. "Tired, love?" I asked softly, in case she was asleep. I rubbed the back of her hand with my thumb in small circles. "Yeah. I m exhausted." She mumbled. "Let s get you put to bed then." I said, turning and kissing the top of her head . She sighed contentedly. We arrived, changed and went to bed for the night. I held her on my chest and re ad a book to her until she fell asleep. Once she was lost in sleep, I continued reading silently to myself until I was too tired to continue. I set the book dow n and turned off the lamp. I drifted off to find Kristen. Friday morning, we headed to the studio to film a scene inside the car. This was my last day to film in Vancouver. I had two scenes scheduled and then greenscre en work at the studio afterwards. Kristen had the two scenes with me and then a third with Taylor and the guys playing the parts of the wolfpack. After the crew turned us into Edward and Bella for the day, we climbed into the makeshift car in front of the greenscreen. When Chris was ready, we began our work. "When?" I asked. "After graduation." Kristen answered. "Only two months?" I asked in disbelief. "It will work out better for Charlie this way. He will be more likely to believe I am away at college. Carlisle suggested the timing." She said. "Edward...I wou ld rather have you change me." I paused thinking. "And what would you be willing to give in exchange for that?" I asked. "Really?" She said, her face lighting up. "Anything!" "Stay human for five more years." I said. "You know the Volturi won t wait that long, Edward." She reminded me. "Fine. You are probably correct." I said. "I will settle for three years then."

"No, Edward. I can t risk it." Kristen said shaking her head. "It will have to b e Carlisle then." I reached over and took her hand. I held it near my heart. "Why are you in such a hurry to give up your soul?" I asked her. "Because I don t believe your soul is damned. I also want to be with you. I want our souls together forever." She answered. I pulled her hand to my lips for a kiss. We then looked forward out of the winds hield, shocked as I frantically slammed down on the break of this car contraptio n we were in. Jacob was to be in in the middle of the road and I was to try desp erately to avoid hitting him with the car. "What is he doing?!" Kristen asked, looking back to me. "He wants to talk to me." I muttered. "Well, he ll have to talk to me first!" She said. She got out of the car. "Cut! That s it." Chris called. We left the studio within the hour and were shuttled to the Bella house set. We met Taylor out front. We said hello and talked about our upcoming scene together . The crew was setting up in the forest at the edge of Bella s backyard. Taylor removed his shirt and headed off into the woods. I leaned in to Kristen. "Let s get it right on the first take." I whispered. "Why?" She asked, confused. "Because the less time you spend staring at Taylor s chest, the better as far as I am concerned." I stated. She laughed. "What s so funny?" I asked. "You are serious?" She asked in disbelief. "C mon. You are being ridiculous, Rob ." She rolled her eyes and headed off to the woods. I walked briskly behind her to catch up. We took our places. I took Kristen s hand in mine and gave it a little squeeze. She looked up at me and I smiled apologetically to her. "I m sorry, baby. I just don t like sharing you with anyone...and that includes what and who you are looking at." I tried to explain. "You know you are the only one my eyes look at in that way, Rob." She countered. "I know. It s just...I don t like it. Call me a caveman if you like. It s how I feel. I want to protect you. I want to keep you to myself. When Taylor is dresse d, it doesn t bother me so much." I said. "You have no reason to be jealous, Rob. Taylor knows we are in love. He knows. H

e s like a brother to me." She said. "I mean, I just don t think of him like tha t." I nudged her head with mine. "I m sorry." I said. "Don t worry about it." She answered. "I thought I would come with you to watch you do your next scene. Then we can ha ve lunch together before I head back to the studio." I offered, trying to smooth over my jealousy and possessiveness with kind words. "I don t know if that s a good idea." She said, warily. "Why not?" I asked. "My next scene is with all the wolfpack." She said. "So?" I asked. "They ll all be shirtless, Rob. And based on how you just reacted to me seeing T aylor shirtless, I don t think that would have a very pleasant outcome if you ta gged along." She reasoned. "Oh really? Well, now I am definitely going." I said flatly. "Rob, I--" She started. The set director called for everyone to take their places, the camera was rollin g. We began walking. I held her hand and pulled her along behind me. We stopped whe n we reached Taylor standing on his mark. "You re alive, I see." Taylor said, motioning to Kristen. "I tried to call you several times." Kristen said. "You were not allowed to just come and see me?" Taylor asked. "He thinks I am not allowing you to visit him." I stated, dryly. "You stay the hell out of my head, bloodsucker!" Taylor spat at me. "Jake, stop. Charlie grounded me. That s why I haven t been to see you." Kristen explained. Taylor shook his head. Kristen sighed in exasperation.

"No! You didn t! I didn t do it for you anway." Taylor said, spitefully. "Believ e me...not for you." "I understand. I thank you regardless. And I am back now. I will not leave Bella again unless she orders me to." I said.

"Jacob, I know you want to talk. We will. I wanted to thank you first...for keep ing Bella safe for me....while I was....away..." I said calmly. "...when I didn t--"

Kristen and I looked at each other. I told her I loved her with my eyes and she looked back with just as much love in hers for me. I shouldn t ever doubt her. T aylor huffed as he looked at us. "We ll see about that." He gruffed. "We can handle Victoria." I offered. "No need for you to get involved with that situation." "She s been hiding. I think your psychic freak sister has scared her away." Tayl or said. "She ll return." I said. "If she does come back, she s ours!" Taylor flamed. "She killed on our side of t he line!" "Like you said, we ll see." I said. "I m here to remind you about the Treaty." Taylor said, changing the subject. I stared at him a moment. "No, I have not forgotten, Jacob." I said. "Good. Don t." He said. "What?" Kristen asked. "What about the Treaty?" "If any of them bite ANYONE, the Treaty is broken." Taylor explained. "And I do mean BITE. It doesn t mean kill." "But....it s my choice, Jake." Kristen said. "It s none of your business!" Taylor shook with anger at her words. "Your choice?! What?! No no no!" Taylor spat. "I won t let you!" I grabbed Kristen s arm. I pulled her behind my body. "Bella, stand back." I ordered, as I pulled her. "You won t be one of them!" Taylor said. "That s not your decision, Jake!" Kristen argued. "You know what will happen, Bella....what we will do to you." Taylor said with w arning. "You ll leave me no choice." "We are done here, Jacob." I stated, turning to walk away. I pulled Kristen along behind me. Taylor grabbed Kristen s other arm to stop us from leaving. "You don t speak for her!" He spat. I pushed him. We would do greenscreen work later today with Taylor rigged in a h arness for the push. Taylor exited the scene. The rest would be replaced with a CGI form of the wolf. I dropped into my ready position. I shielded Kristen from the imaginary force in front of me.

"Stop!" Kristen yelled. I moved as if circling Jacob, the wolf. "Leave, Bella! Get out of here!" I ordered. "NOW!" Kristen ran in front of me. "Stop it! Both of you!" She ordered. "You will not do this! You will have to go through me to get to each other!" She looked at me. "I mean it, Edward!" She said. "I will not move!" I backed off and waited. "I need a minute, please." She pleaded softly to me. I shook my head. "No." I said. "He won t hurt me. You can read his mind, Edward." Kristen reminded. "You would know if he was going to." I stared off in the direction of where the wolf should be. I backed away further from Kristen then. I watched her finish her lines. She would do them again on g reenscreen and they would edit the pieces together. Once she was finished, I mov ed forward and put my arm around her. I drew her close to me. She looked at me. "I m here for you. Always." I whispered. "I love you, Bella." I walked us forward out of camera shot.

After we finished running the scene a few more times, I was done. My scene work in Vancouver was officially finished. I had studio work to do this afternoon, bu t no more scene work until Italy. Kristen travelled with Taylor to the Black hou se set. I had paperwork to go over and sign. I took a separate car. When I arriv ed they were already in the middle of their scene. I walked over and stood to th e side to watch. The scene was outside of the house. Taylor, Alex, Chaske, Kiowa , and Bronson all stood shirtless around Kristen. The hair on the back of my nec k stood up. I felt the jealousy rising in my chest. I held my tongue and breathe d deeply to try to relax. I clenched my fists and folded my arms across my chest . I tried listening to them run their lines. "That leach lover s not going to help us out!" Alex yelled at Kristen. I flinched at how loud he was projecting his voice at her. "Watch your mouth, Paul!" Taylor warned him. "Calm down, guys." Kiowa said as Embry. "It s ok, Jake." Kristen said. "I ll go." "You don t care about anything, but her!" Alex screamed at Taylor.

He moved forward towards Taylor. Taylor held his position near Kristen. "Paul, stop. Back away." Chaske ordered as Sam. "Why do you bother?! She doesn t give a crap about you, Jake!" Alex yelled in Ta ylor s face. What the hell was this guys problem? He is acting way too aggressive here. I don t like it. Taylor pushed Alex hard. The scene would be run again no doubt with harness to p ull him out hard. "Jacob." Chaske warned. Alex let out a really loud growling noise. Scared the shit out of me honestly. I don t like this guy s behavior with this part in front of Kristen. Too aggressi ve. He might really hurt her unintentionally. Don t like it. Don t like it. Don t like it. "I think it s too late." Bronson said as Jared. "Bella! Move! Get back! NOW!" Chaske ordered. Alex came at Kristen full force and grabbed her by her throat. I stiffened at hi s action. What the fuck?! I read the script! I don t recall any member of the wo lf pack grabbing Bella! This isn t right! I was fucking pissed. As soon as Chris called cut, I charged forward. I went to Kristen immediately. "Are you alright, love?" I asked, holding her face in my hands. I stroked her throat softly with my hand. I inspected the red mark. It better fa de quickly. "I think so." She said, her eyes flickered over to Alex and back to me. I glared at him. "What the fuck do you think you are doing?" I asked him, forcefully. "I...I..I m sorry, man." Alex stammered. "I haven t slept. I didn t mean to--" "Don t you see how much smaller she is than you?!" I sneered at him. "You grabbe d her fucking throat for Christ sakes!" "I wasn t thinking." Alex said. "I haven t slept in ten days. I don t know what I m doing. So sorry." I shook my head. My fist was clenching so hard, I could feel it pumping the bloo d harder through my body. He tried to reach out and touch her arm. "I m so sorry, Kristen. Are you ok?" Alex asked. I pulled Kristen out of his reach. "Nobody touches Kristen Stewart!" I growled at him. "Nobody touches her! I will make sure it s the last time you touch anything, if you do! Because you won t ha

ve a damn hand after I rip it off!" I was so fucking furious. Taylor put his hand on my arm to try to stop me. "C mon man. Let s go on break over to the house." Taylor encouraged. "Get Kriste n out of here." I flinched away from Taylor, not meaning anything towards him. I was just so mad I couldn t see straight. I took Kristen s hand and pulled her towards the house . Taylor followed us. I heard Chris talking to Alex as we passed. "I like your energy, Alex. Don t get me wrong." Chris said. "You just need to ta ke it down a few notches." We walked inside the house and sat on the couch. Taylor went to the table where food and drinks were set up for the cast and crew. He came back with a bottle of water for Kristen. "Here, have a drink." Taylor said. I ran my hand through my hair. I got up and paced the room a minute. Shit! I wan t to hit that motherfucker! I settled for the wall next to the sofa. I guess I h it it a little hard. Kristen jumped when I did it. "Sorry." I said. Oh God what the hell am I doing? She s already flipping out about this. She does n t need to worry about me too I took a few deep breaths. "You alright, man?" Taylor asked, holding onto my shoulder. I nodded. "Thanks, Taylor. Sorry about that." I said. "No problem, man. I don t blame you." Taylor said. "I d react the same way if it was my girl. Alex was too rough." Kristen sat staring at the floor, rubbing her throat with her hand. "Can you give us a minute alone, Taylor?" I asked. "Sure. I need to check on what s going on with this scene now anyway." Taylor sa id. "Thanks." I said. He clapped me on the back twice and left. I sat down next to Kristen. "Are you sure you are ok, baby?" I asked softly. I checked her throat again. No swelling. That s good. The redness now was from h er own hand rubbing it. "I m fine, Rob." Kristen said. "I just need a minute before going back out." "Take your time." I said. "Take a drink."

She was holding the bottle of water Taylor gave her, but had not opened it. I to ok it and opened the top. I handed it back to her. "Drink." I encouraged. She took a few sips. She looked at me and smiled. I brushed the back of my hand along her cheek. "That scared the shit out of me." I admitted. "Me too!" She said, laughing. I laughed too. "Are you ok to go back out?" I asked. "Yes." She replied. We stood up and and walked back outside. Chris came over to talk to us. He said that given the circumstances, he was going to reshoot the scene again only once, if she would bear with him. He said he had talked to Alex and it wouldn t happe n again. Damn right it won t happen! I ll be watching that fucker like a hawk du ring this retake! Chris told her he was changing the scene. He now wanted her to show more of her own grit. He told her to reach out and act as if she was hitti ng him. She smiled with satisfaction at his direction. I can t say I was complai ning either since I felt a smug smile begin to pull at my lips as well. I kissed Kristen s temple and let her get back to work. I watched the scene roll again. Alex played it down to the level it should have been to begin with. I didn t eve n have time to think about all the half naked men surrounding my girlfriend, for worrying about her safety. Kristen let her phenomenal acting skills come out as she let her fist fly towards Alex s face. She didn t make contact, of course. S he wouldn t. She knows better. She s a seasoned professional. Alex is not. I swe lled in pride at her performace on the second take. She finished the scene. Chris released her from the set. I kissed her and sent h er in the car back to the hotel. We no longer had time to have lunch together. I still had to head to the studio for an hour or so before I could get back. The time spent at the studio dragged. I wanted to check on her. My family was also s till here. I had a lot on my mind. Once I was finished, I headed back to the hot el. I entered our room and found all the lights off. "Kristen?" I asked softly in case she was sleeping. "I m here." She said. I walked in and set my things down. I took my jacket off and walked to the bed. She was lying down, curled up on her side. "You ok, baby?" I asked, sliding in behind her. "No." She said. "What s wrong? Is it your throat?" I asked. I ll kill that son of a bitch if he really hurt her "No, I have a migraine." She said. "My head is fucking pounding and it won t sto p."

"Oh, baby, I m so sorry." I said kissing her shoulder. "Did you take anything fo r it?" "Yeah, I took some ibuprofen." She said. "But it s not doing enough." "Can you take something else?" I asked. "I can take some Tylenol, but we don t have any." She muttered. "I ll be right back, love." I said, getting up from the bed. "Where are you going?" She asked. "Down to the lobby to the gift shop...to get you some Tylenol." I said. "Oh." She said. "Thank you." I kissed the top of her head gently. I took the elevator down willing it to go f aster. Luck was on my side. No stops. I quickly picked up a bottle of Tylenol an d charged it to my room. I headed back up to the room. I entered and got Kristen some Coke from the fridge. "How many?" I asked opening the bottle. "Two." She replied. I shook two out in my hand and gave them to her with the can of Coke. She took t hem and laid back down. I went to the bathroom and rinsed out a cold washcloth. I brought it to her and placed it gently on her forehead. "Do you want me to turn on the tv?" I asked. "No." She said. "I d rather have it quiet. Besides, I think that I got this head ache from something I was watching earlier while you were at the studio." "Oh. What was that?" I asked. "It was some E News report. That Ted Cassablanca guy...you know which one he is? " She asked. "Oh yeah. That Ted C. they call him, right?" I asked. She nodded. "Yeah, he s that one that reports how he loves us together all the time. I ve se en his blog online. He and the others have dubbed us Robsten." "I know. I remember we heard someone say that when we were in Italy last year. I had no idea what they were talking about. But now, I do." She said smiling. "It s you and me together. I think it s funny in a cute way." "Like Brangelina?" I said, giggling. "Yeah, we sound like a...I don t know...a mountain or something." She said. "A mountain? Well, I know who I would like to mount and it isn t ann." I joked, kissing her cheek. "Uhh...I hate to use the old cliche of not tonight honey, I have a headache, bu t I kinda do." She said apologetically.

"I know, baby." I said. "I was only joking." "No, I meant...about the mountain...isn t there a Robsten mountain here in Canad a somewhere?" She asked. "Oh yeah, I think there s one, but I think it s Robson." I said. "Oh. Well, it still sounds like a mountain to me." She said, giggling. "Well, maybe we could look at us like a mountain. We are unbreakable, unmoveable ." I said in jest. "Bigger than everything else?" She added. "Majestic." I said. "Oh you had to throw a royal word in there, didn t you?" She said, laughing. "Fine. No royal words. How about hard?" I said, dusting my finger across her bot tom lip. "Shut up." She said swatting my chest as I laid beside her. I sighed. "Fine. Beautiful then. A mountain can be quite beautiful." I said. "So we are beautiful?" She asked, scrunching up her nose. We both giggled, but hers disolved in groans as she held the cloth to her head. I got up and rinsed it out in cold water again. I laid back down with her. "Rob, don t you think you need to call your parents?" She asked. "Yes, I suppose I do." I said grabbing the phone on the nightstand. I called my parents room. "Mum?" I asked when she picked up. "Yes, I m done." I said. I listened to her talk. "Oh yeah? That sounds like a fun day. Sorry, I couldn t join you." I said. "Well, Kristen is not feeling well." I said. "She has a migraine. She s lying down." I said. "I think I should stay with her tonight." I said. "Would you mind if we just saw you in the morning?" Kristen began shaking her head no at me. She mouthed go at me. I just rested m y hand on top of hers and shook my head no back at her. "Yes, you head out and have a great dinner." I said. "I ll call when we get up i n the morning." "Oh. Ok. Yes, that will work. Sounds good." I said. "See you at 10:45 then."

"Love you too, Mum. Night." I hung up. "Rob, why don t you go spend time with your family?" She asked. "You are my family, Kristen." I said. "And you don t feel well. I want to take c are of you, love." I said. She relented. "So, what did she say? Is she mad?" She asked. "No. My parents are not mad. They hope you feel better. They understand. They ar e heading out to dinner with my sisters. We are supposed to meet them for brunch in the morning." I explained. "Alright." She said. "So what were you watching that caused this monster headache...we kind of got si detracked about the whole Robsten thing." I reminded her. "Oh yeah, that. I was watching that Ted C. thing on E." She said. "And they had an interview with Nikki. She was at some party in Hollywood. And it was not just any interview. They asked her about us." "Really? What did she say?" I asked. "She said you were not really a conventional actor. She said you were introverte d and interesting." She said. "Well, that s a change of tune." I noted, laughing. "Yeah, I thought so too. And when they asked her about us." She continued. "She basically said she wasn t going to go there." "Well, that s not too bad. I thought you were going to tell me that she blabbed to the world about us." I said. "No, but she made it sound...so...so...I don t know..." She said. "I think I am still pissed off from the whole situation. I think it just stressed me out to se e her. The headache came on fairly quickly after watching that." "I m sorry she still upsets you, love." I said kissing her head. "Let s forget a bout her. I ll order us some dinner from room service and then we ll turn in ear ly. First, I ll run you a bath." I got up off the bed and entered the bathroom. I began filling the tub and addin g some of Kristen s favorite bubblebath. I gathered some of the candles from the bedroom from my birthday and lit them. I placed them all around the tub. I led her to the bathroom and helped her undress. I held her hand as she stepped into the tub and sat down. I rinsed her cloth again in cold water at the sink and han ded it to her. I handed her a clip for her hair and she swept it up off her neck . So beautiful. Wish I could be kissing that neck. Images of what happened today went through my head. I bent down on one knee and placed soft kissed on the sid e of her neck. "I m so sorry that happened to you today, love." I murmured against her neck bet ween kisses.

I wanted to reclaim her there from where Alex s hands had been...where they thre atened to mark her. She is mine. Kristen s hand slid into the side of my hair an d rubbed. "I m ok." She whispered. "Really." I lifted up and went to get her drink. I poured her soda in a glass and handed i t to her. "Do you want your book?" I asked, pointing back towards the bedroom. "No. I just want to sit quietly for a while." She said softly. I let her be alone and went back in the outer room to call for room service. I o rdered us the surf and turf, salmon and steak combination with garlic mashed pot atoes and grilled vegetables. When it arrived, I set it up on the table and lit more candles. We dined by the candlelight after Kristen s bath. And then we clim bed in bed. "Do you need anything else, love?" I asked. "No." She murmured. "I feel a little better now, just tired." I held her close and we fell asleep minutes later.

We woke late on Saturday. We had just enough time to shower and dress to go meet my family for brunch. They were leaving to go home to London today. Kristen s h eadache was gone, but she was still tired and grumpy even after a full night s s leep. I was worried she was getting sick. Maybe I should get her to a doctor? Sh e didn t feel like having sex this morning. She did wank me off... which will do , but I miss being in her body. Women have such mood swings. Shit! I m glad I m a man. It s bad enough seeing it on this side of the table so to speak. We had Mimosas with lunch. My Mum decided to make a toast to Kristen. "Stay strong, Kristen. Don t let the evil hate of others seep into your soul. Tr ust in Robert s love to carry you in hard times. He is a strong willed man. When he knows what he wants, he sets forth on a path to attain it, as he has you. Yo u are good for him. I can see that. We all do. You make our son very happy. We c ould not be more pleased with his choice for a wife and life partner." Kristen s tears slipped down her cheeks at my Mum s words. They were very kind. I kissed my Mother s cheek and then brushed away Kristen s tears. I pulled her c loser to me for the rest of the brunch. She was so emotional this week. I think it had to do with my trip to Cannes tomorrow. We hadn t had time to discuss it y et. I knew this time was like before. She wasn t going to surprise me there. She had to stay behind and work. She still had the depression scenes left to film w hile I was away. I think Chris planned this on purpose. He knew it would be hard for us to be apart. It was probably a smart move on his part to schedule us tha t way. It would drive the film dark. I wanted this film to be dark. But I hate t hat it would come at Kristen s expense. But she s a good actress. She ll use it and make it her best work yet. I m sure of it. We said another w extra smudged our goodbyes to my parents and sisters. I didn t know when I would have chance to see them. Maybe not for months. I held my Mum close to me a fe minutes. She sobbed a little, but smiled through her tears at me as she the lipstick kisses off my cheek. I told them all I loved them and to ha

ve a safe trip home. We headed back upstairs after they left for the airport. When we were back in our room, Kristen went to the bed and crawled in. I watched her, but didn t say anything. I pulled my yellow duffel bag from the closet and set it out to begin packing. I noticed Kristen s black Vanity fair dress was st ill inside. I decided to take it with me. Even though it didn t smell like her a nymore, it was still a reminder of her, something I could touch and feel her thr ough memories. I left it in the bag and didn t say anything. I would not be comi ng back to Vancouver, until late Summer, so I needed to pack as much as I could take with me. The rest would have to sit in storage. I stood quietly placing clo thes out on the bed. I dragged my shoes out of the closet. I walked in the bathr oom and packed most of my toiletries. When I came back out, I heard Kristen cryi ng. I walked over to her and sat down beside her on the bed. I stroked her hair. "Don t cry, love." I murmured. "Shhh." "I don t think I can do it, Rob." She sobbed. "We haven t been apart this long s ince...since...since January. My heart already is aching." "Mine is too, baby. But we have to get through this. If we don t make it a week, how are we going to survive the Summer?" I reminded her. "I know you are right. My head knows this is the logical way to approach this. B ut my heart feels like it s breaking." She said, her cries heavier. "Shhhh. We ll be together in a few days." I said. "Five days, thirteen hours, fifty-seven minutes." She said mournfully. I laughed that she had actually calculated out the amount of time we would be ap art. "It s not funny, Rob." She wailed. "I ll call and text you the whole time. We ll Skype every chance we get." I enco uraged. "You act like it s no big deal." She said. "It is a big deal, Kristen. I m trying too. To see what went on yesterday at ck and tired, to leave you unprotected t I have to. It s my job. And you have said. to be strong for you, but it s killing me the set, to know you have been feeling si here...it s going to kill me to do it, bu a job to do to. It will keep you busy." I

She sat up and looked at me like I had just said the most stupid thing in the wo rld to her. "What?" I asked. "I m filming scenes where Edward left her and she s a fucking basket case. I m b eginning to feel this girl s pain. I feel like I ll be going through that too an d I am not looking forward to it." She said. I sighed and reached out to stroke her cheek. I leaned in and kissed her lips so ftly. "It will be ok. Edward left Bella for like six months or something. It s a week. We have to make it work, Kristen. We have to. I ll go insane thinking of you he re alone and miserable." I said.

"Here...wait...I have an idea.." I said getting up from the bed. I walked to the dresser and grabbed our cell phones. I tossed her phone to her. "What are we doing?" She asked. I held up my phone and took her picture. I pushed her back to lay down on the be d and took another. I took several shots of her in various poses and stages of d ress...the last being in just her bra and panties. Emerald green. My favorite co lor on her. She took pictures of me with her cell phone. I took my shirt off and she took an other. I heard her phone camera clicking as I unbuttoned my jeans. I let her tak e a final one of me holding my erection, I was now sporting, grasped in my hand through my boxer briefs. Kristen help me finish packing quickly. I would stop every few minutes to embrac e her from behind and press myself against her. I kissed her neck and cheeks. I swatted her ass as I went to collect more clothes from the drawers. After we wer e finished packing my things, we decided to record love messages for each other on our phones. We would play them one per hour while I was in flight until we co uld touch base again when I got to France. I took her phone and walked into the bathroom and shut the door. I recorded abou t fifteen messages, just to make sure she had a few extra. I left some really sa ppy ones and some really racy ones too. I hoped she did the same. I would have t o wait until tomorrow to know. I exited the bathroom and exchanged phones with h er. We looked at each other s pictures and giggled. We put the phones down and I climbed in bed with her. We watched movies and snuggled up together all afterno on. I played her a few songs on my guitar and sang to her. After we ate dinner t hat evening and prepared for bed, we settled in together. I carressed her softly . We kissed for a very, very long time that night. I had been hard or semi hard all afternoon around her, but I didn t want to rush things. I made love to her l ong and sweet. I murmured in her ear over and over how much I loved her, needed her, wanted her. After we both climaxed a few times, I held her tightly to me. I curled my body around hers. I wanted to melt into her. "Hold me tighter, please, Rob." She whispered in the dark of our room. I held tighter, afraid I was crushing her. She seemed content. So, I didn t rela x my hold. I hummed a bit to her until she fell asleep. Once I heard her gentle breaths, I relaxed my hold on her and let myself fall too. I was startled awake hours later. "OH GOD NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Kristen screamed out, waking me. "NOT ROB!! !!!! NONONONONONONO!!!!!! OH GOD HELP ME!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Chapter 11 Make You Believe No no no no no no noooooooooooo! Kristen continued screaming out. Her arms were fl ailing and her head was thrashing violently side to side. I quickly sat up and turned on the bedside lamp, then reached for her. She was panting and tears wer e streaming down her cheeks, but her eyes remained closed. She is having a nigh tmare. I tried to get a hold of her arms so she wouldnt accidentally hurt hersel f or me for that matter. She screamed so painfully, it gutted me to hear her.

Kristen, I said softly. Shhh shhh shhh.Wake up, baby.

Rob. Oh God, please no! Not him! I cant I cant... I She screamed and then turned her head into her pillow sobbing. Her whole body shook. Shit! What the fuck?! What do I do?! Kristen. Wake up, wake up, I said, a little louder. I stroked her arm and back in soft circles. I moved the hair that had fallen in her face. It was now damp from her tears and perspiration. Kristen, baby, wake up for me, love, I said softly. She gasped as her eyes opened and she turned to look at me. Her chest was heavi ng with her breaths as she swallowed and tried to focus. Rob? She asked, her brow furrowing in her daze of sleepiness. I smiled at her. Yes? I asked. Oh, God Rob! She said in alarm as she flew at me. I gasped as she crushed herself to my chest and wrapped her arms around me tight ly. Whoa. Must have been some dream, I said with surprise. Her sobs began again. Her body shook against me. I felt her tears on my bare c hest. More like a nightmare, she managed between sobs. Shhhh. You are okay now. Everything is okay, baby. Youre awake. It was just a bad dream. Its all over now, I said, rubbing her back with my hands. She gripped me tighter in response. Cantbreathe, I choked out. She loosened her arms around me. Sorry, she mumbled between sniffles. Its okay. No harm done, I laughed. Are you okay now? She tilted her chin up so she could look at me. She looked a mess. Her hair wa s mussed and her face was stained from her tears. Her eyes watery and face pink from her panic. Yes, Im okay, she said. She reached up and stroked my jaw then pla ced her hand on my cheek. She sighed almost as in relief. She continued to gaz e at me. What? I said, amused. I just need to look at you. See you are okay, she whispered. Okay, I said quietly gazing back at her. I didnt know why she needed this, but I al lowed her to do what she needed. Her eyes roamed across my face and always dart ed back to my eyes. I watched her taking in all of me. She looked down at my c hest and placed a gentle kiss there as she tucked her hair behind her ear. I love you, she murmured against my chest. I love you too, I said quietly, you going to tell me about your nightmare or leave me hanging here? She looked back up at me and took a deep breath, sighing. It was so bad, babe, she

said. You were gone. Gone where? I asked, propping up on my elbow as she adjusted herself the same way facing me on the bed. To France, she answered. And you missed me so badly that you were screaming? I asked. I was screaming? She asked. Yes, baby. Screaming a lot, actually. You woke me up out of a dead sleep, I said . What was I screaming? She asked. You were screaming no a lot and my name and something about not him. I dont remem ber everything. You were just very upset and you were flailing everywhere, I sai d, remembering. Oh God, did I hit you? She asked, concerned. No. Thankfully, I held your arms before you got your chance, I said smirking, pla yfully. Id never hurt you intentionally, you know, she said. Oh I know that, baby, I said as I reached up and dried her tears off her face with my fingers. Oh God, I must look like a fucking mess, she said, reaching up and sweeping her ha nd through her hair and off her face. You look beautiful, I said, tapping her nose with my finger. She rolled her eyes and sniffled, looking down to my chest. She reached over an d traced patterns on my skin as she began again. You were in Cannes. You were be ing chased in your car by paparazzi. I was on the cell with you as it was happe ning. You were a little frightened at the level it had reached. Your driver wa s trying to get you out. I was on the phone with you, but yet I could see it al l happening, she said, taking a breath before continuing. I sat patiently, listening to the inner workings of her subconscious. The car you were in was speeding and passing other cars. Suddenly, out of nowhere a motorbike pulled up beside your car. Two people were on the bike. The one o n the back of the bike had a camera. He was trying to snap pictures of you thro ugh the darkened window. Even though I could see it all happening, you were rel aying it to me over the phone what was happening. I could hear the panic in you r voice. I felt powerless to help you powerless to even calm you. The driver of the bike then sped up and turned sharply in front of the car. Your driver swer ved to miss him, but it was raining out and the road was slick. The tires hydro planed and spun out. The driver quickly fought to gain control of the steering. You were screaming, Rob. It was so bad. I felt my heart dropping to my stoma ch as you cried out. The car flipped and tumbled over and over. It came to a st op upside down. I was screaming in the phone for you to answer me and tell me yo u were okay. I heard you groan, but then I saw you pick up your phone from the roof where it had fallen. You brought it to your ear and told me you were okay. Help was coming. I could hear the sirens in the background.

And then I saw it out the window behind you. It seemed to go in slow motion at that point. Just as I heard you say, I guess that was a close one, huh? the car I saw coming through the window behind you, slammed into your car causing it to f lip back upright. Everything went black for a moment. Then it was quiet and I saw you lying across the seat blood was running down your face and you weren t mo ving. I could see it all clear as day, Rob. You weren t breathing. I could he ar my voice coming from the phone in your hand. Your hand lay limply on the sea t beside you. Oh God you were you were Kristen began to hyperventilate as a fresh batch of tears streamed down her face. I cant say I wasnt shocked to hear such a morbid dream about myself. Id be lying if I said it wasnt always another worry in the back of my mind. But usually that worry was now more about Kristens safety than my own. I knew how the paps hounde d her now that they wanted to get that confirmation shot that we were indeed a c ouple. I hadn t really spent time imagining that scenario going down for me for us? Yes for her... most definitely, but not for me alone. Breathe, baby. Its okay. It wasnt real. Im fine, I encouraged, as I reached out an d stroked her cheek, wiping at her tears. I took her hand and placed it over my heart on my chest. See? I said, My heart continues to beat for you. I moved her finge rs to my lips. I sighed contentedly as I pressed them to my kiss. My breath fa nned out over her hand. See? I said, I am breathing. I am alive and well. I smiled at her. Her fingers feathered across my lips as I did. Her eyes welled up again. I love you, Rob. I dont know what Id do if anything ever happened to you, she whisp ered. I dont think I would survive it. You would. You would survive and keep going. I would want you to. Dont lose your self in despair if anything ever happens to me. I wouldnt want that. Not that I want to think about another man with you or my own death for that matter, but I would hope for your happiness you would be able to move forward in your life, I s aid. I cant even think about that, she said her hand caressing my side and hip. Well, can we stop all this morbid talk of death. I am getting on a plane today al though, I hate to leave you in such a state of worry, I said.

A fresh torrent of tears brimmed over her bottom lids and slipped down her cheek s at the mention of me leaving her today. I pulled her to me and kissed her hea d, inhaling her sweet scent. Oh love, dont cry please, I begged. Dont be sad. I hate seeing you like this. If I could walk on water; If I could tell you whats next, Id make you believe; Id make you forget. She laid her head on my chest and sniffled until I couldnt take it anymore. Fuck i t! I said. I rolled back and grabbed my cell off the nightstand and dialed Nick. I waited for him to pick up, but it went to voicemail. Damn. I hung up and r edialed. What are you doing? She asked me. Who are you calling? Nick answered before I had a chance to answer her. What time is it? Nick mumbled into the phone groggily. Its early. Sorry about that, but I needed to talk to you now. I said. Something wrong? Nick asked in alarm, a little more awake now.

No well yes... no I mean, I stumbled. What I mean is its Kristen. Kristen looked surprised and shook her head vehemently mouthing no at me. I tipped my chin up at her and blew her a kiss. She rolled her eyes and I just smiled. What is it? Is Kristen ok? He asked. Whats wrong? Look, shes not feeling well. I started. Does she need a doctor? He asked. No. No, nothing like I know she is okay. I urs and I wanted you to that they have today, that. But she is not feeling well. I cant leave her until know my flight to get to Cannes is scheduled in a few ho call and push it back for me. Get the latest flight out I said.

What? Change your flight? He asked, Is this really necessary? Yes. I answered. I waited while he seemed to be thinking about it. Well, you dont have anything sch eduled until tomorrow. Hmmmm, he said as he kept me waiting. I sighed in irritation waiting for him to just confirm what I asked him to do al ready. Okay. Fine. Ill call and see what I can do, he said finally. Thanks, I said. I hung up. Hed call or text me with the new flight time. Why did you do that? Kristen said quietly, looking up at me through her lashes. I pulled her to me and laid her on my chest again. You heard me. I cant leave you in an hour or so feeling like this. We need to talk it out more, be together, I said letting my hand slide over the curve of her ass. I squeezed her softly as I looked down at her wagging my eyebrows. You changed your flight just so you could shag me and get off? She asked in surpr ise. I laughed as I stroked her upper thigh. Well, I didnt think youd object, I offered. Of course, if youd rather not, I can call back and tell him never mind. I reached over for my phone. She reached out her hand quickly and grabbed my arm as I kne w she would. At least I hoped she would. She did. Wait. Oh no you dont, she said. I laughed and dropped my phone back on the side table. I kissed her forehead. So you want to let me make you feel better? I asked mischievously as I rolled her to her back and hovered over her chest. Youll let me back in that sweet little pu ssy today? I laughed as she bit her bottom lip and looked up at my eyes. Ill think about it. She said as she pushed at my shoulder. I backed off her and she got up from the bed. She disappeared into the bathroom and shut the door. I waited, my dick hard and ready for her. She opened the d oor, but didnt emerge. I heard the water running. I got up and walked to the do or. I rapped lightly with my knuckles on the door.

Kristen? I called Can I come in? Uh, yeah, she answered. I pushed the door open and saw her at the sink washing her face. She picked up her toothbrush as I came up behind her. I encircled my arms around her waist an d locked my hands together. I pressed a kiss to her shoulder. She smiled at me in the mirror as she brought the toothbrush to her mouth and set to brushing. I pressed myself against her and groaned at the softness of her ass. She spit in the sink and finished rinsing her brush as she hummed at me in response. She p ut her toothbrush back and grabbed mine. She put on some toothpaste. I rubbed my dick against her as I unlocked my hands and reached up to caress her breasts. She held the brush up and I took it from her, smirking. I kissed her shoulder once more, then set to brushing my teeth. She occupied her time by reaching ba ck and grabbing my ass and pulling me into her again. I laughed at her eagernes s as I spit and rinsed my brush. I set the toothbrush down on the counter. My hand then reached for her breast again. I pinched and rolled her nipples. She gasped and whimpered, but then pulled back from me. Whats wrong? I asked. Umm. Iuh, she said, I got my period today. Oh. Well I wasnt expecting her to say that. I thought about it a moment and fig ured I should have expected that. She had been moody, cranky and upset her heada che. Damn PMS. Was she worried that I wouldnt want her today? Well, fuck that! A nnnnd? I asked as I continued to rub myself against her. So, you dont feel like hav ing sex with me? You want to anyway? She asked. I thought maybe you wouldnt. You might think it was b ad. I dont mind if you dont. I said leaning in to kiss her neck and down her shoulder. No, I dont mind, she said, maybe we should I looked at her as she nodded her head towards the shower. I smirked and then t ook her by the hand and over to the shower. I opened the door and pulled her in side. I started the water, it warming quickly. I pulled her under the spray an d let the water soak her long brown locks, turning them a shiny black. I kissed her lips chastely at first, but quickly deepened the kisses as my hands began t o roam over her slick body. I caressed her breasts as the water glided down ove r them her nipples perking up at my touch. Her breaths were becoming pants and w himpers again as I worked her nipples in my fingers. I kissed across her cheek, down her neck and across her collarbones. I let my mouth find her taut nipple and begin sucking and nibbling it. Her hands found their way into my hair as th ey always did. I fucking love that. She caressed and tugged gently then presse d my head further to her breast. I sucked harder as I continued rolling and twe aking her other nipple. She was worked into a frenzy at my ministrations as her hips rocked. I let her nipple go as I kissed her lips again. Her hips came fo rward as I kissed her. She rubbed herself against my dick. I groaned into her mouth at the sensation. So come on get higher, loosen my lips. Faith and desire and the swing of your hips. Just pull me down hard and drown me in love.

I reached down and stroked her clit a little. My tongue stroked hers in our kiss . She moaned for me. I reached further down and found her entrance so slick an d ready. I let my fingers rub her there and then slide in effortlessly. I gasp

ed at how wet she was. Oh God, I rasped, so damn wet. Fuck. I stroked them in and out of her, loving the fe el of her on my fingers. She was writhing on them. Feels so good. Keep going, she breathed. I continued stroking adding another finger to stretch her out a little in prepar ation for my cock. She whimpered more as I felt her getting close. I ran my to ngue across her chest and sucked her nipples a little more. I backed her agains t the shower wall. I removed my fingers from her pussy and grabbed the back of both of her thighs. I lifted her up and she linked her legs around my waist. I kissed her passionately. Ill miss you terribly. I breathed against her lips as I sheathed myself inside her . Oh God. So good. She moaned in pleasure as I began stroking my cock inside her. I held her up ag ainst the wall. When she came it would be easier for her like this. She wouldnt lose her balance. I had more control over my thrusting this way. I could bring it up hard and fast in her the way she loved it. Me too, baby. Me too, she cried desperately against my mouth as she kissed me. Ill miss you so much, Rob. Fuck. Go faster. I increased the speed of my thrusts. Her arms were on my shoulders. Her hands in my hair were pulling my head towards her to deepen our kiss. The sound of ou r wet skin slapping into each other and our heavy breaths were all that echoed i n the shower. More. I need you she breathed, Fuck me, Rob, so hard. I continued my pace, slamming my dick hard inside her pussy. " So goddamn wet, I breathed So tight, feels amazing! I was holding her ass cheeks in my hands as I fu cked her. Her pussy was tensing. Her orgasm was seconds away. I let go of her ass and held her with one hand. The shower wall and her legs locked around me, helping to hold her up. My mouth found her nipple again and suckled vigorously as I reached between us and rubbed her clit. I rocked inside her pussy harder and faster. Come on baby. Give me what I want, I rasped against her breast, attacking her oth er nipple with the same passion and need as the first. I felt her pussy walls begin to tighten on my cock. Then the contractions began as her orgasm hit. Her pussy squeezed me over and over pulling me deep inside h er and milking everything I had to give her from my cock. Oh God, Rob! She hissed as she rode me, gasping for breaths. Her pussy tightened around my cock so violently over and over she milked me. My m outh let go of her nipple. My eyes shut tight as my head fell back. FeelsSoDamnG oodFuckgodDamnYeeeeeeesssssssss! I hissed back, spilling myself in long spurts de ep inside her warmth. I let my head rest against her shoulder as we both recovered our panting breaths heavy, our chests heaving. The only other sound was the water still spraying us and gliding over our spent forms. We stayed connected as I lifted my head to k iss her. I held her there, unmoving, just kissing her deeply. I whispered agai nst her lips over and over between kisses how much I loved her how happy I was th at she had come into my life how she completed me in ways I never knew I needed.

She whispered back her love for me, her deep need for my love to fill every inch of her body and soul. She nipped at my lips with her own and sighed deeply bef ore hugging me tightly around my neck. I held her tight swaying us back and for th as the water cascaded down our bodies. She placed soft kisses every few minu tes to my shoulders and I stroked her soft wet hair down her back. She lifted b ack up and placed both her hands on the sides of my face. She stared into my ey es. I stared back. I tried to just look at her and let her see the depths of m y love for her in my eyes how I felt like I was leaving half of me behind to go t oday. Her eyes welled with tears again and she held back the sob wracking thro ugh her. She crashed her lips to mine and I kissed her again. Whatever she nee ds. I need it too. She is my world. I kissed her until our skin was beginning to prune and the water began to cool. I stared in her eyes a moment longer and then kissed her lips softly once more before lifting her body up slightly to pu ll out of her. I set her gingerly on her feet and as I did caught sight of myse lf. The blood that coated my cock faded to pink as it washed off and down the d rain. I leaned back and kissed her again. Thank you, baby, I said, I hope that didnt hurt too much. Are you kidding? She laughed, That was the best fucking feeling. God, so intense, babe. You have no idea how great it felt. Really? I asked, a small smile pulling at the corners of my mouth. She nodded. Better than when you arent bleeding? I asked in surprise.

Ummm, well yeah it was really God I dont even know how to describe the difference it e same as always but more, She said, trying to explain. Wow Okay. Ill keep that in mind for next time then. I said, smirking. Did you like it? She asked, I mean it wasnt too weird or gross for you was it? I couldnt believe she was asking me that. No, it wasnt weird or gross, baby, I said reaching over to cup her chin and pull her mouth to mine for another kiss. Its ju st blood, Kristen, its a part of you and it washes off. See? I nodded down to my now deflating cock. We both stared a moment. I looked up a nd watched her looking at it. She bit her bottom lip and then looked back to me et my gaze. I smirked at her when she blushed realizing she was staring a long time at me. So, see? I said, No blood. Its gone. But I will tell you this. What? She asked. That made for some very, I said kissing her again, very, I nibbled her bottom lip. Ve ry, wet, pusssssaaay. So slick, baby. I laughed and licked her bottom lip. I k issed her mouth and then the tip of her nose. She giggled and blushed as she grabbed the body wash. We soaped each other up, lovingly knowing it would be a while until we could cherish each other like this again. We rinsed, got out and dried off. We dressed quickly in jeans and t-sh irts. I continued packing some last minute items as Kristen sat on the edge of the bed watching me. My phone chimed, alerting me to a message. I went over to the si de table next to the bed and picked it up. Text from Nick. I mumbled as I pulled it up. I read it quickly.

My flight has been changed to the last one out today 4PM, I said turning to Kristen . Her eyes darted to the clock on the side table. 11:35 AM She grimaced. I could see her mind calculating the time we had left. She groan ed and laid back on the bed.

I came over to her and leaned down over her, my hands flat on either side of her head. I stared into her eyes a minute. We can do this, I encouraged softly. She nodded slightly. I nuzzled my nose against hers and sighed deeply. I love yo u, baby, I said. Love you more, she whispered back. A lone tear slipped from the corner of her eye as she said it. I reached up and brushed it away. I kissed her temple where it had fallen. I s tood up and glanced around the room, running my hand through my hair. Well, I thi nk Ive got everything packed, I stated, sighing. Wish you could pack me, she muttered. Maybe I can, I said, cocking my eyebrow at her. She laughed and rolled her eyes. She pulled my shirt towards her as she crawled back on the bed. I crawled up beside her and drew her back to me and held her there. We both sighed again in contentment. Well you have me all to yourself for the next few hours, I said, whatever shall we do? Ummmconsidering we would have to shower again if we make love, I am going to have to go with talking since we dont have time for all that now, she replied. Hmmm. Oh alright, I huffed, sarcastically. She laughed and stroked my arm that was around her waist. Do you want to talk about your dream anymore? I asked quietly. I just felt so powerless to save you to protect you. I was so far away and yet I was right there having to experience the devastation. When it happened, I felt like my world shattered into a million pieces. My heart broke and I felt like I was suffocating, like I couldnt breathe. I felt like you know that feeling when y ou jump into really deep water and you go down, down, down and then you need air and you cant swim to the surface fast enough? You see stars and feel like you ar e blacking out, you know what I mean? I nodded against her shoulder. Thats what it felt like. I felt like I was dying. She turned her head to glance b ack at me for my reaction. I kissed her forehead. I hate that you are worried about my trip. Im going to be fine. Nothing bad is go ing to happen to me, I assured her.

We switched on the tv and found a movie to watch together. I snuggled her close to me. We intertwined our fingers with my arms around her. I placed soft kiss es on her shoulder from time to time. She would sigh in contentment and bring m y hand to her lips for a kiss in return each time. The movie ended and I switch ed off the tv with the remote. She smiled as her fingers rubbed along my arm. She turned over and faced me. W e looked into each others eyes, saying things our hearts felt without any words n eeding to be passed between us. I leaned in and captured her mouth with mine. We made out for over an hour until she had my dick hard and craving her again. I pulled back from her, sinking my face into the pillow by her head. I groaned loudly in frustration. Whats wrong, Rob? She asked, amusement in her voice. I just need to stop before it gets worse. I mumbled into the pillow. A moment passed before I felt her hand slide down the inside of the front of my jeans. She grasped my dick through my boxers and stroked me. I looked up at her in surprise. What? She asked, Just because we dont have time to fuck again in the shower, doesnt m ean I cant get you off. I smirked and bit my lip staring at her as she eye fucked me. I rolled to my ba ck and unbuttoned my jeans, sliding them with my boxers down over my hips. My e rection in her hand was twitching in anticipation. I laid back and waited for he r. Her soft hand stroked me. She put just enough pressure in her grasp. She knew exactly how I liked to be stroked. I closed my eyes a moment relishing the sens ations she was creating in my body. Tell me what you re thinking, she said as she ran her thumb over the head of my cock. My pre-cum was already coating the head and she smoothed it down my shaft. Her hand was warm and slick. I tried to resist pushing my hips toward her hand as s he stroked me, but it was a little difficult to control myself around her as usu al. What am I thinking? I asked, Uhhh about you. I opened one eye to peek at her. She ro lled her eyes at me. I figured that much, but its still good to know, she said, No, tell me what you are thinking about me. I laughed. Do you really want to know? I asked. Yes, she said, leaning in to place a soft kiss to my lips. Well.Iuh I stammered. You really want me to tell you this? Uh-huh, she whispered in my ear. Her tongue licked along my ear as she placed kisses along my jaw. Her hand cont inued to stroke and squeeze my cock. I closed my eyes again and pictured Kristen above me.

You... uh youre on top, I began, riding my cockwith your sweet tight little pussy. aned in pleasure at the thought.

Youre looking down at me and your face such ecstacy, baby as I rub your Her hand began to speed its pace as I talked to her. More tell me, she breathed aga inst my neck as she kissed down to my chest at the top of my shirt.

Mmmm feels so great, baby you uh your tits are bouncing as I hold your hips and fuck u harder I lift my hips off the bed to fill you up. Yeah, keep going, babe, She said as her hand made a pass over the head and swirled her fingers around under it.

Fuck oh yeah You lean down over me and give me one of your perfect tits to suck on y our skin it tastes so sweet, baby your breasts so soft against my lips and the nipp le so mmmmmm tight oh yeah, baby keep going faster Im almost there I reach out and you again I uh am uh watching you as you cum on my cock now your face is so blissful ou look like an angel to me a lustful angel as your green eyes fuck mine intensly showing me how you desire me my body my hard cock while I give you what you need I fill you completely I stroke your pussy faster with my dick feeling you from the i nside as your body pulls me inside it. your skin flushes a beautiful light pink a nd a sheen of perspiration breaks out and covers your body like a fine mist you a re calling for me my name your lips forming my name I see how I make you feel I can h ear you calling it over and over oh Jesus Christ Im cumming Unnnnggghhhhhh. Kristens hand stroked me until I finished and my body shivered from the fantastic orgasm she just gave me. She licked and sucked at my neck as her hand slowed. She kissed back up my neck to my mouth again. She licked my lips, asking to le t her in. I opened my mouth to her, inviting her in. She kissed me passionatel y, but soft and lovingly as her hand stilled on my cock. She didnt release me fr om her hold though. Once our kiss ended, I thanked her for being so good to me. I want to pleasure you too, I said, kissing her neck. My hand reached for her and cupped her pussy through her jeans, pressing against her. Oh God, that feels so damn good, babe, she breathed, but we cant. I glanced over at the clock. 2:17 PM I looked back at Kristen as I continued to rub her through her jeans. Why not? I asked, we still have time. I dont have to lea ve for 40 more minutes. But she said. But what? I asked, not understanding why she wouldnt want me to pleasure her one m ore time before I left her. Butmy period, Rob remember? She asked. I laughed at her obvious worry about something she had no reason to be even cons idering. Are you in pain? Cramping? I asked her, stopping to rub her lower belly gently. She was slightly swollen there. I wondered if my touching her would make it better or worse. A little, she said. I can take some ibuprophen if it gets bad. Does it make it worse for me to touch you then? I asked.

Uhno... she hesitated, actually it makes it feel better alleviates the cramping some. Well then I dont understand. If I can help you feel better, get you off in the pr ocess, whats the problem? I asked, confused. Wellits just kind ofmessymost guys wouldnt want to, she said.

Im not most guys, Kristen. I love you and Im leaving soon. Ill miss you so much, b aby. I want this. I want to feel you cum for me. I can wash my hands afterwar ds, you know. I reminded her. She rolled her eyes and we both laughed at the situation. I know. I want it. Believe me, I do, but She started. Then let me. I pleaded. I let my hand move back to her mound and cup her, pressing hard. She gasped as her head fell back against her pillow. Okay. She said, conceding. Dont worry. I wont think anything bad, baby. Besides, you said it helped. Im all about the helping. I said, grinning. Oh yeah, youre just a regular Boy Scout, Rob. She said, rolling her eyes again and laughing. My fingers worked to unbutton and unzip her jeans. She got up, lowered and kick ed them off for me. She stood before me in her t-shirt and panties. Well, what are you waiting on? I asked softly, Come here, love. I reached my hand out to her. She had her arm folded across her chest and she w as biting her thumbnail. She seemed to be debating again. Ill be right back, she said, spinning on her heel and walking quickly into the bath room. She shut the door. What is she doing? I told her I didnt care. Are all girls this worried about being intimate with their boyfriends when they have the ir period? She came out of the bathroom a moment later and cleared her throat as she walked over to me. She seemed a little nervous. She crawled up on the bed beside me and laid down. I took her hand in mine and intertwined our fingers. I kissed the back of her hand. You okay? I asked. Yeah, Im fine, she said, looking up at me. She smiled a little. I leaned over and kissed her. I dropped her hand and ran my fingers along the top of her panties. I brushed them lightly watching her be lly quiver at my touch. I let my lips travel down her neck. Her breaths began t o hitch as my hand lifted her t-shirt to expose her breasts. I gently pulled he r tits out of the bra cups, pushing the material down and out of my way. I let my mouth lave her nipples as my hand traveled back down her body. I rubbed her thighs, squeezed her ass, nudged her legs apart and then fingered the top of her panties again. I continued sucking her breasts while my fingers dipped inside the lace of her panties. I hooked my fingers around the lace and tugged them do wn. She kicked them off. I rubbed her clit first, trying to get her to relax f urther. Why did you run off a minute ago? I murmured against her breast. When she didnt answer I looked up at her. She covered her eyes with her hand. I had to take care of something, she mumbled. I almost didnt hear her. What? I asked. Wellunless you wanted to be tugging a rope, I had to remove it, she said in exasper ation.

Oh. I said realizing she had gone to remove her tampon. I tried to think of what to say to get her to enjoy this. It was our last time to be together this way until she joined me in Italy at the end of the week. I wasnt going to let a little blood get in our way. And here we were slaves to tha t fucking clock again as our time ticked away by the second. I continued rubbing her. I kissed her lips again before going back for her brea sts. I sucked them until her body responded to me. She began to let go, closin g her eyes and finding my hair to run her fingers through. Once I had her panti ng and hips rocking into my hand. I moved to her ear to dirty talk her. Does tha t feel good, baby? I whispered. She nodded as she lost herself to the sensations I was causing to stir within he r. I could feel the heat radiating from her center as I rubbed a little faster. She whimpered as I pressed my fingers a little harder, circling them against h er. Do you wish my cock was in you? I whispered next. She moaned and nodded as she writhed against my hand. I love that you are letting me do this to you, I breathed. I want to feel you. I mo ved my fingers down to her heat. Wet so damn wet like this. How could she thin k I wouldnt like her like this? I rubbed her on the outside and then stopped just outside her entrance. Take me inside you, I growled against her ear. I wanted her to want this as much as me. I kissed her cheek, her lips, her neck , her chest. Her heart was racing. I could feel it coursing under my lips. The rise and fall of her breaths hitched as my lips moved over her. I moved back to her ear to whisper more to her when she didnt do what I had asked of her. Take me , baby. Dont make me wait. I whispered. Slowly, I felt her hand move down my arm and take my hand. I smiled against her ear. I hummed my approval as she slid her small fingers to mine. She drew the m closer to her closer closer. She hesitated just as I felt my fingertips brush t he wet entrance to her body. Do it, I urged, For me. Please, baby. She wrapped her fingers around the base of my own and pushed them forward into her heat. We bot h hummed in enjoyment at the feel of my fingers within her. Mmmmmm nice and tight, I growled, just the way I like it! She moaned as I began stroking her pussy. I rubbed my thumb on her clit every f ew minutes to get her to the edge before I withdrew my fingers from her and rubb ed her until she came for me. Uhn Rob Oh God fuuuuuuuucccckkkkk, she breathed. I watched her intently as I carried her through it. Wanted to memorize every so und she made when she was blissing for me wanted to memorize her face as she spir aled through her orgasm for me wanted to memorize it all as it quickly faded from my sight and she was left panting in her recovery. I missed it the moment it was over longed for it to last longer for her. I kissed her mouth, murmuring how mu ch I loved her against her lips between kisses. She hummed in her response and nodded. I miss the pull of your heart. I taste the sparks on your tongue. I s ee angels and devils and God when you come.I waited for her to open her eyes and see my love for her reflected back in my own. Once she opened them, I smiled a t her. I wanted her to know I enjoyed it as much as she did. You look happy, she said. I am, I answered. You were beautiful. To know that thoughts of me can make you loo k that fucking beautiful I shook my head in disbelief. I still feel like the luckie

st bastard on earth that you love me like that. I said. I do love you like that, Rob. You make me feel so loved, so desired. You make me feel beautiful, she said, looking down. Her eye caught my fingers resting on her belly. They were covered in her blood. She slowly looked back up to me. I smirked and drummed my fingers against her . See? Doesnt bother me, baby. I reaffirmed. But lets go get cleaned up, its almost ime for me to go. We got up from the bed and entered the bathroom to wash up. I took a warm, wet cloth and gently cleaned her belly and thighs for her. I really wanted her to g et over this thing with her period because I wanted to tap that. Every. Fucking. Time! I figured if I exposed myself to her and showed her how loving I could be to her despite the blood, I could make her relax more with me each time it occu rred. Its life, baby. Its natural. Its what will create life in our future, I said as I washed it away leaving her creamy pale skin clean. I love you Kristen, every part of you even this. I gazed up at her. She was biting that lower lip again and looking at me as I c leaned her up.

Just dont go asking me to pick up tampons and shit at the store for you all the ti me. I laughed. I wiped my hands on the cloth as I stood up and kissed her lips s oftly. You mean if I was really in need and out, you wouldnt run to get them for me? She a sked, cocking her eyebrow at me. Hmmm. A test. This is a test question. How whipped are you, Pattinson? Enough . Im whipped, but happy to be so. But two can play at this game, baby. Why would I run to the store when I have your tampon right here? I asked waving m y now clean fingers in front of her. I waggled my eyebrows at her as she gasped and punched my arm. Perv! She said, laughing. You are so sick, babe!

Thats me, your pervy fianc. I stated, Heres your chance to back out and run screaming I imitated Munch s The Scream painting for her silently. We laughed. God, I lo ve her laugh. Its like the sound of windchimes to my heart. Peaceful. She brin gs me peace. She rolled her eyes and reached out to draw me to her. I stepped forward and sh e placed her cheek on my chest as she held me tight in her embrace. Im never backi ng out, babe, she said, youre stuck with me for life. I kissed the top of her head as I held her close. Thats good to know, I breathed. On ly you would put up with my ass and keep me grounded. We stood silently for a minute or two.

Im still worried about your e women are out of control in . They are in such obsessive end up hurting you physically

safety. There are so many paparazzi these days and th love with you, she said, I worry they ll attack you infatuation with you, babe. But I fear they will in the process.

I sighed. I thought about her worries a moment. If I could walk on water; If I could tell you whats next, Id make you believe. Id make you forget. I walked out to the bedroom. Kristen trailed behind me. I picked up my phone and called Nic k again. He picked up on the second ring. What do you need? No more push backs, Rob. You are on the last flight out. Kris ten will have to survive without you, he said. Im not calling for a push back. I k now we re leaving in half an hour. I called to request extra security be hired in Cannes. Can you make sure thats done? I asked. Yes, we have some security detail in place, but I can order a few extra guards, i f it will make you feel more comfortable, he offered. Thanks. See you in the lobby in thirty minutes, I said, ending the call. I took care of it, love. Dont worry. Ill be okay, I stated as she encircled me in h er arms again. I sighed, lost in my own thoughts a moment. Cause everything works, love. Ever ything works in your arms. I kissed the top of her head. I fingered my sharktoo th necklace charm she gave me for my birthday. I held it out for her to see. I h ave plenty of protection right here. I reminded her. She sighed and looked up at me. I need to finish packing my carry-on. I said quietly. She released me and I went about the room packing anything I had left out until the last minute. Once I had it ready to go and sitting by the door, I drew her to me and kissed her again. The time was ticking down to the wire now. You have your phone? She asked. Yes, I have it. I answered. Listen to the first message when you get settled on the plane, okay? She reminded me. Alright, I will. I said. I saw the tears in her eyes welling again, threatening to brim over and spill on to her beautiful angel face. Please dont cry, I asked her softly, I want my happy gi rl to be the last thing I see before I leave. Okay. She said as she sniffled back her tears. I love you. Ill see you soon. I said picking up my bags. Ill always love you more, Rob, she said as she stood on her tiptoes to kiss me. I met her lips and let her wrap her arms around my neck one last time. Her fing ers raked and gripped onto the back of my hair. She kissed me with fire and suc h passion. I could feel her love in it. I held her hand when she let go of my hair and we ended our kiss. I brought her hand to my lips once more and kissed it. Ill see you in Italy in five days, love. Youll do great on your scenes while I am away. Maybe Ill even learn a little Italian for you. I said, cocking my eyebr ow at her. Mmmm. Dont tease me, she hummed.

Whos teasing? I said, winking. I love you, she responded. Love you too, baby I said and kissed her again as I opened the door to our room. I stepped back from her and we held hands until our arms stretched out between us . I let go of her fingertips and turned to head to the elevator. I heard a sob and I stopped dead in my tracks. I waited. I didnt hear another. I took a dee p breath and moved forward to the elevator. I didnt look back after I punched th e button. I couldnt see her if she was crying. It would devastate me and I woul dnt want to leave her. I punched the button over and over until the door finally opened. About god damn time. I muttered to myself. I stepped in and the door closed just as I heard another sob from her. I closed my eyes fighting back what I was feeling. I fought the urge to return to her. My chin trembled and threatened to fail me in my effort to contain my emotions. I wiped at my eyes, but kept them shut. I held it in and breathed deeply. I was leaving. My girl was staying. It was going to be one long damn week. The elevator door opened. I lifted my bags and headed out. It felt surreal kno wing I was leaving her behind. Knowing it would be days before I would see her againhold her.make love to her. I brushed my face against my sleeve, clearing the tears that had inevitably escaped me despite my futile attempts to evade them. I saw Nick at the desk settling the bill and joined Stephanie. She was waiting by the doors to the lobby. I set my bags down and she smiled at me. It was a pity smile. What? I said, acting as if I didnt know the reason. She just reached out and touched my arm, pouting her lips at me. Please, dont, I pleaded, It will only make it worse for me. I smiled gently at her to let her know I wasnt trying to be an ass. I appreciate d her attitude towards mine and Kristens relationship. She was much more support ive than Nick. It isnt that Nick is a bad person, or non supportive, he just loo ks at things differently, thats all. He looked at things more from a male perspe ctive, of course. He was business before pleasure. But I suppose I needed the harshness of Nick and the softness of Stephanie to balance me out. Although the y were more the ages of my siblings, I looked at them as more parental figures i n some ways. They helped make decisions for me about my life just as my parents had. They tried to protect me from the press or other unknowns just as my pare nts had from so many things throughout my lifetime. They were always there look ing out for my best interest, wanting me to succeed just as my parents had. I d are say Id probably be quite lost without them to guide me. I was thankful for t hem. Is Kristen better now that you are done being Dr.Rob and playing hide the big the rmometer with her? Nick asked, smirking as he came up behind me.

Except when he says shit like that. I turned to glare at him.

What? He asked, holding his hands out feigning innocence. I rolled my eyes at him and picked up my bags. I headed out to our waiting car. I heard Stephanie slap his arm and give him hell for saying that. I smirked a little to myself at the thought of it even though I did not turn back to see it .

I handed my bags to the driver and climbed in the SUV. Nick and Stephanie climb ed in shortly after me. I took a long last look at the hotel as I settled in an d put my seatbelt on. Bye, love. Let our time apart be swift. I closed my eye s a moment, lost in my own thoughts of her. I thought of the last sound I heard as the elevator doors closed. Kristen was crying for me. For me. This sweet, beautiful, strong girl was emotionally driven to tears over me. I never though t I could feel so loved in my life. And to know that it is Kristen who loves me so deeplyshe is the girl I always wanteddreamed aboutdared to ask God forand here s he was loving me and making my heart swell with emotion in return. I had to kno w she was ok. I pulled out my phone. I debated whether to call her or text her . I looked over at Nick and Stephanie who were looking out the windows at the c ity going past us. No privacy. Right. Text it is. I typed out a message to h er quickly. Are you ok, baby? ~R I waited for her reply. I looked out my window. Airplanes passed by low in the sky. We were close to the airport now. My phone vibrated in my hand. I looke d down to see her reply. Im better now that I got your text. ~K I smiled. I miss you already and I am barely gone.~ R You too. So much, babe. Are you at the airport yet?~ K No. We are close though. What are you going to do this evening?~ R Im going to miss you like crazy. ;-p What do you think?? *eyeroll* ~ K LOL Me too, love. Dont play my first message until Ive taken off. ~R Ok. I am looking forward to hearing you every hour. I am glad you thought of t hat. ~ K Me too. Give me something to go withwhat are you doing now?~R

Uhhtexting you, mofo. ;-p ~K Getting saucy on me. So naughty. I may have to spank you for that next time I see you. ~R Whos being saucy? Dont make threats you wont follow through on, babe. ~K Listen here, you little minx, when I see you in Italy at the end of this week, y our ass is mine. Got it? Its not a threat. Its a promise. Oh and I WILL follow through. ~R You made my kitty purr, babe. ~K Oh rly? *smirk* ~R Im taking my clothes off. *smirk back* ~K I licked my lips and ran my hand through my hair. I glanced over at Nick and St ephanie. They were now busy on their own phones. You want to have sext? *eyebrow waggle* ~ R Did you know my phone is set on vibrate? And when you sext me.its in my lap. Puuu urrrrr ~K Ill take that as a yes to the sexting. Well lets just see if I can keep the vibra tions up for your kitty. ~R Oh you always keep it up for me, Rob.*wink* ~K Where are you? ~R On our bed.~ K Are you touching yourself for me? ~R Yes. Mmmmmmeeeeooowwww. ~K Oh hell. What am I doing? I cant get hard right now. Im in a damn car with my m anagement for Gods sakes. Think of something. I cant leave her unsatisfied. Or maybe I should leave her wanting for more? That would be a selfish, mean thing to do, Pattinson. I wish I could get off with her. You wish??!! muttered Mr. P

atty. I want to do pushups in her tunnel until I throw up. I rolled my eyes at my damn dick. You are one track minded, you know that? Youre a prick. Takes one to know one he muttered in reply. I decided to ignore his grumpy ass. My phon e vibrated and startled me a little back out of my own thoughts. Rob? Are you still there? ~K Yes, baby. I am just trying to get a hold of myself~ R Really? In the car, Rob?? You are such a perv!~K What?? No, not like that! Are you insane?! I mean, I am trying to calm down. Thinking about you touching yourself for me is not the best idea right now. ~R Should I stop? ~ K No.~R What do you want?~ K You. ~R How do you want me?~K Wrapped tightly around my cock.wetso very wet.~R What would you do to me?~K I already told you. Id spank your ass. ~R Oh yeah? ~K Yeah.~R What else would you do while you spank me?~K Fuck.You.Hard.Until.You.Scream.My.Name!~ R O.o ~K Come for me.~ R

I waited. I bit my thumbnail while staring at my phone. I waited in anticipati on. I thought about what she was doing to herself at that very moment. I thoug ht about what her face looked like as she did it. I thought about how she was t hinking of me doing things to her bodyhow her body responded to those thoughts of me. I ran my hand through my hair. My leg was bouncing nervously as I waited. And waited. And waited. And ROB! Oh God, babe! I love you so much! *panting*~K Fuck yes! I grinned at my phone. I bit my bottom lip and began to type. Beautiful, baby. I love you. ~R Im going to take a bath, study my script and then turn in early after some room s ervice later.~K Yes, please relax. Rest. You have a very emotional day of filming to do tomorr ow.~R I dont want to let go.~K Well, I am pulling up to the airport now. So, I have to go. I dont want to let you go. But I must. Damn job. ~R Ok. Have a safe flight. Call me when you reach Nice if you can. No matter the time. I mean it! ~K Yes maam. *saluting* ~R *eyeroll* ~K I love you, baby.~R I love you more.~K See you soon.~R See ya.~K I put my phone away and got out of the car. We grabbed our bags and headed to c heck in. My phone vibrated. I pulled it back out to check it. Dream of me. ~K

Always. ~R XOXOXOXO~K Kiss kiss, baby.~ R *smiling*~K Thats my girl. ~R I put my phone away and moved through security. I bent over and removed my shoe s. Shit I hope my ass isnt showing. Damn paparazzi. I stood back up and placed everything in the bin to go through the x-ray machine. I walked through, waited on the other side and put my shoes back on when they came out. I pulled my pant s up in the back out of sheer paranoia. I ran my hand through my hair, grabbed my carry-on bag and headed to the gate with Nick and Stephanie. A few fans approached me. They asked for pictures and autographs. I kindly obl iged them. One girl was about nine or ten, Id guess. She asked me to marry her. It was really sweet and yet very bizarre. She was a pretty little girl with d ark curls and blue eyes. I tried to think what it might be like to have a daugh ter with Kristen someday. Ours may look similar to this little girlKristens beaut iful dark hair and my eyes. Then, I thought of how our daughter might like a m an like this little one liked me. I cringed at the thought. Oh shit. Not good . I patted her on the head. I leaned down and tried to talk with her a minute. Youre a big fan of the Twlight Saga books, yes? I asked, smiling. She nodded.

So, will you?will you marry me, Edward? I love you and want you to bite me. Make me a vampire like you so we can be together forever! She stared at me with her big blue eyes, waiting for her answer. Weeellll, you know I am in love with Bella. And I have to be a good Dad to Renes mee. You dont want me to leave Bella and Renesmee now, do you? I asked softly us ing my American accent as Edward. I thought it best to stay in character for he r. She seemed to think hard about that one. I glanced up at Stephanie and Nick who were smiling at the sweet girl. Ummmwell no. I dont want you to leave Renesmee. I would feel bad if she lost her

Daddy. I love mine. Hes in Iraq. Mom says to pray for his safe return, she sai d looking up at her Mom. Her mother nodded and smiled at her daughter. And I guess since you love Bella, that would be ok for you to stay in Forks with her. She said matter-of-factly. She paused a moment. Do you think Jacob would ma rry me since you really dont want him to be with Renesmee? She asked. I laughed lightly and looked up at her mom. I almost stopped breathing a moment when I caught her mom eye fucking me. Oh. My. God. Its a Robcat. Oh hell. Uhhh.. .well, I am sure your Daddy will make it home safe, I said as I looked at h er Mom. And I would be delighted for you to take Jacob off my hands. So, Ill make sure and let him know you want an answer to your proposal right away.

I winked at the little girl and smiled. She smiled back, happy with my answer. My eyes darted to her mother who was now licking her lips at me. Holy fuck! Wh at the hell is going on?? I would have loved to fuck some Cougars a couple of y ears agobefore I saw Kristen. But now, I was deeply committed to her. I didnt wa nt for another, but it was certainly flattering. I ran my hand through my hair and laughed nervously. She was quite attractive. She probably just missed her husband since he has been away. We posed for pictures. The lady had on a low c ut shirt. I snuck in a small peek at her girls. Nice. What? I am just lookin g. Im not dead just because I love and am committed to Kristen. Of course, it m ade me think of Kristens tits. Beautiful. So soft. Shit, mind out of the gutte r, Pattinson. I bid the little girl and her mother goodbye and happy travels. They were heade d to Florida in the States on holiday. The Mother turned to say goodbye and win ked at me. She actually winked at me. I just smiled and raised my hand to wave goodbye. Oh my God. What happened to cause every female to react to me like t his?? It has to be Edward. Im really not that interesting. I look like a carto on for Gods sakes. My chin looks like a nubbin. My hair has a mind of its own. Maybe it is a creature with its own mind? Nah. Ok. I am officially going mad fr om the thought of being away from Kristen. This isnt going so well. Let me just get on that plane. Then I can hear her first message to me.her sweet voice. We headed to the VIP lounge to wait for our flight to board. We sat at the bar a nd ordered a beer. Nick watched the tv above the bar. A baseball game was on. Nick said something to me about it, but I dont follow the sport; so I really had no idea what he was talking about. I just nodded an agreed with what he said. This is hard for you, Stephanie said. She said it as a statement and not a quest ion. Leaving her. I took a long swig of my beer at the mention of her. My mind conjured her image. I nodded looking down at the bar. It is, I stated simply because thats all it was really. A simple fact. This was hard for me. To find my soul mate was like being granted absolution after a pri son term of loneliness. I was finally whole for the first time in my life. Alt

hough I know I struggle with my inner self image, I believed that she loved me no matter what I thought of myself. This was like having been cast adrift at se a for years, finding a life raft and then falling off itseeing it drift further a way out of your grasp. You can see your lifelineeven when it floats out of sighty ou feel it is thereand it is painful to know you cannot see it cannot touch it.can not possess it you are separated from what keeps you from drowning. Its hard the first time you separate. I understand. Been there. Done that. I h ate to tell you it doesnt get any easier. Oh, well thats helpful, thanks, I said sarcastically, looking over at her. Im just trying to prepare you, Rob. You and Kristen have a strong friendship for your foundation of your relationship. That helps weather the storms. You will count on each other to pull each other through to the end of your separations. This is the first of many. Unfortunately, that is the price you pay in this bus iness. I know. I keep telling myself that. Its the way our lives are supposed to be. D oesnt mean I have to like it though. I said taking another swig of my beer. No. I dont suspect you should, she said, looking pensive. Now boarding Flight 1711 non-stop service to Nice, France at gate 25. Wed like to start boarding first class passengers and those needing special assistance firs t. Thank you. The ladys voice over the intercom announced, interrupting us. Thats us, said Stephanie.

We gathered our carry-on bags and paid our tab at the bar. We headed to the gat e and boarded the plane without dealing with the paparazzi. Luckily those fucke rs cant follow me all the way to the gate. Damn vultures. I placed my bag in the overhead compartment and helped Stephanie with her bag, lifting it and placi ng it next to mine. I let Stephanie have the window seat and sat next to her. Nick was seated across from us. I buckled my seatbelt and tightened the slack. God, I hate flying overseas. I held tight to the strap until I felt Stephanies w arm hand gently touch mine. Its ok. Relax. She smiled gently and patted my hand. She then looked out the win dow at the baggage handlers loading the bags to the belly of this beast. I looked down to my hand and saw the white of my knuckles. I relaxed my hand, l et go of the strap and ran my hand through my hair several times. I took my pho ne out, anxious to have a calming hit of Kristen take over my system. Yes, Kris ten is what I need to relax. I miss the sound of your voice. And I miss the ru sh of your skin. And I miss the still of your silence as you breathe out and I breathe in. I quickly dialed into my voicemail.

You have 8 messages. The computerized womans voice said. First message, yesterday. I drummed my fingers on my thigh, and closed my eyes, waiting for it. Hey, babe Kristens voice rang clear, crisp, and sweet, well, umm, I guess if you are listening to this now, then our separation has begun. This is going to be hard for me, but I know Ill make it. I have your messages. You are in the bathroom n ow recording them. I cant hear you, but I am sure they will be just what I need. Ill be thinking of you every minute of every day. Love you so much, babe. Ok we ll ummbye. I exhaled and felt immediately relaxed. I replayed it three times, but shut my phone off just before it played the next message. I pulled out a book I was rea ding, Bel Ami. I was considering this script to film next year, so I wanted to read it and make a decision. I put down the book to eat when the Attendant brou ght our dinners. Airplane cuisine. Delightful. I grimaced. Well, its not an I n-n-Out burger, but when you are hungry, you would consider eating the ass out o f a dead horseor maybe even a live one. I giggled to myself at that one. Whats so funny? Stephanie glanced over at me asking while cutting into her Chicken Kiev. Nothing, I mumbled, smiling and shaking my head to myself. Im an idiot. After I finished my meal and the Attendant handed me a hot towel. I warmed my h ands with it and placed it across my face to try to freshen up a bit. We had be en flying for hours. I looked across Stephanie to see out the window. It was da rk and empty looking. Yep, its a long way down. Thats enough of that. I sat back in my seat and pulled out my phone. I dialed my voicemail. I listened to her first message again, smiling. I let it advance to the second message this time. Hi. SooooI guess you have been flying for a while now. Hope you are managing tha t ok. I know how you are about flying overseas. Try not to white knuckle it or squeeze Stephs or Nicks hand off. She began and then laughed. I heard her rustling something in the background. There it is. She said almost to herself. Hey, I got this fortune from a fortune cookie when I went out to lunch with Ashley last ti me. I saved it. I thought it was appropriate about now. It says There is a pro spect of a thrilling time ahead for you. I think this can be our fortune. Italy will be so romanticwell when we have a little free time off of filming. I look f orward to a thrilling time with you, babe. Ok, I guess that was a little cheesy , but its true. Ok, so Im trying to be cheerful here. Promise to leave better me ssages next time than this stupid mofo messageyeah, umm I love you, Rob. Remember , no mile high club without me. Dont let the Flight Attendants drag you off and have their way with you. She paused. yeah so, I miss you. I bit my lip to keep from smiling like the whipped pussy I am. I liked it.her me ssage, I mean. I dont care if it was cheesy. I must remember to tease her about that. I listened to it again and then put my phone away for later. I read mo re of my book until I fell asleep. I woke some time later to the end credits of the in flight movie. There was no volume, but I stretched in my seat and decid ed to head to the bathroom. I unbuckled and headed forward through the quiet, d im cabin.

After squeezing myself in and out of the small bathroom, I pondered on my way ba ck to my seat how Kristen and I would manage joining the mile high club in one o f those. It is so small for even me. I will have to either sit and have her ri de me or set her on the sink. Is it time for pushups? Mr. Patty piped up at the thought. No! Go back to sleep, you moron. No Kristen. Humph he replied and settled himself back down at that depressing answer. I buckled back in my seat and brought my phone out, dialing in for my next hit of my drug of choice. Ummhey. So, it must be night by now. I dont even know if you will listen to this or the other messages until the morning. You may be asleep now. She said and sig hed. I love to look at you when you are asleep. You are so beautiful, babe. So metimes, when I wake and you are asleepI lay awake and look at you. Your face is peaceful. I reach out and touch your long lashes that brush the tops of your c heeks. Sometimes you swat at my hand and I just laugh quietly to myself not mea ning to wake you..then I do it again. She countered, laughing at the memory of her own actions. Cheeky girl. I smiled at her playful voice. Once you caught my ha nd by my wrist as you went to swat it away and you brought it to your lips for a kiss. I thought maybe you were awake, but then you let out this snoremore of a snort reallyand I laughed so fucking hard, babe. I had to bury my face in my pil low to stop you from hearing me. Once I had control of myself, I stroked your f ace with my hand because you were really so sweet to kiss my wristeven in your sl eep. She sighed, And then you quieted. Your hand searched again for mine and plac ed it over your heart. I smiled and told you how I loved you so..yeah, so thats s omething I never told you about.something I will miss this weekseeing you asleepnex t to medreaminglooking like an angel. So, umm, I guess thats it for this message. I love you, Rob, she said. God, I am being so motherfucking mushy. What the hel l, Kristen? I heard her say quietly. I think she was talking to herself. God, h ad I done that on her messages? I couldnt remember. I hit the end button. I couldnt listen to that one again. I loved it too much. I missed her.especially in the darkest hours of the nightshe is my light. I felt an ache in my heart. I longed to kiss her perfect mouth with my own. I wanted to hold her. Instead, I had an airline small white pillow and a blue blanket. I stared at the pillow. How you doin? Its stark white cover stared back, mockin g me with its lifeless, pudgey contents for company. Great. Now I am talking t o inanimate objects in my head. Maybe I need a straightjacket. Lock me up, whi te coats! Heeeeeerrrrreees Robbie! Oh my God, I am going insane and it hasnt eve n been 24 hours! Oh Kristen, love, how I wish you were with me. I sighed and r ubbed my hand over my face. I picked up and read my Bel Ami book again until I fell back to sleep. I woke to the Captains voice over the intercom and soft lighting illuminating the cabin. The captain was giving us an update on the weather conditions in Nice a nd the remaining flight time. My mouth was dry from sleeping in the dry cabin a ir. I licked my teeth and felt fur. Lovely. I excused myself back to the bath room after digging out a toothbrush and toothpaste from my carry-on bag. When I returned to my seat, the Attendant was handing out more of those little hot tow els. I fucking love those! She handed me one and I smiled a dazzle at her as a thank you. Her breath hitched and she looked like a deer in headlights. She s tuttered something, giggling and backed away. I just shook my head. This is so fucking bizarre. Did I make a deal with the devil? It must be that day dream I had of Buddha. He has bestowed this oddity to my life with those bloody spinn ing jacks. I guess I shouldnt complain. I just dont see it. I mean, I just spen t the last ten minutes in this airplane bathroom brushing the fuzz off my teeth,

trying to clear up my morning breath from hell while I stared in the mirror see ing the same face these women see when they look at me. What is it that makes t hem look at me like that?? Sometimes I think I got zapped into some alternate u niverse and I am going to be zapped back one of these days to find that women st ill look at me like I am a weirdo. Oh God, waitmaybe that would be bad. I meanI a m a weirdo, but they seem to like itin this universe. Oh what the hell am I tryi ng to figure this out for anyway? Its impossible, really. I rolled my eyes at my self as I sat back down. I buckled back in my seat. The Captain had said we wo uld be landing in about half an hour. Stephanie was still asleep, her head rest ed on a pillow, her seat still reclined. I looked over at Nick. He was just wa king and stretching. He yawned and then said good morning. I greeted him as we ll. I pulled out my phone as Nick headed off to the bathroom. I dialed in for my next message. At first all I heard was breathing on this message. I was confused. I thought maybe she had recorded it by accident.hit the button on the phone while doing som ething else. She probably didnt know it was on and recording. But then I heard her voice. Oh yeahI want you to do thatright therelike thatmmmmm What.The.Fuck? Who is she-? Wha-? Did she record us having sex? Oh I wantI wantI wantoh harderoh RobOh God! She squealed and panted. There were more moaning and heavy breaths. I listened to her, my heart was raci ng. Then she spoke again. God, this self service shit is going to suck this wee k. You should be in meright the fuck now, babe.making me get closer to God, she pan ted, giggling, OhI hope you didnt hear that. You are still in the bathroom recordi ng my messages. She laughed harder. love you, babe. Be sure to cover the front of your pants when you get off the plane this morning. She giggled again and hung up. I hit end. Oh Jesus Christ, now I am hard. Fantastic. I looked down at my lap. Mr. Patty was standing up in his tent, confused. Let me out. Wheres my Kristen kitty? He huffed in his dark tent. I shook my head at my lap as I pulled my grey t-shirt down over him. I closed my eyes and prayed hed take a nap by the time the plane landed in Nice. Stephanie woke up when the plane was about to descend. She headed off to the ba throom. We have a car waiting out a side exit after we clear customs, Nick said, Hopefully, we can avoid the paparazzi as long as possible. It may be a zoo tomorrow thoug h. Better get some rest tonight. I nodded. My life was a zoo now. Everyone stopping to look at me....maybe more like a petting zoo.they all want to pet me. No wait...Im a petting zoo cowno, mor e like a nice cut of Japanese Kobe steak. Yes, thats itthey look at me like I am s omething to eat. I laughed thinking of Michael saying that in Twilightwhich in tu rn made me think of Kristen again. I pouted to myself. My stomach growled. I must have slept through the breakfast service as I saw the Attendant picking up

trays and trash from other passengers around me. I would have to wait. Stephanie returned and we began to gather our things and prepare for landing. A s we flew lower, I looked out Stephanies window again seeing the tops of trees ru sh past. I shut my eyes. Hail Mary full of grace. Our Lord is with thee. Ble ssed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mar y, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen H ail Mary, full of grace The plane touched down, bumping twice. It sped along the runway, and then the r oar of the flaps lowered to slow the plane was heard, deafening me momentarily. I gripped my armrest, kept my eyes closed, prayed and thought of Kristens beauti ful face. Finally, the plane slowed to a lumbering pace along the tarmac, turni ng and taxiing towards the gate. I released my grip and wiped my sweating palms on my pants. I hate fucking flying. We exited once the plane door opened. Nick ushered us quickly to a waiting car outside the airport effectively avoiding the majority of paparazzi as planned. There were a few who followed me through the terminal along with fans asking for autographs. We saw most them all out in front of the airport as we drove out a nd away to our hotel. We stopped briefly to grab coffee. Oh how I needed coffe e. I wanted to call Kristen, but I would rather do it in privatenot in a car ful l of people. I would ring her once I reached the hotel in Cannes so she wouldnt worry anymore than necessary. I called my voicemail from the car though. Her next message played. Rob, I will miss waking up with your body wrapped around mine. How will I even s leep without you holding me in your arms? I wish I could be touching you right now. My heart aches for you when we are apart. I never thought I could feel li ke this. She said quietly. Then she began to sing to me. I felt flush, warmth f looding my face as she sang what was a significant memory in our relationship. M y gift is my song. And this ones for you. And you can tell everybody that this is your song. It may be quite simple, but now that its done, I hope you dont mind . I hope you dont mind that I put down in words. How beautiful life is now youre in the world. She trailed off with a sigh. Yours are the sweetest eyes Ive ever seen, babe. I love youuntil the end of time. The message ended and I felt my hea rt ache to be with her. I wish she could be with me to experience France. I pr omise you, Kristen, we will be together one day in France. I want to romance he r in every country.make love to her in every.last.one.

Our car pulled up to the hotel, oblivious this time to me as I floated through K ristens words to me. She will love me until the end of time. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath at the magnitude of her wordsher voice like a soothing blanke t to my soul.

We exited the vehicle while hotel staff unloaded our bags. The bellman brought my bags to my room while Stephanie, Nick and I had lunch at a nice nearby restau rant overlooking the water. We went over my schedule for the next day. I would attend a party later tonight on a yacht with other stars and movie execs. I wa s then scheduled to meet Nick and Stephanie and my security detail in the lobby

at 9 AM to head over to the photo call at the pier. Then, interviews were sched uled followed by a televised interview of Le Grande Journal. I would then have time to change into my tux, and head out to the red carpet event for Inglorious Bastards premiere. After the film, I would be headed to an AmfAR party and auct ion to raise funds for children with AIDS. Finally, we would end with a late di nner. It was sure to be a long and busy day. We would be leaving for Italy ear ly the next morning. After lunch, I headed back to my room. I pulled out my laptop and logged onto t he Skype service. I was dying to see Kristen. I looked at the time on my phone and calculated the time in Vancouver. It was early morning there. I didnt kn ow if she would even be awake yet. I tried calling her anyway. Her voicemail p icked up on her cell. Damn it. She must be asleep. Ill have to try her later. I left her a message to let her know I called and why I had not called from the airport in Nice. I told her I loved her and I very much wanted to talk to her a nd see her lovely face. I unpacked my bags. I pulled out Kristens black Vanity Fair dress and held it. I remembered the feel of her in this dress. Silk again st lace. Pearl against black onyx. I thought about how her hair blew gently ar ound her.her legs so long and beautiful. I swallowed hard and crushed it to my c hest. Oh how I wish it still smelled of her. I needed her scent badly right no w. I laid the dress on the bed and decided to take a shower. I resisted the te mptation to whack off, preferring to wait until I could see her. Besides, I was actually feeling the effects of the jet lag. I was getting drowsy in the warmt h of the shower. When I exited the shower, I wrapped a towel around my waist and headed to put on some fresh clothes. Once dressed in jeans and a t-shirt, I sat on the bed. I lifted my phone to try Kristen again. I noticed I had a new voicemail. I diale d into retrieve it. I still had four unplayed messages from Sunday and one new message from today. I listened to the other messages she left me before I could get to her new one. Of course, I was assuming it was her. I suppose it could be anyone.

My kitty wants to pet your doggiea lot, She said, giggling and it cut off. my hand through my hair and laughed. I shook my head and rolled my eyes. Next message, Sunday. The computer lady voice announced.

I ran

I think about how sweet your ass looks in your black jeans when I touch my button , She said, giggling again and hung up. I laughed. She likes my black jeans, do es she? Hmm.

Next message, Sunday. I waited, running my hand through my hair. I bet you are touching your hair, She said. I stopped mid stroke and laughed. Ill be watching you. Ive decided you will owe me an O for every time you touch your hair! Ill be counting. Oh God, maybe I should touch it more than usual tomorrow. I quite like the challenge of giving her an extraordinary amount of Os. Next message, Sunday.

When I get to Italy, babe, I want you to play me like your guitar. I want you to stroke me pluck me make sweet music with me.make me vibrate for you with sound. I want your big, flippy hands sliding all over me. Make me sing for you, babeand I dont mean a song. My eyebrows shot up thinking of that. Well. Wow. Ok then. Wait. Flippy hands? What? I wrinkled my forehead in confusion. I shook my he ad and laughed. I looked at my hand and waved it around in front of me. Well s he did have a point. I guess they could pass for flippers. Great. Now I am a freak side show at SeaWorld. I guess she wasnt complaining though. I shrugged and saved her message. New message, today. Hey, babe. I got your message. I am sorry I missed your call. I was dead aslee p. I didnt hear it ring. I had a rough night without you. I tossed and turned until four this morning. I played your messages almost all night. I think I am dehydrated from crying. I smelled your scent all night on your pillow and it s hould have been comforting, but it only made me miss you morewished I could hold you. I finally fell asleep a few hours ago. She sighed. I have my extra watch on and set to the time in Cannes. Its uhhh.. She said pausing to look at her watch. about three there now, I think. So, ummmI really wanted to talk to you too, Rob . I miss you. Im not sure where you are right now, maybe napping. I am walking now to the salon to get my hair cut. It needs it. Im getting split ends. So um mmcall me back when you can. I love you. Ok...ummbye. Damn. I did miss her cal l. I tried calling her back immediately. I got her voicemail again. She must be getting her hair cut now. I left her a message letting her know I was in the shower when she had called and that it was good to hear from her. I told her I would call back in a bit. I laid back on the bed and switched on the tv with t he remote. Ill channel surf a bit and then try again in a few minutes. The next thing I knew I woke up. I must have dozed off. I dont even remember doing it. I still had my phone in my hand. I immediately went to call Kristen. My phone read one missed call. Fuck. I missed her again. I looked at the time. Shit. It was nearly six. I needed to get up and get ready. I quickly dialed Kristen . Voicemail. Damn damn damn. Hey, baby. I am sorry we keep missing each other. I accidentally fell asleep an d missed your call. I have to head out now to a party on a yacht. Bunch of pre tentious pompous people I am sure. Oh joy. I want to talk to you and see you s o badly, baby. This time difference sucks. Separation from you sucks. Ill try to give you a call when I get back from this event. Miss you, love. I wish I c ould smell you here. Everything is so sterile in this room. No trace of your s cent is making me long for you more. I hope your day is going well. I suppose you are on set now. Hope your scenes are going well today. Love you, baby. I h ung up and quickly dressed for the party. I headed down in the elevator. Nick and Stephanie were surrounded by several la rge men in suits. My security detail. I ran my hand through my hair and smiled as I approached them. Rob, this is Jon. He is the head of your security team. Nick introduced us. I s hook his hand in greeting. You ready to get this party started? Stephanie asked doing a little dance.

I laughed and nodded. She smiled her knowing smile at me. Kristen. I miss her terribly. She placed her hand on my arm and rubbed lightly. She patted my sho ulder and then we headed out to the cars that would take us to the marina. Jon sat beside me in the car. I looked at him out of the corner of my eye as we rod e in silence. He was a big guy.he looked like he meant business. I asked him ho w long he had been in the business. He was friendly and answered my questions w hen I asked them, but he was formal and kept his own to himself. Eventually, I turned my gaze out the window. It is beautiful here. I wish Kristen was here t o share it with me. I thought about the emotions she was probably dealing with today on the set. My heart ached a little more for her knowing how it would be. We arrived at the marina. This wasnt a publicized event, so there were not any c rowds of fans or paparazzi close by from what I observed on stepping out of the SUV. We headed down to the pier and boarded the yacht. I took a glass of champ agne off a tray as a waiter passed me carrying it. Nick and Stephanie shuttled me around the room introducing me to people. I talked to so many by the end of the night, my head was spinning. Or maybe it was the champagne? As we left, al l I could think about was getting back to my room to hopefully get a chance to t alk to and or see her. . I miss the sound of your voice. The loudest thing in my head. And I ache to remember all the violent, sweet, perfect words that you said. My body felt like it was going into withdrawls from being away from her. Mr. Pa tty was fully awake and wanting his Kristen fix in the worst way. I had no cont rol over him. I willed him to settle down, but he just twitched at me and spit a little. Sick motherfucker. My security team surrounded me as we left and nav igated through a crowd of fans and paparazzi. Obviously, word travels fast here . I felt the crowds closing, cameras snapping flashes in my face. I was amused at the level it had reached in a couple hours time. I felt Jons arms encircle m e and I was almost carried to another area. Bizarre. There is no other word to describe to myself what has happened in my life. Once we reached the safety of the cars, Jon radioed his men all clear and we hea ded back to the hotel. I thanked Jon and his men for their service. I bid them, Nick and Stephanie goo dnight and headed towards the elevator. Rob? Nick called after me.

I turned back to see what he needed. Dont forget to wear the shirt I gave you for your birthday tomorrow morning, He re minded me. Oh yes. That. Alright, time to please the surrogate Dad . Sure, I nodded. No everyday jeans, no Nikes. Got it? He added.

Yep, no blue jeans, no Nikes. Got it. I affirmed. He patted me on the back and smiled. Goodnight, He said. You too. I waved and turned to head back to the elevator. Upon entering my room, I pulled my phone out of my pocket to call Kristen. I sa w that I had a new voicemail again. Hi, sweetie. I dont know what time you will get in from your party with the suits , but Ill be waiting on Skype for you. Come see me. Love you. She said. I immediately rushed to my on it and the picture was ing her. She was sitting ead down, so all I saw was to run my fingers through elicate. Kristen? I said softly. She did not move. Alas my princess sleeps. I gazed at her debating whether to speak louder to get her attention. She didnt get much sleep the night before. I calculated the time. It was about 11 AM. She must have a significant break fr om filming right now to be back at our room, much less have let herself fall asl eep. I decided I should try to wake her in case she was due back to the set. Kristen? I called out. No answer.just the soft movement of her shoulders as she breathed. Kristen? I called a little louder. She didnt rouse. I tried calling her cell again. I saw it sitting next to her on the desk. I wa tched as it rang on the screen three times and stopped. It connected to her voi cemail again. I ran my hand through my hair and paced a bit trying to decide ho w best to handle the situation. I decided to see what kind of time limit I was working with to get her up. I quickly texted Chris. Hi Chris. Trying to get a hold of Kristen. Not sure what hours she is filming today. Is she on set or due to arrive soon? ~R laptop and saw the Skype service blinking. I clicked connected. I breathed a sigh of contentment upon see at the desk in our room at the laptop. She had her h her hair. Such beautiful hair. I wished immediately itwarm strands of chocolate satin ribbons. Soft and d

I waited for his reply. I watched Kristen on the screen, feeling the sight of h er begin to calm my racing heart. She brought my beats down to a steady pace. I so longed to see her face, hear her voice, see her smile, her eyesthe love in h er eyes. I needed it. My phone vibrated. Hi Rob. Hope you are enjoying Cannes. Kristen was here a while ago for a scene . She is on a break though until later tonight about 8. She has some night wor k to film with Taylor. ~C Ok, thanks for letting me know. Yes, Cannes is beautiful. Full day tomorrow. G ood luck with filming. ~R No problem. Take care. See you at the end of the week in Italy. ~C I put my phone away. I breathed easier knowing she could be allowed to get seve ral hours of sleep before being back to the set at 8. Although, I was sure it c ould not be a comfortable position to sleep in. I worried she would wake with a pinch in her neck and I would not be there to massage it away for her. I tried to call to her a few more times with no responses. I decided she was too tired and needed to stay sleeping and there was not really anymore I could do about h er position. I sat down in front of the screen. I touched the screen and imagi ned feeling her hair in my fingertips. Smooth. Velvety. Smelling of apples an d vanilla. Before I knew it, my eyes were heavy and the blackness of sleep was upon me. My hand stayed glued to the screen. Goodnight my sleeping beauty. I love y-.

A/N: *GASP* What? No lemon??!! Sorry. Maybe next time. *Spunk folding arms, tapping foot and giving majority of "FRIENDS" the stinkeye while holding Robsten Lemons hostage* *gets on soapbox and clears throat* Ahem. Listen up YGMCTG readers There are 500+ of you who wanted to be my so ca lled "FRIEND" so you could read my Robsten Love Story Smutfest. And I must say my reviews lately...48 for Chapter 10....30 for Chapter 11...THIRTY?...REALLY? Come on, people! That is pathetic. Where s the love, I ask? Where s the love? You are already logged in to read. Just press the damn button and say thank y ou for God sakes people! kthxbye! *gets down off soap box, straightens clothes and hair, takes deep breath and smi les* Sorry for my rant. Blame PMS. *smirk* I wanted to say thank you to all of you who DO take the time to leave me a comme nt or review. I love every single one of them. I wish I had time to reply to a ll of them. But know that I read them and appreciate them more than you will ev er know. I hope you liked this installment. I will be working on the next section of cha pter 11. Next up, is Robs big day in Cannes. Bonjour, Ro-bare! Stay tuned! I u pdate as fast as I can. Unfortunately, my life does not allow me to post weekly

like some authors. I hope you understand and stick with me. Also, I am sorry that some of the fonts in my chapters got fucked up when I move d the story here to Live Journal. For some odd reason, sometimes LJ has a mind of its own and decides to take the italics of Robs thoughts and transfer them to mass amounts of the storyline. This peeves me to no end, but apparently is happ ening to other authors too. I am considering an additional posting submission t o Twilighted. Ill let you know if I get to that point. Thanks as always to Soccermom for all her help with research and storyline when I get blocked. Thanks to Annie for being such a superb Beta. Thanks to Soccerm om for filling in as Beta this time while Annie was on vacation. Go see Remember Me! Rob is absolutely BRILLIANT in it!! Support Rob! Go see The Runaways! Kristen is FANTASTIC as Joan Jett! Support Kristen! Lyrics quoted are for Your Song by Elton John. Let me rec you some great reads that I have had the privilege to read latelyThey are all WIPs Ashen Skies, A Tainted Genocide by QuestionXisiting. Go read it! It is serious ly the next Emancipation Proclamation on the horizon in my humble opinion. And if you havent read Emancipation ProclamationWTF peeps?? GO! NOW! EP needs to be made into a movie by Rob and Kristen! Seriously. The Blessing and the Curse by The Black Arrow. Seriously, the rich wording in t his fic will make you so happy you read it. This Edward is the most obsessed and possessive of Bella as any that I know of next to 50Shades in Masters of the Un iverse by Snowqueens Icedragon. Their connection is cosmic and beautiful. Blac k Arrow truly stuns me with her way with words. It is written in third person l ike University of Edward Masen and we all know how good that one is, right? RIG HT? The Weight of Words by georgeygirl. I love this story. Gg has totally captured my heart with her Edward and Bella. Shakespeare abounds. Robward lovin KrisBel la in the library stacks. Mmm hmm. YUM! The Misapprehension of Bella Swan by hunterhunting. I looooooovvvveee it! Hock eyward and Hockey Hooker Bella the Bookworm. It will have you panting as well a s laughing your ass off! One of my all time favorite Bellas! Edward Cullen, Dick For Hire by flplmtree95. This is a mystery story. Dickward will love your ass if you come (thats what he said) and read his funny, hawt, en tertaining story with Bella. Beautiful, Dirty, Rich by Kikiblue. This is a rich kids of Forks High SMUTFEST!

Everybody is fucking everybody! WTF?! My eyes bugged out! Yep mine. IKR? A nyway, this is one of those E/B act like they hate each other at first fics and then bam they love each other. *le sigh*

Enjoy and happy reading! And as always, please review each chapter. Even just a few words goes a long way for any authorincluding me! *smiles sweetly and bats eyelashes at you* Rob, you shine so bright its insane! You put the stars to shame. Congrats on yo ur success! Well deserved! Be proud! I am! Love to you and Kristen if you ar e reading.

End of Chapter 11 Make You Believe Part 5