Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Khiya
I
I meddle with believing in heaven
I know that the concept is not so new
To wanna live with all of my brethren
Among the sky that G-d has painted blue
II
It’d make me question if there is a G-d
If I could come and kiss your rosy lips
I could stare at you, mouth agape and awed
My wanting hands grasped tightly on your hips
IV
I wonder if, as a Jew, I’m a fraud
My mouth burns with the ugly word convert
I just know that others think that I’m odd
So always I’m on super high alert
VI
I think at my core there’s something I missed
While carbon stardust was intertwining
There’s something in us that I had dismissed
Not thinking clearly as I was pining
VIII
Should I let Him in or should I resist?
Can I believe and find ways to keep her?
When I die, how then will our love persist
In a way that’s more than just a whisper
X
Why should I care about an afterlife
When no one has ever cared about me?
I’m not saying it makes me drowned in spite
But it doesn’t make me fill up with glee
XII
Faith slashes iron curtains like a knife
It reminds me of time limitations
Faith keeps me centered on everyday life
It can control my own expectations
XIV
And if there’s not I’ll find a way to grieve
The things I wish I could’ve done better
And people I wanted to help achieve
All their dreams down to the very letter