Keeping a journal

Well, I’m here at work thinking about what I’m going to write, this is something
new for me. Today 04-06-2002, 43 years ago my dad´s dad passed away, and my
mom´s dad had a pre heart attack today. It just made think what I would do if my
mom´s dad passed away at the same month, same day but a different year of my
dad´s dad death. It just made my anxiety worst but I’m okay. I see that April isn’t a
good month for me because on April 2012 I had my first panic attack. It’s not been
easy for me over these 10 years because of my anxiety. I Stopped writing because I
had a visitors, it was my mom and grandpa. It just made so happy that he’s okay, I
bought him some medicines and gave something else. I hope he gets so much
better. By the way something that I’ve wanted to do it´s to go back to the gym to
do exercises but I can´t. Some months ago, I had a bad fall that my shoulders got
really hurt. I have to take it easy. I’m okay but I can’t do a lot stuff that I used to.
My big goal in this life is to have my own house that I’m going to buy ground
really soon. I hope someday I could build and get my own house that’s one of my
goals. Another of my goals is to travel to the world, I would like to go to France,
U.S.A, Italy, Japan, Mexico, Colombia, and more countries. Another goal is to
graduate from college and get my college title. I hope to do really good this
semester and the next semester. I hope my anxiety doesn’t stop me to do things
that I want.

While I was writing this journal I felt well, it’s like if you are telling something to
someone.