https://www.youtube.com/watch?

v=hPr4Oh2s7KA
I hate you (Angry Child), don't leave me (Vulnerable, needy Child)
I feel like I can't breathe – emotional pain, need for connection
Just hold me, don't touch me – Avoidant Protector
And I want you to love me
But I need you trust me
Stay with me (vulnerable child), set me free – Detached Protector
But I can't back down, no, I can't deny
That I'm staying now 'cause I can't decide – Subjugation and Abuse Schema
Confused and scared, I'm terrified of you – Abused Child
I admit, I'm in and out of my head – instability, lack of self control
Don't listen to a single word I've said – Punitive Voice
Just hear me out before you run away – Abandonment Schema
'Cause I can't take this pain – Vulnerable Child
I hate you, don't leave me
I hate you, don't leave me – insufficient self-control schema
'Cause I love when you kiss me
I'm in pieces – Punitive Voice, you complete me
But I can't back down, no, I can't deny
That I'm staying now 'cause I can't decide
Confused and scared, I'm terrified of you
I admit, I'm in and out of my head
Don't listen to a single word I said
Just hear me out before you run away
'Cause I can't take this pain, no
I'm addicted to the madness – Impulsive Child/ Self-soothing
I'm a daughter of this sadness
I've been here too many times before
Been abandoned, and I'm scared now – Abandoned Child
I can't handle another fall out – punitive voice
I'm fragile, just washed upon a shore – Defectiveness/shame schema
They forget me, don't see me
When they love me, they leave me – Vulnerable Child
I admit, I'm in and out of my head
Don't listen to a single word I said
Just hear me out before you run away
'Cause I can't take this pain
No, I can't take this pain
I hate you, don't leave me
I hate you, please love me