Phara-un

Phara-un
Episode 1:

The Road to Madness

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The Road to Madness

He

held

the

shimmering

silver

grain

in

his

tanned

hand.

Breathing in short, broken lines of air, his heart pounded hard in his elfish ears. seed. smoke Light glinted off the edges of the tiny Wisps of the grain

Its luminance rose from somewhere deep within. wafted across his palm, as the cold from

condensed the moisture out of the air. Onur! a statuesque woman called out from behind him, but he didnt move. He couldnt remove his deep brown eyes from the

radiance in his hand. Onur! The woman called out again, Dinner is ready, come in and eat. Soon, Lyris, he barely managed to say, Go ahead and eat without me, sis, Ill be in later. He returned to the

brilliant spectacle.

Nothing so wondrous could be real, could

it? Bathed in the otherworldly light, he swayed from side to side; obeying the rhythm of a song only he could hear. Giddy ripples of joy and sorrow reverberated through his chest, resonating into a longing to join with the light. Lost

within the silence of that single moment of peace, time fell

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away... he felt at home... at rest. but he didnt know where it was.

This was where he belonged,

Suddenly, a cry of panic shattered him. through mind. shattered glass, a chill broke through

Like icy veins his body and

Something terrible had just happened, but he didnt know The words in the seeds light must have Urgency, pain... terrible wrenching his heart... cant breathe... must

where... or how he knew? whispered into his mind. pain in his chest over

help... must... Onur jumped as Lyris slid her hands onto his shoulders

under his long black hair to massage his neck. Im sorry, she smiled at him, I didnt mean to scare you. I was trying to find out what was keeping you out here in

the cold. Onur out. struggled for words, but nothing intelligible came

He stared into his sisters crystal blue eyes, and wished

she could read his mind. Lyris glanced down at the spec of light, What is that? she asked gingerly. I--I dont know, Onur closed his hand quickly, and pulled it to his chest. I found it when I was in town... he shot a

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fast look to the west, and closed his eyes.

Dont worry about

it, then he mumbled softly: You wouldnt believe me even if I told you. Youre not playing that game with me, Onur. I heard you, Lyris giggled, I have always been there for you, even when others had betrayed you, I was there. After mom and dad... Now come me your

well, I have always, and will always be by your side. inside, tale. Onur sighed, and nodded. around his sister, Im sorry. have some stew, warm yourself up, and tell

Standing up, he wrapped his arm So you made stew? While talking

to Lyris, the pain in his chest dulled, but still pulled on him. The warmth of the hearth rushed out the door to greet them as they entered the small cabin. licked room. Lyris guided Onur over to the table, seated him, and rushed over to the stove to serve up the stew. So, tell me your the fresh wood, crackling The flames from the embers a familiar melody into the

unbelievable story, she said, as she emptied the ladle into the first bowl. Well, I found it when I was in town earlier.

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And? She filled the second bowl. There were offworlders in town today. Really? Lyris sat his bowl in front of him, Well thats hardly unbelievable. More offworlders have been stopping in Do you know where they

since Tavis opened that trading post. were from?

No, Onur took a heaping spoonful of stew into his mouth to give himself a moment to think. I never heard where they

were from... but I did overhear some people calling them Vanir. He stopped and faced Lyris. I know I have heard that word

somewhere before, but I just cant place it. Lyris nodded, It does sound familiar. The Vanir... the

Vanir, she crossed her arms and tapped her thumb against her lips, Are you sure they didnt call them the Vanguard? Im quite sure they said Vanir, I repeated it to myself over and over again so I wouldnt forget. Did they sell you that... that thing? Lyris pointed her spoon at the glowing seed on the table. No, Onur took a deep breath, Well, you see, they walked right past me, and one of them dropped a coin on the ground. I

bent down to pick it up, and by the time I turned around to get

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their attention they were gone.

I looked all around for them,

but I couldnt find them anywhere. They couldnt have just disappeared, Lyris huffed,

Anyway, what does all of that have to do with that thing? Im getting to that, Onur bit his lip, Like I was

saying, I looked everywhere for them, but I couldnt find them, so I put the coin in my pocket, and finished my business in town. I forgot all about the coin... and well, when I got home,

I found this in my pocket. Youre telling me that that... thing, used to be a coin? Onur gazed into the vibrant light, Yes. special. Just look at it. It is something

Lyris snatched the seed off the table, After dinner, she dropped it into the breast pocket of her shirt, I think you have spent long enough dwelling on it for a while. Of course, youre right, he said, but inside he wanted to take it back from her. It was his after all, he found it, he

heard it sing... she hadnt even given it a portion of the attention it deserved and required. though. arguing. He didnt say anything

Lyris was as stubborn as he was: there was no point

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The stew was delicious, make, oh so long ago.

just like their

father

used to There was

Family was so important now.

no time left for the once often bickering that had defined their relationship for so long. now. The conversation drifted to mundane happenings around town. Old man Montague was planning on expanding the factory over the winter so come spring, he would need a great deal more workers. Nerissa Kale was dating an offworlder, and had been threatening to run away with him. Galia had left Fionan for good this time, They had really made a They had to be each others strength

but everyone had heard that before. sport of breaking up.

Adding another log to the fire, Onur watched the sparks splatter into the air and dance down into the newborn flames that were rising to embrace the new comer. followed. Cozy warmth soon

The kettle on the stove whistled, their hot chocolate

would be ready soon. They continued to gossip well into the night. first to yawn. Onur was the

Lyris laughed, she usually longed to go to bed

long before he did. She watched her brother drag himself off to bed, and

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thought it wasnt a bad idea.

Lumbering up the stairs to her In her

room, Lyris noticed the snow had begun to fall outside.

room, she took off her shirt and tossed it over the back of her desk chair. After slipping into her pajamas, she curled up in

the bed and swiftly went to sleep. No one was awake to hear the crunch of the freshly fallen snow outside, or to remember that the door had not been locked. Creaking open to the black, moonless night, a shadow darker than the others stretched out across the room to the foot of the table where the bowls from dinner still sat waiting to be washed with the rest of the dishes in the morning. swung closed. Light flickered from the dying embers in the fireplace as the shadow drew near as if the flames had been rekindled. sound of slumbering breath filled the cabin. The Quietly the door

The shade turned

toward the stairs... Yes, it hissed, softly, Wrong one, my dear, that one is not for you. Without disturbing any of the creaky floorboards, the

wraith ascended the steps and peered down the hall toward Lyris closed bedroom door. breath. Not yet, the specter hissed under its

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Slowly, the door opened. door.

Lyris lay in bed, back to the

Sneaking up to the bed, the shade stared down at her. So deeply she sleeps, it hissed. It reached a hand out

toward Lyris face, her hairs rose up toward the apparition. Inches away from her skin, the wraith traced the contours of her cheek, inhaling sharply. She would be perfect though, it

twisted its body as if anticipating some pleasurable experience, But now is not for her. It took another sharp breath,

savoring the smell of something so fresh. Slinking over to the chair by the desk, it waved its hand over the breast pocket of Lyris shirt. from within and floated to just over The luminous seed rose the specters hand.

Turning back to Lyris for one last, longing gaze, it turned its mind back to the task at hand. Down the stairs and across to the other bedroom, it paused before the door. This cannot be Once in motion, it shall remain in motion. stopped, unless... the wraith nodded, Of

course, I should never have doubted you. The door opened, revealing Onur lying on his back. pealed across the specters ashen face. Onurs mouth was wide open. A grin

His mouth was open--

This would be easier than they had

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thought.

Skulking over to the edge of the bed, the phantom

watched the steady rise and fall of Onurs chest. This is the one, his sibilants cut violently, He is a perfect choice. He will serve you well.

As it opened its hand, the tiny grain flew free and glided over Onurs face. Misty blue light fell from the seed. With

each breath, it filled him. over the seed.

The wraith stretched its hand out

Running one of its razor-like fingernails across

the palm of its opposite hand, phantasmal black ooze dripped down onto the seed. Weighed down by the translucent sap, the grain descended into Onurs mouth. The wraith smiled broadly, Until later, my child, then turned and exited the room. Shivers ran down Onurs body. furrowed his brow. Gasp... a He twisted his body, and waged war on his Viu dhai

nightmare

sleeping mind. eyai... he

Moan... pain flashed across his face. between gasps, Viu eyai luran

pronounced

oarrsiin sarrengurn gi, the ancient words spiraled into the night, Tsai sharrinsiin eyan iearnan jhaaan eyai gouun,

strange letters from a long forgotten language began to flicker

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to life in the air above his bed. through the room.

Arcane ribbons of text curled

One band followed another as they began to Siinlear in wisan pisarn arr aurn. The space within the eldritch

rotate into a full circle.

The incantation was finished.

circle tore open; shafts of blue light erupted from the fissure piercing through Onurs forehead, palms, chest, and feet. Held tight to the bed, Onur struggled to move, but he

couldnt break free. stood. Onurs

Around the circle, seven ghostly forms

One after another, they left their post and entered sleeping body. Thrashing around Onur gasped, Ush

dhaiusiin uu jhoiarrn! Darkness. Devoid of sound, motion, or light. Breath in,

breath out, the light tapping of the sleet mixed with the snow rapped on the window. Drenched in sweat, Onur rolled over and

pulled his covers tight around himself.

Six inches of snow cover the ground by the time the morning sun broke through the clouds. Lyris got up early, put on her

clothes and bounced down the stairs to get ready for the day. She glanced toward Onurs room, but noticing that his door was still closed, she skipped over to the kitchen.

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Turning on some music, she danced around while she filled the dishwasher. close door. Twirl to the fridge--door open--grab eggs-She picked up the skillet and shimmied her

shoulders to the beat. the cooking.

Over to the stove, the rhythm controlled

Sausage, bacon, eggs over-easy, buttered toast,

jams on the table; she smiled at the table and bobbed her head. Onur! Lyris called out, Breakfasts ready, hurry up

before it gets cold! Covers rustled. Thump, thump, his feet hit the floor.

Lyris poured a cup of coffee and a cup of orange juice for her brother and herself. Setting them down on the table, she

heard Onurs door swing open, You missed it, the radio was right on the mark this morning, she said, You must have been tired. Do you know what time... Her hands trembled; her eyes widened. Her bottom lip

quivered, Wh--what happened to you? Onur shrugged his shoulders, as he did, he caught a glimpse of his now ashen skin... Startled, he ran to the mirror hanging over the table near the front door. He couldnt breathe, his hair had turned white, his skin sickly pale, and his eyes were crystal blue... He shook his

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head, What?

He rubbed hard on the back of his left hand, It didnt. What happened to What is

hoping the color would rub off. me? he exclaimed. this?

He turned to look at his sister.

I--I dont know, Lyris tried to control her emotions so she wouldnt scare Onur any more than he already was. call Dr. Maysun? No! How? Onur shuddered, Well figure this out. I have never seen anything like this before. Should I

Neither have I, he turned back to the mirror, But I feel fine, and well, I dont have to go into town today. pass, he nodded at her. Typical male, Lyris shook her head, If your not gushing blood, you think youre fine. doctor, a priest, or both. Tomorrow, if I dont feel any better, Onur took a deep breath, I promise, Ill go see Dr. Maysun, okay? Lyris pursed her lips, shook her head, and sighed. Saying Listen to me--you need to see a Maybe itll

a silent prayer, she walked over to the table and sat down. Thats better, Onur said joining her. He tried to make small talk, over breakfast, but she

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wouldnt play along.

Lyris just tried to pay more attention to

her food than the bazaar appearance of her brother. After breakfast, Onur put the dishes into the dishwasher. He looked around the cabin for something to do to help take his mind off the change that had gone through. Lyris condition. was on the computer, no doubt looking up his

The fire

was low in the hearth,

and the chill

outside had frosted up the windows. After putting on his coat, scarf, and hat, he went out into the nippy winter day. He walked over to the stack of wood he Looking up A strange

chopped yesterday; he rested his weight upon it. into the sun, his eyes stung from the brightness...

aching pressed upon him, almost like he had forgotten to do something. There was a sound in the distance. The clip-clop of

horses hooves sounded off in the distance. Onur stood and faced the west. Just down the road, he

could make out the shape of a cloaked rider and steed galloping toward him. He split his attention between the rider and the The muscles all over his body

forest surrounding the road.

twitched in subtle succession, but he fought the urge to run. There was no obvious danger.

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As

the

rider

approached,

the

terror

within

Onur

grew.

Something made him want to flee. Onur Snow? The rider called out, his voice was gravelly, and rough, much like his skin. N--no, Onur had to think for a minute, I mean, my name is Onur, but I am not of a landed family... he took a deep breath, My name is Onur Oajhaan-gur, not Onur Snow, we have no surname. Are you quite sure? the man pulled some papers out of his black leather saddlebag, I am pretty sure youre the man Im lookin for. The man closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

Onur wobbled, a moment of dizziness almost cast him to the ground. The rider smiled and opened his eyes, Im sure youre the one. Had a rough morning havent you? Onur stiffened his face so he wouldnt show any emotion, I dont know what you are talking about. Sure you do, I can tell, the rider stretched out his hand, Where are my manners? Snow. Im Goel Mond, and youre Onur We dont have much time. Why dont

We have to get going Mr. Snow.

I really dont know what you are talking about.

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you just go about your business and Ill get back to mine, okay? Onur noticed Lyris was peering through the window.

Goel looked nervously over his shoulder, I dont think you understand me, we have to get your bleached hide out of here before they find you. closer. Who is? Onur waved his hand angrily at Lyris, but she stepped out of the door anyway. Hugin and Munin... Goel glanced sharply to the west, And dont you repeat their names! They arent names to take They are looking, and they are getting

lightly. Lyris giggled, What are you talking about, you strange man? They dont exist. Theyre myths.

Begging your pardon, maam, Goel tipped his hat to her, But I have been racing ahead of them for years now on these little missions of mercy. Lets assume they Believe me, they are quite real. are, Lyris offered, Why would the

agents of Phara-un be looking for us? Goel pointed at Onur, Isnt that obvious? Im more than

certain he didnt look like that yesterday, and youre arguing with me about myths? What do you think happened to your

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husband? My brother, a dangerous tone entered Lyris voice,

Listen to me little man, you need to get your facts straight. Do you know what happened to me? Onur asked, eyes wide. Well... he looked at Lyris, My name is Goel, back to Onur, Not really, I was told to come here and collect you, and that you had undergone the change like the others had, and that they are looking for you, so can we hurry up and go? Onur and Lyris looked at each other, communicating with subtle movements of their eyes and hands. walked back to the cabin. Who sent you? Onur asked Goel, flatly. I am employed by Lady Rhiannon Song, Goel bowed his head out of reverence. Will you come? Lyris sighed, and

Onur looked out toward the barn, The trails around here are rough... it would be unwise to take a wagon, he sighed, Help me saddle up the horses. Listening carefully for any sounds that would be out of the ordinary, Onur led Goel to the barn. rescued? he asked, as Goel dismounted. Not near enough, Goel hung his head low, I dont mean to So how many have you

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scare you, but it isnt easy avoiding the eyes in the sky. What are you saying? Have you saved anyone?

Goel stuttered as he tightened the girt on a palomino mare. Not after they went all ashen like you... but we heard about you early, so theres hope, he shot Onur a hesitant smile, Dont worry. Onur Ill keep you safe. off toward the cabin, and controlled his

stared

breathing carefully.

Focus on the horses, he repeated to Aching silence resonated in the

himself over and over again. cold air, as anticipation grew.

Once in motion, a terrible raspy voice filled his ears; Onur froze It shall remain in motion. This cannot be

stopped... Turning slowly to Goel, Did you say something? he already knew the answer, but he had to ask anyway. colder: the light less bright. there? No, Goel sighed, If only we had a choice in the first place... but you have to take what life gives you. Do you really? Lyris entered the barn with two satchels The air seemed

There is no turning back is

filled with clothes and other provisions they might need, The

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radio is reporting strange things have been spotted in town. looks like he was telling the truth. Does Lyris have to come? is me theyre after.

It

Onur asked Goel, After all it

I dont care! Lyris interrupted, I will always be by your side, so I dont want to hear another word. She pressed her index finger against Onurs lips, Shhh. Onur nodded and mounted his horse. to be said. We have to go.

No other words needed

Intuition told him everything he needed to know.

After what had happened to their parents, she was afraid to loose him, and part of him was glad she was coming...he didnt want to loose her either. Blood bound the universe together.

Goel clicked his tongue against the roof of his mouth, and rocked forward in the saddle. He motioned to the north with his

hand, and rode off into the forest. The snow crunched under the horses hooves; a brisk breeze bore down on them, bringing a rosy hue to even Onurs pallid cheeks. A sudden gust rose from the west, ripping the few

remaining, dried leaves from the branches, and swirling them around the three riders.

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Goel glanced nervously over his shoulder.

He watched a

collection of golden and silvery white leaves swirl past them, sniffing the air as it passed. They are coming, he announced

with more certainty than they had heard from him since they met. We will need to find shelter soon, or they might see us. Dark clouds pushed in from the west, howling punctuated by the occasional rumble of thunder. There is an abandoned mining camp ahead! Onur called out, We should be able to reach it before the storm hits. to avoid a low hanging tree branch that came from Ducking out of

nowhere, Onur felt the rush of adrenaline crawling through his veins. The hairs on his arms stood on their end; his skin tingled from the energy all around him. He-yaw!! Goel bounced in his seat; his mount picked up speed. Onur and Lyris sped up to follow. Between the gray barked

trees, the outline of Hiram Mountain loomed in the distance. The tower and the mining shacks would be visible soon. Tempest pained clouds shrouded the sun from the forest. Faster, they rode, as the fog rolled down. Goel split his

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attention

between

the

trees

around

him,

and

Onur

and

Lyris

behind him. Hold tight to your horses! Goel leaned in to wrap his arms around the horses neck. Onur and Lyris both followed suit; holding tight to reigns and steed. Looking over toward Lyris, Onur watched her burry her face in her horses mane. Whats wrong? He cried, Why arent you

watching where you are going? Didnt you see it? Lyris sat up and pierced Onur with the pain in her eyes, Some terrible silver beast is chasing us! saw it... I

Golden fur from the crown of its head to the collar,

and nine tails! Onur scanned through the maze of trees. The fog was thick, It

and the sun broke the clouds oppression in a few places.

was just the mist falling into the valley! Onur called back, Come on, Sis, pay attention to the trees. almost there! No response, Lyris just withdrew. Come on, Sis, Onur tried to get her attention, Think of summer, spring, some terrible joke that you will play on me Come on, we are

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later, anything!

Just stay with me.

Think of moms angelic

voice singing in the morning when she used to make breakfast. Lyris screamed and waffled in the saddle, almost falling out. A strange yipping howl broke through the forest. Did you hear that Onur? Lyris darted her head about madly looking for the source of the cacophony. It knows my name! It is calling! Did you hear that?

Calm down, Lyris, Onur maneuvered his mount closer to his sister, It is just the wind racking through the trees, leaves, and snow! Come with me, Lyris, Onur heard the voice that time,

neither male nor female, beguiling in inflection, and comforting in tone, Come Lyris, the voice whispered again, Come with me my little child, join us in the dance, join us in the song. Onur, did you hear? Lyris cried out, Can you see the distant pyre? They are calling me to the dance...

Lyris! Onur screamed, as Goel slowed down to come along side, Lyris! I see it, but it is not a fire. you away from this life. with me. Dont listen to him, the voice continued, I have called Stay with me! They are calling

Dear God, please stay

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you into my service, my dear girl, and if you will not come willingly, I shall take you! Onur! Lyris looked at Onur, with the remorse of someone

going on a long journey. Reaching the mining shack, Goel grabbed Onur by the neck, and leapt off his horse. A large silvery white beast pounced on Lyris, knocking her from her horse. Onur reached for his sister; she screamed in horror. Goel dragged Onur into the shack. the room, Goel slammed the door. to secure it. What are you doing? Onur yelled, We cant just leave her out there! Lyris screams fell silent. Do you know what that was? I dont care! Goel asked. and pulled on Goels arm, Throwing him deep into

He thrust his back on the door

Onur grabbed

trying to get out the door. That was a kitsune! Goel forced Onurs arms to his side, A demon fox! Do you hear me? We are no match for that thing.

A strange yipping sound filled the air, echoing throughout

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the cabin.

Onur struggled, but couldnt break free.

Lyris! Onur screamed. No answer. The kitsune growled, and snarled. Its too late, Goel pushed Onur back. Onur collapsed on the uneven wooden floor. darkness suffocated him. The kitsune grunted, and yelped... Silence... Something banged on the door, almost knocking Goel down. Let me in! Someone called out, I saw you run in there. I saved your companion, but the beast could be back any moment! Onur stared up at Goel who just shook his head. It could be a trick, Goel shook his head. Lunging to his feet, Onur shoved Goel out of the way, and swung the door open. A tall man, with short, spiky silver hair, coat and pants with gold trim stood in the doorway with Lyris limp in his arms. He walked passed Goel like he wasnt there, and laid Lyris in the back of the cabin on the remains of a bed. Shifting his The shacks

pack around from his back, to his chest, he reached in and

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pulled out a lamp.

He lifted the stained glass globe.

As he

snapped his fingers over the wick, flames kindled into life. Onur glanced back at Goel just long enough to see him

locking the door and bracing it again.

Reaching the stranger,

he laid his hand on his shoulder and said, Thank you, I am in your debt. The stranger just nodded. herb in his hand. her tongue. What was that? Onur asked. Iuaachauarn, he answered, It will help her heal faster. My name is Onur Oajhaan-gur. He means Onur Snow! Goel inserted. Nodding, I am Nanashi, and you are Goel, he said in a monotone voice. Lady Song was afraid you would have trouble, It is a good thing that He had a vial of some twiggy

Pulling out a small pinch, he placed it under

so she sent me to keep an eye on you.

she did too, or you would have been overrun by that kitsune. Goel sneered, but said nothing. spoke volumes. Onur knelt beside his sister, and brushed her hair out of her face. He watched her eyes fluttering behind her eyelids. The sour look on his face

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Do not worry, Nanashi said, She is lost in the dreaming. It is her mind trying to cope with her encounter with the

kitsune.

She will have nightmares for a couple nights, but she We just have to wait for her to wake up.

will be fine.

The morning sun cut through the grime on the windows. opened her eyes, and smiled. Onur was right by her side.

Lyris His

head rested on the bed near her, while the rest of his body hung over the edge and slumped onto the floor. head to toe. She took a deep breath. Aches filled her from Something was wrong.

Something was out of place, but she couldnt put her finger on it. Hello Lyris, I am Nanashi, he said coming into view. Lyris shot up toward the headboard, knocking Onurs head off the bed. Whats me? N-no, Lyris shook her head. Onur fumbled to his feet, What is it? He asked, then he saw his sister, Lyris! Yes, who is...our Your up! new friend? She asked eyeing him the matter? Nanashi asked, Dont you remember

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carefully. Dont you remember Nanashi? Onur cocked his head, He saved you from the kitsune yesterday. Lyris stared at him. No, I dont remember him. I just

remember that horrible creature.

It knocked me to the ground,

and chanted something in a language I didnt recognize... then I woke up. my life? Nanashi nodded, We should eat something before we head off. Walking over to the old, grayed dining table, he placed Waur palms She didnt take her eyes off Nanashi, So you saved

his palms together over his heart, and closed his eyes. paa eyai baan, fingertips touching, he opened his

releasing a shaft of red light.

Suddenly, the table filled with

platters of eggs, bacon, sausage, toast, muffins, white gravy, and various potato dishes. Onur and Lyris gawked at the sight. The aroma of the food roused Goel out of his slumber, and onto his feet. Straightening his gun belt, he walked over to Smells

the table, grabbed a plate, and started filling it.

good, he said while scooping hash browns onto his plate, You conjure this up? he pointed his fork at Nanashi who just

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nodded. How did you do that? Onur asked. Later, Nanashi picked up a plate, You should eat now. Onur studied Nanashi carefully: white, well silver hair, ashen skin, crystal violet eyes. you that happened to me? Nanashi eyebrow, No. my birth. turned and allowed a terse smile and a raised Did the same thing happen to

I have always been like this.

This is a mark of

I am not like you.

Do you know what happened to me? No, Nanashi finished filling his plate and sat down. Onur rocked back and forth as he contemplated asking some of the other questions that bombarded his mind, but he decided it would be better for him to keep his questions to himself, at least for the time being. Nanashi was obviously a man of few

words, and there was no reason to bother him. He fixed Lyris a plate first, and took it to her in bed, and then he got one for himself. ever tasted. was. Nanashi was first to finish. He stood up, walked over to The food was the best he had

He tried not to show his pleasure: no one else

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the sink and threw his plate in. hurried to finish his breakfast. he walked over to the sink.

It never made a sound.

Onur

Watching the plate carefully, As it approached

He tossed it in.

the basin, it dissolved into a red mist that dissipated quickly. Amazed, he looked over to Nanashi, but he seemed to be lost in prayer. the bed. Ambling over to Lyris, he hopped onto the foot of

How do you feel?

Lyris shook her head, Like I did that time I got lost in the woods when I was nine. I keep waiting for dad to come and

get me, but then I remember... Well, Im here, Onur smacked her leg playfully, And you know I have a better direction sense than dad did. Which isnt saying much, Lyris laughed, How in Tarraun did we end up here? Fate... Onur shook his head, I dont know. None of it

makes sense, but I have to believe it is happening for a reason. I mean, everything that happens, happens for a reason, doesnt it? Lyris sighed, I hope so. Goel had finished breakfast, and had started cleaning his guns. Nanashi was still praying.

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It is a good thing he happened upon us when he did, isnt it? Onur asked. Lyris watched Nanashi draw his sword, kiss the blade, and return it to its sheath, I hope so. Nanashi opened his eyes and sprang to his feet, We have to be on our way. We have a window. We should be able to reach

Grey Fall before noon. Goel cleared his throat, Why would we want to go there? It would be quicker to travel through Errant Pass than it would to go all the way up to Grey Fall and around. Yes, Nanashi responded with his usual monotone, But

there is only one way in or out of Errant Pass.

Traveling

through Grey Fall will leave options open should we need them. He started walking for the door, Now, please excuse me, I have to summon a steed. Onur jumped up and ran after Nanashi to watch him. breakfast, he had to see this. Over four inches of snow had fallen over night. Looking After

around for their horses, Onur noticed they had been placed in a nearby corral, and were already eating. have put them away after I fell Goel or Nanashi must last night, Onur

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thought, before searching the complex for Nanashi. Walking closer to the old, rusted silo, Onur noticed Like a safe

Nanashi climbing up the dilapidated latter to the top. spider in its web, he scaled the tower and

negotiated

passage across the domed roof. lifted his hands high over his head. The wind picked up.

Standing on the center, he

Streams of golden light coiled around They thickened as In

Nanashi, snaking its way toward the heavens. they rose.

The light became denser; the line began to blur.

serpentine waves, it rose high, near to the clouds before it turned back toward Nanashi. As it descended, a shadowy form A crystalline dragon

transposed itself: the shape became clear.

glided through the air like a kite with its tail undulating in the breeze. As it glanced the top of the silo, Nanashi leapt onto its back, riding it to the ground. Onur fought off the urge to applaud. see Lyris staring into the sky. He turned around to Goel

She staggered toward him.

shook his head, and walked off to the corral, muttering, Show off. Is that what I think it is? Lyris mumbled.

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I believe it is, Onur said, And yesterday we were mere farmers. Just look where we are now.

Your in mortal danger! Goel scowled down at them from the back of his sorrel mount, tossing them the reins of their

horses, I wouldnt brag about it. I wasnt, Onur walked over to his palominos side, I just never thought anything interesting would ever happen to me. Goel shook his head and rode ahead. I wonder whats his problem, Lyris asked as she mounted her dapple gray. I dont, Onur followed after Goel. Lyris looked around cautiously and joined the others. Despite the cold, the ride to Grey Fall was pleasant. one really talked. Onur spent most of his time No

watching

Nanashis dragon cutting ribbons through the sky.

It brought

back memories of the books his father used to read to him when he was a child. The small town of Grey Fall lay in the bend of the Ovid River, near the largest falls on the continent. lived here. Few people

Nanashi landed and dismissed his dragon a good ways

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out of town, and walked beside Onur the rest of the way. A mile out of town they turned off the forest paths onto the main road. A few horses, coaches, and other vehicles wended

through the towns narrow streets. Now where are we going? Onur asked. Were heading to the Misty Falls Inn, Goel spoke up, I know the owners, and have a standing reservation. Isnt it a little early to call it a day? Lyris looked at her watch, Its not even half past noon. We need to eat, then Goel shot Nanashi a venomous gaze, And I have to check in with Lady Song. of reverence. Nanashi didnt. The Misty Falls Inn was a tall, painted lady near the river overlooking the falls. After tying the horses to the post, they The dcor had all the warmth and He bowed his head out

entered the establishment. charm of a bordello.

Goel pointed across the room to the gilded staircase, Room 218, he said flatly, Ill be up in a minute. Lyris studied the lobby carefully, and saw no sign of

harlots, which set her mind at ease.

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They made their way up the stairs and down a hall on the right to room 218. The door was unlocked, so they went in.

Nanashi kept his hand on his sword. The room was was larger than they A had expected, bouquet of and the

decoration

more

subdued.

fresh

flowers

overflowed a jade colored vase on the dresser.

Onur pushed back

the foliage to read the card, To Goel, long time no see. Nanashi posture. walked over to the window and took up a guard

Lyris plopped down on the bed, and searched through

the nightstand for the remote control. Onur dresser. caught sight of himself in the mirror behind the

He stopped and looked closely.

It was like a stranger

was peering back at him.

Mesmerized, he couldnt look away.

Something caught his attention, like a voice in the distance. His vision blurred as his eyes focused on his reflection. His skin was now ash white, just like his hair. happened? He shook his head. What had

The hairs on the back of his neck stood up, as a cold breeze pulsated back and forth around him. Frozen, he watched

the claw-like fingernails on a stark white hand crawl over his shoulder. He could feel their weight on his skin, but he

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couldnt bring himself to look down. Soon you will be home, a voice hissed in his ear, its breath was warm on his shoulder. you. Hearing the door open, Onur spun around. him. You must be important to someone, Goel said walking into the room with several bags in his hands, Someone attacked Lady Song. Is she alright? Lyris asked without a pause. Of course she is, Varun is with her, Goel chuckled, The point is, she had to flee to her ship. as long as we have. up. hour. Onur just watched Lyris pull a sandwich out of her backpack and start eating. but the smell of He was still shaken by what he had just seen, the barbeque was stronger than his fear. She has been on the run No one was behind Dont worry, Im coming for

Tossing a bag to each person, Well, eat

We are suppose to meet her down river in little over an

Sitting on the bed next to his sister, he ate his barbeque and onion rings. After Goel finished his lunch, he walked over to the

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flowers on the dresser. always knows. the flowers.

Reading the card, he smiled, She He leaned over and smelled

He shook his head.

Nanashi, Onur asked, How do you do all of the things you do? Sha, Nanashi never stopped looking out the window. I dont understand. Nanashi left the window, and walked over to Onur. his hand on Onurs chest, Sha, he said. Onur felt a warm sensation dripping down his chest, like someone drizzled warm water on him. I dont understand. Resting

You will, Nanashi turned to face the door, It is time for us to go. Goel led them out of the Inn. After mounting their horses (Nanashi rode with Onur), they followed the street toward the falls. Veering off the road, they took a path that ran down They followed the course of the river for a where the river opened onto a rather large

beside the falls. while, stopping

glacial lake. A fine mist floated off the falls, blanketing the lake. Goel dismounted. He pulled something out of his pocket, and

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pointed it toward the lake. shore.

A burgundy door appeared just off

A cloaking devise... Onur shook his head in amazement. Its flawless. It has to be, Goel pushed another button on the remote. The door opened and a walkway extended from the ship to the shore. A tall male Pavian stood under the arch. His golden

brown hair reminded Onur of a lions mane.

A welcoming smile

sat upon his long, blackish brown baboon-like face, even though his hairy arms were crossed. But what amazed Onur most was the It was almost like

patch of blood red skin on his bare chest. he wore his heart for everyone to see.

He flexed his muscles, causing his black vest to bulge, So Goel, you have him, he moved his hands to the pockets of his black pants. Im impressed, he pulled out a bag of coins, and

tossed them to Goel. Thanks, Varun, Goel said opening the sack. Your pay is in your quarters, Nanashi, Varun opened his arms as he approached Onur. And you must be Onur Snow, he

grabbed Onurs shoulders, then slid his right arm around his back, Lady Song has been waiting to see you, he lead Onur into

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the ship, Nanashi, Goel, will one of you entertain Lyris. What is going on? Onur asked. Better ask Lady Song. Well talk afterwards. It looked more like a

The inside of the ship was palatial. saloon or theater than a ship. door. He knocked three times.

Varun stopped outside a gilded

Yes, Varun, come in, the sultry voice came through the door. A beautiful woman with long black hair, and oval reading glasses sat behind a desk. was busy writing something. Have a seat, Ill be with you in a minute, she motioned quickly to a royal blue arm chair across from her desk, Thank you, Rev, I dont require anything else at the moment. Varun bowed and exited the room. Sitting down, Onur fidgeted nervously in his chair. Reaching the bottom of the paper she was working on, she looked up, Sorry to keep you waiting, she took her glasses off, and stood up, I am Rhiannon Song, and you are Onur Snow. No, I am Onur Oajhaan-gur. wouldnt listen. I tried to tell them, but they She had a pen in her right hand, and

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I would imagine you were the one who wouldnt listen, Rhiannon pushed a crystal candy dish towards him, Have a mint, she sat down on the edge of her desk. benefactor has made sure of that. You are Onur Snow, my It is easier for landed

families to travel, so he procured a small title for you and your sister. Title? Onur shook his head, That cant be right. O, its nothing fancy, you are only baronets, but it is enough to get you sound traveling papers. Onur took a deep breath, Do you know what happened to me? Rhiannon looked away, Yes... and no, she sighed, I know that you have been touched by a force that is beyond my

comprehension.

I know that this was done for a reason, but I I know that whatever did

havent a clue what that reason is.

this to you, there are things looking for you that scare me. Goel said something about Phara-un. Rhiannon hopped off the desk, and walked over to a window behind it, Thats the story. Do you believe there is a real Phara-un? Onur stood up and joined her. Rhiannon turned to look at him, When I began training as a

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companion, I was initiated into the arts.

I saw magic in the I learned

motherhouse that I had never believed was possible.

to sing worlds into being, and to weave tales so vibrant you could touch them. aware. You didnt answer my question, Onur smiled, Do you There is more in the world than even you are

believe in Phara-un? Rhiannon paused. I hope he is only a tale, a legend, but

after all that I have seen, Im not sure anymore. Who is your benefactor? You know I am not allowed to say, I have sworn the blood oath. Well what does he want with me? He wants to help you, Rhiannon stopped herself from

becoming angry. their fate.

He wants to keep your kind from succumbing to

And what is my fate? To wander the wastes eternally, in service of the Dark Lord himself. Onur laughed, You cant believe that. Perhaps you should go to your quarters, Rhiannon pointed

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at the door, I have work to do. Onur walked out of the office; Varun stood opposite the door. He smiled and bowed his head, She wasnt very helpful, was she? Onur shook his head. I thought not, I have seen that look before, walk with me. deck. Have you seen many like me? Onur asked grabbing the Varun took Onur to the stairs, and up to the observation

railing and looking up into the blue sky. O my, yes, Varun sighed when he said that, That is why I am here. Youre a priest, I heard the others call you rev. Yes, and you are a lost soul, but you are not in need of conversion, at least not the kind I can offer you. Your life

has been turned upside down, youve lost your center of gravity. I cant imagine what that must be like. It is terribly unsettling, rev. Did the mysterious

benefactor send you to save my soul? Varun laughed and slapped Onur on the back, O no, I dont

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even know this benefactor, but I do know Rhian, and she needs me. She would never admit it, but she does. I witnessed the

first one she rescued go out of his mind, and I vowed to help keep that from happening again. How magnanimous of you, but trust me, I dont need your religion. room? I can show you. Thats alright, rev, but I need to be alone right now. Varun hung his head, I understand, you have room seven, jumping suddenly, he pulled a leather bound book from his Onur turned to face the stair well, Where is my

pocket, O, before I forget, you should take this. Onur turned around. Seeing the book, he pushed it away, I told you, rev, I dont need your religion. Varun laughed, We are really going to have to talk about this phobia of yours sometime. like that. It isnt a Bible or anything

I have been collecting stories about people like

you, and I had the ships computer print off a nice copy for you. O, Onur accepted the book, Im so sorry. know. I didnt

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Thats

alright,

Varun

smiled

broadly,

Youve

been

through a lot lately.

I understand.

So what all have you found? Not much, and probably not the answers you are looking for, details are after all hard to come by, but it is all in there. Most of its legends. a couple newspaper articles, There were a few medical records, but not much so far. I just

thought it might help you feel like you are not alone. Thanks, Rev, Ill give it a look. Room seven, right? He stumbled

Onur knew the answer, but he had to say something.

down the stairs, and followed the signs until he found his room. Opening the door, his jaw dropped at the sheer opulence of the suite. He wandered around the room. A gorgeous four-poster

bed made out of the most beautiful dark wood he had ever seen stood in the center of the room. length mirror. Remembering what happened at the Inn, he approached the mirror slowly. He looked in, and saw only himself. He sighed Against one wall was a full-

and giggled, How crazy can you get? he mumbled. I suppose they told you all about me, a voice hissed into his ear.

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Onur looked around, nothing.

He was alone.

Wh-who said that? he walked slowly toward the door. No names, the air chilled, Not yet. Have they filled you full of lies? Onur tried to open the door, but it was locked. I cannot have you running away so soon, the voice It is not time.

continued. Onur tried to scream... nothing but condensed moisture came out. Do not make me angry, we have to talk. Are you Rhiannons benefactor? cold. What did the priest tell you? Nothing! guessed that. He doesnt know anything, but you could have Hes a priest. Onur shivered, it was so

You dont trust him, do you? I have never trusted any priest. Thats not true, a rumbling growl filled the room, We cannot begin our relationship on a lie. once. You did trust them

You were devout before your parents were taken from you. How did you know that?

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Silence. the room. more solid.

The lights dimmed.

Wisps of black smoke filled

Gathering into dark, hooded forms, the smoke became

Onur banged on the door, and tried desperately to scream, but nothing came out: not even a squeak. Seven wraiths now stood in the room. toward him. What are you doing? Onur asked with a fake calm in his voice, What are these things? I have a few things I have to check. I have to be sure Slowly, they walked

you havent been harmed, or corrupted in any way. Four of the specters grabbed him. against his skin. toward him. I meant no harm, it hissed. pain, Alright! I will take it out. The wraith folded over in I meant no harm. Stand They felt like ice The last walked

Two stood back, observing.

up, it walked over to Onur and placed its palm flat on Onurs chest. A pulse of nausea shocked through him. instinctively as his stomach soured. What are you doing? Onur yelled. Onur swallowed

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Pain pounded on his abdomen as his hands became cold and clammy. Something writhed within him.

What have you done? Onur struggled against the wraiths restraining him. He couldnt feel any give in their grip. Pain bored through the

Suddenly, his stomach contracted. bones in his arms. mouth.

He coughed something horrible into his

He could feel it trying to crawl back down his throat.

Again, his stomach forced something up from deep within him. Lurching forward, Onur spewed some revolting black ooze

onto the floor.

The disgusting flavor filled his mouth.

His stomach turned again as he watched the sap he had just spit up evaporate into black smoke, which rose into the air, and merged back into the specters body. I meant no disrespect, the creature hissed. The other wraiths released Onur, and stepped away. What was that? Onur yelled, What do you want from me? Why would you assume we want something from you? The

hidden voice answered, Is it impossible to believe that we have something to offer you? The wraiths snarled, and watched Onur carefully. Did you do this to me? he threw his arms out in

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frustration, Did you cause this?

How do I undo it?

The specters roared; the lights flashed. They were coming closer. Onur steeled him for their icy embrace. Light shattered the room. A luminous figure, like nothing Onur had ever seen before, broke through the air between him and the wraiths. It howled

with a voice like many waters, and stretched its arms out. The specters pulled back, and ran for the mirror. Pulses of light rippled across the room from the spirits chest. As the leading edge struck four of the slower wraiths,

they erupted into jets of black smoke. Only one wraith escaped through the mirror. The visitant turned to face Onur, bowed, and faded away. Onur grabbed a brass candlestick off the mantle. Slamming

it into the mirror, he wished he knew what had just happened to him. Again and again, he beat every piece of glass out of the

mirrors frame. Collapsing uncontrollably. The door to his suite creaked open. Varun peered in onto the floor, Onur began to sob

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cautiously.

Is everything alright?

He asked timidly.

Onur wiped the tears out of his eyes, I dont know rev, I just dont know. May I, Varun gestured toward the room. Of course. Varun entered the room, and knelt down next to Onur. the mirror offend you? Onur chuckled, It made me look too fat, he wiped his eyes. Rev, how did I get here? What in Tarraun did I do to Did

disserve this? Nothing, Varun wrapped his arms around Onur, Eeainsiin arr Wuuarrn, nothing happens to us because we deserve it. is just life. Arent you supposed to tell me that I have some lesson to learn? What kind of a priest are you? Life

An honest one, Varun pulled Onur closer, I know it is hard, but fairytales about a just universe wont help you. The

lightning doesnt care who it strikes, and eeainsiin arr Wuuarrn for that. No one would be alive if lighting struck us every No, tragedies will come into your life, If

time we deserved it.

but they are no more or less important than the high points.

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you say life is great when something good happens, you have to say the same when darkness falls. It is so hard. I watched as my home world was taken away from me It is the same life.

forever, Varun looked around the room, You are specialyoure different. You can let that difference destroy you, or you can

use it to your advantage. What advantage? Onur sprang to his feet, and faced the empty mirror frame. You havent a clue what Ive been

through. Your right, Varun stood up, But I could say the same thing to you. No, you couldnt, until youve experienced what Ive been through, you cant understand. Then I never will. what you have. I am not you. I can never experience

Even if the exact same thing happened to me, I The only advice I can give you

would experience it differently. is to except life as it is.

Go ahead, try to make it better if

you want, but you better learn to say Yea to life as it is. It will always have flaws, sorrows, and pains. Embrace it fully, or not at all. That is life.

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Onur turned and stared into Varuns eyes, What are you saying? I know what it is like to feel alone. its like when the demons come for you. Yea to life? Yea to it all, Varun walked toward the door. Onur spun around quickly, That was you wasnt it? Varun stopped, What? That being of light... I dont know how, but it was you, wasnt it. Varun sighed, I may have said a prayer for you. Onur watched Varun breathing, calm and controlled. like everythings a dream. And maybe it is, Varun turned around in the doorway, Or maybe all we remember is the dream. twice and walked away. He tapped the doorpost Its I understand what

Dont let them win!

Lyris sat in the parlor. table from her. him.

Goel walked in and sat down across the

He plopped a deck of cards down in front of

Would you like to play? he asked.

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I dont have any money, Lyris watched out the window as the ship took off. I never play for money, he began to shuffle the cards, It takes the fun out of the game. Where are we going? Goel began to deal two hands, Some where out there, he made a flourish with his hand toward the darkening sky. stars were beginning to appear. Seeing the cards in front of her, Lyris pushed them back towards Goel, I said I didnt want to play. He pushed them back toward her, Of course you do, or you wouldnt be here. He looked out the window. The curve of the Only a A few

planet was now visible against the blackness of space.

thin glow from the atmosphere separated the two, It is amazing how something so fragile can protect something so precious. Lyris picked up her cards, I never thought about it like that, but then Ive never been offworld before.

Onur watched the only home he had ever known disappear as they broke into hyperspace. Pressing the palm of his hand against

the window, he longed for the warmth of a fire, and a crystal

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blue sky. Once in motion, he thought to himself, it shall remain in motion. This cannot be stopped.

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