The poem expresses feelings of love, betrayal, obsession, and desire for revenge. The narrator feels they sacrificed everything for their partner who ended up being unfaithful and disrespectful. While the relationship brought both happiness and pain, the narrator now wants to use their art in a violent way to express their anger towards their ex by painting with their blood. However, the narrator also acknowledges they learned from the experience and will not tolerate toxicity or disrespect in future relationships.
The poem expresses feelings of love, betrayal, obsession, and desire for revenge. The narrator feels they sacrificed everything for their partner who ended up being unfaithful and disrespectful. While the relationship brought both happiness and pain, the narrator now wants to use their art in a violent way to express their anger towards their ex by painting with their blood. However, the narrator also acknowledges they learned from the experience and will not tolerate toxicity or disrespect in future relationships.
The poem expresses feelings of love, betrayal, obsession, and desire for revenge. The narrator feels they sacrificed everything for their partner who ended up being unfaithful and disrespectful. While the relationship brought both happiness and pain, the narrator now wants to use their art in a violent way to express their anger towards their ex by painting with their blood. However, the narrator also acknowledges they learned from the experience and will not tolerate toxicity or disrespect in future relationships.
having a sensation that feels so right? floating in the sky even through the night no stepping foot on the ground, just wanting to keep being light I never knew that I'd one day live in paradise share my all then get the prize love unconditionally, only to realize that I was just an object all this time when all I knew is that you were mine so under your command that I'd always oblige sacrificing my everything, for your life wonder how I'm still alive. I was always selfish on my possessions and you, you were my obsession if all those moments were a therapy, I'd have gone for thousands of sessions because I was losing it, I was in discretion those filthy hands of bitches touching what's mine, only wanted death you, of all people, knew me too well, you knew my wrath if only I acknowledged your plans early so that I would choose another path to escape all that I feel now, to remove what you attached.
Nothing would make ma happier than adding
you to my work of art for making me feel miserable and happy at the same time, due to your acts by art, you think I mean actually painting? yes I'm an artist, but this time, I won't use paints for my view I'll use a thick, hot red substance, coming from you remember, red is my favorite color, so splendid so why not see it come from the one person who used to be my favorite?
Every inch of your body, I wanted to worship, I
wanted to caress with my lips, with my hands, I couldn't care less your touch, just one, could make me a mess your deep, hoarse voice, adding more heat, breath shortened, heaving chest you brought light to my nest, then left me in darkness my heart was too broken to ever trust again, love again trust is a foreign word to me, I have enough pain.
But in all that, I learned
you taught me too much to be ignored you made me who I am today I'm not indebted you, of course, why would I even pay? I did what I had to, not much to say cause I never tolerated toxicity much more, disrespect, that's infinity no grudges against you, my love you were my first true love we never forget our first, cause it's always the best uncomparable to the rest not sure really if that's what I felt but I truly loved you, my top novel in the shelf romance, duh, what else? what I'm not sure of though is if you truly loved me or used me, although we all got what we wanted you wanted someone to toy with I wanted someone to live wickedly with now that I did, it's a win-win.