Many of us believe that love moves in a mysterious and magical way, love can overcome the pain, it

helps us to have hope but its different in my story since that day come in my life. Love causes me so
much pain and barely don’t believe in Love again.

My name is Art, 21 years old, living in ala palacio subdivision in the city of Cabatuan. My story began
when I meet this beautiful girl named Jazz. One day me and my family go to our Tita Lorna’s House to
celebrate her son’s birthday, it was a good day and opportunity for me to free myself for a while on the
activities in the school. After the celebration my tita tell us to stay and spend the night in their house,
before I sleep that night, I get my phone and browse in Fb, while browsing there something that catch
my attention, I saw this beautiful girl’s photo in Fb, her eyes was so innocent, the smile that she wears
was the most beautiful thing I saw in that night.

My whole body was cold at that time but I gather my confidence to message her in a texting app. “Hi I
see your stories in Fb, what is your secret of being cute” I say in a message that I wrote, and she reply
“you just have to sleep at the right time hahaha”. We continue on chatting that night Jazz tells me many
stories about the things that happening in our life during this pandemic.

One day she asks if I am free to talk through video call, I can’t barely see my own face in front of the
mirror because of my reaction, I feel that she is interested in me because of my jokes and punch line
when we are talking to each other. I reply to her chat and said “ok no problem, we will talk later
promise”, and so we talk about the life in the province and in the city, we also share our stories about
our past relationships.

In the middle of our conversation, I accidentally ask her if can I court her. “Can I be your Prince and
Knight and shining armor that will save you from the bad guys (her past) and Love you forever, I can see
in her face that she’s in love with me. Jazz said to me “you know when my ex broke with me, I promise
to myself that I will not going to love again, but when you came into my life my perspective change, so
yes I can become your princess”. I don’t know what to say no words can express the feeling that I have
in that moment.

Months goes by and I continue to court her, I chat her everyday and talk about our future plans together
when we meet in person. In the middle of our conversation through video call Jazz says to me that she
wants me to be her boyfriend and she said that “My mom wants you to be my man and together we are
going to chase our dreams, with trust and unconditional Love”. I guess I am the most happiest and
grateful person in that time.

our relationship went well, until the day came that I feared would happen. Jazz call me and said “he
came into my house and wants a comeback, and he said that he cannot live without me”. I am
speechless in that time; my body went cold and not even a single word would come in my mouth. That is
the last day we talk again; she doesn’t call or even chat me and give an update to me. I guess this is it,
the end of our story will come.

It's six o'clock in the morning. I'm unable to sleep. Another sleepless night has passed. My day isn't off to
a good start. Its been 6 months since the last time I heard her voice. 12 days since I saw her face,
According to my calculations, I should’ve been doing well by now. Calculations can be wrong, specially
when done by a girl. I'd say she's doing pretty well. Why shouldn't it be me? I'm not sure why I'm writing
this. I don't know the answers to these questions.

It's a torture to wake up every morning and think about her. Every morning when I wake up, the first
thing that comes to me is, "Another day!" How am I going to get through this? I should put her out of my
mind. She is now done in me. I've got to be tough. I'm missing her. 'I miss her voice, her concealed grin,
that amusing mark on her cheek, that nodding of her head to every agreement, that expression she
makes to every dislike, her small charming nose with some hair on it, the dark wrinkles under her eyes...
everything.'

My fingers begin to curl on their own, attempting to grasp hers. I see she isn't here. There will never be
another moment. It seems like all the air in my room has been sucked out at that point. Literally, I'm
having trouble breathing. My eyes feel wet from time to time. Every day of my existence, it makes me
physically and psychologically weaker. 'Don't worry, just get up now,' I tell myself. Don't even think her.
You're a wonderful person. You are deserving of better. Everything will work out.' I really hope so.

The same story repeats the next morning. Every morning.

I picture her cheerful face every now and again, and that makes me happy. I recall everything she said
that was amusing, and it makes my heart smile. But all of this only lasts a few seconds before I am
overtaken with excruciating agony. I simply lay in my bed till the agony goes away and attempt to fake a
smile.

Love sometimes blind us from the truth, it makes us believe what hearts wants us to believe. There is no
true love if you both are not ready to be in a relationship, we must learn that love is a serious feeling, it
can make do things beyond our imagination. We often mix love with infatuation. Infatuation is a surge of
emotions that may lead to obsession. Love isn't a compulsive emotion. Being possessive of one another
is not a sign of love. Love is a long-lasting feeling. Infatuation isn't the same as infatuation. Infatuation
fades after the first surge of powerful sensations, until another potential lover is located, while love lasts
a lifetime.
True love needs time to blossom. Love requires trust and a thorough understanding of the other person,
including their personality, interests, beliefs, actions, and strongly held basic values. You might develop
feelings of infatuation and desire for someone based only on their physical attractiveness. But you won't
be able to come to know, trust, and appreciate that individual immediately away. Love, adoration, and
respect take a long time to build and develop. True love becomes stronger with time as you gain trust.