You were a prologue to a great story

But my life has reached its next chapter

I've turned a new page
I've grow like sentences form into paragraphs
Writing out a beautiful symphony
Since you've been gone I've only reached higher
Tried harder...
But to you this new side of me has only made you angry
Is it because your stuck in place?
As if your life has hit writers block.
As if you are a music sheet and after the first few notes your just stuck on repeat
for you I turned from the protangonist into the antoganist
While I strive for more your in a loop without an encore
I put my nose to the grindstone you put your ear to the wall
You listen for things you'll never hear
Searching every weakness I've got to fear
It's funny how friends can turn into enemies
And enemies into memories
because every night I lay awake wondering if i changed why are you still stuck on
the same page
I tried to reach out I tried to help you
But how do you help someone that never wanted it in the first place?
i just dont understand why you became so angry,
and I became so happy.
Is life really that crappy?
Yea i understand peope go through bad times
It just happens sometimes
But for every rain shower theres always a rainbow at the end
For every good day there will always be a bad day
All of us are out there fighting our demons
Some dont show you....
Or some just cant see it.
just like you couldn't see all those times i felt like i could die
and I'm telling you I really tried
14 times atleast...