I think God exists but also doesn’t. Who is God?

I think our perception of God is heavily

based on what we think (it is subjective) are the best qualities a human can possess, the
character traits of the ideal human being, according to us. Our imagination of God is
basically, all of the human qualities and morals that we think are ideal, personified and given
a human form. In that sense, God does exist, but in us. Is there proof of this God’s
existence in real life? Probably not. When an individual like myself, refers to the term GOD, I
would picture a particular image of him/her/ which is not exactly what another person
perceives of the same word. This justifies the other half of my argument that God doesn’t
exist, meaning, our versions of him do not exactly validate his existence or the true form
and character of God.