it was 3AM in the morning .

her heart was beating swiftly ,she was

breathing loudly .her sweet was mixed with painful tears .when
suddenly a very loud sound came out to crash everyone's ears. finally
she sighed happily. she hold the baby and hugged her tight. all the
nurses were clapping and they told her that she was the prettiest girl
they ever seen .she felt proud because the baby looked just like
her .that was the moment mum gave birth to me anyhow when i
opened my eyes everyone in the room was stunned because of my
bright blue eyes . moreover the nurse came with some papers asking
for my name and then mum looked at dad and said it confidently .well
my name has his own story .it was a Saturday evening , the whole
family was in my grandma's house when my aunt asked my mum "have
you decided the name yet ?"she said that she didn't .so they start
suggesting different names .and it was a huge mess .seeing that dad
bring a note book and put all the names there ,soon after they voted
and luckily the most voted name was "SOULAYMA " .honestly i love my
name but it was hard to pronouns or even to spell. although it was
special otherwise my dad always tell me that i have the best name ever
considering that he's the one that suggested it .growing up my parents
spoiled me they weren't rich but they worked their asses out to always
made me happy even though we lived on a small house on my
grandparents house actually i m so grateful for that because my parents
were always busy at work and house chores while i was raised by my
lovely grandma ,she looked after me in sickness and health she used to
walk me to school prepare lunch for me and even be on my side even if
i made big mistakes .life was great for me i thought i had the perfect
family but turns out i didn't look through the curtains .in fact it was the
meanest family you can get well my mum suffered a lot living with this
family ,they treated her in really fucking bad way they were so rude and
cruel .one time during her pregnancy my dad almost get arrested and
she freaking out meanwhile everyone was at my uncle's house
celebrating the new bride .i know my grandma was the greatest but
she's full of surprises however later that day she went up stairs to ask
about my father when my mum blamed her for such a thing but instead
of apologizing she said "if zouhaier dies or get arrested you are gonna
spend the rest of your life with me '' mum was speechless and for the
worse my uncle got really sick while my dad's family are preparing for
the weeding . unfortunately my beloved uncle passed away which made
things more complicated because my grandma refused to cancel the
weeding even though the two families were so close i mean they both
have the same family name .after all my mother spend the whole week
with her family while my poor father struggled with the daily chores he
couldn't even wash his clothes or coo his food wistfully his sisters didn't
even asked about him or about mum and the worst part they took me
to the weeding .i forgot to mention that during the whole period she
was pregnant with my brother and giving birth to him was the hardest
thing for her .since then mum was traumatized because the death
affected her badly .anyway years later i went to school and i thought it
was amazing and damn cool but unluckily it was seemed like hell to
me .bulling was my worst fear specially i didn't have any friends i was
so lonely even teachers were awkward and the only thing they are
good at is beating our asses out . luckily i survived .at least i was
successful
and i thought i was cool enough to join prep school and make new
friends besides i was kind of terrified . i mean it felt like i m going to a
psychiatric hospital .everyone was going crazy i mean i found new types
of people and they were divided into groupes . in front of the door you
found the bad ones they ride motorcycles smoke cigarettes talk badly
do drugs then you walk in the right you find the popular ones who are
wealthy and have the best phones and clothing marcks