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Training and Supervising Analyst, Western New England Institute for Psychoanalysis;
Associate Clinical Professor of Psychiatry, Yale Medical School; Staff Psychiatrist,
Department of Student Health, Yale University.
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Rosemary H. Balsam
sexually aroused, or yearn, envy, and affirm the performers’ vital and
mysterious bodily importance as females. In other papers I have used
extended case material of women to demonstrate the centrality of the female
body’s significance for psychic representation in all stages of a woman’s
development, as opposed to the old (and even contemporary, at times
psychologically compelled) ubiquitous limited comparison, positive or
negative, between female and male external genitals. A girl’s or woman’s
unconscious and conscious reactions to her body’s capacity for child-
bearing, to her corporeal capacity to deliver a baby into the world, are
especially emblematic for behavior focused on the body as female per se
(Balsam 1994, 1996, 2001, 2003). Exhibitionism, as a prototypical body
behavior, is worth looking at from this angle, especially as an opportunity
to develop novel psychoanalytic formulations on female soma/psyche
dynamics, using case demonstrations of “showing off” that connect to
fantasies of childbirth.
Exhibitionism is ambiguously defined in the world of biosocial behav-
ioral disciplines that include psychiatry, psychoanalysis, and the humanities.
In the English language, adding the suffix “-ism” to create a noun merely
connotes, say, “the practice of [exhibiting] . . . the result of [exhibiting]” or
“ the qualities characteristic of [exhibiting]” and only lastly “an abnormal
condition caused by [exhibiting] . . . ” (Webster’s Dictionary 1979). As a
“paraphilia” in the DSM-IV categorizations, “exhibitionism” (302.4) takes
the last meaning a step further into a medicalized and legal world of assess-
ment that for this diagnosis specifies sexually “dysfunctional” recurrent fan-
tasies about, urges toward, or acts of genital exposure to “unsuspecting”
strangers. Psychoanalysis, placing itself closer than psychiatry to the
humanities in matters of subjectivity, and as a subjective science in which
“the subject is our object of study/expertise” (Bonnie Litowitz, personal
communication 2006), or as a qualitative social science (Chodorow
1999), finds itself in ambiguous definitional places. For example, modern
psychoanalytic gender study, to which this topic of exhibitionism relates, is
at a crossroads with clinical psychoanalysis, psychoanalytic critical theory,
feminist and queer theory, social and evolutionary psychology, and medical
sciences of the body such as brain, genetic, and endocrinological studies.
The “non-perverse” meanings of exhibiting, as well as its socially abrasive
aspects, are interesting to all of these fields, each of which would employ a
different emphasis. The standard psychoanalytic definition (see my epi-
graph from Moore and Fine) is broad, and implies the Freudian psychologi-
cal developmental line that parallels a biological theory of growth. The
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This is a direct reversal of the original Freudian notion that pleasure for females
can be only hard-won, by working against the grain of a natural biological deficiency.
C A S E P R E S E N TAT I O N : M S . A
Rosemary H. Balsam
Ms. A had divorced two years earlier. She never seemed able to sustain a
boyfriend for more than six months thereafter. As we talked more, it
became obvious that she was a psychologically minded person with abun-
dant energy and talents in her field of work, but with significant anxieties
about intimacy. I recommended analysis.
I will tell her analytic story emphasizing the meanings of her use of
her body, in her life and in our work together.
Ms. A was the fourth of five children in a Midwestern family. Her
father, a building contractor, was successful and wealthy; her mother was
a teacher. Everyone in her family was highly intelligent, and she, like her
siblings, was always head of the class; they all went to Ivy League
colleges and professional schools. The fifth sibling, “the baby,” four
years her junior and the only boy, had been killed by a car as he crossed
the road to the shops opposite their home. He was eight when he died and
she twelve and in puberty, just taking an interest in boys. Ms. A had been
very close to him; in fact, she said, “I couldn’t wait for him to be born. I
was devastated when he died.” Her eyes glistened with tears in the telling.
She rightly felt that his life and premature death had a great deal to do
with her present difficulty in sustaining close relationships with “boys,”
as she called her lovers.
Her lifestyle at this juncture included a live-in nanny and work in a
nearby town for the advertising branch of a big construction company,
where she was getting rapid promotions. Her job, to which she was ded-
icated, involved presenting her firm and visiting dignitaries with “pitches”
for allegiances with advertising interests. It was-fast paced work that
depended for its success not only on her business smarts but also on her
persuasiveness in creating financial deals. Many of the members of her
audience were males. I heard the following kind of statement as a com-
mentary on her perception of how these onlookers were responding to her
sexualized business come-on: “I can tell when they light up, put the spot-
light on me; when they gesture toward me, when they are captured by my
graphics, and when they stumble when talking to me afterward and avert
their gaze one-to-one but still give stealthy glances at my boobs or ass [gig-
gles]. I can tell the ones that are totally intrigued. And then they phone
afterward, ask me to drinks, and then I know I’ve got them.” Her excite-
ment in the telling and her pleasurable wriggle on the couch caused her
phone to fall out of her pocket and onto the floor.
I asked her what she made of that moment. “A phone-fall! Just as I
was thinking of that last one Joe and his phone-call . . . oh I don’t know
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C A S E P R E S E N TAT I O N : M S . B
being a swimsuit model. “It was perfect for me. I thought of myself as being
entirely a grown-up. I was showing—showing off gloriously—I was dis-
playing everything I had—and I knew from Mother it was good—that’s the
other side of those conventional warnings about being sluttish and sexy and
show-offy. It dawns on you that she thinks you’re powerful and that you’re
incredibly, unbearably enticing. I longed to be pregnant—I used to push my
smooth little belly out a little bit, daring to display—here folks, this is what
I have . . . look at my lithe little belly . . . it’ll grow big some day . . . look at
my crotch . . . it’s pretty, it’s wet . . . dirty thoughts . . . I knew I was safe
on the runway. Mother liked watching. Look Mother, everybody’s watching
me. . . . They think I’m good. They want to feast their eyes on me.” And of
course, at this moment in the process the “everybody watching” included me.
Ms. B was excited to display herself to both her mother in the past and me in
the present, even if old guilts and anxieties about competing with her ador-
ing and punitive mother image would emerge.
The patient’s stated and unstated questions in the transference were:
Can I compete with you? Can I show my sex? Can I display my body to
you—in image, in metaphor, in words? Will you admire me, permit me,
encourage me, get anxious, angry, retaliate? Do you need to insist always
that you are bigger than me as a female—weightier, more fecund, bigger-
breasted? “Let me show you my stuff,” she’d say to me when she brought
in artwork. She regularly criticized the art on my walls as amateurish and
fantasized that I had done them myself in my spare time. At these times I
was more in the despised father transference.
“Showing” (and “showing off”) was a very important aspect of this
young woman’s identity as a female. Her internalized male elements2 con-
cerned dynamics of concealment and shame.3 Her father she thought of as
sweet but easily dominated by her mother. Uncles in her family were “losers.”
Her younger brother was a drug addict. Ms. B did not expect much from
men, and we worked over many disappointments and dashed hopes that she
had experienced, as well as her linked despising of me in the transference.
2
Here I do not mean on my part any stereotypic “masculine” societal evaluation,
but experience-near elements for her as an individual that are associatively connected
to her own father and to her experiences, attitudes, and memories vis-à-vis other
males in her life (Balsam 2001).
3
Paradoxically, for “old” theory proponents who believe that sexed lines of devel-
opment are inherently in conflict, and who would therefore be compelled to see this
denigration of males as a female defense against unconsciously “desired” maleness,
the prideful female body dynamic also would be perceived as a defense against obvi-
ously male desirable features.
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For example, though she wished her Dad would show more excitement
about her career, in reviewing her mother’s intense and unrelenting involve-
ment with her throughout her life, she thought that her “stage mother” had
sidelined him; then again, he passively participated in assuming this minor
position. She perhaps overvalued herself as female, but she genuinely felt
that she had a lot of talent to show off. Her attitude, in contrast to the old
phallocratic position linking passivity inevitably to femininity, the essence
of herself as female was deeply connected to an outgoing and active display
of herself. At times it could become a defensive buffer against intolerable
helplessness, but at other times it seemed free and pleasurable.
After about a year in treatment, she revealed to me that her mother had
in her youth actually been an exotic dancer in a big-city nightclub. This
emerged during a session of tears about how her disorganized and impecu-
nious father had not paid her tuition bill. She was enraged, as was her
mother. The father was the main source of a spotty family income. This rage
triggered a set of fantasies about selling her body and being a prostitute to
support herself. She grew excited about this prospect and sounded to me as
if on the verge of taking action.
She reported the approval of her mother. There was an air of “Damn
you, Dr. B!” in the sessions, which we connected to her hope that I would
waive my fee to save her from the streets. Again I was in the “worthless”
male role. New material then began to emerge about the mother’s past. Ms.
B with her mother’s collusion went on the internet, allegedly to “research”
the possibility of work with escort services (to me rather shady-sounding).
She breathlessly reported the websites she had found and admitted taking
great pleasure in her fantasy of me watching her exploring the nude and
explicit postings of female “predators”—“queens of the jungle” she called
them—who were searching for johns to prey on. She accurately sensed my
anxiety in the countertransference, though it stemmed from reasons differ-
ent from those she imagined. From her point of view I was anxious because
I was torn in my desire to encourage her, so that we could have this deli-
cious shared secret of how she was supporting herself financially, a secret
that made her specially interesting to me and allowed us to “share” our con-
tempt for “the establishment and authority,” which she also saw me as a
part of and which would surely find her immoral. It was obvious that within
this split I was at last in the approved sphere of her attachment to her
mother-power. In her imagination the despised father stood outside, watch-
ing, rebuking, and rebuffed. The “girls” could make it on their own by force
of their own sexual ability to “use” males for their own ends. The photos
on the internet that she was drawn to most were pictures of pregnant pros-
titutes. Ms. B, now in competition with these edgy women, began to imag-
ine herself pregnant and to experience an even greater thrill in “showing”
herself on the internet. She vividly recalled her modeling experience as a
teenager. She perceived these women to be “very proud” of themselves and
gleefully untroubled by their public display. She identified with their pos-
sible wish to shock conservative people like me, who “are part of the prob-
lem and not part of the solution.” Again I was in the degraded male position
of duplicitous power. I was a deadbeat dad, whose pretense of virtue was
exposed in the thought “Look what you’re making me do”; yet this posture
was also a defense against the pleasures of showing and being admired and
acquired for money—a deep internalization of her mother’s value system.
“All he ever wanted from my mother must have been sex,” she said bitterly
of her father. “All I ever wanted from you was your fee,” I added.
Ms. B wept. She longed for me to take care of her like a “good father,”
in a pregenital sense of making her feel protected like a baby. But I think I
have told enough of this treatment to demonstrate the exhibitionistic Ms.
B’s use of her body.
The dynamics of Ms. B’s strong desire to display and show her
female body attributes were accompanied by more conflict than Ms. A
evinced, and arose from a much more complexly disturbed background
and set of family relations. However, what their inner stories have in
common is evidence of strong attachments and confidence in their bod-
ies as pleasurable and female, with well-developed body images of their
powers to attract males, compete with females sexually, and procreatively
and/or sexually attract females. Ms. B’s less conflicted ties to her own
body had been reinforced successfully by and with her mother, though not
in a manner that is stereotypically “healthy,” given their twin-like close-
ness. Her mother and she reflected each other more as twin peers than as
mother and daughter. Ms. B voiced notions of exaggerated and defensive
idealized female self-sufficiency, as if her mother alone had created a
classic Madonna-whore split often seen in males. She was also engaged
with pregnancy and birthing in relation to her desires to “show” and sell
her art or her body, signifying defensive abilities to manage on her own
without needing parents.
As young girls Ms. A and Ms. B had acquired early on a confidence in
their female bodies that I propose connects to a pleasurable and pleasure-
seeking female autoerotism and body attachment that is expressed within
the girl’s biological growth trajectory and the matrix of familial embodied
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L I T E R AT U R E R E V I E W
would have considered). While noting that female exhibitionism had never
before been a topic in the literature, and fetishism only rarely, Zavitzianos
presented an argument compelling in its logic and well stated, were one to
begin with the mathematical equation “vulva and vagina” equal “penis
absence”: “The very fact that the woman has no penis, and feels this as a
narcissistic mortification makes her replace the infantile desire to expose
all other parts of the body, with the exception of the genitalia. Since dis-
placed exhibition cannot reassure against castration fear it cannot develop
into an actual perversion” (p. 298). Ergo, exhibitionism exists in women
only as a compensation for not being male. Nor does this theoretical lens
allow for the existence of female fetishists. Alternative interpretive
schemas might of course occur to a modern analyst in response to this
material. Recorded but not included in Zavitzianos’s formulation was the
fact that this student analysand went on her highway spree right after an
analytic hour. Perhaps, feeling sexually excited in the transference, she was
acting out a fantasy of being “big enough” (like her sexual, procreative
mother) and tempting enough to take on in fantasy tough truckers resem-
bling her violent father, as displacements from taboo excitements with her
analyst. I read into the story many elements of female-to-female competi-
tion and revenge toward the mother, as well as pained and triumphant com-
parisons of female bodies that I think are more obvious than any penis
reference. Other interpretations might occur to other analysts, but my point
is that if the idea of an interpretation based on the female body does not
occur to an analyst, for whatever reason, then it will not appear as a notable
dynamic in the case formulation.
A paper by nonpsychoanalytic psychology researchers from Leeds
(Hugh-Jones, Gough, and Littlewood 2005) affirms too that the “litera-
ture on sexual exhibition virtually omits reference to the experience of
women” (p. 261). Though in a different mental health discipline, they,
like me, cite references from the 1970s that declare that unlike a man, a
woman cannot become erotically aroused by exposing her genitalia.
These authors connect these sentiments to a cultural discourse that
eschews any notion that female sexuality can be independent or assertive
but rather considers it passive—a familiar and widespread position not
confined to Freud alone. (Elise [personal communication 2006] and
many other writers, especially in the last two decades, have challenged
this idea, but their critique has not yet been absorbed into psychoanalytic
thinking.) The Leeds group cite one case of female exhibitionism
reported in the American Journal of Psychiatry (Hollender, Brown, and
Rosemary H. Balsam
Robach 1977). This is a story of an exotic dancer who “flashed” open her
coat at the door of her club to attract patrons by the sight of her naked
body. The dynamics that were stressed in this paper were (in tune with
my own proposal) the notable difference between male and female exhi-
bitionists. However, it concluded, based on a self psychological formula-
tion, that because females exhibit only to assuage feelings of
worthlessness, there is nothing “sexual” present.
The Leeds researchers talked on the internet to female exhibitionist
subjects. They did “discourse analysis” on the questionnaires and inter-
views. Recognizing the flaws of this design, however, they felt that the
evidence they could garner just from listening to what the women said
about themselves led them in directions other than the ones they had antici-
pated: poor self-esteem, poor body image, or feelings of “worthlessness”
as the trigger for these activities.
The researchers were struck by how positively these women viewed
these opportunities for body display, as they described greatly enjoying
“showing off” to be admired and affirmed in having a desirable body by an
interested audience. In fact, the dancers believed that they did it for “per-
sonal fulfillment,” and they tried to preemptively counter any accusations of
moral irresponsibility. Of course analytic audiences will say correctly that
we have only very controlled, consciously crafted information to go on. But
this research shows us also that psychoanalysis needs to be part of an ongo-
ing attempt to better understand female psychology, and that old shibboleths
are hard to relinquish.
When the horse of exhibitionism comes up for discussion, the cart of
fetishism is seldom far behind. Agreement with Freud regarding the con-
cept of identical “castration anxiety” for both sexes is what has automati-
cally linked the constellations of exhibitionism and fetishism. The latter
has been described as consistent with male body dynamics. Given my
view of female exhibitionism as based in part on female sexual and pro-
creative seeking activities, however, I would reserve “female fetishism”
for females who have taken on, for whatever reasons, male-type dynamics
and so like men suffer castration anxiety—or a specific form of genital
anxiety in women (Dorsey 1996). More papers have been written on
fetishism in women than on female exhibitionism. The papers I have read
(e.g., a 1989 paper by David Raphling) seem to be again formulated from
the point of view that the male organ is the only one that women recog-
nize. In the case presented by Raphling. the woman’s recorded response
to her mother’s body and her fantasies of pregnancy are recorded in the
text, but again the female body is granted no significance in the formula-
tion. This is such a regular feature of both child and adult published cases
that it deserves to be noted. If one calculates solely by the equation “baby
equals penis,” a rationale exists to ignore another equation: “baby equals
female baby-making equipment.”
An interesting book by Louise Kaplan (1991) deals with female per-
versions, with much stress on socialized gender roles. Certainly her
women draw attention to their bodies. I am in agreement with her stress
on female sexuality as the inner genital sensuality described by Judith
Kestenberg, and with her sense that female perversions have dynamics
different from those of male perversions. Unfortunately, her formulations
of perversion are too transgressive and action-filled to help me much with
an argument on behalf of an internal spectrum for everyday life. She
argues less for motivations stemming from female sexuality than for a
cultural overdomination of womens’ infantile gender ideals and social
gender stereotypes. She finds a search for love, and for parental and
social approval, and often an exaggerated femininity that covers uncon-
scious masculinity. (Because I agree with Elise’s critique of socially gen-
dered confusions [1997], I try not to use “femininity” at all in its
stereotypic meaning in my writing or teaching, as it is too hard to assume
that we are all speaking of the same quality. I confine “femininity” to an
individual’s familial connections with qualities of the female figures she
herself internalizes.
DISCUSSION
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Others may crowd the delivery room eager with their cameras, elbowing
out the attending staff. Reactions range across the spectrum. Bergler and
Simmel exemplify fear and awe so stirred up in the observer that they
overidentify with the woman in pity, or shy away from the pleasure as a
taboo. Bedside attendants of the event can become underidentified, cold
and numbed by overstimualtion.
The woman herself may be having a different experience concerning
shame, because, I would argue, she has had a lifetime of preparation (for
good or ill) and is totally absorbed in the given moment. I cannot recall any
of my patients who are mothers (whether psychiatric patients or obstetric
patients in the days when I delivered babies) telling me they were humiliated
or ashamed by the exposure of childbirth at the time of delivery. Many deliv-
ering women themselves will talk more about the delight in seeing in the mir-
ror the baby emerge, or they may talk of impatience at unnecessary time
spent in the lithotomy position for the doctor’s convenience, when they feel
an urgency to be with the infant and their husband or partner. Birthing
mothers often take pleasure in the exposure of their powerful genitals and
bodies in action, and pleasure in the general accolade of those in the
delivery room. As Deutsch points out about the woman in childbirth, “her
awareness is narrowed by her absorption in the progress of the birth”
(p. 210). This means that her acuity vis-à-vis her bodily and inner processes
is in an enhanced state. While analysis and other mental health disciplines
either overlook female showing off as so “normal” that it deserves little
comment, or emphasize only the most disturbing and unconsciously patho-
logical nature of female showing off, the female vulva and vagina may be
the most regularly exposed body opening (apart from maybe the throat
and ears) that is acceptable in our society to be scrutinized by a stranger,
the gynecologist. It is no wonder then that a patient like Ms. A can have
many associations to these experiences—including pleasure. I do not mean
to suggest at all that there is no room for pain, misery, anxiety, or conflict
and doubts related to the body, but many of our clinical accounts and our
emphases in theory still treat female body pleasure as a well-kept secret.
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