Eyes of a Child RELEASE ALL

Release your past so you can move on

A child always able to see what inside of you,
Release your anger so you can care for others
They don’t see what you looks like,
Release your sadness so you can feel others
They see your soul,
Release your sorrow so you can help others
They don’t see you with their eyes,
Release your pain so you can cure others
but with their heart.

Release your doubt so you can step forward

Will be a wonderful life full with love, the source of all is just one word, LOVE
if only we all have a heart as pure as a child’s, with LOVE you can release and be free
There will only be peace, Harmony and love …

-Ina Pendit-

-Ina Pendit-
RWA BINEDA

Beautiful or ugly -Ina Pendit

Rich or poor
Healthy or sick
Strong or weak
Light or darkness
STARS
We're just like the stars ... only one tiny spot in the unlimited sky.
Good or bad There are stars shining weak almost unseen and there are stars that
you're the one who make it happen shining bright. There are small stars and there are big stars ...
you have the choice to stand on which side Do not feel you are above others with all you got
and it come from the inside not by what people see with their Do not feel you are lower that others with nothing you have
naked eyes You may become a big stars with weak light
but what people feels about you ... But you also may become a tiny stars with a bright light
the truly you So be proud on what you have as a gift and use it for goo and for
be blessed others ... you are great and beautiful from the inside.
-Ina Pendit- ♥ xxoo

LOVELY SOUL
FREE SPIRIT
I walk on my road all alone ...
We are born as a free spirits and we should live freely,
Some days some people pass me by
Do not tight your self into anything that built by human being,
because we are all the same in nature's laws,

We are free to be who we are and not as same as any body else,

Be free and stand up among others who hide them self in the
crowd of the "mainstream" ...

Be free and be proud as a free soul ... ♥

Some other day other people stopped for a while
And other day other people came and walk with me for a few
or many steps
One day a lovely soul touch me on my shoulder
She walk on her own road ... but she has a beautiful wings that
allow her to fly to other road just to touch peoples that walk on
it
Ever time she touch me I felt lighter and have more power to
walk again
She doesn't even realize that she has such a strong white light
that can cover and warmth others
She's so pure and spontaneous
Whenever I stop walking she will fly to me just to hold me,
give me a hug, bring me nectar to sip or just whisper in my ear.
Then she will smiles at me and fly back ... "you can do it" that
what she always say to me
At this moment I want to thank you lovely soul ... for all the
simple little things that you've done for me. Or just simply to
stop for a while and listen to me shout out from distance
Happy reborn lovely soul
I'm so grateful that I met you
- Ina Pendit -
CHILDREN OF NATURE
I'm the soul that came from the center of the Earth.
Grow with the earth as my mother and the sky as my father.
The soil, the water, the wind and the fire are my brothers and
sisters.
The animals and creatures are my friends.
I've been lost ...
But I always come back to them since they keep calling out my
name.
I'm back ... here I am ... let me be one with you once again
-Ina Pendit_
CHILD

Our children will always be a child in our eyes. No matter how

big they grow, how mature they become,  how independent
they are ... when they come to their mother with naked soul ... SECRET GARDEN
and the mother see them with open heart ... they will remain a Find your own secret garden inside of you
child. When both children and moms drop their mask ... where you can meet your highest self and connect to him/her.
uncover their soul ... be their self in purity,  they will find that The most beautiful place you can't find anywhere else,
their connection,  their relationship still the same. As mother Stop looking and searching around you,
and children.  Every mother share their breath,  their blood,  Just look inside of you and the peace is in there
their flesh and bones with their child. And that will never  
change whatever happen. - Ina Pendit

KEEP THE FRIENDSHIP THE JOURNEY

It's not hard to start a conversation when you open your heart Nine months warmth surround this tiny pure soul
It's not hard to make friend when you appreciate difference She's protected , loved ....
But it's not easy to keep friendship
Just don't judge Scream, sweat, blood covering the entrance to the place of
Be your self thousands temples
Listen not just hear Strong energy, sweet smell, soft gending and gamelan all
Talk not just speak around
Be there in good or bad times The tiny soul woke up, open the eyes and start to feel
let out the best of her/him Beautiful faces dancing on a sacred song with flowers on their
And ...free hugs hands
Once again, take off the mask Small soul smile from the heart and start dancing around
And be who you really are
Then you'll get a true friend There's  a small hut with a star and moon  covering the top
-Ina Pendit- Small soul enter and smile from the heart, bow down and stand
up straight
Mother earth calling back ... -Ina Pendit-
She's back ...
No more nice faces around
No more flower shower
Small soul lost in the diversity  and chaotic... Guilt and Compassion

The energy changing and drag her far far away to a land with Have you ever been in a situation where you did something
people's with mask because you feel guilty if you didn't do it. You are afraid of
Grow bigger and stronger with small wings and horn start to disappointing others. You are afraid of hurting someone else.
rip her skin But when you did that you feel uncomfortable, because deep
Cross image burn her heart ... down inside you know if this is not what you want.
The halo turn into fire ring that burn
The mask with a high class frees and suit got her lost Sometimes we want to please others, we don't want to be
Kick her down deep rejected, and other things related to the reactions of others and
So so deep their acceptance of us. That underlying our actions. But you
forget that everything that you do should be based on love and
Light ...There's still small light inside sincerity. If you do something or say something for fear of the
She knocked her soul so hard reactions of others, it will end up with discomfort in the
But the light still there and grow bigger and bigger absence of pure love and sincerity.
Beautiful young soul crawl up bleeding screaming so hard
Almost finish the last air ... If the deeds and words even the thoughts based of love and
The souls not give up sincerity, because we want to ... you will feel the happiness and
comfort.
Stillness...
Fear, sadness, anger, jealousy.... We should follow our hearts and sometimes we have to reject
With the face of love... in one hug ... to one soul... something, say no and creates boundaries to others. It is not
Gone ... empty ... floating  ... easy to do so without feeling guilty after, but we should think
No soul ... no self ... of ourselves first. We have to be sincere and honest. If our
All the part of the opposites world become one words and deeds are not sincere and honest, it would be more
Big thick wall rumbling down and collapsed painful. Not only for others, especially for ourselves.
Nothing there
Back to the source Guilt and compassion can not be together. You can only do
something out of love and compassion or guilt. We were not
created to do everything for the sake of others. We were
created to do something for ourselves. We say and do anything
because we want to, not because someone else. In fact, we help
others because we want to do so, not because it was asked ...
anything that comes from inside us it's more beautiful than
anything.
Say no and rejection does not mean we are cruel or has no
feelings. It is for the good of ourselves and others.
Weappreciate and love ourselves for not doing everything for
the sake of others who end up uncomfortable. It is also a lesson
for others that not everything goes as they wish. They also
learn to accept rejection gracefully. Same goes with us.
We are all still learning this life , as long as it based on love,
sincerity and acceptance, everything will goes well. With
respect, love and care for ourselves first, we can appreciate,
love and do for others more.
With Love
Ina Pendit
A MAN FROM THE FORGOTEN ISLAND
In the dream I was a young man like from an ancient tribe, with
a clothes that only cover the bottom part. I had a dark skin and
an athletic body. I lived in a big island with many tribes. One
day I seems worried and hurry swam to another island, smaller,
wait maybe just a small island with only one small tribe lives
there, another tribe. I was sneak in when I reach the shores,
then a big guy saw me and he was so angry. He tried to drawn
me but I made it to swim further.
Then a little girl that seems to know me very well, she saved
me, she took me to the land. Not long after I gain my energy
back I ran in to the temple where there's a ceremony hheld I
jump into the middle of the temple where there's an artifact
with many symbols. Before they tried to do anything I said to
them that I know how to do of the puzzle. In a hurry I did
something to some symbols and they came out into pieces.
Then I put them into an order and hand it to the priest and
asked him to read. he took longer, so I grabbed it back and read
it for all then people there. I said that they need to fervour of
the island because it's not save, the island will be drown soon.
The people start whispering and talking ... and that big guy
from before grab my hand. I yelled again, to asked them to
move to the main island now before it's to late. While that big
guy drag me to the field, the little girl run toward me and tried
to hold me. Not long after that there's a big earthquake and
followed by a tsunami that can wipe out the small island. I
freed my self grab the little girl to a higher place, get some
stuff that can float to her, to some ladies and other people that
believe in me and been followed me since I'm in the island. I
kept saying to them to go to the main island. The little girl
didn't want to leave me and crying and kept calling my name
(which I don't remember who when I woke up) ...
And I woke up, not able to move my body, so stiff. I tried to
move my body and I felt sore all over it ... what a strange
dream I had.I can still feel a mix of emotions in me.
-Ina Pendit -
Coincident is not a Coincident
This is a story of a girl that just begin her journey.
There is a girl named Lotus, she traveled a long way from
where she lives, to a beautiful island of spirits. She actually
went there only for working purpose but then suddenly since
she arrived there everything change. Many things that she
didn't expect just happened to her and it's all change her life.
Actually she came from a country that filled with spiritual
energy but she left to a country where all the people worked so
hard for living ... so if you don't have a strong heart and lives
there you will only lives for work, not works for live like it
suppose to.
So a few days after she finished what she had to do on the
island of spirits, she started to get bored. All this time she just
focus on her work, so it's time to walk around and enjoy the
time. She contact a friend of her that she never meet, only from
a group that she joined and he offered her to come join an
event that he hold. She was thinking "why not" ... just to fill
her time. But suddenly she get into a journey that perhaps will
change her life. This man was walking barefoot around Bali ...
Lotus thought she will just try to walk with him for one day.
She met some interesting people with a unique character. She
learn some new things about people character, humanity,
spirituality and other things. She felt like she has been remind
to her original source, to her home town, to many things that
she already left behind long time ago. And it makes her heart
and soul start to open again.
Lotus only planed to join this team for one day but change to 3
days. She can't resist the temptation of this describable things
that attracted her to stay with this group. From here she makes
new good friends that she can rely on, she made up her mind to
do the things that she already planed before ... you can say she
met a right person ... everything just flow without she even
thought about it, everything just came to her. a few days before
she leave this island of spirits. There still more guys ... and you
won't believe what happen next.
A few days before she leave, she met a priest. He told her to
visit some temple for blessing and also to get a full moon
blessing. Ok ... so she still have 2 days to visit the temple, but
she had no idea of the full moon blessing. e will leave the
island of spirits right on the day of a full moon, so she just
forget about it. She used the first day to go around with a girl
that she just met on the walking group. Lotus wants this girl,
Violet,  to help her things while she will be back to her
country. So Lotus went to visit these 3 places that the priest
told her to. But the things not went like she wanted to, so she
felt not satisfied about that visit ... that made her a little bit
upset. But she tried to calm down because the next day she will
leave.
On her mind she will leave Sunday at noon. So she already
went to the airport since morning. But something happened
again. The taxi driver cheated her and asked her a lot more than
she supposed to charge. She start to get upset again ... and then
she founded out that she lost her ticket and that made the
officer hold her on the entry of the check in place. She tried to
explain with almost cried and after some explanation and
begging the officer decided to help her. But when she check the
flight list, she couldn't find her flight schedule ... and not even
the flight counter. "What happened to the flight?", she thought.
And she went ask other people there and she founded out the
flight was the night before and she couldn't get the same flight
because it's only twice a week. She felt so awful and upset,
didn't know what to do ...
She decided to went to a villa near the beach. She met the
owner on the walk event, so she thought he might able to help.
And she called violet also to came down to the villa to help her.
She really thing this was a hell and she swear alot ... she never
had so many things that made her upset in a row. And she
thought this was too much for her. She wanted to get a new
flight on the evening but the only flight that she got was on the
next day. So it made her more upset because she had to cancel
some meeting on the next place that she wanted to go.
Violet tried to calm her down but still she was on her own
mind ... and suddenly violet said that she had a ceremony at her
place this evening so she have to go back. Then she asked what
kind of ceremony ... Violet said it's a full moon ceremony at
her family temple. She silent for a while, she remembered what
the priest told her about a full moon blessing. So she asked if it
will be a blessing at the ceremony, and Violet said "yes" ....
OMG ... what is this? ... She had to get trough all of this
strange things happened to her and then she  fund out that she
can get a full moon blessing after she missed her flight. So
without thinking too much she decided to go with Violet to her
family full moon ceremony and get the blessing. Now all the
bad thinking that she thought before gone with the moon light.
And after the blessing she walked on the beach under the moon
light ... that made her more calm.
She started to think that she might had a karmic relationship
with Violet in the past life. And that this island of spirit
attracted her into a deep things that she don't even know what it
is. She only believe that this island is special and she will come
back again here. She believe that there is a purpose for her to
came here, to met all these people, to had all these experiences.
All the coincident that happened to her since she came to this
island is not a coincident at all. Yes ... as you all know there is
no such a coincident in this world. Everything is meant to be ...
everything already written the way it is. All you need to do is
open up and all the purpose will be revealed and you will find
your light to walk on your path.
 
-Ina Pendit-
FOLLOW YOUR HEART
Sometimes we need to make a hard choice in our life. Or we
are facing a situation that makes us not able to think clearly. Or
even, our life suddenly change and we are not ready for it.
We are a social creature that we feels like we need to ask for
others opinion, we feels like we need confirmation from
others ... but they not us ... we are in our situation not others.
So no one can tell us what to do or what to say.
We forgot that we are living our own life. We are our unique
self. No one have the same situation and condition. And only
we know what's best for us. We only need to  stop for a while,
get back to our self ... listen from within, we will find the
answer.
Every answer lead us somewhere that will gives us something
to learn, someone to met and someplace to visit or jist a
reminder. Every guidance will lead to something that shape
us ... to whoever we are. If we just listen. We will know all is
just right for us at the end. Children of Nature

-Ina Pendit- We are the children of nature 

We are the children of the earth

We are Gaia's daughter

I am Me
We learn, play and share with the Mother

We take care of Her because She take care of us

I’m not normal
We love her because she love us
I don’t want to be
-Ina Pendit-
I don’t pretend to be

It’s quiet simple

Wonderful Un-Coincident
I am Me
Sometimes when you want to go somewhere or to do
-Ina Pendit- something or to meet someone, even when you already prepare
your self, leave early but something makes you missed what
you planned. Either you get upset and disappointed all day or
be aware on where you end up and realize what's wait for you
there. And you'll find that you're meant to missed you plan to
get another experience that is as beautiful as your original plan.
Or might be more exciting. 
Human Form Guide

When one self have been in this human form for too many I can't show you what to look for, where to go and which way
lifetimes... to take.

And one self carried too many anger, pain, grief, from many I only tell you what I've seen, which path that I took, how I
memories ... made my own path and where I stopped by during my journey.

Then one soul missing home so bad ...
One fed up using masks that One have, even though One found
more and more mask in the deep just to make One gave up
using all or any of them.
You might inspired and motivated by my stories and created
your own way to look for what you need and stop by where
you want to.
Enjoy every journey.

finally One loose all senses and feel nothing anymore. The bitter sweet and all that is.

All One can ask just "please bring me back home, to where I You are not alone.
belong"
We are all walking our own, and if we passes by yo each other
And One keep calling out for the light so the tiny light inside and walk together for a while, that will be wonderful.
find the way back home.
You're doing great.
One start to follow the light, merge with the light and shine the
light.

One become the light. I will keep going

-NP- I don't know where the next path will lead me to, it will end or
continue ... and even if I know where it will going, I will still
do my best for what I have now infront of me. It never a waste
of time since I love doing it. And everything is a beautiful
experience that make me grow.❤️