before i knew our mistakes he had gone ,it was too late for me to find out the reasons......

i couldn't get
it ..it was not clear . i wouldn't wanna look back so did i left too.

CHAPTER ONE
it was one of the rainest seasons ..a new virus being epidemic ,we all settle in our houses . the
authority has declared lockdown new thing for everyone but i was like on vacation being home all day
doing nothing ,the thought that i shuoldn'nt worry for next day makes me comfertable i was around
about to finish my 3rd year at medical school being exahusted and in a need of abreak

i just started planing wat i can do forthe time .my mind had it all for long time so iwas so sure of what i
want . altough no body new when this lockdown ends i was sure i wouldn't get bored

''what are u doing ?he texted

''reading some book ...u know i have never been so sad and scared '' i replied

''why '' he may be curiuos to know

''this book im reading it just gave me the feeling of taste of blood ...'' i said what i felt but i know he
cannot imagine

''what are talking about jessica?'' HE didn't get it i thought i should call him

'' hey josh how are u, i know it was confusing ''

''hey jess im fine and u ...ohh really so confusing talking about blood so early this morning . i wondered
how u get up early in the morning thatis so unlike u''

'' fine ,ya u really know me but i didn't sleep last night this book took my whole night...umm...anyways
how is everything

''good but the same, tell me about the book ''

''oh ya the book ..i just started reading after one of my neighbour gave it to me it is deadly scary like i feel
like watching it for real ,it is about the rwandian genocide u know one of the victim who had lost her
family wrote about it ,it is sad i have read just few pages but i wanted to know how she suvrived ..umm...

''so u spent ur night reading to reach the ending

'' i just feel like hopless for her

''oh jess ur into the book , it is in the past

'' i know but i couldn't imagine how humans can be cruel ,murederious....i get scared of the world out
there ...and i guess im getting depressed

''hey by the way jess i wanted to tell u that the church sunday school is getting opened and we're
planning to have disscussion on some issues , seminars may be involved and i hoped u wanna join

'' wat how come ...i mean the lockdown ...is that possible

''nobody will know (gov't authority)besides the church is not forced to be closed so as we come to the
church with everyone in face mask we can gather up , talk and learn

''ok i wanted to join in this gatherings

'' so will meet this saturday

'' i guess

CHAPTER 2
saturday i went to sudayschool