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This article introduces my anxiety and desires and their psychoanalytical interpretation.
In this paper, I will present my questions and offer advice based on two psychoanalytic
theories. Does my pain result from being addicted to it or from unfulfilled desires? Does
low self-esteem with my narcissism contribute to my anxiety? I frequently flash back
to events that embarrass me and feel anxious about them. In university, I had been
feeling anxious, and inferior, and even felt that university was the most complex period
of my life. The first psychoanalytic theory is about the object, based on Sigmund
Freud's theoretical support, from Lacan, and Zizek's explanation of anxiety and desire.
The second comes from psychodynamic research on personality disorders in recent
years, focusing on the link between narcissistic personality and obsessive thinking.
The first is that Zizek's explanation of the object has given me a self-psychological
regulation of my desires and anxiety. Original pleasure and lack are mentioned in a
book by the psychoanalyst and philosopher Zizek called The Ideology of Sublime
Objects. This gave me an appreciation for the illusory nature of pleasure, and that we
do not truly desire what we believe we desire. How to understand this statement? One
does not truly desire pleasure but rather the lack, one always pushes the unlimited want
into an exalted object, so that one never obtains what one desire. I feel that Zizek is not
a traditional psychoanalyst who researches human drives and the subconscious, but a
humanist who cares about the whole society and not just the individual. On a personal
level, I would desire to engage and develop relationships with the other gender but
would be saddened by the fact that I would not get this desire instantly. I started to
unravel my thoughts by trying to dissolve my thoughts through study and many other
distractions. Now I could notice and appreciate that human desires are insatiable, and
even if you do get your wish, it can be complicated by the reality of a situation. An
example from Zizek speaks of saying that when you get what you desire, then you find
that the circumstances afterward become more complicated. Instead of living with the
person you like, all you desire is to remain distant from her so that you can forever treat
others as an object of desire. You are infinitely pushing that object to continue to desire.
This also means that we do not desire what we believe we desire, one is in a continuous
lack state, meaning that what we desire is lack itself. This interpretation of desire and
lack can give me definite suggestions. What I desire is a pleasure that challenges the
prohibited area of the Big Other; what I fantasize as a timely pleasure is the result of a
challenging forbidden area. The object with its large and fascinating presence obscures
that which cannot be actualized, but rather the position, the gap, in which it finds itself,
the lack that it fills with its appearance. As an example, we perform meaningless acts
to get pleasure, the pleasure we get from such meaningless acts is analogous to the
pleasure of today's short videos, but I imposed on myself that I must think my actions
are significant to do them and to get pleasure. Confronting meaningless things, no
matter if it is because of the insistence on pleasure or because there is pleasure because
of the illusion of meaningfulness is a dissipation of ourselves. Facing meaningless
things, whether because of insistence on enjoyment or happiness due to meaningful
fantasies, is a kind of dissipation of myself. Therefore, instead of making meaningless
fantasies, I should face reality itself and take action, for example, I want to fall in love,
with the premise that I should not keep fantasizing about my desires, without the so-
called timely pleasure, but should focus on the things of the moment, but not reflect on
the desires of the self, such as "Why do I think this way? Is this the right state for me
to be in a relationship?". This reflection on the ego is critical and denialist, and there is
no doubt that the ego is undeniable. When we think about the desires of the ego, the
ego is ultimately false, and the real "I" is not there for us to think about, because the "I"
is unconscious. So, to reflect on the ego is to reflect on an imaginary ego. Once these
illusionary self-collapses, all the values in it will collapse with it, which is very
traumatic. It is necessary to focus on reflecting on the ideas in the text, suspending the
"I" and reflecting on it, or reflecting on the "I" directly as a symbol. Because reflecting
on the self hurts, and most people have low self-esteem and anxiety caused by over-
reflection on the self. And I need to study natural communication and interaction by
reading some books on the psychology of effective communication.
Finally, compulsive thinking about anxiety and desire can be linked to the
psychodynamic theory of narcissism, and psychodynamic therapy also offers solutions.
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) as a specific diagnostic category was originally
isolated by Freud in 1894. In doing so, he brought together in a single case a set of
conditions that had long been described but had been linked to various diagnostic
categories. These include compulsive ideas (those recurrent thoughts), an irrepressible
urge to carry out acts that seem ridiculous or repulsive to the subjects, and rituals (those
compulsively repetitive actions). The thinking of the compulsive person is a frenzied
work to rationalize the very existence of his thoughts (which confirms the particular
burden of the guilt felt by the obsessive-compulsive person), the compulsive person
executes certain obsessive rituals just because he feels that it will enable him to escape
from the lack of the Big Other, i.e. the emasculation of the Big Other, which often takes
the form of some kind of horrible catastrophe in fantasy. For example, in the case of
one of Sigmund Freud's obsessive-compulsive neurotics, the patient developed various
elaborate rituals, which he performed to counteract the dreadful punishment that he
feared would be imposed on his father or his sweetheart. An additional characteristic of
OCD is the total lack of tolerance for loss, which is expressed in daily expressions of
control, since the loss of the object reminds him of the castration, whereas it is the
phallic wistfulness and the loss of castration that puts him in the same position as the
structure related to the father, that is, he constantly tries to replace the father or to be in
the position of representing the father's role. They want to go for prestige, and if they
can't externally, they do it at home. For example, the obsessive boss or partner always
wants to be in control, (even self-control, pauses in speech not to clear their heads, but
just to control their expression.) For this they must be powerful conquerors, they
achieve one goal and then they set the next one, (because of this OCD is plagued by
desires, desires followed by the next one, deliberate delays not to satisfy the desire.)
They also quickly give up what they have gained, that is, they kick it away. This is not
a loss, the loss is always passive and unwilling, and active renunciation does not allow
them to experience a sense of loss. The other characteristic of OCD is usurpation, but
this usurpation mostly occurs in fantasy, after all, they are identified with their father's
law. But there is also usurpation that occurs in real situations, that is, in sexual and
romantic relations, because that is where the real and symbolic worlds reign the weakest.
It is there that he can gain pleasure by controlling his object and can do things that
overstep his sense of morality (such as deviant sexual behavior). Yet, in most cases,
compulsions are also extremely conservative, and they emphasize highly strict moral
requirements, a kind of pretense of transgression, excessive compliance with morals is
also a kind of transgression, but the pretense of tyranny is just a kind of self-deception,
the more they try to establish standards, the more they want to transgress, (thus reaching
a certain pleasure) but because of their dependence on their paternal law, so they resist
the real transgression. Their mindless desire for transgression is not satisfied, and they
bind themselves with rules while establishing rules for the sake of transgression. They
want to follow the rules and are bound by heavy rules at the very same time. This clash
can bring them a great sense of tearing. Some people in life stubbornly protect order
and virtue, yet this simply reflects their ignorance of what is included, they are just
blind vile moralists without complete reflection. From a psychodynamic perspective,
the reason for my recursive thinking about anxiety and desire may be related to
narcissism in psychodynamics, a theory that explains that one's over-reflection on
oneself is an over-control of the self, which is damaging to our physical and mental
health. One's arrogance is to cover one's low self-esteem, and one's excessive low self-
esteem is to cover one's inner arrogance. Some studies have shown that the ego is weak
in all areas and that self-regulation can be dysfunctional in people with a narcissistic
personality disorder. Low self-esteem is indeed closely related to narcissism. A patient
with severe pathological narcissism finds no way to value themselves unconditionally
or assign value to others. As a result, they cannot be motivated to embrace the
subjectivity of another human being. Instead, such patients tend to value only the other
person's dependence, while valuing themselves only conditionally. The solution to my
problem is to have no regrets and to tell myself that regrets are meaningless. As for low
self-esteem, I believe it takes time and a lot of healthy interpersonal interactions to
transform myself, which is what psychodynamics points out, to maintain healthy object
relations. So how can I use psychodynamics to treat my compulsive thinking anxiety
and desires? I think it can be addressed by building a healthy object relationship.
Essentially, it's about having the object provide a strong sense of acknowledgment and
recognition. But, narcissists are trying to hide the hurt, and I need the object to recognize
the special defense mechanism my narcissism uses to ward off hurtful pain, and from
there to go back and discover the cause of the hurt. As soon as the cause of the hurt is
discovered, the object and I can explore the issue carefully so that I don't feel threatened.
And this object relationship is only established if I can maintain my inner cohesion, and
it is therapeutic in nature. To heal the narcissist, one must recreate one's structure,
retrace traumas and memories, and have the repeated endorsement of others.
To sum up, firstly, according to Lacan's explanation of desire and anxiety, I should try
to focus on the topic of myself and the object of desire and go after it. It is in the pursuit
of lack that my life unfolds and continues. In the long run, keeping some distance from
the other person's desires is a good coping strategy. Because distancing myself from the
other person's desires prevents me from being consumed by the other person's desires,
it allows me to keep my ego intact because I don't project too much of myself onto the
other person. Second, for the anxiety generated by the repetitive thinking of addiction,
we define the link between operant conditioning and this compulsion. And exposure
therapy and behavioral therapy were proposed to reduce my symptoms. Counteract this
repetitive rational thinking with emotion. This can be used as positive reinforcement.
Finally, the anxiety associated with compulsive thinking is also related to the
psychodynamic interpretation of narcissism and there are psychodynamic treatment
options. The treatment option is to establish a healthy object relationship and this object
relationship can be offered to me for recognition. This leads to the re-establishment of
one's structure, the retracing of traumas and memories, and the repeated recognition by
others.
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