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[Michael Of Nebadon] 12:29:57
Yeah. So you've got to ease that, loosen it up.

The whole world. It seems to have a.

Ages a desire to get rid of the feminine.
[Carlos Gustavo Callizo] 12:30:27

We without them any email.

Yes, they from the politicians to the governments, to the finances.

It's all that assertive male pushiness.

But they do it in an underhanded way.

Yeah.

Yes, it's a form of black magic, actually.

Yeah.
[Alicia Codas] 12:31:03

Hmm!

It's a form of manipulation.

So from that controlling A in its destructive side.

Hmm!

It tends to be manipulative.

Yes, I wonder if you can. I wonder if you can each see that in yourselves?

Yeah.

Yes, Michael, in my case I was very manipulating and not yes, manipulative.

Manipulative, huh!

Any not to fall in that candidacy to one to money billed.
Yeah, you can see that right?

Yes, and and I I I am vigilant not to be in that way.

Yes.

Right. You're watching.

Yeah.

Right manipulating from a from a preset idea and agenda preset.

Yes, when I come to do these these talks with all of you.

The best place for me to to enter. Our conference is in the feminine.

Yes, I'm not trying to push an idea, because that prevents the spirit and my
persona from entering.

Hello! So!

For example, if I brought a whole script and try to control everything I was
saying.

Maybe I I would be motivated by fear of making a mistake or something.

Yes, fear of letting go of the control and and the allowing right, allowing the
great intelligence to come.

Okay, hold on. I have to turn to page 3, and my script.

Everyone.

Yes, where was I, Carlos? Which paragraph?

Go to? Yeah.

Right. See? It doesn't. And so you might each be coming into your life each day
with with a preset script.
But all of this work you're doing is to be able to to be genuine, spontaneous, and
in freedom.

Yes, and right, if you're bringing that intellectual agenda.

You won't let that happen.

When I come to these things I'm I have no idea what I'm going to say.

Nothing!

Sometimes an hour before, or maybe I'm talking to beloved Karen, and and I haven't
a sort of idea of what I want to share.

But 99% of the time. No, I.

It has to be appropriate where all of you that are here, many of you are struggling
with things, and so what needs to be said needs to be appropriate.

It needs to be appropriate to your growth.

Yes, if it's truly serving you.

Oh, if it's serving me, then I'm going to come with some agenda right?

But if it's if you are desiring to serve life, you cannot come with a program. A
preset agenda.

Yeah.

Good, Alicia. I think you're your understanding a little better. Perhaps.

Yes, Michael. Yes, thank you very much.

And, Alicia. If you, if you at some point want to attract a nice, healthy man, you
need to be able to be in the feminine.

Yeah.

Hmm!
Yes, I know that. Yes.

Right.

I am a VoIP I am avoiding. Yes, yes!

Yes, yes, you're avoiding it right. Well, well, look, you know they, the men of the
world might be polarized in a lot of masculine and denying the feminine.

And if you're walking this path, you you're probably that would not be too exciting
to be with a man that is so polarized.

Yes, that kind of masculinity it it believes it already knows everything.

Maybe it comes here and starts telling me what it's doing.

No! No! Hey!

Maybe it's seeking approval, or it wants to be in control.

But those of you who who really want to take a risk and grow.

Just put yourself forth into into the conference without a preset idea or a agenda.

That would be like the spirit of discovery.

Allowing new knowledge, instead of always bringing the your what you already think
you know.

Just to allow the miracles to happen.

Yes, you need to be in the, in the sincerely genuine open.

Good Alisia. Thank you, honey.

Thank you. Michael.

Go ahead!

I wanted to share that these days I was working a lot with the I am and they and it
then came to me a lot of ideas and philosophies and personal person personal and
ideas and philosophies.

And I had to confront with anti-.

Oh!

Thank you.

Alicia. Carlos really knows what he's doing here, doesn't he?

Here we go!

He's very spiritual.

Yeah, one of the things that I realized that I value to do the things by myself.

Yes, tell us some more, mayestro.

Oh, yes, very independent, right.

Hey? Yes, yes, but a, and that I ask, and.

Yes.

Not only where do I get?

And I have some values that they they are not too good.

Yeah, no, I don't know why I I am, you know, laughing, you know.

But I, yeah.

So so allow that feminine to come forth.

That's your emotion that you're trying to repress.

Carlos.

Let it go. Let your control. Let yourself be out of control.
Okay.

Yeah.

You began this conversation, doing exactly what I mentioned not to do.

Hmm!

Here. Sorry.

Well, you're delaying your own progress, delaying.

Yeah, and this is where Alicia Carlos is.

Yes, Michael, I know.

Yeah.

But it would be better for you to just let it in.

Let it in without having to appear like you have your act altogether.

Yes, this shift for you has been coming for 5 years.

We've been working on this.

Yeah.

Huh!

Yeah.

You are actually most happy when you allow the feminine Carlos.

I am late.

Go ahead!

I've seen that with you you enjoy the spontaneous of what happens.

No money, that is, I only want to thank you because I am realizing that Michael.

Yeah.

Hmm!

Yes.

Yes, less defensive and apprehensive. Right, you say.

Yes, Mark.

Yes, it's a question of fear and control.

Yes, remember, in the course we were talking. We're we've been talking about
defending error from truth.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Alright!

And exactly the option needs to occur. You need to defend truth and be vigilant of
error.

To different defending truth.

Yeah.

And be yes, and observe not. Be loyal to your errors.

Yeah.

So, Carlos, if you look very closely, all of what you brought forth today is
motivated by certain things.

And just to give you further, it's motivated by certain images, and God has said,
Place no idols before me.
There are. There are outer physical forms of idols, and then there are, you know,
ideas, ideologies, idols, images.

Hmm.

And to become a more unconditioned being for each of you those idols and images
must fall away.

Oh, you yes, you will all be so much happier!

Humanity in its will, fullness.

Yes, it believes that if it brings, if it has control and brings these images that
it will be happier. And it's it's not true.

Yes, place no idols before.

No images.

Learn to come into each moment without a preset agenda.

Yes, let go of the need to control it. It's an artificial need.

You are handing your control over to the indwelling.

Yeah, this is the big evolutionary. It preparation for you.

Yes.

What are you seeing, Carlos? Anything?

Yeah.

Tell me what the that is. So we can talk. Make sure that we're talking about the
same thing.

One on!

All is about sex and the things of the code.
The worldly things, and daily that in which and we pull the control.

Yeah.

Yes, so you you you carry into each moment that agenda of what you're saying.

Yes.

The worldly, the sexuality, all of that.

Yeah.

And you're I would imagine your trying to find some fulfillment with those things
you carry them into each moment.

Yes, there's a part of you in being unconscious.

You believe those things will give you what you see.

Hmm, yeah, I am realizing.

Yes, it's.

I!

Hmm!

Yeah. So you take Greg right here.

Certainly is like. I want to understand all of that. In one moment.

And sometime it's difficult for me to get those unconscious parts.

Yes, but, Carlos, oh, all of these things that you're doing even now, trying to
appear so smart and using and.

Go ahead!

It keeps you away from becoming child like free.
Yeah, yes, you had emotion occurring a few times here in this conversation, and you
pushed it away.

Yes, in one. In one moment you're saying you want God.

You want. I'm not sure what you want. Actually, right?

And then and then the next moment, you you're pushing away the very transation
that's offered.

I don't want to push more. How can I change that?

That's exactly where were you today when I spoke 20 min ago about this very topic?

Were you chanting the IM as you were missing the I am you are chanting.

Yes, good.

I am, I am, and the I am couldn't even get through.

Get through!

Right? Okay, yeah, yeah.

Couldn't!

Couldn't enter.

I am, I am the violet I am. Oh, Pedon Dios! I'm very busy now.

Yeah.

Don't disturb me.

I am for me was new. When you say that the power of invitation is to.

Alright!

Yes, that's why I don't use that approach with some of you, but I give it.
It's one of the powers. It's a beautiful thing.

It's just that.

It has not produced the kind of transformation that's needed because of the human
way.

Yeah.

Right. It allows the intellect to grab that I am stuffed, and it's all control.

And and it's the reverse that needs to occur.

Yeah, of course, you are looking to be identified and and give yourself to the
inner.

I am. Call it what you want.

But the human intellect. Then they just start pushing with all that control.

And it is that self that pushes, that actually needs to completely dissolve.

Okay.

Yeah.

So you don't hear me teaching that approach. But a number of you are.

Those ideas have been around, but unfortunately they have not produced the degree
of transation that was hoped for.

The hope for the transformation that that was hoped for.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Or to invite.

Invite the IM.
I am not sure I am not I would have given that correct, though

I am not sure if my understanding is correct.

That's right. And you've been around how many years. And you're still. You're
coming with your own agenda, Carlos, and learning, and you can be learning much
more quickly.

Huh!

Yeah.

They know that.

Yes, it's valley, this idea. These ideas are valuable for many of you here.

Yes, it it is the little self that has to ease.

It's managing and controlling.

It needs to to loosen up.

Muted.

It needs to be less controlling.

The more controlling you are, everyone, the less. Faith you're demonstrating.

Okay. Okay.

Let me go to the next person, if there is one, and just hold on to your question,
we come back to you.

Okay. Thank you.
[Marina Bellelli] 12:59:58

Tell me good.

Ola!

I only I want to to came for I don't know what I came for.

Come, for!

Good good! That's the best place.

Yes, you're not bringing any preset agenda.

Sometimes better and sometimes worse.

You just want more of what God has prepared for you.

Yes.

Yes.

So how is your relationship with that man you live with that this is, I'm beginning
to work with you now.

Hmm!

I'm beginning to give you what you want. You have to pay attention.

So okay, that's nice that it's better sometimes.

But you need to look closely at why you're struggling with that. Why?

Hey! What are you to conflict?

What? Well, I didn't say that exactly, but.

Struggle is. Yes!

So I want Marina for you to look at.

Yes.

What occurs that makes it pay, or, worse?

Sometimes I feel that I have to complain him in things that I don't want.
And I feel inner pressure.

Okay. But before you even complain, what's occurring that that compels you to have
to complain?

What's occurring? What's coming to you?

You know, to to be time with him, to be to do what he wants.

No!

You know he needs.

Huh!

Yes.

Oh!
[Augusto Pimpli Lopez] 13:03:17

Accomplished, accomplished.

Hey? Regardless.

Is, is that what you're okay? So what's occurring that makes you feel uncomfortable
with that.

What's taking place?

What's the behavior that the Senora of the House is is expressing?

Yeah.

I feel a dependence to him. I feel dependent.

Okay, you, you feel dependent upon him.

Yes.

And we're not talking financial in this way. But we're talking emotionally.
Both.

Okay, and.

And you don't like that.

Being dependent on him.

Yes. Why?

Yes.

Sometimes it doesn't annoy me, but sometimes yes.

The emotional dependence.

Yes.

And what does that mean? Emotional dependence? You are hoping to have so-called
peace emotionally between you.

I feel that sometimes I must.

And sometimes I think that I have to do things to.

For for to please. Thank you.

Hmm!

Yes, and that is no.

And sometimes is good, but in other times not.

Well when it's not good.

The things that you have to do? Are they hurting you?

I have moved to put and limits not to hurt myself through him.
Okay. Is he still forcing you to go up in an airplane and jump with a parachute?

No!

No!

No right, but we're talking the intimate things.

!

We're talking, joining him socially and things you prefer not.

Did.

And travels.

Okay.

Alive to go out and to go to the oh!

Shows in the night.

Yes, and why not I? I don't like that.

We are doing that more lately, because I think I cannot be so so.

Okay. But.

I think I I don't want to be more to alright.

Yes, I try to go on, but not so much in a in a in the middle.

It's hard.

Right. Right. You go along with it. You go along.

But really you yes!

And we have A.
We always have a some in our house, and in one way this is beautiful because we
have a an open house, and much of our friends like to come in our house, and this
is beautiful, but I like in a way.

and I don't like in other way, because.

Too much for me.

Well, it is a good opportunity for you to study humans.

And people! Oh, my God!

Hey? Yes.

And to see what reactions you might have and.

Hey!

Yes, because.

If you are not vibrating in that way, it would never happen.

There's something there for you, Marina.

Yeah, say, yes, I reckon. Yes, yes, I thank you.

Now I can see.

What are you seeing?

That all that these people bring to me I am, must learn from that.

Yes.

Yes, to observe, to study yourself and the people.

Yes.

Yes, to find.
Yes.

Today. Yes, I was talking with them with our friends that came to our house. And
yes, I I think I must find my way in all that. Yeah.

Yes, so that's a kind of reflection of you, avoiding your own humanness.

Yes.

Do you tend to do that?

Yeah. Okay, yes, I can.

So you've got to go into the human, but I'm sure you how to approach it.

Yeah.

I can feel your energy. You want to disappear into the mountains.

Oh, Mikael, I was hoping you tell me something different.

Steve.

No, no, because?

Hello!

Because to be so alone I don't like even that.

No!

Right, right.

No, I suffer in in that way.

Yes, I don't like.

Yes, to be 2 isolated.
So for that, yeah.

To isolate.

Yeah.

But, Marcos, if the the opposite of me in that sense yes!

The other extreme. Micro. Wait a minute.

Yes.

Yes.

Which is what describe the other extreme?

Yes, he always want to be with some friend, and if he he has a lot of friends, and
he always is thinking in some trip with some friend, or to go to have dinner or
lunch with some, and and.

And to invite them at our home house.

Yeah, we have people inh at house every weekend every week.

Okay.

Yeah.

So the universe must know what it's doing.

Yes.

Yes. What would you prefer to be doing?

No, I don't know.

Oh, but but you must! You must have to know something. What would you prefer to do?

Would you prefer to be in your pajamas, meditating alone?
No, no!

No, I don't like that. No, no!

What would you prefer to be doing?

Well for me to be here in the conference, for example.

Okay.

And I, now!

For me!

For me to be here in the conference that, for example, there were in at home here
with me some friends that come to have lunch.

Okay. And then, and you had to.

And I in in the hour that this began.

Yeah.

I tell them, hey? Bye-bye. I have to go up to the conference.

And I feel bad to let them.

Leave them! Leave me!

Leave them, and I feel bad, too, if I don't. I'm here.

Yes. So that's reflecting to you that inner division in you.

To serve.

Yeah.

What's the inner division? What is that?

To.

To.

And masters.

So!

God and the world.

Carlos.

That's the division you have in you. It's manifesting.

Yes, yes.

And.

Marcus is really helping you by kind of presenting, so that you you also embrace
the world.

Thank you.

God and the world.

They can become integrated, so that you're with people sipping wine.

And you are awake to the formless Christ.

Hey!

Yes.

Let me still

Hmm!

Yes, you can practice the presence of God in the midst of social activities.

Not one or the other, but to to blend the 2.
So if I were you, I would look at some of the more rigid ideas you carry.

Yes.

You know the rules. You might carry rules.

Hey hey Kenneth, God.

God is good and the world is bad.

Yeah, that's an oversimplification. But you understand.

See.

All those people that are in your house. Who are they?

Me!

Well, and who are you?

Yeah.

Then then.

Got it?

And where is that?

Oh, the end! The intellect! Now it knows some things. Oh!

Everywhere is that?

Yes, now can you be come? Can you gain the consciousness of that?

Not just the intellectualness of it. Right?

Yes.

I would love, I would love this.

Yes. Can you be sipping wine and and realizing?

Oh, I am in this consciousness that's inclusive of everything.

Yeah, right?

Can you go on the trips with Marcus, and every step of the way you are entering
that communion with the fallless?

Right.

Right. You don't feel the division.

And I would. Yes!

Right. There is no division. There's a absolutely none.

Cloud.

Hi! And this I don't want to lose.

Hmm!

Yes, something different occurs here with us like this versus, maybe some social
activities that you have. Okay.

Hey Sean!

And.

Yeah. So when we have something like this, you choose this.

But we don't have this all the time.

Hey? Anthony!

No yes!

Yes, every every weekend. You have people, but maybe we're here for 2 h today we
will be, what time is it?

Yes.

Right? Right? Maybe 40 more. Minutes.

Alright alright yourself! They don't ask me.

Yes, but now they left. I don't have Harry to go.

Right, right.

Yes.

Right? Okay, yeah.

Yes, but I will see them again. Yes, okay.

Yeah, yes. When you see them, tell them, tell them sorry. I was just talking with
the Creator of this universe.

I wonder if you said that completely, seriously, what would happen?

They don't ask me, they the because at home and they it came.

That's all. No, they don't ask anymore.

They are! Oh!

The couple with 2 2 sons, 2 children.

A couple of okay. And they went. When they wake up, woke up.

They saw me writing and.

But instead, when I stay alone with one of the children.

He asked me a lot what I am doing, what I do in the in the week. I told him
something, and he asked, yes.
Hey!

But not he doesn't ask too much, but a little.

He asked.

The he asked some not not too much, but comparing with with her, with his parents.

He was asking.

Okay, you're talking about a younger person.

Yes.

Yes, 20 years old.

And and what about all those old people that come around you?

They don't ask. I sometimes I say something, but they don't ask, and then I
stopped, and then I stopped.

I will!

I!

Do? Do they tell you about what they're doing?

Yes, yes.

I ask them. Yes.

Yes, and and.

Why not tell them about what you're doing? Not waiting for them to ask?

Well, some things. I told him them.

For example, this morning I told him that hey?

I had a conference this last right, and that was, if we for.

Yes.

And it was, is so revealed for me.

For me!

And I was writing in my in my journaling with the all that revelations that I
failed.

And what, and stop the I stop there then, because they don't.

I don't see in them the interest to for that.

Hey! Hmm!

That's but that's yes. You don't see the end.

However.

I'm not suggesting that you be responding to them.

I'm suggesting that you'd be acting in you.

Oh!

I don't. I really understand.

And , notice, okay?

It will take confidence. Everyone.

You need confidence.

Yes, we've been doing this a while, and well, I might as well tell you my thought.

You, you all must become better.

Representatives of what we're doing.
Your misrepresenting, and it's causing a problem, I'm told.

Yes, you don't know how to to talk about what you're doing, and you you're ashamed
and embarrassed about what you're doing.

Yes, what will it take? If, for example, for Marina to to to sit with a glass of
wine and say, Do you want the existence of the universe is right in front of you?

Could you tell those people that?

Yes, because you are more you are. You have more knowledge than they do.

They don't even know the question to ask.

What if, Marina? I never did a lecture, and I just waited for you to ask me.

And you never learned anything that I'm giving. You would not know what to ask.

I would wait for you.

See.

Even now, most of you, you don't know what to ask.

Right, wasn't it said to everyone, ask, and you shall receive.

Ask.

You must understand how to ask everyone.

But it, but at the same time, Marina, we're talking about you, not asking, or
perhaps asking, the people stimulating.

There their existence. You, stimulating their existence, will take confidence.

I'm not. I'm not suggesting you speak in a dogmatic way.

No!

Yes, my friends, do you not know the adjuster lives in you?

Yeah.

Huh! Who?

No!

But because you are each not not communicating, not representing things. It's been
very difficult to expand this work.

Explain.

Yes, many of you. You're blocking the opportunity.

That's what I wanna say to you.

You are, you are betraying what we're doing because you're not understanding how to
represent things.

And so this, which is a very good thing for humanity, and there are many that are
looking.

But you must understand how to represent things.

If people have a preset idea, they.

If you talk dogmatically, they already have a preset opinion.

So you need to learn how to present things, not through the the already known
opinions.

Because these things are the answer to what? What the human beings are looking for.

But but they don't expect it to be in this way.

Yeah.

They are all starving to death.

Right.
Yes, Marina, what kind of wine is this? That we're drinking?

It's very tasty.

Yes.

No, what kind I'm asking you.

It's a red wine. It's a red wine from.

Hey? The red wine and the Malbeck maybe.

Yes, okay, Malbeck, right? Argentina makes a lot of wines.

Yes.

Argentina makes a lot of wine, good wines.

Yes, we get them up here.

Yes.

Yes.

Yes, Marina, it's a good wine.

I like this.

Yeah.

Now, what do you say to me? I'm in your house.

I'm socializing.

Okay.

I said to you that at night. It's nice.

Think about all one to have here this wine in the process.

No, Aliceia, not exactly English.

Hey? He said, Michael. She said that it wouldn't be very nice to see or to
recognize.

What are the implicants? Yes, to produce the wine?

All that is behind that wine to arrive at that point.

Yes, yes, yes.

Yes.

When it's good, is.

All the people, all the like.

Oh, everything that everything that must come together to produce this wine you're
saying.

Yes. Yeah.

Oh, okay.

Same.

Oh, yes, very interesting. What you say, senora. Tell me something more.

Hmm!

Now, can can you make all the outer things?

Just a metaphor for the inner existence.

Yes, oh, yes, all the things that!

Came together to produce this wine. Oh, yes!

Okay? Yeah. Who?

But.

What, what they're really, what they are really reflecting upon is all the things
that came together to produce their existence.

31.

Yes.

Everyone is looking for connection, meaning, understanding.

The balls, the balls! Oh!

Yes, oh, interesting, Signora, all the things. Yes, okay. Now, now, that's an
opening for you.

To speak truth, Marina, have the to speak truth.

Yeah.

Yes, the courage to speak your mind.

Everyone.

Yes, I I I would say that everyone put our oh, oh, our own qualities or.

But not in in a stupidity of fanaticism, but in a sharing of the joy of existence.

Okay.

The reason you're not enjoying your time, Marina.

During those moments is because you are. You're not sharing what is meaningful to
you.

You're hiding. You're hiding.

All of you. You're all hiding, and and you are lacking confidence, and you're
ashamed.
I say unto each one of you, Thomas, before the clock strikes 3, you shall betray
me.

Deny me 3 times.

That man. Oh, I don't know him. I have nothing to do with him.

Oh, those ideas! No, I don't believe that ideas!

Yes, so many of you. You must grow. You must act with more confidence, but not
fanaticism.

Oh, Sixora! Yes, this wine! Yes, I like what you say.

All the things that had to come together to produce this wine, and allow me to sip,
to drink this wine.

What would you say to that, Senora Bellle?

How can you bring forth your what's valuable and meaningful to you?

Into your social setting.

Hey!

Tell me!

Oh! In the!

Our own.

Yes, our own, given in this.

I go. I our own.

I don't know what you're saying.

Huh!

I. I need some more wine, maybe, to understand that I'm drunk.

Exactly. How will you? How do you know how to each of you?

Everyone here.

It's intended that you bring an invite in 2 or 3 people in your atmosphere.

But you're hiding. You're judging them.

You're judging what you're doing.

You judge them that they don't want to hear about it, but it's your responsibility
to convey it in a certain way.

Hey? Thank you.

Huh!

To.

Yes, to to present it in a way where your communication can reach them.

Okay.

But in arrogance. Everyone you judge the people. You think they are too stupid to
understand, or they're not interested, and is not necessarily true.

You must learn to communicate with others to reach them.

Yes.

Yes, and you need to be confident.

Hmm!

Yes, Marina confident. Right.

No!

And yes, that I have here. Yes!

You have a terrible fear. Everyone that that they're going to judge you. Their
little self, which is unreal, is going to judge you.

Yes, yes.

Yeah.

Huh!

Yes, everyone.

Normally in a community such as ours, it can only grow.

One heart reaching another.

Yes, is very important to attempt to to open the door to reach humanity.

There's a vision that wants to to expand here, and it cannot, because,
unfortunately, you are okay.

I just say it. You know you each are way too cowardly.

Cowardly!

Hmm!
[Morgiel Morgan] 13:46:56

More Giles here!

Yes, Margie Marina, we're good for the moment.

Yes. Okay. More gill.

Yes, yes, we can thank you.

Reaching out to others. So I found that they go all we've been warned about this.

Uhhuh.

The false profits. And so you!

Yes. And what do you think about that? What do you think about that?

Okay, Carlos, can you continue?

Okay, okay, I will try. Yeah.

I try to tell them that it doesn't make any sense.

This man is doing everything for us nonprofit.

I will not be able sorry.

That would not be the best approach. Yes, I'm to be included in it, but it's but
I'm not asking you to lead with this man type of thing.

Okay.

I'm asking you to. I'm asking you to lead with an engaging idea.

Yes, there may come a time, they say. Who's telling you?

Then you talk about a man that's fine, but the idea will is more important to
engage them initially.

Now Carlos more. Gil. Does Coca-cola.

Do you think they have a few receptive people in the world?

Coca-cola.

Oh yes!

Pepsi, Pepsi, Coca-cola!

They have a lot of drinks right? They have a lot.

They have a lot of customers and potential customers.

Potential.

I'm telling you. Yes, they have. They present it in a way that's appealing.

A terrific sales, staff.

Yes, Coca-cola, it will kill you.

But you'll enjoy it.

Do they present it like that?

No, I don't think so. It is inviting people into an idea.

Go ahead. Absolutely. The main thing.

If someone is still more. Gil, do you say, Mr. Coca-cola?

In 1841, he and and they're thirsty.

Just give them the Coca-cola.

Yes, the Coca-cola. It satisfies their thirst.

These ideas will begin to satisfy the thirst.

Yes, you!

So!

Okay, I'll have to work on my approach.

Who are you talking to, for example?

Well, your ranch a bunch that are in the area.

Okay, your ranch, a bunch and.

This is a study group in Arizona.
Yes, and a.

And how are you there? Are you attending the study group?

I had in the past.

And.

And when you talk to them with, if you go to their zoom conference or or physical,
you know their physical study group.

Whatever. What do you say?

That I've discovered Christ. Michael!

Oh, very good. That's gonna go over very well. You've discovered Christ, Michael.

Available for everybody.

See.

Not not the best approach? No, no!

Okay.

That's the that's being a follower.

And.

I want you to be more.

Actualized.

Yes, more. Gil, do you see that in the study groups?

Probably there's not much spirit, and they are just mentally reading.

Something.

Are they hungry? Are they still thirsty?

Yeah, they're following up a chandler.

Following a channeler who's channeling? Probably someone from the super universe.
Something silly like that.

Yeah. Calls himself Gabriel of Urrenchia.

Oh, even better. Yes, yes, I know who you're talking about.

Okay.

So!

So I will tell you that that is a cult.

That's what I got out of it.

Yes, I, that is not Gabriel of Salvington, he says, Gabriel, of your all of that
he's he's just confused, but they are following that.

You see the problem?

Yeah, and he is losing some of his followers.

What do you see?

Sorry.

Oh, he's lost! Some of his followers!

Okay, he's lost some of his followers. Then.

Hmm! Including me. I used to go there just to have somebody to read your answer
book with on Sundays.

Right.

And why not continue?
They don't seem receptive, but that's probably my fault.

No, why not?

Why do you still go there? Do you still enjoy it?

No, I'm enjoying my time with you.

Right. You found something a bit more truthful.

Absolutely.

And those people, those people, are following something that is not exactly the
same.

Right.

Okay. And I have a neighbor I've approached, and he invited me to his.

I guess a Bible study and I'm thinking that I should actually go and listen.

Have a chance, maybe to.

And.

Okay.

And without even mentioning any person here or any organization. I want you to
mention what you are becoming.

I want you to speak about the fruit that they're all starving for.

The people that are thirsty for Coca-cola.

They don't care about who invented it, who brought it forth?

They don't care.

Good.
Maybe they're interested much later in that.

Hey!

They would love to drink a Coca-cola.

Thank you. That's the kind idea I was looking for.

Tell me what you understand.

But yup!

To explain what's actually going on in me and what I'm learning and.

Yes, yes, you are the representative. The fruit is blossoming upon you.

And you won't get any resistance.

Oh, tell them you are in a Sunday conference with Jesus Christ.

You wanna get resistance to approach it that way.

Hmm.

But if if you share, if you but share with them what you are, what you are
receiving, the fruit of your existence, and no one, no one, will resist you.

They all want the same.

Thank you very, very much.

Right.

Hey, Shiva, I go!

Yes, don't look, of course our my person here. I have taught all of you many
things.

My person here, and you call upon the comforter. Okay, that's a that's that is a
simultaneous thing.
But what you're learning is coming from a man.

Yes, a man that is at one with something greater. Right? You know.

But so so at some point, that is part of the whole process.

But I wouldn't lead. With that I would lead with what you are finding inside of
you.

Yes, you cannot take the organization away, or the person that I am, because you
didn't come to these ideas completely on your own.

Everyone.

Yes, so it's not a self-help movement where you're coming to your own conclusions.

But you cannot lead with those things, because that brings up the most fear and
doubt.

But again, no resistance will come to you. Everyone, if you begin to live.

These ideas, and you produce the fruit. Everyone will be jealous of you in a good
way.

Mr. Morgill. So you're here in this Uranja group, and what what are you do?

What do you do with your time? What are you learning? What are you becoming?

Now you can share what's what you are discovering for yourself.

That there's a great piece within, if you just allow it.

Wow! That is much more powerful, and brings me to tears, much more.

Than talking initially about Christ, Michael Salvington. That just what you said.

Good.

You said it better than I could ever say it.
You will get no resistance. With that.

No, you will make people really ponder and think, and be a little jealous, and say,
Oh, if he can do it, I want to know how.

Yeah.

Yes, but then the next thing you say should not be well, why don't you join and
come to a no, don't do that either.

Okay.

Right. Of course you all understand that the commitment to your education in this
it has to be there, but but you need to learn how to present these.

Ideas without talking organization, and Christ Michael immediately. That will not
win that.

Wow! Wow! Margie, are you telling us there's a piece that's from within.

If we only allow it. You know I thought I was allowing it, but really I'm not.

I'm struggling more gill right, they might say.

What are you doing? What are you doing inside?

Your is what the question is, you know.

It's a single tomorrow again. What is, you know?

It's simply the recognition of the truth.

Okay.

That surrounds all of us.

Okay. And and what do you mean by the truth?

Right. They're asking even further.

Yeah.

Yes, if there you're at you mean the adjuster within you mean God within.

Yes, but we pray, and we do that.

But when if I'm being honest, right as one of these people, they might say, but but
we're not, we're not.

We're not obtaining the fruit. We're not getting there for some reason.

And you are saying more, Gil, that you are, you're able to get to that piece. Is
that right?

Yes.

Wow! Can you tell us one idea of yours? Right? Speak everyone in terms of ideas and
understandings of how to approach all of this.

That's what you're learning here. The the the eternal way of approaching all of
this, so that you produce the real fruit.

That's all.

And and we have more thirsty customers. Then Coca-cola, Pepsi, and a 1,000 other
soft drink companies.

Every human is a customer.

Yes, they just.

But many. They don't realize that they're thirsty.

What are you doing more, Gil? Can you tell us one thing to help us?

Recognition of all life but my breath, everything I see, everything.

I feel all comes from the same place.

Wow! Right?

Yes, beautiful. And the way your expressing it is non dogmatic, not the jester, and
all these terms, but just a very organic thing.

Okay, more, Gail. So tell us you said, recognizing. Did you say?

Recognition. Is that what you were saying?

Yes, comes from within.

Recognizing, reckon recognition of what's within us, you say within me. Is that
what you're saying?

I love Michael. Sorry.

And that it's available for everyone.

Yes.

Hmm!

And there's a problem that comes with that. If you use it with immaculate purity,
it'll spread like a beautiful garden.

And if you don't use it, it receives from you.

Hmm!

Yes, it. There's a what did you say?

There's a a process or a.

Can you say a little more?

The recognition of what is pure and within us all.

The recognition of what's pure and within everyone.

If that's it.

Yes.
It wants to grow like a garden.

It wants to grow like a garden. Beautiful!

Yes, and if you don't spend the time recognizing it, it recedes.

You said right. It goes apparently further away.

Correct. Yes.

It seems to dial off if you don't.

Yes, you might say everyone. The connection with that, the awareness of that it
receives.

It seems to go further away unless you invite it, unless you give your recognition,
and all of that.

And then everyone. What's more, Gill said, and then you step back and you just
listen.

Let them come to you towards you. Don't flood them with a whole lot.

But but what more Gil said was perfect plenty, and then listen.

Yes, they're thirsty for the Coca-cola, but if you give them 10 bottles you're
going to choke them.

Yes, so initially. They're thirsty. You satisfy their thirst.

But if if you don't approach this correctly, you give them too much, then you turn
a good thing into a bad thing.

Yes, I.

Yes. So you have to be sensitive that they're digesting what you're sharing.

The little bit initially. Please tell us, Margie.

Yes, yes, if you get who gush you, which is easy to do in your enthusiasm, do you
see them back off?
Right.

Yes, that's a kind of fanaticism. It's it feels unsafe.

Yes, you need to be everyone confident, but not arrogant.

Straightforward and simple, but not fanatical.

And you need to know when to shut up and let them digest, drink.

The Coca-cola instead. You're going to kill them.

Yes.

Yes, they're a little thirsty, and you deliver to them with your so-called passion
a dozen bottles of Coke.

They cannot digest that.

Tell us, Margie.

Umhm.

Well, thank you. I've got stuff I can work on now.

Beautiful Margie. Thank you. Yes.

This work, these ideas, the school it wants to extend right, extend every one.

Apparently I'm showing you how to extend existence.

The ideas of it, the ideas.

Yeah, but I think many user in frame of then they're like, see?

Yes, in most situations you might extend it just by your loving heart.

Tens. Yeah, he there!
But there are those times when you can share the ideas.

With confidence and and a sense of well-being inside you.

Good Margie, thank you. Who else?

Yeah.

Uhhuh.

I am being blank. I am. Yeah.

I have a lot of question how to assume the responsibility, to co-operate with you
and ask you here.

Right, right you each. You don't want to be a a hindrance to the expansion of these
things.

I don't know. I don't remember. Yeah.

An obstruction.

Hey? However, I can't, Michael. I however, I would like to know how I have to focus
on that.

Yes. Well?

What is one of the fruits that that are blossoming within you?

Yes.

Yes.

I find more calm.

And I feel better with my family. I don't feel so anxious.

Yes, you feel more of a wellness.

You're becoming healthier. Emotionally, mentally.
Maybe physical. I don't know.
[Eustacia Ramona Avila Chavez] 14:18:19

Yes. Michael C.

Yeah. Then.

I have. I feel like great difference in the 3 aspects you know you have mentioned.

Right? Right? That's everyone is searching for that.

For the Year Search Important.

I have a review seat there, which I which I pray with Sarah, and sometimes she is
asking me.

Yeah.

And she's always saying that she doesn't have zoom, and she doesn't know how to
enter.

Okay.

And he always asking me questions about.

He's asking about you, Michael.

Yes, and.

But she's becoming curious.

Yes, terrific. Now, what? How will you respond?

The approach would be, the things I am enjoying to be in more calm.

No, Ramona. No, no, I've been just telling you not to do that.

I've been telling you. You need to know how to present some ideas.

But initially to present the fruit, and then give them one idea that is helping the
fruit to ripen.

To to be more steel, etc.

Right.

Hmm!

Now, what do you tell her?

Oh, my! One of the things also!

Oh, oh, I I want some of those things right.

Yeah.

I see? Yeah, yes.

I will tell her. And also she perceiving me, that transformation.

And do. Do you care about her?

Would you? Would would you like her to to be able to have a better life?

Senor!

Then then you have to learn how to present these things.

Yes, I have to learn. It's true.

Well, you've already been learning.

You tell her your more calm and all of that. Then she says, Oh!

Now, what do you tell her?

I I would say to her that if she would like to lay there the idea to taste the new
one.

Oh, that's probably poison! Ermana!
Where's that to get to?

What do you mean? The new wine?

Ramona.

Give her!

An idea how she can have more peace, how?

Wait!

To get in touch with herself. I haven't learned review that Michael.

No, but Ramona to get in touch with her.

The that's not telling her anything.

See.

Yes, I don't get the idea, Michael.

Right. This. It's a nice idea that belongs up in the clouds.

To get in touch. Oh, thank you very much, Ermana.

I'm going to go get in touch with myself now.

Thank you.

How does she do that? How do you do that?

Now you have to be able to to give her a few sips of the Coca-cola.

What would you tell her?

Right. That's yes, that's where most of you are getting stuck.

Okay, just get a robot space.

How are? How are you getting in touch? How are you getting in touch with yourself,
Ramona?

Almost they connect that ticket. A.

Where to zoom. I said, to do my inquiry, why I had so much anxiety.

Okay.

So you use the principle of inquiry.

The power of inquiry.

I I will show. I would show her if she asked me.

Armana, that sounds good. How do I do? Inquiry?

How?

Can you help me?

Hmm!

What does that mean? To inquire?

Yeah.

Now, what do you say?

Wait a minute, wait!

I can.

No, no, no, no, no! In a 100 years she'll ask you.

And I was saying that I show her.

She's already saying, How do I do? Inquiry?
Everyone. Can you see that you use the masculine assessment?

For in the wrong way, and then you don't use it when you need to use it.

Yes, she's asking you, Ramona, what about inquiry?

Uhhuh.

Okay. Show me Ramona.

Okay.

Ramona. You want to dance on the ballroom floor, but you have to step on the floor.

Hmm.

Yes, so so!

What do I do? Inquiry?

Wait! I don't know anything of what that means, not the Spanish.

The concepts of it.

Getting that a few.

Yes, you're speaking to dogmatically. You're not communicating.

Right.

You're introducing the concepts. It's all about you.

You must reach them.

Good.

Yeah.

Hmm!

Can anyone help Ramona here? Anyone?
[Neni] 14:31:50
And then there's Yup!

Wait! Wait! Outoria's circumstance.

Oh, I'm scared now I'm leaving.

What's that? Circumstanceia? What is this?

Yes, I'm teaching it in a structured way.

So it's a little bit dogmatic, but I want you to convey it just in the most natural
way from your experience.

Mike.

Michael.

So, Nanny, try again.

Huh!
[Neni] 14:33:00
Okay.
[Neni] 14:33:08
Okay.
[Neni] 14:33:11
Would you like to understand?

Yeah.
[Neni] 14:33:19
The cows is their original. The regions of.

What what originally causes, what?
[Neni] 14:33:25
Okay. I'm.

What about inquiry?
[Neni] 14:33:35
Yeah, but I'm trying to introduce the inquiry about try.
[Neni] 14:33:40
I am trying to bring the concept that first is to understand.

What do you do know you're in your mind, Nanny, go into your heart.

Inquiry, and you are. You are feeling better in your life.

Yes, Nanny.
[Neni] 14:33:59
Yes.

Good.

And you said something about inquiry or journal. I don't know what that means.
[Neni] 14:34:03
Yes.

Journal.
[Neni] 14:34:11
Uhhuh.

What do I do? What do you do?
[Neni] 14:34:17
Yes.

Hello!
[Neni] 14:34:22
Alright, to understand!

You right in. You have a blog.
[Neni] 14:34:30
No, it's a personal. It's a personal.

Where do you write?
[Neni] 14:34:40
A paper or notebook, a personal space for me to write only myself, to see.

Okay, I can do that.
[Neni] 14:34:50
Yeah.

Yes, I can do that. And and what do I write?

Alright!
[Neni] 14:35:04
To. I write first. I write my emotions, I to understand what is moving there inside
of me.

Moving there. What moving there I don't understand moving there.
[Neni] 14:35:12
Well!

Emotions. Maybe I understand moving there. What moving!
[Neni] 14:35:20
Okay.

Yeah.

Yeah.
[Neni] 14:35:30
First I write my emotions, my feelings.

If?
[Neni] 14:35:36
Umhm it.

Okay, what does that mean? I write my emotions.

Yeah.
[Neni] 14:35:56
For me to understand what I'm feeling, so I write so I can start seeing, to
understand, to go, to explore.

Oh, oh, really, that will need a difference. I don't understand the connection, but
but I trust you.
[Neni] 14:36:08
What is there for me to see? Uhhuh? What else is there?
I need to write, to see, to explore, to understand.
[Neni] 14:36:30
Yes, to.

Really?

That will help me. Really I had. I had no idea that would help me.
[Neni] 14:36:45
Okay.
[Neni] 14:36:46
Yes, to to allow to to see, to know you more.

Oh!
[Neni] 14:36:57
And because, for example, I can see that some things, I repeat, small.
[Neni] 14:37:05
So I write more, and one moment I say, wow! This keeps repeating.
[Neni] 14:37:11
So there is.

What repeating! I'm lost! Now, what do you mean?

Repeating!
[Neni] 14:37:23
Okay, let's say, let yesterday I write. I wrote one thing, and that thing repeats
again today.

Yeah.

Yeah. Hey?

What you!
[Neni] 14:37:33
And I write.
[Neni] 14:37:37
And I write today this almost the same thing, right? That happens.

What?

What do you mean? What do you mean? I write and it repeats, I'm lost.
[Neni] 14:37:52
Okay.

You see, everyone, a we apparently are in a cult, because you have language that is
keeping you imprisoned. And that's not the intention, right?

Yes, you can receive the terminology, but you must translate it into the ideal.

Yeah.

In such a simple way.

No dogma.

You're talking to Emma. Actually, Emma would understand more quickly, right?

She's yeah. She's gotten a little older.

She's right, right so, but it is but simple.

What do you write that repeats itself. I'm lost.
[Neni] 14:39:14
Yeah, how can I explain? Because I would say, Okay, then it's just that come back.

That's right, exactly.
[Neni] 14:39:23
But if I say that!

The what that comes back.
[Neni] 14:39:26
Okay.

Energies. What's an energy? What does that really mean?

You said you said my emotions. I write.
[Neni] 14:39:42
Everything.
[Neni] 14:39:47
Yes.
And then you said, If it keeps coming back, what is it?
[Neni] 14:40:02
Everything that I create.
[Neni] 14:40:08
First thing, my thoughts.

Everything.

Okay, wait. Everything that you 8. I'm not sure what you mean by create.

But in your thoughts.

I didn't ever think I create. And then thoughts, I'm lost again.
[Neni] 14:40:42
What we. We are all creators, you and I, and then everyone.

Okay.
[Neni] 14:40:53
Yeah, so everything that we?
[Neni] 14:40:59
Put our attention on, we create.

Put our attention on.

Okay, thank you, Nanny. I need more help. Yes, yes, Ramona, what are we gonna do
with Elena?
[Neni] 14:41:11
Okay.

Yes, Ramona, right.

I I would say to her that we have to investigate inside of us.

Okay, investigate? Inquire. Oh, okay. You mean to to look at my things inside me.

My feelings.

See.
Oh, feelings, sentimentos, and emotions!

Hello!

See.

There's 2 things.

Now I'm confused.

Yes, everyone you. This is because the intellect wants to make it so sophisticated.

But it's okay. In the school where you're learning.

But to convey it to someone who doesn't know about the school.

You need to be simple.

Yes.

Yes, you need to communicate is to be in communion with their mind.

Everyone.

Let's see Michael tea.

Yeah, yeah.

If yes, if you really want to be useful.

Yes, you need to take the ideas and turn it into the ideal.

In such a natural way.

So I need to inquire. Look at my feelings.

Hi, I need to observe myself, and to see how that anger produces and where it come
from.

Ramona, I have to, under damned my feelings. Really.

What! What do you mean by that?

Give me an example.

Of understanding.

Okay.

Okay, when when I when I'm angry.

Okay.

Yeah.

Understand my anger, what it produces and where it comes from.

Okay, I I think I can understand that. Right?

Okay.

What it produces. Yes, when I'm angry at my my friend.

Hmm.

It produces a conflict with us.

Okay, and how I don't want to create a conflict.

And yes, and then you say I need to know where it comes from.

Hello! Also, I don't.

Right.

In those days. 2 days we heat ticket.

See.
What?

I need to share myself.

Observe myself where it comes from. What do you mean where it comes from?

Some training produced that hunger, maybe an emotion.

Would be to feel unworthy or.
[Liliana Elizabeth Obando Colmán] 14:47:11

Important.

Important. Thank you.

So you are saying that inquiry the point of inquiry is to understand myself better.

Yes.

Yeah.

And wait, wait, and and if I understand myself better, I can become more.

I can have some of the fruits that you have.

Of course.

I can. That makes sense to me. But I'm gonna need some support.

Of course we need a support button, and there is where the holy speed.

Oh, but Ramona! Holy Spirit acts!

How I'm I'm confused. No, I'm confused now.

With its assistant. If I ask her here.

What's that, Carlos? What!

She will help me.
So I've of course I've I've known about the Holy Spirit, but I haven't known how to
use it or heard.

You're telling me that you are learning how to use the Holy Spirit to help you
understand yourself better.

Yes.

Thank you. See. My, thank you.

Yes, like that.

Oh, okay, good Ramona. Thank you. Thank you.

Okay.

Yes.

Because I can learn with you. There's that way.

Yes, yes, you want to be able to extend God's kingdom.

The ideas.

Yes, what other? What other crazy student will come forth after all, of this?

My!

Yeah.

Yes, yes.

I recognize my!

Yes, yes, too complicated, too complicated.

Yes.
[Inga] 14:51:17
I think we need to write a children's book.
Okay in that. Do you want to say?
[Inga] 14:51:25
No, I just thought to make it simple to. It's almost like we need a children's book
and simplicity.

Okay. So I'm not asking. I'm not asking for that.

But I want you to help me, Inga. You are.

You are looking younger these days.

Is that one of many here? No!

Happyier, more tranquil and happy.
[Inga] 14:51:54
I, interrupted Alisha. I think she should go before me.

No, Inga, is that the manipulation?
[Inga] 14:52:02
No!

Come on!

I'm asking you.
[Inga] 14:52:10
Okay, well, it's.
[Inga] 14:52:14
It's true. I I do feel better about my life and happier.

Okay, and.
[Inga] 14:52:27
And it's that's because I've done certain things with my life.

Okay. So you're, you're still okay.

You're you've done some things with your life.

Okay, do what?
Okay, do I hit the other one to here?

Yes.
[Inga] 14:52:46
Yes, I've made some changes.

Yup!

Yes, but in that you. So you've said 3 different things, but it's still a mystery.

So I want to invite you.

To reveal the mystery. What are you doing?

Right. You've seen a little happier. I would like to be happy.
[Inga] 14:53:13
I real.
[Inga] 14:53:21
I, yeah.

A little bit, please.
[Inga] 14:53:25
I realized.
[Inga] 14:53:29
That I wasn't happy, and that I need.
[Inga] 14:53:36
Then I needed to make some changes.

Okay. But I've tried to make changes. How do you make changes?
[Inga] 14:53:54
By changing what's not making you happy. I'm happy.

Bye, I'm lost now, that's just too convoluted for me, senora.

Okay.

I don't use it. Okay.

You've made some changes. How do you make changes?
What?
[Inga] 14:54:24
I had to be honest with myself.

Oh!

Okay. So honest with myself, I I thought I was being honest with myself.

Okay, over that over. I mean.

Hmm!

How do I know?
[Inga] 14:54:51
I I can't do this by myself.

Okay.
[Inga] 14:54:55
And.
[Inga] 14:54:58
What I was doing it on my own. I kept making the same mistakes.
[Inga] 14:55:13
I needed a different strategy.
[Inga] 14:55:20
Cause mine wasn't working.

Okay, so yes, but too long, too long.

You've lost me by now because yours yes, I want you to give me something concrete,
not something abstract.
[Inga] 14:55:28
Okay.

I would like to be a little happier, too.

What are you doing to make changes?
[Inga] 14:55:55
Well, first I had to identify that I wasn't happy.
[Inga] 14:56:04
And what it was that.
[Inga] 14:56:12
That? What? What was I doing in my life?

It'll be a that if you go with that you know me either.

I have to be honest with myself. Is that what you're saying?

Is the first thing.
[Inga] 14:56:29
Yes.

Really be willing to look at myself.
[Inga] 14:56:41
Really be willing to look at yourself. Yes, absolutely. And it's not easy.

Hey!

And that will make me happier.

After the main thing. I see.
[Inga] 14:56:52
It's not. It's not easy.

But if I look at myself, that will upset me, how will that make me happy?
[Inga] 14:57:08
Cause. That was the first thing I was so honest with myself about.

Hey? Is that the main thing?
[Inga] 14:57:19
Taking responsibility for myself.

Oh, I thought I was. What what do you mean? Taking responsibility?

I'm L. Oh, let me just think about that a moment.
[Inga] 14:57:38
Nobody can make me happy but myself.

All the things I've been trying to do to get others to make me happy, or the world,
and that hasn't worked.

And it's not. It hasn't worked for me.
[Inga] 14:58:16
Exactly, exactly.

And you're catching on to this.
[Inga] 14:58:32
Well, it's something's working.

Yeah, I would like to know more. I want to know more how.

What you're doing to make changes. And you said, Be honest and realize no one can
make me happy.

Yeah.

Yes.
[Inga] 14:59:07
It's it's all within to make that change.
[Inga] 14:59:16
It's a choice.

Well, it's yes, but as soon as I find my perfect partner, then I know I'll be happy
in that.
[Inga] 14:59:32
I thought that too.

Oh hmm! Oh!
[Inga] 14:59:40
It didn't happen, and I can tell you how many times I tried that.

Oh, you sound very wise!

From all that experience. Right?
[Inga] 15:00:02
Their Lessons. Life Lessons.

Hmm!

Hmm! I'm gonna think about this. And I'll reconact you.

Can I call you again?
[Inga] 15:00:18
Absolutely.

Thank you. Thank you, senora. Thank you.
[Inga] 15:00:29
Welcome!

Yes, you see, staying, everyone staying within your personal fruits.

Each of you have come forth with different fruits.

Yes, speak from your you the wisdom of what you've transmuted in you by experience.

Yes, then you can be confident.

If you're in your intellect trying to remember concepts. That's not what I'm
talking about.

Yes, Senora Nanny.

You seem to be less anxious lately.
[Neni] 15:01:49
Yes.

I would like to be less anxious.

But I don't know where to begin.
[Neni] 15:02:06
Yeah, I can share about my own experience, about my own anxiety.

Hmm!

Yes, I would like to understand that. Maybe it will help me understand me.

Yeah.
[Neni] 15:02:33
Yeah, it's being a process. And I'm still working on.
[Neni] 15:02:38
But I have it. I have a found out that I I lack of faith on myself.

Hmm!
[Neni] 15:02:53
And the tendency to.
[Neni] 15:02:58
Kind of like outside there, out! Give the power out there!
[Neni] 15:03:09
Looking for authority out there.

Hello!
[Neni] 15:03:13
Yeah.

Oh, looking out there for someone and for some authority. And is that what you're
saying?
[Neni] 15:03:24
Yeah, or they happen is out there.

Happiness out there. Yes, I've been trying all of those things, and I'm still
anxious.
[Neni] 15:03:36
Right and.
[Neni] 15:03:42
And I was in robot mode in a habit.
[Neni] 15:03:55
Trying to please everybody there outside of me.

Hmm!
[Neni] 15:04:06
And.

Oh, you're describing my life!
[Neni] 15:04:12
And when I lose control, when I could not do that, and I felt anxious in the fear.

Hmm!
[Neni] 15:04:29
Because yeah.
So where are you living? Upside down, maybe backwards.
[Neni] 15:04:38
Umhm, like Islave.

Oh, you mean doing for everyone that sounds like me, Nanny.
[Neni] 15:04:54
Yeah.

Trying to please everyone, and I'm just more and more anxious.
[Neni] 15:05:01
Yeah.
[Neni] 15:05:05
And that, yeah.

And how. And you realize this.
[Neni] 15:05:11
Not by myself alone.

Okay.
[Neni] 15:05:17
Because I had a hard time to see myself, and I accept myself.

Right.
[Neni] 15:05:29
To take the responsibility.
[Neni] 15:05:34
But with help is better. I think it was easier.

Hmm!

Yes, I'm open for people's help.

I like receiving help. I'm not afraid of help or organizations, or anything.

I like that.
[Neni] 15:05:55
Yeah, okay.
[Neni] 15:06:04
And it's a process it's not like one day or next next day disappear.
[Neni] 15:06:14
Yeah.

So just that insight alone.

That could really help me.

And you are like a guide because you've been doing this.

And it's working. However, you're doing it right.
[Neni] 15:06:44
I still have the tendencies inside of me, but I'm learning to master them.

Wow!

Oh, I can understand. I believe I understand everything you're saying.

You've put it in such a natural way, Nanny. Thank you.
[Neni] 15:07:07
Yeah.
[Neni] 15:07:16
Yeah, it's like getting a how.
[Neni] 15:07:21
You say, out of an addiction like to get to change a habit?

Hmm!
[Neni] 15:07:32
Hmm!

Wow! Yes, and the help that you're getting it allows you to change your habits.
[Neni] 15:07:45
Yes.

But it sounds like Mark, but I'm not afraid to work hard.
[Neni] 15:07:54
Yeah.

I just need to understand how to do it.
[Neni] 15:07:58
Hmm.
[Neni] 15:08:03
If that's the key to understand. Yeah. And that's how we change it for me.

Hmm!
[Neni] 15:08:10
When I understood the what, what was the calls?

You mean understanding what was causing these things in me? Yes.
[Neni] 15:08:28
Yeah, how how I was doing that.

Okay.

Wow, yeah. How I'm doing this to myself. Is that what you're saying?
[Neni] 15:08:48
Yes.
[Neni] 15:08:53
Yeah. In the beginning I was blaming outside until I could understand that I I was
a start. It.

Hmm!

Yes, you're saying you were blaming out there the way I blame my ex husband. Oh!
[Neni] 15:09:39
That doesn't make them cling of saying. But but to see my part.

Right.
[Neni] 15:09:51
Okay.

Right hmm!
[Neni] 15:09:54
And how I attract the this type of people in my life.

Hey, Joe! Hey! I hear!
[Neni] 15:10:00
Yeah.
[Neni] 15:10:04
Because if I if I had a inner dynamic something's side of me different different
beliefs, different energy, I would not attract that type of person.

Oh, kind of like a traction or something.
[Neni] 15:10:36
Not. Maybe not. That was not the right word.
[Neni] 15:10:43
But it's how can I put this playing help? Yeah.

Yes, you just go slow, Danny. This is Michael. Right? You just yes.
[Neni] 15:10:56
Sorry. For example, okay, for example.

Tell me I'm your girlfriend.
[Neni] 15:11:04
When when many people write or call me.
[Neni] 15:11:11
I have the anxiety.
[Neni] 15:11:18
The anxiety the before. I would just blame them.
[Neni] 15:11:24
Oh, this people!

Yeah.
[Neni] 15:11:32
And now I can understand that they are only my own field.
[Neni] 15:11:39
They are my experiences in my life.

Yes.
[Neni] 15:11:50
And they. I only feel affected because they could still be there.
[Neni] 15:11:55
But I would. Maybe I would not feel anything right. Other person would not feel
anything.
[Neni] 15:12:14
But if if I am feeling something, and that they are there, and I get a affected.
[Neni] 15:12:27
It's because is inside of me something.

Okay.

Hmm!
[Neni] 15:12:33
Yeah.
[Neni] 15:12:35
And when I started to understand that why that was affecting me.
[Neni] 15:12:50
2 things start happening like less people complaining or asking me things around
him.
[Neni] 15:12:57
Around around my field. I have less people demanding.
[Neni] 15:13:12
And.
[Neni] 15:13:15
And the people that I still doing, that it doesn't affect me so much.
[Neni] 15:13:22
And when it affects a little, I know where that is coming from is when I'm still in
going to the old tendency and trying to to give them the authority.

Oh!
[Neni] 15:13:40
And and be pleasing. Fear of break the image of good.

Oh, well, Nanny, I gotta go now. My kids are needing me.

I'm feeling a little tired, too.
[Neni] 15:13:59
Yeah, that was too much sorry.

Yeah.

Okay.

I'll call you in about 7 months from now.
[Neni] 15:14:11
Great.

Oh, 8 months from now! Sure! Why not?
[Neni] 15:14:17
What?

Yes, I have to digest everything you just gave me.
[Neni] 15:14:26
Oh!

Hi!
[Neni] 15:14:35
Yeah, yeah, it was too much. Okay.

Beautiful Nanny. Thank you.

Good everyone. Well, today I think we're, I think we've, you know, just tapped upon
a couple of things touched.

As you take these ideas where they can tend to be structured and dogmatic.

But as you take it, and you make it your ideal, I'm hoping you'll simplify and then
communicate.

Hey! Oh, nice!

Those who served today. I thank you and all of you participating much appreciated.

I don't know everyone. I pray that you can represent these ideas for the world.
[Augusto Pimpli Lopez] 15:15:58

Thank you so much, Mike.

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