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My Mother and Me
My Mother and Me
Monet Watson
Composition II
Professor Davis
March 8, 2023
Have you ever had the ability to have a first love given to you and have a first love taken away
from you just in the blink of an eye at only a young age, when having the joy of not only being
able to call this person your love but your best friend and who happens to be the same person
who so happens to gave you your very life as well. My belief is that no matter what religion or
belief you may have that the presence of God is around no matter how dark the situation is for I
At the young age of thirteen years old, my Mother and I were thick as thieves when it
came to having a Mother-Daughter bond. For me, it seem normal to have your Mother as your
best friend it never seem to offend me when my friends from middle school would pick on me
for being a mommy’s girl, for me it was a coat of armor knowing I would always have the truest,
and most loyalist friend by my side like a trusted stead in a magical story book there to help me
fight off the magic dragon I would always be protected; Yet no one told me that protection
would never come to save me from the decaying hands of death, coming to steal my Mother
away far too soon for her departure all on that cold January day, listening to the medical
emergencay man touch my Mother’s body as I watched her icy blue feet already knowing the
answer to a question I did not want to be solved. God had turned his back on me for no reason at
all, what had I done to make him want and go an take the only person who truly understood me
to my fullest, for my accomplishments even if they were small, to make me smile when things
did not seem worth smiling about. God had become an evil in my eyes the evil character in my
book, making me an innocent hero weak to any temptation, only what can a thirteen year only do
to feel the pain she feels inside; Self-harming became not only an addiction but a temporary best
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friend helping me to cope with any memory that would spark or feeling that would be there
knowing my Mother was missing a moment of my life her in this very instant, the scars would
grow more and more until the stage of graduation drew near.
Eighteen years old and finally on my own living in my own house and free to make my
own decisions. Now facing a new journey of dating with what I would hope would be everlasting
love ends up being love with a con woman, nevertheless broken and hurt wishing I could call my
best friend to help me understand how love is supposed to work but only sitting only in my
apartment with the internet channeling more into the depression of not having my Mother here to
be a part of another milestone in my life able to use self-harm as an escape with a new twist as a
medical mental health problem began to spiral uncontrollably leading to a major hospitalization.
Eyes blinking dully, groggily looking out of an ICU window, hearing a voice that sounds like
heaven. Could it be my mom did I accomplish what I had been trying to do since thirteen years
old? “ Monet.”... Looking more clearly I could tell it was my adopted Mother trying to get my
attention making sure I was okay another Mother alerted to the actions of their child even if not
her’s still wanting to make sure they are safe and taken care of. “ I found this.”, my aunt slowly
lifted a small plastic baggy with my prescription pill in the bag. “ The doctor said had you had
taken your pills you would have died but you missed one.”
Angered at what my Aunt had just said I rolled over to my side and muttered “ I should
have made sure I got all of the pills down, it sucks someone made sure the ambulance saved me
anyways.” Flustered by answer I began hearing the sniffles coming from my adopted Mothers
nose and the wearyness coming from her body language as she began to open her mouth to
speak, “ Monet you think it’s a curse that God gave you another chance to still be here, your
Mother spoke to God and ask him to save your life and keep you’re here because you know
why... your story is far from over”.. My story was far from over, the moment she finished those
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words the room of my hospital bed began to glow with a emberry undertone of brown in the cold
November fall, the room began to feel warm as my chest felt tighter as if people were hugging
me even though there were nobody present as my adopted Mother had already left for the day
after sharing her speech for visiting hours were closing for the evening. That very moment I
knew God had never hated me or disliked me for taking my Mother away, life had to happen for
things I will never know but I will know this one thing is for sure every day I wake or feel like
things are not going like they should and my temptation to go back to my old addiction comes
back into play I just remember my belief that God knows my story is not over and that I do not