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The Enigma of Desire Noga ARIEL GALOR
The Enigma of Desire Noga ARIEL GALOR
The Enigma of Desire Enigmatic and Pragmatic Language: connect to the unknown Enigmatic pieces, as “blow job,” both she and Atlas enacted
Noga ARIEL-GALOR Psychoanalytic Writing as Enactment without dreading being over-stimulated. the brute, raw sexuality that Ella sought in
In poetry, paradoxically, the use of This is what Atlas believes happens in ther- her sexual encounters with strangers. Yet,
Our mothers were our first unrequited we can measure, observe, and rationally ex- enabled him to experience his sexuality, words brings us in closer touch with the apy—and this is the unique “psychoanalytic through the process of co-regulation, Atlas
loves, our first relational gain and loss. In a plain. The enigmatic aspects, on the other while in his “me” part, sexuality was some- ineffable. Atlas writes that the tension be- touch,” which manifests itself in her writing. succeeded in becoming “a tough moth-
rich and vivid way, Galit Atlas describes how hand, are what we can only feel or listen thing he cast aside, because wanting some- tween vessel and content, between theory With each chapter we come to “know” er with a soft touch,” helping Ella move
our first physical and emotional connection, to but can never truly know. The tension thing, anything, was far too intimidating. and poetics, is what allows the enigmatic Atlas better and, like the infant who learns from an identification with her father to
thus created between these two concepts, In these adult patients, sex has become to surface. We immediately recognize the her mother’s reactions, we learn about her the acceptance of a softer, sensual maternal
The Enigma of Desire: Sex, Longing, and according to Atlas, is similar to the ten- a way to regulate emotional needs. Since Enigmatic when we are in its realm: the air soft touch and her toughness, and find that touch, which helped her discover her own
Belonging in Psychoanalysis sion between darkness and light—opposites the way we have sex represents parts of is thicker, the words read slower, the eyes there are aspects of her Pragmatic care that subjective sexuality.
By Galit Atlas complementing each other, each being nec- ourselves, shifting sexual patterns symbol- wander away from the page and the breath are more familiar to us. But then we notice With Tomaz, Atlas used the language
New York, NY: Routledge Press, 173pp., $50.95 essary for the other’s existence. Therefore ize development in the self. And so, through turns heavier. The pragmatic gives us order that it isn’t us she is touching, but rather the of tenderness, softness, creativity, and play-
(Hardcover), 2016 the pairing is not a binary opposition; these patients’ treatments, we watch how and shape, while the Enigmatic connects patients in the book. This feeling resonates fulness, replete with much humor. Their
our bond to our mothers, can be traced in rather, the terms possess a simultaneous sex, once a way for them to self-regulate, us to the feeling of not-knowing, of certain with the primal scene—the reader becomes touching was elusive, taking place on the
our mature desires and longing for others. existence that manifests its own dialectical becomes a pathway for expression and a helplessness and vulnerability. I could feel the toddler, watching his mother touching surface without being superficial. They
As infants we longed for the mother’s touch movement. Sexuality is constructed of both fuller experience of the self. myself shifting between these levels of con- and knowing someone else. This feeling colluded to avoid other sorts of languages,
and for her body. When we were in her the pragmatic and the enigmatic elements. The book’s first section addressed sciousness while reading Atlas’s book. reconnects with the reader’s own longing, which might have been too hard to bear,
arms, we felt whole. When she was away, Research on sexuality and attachment infants, but then, at the beginning of This experience makes Atlas’s words making the reading process experiential for these would have been experienced as
we longed to be reunited with her. Yet this patterns addresses intimacy problems, but the second section, entitled “Enigmatic and writing style an experience in itself. Her rather than merely intellectual. penetrative and aggressive. The tender lan-
constant longing creates anxious tension— not adult sexual patterns. Into this lacuna, Knowing,” (p.59) we meet Celine, the writing combines theoretical, dramatic, and guage they used was also experienced as an
what if she doesn’t feel the same way toward Atlas inserts the idea that sexual excite- mother. Celine is a character from Richard poetic language and thus creates a strong Talking as Touching—The Embodiment Attack on Linking, for pain, aggression, and
us? Atlas uses Meltzer’s formulation on how ment, or the lack of it, is present in the early Linklater’s movie trilogy, which includes enactment that she is very much aware of. of Language abandonment were lingering under the sur-
the tension between the mother’s tangible, infant-mother relationship. Before Sunrise (1995), Before Sunset (2004), Most chapters are titled after her patients, Atlas talks about the psychoanalytic face, waiting for a time to emerge.
loving arms and her enigmatic, tacit aspects— Lust is the state of consciousness that and Before Midnight (2013). Atlas chose and we are introduced to each particular touch bestowed upon patients, custom-made Another question that arose was
her unknown thoughts and often puzzling connects these two levels of experience and her character because she regards it to be dyad, and its therapeutic tale, at a very dra- for each of them, using our choice of words, when to touch and when not to. When
actions—provokes anxiety. She further elab- existence. The known body is the agent to an archetype of the “female experience,” as matic, defining moment. As readers we ex- their music, our gestures, and our use of hu- Danny spoke about the dybbuk, the ghost
orates how the baby is therefore left with an confront what is inaccessible and unknown, Atlas so aptly puts it, regarding sex, preg- perience moments of sexual arousal, tension, mor. The specific touch she reserves for each that possessed his psyche, Atlas chose not
aching fear of being dropped, neglected, or both in infancy and in adult sexual life. nancy, and childbirth. This chapter is an horror, breakdown, and humor, all regulat- patient is yet another form of co-regulation. to engage in interpretation. And so the
left alone, yet at the same time achingly and Through the erotic we come into contact extremely enlightening account of a sort ed and balanced through the cooling effect Her cases raise questions of how to touch, language remained senseless yet full of af-
dreadfully longs for the maternal touch. with parts of ourselves that aren’t always that is much needed in the psychoanalytic of “experience far,” theoretical discourse. when to touch, and where. fect, and she could feel his mind and be
This aching fear and desire derived accessible or are, in other ways, too exces- field. Through Celine, we encounter moth- This structure allows the theory to be the With Ella, by using straightforward, touched herself. This point leads to the
from the encounter with the “Enigmatic sive. There are things we will never know ers who are broken, penetrated from both Pragmatic container through which we can sexually charged words and phrases such idea that when we touch too soon we
Mother,” a term Atlas uses following about ourselves and about others, and this the inside and outside. We get to know
Laplanche and Stein, and her enigmatic inaccessible aspect of the unrepresentable their caesuras, their Breaks in Unity, and
messages. These enigmatic messages refer mother becomes the basis for longing. their fear of disintegration. It’s as if Atlas is
to both the implicit messages and enigmat- There are many levels of desiring and showing us why it’s so difficult for mothers
ic signifiers from the mother’s unconscious, longing for the other, and they are aroused to assume the role of the regulator: they
which are imprinted in the baby’s body and in the most intimate dyadic settings, where are so often dysregulated themselves. The
mind. These imprints, Atlas contends, are the other’s mind and body are simultane- intersubjective movement back and forth
connected with mature sexuality patterns, ously known and unknown. Sexual desire from the infant to the mother, and later
and especially their existential aspects. is therefore immersed in hope and dread. back to the infant, touches upon an exis-
In many ways, the mother and her in- Atlas’s patients struggle with the vulnera- tential pain, a tragic component of human
fant were never truly symbiotic—the moth- bility their sexual longing exposes them to. birth: a mother is required to take on the
er’s enigmatic aspects highlighted her sep- We meet some of these patients in role of her most “together” self when she
arateness, her otherness. Yet they were still the first section, entitled “Enigmatic and feels the most fragmented.
connected, enigmatically and pragmatically, Pragmatic,” as they struggle with nameless This drama, between the weak, dysreg-
through the pragmatic aspects of the moth- longing and loss. This section is based in ulated mother and the baby who longs to
er—her touch, gaze and mirroring. And so, part on current infant research, which em- be held, is later described in Karen’s tale.
sexual longing presupposes a sense of loss, phasizes the (m)other’s role as regulator Karen is the infant who fears abandonment
and a hope of re-finding what has been lost. of emotional and bodily experiences alike. for being too difficult, who fears she will
This loss is inevitable, yet painful nonetheless. (Atlas, 2016, p.13) destroy the parent. What she longs for is
The book explores the diachronic axis Ella, for example, needs the other in the feeling that the parent/therapist shares
from birth to death, combines a person- order to regulate her restlessness and long- her drama, that it is not she alone who is
al and cultural view, and contains autobi- ing through sex, and only after she learns to blame for the collapse of the therapeutic
ographical aspects which accord with the to self-regulate can she achieve a more ma- couple, that there was also a parent there
Relational perspective on the analyst’s sub- ture, fulfilling sexuality. Ben and Leo each who did not manage to survive.
jectivity. In this review I will not follow the struggle to regulate themselves, and so Last but not least, this section ends
sections of the book as Atlas has ordered block out the other in order not to feel the with the story of Galit (Atlas) herself, an-
them, but rather will present some of its “too muchness” of their own desire, and the other way of letting in the analyst’s subjec-
richly treated themes. fear that they will be tricked into being “an tivity. In this sense, Atlas is the mother who
excited idiot,” standing there with an erec- wishes to be known. Yet much like with her
The Enigmatic and Pragmatic Aspects tion—longing to be held, yet dreading being patients, the more we know, the more the
of the Mother dropped, they opt to avoid emotional inti- Enigmatic is revealed; paradoxically, as we
Atlas defines the pragmatic aspects of macy. For Danny, the dybbuk (ghost) was stare into that realm we realize we know
subjectivity and intersubjectivity to be what a dissociated, “not-me” part of himself that less and less. The Gelatari