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The forest was there, near enough Here was the trail that once was
for his upturned eyes to reach. followed by the galleon traders
The way was steep, the path rising when, to outwit those that lay in
ruthlessly from the clearing in an wait for them, they landed the
almost straight course. His eyes treasure on the eastern shores of
were wistful, and he sighed Luzon, and, crossing the
tremulously. The student followed Cordillera on this secret trail,
his gaze upward. brought it to Laguna. A trail
centuries old. Stalwart
adventurers, imperious and He awoke uneasily after an hour or
fearless, treasure coveted by two. The men were still talking,
others as imperious and fearless, but intermittently. The fire was
carriers bent beneath burden not so bright nor so warm.
almost too great to bear—stuff of
ancient splendors and ancient Ambo was saying:
griefs.
“Gather more firewood. We must
ON his bed of twigs and small keep the fire burning all night.
branches, under a roughly You may sleep. I shall wake up
contrived roof Gerardo lay down once in a while to put on more
that evening after automatically wood.”
crossing himself. He shifted
around until at last he settled Gerardo was reassured. The thought
into a comfortable hollow. The that he would have to sleep in the
fire was burning brightly, fed dark not knowing whether snakes
occasionally with dead branches were crawling towards him was
that the men had collected into a intolerable. He settled once more
pile. Ambo and the porters were into light slumber.
sitting on the black oilcloth that
had served them for a dining The men talked on. They did not
table. They sat with their arms sing as boatmen would have done
hugging their knees and talked while paddling their bancas in the
together in peaceable tones dark. Perhaps only sea-folk sang
punctuated with brief laughter. and hill-folk kept silence. For
From where he lay Gerardo Luna sea-folk bear no burdens to weigh
could feel the warmth of the fire them down to the earth. Into
on his face. whatever wilderness of remote sea
their wanderer’s hearts may urge
He was drifting into deeply them, they may load their
contented slumber, lulled by the treasures in sturdy craft, pull at
even tones of his companions. the oar or invoke the wind, and
Voices out-doors had a strange raise their voices in song. The
quality. They blended with the depths of ocean beneath, the
wind, and, on its waves, flowed height of sky above, and between,
gently around and past one who a song floating out on the
listened. In the haze of new sleep darkness. A song in the hills
he thought he was listening not to would only add to the lonesomeness
human voices, but to something a hundredfold.
more elemental. A warm sea on
level stretches of beach. Or, if He woke up again feeling that the
he had ever known such a thing, little twigs underneath him had
raindrops on the bamboos. suddenly acquired uncomfortable
proportions. Surely when he lay that isolated this little strip of
down they were almost space and made it shelter for
unnoticeable. He raised himself on defenseless man. Let the fire go
his elbow and carefully out and the unknown would roll in
scrutinized his mat for snakes. He and engulf them all in darkness.
shook his blanket out and once He hastily placed four more logs
more eased himself into a new and on the fire and retreated to his
smoother corner. The men were now tent.
absolutely quiet, except for their
snoring. The fire was burning low. He could not sleep. He felt
Ambo evidently had failed to wake absolutely alone. Aloneness was
up in time to feed it. like hunger in that it drove away
sleep.
He thought of getting up to attend
to the fire, but hesitated. He lay He remembered his wife. He had a
listening to the forest and fleeting thought of God. Then he
sensing the darkness. How vast remembered his wife again.
that darkness! Mile upon mile of Probably not his wife as herself,
it all around. Lost somewhere in as a definite personality, but
it, a little flicker, a little merely as a companion and a minis-
warmth. terer to his comfort. Not his
wife, but a wife. His mind
He got up. He found his limbs recreated a scene which had no
stiff and his muscles sore. He - reason at all for persisting as a
could not straighten his back memory. There was very little to
without discomfort. He went out of it. He had waked one midnight to
the tent and carefully arranged find his wife sitting up in the
two small logs on the fire. The bed they shared. She had on her
air was chilly. He looked about flannel camisa de chino, always
him at the sleeping men huddled more or less dingy, and she was
together and doubled up for telling her beads. “What are you
warmth. He looked toward his tent, doing?” he had asked. “I forgot to
fitfully lighted by the fire that say my prayers,” she had answered.
was now crackling and rising
higher. And at last his gaze He was oppressed by nostalgia. And
lifted to look into the forest. because he did not know what it
Straight white trunks gleaming was he wanted his longing became
dimly in the darkness. The keener. Not for his wife, nor for
startling glimmer of a firefly. his life in the city. Not for his
Outside of the circle of the fire parents nor even for his lost
was the measureless unknown, childhood. What was there in these
hostile now, he felt. Or was it he that could provoke anything
who was hostile? This fire was the remotely resembling this regret?
only protection, the only thing What was not within the life span
could not be memories. Something hissing. That noise you are
more remote even than race memory. talking about is made by
His longing went farther back, to crickets.”
some age in Paradise maybe when
the soul of man was limitless and “What is that light?” he presently
unshackled: when it embraced the asked.
infinite and did not hunger
because it had the inexhaustible “That is the moon,” said Ambo.
at its command.
“The moon!” Gerardo exclaimed and
When he woke again the fire was fell silent. He would never
smoldering. But there was a light understand the forest.
in the forest, an eerie light. It
was diffused and cold. He wondered Later he asked, “Where is that
what it was. There were noises now water that I hear?”
where before had seemed only the
silence itself. There were a “A little farther and lower, I did
continuous trilling, strange not wish to camp there because of
night-calls and a peculiar, soft the leeches. At daylight we shall
clinking which recurred at regular stop there, if you wish.”
intervals. Forest noises. There
was the noise, too, of nearby When he awoke again it was to find
waters. the dawn invading the forest. He
knew the feel of the dawn from the
One of the men woke up and said many misas de gallo that he had
something to another who was also gone to on December mornings. The
evidently awake, Gerardo called approach of day-light gave him a
out. feeling of relief. And he was
saddened.
“What noise is that?”
He sat quietly on a flat stone
“Which noise?” with his legs in the water and
looked around. He was still sore
“That queer, ringing noise.” all over. His neck ached, his back
hurt, his joints troubled him. He
“That? That’s caused by tree sat there, his wet shirt tightly
worms, I have been told.” plastered over his meager form and
wondered confusedly about many
He had a sudden vision of long, things. The sky showed overhead
strong worms drumming with their through the rift in the trees. The
heads on the barks of trees. sun looked through that opening on
the rushing water. The sky was
“The other noise is the worm high and blue. It was as it always
noise,” corrected Ambo. “That had been in his dreams, beautiful
as he had always thought it would
be. But he would never come back. On his way out with the keys in
This little corner of the earth his hand he saw her at the head of
hidden in the hills would never the stairs anxiously lingering. He
again be before his gaze. stopped and considered her
thoughtfully.
He looked up again at the blue sky
and thought of God. God for him “Pereg, as soon as I get these
was always up in the sky. Only the clothes off I shall come to ask
God he thought of now was not the you a question that is very—very
God he had always known. This God important to me.”
he was thinking of was another
God. He was wondering if when man As she smiled eagerly but
died and moved on to another life uncertainly into his face, he
he would not find there the things heard a jangling in his hand. He
he missed and so wished to have. felt, queerly, that something was
He had a deep certainty that that closing above his hand, and that
would be so, that after his mortal whoever was closing it, was
life was over and we came against rattling the keys.
that obstruction called death, our
lives, like a stream that runs up
against a dam, would still flow
on, in courses fuller and
smoother. This must be so. He had
a feeling, almost an instinct,
that he was not wrong. And a
Being, all wise and compassionate,
would enable us to remedy our
frustrations and heartaches.