Doubt a parable John Patrick Shanley ‘THEATRE COMMUNICATIONS GROUP NEW YORK 20051 I! I Production History Doubs, a parable received its world premiere at Manhattan ‘Theatre Club (Lynne Meadow, Artistic Director; Barry Grove, Executive Producer) on November 25, 2004. The production then transférred to Broadway's Walter Kerr Theatre (Carole Shorenstein Hays, MTC Productions, Inc; Roger Berlind; Scott Rudin; producers) and opened there on March 51, 2005. ‘The production was directed by Doug Hughes; with scenic design by John Lee Beatty, costume design by Catherine Zuber, lighting design by Pat Collins and original music and sound design by David Van Tieghem. The production stage manager was Charles Means and the stage manager was Elizabeth Moloney. The cast was as follows: FATHER PLYNN Brian F O’Byme SISTER ALoysIUS Cherry Jones SISTER ZAMES Heather Goldenhersh MRS. MULLER Adriane Lenox Characters FATHER BRENDAN FLYNN, late thirties SISTER ALOYSIUS BEAUVIER, fifties/sixties SISTER JAMES, twenties Mns, MOLLER, around thirty-eight Setting St. Nicholas, a Catholie church and school in the Bronx, New York,Title of Kurotawa film In much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow, Eel Bverything that is hard to attain is easily assailed by the mob. —Polemy I A priest, Father Flynn, in his late thirties, in green and gold vestments, gives a sermon. He is working class, from the! Northeast, ruxnn: What do you do when you're not sure? That’s the topic of my sermon today. You look for God’s direction and can't find it. Last year when President Kennedy Was assassinated, who among us did not most profound disorientation, Desps Which “What now? sy? What do I say to my kids? What do I tell myself?” It wasa iline of people sitting together, bound together by a common feeling of hopelessness. But think of that! Your bond with your fellow beings was your despair. Vt was a public experience, shared by everyone {in our society. It was awful, but we were in it together! How much worse is it then for the lone man, the lone woman, stricken by a private calamity? “No one knowsDoubt ‘Tm sick. No one knows I've lost my last real friend. No one knows T've done something wrong.” Imagine the lation. You see the world as through a window, On the one side of the glass: happy, untroubled people, On ‘he other side: you. Something has happened, you have tocarry it, and it'sincommunicable. For those so afflicted, only God knows their pain. Their secret, The secret of their aliensting sorrow. And when they mist, howls to the sky, to God: if no answer comes? Silence. I want to tell you a story, ‘A cargo ship sank and all her erew was drowned, Only this one suilor survived. He made a raft of some spars and, being of a nautical discipline, sumned his eyes to the Heavens and read the stars, He set a course for his home, and, exhausted, fell asleep, Clouds rolled in and blanketed the sky. For the next becertain. Asthe days rolled on, and he wasted away with fevers, thirgt and starvation, he began to have doubts. Had he set his course right? Was he still going on towards his home? Or was he horribly lost and doomed toa terrible death? No way to know. The message of the constellations—had he imagined i: because of his des- perate circumstance? Or had he seen Truth once, and now had to hold on to it without further reassurance? ‘That was his dilemma on a voyage without apparent fend, There are those of you in church today who know exactly the crisis of faith I describe. I want to say to you: Doubt can be a bond as powerful and sustaining as cer- tainty. When you are lost, you are netalone. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost. Amen. (He exits) John Patrick Shanley aa) The lights crossfade to a corner office in a Catholic school the Bronz. The principal, Sister Aloysiui Beauvier, sits at her desk, writing in a ledger with a fountain pen, She isin her fifties or sixties. She is watchful reserved, unsentimental She is ofthe: order of the Sisters of Charity. Ske wears a black bonnet and. _floor-length black habit, rimless glasses. A knock atthe door sisraa aLovsivs: Come in Gister James, also of the Sisters of Charity, pokes her head in. She is in her twenties. There's a bit of sunshine in her heart, though she's reserved as well) nysisi C (he enters.) ‘Who's watching your class? sisren sams: They're having Art, sisren ALoystus: Art. Waste of time, sisTea JaMBs: It's only an hour a week. sIsTER ALovstUS: Much can be accomplished in sixty minutes. sister saMes: Yes, Sister Aloysius. I wondered if I might now what you did about William London? SISTER aLoystus: I sent him home. sistem anus: Oh dear. So he’s still bleeding? sisTsn aLoystus: Oh yes SISTER JAMES: Hlis nose just let loose and started gushing during The Pledge of Allegiance. sisTen aLoysius: Was it spontaneous?Doubs SISTER JaMEs: What else would it be? SISTER ALovstUS: Self-induced. SisTEn Janus: You mean, you think he might've intention: ally given himself a nosebleed? sista aLoystus: Exactly, SISTER amEs: Not SISTER ALoYsiUs: You are a very innocent person, Sister James, William London is a fidgety boy and if you do not keep right on him, he will do anything to escape his chair. He would set his foot on fire for half a day out of school. stsven saes: But why? SISTER ALove1us: He has a restless mind, sisTER ramus: But that’s good. SISTER aLovsrus; No, it’s not. His father’s a the last thing he wants is a rowdy boy. William London is headed for trouble, Puberty has got hold of him. He 1 be imagining all the wrong things, and I strongly suspect’ he will not graduate high school. But that’s beyond our jurisdiction, We simply have to get him through, out the door, and then he's somebody else's Project. Ordinarily, I assign my most experienced sis- ters to eighth grade but I'm working within con- straints, Are you in control of your class? sisTeR :AMes:T think so, SISTER ALovs1Us: Usually more children are sent down to me. sisren sasass; [ty to take care of things myself SISTER aLoysius: That can be an error. You are answerable to me, Ito the monsignor, he to the bishop, and so on up to the Holy Father. There's a chain of discipline Male use of it. stsTER anus: Yes, Sister. SisTEh ALoysrus: How's Donald Muller doing? SISTER JAMES: Steady, John Patrick Shanley sisreR aLoysius: Good. Has anyone hit hin? stsEn sans: No stsvER aLoystus: Good. That girl Linda Conte, have you. seated her away from the boys? SIsTAR raMRS: As far as space permits Te doesn't do much good. sisren aLovsivs: Just get her through, Intact. (Pause, Sister Aloysius is staring absently at Sister James. A silence falls.) Si8TER rAmes: So. Should I go? (No answer) Issomethingthe matter? ssTeR aLoysrus: No. Why? Is something the matter? SISTER sAMas: I don't think so, sisTEn ALoysius: Then nothing’s the matter then, stsTin sansss: Well. Thank you, Sister. I just wanted to check on William's nose, (She stares 10 g0,) SIST@R ALoysiUs: He had a ballpoint pen. sister same: Excuse me, Sister? siSTER aLovsrus: William London had a ballpoint pen. He was fiddling with it while he waited for his mother He's not using it for assignments, I hope. 0, of course not, SISTER ALoysIUS: I'm sorry Tallowed even cartridge pens © the school, The students really should only be learning seript with true fountain pens. Always the easy way out these days, What does that teach? Every easy choice today will have its consequence tomorrow. Mark my words. SISTER sas: Yes, isterDoubs sisten sLovstus: Ballpoints make them press down, and when they press down, they write like monkeys, stsran sames: I don't allow them ballpoint pens. sisteR aLoysrus: Good. Penmanthip is dying all across the country. You have some time. Sit down, ister James hesitates and sits down.) We might as well havea talk. I've been meaning to talk to you. I observed your lesson on the New Deal at the beginning ‘of the term. Not bad, But I caution you. Do not idealize Franklin Delano Roosevelt. He was a good president, but he did attempt to pack the Supreme Court. 1do not approve of making heroes of lay historical fig. ures. If you want to talk about saints, do it in Religion. SIsTSR zAness: Yes, Sister, SISTER ALoysivs: Also. I question your ent History. sisren tamzs: But [love History! sisTER aLoysius: That is exactly my meaning. You favor History and risk swaying the children to value it over their other subjects. I think this is a mistake. SISTER sams: I never thought of that. I'll try to treat my other lessons with more enthusiasm. sistEn ALovstus: No, Give them their History without putting sugar all over it. That's the print. Now. Tell me about your class. How would you characterize the condition of 8B? SISTER sAMES: T don't know wi ‘want to know? sisin aLoystus: Let's begin with Stephen Inzio. sistn sans: Stephen Inzio has the highest marks in the cles. sistan aLoystus: Noreen Horan? SISTER JaMss: Second highest marks, iasm for to begin. What do you John Patrick Shanley SisTER ALovstus: Brenda McNulty? SISTER 1ames: Third highest, stsTER ALoystus: You see I am making a point, Sister J I know that Stephen Inefo, Noreen Horan and Bre MeNulty are one, two and three in your class. Scho. wide, there are forty-eight such students each grade: period. I make it my business to know all forty-eight of their names, I do not say this to aggrandize myself, bt to illustrate the importance of paying attention. You. ‘must pay attention as well sisTER sans: Yes, Sister Aloysius, “ SISTER ALo¥S1us: I cannot be everywhere. sisten sames: Am I falling short, Sister? SISTER ALovstus: These three students with the highest rarks Are they the most intelligent childrea in your: dase? sisTER ranns: No, I wouldn't say they are. But they work the 5 hardest, sister aLovstus: Very good! That’s right! That's the ethic. ‘What good’s a gift if it's left in the box? What good is a high IQ if you're staring out the window with your mouth agape? Be hard on the bright ones, Sister James. Don't be charmed by cleverness. Not theirs. And not yours, I think. you are a competent teacher, Sister James, but maybe not our best teacher. The best teach- ers do not perform, they cause the students to perform. sisvan 1aMes: Do I perform? SISTER ALOYSIUS: As if on a Broadway stage. sisTER saMes: Oh dear. Ihad no conception! SISTER ALovstus: You're showing off. You like to see yourself ten feet tall in their eyes. Another thing occurs to me, Where were you before? stsTeR sams: Mount St. Margaret's SISTER ALovsrus: All girls.Doube n sknans: Yes, SISTER ALOYSIUS: feel I must remind you. Boys are made of gravel, soot and tar paper. Boys are a different breed, SisTER sames: I feel I know how to handle them, sisen aLovsius: But perhaps you are wrong, And perhaps ‘you ate not working hard enough. SISTER JAMS: Oh, (Sister James cries a litle.) SISTER aLoystus: No tears sisren saMus: I thought you were satisfied with me. SISTER ALOYSIUS: Satisfaction isa vice. Do you have a hand- kerchief? SISTER saMans: Yes. SISTER aLovstus: Use it, Do you think that Socrates was sat- isfied? Good teachers are never content, We have some three hundred and seventy-two students in this school, {tis society which requires constant educational, spir- ‘tual and human vigilance. I cannot afford an excessively innocent instructor in my eighth grade class, It's self. ‘indulgent, Innocence isa form of lariness. hnocent teach. ers are easily duped. You must be canny, Sister James, sistan sams: Yes, Sister ‘stsTEx aLovstus: When William London gets @ nosebleed, be skeptical. Don't let a little blood fuddle your judg. ment. God gave you a brain and a heart, The heart is warm, but your wits must be cold. Liars should be frightened to lie to you. They should be uncomfortable in your presence. I doubt they are, sist ramus: I don’t know. I've never thought about it. SISTER ALovsrus: The children should think you see right, through them, Ssteran sass: Wouldn't that bea litle frightening? 2 John Patrick Shanley sisran aLoystus: Only to the ones that are up to no good, siSTAR Jamus: But I want my students to feel they can talk tome, SISTER ALovsrvs: They'te children. They can talk to’eac other. IVs more important they have a fierce mor guardian, You stand at the door, Sister. You are the gate- keeper, If fou are vigilant, they will not need to be. SISTER saMRs: I'm not sure what you want me to do. SISTER aLoysrus: And if things occur’in your classroom which you sense require understanding, but you don't understand, come to me. sisTan sanns: Yes, Sister, sistun atoysius: That's why I'm here. That's why I'm the principal of this school. Do you stay when the specialty instructors come in? sister 1aMes: Yes, sister aLovsrus: But you're here now while the Art class is going on sisTER sams: Iwas a little concerned about William's nose. sister aLovsius: Right. So you have Artin class. ststeR sans: She comes in, Mrs. Bell. Yes, SISTER ALovsIUS: And you take them down to the basement for Dance with Mrs, Shields stsen sanexs: On Thursdays SISTER ALOYSIUS: Another waste of time. sisTEn 1aMus: Oh, but everyone loves the Christmas pageant. SISTER ALovs1Us: I don't love it. Frankly it offends me, Last year the girl playing Our Lady was wearing lipstick. was ‘waiting in the wings for that little jade. sisten saMas: Then there's Music. SisTER ALoystus: That strange woman with the portable piano, What's wrong with her neck? sistan 1aMus: Some kind of goiter. Poor woman, sisrun anoysius: Yes. Mrs, Carolyn,Doubt SISTER JAMES: That's right, SISTER ALovstus: We used to have a Sister teaching that, Not enough Sisters, What else? sisren James; Physical Education and Religion. SISTER aLovstus: And for that we have Father Flynn. Two hours a week. And you stay for those? SISTER saMs: Mostly, Unless I have reports to fill out or sisTen aLovsius; What do you think of Father Flynn? sisTan sames: Oh, he's a brilliant man, What a speaker! SISTER ALOYSIUS: Yes, His sermon this past Sunday was poetic. sisteR saMus: He's actually very good, too, at teaching bas- ketball. I was surprised. I wouldn't think a man of the cloth the personality type for basketball, but he has a way he has, very natural with dribbling and shooting, sisten aLoystus: What do you think that sermon was about? SISTER saves: What? sisTER aLoystus: This past Sunday. What was he talking about? sisren sames: Well, Doubt, He was talking about Doubt. sistsn aLovstus: Why? sisten samEs: Excuse me, Sister? sisteR Atovsrus: Well, sermons come from somewhere, don't they? Is Father Flynn in Doubt, is he concerned that someone else is in Doubt? sisTEn JAMES: I suppose you'd have to ask itn, in atovsrus: No. That would not be appropriate. He is my superior. And if he were troubled, he should confess it toa fellow priest, or the monsignor. We do not share intimate information with priests A pause) sisren sanus: I'm a little concerned, (Sister Aloysius leans forward.) John Patrick Shanley sisTER ALoystus: About what? ‘s1sTER sAMus: The time, Art class will be over in a few ri utes, Ishould go up. sister aLoysrus: Have you noticed anything, Sister James! SISTER 1aMES: About what? SISTER ALoys1us: I want you to be alert, srsvan haces: I don’t believe I'm following you, Sister. SISTER ALoysrus:T'm sorry P'm not more forthright, but Imus bbe careful not to create something by saying it. Ic only say Iam concerned, perhaps needlessly, about mat. ters in St, Nicholas School sisTEn rams: Academically? sister aLovsrus: I wasn't inviting a guessing game. T wan you to pay attention to your class. sisTER sames: Well, of course I'l pay attention to my class, Sister. And I'l ry not to perform, And I'll try to be less innocent. I'm sorry you're disappointed in me. Please: know that I will try my best. Honest sister aLovstus: Look at you, You'd trade anything for » ‘warm look. I'm telling you here and now, I want to see ‘the starch in your character cultivated. If you are look: ing for reassurance, you can be fooled. If you forget yourself and sady others, you will not be fooled. It's important. One final matter and then you really must, get back. Sister Veronica is going sisTER sAMEs: Oh how horrible! SISTER ALoysIUS: This is not generally known and I don't ‘want it known, If they find out in the rectory, she'll be gone. I cannot afford to lose her. But now if you see her ‘making her way down those stone stairs into the court yard, for the love of Heaven, lightly take her hand as if in fellowship and see that she doesn’t destroy herself All right, goDoubt Il The lights crossfade to Father Flynn, whistle around his neck, in a sweatshirt and pants, holding a basketball. Fuvwn: All right, settle down, boys. Now the thing about shooting from the foul line: I's psychological, The rest of the game you're cooperating with your teammates, you're competing against the other team. But at the foul line, i’s you against yourself. And the danger is: ‘You siart to think. When you think, you stop breathing, Your body locks up, So you have to remember to relax. ‘Take a breath, unlock your knees—this is something for you to watch, Jimmy, You stand like a parking meter: Come up with a routine of what you do. Shift your weight, move your hips... You think that’s funny, Ralph? What's funny is you never getting a foul shot. Don't worry if you look silly. They won't think you're silly if you get the basket, Come up with a routine, con centrate on the routine, and you'll forget to get tensed up. Now on another matter, P've noticed several of you guys have dirty nails. I don't want to see that. I'm not talking about the length of your nails, I'm talking about cleanliness. See? Look at my nails. They're long, Tike thiem a little long, but look at how clean they are. ‘That makes it okay. There was a kid'I grew up with, ‘Timmy Mathisson, never had clean nails, and he'd stick his fingers up his nose, in his mouth. —This is a true story, learn to listen! He got spinal meningitis and died a horrible death, Sometimes it's the little things that get you: You try to talk to a girl with those filthy paws, Mr. Conroy, she’s gonna take off like she’s being chased by the Red Chinese! (Reacting genially to laughter) All 6 Fo John Patrick Shanley right, all ight. You guys, what am I gonna do wit Get dressed, come on over to the rectory, have some Kool-Aid and cookies, we'll have a bull session. (Blow! his whistle) Go! / Iv Crossfade to abit of garden, a bench, brick walls, Sister Aloysius, in fll habit and a black shaw, is wrapping a pruned rosebush in burlap, Sister James enters. sisTER sans: Good afternoon, Sister. si8t8R ALovstUs: Good afternoon, Sister James, Mr. McGinn pruned this bush, which was the right thing to do, but he neglected to protect it from the frost. sisTEn 1aMEs: Have we had a frost? SISTER ALoysrus: When it comes, it's too late. SISTER 1aMES: You know about gardening? SISTER ALOYSIUS: A little, Where is your class? sisTen sams: The girls are having Music. SISTER ALOYSIUS: And the boys? SISTER JaMES: They're in the rectory. ister James indicates the rectory, which is out of view, just on the other side of the garden.) sisTEn aLovstus: With Father Flynn, sisTen sanss: Yes. He's giving them a talk. SISTER ALoysius: On what subject?Doubs sisten ames: How to be a man, sisven aLovstus: Well, if Sisters were permitted in the rec- tory, I would be interested to hear that talk: I don't know how to be aman. I would like to know what's involved, Have you ever given the girlsa talk on how to be a woman? sisteR zaMes: No. I wouldn't be competent. sisteR aLoysrus: Why not? sistan rants: I just don’t think I would. I took may vows at the beginning ... Before ... At the beginning SIstER aLovstus: The founder of our order, The Blessed Mother Seton, was married and had five children before embarking on her vows sisten sams: I've often wondered how she managed so stich in one life stsTER ALoysius: Life pethaps is longer than you think and the dictates of the soul more numerous, T was married. sisTER sasess: You were! ister Aloysius smiles for the frst time.) SisTER ALovsrus: You could at least hide your astonishment, SISTER samas:T.... didn't know. sisrEn aLovsrus: When one takes on the habit, one must lose the door on secular things, My husband died in the war agai SISTER JAMES: Ret , Sister SISTER ALovsrus: But I'm like you. I'm not sure I would feel competent to lecture tittering girls on the subject of ‘womanhood. I don’t come into this garden often, What is it, forty feet across? The convent here, the rectory there. We might as well be separated by the Atlantic Ocean. I used to potter around out here, but Monsignor Benedict does his reverie at quixotic times and we are John Patrick Shanley rightly discouraged from crossing paths with unattended. He is seventy-nine, but neverthe sisran sames: The monsignor is very good, isn't he? ER ALOYSIUS: Yes, But he is oblivious. SISTER ames: To what? sisren aLovstus: I don't believe he knows who's President of the United States, Imean him no disrespect of course. T's just that he's otherworldly in the extreme. ststan sauzs: Is it that he’s innocent, Sister Aloysius? SISTER aLovstus: You have a slyness at work, Sister James, Be careful of it, How is your clas? How is Donald,’ Muller? i sisTER :aMgs: He is thirteenth in class, SISTER atoystus: I know, That's sufficient. Is he being’: accepted? i SISTER sAnas: He has no friends i sisTen Atoystus: That would be a lot to expect after only ‘two months. Has anyone hit him? ststen saMes: No, sistax aLoysius: Someone will, And when it happens, send them right down tome. stsTeR ramus: I'm not so sure anyone will. SISTER ALovsTUs: There is a statue of St. Patrick on one side of the church altar and a statue of St. Anthony on the other. This parish serves Irish and Italian fami Someone will hit Donald Muller. sisTEn sans: He has a protector SISTER ALovsrus: Who? sistan amas: Father Flynn, Gister Aloysius, who has been fussing with mulch, is sud- denty rigid. She rises) sisTaR aLoystus: What?Doubt santas: He's taken an interest, Since Donald went on the altar boys, (Pause) T thought I should tell you sistsn aLovsivs: I told you to come to me, but I hoped you never would SISTER saneus: Maybe I shouldn't have, sisten aLovsius: I knew once you di set in motion. So it's happened. Janes: What?! I'm not certain what you mean, SISTER aLoysius: Yes, you are, stsTEn tances: T've been trying to become more cold in my thinking as you suggested ... I feel as if I've lost my way a little, Sister Aloysius. I had the most terrible dream last night, I want to be guided by you and responsible to the children, but I want my peace of mind. I must tell you I have been longing for the return of my peace of mind sisTeR sLoxsivs: You may not have it. It is not your place to be complacent. That's for the children. That's what we give them, ‘s18TER Jamus: I think I'm starting to understand you a little, But iv's so unsettling to look at things and people with suspicion, It feels as if I'm less close God, SISTER ALovstus; When you take a step to address wrong- doing, you are taking a step away from God, but in His service. Dealing with such matters is hard and thank less work, ststen 2antns: T've become more reserved in class. I feel sep- arated from the children. SISTER ALovstvs: That's as it should be. ‘Sistan sasens: But I feel. Wrong. And about this other mat- ter, [don't have any evidence. I'm not at all certain that anything's happened. sisTaR aLoysrus: We can't wait for that, something would be ling you that! I'm not even John Patrick Shanley sisTER sams: But whi sistan aoysius: Then it's nothing, I wouldn't minid bein wrong, But I doubt Iam, Then what's to be done? siseR aLoysrus: I don't know. stsyex sams: You'll know what to do, SisTER ALovstus: I don't know what to do. There are para. meters which protect him and sistEn rames: But he can't be safe j he could recover from the shame. SisTER ALoysius: What have you seen? SIsTHA sans: I don't know. 's established. I doubt sIsT#R aLovstus: What have you seen? SISTER saMzs: He took Donald to the rectory, SISTER ALovsiUS: What for? hk, sIsTER ALoysrus: Alone? SISTER JAMES: A SISTER sanees: Yes SISTER aLoysrus: When? SisTEN JaMus: A week ago, sistan aLovsrus: Why didn’t you tell me? SISTER Janus: I didn't think there was anything wrong with it, Tt never came into my mind that he... chat there could be anything wrong, SISTER aLoysrUs; Of all the children, Donald Muller. I sup- pose it makes sense, sisTER 1amus: How does it make sense? SISTER ALovsrUS: He's isolated. The little sheep lagging behind is the one the wolf goes for. sista sass; I don't know that anything's wrong! SISTER ALovSrUs: Our first Negro student. I thought there'd be fighting, & parent or two to deal with ...I should've sisTER saMus; How could you imagine it? aDoubt us: It is my job to outshine the fox in clever- 5! That's my job! stsTen zAMEs: But maybe it's nothing! stsTeR atoysius: Then why do you look like you've seen the Devil? siseR sams: It's just the way the boy acted when he came back to class, sisen aLovstus: He said something? stsTaR sames: No. It was his expression. He looked frightened and . he put his head on the desk in the most pecu- liar way. (Sruggles) And one other thing. Ithink there was alcohol on his breath. There was alcohol on his breath. ister Aloysius looks toward the rectory.) SISTER aLovstus: Hight years ago at St. Boniface we had a priest who had to be stopped. But I had Monsignor Scully then . .. who I could rely on. Here, there's no man I can go to, and men run everything, We are going to have to stop him ourselves. SISTER JAMES: Can't you just... report your suspicions? SISTER ALovsIUs: To Monsignor Benedict? The man's guile- less! He would just ask Father Flynn! SISTER saMas: Well, would that be suc SISTER ALoystus: And he would believe whatever Father Flynn told him. He would think the matter settled. sistas sames: But maybe that is all that needs to be done. If Thad done something awful, and I was con- it, Td be 80 repentant. ster James, my doar, you must try to imagine a very different kind of person than yourself. A man who would do this has already denied a great deal. If I tell the monsignor and he is satisfied with ‘matter is suppressed. SISTER ALOYSIUS: John Patrick Shanley sisTek sAMes: Well then tell the bishop. sisTen ALovstus: The hierarchy of the Church does not pt rit my going to the bishop. No. Once I tel out of my hands, I'm helpless. I'm going tp come up with a pretext, gat Father Flynn __ my office. Try to force it. You'll have to be thes SISTER JAMES: Me? No! Why? Oh no, Sister! I couldn't SISTER ALovstus: I can’t be closeted alone with a priest Another Sister must be in attendance and it has to be. you. The circle of confidence mustn't be made any ‘wider. Think of the boy if this gets out. sistem saves: Fean’t do itt sisten atoysrus: Why not? You're squeamish? ststen sawes: I'm not equipped! It’s... I would be embar- rassed. I couldn't possibly be present if the topic were spoken of! SisTER ALosius: Please, Sister, do not indulge yourself in witless adolescent scruples. I assure you I would prefer ‘a more seasoned confederate. But you are the one who came to me. sisTER samns: You told me tol sisTER ALoystus: Would you rather leave the boy to be exploited? And don’t think this will be th you close your eyes, you after. sisTan sams: You're supposed to tell the monsignor! StsTHR ALovsrus: That you saw a'look in a boy's eye? That perhaps you smelled something on his breath? Mon- signor Benedict thinks the sun rises and sets on Father Flynn, You'd be branded an hysteric and transferred, stsven rans: We can ask him. sisTER ALoysrus: Who? ststsn sanans: The boy. Donald Muller. sister atovstus: He'll deny it 2Doubs SISTER saMes: Why? sisteA ALoysrus: Shame, ststER sags: You can't know that, ‘SISTER aLovsius: And if he does point the finger, how do you ‘think that will be received in this community? A black child. (No answer) Tam going to think this through ‘Then I'm going to invite Father Flynn to my office on an unrelated matter. You will be there, SISTER santgs: But what good can I do? SISTER ALOvSIUS; Aside from the unacceptability of a priest and nun being alone, I need a witness, sisten sams: To what? Sistem ALoystus: He may tell the truth and lie afterwards (ister James looks toward the rectory.) sisTEn tanees: The boys are coming out ofthe rectory They look happy enough. stsT#R atoysiUs: They look smug, Like they have a secret, sistan taMas: There he is, SISTER aLovsrus: If I could, Sister James, I would certainly choose to live in innocence, But innocence ean only be ‘wisdom ina world without evil. Situations arise and we are confronted with wrongdoing and the need to ace, SISTER samus: Ihave to take the boys up to class, st876R aLovstUs: Go on, then. Take them, I will be talking to you, (The sound of wind. Sister Aloysius pulls her shawl Lightly about her and goes. Afier a moment, Sister James goes as well) John Patrick Shswley Vv The principal's office. A phone rings. Sister Aloysius enters with 4 pot of tea, walking quickly to answer the phone Sistan sLovsrus: Hello, St, Nicheles School? Oh yes, Mf McGinn. Thank you for calling back. That was quite @ windstorm we had last night. No, I didn’t know there ‘was a Great Wind in Ireland and you were there for it. That's fascinating, Yes. I was wondering if you would bbe so kind as to remove a tree limb thats fallen in the courtyard of the church. Sister Veronica tripped on it this morning and fell on her face, I think she’s allright. She doesn't look any worse, Mr. McGinn. ‘Thank you, Mr. MeGinn, (She hangs up the phone and looks at her watch, abitanc- fous. A knock at the door) Come in. (The door opens. Father Flynn is standing there in his black cassock. He doesn't come in.) Fixrww: Good morning, Sister Aloysius! How are you today? Ststan aLovsivs: Good morning, Father Flynn. Very well Good of you to come by. (Rather Flynn takes a step into the office) vin: Are we ready for the meeting? SISTER ALoystus: We're just short Sister Tames. (Father Flynn steps back into the doorway) Did you hear that wind last night? 25Ss Dowbt Fyn: I certainly did, Imagine what it must've been like in the frontier days when a man alone in the woods sat by a fire in his buckeskins and listened to a sound like that. Imagine the loneliness! The immense darkness press. ing in! How frightening it been! SISTER ALovs1Us: If one lacked faith in God's protection, Isup- pose it would be frightening, ovniv: Did I hear Sister Veronica had an accident? SISTER ALovstUs: Yes. Sister Veronica fell on a piece of wood this morning and practically killed herself Pivwn: Is she all right? SISTER ALoystus: Oh, she's fine. wivwn: Her sight isn’t good, is it? SISTER ALoysiUs: Her sight is fine, Nuns fall, you know, FLyww: No, I didn’t know that ststen aLovsiUs: It's the habit, It catches us up more often ‘than not. What with our being in black and white, and 50 prone to falling, we're more like dominos than any- thing else. (Sister James appears at the door, breathless.) SISTER zanczs: Am I past the time? (Rather Flynn takes a step into the office) tyne: Not at Sister Aloysius and I were just having a nnice chat. ststen saMes: Good morning, Father Flynn, Good morning, Sister. I'm sorry I was delayed. Mr. McGinn has closed the courtyard to fix something so I had to go back ‘through the convent and out the side door and then Tran into Sister Veronica. uywn: How is she? John Patrick Shanley SISTER Jamas: She has a bit of a bloody nose. SISTER ALOYSIUS: I'mi begirining to think you're punchis people. i SISTER JAMES: Sister? # sisTEA aLoysrus: Well, after the incident with , . . Nevéi mind. Well, come in, please. Sit down. (They come in and sit down. Father Flynn takes Sister Alorysius's chair, He's siting at her desk She reacts, but says nothing.) : Tactually have a hot pot of tea. (Closes the door bus for’ aan inch) And close this but not quite for form's sake, Would you have a cup of tea, Father? PLywn:I would love a cup of te: SISTER aLoystus: Perhaps you could serve him, Sister? SISTER 1AMES: OF course. SISTER ALoysius: And yourself of course. sister sans: Would you like tea, Sister Aloysius? SISTER ALOystUs: I've already had my cup. riyww: Is there sugar? sisten aLovsrus: Sugar? Yes! (Rummages in her desk) It’s here somewhere. I put it in the drawer for Lent last year and never remembered to take it out. ‘uxwn: It mustn't have been much to give up then. sisTeR ALoystus: No, I'm sure you're right. Here itis, Pil serve you, though for want of practice, I'm... (Clumsy) (She's got the sugar bowl and is poised to serve hima lump of sugar with a small pair of tongs when she sees his nails.) ‘Your fingernails, vin: I wear them a little long. The'sugar? sisan atoystus: Oh yes. One?Doube FLywn; Three. stsTeR ALoysius: Three. (She's appalled but tries to hide it) FLYNN: Sweet tooth, SISTER ALovstUS: One, two, three. Sister, do you take sugar? ister Aloysius looks at Sister James) sistan iastes (To Sister Aloysius): Never! (To Father Flynn) Not that there's anything wrong with sugar. (To Sister Aloysius again) Thank you. ister Aloysius puts the sugar away in her desk) SIsT#R ALovstus: Wel Father, for making the nd. lent idea to rethink the Christmas effort was a little woebegone loved itt (Becomes selfconscious) But love all Christmas pageants. I just love the Nat The birth of the Savior. And the hymns of course, “O Little Town of Bethlehem,” “O Come, O Come Emmanuel” SISTER LoystUs: Thank you, Sister James, Sister James will bbe co-direoting the pageant with Mrs. Shields this year, So whatdo you think, Father Flynn? s there something new we could do? Purww: Well, we all love the Christmas hymns, but it might be jolly to include a secular song. sIsTER aLoystus: Secular vivww: Yes. “Irs Beginning to Look a Lot Like Christmas.” Something like that. time for us. We're at our 26 John Patrick Shanley sisten aLoystus; What would be the point of perforsni secular song? ruvww: Fun, sisten saMEs: Or “Frosty the Snowman.” vuvnn: That's a good one. We could have one of the boys dress as « snowman and dance around, “fen ALoystus: Which boy? ‘tus: “Frosty the Sjowman” espouses a pagat belief in magic. The snowman comes to life when an enchanted hat is put on his head. If the music were more somber, people would realize the images are dis turbing and the song heretical. (Sister James and Father Flynn exchange a look) SISTER sames; I've never thought about “Frosty the Snow- man” like that. SisTER aLovs1us: It should be banned from the airwaves, FLynw: So, Not “Frosty the Snowman.” Cather Flynn writes something ina small notebook.) SISTER ALovstus: I don’t think so, “It’s Beginning to Look a Lot Like Christmas” would be fine I suppose. The par- cents would like it. May I ask what you wrote down? With that ballpoint pen. Fuvww: Oh, Nothing, An idea for a sermon. sisTER aLovstus: You had one just now? ruywn: I get them all the time, SISTER ALOYSIUS: How fortunate, vuvwn: I forget them so I write them down, sisten azoysrus: What is the idea? Fiynn: Intolerance._Doube Sister James tries to break a bit of tension.) ststen tamEs: Would you like a little more tea, Father? rivwy: Not yet. I think a message of the Second Ecumenical Council was that the Church needs to take on a more familiar face. Reflect the local coramunity. We should sing a song from the radio now.and then. Take the kids out for ice cream, sister atovstus: Ice cream, FLYWN: Maybe take the boys on a camping trip. We should be friendlier. The children and the parents should see us as members of their family rather than emissaries from Rome. I think the pageant should be charmi community theatre doing a show. SISTER ALovsius; But we are not members of their family. We're different. FLvnw: Why? Because of our vows? SISTER ALOYSIUS: Precisely. vuvww:I don't think we're so different. (To Sister James) You know, I would take some more tea, Sister. Thank you. SisTER aLo¥srUs: And they think we're di‘ferent. The working- class people of this parish trust us zo be different, FLvnw: I think we're getting off the subject. SISTER ALovsIUS: Yes, you're right, back to it. The Christmas how Donald Muller is used in the pageant. (Sister James shakes as she pours the tea.) rv: Easy there, Sister, you don't spill, suszen sams: Oh, uh, yes, Father. puyww: What about Donald Mulle:? sisTsn aLoystus: We must be careful, ia the pageant, that ‘we neither hide Donald Maller nor put him forward. John ick Shanley Finn: Because of the color of his skin. ‘sIsTER aLovsius: That's right. Fiynw: Why? SISTER ALoystuS: Come, Father. You're being disingenuot Furwni:I think he should be treated like every other boy. sisteR ALovstus: You yourself singled the boy out for spe tial attention, You held a private meeting with hii the rectory. (Turning to Sister James) A week ago? sistem santes: Yes at (He realizes something's up.) Lynn: What are we talking about? sisran santas: Donald Muller? sisTER acovstus: The boy acted strangely when he returned to clas. (Father Flynn turns to Sister James.) wiyww: He did? SISTER sAmes: When he returned from the rectory. A little oda, yes SISTER ALoySrUs: Can you tell us why? vixn: How did he act strangely? sisten sams: I'm not sure how to explain it, He laid his hhead on the desk ux: You mean you had some impression? SISTER JAMas: Yes. viynw: And he'd come from the rectory so you're asking me if [know anything about it? sisten santas: That’ it rixwn: Hmmm, Did you want to discuss the pageant, is that why I'm here, or is this what you wanted to discuss? SISTER ALoystus: This.Doubt rLxwn: Well. feel a little uncomfortable, SisTER aLoystus: Why? urn: Why do you think? Something about your tone. SISTER aLoysius: I would prefer a discussion of fact rather than tone, ruvww: Well. If Thad judged my conversation with Donald Muller to be of concern to you, Sister, I would have sat youdown and talked to you about it. But I did not judge it to be of concern to you. SISTER ALoysius: Perhaps you are mistaken in your under- standing of what concerns me, The boy is in my school and his well-being is my responsibility. vuvwn: His well-being is not at issue. SISTER ALoySIUs: I am not satisfied that that is true, He was upset when he returned to class. vuvww: Did he say something? SISTER saMss: No, sisTER aLoysius; What happened in the rectory? Lynn: Happened? Nothing happened. [had a talk with a boy. SISTER aLoysrus: What about? PLywn: It was a private matter, SISTER ALovstUs: He's twelve years old, What could be private? Fuxnw: I'l say it again, Sister. I object to your tone. SISTER ALovstus: This is not about my tone or your tone, Father Flynn, It’s about arriving at the truth, FLYNN: Of what? SISTER ALoys1us: You know what I'm talking about. Don’t you? You're controlling the expression on your face Fight now. Aren't you? riyww: My face? You said you wanted to talk about the pageant, Sister, That's why I'm here. Am I to under- stand that you brought me into your office to confront ‘me in some way? It's outrageous. I'm not answerable to you. What exactly are you accusing me of? a \ John Patrick Shanley 4 stsTan aLoys1Us: I ama not accusing you of anything, Father Flynn. Iam asking you to tell me what happened i rectory. (Father Flynn stands) ruxrww: I don't wish to continue this conversation at all ther, And if you are dissatisfied with that, I suggest y speak to Monsignor Benedict. I can only imagine th your unfortunate behavior this morning isthe result: ‘overwork. Perhaps you need a leave of absence. I suggest, Have a good moraing. (To Sister Jamés) iste? sisTEn sawEs: Good morning, Father. (Gister Aloysius's next words stop him stsT#n aLoystus: There was alcohol on his breath, (He nuns) ‘When he returned from his meeting with you, (He comes back and sits down, He rubs his eyes) Ftywn: Alcohol. sisTun atoystus: Well? FLYNN: Can’t you let this alone? id smell it on his breath, sisTEn atoystus: No, uvws: I see there's no way out of this. stsTER zaMBs: Take your time, Father. Would you like some FLyNw: You should've let it alone. SISTER aLoystus: Not possible. rixniv: Donald Muller served as altar boy last Tuesday morn- ing. After Mass, Mr. McGinn caught him in the sacristy drinking altar wine, When I found out, I sent for him.Doubs ‘There were tears. He begged not to be removed from the altar boys, And I took pity on him. I told him if no one else found out, I would let him stay on. (ister James is onerjoyed. Sister Aloysius is unmoved.) sistem :awes: Oh, what a relief! That ‘Thanks be to God! Oh, Sister, look, SISTER ALOYSIUS: And if I talk to Mr. McGinn? viywn: Talk to Mr. MeGinn by all means, But now that the boy's secret’s out, I'm going to have to remove him from the altar boys. Which I think is too bad. That's what I was trying to avoid, sisten sances: You were trying to protect the boy! riyww: That's right. sisren zanes: T might've done the same thing! (To Sister Aloysius) Is there a way Donald could stay on the altar boys? sist#a anoystus: No. If the bay drank al continue as an altar boy. Fivnw: Of course you're right, I'm just not the disciplinari- an you are, Sister. And he is the only Negro in the school. That did affect my thinking on the matter. It will be commented on that he’s no longer serving at Mass. It's a public thing, A certain ignorant element in the parish will be confirmed in their beliefs. sistex atovsius: He must be held to the same standard as the others, FLYNN: Of course. Do we need to discuss the pageant or was that just. SISTER ALovsrus: No, this was the issue. FLYWN: Are you satisfied? SISTER aLovstus: Yes, Lynn: Then I'l be going, I have some writing to do. ‘wine, he cannot Ea Jobn Patrick Shanley SISTER aLoystus: Intolerance. uvwn: That's right. (He goes, then stops at the door) Tm not pleased with how you handled this, Sister. Next time you are troubled by dark ideas, [suggest youspeak- to the monsignor. (He goes. After a moment, Sister James weakly launches into optimism) sisTER iaMES: Well. What a relief! He cleared it all up. sisTEn aLoysrus: You believe hin? SISTER saMES: OF course. SISTEN ALOYSIUS: Isn't it more that it’s easier to believe him? SISTER JAMES: But we can corroborate his story with Mr. McGinn! SISTER ALovSrUs: Yes, These types of people are clever, They're not 60 easily undone. SISTER iamEs: Well, 'm convinced! SISTER ALoystus: You're not. You just want things to be resolved so you can have simplicity back. sisEn iaMEs: I want no further part of this. SISTER ALoySrus: I'l bring him down. With or without your help. sister iamns: How can you be so sure he's lying? SISTER aLovs1us: Experience. . SISTER JAMES: You just don't like him! You don't like it that he uses a ballpoint pen. You don't like it that he takes ‘three lumps of sugar in his tea. You don’t like it that he likes “Frosty the Snowman.” And you convince you of something terrible like “Frosty the Snowman”! And it would be nice if 35Doubs this school weren't run like a prison! And I think it's a good thing that I love to teach History and that I might inspire my students to love it, too! And if you judge that to mean I'm not fit to be a teacher, then so be itl SISTER ALovstUS: Sit down. (Sister James does) In ancient Sparta, important matters were decided by who shouted loudest. Fortunately, we are not in ancient Sparta. Now. Do you honestly find the students in this school to be treated li sin a prison? stoten rams (Relenting):No,1 don’t. Actually, by and large, they seem to be fairly happy. But they're all uniformly terrified of you! sisten aLoystus: Yes. That's how it works. Sit there, ister Aloysius tooks in a notebook, picks up the phone, dials) Hello, this is Sister Aloysius Beauvier, the principal of St. Nicholas. Is this Mrs, Muller? I'm calling about your son, Donald. I would like you and your husband to come down here for a talk. When would be convenient? Lights fade.) VI Father Flynn, in blue and white vestments, is at the pulpit. FLYNN: A woman was gossiping with a friend about a man she hardly knew—I know none of you have ever done Jobn Patrick Shanley this—and that night she had a dream. A great hai appeared over her and pointed down at her She was immediately seized with an overwhelming sense df, guilt. The next day she old parish priest, Father O'Rouke, and she told him: ‘went to confession. She got the! whole thing. “Is gossiping a sin?” she asked the old man, “Was that the Har me? Should ind of God Al T be asking pointing a ignorant, badly brought-up female! You have borne false witness against your neighbor, you have played fast and loose with his heartily ashamed! and asked forgiveness reputation, and you should be the woman said she was sorry “Not so fast!” says O'Rouke. “{ want you to go home, take a pillow up on your roof, cut it open with a knife, ‘went home, took the pi and return here to me!” So she illow off her bed, a knife from the drawer, went up the fire escape to the roof, and stabbed the pillow. Then she went back tthe old priest as instructed. “Did you everywhere, Fathe the pillow with the knit ‘And what was the result?” thers"? he repeated. “Feathers ‘Now I want you to go back and gather up every last feather that flew out on the wind!” “Well,” she says, “it can’t be done. I don’t know where they went, The wind-took them all over.” “And chat,” said Father O'Rouke, Father, Son, and the ‘is gossip!” In the name of the ly Ghost, Amen,Doube VII The lights crossfade to the garden. A crow caws. Sister James sits on the bench, deep in thought. Father Flynn enters. FLYNN: Good afternoon, Sister James. sisTER sAMes: Good afternoon, Father, ruvwn: What is that bird complaining about? What kind of bird is that? A starling? A grackle? SISTER JAMES: A crow? FLYNN: Of course it is. Are you praying? I didn't mean te imerrupt, ° sister samss: I'm not praying, no, suywn: You seem subdued. SISTER James: Oh, I can't sleep. Fivnw: Why not? sisTEn saMes: Bad dreams. Actually one bad dream, then I haven’t slept right since. “eum ane uywn: What about? SISTER saMes: I looked in a mirror and there was a darkness where my face should be. It frightened me. Lynn: I can't sleep on occasion. s187R samss: No? Do you see that big hand pointing a fin- rat you? FLYNN: Yes. Sometimes. sistem sass: Was your sermon directed at anyo particular? ens sox What do you think? SISTER, yes Did you make up that story about the pillow? ran Yes You make ple stories tilusat the a dition of the parable, neha: SISTER saMes: Aren't the things that actually happen in life more worthy of interpretation than a made-up story? 3 John Patrick Shanley pivnw: No. What actually happens in life is beyond inter- pretation. The truth makes for a bad sermon. It tends to be confusing and have no cleat conclusion. sisTen sams: I received a letter from my brother in Mary- land yesterday. He's very sick. yn: Maybe you should go and see him. sisTER sanas: I can't leave my class. ws: How's Donald Muller doing? sister sames: I don't know. ruvnw: You don't see him? SISTER JAMES: I see him every day, but I don't know how he's doing. I don’t know how to judge these things. Now. uvnn:I stopped speaking to him for fear of it being misun. derstood. Isn't that a shame? T actually avoided him the other day when I might've passed him in the hall. He doesn't understand why. I noticed you didn't come to me for confession. sister sames: No, went to Monsignor Benedict. He's very kind. ruynn: I wasn" sisTen sames: It wasn’t that, As you know. You know why. ruyww: You're against me? sister sams: No, run: You're not convinced? SISTER JAMES: I's not for me to be convinced, one way or the other. It’s Sister Aloysius. rtyww: Are you just an extension of her? stsT#R sAMEs: She's my superior ruyww: But what about you? sisven santas: I wish Tlznew nothing whatever about it.I wish the idea had never entered may mind iy: How did it enter your mind? SISTER JAMES: Sister Aloysius. uve feel as if my reputation has been damaged through no fault of my own. But I'm reluctant to take the steps 9ecessary to repair it for fear of doing further harm. t's frustrating, I can tell you that, sisten sames: Is it true? Fuywx: What? stsTeR Janes: You know what I'm asking Lyn: No, it's not true, SISTER sAMtis: Oh, I don't know what to believe, FLywn: How can you take sides against me? SISTER Jaws: It doesn’t matter, Fuvwn: Te does matter! I've done nothing, There's no sub- stance to any of this, The most innocent actions can appear sinister to the poisoned mind, I had to throw that poor boy off the altar. He's devastated. The only reason [ haven't gone to the monsignor is I don't want to tear apart the school. Sister Aloysius would most cer. tainly lose her position as principal if Tmade her ace. sations known, Since they're baseless, You might lose ‘your place as well. SISTER sAMes; Are you threatening me? Fuvnn: What do you take me for? No, SISTER sams: I want to believe you, Fuvww: Then do, It's as simple as that, SISTER sames: It’s not me that has to be convinced. Fuywn; I don't have to prove anything to her, SISTER James: She's determined, PUN: To what? SISTER sAMEs: Protect the boy. ruxnns It's me that cares about that boy, not her. Has she ever Feached out a hand to that child or any child in this school? She' like a block of ice Children need warmth, kindness, understanding! What does she give them? Rales. That black boy needs a helping hand or he's not going to make it here! But if she has her way, he'll be left to his own undoing, Why do you think he wasin the John Patrick Shanley scristy drinking wine that day? He's in trouble! She sees me talk in a human way to these children and she immmedintely assumes there must be something wrong 'm not going to let her SISTER sams: I know yor Puvwn: Like you care abo you? SISTER sates: Yes "ww: That's natural. How else would you relate to children? Tean look at your face and know your philosophy: kindness StsTan sams: I don’t know, I mean, of course Ftvew: What is Sister Aloysius’ philosophy do you suppose? ‘your class! You love them, don't A pause.) SISTER sAMEs: I don’t have to suppose, She’s told me. She dis. courages... warmth, She's suggested Ibe more. formal "urn: There are people who go after your human Tames, who tell you the light in your heart is 2 week. ness, That your soft feelings betray you, I don't believe that. It's an old tactic of cruel people to kill kindness in the wame of virtue. Don' believe it. There's nothing wrong with love, . SISTER taMES: OF course not, but ‘ss Have you forgotten that was the message of the Savior to usall. Love. Not suspicion, disapproval and judgment ave of people, Have yous found Sister Aloysius a poss tive inspiration? ‘sustan saMés: I don’t want to misspeak, but no. She's taken away my joy of teaching. And I loved teaching more “Doubt than anything, (She cries a little. He pats her uneasily, looking around) FLyNN: Ie’ all right, You're going to be all right. sistas sans: I feel as if everything ruxnn: It isn't though, There are just times i Tost. You're not alone with Ithappens to many of us. stsrea sames: A bond. (Becomes seif conscious) 1’ better goin. FLyww: I'm sorry your brother is. sisten sAMes: Thank you, Father, (Starts o go, stops) I don't, eve it! by yn: You don’t? sister sanags: No, riynn: Thank you, Sister. That’sa great relief to me, Thank you very much, She go it The: He takes out hs litle black book and writes in a caus. He yellsat it) Oh, be quiet (Then he opens a prayer book and walks away.) VUI Crossfade to the principal's office, Sister Aloysius is sitting looking out the window, very still, A knock at the door. She doesn't react A second knock, louder. She pulls a small earplug out of her ear and scurries to the door. She opens it. There stands Mrs, Muller, a black wornan of about eight in her Sunday best, dressed for church, She's on red alert, sisren at.ovsius: Mrs, Muller? ry John Patrick Shanley mrs. MULLER: Yes. sister ALovsius: Come in, (Sister Aloysius c ses the door.) Please have a sent. ns. MULLER: I thought I might you didn't answer the door. sisteR aLoysits: Oh, Yes. We tening to a transistor radio the wrong day when between us, I was lis- th an earpiece. (She shows Mrs, Muller a.very small transistor radio.) Look at how tiny they're making them now. I confis cated it from one of the students and now I can't stop using it aims, MULLER: Yo the news reports because my husband was in Italy in the war. When I came into possession of tle radio, I found myself doing it again, Though is no war and the voices have changed. sun: You were a married woman? sisteR ALoysius: Yes. But then he was kil band coming? MAS, MULLER: Couldn't get off work. SIsTER ALoysiUs: I see. Of course. It was alot to ask. Mas, MUt.LeR: How's Donald doing? sisTEn ALoystus: He's passing his subjects. He has average grades MAS. MULLER: Oh, Good. He was upset about getting taken off the altar boys. sister aLoystus: Did he explain why? Mens. 4, Is your hus- ten: He said he was caught drinking wine. sisTER ALoystus: That.is the reason. 4“Doub: MRS. MULLER: Well, that seems fair. But he's a good boy, Sister. He fell down there, but he’s a good boy pretty ‘uch down the line, And he knows what an opportu- nity he has here. I think the whole thing was just a bit much for him, sistan atovstus: What do you mean, the whole thing? Mas. mutLEn: He's the only colored here. He’s the first in this school, That'd be a lot for a boy. SISTER aLovsius: I suppose it is, But he has to do the work of course as. mutten: He is doing it though, right? sisren anovstus: Yes, He's getting by. He's getting through How is he at home? Ms. MULLER: His father beat the hell out of him over that SISTER ALovstus: He shouldn't do that Ms. wuLLeR: You don’t tell my husband what todo. You just stand back. He didn’t want Donald to come here. sisteR auoysius: Why now? ens. wuzten: Thought held have a lot of trouble with the other boys. But that hasn't really happened as far as lean make out. SISTER aLovsius: Good, Mas. mutta; That priest, Father Flynn, been watching out for him, SISTEN aLoysius: Yes. Have you met Father Flynn? Mins, muLLen: Not exactly, no. I seen him on the altar, but Thaven't met him face to face. No. Just, you know, heard from Donald, SISTER ALovstus: What does he say? Mins, Mu.tien: You know, Father Flynn, Father Flynn, He looks up to him. The man gives him his time, which is what the boy needs. He needs that, “ | | John Patrick Si Shanley SistER aLovsius: Mrs, Muller, we may have a problem, Ms. mutten: Well, I thought you must « had a reason for asking me to come in, Principal’ a big job. If you stop ‘your day to talk to me, must be something. I just want to say though, it's just till June. SISTER ALOYSIUS: Excuse me? Mins. wuter: Whatever the problem is, Donald just has to make it here till June, Then he's off into high school SisTER atovsrus: Right. Mas. mutter: If Donald can graduate from here, he has a better chance of getting into a good high school. And that would mean an opportunity at college. I believe he has the intelligence. And he wants it, oo, StsT@R ALovsius: I don't see anything at this time standing in the way of his graduating with his class ens, muttin: Well, that’s all I care about, Anything else is all right with me. SISTER aLovsius: I doubt that Mas, mucin: Try me, SISTER ALoysius: I'm concerned about the rel between Father Flynn and your son. ns. wuts.pn: You don't say. Concerned, What do you mean, concerned? SISTER ALOYSIUS: That it may not be right. Ms, monien: Uh-huh, Well, there's something wrong with everybody, isn't that so? Got to be forgiving, Sista azoysius: I'm concerned, to be frank, that Father Flynn may have made advances on your son. Mars, Mtstten: May have made. tionship SISTER aLoystus: I can't be certain. MRS. MULLER: No evidence? sisren anoysius: No. Mas. wutain: Then maybe there's nothing to it?Doubt sisTER aLovsius: I think there is something to it. wns, MULLER: Well, I would prefer not to see it that way if you don't mind, stsTER ALovstus: Ican understand that this is hard to hear T think Father Flynn gave Donald that altar wine. ns. MULLER: Why would he do that? sisTEn ALovsits: Has Donald been acting strangely? sans. auttien: No. sisTen aLovsius: Nothing out of the ordinary? ns. MULLER: He's been himself. SISTER ALovsius: Allright. ns, suta.tn:Laok, Sister don't want any trouble, and I feel you're on the march somehow. joysiws: Pm not sure you completely understand. mins. wcintien: I think I understand the kind of thing you're talking about, But I don't want to get into it. sisten aLoystus: What's that? ans, Urn: Not to be disagreeing with you, but if we're talking about something floating around between this priest and my son, that ain't my son's fault sister atoystus: I'm not suggesting itis. MRS, MULLER: He's just @ boy. SISTER aLovsius: I know, MRS, MULLER: Twelve years old. If somebody should be tak: ing blame for anything, it should be the man, notthe boy. sisten atovsrus: I agree with you completely, ns. muLen: You're agreeing with me but I'm sitting i principal's office talking about my son, Why isn' Priest in the principal's office, if you know what I'm saying and you'll excuse my bringing it up. sisten xtovsts: You're here because I'm concerned about Donald's welfare, Mins, mutLeR: You think I'm not? 1us: OF course you are. 6 John Patrick Shanley Mins. Mutten: Let me ask you something, You honestly think that priest gave Donald that wine to drink? sister aLovsrus: Yes, I do. MAS. MULLER: Then how come my son got kicked off the altar boys if it was the man that gave it to him? sisTER aLoysiUs: The boy got caught, che man didn’t, as. mutts: How come the priest didn’t get kicked off the priesthood? SisTER ALovsius: He's a grown man, educated. And he knows what's at stake. It's not so easy to pin someone like that down, ns. uL1.68:So you give my son the whole blame. No prob- em my son getting blamed and punished. That's easy. You know why that is? sist#R aLovstus: Perhaps you should let me talk. T think you're getting upset. ns. MutLen: That's because that’s the way itis. You're just finding out about it, but that’s the way itis and the way it’s been, Sister. You're not going against no man in a robe and win, Sister. He's got the position, sister azoystus: And he's got your son, ins. MULLER: Let him have ‘im then, sisteR aLoysrus: What? sens. wur.tens I's just sill une. sisten aLoxsros: Do you know what you're saying? sens. sn: Know more about it than you. 1 ALovstos: I believe this man is creating or has already ‘brought about an improper relationship with your son. sens. writen: I don't know, sisren aLoysrus: I know I'm right. as. wiis.ten: Why you need to know something like that, for sure when you don't? Please, Sister. You got some kind a righteous cause going with this priest and now you want to drag.my boy into it. My son doesn't need 4“Doubs additional difficulties, Let him take the good and leave the rest when he leaves this place in June, He knows how to do that. I taught him how to do that. sisTEx aLovsrus; What kind of mother are you? ans, wuLLER: Excuse me, but you don't know enough about life to say a thing like that, Sister, sisTeR aLoystus: I know enough. ns, mutter: You know the rules maybe, but that don’t obesius: 1 know what 1 won't accept! ns. murten: You accept what you gotta accept and you work with it. That's the truth I know. Sorry to be so sharp, but you're in here in this rooun sisT#R LoysiUS: This man is in my school ns. muttzn: Well he's gotta be somewhere and maybe he's, doing some good too. You ever think of that? SISTER ALOvSiUs: He's after the boys Ms. MULLER: Well, maybe some of them boys want to get caught, Maybe what you don’t know maybe is my son is... that way. That's why his father beat him up. Not the wine, He beat Donald for being what he is. sisTen ALoysrus: What are you telling me? uns, ucts: I'm his mother. I'm talking about his nature now, not anything he’s done. But you can’t hold a child responsible for what God gave him to be. sisteR ALovsiUs: Listen to me with care, Mrs. Muller. U's only interested in actions, It's hopeless to discuss a child's possible inclination. Tm finding it difficult, enough to address a man’s deeds, This isn't about what the boy may be, but what the man is. I's about the man, Mas. suLten: But there's the boy's nature. sisteR arovsrus: Let leave that out of it Mas. MULLER: Forget it then, You're the one forcing people to say these things out loud. Things are in the air and * Jobn Patrick Shanley you leave them alone if you can, That's whit My boy came to this school ‘cause they were gonii hhim atthe public school. So we were lucky enough 8 hhim in here for his lat year. Good, His father don! him. He comes here, the kids don’ ‘him, One'mayl is good to him. Ths priest. Puts outa hand tothe bff Does the man have his reasons? Yes, Everybody has thely a reasons. You have your reasons, But do I ask the ina wrhy he's good to my son? No, I don't care why: My sate 0 care abou needs some mi towhere he wants ro go, And thank God, man with som ststen aLovsiUs: This will not do, ie wns, MULLEN: Tes just till June. Sometimes things aren! Black and white SIsvan ALOYSIUS: And sometimes they are, I'l throw youp son out of this school. Make no mistake vans, uten: But why would you do that with him? ststan aLovsrus:Because I will stop this whatever way Tznus. mans. stuttan: You'd hurt my son to get your way? sisTEn aLoysivs: It won't end with your son. There will be others, if there aren’ already. ns, MULLER: Throw the priest out then, sistan aLoysius: I'm trying to do just that ans, MuLLen: Well, whet do you want from me? joching started, A pause) sisven aLovstus: Nothing. Asit turns out. I was hoping you might know something that would help me, but it seems you don’t, MRS. MULLER: Please leave my son out of this. My husband ‘would kill that child over a thing like this. 0Doubt rs avovstus: I'l try. (Mrs. Muller stands up) hans. mutter: I don't know, Sister. You may think you're doing good, but the world’s a hard place. I don't know that you and me are on the same side. I'l be standing with my son and those who are good with my son. It'd be nice to see you there. Nice talking with you, Sister. Good morning. (She goes, leaving the door open behind her. Sister Aloysius is shaken. After a moment, Father Fiynn appears at the door. He's in a controlled fury.) tywn: May I come in? sisTER aLoystus: We would require a third party. Lynn: What was Donald's mother doing here? SISTER ALovsrus: We were having a chat. Fuvxw: About what? SISTER ALoystus: A third party is truly required, Father. Lynn: No, Sister. No third party. You and me are due fora talk (He comes in and slams the door behind him. They face each other) ‘You ligve to stop this campaign against me! ys: You can stop it at any time, riven: How? SISTER ALOYSTUS: Confess and resign. viynw: You are attempting to destroy my reputation! But the result of all this is going to be your removal, not minet sisTen aLovstus: What are you doing in this school? 50 John Patrick Shanley viens: Tam trying to do good! SISTER ALoysiUs: Or even more to the point, what doing in the priesthood? yn: You are single-handedly holding this school aug parish back! From what? FLYNN: Progressive education and a welcoming churci j sisten aLovsrus: You can't distract me, Father Fi isn’t about my behavior, is about yours. iy: It’s about your unfounded suspicions. sistun aLovsivs: That's right. [have suspicions see: You know what [haven't understood through Why, do you suspect me? What have T done? of sistan aLovsivs: You gave that boy wine to drink. And youl let him take the blame, oe uvvos Thats completely untvel Did you talk vo Mee McGinn? : susren azovstus: All McGinn knows is the boy drank wine, He doesn’t how he came to drink it. vuvn: Did his mother have something to add to that? stsren aLovsius: No rtvwy: So that's it. There's nothing there. sistin axovsivs: Pm not satisfied rors; Well sven aLovs1us:No, doing. urn: Oh, and why would he do that? sisren anovsius: Because you have seduced him. rerun: You're insane! You've gotitin your head that I've cor-- rupted this child after giving him wine, and nothing I say will change that. sistEn ALoysrus: That's right LYN: But correct me if I'm wrong. This has nothing to do with the wine, not really. You had a fundamental mis- if you're not satisfied, ask the boy then! protect you. That's what he’s beenDoubt trust of me before this incident! It was you that warned Sister James to be on the lookout, wasn’t it? stsTen aLovstus: That's true, PLywn: So you admit itt SISTER aLovSIUS: Certainly. Pun: Why? vuyww: How's that? SISTER ALo¥s1US: You will tell me what you've done, wiyww: Oh I will? sIsTER aLovstus: Yes Finn: I'm not one of your truant boys, you know. Sister James is convinced I’m innocent. So you talked to Sister James? Well, of ‘course you talked to Sister James. ruvwn: Did you know that Donald’s father beats him? SISTER ALovstUs: Yes. FLYNN: And might that not account for the odd behavior Sister James noticed in the boy? viynw: Then what is i? What? What did you hear, what did you see that convinced you so thoroughly? SISTER aLoysius: What does it matter? Puywn: I want to know, SISTER ALOys1US: On the first day of the school year, Isaw you touch William London's wrist, And I saw him pull away, wtynw: That’ all? sistsa aLoystus: That was all riyww: But that’s nothing (He writes in his book.) sister aLoysrus: What are you writing now? uyww: You leave me no choice. I'm writing down wl say. I end to get too flustered to remember the of an upsetting conversitlon, and this may be tant. When I talk to the monsignor and explain you have to be removed as the principal of this sl .reR ALoystUs: This morning, before I spoke with Muller, I took the precaution of ealling the last p to which you were assigned wenn: What did he say? SISTER aLovsiUs: Who? ruvnw: The pastor? SISTER ALOYSIUS: I did not speak to the pastor. I spoke to one of the nuns, 3 wuxwn: You should've spoken to the pastor. sisTHA atovsrus: I spoke to a nun. ‘ Lewy: That's not the proper route for you to have taken, i Sister! The Church is very clear. You're supposed to go through the pastor. sisrn aLovstus: Why? Do you have an understanding, you and he? Father Flynn, you have.a history. vuxwn: You have no right to go rummaging through my past! sIsTan aLovsIus: This is your third paris! years. ruven: Call the pastor and ask him why T left! Tt was per- fectly innocent. sister aLoystus: I'm not calling the pastor. ruven: 1am a good priest! And there is nothing in my record to suggest otherwise, sistem aLovsrus: You will go after another child and another, ‘until you are stopped. vuynis: What nun did you speak to? 8. viynn; I've not touched a child, sisren aLoystus: I won'tDoubt sisTEn atoysrus: You have, ruyww: You have not the slightest proof of anything, sisTER atoysrus: But I have my certainty, and armed with that, I will go to your last parish, and the one before that if necessary. I will find a parent, Father Flynn! ‘Trust me I will. A parent who probably doesn't know that you are still working with childrenl And once I do that, you will be exposed. You may even be attacked, metaphorically or otherwise. uy: You have no right to act on your own! You are a mem- ber of a religious order. You have taken vows, obedience beingfoite! You answer to us! You have no right to step. outside the Churcht sistsn aLoystus: I will step outside the Church if that’s what needs to be done, though the door should shut ‘behind me! T will do what needs to be done, Father, if it means I'm damned to Hell! You should understand, ‘that, or you will mistake me. Now, did you give Donald, Muller wine to drink? FLYNN: Have you never done anything wrong? sistER aLoystus: I have. Fiyww: Mortal sin? SISTER ALOYSIUS: Yes, iywn: And? SISTER ALovsrus: I confessed it! Did you give Donald Muller wine to drink? rivww: Whatever Ihave done, I have leftin the healing hands of my confessor. As have you! We are the same! SISTER ALoysiUs: We are not the same! A dog that bites is a dog that bites! I do not justify what I do wrong and, go on. I admit it, desist, and take my medicine. Did you give Donald Muller wine to drink? ruvnw: No, sIsTER ALovstus: Mental reservation? John Patrick Shanley ruyww: No. sistaa aLoystus: You lie. Very well then. If you wort ‘my office, I will. And once I go, I will not stop. (Ghe goes to the door. Suddenly, a new tone comes into voice.) Len: Wait! vstus: You will request a transfer from this: You will take a leave of absence until it is granted. uynn: And do what for the love of God? My life is here. SISTER ALoysrus: Don't. Lynn: Pleasel Are we people? Am I‘ person flesh and bloot like you? Or are we just ideas and convictions. I can't say. everything. Do you understand? There are things I can! say. Even if you can’t imagine the explanation, Sis. remember that there are circumstances beyond yout! knowledge. Even if you feel certainty, itis an emotio and not a fact, In the spirit of charity, I appeal to you! On behalf of my liféts work You have to behave. responsibly, I put myself in your hands, SISTER ALoysrus: I don't want you, iynn: My reputation is at stake. ‘You can preserve your reputation, LYNN: If you say these things, I won't be able to do my work in the community, SISTER ALO sister Atoysrvs: Your work in the community should be discontinued. ivwn: You'd leave me with nothing. SISTER ALovs1Us: That's not true. It's Donald Muller who has nothing, and you took full advantage of that. vuvww: Thave not done anything wrong. Icare about that boy very much. 55Doubt sisTen atoysivs: Because you smile at him and sympathize with him, and talk to him as if you were the same? Lyn; That child needed a friendl SisTER atovstus: You are a cheat. The warm feeling you ‘experienced when that boy looked at you with trust was not the sensation of virtue. It can be got by a drunkard from his tot of rumm. You're a disgrace tothe collar. The only reason you haven't been thrown out of the Church is the decline in vocations Foyww: T can fight you. sistem aLoystus: You will lose. Fuvwn: You can’t know that SISTER ALovstUs: IInow, roxnn: Wh SISTER aLovsn your compassion? Nowhere you can get at it. Stay here. Com- ose yourself, Use the phone if you like. Good day, Father. I have no sympathy for you. I know you're invulnerable to true regret. (Starts to go, Pause) And cut your nails. (he goes, closing the door behind her. After a moment, ‘he goes to the phone and dials.) vuxnw: Yes, This is Father Brendan Flynn of St. Nicholas Parish, Ineed to make an appointment to see the bishop. Lights fade.) 56 Jolin Patrick Shanley IX The lights crossfade to Sister Aloysius walking into the garde} I's @ sunny day. She sits on the bench. Sister James enters, SisTER ALo¥srUs: How's your brother? sisTeR Jas: Better. Much better. SISTER aLoysius: I'm very glad. I prayed for him, SISTER 1aMaS: It was, good to get away. I needed to see m family. It had been too long. sisrnn aLoysius: Then I'm glad you did it, SISTER Jamus: And Father Flynn is gone. stsTen aLoysius: Yes. sisten satus: Where? SISTER ALoysrus: St, Jerome's. SISTER JAMES: So you did it. You got him out. sIsTER aLovstus: Yes sisTEN James: Donald Muller is heartbroken that he's gone. SISTER aLoystus: Can't be helped. It's just till June. sisTen 1aMes: [don't think Father Flynn did anything wrong. stsTER ALoysiUs: No? He convinced you? SISTER JaMEs: Yes, he did. SISTER ALoystus: Hmmm, stsT#n sams: Did you ever prove it? SISTER ALoystus: What? stSTsR Jamus: That he interfered with Donald Muller? SISTER ALoys1Us: Did I evér prove it to whom? SISTER JAMBS: Anyone but yourself? stsren aroystus: No. SISTER sames: But you were sure. sisTEn aLoystus: Yes SISTER JaMEs: I wish I could be like you sisTER aLoystus: Why?Doubt SISTER zAMEs: Because I can't sleep at nightanymore. Every. thing seems uncertain to me, sis TER ALovstUs; Maybe we're not supposed to sleep so well ‘They've made Father Flynn the pestor of St. Jerome. SISTER JAMES: Who? stSTER ALovsiUs: The bishop appointed Father Flynn the pas- tor of St. Jerome Church and School. It's a promotion, sisteR sans: You didn’t tell them? sisn ALovstus:Ttold our good Monsignor Benedict, Tcrossed the garden and told him. He did not believe it to be true. sists zamns: Then why did Father Flynn leave? What did you say to him to make him go? SISTER ALoyS1US: That I had called a nun in his previous parish. ‘That Thad found out hisprior history of infringements. SISTER iAMES: So you did prove itt SISTER ALovstus: I was lying. I made no such call. ststan sames: You lied? sisTER Atovsrus: Yes, But if he had no such history, the lie wouldn't have worked. His resignetion was his confes- sion. He was what I thought he wes. And he’s gone. sisTER :aMES: I can’t believe you lied. SISTER ALoystUs: In the pursuit of wrongdoing, one steps away from God. Of course there's a price. sister zames: I see, So now he's in another school: SISTER ALovstus: Yes. Oh, Sister James! sisTER JAMES: What is i, Sister? SISTER ALovsiUs: I have doubts! I have sich doubts! (Sister Aloysius is bent with emotion. Sister James com- forts her. Lights fade) END OF PLAY