Music

The first time I heard about you

I knew what I had to do
I’ve been searching for you all these years
And now I’ve found you

I can feel my pears staring at me

I tell them to just wait and see,
I know who I'm gonna be
They’re all half asleep
They’re gonna wake up and see

Here I go again
I’m imagining a world
Outside the one, I'm in
Daydreaming again
Of when I’ll get a chance.

I can’t change how the days may unfold

I can’t change what the future holds
But I want you in it
Every hour, every minute

This world can race by far too fast

It’s hard to see while it’s all flying past
But it’s clear now
When you’re standing here now
I am meant to be
Wherever you are next to me

All I wanted to do
Is come running home you
And all my life I wanted to
Keep running home you

I could see it right from the start

That you would be my light in the dark
You gave me no other choice
Than to love you
I tried playing with you
I knew we were meant to be
Just like peanut butter and jelly
I was born to be with you
As you were there
Waiting for me

At a time
All I could do was listen to you
But I never felt you
All I could do was see you
But I could never touch you

I could feel you in me

My parents could see you in me
My friends could see you in me
And they say
I was born to be

Here I go again
Into a new world
Into your world
I can remember
What you did to me
I couldn’t take it anymore
But you forced me to

You brainwashed me
Into thinking you were friendly
But as I dived down into your world
I saw you differently

Strict teachers
Forceful parents
And my depressed self
They all came from you

My peers that were once my friends

Became my rivals
Every stage I went on
I could hear you whisper in my ear
You have to win
It’s a competition
But it’s not!
I came to you
Because I loved you
But you have left me lonely
And useless