Ashcche Cyclone.

gvmy` ivbv
Avm‡Q mvB‡Kv¬ b
KvRx Av‡bvqvi †nv‡mb
GK
w`Mš— we¯—…Z K¨vwiweqvb mvMi| Zvi ey‡K myRjv-mydjv Mvp meyR
GKUv Øxc| †gBbj¨vÛ, A_©vr †ejc¨vb-Gi me‡P‡q eo Øxc
IUv, m¨vb cj wK|
e„ËvKvi wekvj PuvÙv e‡j w`‡”Q AvR c~wY©gv, Kv‡RB Øx‡ci
GKgvÎ †nv‡Uj †evKv wPKv-i Zi“Y AwZw_iv Drm‡e †g‡Z IVvi
GKUv ARynvZ †c‡q †Mj| iv‡Zi bxieZv‡K ZQbQ K‡i w`‡q
†e‡R DVj RbwcÖq R¨vgvBKvb wgDwRK|
evZvm †_‡g †M‡Q, †mB m‡½ K¨vwiweqvb GjvKvi Awfkvc
Ly‡` m¨vÛd¬vB-Gi †gN †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q Pvicv‡k| gkvwi w`‡q GB
Dc`ªe †VKvevi †KvbI Dcvq †bB|
Nygv‡bv m¤¢e bq, †nv‡Uj-Kg©Pvixiv bvi‡K‡ji †Qveov R‡ov
K‡i ZvB Av¸b R¡vjj ˆmK‡Z, Zvici †mB Av¸‡bi Dci
Szwj‡q w`j †jvnvi wk‡K Muv_v Qvj Qvov‡bv Lvwm| Mig QvB-G
†d‡j †cvov‡bv n‡”Q g¯— AvKv‡ii Mj`v wPswoI|
AwZw_ ej‡Z K‡qKRb gvwK©b eëmvqx Qvov †ewkifvMB
m`¨ K‡jR †_‡K †ei“‡bv Rvg©vb ÷z‡W›U Uzwi÷| eq¯‹ AwZw_iv
ˆmK‡Z ivZ RvM‡Z ivwR bb, kw³-mvg_©¨ AUzU †i‡L mKv‡j
†evU wb‡q †ei“‡eb Zuviv †ejc¨vb-Gi g~j AvKl©Y, my`xN© †Kvivj
wid †`L‡Z|
Avm‡Q mvB‡K¬vb 1
wid gv‡b cv_i, bywoi ¯—~c, R‡g IVv cÖevj BZ¨vw` w`‡q
ˆZwi cuvwPj; †Kv_vI mvM‡ii Dci mvgvb¨ gv_v Zz‡j Av‡Q,
†Kv_vI ev jywK‡q Av‡Q mvi‡d‡mi wVK bx‡PB|
†ejc¨v‡bi `yf©vM¨B ej‡Z n‡e, cÖvq †ò‡kv gvBj `xN©
ˆmKZ _vKv m‡Ë¡I DcK‚‡ji A`~‡i M‡o IVv GB wid-Gi Kvi‡Y
†`kUvi Zx‡i eo †KvbI RvnvR wfo‡Z cv‡i bv, d‡j M‡o
I‡Vwb †KvbI e›ì|
GK Wjv‡i ivg-Gi †evZj cvIqv hv‡”Q| AviI GK Wjvi
w`‡j IUvi m‡½ †gkv‡bv hv‡e GK †evZj †jgb Rym| GB
wgkªYUvB †ejc¨v‡bi Ôb¨vkbvj wWª¼Õ|
†gBbj¨v‡Ûi `w¶Y cÖv‡š— Aev‡a MuvRvi Pvl nq, cjvZK
µxZ`vm‡ì DËicyi“livB K‡i GUv, cÖvq †ivR iv‡ZB K¨vby
wb‡q GB Øx‡c P‡j Av‡m Zviv| ïay †h MuvRv †e‡P Zv bq, †b‡P-
†M‡q cwi‡ekUv‡K Avb›`Nb K‡i †Zv‡j| AvRI Zviv
R¨vgvBKvi DÏvg wgDwR‡Ki m‡½ bvP‡Q|
Ava gvBj `~‡i Ñ ˆmKZ †_‡K evwb©k Kiv †Lvj `y‡Uv †KvbI
iK‡g †`Lv hv‡”Q Ñ †XD‡qi Zv‡j Zv‡j `yj‡Q mËi dzwU GKUv
K¨vUvgvi¨vb| IUvi bvg MÖvwmqvm, †gw·Kvb-¯ú¨vwb‡k hvi A_©
abëv`, †bvOi †d‡j‡Q wid-Gi Avovj wb‡q mvM‡ii
Gw`KUvq|
bvBj‡bi †gvUv iwk w`‡q euvav GKUv †hvwWqvK wWw½ i‡q‡Q
MÖvwmqv‡mi wcQ‡b, wek dzU j¤^v| K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi wcQ‡bi †WwfU-
G Szj‡Q †gi“b i‡Oi weGgWwe−D wRGm GbwWD‡iv
†gvUimvB‡KjUv|
Mªvwmqvm wWRvBb Kiv n‡q‡Q I‡kb-†iwms †gwkb wnmv‡e,
d‡j †ev `y‡Uv LyeB nvjKv K‡i ˆZwi, `gKv evZv‡mi av°v †L‡q
†Z‡o Avmv †XD‡qi wfZ‡i hv‡Z †muwa‡q †h‡Z bv cv‡i|
2 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
K¨vUvgvi¨vbUvq †QvU-eo †ek K‡qK cÖ¯’ cvj †Zvjvi eë¯’v
Av‡Q, evZvm †c‡j MwZ GZ evo‡e †h wid-Gi Dci w`‡q
Abvqv‡m ZiZwi‡q cvi n‡q hv‡e Ñ ejv hvq cÖvq D‡o|
MÖvwmqv‡mi †Rvov †Lvj‡K GK K‡i ivLv weªR-†WK †_‡g‡Q
†m›Uªvj †mjy‡bi wVK wZbdzU mvg‡b| `yB †Lv‡ji gvSLv‡b GB
gyn~‡Z© AviI Szj‡Q GK BwÂ WvqvwgUvi duvKhy³ bvBj‡bi GKUv
Rvj|
IB Rv‡j ï‡q †Pv‡L kw³kvjx †hBm webwKDjvi Zz‡j
ˆmK‡Z R‡g IVv DrmeUv LuywU‡q †`L‡Q †gw·Kvb Zi“Y w`‡q‡Mv
gvi‡fj| Mvp bxj mywZi cvqRvgv I GKB i‡Oi wU-kvU© c‡i‡Q
†m| PIov Kviwbmmn weivU GKUv n¨vU w`‡q gv_vUv XvKv, Z‡e
Kuva ch©š— j¤^v Nb Kv‡jv †KuvKov Pzj Zv‡Z XvKv c‡owb| _yZwbi
Kv‡Q mvgvb¨ †mŠw` `vwo| †PvL `y‡Uv Kvj‡P-bxj|
k³-mg_© KvVv‡gv, †Kv_vI GZUzKz Pwe© †bB, †cwk¸‡jv
cvKv‡bv iwki gZ| Zvi bovPovq w¶cÖ GKUv fve i‡q‡Q| i“wP
GKUz nq‡Zv ¯’~j, Mjvq jvj cÖevj cuwy Zi GKUv gvjv c‡i Av‡Q
w`qv‡Mv gvi‡fj| Aíw`b n‡jv G‡m‡Q GLv‡b|
GiB g‡a¨ Øx‡ci mevB Rv‡b, GB Zi“Y †gw·Kvb
RvcvwUmUvm †Mwijv wQj, †gw·‡Kv wmwUi DcK‡É miKvix
evwnbxi wei“‡× wZb eQi hy× K‡i‡Q| nVvr GKw`b fyj fv‡O
Zvi, †m Dcjwä K‡i †Mwijviv Avm‡j ¶gZv‡jvfx GK`j
†bZvi A‰bwZK ¯^cœc~i‡Yi nvwZqvi gvÎ| ZvB miKv‡ii ¶gv
†NvlYvi my‡hvM wb‡q hy×‡¶Î †Q‡o ivRavbx †gw·‡Kv wmwU‡Z
wd‡i Av‡m gvi‡fj| Mvb †M‡q Avi my›ìx †g‡q‡ì m‡½ †cÖg
K‡i w`b Zvi fvjB KvUwQj|
wKš‘ bvwZi GB Rxebhvcb mn¨ n‡jv bv wLUwL‡U `v`yi|
gvi‡fj †eKvi, GUv bvwK cwiev‡ii Rb¨ ïay AZ¨š— bq, fqvbK
Am¤§vbRbK| K_v †bB evZ©v †bB GB K¨vUvgvi¨vbUv wK‡b w`‡q
ey‡ov e‡j‡Qb, wKQzw`‡bi g‡a¨B †ejc¨v‡bi wid †`L‡Z cÖPzi
Uz¨wi÷ Avm‡Z ïi“ Ki‡e, hvI, fvov †L‡U wKQz Kvwg‡q Av‡bv
†M| DcK‚‡j A‡Xj Mj`v wPswoI cvIqv hvq, †j‡M _vK‡j
nq‡Zv †Zvgvi fv‡Mï PvKv Ny‡iI †h‡Z cv‡i|
gvÎ Kw`b n‡jv †ejc¨v‡b G‡mB mevi m‡½ fve Rwg‡q
†d‡j‡Q gvi‡fj| m¨vb cj wK-i wbKvivÕm evi-G hviv Avmv-
hvIqv K‡i Zviv mevB Zv‡K cQ›` K‡i| Zv‡ì A‡bK‡KB
Mj`v wPswo aivi Kjv-†KŠkj wkwL‡q w`‡q‡Q †m| Zviv
K¨vUvgvi¨vb wid cvi n‡q cv‡ki †`‡ki e›`‡i wM‡q je÷vi
†eP‡Z cvi‡e ï‡b Drmv‡n UMeM K‡i dzU‡Q wKQz †ejc¨vwbR
Zi“Y| Abvqv‡m wid cvi n‡Z cv‡i Ggb Rjhv‡bi Afve wQj
e‡jB UvKv †ivRMv‡ii GB eyw×Uv GZw`b Zv‡ì gv_vq Av‡mwb|
AvKvk †_‡K †b‡g Avmv hvwš¿K ¸Äb XyKj gvi‡f‡ji
Kv‡b| `w¶Yw`‡K ZvKv‡ZB †`L‡Z †cj Lye wbPz w`‡q, DcK‚j
†iLv a‡i D‡o Avm‡Q †c−bUv|
gvÎ mËi dzU Dc‡i, IUvi b¨vwf‡Mkb jvBU Zvi †`L‡Z
cvIqvi K_v| G‡iv‡c−b m¤ú‡K© fvjB Rv‡b †m| Avm‡j †V‡K
†kLv| †QvÆ NvmRwgi Dci AÜKv‡i ï‡q KZevi A‡c¶v Ki‡Z
n‡q‡Q Zv‡K, Kv‡b BwÄ‡bi MR©b wb‡q eyS‡Z n‡q‡Q kÎ“iv †KD
Kv‡Q P‡j Avm‡Q wK bv Ñ hy×‡¶‡Î †hgbwU nq AviKx|
GB †c−bUvi `y‡Uv BwÄb| Kíbvi †Pv‡L PvU©Uv †`Lj
gvi‡fj| DcK‚‡j †ejc¨vb wmwU Gqvi‡cvU© Qvov Avi gvÎ GKUv
w÷ªc Av‡Q, m¨vb cj wK †_‡K cuvP gvBj DË‡i wK KvbvKv-q|
IUv ˆZwi K‡i‡Qb gvwK©b Km‡gwUK wewjI‡bqvi D‡Wªv
†dvimvB_|
Øx‡ci †hw`KUv †_‡K wid †`L‡Z cvIqv hvq †mw`‡Ki
4 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
ˆmK‡Z wekvj GKUv mv`v evs‡jv Av‡Q, eQ‡i `yB nßv ILv‡b
QzwU KvwU‡q hvb f`ª‡jvK|
Avi D‡ëvw`‡K Av‡Q †ejc¨vb †cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcvg-Gi
†QvU GKUv Kv‡Vi evwo, gv‡S g‡a¨ ILv‡b AeKvk hvcb K‡ib
wZwb|
wK KvbvKvi Gqviw÷ª‡cB j¨vÛ Ki‡Z hv‡”Q †c−bUv |
Kcv‡j wPš—vi †iLv, †mw`‡K GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q _vKj
gvi‡fj| mvZw`b n‡jv †ejc¨v‡b G‡m‡Q, inm¨gq `y‡Uv †c−‡bi
K_v cÖ_g w`b †_‡KB ïb‡Q †m|
AvR †_‡K wZb nßv Av‡M †ejc¨v‡bi cÖvq wbR©b DË‡i
Amgvß iv¯—vi Dci j¨vÛ Kievi mgq Kvjfv‡U© av°v †L‡q
weaŸ¯— n‡q‡Q cÖ_g †c−bUv| nVvr †Kv‡Ì‡K wKQz cywjk G‡m
Kv‡M©v †nvì †_‡K †ei K‡i G‡b‡Q c¨v‡K‡U fiv GK‡kv †KwR
†Kv‡Kb I `k ev· Avg©m Ñ cÂvkUv A‡Uv‡gwUK ivB‡dj, m‡½
cÖPzi †Mvjvevi“`|
Zvi gvÎ `yÕw`b c‡iB Av‡iKUv †c−b wbivc‡` j¨vÛ K‡i
ivRavbx †ejc¨vb wmwUi Gqvi‡cv‡U©| †ejc¨v‡b eëmv Ki‡Z
AvMÖnx nÛyiv‡mi GKRb bvgKiv eëmvqxi cÖvB‡fU †c−b wQj
IUv, GLv‡b wewb‡qv‡Mi m¤¢ve¨Zv hvPvB Kievi Rb¨ Zuvi
g¨v‡bRvi‡K cvwV‡qwQ‡jb f`ª‡jvK| wek¦¯— m~‡Î Lei †c‡q mZK©
wQj Kv÷gm Awdmviiv, Zj−vwk Pvwj‡q †c−bUv †_‡K cÖPzi
cwigv‡Y †Kv‡Kb I †n‡ivBb †c‡q hvq Zviv|
†ejc¨v‡bi ivR‰bwZK gn‡j †ek fvjfv‡eB Qwo‡q‡Q
¸ReUv Ñ `y‡Uv Zj−vwmi wcQ‡bB bvwK †cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv
ivgcv‡gi nvZ wQj| †Mv‡q›`v‡ì †Mvcb wi‡cvU© †c‡q Av‡MB
cywjk evwnbx‡K mveavb K‡i †`b wZwb|
ivZ Av‡iKUz Mfxi n‡Z Szjš— Rvj †_‡K †b‡g coj
gvi‡fj| KKwc‡U D‡V K‡›Uªvj c¨v‡b‡ji Dci GKevi †PvL
eyjvj| cvwbi Dci ev bxP w`‡q Pzwcmv‡i †KvbI wec` Avm‡Q
bv, G‡j Ly‡` ivWvi w¯Œ‡b aiv coZ †mUv|
KKwcU †_‡K K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡q-†Z †ewi‡q Gj gvi‡fj, Ajm
cv‡q eomo †mjy‡b XyK‡Z hv‡”Q| PvU© †UwejUv K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡qi
†cvU© mvB‡W| †mjy‡bi mvg‡bi AskUv `Lj K‡i †i‡L‡Q †Nvovi
bvj AvK…wZi PK‡jU iOv †mwU I Aa©-e„ËvKvi WvBwbs †Uwej|
†UwejUv‡K †VK w`‡q †i‡L‡Q gv÷-†÷c Ñ avZe GKUv
KvVv‡gv, †hUvq gv¯‘j ùvwo‡q _v‡K, K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi Zjv †_‡K
D‡V G‡m‡Q|
†mjyb †_‡K `yB †Lv‡j †b‡g †M‡Q `yB cÖ¯’ avc| †Lvj `y‡Uvi
mvg‡b-wcQ‡b `y‡Uv K‡i Pvi‡U †Kweb; cÖwZwU †Kwe‡b Pvi‡U K‡i
ev¼, †ewmb I cÖvB‡fU Uq‡jU|
÷vi‡evW© †Lvj-Gi w`‡K AviI `y‡Uv †Kweb Av‡Q, †m
`y‡Uv‡K Avjv`v K‡i †i‡L‡Q mvRv‡bv-¸Qv‡bv M¨vwj|
†cvU©mvB‡Wi IB GKB RvqMvq cvIqv hv‡e kvIqvi, eomo
wm¼, IAK©Uc BZ¨vw`| ILvb †_‡K GKUv w¯−wcs e¨vM wb‡q
†W‡K †ewi‡q Gj gvi‡fj|
cÂvk †Nvovi AvDU‡evW© †gvU‡ii MR©‡b Nyg †f‡O †Mj

gvi‡f‡ji| GMR÷ †_‡K †ewi‡q Avmv AvIqvR ï‡bB eyS‡Z
cvij Bqvgvnv †Kv¤úvwbi †gvUi IUv| †K Avm‡Q Rv‡b †m|
†iv‡ì AvuP †c‡q †PvL KzuP‡K ZvKvj gvi‡fj| B¯úvZ-bxj
K¨vwiweqvb mvMi †_‡K D‡V Avmv Kzqvkvi wfZi wb®úªf m~h©Uv‡K
†`L‡Z †cj †m| †hb m~‡h©i wVK gvSLvb †_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Q
mv`v, wek dzwU, Pviw`K †Lvjv je÷vi w¯‹dUv|
†evUg¨vb ûBj †Nvivj, †gvUi eÜ Kij, w¯‹dUv Gevi
6 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
AvovAvwofv‡e MÖvwmqv‡mi w`‡K GwM‡q Gj| IUvi ÷vb© †_‡K
ˆZwi †XD K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi `yB †Lv‡ji gvSLv‡b AvUKv c‡o
jvwd‡q DVj, wfwR‡q w`j Zvi w¯−wcs e¨vMUv|
MÖvwmqv‡mi †iBj aij †evUg¨vb, K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi evwb©k Kiv
Mv †_‡K `~‡i mwi‡q †i‡L‡Q w¯‹dUv‡K| gvi‡f‡ji gZB eqm
n‡e Zvi, QvweŸk wK mvZvk| Mv‡qi iO Kv‡jv| Zvi eyKUv QwÎk
BwÂ PIov, kix‡ii w`‡K ZvKv‡j †cwk Qvov Avi wKQz †`Lv hvq
bv| Aw·‡Rb eUj QvovB Wye w`‡q mvM‡ii Zjv †_‡K kvgyK
†Zvjv wQj Zvi †ckv| gvi‡f‡ji m‡½ cwiPq nIqvi ci †_‡K
Mj`v wPswo aivi †bkvUv fvjgZB †c‡q‡Q Zv‡K|
†PvL †_‡K †jvbv cvwb gy‡Q gvi‡fj ejj, Ôcy‡q‡jv, Gfv‡e
m~h© †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡j †Kvb& w`b bv Avwg †Zvgvi Lywj Dwo‡q
w`B|Õ
ÔfvB gvi‡fj, P‡jv, Av‡M †eªKdv‡÷i cqmvUv Zywj,Õ ejj
cy‡q‡jv| ÔZvici hZ Lywk Mvj-g›` †Kv‡iv Avgv‡K|Õ
mvM‡ii Zjvq `y‡kv je÷vi-cU Qwo‡q ivLv n‡qwQj, d‡j
ïay AvR‡Ki bq, NÈv `y‡q‡Ki g‡a¨ cy‡iv eQ‡ii bv¯—vi cqmv
Zz‡j †djj cy‡q‡jv|
Gfv‡e Avq n‡Z _vK‡j LiP KivUvB bv mgm¨v n‡q ùvovq!
Mvwo †Kbv n‡e bv Zvi, KviY m¨vb cj wK-†Z †KvbI iv¯—v †bB|
iv¯—v _vK‡jI †KvbI jvf nZ bv, †Kv_vI hvIqvi gZ RvqMv
†bB|
Aw·‡Rb QvovB mvM‡i Wye w`‡q cU¸‡jv Lvwj Ki‡Z
cy‡q‡jv‡K mvnvh¨ Kij gvi‡fj| I¸‡jv‡K mvi‡d‡mi Dci
Zz‡j Avb‡Z n‡j wØ¸Y mgq jvMZ| mKvj `kUvi Av‡MB KvRUv
†kl Kij Iiv|
gvi‡f‡ji Lye B‡”Q w`‡bi †ejv wK KvbvKv ØxcUv GKevi
Ny‡iwd‡i †`L‡e, Z‡e K¨vUvgvi¨vb MÖvwmqvm‡K wb‡q wM‡q wb‡Ri
w`‡K mevi `„wó Kvo‡Z Pvq bv †m| cy‡q‡jv‡K wR‡Ám Kij,
Ô†Zvgvi w¯‹dUv GKevi †`‡e? Gw`K Iw`K Xy gvivi B‡”Q n‡”Q|
we‡K‡ji g‡a¨ mgevq mwgwZi †RwU‡Z wdwi‡q w`‡q hve|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q|Õ nvmj cy‡q‡jv|
mgevq Awd‡m Mj`v wPswo bvgv‡”Q †m, †evU †_‡K †b‡g
wbKvivÕm evi-Gi w`‡K G‡Mvj gvi‡fj| m¨vb cj Øx‡ci
†jvKRb ILv‡b e‡mB AvÇv †`q| GKUz Ny‡i †h‡Z n‡jv Zv‡K,
KviY c‡_i gvSLv‡b PviRb Av‡gwiKvb eëmvqx e‡m Av‡Q,
fve †`‡L g‡b n‡jv AvR mvivUv w`b Kx Ki‡e Zviv Zv-B wb‡q
Avjvc Ki‡Q|
nvb©v‡›`v wbKviv †`vAuvkjv, c~e©-cyi“l‡ì †KD GKRb
¯ú¨vwbqvW© †k¦Zv½ wQj, we‡q K‡iwQj †KvbI wb‡MÖv µxZ`vmx‡K|
eqm Zvi cÂvbœ wK lvU, KvVv‡gvUv `yB cv‡q ùvov‡bv mvK©v‡mi
nvwZi gZ|
Ôïbjvg AvRI †Zvgiv Lye fvj gvQ †c‡qQ,Õ gvi‡fj‡K
evi-G XyK‡Z †`‡LB ejj wbKviv, †Pv‡L-gy‡L AvMÖn Dc‡P
co‡Q| ÔmwZ¨ bvwK, evc?Õ
g„`y †n‡m gv_v SuvKvj gvi‡fj| Uz‡j e‡m †eªKdv‡÷i AW©vi
w`j| wbKvivÕm evi ïay evi bq, GKB m‡½ †i‡¯—viuv I †nv‡UjI
e‡U|
ÔZv Kx gvQ ai‡j, evc?Õ
ÔMj`v wPswo,Õ ejj gvi‡fj|
BZ¯—Z Ki‡Z †`Lv †Mj wbKviv‡K| ÔB‡q, gv‡b, Avgvi
wKQzUv ìKvi wQj...Õ
nvZ Zz‡j Zv‡K _vwg‡q w`j gvi‡fj| Ôcy‡q‡jv‡K ejv Av‡Q,
cuvP †KwR w`‡q hv‡e Avcbv‡K|Õ
8 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
GLv‡b LvIqv`vIqvi †h wej nq wPswoi `v‡gi m‡½
A¨vWRv÷ Kiv nq †mUv| evRvi`‡ii †P‡q A‡bK Kg `vg a‡i
gvi‡fj, cÖvq A‡a©K| †mRb¨ Zvi cÖwZ LyeB K…ZÁ †eva K‡i
ey‡ov wbKviv|
†eªKdv÷ cÖvq †kl n‡q G‡m‡Q, GB mgq †PvL-Bkvivq
Kv‡Vi GKUv †WK-Gi w`‡K gvi‡f‡ji `„wó AvKl©Y Kij
wbKviv| ÔA‡bK¶Y n‡jv Avgv‡ì †cÖwm‡W›U,Õ ejj †m, Mjvi
AvIqvR Lv‡` bvgv‡bv, ÔIw`‡K †evbwdk ai‡Qb| kvjvi
†evUg¨vb wbðqB Zuv‡K wb‡q †h‡Z fy‡j †M‡Q|Õ
we¯§qUv KvwU‡q D‡V gvi‡fj Rvb‡Z PvBj, Ô†cªwm‡W›U wK
KvbvKvq hv‡eb?Õ
DË‡i gv_v SuvKvj wbKviv|
ÔAvwg Zuv‡K cy‡q‡jvi w¯‹‡d K‡i †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z cvwi,Õ ejj
gvi‡fj|
†Uve¨v‡Kv cvD‡P nvZ f‡i AvOyj w`‡q Zvgv‡Ki ¸u‡ov
bvovPvov Ki‡Q wbKviv, nVvr †Kgb †hb Ab¨gb¯‹ n‡q c‡o‡Q|
Zvici Ggb fw½‡Z gv_v bvoj, †hb GKUv gvwQ Lye wei³
Ki‡Q Zv‡K: ÔKx Rvwb, wVK eyS‡Z cviwQ bv KvRUv DwPZ n‡e
wKbv| †`‡Lv bv, evc, GLv‡b Bwb Kx ej‡Qb... Avgv‡ì
†cÖwm‡W›U‡K bvwK †h-†KvbI mgq †g‡i †djv n‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔKx ej‡Qb!Õ gvi‡fj weg~p|
†`‡ki GKgvÎ Bs‡iwR ˆ`wbK w` †ejc¨vb wbDR-Gi GKUv
Kwc gvi‡f‡ji w`‡K †V‡j w`j wbKviv|
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KuvUv, GKnvRvi †PvÏ wgwjevi| ÔgvwK©b Wjvi| cÖwZw`b †ò
nvRvi, me UvKv bM‡` AwMÖg w`‡Z n‡e,Õ ejj †m| Ô†KvbI
iwm` †`qv hv‡e bv| hw` gvQ †L‡Z AvcwË bv _v‡K, Lvbvwcbvi
me LiP Avgvi|Õ
Kzwg‡ii Pvgov w`‡q ˆZwi gvwbe¨vM †ei Kij iWwi| nvwm
†c‡jI nvmj bv gvi‡fj| Z‡e †Lqvj Kij gvwbe¨v‡M †µwWU
18 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
KvW© †bB, †Q‡j‡g‡q‡ì †KvbI d‡UvI †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| cuvP‡kv
Wjv‡ii bqUv KoK‡o †bvU †ei K‡i Zvi w`‡K evwo‡q w`j
iWwi|
ÔMÖvwmqvm, wmbi,Õ ejj gvi‡fj| †bvU¸‡jv fuvR K‡i c‡K‡U
†XvKvj †m|
ÔAvgiv Kvj †ev‡U DVe| †ejv `y‡Uvq|Õ Wvb nvZUv evwo‡q
w`j iWwi|
NbNb SuvwK w`‡q Kig`©b Kij Iiv| gvi‡fj Aek¨ Lye
GKUv Lywk bq| †KvbI iKg ì`vg bv K‡i Gfv‡e wK †KD
†evU fvov K‡i? ÔZ‡e GKUv kZ©,Õ ejj †m| Ô`w¶‡Y GKUv
mvB‡K¬vb i‡q‡Q| I‡q`vi Awdm ej‡Q, Gw`‡K Avm‡e bv,
Avgiv wbivc`| Z‡e IUv hw` mvgvb¨ DË‡i Ny‡i hvq, m‡½ m‡½
Avkª‡qi †Luv‡R QzUe Avgiv|Õ
mvM‡ii mvi‡d‡m Dcyo n‡q ï‡q GKUv †MÖU e¨vivKzWv‡K †`L‡Q

gvi‡fj| Mv‡q mywZ wU-kvU© _vK‡jI wc‡V †iv‡ì AuvP cv‡”Q
†m| †mdwU Ad Kiv w¯úqvi MvbUv Avj‡Zv K‡i a‡i Av‡Q,
gvQUvi w`‡K gyL K‡i _vKvi Rb¨ wd¬cvi civ cv `y‡Uv
gv‡Sg‡a¨B bvov‡Z n‡”Q Zv‡K|
g¯— eo GKUv e¨vivKzWv, j¤^vq Qqdz‡Ui Kg bq, IRb n‡e
wÎk †_‡K Pwj−k cvDÛ| kix‡ii `yÕ-cvk Mvb‡gUvj i‡Oi| eo
AvKv‡ii wb®újK †PvL| Mvp †Piv `v‡Mi gZ gyL| aviv‡jv
ùvZ¸‡jv mvgvb¨ euvKv| GKUv wKwjs †gwkb|
gvi‡f‡ji aviYv, nvO‡ii †P‡q A‡bK †ewk wec¾bK gvQ
GB e¨vivKzWv| nvOi¸‡jv wid-Gi evB‡i _v‡K, A_P Giv
Abvqv‡m P‡j Av‡m wi‡di Gcv‡iI| gvi‡fj Rv‡b, cvim¨
DcmvM‡i cÖevj cvnv‡o ùvwo‡q gvQ aivi mgq †ek KÕRb Avie
†R‡ji cv‡qi †MvQv †K‡U wb‡q †M‡Q e¨vivKzWv Ñ cvwb wQj
nuvUziI LvwbK bx‡P|
PvU©vi cvwU©‡K wb‡q gvQ ai‡Z †b‡gwQj I mvM‡i| nVvr
hg`~‡Zi gZ wnsmª gvQUv †Kv‡Ì‡K G‡m nvwRi n‡ZB Rjw` K‡i
K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b D‡V co‡Z e‡j‡Q I‡ì‡K gvi‡fj| †jvK¸‡jv
iIbv n‡q †h‡ZB e¨vivKzWv I Zv‡ì gvSLv‡b cwRkb wb‡q‡Q
†m| wZbw`b a‡i †jvK¸‡jv‡K †`L‡Q, ey‡S wb‡q‡Q, Aš—Z
cvwb‡Z †KvbI iKg SuywK †bIqvi B‡”Q †bB I‡ì KviI|
me‡P‡q fvj mgq Kv‡U Zv‡ì KKwc‡Ui mvg‡b, Puv‡`vqvi bx‡P;
ILv‡b e‡m eid †Ìqv evjwZ †_‡K Zz‡j weqvi I cÖK…wZi myav
cvb K‡i|
Z‡e PvU©vi cvwU© wnmv‡e g›` bq Pvi j¨vwU‡bv| mgevqx‡ì
†RwU †_‡K MÖvwmqv‡m Povi mgq Ry‡Zv †Lvjvi K_v ej‡Z nqwb
Zv‡ì‡K, wZbw`‡b hZevi ˆmKZ †_‡K †ev‡U wd‡i‡Q GKeviI
cv‡qi evwj ay‡Z fyj K‡iwb †KD| âh© a‡i †jKPvi ï‡b‡Q
gvi‡f‡ji, wk‡L wb‡q‡Q †gwib Uq‡jU Kxfv‡e eënvi Ki‡Z
nq|
me‡P‡q eo K_v, K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b ågY Kiv †Zv `~‡ii K_v,
Gi Av‡M †KD Zviv †KvbI †ev‡UB bvwK P‡owb| Z‡e †ewkifvM
gvby‡li gZ Zv‡ìI †kLvi we‡kl AvMÖn †bB ej‡jB P‡j|
gvi‡fjI Aek¨ Ri“wi welq Qvov Avi †KvbI Ávb †èvi †Póv
K‡iwb|
†hb gvi‡fj ZvwK‡q Av‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡iB Zv‡K wN‡i `yÕevi
P°i w`j †MÖU e¨vivKzWv| gv‡S-g‡a¨ w¯’i n‡q cvwb‡Z Sz‡j
_vK‡Q, ZLb GgbKx †KvbI wd‡bi WMv ch©š— bvo‡Q bv| Z‡e
µ‡g gvi‡f‡ji Kv‡Q m‡i Avm‡Q IUv, cÖwZevi P°i †Ìqvi
mgq GKUz GKUz K‡i| e¨vivKzWvi e¨vcv‡i wbwðZ K‡i wKQz ejv
20 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
bv †M‡jI, GUv Zvi Dci nvgjv Ki‡e wK bv m‡›`n Av‡Q
gvi‡f‡ji| eo AvK„wZi e¨vivKzWv R½‡ji wnsmª ev‡Ni mgZzj¨|
cvwbi bx‡P †KvbI kÎ“ ev cÖwZØ›Øx bv _vKvq I¸‡jvi fq-Wi
e‡j wK”Qy †bB|
†m wK wkKvi, bv wkKvix?
fve‡Q gvi‡fj, gvQUv nvgjv Kij, †m-I IUvi Mv‡q
w¯úqvi jvMv‡Z cvij bv, GiKg cwiw¯’wZ‡Z cÖvY wb‡q cvwb
†_‡K IVvi m¤¢vebv k~b¨| GBU-e¨vÛ w¯úqvi Mvb †jvW Ki‡Z
GKRb †R‡ji cÖPzi mgq jv‡M, d‡j GKUvi †ewk †Quvovi
my‡hvM cvIqv hvq bv| Avi gvQUv hw` †cU j¶¨ K‡i nvgjv
Pvjvq, a‡i wb‡Z n‡e fejxjv GLv‡bB mv½ n‡Z hv‡”Q|
AviI Kv‡Q P‡j Gj `¨ †MÖU e¨vivKzWv| gvi‡fj Rv‡b,
dvqvi Kiv gvÎ mvg‡bi w`‡K Qz‡U Avm‡e gvQUv, ZvB †Pvqv‡ji
bx‡Pi w`KUvq j¶¨w¯’i Kij †m| Zvici Pvc w`j wUªMv‡i|
w¯úqviMvbUv †Rviv‡jv GKUv av°v w`j Zvi ey‡Ki Wvb cv‡k
I Kuv‡a| cÖ_g GK gyn~Z© w¯úqv‡ii †Q‡o hvIqv eyØy‡ì wgwQ‡ji
wfZi w`‡q wKQzB †`L‡Z †cj bv I| Zvici †`Lj w¯úqviUv
†Mu‡_‡Q †Pvqv‡ji †kl cªv‡š—|
jvd w`‡q A‡bK Dc‡i DVj gvQUv, †Pvqvj Lyj‡Q I eÜ
n‡”Q, kixi aby‡Ki gZ GZ †ewk †eu‡K hv‡”Q †h gvi‡f‡ji fq
n‡jv IUvi wkiùvov bv gU K‡i †f‡O hvq| gvQUv jvd w`‡Z
ïi“ Kivq Uvb Abyfe Kij †m, cvwb †_‡K k~‡b¨ D‡V coj
eyK|
w¯úqvi I gv‡Qi Mv‡q †j‡M wSwK‡q DVj †iv`| Pvi-cuvPUv
jvd w`‡qB gviv †Mj e¨vivKzWv| wbKvivi ¯¿x e¨vivKzWv Kvwi Lye
fvj iuv‡a| Avi wKQz bv †nvK, Mj`v wPswoi e`‡j bZzb wKQz
†Ìqv hv‡e gy‡L|
muvZ‡i K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b wdi‡Q gvi‡fj, †U‡b Avb‡Q gvQUv‡K|
MvbUv cve‡jv wUKvjv-i nv‡Z awi‡q w`j †m, j¨vwU‡bv‡ì g‡a¨
†mB me‡P‡q j¤^v, hv‡K wjWvi e‡j g‡b n‡qwQj Zvi| jvBb
†U‡b gvQUv‡K †ev‡U Zzjj wUKvjv|
j¨vwU‡bv‡ì Avevi cvwb‡Z wd‡i Avm‡Z ejj gvi‡fj, wKš‘
Zviv †Zgb Drmvn †`Lvj bv| Ô†m‡¶‡Î, Avcbviv hw` wKQz g‡b
bv K‡ib, wWbv‡ii Rb¨ Avwg K‡qKUv gvQ awi|Õ
AviI cÖvq NÈvLv‡bK cvwb‡Z _vKj gvi‡fj| wid †hLv‡b
fvOv Zvi wKbvivq Wye w`‡q †iW mœ¨vcvi ai‡Q| duvKUv w`‡q
cÖPiz eo gvQ‡K †Lvjv mvM‡i †ewi‡q †h‡Z †`Lj †m|
WvBf †Ìqvi duv‡K PvU©vi cvwU©‡K wb‡q wPš—v Ki‡Q
gvi‡fj| cy‡iv wZbw`b wid Gwiqvi Pvicv‡k mgq KvwU‡q‡Q
Zviv, emevm‡hvM¨ cÖwZwU wK-i d‡Uv Zz‡j‡Q m¤¢ve¨ me¸‡jv
†KvY †_‡K, e¨vw¼s †m±‡ii Avgjv‡ì GKRb LmLm K‡i Kx
me wj‡L‡Q GKUv jBqvm© c¨v‡W|
`y‡Uvi †ewk weqvi Lvqwb Zviv †KD, fy‡jI Mjv Povqwb,
cÖwZ mÜ¨vq gvi‡f‡ji wMÖj Kiv gvQ LvIqvi mgq cÖksmv K‡i‡Q
AKzÉwP‡Ë|
AvR jv‡Âi mgq Zv‡K Rvbv‡bv n‡q‡Q, Zv‡ì wimvP© †kl
n‡q‡Q, Z‡e nv‡Z GKUv w`b †ewk _vKvq mgqUv Dc‡fvM Ki‡Q
Zviv| Zvici cuvP‡kv Wjv‡ii AviI wZb‡U KoK‡o †bvU †ei
K‡i gvi‡f‡ji w`‡K evwo‡q w`‡q‡Q iWwi|
wb‡Z ivwR nqwb gvi‡fj, e‡j‡Q †ev‡U Avi †KD _vKzK ev
bv _vKzK we‡KjUv wi‡dB KvUvZ Ñ Zv‡ì m½ †c‡q Lywk †m|
Lywk wK Lywk bv, †mUv †KvbI cÖm½ bq| cªm½ n‡jv, KvR
hw` mwZ¨ †kl n‡q wM‡q _v‡K, †jvK¸‡jv GLbI Zv n‡j
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Kx Kvi‡Y?
22 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
gvi‡f‡ji aviYv, PvU©vi ïi“ nIqvi ci †_‡KB A‡c¶v
Ki‡Q Zviv| Kx‡mi Rb¨?
`k-ev‡ivUv mœ¨vcvi a‡i †b‡U fij gvi‡fj, axi fw½‡Z
muvZvi †K‡U MÖvwmqv‡m wd‡i Avm‡Q| mvMi GZ kvš— †h cvwjk
Kiv Pvgovi gZ PKPK Ki‡Q mvi‡dm|
†cvU©mvBW ivWvi-G †bU euvaj gvi‡fj| w¯úqvi MvbUv
†bIqvi Rb¨ nvZ evovj wg¸ iWwi| I‡qU‡eë mn †mUv Zvi
nv‡Z awi‡q w`j †m, wd¬cvi Avi gv¯‹ Ly‡j U¨vd‡iBj-Gi Icv‡i
†djj, Zvici D‡V coj KKwc‡U|
gv_v I Mv‡qi cvwb gyQj gvi‡fj, AvdUvi jKv‡i wdwks
wMqvi †i‡L AvBme· †_‡K GKUv VvÊv weqvi wbj| †cvU© I
÷vi‡evW© KKwcU wm‡U e‡m Avgjv `yRb †PvL ey‡R wSgv‡”Q|
`y‡Uv †WK †Pqv‡ii GKUvq Ava †kvqv fw½‡Z KvZ n‡q Av‡Q
cve‡jv wUKvjv|
K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡qi w`‡K wcV w`‡q D‡ëv Kiv GKUv evjwZ‡Z
e‡m‡Q iWwi| Zvi nv‡Z GKUv wc¯—j †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q| GKevi
†PvL eywj‡qB wPb‡Z cvij gvi‡fj, bvBbGgGg †e‡iUv †Ub-kU
†mwg-A‡Uv‡gwUK|
A¯¿Uv Zvi w`‡K ZvK Kiv bq| Avm‡j ZvK Kievi †KvbI
cÖ‡qvRbI †bB| gvi‡fj g‡b g‡b †hgb Av›`vR K‡iwQj,
iWwii ZR©bxi `vM wc¯—‡ji wUªMvi I wUªMvi MvW©-Gi wKbvivi
m‡½ ûeû wg‡j hv‡”Q|
dvqvwis †i‡Ä NÈvi ci NÈv cÖ¨vKwUm Kivi d‡j IB `vM
ˆZwi n‡q‡Q| GB gyn~‡Z© Zvi †Vuv‡U ¶xY GKUz nvwm †j‡M i‡q‡Q,
†hb G-ai‡bi GKUv `vwqZ¡ cvjb Ki‡Z n‡”Q e‡j LyeB weeªZ
†eva Ki‡Q †m|
Ôweqvi Pj‡e?Õ GKUv †XvK wM‡j wR‡Ám Kij gvi‡fj|
cwi®‹vi †evSv hv‡”Q fq †c‡q‡Q †m, AevKI Kg nqwb|
ÔwVK GLbB bq,Õ Reve w`j iWwi Ñ K_v ej‡Q GKRb
cÖ‡dkbvj, Gi g‡a¨ e¨w³MZ †KvbI kÎ“Zv †bB|
U¨vd‡iBj-G emj gvi‡fj| nv‡Zi weqvi K¨v‡b PzgyK
†Ìqvi Av‡M wUKvjvi D‡Ï‡k †mUv GKUz DuPz K‡i ejj,
Ôm¨vjy|Õ †Rvi K‡i GKUz nvmj †m| ÔRvb‡Z cvwi wK e¨vcvi?
nv‡Z A¯¿ †Kb?Õ
ÔcÖ‡qvRb n‡Z cv‡i,Õ ejj iWwi|
bvf©vm nvwm †`Lv †Mj gvi‡f‡ji †Vuv‡U| Ôgv‡b?Õ I fve‡Q,
†evU Pvjv‡bvq I‡ì †h AwfÁZv Avwg ¸wj †L‡j evwK Rxeb
KvD‡K Avi mvMi †_‡K evwo wdi‡Z n‡e bv|
m`v cÖ¯‘Z i“gvjUv bv‡K †P‡c aij wUKvjv| ÔAvgiv Avcbvi
KvQ †_‡K wKQz mvwf©m PvB|Õ
ÔZv n‡j wc¯—‡ji e`‡j Wjvi ZvK Ki“b,Õ ejj gvi‡fj|
ÔhZ †ewk cwigv‡Y ZvK Ki‡eb, ZZB fvj n‡e Avgvi
mvwf©m|Õ
m‡KŠZzK nvwmi AvIqvR i“gv‡j Pvcv w`‡q wUKvjv ejj,
Ôwc¯—jUv ïay Avcbv‡K †evSvevi R‡b¨ †h Avgiv wmwiqvm|Õ
Ôg‡b Ki“b Avwg ey‡S †MwQ,Õ ejj gvi‡fj, †`Lj GK SuvK
wm-Mvj Wvbv Svc‡U †gBbj¨v‡Ûi w`‡K D‡o hv‡”Q| g‡b coj,
wid-Gi duvK M‡j eo AvK…wZi gvQ¸‡jv‡K †Lvjv mvM‡i †ewi‡q
†h‡Z †`‡L‡Q LvwbK Av‡M| wR‡fi WMv †ei Kij, †hb †VuvU
†_‡K weqvi PvU‡Q, Avm‡j evZv‡mi ¯úk© wb‡Z PvB‡Q †m| wKš‘
cÖK…wZ †hb wbtk¦vm †dj‡ZI fy‡j †M‡Q...
ÔAvgiv GKUv Rvnv‡Ri m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z PvB,Õ ejj cve‡jv
wUKvjv|
Ô†mB iKgB GKUv m‡›`n DuwK w`‡q‡Q Avgvi g‡b| iWwi
24 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
hLb †ev‡U D‡V †jvivbÕm †iBWvi †bwf‡Mkbvj BKzBc‡g›U KvR
K‡i wK bv †PK K‡i †`L‡jb, ZLbB| Avcbviv P‡j hv‡”Qb,
bvwK RvnvR †_‡K KvD‡K wiwmf Ki‡eb?Õ
bvK Uvbj wUKvjv| Ôwiwmf Kie| wekRb †jvK|Õ
†ò Ub| Ôjv‡MR Lye †ewk?Õ
Ô`yÕnvRvi GK‡kv wK‡jv|Õ
gvi‡fj ejj, ÔevZvm evo‡Q, †jvK GUv‡ZB †bqv hv‡e,
wKš‘ Kv‡M©v †hvwWqv‡K Zzj‡Z n‡e|Õ wek dzwU Bb‡d¬B‡Uej
Abvqv‡m fviUv eB‡Z cvi‡e|
i“gvjUv mveav‡b Pvi fuvR K‡i wb‡Ri †Pqv‡ii cv‡k †W‡Ki
Dci ivLj wUKvjv| nvZ `y‡Uv‡K ci¯ú‡ii m‡½ mgvš—ivj K‡i
`yB nuvUzi Dci wdwi‡q wbj, jvj‡P-†e¸wb †Pv‡Li cvZvi wfZi
w`‡q LuywU‡q †`L‡Q I¸‡jv‡K Ñ †hb wbtm‡›`n n‡Z PvB‡Q I¸‡jv
wVK wb‡Ri wK bv, fvej gvi‡fj|
Zvi †Pv‡Li cvZv gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ DuPz n‡jv| gvi‡fj Abyfe
Kij, wb‡Ri nv‡Zi gZ K‡iB Zv‡K cix¶v Ki‡Q wUKvjv Ñ
†jvKUvi Kv‡Q I †mªd GKUv nvwZqvi, Zvi †ewk wKQz bv,
wKQz¶‡Yi Rb¨ KvR †`‡e, KvR n‡q †M‡j webv wØavq †d‡j
w`‡Z n‡e| GUv g„Zz¨`Ê, wbwðZfv‡e Rv‡b gvi‡fj, `ÊUv Ggb
GKRb w`‡”Q †h eyw×gvb, Ges gvbwmK †ivMx|
GKRb Lywb|
LywbUv GLb gvi‡f‡ji e¨vL¨v †kvbvi A‡c¶vq Av‡Q|
ÔK¨vUvgvi¨vb ˆZwi Kiv nq gvj Uvbvi R‡b¨ bq, w¯úW cvevi
R‡b¨,Õ ejj gvi‡fj|
Avm‡jI GUv †evSv en‡bi Dc‡hvMx bq| `gKv nvIqvi
av°vq †h-†KvbI mvaviY BqU KvZ n‡q hv‡e, d‡j IUvi cvj
†_‡K †ewi‡q hv‡e A‡bKUv evZvm| K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi †ejvq
e¨vcviUv D‡ëv, evZvm cvIqvgvÎ †` QzU, †mB m‡½ `gKvi
ZxeªZvI K‡g hv‡e|
Ô†ewk †evSv †Zvjv n‡j †Rviv‡jv evZv‡mi cÖ_g av°vUvB
†f‡O wb‡q hv‡e gv¯‘j,Õ mveavb Kivi fw½‡Z ejj gvi‡fj|
ÔAvgiv †hvwWqvK †Uv Kie, g¨v‡PwU nv‡Z iWwi‡K ewm‡q ivLe
U¨vd‡iBj-G| `gKv evZvm jvMv gvÎ N¨vP K‡i †Uv-jvBb †K‡U
†`‡e †m|Õ
Kíbvq QweUv †`L‡Z †c‡q †n‡m DVj iWwi|
ÔKx n‡jv e¨vcviUv?Õ VvÊv my‡i wR‡Ám Kij wUKvjv| ÔAvgiv
wK Avgv‡ì Kv‡M©v †Lvqvjvg?Õ
gv_v bvoj gvi‡fj| ejj, Ôgviwjb iW-Gi m‡½ GK nvRvi
wgUvi bvBjb wdwks jvBb Rov‡bv Av‡Q, †eªwKs †÷ªBb wZb‡kv
wK‡jv| wd‡i G‡m †hvwWqvK wb‡q hve Avevi|Õ
ÔGZB mnR, K¨vwcUv‡bv?Õ
weqvi K¨vbUv DuPz Kij gvi‡fj| Ôïay mnR bq, G‡Z LiPI
A‡bK Kg co‡e Avcbv‡ì|Õ
wZb
evZvm †bB ej‡jB P‡j| mvM‡ii mvi‡dm bo‡Q wK bv †evSv
hv‡”Q bv| cÖvq NÈvLv‡bK n‡jv AvKv‡k †KvbI cvwL †`L‡Q bv
gvi‡fj| KKwc‡Ui †cvU©mvB‡W e‡m imyb, Av`v, e−¨vK
†ccviKb©, jeY I Awjf A‡qj wgwk‡q GKUv my¯^v`y †c÷ ˆZwi
Ki‡Q †m|
26 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
KKwc‡Ui cv‡k GKRvqMvq GiB g‡a¨ eviwewKD-Gi
Av‡qvRb m¤úbœ Kiv n‡q‡Q| Avgjv‡ì GKRb †K‡U-†e‡Q-ay‡q
cwi®‹vi K‡i †i‡L‡Q gvQ¸‡jv|
gvi‡f‡ji wdwks bvBd wb‡Ri Kv‡Q †i‡L w`‡q‡Q iWwi|
GB gyn~‡Z© `yB Avgjv Avi wUKvjv bx‡P i‡q‡Q| †mjy‡bi gv_vq
e‡m gvi‡f‡ji Dci mZK© `„wó ivL‡Q iWwi|
e¨¯— nIqvi wKQz †bB| wid Qvwo‡q Qq gvBj `~‡i, ivZ
GKUvq iw›`fy| aiv hvK K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b gvbyl Avi Kv‡M©v Zzj‡Z
wgwbU we‡kK jvM‡e, `yB NÈv jvM‡e †gBbj¨v‡Û †cuŠQv‡Z, b`xi
DRvb a‡i GwM‡q bvgevi RvqMv †c‡Z jvM‡e AviI Ava NÈv|
Kv‡RB Zvov †bB|
†Kvb& b`x Zv GLbI Ii Kv‡Q †Mvcb ivLv n‡jI, gvi‡fj
wbwðZ †h †mUv †ejc¨vb b`xi DËi kvLvUvB n‡e, †hLv‡b euvKUv
I‡ì‡K †ivW weªR †_‡K Avovj K‡i ivL‡e| ILv‡bB gvjcÎ
bvgv‡bv n‡e|
m‡›`n †bB, cÖ‡qvRb dzwi‡q hvIqvq ILv‡bB Zvi gv_vi
wcQ‡b ¸wj Ki‡e iWwi| Avb›Ì cv‡e bv, Avevi AcQ›Ì
Ki‡e bv| GUv †mªd GKUv KvR, Awd‡m hvIqvi gZ|
gvi‡fj fvej, e¨v‡ivwgUviUv †PK Kiv ìKvi| wKš‘ Zv
Ki‡Z n‡j cª_‡g iWwii AbygwZ wb‡Z n‡e| Avevi AbygwZ
PvB‡Z †M‡j j¨vwU‡bv †jvKUvi g‡b m‡›`n RvM‡e| Z‡e Kx †a‡q
Avm‡Q Rv‡b †m| ¸i“Z¡c~Y© n‡jv, KLb|
Zv‡K hviv mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z †P‡q‡Q Ñ RywWqvàv GmKzBwUjv ev
GKUv G‡RwÝi †jvKRb Ñ eÜz wnmv‡e Zv‡ì †P‡q A‡bK †ewk
`ª“Z bvMv‡ji g‡a¨ cvIqv hv‡e †Rv‡mwdb QzuwoUv‡K|
K‡qKUv mœ¨vcv‡ii wfZ‡i-evB‡i Av`v-imy‡bi †c÷ gvwL‡q
wMÖ‡j †djj gvi‡fj, Mjv Pwo‡q evwK j¨vwU‡bv‡ì †W‡K M¨vwj
†_‡K †c−U Avi KvUjvwi wb‡q Avm‡Z ejj|
wWbvi LvIqvi mgq wUKvjv‡K GKUv mœ¨vcv‡ii †gi“`‡Ê Qzwi
Pvjv‡Z †`Lj gvi‡fj Ñ âh© a‡i, ¸wQ‡q, cwi”Qbœ I wbLuyZfv‡e
KuvUv †_‡K Avjv`v Ki‡Q gvsm|
wUKvjv Ggb GKRb gvbyl fyj-Î“wU hvi Kv‡Q ¶gvi
A‡hvM¨, Zv †m wb‡Ri †nvK wKsev Avi KviI|
nVvr K‡iB gvi‡fj Dcjwä Kij, Aw¯—Z¡ i¶vi Rb¨ Zvi
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bv †m| m‡›`n †bB Zvi Dci bRi ivLv n‡”Q, GLb †m hw`
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gv‡S-g‡a¨ `yÕGK gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ n‡jI wXj coevi m¤¢vebv
Av‡Q|
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K‡i Avb‡jb bv †Kb?Õ
ReveUv Rvbv Av‡Q Zvi| †c−‡b K‡i WªvM cvwV‡q †`‡L‡Q
j¨vwU‡bviv, SzuwKi gvÎv Lye †ewk n‡q hvq| Zv Qvov, WªvM cvPvi
Kivi Acv‡ikb `ª“Z †m‡i †dj‡Z nq Ñ j¨vÛ K‡iv, dz‡qj
f‡iv, †KD †`‡L †djevi Av‡MB Avevi Wvbv †g‡j wd‡i hvI|
wKš‘ Gevi cvVv‡bv n‡”Q gvbyl, Giv GLv‡b `xN©‡gqvw`
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Zvi w`‡K ZvKvj wUKvjv, jvj I †dvjv †Pv‡Li cvZv gyn~‡Z©i
Rb¨ Dc‡i DVj| i“gvjUv †ewi‡q Gj, Nlv †Lj bv‡K| Zvici
AwZ mvgvb¨ GKUz b‡o DVj AvOyj¸‡jv| ÔAvgiv mvMi cQ›`
Kwi, wmbi|Õ
wKš‘ mvMi m¤ú‡K© †KvbI AwfÁZv †bB, fvej gvi‡fj|
GUv Zv‡ì GKUv fyj, A‡Pbv GjvKvq Xy‡K cov Ñ Zvi cwiwPZ
28 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
GjvKvq| †mRb¨B cÖvY euvPv‡bvi my‡hvM cvIqv hv‡e e‡j Avkv
Ki‡Q †m|
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n‡q DV‡Q|
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ìKvi|Õ
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†dvi‡mBj|
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iw›`fyi GK‡kv wgUv‡ii g‡a¨ co‡e|
A¯^w¯—Ki n‡jI, mn‡RB †evU Pvjv‡Z cvi‡Q gvi‡fj|
A¯^w¯—i KviY cÖKw… Z, AÜKvi; mvg‡b Kx Av‡Q †evSvi †KvbI
Dcvq †bB| Zv Qvov, AvenvIqvi wi‡cvU© hv-B †nvK,
e¨v‡ivwgUv‡ii KuvUv †mB 29.9-G w¯’i n‡q Av‡Q|
Iiv iIbv nIqvi Av‡M gvi‡f‡ji A¯^w¯— †Ui †c‡q wM‡qwQj
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B‡”Q|
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mv`v ùvZ| ÔAvwg Avcbv‡K cQ›` Kwi, wmbi gvi‡fj| hwÌ
cwiw¯’wZUv Zv‡Z e`jv‡”Q bv|Õ
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gvi‡f‡ji wnmve gZ iw›`fy‡Z †cuŠQv‡Z Avi hLb Ava NÈv
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wc¯—j †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q|
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cvcwomn cvZv DuPz n‡jv| wngkxZj †PvL| ÔGKevi †f‡e †`Lyb
†Zv Avcwb mvM‡i nvwi‡q †M‡j Avgv‡ì R‡b¨ †mUv KxiKg
`ytLRbK n‡e|Õ
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cÂvk dzU j¤^v GK cÖ¯’ iwk Avm‡j Av‡MB †c‡q‡Q Zviv|
A¯¿ ZvK K‡i gvi‡fj‡K c½y evwb‡q ivLj wUKvjv, iwk wb‡q
GwM‡q Gj iWwi|
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30 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
†c‡i †i‡M DVj gvi‡fj| ÔAvgvi mvnvh¨ Qvov Avcbv‡ì KvR
n‡e?Õ
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Av‡µv‡k dyum‡Q gvi‡fj|
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Mjvq iwk †cuPve|Õ
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eySj, wKQyB Kievi †bB Zvi|
cuvP wgwbU ci|
cÂvk dzU j¤^v iwkUv wbi¯¿ gvi‡fj GLb Zvi Mjvq c‡i
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gvi‡fj‡K Rvwb‡q w`‡q‡Q, GUvI e¨w³MZ wKQy bq, †mªd Kv‡Ri
GKUv Ask gvÎ...
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gvi‡fj‡K nq‡Zv fq cvevi †KvbI KviY †bB| Z‡e
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we¯§‡qi av°vUv wfZi wfZi Pg‡K w`j ivbv‡K|
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fvej, A‡bKw`b ci †KD I‡K wPwV wj‡L‡Q| wPwV †jLvi Pj
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cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q †ejc¨vb-Gi ivRavbx †ejc¨vb wmwU †_‡K ivbv
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wVKvbvi RvqMvq †jLv n‡q‡Q, ivbv G‡RwÝi wbD BqK© kvLvi
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wewmAvB †nW‡KvqvU©vi, XvKvq|
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†ejc¨vb m¤ú‡K© Kx Rv‡b ¯§iY Ki‡Q ivbv| †QvU GKUv
ivóª, †gw·‡Kv I ¸‡q‡Zgvjvi m‡½ mxgvš— Av‡Q| AvqZb evBk
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32 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
†KD G‡j MvW© Af Abvi †`q| †`kUvq µvBg †iU Lye Kg
nIqvq cywjkI bv _vKviB gZ|
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GKUv e¨w³MZ AwfÁZvi K_v g‡b c‡o †Mj ivbvi| fq¼i
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m‡½ m‡½ LyeB nvjKv GKUv MÜ XyKj bv‡K| Kx n‡Z cv‡i
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†cj bv|
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wbivcËvi Kvi‡Y|
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ivbv‡K Pg‡K w`j wc¯—‡ji AvIqvR|
cigyn~‡Z© eÜ my¨B‡Ui wfZi †_‡K †mB fivU K‡Éi AwaKvix
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m‡›`n †bB KviI Dci Ryjyg Kiv n‡”Q| wKQy GKUv Kiv
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†_‡K wb‡Ri wc¯—jUv †ei K‡i‡Q ivbv| eÜ ìRvi Ici bRi
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P‡j Gj| †W‡¯‹ †Uwj‡dvb Qvov Avi wKQy †bB| wiwmfvi Zz‡j
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†Pvqvj k³ n‡q DVj ivbvi| †iKW© Kiv hvwš¿K KÉ¯î
†f‡m Avm‡Q: ÔKvwiMwi Î“wUi Kvi‡Y GB gyn~‡Z© ms‡hvM †`qv
m¤¢e n‡”Q bv e‡j Avgiv `ytwLZ|Õ
Gici mivmwi Acv‡iUi‡K †dvb Kij ivbv| †mB GKB
34 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Ae¯’v| m‡›`n `vbv euva‡Q ivbvi g‡b|
KviI mvnvh¨ cvIqv hv‡e bv, GB ARynv‡Z e¨vcviUv Gwo‡q
hvIqv hvq, wKš‘ Zvici? I wK mvivivZ Nygv‡Z cvi‡e?
e¨vjKwb †_‡K eÜ my¨B‡Ui ìRvi cv‡k P‡j Gj ivbv| hv
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wc¯—j wcQ‡b jyKv‡bv, Kev‡U bK Kij I|
my¨B‡Ui wfZiUv GK wb‡g‡l bxie n‡q †Mj|
Avevi bK Kij ivbv|
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Av‡Q nq‡Zv AviI †ewk|
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DuwK w`j GK †jvK| ìRvq †PBb jvMv‡bv Av‡Q, †mUv bv Lyj‡j
KevU AviI duvK Kiv hv‡e bv|
cÖ_‡gB †Pv‡L coj cvbvgv n¨vUUv| wUqvcvwLi gZ euvKv bvK
†jvKUvi| †ek j¤^v †m, Kgc‡¶ Ii mgvb| gy‡Li Zzjbvq eo
jvM‡Q †PvL `y‡Uv‡K, Z‡e Ava‡evRv n‡q Av‡Q I¸‡jv| PKP‡K
mv`v Kvc‡oi myU civ, †Kv‡Ui †evZvg¸‡jv jvMv‡bv Ñ GKUv
c‡KU dz‡j Av‡Q †`‡L ivbv a‡i wbj ILv‡b wc¯—j Av‡Q|
Kjw¤^qvb, wKsev †gw·Kvb n‡e| k¦vc‡ì kxZj `„wó‡Z LyuwU‡q
†`L‡Q I‡K|
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w`‡q †ewi‡q Avmv cvwb i“gvj †P‡c gyQ‡Q †m|
Zvi wcQ‡b wmwUsi“g †`Lv hv‡”Q| `yÕGKUv D‡ë cov †Pqvi,
dzj`vwb, A¨vk‡Uª BZ¨vw` Zz‡j RvqMv gZ ivL‡Q †U‡Kv GK
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nv‡Zi wc¯—j BwZg‡a¨ mvg‡b P‡j G‡m‡Q|
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ejj †jvKUv, GZUzKz DwØMœ bq|
Ô†bB? ¸wj n‡jv †Kb?Õ
Ôwc−R, wmbi, meB Avgiv e¨vL¨v Ki‡Z cvie| e¨vcviUv †mªd
GKUv A¨vw·‡W›U| Z‡e Ck¦i‡K abëv` †h gvivZ¥K †KvbI
¶wZ n‡q hvqwb| Avgiv GLv‡b GKUv weR‡bm wWj wb‡q
Av‡jvPbv KiwQjvg...Õ
Ôc_ Qvo–b, Kx Ae¯’v †`L‡Z w`b Avgv‡K,Õ e‡j nuvUz w`‡q
36 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
ìRvi Mv‡q Pvc w`j ivbv, Lvwj nvZUv mv‡ci gZ †`qvj †e‡q
D‡V hv‡”Q A¨vjvg© myB‡Pi w`‡K|
ivbvi aviYv, †Uwj‡dvb myBP‡evW© I †nv‡U‡ji wmwKDwiwU
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`ª“Z mvnvh¨ cvIqvi eë¯’v Ki‡Z n‡e| GB dvqvi A¨vjvg© myBP
Ab Kiv gvÎ `yB RvqMvq NÈv evR‡e Ñ KvQvKvwQ dvqvi weª‡MW
I cywjk †÷k‡b| `y‡Uv `jB mvZ †_‡K `k wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ †cuŠ‡Q
hv‡e †nv‡U‡j|
nvj †Q‡o †Ìqvi fw½‡Z †PBbUv Ly‡j w`‡q wcwQ‡q hv‡”Q
†jvKUv, nv‡Z GKUv †mj †dvb †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q|
Zvi †Pv‡L †PvL †i‡L A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv, ìRvi KevU
cy‡ivcywi Lyj‡Q bv| nvj †Q‡o w`‡Z hv‡”Q, GB mgq myBPUvi
bvMvj †cj I Ñ wZb BwÂ j¤^v GKUv wjfvi| IUvi Mv‡q AvOyj
†cuwP‡q Uvb w`j bx‡Pi w`‡K|
ìRv cy‡ivcywi Ly‡j wfZ‡i XyKj ivbv|
†mj †dv‡b Kvi m‡½ †hb wdmwdm K‡i K_v ej‡Q †jvKUv,
d‡j ìRv Lyj‡Z ivbvi mvgvb¨ †`wi nIqvUv †Lqvj Kij bv|
Kvgivq †U‡Kv †jvKUv‡KI †`Lv hv‡”Q| †m-I j¨vwUb
Av‡gwiKvb| wcQ‡bi wmwUsi“g †_‡K P‡j G‡m‡Q Gcv‡k| bx‡P
Qwo‡q _vKv wRwbm¸‡jv Zz‡j RvqMvgZ ivLv n‡q‡Q, Z‡e
†mvbvwj Kv‡c©‡U †j‡M _vKv i³UzKz †gvQv m¤¢e nqwb| ivbv
fve‡Q, whwb ÔgvB jvBKv, In& MW!Õ e‡j †PuwP‡q D‡VwQ‡jb wZwb
†Kv_vq? wbðqB Zuv‡K cv‡ki Kvgivq mwi‡q wb‡q hvIqv
n‡q‡Q|
Ônu¨v, wVK Av‡Q, GLv‡b Avgv‡ì KvR †kl n‡q‡Q,Õ cv‡ki
Kvgivq hvIqvi ìRvUv †Lvjv, †mw`‡K gyL K‡i ejj n¨vU civ
†jvKUv| nv‡Zi †mj †dvb c‡K‡U †i‡L w`‡q ivbvi w`‡K wd‡i
nvmj †m| ÔAvgiv Kjw¤^qvb, wmbi| G·‡cvU©vi|Õ Kx G·‡cvU©
K‡i Zv Avi ejj bv| ejevi †evanq ìKviI †bB, KviY mevB
Rv‡b Kjw¤^qv †Kv‡Kb cvPv‡ii Rb¨ mviv `ywbqvq KzL¨vZ|
Ôwg÷vi †iv‡Kv ivgcv‡gi m‡½ GKUv weR‡bm wWj wb‡q
Av‡jvPbv Ki‡Z G‡mwQjvg,Õ Avevi ejj j¤^v †jvKUv| Ô¯^xKvi
KiwQ, GKUv fyj †evSveywSi e¨vcvi N‡U †M‡Q, AmZ©KZvi
Kvi‡Y f`ª‡jv‡Ki wcÖq KzKziUv gviv hvIqvq mwZ¨ Avgiv
`ytwLZ|Õ
ÔKx ej‡Qb, wmbi wUKvjv, GLv‡b Avgv‡ì KvR †kl n‡q‡Q
gv‡b?Õ cÖwZev‡ì my‡i K_v ej‡Z ej‡Z cv‡ki Kvgiv †_‡K
†ewi‡q Gj k³-mg_© I KzPKz‡P Kv‡jv GK †jvK, Zvi wcQy wb‡q
Gj AviI wZbRb|
ivbv †`Lj PviRbB wnc-†nvj÷vi c‡i Av‡Q, †evZvg †Lvjv
_vKvq `yÕGKR‡bi R¨v‡K‡Ui duv‡K wc¯—‡ji euvU †`Lv hv‡”Q|
AviI wKQy ej‡Z hvw”Qj wb‡MÖv †jvKUv, ivbv‡K †`L‡Z †c‡q
Pzc n‡q †Mj|
j¤^v †jvKUv, hvi bvg wUKvjv, i“gvj w`‡q bv‡Ki †Mvov gy‡Q
ivbv‡K ejj, ÔwbðqB eyS‡Z cvi‡Qb, Avgv‡ì‡K AvUKvevi
†Póv Ki‡j wb‡Ri gvivZ¥K ¶wZ Kiv n‡e?Õ ivbv‡K cvk KvwU‡q
G‡Mvj †m, Zvi wcQy wb‡q evwK PviRbI| ÔZ‡e Aby‡iva _vKj,
cvi‡j wg÷vi ivgcv‡gi GKUv DcKvi Ki‡eb| Zuv‡K ej‡eb,
AvR ïay nq‡Zv B¾‡Zi Ici w`‡q hv‡”Q, c‡ii evi wKš‘ Rv‡bi
Ici w`‡q hv‡e| Z‡e Avgv‡ì m‡½ nvZ wgwj‡q eëmv Ki‡j
GB `ywbqv‡ZB Zuv‡ì wZbR‡bi R‡b¨ ¯^M© evwb‡q †è Avgiv|
¸W bvBU, wmbi|Õ
wUKvjv Kx ejj, wKQyB ivbv eySj bv| ïay Rv‡b †jvK¸‡jv
wµwgbvj| †Pv‡Li mvg‡b w`‡q P‡j hv‡”Q †`‡LI wKQy Kievi
38 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
†bB Ii| cuvPRb mk¯¿ †jv‡Ki m‡½ GKv Kvi“iB wKQy Kievi
_v‡K bv| A¨vjvg© myBP Ab Kivi ci Lye †ewk n‡j †ò wgwbU
cvi n‡q‡Q| †cuŠQv‡Z AviI Aš—Z mv‡o cuvP wgwbU jvM‡e
cywj‡ki| ZZ¶‡Y †jvK¸‡jvi Mvwo †Kvb& c_ a‡i †Kv_vq P‡j
hv‡e †K Rv‡b|
mevi †k‡l Kvgiv †Q‡o †ewi‡q hv‡”Q wUKvjv, Zv‡ì‡K
AvUKvevi †kl GKUv †Póv K‡i †`Lj ivbv| ejj, ÔAvcbviv
Avgv‡K hw` GKUz mgq w`‡Zb, wmbi, Avwg Zv n‡j †Póv K‡i
†`L‡Z cviZvg wg÷vi †iv‡Kv ivgcvg‡K Avcbv‡ì m‡½ nvZ
†gjv‡Z ivwR Ki‡Z cvwi wK bv, wc−R?Õ
ivbvi w`‡K Nyij wUKvjv, Z‡e _vgj bv, wcQy n‡U my¨BU
†Q‡o †ewi‡q hvIqvi mgq g„`y †n‡m gv_v bvoj| Ôabëv`,
wmbi| Zuv‡K Avcwb K_vUv ej‡jB n‡e, AvgivB mgqgZ Avevi
†hvMv‡hvM Kie,Õ e‡j njI‡q‡Z †ewi‡q †Mj †m|
my¨B‡Ui ìRv eÜ K‡i `ª“Z Nyij ivbv, cv‡ki Kvgivi w`‡K
G‡Mv‡”Q, Rv‡b bv Kx †`L‡Z cv‡e|
†PŠKv‡V cv w`‡qB eyS‡Z cvij ivbv, GUv GKUv wjwfs i“g|
GKUv wWfv‡b nvZ-cv Qwo‡q c‡o i‡q‡Qb e„× GKRb gvbyl,
gv_vUv GKw`‡K KvZ Kiv| Mv‡qi iO k¨vgjv, †Pnvivq
AvwfRv‡Zï Qvc| f`ª‡jvK gviv †M‡Qb, bv Nygv‡”Qb wVK †evSv
hv‡”Q bv, Z‡e Kuv‡ai Kv‡Q LvwbKUv ZvRv i³ †`Lv hv‡”Q|
f`ª‡jv‡Ki w`‡K G‡Mvevi mgq wc¯—jUv †e‡ë ¸u‡R ivLj
ivbv| GB mgq †`L‡Z †cj GK †mU †mvdvi wcQb †_‡K eyU
civ GK‡Rvov cv †ewi‡q i‡q‡Q|
wWfvbUv‡K Qvwo‡q G‡Mvj ivbv, †mvdvi wcQ‡b DuwK w`j| hv
m‡›`n K‡i‡Q ZvB, †nv‡U‡ji wmwKDwiwU MvW©| e¨vjKwbi †W‡¯‹
GB †jvKUvB cvnvivq _v‡K| Avevi †mB wgwó MÜUvi Avfvm
†cj I| Gevi wPb‡Z cvij, †K¬v‡ivdg©| MvW©‡K AÁvb Kievi
Rb¨ eënvi Kiv n‡q‡Q|
Mv‡W©i wc¯—j cv‡kB c‡o i‡q‡Q| †PK Kij ivbv, †KvbI
ey‡jU †bB| †jvKUvi cvjm cix¶v Kij| ¯^vfvweK|
wWfv‡bi cv‡k P‡j Gj ivbv, Kv‡c©‡U nuvUy †M‡o nvZ evovj
e„× f`ª‡jv‡Ki KewR aievi Rb¨, cvjm †`L‡e|
nVvr Pg‡K D‡V w¯’i n‡q †Mj ivbv| g‡b n‡jv wVK †hb Ii
Kv‡bi cv‡k Avðh© wgwn GKUv bvixKÉ dzuwc‡q Kuv`‡Q| ixwZgZ
†fŠwZK jvMj e¨vcviUv| GZ Kv‡Q, A_P GKB m‡½ g‡b n‡jv
A‡bK `~‡i| Zvici e¨vKzj my‡i wgbwZ Kij †g‡qwU, ÔMÖ¨vÛcv,
wc−R, †njc!Õ
GB mgq cvk wdi‡jb f`ª‡jvK| ivbv †`Lj, Zuvi kix‡ii
bx‡P Pvcv c‡o Av‡Q GKUv †mj †dvb| bvixK‡Éi AvKzwZUv IB
†dvb †_‡KB †ewi‡q Avm‡Q|
Ô†K Avcwb?Õ nVvr Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb e„×| ÔkqZvb¸‡jv P‡j
†M‡Q?Õ †Quv w`‡q †mj †dvbUv Zzj‡jb| Ôn¨v‡jv? n¨v‡jv?
g¨vwi‡qUv, Avwg †Zvgvi `v`y! n¨v‡jv...n¨v‡jv...Õ
Iqv‡Wª©ve †_‡K †avqv GKUv mywZ kvU© †ei K‡i wQuoj ivbv,
f`ª‡jv‡Ki gv_vi ¶ZUvq e¨v‡ÛR †eu‡a †`‡e|
nvZ SvcUv w`‡q ivbv‡K evav w`‡jb wZwb| Ôwc−R, Avgv‡K
wb‡q e¨¯— nIqvi ìKvi †bB| Avcwb Avgvi bvZwbUv‡K evuPvb!Õ
ÔAvcwb Rv‡bb †Kv_vq Av‡Qb wZwb?Õ
gv_v bvo‡jb e„×| Ô†nv‡÷j †_‡K Avgvi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z
AvmwQj g¨vwi‡qUv| †nv‡U‡ji wi‡mckb †_‡K Avgv‡K †dvb
K‡i Rvbvj, †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q| LvwbK ci bK n‡Z ìRv Ly‡j w`B
Avwg| Agwb ûogyo K‡i †fZ‡i Xy‡K coj cuvPRb †jvK...Õ
ÔZvici?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv| I fve‡Q, wi‡mckb †_‡K
40 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
†dvb K‡i †cuŠQvevi Lei w`‡q _vK‡j †g‡qwUi †Zv Zv n‡j
†nv‡U‡jiB †Kv_vI _vKevi K_v| ivZ hZB †nvK, GKUv dvBf
÷vi †nv‡U‡ji wi‡mckb †_‡K KvD‡K wKWb¨vc K‡i wb‡q
hvIqv cÖvq Am¤¢e GKUv e¨vcvi|
ÔIiv Kjw¤^qvb WªvM ¯§vMjvi,Õ ej‡jb e„×| ÔAvgv‡K w`‡q
†Rvi K‡i GKMv`v Pzw³‡Z mB Kiv‡Z PvBwQj Ñ Avgvi †`k
†ejc¨vb-G cuvP‡kv wgwjqb gvwK©b Wjv‡ii A¯¿ mvc−vB †`‡e
Iiv, Avgvi bv‡g e¨v‡¼ Rgv ivL‡e `k wgwjqb Wjvi, GB iKg
AviI Kx me...Õ
†K Bwb, fvej ivbv| ÔAvcbvi cwiPqUv, wmbi?Õ wR‡Ám
Kij I|
`g †bIqvi Rb¨ _vg‡jb e„×| Zuvi †Pv‡L-gy‡L Avevi
w`‡knviv dz‡U DVj, †hb ivbvi cÖkœ ïb‡Z cvbwb| Ôwmbi, Iiv
ejwQj `yÕRb †iwc÷ g¨vwi‡qUv‡K AvU‡K †i‡L‡Q| I‡ì K_vq
Avwg ivwR bv n‡j Zv‡K Iiv `yÕRb...wc−R, mvi, GKUv †`‡ki
†cÖwm‡W›U n‡q Avwg Avcbvi Kv‡Q Avgvi bvZwbi m¤£g wf¶v
PvBwQ...Õ
bvZwbi Ag½j wPš—vq f`ª‡jvK cÖjvc eK‡Qb, fvej ivbv|
bvwK g` †L‡q‡Qb? GiKg GKUv wec¾bK cwiw¯’wZ‡ZI
†KŠZzK †eva Kij I| GKUv †`‡ki †cÖwm‡W›U? G †hb Ñ Xvj
†bB, Z‡ivqvj †bB, wbwaivg m`©vi...
AviI ¸i“Z¡c~Y© cªm½Uv wd‡i Gj ivbvi g‡b| †nv‡U‡jB hw`
AvU‡K ivLv nq †g‡qwU‡K, wVK †Kv_vq ivLv n‡Z cv‡i?
Kíbvi †Pv‡L wi‡mckb njUv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv|
KvD›Uv‡ii mvg‡b ùvwo‡q `v`y‡K †dvb Kievi ci Gwj‡fU‡ii
w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q †g‡qwU| Gwj‡fUi Zv‡K wb‡q AvVvi Zjvq
DV‡Q| Gwj‡fU‡i GKvB _vK‡e †m, GZ iv‡Z Ab¨ †KD _vK‡j
Zvi bv IVviB K_v| Gwj‡fUi AvVvi Zjvq †cuŠQvj| ìRv Ly‡j
†Mj, njI‡q‡Z cv w`j †g‡qwU| GB mgq `yÕw`K †_‡K Zv‡K
Rwo‡q aij `yRb †jvK|
wkiùvov Lvov n‡q †Mj ivbvi| Ii hw` fyj bv nq, GB
†d¬v‡iB Av‡Q †g‡qwU!
Av”Qv, †mj †dv‡b †Zv b¤î G‡m‡Q, Wvqvj K‡i GKevi
†`L‡e bvwK?
wWfvb †_‡K †mj †dvbUv †bIqvi mgq nvZNwo †`Lj ivbv|
dvqvi A¨vjvg©-Gi myBP Ab Kievi ci cuvP wgwbU cvi n‡Z
P‡j‡Q| cywj‡ki †cuŠQv‡Z AviI wKQyUv mgq jvM‡e|
†mj †dvb Ab K‡i †`L‡Q ivbv †Kvb& b¤î †_‡K †dvb
K‡iwQj †g‡qwU| †`Lj GUvI GKUv †gvevBj †dv‡bi b¤î|
b¤îUvi Dci †PvL eyjv‡”Q, aK& K‡i DVj eyKUv| Bqvj−v! Kx
Avðh©! GUv †Zv IiB †gvevBj †dvb bv¤^vi!
†dvbUv AvR fyj K‡i m‡½ wb‡q †e‡ivqwb ivbv| wb‡Ri
†eWi“‡g, mvBW †Uwe‡j _vKvi K_v IUvi| Zvi gv‡b †g‡qwU‡K
Ii my¨B‡U AvU‡K ivLv n‡q‡Q| Ii †eWi“‡g|
`ª“Z wPš—v Ki‡Q ivbv, †mB m‡½ A¨vKkb †bIqvi RbÏ
ˆZwi n‡”Q| Kvgiv †Q‡o †ewi‡q hv‡”Q I, f`ª‡jvK‡K ejj,
ÔAvcbvi bvZwb †Kv_vq Av‡Q Avwg Rvwb| Kx Ki‡Z cvwi
†`LwQ|Õ Ii g‡b coj P‡j hvIqvi mgq wUKvjv e‡j †M‡Q Ñ
ÔAvR nq‡Zv ïay B¾‡Zi Ici w`‡q hv‡”Q|Õ Zvi G-K_vi A_©
eyS‡Z Ii hw` fyj bv nq, GB gyn~‡Z© †g‡qwU‡K al©Y Kivi cÖ¯‘wZ
Pj‡Q| wbðqB a¯—vaw¯—i mgq Ii †gvevBj †dvbUv †`L‡Z †c‡q
`v`yi bv¤^v‡i Wvqvj K‡i‡Q †g‡qwU...
Ômy¨B‡Ui ìRv eÜ K‡i w`b,Õ Ii wcQy wb‡q Avmv
f`ª‡jvK‡K Avevi ejj ivbv, my¨BU †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj wbR©b
42 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
njI‡q‡Z| Ôfq cvevi wKQy †bB, GKUz c‡iB cywjk P‡j
Avm‡e|Õ BwZg‡a¨ Ii nv‡Z wc¯—j I GK †MvQv Pvwe †ewi‡q
G‡m‡Q|
cv‡ki my¨B‡Ui mvg‡b P‡j Gj ivbv| cÖwZc¶ †KvbI wec`
Avk¼v Ki‡Q bv, Kv‡RB Pg‡K †Ìqvi my‡hvM cv‡e I| wK-
†nv‡j Pvwe XywK‡q mveav‡b Zvjv Lyj‡Q GK nv‡Z, Aci nv‡Z
wc¯—j †iwW|
Kxfv‡e Kx n‡q‡Q Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvi‡Q ivbv| †g‡qwU‡K
njI‡q‡Z AvUK Kievi ci AÁvb wmwKDwiwU Mv‡W©i c‡KU
†_‡K Pvwe wb‡q Ii my¨B‡Ui ìRv Ly‡j wfZ‡i Xy‡K‡Q wUKvjvi
fvov Kiv ¸Êviv|
wbtk‡ã Ly‡j †Mj ìRv| wmwUs i“‡g Av‡jv R¡j‡Q, Z‡e
†KD †bB| cv‡ki wjwfs i“‡g hvIqvi ìRv †Lvjv, wfZ‡i †KD
Av‡Q wKbv †evSv hv‡”Q bv|
ìRv jK K‡i Kv‡c©‡Ui Dci w`‡q G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv| wmwUs
i“g cvi n‡q wjwfs i“‡g XyKj| KvD‡K †`L‡Z cv‡”Q bv, Z‡e
`yRb †jv‡Ki m‡KŠZzK ZK© ïb‡Z †cj| KÉ¯îB e‡j w`‡”Q
gvwK©b wb‡MÖv Zviv, my‡hvMUv †K Av‡M †b‡e Zv-B wb‡q AvÂwjK
Bs‡iwR‡Z K_v ej‡Q| nVvr GKRb cÖ¯—ve w`j, ÔwVK Av‡Q, Zv
n‡j Um& Kwi G‡mv!Õ
GB mgq GKUv Pvcv †MvOvwbi AvIqvRI †kvbv †Mj|
mvg‡bB †eWi“‡gi ìRv, IUvi cv‡k G‡m ùvovj ivbv|
mveav‡b DuwK w`‡q wfZ‡i ZvKvj|
mevi Rb¨ wbwl× GKUv `„k¨, cwiw¯’wZ I‡K eva¨ Ki‡Q
†`L‡Z| m¤ú~Y© bMœ GKwU †g‡q| Mv‡qi `y‡a-AvjZv iO Avi
Dc‡P cov †hŠeb gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ Ii †PvL `y‡Uv‡K †hb auvwa‡q
w`‡Z PvBj| Ii weQvbvq †kvqv‡bv n‡q‡Q Zv‡K, gyL †Uc w`‡q
eÜ Kiv, Lv‡Ui ÷¨v‡Ûi m‡½ bvBjb KW© w`‡q nvZ I cv euvav|
†g‡qwUi weùvwiZ `yB †PvL mivmwi †P‡q i‡q‡Q ivbvi †Pv‡Li
w`‡K|
`„kÜv gvÎ `yÕ‡m‡KÛ †`Lj ivbv| Zvici Avo‡Pv‡L ZvKvj
Kv‡c©‡U c‡o _vKv Ii †gvevBj †mUUvi w`‡K|
Ô†UBj!Õ Dj−v‡m †PuwP‡q DVj GK †jvK, Kv‡c©U †_‡K
K‡qbUv Zz‡j wm‡a n‡”Q| D‡V hLb ùvovj, wRf ïwK‡q †Mj
ivbvi| gv_vUv cÖvq Qv‡` wM‡q †V‡K‡Q| ÔAvwg wR‡ZwQ!Õ
`yÕRb wb‡MÖv Ii †eWi“‡g Um& K‡i wm×vš— wb‡”Q †K Av‡M
†fvM Ki‡e †g‡qwU‡K| `yR‡bB weQvbvi KvQvKvwQ ùvwo‡q Av‡Q,
Z‡e mivmwi ìRvi w`‡K gyL K‡i bq|
Ônu¨v, K‡qbUv †Zvgvi c‡¶,Õ wØZxqRb ejj| cÖ_gR‡bi
Kuva ch©š— †cuŠ‡Qwb Gi gv_v| nvm‡Q bv, KviY †Pv‡Li †KvY w`‡q
†eWi“‡gi ìRvq ivbvi Qvqv bo‡Z †`‡L †d‡j‡Q †m| ÔZ‡e
wK¬K,Õ Wvb nvZUv‡K wc¯—j evwb‡q m½xi ey‡K ¸wj Pvjvevi fw½
Kij †m| Ôgv‡b, GK wK¬‡KB †Zvgvi fv‡Mï PvKv Ny‡i †h‡Z
cv‡i|Õ
ÔKx ej‡Z PvI, I¯—v`?Õ †L‡c DVj cÖ_g †jvKUv, Z‡e
ZviI GUv fvb gvÎ, m½xi ms‡KZ eyS‡Z †c‡i AvZ¥i¶vi cÖ¯w‘ Z
wb‡”Q †m-I| ÔLei`vi! U‡m Avwg wR‡ZwQ, Kv‡RB...Õ
wb‡R‡ì g‡a¨ †j‡M †M‡Q, GLb Ly‡bvLywb GKUv KvÊ bv
†e‡aB hvq bv, GiKg fve ˆZwi K‡i `yRb GK‡hv‡M A¯¿ †ei
Ki‡Z hv‡”Q|
Z‡e Zv‡ì PvjvwK ai‡Z †c‡i Zvi Av‡MB wb‡`©k w`j ivbv,
Ôn¨vÛm Avc!Õ wc¯—j nv‡Z ìRvi †PŠKvV †cwi‡q Xy‡K coj
Kvgivi wfZi| Ôbo‡e bv, Lei`vi!Õ
Ii wb‡`©k Zviv MÖvn¨ Ki‡Q bv| GKR‡bi nv‡Z †ewi‡q
44 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
G‡m‡Q GKUv †nwf K¨vwjev‡ii wc¯—j, Avi ˆ`ZÜv †ei K‡i‡Q
AvanvZ j¤^v †e−‡Wi GKUv nvw›Us bvBd|
ivbvi g‡b n‡jv mgq †hb w¯’i n‡q †M‡Q|
kvš— †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Q ivbv I‡ì w`‡K| hLb eySj,
wb‡`©k bv †g‡b AvµgY Ki‡Z hv‡”Q Iiv, m½Z Kvi‡YB †e‡Q
wbj wc¯—javix †jvKUv‡K| ivbvi Rvbv Av‡Q, Ii D`¨Z wc¯—jUv
aZ©‡eï g‡a¨B Avb‡e bv ¸Êviv; KviY f`ªmgv‡Ri †jv‡Kiv
wc¯—j m‡½ iv‡L fq †`Lvevi Rb¨, ¸wj Kievi mgq nvRv‡iv
wØav G‡m Avoó K‡i †`q Zv‡ì ZR©bx| nvwmgy‡L cy‡ivcywi Ii
w`‡K Ny‡i hv‡”Q Zviv|
wb‡Ri wc¯—‡ji wUªMv‡i Pvc w`‡Z ivbv †hb GK hyM mgq
wbj| Zvici euvKv n‡Z ïi“ Kij Ii ZR©bx|
weùvwiZ n‡q DVj †jvK `yR‡bi †PvL, eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q
Zv‡ì †KŠkj Kv‡R jv‡Mwb| GB †jvKUv wVKB ¸wj Ki‡e| Ñ
g„Zz¨ Avmbœ!
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Avcbvi Rvbv Av‡Q Avgv‡ì Kx Kiv ìKvi| Avgvi
wPwV c‡o Avcbvi hw` g‡b nq †h wec` mwZ¨ GKUv
Avm‡Q Zv n‡j Aby‡iva Kie Ñ wc−R, GKUz †`wi bv K‡i
hZ `ª“Z cv‡ib †ejc¨v‡b P‡j Avmyb| Av‡iKUv K_v,
ZvovZvwo iIbv n‡Z cvi‡j wbKvi¨v¸qv I †gw·‡Kv n‡q
Avm‡Z cv‡ib| Avgvi wc‡Kv fvBqv Avi K‡b©j
RywWqvàv Avs‡K‡ji m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z cvi‡j †ejc¨v‡bi
me©‡kl Ae¯’v m¤ú‡K© Rvb‡Z cvi‡eb| Avi hw` g‡b
K‡ib Avwg ïay ïay fq cvw”Q, †m‡¶‡Î Avgvi wKQy ejvi
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Ki‡eb| Avcbvi g½j †nvK| BwZ, Avcbvi ¸Ygy»
f³, †QvU‡evb g¨vwi‡qUv ivgcvg|
wifjwfs †Pqv‡i †njvb w`‡q `yB wgwbU PzcPvc e‡m _vKj ivbv,
†KvbI wm×vš— wb‡Z cvi‡Q bv|
Ii bZzb cÖvB‡fU †m‡µUvwi dvêybx mvgv` GKUv †Uª nv‡Z
wfZ‡i XyKj, Zv‡Z a~gvwqZ Kwdi Kvc i‡q‡Q| †m wKQy ejvi
Av‡MB Bw½‡Z †W¯‹Uv †`wL‡q w`j ivbv|
dvêybx Zvi BwgwW‡qU em&-Gi gyW Av›`vR Ki‡Z †c‡i †Uª&Uv
bvwg‡q †i‡L `ª“Z we`vq wbj|
Zvici Ava wgwbUI nqwb, wew¯§Z n‡q dvêybx †`Lj wb‡Ri
Awdm †_‡K KwiW‡i †ewi‡q hv‡”Q ivbv| DuwK w`‡q Ii Kvgivi
wfZi ZvKvj †m Ñ Kwdi Kvc †hgb wQj †Zgwb Av‡Q, Zv‡Z
GKUv PzgyKI †`qwb gvmy` ivbv| †g‡qwUi †Pv‡L Kx †hb GKUv
54 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
wb‡f †Mj|
ivbv hv‡”Q Zvi em&, wewmAvB wPd †gRi †Rbv‡ij ivnvZ
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Kiv ìKvi †mUv Zuvi K‡jR Rxe‡bi eÜzB w¯’i Ki‡eb| Rvbv
K_v eÜzi GiKg wec‡` Pzc K‡i _vK‡eb bv em&|
wmuwo †e‡q mvZZjvq D‡V Gj ivbv, `xN© c`‡¶‡c j¤^v
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Zzwg †hb em&-Gi cvU©bvi e‡j g‡b KiQ,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwQ-wQ,
Avgiv GLv‡b GZ †Rvqvb gi‡`v _vK‡Z †kl ch©š— Zzwg wK bv
IB ey‡ov-nveovUv‡K...Õ
wbtk‡ã B›UviK‡gi w`‡K AvOyj ZvK Kij B‡jviv, †Pv‡L-
gy‡L AvZ¼ wb‡q wdmwdm Kij, ÔjvBbUv †Lvjv!Õ
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my›ìx| gyL †Lvjvi Av‡MB †`‡L wb‡qwQ, IUv †Lvjv bq| hvB
†nvK, †Zvgvi e¨w³MZ cQ›` †hgbB †nvK bv †Kb, mf¨mgv‡Ri
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nv‡Zi Gb‡fjvcUv bvoj I, †PvL-gyL †_‡K GKcj‡K A`„k¨
n‡q †Mj m‡KŠZzK nvefve| ÔGUv †`LQ? †ejc¨vb †_‡K
G‡m‡Q| †iv‡Kv ivgcvg, ILvbKvi †cÖwm‡W›U, e‡mi eÜy| Zuvi
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Ki‡Z PvB|Õ
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wK GLb KviI m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z ivwR n‡eb?Õ †Pnvivq K„wÎg
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ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj| ÔhvI, Z‡e em e‡j‡Qb †ewk mgq w`‡Z
cvi‡eb bv Ñ cuvP wgwbU|Õ
Ô†`Lv hvK,Õ e‡j Ny‡i ùvovj ivbv, GwM‡q G‡m ivnvZ Lv‡bi
†P¤^v‡ii ìRvq bK Kij|
ÔKvg Bb,Õ †mB ¸i“M¤¢xi KÉ¯î †f‡m Gj|
wfZ‡i Xy‡K wb‡Ri wcQ‡b KevUUv eÜ Kij ivbv| BwZg‡a¨
†`‡L wb‡q‡Q GKUv dvB‡j Wy‡e Av‡Qb em&, Wvb nv‡Zi AvOy‡ji
duv‡K aiv Pzi“U †_‡K bxj‡P †auvqv DV‡Q|
Ôe‡mv,Õ gyL bv Zz‡jB ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb|
GKUv †Pqvi †U‡b mveav‡b emj ivbv|
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GKUv †XvK wM‡j MjvUv cwi®‹vi K‡i wbj ivbv, Zvici ïi“
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wPwV wj‡L‡Q...Õ
ÔwPwVUv Avwg c‡owQ,Õ ivbv‡K evav w`‡q ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb|
ÔZzwg †Kb G‡mQ Zv-B e‡jv|Õ
ivbv wew¯§Z| Gb‡fjvcUv m¤ú~Y© A¶Z †c‡q‡Q I, †m‡¶‡Î
Kxfv‡e...
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_vK‡Z †`‡L ej‡jb wewmAvB wPd| Ô¯‹¨vb K‡i †`Lvi ci
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ÔwPwVUv‡K AvgviI Lye ¸i“Z¡c~Y© g‡b n‡q‡Q, mvi,Õ e‡mi
K_vi †LB a‡i bZzb K‡i ïi“ Kij ivbv| ÔAvwg G‡mwQ Avcbvi
civg‡k©i R‡b¨, G-e¨vcv‡i Kx...Õ
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†Lvjv dvB‡j †PvL| ÔZzwg wKQy Ki‡Z PvB‡j Rvbv‡Z cv‡iv,
ïb‡j ej‡Z cvie Awd‡mi AbygwZ Av‡Q wK †bB|Õ
ivbv fvej, Zzwg kvjv ey‡ov me mgq cu¨vP †g‡i K_v e‡jv!
gy‡L ejj, ÔwPwV c‡o g‡b n‡”Q †ejc¨vb mwZ¨B KwVb GKUv
wec‡` co‡Z hv‡”Q, mvi| GUv †Zv Awdwkqvj †KvbI KvR n‡Z
cv‡i bv, ZvB fvewQ Avcwb AbygwZ w`‡j QywU wb‡q Avwg GKevi
†ejc¨vb †_‡K Ny‡i Avm‡Z cvwi...Õ
ÔIiv †KvbI wec‡` co‡Z hv‡”Q e‡j wek¦vm Kwi bv Avwg|
Avgvi aviYv, †MvUv e¨vcviUv IB g¨vwi‡qUv †g‡qUvi PvjvwK|
†Zvgv‡K Zvi fvj jv‡M, †ivgvw›UK Av‡e‡Mi e‡k GKUv Mí
†du‡` wb‡q‡Q, Zzwg hv‡Z †h‡Z eva¨ nI,Õ ej‡jb wewmAvB wPd,
GZ¶‡Y gyL Zz‡j ZvKv‡jb wcÖq G‡R‡›Ui w`‡K| ÔAvi wec‡`
co‡jB ev Kx? †iv‡Kv ivgcvg Avgvi eÜz, Zv-†Z Kx? wØZxq
wek¦hy‡× `yB-`yBevi I Avgvi cÖvY euvwP‡qwQj, Zv-†ZB ev Kx?Õ
ivbvi †Pv‡L †PvL ivL‡jb e„×, ÔAvgvi nvZ-cv euvav, ivbv| `ywbqv
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ïb‡jB Avgv‡ì cÖv‡Yi SzuwK wb‡q QyyU‡Z n‡e bvwK? Zv n‡j
evsjv‡`k‡K †`L‡e †K?Õ
ÔwKš‘, mvi, GKv ïay g¨vwi‡qUv bq, Zvi fvB †gRi wc‡Kv
Avi †cÖwm‡Wbwkqvj †iwR‡g‡›Ui KgvÛvi K‡b©j GmKzBwUjv
RywWqvàvI GKUv loh‡š¿i K_v ej‡Qb...Õ
Ô†`‡Lv †M, wR‡Ám Ki‡j ej‡e, G-e¨vcv‡i wKQyB Zviv
Rv‡b bv| ejjvg bv, me IB †g‡qUvi evbv‡bv|Õ Avevi dvB‡j
gyL ¸uR‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔZzwg †h‡Z cvi, ivbv|Õ
GUv‡KB AbygwZ a‡i wb‡q e‡mi Kvgiv †_‡K †ewi‡q
B‡jvivi †Pv‡L †PvL ivLj ivbv, ìRvi KevU wb‡Ri wcQ‡b
mveav‡b eÜ K‡i w`‡”Q| Zvici `„p cv‡q GwM‡q G‡m †W‡¯‹i
mvg‡b ùvovj| ÔKjw¤^qv-q hvw”Q Avwg,Õ ejj I| Ôm¤¢e n‡j
AvR‡Ki d¬vB‡Ui wUwKU eyK Ki‡e Ñ B‡Kvbwg K¬vm|Õ
†PvL eo eo Kij B‡jviv| ÔAvwg wK Kv‡b Kg ïbwQ? dv÷©
K¬vm Qvov †h †jvK †c−‡bB Po‡Z Pvq bv Zvi gy‡L AvR...Õ
Zvi K_vq Kvb †bB ivbvi, B‡jvivi GKUv c¨vW †U‡b wb‡q
LmLm K‡i QywUi ìLv¯— wjL‡Q|
Ii w`‡K å“ KzuP‡K ZvwK‡q _vKj B‡jviv| ÔwiRvBb KiQ
bvwK?Õ
nv‡Zi KvR †kl K‡i wm‡a n‡jv ivbv| Ôgvmy` ivbv Qvov
wewmAvB, Kíbv Ki‡Z cv‡iv? wiRvBb Ki‡j Awd‡mi †g‡qiv
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w`j| ÔGUv iv‡Lv| Avwg Avgvi Awd‡m AvwQ, d¬vBU Kbdvg© n‡j
Avgv‡K Rvwb‡qv|Õ Ny‡i ìRvi w`‡K G‡Mvj| Ô†ivgvw›UK
Av‡e‡Mi AvnŸv‡b mvov w`‡q wbR Li‡P †ejc¨v‡b hvw”Q, hZUv
m¤¢e K‡gi g‡a¨ mvi‡Z PvB|Õ
AvaNÈv ci| ivbvi †jLv KvMRUvq †PvL eywj‡q wewmAvB wPd

ivnvZ Lvb Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb, ÔI‡K wR‡Ám K‡ivwb, QywUUv †Kb
ìKvi?Õ
Ôejj †ejc¨v‡b hv‡e, mvi,Õ Reve w`j B‡jviv| e‡mi †Vuv‡U
gyPwK GKUz nvwm †`L‡Z †cj †m|
Ôd¬vBU Kbdvg© n‡q‡Q?Õ
ÔRx, mvi|Õ
58 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
ÔìLv¯—Uv †Zvgvi dvB‡j †i‡L `vI,Õ wb‡`©k w`‡jb ivnvZ
Lvb| ÔI †ejc¨vb †_‡K wdi‡j Avgv‡K w`‡q mB Kwi‡q wb‡qv|Õ
ÔB‡qm, mvi|Õ KvMRUv wb‡q e‡mi †P¤^vi †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj
B‡jviv|
wbD BqK© n‡q cÖ_‡g Kjw¤^qvq P‡j Gj ivbv| ivbv G‡RwÝi

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d‡j †cuŠQvevi m‡½ m‡½ Kjw¤^qvb ivRavbxi AvÛviMÖvDÛ †_‡K
msMÖn Kiv †ek wKQy wi‡cv‡U© †PvL eyjvevi myy‡hvM n‡jv Ii|
wi‡cvU©¸‡jv c‡o wbwðZ n‡jv ivbv, g¨vwi‡qUvi m‡›`n wg‡_¨
bq Ñ Kjw¤^qvb WªvM jW©iv, †gw·Kvb gvwdqv I gvwK©b gvwdqvi
mnvqZv wb‡q, †ejc¨v‡bi wfZi w`‡q †Kv‡Kb I †n‡ivBb cvPvi
Kivi cvKvcvwK GKUv eë¯’v Ki‡Z PvB‡Q| GiBg‡a¨ Wªv‡Mi
`y‡Uv Pvjvb †ejc¨v‡b cvwV‡q‡Q Zviv, wKš‘ `y‡UvB aiv c‡o
†M‡Q|
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gv‡m©bvwi fvov Ki‡Z MZ nßvq wbKvi¨v¸qv †M‡Q| ivbvi g‡b
coj, g¨vwi‡qUvi mrfvB †gRi wc‡Kv ivgcvg ILv‡b Av‡Q|
m¤¢e n‡j Zvi m‡½ I‡K †`Lv Ki‡Z e‡j‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv|
ciw`b c¨vb A¨vg-Gi GKUv d¬vBU a‡i wbKvi¨v¸qv‡Z
†cuŠQvj ivbv| PweŸk NÈv Av‡M ivbv G‡RwÝi gvbv¸qv kvLv‡K
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m‡½ K‡qKUv wi‡cv‡U© †PvL eyjvevi my‡hvM n‡jv Ii|
GKUv wi‡cv‡U© ejv n‡q‡Q, wbKvi¨v¸qvq cÖPzi cÖevmx
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†j‡M _vKv GLvbKvi †Mwijvhy‡× †gvUv †eZ‡b fvov Lv‡U Zviv|
Zvici Rvbv †Mj GB †ejc¨vwbR gv‡m©©bvwi‡ìB fvov
Ki‡Z G‡m‡Q Kjw¤^qvb WªvM jW©‡ì cÖwZwbwaiv, wb‡R‡ì wKQy
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fvov Kivi KviY n‡jv, ¯’vbxq †jvKR‡bi m‡½ Abvqv‡m wg‡k
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me©‡kl wi‡cv‡U© ejv n‡q‡Q, eo GKUv RvnvR wb‡q †ejc¨vb
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†Mvjvevi“`|
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ivbv wm×vš— wbj, †Kv_vI †_‡K GKUv K¨vUvgvi¨vb fvov
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K¨vUvgvi¨vb wb‡q wid cvi n‡q PjvPj Kiv Ab¨ †h-†KvbI
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wc‡Kv ivgcv‡gi m‡½ A¨vc‡q›U‡g›U K‡i †ejc¨vb `~Zvev‡m
P‡j Gj ivbv| g¨vwi‡qUvi KvQ †_‡K Ii m¤ú‡K© Av‡MB aviYv
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wewbg‡qi ci ivbv‡K †m ejj, ÔAvcbvi Ici fvwi Av¯’v
g¨vwi‡qUvi|Õ
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ivgcvg, Avgvi wb‡Ri `v`y, wek¦vm Kiv hvq?Õ
ivbv wPwš—Z| ÔZuvi G-ai‡bi Kv‡Ri †cQ‡b wbðqB m½Z
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g¨vwi‡qUv Avgvi †K Ñ Zvic‡iI Ab¨v‡qi wei“‡× ùvovevi Rb¨
Avgvi †Zv mvn‡mi Afve nqwb|
gv‡m©bvwi cÖm½Uv Zzjj ivbv| G-e¨vcv‡i Zvi wKQy Rvbv
Av‡Q wK bv|
gv_v SuvKvj †gRi wc‡Kv| ÔAemi mg‡q Avwg GKUv eB
wjLwQ, bvg Ñ wbKvi¨v¸qvi †Mwijvhy× I ga¨ Av‡gwiKvi
gv‡m©bvwi ZrciZv| †mB m~‡Î †ek wKQy gv‡m©bvwii m‡½ cwiPq
n‡q‡Q Avgvi| Zv‡ì K_vevZ©v †_‡K AvwgI GiKg GKUv
Avfvm cvw”Q e‡U|Õ
ivbv M¤¢xi| Ôûg|Õ
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Zvici GKUv jvBb Quyoe Avgiv| Iiv IB gB-Gi mvnv‡h¨
Kv‡M©v Avb‡jvW Ki‡e|Õ
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gv‡m©bvwi|
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Zviv| wKsev D‡ËRK wKQy|
m½x‡ì w`‡K wd‡i Av‡iKevi wLKwLK K‡i DVj †jvKUv|
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cv‡qi Kv‡Q|
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ivbv| Av‡ivnxiv `ª“Z ci‡Q I¸‡jv| I ejj, Ôkvš— _v‡Kv, w¯’i
_v‡Kv, KviI †KvbI wec` n‡e bv|Õ gv‡m©bvwi‡ì wjWv‡ii w`‡K
ZvKvj I| Ô†W‡K hZ Kg †jvK _v‡K ZZB fvj|Õ
hvÎvi c−¨vb GiBg‡a¨ ivbvi gv_vi wfZi ˆZwi n‡q †M‡Q|
ÔiWwi Avgvi Kv‡R jvM‡e, mvgvb¨ n‡jI wk‡L‡Q I|
Av‡iKRb‡K ìKvi gv¯‘‡j| †ewb‡Uv, iwk eënvi Kivi
AwfÁZv, †mBm‡½ cv‡qI †Rvi Av‡Q, Ggb GKRb †jvK
ìKvi Avgvi|Õ
†hvwWqv‡K cÖPzi Kv‡M©v _vKvq K¨vUvgvi¨vb MÖvwmqv‡mi w¯úW NÈvq

cuvP b‡Ui †ewk DVj bv| cÖvq Ava NÈv n‡jv ¸uwo¸uwo e„wói g‡a¨
AvKv‡i µgk eo n‡”Q †XD¸‡jv| I‡ì mvg‡b †_‡K †f‡m
Avm‡Q wid-Gi Mv‡q mvd©-Gi AvQ‡o covi MR©b, f‡q Kuvcb
a‡i hv‡”Q kix‡i|
wid-Gi Wy‡e _vKv we¯—…wZ‡Z av°v †L‡q †XD¸‡jv G‡Ki ci
GK fv‡O, we‡ùvwiZ wecyj Rjivwk †dbv I eyØ‡y ` cwiYZ nq,
Zvici AvQvo Lvq cvwbi Dci Lvov wid cÖvPx‡ii Mv‡q|
evZvm Ggwb‡Z kvš—, Z‡e gv‡S g‡a¨ `gKv evZvm G‡m
Suvwc‡q co‡Q| wid-Gi M¨vc-G †cuŠQv‡Z Avi `k wgwbU|
Zvici †gBbj¨v‡Ûi bvMvj †c‡Z AviI cuqZvwj−k wgwbU| b`xi
DRvb a‡i GwM‡q Zx‡i †fovi c‡q‡›U _vg‡Z AviI wek wgwbU|
ivbvi wb‡`©‡k nv‡Z avivj Qywi wb‡q ÷vb©-G, GKUv †MuvR-
Gi Kv‡Q e‡m‡Q iWwi| wec¾bK, †eqvov UvB‡ci †Rvivj
evZvm ïi“ n‡jB wdwks jvBb †K‡U w`‡q †hvwWqvK‡K gy³ K‡i
†`‡e| Zvi bvMv‡ji g‡a¨ AviI GKUv iwk i‡q‡Q, ivbvi wb‡`©k
†c‡j †mUv †K‡U Zvi w`‡Ki GKUv cvj Zzj‡Z n‡e Zv‡K|
G‡Ki ci GK wmMv‡iU duK y ‡Q iWwi| cÖwZ Ava wgwbU
cici †jvivb †bwf‡Mkb BwÛ‡KU‡ii w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q|
ÔAvm‡Q IUv?Õ RvnvRUv‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j Avmevi ci cuvPevi
Rvb‡Z PvBj †m|
ÔGLbB bq,Õ ejj ivbv| Ônq‡Zv AviI `yÕNÈv ci| wKsev
AviI †`wi Ki‡e| cÖ_‡g †Rvivj `gKv evZvm ïi“ n‡e,
†QvULvU S‡oi gZ|Õ
Avi wVK ZLbB AÜKvi †_‡K †a‡q Gj cÖej GKUv
72 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
evZvm| †QvÆ GKUv S‡oi GgbB MR©b, wid cÖvPx‡i †XD †f‡O
coevi AvIqvRI Pvcv c‡o †Mj| †KvbI †bvwUk QvovB mv`v
†dbvi †iLv Qy‡U Gj I‡ì w`‡K|
cv‡j evZvm jvM‡ZB ivbvi wPrKvi †kvbv †Mj, ÔKvU&!Õ
AÜKv‡iI iWwii Qywii djv Sj‡m DV‡Z †`L‡Z †cj I|
m¤¢eZ fq †c‡qB nVvr ùvwo‡q coj iWwi, wVK hLb jvd
w`‡q mvg‡b evo‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q K¨vUvgvi¨vb| Zvi cv‡q Rwo‡q
†Mj †hvwWqv‡Ki m‡½ euvav wdwks jvBbUv|
`yÕnvZ `yÕw`‡K †g‡j w`‡q Zvj mvgjvevi †Póv Ki‡Q †m,
wcQy nUj, fvix †hvwWqv‡Ki Uv‡b Scvr K‡i c‡o †Mj nVvr
DËvj n‡q IVv mvM‡i| cvwbi ¯úk© †c‡qB cÖvYf‡q AvZ©bv`
K‡i DVj †m|
gv¯‘‡ji w`‡K wd‡i †evKv A¨v‡ibvm‡K wb‡`©k w`j ivbv,
Ôcvj bvgvI!Õ ebeb K‡i †njg& Nywi‡q evZv‡mi w`‡K †evU Nywi‡q
wbj I, wb‡Ri w`‡Ki †QvU I j¤^v‡U AviI `y‡Uv cvj -Gi iwk‡Z
Uvb w`j, Zvici gyn~Z©gvÎ †`wi bv K‡i WvBf w`j wbKl-Kv‡jv
mvM‡i|
Mjvq euvav iwkUvi K_v fy‡j wM‡qwQj ivbv| SuvwKUv LvIqvi
ci g‡b n‡jv Kuva †_‡K gv_vUv eywS wQu‡o †Mj| `kevi cv Quy‡o
iWwii Kv‡Q †cuŠ‡Q †Mj I, Wy‡e hvIqvi Av‡MB Lc K‡i Lvg‡P
aij Zvi Mv‡qi kvU©|
†XD‡qi SvcUv bvKvwb‡Pvevwb LvIqv‡”Q I‡ì‡K| Lvwj
nvZUv w`‡q Mjvq euvav iwkUv a‡i‡Q ivbv, iWwi‡K ejj, Ôfq
†c‡qv bv! gi‡e bv Zzwg!Õ GKUv †XD I‡ì‡K gv_vq Zy‡j wbj,
†mLvb †_‡K KKwc‡Ui †jvKRb‡K †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| Ii Mjvq
civ‡bv iwk‡Z wXj coj GZ¶‡Y|
my‡hvM †c‡q Wye w`j ivbv| iWwii cv‡q Rwo‡q _vKv
jvB‡bi cu¨vP Lyjj| Zvici †hvwWqvK-Gi m‡½ euvav jvB‡bi
Av‡iKw`K wb‡Ri KewRi m‡½ Rwo‡q wb‡q D‡V Gj mvi‡d‡m|
m‡½ m‡½ bZzb wec` †`Lv w`j, fq †c‡q iWwi Ii MjvUv
Rwo‡q a‡i‡Q, †hb `g eÜ K‡i w`‡q †g‡i †dj‡e| †KvbI
weKí †`L‡Z bv †c‡q fuvR Kiv nuvUz w`‡q iWwii Zj‡c‡U ¸u‡Zv
gvij I| ejj, Ômwi|Õ hwÌ gviUv LvIqvi ci Zvi Ávb Av‡Q
wK bv m‡›`n|
mvd©-Gi MR©b Kv‡Q P‡j Avm‡Q| KKwcU †_‡K Quy‡o †Ìqv
jvBdR¨v‡KU a‡i iWwi‡K wb‡q K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b DVj ivbv|
†evKv A¨v‡ibvm GLbI gv¯‘‡ji Kv‡Q wWDwU w`‡”Q|
Ôcvj¸‡jv †Zv‡jv,Õ Zv‡K wb‡`©k w`j ivbv| wid Avi gvÎ `y‡kv
MR `~‡i nIqvq GLb Avi `g †djevi mgq †bB Ii| Ôeo¸‡jv
cÖ_‡g|Õ
cv‡j evZvm jvMj| †evU Nywi‡q wb‡q GKUv e„ËvKvi c_ a‡i
†hvwWqv‡Ki w`‡K wd‡i Pjj ivbv| Ô†KD GKRb jvBbUv Uv‡bv,Õ
ejj I| Ô†Rv‡i bq, wQu‡o †h‡Z cv‡i| Avwg ïay †`L‡Z PvB
†Kvb&w`‡K †M‡Q IUv|Õ
Dw`© civ GK †jvK‡K †W‡K iWwii cv †_‡K Qvov‡bv jvBbUv
iW-Gi jvB‡bi m‡½ bZzb K‡i euva‡Z ejj ivbv| ÔevwK †Zvgiv
mevB bx‡P †b‡g hvI|Õ
GZ¶‡Y †Lqvj Kij ivbv, †mjyb evé‡n‡W †njvb w`‡q
ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q wUKvjv| j¨vwU‡bv wjWv‡ii K_v fy‡j wM‡qwQj I|
†Pv‡Li cvZv mvgvb¨ DuPz K‡i Zv‡K j¶ Ki‡Q †jvKUv|
†ewb‡Uvi †jvKRb GKRb `yRb K‡i †WK †_‡K bx‡P †b‡g
†Mj, ïay iW wb‡q e¨¯— GK †jvK, †W‡K c‡o _vKv iWwi I
gv¯‘‡ji cv‡k †evKv A¨v‡ibvm i‡q †Mj|
axi, Ajm cv‡q iWwii Kv‡Q G‡m _vgj wUKvjv| ivbv‡K
74 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
ejj, ÔAvgv‡ì †`wi Kwi‡q w`‡j, wmbi K¨vwcUv‡bv|Õ
ÔAvwg bv †M‡j †Zvgvi GKRb †jvK gviv †hZ| †mUv wKQyB
bv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
iWwii †c‡U K‡l jvw_ gvij wUKvjv| nono K‡i ewg Kij
iWwi| Ôbv, wKQyB bv| mgq Ii †P‡q A‡bK †ewk ¸i“Z¡c~Y©,
wmbi K¨vwcUv‡bv|Õ
ÔZzwg GKUv mvB‡Kvc¨v_,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôfve‡Z Avðh© jvM‡Q
GLbI †KD †Zvgv‡K cvMjvMvi‡` f‡iwb †Kb|Õ
Avevi †ewi‡q Gj m`vcÖ¯‘Z mv`v i“gvj| †mUv ïuKj
wUKvjv, Avj‡Zv K‡i bv‡K †P‡c| ÔMjvq hLb iwk euvav _v‡K,
wmbi K¨vwcUv‡bv, †mUvi AcicÖvš— a‡i _vKv †jvKUv‡K Acgvb
Kiv gvivZ¥K fyj|Õ Mjv Povj †m, ÔjvdvRv, wc−R, wmbi
K¨vwcUv‡bvi m‡½ e‡mv Zzwg...Õ
evZv‡mi Uv‡b †hvwWqvK †Kv_vq Qy‡U hv‡”Q †K Rv‡b, wi‡d
†cuŠQv‡bvi Av‡M †mUv‡K Av‡`Š D×vi Kiv m¤¢e wK bv eyS‡Z
cvi‡Q bv ivbv| AÜKv‡i jvBbUv †`L‡Z cvIqv hv‡”Q bv|
I‡ì mvg‡b ¶zavZ© wms‡ni gZ gyûgy©û MR©b Qvo‡Q wid|
K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi gvSvgvwS RvqMvq, Wvbcv‡k emv †jvKUv‡K ivbv
wb‡`©k w`j, ÔiW-wij †Q‡o nvZ w`‡q jvBb Uv‡bv|Õ K‡›Uªvj
†Kwe‡bi ìRvi mvg‡b ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q I| jvBb `ª“Z Uvb‡Z bv
cvi‡j AÜKv‡i †hvwWqv‡Ki Dci PovI n‡e K¨vUvgvi¨vb|
Ô†ev-i Kv‡Q P‡j hvI, wKQy †Ui †c‡jB Mjv Pwo‡q nuvK Qvo‡e|Õ
Zvici †`Lv †Mj Avi gvÎ GK‡kv MR `~‡i wid| ivbv a‡i
wbj, †hvwWqvKUv nvwi‡q‡Q Zviv, wZbRb †jvKmn|
GB mgq iW-g¨vb †PuwP‡q DVj, j¤^v Kiv nvZ mvg‡bi mvd©-
Gi w`‡K ZvK Kiv|
†njg Nywi‡q K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi †ev mivmwi evZv‡mi w`‡K
wdwi‡q Avbj ivbv, Zvici wcQbw`‡K ZvKvj| mv`v R‡jv”Q¡v‡mi
Mv‡q AvZw¼Z †jvKR‡bi AvK„wZ †`Lv hv‡”Q, Db¥Ëfw½‡Z nvZ
bvo‡Q Zviv| †hvwWqv‡Ki Rb¨ gvÎ cÂvk MR `~‡i aŸsmhÁ
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| IUvi Av‡ivnx‡ì KvQ †_‡K K¨vUvgvi¨vb
MÖvwmqvm wÎk MR `~‡i| So GLbI Av‡mwb, ïay gv‡S g‡a¨
Gw`K-Iw`K †_‡K `gKv evZvm SvcUv gvi‡Q|
†Z‡Kvbv cvjUv †U‡b a‡i †i‡L‡Q ivbv| GLbI wi‡di w`‡K
wcQb wd‡i Av‡Q MÖvwmqvm| Ii cv‡k GK †jvK i‡q‡Q, iwk
R‡ov K‡i †iwW ivL‡Q| †`Levi mgq †bB †jvKUv †K|
Avi `k MR| Quy‡o †Ìqv iwki cÖvš— †hvwWqv‡K coj|
†mUv a‡i Uvb‡Z ïi“ Kij GK †jvK| ÔRjw` Uv‡bv!Õ †PuwP‡q
ejj ivbv, Z‡e †jvKUv ïb‡Z †cj e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv| Mjv
AviI Povj I| Ôeuv‡av!Õ
†Z‡Kvbv cv‡ji iwk †Q‡o w`j ivbv, Uvb w`j †gBb †mBj-
Gi iwk‡Z| GK¶‡Y MÖvwmqvm Nyi‡Z ïi“ Kij, Z‡e cÖKvÊ
GKUv †XD G‡m evav w`j, †V‡j wcwQ‡q w`j Av‡Mi RvqMvq|
wid Avi cÂvk MR `~‡iI bq|
gv¯‘‡ji g~j cvj dz‡j DVj, GK wb‡g‡l †e‡o †Mj
K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi w¯úW| wid Avi wek MR|
GB w¯ú‡W GLbI ivbv wbwðZ bq MÖvwmqvm wbivc‡` wid
cvi n‡Z cvi‡e wK bv| `k MR... GLbB! fvej I, †mB m‡½
†njg& †Nvivj|
†mªv‡Zi wfZi †ev bvK Mwj‡q †Ìqvi mgq _i_i K‡i †Ku‡c
DVj K¨vU| †mB gyn~Z© †_‡K IUv‡K Dc‡i Zzj‡Z ïi“ Kij †XD|
Zzj‡Q †Zv Zzj‡QB, cvj¸‡jv weiwZnxb cZcZ Ki‡Q| _v‡gv,
wb‡R‡K mZK© Kij ivbv| GK †m‡KÛ, `yÕ‡m‡KÛ, wZb...
MÖvwmqv‡mi cÖwZwU cvj evZv‡m fivU n‡q D‡V‡Q|
76 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
†hvwWqvK‡K wb‡q GLb Avi ivbv gv_v Nvgv‡”Q bv| Ii wKQy
Kivi †bB Ñ i¶v †c‡j cv‡e, bq‡Zv bq| GB mgq †Uv †ivc-G
Uvb Abyfe Kij I| Kv‡RB Nvo wdwi‡q wcQb w`‡K bv ZvwK‡q
cvij bv|
cÖ_g GKgyn~Z© ïay m‡d` mvd©-Gi cuvwPj †`L‡Z †cj ivbv|
Zvici aea‡e †dbvi Mv‡q Mvp GKUv AvK…wZ †Pbv †Pbv jvMj Ñ
†hvwWqvK|
†Uv-i KvR fvjfv‡eB Pj‡Q, Z‡e †hvwWqv‡Ki IRb K¨vU-
Gi w¯úW Kwg‡q w`‡q‡Q A‡bK, †mB m‡½ µgk evZv‡mi KvQ
†_‡K `~‡i hv‡”Q Iiv| ÔmevB mveavb!Õ wPrKvi K‡i ejj ivbv,
Rv‡b bv KviI Kv‡b †cuŠQv‡e wK bv| Ôwid †ci“w”Q Avgiv|Õ
Avevi †njg †Nvivj ivbv| GeviI †ev-†K †VwK‡q w`‡Z
†Póv Kij eo GKUv †XD| †Pv‡Li †KvY w`‡q ivbv †`Lj Mvp
GKUv g~wZ© †Z‡Kvbv cv‡ji iwkUv a‡i nu¨vPKv Uvb w`j K‡qKUv,
evZv‡mi w`‡K gyL †Nviv‡Z eva¨ Kij IUv‡K|
†mªv‡Zi wei“‡× †ev SuvKvj K¨vUvgvi¨vb, cigyn~‡Z© evZv‡mi
m‡½ GKB w`‡K QyUj, me¸‡jv cvj Avevi dz‡j D‡V‡Q|
Z‡e `k MR wcwQ‡q c‡o‡Q Iiv, d‡j †hvwWqvKUv Avevi
mvd©-Gi KvQvKvwQ wd‡i †M‡Q| †PvL Nywi‡q †jvivb BwÛ‡KUi-
Gi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| wid-Gi M¨vcUv †cvU© †ev mvB‡Wi `y‡kv
MR mvg‡b| AviI K¨vbfvm ìKvi Ii, wKš‘ †njg& †Q‡o bovi
Dcvq †bB|
PU K‡i GKevi iWwii w`‡K ZvKvj| nvZ-cv Qwo‡q GLbI
wbtmvo c‡o Av‡Q †m| Zvi KvQ †_‡K †KvbI mvnvh¨ cvIqv
hv‡e bv|
Ii cv‡k i‡q‡Q Qywi nv‡Z †QvULvU fvjWvR jvdvRv,
ev_©‡W cvwU©‡Z AwZ D‡ËwRZ ¯‹zjQvÎxi gZ wLKwLK K‡i nvm‡Q
mviv¶Y| ivbv Zv‡K mv`v cvDWvi †XvKv‡Z †`Lj bv‡K| bv‡Ki
dz‡Uvi Pvicv‡k mv`v e„Ë ˆZwi n‡jv|
ÔGB †h, we‡`kx KzËv,Õ ivbvi w`‡K wd‡i Avevi nvmj †m,
†Pv‡L †Kgb cvMjv‡U `„k¨| Ô†Zvgvi IB †QvÆ wmé cvj w`‡q
†KvbI KvR n‡e bv| Avi me cvj †Kv_vq, Au¨v? jvdvRv‡K
e‡jv, †m †Zvgv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡e|Õ
nVvr g‡b coj ivbvi, wVK cÖ‡qvR‡bi mgq iwk R‡ov K‡i
ivLwQj GKRb †jvK Ñ jvdvRv? Ô†cvU©mvBW †mBj-jKvi|
Kv‡jv e¨vM, Mv‡q mv`v †evU AuvKv Av‡Q|Õ
GKUv †XD K¨vUvgvi¨vb‡K AviI GKUz GwM‡q w`j wid-Gi
w`‡K| Mªvwmqvm SuvwK Lv‡”Q, MÖvn¨ bv K‡i QyUj jvdvRv|
cieZx© †XD MÖvwmqvm‡K DuPz Kij| †XDUvi Xvj †e‡q bx‡P
bvgvi mgq wKQy evowZ MwZ cvIqv †Mj| `ª“Z †njg& Nywi‡q,
†Z‡Kvbv wmé cvj-Gi iwk K‡l †U‡b ivLj ivbv, hZ¶Y bv
evZv‡mi w`‡K Nyij †ev|
Zvici `y‡Uv cv‡jiB K¨vbfvm wiwjR K‡i w`‡q Nvo wdwi‡q
wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj| †`Lj GKUv †XD‡qi P~ov †_‡K bvg‡Z ïi“
K‡i‡Q †hvwWqvK| SuvwK †L‡q Uvb Uvb n‡jv †Uv †ivc, fvO‡Z
ïi“ Kiv †XD †_‡K †U‡b Avbj wWw½Uv‡K| mvg‡b A‡c¶v Ki‡Q
cÖevj cÖvPxi|
†ev-i Iw`‡K ùvwo‡q e¨vM †_‡K Av‡iK cª¯’ cvj †ei Kij
jvdvRv| mvBW †W‡K †ewi‡q Gj †m, †cvU©mvB‡Wi AvjMv
†ivcUv †U‡b Avb‡Q wkU DBÂ-Gi w`‡K|
Avcbg‡b K_v ej‡Q jvdvRv, ÔI †n, jvdvRv, †Zvgv‡K
w`‡qI Zv n‡j fvj KvR nq, wK e‡jv, nu¨v? †n-†n, gvBwi ejwQ!
Avgvi, kvjv, wb‡RiB wcV Pvcov‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q!Õ
gy‡Li mvg‡b nvZ Zzjj †m, KzKz‡ii gZ †ND †ND WvK
78 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Qvoj K‡qKUv, nvZ `y‡Uv †_‡g †bB| GKUz c‡iB ÷vi‡evW© wkU-
Gi Rb¨ mvg‡bi w`‡K QyUj, jvd w`‡q Xy‡K coj KKwc‡U|
ivbv‡K ejj, ÔGevi Avgiv kvjv eo cvjUv gv¯‘‡j Zzje, Ly‡`
KzËv| Zzwg †iwW?Õ
†jvKUv‡K †S‡o GKUv jvw_ gvivi B‡”QUv‡K †KvbI iK‡g
`gb Kij ivbv| DcKvi Ki‡Q, `gb Ki‡Z cvivi †mUvB cÖavb
KviY|
K_v bv e‡j gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| njy` eo cvjUv †Zvjvi ci
†XD¸‡jv‡K AMÖvn¨ K‡i ixwZgZ †`Šo †Ìqvi gZ QyU‡Z ïi“
Kij K¨vUvgvi¨vb|
ZiZi K‡i IUvi wcQy wb‡q Avm‡Q †hvwWqvKUv|
wid weiwZ Mvp we¯—…wZi gZ jvM‡Q, †cvU© †KvqvU©vi †_‡K
GLbI LvwbKUv `~‡i| †PvL †_‡K e„wói cvwb gyQj ivbv,
†hvwWqv‡Ki wcQyUv‡bi K_v gv_vq †i‡L wnmve Ki‡Q `~iZ¡UzKz
†ci“‡Z Kx iKg mgq jvM‡e|
DB‡Â †ivc XywK‡q ˆZwi n‡q Av‡Q jvdvRv, hLb Lywk hv‡Z
wbqš¿Y Ki‡Z cv‡i eo cvjUv‡K|
ÔGevi wid †ci“‡Z hvw”Q,Õ ejj ivbv| i‡K‡Ui †e‡M wid-
Gi duvK M‡j †ewi‡q Avm‡Q Iiv| †KvbI mgm¨v n‡jv bv, †XD-
Gi gv_vq P‡o mvejxjfv‡e wcQ‡b †d‡j Gj wecÙv‡K|
ÔZzwg †evU Pvjv‡bv wkL‡j †Kv_vq?Õ cig ¯^w¯— †eva Kivi ci
Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
ÔIn&, †bwo, †m K_v Avi e‡jv bv! gvm `yB GK gwnjv em&-Gi
m‡½ mvM‡i †ewo‡qwQjvg, †VKvq c‡o ZLbB GK-AvaUz wkL‡Z
n‡q‡Q| Zvici fvj‡WR jvdvRv‡K †R‡j f‡i w`j †m| mgqUv
Lvivc KvUj|Õ Mv R¡vjv‡bv nvwmUv Avevi wd‡i Gj Ii gy‡L|
ÔZvici?Õ
ÔZvici j¨vwU‡bv †R›Ujg¨vb cve‡jv wUKvjv jvdvRv‡K
GKUv Dcnvi w`j| nu¨v, †bwo KzËv, ZywgB Avgvi †mB Dcnvi|Õ
KvíwbK GKUv Qywi †ei K‡i wb‡Ri Mjvq Pvjvevi fw½ Kij
†m| ÔAv‡iKUv we‡`kx KzËv‡K...Õ
Qq
ivbv wVKB Av›`vR K‡iwQj, I‡ì Mš—e¨ †ejc¨vb b`xi DËi
kvLv| g¨vb‡MÖvf w`‡q Avovj Kiv †gvnbvq †cuŠ‡Q †hvwWqvK
†_‡K †jvK¸‡jv‡K K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b Zz‡j wbj I, wb‡`©k w`j
MÖvwmqv‡mi mvBW †W‡K Kv‡M©v mvwR‡q ivLvi ci Zv‡ì‡K bx‡P
†b‡g †h‡Z n‡e|
DRv‡bi w`‡K ZiZwi‡q G‡Mv‡”Q K¨vUvgvi¨vb| Nb
ebf~wg‡K RvqMv †Q‡o w`‡q µgk A`„k¨ n‡jv g¨vb‡MÖvf| Mv‡Q
Mv‡Q nvRviI cvwL _vKvi K_v, wKš‘ GKUvI †Pv‡L coj bv|
bxieZv GLv‡b Awew”Qbœ| Z‡e e„wóiI _vgv_vwg †bB|
†e‡ëi wfZi w`‡K †MuvRv Qywi wb‡q Le©Kvq †jvKUv cvnviv
w`‡”Q ivbv‡K| †KvbI m‡›`n †bB, mgq n‡j IB Qywi wb‡q Ii
Dci Suvwc‡q co‡e †m| webv Kvi‡Y LybUv K‡i gRvI cv‡e|
80 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Ávb †divi ci LvwbKUv my¯’ †eva Ki‡Q iWwi| GKmgq
Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔAvwg †KvbI Kv‡R jvM‡Z cvwi?Õ
ivbv wKQy ejj bv| Kx Kv‡R jvM‡e †m? Ii GKRb em&
Av‡Q, Zvi wb‡`©k A¶‡i A¶‡i †g‡b Pj‡Z eva¨ †m| e‡mi
Aeva¨ n‡j LybI n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i| Kv‡RB Zvi KvQ †_‡K
AbyK‚j wKQy Avkv Kiv hvq bv|
cve‡jv wUKvjvi wcQ‡b wbðqB Ab¨ KviI †eªb KvR Ki‡Q|
m‡›`n †bB †`kx †KD n‡e †m Ñ †ejc¨vwbR|
†mjyb †_‡K D‡V Gj wUKvjv| kqZv‡bi ev”Pv, fvej ivbv|
i“gvj w`‡q bvK gyQj †jvKUv, ejj, Ôc‡ii euvKUv †Nvivi ci
evg w`‡Ki Zx‡i wfo‡e, wmbi K¨vwcUv‡bv|Õ
ÔLywk nZvg †KD hw` †Zvgv‡K ¸wj K‡i †d‡j w`Z,Õ ejj
ivbv|
Mv‡q gvLj bv wUKvjv| Z‡e L¨vK& L¨vK& K‡i †n‡m DVj
jvdvRv| ÔI †n, hvB e‡jv, Zzwg wKš‘ Lye mvnmx KzËv!Õ
euvK †Nvivi ci evg Zx‡i GKUv j¨vwÛs †÷R †`L‡Z †cj
ivbv, †mUv †_‡K PIov †g‡Vv c_ †gBb nvBI‡q I weª‡Ri w`‡K
P‡j †M‡Q| W‡Ki cv‡k †ejc¨vb wW‡dÝ †dvm©-Gi GK‡Rvov
j¨vÛ-†ivfvi I Avwg© UªvK ùvwo‡q|
Avwg Zv n‡j fyj m‡›`n Kwiwb, fvej ivbv| GB loh‡š¿i
m‡½ †`kx †mbvevwnbxi wKQy m`m¨ Aek¨B RwoZ, Zv‡ì Wv‡KB
mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z G‡m‡Q we‡`kxiv|
cÖkœ n‡jv, GB we‡`ªvnx ev †eCgvb †mbv‡ì †bZ…Z¡ w`‡”Q †K?
†mbvevwnbx cÖavb Kvm‡g‡iv cvj‡gv Amy¯’ n‡q c‡o Av‡Qb
cÖvB‡fU wK¬wb‡K, Zuv‡K m¤¢eZ ev` †Ìqv hvq|
ev` †Ìqv hvq †cÖwm‡Wbwkqvj MvW© †iwR‡g›U-Gi KgvÛvi
RywWqvàv GmKyBwUjv‡KI, KviY wZwb †Zv †`‡kB †bB, GB wec`
†VKvevi Rb¨ mvnvh¨ PvIqvi Rb¨ †gw·‡Kvq †M‡Qb|
†ejc¨vb †mbvevwnbx GZ †QvU, I‡ì Avi †KvbI Awdmvi
Av‡Q wK bv Rvbv †bB ivbvi| hw` _v‡KI, Zv‡ì Kvi Kx ¶gZv,
KZUv RbwcÖqZv BZ¨vw` wKQyB Ii Rvbv †bB|
WªvBfviiv hvi hvi Mvwo Nywi‡q nvBI‡qi w`‡K gyL K‡i
†i‡L‡Q, Av‡ivnx I Kv‡M©v †Zvjv †kl n‡jB hv‡Z iIbv n‡q
†h‡Z cv‡i|
j¨vwÛs †÷‡R wfoj K¨vUvgvi¨vb| †evKv A¨v‡ibvm GKUv
jvBb Quyoj, A‡c¶viZ GKRb WªvBfvi a‡i †djj †mUv|
ÔGK Kvc Kwd n‡j g›` nZ bv,Õ iWwi‡K ejj ivbv|
†W‡K wUKvjv i‡q‡Q †`‡L GK gyn~Z© BZ¯—Z K‡i Kuva
SuvKvj iWwi, Zvici ejj, ÔAvgv‡K UªvK †jvW Ki‡Z †h‡Z
n‡e|Õ
†m _vg‡ZB jvdvRv ejj, ÔKx? Kwd Lv‡e, †bwo KzËv?
Av‡i, jvdvRvI †Zv Kwdi R‡b¨ PvZ‡Ki gZ nuv n‡q Av‡Q|
P‡jv, LvIqvw”Q †Zvgv‡KI| cÖ_‡g Avgiv †Zvgvi nvZ †eu‡a †be,
†bwo KzËv|Õ
iWwi ZvwK‡q Av‡Q, ivbvi nvZ `y‡Uv mvg‡bi w`‡K GK K‡i
euvaj jvdvRv, I hv‡Z Kwdi gM ai‡Z cv‡i|
BDwbdg© civ me©‡kl †jvKUvi wcQy wb‡q Uªv‡K wM‡q DVj
†ewb‡Uv| Avgjv `yRb j¨vÛ-†ivfv‡i e‡m‡Q, wUKvjv Avi iWwii
Rb¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Zviv|
wUKvjv Dcw¯’Z _vKv m‡Ë¡I, ivbvi w`‡K Wvb nvZUv evwo‡q
w`j iWwi, †Pv‡L-gy‡L K…ZÁ GKUv fve G‡b ejj, ÔAvwg muvZvi
Rvwb bv, wmbi| abëv`|Õ
ÔAv †c−Rvi|Õ euvav nvZ w`‡q †KvbI iK‡g Kig`©b Kij
ivbv| †hb cÖnmbagx© †KvbI bvU‡K Awfbq Ki‡Q Iiv| nvwm
82 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
cv‡”Q Ii| Ôe¨w³MZ wKQy bq,Õ ejj I| Ômy‡hvM †c‡j ¸wj K‡iv
I‡K,Õ Bw½‡Z wUKvjv‡K †`Lvj| ÔZv bv n‡j I †Zvgv‡K Lyb
Ki‡e|Õ
wUKvjvi †PvL w¯’i n‡q †h‡Z †`Lj ivbv, Abyfe Kij
iWwii nv‡Zi GKUv bvf© †Ku‡c DVj|
ivbvi nvZ †Q‡o w`‡q †iBj Uc‡K K¨vUvgvi¨vb †_‡K †b‡g
†Mj iWwi, wkiùvov hZUv m¤¢e Lvov K‡i j¨vÛ-†ivfv‡ii w`‡K
†nu‡U hv‡”Q|
i“gvj ïKj wUKvjv| Zvi VvÊv `„wó gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ w¯’i n‡jv
ivbvi Dci| ÔmwZ¨ LyeB cvi`wk©Zv †`wL‡qQ, wmbi K¨vwcUv‡bv|Õ
Nvo wdwi‡q jvdvRvi w`‡K ZvKvj †m| ÔhvI, `ywbqv †_‡K we`vq
K‡i `vI I‡K|Õ
Ôabëv`, wmbi, AmsL¨ abëv`!Õ Avb‡›` AvZ¥nviv n‡q DVj
jvdvRv| Ô†bwo KzËvUv‡K R½‡j wb‡q hvw”Q Avwg|Õ wew”Qwi k‡ã
L¨vK L¨vK K‡i nvm‡Q, †eë †_‡K Uvb w`‡q QywiUv †ei K‡i `~i
†_‡K ivbvi Mjv KvUvi fw½ Kij| Ôkvjvi jvkUv Avwg †d‡j
Avme, Rv¸qviiv hv‡Z †cU f‡i †L‡Z cv‡i|Õ
nv‡Zi i“gvjUv mvgvb¨ †b‡o m¤§wZ Rvbvj wUKvjv| ÔKvR
†kl n‡j weª‡Ri Ici, †ivWe−‡K P‡j G‡mv|Õ
Mvwo¸‡jv P‡j hvIqvi ci †Kwe‡bi gv_v †_‡K †b‡g Gj
jvdvRv| Ô†kl GK Kvc Kwd †L‡Z PvI, ZvB bv, †bwo?Õ
K_v bv e‡j kxZj `„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv|
†Kwe‡b Xy‡K †Uwe‡j emj jvdvRv| †m Zvi jyKv‡bv Drm †_‡K

†PŠ‡Kv `y‡Uv iK †Kv‡Kb †ei K‡i Qywi w`‡q KvU‡Q|
ÔI †n, Zzwg wK Rv‡bv,Õ ivbvi Dci †PvL †i‡L Rvb‡Z PvBj
†m, PzgyK w`j Kwdi Kv‡c, ÔGB †ejc¨vb †`kUvq †mªd GK`j
cvMj evm K‡i? B‡jKk‡bi eQi, cwjwUwkqvbiv Pviw`‡K mfv
Ki‡Q, wKš‘ KviI †KvbI ewWMvW© †bB| kvjv †evKv‡ì wb‡q Kx
Kie Avgiv, e‡jv †Zv? MvQ †_‡K †hgb cvKv Avg †c‡o Lvq
gvbyl, AvgivI wVK †mfv‡e...Õ
K_v †kl bv K‡i Lvevi wPev‡bvi fw½ Kij jvdvRv|
ÔZvici Kx n‡e? wmbi wUKvjv A¨vÛ Ms †`kUvi ev‡ivUv evwR‡q
Qvo‡e| jvdvRv †hLv‡b †Zvgv‡K Lyb Ki‡e, a‡iv †mLv‡b Avgiv
bZzb Gqvi‡cvU© evbve|Õ Zvi †Vuv‡Ui †KvY †e‡q _y_y I jvjv
Mov‡”Q| Ô†mB Gqvi‡cv‡U© †Kv‡Kb I A¯¿ fwZ© Kv‡M©v †c−b
bvg‡e...Õ
ÔGKRb †jv‡Ki R‡b¨ Acv‡ikbUv weivU n‡q hvq bv?Õ
Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
wLKwLK K‡i nvmj jvdvRv| Ô†Zvgvi aviYv wmbi wUKvjvB
ïay em&? bvn&, Zv Kx K‡i nq!Õ bv‡K LvwbKUv †Kv‡Kb †XvKvj
†m| ÔZv n‡j ewj †kv‡bv| giv jvk wKQy iUvq bv Ñ e‡jv, iUvq?
Avgv‡ì Kjw¤^qvb em& Av‡Q, wbKvi¨v¸qvb em& Av‡Q| Avi
me‡P‡q eo em& whwb, Zv‡K Avgiv †KD †`wLwb| Zvi gv_v
Av‡Q, †bwo...Õ
cÖPÊ ivM n‡”Q ivbvi| G †Kgb †`k, †cÖwm‡W›U Lvwj cv‡q
cvewjK W‡K ùvwo‡q NÈvi ci NÈv iW w`‡q gvQ a‡ib, m‡½
ewWMvW© _v‡K bv! ïay †cÖwm‡W›U bq, mviv †`‡ki wbe©vPbx
GjvKvq Qwo‡q _vKv Zuvi gš¿xivI †KD wbivc` bb|
Ô†Zvgiv we‡`wk, Gfv‡e i³cvZ NwU‡q ¶gZv `Lj Ki‡j
`ywbqvi gvbyl Zv †g‡b †b‡e? RvwZmsN wKQy ej‡e bv?Õ
Ôwe‡`wk? †bwo KzËv, we‡`wk †Kv_vq †`L‡j Zzwg? Avgiv †Zv
mevB †ejc¨vb Avwg©i m`m¨, BDwbdg© †`‡LI wPb‡Z cviQ bv?
†ejc¨vbiv Zv‡ì wb‡R‡ì †`‡k mvgwiK Afy¨Ìvb NUv‡j †Kvb&
84 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
kvjvi Kx ejvi Av‡Q, nu¨vn&? Gw`K Iw`K †_‡K K‡qKRb
wgwb÷vi‡K AvUK Kiv n‡q‡Q, Zv‡ì mevB‡K dvqvwis
†¯‹vqv‡Wi mvg‡b ùvo Kiv‡bv n‡e| Aciva? †`‡ki Kx‡m fvj
Zv †ev‡S bv! nu¨v, GUvB g~j Awf‡hvM| †Zv †bwo KzËv, cvi‡j
†VKvI Avgv‡ì Afy¨Ìvb|Õ
Ôdvqvwis †¯‹vqv‡Wi mvg‡b ùvo Kiv‡bv n‡e?Õ ivbv fve
†`Lvj e¨vcviUv wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv I, †jvKUv hv‡Z I‡K
wek¦vm Kiv‡bvi Rb¨ wKQy Z_¨ †`q| Ô†Kv_vq?Õ
Ôj¨v cybUv †Wj K‡b©j Bs‡jm-Gi bvg ï‡bQ, †bwo?Õ wLK
wLK K‡i †n‡m D‡V wR‡Ám Kij jvdvRv| ÔILv‡bB †Zv
e‡m‡ì em&iv †nW‡KvqvU©vi evbv‡Z hv‡”Q, †n †n! Rvbv K_v,
dvqvwis †¯‹vqvWI ILv‡bB MVb Kiv n‡e|Õ
ivbvi gbUv gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ LuyZLuyZ K‡i DVj| I cÖkœ Kivq
Z_Üv cvIqv †Mj, bvwK I‡K †evKv evbvevi Rb¨ fyj Z_¨ w`‡”Q
jvdvRv?
Kwd †kl K‡i KvcUv †Uwe‡j bvwg‡q ivLj ivbv|
†Uwej †Q‡o wm‡a n‡jv fvj‡WR jvdvRv| ÔP‡jv, we‡`kx
KzËv, R½j †_‡K GKUz †ewo‡q Avmv hvK|Õ †nvj÷vi †_‡K
wc¯—jUv †ei K‡i †e‡ë ¸uRj, nv‡Z i‡q‡Q Qywi|
euvPvi Kx eë¯’v Kiv hvq fve‡Q ivbv|
ÔeyS‡ZB cviQ, GUv †Zvgvi R‡b¨ IqvbI‡q Rvwb©, †bwo|
Z‡e jvdvRv‡K †KvbI Sv‡gjvq †d‡jv bv| Zv n‡j jvdvRv
Ggb my›ìfv‡e †Zvgvi MjvUv `yÕduvK K‡i †`‡e †h, Kxfv‡e
gviv †MQ †UiB cv‡e bv|Õ
ivbv‡K K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡q n¨vÛ‡nvì †_‡K `~‡i m‡i ùvov‡Z
ejj jvdvRv, iwk †Lvjvi mgq †KvbI SuywK wb‡Z Pvq bv|
Zvici ivbvi wcQy wb‡q †iBj Uc‡K W‡K bvgj †m|
Xvjy Zxi †_‡KB ïi“ n‡q‡Q R½j| †KvbI ai‡bi c_ †bB,
Kv‡RB MvQcvjvi cuvwPj j¶¨ K‡i nuvUv aij ivbv| K‡qK
†m‡KÛ ci ci Qywii WMv weua‡Q Ii wc‡V, Kv‡RB Rv‡b jvdvRv
wVK Ii wcQ‡bB i‡q‡Q|
hv Kivi gwiqv n‡q Ki‡Z n‡e GLbB, fvej ivbv|
LvwbK G‡Mv‡ZB mvg‡bUv Ly‡j †Mj, †ewi‡q coj duvKv
GKUv RvqMv| GKUv †Svc Uc‡K †mLv‡b †XvKvi mgq ivbv
ïb‡Z †cj k¦vm †U‡b bv‡K †Kv‡Kb wb‡”Q jvdvRv|
AK¯§vr wbPz n‡qB eb K‡i Ny‡i †Mj ivbv, Wvb cv Qyu‡o‡Q|
mivmwi jvdvRvi †c‡U †W‡e †Mj ivbvi cv| Kzu‡Rv n‡q †Mj
jvdvRv|
gvwU‡Z co‡Q ivbv, evg cv w`‡q AvNvZ Kij, Ry‡Zvi WMv
cÖvq †Mu‡_ †Mj †jvKUvi _yZwb‡Z|
†fRv gvwU‡Z nuvUz w`‡q coj jvdvRv, Z‡e QywiUv GLbI
Qv‡owb| ivbvi Mjvi iwk †Q‡o w`‡q wc¯—j aivi Rb¨ †eë
nvZov‡”Q|
Movb w`‡q wm‡a n‡jv ivbv, †Svc-Svo Uc‡K jvdvRvi w`‡K
wcQb wd‡i cÖvYc‡Y †`Šov‡”Q, Wvj-cvZvi SvcUv †_‡K †PvL
`y‡Uv‡K i¶v Kivi Rb¨ GK K‡i euvav nvZ `y‡Uv DuPz K‡i
†i‡L‡Q|
KuvUvi AvNv‡Z ¶Zwe¶Z n‡”Q nvZ I gyL, jZv‡bv Mv‡Qi
wkKo Rwo‡q hv‡”Q cv‡q| †nuvPU †L‡q eo GKUv †Sv‡ci Mv‡q
coj| µj K‡i †SvcUvi Zjv w`‡q †ewi‡q Gj Aci cv‡k|
jvdvRvi MvjvMvwj I Awfkvc ïb‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv| †ek
A‡bKUv wcQ‡b †d‡j G‡m‡Q Zv‡K I| †Pv‡L Nvg †b‡g Avmvq
mvg‡bUv fvjfv‡e †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| †PvL wcU wcU K‡i ZvwK‡q
†`Lj GKUv bvjvi cvwb axiMwZ‡Z b`xi w`‡K bvg‡Q|
86 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
cv‡q cu¨vP †L‡q hvIqv jZv‡bv Mv‡Qi euvab Ly‡j bvjvq †b‡g
coj ivbv, Mjvq euvav iwkUv fvj K‡i k¦vm wb‡Z ev †dj‡Z
w`‡”Q bv I‡K|
bvjv †e‡q wKQy`~i bvgvi ci mvg‡b GKUv †Wvev †`Lj
ivbv| †WvevUvq hZUv bv cvwb Zvi‡P‡q †ewk Kv`v| WvBf w`‡q
coj Zv‡Z| m‡½ m‡½ Pviw`K †_‡K Zij Kv`v Ii gv_vi Dci
cyi“ AveiY ˆZwi Kij|
cv‡qi Zjvq k³ wKQy cvIqvi Rb¨ gwiqv n‡q DVj ivbv|
bv‡Ki dz‡Uvq Kv`v XyK‡Q, GB Abyf~wZ AviI evwo‡q Zzjj
AvZ¼|
AvZ¼B kÎ“|
wb‡R‡K kvš— nIqvi wb‡`©k w`j ivbv| Zjvq cv †V‡K‡Q,
Kv‡RB GZ fq cvIqvi wKQy †bB| †PvL †_‡K Kv`v mivevi Rb¨
nvZ `y‡Uv‡K ˆZwi ivLj, Zvici gv_v Zzjj mvi‡d‡mi Dci|
†PvL cwi®‹vi n‡ZB mvcUv‡K †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| wZb dyU
j¤^v IUv, †`L‡Z L‡qwi-meyR wd‡Zi gZ, Mjvq njy` WvqgÛ
AuvKv| dvi-`¨-j¨vÝ, AZ¨š— welv³ mvc|
ivbvi wcQ‡b, Lye Kv‡Q P‡j G‡m‡Q jvdvRv, WvKj, ÔI †n,
Zzwg †`LwQ mwZ¨B cvwR GKUv KzËv| jvdvRv †Zvgvi Ici
fqvbK †i‡M †M‡Q! Zv‡K mij gvbyl †c‡qÑÕ
kixiUv ax‡i ax‡i †Nviv‡”Q ivbv, nvZ `y‡Uv hv‡Z iwkUv
ai‡Z cv‡i| I‡K bo‡Z †`‡LB gv_v Zzjj mvc, f‡q †nvK ev
iv‡M wnmwnm Ki‡Q, mi“ wRfUv Nb Nb evi Ki‡Q Avevi wfZ‡i
†XvKv‡”Q|
ÔI †n, †bwo KzËv, Avwg †Zvgv‡K †`L‡Z cvw”Q|Õ wLKwLK
K‡i nvmj jvdvRv, †hb †KvbI wkïi m‡½ j‡KvPzwi †Lj‡Q †m|
ÔUz...wK!Õ
Gevi Lye †Rv‡i wnmwnwm‡q DVj mvcUv|
jvdvRvi nvwmI Poj| Ôwe‡`kx KzËv, g‡b †i‡Lv,
jvdvRv‡K duvwK †`qv GZ mnR bq| †m †Zvgv‡K wVKB Luy‡R
†ei Ki‡e|Õ
ivbvi bv‡K G‡m emj GKUv gkv, Kzu‡Rv n‡q SzuKj mvg‡bi
w`‡K| Ii †Vuv‡U †j‡M _vKv Kv`v †_‡K cPv cvZvi `yM©Ü
†ei“‡”Q| iwkUv GK BwÂ GK BwÂ K‡i Uvb‡Q I| Ggwb mg‡q
†Qvej w`j mvcUv, wel fiv ùvZ †muwa‡q †Mj iwki wfZi|
cigyn~‡Z© cvwj‡q †Mj mvc, †jRUv †Sv‡ci wfZi A`„k¨ n‡q
hv‡”Q Ñ IB †Svc †_‡KB †ewi‡qwQj|
mvc †`‡L jvdvRvi AuvZ‡K IVvi AvIqvR †c‡q‡Q ivbv|
GLb Zv‡K ej‡Z ïbj, ÔI †n, †bwo, jvdvRvi †evanq evovevwo
Kiv DwPZ n‡”Q bv| †m eis GLv‡b †d‡j †i‡L hvK †Zvgv‡K,
Kv`vi g‡a¨ Zzwg hv‡Z ax‡i ax‡i gi‡Z cv‡iv|Õ
†Svc-Sv‡oi Wvj fvOvi AvIqvR †cj ivbv| Zvi bvK Uvbvi
kãI cv‡”Q| Ônu¨v, we‡`kx †bwo, Zv-B Kie Avwg| jvdvRv wd‡i
wM‡q wmbi wUKvjv‡K ej‡e Zzwg kvjv nvivwg KzËv g‡i f~Z n‡q
†MQ|Õ
duv` e‡j m‡›`n n‡”Q ivbvi| Ii evg w`‡Ki †Sv‡c
AvIqvR n‡Z eySj jvdvRv Iw`K w`‡q wd‡i hv‡”Q| wKsev wd‡i
hvIqvi Awfbq Ki‡Q|
hw` †d‡i, †Kv_vq wdi‡Q? MÖvwmqv‡m bq‡Zv? bvwK cve‡jv
wUKvjvi wb‡`©k gZ weª‡Ri Dci †ivWe−‡K? †h cwigv‡Y †Kv‡Kb
Uvb‡Q, wePvi-eyw×i Dci Zvi cÖfve bv c‡oB cv‡i bv|
duv` hw` cv‡ZI, †Kv_vI wbðqB fyj Ki‡e jvdvRv| wKš‘
cve‡jv wUKvjv‡K wg‡_¨ ejevi SuywKUv wK †b‡e †m?
88 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
†Wvev †_‡K D‡V hZUv cviv hvq mveav‡b b`x‡Z P‡j Gj ivbv|
nvBI‡qi Dci bRi ivLv n‡”Q, Kv‡RB cvjv‡Z n‡j
K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b †cuŠQv‡Z n‡e I‡K|
wKš‘ b`xi fvwU‡Z †hLv‡b †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q I, †mLvb †_‡K
DRv‡bi w`‡K euv‡Ki Avov‡j _vKv MÖvwmqvm‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q bv|
G‡ì m‡½ jo‡Z n‡j A¯¿ ìKvi Ii, ìKvi K‡b©j
RywWqvàvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Kivi Rb¨ †iwWIUv| meB jyKv‡bv
Av‡Q K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b|
Mjvi iwki evowZ Ask KewR‡Z Rwo‡q wb‡q‡Q ivbv|
Kzwg‡ii gZ mvi‡d‡mi Dci ïay bvKUv Zz‡j muvZiv‡”Q I|
euv‡Ki Gw`‡K Zxi‡Nlv b`xi cvwb †ek wKQy`~i h‡_ó AMfxi,
Ii cv Zjvi bvMvj cv‡”Q| wKš‘ Zvici MfxiZv †e‡o †Mj|
MÖvwmqvm wd‡i †c‡j Kx Ki‡e fve‡Q ivbv| †mvRv wK
KvbvKv-q P‡j hv‡e I, KviY cª_g KvR †`kUvi †cÖwm‡W›U‡K
i¶v Kiv|
euvK †Nvivi ci b`xi gvSLv‡b P‡j Avm‡ZB Mªvwmqvm‡K
†`L‡Z †cj ivbv| †hgb †i‡L †M‡Q †ZgbB Av‡Q| AviI
wKQy¶Y muvZiv‡bvi ci weªRUv †`L‡Z †cj I|
wUKvjvi †jvKRb weª‡Ri †kl gv_vq †ivWe−K †mU K‡i‡Q|
Sg Sg e„wói g‡a¨ e¨vwiqv‡ii mvg‡b ùvwo‡q _vKv †jvK¸‡jv‡K
Svcmv jvM‡Q, d‡j Zv‡ì g‡a¨ jvdvRv Av‡Q wK bv eyS‡Z
cvij bv ivbv|
mveav‡b Zx‡ii w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv| hZ G‡Mv‡”Q ZZB
AMfxi n‡”Q b`x| µgk wbPz n‡Z n‡jv I‡K, GKmgq nuvUz w`‡q
nuvU‡Z n‡jv|
GKUv U‡qvUv j¨vÛ-µyRv‡ii WªvBfvi wMqvi e`‡j weª‡Ri
Dci w`‡q axiMwZ‡Z G‡Mv‡”Q, _vgj †ivWe−‡Ki mvg‡b| `yRb
†jvK evZv‡mi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i WªvBfv‡ii KvMR-cÎ †PK
Ki‡Q|
mKvj mvZUv| †iveevi...
SoUv GLb †Kv_vq, Kx Ae¯’vq Av‡Q, wKQyB Rvbv †bB
ivbvi| gv‡S gv‡S ïay `gKv nvIqvi SvcUv Rvbv‡”Q IUvi
Dcw¯’wZ| w`K e`‡j bv _vK‡j †ejc¨vb‡K wVKB †f‡OPz‡i
GKvKvi K‡i †i‡L hv‡e|
wZb‡U gvÎ iv¯—v w`‡q ivRavbx †ejc¨vb wmwU‡Z †XvKv hvq,
wbðq me¸‡jv‡ZB †ivWe−K emvevi eë¯’v K‡i‡Q wUKvjv|
Afy¨Ìv‡bi Rb¨ QywUi w`bUv †e‡Q wb‡q‡Q Zviv, Zv bv n‡j
nvBI‡q‡Z cªPzi hvbevnb _vKZ, mviv †`‡k `ª“Z Qwo‡q coZ
†ivWe−‡Ki K_v, d‡j nq‡Zv wbe©vPbx md‡i _vKv gš¿xiv Aïf
wKQy AuvP Ki‡Z †c‡i Mv XvKv w`‡Zb|
c−¨vwbsUv fvj|
b`x †c‡ivj ivbv, Aci cv‡i G‡m MÖvwmqvm‡K cvk KvUvj,
IUvi DRv‡b G‡m Nvo wdwi‡q wcQbw`‡K ZvKvj| Zx‡i wKsev
K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b wKQy&B bo‡Q bv| Z‡e jvdvRv hw` A‡c¶vq _v‡K,
wb‡R‡K wbLuyZfv‡eB jywK‡q ivL‡e †m|
Mv‡Qi eomo GKUv ¸uwo †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, †mªv‡Zi Uv‡b Ii
w`‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Q| IUvi Avovj wb‡q weªªR I K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi
w`‡K hvIqv hvq, fvej I| wnmve Kij I, `y‡kv MR Avm‡Z Pvi
wgwbU jvM‡e IUvi|
GK‡N‡qwgi wkKvi GK †jvK Mv‡Qi mi“ GKUv Wvj b`x‡Z
†djj, Zvici weª‡Ri Av‡iKw`‡K P‡j G‡m †`Lj ¯ú¨vb-Gi
Zjv w`‡q Kxfv‡e †mUv †f‡m Avm‡Q| Zvi cv‡k Av‡iK †jvK
G‡m ùvovj| bZzb Wvj msMªn Kij Zviv| `y‡Uv K‡i Wvj
cvwb‡Z †d‡j †`L‡Q †Kvb&Uv Av‡M hvq|
90 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
bZzb Wvj LuyR‡Q Zviv, `‡j Av‡iKRb †hvM w`j| BwZg‡a¨
fvmgvb ¸uwoUvi Avov‡j Mv XvKv w`‡q‡Q ivbv| ¸uwoi wb‡Ri MwZ
I gwZ Av‡Q, †evSv †Mj b`x cvi n‡q weªR I K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi
w`‡K iIbv nIqvq| IUvi m‡½ †f‡m P‡j‡Q ivbv|
cvwbi Dci gv_v Av‡iKUz DuPz Ki‡ZB †jvK¸‡jv‡K Avevi
†`L‡Z †cj| KvQ †_‡K †`‡L †evSv †Mj Zv‡ì g‡a¨ †KD
jvdvRv bq|
weªR GwM‡q Avm‡Q| IUvi Zjv w`‡q †h‡Z n‡e ivbv‡K|
cvwbi bx‡P Wye w`j I| Wye †Ìqvi wVK Av‡Mi gyn~‡Z© ïb‡Z
†cj `yRb †jvK wPrKvi K‡i Kx †hb ej‡Q Kv‡K| GB mgq
weª‡Ri GKUv wcjv‡ii Mv‡q †j‡M w¯’i n‡q †Mj Mv‡Qi ¸uwo|
weª‡Ri Dci †_‡K †f‡m Gj eyU Ry‡Zvi kã|
Wye w`‡q Av‡Q ivbv, gyL †_‡K LvwbKUv evZvm †ewi‡q †Mj|
`g AvU‡K A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| `k †m‡KÛ, wek †m‡KÛ, wÎk
†m‡KÛ...
Mv‡Qi ¸uwo wcQ‡b †d‡j Wye muvZvi w`‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv|
wcjv‡ii KvQ †_‡K m‡i Avm‡Q, weª‡Ri Zjv w`‡q †ewi‡q G‡m
Zx‡i †Kv_vI DV‡Z Pvq|
KviI †Pv‡L aiv bv c‡o DVj ivbv Zx‡i, wKš‘ Ii mvg‡b
AviI GKUv Kv`vfwZ© †Wvev coj| †WvevUv‡K Gwo‡q †h‡Z n‡j
DuPz Zx‡i DV‡Z n‡e I‡K, Avi AZ Dc‡i DV‡j weªR †_‡K I‡K
†`‡L †dj‡e gv‡m©bvwiiv|
GB mgq bvK Uvbvi cwiwPZ AvIqvR †f‡m Gj| gyn~Z©gvÎ
†`wi bv K‡i †Wvevq †b‡g Kv`vi g‡a¨ Wye w`j I|
wZb wK Pvi †m‡KÛ ci wdmwdm K‡i DVj †KD| ÔI †n,
†bwo KzËv! Avgvi aviYv †Zvgv‡K Avwg †`L‡Z cvw”Q|Õ
92 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
ivbvi †`Lvi my‡hvM †bB, jvdvRv A‡c¶v Ki‡Q weª‡Ri
bx‡P, Xvjy I wcw”Qj Zx‡i| Zvi GB Mjv bv Povevi KviYUvI
cwi®‹vi|
wUKvjv‡K wi‡cvU© K‡i‡Q ivbv‡K †g‡i †d‡j‡Q †m| GLb
hw` RvbvRvwb n‡q hvq K_vUv mwZ¨ bq, wbðqB Zvi Rvb wb‡q
UvbvUvwb c‡o hv‡e|
Xvj †e‡q cvwbi wKbvivq †b‡g Gj jvdvRv| ÔAvmwQ
Avwg...†Zvgvi m‡½ †Mvcb K_v Av‡Q, †bwo KzËv...Õ
GB mgq weª‡Ri Dci †_‡K †f‡m Gj †evKv A¨v‡ibv‡mi
KÉ¯î| ÔA¨vB e¨vUv fvj‡WR, b`xi Zx‡i Kv`vi g‡a¨ Kx
KiwQm ZzB? gvQ aiwQm bvwK?Õ
Rev‡e wPrKvi K‡i hv ejj jvdvRv, †mUv fvlvq cÖKvk‡hvM¨
bq| Gici †m Zvi wc¯—‡ji euv‡U g¨vMvwRb †XvKvj| AviI GK
cv mvg‡b evoj †m| Zvi Rv½j eyU ivbvi gv_vi KvQ †_‡K gvÎ
GK wK †ò MR `~‡i|
nv‡Z evwM‡q aiv wc¯—j, †Sv‡ci cvZv duvK Kij jvdvRv|
iv¯—vi Dci †_‡K XvK-†Xvj †e‡R IVvi Kvb Svjvcvjv Kiv
AvIqvR †f‡m Gj| fvix k‡ã K‡qKUv WªvgI evR‡Q|
Le©Kvq jvdvRv Dci w`‡K ZvKvj| ÔI †n, A¨v‡ibvm, Kx
e¨vcvi e‡jv †Zv?Õ
Ô†`‡L g‡b n‡”Q wgwQj,Õ weªR †_‡K ejj A¨v‡ibvm, nv‡Z
GKUv ivB‡dj| ÔcÖKvÊ †MuvdIqvjv GK †jv‡Ki †cv÷vi †`L‡Z
cvw”Q| wbðqB wbe©vPbx wgwQj...Õ
†Sv‡ci Wvj †Q‡o w`‡q jvdvRv ejj, Ôa¨vZ&‡ZwiKv! GLv‡b
wKQy †bB| Avwg AvmwQ|Õ
Ônu¨v, Rjw`| †`‡Lv, Kv`vi g‡a¨ Avevi Wy‡e †h‡qv bv|Õ
†gMv‡dvb †_‡K †m−vMvb †f‡m Avm‡Q: Ôch©Ub I cwienb
gš¿x †c‡Wªv †gb‡WvR‡K †fvU w`b!Õ
wgwQjUv †ivWe−‡K _vgj| me wgwj‡q cuvPUv Mvwo| lvU-
mËiRb mg_©K †nu‡U G‡m‡Q|
†Wvev †_‡K †ewi‡q Avevi b`x‡Z †b‡g‡Q ivbv| mevi `„wó
GLb wgwQj I gš¿xi Dci, GB my‡hv‡M K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi w`‡K
G‡Mv‡”Q I| †c‡Wªv †gb‡WvR-Gi cÖvY euvPv‡bv Ii c‡¶ m¤¢e
bq|
Zuvi K_v gv_v †_‡K †ei K‡i w`‡q ivbv fve‡Q wUKvjvi
Av‡M wK KvbvKvq Kxfv‡e †cuŠQv‡bv hvq|
mvZ
K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b Poj ivbv| KKwc‡U Xy‡K †bwf‡Mkbvj †Uwe‡ji
Dci ivLv †iwWIi mvg‡b _vgj| IUvi me Zvi wQu‡o †djv
n‡q‡Q| M¨vwj‡Z G‡m GKUv Kvwf©s bvBd wbj, mveav‡b †K‡U
†djj Mjvi iwkUv| nvZ `y‡Uv gy³ Ki‡Z mgq GKUz †ewk
jvMj|
†ivWe−K †_‡K K¨vUvgvi¨vb †ek LvwbKUv `~‡i, ILvb †_‡K
†bvOi †Zvjvi AvIqvR Zv‡ì ïb‡Z cvIqvi K_v bq| †mªv‡Zi
Uv‡b evZvm †V‡j fvwUi w`‡K A‡bKUv c_ cvwo w`j Mªvwmqvm,
Zvici Avj−vi bvg wb‡q BwÄb ÷vU© w`j ivbv| B‡Zvg‡a¨
†hvwWqvK‡K K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b Zz‡j wb‡q‡Q I|
94 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
b`x †mvRv GwM‡q‡Q †`‡L †njg †Q‡o m‡i Gj ivbv, `ª“Z
†PvL eyjvj e¨v‡ivwgUv‡i| †cÖkvi †b‡g ùvwo‡q‡Q 29.5, GK
nvRvi wgwjevi|
jywK‡q ivLv Uz-I‡q †iwWIUv †ei Kij ivbv| K‡b©j
RywWqvàvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Kiv ìKvi| f`ª‡jvK †`‡k wd‡i‡Qb
wK bv Rvbv ìKvi|
†iwWIUv †Ìqvi mgq ivbv‡K wZwb †Rvivj Avk¦vm w`‡q
e‡j‡Qb, †h-†KvbI Ri“wi cwiw¯’wZ‡Z Zuvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Kiv
hv‡e, wZwb we‡`‡k _vK‡jI mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡eb|
wKš‘ `k wgwbU †Póv K‡iI wbw`©ó wd«‡Kv‡qwÝ‡Z KviI mvov
†cj bv ivbv|
b`xi gyL †_‡K †Lvjv mvM‡i †ei“evi mgq M¤¢xi n‡q DVj
ivbv| hv Kievi GKvB Ki‡Z n‡e I‡K| cieZ©x Mš—e¨ wK
KvbvKv| †cÖwm‡W›U‡K i¶v Ki‡Z cvi‡j †`kUv‡KI †evanq GB
lohš¿ †_‡K gy³ Kiv m¤¢e|
wK KvbvKvq †cuŠQv‡Z MÖvwmqvm‡K QÕgvBj cvwo w`‡Z n‡e|
cÖPÊ GKUv So Avm‡Q, GKv KvRUv Kiv cÖvq Am¤¢e|
K¨vUvgvi¨vb P‡j bvbv ai‡bi †QvU-eo cvj-Gi mvnv‡h¨| Avi
cvj UvOv‡Z n‡j mnKvix ìKvi| ivbv wm×vš— wbj, †ewk cvj
†Zvjvi Sv‡gjvq hv‡eB bv I|
MÖvwmqvm‡K A‡Uv-cvBj‡Ui `vwq‡Z¡ †Q‡o w`‡q wcQ‡bi †W‡K
†ewi‡q Gj ivbv| weGgWwe−D †gvUimvB‡KjUv‡K †WwfU †_‡K
bvwg‡q KKwc‡Ui wfZi w`‡q †mjy‡b wb‡q Gj, Zvici gv÷
mv‡cvU©-Gi m‡½ k³ K‡i †eu‡a ivLj| AvenvIqv Lvivc n‡Z
cv‡i, Kv‡RB mveav‡bi gvi †bB|
Gici ¯Œzi cu¨vP Nywi‡q †mjyb †W‡Ki †WªB‡bR †c−U Lyjj,
wfZ‡ii c¨v‡bj mwi‡q Db¥y³ Kij †Mvcb KgcvU©‡g›U|
IqvUvicÖ“d †gvo‡K †gvov GK‡Rvov wm‡½j e¨v‡ij cv¤ú-
A¨vKkb Uy‡qjf †evi kUMvb †ei Kij I, m‡½ i‡q‡Q GKUv
KvwU©R †eë I `y‡Uv e¨vÛvwjqvi|
KKwc‡U wd‡i G‡m †Kvm© †PK Kij ivbv| Zvici GKUv
kUMv‡bi g¨vMvwR‡b KvwUª©R fij| weª‡P GKUv kU cv¤ú K‡i
†cvU©mvBW KKwcU †mwU‡Z ivLj A¯¿Uv, Zvici wb‡Ri GKUv
kvU© Pvcv w`j †mUvi Dci| kv‡U©i Dci †KBej-Gi †QvU GKUv
K‡qj ivLj, evZvm hv‡Z Dwo‡q wb‡Z bv cv‡i|
†Pv‡L webwKDjvi Zz‡j mvg‡bi mvMiUv GKevi †`‡L wbj
ivbv| cvwb I †XD Qvov †`Levi wKQy †bB|
wØZxq kUMvbUvI †jvW Kij ivbv|
wK KvbvKv Kv‡Q P‡j Avm‡Q| †cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcvg-Gi
weP nvDmUv‡K cvk KvwU‡q Gj ivbvi K¨vUvgvi¨vb|
wewjI‡bqvi-Gi †RwU‡Z _vgj bv I, †Kv_vI †bvOiI †djj bv,
mivmwi D‡V Gj ˆmK‡Z|
nv‡Z kUMvb I †ev jvBb, GK Kuv‡a e¨vÛvwjqvi, jvd w`‡q
ˆmK‡Z bvgj ivbv| †ev jvBbUv cvg Mv‡Qi Mv‡q euvaj, Zvici
mi“ iv¯—vUv‡K Gwo‡q MvQcvjvi wfZi w`‡q Kv‡Vi ˆZwi
†cÖwm‡W‡›Ui weP nvD‡mi w`‡K G‡Mvj mveav‡b, kUMvbUv ˆZwi
Av‡Q nv‡Z|
wZb‡U K‡i avc Uc‡K †U‡i‡m DVj| †KD †bB †U‡i‡m,
Z‡e wfZ‡i †XvKvi ìRvUv †Lvjv| WvBf w`‡q wjwfs i“‡g coj
ivbv, kixiUv‡K Mwo‡q w`j `yÕevi|
Ii Wvbw`‡K GKUv †g‡q †PuPv‡”Q| gy‡L nvZPvcv w`‡q
wb‡Ri Dci wbqš¿Y wd‡i cvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Q †m| Kvgivq Avi
KvD‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q bv|
†g‡qwU‡K †`‡L wKQyUv wbwðš— n‡jv ivbv| g¨vwi‡qUv
96 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
ivgcvg| Gi Av‡M m¨vb cj Øx‡c ivbv‡K GKevi †`‡L‡Q †m|
I‡K †m ZLbI wPb‡Z cv‡iwb, GLbI cvi‡Q bv| KviY
QÙ‡ekx ivbv‡K †`L‡Q †m Ñ Kuva ch©š— j¤^v Nb Kv‡jv Pzj,
†KuvKov‡bv I PKP‡K; _yZwbi Kv‡Q mvgvb¨ `vwo; †PvL `y‡Uv
Kvj‡P-bxj; Mjvq jvj cÖevj cuywZi ˆZwi PIov GKUv gvjv c‡i
Av‡Q|
nv‡Zi kUMvb †Lvjv `y‡Uv ìRv Kvfvi Ki‡Q, I¸‡jv w`‡q
evwoi A›ìgn‡j hvIqv hvq| ÔZzwg GKv?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj g¨vwi‡qUv| †Kgb m‡›`n I we¯§q wb‡q ZvwK‡q
Av‡Q ivbvi w`‡K| Ô†K Avcwb?Õ
Ô†`‡Lv wPb‡Z cv‡iv wK bv,Õ e‡j †QvU GKUv Avqbvi mvg‡b
ùvwo‡q cÖ_‡g †Pv‡Li K›U¨vK †jÝ, Zvici gv_vi ciPyjv I bKj
`vwo Ly‡j †djj ivbv|
ÔIn&, MW! Avcwb! In&, gvB MW! gvmy` fvB, GKUzI wPb‡Z
cvwiwb!Õ nVvr weivU ¯^w¯— †eva Kivq nuvwc‡q DVj g¨vwi‡qUv|
Ôgvmy` fvB, Kx NU‡Q wKQyB †Zv Avwg eyS‡Z cviwQ bv...Õ
Ôkvš— nI,Õ `„pK‡É ejj ivbv| Ôwec‡ì mgq †mUvB me‡P‡q
Av‡M ìKvi|Õ
g¨vwi‡qUv GKv Av‡Q ej‡jI, wb‡R GKevi †PK K‡i †`‡L
wbj ivbv| `y‡Uv †eWi“g, ev_i“g, wK‡Pb Ñ me Lvwj|
wb®újK †Pv‡L ivbv‡K †`L‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv| Zvi j¤^v Pzj jvj
e¨vÛ¨vbv w`‡q euvav| Kv‡jv w¯−f‡jm wU-kvU© c‡i‡Q| Kv‡jv
kU©m| cv‡q m¨v‡Ûj|
Ôwg÷vi †cÖwm‡W›U †Kv_vq?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
Ô`v`y wbivc‡`B Av‡Qb,Õ Reve w`j g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔZ‡e GB
Øx‡c †bB wZwb|Õ
wKQy ej‡Z hv‡e ivbv, GB mgq mvM‡ii w`K †_‡K BwÄ‡bi
AvIqvR †f‡m Gj| ÔGLv‡b _v‡Kv Zzwg,Õ ejj I| ÔAvwg
AvmwQ|Õ
GK Qy‡U ˆmK‡Z P‡j Gj ivbv| `~i †_‡KB wPb‡Z cvij
†ejc¨vb Kv÷gm-Gi GKgvÎ †cUªj †evUUv‡K, †XD †f‡O
Km‡gwUK eëmvqx wewjI‡bqvi D‡Wªv †dvimvB‡_i †RwU j¶¨
K‡i Qy‡U Avm‡Q|
Kíbvi †Pv‡L QÕdzU j¤^v Kv÷gm Awdmvi Kv‡j©vm
ev¸Bjv‡K †njg a‡i ùvwo‡q _vK‡Z †`Lj I, `yÕmvwi ùv‡Zi
duv‡K nvfvbv Pzi“U AvUKv‡bv|
nvb©v‡›`v wbKviv Zuvi m‡½ dvb©v‡›`v gvi‡fj Ii‡d gvmy`
ivbvi cwiPq Kwi‡q w`‡q‡Q| nvwm-Lywk, AgvwqK f`ª‡jvK, I‡K
Avk¦¯— K‡i e‡j‡Qb KvMR-cÎ wVK _vK‡j †ejc¨vb-G Uy¨wi÷
MvBW wnmv‡e KvR Ki‡Z w`‡Z Zuv‡ì †KvbI AvcwË †bB| Z‡e
GKB m‡½ mveavb K‡i w`‡Z Qv‡obwb Ñ gvi‡f‡ji wei“‡× hw`
¯§vMwjs ev Ab¨ †KvbI Aciv‡ai Awf‡hvM cvIqv hvq, m‡½
m‡½ A¨vKkb †b‡eb wZwb|
†`Šo _vgvj ivbv, evwji Dci kUMvb I e¨vÛvwjqvi †i‡L
ˆmKZ a‡i WK-Gi w`‡K nuvU‡Q| `~i †_‡K †cUªj †ev‡Ui
†jvKRb I‡K wPb‡e bv, A¯¿ wb‡q G‡Mv‡Z †`L‡j fyj ey‡S ¸wj
K‡i em‡Z cv‡i|
Kv‡j©vm ev¸Bjvi m‡½ Afy¨Ìvb wb‡q Avjvc KivUv Ri“wi
g‡b Ki‡Q ivbv, †cÖwm‡W›U Avi Zuvi bvZwbi wbivcËv wbwðZ
Ki‡Z n‡j f`ª‡jv‡Ki mvnvh¨ ìKvi n‡e Ii|
WKUv GLbI †ek `~‡i, IUvi cv‡k †cUªj †evUUv‡K wfo‡Z
†`Lj I, mvBW †W‡K ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q cuvP-mvZRb bvweK|
M¨vOI‡q †djv n‡q‡Q, Zvi DciI K‡qKRb‡K †`Lv †Mj|
BDwbdg© civ ...
98 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
nVvr _g‡K ùvovj ivbv| Kv÷gm-Gi †ev‡U †ejc¨vb
†mbvevwnbxi m`mïv Kx Ki‡Q?
GB mgq ¸wj n‡jv| ivB‡dj Zz‡j ivbv‡K Uv‡M©U Ki‡Q
ˆmwbKiv| Kx NU‡Q eyS‡Z Avi evwK _vKj bv, eb K‡i Nyij
ivbv, Zxi‡e‡M QyUj Avevi|
Ii K_v †kv‡bwb, wcQy wb‡q ˆmK‡Z †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q
g¨vwi‡qUv, ùvwo‡q Av‡Q Ii kUMvb I e¨vÛvwjqvi-Gi cv‡k|
Ôï‡q c‡ov!Õ †PuwP‡q ejj ivbv| ZviciI †evKvi gZ ùvwo‡q
Av‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv| nq‡Zv e„wó I evZv‡mi Rb¨ ¸wji AvIqvR
ïb‡Z cvqwb †m|
Qy‡U G‡m Zv‡K wb‡q evwji Dci coj ivbv, evwj‡Z covi
Av‡MB †Ui †cj wnm&m&m& kã Zz‡j Kv‡bi cvk w`‡q †ewi‡q †Mj
GKUv ey‡jU|
Ô†Zvgv‡K bv Avwg †fZ‡i _vK‡Z ejjvg!Õ nuvcv‡”Q ivbv,
Mwo‡q g¨vwi‡qUvi Dci †_‡K evwj‡Z bvgj| Ô†Kv_vI jv‡Mwb
†Zv?Õ gv_v bvoj g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔIiv Avgv‡K ¸wj Ki‡Q, Z‡e
†Zvgv‡K a‡i wb‡q hv‡e|Õ
K_v bv e‡j ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj g¨vwi‡qUv|
Ô†Zvgv‡K ai‡Z cvi‡j †Zvgvi `v`y‡KI ai‡Z cvi‡e,Õ
e¨vL¨v Kij ivbv| ÔmevB Rv‡b wZwb †Zvgv‡K fvjev‡mb|Õ GKUz
†_‡g Avevi ejj, Ôme K_v c‡i ï‡bv, cÖ_g KvR †Zvgv‡K GB
Øxc †_‡K mwi‡q wb‡q hvIqv|Õ
BZ¯—Z Ki‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔwKš‘, gvmy` fvB, `v`y Avgv‡K
GLv‡b A‡c¶v Ki‡Z e‡j †M‡Qb|Õ
ÔwZwb †Zv Avi Rvb‡Zb bv Iiv †Zvgv‡K ai‡Z Avm‡e
GLv‡b,Õ ejj ivbv| I _vg‡ZB Avevi BwÄ‡bi AvIqvR †f‡m
Gj| †cUªj †evU‡K ax‡i ax‡i I‡ì w`‡K Ny‡i †h‡Z †`Lj I|
ÔGLb †eu‡P _vKvUv me‡P‡q Ri“wi| †`Šov‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K|
I‡Vv!Õ
ivbvi m‡½ g¨vwi‡qUvI jvd w`‡q wm‡a n‡jv, Zvici QyUj
`yRb| GK-†ò‡kv MR †`Š‡o K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b †cuŠ‡Q †Mj Iiv|
g¨vwi‡qUv‡K †W‡K Zz‡j w`‡q iwk Ly‡j wb‡q MÖvwmqv‡mi †ev
`y‡Uv mvM‡ii w`‡K †Nvivj ivbv, Zvici wb‡RI Poj| cvj
†Zvjv gvÎ cÖej evZvm †c‡q Zxi †Q‡o iIbv n‡q †Mj
MÖvwmqvm|
AviI `k c‡q›U †b‡g wM‡q e¨v‡ivwgUvi wiwWs ùvwo‡q‡Q
28.5|
ÔRv‡bvB †Zv eo GKUv mvB‡K¬vb Avm‡Q,Õ KKwc‡U Xy‡K
†njg& a‡i ejj ivbv, Aci nvZ w`‡q †cvU© jKvi Ly‡j
jvBdR¨v‡KU †ei Kij, GKUv Quy‡o w`j g¨vwi‡qUvi w`‡K| ÔGUv
c‡i bvI| So G‡m hw` cvwb‡Z †d‡j †`q, muvZivevi †PóvB
Ki‡e bv| †mªd nvZ-cv wkw_j K‡i ivL‡e| evZvmB †Zvgv‡K
†cuŠ‡Q †`‡e Zx‡i| Zvici R½‡j Xy‡K DuPz Rwg‡bi w`‡K D‡V
hv‡e|Õ
GLbI ivbv wm×vš— †bqwb †Kv_vq hv‡e, ïay Rv‡b I‡ì
GKUv †kjUvi ìKvi| ivRavbx †ejc¨vb wmwU wbðqB we‡`ªvnx
†mbv‡ì `L‡j P‡j †M‡Q, Kv‡RB †mLv‡b hvIqvi cÖkœ I‡V bv|
GKB Kvi‡Y †XvKv hv‡e bv †ejc¨vb b`x‡ZI|
Gici DË‡i Av‡Q gvKv b`x, †gBbj¨v‡Û †XvKvi Av‡iKUv
c_| g¨vwi‡qUv GLbI I‡K wKQy bv Rvbv‡jI, Ii `v`y wbðqB
†gBbj¨v‡Û †Kv_vI Mv XvKv w`‡q Av‡Qb| wbwðZ nIqvi Rb¨
wR‡Ám Kiv †h‡Z cv‡i| Ô†cÖwm‡W›U wK †gBbj¨v‡Û?Õ
K_v bv e‡j g¨vwi‡qUv ïay gv_v SuvKvj|
PvU©Uv ¯§iY Kij ivbv| wnmve K‡l †`Lj gvKv b`xi gyL
100 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
GLvb †_‡K Kg‡ewk ev‡iv gvBj| Z‡e ILv‡b †cuŠQv‡Z PvB‡j
GKRb cÖwZØ›Øx‡K nviv‡Z n‡e| Zvi bvg wgm †Rv‡mwdb|
cuvP wWwMÖ †Kvm© e`‡j evZv‡mi gwZMwZ †evSvi Rb¨ †Pv‡L
webwKDjvi Zz‡j wcQbw`‡K ZvKvj ivbv|
†hB PvjvK †cUªj †evU, mgq bó bv K‡i dzjw¯úW Zz‡j Qy‡U
Avm‡Q †m| Kg K‡iI wÎk bU, Av›`vR Kij I| `k wgwbU
†ci“‡jB IUvi †ev-K¨vbb MÖvwmqvm‡K bvMv‡ji g‡a¨ †c‡q hv‡e|
ÔIiv ¸wj Ki‡e, ZvB bv, gvmy` fvB?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj
g¨vwi‡qUv|
Mvj †e‡q e„wói cvwb Mov‡”Q, ZvB †evSv †Mj bv †g‡qwU
Kuv`‡Q wK bv| ÔIiv †Zvgvi †KvbI ¶wZ Ki‡e bv,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ô†Zvgv‡K Iiv RxweZ ai‡Z PvB‡e|Õ
ÔwKsev nq‡Zv Avcbvi †ev‡U ¸u‡Zv gvi‡e|Õ
Ônq‡Zv| Iqvwb©s kUI Quyo‡Z cv‡i|Õ
ÔI‡ì nv‡Z Avgv‡K Zz‡j †`‡eb Avcwb,Õ ejj g¨vwi‡qUv,
gyL Zz‡j ivbvi †Pv‡L ZvKvj| ÔZv bv n‡j Iiv Avcbv‡K †g‡i
†dj‡e|Õ
ÔZv wVK, ai‡Z cvi‡j Qvo‡e bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZ‡e †Zvgv‡K
KviI nv‡Z Zz‡j †`qvi R‡b¨ †ejc¨v‡b Avwmwb Avwg|Õ
Ôgvmy` fvB,Õ ejj g¨vwi‡qUv, Ôme K_v Gevi ejyb Avgv‡K|
wbKvi¨v¸qvq wc‡Kv fvBqvi m‡½ †`Lv nevi ci †_‡K ïi“
Ki“b| fvBqvi m‡½ †dv‡b Avgvi Avjvc n‡q‡Q, hwÌ Zvici
†_‡K wb‡LuvR wZwb|Õ
Ôe‡jv Kx! †Kb... gv‡b Kxfv‡e...Õ
ÔwbKvi¨v¸qvb cywjk m‡›`n Ki‡Q fvBqv‡K Kjw¤^qvb WªvM
¯§vMjvi‡ì GKUv M¨vs wKWb¨vc K‡i‡Q|Õ
Ôm¤¢eZ Zv‡ìB Av‡iKUv `j gv‡m©bvwi‡ì wb‡q Xy‡K c‡o‡Q
†ejc¨v‡b, †Zvgv‡ì †mbvevwnbxi mvnvh¨ wb‡q GKUv Kz¨ Ki‡Z
hv‡”Q Zviv|Õ Zvici hv hv N‡U‡Q ms‡¶‡c e‡j †Mj ivbv|
ÔGLb Kx n‡e?Õ ivbv _vg‡Z Rvb‡Z PvBj g¨vwi‡qUv| Ô`~iZ¡
†Zv cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© Kg‡Q|Õ
Ô†njgUv a‡iv GKevi, †`wL Kx eë¯’v Kiv hvq,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔGUv wVK †h †Kvb Ae¯’v‡ZB aiv †`qv hv‡e bv| Av”Qv, Zzwg
Avgvi Kv‡Q wKQy jyKv”Q, bvwK e¨vcviUv †mªd Avgvi De©i
gw¯—‡®‹i dmj?Õ
g¨vwi‡qUv nvmj †Zv bv-B, eis AviI ¤−vb n‡q †Mj Zvi
†Pnviv| Ônu¨v, jyKvw”Q|Õ
ÔwbðqB ej‡e bv wK jyKv”Q?Õ
Ôeje| `v`y †Kv_vq Av‡Qb, GB Z_Üv| KvD‡K ej‡Z
Avgv‡K gvbv K‡i †M‡Qb|Õ
ÔwZwb Rv‡bb Zzwg Avgv‡K wPwV wj‡LQ, Avwg AvmwQ?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔGKevi e‡jwQjvg, g‡b †i‡L‡Qb
wKbv ej‡Z cvie bv|Õ
GK gyn~Z© wPš—v K‡i ivbv ejj, ÔKvD‡K Rvbv‡Z gvbv hLb
K‡i‡Qb, wbðqB Zvi m½Z KviYI Av‡Q| AvcvZZ Avgvi bv
Rvb‡jI Pj‡e †Kv_vq Av‡Qb wZwb| Z‡e †hLv‡bB _vKzb,
†mLv‡b Zuvi wbivcËv Av‡Q †Zv?Õ
AviI ¤−vb n‡q †Mj g¨vwi‡qUvi †Pnviv| ÔAvwg wVK Rvwb
bv|Õ
Ôûg|Õ M¤¢xi †`Lvj ivbv‡K| †njg&Uv g¨vwi‡qUvi nv‡Z awi‡q
w`‡q jKvi †_‡K cÖKvÊ GKUv †Z‡Kvbv cvj †ei Kij I|
SoUv GLbI G‡m †cuŠQvqwb, `gKv evZv‡mi gwZMwZ †evSv
fvi, A_P mvMi GLb GZ †ewk DËvj †h widUv‡K Luy‡R †ei
Ki‡Z K‡qK gyn~Z© mgq †j‡M †Mj ivbvi| †klevi ivbv IUv‡K
102 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Uc‡K G‡m‡Q wewfbœ AvKv‡ii cvj-Gi mvnv‡h¨, ZLb
cÖevjcÖvPx‡ii gv_v¸‡jv mvi‡d‡mi m‡½ GKB †j‡f‡j wQj|
GLb, Kv‡Q P‡j Avmv S‡oi cÖfv‡e †XD¸‡jv eo n‡q IVvq,
†m¸‡jv †`LvB hv‡”Q bv| Z‡e Av‡Q I¸‡jv, I‡ì bvK eivei
mvg‡b, ¶z‡ii gZ avivj I wec¾bK| I¸‡jvi GKUvi Nlv
MÖvwmqv‡mi Zjv GK †m‡K‡ÛiI Kg mg‡qi g‡a¨ wP‡i †dj‡e|
evZv‡mi mvaviY cÖevn wid mvwii m‡½ j¤^vjw¤^, A_©vr
mgvš—ivj nIqvq †XD‡qi gv_vq P‡o evavUv †ci“evi †Póv Ki‡e
ivbv, Z‡e †mRb¨ GeviI cvj ìKvi n‡e|
m`¨ †ei Kiv weivU cvj-Gi iwkUv a‡i wcQb w`‡K ZvKvj
ivbv| †cUªj †evU Av‡Mi †P‡q A‡bK Kv‡Q P‡j G‡m‡Q, gvÎ
`y‡kv MR wcQ‡b GLb †mUv| †ev †_‡K wQU‡K cov cvwbI †`Lv
hv‡”Q cwi®‹vi| ûBjnvD‡m ùvov‡bv g~wZ©Uv Aek¨ Svcmv|
wid cÂvk dz‡UiI Kg `~‡i|
g¨vwi‡qUvi w`‡K wd‡i Afq w`‡q nvmj ivbv| mvnm
†hvMv‡bvi Lye GKUv cÖ‡qvRb Av‡Q e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv| bvK
eivei †mvRv wid-Gi w`‡K ZvwK‡q i‡q‡Q †m, †Pv‡L-gy‡L `„pZv
I AvZ¥wek¦vm| wUjvi-Gi evû GZ †Rv‡i †P‡c a‡i Av‡Q,
i³k~b¨ n‡q c‡o‡Q wMuU¸‡jv|
`yÕeQi Av‡Mi †mB †g‡qwU mg‡qi m‡½ m‡½ ïay kixi-
¯^v‡¯’¨ bq, gb-gvbwmKZvqI cwiYZ n‡q D‡V‡Q|
Avevi wid †PK Kij ivbv| wÎk MR| I‡ì‡K ¶Zwe¶Z
Kivi Rb¨ cÖev‡ji ˆZwi avivj nvO‡ii ùvZ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|
Ôwm‡a K‡i a‡i iv‡Lv Mªvwmqvm‡K!Õ Mjv Pwo‡q ejj ivbv,
Zvici GKUv `gKv nvIqv Avm‡ZB `ª“Z iwk †U‡b eo †Z‡Kvbv
cvjUv Zy‡j †djj gv¯‘‡ji gv_vq|
weivU jvj cvjUv we‡ùvwiZ n‡q Ly‡j †Mj| †mB m‡½ †hb
AvKw¯§K †KvbI Db¥v`bvq Aw¯’i n‡q Awek¦vm¨ MwZ‡Z QyUj
I‡ì K¨vUvgvi¨vb|
†Lvj cÖvq cvwb †Q‡o k~‡b¨ D‡V coj| gv¯‘j bZ n‡jv
†KvbI Zxi›`v‡Ri js‡ev-i gZ| gvÎ K‡qK †m‡K‡Ûi g‡a¨,
ej‡Z †M‡j wKQyB †Ui cvqwb, wid cvi n‡q Gj Iiv|
cvj-Gi iwk †Q‡o w`j ivbv, gv¯‘j †_‡K gy³ n‡”Q cvjUv|
jvd w`‡q KKwc‡U wd‡i Gj I, Nvo wdwi‡q mivmwi †cUªj
†ev‡Ui †ev-i w`‡K ZvKvj|
gvÎ GK †m‡K‡Ûi Rb¨ †ev K¨vbb-Gi Avkcv‡k ùvwo‡q
_vKv †jvK¸‡jv‡K cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| Zvic‡iB msN‡l©i
weKU AvIqvR †f‡m Gj| †ev‡Ui Zjv wQu‡o †d‡j‡Q aviv‡jv
cÖevj|
ivbv †`Lj Mvb wkì wQbœwfbœ K‡i †djj ˆmwbK I
bvweK‡ì| gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ w¯’i n‡q _vKj †cUªj †evU, Zvici wid
†_‡K wb‡R‡K wQu‡o Avjv`v K‡i wbj, wcQbUv †f‡O †M‡Q,
†ewi‡q G‡m‡Q wÎk dzU †ev †mKkb| ZviciB weKU AvIqvR
†kvbv †Mj, Av¸b a‡i †M‡Q dz‡qj U¨vs‡K|
g¨vwi‡qUv‡K KKwc‡Ui GK †Kv‡Y †U‡b G‡b wb‡Ri kixi
w`‡q Avovj K‡i ivLj ivbv, I‡ì Pvicv‡k e„wói gZ L‡m coj
†cUªj †ev‡Ui wKQy Ge‡ov‡Le‡ov UzK‡iv|
avIqv iZ †ev‡Ui wPýgvÎ †bB †Kv_vI|
Gici †_‡K S‡oi cÖPÊZv µgk evo‡Z ïi“ Kij| Avi
eo‡Rvi wek wgwbU, Av›`vR Kij ivbv, Zvici I‡ì Dci
Suvwc‡q co‡e mvB‡K¬vb|
Ôe¨vcviUv ïi“ n‡j gv¯‘j †f‡O co‡e,Õ g¨vwi‡qUv‡K mveavb
K‡i w`‡q ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg eis bx‡P P‡j hvI|Õ
g¨vwi‡qUv wKQy ejj bv| ILv‡bB ùvwo‡q _vKj †m|
104 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Iiv GLb †`L‡Z cv‡”Q mvg‡bi mvM‡i AmsL¨ Mfxi
MnŸ‡ii m„wó n‡q‡Q| †m¸‡jvi cv‡kB AvKvk †Quvqvi Rb¨ DuPz
n‡”Q ˆ`Z¨vKvi †XD, †m¸‡jvi gv_v fvO‡Z fvO‡Z mvg‡bi w`‡K
Suy‡K co‡Q| AviI `~‡i AbeiZ PgKv‡”Q we`y¨r, Zvi †PvL-
auvav‡bv Av‡jvq WªvM‡bi UKU‡K jvj wRf e‡j g‡b n‡”Q fvOv
†XD‡qi gv_v¸‡jv‡K|
Zvici, †hb †Pv‡Li cj‡K, I‡ì gv_vi Dci P‡j Gj †mB
gnv`y‡h©vM Ñ fq¼i mvB‡K¬vb †Rv‡mwdb| K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi
Avkcv‡k G‡Ki ci GK evR co‡Z ïi“ Kij| MwZ nvwi‡q w¯’i
n‡q †Mj mgq| Pvicv‡k S‡oi ZvÊe Ñ KZ¶Y a‡i Pj‡Q ev
AviI KZ¶Y Pj‡e, wKQyB ej‡Z cvi‡e bv ivbv|
†XD¸‡jv K¨vUvgvi¨vb‡K GK Uv‡b gv_vq Zz‡j wb‡q bvP‡Q|
gv_v¸‡jv GZ DuPy, †m¸‡jvi Dci IVvi ci g‡b n‡”Q †hb
AvKvk †Quvqv hv‡e| cv‡kB Mfxi Lv`| GKevi Gw`‡K GKevi
Iw`‡K wec¾bK fw½‡Z KvZ n‡”Q †evU, †hb GKUv †Ljbv
Rjhvb| GLbI Kxfv‡e †eu‡P Av‡Q †f‡e AevK jvM‡Q ivbvi|
e„wó †hb RjcÖcvZ, I‡ì‡K †W‡Ki m‡½ ïB‡q w`‡”Q|
fvwM¨m †Kvm© e`‡j gvKv b`xi w`‡K MÖvwmqvm‡K Pvjvevi `vwqZ¡
Av‡MB A‡Uv-cvBjU‡K w`‡q †i‡LwQj ivbv|
Zvici K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b D‡V Gj mvMi| g¨vwi‡qUv‡K ai‡Z
nqwb, †mB WvBf w`‡q G‡m c‡o‡Q ivbvi ey‡K| f‡q _i_i K‡i
Kuvc‡Q †m| †ev‡U PovI n‡q †f‡O co‡Q †XD¸‡jv| KuvP bv
_vKvq KKwc‡U Xy‡K †Lvjv †mjyb w`‡q Zxeª †mªvZ n‡q †ewi‡q
hv‡”Q cvwb|
†hb GLv‡b _vK‡Z Avi fvj jvM‡Q bv, `woòv wQu‡o mvM‡i
†b‡g †Mj †hvwWqvKUv| gv¯‘‡ji gv_vi w`KUv, µmwUª-i Kv‡Q,
†f‡O †Mj| GK gyn~Z© ci †gBb †mKk‡b dvUj aij, G‡Kevi
†Mvovi KvQ †_‡K|
g¨vwi‡qUvi k³ euvab †_‡K ax‡i ax‡i wb‡R‡K Qvwo‡q wb‡”Q
ivbv| Ôµj K‡i †mjy‡b XyKe Avgiv,Õ Zvi Kv‡b †VuvU †VwK‡q
ejj ivbv|
gv_v SuvKvj g¨vwi‡qUv|
ivbv fve‡Q, I‡ì gZ Ky¨-i D‡`¨v³vivI †Rv‡mwd‡bi nv‡Z
AvMvgx PweŸk NÈv ew›` n‡q _vK‡e| †Uwj‡dvb I we`y¨r jvBb
wQu‡o †M‡Q, eÜ n‡q †M‡Q Gqvi‡cvU©| MvQ c‡o Mvwo PjvP‡ji
A‡hvM¨ n‡q c‡o‡Q nvBI‡q|
Ii GKvi c‡¶ Afy¨ÌvbUv e¨_© K‡i †Ìqv m¤¢e bq| ga¨
Av‡gwiKvi †`k¸‡jvq †`Lv †M‡Q Kz¨ n‡j cª_‡gB mvaviYZ
gš¿x‡ì‡K GK GK K‡i Lyb Kiv nq| ivbv Rv`yKi bq †h
Zuv‡ì‡K euvPv‡Z cvi‡e| †K †Kv_vq Av‡Qb, wKsev Zuv‡ì g‡a¨
†KD Kz¨-i mg_©K wK bv, wKQyB Rvbv †bB Ii|
ivbv GKv ïay †cªwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcvg‡K euvPv‡Z †Póv
Ki‡e| wKš‘ †m my‡hvM cvIqv hv‡e wK bv Zv wb‡q h‡_ó m‡›`n
Av‡Q| m¤¢eZ wec` AuvP Ki‡Z †c‡i, Ges mgq gZ †Kv_vI
†_‡K mvnvh¨ cvIqv hv‡e bv eyS‡Z †c‡i AvZ¥i¶vi Rb¨ wbivc`
†Kv_vI m‡i †M‡Qb wZwb|
KwjRvi UzK‡iv bvZwb‡K GKv †i‡L?
e¨vcviUv wVK wgj‡Q bv| fve‡Q I|
106 gvmy` ivbvÐ366

AvU
we`y¨”PgK I eRª wb‡q gË †gN¸‡jv I‡ì‡K Qvwo‡q DËi w`‡K
P‡j †M‡jI evZv‡mi `vcU †Zgb GKUv K‡gwb| Z‡e K‡g
hv‡e| ivbv Rv‡b, †Rv‡mwd‡bi mvg‡bi wKbvivUv I‡ì‡K
Qvwo‡q GwM‡q †M‡Q e‡j GLb wKQy¶Y S‡oi gvSLv‡bi kvš—
GjvKvq _vK‡e Iiv, Zvici Avm‡e mvB‡K¬v‡bi †kl Ask| †mUv
Avevi KZUv Kx ¶wZ Ki‡e †K Rv‡b! BwZg‡a¨B mvM‡ii fvlv
e`‡j †M‡Q, †XD¸‡jv Av‡Mi †P‡q †ek wKQyUv Kg kw³ wb‡q
Qy‡U Avm‡Q K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi w`‡K; †W‡Ki Dci Avi PovI n‡”Q
bv|
gvKv b`xi †gvnbvq †cuŠQvevi Rb¨ Av‡MB MÖvwmqv‡mi †Kvm©
e`j K‡iwQj ivbv, weªR-†W‡K MvQcvjvi Nlv jvMvi AvIqvR
†c‡q eySj cÖej mvgyw`ªK R‡jv”Q¡vm I‡ì‡K wid-Gi Dci w`‡q
†gBbj¨v‡Ûi Kv‡Q wb‡q G‡m‡Q|
GUv †mUv a‡i µj Ki‡Q ivbv, KKwcU msjMœ
K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡q‡Z P‡j Gj| RjcÖcv‡Zi gZ e„wói g‡a¨
`„wómxgv GK‡kv dz‡Ui †ewk bq| K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi Pvicv‡k wQbœwfbœ
g¨vb‡MÖvf, cvZv, Wvj, Nv‡mi Pvcov I mvgyw`ªK k¨vIjvi ¯—~c
AbeiZ D_jv‡”Q|
GKUv cv¤ú Pvjy Kij ivbv, KKwc‡U R‡g _vKv cvwb †ewi‡q
hv‡”Q| g¨vwi‡qUv‡K Av‡MB †mwU‡Z ewm‡q †i‡L †M‡Q, wd‡i
G‡m Zvi Kv‡bi Kv‡Q gyL bvwg‡q ejj, ÔAvgiv mvMi †_‡K D‡V
G‡mwQ| So bv _vgv ch©š— A¨vKk‡b †h‡Z cvi‡e bv Iiv|Õ
DË‡i wKQy ejj bv g¨vwi‡qUv|
M¨vwj‡Z †b‡g G‡m †÷vf R¡vjj ivbv| †cªkvi KzKv‡i GK
†KŠUv U‡g‡Uv-myc Avi BwÂLv‡bK cvwb Xvjj| cuvP wgwbU Mig
Kivi ci `y‡Uv g‡M fij a~gvwqZ myc| wd‡i G‡m GKUv gM
awi‡q w`j g¨vwi‡qUvi nv‡Z|
K‡qKUv PzgyK w`‡q g¨vwi‡qUv ejj, ÔAvcwb Avgv‡K ØxcUvq
†i‡L G‡j GZ¶‡Y Avgvi mwjjmgvwa n‡q †hZ|Õ
ÔZv †Kb, Av‡MB †cUªj †evUUv †Zvgv‡K Zz‡j wb‡q †hZ|Õ
Ô†mUv eywS Wy‡e givi †P‡q fvj nZ?Õ ivbvi w`‡K GKUz euvKv
†Pv‡L ZvKvj g¨vwi‡qUv|
gv_v bvoj ivbv|
ÔmvB‡K¬v‡biI wK AvB Af `¨ ÷g© Av‡Q?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj
g¨vwi‡qUv|
ÔAv‡Q eBwK,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔIUvi KvQvKvwQB AvwQ Avgiv|
g‡b nq NÈv Lv‡b‡Ki gZ AvenvIqv kvš— cve Avgiv| †mB
my‡hvMUv Kv‡R jvMv‡Z n‡e|Õ
g¨vwi‡qUv‡K em‡Z e‡j Ii †gvUimvB‡Kj weGgWwe−D-i
Kv‡Q P‡j Gj ivbv| KvfviUv mwi‡q †`Lj, wfZ‡i GK †duvUvI
mvM‡ii cvwb †Xv‡Kwb| cª_gev‡ii †Póv‡ZB ÷vU© wbj BwÄb,
Nvo wdwi‡q g¨vwi‡qUvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q nvmj GKUz|
`k wgwbU ci g¨vwi‡qUvi nv‡Z gM fwZ© a~gvwqZ Kwd awi‡q
w`j ivbv| LvwbK ci ejj, Ô†cÖwm‡W›U‡K bv †c‡j I‡ì Kz¨
mdj n‡e bv| Avwg hw` mgq gZ Zuvi Kv‡Q †cuŠQv‡Z cvwi,
gš¿x‡ì Aš—Z K‡qKRb‡K euvPv‡bv m¤¢e n‡e|Õ
Ô`v`y cvBb wiR-G Av‡Qb,Õ weoweo Kij g¨vwi‡qUv|
108 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
wkiùvov Lvov Kij ivbv| ÔcvBb wi‡Ri †Kv_vq?Õ
ÔILv‡b `v`yi GKUv †Kweb Av‡Q,Õ ejj g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔGKUv
cwiZ¨³ †Kvqvwii cv‡k| e³…Zv ev Ab¨ wKQy †jLvi cÖ‡qvRb
n‡j ILv‡bB wZwb hvb...Õ †PvL Nywi‡q Av‡iKw`‡K ZvKvj †m,
†hb wb‡Ri Amnvq fve I `ytL ivbvi KvQ †_‡K Avovj Kivi
†Póvq| Ôe‡j‡Qb wZwb ILv‡b Av‡Qb G-K_v KvD‡K ejv Avi
Zuv‡K Lyb Kiv, GKB e¨vcvi|Õ
Ôûu|Õ †gvUimvB‡K‡ji IqvUvicÖ“d cvDP †_‡K †ei Kiv
g¨vcUvi fuvR Lyjj ivbv| ÔZywg Avgv‡K †`Lv‡Z cvi‡e †KwebUv
†Kv_vq?Õ
AviI Ava NÈv ci ivbv‡K AevK K‡i w`‡q g¨vwi‡qUv Rvbvj,

mvgyw`ªK R‡jv”Q¡v‡m `yB K‚j c−vweZ n‡q hvIqvq gvKv b`xUv‡K
cÖ_‡g wPb‡Z Kó nw”Qj Zvi, Z‡e GLb †m wbwðZ Zv‡ì
K¨vUvgvi¨vb gvKv b`xiB GKUv kvLv a‡i G‡Mv‡”Q|
Lywk n‡jv ivbv| ÔZvi gv‡b cvBb wi‡Ri Kv‡Q P‡j G‡mwQ
Avgiv|Õ
Z‡e g¨v‡c †PvL †i‡L `yM©g GjvKvUvi êwkó¨¸‡jv hLb g‡b
coj, gbUv `‡g †Mj Ii| I hLb cÖ_gevi †ejc¨v‡b Av‡m,
I‡K wb‡q Gw`KUvq GKevi †ewo‡q †M‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv|
g¨vb‡MÖvf R½‡ji ci KK©k †Svc, †j¸b I mi“ AvL †LZ|
R‡jv”Q¡vmUv I‡ì‡K AviI `yB wK wZb gvBj wfZ‡i wb‡q hv‡e,
Zvi gv‡b K¨vUvgvi¨vb †_‡K bvg‡jB cÖ_g wi‡Ri mvg‡b co‡e
I|
IUv cvi n‡j †`Lv hv‡e KuvUv‡Sv‡c XvKv †XD †Ljv‡bv
cÖvš—i| gvqvb‡ì hy‡M Pvlevm nZ, †jvKRb bv _vKvq †mB
†_‡K Ah‡Zœ †d‡j ivLv n‡q‡Q|
Gici cvnvox GjvKv| bx‡Pi w`‡Ki Xvj¸‡jv‡K †X‡K
†i‡L‡Q †iBbd‡i÷| me‡P‡q eo cvnvox wiRUv †ejc¨vb I
gvKv b`xi I Zvi kvLv¸‡jvi gvSLv‡b we¯—…Z|
eû eQi n‡jv, †mB ¯ú¨vwbk nvgjvi hy‡M, wi‡Ri
†iBbd‡i÷ †_‡K eëmvi D‡Ï‡k KvV msMÖn Kiv nZ| c‡i
†MvUv ebf~wg‡K AfqviY¨ †NvlYv Kiv n‡q‡Q|
Afqvi‡Yï cuvP‡kv dzU bx‡P †¯^”Qv-wbe©vm‡b Avmv GK
Av‡gwiKvb GKUv evwo ˆZwi K‡i _vKZ| †Nvovi wc‡V Pwo‡q
Uy¨wi÷‡ì cyiv‡bv jwMs †ivW I cvnvox †UªB‡j †eov‡Z wb‡q
hvIqv wQj Zvi †ckv| †K Rv‡b, †jvKUv nq‡Zv AvRI ILv‡bB
Av‡Q| Z‡e Uy¨wi÷iv Avm‡Z GLbI GK gvm evwK|
†cÖwm‡W‡›Ui †Kweb Afqvi‡Yï wZb gvBj wfZ‡i| DËi-
`w¶‡Y we¯—…Z nvBI‡qUv gvKv b`xi DËi cvk w`‡q P‡j †M‡Q,
IUv a‡i ev‡iv gvBj G‡Mvevi ci euvK Ny‡i GKUv KuvPv iv¯—vq
co‡Z n‡e, Zvici cvIqv hv‡e †mB †Kweb|
mKvj mv‡o GMv‡ivUv| g‡b g‡b GKUv wnmve K‡i wbj
ivbv| mvB‡K¬vbUv AvU wK `k NÈv wUK‡e| S‡oi kvš— gvSLvbUv
I‡ì KvQvKvwQ P‡j Avm‡Q| hZUv g‡b Kiv n‡qwQj, gvKv
b`xi kvLv a‡i Zvi‡P‡q A‡bK †ewk DË‡i P‡j G‡m‡Q Iiv|
g¨vwi‡qUv ZvwK‡q Av‡Q, ˆZwi n‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv|
kUMv‡bi K¨vbfvm w¯−s¸‡jv A¨vWRv÷ Ki‡Z n‡jv, A¯¿ `y‡Uv
hv‡Z ey‡K I wc‡V Szwj‡q enb Kiv hvq| cÖwZwU m¨vWje¨v‡M
AvU ev· K‡i evKkU|
†QvÆ, kw³kvjx webwKDjviUv XyKj Kge¨vU R¨v‡K‡U| AviI
m‡½ _vKj †mvqv GKBwÂ PIov cv‡m©j †Uc, cÂvk dzU jvBU
jvBb, w÷j n¨vgvi, Ava WRb w÷j ¯úvBK, †¯úqvi Kge¨vU
R¨v‡KU, †MvU `yB Rv½j UªvDRvi, e−¨vK KUb †ivj-†bK, e−¨vK
110 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
KUb M−vfm, me‡k‡l g¨vwi‡qUvi Rb¨ ¯−¨vKm I Rv¤úvi|
ivbvi †_ªvwqs-bvBdUv i‡q‡Q k¨vgq †j`vi cvD‡P, †mUv `yB
†kvìvi †e−‡Wi gvSLv‡b †i‡L Mjvq civ jvj cyuwZi gvjv¸‡jv
A¨vWRv÷ Kij I, hv‡Z cvD‡Pi evB‡i †ewi‡q _vKv Qywii nvZj
KviI †Pv‡L bv c‡o|
`k BwÂ j¤^v GKUv nvw›Us bvBd wbj I, bvwfi Kv‡Q †e‡ë
†MuvRv _vKj †mUv| Iqvj_vi wc¯—‡ji Rb¨ wZb‡U †¯úqvi
g¨vMvwRb wb‡ZI fyjj bv|
ÔMÖvwmqv‡m wbivc‡`B _vK‡e Zzwg,Õ big my‡i ejj ivbv|
ÔGKmgq SoUv †_‡g hv‡e, ZLb Zx‡i †b‡g †Kv_vI Avkªq
wb‡qv| Z‡e †hLv‡b †i‡L hve †mLvb †_‡K †ewk `~‡i †Kv_vI
P‡j †h‡qv bv, Zv n‡j wd‡i G‡m †Zvgv‡K Avwg Avi Luy‡R cve
bv|Õ
ÔmwZ¨ Avcwb wdi‡eb †Zv?Õ
wZ³ GKUz nvwm †`Lv †Mj ivbvi †Vuv‡U| ÔAvwg Agi bB,
wdi‡Z bvI cvwi| †m‡¶‡Î mxgvš— †cwi‡q †gw·‡Kvq P‡j
†h‡qv|Õ
gv_v bvoj g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔAvwg Avcbvi m‡½ _vKwQ,Õ ejj
†m| ÔKviY Avwg Avcbv‡K †ejc¨v‡b †W‡K G‡bwQ, `v`y bb|
ZvB Avcbvi cÖ_g `vwqZ¡ Avgv‡K i¶v Kiv, Avgv‡K †d‡j
†Kv_vI P‡j hvIqv bq|Õ
nvm‡Z wM‡q evav †cj ivbv, mvB‡K¬vbUv nVvr MÖvwmqvm‡K
WvOvq Zz‡j †Ìqvq wQU‡K †gvUimvB‡K‡ji Dci wM‡q coj I|
K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi wcQbUv cv_‡i evwo †L‡q‡Q, evZv‡mi AvZ©bv`‡K
Qvwc‡q DVj govr K‡i ivWvi fvOvi AvIqvR|
jvd w`‡q †cvU©mvBW cv‡¤úi w`‡K QyUj ivbv| †Lvj †_‡K
evwK cvwb mivevi Rb¨ gwiqv n‡q DVj I, Rv‡b Zv bv n‡j IB
cvwbi IRb K¨vUvgvi¨vbUv‡K †f‡O `yB UzK‡iv K‡i †dj‡Z
cv‡i|
ÔAvi `qv K‡i ej‡eb bv †h Rvwb©Uv †g‡q‡ì R‡b¨ Lye
KwVb,Õ wPrKvi K‡i ejj g¨vwi‡qUv| †mjyb †_‡K A`„k¨ n‡q
†Mj †m| GK wgwbU ci ÷vi‡evW© mvB‡Wi cv¤úUv mPj nIqvi
AvIqvR †cj ivbv|
evZv‡mi AK¯§vr †_‡g hvIqv †MvUv cwi‡e‡k Ggb cwic~Y©

bxieZv G‡b w`j †h ivbv I g¨vwi‡qUv GK gyn~Z© bo‡Z cvij
bv|
av°v w`‡q ìRvUv Lyjj ivbv| iwk Ly‡j †gvUievBKUv‡K
gy³ Kij I, †mjy‡bi wfZi †_‡K †ei K‡i Avbj KKwc‡U|
Zvici, GZ¶‡Y, Rwg‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj| cª_‡g †hLv‡b av°v
†L‡qwQj †mB cv_y‡i RvqMvUv‡K wcQ‡b †d‡j GKUv †N‡mv
Rwg‡Z D‡V G‡m‡Q MÖvwmqvm|
GLbI e„wó co‡Q, Z‡e RjcÖcv‡Zi gZ cyi“ n‡q bq|
cÖKvÊ, e„ËvKvi GKUv S‡ov †gN gvwU †_‡K DV‡Q e‡j g‡b
n‡jv, AvKv‡ki A‡bK DuPy‡Z D‡V cvK Lv‡”Q| Av‡iKw`‡K †`Lv
†Mj cvnvo‡kªYx, bx‡Pi w`‡K Kvj‡P-meyR †iBb-d‡i÷|
÷v‡b© M¨vOc−¨v¼ †djj ivbv, †gvUimvB‡Kj wb‡q †b‡g Gj
K¨vUvgvi¨vb †_‡K| †PvL Zz‡j †`Lj Ii w`‡K wØZxq kUMvbUv
evwo‡q a‡i‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv| †mUv wb‡q Av‡iK Kuv‡a †Svjvj I|
BwÄb ÷vU© w`‡q evB‡K Poj ivbv| Ii wcQ‡b D‡V emj
g¨vwi‡qUv| wPgwb AvK…wZi S‡ov †gNUv †h MwZ‡Z G‡Mv‡”Q, `k
wK c‡bi wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ cÖPÊ evZv‡mi gy‡L co‡e Iiv| Zvi
Av‡MB †iBbd‡i‡÷i †Kv_vI Avkªq Lu‡y R wb‡Z n‡e I‡ì‡K|
112 gvmy` ivbvÐ366

mvB‡K¬vbUv cvK †L‡q cvnvo‡kªYxi bx‡Pi w`‡K AvNvZ Kij,
†iBbd‡i‡÷i cÖKvÊ MvQ¸‡jv‡K gUgU K‡i †f‡O, Dc‡o
Ggbfv‡e w`K&wew`‡K Quy‡o w`‡”Q, I¸‡jv †hb †mvjvi KvwV|
Z‡e c‡b‡iv wK wek gvBj cwiwa wb‡q S‡oi gvSLvbUv
GLbI kvš— Ñ GKUv †md †n‡fb Ñ Zvi wfZi w`‡q DËi-
`w¶‡Y j¤^v nvBI‡qi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv I g¨vwi‡qUv|
wcQb †_‡K ivbv‡K Rwo‡q a‡i †i‡L‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv| GZ
jvdv‡”Q †`‡L fq †c‡q‡Q, KLb Rvwb wQU‡K c‡o hvq
†gvUimvB‡Kj †_‡K| Zv‡K Avk¦¯— Kievi Rb¨ Mjv Pwo‡q ivbv
Rvbvj, nvBI‡q‡Z DV‡Q Iiv|
nvBI‡q‡Z IVvi ci evB‡Ki w¯úW Zzjj ivbv NÈvq lvU
gvBj, MwZ AviI †ewk Zzj‡j nVvr nvIqvi SvcUvq iv¯—v †_‡K
bx‡Pi Lv‡` c‡o hvIqvi fq Av‡Q|
Zzgyj e„wó I evZv‡mi ga¨ w`‡q PviNÈv GKUvbv evBK
†QvUvj ivbv| ebf~wg †_‡K D‡o Avmv MvQcvjv iv¯—vq evav n‡q
ùvov‡bvq mvZ wK AvUevi _vg‡Z n‡q‡Q I‡ì‡K| KLbI
Wvjcvjv †K‡U, KLbI †b‡g evBK †V‡j cvk KvUv‡Z n‡q‡Q
evav¸‡jv|
mvg‡bi GjvKvUv Kx ai‡bi Zv g‡b c‡o hv‡”Q ivbvi|
nvBI‡qi Wvbw`‡K K‡qKUv cvnvox Sibv bx‡P †b‡g G‡m wekvj
Rjv ˆZwi K‡i‡Q, Rjvi cvwb †_‡K Rb¥ wb‡q‡Q weivU GKUv
†j¸b|
†j¸‡bi cvwb †e‡o †M‡j nvBI‡q Wy‡e †h‡Z cv‡i, ZvB
IUvi Zjvq GKUv KvjfvU© ˆZwi Kiv n‡q‡Q|
nvBI‡qi evgw`‡K Av‡Q GKUv b`x I cvnvo| b`xUv
ïK‡bv, KviY IUvi gyL nvBI‡q ˆZwi Kievi mgq DRv‡bB
Nywi‡q †Ìqv n‡q‡Q|
nvBI‡q †_‡K Wvbcv‡k †b‡g G‡m‡Q ivbv| GLb Kvjfv‡U©i
wfZi XyK‡Z hv‡”Q|
Kvjfv‡U©i wfZi cvwbi MfxiZv GK dz‡Ui †ewk bq, evBK
Pvjv‡Z ivbvi †KvbI Amywe‡a n‡”Q bv|
Ii B‡”Q Icv‡i †cuŠ‡Q cwiZ¨³ b`xUv a‡i `ª“Z Mš—‡e¨
†cuŠQvevi Rb¨ kU©KvU c_ ai‡e| nvBI‡q †_‡K mivmwi ïK‡bv
b`xUvq bvgv m¤¢e wQj bv, KviY XvjUv cÖvq Lvov|
KvjfvU© †_‡K nvBI‡q I cvnv‡oi gvSLv‡b †ewi‡q G‡m
GKUz AevK n‡jv ivbv| duvKv RvqMvUv †h GK mgq b`x wQj,
†`‡L AvR Avi Zv †evSvi Dcvq †bB, evwj I cv_‡i XvKv Pi-
Gi gZ c‡o Av‡Q|
`k wgwbU ci S‡ov †gNUv †Qvej gvi‡Z †b‡g Avm‡Q †`‡L
evB‡Ki w¯úW Kwg‡q Avbj ivbv, Rv‡b `ª“Z †Kv_vI Avkªq wb‡Z
n‡e GLb| I‡ì evg w`‡Ki †gNUv Avi gvÎ Ava gvBj `~‡i|
`gKv evZvm Qy‡U G‡m Kuvwc‡q w`j fvix evBKUv‡K|
gvKv b`xi Dci w`‡q eB‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q wÎk dzU DuPz R‡jv”Q¡vm|
b`xUvi kvLv¸‡jvq AvKw¯§K GB c−veb c‡bi dzU DuPz|
ivbv I g¨vwi‡qUv ïwK‡q hvIqv cyiv‡bv †h b`xi Ici w`‡q
†gvUimvB‡Kj Pvjv‡”Q, †mUvI GKmgq gvKv b`xi kvLv wQj;
DRv‡b ˆZwi euva †f‡O †d‡j GB b`x‡ZI Xy‡K c‡o‡Q wecyj
Rjivwk, `ª“ZMwZ †Uª‡bi gZ mMR©‡b I‡ì w`‡K Qy‡U Avm‡Q
†mUv|
hwÌ GLbI †mUv Rv‡b bv Iiv|
ivbvi wnmv‡e cyiv‡bv I bZyb b`xi gvSLv‡b ˆZwi euvaUv
AviI Pvi gvBj mvg‡b|
KvjfvU© †_‡K †ewi‡q Avmvi ci cÂvk wgwbU cvi n‡q‡Q|
114 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
KZ `~i Gj, KÕevi wQU‡K coj, ¸Y‡Z fy‡j †M‡Q ivbv|
nvBI‡qUv aby‡Ki gZ euvKv n‡q I‡ì KvQ †_‡K A‡bK `~‡i
m‡i †M‡Q| b`xi Lvov cvo †e‡q Dc‡i DV‡j I‡ì Wv‡b cvnvo
†`Lv hv‡e, Zv-I Ava gvBj `~‡i|
A‡bK¶Y a‡i Zzgyj e„wó n‡”Q| cwiZ¨³ b`x‡Z cvwbi ¶xY
aviv eB‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q|
AK¯§vr NÈvq GK‡kv cÂvk gvBj MwZ wb‡q AvNvZ Kij
`gKv evZvm| evBK †_‡K wQU‡K coj g¨vwi‡qUv| b`xi Zjvq
ï‡q Av‡Q ivbv, Ii cv‡qi Dci KvZ n‡q c‡o i‡q‡Q
weGgWwe−D|
b`xi Zjvq cvwbi MfxiZv I †mªvZ µgk evo‡Q| Pvc w`‡q
gvwUi m‡½ ivbv‡K wc‡l †dj‡Z PvB‡Q cÖPÊ evZvm|
Nvo †div‡Z g¨vwi‡qUv‡K b`xi DRv‡b †`L‡Z †cj ivbv,
K‡qK MR `~‡i c‡o Av‡Q, Mv‡Qi GKUv ¸uwoi bx‡P Pvcv c‡o‡Q
Wvb nvZUv|
ivbv †Ui †cj, mvB‡K¬vbUv Ny‡i hv‡”Q, IUvi GKUv cvk
GiBg‡a¨ bvMvj †c‡q †M‡Q I‡ì| Z‡e b`xi Aci cvo
I‡ì‡K Avovj †`‡e, fvej I|
gvÎ wKQy¶Y Av‡MI b`xi cvwb mvZ dzU PIov wQj, GLb
†mUv wÎk dzU| Kv`v‡Mvjv cvwb †Rviv‡jv †mªvZ n‡q e‡q hv‡”Q|
e„wói ci`vq gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ GKUv duvK ˆZwi n‡Z ivbv †`Lj
g¨vwi‡qUv †hLv‡b c‡o Av‡Q Zvi wcQ‡bi MvQUv cÖvq Wy‡e †M‡Q|
†PvL ey‡R †Rv‡i K‡qKevi k¦vm wbj I, A‡bK K‡ó
†gvUievB‡Ki Zjv †_‡K †ei Kij AvU‡K _vKv evg cv, Zvici
evBKUv‡K DuPz cv‡ii Mv‡q ùvo Kivj| emj wm‡U, cv †i‡L Pvc
w`j ÷vU©vi-G| †KvbI mvov †bB| AviI `yÕevi †Póv Kij|
In&, †Lv`v, cªv_©bv Kij ivbv, cv‡i Kuva †VwK‡q `g wb‡”Q|
gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ g‡b n‡jv wKQy GKUv Abyfe Ki‡Q I, †evanq aiv
hvq wK hvq bv Ggb m~² ai‡bi †KvbI K¤úb| ÷vU©vi-G AviI
GKevi wKK& Kij I|
Gevi ÷vU© wbj BwÄb| cv‡ii Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q wekªvg
wb‡”Q, Gevi eySj mwZ¨ wKQy GKUv Abyfe K‡i‡Q|
AvKw¯§K `gKv evZvm cv‡ii m‡½ †P‡c aij I‡K| †mUv
P‡j hvIqvi ci DRv‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj, Mv‡Qi ¸uwoi Avov‡j
g¨vwi‡qUv †hLv‡b c‡o Av‡Q| Zv‡K cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z cv‡”Q
ivbv|
GB gyn~‡Z© evZv‡mi MR©b †bB ej‡jB P‡j| Iiv †evanq
Nyi‡Z ïi“ Kiv mvB‡K¬vb-Gi gvSLv‡b P‡j Avm‡Q Avevi|
dv÷© wMqvi w`j ivbv, DRv‡bi w`‡K Nywi‡q wb‡q mveav‡b
Pvjvj evBKUv| Mv‡Qi ¸uwoi Kv‡Q cvwbi MfxiZv `yÕdz‡Ui Kg
bq| Ôgyf!Õ nvZ a‡i g¨vwi‡qUv‡K ùvo Kievi mgq wPrKvi
Ki‡Q| ÔKzBK...Õ
e¨vKwm‡U g¨vwi‡qUvi fvi Abyfe Kiv gvÎ fvwUi w`‡K
evBKUv Nywi‡q wbj ivbv| †mªv‡Zi gvSLv‡b m‡i G‡m cwRkb
wb‡q‡Q, mvg‡b †KvbI evav †bB, †m‡KÛ wMqvi w`‡q iIbv n‡jv
wdiwZ c‡_|
gwiqv n‡q Zx‡i D‡V hvIqvi GKUv my‡hvM LuyR‡Q ivbv|
AviI `yÕevi evZv‡mi SvcUv †L‡q evBK mn wQU‡K co‡Z
hvw”Qj, Z‡e evZv‡mi kw³ Av‡Mi †P‡q A‡bK K‡g †M‡Q, †mB
MR©bI Avi †kvbv hv‡”Q bv|
GB mgq AvIqvRUv Ii Kv‡b Gj| `~i †_‡K †f‡m Avmv
fvix, ¸i“M¤¢xi GKUv kã, †hb GKUv wdìMvb M‡R© DVj| wKš‘
†ejc¨v‡b wdìMvb Avm‡e †Kv‡Ì‡K...
mvg‡b, evgw`‡K ZvwK‡q DuPz cvi-G †QvU GKUv AMfxi
116 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
bvjv †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| evBK wb‡q †mw`‡K G‡Mvj, †eªK Klj,
kixi gyP‡o g¨vwi‡qUvi w`‡K wdij, bvjvUv †`wL‡q wPrKvi K‡i
ejj, ÔD‡V hvI! cvjvI!Õ
evBK †Nvivj ivbv, wKQyUv wcwQ‡q wM‡q cÖvq Lvov cvi-Gi v
AvK…wZi bvjvUvi w`‡K Nyij Avevi|
A‡a©KUv D‡V †M‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv| Nvo wdwi‡q wcQbw`‡K
ZvKvj †m|
Zvi D‡Ï‡k k³ gy‡Vv Kiv GKUv nvZ †V‡j w`j ivbv, †hb
Ii GB fw½Uv evwK cuvP dzU D‡V †h‡Z mvnvh¨ Ki‡e Zv‡K|
GKBm‡½ wPrKvi K‡i Drmvn w`‡”Q, hwÌ m‡›`n Av‡Q wKQyB
nq‡Zv ïb‡Z cv‡”Q bv †m|
cv‡ii P~ov †_‡K GLbI GK dzU bx‡P g¨vwi‡qUvi gv_v|
b`xi DRv‡bi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| A‡bK `~‡i, AvKv‡k Sz‡j
_vKv †g‡Ni gZ, Avm‡Q IUv| mMR©b GKUv cuvwPj| Avm‡Q
g„Zz¨ I aŸsm wb‡q|
K¬vP †Q‡o w`j ivbv, d«›U ûBj jvwd‡q k~‡b¨ DVj, Zvici
mvg‡bi cvi j¶¨ K‡i QyUj evBK, †e‡j gvwU L‡m ˆZwi n‡q‡Q
bvjvUv bvK eivei mvg‡b|
gy‡L AvNvZ Kij ARmª †dbv I RjKYv, cvwbi cÖvPxiUv wcQy
wcQy Avm‡Q †Z‡o| evZv‡m I¸‡jvi ˆZwi Av‡jvob I VvÊv fve
Abyfe Kij I| cv‡ii DuPz gv_vq cÖvq †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv|
gwiqv fve kw³ †hvMvj ivbv‡K| cvk w`‡q hvevi mgq Lc
K‡i g¨vwi‡qUvi Kjvi †P‡c aij I, Uvb w`‡q cÖvq k~‡b¨ Zz‡j
wb‡q Gj Dc‡i|
cvwbi weKU MR©‡b Mv‡qi †ivg Lvov n‡q †Mj I‡ì| `~‡ii
iv¯—vq evav †c‡q we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv cvwbi cÖvPxiUv, GKm‡½
A‡bK¸‡jv eRªcv‡Zi gZ AvIqvR ïbj Iiv, nvBI‡q †f‡O DuPz
n‡jv `yÕw`‡K| Zvici PIov n‡q †Mj b`x, nvBI‡q‡K wM‡j
†d‡j‡Q|
GK gyn~Z© w¯’i n‡q _vKj ivbv I g¨vwi‡qUv, R‡jv”Q¡v‡mi
Awek¦vm¨ kw³ †`‡L wenŸj n‡q c‡o‡Q|
S‡oi gvSLv‡b _vKvq `k wK c‡bi wgwbU mgq cv‡e Iiv,
ZviB g‡a¨ wbivc` GKUv c_ a‡i †iBbd‡i‡÷i wfZi w`‡q
†cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcvg-Gi †Kwe‡b †cuŠ‡Q †h‡Z n‡e|
gv_vi Dci G‡Ki ci GK N~wY© Zyj‡Q mvB‡K¬vbUv, †Qvej †g‡i

wQbœwfbœ Ki‡Q †iBbd‡i‡÷i gv_vi meyR kvwgqvbv, m„wó Ki‡Q
weivU AvKv‡ii Mfxi me MZ©| AMfxi bvjv a‡i c_ ˆZwi K‡i
G‡Mv‡”Q Iiv, bx‡P bywo I †QvU-eo cv_i|
evB‡Ki mvg‡bi PvKv AbeiZ jvdv‡”Q| ebf~wgi Av‡av
AÜKv‡i j¤^v Uv‡bj ˆZwi K‡i‡Q †nWjvB‡Ui Av‡jv|
Zvici GKmgq So I ebf~wg cÖvq GKB m‡½ nvjKv n‡q
Gj| bvjvUv wM‡q wg‡k‡Q PIov GKUv b`x‡Z| b`xi w`‡K †Mj
bv Iiv, bvjv †_‡K cvnvox Xvj †e‡q DV‡Z n‡jv I‡ì‡K|
Xv‡ji gv_v †_‡K ïi“ n‡q‡Q Nvm †gvov GKUv gvV| evgcv‡k
euvk-evMv‡bi w`‡K nvZ j¤^v Kij g¨vwi‡qUv|
K‡qKUv cvB‡bi Avov‡j evBK _vwg‡q bvgj ivbv| Avoó
n‡q Av‡Q Kuva `y‡Uv, Avo‡gvov †f‡O wkw_j K‡i wbj
†cwk¸‡jv| Zvici eyK I wcV †_‡K bvgvj e›`yK `y‡Uv|
g¨vwi‡qUvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q wbtk‡ã nvmj GKUz|
GB mgq AcÖZ¨vwkZ GKUv evav| nVvr ivbvi ey‡Ki Kv‡Q
†mu‡U Gj g¨vwi‡qUv| Ôivbv,Õ ejj †m, gvmy` fvB bq| Av‡e‡M
i“× KÉ¯î, mviv kixi _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q|
ivbvi Mv‡j †VuvU Nlj, e¨vKzjfw½‡Z Lyu‡R wb‡q Py‡gv †Lj
118 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Ii †Vuv‡U, Rwo‡q aiv nvZ `y‡Uv Ii wcV I Nv‡oi gvsm Lvg‡P
a‡i‡Q|
ÔZzwg Avevi Avgv‡K euvPv‡j! `yÕeQi Av‡Mi †mB w`bUv
†_‡K, †Zvgv‡KB Avwg Avgvi wn‡iv e‡j †R‡b G‡mwQ...Õ
ey‡Ki AviI Kv‡Q †U‡b wbj I‡K ivbv| Dcjwä Kij,
GiKg GKUv AvKzj AvnŸv‡bi Rb¨ †hb †m A‡c¶v KiwQj|
Zvici †Kgb K‡i Kx NUj ej‡Z cvi‡e bv `yR‡bi †KDB|
bq
wb‡R‡ì Dci wbqš¿Y wd‡i †cj Iiv LvwbK c‡iB| kUMvb
`y‡Uvi A¨vKkb †PK Kij ivbv, Zvici `y‡Uvi weª‡P GKUv K‡i
KvwUª©R XywK‡q MvQcvjvi wfZi w`‡q G‡Mvj|
†N‡mv RwgUv wZb‡kv MR PIov, j¤^vq AviI wKQy †ewk
n‡e| †KwebUv ùvwo‡q Av‡Q gv‡Vi wVK gvSLv‡b| wkïwkíxiv
wVK G-ai‡bi evwoB Auv‡K Ñ KvVv‡gvi gvSLv‡b GKUv ìRv,
ìRvi m‡½ wgj †i‡L `yÕcv‡k `y‡Uv Rvbvjv, Xvjy Qv`, AvKv‡ki
w`‡K †hb AvOyj ZvK K‡i Av‡Q wPgwbUv|
QvÙv Lo I cvgMv‡Qi cvZv w`‡q ˆZwi, Kv‡Vi Z³vi ˆZwi
†`qvj¸‡jv cvwjk Kiv| †cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcv‡gi mybv‡gi
m‡½ m½wZ †i‡L meB Lye mvaviY|
ivbv ùvwo‡q c‡o‡Q|
Ii Kuva ¯úk© Kij g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔKx n‡jv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
†m|
Ônq‡Zv wKQy bq, Z‡e e¨vcviUv iv¯—v †ci“evi gZ,Õ ejj
ivbv| ÔAv‡M †`‡L bvI, Zv n‡j Mvwo Pvcv c‡o gviv hv‡e bv|Õ
ÔAvB jvBK `¨vU|Õ
cª_‡g †KwebUv bq, IUvi Pvicvk †`L‡Z PvB‡Q ivbv| †eª÷
c‡KU †_‡K webwKDjvi †ei K‡i †Pv‡L Zzj‡ZB jvd w`‡q
mvg‡b P‡j Gj cwiZ¨³ GKUv MZ©Ñcv_‡ii LwbgyL|
Lwbi Icv‡k cvnvo, cvnv‡oi Mv †cuwP‡q D‡V †M‡Q jwMs
Uª¨vK| cvnv‡oi AviI Dc‡i Nb eb| Uª¨vKUv Lvwj c‡o Av‡Q|
gv‡Vi Wvb I evgw`‡KI wbPz cvnvo|
Pvi‡U Wygi MvQ Qvqv w`‡”Q †KwebUv‡K, IUvi wcQ‡bi DuPz
Xv‡j Qwo‡q-wQwU‡q i‡q‡Q AmsL¨ cvBb MvQ| †Kwe‡bi
wcQbw`‡KB, GKcv‡k, †Lvjv Av‡iKUv cv_‡ii cwiZ¨³ LwbgyL
†`Lv hv‡”Q| ivbv wVK eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv BU-weQv‡bv c_Uv †Kwe‡b
†cuŠ‡Q †_‡g‡Q, bvwK Lwb ch©š— P‡j †M‡Q|
†Kv_vI †KvbI Mvwo †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| †Kwe‡bi Rvbvjv †Lvjv,
ci`vI GKcv‡k miv‡bv| wPgwb †_‡K †auvqv DV‡Q bv|
`~i †_‡K eRªcv‡Zi AvIqvR †f‡m Gj| g¨vwi‡qUvi w`‡K
wd‡i ivbv Rvb‡Z PvBj, Ôj¨vÛ-†ivfviUv †Kv_vq ivLv nq, Rv‡bv
Zywg?Õ
GKUv †XvK wM‡j f‡q f‡q Rvb‡Z PvBj g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔZywg
wK `v`yi †KvbI Ag½j Avk¼v KiQ?Õ
ivbv M¤¢xi| wKQy ej‡Q bv|
Ô†cQb w`‡K GKUv GKPvjv Av‡Q,Õ weoweo Kij g¨vwi‡qUv|
ÔmvaiYZ ILv‡bB iv‡Lb|Õ
g¨vwi‡qUv‡K evB‡Ki wcQ‡b ewm‡q MvQcvjvi wfZi w`‡q
120 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
†Kwe‡bi wcQ‡b, †Kvqvwii †Lvjv gy‡Li Kv‡Q P‡j Gj ivbv|
Avevi †_‡g webwKDjvi Zzjj †Pv‡L| GKPvjvUv cwi®‹vi †`Lv
†Mj|
c−vw÷K wkU w`‡q XvKv GKMv`v †Piv R¡vjvwb Kv‡Vi cv‡k
ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q bxj i‡Oi j¨vÛ-†ivfvi| MvwoUvi d«›U †Wvi-G
†÷bwmj Kiv i‡q‡Q †cÖwm‡Wbwkqvj Avg©m-Gi †QvU GKUv
wkì|
†Kwe‡bi wcQ‡bI `y‡Uv Rvbvjv, GKPvjv I j¨vÛ-†ivfviUv
evav n‡q _vKvq Rvbvjv¸‡jvi wfZ‡i `„wó hv‡”Q bv|
wcQ‡bi cwiZ¨³ Lwb hZUv Mfxi Zvi‡P‡q †ewk PIov| GK
gv_v †_‡K Av‡iK gv_v ch©š— lvU MR n‡e, MfxiZv Avwk dzU|
bx‡P GKUv †jK ˆZwi n‡q‡Q|
cvBb Mv‡Qi cuvwPj I †Kwe‡bi gvSLv‡b `y‡kv MR †Lvjv
gvV, Gig‡a¨ †Kv_vI †KvbI Avovj †bB|
†Kwe‡b †cÖwm‡W›U Av‡Qb wK bv, wZwb cÖwZc‡¶i nv‡Z ew›`
wK bv, wKQyB Rvbv †bB I‡ì| ¸wj LvIqvi SuywK wb‡qB duvKv
RvqMvUzKz †ci“‡Z n‡e|
ivbv wm×vš— wbj, cÖ_‡g I GKv XyK‡e †Kwe‡b| g¨vwi‡qUvi
nv‡Z mi“ GKUv KvwV awi‡q w`‡q †Kwe‡bi wfZiUv Kx iKg Gu‡K
†`Lv‡Z ejj I|
mvg‡bi ìRv w`‡q eomo wjwfs-i“‡g XyK‡jB †`Lv hv‡e
`y‡Uv ìRv| GKUv †eWi“‡g hvevi Rb¨, AciUv wK‡P‡bi w`‡K|
†eWi“g †_‡K ev_i“‡g hvIqv hvq, Avevi wK‡Pb †_‡KI hvIqv
hvq|
g¨vwi‡qUvi Kv‡Q GKUv kUMvb †i‡L evBK wb‡q iIbv n‡jv
ivbv, K‡qK wgwbU ci ivbvi ms‡KZ †c‡q cv‡q †nu‡U wcQy †b‡e
†m|
mveav‡b evBK Pvwj‡q GKPvjvi cv‡k P‡j Gj ivbv, Avmvi
c‡_ wKQy bo‡Z †`‡Lwb, †KvbI kãI cvqwb| Kv‡Vi ¯—~‡ci
cv‡k evBKUv‡K ÷¨v‡Û Zz‡j ivLj I, Zvici kUMvb evwM‡q
a‡i wcQ‡bi ìRv w`‡q Xy‡K coj †Kwe‡bi wfZi| wK‡Pb
Lvwj| c¨v‡mRI Lvwj|
†eWi“‡gi wfZi, GKUv Kv‡Vi †W‡¯‹, GKv e‡m Av‡Qb
†cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcvg| Zuvi ci‡b e·vi kU©m, cv‡q ivev‡ii
ˆZwi m¨v‡Ûj, gy‡L QwÎk NÈvi cyiv‡bv †LuvPv †LuvPv i“cvwj `vwo|
ivbvi w`‡K Nvo wdwi‡q ZvKvevi ci †PvL miv‡”Qb bv e„×
f`ª‡jvK| Zuvi `„wó‡Z bv Av‡Q fq, bv we¯§q| I‡K wZwb fvj
K‡i †`L‡Z cv‡”Qb wK bv m‡›`n n‡jv ivbvi| m¤¢eZ AwZwi³
g` †L‡q Amy¯’ n‡q c‡o‡Qb| nv‡Z aiv ûBw¯‹i †evZjUv cÖvq
Lvwj|
eª¨vwÛi Av‡iKUv †QvU †evZj i‡q‡Q †W‡¯‹i GKcv‡k,
cy‡ivUvB Lvwj| Zuvi Kvco‡Pvco †g‡S‡Z Qov‡bv Ae¯’vq c‡o
Av‡Q| weQvbvUv ˆZwi Kiv nqwb|
ìRv Ly‡j wjwfs-i“‡g XyKj ivbv| †KD †bB| Rvbvjv w`‡q
evB‡i ZvwK‡q wbwðZ n‡q wbj I, MvQcvjvi w`K †_‡K †Kwe‡bi
w`‡K Avm‡Q bv †KD|
evB‡i †ewi‡q G‡m †KwebUv‡K wN‡i GKUv P°i w`j, †`L‡Q
gvwU‡Z †KvbI cv‡qi `vM Av‡Q wKbv| †bB|
GZ¶‡Y g¨vwi‡qUv‡K ms‡KZ w`j I|
†cÖwm‡W‡›Ui †eWi“‡g wd‡i G‡m ivbv ejj, Ô¸W AvdUvibyb,
mvi|Õ
†cÖwm‡W›U gyL Zz‡j ZvKv‡jb bv| ûBw¯‹i †evZjUvi w`‡K
nvZ evov‡jb wZwb|
†evZjUv Zuvi bvMv‡ji evB‡i mwi‡q wbj ivbv| ÔAvgv‡K
122 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Avcwb wPb‡Z cvi‡Qb, wg÷vi †cÖwm‡W›U, mvi?Õ
ivbvi w`‡K ZvKv‡jb e„×| ax‡i ax‡i gv_v bvo‡jb| ÔwVK
g‡b co‡Q bv... †K †hb ejwQj ... Kvi †hb Avmvi K_v...ZzwgB
wK †m, gv‡b †ZvgviB Avmvi K_v wQj?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔAvwg gvmy` ivbv, mvi,Õ ejj I| ÔbvgUv
g‡b Ki‡Z cvi‡Qb?Õ
Ôbvn&|Õ †VuvU †Rvov k³ K‡i gy‡o gv_v bvo‡jb †cÖwm‡W›U
ivgcvg| Ôg‡b co‡jB ev Kx? hv nevi n‡q †M‡Q, GLb Avi
KviI wKQy Kivi †bB|Õ
ÔwK n‡q‡Q Avcwb Rv‡bb, mvi?Õ
nVvr Db¥v‡ì gZ †n‡m DV‡jb e„×| ÔeQ‡ii †miv †RvK
n‡Z cv‡i GUv! Avgv‡K wR‡Ám Kiv n‡jv, Kx n‡q‡Q Avwg Zv
Rvvwb wK bv!Õ
Ômvi, Avcbvi bvZwb g¨vwi‡qUvi K_v Avcwb GKeviI
Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb bv,Õ g„`y Awf‡hv‡Mi my‡i ejj ivbv| Ôg‡b co‡Q
bv, Zv‡K GKv †d‡j †i‡L G‡m‡Qb?Õ
ÔZviv I‡K wKQyB ej‡e bv,Õ gv_v †b‡o ej‡jb †iv‡Kv
ivgcvg| ÔAvwg Rvwb, Zviv Ii †KvbI ¶wZB Ki‡e bv|Õ
ÔAvcwb GZUv wbwðZ n‡”Qb Kxfv‡e, mvi?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj
ivbv|
Ô†K Zzwg?Õ nVvr Mjv Pov‡jb †cÖwm‡W›U| Ô†Zvgv‡K Avgvi
me K_vi Reve w`‡Z n‡e bvwK?Õ
ÔAvwg gvmy` ivbv, mvi,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôevsjv‡`k †_‡K
G‡mwQ| Avcbvi K‡jR Rxe‡bi eÜzi K_v g‡b c‡o, ivnvZ
Lvb? GLb wZwb evsjv‡`k KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi wW‡i±i-
†Rbv‡ij| Avwg Zuvi GKRb G‡R›U, GLv‡b G‡mwQ g¨vwi‡qUvi
wPwV †c‡q...Õ
Ô÷c BU, wc−R!Õ nVvr `yÕnv‡Z gyL XvK‡jb †iv‡Kv ivgcvg|
ÔAvwg Zv‡K m‡½ K‡i wb‡q G‡mwQ, wg÷vi †cÖwm‡W›U, mvi|Õ
ÔIn&, ¸W MW!Õ gvZvj e„× weeªZ †eva Ki‡Qb| ÔKxfv‡e
Avwg g¨vwi‡qUvi mvg‡b ùvove| me ïb‡j I wbðqB Avgv‡K
N„Yv Ki‡e ...Õ
Awek¦vm¨ GKUv m‡›`n RvMj ivbvi g‡b| Z‡e gvZvj I
Amy¯’ e„× gvbylwU‡K GLbB B›Uv‡iv‡MU Kiv m¤¢e bq| Ôhw`
cv‡ib, wg÷vi ivgcvg, kvIqvi †m‡i Kvco‡Pvco c‡i weQvbvq
ï‡q co–b| g¨vwi‡qUv Avm‡Q, Avwg Zv‡K eje Avcwb Amy¯’|Õ
`yRb wg‡j Ni‡`vi cwi®‹vi Kij Iiv| Zvici †iwWI Ab K‡i

K‡b©j RywWqvàv GmKzBwUjvi †Ìqv wbw`©ó wd«‡Kv‡qwÝ‡Z Ri“wi
†g‡mR cvVv‡Z e¨¯— n‡q DVj ivbv, Avi g¨vwi‡qUv †Mj `v`yi
Rb¨ Kwd evbv‡Z| BwZg‡a¨ ïK‡bv Kvco‡Pvco c‡i‡Q Iiv|
GZ eo GKUv So eB‡Q, †iwWI †_‡K kãRU Qvov Avi
wKQy Avkv Kiv hvq bv| Zvic‡iI wKQy¶‡Yi eëav‡b `yÕevi
†g‡mR cvVvj ivbv, Avkv Ki‡Q Ii †g‡mR Aš—Z wiwmf Ki‡Qb
K‡b©j, ReveUv Ii Kv‡Q †cuŠQvK ev bv †cuŠQvK|
Kwdi †Uª wb‡q wK‡Pb †_‡K wd‡i G‡m g¨vwi‡qUv †`Lj
ev_i“g †_‡K kvIqvi †m‡i G‡m weQvbvq ï‡q Nywg‡q c‡o‡Qb
Zvi `v`y, cv †_‡K gv_v ch©š— Pv`‡i XvKv| gbUv Lye Lvivc n‡q
†Mj Zvi| `v`yi m‡½ Zvi †KvbI K_vB nqwb|
ÔKx n‡q‡Q `v`yi?Õ wjwfs-i“‡g Xy‡K Rvb‡Z PvBj g¨vwi‡qUv,
nVvr DwØMœ n‡q D‡V‡Q| ÔKx iKg Amy¯’?Õ
ÔAwZwi³ g` †L‡q‡Qb,Õ ejj ivbv|
ÔKx ejQ? †Kb?Õ wew¯§Z n‡jv g¨vwi‡qUv| Ô`v`y KLbI
GK-Ava AvD‡Ýi †ewk Lvb bv|Õ ivbvi nv‡Z Kwdi KvcUv
124 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
awi‡q w`j|
†mUv wb‡q kªvM Kij ivbv, GKUv PzgyK w`‡q bvwg‡q ivLj
†Uwe‡ji GK †Kv‡Y| Ô†evanq Lye †ewk †Ubk‡b wQ‡jb,Õ e‡j
wjwfs-i“g †_‡K †ewi‡q †Mj| GKUz c‡iB †gvUi evBK †_‡K
m¨v‡Wje¨vMUv wb‡q wd‡i Gj Avevi|
e¨v‡Mi mg¯— wRwbm †Uwe‡j †ei Kij ivbv| kUMvb¸‡jv
†jvW Kivi mgq Abyfe Kij Ii w`‡K GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q Av‡Q
g¨vwi‡qUv| cÖwZwU g¨vMvwR‡b QÕUv K‡i ¸wj fij I, Zvici
K‡qKUv we‡kl RvqMvq GK †duvUv K‡i †Zj w`j| Gi ci
Iqvj_viUvi A¨vKkb cix¶v Kij|
S‡oi Pig ch©vqUv I‡ì‡K Qvwo‡q mvg‡b GwM‡q †M‡Q|
kvš— cv‡q Rvbvjvi mvg‡b G‡m ùvovj ivbv, kvUvi-Gi Mv‡q
ürwcÊ AvK„wZi Aj¼i‡Y †PvL †i‡L evB‡i ZvKvj| GjvKvi
QweUv cwi®‹vi dz‡U Av‡Q Ii g‡bi ci`vq| wgwbU `‡kK gv_v
Nvgv‡j m¤¢ve¨ GKUv hy×‡¶Î ˆZwi K‡i †dj‡e I|
†Uwe‡ji Kv‡Q wd‡i G‡m Iqvj_viUv †e‡ë ¸uRj ivbv|
ÔAvwg GKUz †e‡ive|Õ
Ôfq cv”Q GLv‡b Avgv‡ì Ici nvgjv n‡e?Õ wR‡Ám Kij
g¨vwi‡qUv| Ônvgjv hw` nqB, Zzwg GKv I‡ì‡K †VKv‡Z
cvi‡e?Õ
ÔAvkv KiwQ mvnvh¨ Kivi R‡b¨ †jvKRb P‡j Avm‡e|Õ
Ômvnvh¨ gv‡b Avgv‡ì †iwWI †g‡mR †c‡q K‡b©j RywWqvàv
Avs‡Kj P‡j Avm‡eb, GB †Zv?Õ mw›`nvb †`Lvj g¨vwi‡qUv‡K|
ÔwKš‘, ivbv, Avgiv †Zv GLbI RvwbB bv †h †gw·‡Kv †_‡K wZwb
†`‡k wd‡i‡Qb wK bv! wKsev wdi‡jI Avgv‡ì ˆmwbKiv GLbI
Zuvi KgvÛ †g‡b Pj‡e wK bv...Õ
Ôˆmbïv mevB †eCgvbx Ki‡e, G †mªd n‡ZB cv‡i bv,
g¨vwi‡qUv,Õ †Rvi w`‡q ejj ivbv|
g¨vwi‡qUv wKQy ejj bv|
Zvici Kx †f‡e mvgvb¨ Kuva SuvKvj ivbv| Avevi ejj,
ÔZ‡e K‡b©j RywWqvàv hw` mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z bv-B Avm‡Z cv‡ib,
Avwg Avkv KiwQ Zuvi e`‡j Avi †KD P‡j Avm‡e|Õ
Gi †KvbI e¨vL¨v bv w`‡q †Kweb †_‡K †ewi‡q †Mj ivbv|
cÖZ¨q Rvnv½xi‡K GKUv `vwqZ¡ w`‡q G‡m‡Q I, Avkv Ki‡Q †mUv
†m wVKgZB cvjb Ki‡e|
†fvi nIqvi wKQy¶Y c‡iB nq cve‡jv wUKvjv, bq‡Zv K‡b©j

RywWqvàv †cÖwm‡W›U‡K wb‡Z P‡j Avm‡e| †h ev hvivB AvmyK,
ivbv Pvq †m ev Zviv †hb †Lvjv gvV a‡i †nu‡U Av‡m| Avi †hUv
Ri“wi, wb‡R‡K ˆZwi Kievi Rb¨ wKQyUv mgq|
kUMvb `y‡Uv c−vw÷‡Ki dvwj w`‡q Rovj ivbv, Zvici `y‡UvB
evg Kuv‡a Szwj‡q wb‡q †ewi‡q coj| GKPvjvi †÷v‡iR †P÷
†_‡K †PBb-mÕ †ei K‡i m‡½ wbj I|
†cÖwm‡W‡›Ui j¨vÛ-†ivfviUv Kv‡R jvMv‡bvi †SuvK Pvc‡jI,
gvwU‡Z PvKvi `vM †`Lv hv‡e †f‡e evwZj K‡i w`j wPš—vUv|
GB gyn~‡Z© cvBb R½‡ji wKbvivq i‡q‡Q ivbv, cvnvwo Xv‡ji
Dci| S‡ov evZv‡mi cÖPÊ SvcUv AMÖvn¨ K‡i P‡j G‡m‡Q
GLv‡b| w`‡bi Av‡jv Avi †evanq GK NÈvI cvIqv hv‡e bv,
ZvB m‡½ GKUv UP©I †i‡L‡Q I|
†ek wKQyUv `~‡i kUMvb `y‡Uv ïB‡q †i‡L †PBb-mÕ w`‡q
G‡Ki ci GK KvU‡Z ïi“ Kij MvQ| evZv‡mi MwZ-cÖK…wZB
wba©viY Kij KvUv MvQ¸‡jv †Kvb&w`‡K co‡e| LvwbK cici
iv¯—vi Dci c‡b‡iv-†lv‡jvUv MvQ †djj I|
AvKv‡i †QvU MvQB †d‡j‡Q, KviY c‡i iv¯—vUv I‡KB nq‡Zv
126 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
cwi®‹vi Ki‡Z n‡e|
Gici iv¯—vi Wvb kvLv a‡i GK‡kv MR †nu‡U Gj ivbv,
GLv‡bI MvQ †d‡j Ggb e¨vwi‡KW w`j, `ª“Z miv‡Z PvB‡j †hb
eyj‡WvRvi ìKvi nq|
R½‡ji wfZi w`‡q kUMvb `y‡Uvi Kv‡Q wd‡i Gj ivbv,
Zvici R½‡ji †iLv a‡i evgw`‡Ki GKUv bvjvi Kv‡Q P‡j Gj,
†Kwe‡bi cÖvq D‡ëvw`‡K| e„wói cvwb‡Z fivU n‡q Av‡Q bvjvUv|
IUvi wKbvivq, LvwbKUv gvwU‡Z †mu‡av‡bv GKUv †evìvi
†`Lj I| gvwU Luy‡o AvjMv Kij IUv‡K, hv‡Z GKUz av°v w`‡jB
wiR-Gi gv_v †_‡K bx‡Pi w`‡K Mwo‡q co‡Z ïi“ K‡i|
†evìviUvi KvQvKvwQ wbtm½ ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q GKUv cvBb MvQ,
†mUvi †Mvovq GKUv kUMvb jywK‡q ivLj ivbv|
ILvb †_‡K, U‡P©i Av‡jvq c_ †`‡L, †Kvqvwii mvg‡bi
†j‡K P‡j Gj I| evZv‡mi SvcUvq `yÕevi wQU‡K co‡Z n‡jv
I‡K, `yÕeviB Av‡iKUz n‡j Lv‡` †b‡g †hZ| †PBb-mÕUv GK Ub
fvix g‡b n‡”Q|
†j‡Ki wKbvivq K‡qKUv MvQ ùvwo‡q Av‡Q, ZviB GKUvi
†f‡O cov Wv‡ji Avov‡j wØZxq kUMvbUv jyKvj ivbv| MvQUvi
Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q cuvP wgwbU wekªvg wbj I| j¨vÛ-†ivfv‡ii û‡W
GKUv †cÖkvi j¨v¤ú †R¡‡j †i‡L G‡m‡Q, wKš‘ e„wói wfZi w`‡q
†mUv GLvb †_‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q bv|
nvZNwo‡Z †PvL eyjvj ivbv| †Kweb †_‡K †ei“evi ci wZb
NÈv cvi n‡q †M‡Q| ZvovZvwo D‡V coj I| GKv wbðqB Lye
fq cv‡”Q g¨vwi‡qUv|
AviI wek wgwbU ci wcQ‡bi ìRv w`‡q †Kwe‡b wdij
ivbv| wK‡P‡b Xy‡K wf‡R Kvco †Q‡o ïK‡bv UªvDRvi I kvU©
cij I, Zvici †÷v‡f Kwdi Rb¨ cvwb Povj| wK‡Pb †_‡K
†ewi‡q †cÖwm‡W‡›Ui †LuvR wb‡Z wM‡q †`Lj †eWi“g Lvwj|
wjwfs-i“g †_‡K g¨vwi‡qUvi KÉ¯î †f‡m Avm‡Q|
wK‡P‡b wd‡i Gj ivbv, Zvici GKUv †Uª‡Z Kwdi cU wb‡q
wjwfs-i“‡gi w`‡K G‡Mvj| G †hb Ggb GKUv Kvgivq XyK‡Z
hvIqv, ìRv †Lvjvi mgq fvej I, †hLv‡b †U‡ivwi÷iv A¨vgeyk
†c‡Z †Zvgvi Rb¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|
†Uwe‡j e‡m Av‡Qb †cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcvg| bZzb
GK‡Rvov e·vi kU©m c‡i‡Qb, Mv‡q njy` wU-kvU©| nv‡Zi Kv‡Q
ûBw¯‹i bZzb GKUv †evZj †`Lv hv‡”Q|
ÔGZ¶Y jvMj?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔKx KiwQ‡j?Õ
gyL Zz‡j ZvKv‡jb †cÖwm‡W›U, Zuvi †Pv‡Li fvlvB ivbv‡K
e‡j w`j I‡K wPb‡Z cvi‡Qb wZwb| ÔGB evB‡i †_‡K GKUz
†nu‡U Gjvg,Õ ejj I| g¨vwi‡qUvi nv‡Z Kwd fwZ© GKUv Kvc
awi‡q w`‡q †UªUv †Uwe‡j bvwg‡q ivLj|
Ô¸W Bwfwbs, wg÷vi †cÖwm‡W›U|Õ Zuvi KbyB a‡i Uvb w`j
ivbv| ÔAvcbvi GLb weQvbvq _vKv DwPZ, mvi| Avmyb, wc−R...Õ
ZK© bv K‡i wKsev evav bv w`‡q ivbvi m‡½ †eWi“‡g G‡m
weQvbvq ï‡q co‡jb f`ª‡jvK| ÔIiv Kvj mKv‡j Avm‡e...Õ
ÔB‡qm, mvi,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔkÎ“ wKsev wgÎ| nq‡Zv `yÕ`jB|
†m‡¶‡Î i³cvZ NU‡e|Õ Zuvi Mv‡q PvìUv †U‡b w`j I|
ÔAv‡Mi gZB AZ¨š— we‡ePK e‡j g‡b n‡”Q †Zvgv‡K
Avgvi| Avwg wbðqB Avkv Ki‡Z cvwi †h g¨vwi‡qUv‡K Zzwg
†`L‡e?Õ
ÔAvwg Avcbv‡ì mevi wbivcËvB wbwðZ Ki‡Z PvBwQ, mvi,Õ
ejj ivbv|
ÔAvgvi Rb¨ KviI Avi wKQy Kivi †bB, Bqvsg¨vb Ñ hv-B
Ki‡Z hv‡e, AviI wR‡qcvW©vBhW& n‡e mewKQy| Zey abëv`|
128 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Zzwg ïay g¨vwi‡qUv‡K euvPvI, wc−R, Zv n‡j g‡iI Avwg kvwš—
cve|Õ
K_v Avi bv evwo‡q ivbv ejj, Ô¸W bvBU, mvi|Õ
wK‡P‡b Ava NÈv e¨¯— mgq KvwU‡q j¨vÛ-†ivfviUv †PK Kivi

Rb¨ GKPvjvq †ewi‡q Gj ivbv|
Mvb i¨vK-Uv `yB d«›U wmU-Gi gvSLv‡b, †mLv‡b Lvov K‡i
ivLv n‡q‡Q GKUv Wvej-e¨v‡ij Uz‡qjf-MR kUMvb| GKUv
n¨vK-mÕ cvIqv †Mj †÷v‡iR †P÷-G|
wK‡P‡b wd‡i G‡m †÷v‡f Pov‡bv mvZ iKg meyR AvbvR-
Gi cv‡Î Av‡iKUz cvwb Xvjj ivbv, Zvici Av‡iK †÷v‡f
BwZg‡a¨ †m× n‡q Avmv †cvjvD-Gi Pv‡j †gkvj I¸‡jv| Lvwj
nIqv †÷v‡f Povj Mj`v wPswoi bZzb cvÎ| Qywi w`‡q wcuqvR,
KuvPvgwiP, a‡bcvZv, U‡g‡Uv, kkv BZ¨vw` †K‡U mvjvÌ ˆZwi
K‡i †djj GKMv`v|
Kv‡Ri duv‡K Rvbvjv w`‡q GKevi evB‡i ZvKvj ivbv|
evZvm Av‡Q, AvKv‡k †gNI Av‡Q| Nb Nb we`y¨r PgKv‡”Q `~‡i|
†cÖwm‡W›U‡KI GKevi †`‡L Gj ivbv| bvK †W‡K Nygv‡”Qb
wZwb| me‡k‡l DuwK w`j wjwfs-i“‡g|
Mv‡j nvZ w`‡q †mB Av‡Mi RvqMvq, †mvdvUvq e‡m Av‡Q
g¨vwi‡qUv, wPwš—Z| †PvLv‡PvwL n‡Z nvmj ivbv, ejj, ÔcuvP wgwbU
ci wWbvi|Õ
†Uwe‡j Lvevi mvRv‡bvi ci g¨vwi‡qUv ejj, ÔAvgv‡K
Wv‡Kvwb †Kb? GZ wKQy GKv Zzwg Ki‡j Kxfv‡e?Õ
Ômgq cvBwb, †Zj-jeY w`‡q ïay †m× K‡i G‡bwQ,Õ ejj
ivbv| ÔMÖvwmqv‡m †eov‡Z wb‡q wM‡q †Zvgv‡K Avwg GKw`b ivbœv
K‡i LvIqve|Õ K¨vUvgvi¨v‡bi K_v fy‡jB wM‡qwQj I, nVvr g‡b
coj †mUv eû gvBj `~‡i c‡o Av‡Q| Ôgv‡b IUv‡K hw`
†KvbIw`b mvM‡i wdwi‡q wb‡q †h‡Z cvwi Avi Kx|Õ
wWbvi †k‡l †c−U¸‡jv wK‡P‡b wb‡q Gj ivbv| †÷v‡f †KUwj
Pwo‡q wK‡Pb-†Uwe‡j emj †cÖwm‡W‡›Ui Uy‡qjf-MRUv wb‡q,
n¨vK-mÕ w`‡q †K‡U †QvU Ki‡Q e¨v‡ijUv|
ìRvq G‡m ùvovj g¨vwi‡qUv| GK gyn~Z© ïay ZvwK‡q
_vKj| Zvici AuvZ‡K IVvi AvIqvR †ewi‡q Gj Zvi Mjvi
wfZi †_‡K| ÔIUv `v`yi wcÖq e›`yK!Õ
ÔZuv‡K Avgv‡ì i¶v Ki‡Z n‡e,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôe× RvqMvi
†fZi e¨v‡ij-KvUv kUMv‡bi †P‡q fvj A¯¿ Avi nq bv|
mve‡gwkb Mv‡bi †P‡qI fq¼i A¯¿!Õ
Ôivbv, Zywg Kx †hb GKUv jyKv”Q Avgvi Kv‡Q,Õ ¤−vb my‡i
ejj g¨vwi‡qUv, †hb Kx ïb‡Z n‡e †f‡e fq cv‡”Q †m|
Ômgq n‡j meB Rvbve †Zvgv‡K,Õ ax‡i ax‡i ejj ivbv|
ÔZvi Av‡M wb‡R Avwg cy‡ivcywi wbwðZ n‡q wb‡Z PvB|Õ
gv_vUv GKevi SuvwK‡q nVvr Ny‡i ev_i“‡g Xy‡K coj
g¨vwi‡qUv, †hb cvwj‡q euvPj|
evB‡i †_‡K Mjv Pwo‡q ivbv ejj, ÔGLv‡bB AvwQ Avwg|
Kwd n‡j †W‡Kv Avgv‡K|Õ
†Lvjv GKUv Rvbvjvi mvg‡b ùvwo‡q †iwWI Ab Kij ivbv|
wbw`©ó wd«‡Kv‡qwÝ‡Z K‡b©j RywWqvàv‡K WvKj †ek wKQy¶Y, wKš‘
†KvbI mvov cvIqv †Mj bv|
AMZ¨v †g‡mRUv Avevi cvVvj ivbv: ÔKjw¤^qvb WªvM Kv‡U©j-
Gi †jvKRb cve‡jv wUKvjvi †bZ…‡Z¡ wbKvi¨v¸qv †_‡K cÖevmx
†ejc¨vwbR gv‡m©bvwi wb‡q †ejc¨v‡b Xy‡K c‡o‡Q, Zv‡ì‡K
mvnvh¨ Ki‡Q ¯’vbxq †mbvevwnbxi wKQy m`m¨| g¨vwi‡qUv‡K wb‡q
cvBb wiR-G, †cÖwm‡W‡›Ui †Kwe‡b †cuŠ‡QwQ Avwg| Avk¼v KiwQ
130 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
GLv‡b Avgv‡ì Ici nvgjv n‡e| Avevi ejwQ...Õ
wec` WvK‡Q I, †g‡mRUv evi wZ‡bK wiwcU Kij ivbv|
Zvici g¨vwi‡qUvi WvK ï‡b wK‡P‡b P‡j Gj| Kv‡c Kwd Xvj‡Q
†m| cv‡qi AvIqvR ï‡b gyL Zzjj, ejj, Ôgvmy` fvB, Zywg
Avgv‡K mwZ¨ K_vUv ejQ bv|Õ
ÔGLbI Avwg Rvwb bv †Kvb&Uv mwZ¨|Õ GUv-†mUv Av›`vR
Ki‡Z cvi‡Q ivbv, bvbv iKg m‡›`n RvM‡Q g‡b, †h¸‡jv
Awek¦vm¨| wKš‘ wbwñ`ª cÖgvYmn cy‡iv MíUv GLbI Rvbvi my‡hvM
nqwb Ii|
ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvwK‡q A‡c¶v Ki‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv|
Ôe¨vcviUv Lye RwUj, g¨vwi‡qUvÑÕ ïi“ Kij ivbv| eoiv
†QvU‡ì G-K_vB e‡j, fvej I| ÔGLbB †Zvgvi bv ïb‡jI
P‡j|Õ
†Uwe‡ji Dci Iqvj_viUv Lyjj ivbv| ey‡jU¸‡jv †ei K‡i
cyiv‡bv GKUv Le‡ii KvM‡R ivLj, KvR ïi“ Kij wb‡Ri Qywi
w`‡q| AvIqvR †c‡q eySj, †cÖwm‡W›U ev_i“‡g †M‡jb|
Iqvj_vi wi‡jvW K‡i A‡c¶vq _vKj †cªwm‡W›U KLb ev_i“g
†_‡K †ei“‡eb|
†eWi“‡g wdi‡Z †cªwm‡W›U‡K mvnvh¨ Kij ivbv| Iqvj_viUv
Zuvi evwj‡ki Zjvq ¸u‡R w`‡q ejj, ÔwKQyB ejv hvq bv, mvi...
Rv÷ mveavbZvi R‡b¨ _vKj GUv|Õ
Gici Avevi †iwWI Ab Kij ivbv|
S‡oi g~j AskUv DË‡i m‡i †M‡jI, AvKw¯§K `gKv evZv‡mi

cÖPÊ SvcUv GLbI cvnvox Xvj¸‡jv‡Z AvQ‡o co‡Q, †mB m‡½
e‡q Avb‡Q gyljav‡i Zzgyj el©Y|
cÖvq †ò NÈv n‡q †Mj Qv‡ì Dci ïay gv_vUv †ei K‡i
GKUv c−vw÷K wkU-Gi bx‡P ï‡q i‡q‡Q ivbv| e„wó I evZvm Ii
i³ †_‡K mg¯— DËvc ï‡l wb‡q‡Q, †eZm cvZvi gZ Kuvc‡Q
kixiUv|
ivbv †P‡qwQj e„wó hv‡Z bv _v‡g|
nvgjvUv hw` ïi“ nq, nvgjvKvixiv Av¯’v ivL‡e wb‡R‡ì
msL¨vi Dci| e„wói nvZ †_‡K gyw³ cvIqvi Aw¯’iZv Zv‡ì‡K
`ª“Z nvgjv Pvjv‡Z cÖ‡ivwPZ Ki‡Z cv‡i Ñ Lye †ewk bv n‡jI,
e¨vcviUv Ii Rb¨ nq‡Zv LvwbKUv mywe‡a e‡q Avb‡e|
†fv‡ii Av‡jv †dvUvi AvaNÈv Av‡M †_‡K cvnviv w`‡Z ïi“
K‡i‡Q ivbv| GZ¶‡Y Ii A‡c¶vi Aemvb NwU‡q AvBb-Gi
†jvKRb‡K Avm‡Z †`L‡Q I|
m‡›`n †bB, †mbvevwnbxi m`m¨‡ì cvVv‡Z e¨_© n‡q AMZ¨v
cywjk cvwV‡q‡Qb K‡b©j RywWqvàv GmKzBwUjv|
webwKDjvi QvovB KuvPv iv¯—vq euvK †Nvivi mgq
j¨vÛ-†ivfvi `y‡Uvi mvg‡bi ìRvq POLICE mvBb †`L‡Z cv‡”Q
ivbv| Avi `k wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ nvjKv e¨vwi‡K‡Wi mvg‡b †cuŠ‡Q
hv‡e Zviv|
KvUv MvQ¸‡jv miv‡Z cuvP wgwbU jvM‡e Zv‡ì| AviI cuvP
wgwbU ci †cuŠQv‡e wØZxq e¨vwi‡K‡W| ILv‡b Mvwo †_‡K bvg‡Z
eva¨ n‡e Zviv, gvV ch©š— evwK c_UzKz Avm‡Z n‡e †nu‡U|
KuvPv c_ †_‡K †`Lv †Mj bv, Xvjy Qv‡` kixiUv Mwo‡q w`‡q
bx‡P bvgj ivbv| wK‡P‡b wd‡i G‡m †R¡‡j †i‡L hvIqv M¨vm
†÷vf-Gi wkLv GKUz Kgvj, Zvici †KUwj emvj Zv‡Z|
wjwfs-i“‡g Xy‡K †`Lj fuvR Kiv nuvUz ey‡Ki Kv‡Q Zy‡j
†mvdvq ï‡q i‡q‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv, Mv‡qi Dci GKUv Pvì †djv|
ivbv Av›`vR Kij †R‡M Av‡Q †m|
ÔfvjgvbylivB wR‡Z‡Q| cywjk,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwgwbU
132 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
we‡k‡Ki g‡a¨ P‡j Avm‡e GLv‡b| †KUwj‡Z cvwb Mig n‡”Q|Õ
Mig n‡q _vKv wK‡P‡b wd‡i G‡m ci‡bi wf‡R Kvco Ly‡j
†djj ivbv| Av‡iK cÖ¯’ Kvco †÷v‡fi Dci iwk‡Z Szwj‡q
ïKv‡Z w`‡q wM‡qwQj, `ª“Z nv‡Z c‡i wbj †m¸‡jv|
Kwd evbvevi Av‡M KvwU©ªR †eë †Svjvj Kuv‡a, Zvici
R¨v‡K‡Ui cÖwZwU c‡K‡U GKUv K‡i PIov †Uc-Gi †ivj
†XvKvj| Kwdi cU I wZb‡U Kvc wb‡q mvg‡bi KvgivUvq wd‡i
Gj Avevi|
†mvdvq D‡V e‡m‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv| gv_vi ivwk ivwk †ikwg Pzj
G‡jv‡g‡jv n‡q Av‡Q †`‡L ivbvi B‡”Q n‡jv wPi“wb Pvwj‡q wVK
K‡i †`q| Z‡e †miKg wKQy Ki‡Z †M‡j Kx ai‡bi cÖwZwµqv
n‡e wbwðZ bq I| †PvLv‡PvwL n‡Z ïay GKUz nvmj|
Ô†Zvgv‡K BDwbKb©-Gi gZ jvM‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv|
Kcvj †_‡K Pz‡ji KzÊjx cvKv‡bv †MvQv¸‡jv mivj
g¨vwi‡qUv, Zvici cv‡qi Kv‡Q c‡o _vKv †kvìvi e¨vMUv †U‡b
wb‡q Lyjj| wfZi †_‡K Kvj‡P-L‡qwi PKP‡K †nqvi wcK †ei
K‡i ZvKvj ivbvi w`‡K| Ô†Zvgv‡K †KD ZvwK‡q _vK‡Z
e‡jwb|Õ Pz‡ji cwiPh©v Ki‡Z n‡j `yBnvZ Dc‡i Zzj‡Z n‡e
I‡K|
gyPwK †n‡m Rvbvjvi mvg‡b P‡j Gj ivbv, kvUvi-Gi
dz‡Uvq †PvL †i‡L evB‡i ZvKvj| †`Lj KuvPv iv¯—v a‡i GwM‡q
G‡m †W‡e _vKv Rwg‡b A`„k¨ n‡q hv‡”Q j¨vÛ-†ivfvi `y‡Uv|
GKUz c‡iB Ii KvUv †QvU MvQ¸‡jvi mvg‡b co‡Z n‡e
Zv‡ì‡K|
ÔZzwg ej‡j Iiv cywjk|Õ
g¨vwi‡qUv Avm‡j Rvb‡Z PvB‡Q ivbvi Kuv‡a KvwUª©R †eë
Szj‡Q †Kb| bv †evSvi fvb Kij ivbv| ejj, ÔhvB, wg÷vi
ivgcv‡gi Nyg fvOvB|Õ
`k
ivbv †Lqvj Kij Kwdi KvcUv †bIqvi mgq †cÖwm‡W‡›Ui nvZ
`y‡Uv Kuvc‡Q| Kvj‡Ki KZUzKz Kx Zuvi g‡b Av‡Q ejv gykwKj,
ZvB mveavb K‡i †Ìqvi my‡i ax‡i ax‡i ejj I, ÔAvwg gvmy`
ivbv, mvi, g¨vwi‡qUvi wPwV †c‡q evsjv‡`k KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ
†_‡K G‡mwQ|Õ
Pkgvi †Luv‡R weQvbvUv nvZov‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jb †cÖwm‡W›U|
†mUv †g‡S‡Z Luy‡R †cj ivbv, Zy‡j awi‡q w`j f`ª‡jv‡Ki nv‡Z|
ÔDcZ¨Kvq cywjk Avm‡Q, wg÷vi †cÖwm‡W›U|Õ ivbv PvB‡Q
gyL-nvZ ay‡q wb‡R‡K ¸wQ‡q wbb f`ª‡jvK| Ôcwiw¯’wZ †`‡L g‡b
n‡”Q GLb Avcwb wbivc`, Z‡e ZviciI Avgvi wc¯—jUv _vKzK
Avcbvi Kv‡QB| mveav‡bi gvi †bB, ZvB bv, mvi?Õ
GK gyn~Z© weg~p †`Lvj e„×‡K| Zvici, g‡b co‡Z, ivbvi
wc¯—‡ji †Luv‡R evwj‡ki ZjvUv nvZov‡Z ïi“ Ki‡jb| wbðqB
eyS‡Z cvi‡Qb Kx iKg A™¢yZ †`Lv‡”Q Zuv‡K Ñ weQvbvi Dci cv
†g‡j e‡m Av‡Qb, gy‡L †LuvPv †LuvPv i“cvwj `vwo, GK nv‡Z Kvc-
wcwiP, Av‡iK nv‡Z Iqvj_vi|
†emy‡iv Mjvq ej‡jb, Ôabëv`, Bqvsg¨vb| GiBg‡a¨ my¯’
†eva KiwQ Avwg|Õ
134 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
ivRbxwZKiv †h-†Kvb cwiw¯’wZ `ª“Z mvg‡j wb‡Z cv‡ib,
fvej ivbv|
mvg‡bi Kvgivq wd‡i Gj I| Ô†Zvgvi `v`y my¯’ †eva
Ki‡Qb,Õ g¨vwi‡qUv‡K ejj| Rvbvjvi w`‡K cv evwo‡q nvZNwoi
Dci †PvL eyjvj| cywj‡ki Mvwo Avevi †`L‡Z cvIqvi mgq
n‡q‡Q|
Rvbvjvi dz‡Uv w`‡q GKwgwbU ZvwK‡q _vKvi ci Ae‡k‡l
GKUv‡K Xvj †e‡q wiR-Gi Dci D‡V Avm‡Z †`Lj ivbv,
e¨vwi‡K‡Wi mvg‡b †cuŠ‡Q ùvwo‡q coj| wØZxqUv wbðqB cÖ_g
e¨vwi‡K‡W AvUKv c‡o Av‡Q GLbI, wKsev WªvBfvi nq‡Zv evav
UcKvevi †KvbI †PóvB Ki‡Q bv|
j¨vÛ-†ivfvi †_‡K cywjk‡ì bvg‡Z †`L‡Q ivbv| PviRb|
gyL¸‡jv †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| LvwK BDwbd‡g©i Dci gv_v XvKv nvjKv
meyR i‡Oi †iBb‡KvU c‡i Av‡Q mevB| Zv‡ì GKRb †Kweb
j¶¨ K‡i GKUv nvZ Zzjj Ñ mv‡R©›U n‡Z cv‡i, fvej ivbv|
ci¯ú‡ii KvQ †_‡K Qwo‡q coj Zviv, Zvici Xvj †e‡q
DV‡Z ïi“ Kij; e„wó I evZvm †Vj‡Q Zv‡ì‡K, †nuvPU Lv‡”Q
gv‡S-g‡a¨| †h hvi nv‡Zi Kvj¨vkwbKf ivB‡dj k³ K‡i
bvfxi Kv‡Q AvovAvwo fw½‡Z a‡i Av‡Q, †hb wkKv‡i †ewi‡q‡Q
Pvi eÜz|
ÔIiv †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q,Õ g¨vwi‡qUv‡K ejj ivbv| Zvici
†eWi“‡gi D‡Ï‡k Mjv GKUz Povj: Ôwg÷vi †cÖwm‡W›U, mvi...Õ
ivB‡dj? ZvI Avevi Kvj¨vkwbKf? e¨vcviUv wVK †hb
†evaMg¨ n‡”Q bv ivbvi| †ejc¨vb cywj‡ki Kv‡Q †Zv ivB‡dj
_v‡K bv, _v‡K AviI A‡bK gvivZ¥K A¯¿ Ñ jvwV|
Zvici e¨vcviUv †Lqvj Kij ivbv| †jvK¸‡jvi nuvUvi fw½
A¯^vfvweK gš’i bv? nu¨v, B‡”Q K‡i †`wi Ki‡Q|
PviRb‡K Avm‡Z †`L‡Q I, GB gyn~‡Z© ci¯ú‡ii KvQ †_‡K
h‡_ó `~‡i Zviv; m‡›`n †bB evwK mevB cvnvo †_‡K bRi ivL‡Q
†KwebUvi Dci| cÖ_g `‡ji Gfv‡e †`wi Kievi KviY n‡jv,
wØZxq `jUv‡K cwRk‡b †cuŠQv‡Z mgq †Ìqv|
fq jvM‡Q bv †`‡L Lye GKUv wew¯§Z bq ivbv| kÎ“‡K
†`L‡Z †c‡j Avm‡j fq cvIqvi wKQy _v‡K bv| GLb ïay KvRUv
fvjfv‡e †kl Kivi wPš—v| nq Zzwg wRZ‡e, bq‡Zv nvi‡e Ñ `y‡Uv
gvÎ AjUvi‡bwUf|
Nvo wdwi‡q g¨vwi‡qUvi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| Nyg fvOvi ci
Avi †evanq b‡owb| Ô`ytwLZ, g¨vwi‡qUv,Õ ejj I| ÔAvgvi fyj
n‡q‡Q| fvjgvby‡li QÙ‡ek wb‡q Iiv Avm‡j g›` †jvK|Õ
†UwejUv †U‡b Kvgivi gvSLv‡b wb‡q G‡m †g‡S‡Z KvZ
Kij ivbv, Zvici g¨vwi‡qUv‡K mn KvDPUv mwi‡q Avbj,
dvwb©Pvi¸‡jv hv‡Z GKUv evav ˆZwi K‡i| Zvi cv‡k †mvdvq
e¨v‡ij KvUv kUMvbUv ivLj I| gy‡Li fve GZUzKz e`jvqwb|
Ôgv_v bvwg‡q iv‡Lv,Õ Zv‡K ejj ivbv| ÔbovPov Ki‡e bv|
ZvKv‡e bv| hw` †`‡Lv †fZ‡i XyK‡Z hv‡”Q †KD, ¸wj Ki‡e...
gv‡b, hw` PvI Avi Kx|Õ Kx Pvq †mUv Zv‡KB wVK Ki‡Z n‡e|
evZv‡mi Pvc Av‡Q, Mv‡qi †Rvi jvwM‡q ìRv Lyj‡Z n‡jv|
GwM‡q _vKv cywjkUvi D‡Ï‡k nvZ bvoj ivbv| †Kwe‡bi KvQ
†_‡K m‡i Gj, Zviv hv‡Z †`L‡Z cvq wbi¯¿ I|
†`Šov‡”Q ivbv, Gu‡K‡eu‡K ev gv_v bZ K‡i bq, AvPi‡Y
w`‡knviv fve| Nvm XvKv gv‡Vi Dci w`‡q R½‡ji meyR cuvwPj
j¶¨ K‡i QyU‡Q I| jvwd‡q cvi n‡jv †QvU GKUv †Svc,
ivB‡dj M‡R© IVvi AvIqvR XyKj Kv‡b|
Mv‡q ¸wj jvMvi m¤¢vebv LyeB Kg, Zey B‡”Q K‡i wcQjvj,
gvwU‡Z coj Kuva w`‡q, kixiUv‡K Mwo‡q w`‡q `ª“Z †cuŠ‡Q †Mj
136 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
MvQcvjv I bvjvUvi wbivc` Avov‡j, †hLv‡b cª_g kUMvbUv
†i‡L †M‡Q|
GK gyn~Z© w¯’i n‡q ï‡q _vKj ivbv, `g wd‡i cvIqvi
A‡c¶vq Av‡Q| Zvici wm‡a n‡q Zjv †_‡K †V‡Kv mwi‡q †Mvj
†evìviUv Mwo‡q w`j Xv‡ji gv_v †_‡K| bvjv a‡i bx‡Pi w`‡K
†b‡g hv‡”Q IUv|
evZvm I e„wói g‡a¨ IUvi cZ‡bi †KvbI AvIqvR cv‡”Q bv
ivbv, a‡i wbj cÖwZc¶I wKQy ïb‡Z cv‡e bv|
gvÎ K‡qKUv †m‡KÛ e¨q K‡i fvM¨ cix¶vi GKUv eë¯’v Ñ
S‡o GK-AvaUv eK co‡j g›` Kx|
`ª“Z nv‡Z †Km Ly‡j cv¤ú Mvb †_‡K c−vw÷‡Ki †gvoK wQu‡o
†djj ivbv, Zvici cvBbe‡bi wfZi w`‡q cvnv‡oi AviI
Dciw`‡K Po‡Z ïi“ Kij| Ii Uv‡M©U cvnv‡oi Dci cwRkb
†bIqv wUgUv|
AZ¨š— mZK©Zvi m‡½ c−¨vbUv ˆZwi K‡i‡Q ivbv, cÖwZwU
c`‡¶‡ci Av‡M gv_vi wfZi Zvi winv‡m©j K‡i wb‡”Q|
ivbvi aviYv, Dc‡ii wUgUv cvnvo †cuwP‡q D‡V hvIqv jwMs
Uª¨vK-Gi Dc‡i †Kv_vI cwRkb wb‡q‡Q| Ii Avkv AvcvZZ
ILv‡bB _vK‡e Zviv, KviY Uª¨vKUv †_‡K bx‡Pi A‡bKUv †`Lv
hvq, mn‡R jvBb Af dvqviI cvIqv hv‡e| Rvbv K_v ci¯ú‡ii
m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Kivi Rb¨ Zv‡ì Kv‡Q †iwWI Av‡Q|
GKUv Szj cv_‡ii bx‡P P‡j G‡m Uª¨vKUv µj K‡i cvi
n‡jv ivbv, Dc‡ii Uª¨vK †_‡K hv‡Z †KD †`L‡Z bv cvq
I‡K| e„Ë a‡i Nyi‡Z ïi“ Ki‡e, Z‡e Zvi Av‡M AviI lvU-
mËi MR Dc‡i DV‡Z PvB‡Q| †h †jvKUv Ii KvQ †_‡K
me‡P‡q `~‡i, cÖ_‡g Zvi bvMvj †c‡Z n‡e I‡K, hvi mZK©Zv
I cÖ¯‘wZ me‡P‡q Kg|
e„wó I evZvm Ii c‡¶, cÖwZwU bovPov Avovj K‡i †i‡L‡Q|
cyiv‡bv jy‡KvPzwi †Ljv GUv, eûevi †L‡j `¶ n‡q D‡V‡Q ivbv|
Ii wkKvi euv‡Ki gy‡L, GKUv cv_‡ii Avov‡j e‡m i‡q‡Q,
Uª¨v‡Ki `yÕw`‡KB hv‡Z bRi ivLv hvq| nv‡Zi A¯¿ k³ K‡i a‡i
Av‡Q †Kv‡ji Dci| IUv GKUv Kvj¨vkwbKf, ivbv‡K w`‡q
¯§vMj Kwi‡q Avbv|
Rv½j n¨vU c‡i Av‡Q †jvKUv, Kviwbm †_‡K †iBb‡Kv‡U
cvwb co‡Q| †Rvivj GKUv `gKv evZv‡mi A‡c¶vq _vKj
ivbv| †mUv †c‡ZB µj K‡i `ª“Z G‡Mvj|
ÔIjv, A¨vwg‡Mv!Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv| n¨v‡jv, †d«Û! ï‡b
†jvKUvi †kvìvi †e−W `y‡Uv Ggb jvd w`j, †hb `k Uwb GKUv
UªvK GKm‡½ Uvb w`‡q‡Q I¸‡jv‡K|
Ô†KvbI AvIqvR bq, GZUzKz bovPov bq,Õ mveavb Kij
ivbv| ÔAvgvi nv‡Zi kUMvbUvq wWqvikU †jvW Kiv n‡q‡Q| hw`
eywS †evKvwg Kivi K_v fveQ, †Zvgvi wkiùvovi UzK‡iv¸‡jv
bvwf w`‡q †ei K‡i †è|Õ
A¯¿Uv ivB‡dj n‡j †jvKUv nq‡Zv jvd w`‡q R½‡j †XvKvi
SuywKUv wbZ, wKš‘ kUMv‡bi wei“‡×... bvn&|
ÔAvgv‡K †Zvgvi gyLUv †`LvI,Õ wb‡`©k w`j ivbv| Ôax‡i ax‡i
gv_v †NvivI, ivB‡dj †Q‡o w`‡q nvZ `y‡Uv Avgvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b
wb‡q G‡mv|Õ
j¨vwUb †Pnviv, †ejc¨vwbR êwkó¨ cwi®‹vi Ñ h‡_ó Lvov bq
bvK, †VuvU GKUz †gvUv, †PvL †Mvj, kvixwiK KvVv‡gv †Zgb j¤^v
bq| eqm n‡e wÎk wK ewÎk| gv‡m©bvwi †jvKUvi †Pv‡L-gy‡L
†KvbI N„Yv †bB, Ii gZB GKRb cÖ‡dkbvj|
ÔZzwg Avi Avwg Avm‡j wcqb,Õ †Vuv‡U g„`y nvwm wb‡q ejj
ivbv| Ôgi‡j gi“K i“B-KvZjviv, Kx e‡jv? †Zvgvi bvg Kx?Õ
138 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Ôwgjvb`v,Õ wdmwdm Kij †jvKUv, †VuvU boj wK boj bv|
Ô†ek,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGLb Zzwg cvnv‡oi bx‡Pi w`‡K ZvKv‡Z
cv‡iv| Zzwg cywj‡ki BDwbdg© c‡i AvQ †Kb?Õ
ÔAvgiv †ek KRb gv‡m©bvwi wmwfj †Wª‡m G‡mwQ| †Kb,
AvcwbB †Zv Avgv‡ì‡K K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b Zz‡j wb‡jb, ZLb
†`‡Lbwb? cywj‡ki †Wªm GLvb †_‡K mvc−vB †`qv n‡q‡Q
Avgv‡ì‡K|Õ
Ô†Kb, ˆmwbK‡ì †Wªm bv w`‡q cywj‡ki †Wªm †`qv n‡jv
†Kb?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
ÔwKQy ˆmwbK ev‡`, mevB bvwK cvwj‡q‡Q,Õ ejj †jvKUv|
Ôcvwj‡q‡Q gv‡b Kz¨-†Z †hvM †`qwb| Zviv bvwK †Kv_vI R‡ov
n‡”Q| †evanq GBme Kvi‡Y cywj‡ki †Wªm †`qv n‡q‡Q
Avgv‡ì‡K|Õ
Ôûg| Ic‡i, GLv‡b, †Zvgiv KRb?Õ
ÔwZbRb|Õ
ÔcwRkb?Õ
Bw½‡Z Zvi Wvbw`‡Ki Uª¨vK †`Lvj †jvKUv|
Ô†Zvgvi me‡P‡q Kv‡Qi †jvKUv| Kx bvg Zvi?Õ
ÔAvgiv Zv‡K dvb©v‡›`R ewj...Õ
ÔAvi Z…Zxq †jvKUv‡K?Õ
ÔAvjZzb|Õ
ÔGevi e¨w³MZ K‡qKUv K_v wR‡Ám Kwi,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ôwe‡q K‡iQ?Õ
wew¯§Z n‡jv gv‡m©bvwi wgjvb`v| ÔK‡iwQ, wmbi|Õ
Ô†Q‡j‡g‡q?Õ
ÔwZbRb, wmbi,Õ Reve w`j †jvKUv| ÔQq, Pvi I `yB eQi
eqm|Õ
ÔAvwgI we‡q KiwQ, `yB ev”Pvi evc,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg hw`
mn‡hvwMZv K‡iv, †Zvgvi mš—vb‡ì evev‡K Avwg Lyb Ki‡Z PvB
bv| Kx ejwQ eyS‡Z cviQ, wgjvb`v?Õ
ÔcviwQ, wmbi|Õ
Ô†iwWI Ab K‡i dvb©v‡›`R‡K Wv‡Kv,Õ wb‡`©k w`j ivbv|
Ôe‡jv †Zvgvi g‡b n‡”Q bx‡P †KD GKRb bovPov Ki‡Q|
†kv‡bv, K_v ej‡e mveav‡b| Avwg Avm‡j Lyb Kivi ARynvZ
LyuRwQ|Õ
SgSg e„wó I `gKv evZv‡mi g‡a¨ Aùz‡U wKQy e‡j eÜz‡K
mZK© K‡i †Ìqv m¤¢e bq| †g‡mR cvVv‡bv †kl n‡Z †jvKUv‡K
wcQy n‡U R½‡j XyK‡Z ejj ivbv| Nv‡oi cv‡k cÖPÊ GKUv iÏv
†g‡i AÁvb Kij Zv‡K, a‡i †djj gvwU‡Z coevi Av‡MB|
GK wgwbU jvMj gyL, wcQ‡gvov K‡i `yB KewR I `yB
†Mvovwj‡Z †Uc jvMv‡Z| Zvici nbnb K‡i G‡Mvj Ñ wgjvb`vi
cwRk‡b †cuŠQvevi †ek wKQyUv Av‡MB _vgv‡Z n‡e dvb©v‡›`v‡K,
Zv bv n‡j wgjvb`vi Abycw¯’wZ mZK© K‡i Zzj‡e Zv‡K|
euvK Nyi‡ZB bx‡Pi w`‡K e„ËvKvi GKUv MZ© †`L‡Z †cj
ivbv, Pvicvk DuPz n‡q Av‡Q, cÖK…wZi ˆZwi †QvU GKUv †÷wWqvg
ejv †h‡Z cv‡i|
†÷wWqv‡gi †VuvU eivei GwM‡q‡Q jwMs Uª¨vK, Avwk dzU Lv`
I bx‡Pi †QvÆ †jK †_‡K †KvbI MvQcvjv IUv‡K Avovj w`‡”Q
bv, Kv‡RB wb‡Ri A¨vgeyk †_‡K Uª¨vK-Gi Dci w`‡q bx‡Pi gvV
I †KwebUv †`L‡Z cv‡e ivbv|
e„wói g‡a¨ †KvbI iK‡g †`Lv hv‡”Q †KwebUv| Iw`K †_‡K
¸wji †KvbI kã Av‡mwb| ivbv Aek¨ †miKg wKQy AvkvI
K‡iwb|
dvb©v‡›`R †gvUv‡mvUv I Ajm, hZUv bv †hv×v Zvi‡P‡q †ewk
140 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
`vk©wbK| mZK© UvB‡ci †jvK, wgjvb`vi †g‡mR †c‡q AviI
Avoó n‡q c‡o‡Q| Zv‡K ivbv wcQb †_‡K gvij|
Wvb nv‡Zi wKbviv w`‡q Nv‡oi cv‡k †Rviv‡jv GKUv AvNvZ
AÁvb Kievi Rb¨ h‡_ó, wKš‘ †iBb‡Kv‡Ui bx‡P †j`vi R¨v‡KU
c‡i Av‡Q †jvKUv| R¨v‡K‡Ui k³ I cyi“ Kjv‡ii wKbviv ivbvi
nv‡Z †hb †Mu‡_ †Mj|
Ny‡i ivbvi w`‡K †divi mgq SuvwK‡q gv_vUv cwi®‹vi K‡i
wbj dvb©v‡›`R| Zvi Mv †Nu‡l _vK‡Z n‡e ivbv‡K, Zv bv n‡j
¸wj LvIqvi SuywK wb‡Z nq| Kv‡Q _vKvi wecÌ Kg bq, IRb
I kw³i w`K †_‡K Ii †P‡q GwM‡q Av‡Q †jvKUv|
Zvi Wvb nuvUz‡Z jvw_ gvij ivbv| ˆZwi wQj dvb©v‡›`R,
nv‡Zi ivB‡dj m‡e‡M AvNvZ Kij Ii cv‡qi wcQbw`‡Ki big
gvs‡m|
e¨v‡ijUv aij ivbv, †mUv‡K wb‡q c‡o hvIqvi mgq
kixiUv‡K †gvPovj, Ii mg¯— kw³ dvb©v‡›`vi nvZ †_‡K Uvb
w`‡q wQwb‡q wbj ivB‡djUv|
wnsmª ev‡Ni gZ †Z‡o Gj †jvKUv, ivbvi gv_v j¶¨ K‡i eyU
civ cv Pvjvj| Avevi Movj ivbv, Lywji cv‡k Nlv †L‡q †ewi‡q
†Mj eyUUv| `yR‡bi gvSLv‡b gvwU‡Z c‡o Av‡Q ivB‡dj|
`kvmB †jvKUv jvw_ dm‡K hvIqvq fvimvg¨ nvivj| my‡hvM
ey‡S Zvi `yB cv‡qi gvSLv‡b jvw_ gvij ivbv, Wvb cv‡qi me©
kw³ w`‡q|
e¨_vq †PuwP‡q DVj †m, c‡o hv‡”Q ivbvi Dci, MjvUv aivi
Rb¨ nvZov‡”Q| fuvR Kiv nuvUz `y‡Uv GK K‡i cv‡qi cvZv Dci
w`‡K Zzjj ivbv, Zvici †hB †jvKUv I¸‡jvi Dci coj Agwb
GK nv‡Z Ii Pzj a‡i Uvb w`j, †mBm‡½ cÖvYcY kw³‡Z †Rvov
cv‡qi jvw_ Pvjvj Dci w`‡K| wWMevwR †L‡q Uª¨v‡Ki wKbviv
cvi n‡q †Mj †jvKUv, Mwo‡q cov cv_‡ii AvIqvR‡K Qvwc‡q
DVj Zvi AvZ©bv`, Avwk dzU bxP †_‡K †f‡m Gj cvwb
QjKv‡bvi kã|
kixiUv‡K Mwo‡q w`‡q Uª¨v‡Ki Av‡iKw`‡K m‡i Gj ivbv,
kUMv‡bi †Luv‡R nvZov‡”Q|
Ôwd«R, A¨vwg‡Mv|Õ
AvjZzb, fvej ivbv| j¤^v, †ivMv| †QvU AvKv‡ii KUv i‡Oi
†PvL iv‡M PKPK Ki‡Q| †iBb‡KvU †_‡K e„wó Si‡Q| ivB‡dj
aiv nvZUv cv_‡ii gZ w¯’i|
ÔA¯¿ †d‡jv|Õ
†djj ivbv|
ÔnvZ gv_vi †cQ‡b|Õ
GB wb‡`©kUv Lywk g‡b cvjb Kij ivbv|
wKbviv †_‡K bx‡P _y_y †djj AvjZzb| ÔIUv wQj GKUv
ï‡qv‡ii ev”Pv, gviv covq Lywk n‡qwQ Avgiv| wgjvb`v?Õ
Ô†eu‡P Av‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔcvBbe‡b|Õ
ÔZvi Kv‡Q wb‡q P‡jv Avgv‡K| mveav‡b nuvU‡e,Õ ûuwkqvi
Kij AvjZzb| ÔGK wgwbU|Õ ivB‡djUv GK nv‡Z a‡i
†iBb‡Kv‡Ui wfZi †_‡K †iwWI †ei K‡i K_v ejj, Ôe¨vUv‡K
Avwg a‡iwQ|Õ
gv_vi Dci nvZ Zz‡j ùvwo‡q Av‡Q ivbv, g‡b g‡b ejj,
ÔGLbB!Õ cigyn‡~ Z© Wvb nvZUv †kvìvi †e−‡Wi gvSLvb †_‡K D‡V
Gj w¶cÖ‡e‡M|
ivB‡dj †d‡j w`j AvjZzb, Zvi nvZ `y‡Uv jvd w`‡q Mjvi
w`‡K gvÎ A‡a©K c_ †ci“‡Z cvij, Zvi Av‡MB mg¯— kw³
nvwi‡q †d‡j‡Q Zvi `yB nuvUz| k¦vm †bqvi Rb¨ QUdU Ki‡Q
†jvKUv, axi fw½‡Z X‡j co‡Q †m, KUv i‡Oi †Pv‡L GLbI
142 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
we¯§‡qi †Nvi †j‡M i‡q‡Q| i³ †ewi‡q Gj gyL w`‡q, evi
K‡qK wLuPzwb w`‡q w¯’i n‡q †Mj †`nUv|
µj K‡i GwM‡q wM‡q wb‡Ri †_ªvwqs bvBdUv †jvKUvi Mjv
†_‡K Ly‡j wbj ivbv| †kvìvi †e−‡Wi gvSLv‡b Lv‡c f‡i ivLvi
Av‡M djvUv fvj K‡i gy‡Q wbj I|
ivB‡dj `y‡Uv bv wb‡q GKUv †Sv‡c jywK‡q ivLj ivbv|
wb‡Ri kUMvb wb‡q Xvj †e‡q †b‡g Gj cwiZ¨³ Lwbi mvg‡b,
†j‡Ki wKbvivq| GLv‡b K‡qKUv MvQ ùvwo‡q Av‡Q, ZviB
GKUvi †f‡O cov Wv‡ji Avov‡j wØZxq kUMvbUv jywK‡q †i‡L
†M‡Q I|
GKUv Mv‡Qi Mv‡q †njvb w`‡q ùvwo‡q _vKj ivbv, A‡c¶v
Ki‡Q| Ii Rvbv †bB Zviv mevB Avm‡e wK bv, Z‡e PvB‡Q mevB
†hb Av‡m|
Avm‡Q Iiv| †QvÆ MÖ“c, ci¯ú‡ii KvQvKvwQ mevB| nv‡Zi
fuv‡R ivB‡dj, Kx GK †KŠZz‡K Mjv †Q‡o nvm‡Q|
MÖ“cUv KvQvKvwQ bv Avmv ch©š— A‡c¶v Kij ivbv| AZ¨š—
K¬vš— I wei³ †eva Ki‡Q, Kv‡RB ˆbwZKZv wb‡q †gv‡UI gv_v
Nvgv‡”Q bv| AcÖxwZKi n‡jI, KvRUv bv Ki‡jB bq| Mv‡Qi
Avovj †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj I, ¸wj Kij wbZ‡¤î KvQ †_‡K|
cvnv‡oi Xvj †e‡q bvgvi mgq jvk¸‡jvi w`‡K fvj K‡i
ZvKvjI bv| †`Lj †Kweb †_‡K †ewi‡q Ii w`‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Q
g¨vwi‡qUv, Zvi wcQy wb‡q †cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcvg‡KI Avm‡Z
†`Lv †Mj|
GKUv Mv‡Qi ¸uwoi Dci emj ivbv| wb‡Ri cv‡k Lvov K‡i
ivLj kUMvbUv| cÖ_‡g †cuŠQvj g¨vwi‡qUv| †nu‡UB G‡m‡Q,
†`Šovqwb, ZviciI nuvcv‡”Q †m|
ÔKx e¨vcvi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ô¸wji AvIqvR ïbjvg... †Zvgv‡K jv‡Mwb †Zv?Õ
Afq w`‡q ¶xY GKUz nvmj ivbv| Zvici gyL Zyj‡ZB
†`L‡Z †cj †cÖwm‡W‡›Ui nv‡Z aiv Iqvj_v‡ii gvRj Ii w`‡K
ZvK Kiv i‡q‡Q|
GMv‡iv
Nb Kv‡jv †g‡N GKUv duvK ˆZwi nIqvq DuwK w`j m~h©Uv, Z‡e Zv
gvÎ K‡qK gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨| e„wói wbweo avivq †iv` jvMvq cvnv‡oi
Dci jvwd‡q DVj me¸‡jv D¾¡j iO wb‡q euvKv isabyUv|
†cÖwm‡W‡›Ui ZR©bx wc¯—‡ji wUªMv‡i, cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z cv‡”Q
ivbv, Z‡e AvOy‡ji Pvc evo‡Q bv| ¯^w¯— †eva Kij ivbv, wKš‘
Ii †Pnvivq †m fve dzUj bv|
ÔmwZ¨ Avwg `ytwLZ, Bqvsg¨vb,Õ ej‡jb †cÖwm‡W›U| ÔI‡ì
GB Kz¨ mg_©b Ki‡Z eva¨ Avwg| Gi Ab¨_v n‡j Iiv Avgvi `yB
bvwZ-bvZwb‡K Lyb Ki‡e| g¨vwi‡qUv wPwV wj‡L †Zvgv‡K
†ejc¨v‡b Avwb‡q‡Q, GB Aciv‡a GiBg‡a¨ Iiv wc‡Kv‡K
wKWb¨vc K‡i‡Q| wb‡Ri AvbyM‡Zï cÖgvY †`qvi Rb¨ GLb hw`
Avwg †Zvgv‡K wbi¯— bv Kwi, wc‡Kv I g¨vwi‡qUv‡K Iiv †g‡i
†dj‡e...Õ
Awek¦vm¨ `„kÜv g¨vwi‡qUvI †`L‡Q, ïb‡Z cv‡”Q Kx ej‡Qb
144 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Zvi `v`y| AK¯§vr †KD †hb K‡l Po †g‡i‡Q Zv‡K, f¨vevP¨vKv
†L‡q w¯’i n‡q hvIqvi †mUvB KviY| Aek¨ cigyn‡~ Z©B Zvi
kix‡i †hb we`y¨r †L‡j †Mj|
ivbvi cvk †_‡K kUMvbUv †Quv w`‡q Zz‡j wb‡q mivmwi `v`yi
†c‡U ZvK Kij g¨vwi‡qUv| Ôgvmy` fvB‡K Zzwg hw` ¸wj K‡iv,
AvwgI †Zvgv‡K Lyb Kie|Õ Lye †Rv‡i k¦vm wbj †m, AviI Lvov
n‡q †Mj wkiùvov| ÔmwZ¨ Kie!Õ
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Avwm Zv‡K|Õ
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Zv wK mwZ¨ n‡Z cv‡i? Kjw¤^qvb WªvM eëmvqx‡ì nv‡Z †`kUv
Zz‡j w`‡”Qb wZwb? †iv‡Kv ivgcvg, mviv `ywbqvq huvi gZ wb‡j©vf
Avi mr gvbyl wØZxqwU †bB?Õ
ax‡i ax‡i gv_v bvoj ivbv| Ô†Zvgvi gZ AvwgI e¨vcviUv
wek¦vm Kwi bv| †Kb wZwb GB KvR K‡i‡Qb Zvi wbðqB m½Z
†KvbI KviY Av‡Q| †mUv nq‡Zv Zuv‡K B›Uv‡iv‡MU K‡i †ei
Ki‡Z n‡e| Avwg AvmwQ|Õ
ÔwKš‘... wKš‘ Dwb †Zvgv‡K Lyb Ki‡Z...Õ
ivbv‡K gv_v bvo‡Z †`‡L †_‡g †Mj g¨vwi‡qUv|
ÔDwb Kx ej‡jb †kv‡bvwb? Lyb Ki‡Z bq, wc¯—j †`wL‡q Dwb
Avgv‡K GLvb †_‡K Zvov‡Z †P‡qwQ‡jb|Õ
Ab¨gb¯‹ g¨vwi‡qUv gv_v SuvKvj|
wgjvb`vi ïay cv †_‡K †Uc Ly‡j wb‡q‡Q ivbv| cvnvox Xvj †e‡q
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Kiv| Zvi cuvP-mvZ nvZ wcQ‡b i‡q‡Q ivbv|
GB gyn~‡Z© Ii nv‡Z i‡q‡Q wØZxq kUMvbUv, jyKv‡bv RvqMv
†_‡K †ei K‡i G‡b‡Q|
m½x †hv×v‡ì jvk¸‡jv‡K cvk KvwU‡q Gj wgjvb`v| Nvo
wdwi‡q †j‡Ki w`‡KI GKevi ZvKvj †m, †`Lj dvb©v‡›`‡Ri
Nvo gUKv‡bv jvkUv c‡o i‡q‡Q cvwbi wKbvivq|
I‡ì A‡c¶vq †mB GKB RvqMvq ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q
g¨vwi‡qUv|
AvOyj ZvK K‡i GKUv †Sv‡ci cv‡k LvwbKUv Nvm †`Lvj
ivbv| ÔILv‡b e‡mv, wgjvb`v|Õ
emj ew›` gv‡m©bvwi|
g¨vwi‡qUvi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| ÔGKUz `~‡i m‡i wM‡q
Pvicv‡k bRi iv‡Lv, Avgiv AvjvcUv †m‡i wbB|Õ
gv_v SuvwK‡q ILvb †_‡K P‡j †Mj g¨vwi‡qUv|
ÔZzwg cÖevmx †ejc¨vwbR gv‡m©bvwi?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
ÔwbKvi¨v¸qvq hy× K‡iv?Õ
Pzc K‡i _vKj wgjvb`v|
Ômn‡hvwMZv K‡iv, K_v w`w”Q VK‡e bv,Õ ejj ivbv|
ivbvi †Pv‡L Kx †hb LuyRj wgjvb`v| Zvici gv_v SuvKvj,
ejj, Ôwm, wmbi|Õ
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ÔAvgiv fvov‡U †hv×v, wmbi,Õ ejj wgjvb`v| Ô†h UvKv †`q
146 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Zvi n‡q `ywbqvi †h-†KvbI RvqMvq hy× Ki‡Z hvB| GLv‡b
Avgv‡ì‡K hy× Kivi R‡b¨ fvov K‡iwQ‡jb wmbi cve‡jv
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Ki‡Z G‡mwQ‡j?Õ
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Sv‡gjv †gUvi ci †ejc¨vb †mbvevwnbx‡Z wb‡q †bqv n‡e
Avgv‡ì‡K|Õ
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PvBj ivbv|
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†gw·‡Kvq XyK‡Z cv‡i Zvi eë¯’v Kiv| Zvici †gw·Kvb
gvwdqviv Pvjvb¸‡jv Zz‡j †`‡e gvwK©b gvwdqvi nv‡Z|Õ
Ô†cÖwm‡W›U Avi Zuvi bvwZ-bvZwb m¤ú‡K© †Zvgv‡ì‡K
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cv‡ib, Zuvi bvZwb‡K Aek¨B Avgiv †hb Lyb Kwi|Õ
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evwb‡q‡Qb|Õ
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wgjvb`v| ÔAvgv‡ì `‡ji †KDB Rv‡b bv| Z‡e hviv
Avgv‡ì‡K fvov K‡i G‡b‡Q, Zviv nq‡Zv Rv‡b Ñ GB †hgb
a‡ib wmbi cve‡jv wUKvjv|Õ
Ô†ek,Õ ejj ivbv, wgjvb`vi K_v Awek¦vm Ki‡Q bv|
Ôe‡m‡ì em& †hLv‡b Avm‡e, gv‡b, Bswjk K‡b©jÕm c‡q›U
m¤ú‡K© Avi Kx Rv‡bv Zzwg?Õ
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Ô¯’vbxq †gRi? †K, bvg Kx Zvi?Õ
Ô†ejc¨vb †cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcvg-Gi bvwZ wZwb, wmbi|
148 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Zuv‡K wbKvi¨v¸qv †_‡K wKWb¨vc K‡i wb‡q Avmv n‡”Q e‡j
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Rvb‡Z n‡e I‡K|
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ivbv|
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ax‡i ùvovj wgjvb`v|
KvQvKvwQ †Kv_vI wQj g¨vwi‡qUv, I‡ì Avjvc †kl n‡q‡Q
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150 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
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gv_v SuvKv‡jb †iv‡Kv ivgcvg|
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duv‡` †djv nq| ïb‡Z Awek¦vm¨ jvM‡jI, K_vUv mwZ¨ Ñ duvÙv
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wmAvBG-i GKUv Ask|
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gvwK©b Dc-ciivóªgš¿xi m‡½ Zuvi Awd‡m wgwUs †m‡i wb‡Ri
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c¨v‡KUUv †ei K‡i gyL Lyj‡jb †iv‡Kv ivgcvg| †`Lv †Mj
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152 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
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hvB †nvK, mnR fvlvq GKUv cÖ¯v— e w`j Zviv| †ejc¨v‡b
Zviv GKUv Kz¨ NUv‡e| GB Kz¨-i c−¨vb ˆZwi K‡i‡Qb †ejc¨vb
†mbvevwnbxi cÖavb Kvm‡g‡iv cvj‡gv|
Amy¯’ n‡q cÖvB‡fU wK¬wb‡K c‡o Av‡Qb wZwb, GUv Avm‡j
†mbvcÖav‡bi Awfbq| Kz¨ mdj n‡j c‡i †iv‡Kv ivgcvg‡KB
¶gZvq emv‡bv n‡e| Zuvi bZzb K¨vwe‡b‡U Kvm‡g‡iv cvj‡gv n‡eb
¯îvóªgš¿x| GB Kz¨ NUv‡bvi Kv‡R Zuv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Qb AviI
K‡qKRb Awdmvi, Z‡e Zv‡ì KviI cwiPq Zuvi Rvbv †bB|
†Kb GB Kz¨, cÖkœ Kiv n‡j Reve †Ìqv n‡jv: hy³iv‡óª
†n‡ivBb I †Kv‡Kb cvPvi Kivi Rb¨ Kjw¤^qv I hy³iv‡óªi
gvSLv‡b `y‡Uv Uª¨vbwRU c‡q›U ìKvi| Zvi g‡a¨ GKUv Aek¨B
†gw·‡Kv; h‡_ó mk¯¿ cywjk I ˆmb¨ bv _vKvq †ejc¨vbB n‡Z
cv‡i wØZxq Uª¨vbwRU c‡q›U|
Kjw¤^qvb WªvM jW©iv †iwWIi gva¨‡g ms‡KZ w`‡j ivRavbx
†Q‡o cÖ_‡g †cÖwm‡W›U Zuvi bvZwb‡K wb‡q wK KvbvKvq P‡j
hv‡eb| Zvici, Zv‡ì AviI GKUv ms‡KZ †c‡j, wZwb GKv
m‡i hv‡eb ivRavbx †_‡K AviI `~‡i, cvBb wiR-G|
BwZg‡a¨ †ejc¨vb †mbvevwnbxi K‡qKRb ˆmwb‡Ki mvnvh¨
wb‡q wbKvi¨v¸qv †_‡K Avmv gv‡m©bvwiiv Kzï we‡ivwaZvKvix gš¿x
154 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
I miKvix Kg©KZ©v‡ì AvUK K‡i j¨v cybUv †Wj K‡b©j Bswjm
G‡÷‡U wb‡q wM‡q AvU‡K ivL‡e|
Zvici nvmcvZvj †_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡eb †mbvcÖavb
Kvm‡g‡iv cvj‡gv, wKsev Zuv‡K nq‡Zv e›`y‡Ki gy‡L †ei K‡i
Avbv n‡e| †Kvb&Uv mwZ¨, ejv KwVb|
hvB †nvK, wZwb †NvlYv Ki‡eb Kjw¤^qvb WªvM jW©‡ì ¯^v‡_©
mvgwiKevwnbxi GKUv As‡ki Afy¨Ìvb cÖ‡Póv e¨_© K‡i †Ìqv
n‡q‡Q| RbMY‡K Rvbv‡eb, †ejc¨v‡bi wbe©vwPZ, gnvgvb¨
†cÖwm‡W›U‡K cvBb wiR-G M„new›` Kiv n‡qwQj, AbyMZ ˆmbïv
Zuv‡K gy³ K‡i ivRavbx‡Z Avb‡Q|
mvgwiK UªvBeybvj MVb K‡i we‡`ªvnx †mbv‡ì dvqvwis
†¯‹vqvW-G ùvo Kiv‡bv n‡e Ñ Avm‡j wePv‡ii bv‡g cÖnmb K‡i
†g‡i †djv n‡e †h-me ˆmwbK Kzï we‡ivwaZv Ki‡e Zv‡ì‡K|
†cÖwm‡W›U‡K ejv n‡jv, wbivcËvi Kvi‡Y wbKvi¨v¸qv †_‡K
Zvi bvwZ wc‡Kv ivgcvg I †ejc¨vb †_‡K Zuvi bvZwb g¨vwi‡qUv
ivgcvg‡K AvUK Ki‡e Zviv| cwi®‹vi fvlvq Rvwb‡q †Ìqv
n‡jv, †cªwm‡W›U hw` Zv‡ì m‡½ mn‡hvwMZv bv K‡ib, bvwZ I
bvZwb‡K wPiKv‡ji Rb¨ nviv‡Z n‡e Zuv‡K|
hv ejevi wQj e‡j gv_v wbPz K‡i e‡m _vK‡jb †cªwm‡W›U,
AvZ¥c¶ mg_©b K‡i GKwU kãI D”PviY Ki‡jb bv| Avm‡j
D”PviY Kievi gZ †KvbI kã †bB|
ivbv Dcjwä Kij, e¨w³MZ gh©v`v I `yB bvwZ-bvZwbi
Rxeb euvPvevi ZvwM‡` gyL ey‡R I‡ì cÖwZwU K_vq mvq w`‡Z
n‡q‡Q †cÖwm‡W›U‡K|
wmAvBG-i Kv‡Q Zuvi ÔAcivaÕ-Gi w÷j d‡UvMÖvd, wfwWI
†Uc I Zuvi wb‡Ri nv‡Z †jLv ¯^xKv‡ivw³ _vKvq eÜz-evÜe,
ïfvbya¨vqx, †`‡ki gvbyl, wgwWqv wKsev we‡`kx `~Zvevm¸‡jv‡K
wKQy Rvbv‡Z mvnm cvbwb wZwb| Rvbv‡jB ev Kx nZ, hvi myBm
e¨v‡¼ cÂvk †KvwU Wjvi Rgv Av‡Q, Zvi K_v †K wek¦vm KiZ?
Kvgivi wfZi bxieZv hLb Amn¨ n‡q DVj, wKQy ej‡Z
eva¨ n‡jv ivbv| I ej‡Z cviZ, hZ hv-B †nvK, eû `~i †_‡K
GK †jvK Avcbv‡ì‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z G‡m‡Q †R‡bI Avcwb Zvi
w`‡K wc¯—j ZvK Ki‡jb! ej‡Z cviZ, Avcwb AcwiYvg`kx©,
Kvcyi“l, A‡hvM¨|
wKš‘ †m-me wKQy bv e‡j ejj, ÔKvj Avgvi GgbKx G
m‡›`nI n‡qwQj †h Kzï c−¨vbUv AvcbviB Kiv| †mR‡b¨B ey‡jU
†_‡K evi“` †ei K‡i wb‡q wc¯—jUv w`‡qwQjvg Avcbv‡K| hvB
†nvK, hv K‡i‡Qb Amnvq Ae¯’v‡ZB K‡i‡Qb, GUzKz Avwg wek¦vm
Kwi| †mR‡b¨B Avcbvi wbivcËvi w`KUv †`Le Avwg| hwÌ G-
I Rvwb, `yÕeQi Av‡M Avcwb mZK© n‡j Gm‡ei wKQyB NUZ bv|Õ
†cÖwm‡W›U GLbI GKUv cv_‡ii g~wZ©| DË‡i wKQyB wZwb
ej‡jb bv|
ivbvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q bxi‡e †Pv‡Li cvwb †dj‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv
ivgcvg|
ev‡iv
cvnvo‡kªYxi †Mvov †_‡K ïi“ n‡q b`xi avi †Nu‡l KuvPv GKUv
iv¯—v †ejc¨vb wmwUi w`‡K P‡j †M‡Q, jwMs Uª¨vK I nvBI‡q ˆZwi
nIqvi Av‡M IUvB wQj gvKv b`xi Zxi I DcK~j GjvKv †_‡K
156 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
ivRavbx‡Z hvIqvi GKgvÎ c_| nvBI‡q ˆZwi nIqvi ci IUv
Avi †KD eënvi K‡i bv|
Z‡e ivRavbxi w`K †_‡K Avmv Kg‡ewk cÂvk gvBj iv¯—v
wcP †X‡j cvKv Kiv n‡qwQj| IB cvKv Ask †_‡KB GKUv Uª¨vK
†ewi‡q‡Q, †hUv a‡i j¨v cybUv †Wj-G hvIqv hvq|
RvqMvUv mi“ GKUv DcZ¨Kvi †kl gv_vq, cvKv iv¯—v †_‡K
wek gvBj DË‡i; ivRavbx †_‡K Pwj−k gvBj `~‡i|
nvBI‡q †f‡O hvIqvq GB KuvPv iv¯—v a‡i G‡Mv‡Z PvB‡Q
ivbv| cywjk wWcvU©‡g‡›Ui j¨vÛ-†ivfviUv wb‡q †ewi‡q‡Q Iiv|
¯^vfvweK cwiw¯’wZ‡Z `~iZ¡UzKz cvi n‡Z wZb NÈv jvMvi K_v|
wKš‘ c_ †_‡K MvQcvjv miv‡Z GZ †ewk mgq †j‡M hv‡”Q,
Mš—‡e¨ AvR Av‡`Š †cuŠQv‡Z cvi‡e wKbv m‡›`n|
ivbvi c−¨vb n‡jv j¨vÛ-†ivfv‡i K‡i ivRavbx‡Z cvVv‡e
g¨vwi‡qUv‡K| mivmwi †gw·Kvb `~Zvev‡m wM‡q cwiw¯’wZ m¤ú‡K©
GKUv aviYv w`‡q Zv‡ì mvnvh¨ PvB‡e †m| wR‡Ám Ki‡e,
K‡b©j RywWqvàv GmKzBwUjv GLb †Kv_vq| †gw·‡Kv miKv‡ii
KvQ †_‡K mvnvh¨ cvIqvi †KvbI iKg cÖwZkÖ“wZ wZwb Av`vq
Ki‡Z †c‡i‡Qb wK?
wb‡Ri eënv‡ii Rb¨ weGgWwe−D †gvUimvB‡KjUv wb‡q
G‡m‡Q ivbv, j¨vÛ-†ivfv‡ii wcQ‡b †Zvjv n‡q‡Q †mUv‡K|
ivbvi g‡b Av‡Q fvj‡WR jvdvRv Me© K‡i I‡K e‡jwQj,
Gw`K Iw`K †_‡K †ek K‡qKRb gš¿x-wgwb÷vi‡K AvUK Kiv
n‡q‡Q, Zv‡ì mevB‡K j¨v cybUv †Wj-G dvqvwis †¯‹vqv‡W ùvo
Kiv‡bv n‡e|
Me© Kivi mgq †Kv‡Kb‡Lvi †jvKUvi ûuk-Ávb wQj bv,
wb‡Ri ARv‡š— ¸i“Z¡c~Y© GKUv Z_¨ w`‡q e‡m‡Q| IB RvqMv
bvwK we‡`ªvnx mvgwiK Kg©KZ©vi †nW‡KvqvU©vi| GB Z_¨
†cªwm‡W›U ivgcvg-Gi KvQ †_‡KI cvIqv †M‡Q|
wgjvb`vi gyL †_‡KI GB GKB Z_¨ †c‡q‡Q ivbv| †m
AviI Rvwb‡q‡Q, ILv‡b wb‡q G‡m AvUK Kiv n‡e †gRi wc‡Kv
ivgcvg‡KI|
iv¯—vi Dci c‡o _vKv MvQ¸‡jv‡K †PBb-mÕ w`‡q †K‡U
cÖ_‡g †QvU Ki‡Z n‡”Q, d‡j `yR‡bi nv‡ZB †dv¯‹v c‡o †Mj|
KLbI Kv`vi wfZ‡i †W‡e †Mj j¨vÛ-†ivfv‡ii PvKv, Zzj‡Z
wM‡q Mj`Ng© n‡Z n‡jv| Z‡e duvKv fvj c_I cvIqv †Mj
gv‡Sg‡a¨|
cuvP NÈv AK¬vš— cwikªg Kievi ci g¨vwi‡qUv Rvb‡Z PvBj,
Ô†Zvgvi cvKv iv¯—v Avi KZ `~i?Õ
ÔAvi †ewk bv, Pvi gvBj,Õ ejj ivbv|
`yR‡bB Rv‡b mvg‡bi c‡_ `k-ev‡ivUv MvQ c‡o _vK‡Z
cv‡i, wKsev nq‡Zv GKUv weªR fvOv _vK‡Z cv‡i| jwMs-Gi
Rb¨ ˆZwi, Uª¨vKUv j¤^v GKUv wiR-Gi cvk a‡i GwM‡q‡Q|
Uª¨v‡Ki Dci w`‡q P‡j hvIqv Sibv¸‡jv †QvU n‡jI, I¸‡jvi
Dci w`‡q fvix UªvK PjvPj Ki‡e †f‡e gReyZ K‡i ˆZwi Kiv
n‡q‡Q, Kv‡RB bv fvOviB K_v|
AviI gvBjLv‡bK Mvwo Pvjvevi ci Uª¨vK-Gi Dci GKUv
†evìvi †`L‡Z †cj g¨vwi‡qUv| †mUvi wcQ‡b i‡q‡Q aivkvqx
Av‡iKUv MvQ| Gw`‡K w`‡bi Av‡jv `ª“Z dzwi‡q Avm‡Q|
nVvr Kx †f‡e g¨vwi‡qUv‡K Mvwo _vgv‡Z ejj ivbv| Zvici
g‡b Kwi‡q w`j, jwMs, A_©vr MvQ KvUvi cvjv †kl nIqvi ci
GB Uª¨vK ïay †cÖwm‡W›U ivgcvg Avi Zuvi AwZw_iv eënvi
K‡ib| GLb, ivbv hw` Kzï wjWvi nZ, wegv wnmv‡e KuvPv I
cvKv iv¯—vi KvQvKvwQ †Kv_vI A¨vgeyk cvZZ, aivkvqx †KvbI
Mv‡Qi Avov‡j Ñ Kvj¨vkwbKf wb‡q `yRb †jvKB h‡_ó|
158 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Kx Awfbq Ki‡Z n‡e e‡j hv‡”Q ivbv, ûB‡j nvZ †i‡L gb
w`‡q ïb‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv| Ae‡k‡l wbtk‡ã gv_v SuvKvj †m|
Zvici `v`yi K_v fvej g¨vwi‡qUv, Zuv‡K †Kwe‡b †i‡L
Avmvi wm×vš—Uv †`Lv hv‡”Q fyj nqwb| nvBI‡q †f‡O hvIqvq
Zuvi Kv‡Q †KD †cuŠQv‡Z PvB‡j GB iv¯—v a‡iB Avm‡Z n‡e
Zv‡K, cvk KvUv‡Z n‡e I‡ì‡K| GKUz ¯^w¯— †eva Ki‡Q †m|
e„wói g‡a¨ Mvwo †_‡K bx‡P †b‡g Gj ivbv| Zvici †gvUi
evBK LvwbKUv wcwQ‡q Avbj, j¨vÛ-†ivfv‡ii wcQ‡bi ìRv
hv‡Z eÜ bv nq| me‡k‡l wfZ‡ii Av‡jv wbqš¿Y Kivi †cÖkvi
myB‡P †Uc jvMvj...
Qv‡ì `y‡Uv ¯úUjvBU I †Rvov †nWj¨v¤ú †R¡‡j Mvwo Pvjv‡”Q

g¨vwi‡qUv| wcQ‡bi ìRv †`vj Lv‡”Q|
Zx¶è GKUv euvK Nyi‡ZB †Pv‡L coj MvQUv| Xvjy iv¯—v, w¯úW
LvwbKUv evwo‡q w`j g¨vwi‡qUv, Zvici †eªK Kij K‡l, d‡j
c‡_i Dci AvovAvwofv‡e ùvovj j¨vÛ-†ivfvi, †j‡Ri w`KUv
wKbvivi evB‡i Szj‡Q, wcQ‡bi ìRv cy‡ivcywi †Lvjv|
†`wi bv K‡i mvBW †Wvi Ly‡j †djj g¨vwi‡qUv, m‡½ m‡½
wfZ‡ii Av‡jv R¡‡j DVj| †KD ZvwK‡q _vK‡j †`L‡Z cv‡e †m
GKwU †g‡q, GKv|
ivbv eyw× w`‡q‡Q Ñ fve †`Lv‡e Zzwg Amnvq, wec‡` c‡oQ|
cvnvox Uª¨v‡K †ewi‡q G‡m AvZ‡¼ g‡i hv”Q| †nWjvBU †R¡‡j
†i‡L Mvwo †_‡K bvg‡e, ¯úUjvBU ZvK Kiv _vK‡e e¨vwi‡KW-
Gi Ici w`‡K| nv‡Z GKUv UP© ivL‡e| KvD‡K †`L‡Z †c‡j
fq cvIqvi fw½‡Z GKUv nvZ Zyj‡e gy‡L, wPrKvi Ry‡o †`‡e...
ivbvi wb‡`©k cvjb K‡iB Mvwo †_‡K bx‡P bvgj g¨vwi‡qUv|
Ii Kv‡Q †h †KvbI A¯¿ †bB †mUv †evSvevi Rb¨ A`„k¨
cÖwZc¶‡K LvwbKUv mgq w`j †m, Zvici †iBb‡KvUUv Mv‡q
Av‡iKUz fvj K‡i Rwo‡q wb‡q MvQUvi w`‡K G‡Mvj, Nb Nb
†duvcv‡”Q|
`~i †_‡K †`‡LB †evSv †Mj MvQUv KivZ w`‡q †K‡U c‡_i
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wPš—v, †Kv_vI †KvbI A¨vgeyk †bB? †K Rv‡b, nq‡Zv Av‡Q, Z‡e
AviI mvg‡b †Kv_vI|
KviI †KvbI mvov bv †c‡q iv‡M MvQUvi GKUv Wv‡j jvw_
gvij g¨vwi‡qUv| G‡Mv‡Z wM‡q Aci cv mi“ Wv‡j †e‡a hvIqvq
†nuvPU †Lj †m, Zvici acvm K‡i c‡o †Mj R‡g _vKv
Kv`vcvwbi g‡a¨|
†n‡m DVj GK †jvK|
Awfbq Kivi cÖ‡qvRbB n‡jv bv g¨vwi‡qUvi| gy‡Li Kv‡Q
nvZ Zz‡j †PuwP‡q DVj †m|
AÜKvi †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj †jvKUv, cvwL ai‡Z Avmv
weov‡ji gZ wbtk‡ã| ¯úUjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq PKPK Ki‡Q Zvi
†iBb‡KvU, LvwK mvgwiK BDwbdg©, Rv½j eyU| †iBb‡Kv‡Ui
gvSLvbUv duvK K‡i ivB‡d‡ji e¨v‡ij †ei Kij †m|
Abo c‡o Av‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv| e„wói eo eo †duvUv Zvi ey‡K
AvNvZ Ki‡Q| I¸‡jv ei‡di gZ VvÊv, Abyfe Kij †fRv
Kvc‡oi bx‡P ¯—‡bi †euvUv Avoó n‡q D‡V‡Q|
Zviv `yRb _vK‡e, mveavb K‡i w`‡q‡Q ivbv| GKRb _vK‡e
cvnv‡o, Uª¨vK-Gi Dci Zvi m½x‡K Kvfvi †Ìqvi Rb¨|
cvnv‡o _vKv †jvKUv ivbvi cÖ_g Uv‡M©U| Z‡e Uª¨v‡K ùvwo‡q
K_v ej‡Z n‡e g¨vwi‡qUv‡K, †m Kx ej‡Q †kvbvi Rb¨ hv‡Z
ivbvi IB wkKvi Kvb cv‡Z|
ÔGKUv A¨vw·‡W›U n‡q‡Q,Õ noeo K‡i ejj g¨vwi‡qUv|
160 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
ÔUª¨v‡Ki Ici w`‡K| Aci j¨vÛ-†ivfvi... IUvq Avgvi
MÖ¨vÛdv`vi| wc−R...Õ Mjv ey‡R Gj| †XvK wMjj †m, gy‡Li
wfZiUv ïK‡bv jvM‡Q|
e¨_vq gyL KzuP‡K i‡q‡Q ivbv| kixiUv Mwo‡q w`‡q Uªª¨vK-Gi
wKbviv †_‡K `k dzU †b‡g †M‡Q I, wKš‘ bvgevi mgq S‡o
aivkvqx GKUv Mv‡Qi KvÊ †_‡K †ei“‡bv Wv‡j ¸u‡Zv †L‡q‡Q|
cÖ_‡g g‡b n‡qwQj Ii ey‡Ki wfZi †Qvivi djv XywK‡q
w`‡q‡Q †KD| e¨_v GKUz K‡g Avm‡Z cix¶v K‡i †`‡L‡Q, i³
†ei“‡”Q bv| Z‡e bovPov Ki‡j e¨_vUv evo‡Q| m‡›`n †bB, bv
fvO‡jI, cuvR‡ii `yÕGKUv nv‡o wPo a‡i‡Q|
ivbv‡K Kvfvi w`‡”Q j¨vÛ-†ivfv‡ii †Lvjv ìRv| Avkv Kiv
hvq D¾¡j Av‡jv¸‡jv A¨vgeykg¨vb‡ì †PvL auvwa‡q w`‡”Q|
wb‡Ri †PvL eÜ K‡i †i‡L‡Q I|
LvwbKUv Kv`v wb‡q gyL I Kcv‡j Nlj ivbv| GB mgq †f‡m
Gj g¨vwi‡qUvi wPrKvi|
†eª÷ c‡KU †_‡K Mvp i‡Oi Pkgv †ei K‡i cij ivbv,
Zvici †PvL †gjj| e¨_vq †Pv‡L cvwb †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q, mvg‡bi
`„kÜv Svcmv jvMj|
nv‡Zi D‡ëvwcV w`‡q cvwb gy‡Q Avevi ZvKvj ivbv| Av‡Mi
†P‡q fvj| ÔGKUv A¨vw·‡W›U...Õ ej‡Z ïbj g¨vwi‡qUv‡K|
mvg‡bUv nvZ‡o gvwU‡Z Muv_v k³ cv_i †cj ivbv, †mUv a‡i
D‡V emevi †Póv Ki‡Q| e¨_vq Avevi AÜKvi †`Lj †Pv‡L|
ZviciI emj I| µj K‡i Xv‡j DV‡Z n‡e I‡K, Zvici
Uª¨v‡Ki Icv‡i †cuŠQv‡Z n‡e|
Kv`vq AvOyj †Mu‡_ cZb †VKv‡”Q, Lye ax‡i ax‡i D‡V Gj I
Uª¨vK-Gi Dci|
ÔZywg kvjx GKUv †ek¨v!Õ ejj †jvKUv, †_vK& K‡i GK`jv
_y_y †djj g¨vwi‡qUvi gy‡L| B‡Zvg‡a¨ Zvi Mv †_‡K
†iBb‡KvUUv Ly‡j wb‡q‡Q †m|
g¨vwi‡qUv Abyfe Kij ivB‡d‡ji VvÊv gvRj †VKj Zvi
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Zv‡K Ii w`‡K ZvKv‡Z wb‡la K‡i w`‡q‡Q|
Ô†ek¨v,Õ Avevi ejj †jvKUv| ÔmwZ¨ K_v e‡jv, Zv bv n‡j
cicv‡ii wUwKU Kv‡Uv|Õ
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wmbi, Avwg Avcbvi Kv‡Q cÖvY wf¶v PvB...Õ
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Nv‡oi wcQ‡b, Pvc w`‡q gyLUv‡K bvwg‡q w`j _K_‡K Kv`vq|
Kv`vi wfZi `g eÜ n‡q Avm‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i GKUv Movb
w`‡q wPr n‡jv g¨vwi‡qUv, Uvb w`‡q wQu‡o †djj ey‡Ki Kv‡Q
¯‹v‡U©i †evZvg¸‡jv| †PvL w`‡q †hb wgbwZ Rvbv‡”Q Ñ bvI
Avgv‡K, hv Lywk K‡iv, ïayy †g‡iv bv...
Dcyo n‡q ï‡q cvnv‡oi Mv‡q wKQy b‡o wK bv †`L‡Q ivbv|
aivkvqx MvQUvi wcQ‡b, DuPy Rwg‡b, †Sv‡ci wfZi †_‡K wm‡a
n‡jv GK †jvK| I RvbZ, `yRb †jvK _vK‡e|
mvbM−vm c‡K‡U †i‡L w`j ivbv, eyU †Rvov Kv`vq fvj K‡i
†Mu‡_ wm‡a n‡”Q|
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kixi cv_‡ii gZ k³ I Abo| †jvKUvi ey‡K ZvK Kij|
wUªMvi †U‡b w`j I| cÖwZc¶ SuvwK †L‡q U‡j DV‡Z Avevi|
cv GLbI Muv_v, †Kvg‡ii Kv‡Q †gvPo †Lj kixi| †hb jvd
162 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
w`‡q mvBU-G P‡j Gj wØZxq Uv‡M©U| cÖ_‡g Zvi Mvb-†kvìv‡i
¸wj Kij ivbv, Zvici Ny‡i †h‡ZB gv_vi wcQ‡b|
†jvKUv axi, kvš— fw½‡Z X‡j coj| GZ¶‡Y Nvo wdwi‡q
g¨vwi‡qUvi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| Kv`vi Dci e‡m i‡q‡Q †m,
Aa©bMœ, K`©gv³, nvZ w`‡q Lvg‡P a‡i Av‡Q †evZvg †Quov
¯‹vU©Uv|
Xvj †e‡q bx‡P bvgevi mgq Mv‡qi R¨v‡KU Ly‡j †djj ivbv,
g¨vwi‡qUvi Mv‡q Rwo‡q w`j †mUv, cÖksmvi fw½‡Z Ii wc‡V
`y‡Uv Pvco w`j| Zvici nvZ a‡i †U‡b ùvo Kivj Zv‡K, nuvwU‡q
wb‡q Gj j¨vÛ-†ivfv‡ii Kv‡Q|
g¨vwi‡qUv‡K wbivc` Avkª‡q ewm‡q ivbv ejj, ÔGKUz wekªvg
wb‡q bvI| Avwg †`wL †PBb-mÕUv †Kv_vq †i‡LwQ|Õ
MvQ †K‡U c_ ˆZwi K‡i G‡Mv‡”Q Iiv| wVK cvKv iv¯—vq IVvi
c‡iB †`Lv †Mj mvg‡bi weªRUv †f‡O c‡o Av‡Q Li‡mªvZv
b`x‡Z|
j¨vÛ-†ivfvi _vgvj ivbv| GZ¶‡Y cwiw¯’wZ e¨vL¨v K‡i
ejj g¨vwi‡qUv‡K|
Ôwc‡Kv fvB †ejc¨v‡b?Õ g¨vwi‡qUv AvKvk †_‡K coj| ÔAvi
GB K_vUv Zywg Avgvi Kv‡Q †Mvcb K‡i †MQ?Õ
ÔmyLei n‡j †Mvcb KiZvg bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔwZwb we‡`ªvnx
†mbv I gv‡m©bvwi‡ì nv‡Z ew›`|Õ
ÔGLb Zv n‡j Kx n‡e?Õ `‡g †Mj g¨vwi‡qUv, Amnvq I
DwØMœ †`Lv‡”Q I‡K|
ÔAvwg ILv‡b hvw”Q,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvgv‡K Rvb‡Z n‡e
†Zvgvi `v`y‡K hviv e−¨vK‡gBj Ki‡Q Zv‡ì wjWvi †jvKUv †K|
Avgvi Ici fimv iv‡Lv, †gRi wc‡Kv mn hv‡ì‡K ILv‡b ew›`
Kiv n‡q‡Q mevB‡K gy³ Ki‡Z cvie Avwg|Õ
†PvL `y‡Uv QjQj Ki‡Q, ivbvi †Vuv‡U Pz‡gv †Lj g¨vwi‡qUv|
ÔAvgvi mvB‡K¬vb, Avgvi wn‡iv!Õ
Ômvg‡bi weªR †f‡O †M‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôb`x‡Z †evìvi Av‡Q,
I¸‡jvq cv w`‡q cvi nIqv hv‡e, wKš‘ MvwoUv †d‡j †i‡L †h‡Z
n‡e GLv‡b| Avwg †Zvgvi K_v fvewQ|Õ
ÔAvgvi K_v Avjv`v K‡i fve‡Z n‡e †Kb?Õ g¨vwi‡qUv‡K
wew¯§Z †`Lvj| ÔAvwg †Zvgvi m‡½B †Zv _vKwQ|Õ
Ôb`xi Icv‡i, nu¨v,Õ ejj ivbv, ÔwKš‘ G‡÷‡U bq| ILv‡b
Avgv‡K GKv †h‡Z n‡e|Õ
Ô†Kb?Õ
mwZ¨ K_vB ejj ivbv| Ô†R‡bï‡b wec‡` Suvc w`‡Z hvw”Q|
Zzwg m‡½ _vK‡j Avgvi wec` evo‡e AviI| Zv Qvov, Zzwg
Avgvi Kv‡R †`wi Kwi‡q †`‡e|Õ
GK gyn~Z© Pzc K‡i _vKj g¨vwi‡qUv, Zvici Rvb‡Z PvBj,
ÔZv n‡j Avgv‡K Zzwg Kx Ki‡Z e‡jv?Õ
ÔMvwo †i‡L b`x cvi nB,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔgvBjLv‡bK nuvU‡jB
cvKv iv¯—v †_‡K G‡÷‡Ui w`‡K P‡j hvIqv Uª¨vKUv †`L‡Z cve
Avgiv...Õ
ÔIw`‡Ki iv¯—v Avgvi †Pbv Av‡Q,Õ ivbv‡K evav w`‡q ejj
g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔKx Ki‡Z n‡e Zv-B e‡jv|Õ
Ômgq †nvK, ZLb eje,Õ Rvbvj ivbv| ÔGLb P‡jv b`x cvi
nB|Õ
b`x cvi n‡q euvKUvi Kv‡Q †cuŠQv‡Z wek wgwbU jvMj
I‡ì| cvKv iv¯—v †Q‡o Uª¨vK a‡i Bswjk K‡b©jÕm c‡q›U
G‡÷‡U P‡j hv‡e ivbv| GB gyn~‡Z© e¨vL¨v Ki‡Q I, g¨vwi‡qUv Kx
Ki‡e|
164 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
ÔZzwg Rv‡bv GB †ivW ivRavbxi w`‡K P‡j †M‡Q,Õ ejj
ivbv| Ô†nu‡UB †h‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K| Mvwo cvIqvUv n‡e †bnvZB
fv‡Mï e¨vcvi|Õ
Ôkn‡i †cuŠ‡Q Kx Kie Avwg?Õ
Ô†mvRv †gw·‡Kv `~Zvev‡m XyK‡e| wb‡Ri cwiPq w`‡q hv hv
Rv‡bv me ej‡e I‡ì‡K| Rvb‡Z PvB‡e K‡b©j RywWqvàv m¤ú‡K©
Zviv wKQy Rv‡b wK bv| Zvici ej‡e, GB wec` †_‡K
†ejc¨vb‡K euvPvevi R‡b¨ †gw·‡Kvi mvnvh¨ ìKvi †Zvgv‡ì|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, ey‡SwQ,Õ ejj g¨vwi‡qUv, h‡_ó AvZ¥wek¦vmx
†`Lv‡”Q Zv‡K| ÔIu‡ì A‡bK‡K wPwb Avwg, Avgvi K_v Iuiv
wek¦vm Ki‡eb| Avwg fvewQ †Zvgvi K_v|Õ
ÔAvgvi K_v †Zvgv‡K fve‡Z n‡e bv...Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q fvee bv,Õ cÖvq †emy‡iv, KwVb my‡i ejj
g¨vwi‡qUv| ÔZzwg Avgvi wn‡iv, G-K_v †kvbvi ci †_‡K wVK
GKUv Kvcyi“‡li gZ AvPiY K‡iQ Zywg Avgvi m‡½, gvmy` ivbv|
Avwg cÖgvY cvevi A‡c¶vq AvwQ, Zv Zzwg bI| Kv‡RB hv-B
NUzK ILv‡b, Avgvi Kv‡Q wd‡i Avm‡Z n‡e †Zvgv‡K|Õ e‡j
Nyij †m, DË‡ii A‡c¶vq bv †_‡K wb‡Ri c‡_ cv evovj|
Zvi Mgbc‡_i w`‡K GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q _vKj ivbv|
Bswjk K‡b©jÕm c‡q›U G‡÷U-G †cuŠQv‡bvi Uª¨vKUv DcZ¨Kvi

Dci w`‡q GwM‡q‡Q| hw` †KvbI †ivWe−K _v‡K, fvej ivbv,
DcZ¨Kvi bx‡P †Kv_vI _vKvi K_v| †mUv‡K Gwo‡q G‡÷U,
Z_v kÎ“c‡¶i †nW‡KvqvU©v‡i †cuŠQv‡Z n‡e I‡K|
Z‡e mveav‡b| AZ¨š— K¬vš— ivbv, AvnZI e‡U| cuvR‡ii
e¨_vUv mviv¶Y Rvbvb w`‡”Q, hZ ZvovZvwo m¤¢e G·-†i Kiv
ìKvi| GB Ae¯’vq †KD avIqv Ki‡j me©bvk|
mgqUv †Mva~wj| Pviw`K fvj K‡i †`‡L wb‡q †QvU GKUv
cvnv‡oi gv_vq DVj ivbv, MvQcvjvi Avov‡j ùvwo‡q †Pv‡L
webwKDjvi Zzjj|
GKUz c‡iB e¨vwi‡KWUv †`L‡Z †cj I| hv †f‡e‡Q wVK
Zv-B, DcZ¨Kvi bx‡P IUv| `yRb †jvK cvnvivq i‡q‡Q, bxj
GKUv U‡qvUv †÷kb Iq¨vMb G‡÷‡Ui Pviw`‡K Unj w`‡q
†eov‡”Q| ivbv wbwðZ bq, Z‡e Ii g‡b n‡jv bv GB
†jvK¸‡jv‡K K¨vUvgvi¨vb MÖvwmqv‡m Zz‡j †ejc¨vb b`x‡Z wb‡q
G‡mwQj I| Giv m¤¢eZ †ejc¨vb †mbvevwnbxi m`m¨,
wbKvi¨v¸qv †_‡K Avmv gv‡m©bvwi bq| mevi Kv‡Q †iwWI Av‡Q,
ci¯ú‡ii m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM ivL‡Q Zviv|
webwKDjvi Nywi‡q PvicvkUvI †`‡L ivL‡Q ivbv|
Avkcv‡k Aš—Z GKUv †QvU cvnv‡oi gv_vq cvnviv ewm‡q‡Q
Zviv| †Svc-Sv‡oi wfZi Mv XvKv w`‡q, †Pv‡L webwKDjvi
†mu‡U, †ivWe−Kmn †MvUv GjvKvi eû `~i ch©š— bRi ivL‡Q `yB wK
wZbRb †jvK| ivbvi m‡›`n n‡jv I †h cvnv‡o D‡V‡Q †mLv‡bI
†KD Av‡Q wK bv|
wVK ZLbB gv_vi wcQ‡b VvÊv B¯úv‡Zi ¯úk© †cj I, m‡½
m‡½ k³ KvV n‡q †Mj mviv kixi|
Ôwd«R!Õ
w¯’i n‡q †Mj ivbv| †evKvwgi Rb¨ Mvj w`j wb‡R‡K|
ÔnvZ †Zv‡jv gv_vi Ici,Õ wb‡`©k Gj| fvlvUv j¨vwUb
D”Pvi‡Y Bs‡iwR|
webwKDjviUv †Kvg‡ii †e‡ë ¸‡R ivLvi ci wb‡`©k cvjb
Kij ivbv| g‡b g‡b Lywk, fve‡Q Ñ Zzwg GKv n‡j GLbB
Rvnvbœv‡g cvwV‡q w`w”Q|
Nvo wdwi‡q ZvKvj ivbv| nZvk n‡Z n‡jv, wZbRb Zviv|
166 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Ii aviYvB wVK g‡b n‡”Q, †jvK¸‡jv m¤¢eZ †ejc¨vb †mbv`‡ji
m`m¨| mevi nv‡Z Kvj¨vkwbKf ivB‡dj, me¸‡jvB ivbvi w`‡K
ZvK Kiv|
Ô†Nv‡iv!Õ wb‡`©k w`j GKRb|
Av‡iKRb GwM‡q G‡m mvP© Kij| †Kvg‡ii †eë †_‡K
Iqvj_viUv †ei K‡i wb‡jI, webwKDjv‡i nvZ w`j bv| QywiUv
ivbv Ggb RvqMvq †i‡L‡Q mvP© Kivi mgq ILv‡b mvaviYZ †KD
wKQy †Luv‡R bv, GB †jvKI LuyRj bv|
Ô†K Zzwg?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj cÖnix‡ì wjWvi, k³-mg_© GKRb
nvwej`vi|
ÔAvgv‡K †Zvgiv wPb‡e bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvwg gvmy` ivbv|Õ
ÔGLv‡b Kx KiQ?Õ
Ô†Zvgiv hv KiQ wVK Zvi D‡ëvUv,Õ ejj ivbv, †Vuv‡U kvš—
nvwm| Ô†Zvgv‡ì lohš¿ e¨_© Kivi R‡b¨ hviv jo‡Q, Avwg
Zv‡ì‡K mvnvh¨ KiwQ|Õ
ÔGB, e¨vUv †`wL †jKPvi gv‡i!Õ
ÔAvq, Av‡M kvjvi nvo‡Mvo †f‡O ¸u‡ov Kwi, Zvici...Õ
Zv‡K evav w`‡q Av‡iKRb ejj, ÔGB, Avmj K_vUv e‡jv,
Kx gZj‡e GLv‡b Avmv n‡q‡Q ïwb?Õ
Ri“wi GKUv Z_¨ Rvbvi ZvMv`v Abyfe Kij ivbv| Ô†gRi
wc‡Kv ivgcvg,Õ ejj I| Ô†Zvgiv wbðq †P‡bv Zv‡K| Avwg
Zuv‡K gy³ Ki‡Z G‡mwQ|Õ
ÔAv‡i, G kvjv †`LwQ e× Db¥v`!Õ
nvZ `y‡Uv wcQ‡gvov K‡i †eu‡a cvnvox Xvj †_‡K e¨vwi‡K‡W
bvwg‡q Avbv n‡jv ivbv‡K| †iwWI‡Z Lei †c‡q U‡qvUv †÷kb
Iq¨vMbUv I‡ì Rb¨ A‡c¶v KiwQj| †mUvq Zz‡j I‡K Zviv
†nW‡KvqvU©v‡i wb‡q hv‡”Q|
GKUv ch©vq ch©š— µgk mi“ n‡q †M‡Q DcZ¨Kv, Uª¨vK-Gi
†kl cÖvš— Gu‡K‡eu‡K D‡V wM‡q wg‡k‡Q evwj I bywo weQv‡bv weivU
GK DVv‡b, †mUvi `yyÕw`‡K GKUv K‡i †Lvjv †MvjvNi, mvg‡b
WªvB‡÷vb-Gi cuvwPj| DVv‡bi GKcv‡k hvwš¿K jvOj, Uª¨v±i
BZ¨vw` R‡ov Kiv|
Qvqv †_‡K GKRb †mw›Uª †ewi‡q Gj, nv‡Zi ivB‡dj
U‡qvUvi w`‡K ZvK Kiv| GZ¶‡Y GKRb‡K wPb‡Z cvij ivbv|
mvMi †_‡K hv‡ì‡K b`x‡Z wb‡q G‡mwQj I, G †jvKUv Zv‡ìB
GKRb| Kvfvwis dvqvi †Ìqvi Rb¨ †MvjvN‡i wbðq AviI
GKRb ˆZwi n‡q Av‡Q, aviYv Kij ivbv|
U‡qvUv †_‡K bvgv‡bv n‡jv ivbv‡K|
ÔG‡K †Zvgiv †Kv_vq †c‡j?Õ AevK n‡q Rvb‡Z PvBj
†mw›Uª| ÔjvdvRvi nvZ d‡¯‹ cvjv‡jI, G e¨vUvi †Zv †evU wb‡q
S‡o Wy‡e givi K_v!Õ
ÔAZ K_v Rvwb bv,Õ ivbv‡K hviv a‡i G‡b‡Q Zv‡ì GKRb
ejj| ÔGB †jvK ej‡Q, †gRi wc‡Kv‡K D×vi Ki‡Z G‡m‡Q|
bvg gvmy` ivbv|Õ
ÔwbN©vZ cvMj! †h †jvK GLbI GLv‡b †cuŠQvqwb, Zv‡K †KD
D×vi Ki‡Z Av‡m Kxfv‡e? Iw`‡K wb‡q hvI e¨vUv‡K,Õ nv‡Zi
ivB‡dj SuvwK‡q ejj †mw›Uª| Ôwmbi †ewb‡Uv Kx e‡jb †`‡Lv|Õ
DVvb †_‡K cv_y‡i avc D‡V †M‡Q, bx‡Pi †jvnvi †MUUv
†PŠKvV †_‡K Ly‡j c‡o Av‡Q GKcv‡k| evZv‡mi †ZR A‡bK
Kg GLb, †gNI †ewk bq, I¸‡jvi duv‡K `yÕGKUv Zviv †`Lv
hv‡”Q|
wZb ˆmwbK ivbv‡K wb‡q wmuwo †f‡O Dc‡i DV‡Q|
Bswjk K‡b©jÕm c‡q›U bv‡g `vjvbUv Nvm XvKv GKUv
†U‡i‡mi wcQb w`‡K| †QvU-eo K‡qKUv cvnvo IUvi `yB cvk I
168 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
wcQbUv‡K evZvm †_‡K i¶v Ki‡Q| mv`v PzbKvg Kiv j¤^v GKUv
evs‡jv, QvÙv jvj K‡iv‡M‡UW Avqib w`‡q ˆZwi|
mvg‡bi w`‡K evwoUvi cy‡iv ˆ`N©¨ Ry‡o †Niv-eviv›`v i‡q‡Q|
eviv›`vi LuywU wnmv‡e eënvi Kiv n‡q‡Q †gvUv‡mvUv bvi‡Kj
Mv‡Qi KvÊ, gm„Y I cvwjk Kiv|
Qq †mU Wvej †d«Â DB‡Ûv w`‡q wfZ‡i †XvKv hvq| wfZ‡i,
gvSvgvwS RvqMvq, wLjvb AvK…wZi GKUv †gnMwb ìRv i‡q‡Q|
Rvbvjvi ci`v evbv‡bv n‡q‡Q P‡Ui gZ †gvUv Kvco w`‡q,
I¸‡jvi duvK M‡j †ewi‡q Avm‡Q †K‡ivwmb j¨v‡¤úi jvj‡P
Av‡jv|
eviv›`vq ùvwo‡q i‡q‡Q `yRb †jvK, nv‡Z Kvj¨vkwbKf
ivB‡dj| G‡ì `yRb‡KI wPb‡Z cvij ivbv, K¨vUvgvi¨v‡b Zz‡j
†gBbj¨v‡Û wb‡q G‡mwQj| gv‡m©bvwi|
Ôwmbi †ewb‡Uv‡K Lei `vI, e‡jv, gvmy` ivbv aiv c‡o‡Q,Õ
ivbvi wcQb †_‡K ejj nvwej`vi|
ÔùvovI,Õ `yR‡bi GKRb wb‡`©k w`j| †gnMwb Kv‡Vi
ìRvUv mvgvb¨ GKUz duvK Kij †m| mi“ GK dvwj Av‡jv †ei“j
evB‡i|
ìRvUv AviI LvwbK Ly‡j eviv›`vq cv ivLj †ewb‡Uv,
gv‡m©bvwi‡ì wjWvi| wb‡Ri wcQ‡b KevU eÜ Kij †m, ivbvi cv
†_‡K gv_v ch©š— †PvL eyjvj| Ôgi R¡vjv! Zzwg Avevi wd‡i G‡j
Kx g‡b K‡i? †cvlv KeyZi bvwK!Õ
Ô¯úvB,Õ ïa‡i †Ìqvi my‡i kvš—K‡É ejj ivbv| Ô†kv‡bv,
†Zvgv‡ì em&‡K RvbvI Kz¨ e¨_© n‡q‡Q...Õ
ÔcvMj n‡q †M‡Q bvwK?Õ m½x‡ì gy‡Li w`‡K AevK n‡q
ZvKvj †ewb‡Uv| ÔG-me cÖjvc eKvi gv‡b Kx? GLv‡b kvjv
G‡m‡QB ev Kx Ki‡Z?Õ
Ôej‡Q †gRi wc‡Kv‡K gy³ Ki‡Z Pvq,Õ Rvbvj nvwej`vi|
ÔAv”Qv!Õ m‡KŠZz‡K ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj †ewb‡Uv| ÔZvB bvwK?
Zv GKv †mUv Kxfv‡e m¤¢e?Õ
ÔRi“wi Ae¯’v †NvlYv K‡i wbe©vPb wcwQ‡q †`qvi ¶gZv
GKgvÎ †cÖwm‡W›U †iv‡Kv ivgcv‡gi Av‡Q,Õ Mjv Pwo‡q K_v
ej‡Q ivbv, Kvgivi wfZ‡i em& ev e‡m‡ì em& †KD _vK‡j hv‡Z
ïb‡Z cvq| Ô†mR‡b¨B Zuv‡K †Zvgiv euvwP‡q †i‡LQ, †jvK
cvwV‡qQ †Zvgv‡ì †nW‡KvqvU©v‡i wb‡q Avmvi R‡b¨| wKš‘ Zviv
wdi‡e bv, †ewb‡Uv...
Ôwdi‡e bv?Õ Pg‡K DVj †ewb‡Uv| Ô†Kb?Õ
ÔKviY cvBb wiR-Gi hy‡× Zviv †n‡i †M‡Q, †ewb‡Uv,Õ ejj
ivbv| Ô†cÖwm‡W›U‡KI Avgiv mwi‡q †d‡jwQ...Õ
ÔGB, GKUv N‡i AvU‡K iv‡Lv G‡K,Õ KK©kmy‡i wb‡`©k w`j
†ewb‡Uv| Ôkvjvi K_v ï‡b Avgvi gv_v Nyi‡Q|Õ
†Z‡iv
†PvL †g‡j †`Lj KvgivUv AÜKvi|
ivbvi wVK g‡b †bB Nywg‡q c‡owQj, bvwK L‡oi Mv`vq
†kvqvi mgq Ávb nvwi‡q †d‡jwQj| †PvL †gjevi ci eyS‡Z
cvi‡Q Dcyo n‡q i‡q‡Q kixi, nvZ `y‡Uv wcQ‡gvov K‡i euvav|
ïay nvZ bq, Abyfe Kij cv `y‡UvI GLb GK K‡i euvav Ñ Z‡e
170 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
g‡b Ki‡Z cvij bv I¸‡jv KLb euvav n‡q‡Q|
KvgivUv evwoi †Kv_vq, wR‡Ám Ki‡j ej‡Z cvi‡e bv
ivbv| K‡qKUv KwiWi cvi K‡i GLv‡b Avbv n‡q‡Q I‡K,
AÜKv‡i wKQyB fvj K‡i †Lqvj Ki‡Z cv‡iwb| LyeB K¬vš— wQj
I|
nVvr mRvM n‡q DVj ivbv| bv, ìRv †Lvjvi kã nqwb|
KviI wbtk¦vmI ïb‡Z cvqwb, ZviciI Ii lôBw›`ªq ej‡Q N‡ii
wfZi †KD Xy‡K‡Q| G-ai‡bi e¨vcv‡i Ii GB wek¦¯— eÜzwU
KLbI fyj K‡i bv|
GKUv w¯cÖs wK¬K K‡i cwRk‡b emj, Qywii djvUv hv‡Z Ly‡j
†h‡Z cv‡i|
Nvg‡Q ivbv| gv_vi wfZi So| †K Avm‡Q? Qywii djv Lyjj
†Kb? KZ eo Qywi?
Lm& Lm&| cv‡qi AvIqvR n‡jv| `g AvU‡K A‡c¶v Ki‡Q
ivbv, cÖwZwU †cwk Uvb Uvb| Abyfe Ki‡Q, AÜKv‡i wKQy †`Lv
hvq bv, Z‡e Lye Kv‡Q †KD †hb wbtk¦vm †djj|
ivbv fve‡Q, AvMš‘K‡K wK Rvbv‡bv DwPZ n‡e †h †R‡M
Av‡Q I? bvwK Ny‡gi fvb K‡i c‡o _vKvB fvj? †K n‡Z cv‡i
AvMš‘K? Kx D‡Ï‡k¨ G‡m‡Q? Lyb Ki‡e I‡K? jvdvRv?
ivbvi cv‡q euvav iwk Lyu‡R wbj k³ GKUv nvZ, Qywii djvUv
`yÕwZbevi N¨vP& N¨vP& K‡i N‡l †K‡U †djj IUv| GK gyn~Z© ci
Ii nvZ `y‡UvI gy³ Kiv n‡jv| GKUv cwiwPZ MÜ bv‡K
Avm‡ZB fyi“‡Rvov KzPu ‡K †Mj ivbvi|
wd‡i hv‡”Q cv‡qi kã|
†KvbI kã bv K‡i Lyjj ìRv, m‡½ m‡½ eÜI n‡jv|
Kvgivi wfZ‡i Avevi GKv n‡q †Mj ivbv|
nv‡Zi me¸‡jv AvOyj evievi Lyjj I eÜ Kij, A‡c¶vq
Av‡Q KLb i³PjvPj ïi“ n‡e| L‡oi Dci e‡m nvZ `y‡Uv `yB
eM‡ji bx‡P †XvKvj, e¨_v mn¨ Kivi Rb¨ †`vj Lv‡”Q|
GK mgq mnbxq n‡q Gj e¨_vUv| AÜKv‡i †`qvj nvZ‡o
evgw`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q| ¯úk© w`‡q GKUv Rvbvjv Abyfe Kij,
kvUvi¸‡jv P¨vÞv †jvnvi evi w`‡q eÜ Kiv| GKUz GKUz K‡i
eviUv mivj ivbv, Zvici kvUvi¸‡jv Lyjj|
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Zz‡j‡Q †fv‡ii cÖ_g Av‡jv| evB‡i A‡c¶v Ki‡Q gyw³...wKsev
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wPš—vi welq| †Kb †KD gy³ Ki‡e I‡K? †h-B KvRUv K‡i
_vKzK, GUv Zvi GKvi wm×vš—| †h-†KvbI Kvi‡YB †nvK ivbv‡K
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†m, GLbI Zv-B _vK‡Z PvB‡Q|
Ii KvgivUv Lvwj, GUv RvbvRvwb n‡Z Lye †ewk mgq jvM‡e
bv| m‡½ m‡½ Pviw`‡K †LuvRvLyuwR ïi“ n‡q hv‡e| Zviv a‡i †b‡e
DcZ¨Kvi bx‡P †b‡g cvjv‡Z †Póv Ki‡e ivbv|
wKš‘ cvjv‡bv Ii D‡Ïk¨ bq| I‡K Rvb‡Z n‡e †MvUv
e¨vcviUvi wcQ‡b Kvi †eªb KvR K‡i‡Q, c−¨vbUv Kvi ˆZwi, †K
†mB D”Pvwfjvlx wek¦vmNvZK|
g¨vwi‡qUvi K_v g‡b coj| †K Rv‡b GB gyn~‡Z© †Kv_vq †m,
ivRavbx †_‡K KZUv `~‡i|
mvB‡K¬vbUvi Rb¨ KvR K‡iwb †iwWI, K‡b©j RywWqvàvi m‡½
†hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z bv cvivi †mUvB KviY| bvwK †gRi wc‡Kvi gZ
172 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
Zuv‡KI wKWb¨vc Kiv n‡q‡Q? Kjw¤^qvb WªvM jW© I †gw·Kvb
gvwdqv‡ì wek¦vm †bB, Zviv me cv‡i|
†QvU GKUv †jey-evMv‡b P‡j G‡m‡Q ivbv| I¸‡jv a‡i a‡i
DcZ¨Kv †_‡K Xvj †e‡q Dci w`‡K DV‡Q| e„wó‡Z wf‡R big
n‡q Av‡Q gvwU, mn‡RB AvUKv‡”Q eyU| GKUv †eov I †M‡Ui
mvg‡b P‡j Gj| DcZ¨Kvi cv‡k cvnvox Xvj AviI Lvov
Gw`‡K| Xv‡j cÖPzi cv_i| wKQy wKQy †SvcI Av‡Q| AviI
Dciw`‡K ïi“ n‡q‡Q ebf~wg| Z‡e †ewk`~i `„wó P‡j bv, Kzqvkvq
XvKv c‡o Av‡Q|
Pviw`K wb¯—ä| GKUz evZvmI †bB|
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A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e I‡K| evgw`‡K kã nIqvq w¯’i n‡q †Mj
ivbv| A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| GKUv wSuwS †W‡K DVj| Av‡iKUv|
Zvici GKm‡½ A‡bK¸‡jv| Kvb G‡Kev‡i Svjvcvjv K‡i
Qvoj|
Kzqvkvi Avovj wb‡q fvOv Wvjcvjv I AvjMv cv_‡i cv
†d‡j hZUv cviv hvq mveav‡b G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv| I‡K †`‡L
`yÕGKUv cvwL Gw`K Iw`K QyUj| gv_vi Dci w`‡q GK SuvK
†ZvZv D‡o †Mj| gvwU‡Z c‡o _vKv giv Mv‡Qi Mv‡q MZ© Ki‡Q
wbtm½ KvV‡VvKiv|
g„`y evZvm ïi“ n‡jv| cvnvox Xvj †_‡K m‡i hv‡”Q Kzqvkv,
nVvr ˆZwi duv‡Ki wfZi bZzb w`‡bi cÖ_g Av‡jv †`Lv †Mj|
ivbvi wcQ‡b I bx‡P †jvKRb †PuPv‡gwP Ki‡Q| Ii Abycw¯’wZ
RvbvRvwb n‡q †M‡Q|
Lvwj †Pv‡LB Bswjk K‡b©jÕm c‡q‡›Ui eviv›`vUv †`L‡Z cv‡”Q
ivbv| gv‡m©bvwi‡ì wjWvi †ewb‡Uv i‡q‡Q ILv‡b, `yRb †jvK‡K
DcZ¨Kvi `yÕcv‡k cvVvevi Av‡M nvZ †b‡o wb‡`©k w`‡”Q| †hb
Awb”Qvm‡Ë¡I iIbv n‡jv †jvK `yRb, nuvUvi MwZ gš’i|
Kzqvkv †bB, †Pv‡L webwKDjvi Zz‡j DcZ¨Kvi Dci †PvL
eyjvj ivbv, †MvUv GjvKvi g¨vc ˆZwi Ki‡Q g‡bi ci`vq,
cÖ‡qvR‡bi mgq hv‡Z PvB‡jB g‡b Ki‡Z cv‡i †Kv_vq Kx
Av‡Q|
cÖ_‡g †jey-evMvb mn evwoUv| Zvici †MvjvNi, Uª¨v±i
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†mLv‡b|
ivbvi bx‡P †Niv IB RwgUv‡K mvM‡ii evZvm †_‡K Avovj
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w`‡K| MZ iv‡Zi So cy‡iv evMvbUv‡K jÊfÊ K‡i †i‡L †M‡Q|
Kjv evMv‡bi ci Av‡iKUv †N‡mv Rwg| †mUvi wcQ‡b,
Uª¨vKUvi Wvbw`‡K, eo GKUv km¨ †LZ, AvKv‡i cÂvk GK‡ii
Kg bq| AviI wcQ‡b Mv‡Qi mvwi, Zvici AviI A‡bK †LZ,
†mB eû `~i nvBI‡qi bvMvj †c‡q †M‡Q|
†ewb‡Uvi cvVv‡bv †jvK `yRb Av‡¯—-ax‡i DV‡Q| Zv‡ì‡K
wb‡q wPwš—Z bq ivbv| †Svc I Mv‡Qi Avovj wb‡q bx‡P bvg‡Z
bvg‡Z fvj GKUv cwRkb LyR u ‡Q I| cÖvPxi-Gi cÖv‡š— †cuŠ‡Q
†`Lj euvKv n‡q †M‡Q IUv| XvjUv meUzKz †`L‡Z †c‡Z n‡j
Avovj †Q‡o cÖvPx‡ii gv_vq D‡V em‡Z n‡e| µj K‡i †QvU
GKUv wUjvi P~ovi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv, †hLvb †_‡K XvjUv A‡bK
`~i ch©š— †`L‡Z cv‡e|
GKUv cv_‡ii Avov‡j e‡m †Pv‡L webwKDjvi Zz‡j XvjUv
cix¶v Ki‡Q ivbv| †Kv_vI †KvbI †mw›Uª iv‡Lwb †ewb‡Uv| ivbvi
174 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
wek MR evgw`‡Ki †Svç‡jvq wKQy dzj dy‡U‡Q| GKUv
nvwgsevW©, †jRmn wZb BwÂ j¤^v, wc‡Vi cvjK cvbœv meyR, GK
dzj †_‡K Av‡iK dz‡j Ny‡i †eov‡”Q Ñ j¤^v †VuvU w`‡q gay Lvevi
mgq †f‡m _vK‡Q k~‡b¨|
wUKvjvi K_v g‡b Gj Ii|
`k wgwbU ci `~‡i GKUv bovPov aiv coj †Pv‡L| AviI
cuvP wgwbU cvi n‡Z eomo Av‡gwiKvb †dvi-ûBj-WªvBf †÷kb
Iq¨vMb-Gi AvK…wZUv †Pbv †Mj| IUvi wcQy wb‡q Avm‡Q
GK‡Rvov j¨vÛ-†ivfvi, I¸‡jvi wcQ‡b wZb‡U Avwg©© UªvK|
KbfqUv axi MwZ‡Z DcZ¨Kvi Xvj †e‡q D‡V Avm‡Q| GK
ch©v‡q Kjv evMv‡bi wcQ‡b nvwi‡q †Mj IUv|
cuvP wgwbU ci Avevi D`q n‡jv ïay †÷kb Iq¨vMb|
Kbf‡qi evwK Mvwo i‡q †M‡Q KjvevMv‡bi wfZi †Kv_vI| Uª¨vK
†e‡q Ajm fw½‡Z DV‡Q †÷kb Iq¨vMb, ûBj a‡i WªvBwfs wm‡U
e‡m i‡q‡Qb K‡b©j GmKzBwUjv RywWqvàv|
†Pv‡L webwKDjvi _vKvq ivbv cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z †cj ùvZ w`‡q
GKUv Pzi“U Kvg‡o a‡i Av‡Qb K‡b©j RywWqvàv| Zuvi cv‡ki
wm‡U e‡m i‡q‡Q g¨vwi‡qUv|
†Pv‡Ïv
cv_‡ii Avovj †_‡K m‡i G‡m bx‡P bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv,
PvB‡Q evwoUv †_‡K I‡K †hb †KD †`L‡Z bv cvq| Avi GK
wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ †÷kb Iq¨vM‡bi Qv` evav m„wó Ki‡e, d‡j
ivbv‡K ZLb †`L‡Z cv‡eb bv K‡b©j RywWqvàv|
Zvovû‡ov K‡i bvg‡Z wM‡q ivbv wb‡Ri wec` bv †W‡K
Av‡b|
wÎk dzU bx‡P dz‡j Av‡Q cvnv‡oi Mv| GKUv Szj cv_i|
†mUvi Avovj †_‡K †ewi‡q Avmv ivB‡d‡ji e¨v‡ijUv wPb‡Z
cvij ivbv| Lye †ewk n‡j lvU †m‡KÛ mgq Av‡Q Ii nv‡Z, Zvi
g‡a¨B wKQy GKUv Ki‡Z n‡e| bvgevi MwZ bv Kwg‡q Wvbw`‡K
GKUz mij, I hv‡Z mivmwi Szj-cv_iUvi Dc‡i _v‡K| Ii Wvb
ey‡Ui bx‡P AvjMv n‡q †Mj †QvU GKUv cv_i, †mB m‡½ wcQ‡j
†Mj cv-I|
wb‡R‡K euvPvevi †Póv Kij ivbv| cZb †VKv‡bv m¤¢e bq
eyS‡Z †c‡i Szj-cv_iUvi wKbviv †_‡K kixiUv‡K †b‡g †h‡Z
w`j I| fvOv cuvR‡ii K_v g‡b c‡o †M‡Q, ILv‡b Avevi †PvU
†c‡j g‡iB hv‡e|
ivbvi mivmwi mvg‡bi c‡_ wm‡a n‡jv jvdvRv| †jvKUv
jvdvRv bv n‡q hvqB bv| Kuva w`‡q Zv‡K av°v w`j ivbv, †QvU
MZ© gZ †h RvqMvUvq jywK‡qwQj †mLvb cÖvq wnuP‡o †ei K‡i
Avbj| ivB‡djUv Qy‡U †Mj Zvi nvZ †_‡K| †ek LvwbK bx‡P
GKUv cv_‡i evwo †L‡q †mUvi euvU †f‡O †h‡Z †`Lj ivbv|
ci¯úi‡K Rwo‡q a‡i‡Q Iiv, mviv¶Y wcQjv‡”Q, KLbI L‡m
co‡Q bx‡P|
jvdvRvi nv‡Z wc¯—j †`Lj ivbv, GKUz euvKv K‡i a‡i
Av‡Q| Lc K‡i †mUvi e¨v‡ij a‡i †djj I, a‡i Ggbfv‡e
Sz‡j _vKj †hb IUv Qvov `ywbqvi †KvbI wKQyB i¶v Ki‡Z
cvi‡e bv I‡K|
176 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
wc¯—jUv `yR‡bB k³ K‡i a‡i‡Q, Z‡e wUªMvi i‡q‡Q
jvdvRvi nv‡Z| wcQ‡j †b‡g hv‡”Q `yRb, ZviB g‡a¨ a¯—vaw¯—
ïi“ n‡jv, †K Kvi KvQ †_‡K †K‡o wb‡Z cv‡i IUv| mvg‡b
GKUv †Svc coj| wb‡Ri cZb †VKvevi Rb¨ †mUv a‡i Sz‡j
coj jvdvRv|
ivbv _vg‡Q bv, Av‡Mi gZB †b‡g hv‡”Q wcQ‡j| wb‡Ri
cZb †VKvevi Rb¨ eva¨ n‡q I‡K †Q‡o w`j jvdvRv, nvZQvov
Ki‡Z n‡jv wc¯—jUvI|
AviI wKQy`~i wcQ‡j †QvÆ GKUv †Wvevq R‡g IVv cvwb‡Z
†b‡g Gj ivbv|
AvovAvwofv‡e coj ivbv †Wvevq, Pviw`‡K cvwb QjKvj,
µj K‡i D‡V G‡m wm‡a n‡”Q| GKUz U‡j IVvq c‡o hvIqvi
Dcµg Ki‡jI, cvK© Kiv †÷kb Iq¨vM‡bi e‡bU a‡i mvg‡j
wbj wb‡R‡K|
g¨vwi‡qUvi weùvwiZ †Pv‡L AvZ¼ †`L‡Z cv‡”Q ivbv| †eÂ
wmU †_‡K Suy‡K ìRv Ly‡j w`‡jb K‡b©j RywWqvàv| GK nv‡Z
a‡i g¨vwi‡qUv‡K wb‡Ri †Kv‡j Zz‡j wb‡jb, Zvici bvwg‡q
w`‡jb iv¯—vq; Zvici Aci nv‡Zi wc¯—jUv Zvi gv_vq ZvK
Ki‡jb, evg nvZ w`‡q Zvi Mjv †cuwP‡q a‡i †i‡L‡Qb|
g¨vwi‡qUvi †Pv‡L ZvKvj ivbv, Zvi e¨_v Nywmi gZ AvNvZ
Kij I‡K| gvmy` fvB‡K nZvk Kivi e¨_v IUv|
ivbv Rv‡b I-B wRZ‡e| WvBf †`‡e I, nv‡Zi wc¯—j ZvK
Kiv, Ii cÖ_g ¸wj RywWqvàvi ey‡K jvM‡e, wØZxqUv †ewi‡q hv‡e
Lywj dz‡Uv K‡i|
g¨vwi‡qUv gviv hv‡e, wKš‘ ivbv hv-B Ki“K bv †Kb gviv †m
hv‡eB| RywWqvàvi Avi †KvbI Kv‡R jvM‡e bv g¨vwi‡qUv; Zv
Qvov, A‡bK wKQy †R‡b †d‡j‡Q †m|
Ôwc¯—j †d‡jv!Õ ûKzg Kij K‡b©j RywWqvàv, ùv‡Zi duv‡K
aiv Pzi“U boj wK boj bv|
†g‡qUvi †Pv‡Li cvZvi bx‡Pi †Kv‡Y eo n‡Z ïi“ Kiv cvwbi
†dvUvq †iv` jvMj| Mfxi Kv‡jv `xwN‡Z ivbvi Rb¨ †e`bv R‡g
Av‡Q| fvjevmv, fvej ivbv| †g‡qiv Kx †evKv, ZvB bv, Zv bv
n‡j †ev‡S bv †Kb Kv‡K fvjevm‡Z †bB! I †hgb cÖ_g †_‡KB
Rv‡b, Ii †h †ckv, †mLv‡b mwZ¨Kvi fvjevmvi †KvbI ¯’vb
†bB| Ii WvBfUv n‡e Wvbw`‡K, RywWqvàvi wc¯—j Avi Ii
gvSLv‡b g¨vwi‡qUvi gv_v _vKvq Kvfvi cvIqv hv‡e|
Z‡e AviI GKUv c−¨vb ˆZwi n‡q Av‡Q ivbvi gM‡R, wKQy
A¼ I wKQy Abygv‡bi Dci wbf©i K‡i...
GLbB! wb‡R‡K wb‡`©k w`j ivbv| g¨vwi‡qUvi †Pv‡L †PvL
†i‡L nvmj I, Zvici †Q‡o w`j jvdvRvi wc¯—j| e¨v‡ijUv bywo
cv_‡i coj, bxie cwi‡e‡k avZe AvIqvRUv Lye †Rvivj †kvbvj
Kv‡b|
K‡b©j RywWqvàvi KÉ¯î KK©k n‡jI, weR‡qi Dj−vmI Pvcv
_vK‡Q bv| ÔGgb †ivgvw›UK M`©f Lye KgB †`Lv hvq, wg÷vi
ivbv!Õ ejj †m| ÔAbwfÁ GK †g‡qi wPwV †c‡q GKUv †`‡ki
†mbvevwnbx, Kjw¤^qvb WªvM Kv‡U©j, gvwK©b I †gw·Kvb gvwdqvi
wei“‡× GKv hy× Ki‡Z P‡j G‡j?Õ
Awfkß †Kv‡Kb A¨vwW± wb‡Ri Avb›`-Dj−vm a‡i ivL‡Z bv
†c‡i L¨vK& L¨vK& K‡i †n‡m DVj: Ô†nB, weM em&! AvcwbB gv-
evc, weM em&! GB Aag jvdvRv‡K Avcwb AbygwZ †`‡eb, weM
mvi? IB kvjvi †bwo KzËvUv‡K GLbB Lyb Kwi?Õ
I‡ì Dciw`‡K, cvnvox Xv‡j ùvwo‡q _vKv wbKvi¨v¸qvb
gv‡m©bvwii w`‡K PU K‡i GKevi ZvKvj RywWqvàv, †Vuv‡U nvwm
wb‡q| Ônu¨v, wVK Av‡Q, I‡K Avwg †Zvgvi nv‡Z Zz‡j w`jvg|Õ
178 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
GLbI g¨vwi‡qUvi †Pv‡L †PvL †i‡L nvm‡Q ivbv| Xvj †e‡q
bvg‡Q jvdvRv, I‡K cvk KvUvj| B‡”Q Ki‡j Zv‡K ai‡Z cviZ
I, GKUv Kvfvi ˆZwi Kiv m¤¢e n‡j cvjvevi nq‡Zv Dcvq
†ewi‡q AvmZ| wKš‘ bv, GKUv c−¨vb a‡i KvR Ki‡Q ivbv|
wc¯—jUv ivbv Uª¨vK-Gi Dc‡i †d‡j‡Q| LvwbKUv bx‡P †b‡g
G‡m †mUv Kzwo‡q wbj jvdvRv| wm‡a n‡jv †m, A¯¿Uv ivbvi
w`‡K ZvK Kij|
wbtkã nvwmUv gy‡L a‡i †i‡L RywWqvàvi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv|
ÔeySjvg, UvKv Kvgvevi mva n‡q‡Q †Zvgvi, ZvB †`kUv‡K Zz‡j
w`”Q Kjw¤^qvb WªvM eëmvqx Avi gvwdqv‡ì nv‡Z| wKš‘
†gw·‡Kvq Kx KiwQ‡j Zzwg?Õ gv_v bvoj ivbv| ÔwbðqB Zzwg
†gw·Kvb †mbvevwnbxi mvnvh¨ PvB‡Z hvIwb?Õ
ÔcvMj bvwK!Õ †n‡m DVj e‡m‡ì em&, Kz¨-i bvqK K‡b©j
GmKzBwUjv RywWqvàv| ÔAvwg wM‡qwQjvg †gw·Kvb gvvwdqvi m‡½
Pzw³ Ki‡Z| I‡ì gva¨‡gB †Zv hy³iv‡óª †Kv‡K‡bi Pvjvb
cvVv‡bv n‡e|Õ
ivbvi gy‡Li nvwm GZUzKz ¤−vb n‡”Q bv, g¨vwi‡qUv‡K †evSv‡Z
PvB‡Q mvn‡mi †KvbI Afve †bB Ii, Ii gZ Zv‡KI mvn‡mi
cwiPq w`‡Z n‡e| Avi †ewk †`wi †bB| GK wgwbU, `yB wgwbU Ñ
e¨m, me wg‡U hv‡e| Z‡e †LjvUv wVK gZ †Lj‡Z n‡e|
Ôeyw× Av‡Q †Zvgvi,Õ RywWqvàv‡K ejj ivbv| ÔZ‡e GUv‡K
Avm‡j Kzeyw× e‡j| Avi Kzeyw×i dj KLbI fvj nq bv|Õ
ùv‡Z Pzi“U wb‡qB nvmj RywWqvàv| ÔcivwRZ bvq‡Ki
wdjmwd ïb‡Z fvj jvM‡Q bv|Õ
ivbvi wcQ‡b m‡i †M‡Q jvdvRv| ÔI †n, †bwo KzËv!Õ wLK&
wLK& K‡i nvmj †m| ÔZywg hw` evgw`‡K GKUz m‡i hvI, Zv n‡j
nq‡Zv my›ìx †jwWi c¨v‡›U †Zvgvi i³ jv‡M bv|Õ
Zvi B‡”Q c~iY Kij ivbv Ñ evg w`‡K `yB cv mij| nv‡mv,
g‡b Kwi‡q w`j wb‡R‡K|
Ôïf Kv‡R †`wi †Kb, weM em&?Õ wgbwZi my‡i Av‡e`b Rvbvj
jvdvRv| Zvi KzrwmZ nvwmi AvIqvR cv_‡i †j‡M cÖwZaŸwb
Zzj‡Q| ÔAvcwb AbygwZ w`‡j GLbB kvjvi †eUv kvjv‡K Dwo‡q
w`B...Õ
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K‡b©j RywWqvàv| Ô†Kv_vKvi †K gvmy` ivbv, IB e¨vUv‡K w`‡q
†Nvovi wWg Kx KvR n‡e Avgvi,Õ ejj †m, wc¯—j aiv nvZUv wbPz
Kij| Ônu¨v, K‡iv ¸wj|Õ
ivbvi nvwm †Kgb †hb e`‡j †Mj|
†mUv j¶ K‡i GK cj‡K nZwenŸj n‡q coj K‡b©j
RywWqvàv| gyLUv nuv n‡q hvIqvq L‡m coj Pzi“UUv| GB mgq
¸wj Kij jvdvRv| RywWqvàvi Kcv‡ji wVK gvSLv‡b jvj GKUv
MZ© ˆZwi n‡jv| e¨v‡j WvÝ-Gi K¬v‡m Avmv wk¶vbwe‡mi gZ
cvK †L‡Z wM‡q c‡o †Mj †m|
jvd w`‡q g¨vwi‡qUvi Kv‡Q †cuŠQvj ivbv, GK av°vq †Wvevq
†d‡j w`j Zv‡K| Zvi wcQy wb‡q WvBf w`j wb‡RI| coj wM‡q
Ii cv‡k|
I‡ì w`‡K gyL K‡i †Wvevq jvd w`j jvdvRvI, Z‡e K‡qK
wgUvi `~‡i| jvd †Ìqvi Av‡M RywWqvàvi wc¯—jUv Zz‡j Avb‡Z
†fv‡jwb| Quyoj †mUv, Lc K‡i jy‡d wbj ivbv|
RywWqvàv c‡o †M‡Q GK wgwbUI nqwb, †`Lv †Mj
KjvevMv‡bi Iw`K †_‡K †ewi‡q Uª¨vK a‡i Qy‡U Avm‡Q GKUv
Avwg© UªvK| †i‡Äi A‡bK evB‡i, ZviciI †÷kb Iq¨vM‡bi
Pvicv‡k G‡jvcv_vwo ivB‡d‡ji ¸wj Qyuo‡Z ïi“ Kij we‡`ªvnx
ˆmbïv|
180 gvmy` ivbvÐ366
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