The speaker tells their mother that they feel overwhelmed by their fame and career as an actor that started when they were only seven years old. While they are grateful for the opportunities and support from their family, the constant public attention and pressure makes them insecure and wish sometimes for a normal life without paparazzi. They hope their mother understands their feelings and don't want her to feel disappointed in them for sharing this.
The speaker tells their mother that they feel overwhelmed by their fame and career as an actor that started when they were only seven years old. While they are grateful for the opportunities and support from their family, the constant public attention and pressure makes them insecure and wish sometimes for a normal life without paparazzi. They hope their mother understands their feelings and don't want her to feel disappointed in them for sharing this.
The speaker tells their mother that they feel overwhelmed by their fame and career as an actor that started when they were only seven years old. While they are grateful for the opportunities and support from their family, the constant public attention and pressure makes them insecure and wish sometimes for a normal life without paparazzi. They hope their mother understands their feelings and don't want her to feel disappointed in them for sharing this.
Mom, there’s something I need to tell you. It’s, it’s hard for me to say.
The last thing I want to
do is disappoint you. You’re so kind and supportive of me. I love you so much. I’m, I’m just going to say it. No matter how hard it is for me to admit, because I love my life. But hon-hon- honestly sometimes wish I wasn’t famous! Acting is an amazing thing. Most people would love to be me. It just tires me out so much. Starting at seven– I don’t think that was meant to be my path. I had an idea when I was younger, and you were amazing to let me follow it. But I was seven! I didn’t know all of the pressure that it would be. Again, the last thing I want to do is disappoint you. You’re my role model, my hero, my everything. Sometimes I’m scared I won’t be enough like you when I grow up. It’s just that I feel so insecure and overwhelmed. People always stopping and staring. Taking pictures of me, invading my privacy. Not feeling comfortable in my own skin. I just want me, myself and I. Not surrounded by paparazzi and obsessive fans. Sometimes I just wish for a normal life! I know that sounds selfish, I mean, I have everything. Money, designer clothes, loving family. I shouldn’t ask for more. But, I’m technically asking for less. I love all the fun trips and traveling, and this loving and kind family, I just don’t think a sixteen-year-old should be held to such high expectations. I love you. Thank you for always being there for me. I hope you understand.