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Soft Blues
Soft Blues
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I need. To.
Remember. How.
To. Have fun.
Again.
The rest. Is secondary.
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I. Am certain. That.
There is. Many a person.
Who. Would look. At me.
And say.
“He is the devil.”
As there. Are. A few people.
Who. Would look. At me.
And say.
“He is an angel.”
And I. Am certain. That.
I am both.
I do. Apologize though.
To those. That. Know.
The former self.
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I want. To feel.
The hypnotic madness.
Of love.
After all.
Is. That. Not.
What dancing is.
At its. Core?
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The earth.
Inside me.
Folds. His broken wings.
In tire.
The birds. Rest.
They cannot.
Sing today.
They cannot.
Fly. Today.
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You see.
The scars. That strain. My knees.
You don’t. Say a word.
Instead. You touch. My joints.
At the back. Of my legs.
Where they fold.
You say.
You don’t want. My scars.
You want to. Touch. The hidden.
Where I fold.
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You say.
You. Love. Me.
And.
I breathe.
Again.
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Someone doesn’t.
Have to. Be.
Speaking.
To you.
For you. To.
Listen. To them.
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I always. Wanted.
To travel.
So. I decided.
To feel.
Everything.
On this train.
And boy.
What a journey.
This life thing.
Really is.
- An endless. Vacation.
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In my opinion. Poetry.
Is. Quite a violent. Art form.
It’s. Not. About.
How you can drain.
Your. Feelings. On a piece.
Of paper.
Rather. Just how deep.
You. Dig the tip. Of.
Your pen. Into. Your soul.
And the last time. I checked.
Stabbing anything. With.
A sharp. Pointed edge.
Was act. Of true violence.
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Hurray. Hurrah!
What courage!
What strength!
You. Possess.
To.
Always choose. To.
Feel things.
What bravery!
Hurray. Hurrah!
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I used. To.
Want. To.
Be very. Provocative.
With my words.
Though. That. Is.
Not what. I strive for.
Anymore.
I.
Want.
To simply be.
More human.
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I disliked. You.
So much.
Until.
I.
Became you.
Now. I like you.
And dislike me.
- The trade. Understanding brought.
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I gave up.
And now. You.
Are finally. Trying.
And I. Am. Finally tired.
- Absent.
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Lately I.
Look forward. To.
My. Failures.
More than. My. Success.
I’m yet to decipher.
If that’s. A good.
Or bad. Thing.
But. At least the failures. Are. More common.
I can. Count on them. More.
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I heard that.
Somewhere. Out there.
In the. Same location.
There’s. An airport.
Right next. To a. Jail.
The irony. How someone. Flies.
To the sky.
As another. Next to them.
Falls to. Rock bottom.
- I am. Next to you. In jail. You. Are next to me. On a
plane.
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I pray. I never.
Find out. How.
To open it.
- A can of worms. For. A starving bird. To feed on.
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It is. Both. A.
Beautiful. And tragic. Thing.
To care.
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My best. Work.
Has been. Done.
Under the influence.
Out. Of. My mind.
This. Is one.
Of my. Bigger. Regrets.
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I try. To speak.
About you.
Our awful. Experiences.
Of each other.
Over. And over again.
But my. Tongue.
Ties up. Twists around.
Holds me. At a pause.
And I. Always. Always.
Vomit silence.
But. I’ll try. Again right. Now.
Here it goes …
…
…
…
<sigh>
Uhmm …
…
…
…
<sigh>
…
…
…
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It is. A. Chaotic.
Act of rebellion.
To seek.
Peace.
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Your heart!
That Is.
The softest place.
I have. Ever.
Laid my head.
It is. Also.
The most threatening.
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This. Is what.
Art is.
Fresh. Air.
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We were. So competitive.
That we. Competed.
Against the. Sun.
Seeing. Who could.
Burn brighter.
And. Set faster.
Sadly.
We won.
- But we forgot. How to rise again. So. I guess. It beat us.
Instead.
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Shit!
- That’s it. That’s the poem.
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Be happy. That.
You found. Something.
In here. That.
Even I couldn’t.
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So many colors.
In front. Of me.
This. Itself.
Is. A blessing.
The fact.
That.
I can see them.
The fact.
That.
I can feel. Them.
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I used to think.
That. Passion.
Is something. That.
Burns aggressively.
No matter. What.
But I. Have learnt.
That sometimes.
Once a while.
The fire. Burns out.
You need. To.
Click those stones.
Again.
- Manual.
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Maybe I. Shouldn’t.
Take. The roads.
That go.
South. East. North. Or West.
Nor left or right. Up or down.
Perhaps. I.
Should only take.
The road.
That goes.
Inwards.
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