The song is about feeling like a "creep" and "weirdo" because the singer is in love with someone who makes them feel inadequate and not good enough. They wish they were "special" like the person they admire from afar, but instead feel out of place and as if they don't belong when around them. The lyrics express a desire for control, perfection, and to be noticed or cared about in return.
The song is about feeling like a "creep" and "weirdo" because the singer is in love with someone who makes them feel inadequate and not good enough. They wish they were "special" like the person they admire from afar, but instead feel out of place and as if they don't belong when around them. The lyrics express a desire for control, perfection, and to be noticed or cared about in return.
The song is about feeling like a "creep" and "weirdo" because the singer is in love with someone who makes them feel inadequate and not good enough. They wish they were "special" like the person they admire from afar, but instead feel out of place and as if they don't belong when around them. The lyrics express a desire for control, perfection, and to be noticed or cared about in return.
Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here She's running out the door (run) She's running out She run, run, run, run Run Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here I don't belong here