Who would have thought I would ever be writing to you of all people.

Besides the point, lets back track a little bit to when we were younger,
back then I hated braiding my hair, then this one time aunty tina was
attempting to braid my hair (we had just finished watching lion king)
and I was screaming my ass off just cuz I didn’t want to braid my hair,
can you remember what you did? You roared and said “leave my sister
alone” everyone immediately busted into laughter, back then it was
just a cute act, but to me it showed that someone cared. I remember
when I was friends with some judgemental people whose names I
would not be mentioning but I’m sure you know who I’m talking about,
anyways I was best of friends with them and one night I asked you to
describe me (I would never forget that night), you looked me in the
eyes and straight up told me that you didn’t like who I had become, you
said that I had become judgemental, you said so many other things that
night, but that is what really stuck to me. After that night I went back to
school the other day with hopes on becoming a better person, but the
point is that you were the reason I wanted to become a better person if
not for that night I don’t know how I would be like right now. Thank you
so much for that.
Can you remember when you asked me why I look at you like “you
are destroying your life”? it was when you were in SS1 I think, I’m not
sure, I can’t remember what I said but I’m sure it was not the truth. The
truth is that I’m so jealous of how you live your life just the way you
want to, with no worries, no stress, you just go with the flow and you
love it so much. Sometimes I wish that is how I live my life too with “no
worries”. Eseosa I don’t think you know how much you impact my life.
You actually inspire me if you haven’t gotten by now, you are the
perfect example of an elder brother. You always support me when I
need you, you have had my back so many times than I can count and
you never fail to put me in my place when needed.
 I love you Eseosa and I don’t think you know how much, but I really
do. You turn a year older and I pray that you see many many more to
come, because the world would be boring without You. My advice to
you is that you never stop being you, live your life just the way you
want to, without any one’s judgement because no one’s judgement is
important when it comes to your life, it is yours not theirs.
Stay blessed G
XOXO Suwa.