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Novel By Kuttan
1996 October 07, Monday 9.30 AM @ Choice Computer Institute,

Sreekrishnapuram
Rm³ Iw]}SÀ ¢mÊnë tNÀ¶ Znhkw, AhÄ Hê amemJsbt]mse Fsâ ap¶neqsS
ISìt]mbn. AhÄ Bsc¶Ã? KoX So¨À; Fsâ PohnXw Xs¶ amänad¨ hnizkpµcn.
B!!! Fs¶ ædn¨p ]dªnÃ AsÃ!!! Rm³ I®³; IÅI®\Ãs«m! hbÊv 26, Zp_mbnÂ
tPmen sN¿pì. Cu kw`hw \Sçt¼mÄ F\nçv {]mbw 19. {]mb¯nsâ FÃm
æê¯tISpIfpw DÅ Imew. AXmbXv hmWaSn, Pm¡n]cn]mSn, æfnko³ ImWÂ CXymZn
hn{InbIÄ DÅImew.
{ioIrjvW]pcw F¶ {]im´kpµcamb kvYew; (æd¨p hÀj§Äç ap¼p cmPtk\³

{ioIrjvW]pcs¯ædn¨v Hê]Sw FSp¯n«p BsI \mdnb kw`hw AdnbatÃm) \Sn
\KvabpsS ]qänse aZPew hoé ê]qbnãambbnSw. HmSægÂhmb\¡mêw, N¡apebpw
sImgp¯Nńbpw æep¡n \Sç¶ tKm]nIamêw hnekp¶kvYew. AhnsS Xr¸qÀ a\
F¶ t]êtI« \¼qXncn CÃ¯mé Rm³ P\n¨Xv. AÑ³ IrjvW³ \¼qXncn hfsc
IÀÈ\ambmWv Fs¶ hfÀ¯nbXv. Hätam³ F¶]cnKW\sbmìw F\nçIn«nbnê¶nÃ.
AXpImcWw In«p¶ tN³skmìw (hn{InbIÄ) Rm³ Hgnhm¡nbnê¶nÃ.
tImtfPv ]T\¯ns\m¸w Aåw Iw]}SÀ ]T\hpw BImsaìsh¨mWv AÑ³ Fs¶

AhnsS tNÀ¯Xv. AtXmsS Fsâ Xtesegp¯v Xs¶ amdn. C³Ìnä}«nÂ sN¶v
tKm]oIrjvW³ kmdpambn kwkmcn¨ncnçIbmbnêì Rm³. AhÄ, KoX So¨À
Hmôknte¡v Ibdnhì. ]cnWb¯nse A©p ic§fpw FìXpS§p¶ Km\w
Chsfædn¨v FgpXnbXmtWm Fì tXm¶nt]mbv. A{Xçv at\mlcnbWhÄ; A¯n¸gw
t]mes¯ NppIÄ, X¡fn¸gw t]mse XpSp¯ IhnfnWIÄ sNdnb s]mSnaoi, DebmsX
DSbsX DbÀì\nÂçì apeIÄ, Benesçm¯ hbÀ, s]cnbmdnÂ ImWmdpÅ
Npgnt]mÂ Bg¯nepÅ s]m¡nÄægn Xw¼pêt]mes¯ \nXw¼w sam¯¯nÂ Hê
aÚphmcyÀ ep¡v. CXmWv bYmÀ° kuµcyw. Fsâ \m¡nÂshÅaqdn sI¨pI®³
XebpbÀ¯nIgnªnêì So¨sdIv A´whn«nê¶ Fs¶ tKm]oIrjvW³ kmÀ
X«nhnfn¨p, Is®s\´m ChnsSsbmìatÃ?.... So¨À Fs¶t\m¡n HìNncn¨p,
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kmÀ Fs¶ So¨À¡v ]cnPbs¸Sp¯ns¡mSp¯p, CXv I®³; IrjvW³ Xnêta\nbpsS
tam\m.. So¨dpsS ¢mÊnteçÅXm.... Hê {]tXyI ]cnKW\sImSpt¯mfp....
So¨À Ft¶bpw Iq«n¢mÊnteç\Sì. So¨À a¶nepw Rm³ ]n¶nepamWv \S¶Xv AhÄ

\Sç¶Imgv¨ HìImtWXpXs¶. cpænIfpw sh«nsXdn¸n¨v DÅ B \S¯w;
]\¦pet]mepÅ saSªn« XeapSn cp ænIfnepw Xmf¯nÂ amdnamdn ASn¨pÅ B
\S¯w sÈm!!! Fsâæ® jÍnXpf¡m³ XpS§n. ]ns¶ ho«nÂ h¶v So¨sd HmÀ¯v Hê
InSne³ hmWw hn«Xnë tijta Ah³ AS§nbpÅp.
BZyZnhks¯ ¢Êp hmbt\m¡nbpw shÅand¡nbpw (Ifbm³ ]änbnÃ) aäpw Ignªp.

sshIo«p _ÊnÂ tPymXnbpsS ænç ]nSn¨pw {]oXnsb Pm¡n sh¨pw hosS¯n. ]Sn¸pc
IS¶v sX¡nWnhgn AIt¯m«pIbdn \Spapä¯n\cnIneqsS AS¡fbnse¯nbt¸mÄ
IImgv¨!! ImcykvY³ i¦p®n \mbcpw hmÃy¡mcn Pm\Inbpw ]ckv¸cw sI«n¸nSn¨p
\nÂçì. \bÀ HêssIsImv Pm\InbpsS ape cpw ]nSn¨p Ii¡pIbpw H¸wXs¶
AhfpsS Nppcpw Xsâ hbne¡n ¨¸pIbpw asä ssIsImv Ipn ]nSnäÀ¯p¶p.
\Ã Hcp hmWaSn¡pÅ kvsIm¸pÅXpsImp Rm³ AhnsS ]Xp§nbncp¶p cwKw

ho£n¡³ XpS§n. i¦p®n P\InbpsS »uÊqcn amän du¡¡papIfneqsS AhfpsS ape
AaÀ¯n ]ngnªp. P\InbpsS N¡apebpw XSnÏpnbpw Fsâ Ip«s\ H¶pIqSn
DWÀ¯n. (KoXbpsS IpnIpep¡nbpÅ \S¯hpw aäpw IcWw Ah³ AsÃ¦nÂ Xs¶
I®oscmgp¡³ XpS§nbncp¶p) Rm³ ]Xps¡ Fsâ Ip«s\ shfnbnÂ FSp¯p sXmen
sasåm«pw Iogvs]m«pw Dcn¡³ Bcw`n¨p. Ah³ Imcncn¼pt]mse _ew sh¨p Fsâ
I¿nencp¶p XpÅn. i¦p®n tImWIagn¨pamän Xsâ Ip®sb ]pds¯Sp¯p, Pm\InbpsS
du¡ Agn¨pamän ape cpw ]pds¯Sp¯p N¸m³ XpS§n. \Ã cp apgp¯
shÅcn¡t]mepÅ apeIÄ, tÈm Fsâ Ip® Cs¸m iÀ²n¡pw. F¶nse Ipdp¡sâ
_p²n DWÀ¶p. Ct¸mÄ Chsc It¿msS ]nSn¨mÂ Nnet¸mÄ `mhnbnÂ Ft´¦nepw
KpWapmtb¡pw. Rm³ ASp¡fbnte¡v s]s«ì IbdnsNì. Fs¶ IXpw AhÀ
cpt]cpw BsI hncp. XpWnsbÃw hmcnsbSp¡m³ _±s¸Sp¶ AhscIp F\n¡p
NncnbS¡\bnÃ F¦nep Kuchw \Sn¨psImp AÑ³ IcyØ³ ascmSp s]cpamdp¶
s]mse R³ AhscmSp KÀPn¨p. F´m FhnsS sN¿ps¶ ??
As¿m sshIo«p Im¸nsS IqsS N¡s¨mf hÀ¡p¶ Icyw sNmZn¡pIbbncps¶... i¦pWn
t]Sn¨p hnd¨psImp adp]Sn ]cªp. XpWn Agn¨ns«mmsWm N¡s¨mf hd¡ps¶...
ssasc F¶p ]dªpsImp R³ i¦p®nbpsS sNInS¯p Hsc®w sImSp¯p. AbmfpsS
I®nÂ s]m¶o¨ ]mdn. F¶n«p R³ Pm\InbpsS s\sc Xncnªp. \m«pImÀs¡ÃhÀ¡pw
\o sNmf hdp¡m³ sImSp¡psamSo IqX¨nsamsf.? As¿m CÃ X{¼m.... Hcp A_±w
]änbXsW AÑs\mSp ]dbsÃ.. hÃy{¼m³ AdnRR ASnbsâ ]Wn s]mIpw. X{¼m³
Ip«n¡p F´p shW¨mepw Xcmw.
Dw ..i¦p®nbpsS s\sc XncnRp R³ ]dªp.. IS¶p s]m ChnSp¶p. saenÂ ASp¡f

]ckcs¯§m\pw ImÂ \nsâ ap«pImep XÃnsbmSn¡pw ]«nIgpshdn sams\.. Ah³
appw hmcnNpän HmSn.. Rm³ Pm\InbpsS ASps¯¡p \o§n \n¶p. AhepsS apebnÂ
H¶p R¡n. Dw… F´m X{¼ sXm¶ymkw Im\n¡ps¶.. AhÄ sImRvNnsImp
samgnªp. ^m!.. ]qdn samsf i¦p®n N¸ps¼mÄ FhnsSbmbncps¶Sn \nsâ sXm¶ymkw.
As¿m X{¼m NqShsÃ Rm³ shcpsX ]cªXsÃ.
B ]ns¶ Cu X{¼¶phnfn FÃmcpsSbpw ap¼nÂ aXn. Bcpw CÃmXs¸m Ip«ms¶m

I®ms¶m hnfn¨maXn. AXm F\n¡nãw. As¿m X{¼.. AÃ Ip«m ASnb\p A§ns\
Hs¡ hnfn¡sam.. Rm³ H¶pIqsS AhfpsS ASpsX¡p \n¶psImp Ahsf ]Xps¡
Fs¶mSp sNÀ¯n AaÀ¯n ¸nSn¨p. Fsâ Ipe¨p I¼nbSnNncp¶ Ip®Ip«³ AhfpsS
\áamb hbänÂ X«n. AhÄ Hcp ioÂ¡cs¯msS Fs¶ hcnªp apdp¡n.. Fsâ Ip«s\
C¶p icn¡pw R³ kpJn¸n¡p¶pp… Rm³ AhfpsS NppIÂ Fsâ hmbne¡n
\pWbm\pw Hcp I¿mÂ AhepsS Ipn ]nSnNaÀX\pw XpS§n. AhÄ Fsâ Ip®sbSp

]Xps¡ hmWaSn¡³ XpS§n. AhfpsS hmbnÂ\n¶pw Aåw Xp¸seSp¯p Fsâ
Ip®bnÂ sX¨psImp hminsbmsS AhÄ F\n¡p hmWaSnNp X¶p. Blp .. Blv
Fs¶Ãw ]cªpsImp R³ Rcn]ncnsImp. So¨sd. Bhp So¨dpsS same Blv
So¨dpsS Ipn.. Bmlv ASn So¨sd BªSn¨pXm So¨sd.. Fsâ a\Ênes¸mÄ apgph\pw
KoXSo¨dmbncp¶p. Pm\InbpsS Øm\¯p So¨dWp hmWaSn¨p Xcp¶sX¶p
HmÀ¯psImp Rm³ Fsâ Ipn aps¶m«Rp sImp AhÂ¡p hmWaSn¡m³
]mI¯n\p \n¶psImSp¯p. io{LkvIe\w Fsâ Hcp {]iv\abXn\Â F\n¡p
A[nIs\cw ]nSn¨p\nÂ¡\bnÃy. Fsâ shSnXocmdmbn. Rm³ AhfpsS ape cpw
AaÀ¯n Ii¡n sImp Fsâ ]mseÃw AhfpsS s]m¡nfnÂ Hgn¨p.
shÅw s]mbs¸m ]ns¶ F\n¡p BsI Hcp N½embn. R³ F´p sN¿Wsa¶p

AdnbsX \nÂ¡ps¼mÂ Pm\In Fsâ IhnfnÂ Hcp D½X¶psImp ]dªp, CsXm¶pw
A{X Icya¡. Ip«sâ Cu {]ivs\ms¡ Pm\Inb½ icnbm¡nXcp¶pp. cm{XnbnÂ
apdnbnse¡p hcmw. ChnsS \n¶mÂ Nnes¸mÄ {]iv\aIpw Ip«³ s]mbns¡mfp. Bs«
FXp So¨sd Ipdn¨ Ip«³ ]dbp¶pbncpt¶.. So¨sd¡pdn¨p tNmZn¨s¸mÄ R³ H¶p
N½n.. ]ns¶ AhfpsS apebnÂ H¶p R¡nsImp ]dªp AsXms¡ ]ns¶ ]dbmw ..
cm{XnbnÂ hcps¼mÄ. Rm³ AhnSp¶pw s]s«¶p Fsâ apdnbntet¡mSn.
6aWn¡p Ipfnko³ ]nSn¡m³ s]mIm³ sdUnbmbn ]«mfw Fs¶ hnfn¡m³ h¶p.

hmWaSnbpw Pm\Inb½bpsS Du¼epw ImcWw £oWnX\mb F\n¡p Ipfnko³ ImWm³
s]mIm³ Hcp Xåv]cyhpw Dmbncp¶nÃ. ]ns¶ ]nsÅcpsS \nÀ_Ôw ImcWw s]mbn
F¶p am{Xw.. A¼eIpf¯nÂ s]®p§Â \nc¶ncp¶p. R§Ä ]Xps¡ BWp§fpsS
IShnÂ Cd§n. H¶p sNdpXbn dun«p \oń h¶p tkm¸psX¨p ]nSn¸n¡³
XpS§nbs¸mf\p tPymXnbpw A½ \fn\nbpw IqSn Ipfn¡³ h¶Xp. tPymXn Fs¶ Ip
H¶p Nncn¨p. (Hcp atäse Nncn, _ÊnÂ Ipn¡p ]nSn¨Xp ckn¨p F¶Xn\pÅ
kqN\bbncp¶p AXv)
tPymXn ]Xps¡ »uÊqcn ]n¶se ]mhmSbpw F¶n«p \fn\nsN¨n¡p \\¡m\mbn C«p

sImSp¯p. Cs¸mÄ AhfpsS shjw {_bpw ASn¸mhmSbpw. AhÄ ]Xps¡
shÅ¯nse¡p Cd§n H¶p ap§n \oÀ¶p. \\sªm«nb AhfpsS {_m Xpf¨p \n¡p¶
ape¡®pIÄ Fsâ XfÀ¶ Ip®sb H¶pIqsS I¼nbm¡n. Ipf¯nÂ \ndsb
Bfp¡mcpbXn\mÂ Rm³ Acs¡ms¸w shÅ¯nÂ Cd§n \n¶p.
tPymXn Hcp sÌ¸pIqsS Ibdn \n¶p. Cs¸mÄ AhfpsS \\ª ASn¸mhmSbneqsS

Idp¯sjÍn Iqd¨p IqsS sXfnªp ImWmw. AhÄ skms¸SpXp taeptX¡³ XpS§n.
tUmhv skm¸nsâbpw Im¨nb \sÃ®bpsSbpw \dpaWw Fsâ aq¡neSn¨s¸mÄ Ipe¨p
sImSn¼ncnsImÅp¶ Fsâ Ip® BsI shdn]qp hnd¨p sh«nXpÅn. Rm³ Ahs\
]Xps¡ ]pdt¯s¡Sp¯p sXmen Iogvt¸m«p sXmen¨p hWaSn¡m³ Bcw`n¨p. AXp
a\ÊnÃ¡nbns«¶h®w tPymXn H¶qsS Xncnªp \n¶p AXv Fs¶ H¶pIqsS I¼nb¡n.
Rm³ shÅ¯neqsS Dufnbn«p s]®p§fpsS IShnse¡p \o§n. Fsâ

hchpa\Ênem¡nb sPymXn Igps¯mfw shÅ¯nÂ Cd§n\n¶p. Rm³ Dufnbn«p
AhfpsS ASps¯¯n. ]Xps¡ AhfpsS Ipn cpw ]nSnäÀ¯n. ASn¸mhS
saåvs]m«ps]m¡n hes¯I¿p AhfpsS jvVn¡pÅneqsS IS¯n AhfpsS A¸¯nÂ
sasÃ H¶aÀ¯n. AhÄ BsI Ima]chibmbn cpImepIÄ sImpw Fs¶
hcnªaÀ¯n. Rm³ Fsâ apJw AhfpsS aWnsN¸n\Sp¸n¨p H¶p aW¯pt\m¡n.
shÅ¯nembXn\Â {]tXyIn¨paWsam¶pw In«nbnÃ. F¶ncp¶mepw BÀ¯ntbmsS
Rm³ AhnsSasI ISn¨p hen¨p. AhnSps¯ tcmacmPnIfnÂ Rm³ hnctemSn¨p. AhÄ
Fsâ Xe AhfpsS tbm\nbnse¡p H¶qsS ]nSnäÀ¯n izmkw ap«p¶Xn\mÂ
shÅ¯n\SnbnÂ A[nIs\cw InS¡m³ F\n¡mbnÃ Rm³ Ipd¨p ]n¶nse¡p Dufnbn«p
]ns¶ s]m§n H¶pcp XhW izmkw FSp¯p hopw tPymXnbpsS ASps¯¡p
Dufnbn«p \o§n. Rm³ AhfpsS ]qdnXfpIfnÂ RcSn. ]ns¶ ]Xps¡ s]m§n AhfpsS
apeIÄ ]nSnäÀ¯n. ]ns¶ AhsfsImp Fsâ Ip® ]nSn¸n¨p. shÅ¯nebXn\mepw
thtdbpw BfpIfpÅXn\mepw A[nIsam¶pw F\n¡p sN¿m\mbnÃy. F¶mepw Ahsf
sImp Ipd¨p hmWaSn¸nt¨ Rm³ AS§nbpÅp. As¸msg¡pw AhfpsS A½

(AhcmXn \fn\n) Ahsf hnfn¨p. AXn\mÂ s]m§nb Ip®bpambn XÂ¡mew F\n¡p
hncans¡n h¶p.
]ns¶ s]s«¶p Ipfn¨psIcn A¼e¯nÂ H¶p apJw ImWn¨p shKw ho«nses¡mSn.

Aås\cw \ÃIp«nbmbn ]Tn¡m\ncp¶p. ]s£ s{i² ]pØI¯nÂ sIµoIcn¡m³
F\n¡mbnÃy. a\Êp apgph\pw cm{Xn \S¡m³ s]mIp¶ Icy§fpw aäpambncp¶p kabw
FIsZiw 8 Bbt¸msg¡pw A½ DuWp Ign¡m³ hnfn¨p. Rm\pw sPyã\pw AÑ\pw
A^\pw Ccp¶p. Pm\In FÃmw sImph¶p sh¨p. A½bpw sNdnb½bpw DuWphnf¼n.
Ipd¨p hmcn Xn¶p Igns¨¶p hcp¯n Rm³ s]s«¶p Fgpt¶äp. \osc apdnbnÂ s]mbn
InS¶p. ]XnhnÃmsX t\scs¯ InS¶Xn\mÂ A½ Xsg\n¶p hnfn¨p sNmZn¨p.
F´p ]än I®m? F´m DuWpmIgn¡ sª?
F\n¡p \Ã kpJanÃ As½. sNdnb Hcp XeshZ\. \msf s\cs¯Fgpt¶äp ]Tnt¨mfw.
Rm³ ]pXs¸Sp¯p XeaqSn. Fsâ Ip«s\ shfnbnÂ FSp¯p H¶p emfn¨p. ]ns¶
sXm¶n Cs¸m shÅw IfªmÂ Pm\In h¶mÂ ]ns¶ H¶pw sN¿m³ ]änÃ.
AXpsImp Ahs\ hopw P«n¡pÅnÂ InS¯n. F¶mepw Ahs\ ]Xps¡ P«n¡p
apIfneqsS XgpIn sImp Rm³ ]Xps¡ A§ns\ ab§n.
Bscm Fs¶ sI«n¸nSn¡p¶Xps]mse sXm¶n. Rm³ R«nbpWÀ¶p. Bcm? Blvcm?

F´m sht? Fsâ IhnfnÂ Hcp NpSp \nizmkw. ]ns¶ Bscm sNhnbnÂ ]Xps¡
a{ń¨p.
Rm\m Ip«m Pm\In.
Pm\Insbm?
AsX Pm\In C¶p cm{Xn hcsa¶p Rm³ ]dªnsÃ.
Rm³ Athi]qÀÆw Ahsf ]pWÀ¶p. F¶n«p AhfpsS NppIÄ cpw Fsâ

hmbne¡n N¸n. {KlWn ]nSn¨ Ip«nIÄ N¡Iq«³ Is]mse Rm³ AhfpsS apJw
apgph³ BÀ¯nsbmsS \¡nXpS¨p. AhÄ Fs¶ hcnªpapdp¡n Fsâ NppIÂ
AaÀ¯nISn¨p. F¶n«p Fsâ apgn¨paän. P«n¡pÅnÂ \n¶pw Fsâ Ip«s\
]pcs¯Sp¯p. Ah³ As¸msg¡pw B\µm{ips]mgn¡m³ XpS§nbncp¶p ]Xps¡
F\n¡p hmWaSn¨p X¶p.
AÃ Cu hWaSn amt{X DtÅm AtXm shsdhÃXn\pw kvsIm¸psm?
AS§p Ip«m FÃän\pw Hmtcm kabapp.
AhÄ Fsâ P«nbpw Agn¨p aän. Cs¸m Fsâ sZl¯p BsI DÅXp ]qWqepw
AcªmNcSpw am{Xw. F¶n«p AhÄ kzbw AhfpsS Hmscm hkv{Xhpw Agn¨pamän,
\qÂ_Ùw s]mepanÃsX Fsâ taÂ Ibdn InS¶p. F¶n«p Fsâ Np¯pw Ihnf¯pw
NpSpNp¼§fmÂ IhnXsbgpXn. ]ns¶ ]Xps¡ Iosgm«p \o§n Fsâ hbä¯pw Iosg
\m`n¡pXsg scmacPnIÄXpS§p¶bnS¯pw D½sh¨p. ]ns¶ Ip®Ip«s\ ]ÃpX«msX
]Xps¡ hmbne¡n \pWbm\pw AsXmsSm¸w cp hncepIÄsImp k©n ]Xps¡
RcSnbpw Fs¶ As§ Aäw kpJn¸n¨p. AhfpsS \Ã DcapÅ \m¡mÂ Fsâ
Ip®Ip«sâ aIpSn AhÄ \¡nXpS¨p. Rm³ AXy[nIw Ima]chi\mbn AhfpsS Xe
Fsâ Ip®bnse¡p ]nSnäÀ¯n. Dw... Blv B... Bªq¼Sn Iq¯¨n samsf..
Fs¶ms¡ Rm³ ]n¨pw t]bpw ]csRmncp¶p. F\n¡p hcmdmsb¶p sXm¶n. Rm³
Fsâ Ipn Pm\In¡p Du¼m³ ]mI¯nÂ s]m¡nsImSp¯p. Fsâ shSn Xocmdmsb¶p
a\Ênemb AhÄ hminsbmsS Bªmªq¼n Fsâ Ip® apgph\pw AhfpsS sXm
hsc hngp§n.. H¸w Fsâ k©n]nSn¨p Xncp½m\pw.. Fsâ shSn XoÀ¶p. Hcp R«semsS
Rm³ AhfpsS hmbnse¡p Fsâ apgph³ Ip¶¸epw ]¼pNbvXp. Hä XpÅn s]mepw Xsg
s]mIsX AhÄ AXp apgph\pw IpSn¨p. Rm³ BsI XfÀ¶ncp¶p. am{XhpaÃ s]s«¶p
shÅw s]mbXn\mÂ BsI \ncmibpambn.
Pm\In Fsâ AcnInÂ InS¶psImp Fs¶ sI«n¸nSn¨p. Fsâ IhnfnÂ

H½sh¨psImp ]dªp. CXns\ms¡ C§ns\ hnjan¨msem? CsXms¡ amämhp¶

sNdnb {]iv\§sf DÅp. ]ns¶ AhÄ hop Fsâ Ip®sb ]nSn¨p XsemSm³ XpS§n.
F{X XfÀ¶ Ip®bmbmepw icn s]®nsâ Ic]cnemf\ In«nbÂ Ah³
DbÀs¯gps¶Â¡pw. Fsâ Ip«\pw hop Xes]m¡n. Pm\In Ahs\ ]nSn¨p hopw
hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n. Rm³ XSªp sImp ]dªp. sh Pm\p. F\n¡p hmWaSn¨Â
a{Xw s]mc H¶p ]®Ww. ]®p¶Xnsâ kpJw H¶p A\p`hn¡Ww. AhÄ Nncn¨p
sImp Fsâ apIfnÂ Ibdnbncp¶p. tÃiw Xp¸seSp¯p Fsâ Ip®saÂ ]pc«n. F¶n«p
Ipn s]m¡n Fsâ eKms\ AhepsS s\bv]qänse¡p XncpIn Ibän. »pw Fs¶mcp
iÐs¯msS Ah³ AhfpsS Xmacs]mbvIbnÂ Ibdn. AXn\pÅnse NqSpw hgphgp¸pw
Fsâ Ip«s¶ Imcncp¼p s]mse _esaz¸n¨p. Pm\In Fsâ saÂ Ibdnbncp¶p
sX§s]mXn¡phm³ XpS§n. AhÄ Ipnbn«p Acnb«p¶Xps]msÃ B«³ XpS§n. ]ns¶
Fgps¶«p I«nenÂ InS¶p. Fs¶mSp AhepsS apIfnÂ IbcnInS¡m³ Bhiys¸«p.
Rmm³ HäNm«¯n\p AhfpsS saÂIbdnInS¶p. AhÄ Fsâ Ip®sbSp«vlp AhepsS
]qänse¡p XncpIn Ibän. F¶n«p Fs¶mSp Ipn s]m¡m\pw Xmgv¯m\pw ]cªp. Rm³
Ipn s]m¡nbs¸mÂ Fsâ Ip® apgph\pw ]pd¯p Ducn s]m¶p. Pm\In Nncn¨psImp
]dªp. Abq C{X s]ms¡.. sl sl I¼n ]pØI§Ä hmbn¨ Adnth DÅp AsÃ.
Dw icnb¡n¯cmw. AhÄ hopw Fsâ Ip® AhfpsS ]qänses¡Sp¯p sh¨p. ]ns¶
Rm³ {i²n¨p ]Xps¡ s]m¡n s]m¡n ASn¨p. Ipd¨p s\cw A§ns\ ASn¨t¸mÄ
F\n¡p hÃ§p kpJn¨p. Rm³ AªmªSn¨p. AhÄ Hscm ioÂ¡mc§Ä
]pds¸Sphp¨p.
B Dw... Blv.. B Ip«mm. Fs¶ sImÃp. Blv Blv.. Fs¶ms¡ AhÄ ]pe¼nsImp
Fsâ ASn¡p DincpIq«n. Rm³ AhfpsS NppIÂ cpw N¸nIpSn¨p. apeIÄ
AaÀ¯n Ii¡n. ape¡®pIfnÂ ]Xps¡ ISn¨p hen¨p. AhÂ BsI I¼n ]qp
As¶ AaÀ¯n ]pWÀ¶p. Rm³ Fsâ ASnbpsS kv]oSpIq«n. Fsâ ASn¡\pkcn¨p
AhÄ AhfpsS Ipn s]m¡n¸nSn¨p. ]ns¶ cp ImepIÂ sImpw Fs¶ hcnªp
apcp¡n. Fsâ Npp ISnäÀ¯n. AhÄ¡p h¶p. AhfpsS ]qänse B aZPew D¡nb
hgphgp¸nÂ Fsâ Ip®Iv A\mbkw Ibdnbnd§n. Rm³ cpaq¶Sn IqSn BªSn¨p.
Fsâ Ip®bpw AhfpsS ]qänse¡p iÀ²n¨p. Rm³ Ipd¨p s\cw Ahs\ AhfpsS
]qänÂ Xs¶ sh¨p. ]ns¶ ]pdsXs¡Sp¯p. Fsâ ®s]m¶Xn\p ]n¶se AhfpsS
]qänÂ \n¶pw Ip®¸mepw sbm\nckhpw sNÀ¶ an{inXw ]pds¯s¡mgpIn.
Rm³ BsI XfÀ¶p Ahi\mbn sskSnÂ InS¶p. F§ns\bpp Fsâ I¶n ]®Â
Rm³ Pm\InsbmSp tNmZn¨p. AhÄ Nncn¨psImp Fsâ IhnfnÂ H¶p ap¯n .. Dw
sImÅmw anSp¡³ `mhnbpp. F¶p ]dªpsImp Fsâ XebnÂ ]Xps¡ XShn.
Bs« sshIps¶cw Fń\m i¦p®nsb«s\ ASns¨? BÄ¡p hfsc hnjaambn.
B.. As¸m ASn¡m³ tXm¶n ASn¨p. thW¨ H¶p am¸p ]dbmw {]mbamb BfsÃ.
As¿m ams¸m¶pw ]db. ]Icw.. ]Icw..
]Icw..?
AbmÄ¡p Ip«s\ H¯ncn Cãm..
AXn\p?
AtXmp AbmÄ¡p Ip«sâ...
Fsâ?
Ip«sâ Ip®¸msem¶p IpSn¡³ sImSp¯mÂ aXn.
AXp icn BÄ Hcp ^vfq«nkväm AtÃ...
As¿m A§ns\ H¶pw CÃy. ]ns¶ \Ã ImWm³ sImÅmhps¶ B¬Ip«nIfpsS Ip®

Du¼³ BÄ¡p CXncn Xmåv]cyapst¶ DÅp.

Dw .. s\m¡mw. Rm³ Hcp Xåv]cyanÃm¯a«nÂ ]cªp. F´mbepw Cs¶\n H¶pw ]änÃ.
F¶p ]dªpsImp Rm³ Xncnªp InS¶p. Pm\In AhfpsS apeIÄ Fsâ ]pd¯p
AaÀ¯nsImp IhnfnÂ Hcp ap¯w X¶p F¶n«p sNhnbnÂ sNdpXmbn ISn¨psImp
sasÃ HmXn.. Ip«m kabw Ipsd Bbn. C\n Rm³ ChnsS \nÂ¡p¶nÃ. Ip«\p Fs¸m
shWw¶ptXm\p¶pshm As¸m ]dtªmfp. Cu Pm\p sdUn.
\Ã Hcp ]®Â XoÀ¶Xnsâ £oWhpw hmWaSnbpw ImcWw Rm³ s]s«¶p Dd§n.

cmhnse A½ h¶p hnfn¨s¸mfWp Rm\pWÀ¶Xp. ]ÃpsX¸pw IpfnP]w CXyXn
{InbIsfms¡Ignªp sZmibpw Im¸nbpw Ign¨p _p¡vkpw FSp¯p sImsfPnse¡p
hn«p. ]Xnhp s]mse s{^v sUmdnÂ Xq§n ]nSn¨p sasÃ Xn¡nXnc¡n DÅnÂ sIdn.
Pm¡n sh¡\mbn s]mbn \n¶Xp aämcptSbpw ]n¶neÃ. KoXSo¨pdpsS ]n¶nÂ Xs¶..
bYmÀ°¯nÂ So¨dmWsX¶p F\n¡dnbnÃmbncp¶p. Fsâ Ip® I¼nbSn¨p So¨dpsS
IpnbnÂ Ip¯nbs¸mÄ So¨sdm¶p Xncnªp s\m¡n... Fs¶ Ip H¶p Nncn¨p.
slâs½m.... Fsâ HsÅm¶p \Sp§n. Ipe¨p \n¶ Ip«³ ]©]pOaS¡n XmWp. Rm³
]Xps¡ ]n¶nse¡p henªp. C\nsb´psN¿pw So¨dmsW¦nÂ Fsâ sN¨nbpsS H¸w
]Tn¨XmWp. sN¨nsbmsS§m\pw hÃXpw ]cªp sImSp¯mÂ ]ns¶ Ignªp. AÑ³
sIm¶p ISenÂ XÅpw. SuWnÂ _Ênd§n IåI slm«enÂ Ibdn. (AhnsSbmWp
R§Â ]«f¯ns\ samÀ\n§v aoän§v s]mbnâv.) Iq«pImc³ inhs\mSp Icyw ]dªp.
H¶p anXncnS ssasc..

So¨À \ns¶ s\m¡n Nncn¨ AhØ¡p AhÄ¡p AXp kpJn¨pImWpw.
F¶mepw \o In«nb Nm³kp IfªsÃm Ips®..
Ah³ Fs¶mSp NqSmbn.
ChäsImsfms¡ ISn ap«n\S¡p¶hcm. ap«n s\m¡ns¡m H¯mÂ Nnes¸mÄ ]®m³

In«pw. Ah³ F\n¡p ss[cyw ]IÀ¶p.
hcp¶Xp hcp¶nS¯p sh¨p IWmsa¶ Xncpam\s¯msS Rm³ I¼|«À ¢mÊnse¡p

IbdnsN¶p.
hmb\¡mcpsS A`n{]mba\pkcn¨p _m¡n `Kw ...

hcp¶Xp hcp¶nS¯p sh¨p IWmsa¶ Xncpam\s¯msS Rm³ I¼|«À ¢mÊnse¡p
IbdnsN¶p.
Ibdn sN¶Xp t\sc So¨dpsS ap¼nse¡p Xs¶... Fsâ `KhXo.... C¶s¯ Fsâ Znhkw
NfambXp Xs¶... Rm³ a\ÊnÂ IcpXn. F¶mÂ Rm³ {]Xo£n¨t]mse H¶pw
DmbnÃy F¶p am{XaÃ, So¨À Fs¶ s\m¡n hiyambn H¶p ]p©ncn¨p. B ISI®mÂ
Hcp IÅs\m«hpw (inhsâ A`n{]mb¯nÂ I¼n s\m«w) ¢mÊnse¡p s]mbns¡mfp.
Rm³ Cs¸m hcmw, So¨dpsS Ifsamgn…. inh³ Fs¶ ¢mÊnse¡p XÅnsIän. Sm a¨p
IpWm¸³ {_m..aWm (Ahsâ A`n{]mb¯nÂ {_m aW¡p¶hs\s{X {_ÒW³) tams\
Zns\im.. \nsâ Imcyw IpimebSm.. AhfpsS Bm atäSs¯ s\m«w InsÃ.. I£n¡p
\nsâ Pm¡n ]cn]mSn s_m[ns¨¶p tXm\p¶p..
Ahsâ {]iwk F\n¡p \s¶ s_m[n¨p.
Um I®m Ips® FÃm s]¼ntÅcpw CXpt]msebSm sIms¸. \Ã Ip® ImÂ FXp

s]®nsâ ]qänepw emh Hen¡pw. FXmbmepw \o Ip®tbmKw DÅh\m..
Ip®tbmKsam? AsX´p tbmKw.? (Rm³ BZyambmWp C¯cw tbmK§sfIpdn¨p

sIÄ¡p¶Xp. seKnIXsb Ipdn¨p F\n¡pÅ kwib§Ä FÃmw Xs¶ XoÀ¯p
Xcp¶Xp inh\mWp. AXn\p Ah³ Iqenbpw CuSm¡mdpv Fsâ sN¨nsb (sN¨n F¶p
]dªmÂ kz´w sN¨nbÃ sIs«m.. A^sâ (sNdnbÑ³) aIfmWp — Rm³ Hätam\Wp )
apXem¡mdpp. B IY hgnsb..) Rm³ AXnibs¯msS tNmZn¨p.
FSm tIms¸ Cu cmPtbmKw KPtIkcntbmKw Fs¶ms¡ tI«n«nsÃ. AXpt]mse Hcp
tbmKa Ip®tbmKhpw. Cu tbmKapÅhÀ¡p F¶pw \Ã ]®em. B{Kln¡p¶
s]®p§sf Hs¡ Ifn¡m³ In«pw. \n\¡pw B tbmKapp, AsXmmWp Pm\ps\
Ifn¡\pw C¶p So¨sd Pm¡n sh¡m\pw Hs¡ km[n¨Xp.
So¨À ¢msÊSp¡m³ h¶Xn\mÂ R§fpsS kw`mjWw \nÀt¯n h¶p. Hcp ]¨

kmcnbpw »uÊpamWp So¨dpsS A¶s¯ shjw. ]pdInÂ\n¶p s\m¡nbmÂ
»uÊn\pÅneqsS shÅ {_m icn¡pw sXfnªp ImWmw. Unkvs¹ s_mÀUnÂ
FgpXm\bn So¨À s]mIps¼mÂ B IpnIÂ InS¶p XpÅp¶ ImgvN
AXnas\mlcambncp¶p. ]\¦pes]mepÅ apSn cp \nX¼§fnepw X«nsImpÅ B
\S¯hpw kmcn¡pÅneqsS sXfnªp ImWp¶ sjÍnbpsS ]mSp Fs¶ I¼nbSn¸n¨p. Hcp
\nanjw Rm³ KoX So¨sd AÃ Ahsf Fsâ `mcybmbn a\ÊnÂ k¦ån¨p.
Rm\pw So¨dpw am{XaS§p¶ Hcp temIw. AhntS¡p Fsâ a\Êp IS¶p sN¶p.
kn\naIfnÂ ImWp¶Xpt]mse AXncmhnse Fgpt¶äp Ipfn¨p IpdnsXm«p apSnbnÂ
Xpfkn IXncpw NqSn I¿nÂ NmbI¸pambn hcp¶ KoXsb Rm³ a\ÊnÂ Ip.
Iangv¶pInS¶pd§ps¶ Fs¶ ]pd¯p X«nbpWÀ¯n NmbI¸p \o«nb KoXsb Rm³
Ft¶e¡p ]nSn¨p hen¨p. Ahsf AaÀ¯n ]pWÀ¶p. AhfpsS IpPZzb§Ä Fsâ
amdneaÀ¶p. KosX.. samsf temImhkm\whtc¡pw C§ns\ sI«n¸nSnt¨mncn¡³
Ignªncps¶¦nÂ... Rm³ hnImcm[nX\mbnsImp ]dªp.

I¿nÂ Tt¸ Fs¶mcp ASn In«nbt¸mfmWp Rm\pWÀ¶Xp. CbmÄ CusemI¯nsem¶pw
AsÃ? So¨dmWp ASn¨Xpw sNmZn¨Xpw.. Rm\msI N½n. F´mS abnsc.. Ct¸mtf
kz]v\w ImWm³ XpS§nsbm? ASp¯ncp¶ inh³ Fs¶mSp ]Xps¡ tNmZn¨p. Rms\mcp
]p©ncnbnÂ FÃw Ahkm\n¸n¨p \Ã Ip«nbmbn ¢ÊnÂ s{i²ns¨mncp¶p.. Hdm¡nÄ
BWp k_vPÎv, alm t_mÀ... sImÀskIv£s\ Ipdn¨pw, skhv kvs]bnkns\ Ipdn¨papÅ
¢mkv F\n¡p alm s_mdmbnsÃ¦nse kwibapÅp. Fsâ s{i² hopw So¨dpsS
icoc¯neqsS Acn¨nd§n. CSXp sskUnÂ Ccn¡p¶ F\n¡p So¨dpsS hbÀ
kmcn¡pÅneqsS hyàambn ImWmambncp¶p. Fsâ IgpI³ I®pIÄ AhnsS HS¡n.
Hcp \mgn F®sb¦nepw sImÅmhp¶ B s]m¡nÄ NpgnbnÂ s\m¡n Rm³ shÅand¡n.
Fsâ sIm¨pI®³ shÅsamen¸n¨p. Ah³ P«nXpf¨p ]pd¯pNmSpw F¶ a«mbn.. Rm³
hopw Fsâ kz]v\ temI¯nse¡p t]mbn.
Ikhpw t\scyXpw Npän I¿nÂ kÔymZo]hpambn hcp¶p Fsâ KoX.. Zo]w... Zo]w...
AhÄ hnf¡pambn Xf¯nse¡p IS¶p h¶p, ImcWhsct]mse Nmcp IskcbnÂ
InS¡p¶ Rm³ Fgps¶äp sXmgpXp. hnf¡p Xsg sh¨p AhÄ \aP]w XpS§n..
hm\¼mSn Nn{Xs]mepw tXmäps]mIp¶ A{X¡p at\mlcambn ATzÄ kckzXoIoÀ¯\w
]mSn.
cwKw InS¸d..
XebnÂ apÃ¸qhpambn \{ainckvIbmbn AhÄ aµw aµw \S¶p h¶p. F\n¡XpIp

BsI sZjyw h¶p.. sIm¸v.. CsX´m BZycm{Xntbm.? C§ns\ \Wn¨p hcm³. Rm³
NqSmbn..
BcpsS BZycm{Xnsb Ipdn¨ I®³ ]dbps¶?.. So¨À Fs¶mSp tNmZn¨p.. Rm³

sR«nbpWÀ¶p.. ¢Ênse aäp Ip«nIÄ Dds¡ s]m«nNncn¡p¶p. inh\p Imcyw a\Ênembn..
Ah³ s]s«¶p tIdn ]dªp. So¨sd C¶se I a½p«n kn\naose cwKw HmÀ¯Xmhpw
Ah³…
Dw ... ¢msÊSp¡ps¼mÄ I®nIsXm¶pw Nnń¨ncn¡s; ¢ÊnÂ \¶bn s{i²n¡p

I®m.. So¨À F\n¡p Xm¡oXp \ÂIn. Hcp hn[w ¢ÊnÂ Ccp¶psImSp¯p F¶p ]dbmw.
12 aWn¡p ¢Êp IgnªXpw shKw ]pds¯s¡mSn.. s\sc _mXv dqanÂ sIdn hmXneS¨p.
Fsâ sIm¨p Ip«s\ shfnbnseSp¯p Xtemen¡³ XpS§n. Ah³ I®oscmgp¡n BsI
Hcp hn[ambn«pmbncp¶p. KoX So¨dpsS Ipn a\ÊnÂ IpsImp Rm³
hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n. Fsâ InSne³ Ip® So¨dpsS IqXnbnÂ Ibdp¶Xmbn k¦ån¨p
Rm³ BªSn¨p. B... Blv .. Fsâ Rc¼pIÄ henªp apdpIn.. Fsâ s]cpwIp®
AhfpsS IqXnbneqsS AXnshKw Ibdnbnd§p¶Xmbn F\n¡p sXm¶n. Rm³ ASnbpsS
shKw Iq«n. Fsâ {]oIw F\n¡p ASn¡³ Hcp F®abw X¶Xn\mÂ B hmWaSn
hescb[nIw kpJIcambn sXm¶n. Rm³ kÀ Æ iànbpsaSp¯p BªSn¨p.. Dw.... B..
Fsâ Ip®Ip«³ Ahsâ NpSp]mÂ _mXv dqansâ `n¯nbmsI sXdn¸n¨p. ss]s¸Sp¯p
shÅaSn¨p AsXÃw IgpIn Rm³ ]pdt¯¡nd§n.. inh³ hmXnen\p shfnbnÂ Xs¶
Dmbncp¶p. F§ns\ Dmbncp¶p So¨sd HmÀ¯pÅ hmWw.. Ah³ Hcp
ssek³kpanÃsX Fs¶mSp sNmZn¨p.. Dw.. sImÅmw.. Rm³ adp]Sn sImSp¯p.
hm \ap¡p hÃXpw Ign¡mw C¶p taml³emensâ kn\na¡p s]mXm.. s\cs¯

sN¶nsÃ¦nÂ Sn¡äpIn«nÃ sams\ Znt\jv... Ah³ Fs¶bpw Iq«n slm«Â
tchXnbnse¡p\S¶p. Ah³ s]mtdm«bpw ap«Idnbpw Rm³ s]mtdm«bpw Ahnª
km¼mdpw (ioeanÃ¯Xn\mÂ s\m¬ shPv Ign¡mdnÃ) Ign¨p thKw A¼mSn
Sm¡oknse¡p HmSn.. (Sm¡oÊ¶p IcpXn hnjan¡pIsbm¶pw sh.. ASns]mfn ]pXnb
]S§sf AhnsS hcp.) cc¡mWp kn\na.. Cs¸mÄ kabw HcpaWn BbsX DÅp.
Sm¡oÊnse FÃmhscbpw ]cnPbapÅXn\mÂ R§Ä¡p Sn¡säSp¡m³ sses\m¶pw
\nÂ¡ BhiyanÃ.. Rm\pw inh\pw `mkvIsc«sâ I¿nÂ\n¶p Sn¡äphm§n DÅnÂ
Ibdn Hcp aqe¡p s]mbncp¶p. inh³ AcbnÂ \n¶pw sIm¨p]pØIw FSp¯n \nhÀ¯n..
H¶p cp t]Ppad¨p ]ns¶ Hcp IY hmbn¡m³ XpS§n. Rm³ AXnsâ ssSänÂ
hmbn¨p, “Fsâ G«¯n” AXmbncp¶p IYbpsS s]cv. IYbpsS BZys¯ ]mc{Km^v
hbn¨s¸mÄ ckw tIdn Rm³ H¶pIqSn icn¡ncp¶p IY hmbn¡m³ XpS§n. Ipd¨p

Ignªs¸mÄ cp s]®p§Â Sm¡oÊn\pÅnse¡p Ibdn h¶p. Ahsc Is¸mÄ
inh³ Nncn¨psImp Ipiew sNmZn¨p. ]ns¶ F\n¡p Ahsc ]cnPbs¸Sp¯n. H¶p
im´, asäXp Ipamcn cpw ]qc shSnIÄ. {io{InjW]pcs¯ t]cpsI« ]dn shSnIÄ.
Um a¨p \nsâ I¿nÂ F{X Imipv.
Fń\m?
sIms¸ 20 dp¸nI sImSp¯mÂ ChäIÄ aq©nXcpw.. \n\¡p shsWm?
sh..
shs¦nÂ sh.. \o ImipsImSv (Ah³ A§ns\bm.. FÃmw HmÊm..)
Rm³ Ah\p 20 Ddp¸nI sImSp¯p.. Ah³ Fgps¶äp im´bpsS ASps¯¡p t]mbn..

Rm³ Ccp¶Xnsâ Hms¸mknäv skUnÂ AhÀ Ccp¶p. inh³ im´sb sI«n¸nSn¨p.
AhfpsS NpnÂ AaÀ¯n Np¼n¨p. ]ns¶ AhfpsS apeIÄ cpw shfnbnÂ FSp¯p
N¸m³ XpS§n.. im´ Xmsg Ahsâ IepIÄ¡nSbnÂ ap«p Ip¯nbncp¶p. Ahsâ
kn¼gn¨p Ipe¨p \n¶ Ahsâ KP hocs\ ]pds¯Sp¯p. ]ns¶ Ahs\ sXmen¸n¨p
AXp apgph\pw hngp§n. im´ AhÄ Xp¸Â Aåw I¿nseSp¯p inhsâ enwKaIpS¯nÂ
]pc«n. ]ns¶ Aååv]ambn Ahs\ hngp§n.. \hpsImp B NmenÂ AhÄ Nn{Xw hc¨p.
heXp sIsImp AhÄ Ah\p hmWaSn¨p sImSp¯psImncp¶p. CXp I Fsâ
Ip®Ip«\pw I¼nbSn¨p... im D¼ensâ shKw Iq«n. hmWaSn¨pw \hpsImp Ahsâ
Ip®bnÂ IhnXsbgpXnbpw AhÄ Ahs\ kzÀ¤w ImWn¨p. Ahsâ Ip® AhfpsS
hmbnencp¶p ]gp¯p. Ahsâ shSn Xocmdbncp¶p. Ah³ koänÂ ]n¶nsem«p
sRfnªncp¶p. I®pIfS¨p ]nSn¨p Ah³ Ahsâ IXn\ shSn im´bpsS
hbnses¡mgn¨p.. AhÂ Ahsâ B NpSp]mÂ BÀ¯nsbmsS apgph\pw IpSn¨nd¡n..
inh³ Fgps¶äp ]msâÃmw icnbm¡n. i´¡p Imip sImSp¯p. F¶n«p AhfpsS
apebnÂ H¶aÀ¯n. ^m.. sNsä.. apebnÂ ]nSn¡ps¶m.. im´ Aedn.. inh³ Hcp hfnª
NncnNncns¨mp Fsâ ASps¯¡p h¶p.
ChäIÄ Hs¡ C§ns\bm.. Iip In«n IgnªmÂ ]ns¶ XoÀ¶p.. AXn\p ap³]p F´p
sNbvXmepw Ipg¸anÃ. Rm\pw Nncn¨p.
]Sw Ignªp _ÊnÂ ho«nse¡p aS§n.. \ÃXnc¡v GXmbmepw ap¼nse Ibdq

F¶Xn\mÂ ]ns¶ BtemN\sbm¶papmbnÃy.. Rm\pw inh\pw ap¶nse tUmdneqsS
XÅnIbdn.. tZ \nÂ¡p¶p {]oX.. (i¦p®n \mbcpsS aIfmWp {]oX) sPymXnsbhnsS ?
Rm³ Xnc¡n.
F´m sPymXnbps¦nse t]mIpÅp.. AhÄ Xncn¨pw..
Fsâ s]mt¶ sNmZns¨s¶ DÅp..
inh³ Hcp BsânbpsS ]pdInÂ \nebpd¸n¨p.. \Ã sImgp¯ IpnbpÅ Hcp Nc¡v.

Rm³ {]oXbpsS ]pdInÂ X¶p tNÀ¶p \n¶p. _ÊnfInbt¸mÂ H¶psS tNÀ¶p \n¶p.
AhfpsS Ipn Fsâ Ip®bnÂ ap«nbpcp½n. Ah³ ]Xps¡ XebpbÀ¯n s\m¡n.. Dw..
\Ã ]Xp ]Xp¯ Ipn.. Pm¡n sh¡msa¶v Xncpam\n¨p Fsâ Ip® apgph\pw DWÀ¶p.
Ah³ {]oXbpsS cp IpnIÄ¡nS¡pw AaÀ¶p AhÄ C¡nfntbmsS Acåw
CfIn\n¶p. F¶n«p ISI®mÂ Fs¶ H¶p Hfnbn«pt\m¡n. Rm³ AhfpsS
Ipn]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯n. AhÄ F¶nte¡p H«n\n¶p. Rms\sâ ImepsImp AhfpsS
]mhmSs]m¡n Imez®bnÂ ImsemsImpXs¶ XShnsImSp¯p. B\ns{^³Nv
D]tbmIn¨p tcmasaÃmw Ifª B X¦ImepIfneqsS Rm³ IhnXcNn¨p. CSXp
ssIsImp »uÊn\pÅneqsS AhepsS hbä¯p Nn{X cN\ \S¯n.. Cu kabw inh³
Ahsâ kn¼pXpd¶p Ahsâ Ip«s\ shfnbnÂ C«ncp¶p. Ah³ Ahsâ Ip®sbSp¯p
shfnbnen«p. AsXSp¯p BânbpsS IpnbnÂ ap«n¨v hmWaSn XpS§n.
{]oX AhfpsS Ipn h«¯nÂ Id¡nsImpw Fsâ Ip®taÂ Dc¨psImpw Fs¶

NqSp]nSn¸n¨p. Rm³ Fsâ CSXp ssI AhfpsS ]mhS¡pÅneqsS IS¯n

P«n¡papIfneqsS AhfpsS ]qd¸¯nÂ H¶aÀ¯n R¡n. Blv Fs¶mcp
ioÂ¡mct¯msS AhÄ Fsâ s\©nÂ A½À¶p; InS¶p F¶p Xs¶ ]dbmw. Rm³
Fsâ asä ssIsImp AhfpsS apeIÄ ]nSnäÀ¯n. CSXp I¿mÂ P«n¡pÅneqsS
]qd¸¯nÂ Xncp½nsImSp¯p. AhnsSbpÅ tcmacmPnIfnÂ hncsemSn¨p ]ns¶ ]Xps¡
cpaq¶p tcma§Ä Iq«n hen¨p, iv.... Fs¶mcp ioÂ¡cs¯msS AhÄ Fsâ ssI
X«namän. Rm³ AhfpsS AhKW\ adnIS¶p Fsâ NqphncÂ AhfpsS
tbm\nbnte¡p XncpIn Ibän. tIm¸³ inh³ CXp Ip Bânsb hn«p {]oXbpsS
Ipn]nSns¨m¶p R¡n. ]qdntamsâ ]cn]mSn Fs¶ sNmSn¸n¨p. Rm³ Ahsâ I¿nÂ
HcSnsImSp¯p I®pcp«n ImWn¨p. Ah³ Hcp Ahnª NncnNncn¨p sImp Ahsf hn«p.
Rm³ kn¼qcn AhfpsS ssIsImp Fsâ Ip® Rm³ ]nSn¸n¨p. _ÊnembXn\mepw aäp
BepIfpÅXn\mepw GsXmcps]ss®s\t]mse Ahfpw B {ia¯nÂ\ns¶s¶ XSªp.
F¶m icn Rm³ Xs¶ hmWaSn¡sa¶p IcpXn Fsâ Ip«s\ ]pds¯Sp¡pt¼mtf¡pw
_Êp R§Ä¡ndt§ tÌm¸nÂ F¯n. Rm\pw inh\pw s]s«¶p NmSnbnd§n.
Cd§m³ t\cw Hcp sNdpans]®nsâ Ipn¡p ]nSn¨ Ahs\ AhÄ
]¨sXdnsIm`ntjIw \S¯n..
_Ênd§n \mbtc«sâ Hms«m]nSn¨p s]s«¶p hosS¯n. ]ns¶ Im¸n IpSn¨p Aås\cw

Id§n \S¶p. ]Xnhnepw sshInbn«Wp A¶p R§Ä Ipfn¡m³ s]mbXp. IShnÂ
F¯nbs]mÂ heyImcn P\phpw {]oXbpw am{Xsa DÅp. F¶m icn ChcpsS Ipfnko³
ImWmw F¶p IcpXn Rm³ s]®p§fpsS IShnse¡nd§n.. Xte Znhkw Pm\phns\
]®nbXn\mÂ As¸mÄ AhnsS¡nd§m³ Hcp ss[cyw Dmbncp¶p. Fsâ IqsS inh\pw
aäp ]ntcpw Cd§n..
F´m Pm\p GS¯n.. Ipfn¡\pÅ ]pd¸mSmsWm? inh³ Ipiew sNmZn¨p.
AÃm.. \n§Ä B¼ntÅsc´ s]®p§fpsS IShnÂ.. AhnsS t]mbn Ipfn¡ns\Sm

]nsÅsc.. AtÃ.. F´ s]®p§fpsS Ipfn ImWm³ h¶XmsWm.. Pm\p NqSmbn..
NqSmhsÃ tNS¯n... Ipfnko³ ImWm³ ]änb Hcp Nc¡pw.. inh³ Xncn¨p ]dªp..
(Ah³ A§ns\bm.. F{X \Ã s]®mbmepw icn tIm¬^nU³kp Ifbpw) tNS¯n
]dª AhØ¡p Cs¶´mbmepw tNS¯nbpsS Ipfn It s]mIp¶pÅp F¶p ]dªp
Ah³ AhnsS sÌ¸nÂ Ccp¶p.
^m sNsä \n\s¡m¶pw A½bpw s]§·mcpansÃ.. s]mbn AhcpsS Ipfn ImWS ]«n...

Pm\p Aedn.. F¶n«p Fsâ t\sc Xncnªp.. AÃm.. X{¼m³ Ip«nbpapsm.. Rm³
AÑs\mSp¶p ]dbs«..
Rm³ sR«n..... C¶se Fsâ Ip®apgph\pw hmbnen«p N¸nb, Fsâ apIfnÂ

Ibdnbncp¶p tX§ms]mXn¨ B AhcmXn Xs¶sbm CXp.. sZhsa.. IenImew...
AÃs´p ]dbm³.. Rm³ inhs\bpw hent¨mp BWp§fpsS IShnse¡p HmSn... aäp
]ntÅÀ ]pdt¯¡pw.
Cs¸mÄ Ipf¯nÂ \mept]À am{Xw. Rm³ inh³, Pm\p ]ns¶ {]oX. inh\p Pm\ps\
H¶p Ifn¨mÂ sImÅsa¶pp.. AXh³ Fs¶mSp ]e XhW ]dªn«papp. IqSsX
C¶se Rm³ Ahsf Ifn¨ Imcyw Ahs\mSp ]dªs¸m sXm«p Ahsâ tamlw Cc«n¨p.
R§Â s{UsÊÃmw Ducn tXmÀ¯pSp¯p shÅ¯nÂ Cd§n.. Pm\p XpWn

Ae¡pIbmWp. {]oX Acs¡m¸w shÅ¯nse¡nd§n shÅ¯nencp¶p R§sf
t\m¡n Nncn¨p. Pm\p »uÊqcn. app amän tXmÀ¯pSp¯p. Cs¸mÄ du¡bpw sXmÀ¯pw
a{Xsa Pm\p [cn¨n«pÅp. Ipd¨p t\c¯n\p tijw du¡bpw Ducn amän.. AhÄ¡dnbmw
Ct¸mÄ Ipf¯nÂ R§Ä cmWp§sf DÅp F¶p. R§Ä ImWs« F¶p IcpXn
Xs¶ Pm\p R§Â¡`napJambn Xncnªp \n¶p. Fsâ Cuizc·mtc... \Ã InSne³
apeIÄ... ISn¨p Xn¶m³ sXm\p¶p.. inh³ s\SphoÀ¸nt«mp ]dªp. icnbmWp Ah³
]dªXp.. {]nb hmb\¡msc.. Pm\phnsâ apeIÄ ImÂ \n¶\nånÂ \n§fpsS
Ip«·mcpw ]mÂ Npc¯pw.. A{X¡p at\mlcamWp B shÅcn¡mapeIÄ. \Ã
sImgp¯pcp apeIfnÂ Idp¯apńcnt]mes¯ apeR«pIÄ. \oe Rc¼pIÄ Ahsb
H¶pIqsS at\mlcam¡p¶p \Ã ISsªSp¯ hbÀ. In®³ s]m¡nÄ.. sam¯¯nÂ
\½psS I\IeXsb t]msebncn¡pw.. hbÊn¯ncn IqSnbmepw..

inh³ shÅe¯ntes¡Sp¯p NmSn. Ahsâ Ip«³ I¼nbmbncp¶p. {]oX shÅ¯nÂ
\n¶pw s]mń AhfpsS \\sªm«nb »uÊneqsS AhfpsS apeIÄ F\n¡p Im«n X¶p..
Fsâ a\Êp hmbn¨ns«¶ h®w AhÄ »uÊnsâ lp¡pIÄ Hmtcm¶bn Ducn aän.
]ns¶ shfp¯ {_mbpw Ducn.. ]mhmS amän sXmÀ¯pSp¯p. Hcp Hmd©ns\mfta
hep¸apsÅ¦nepw AhfpsS apeIÄ ImWm³ \Ã ckambncp¶p. Cfw Xhn«p\nd¯nÂ
DÅapeI®pIÂ hncnbps¶ Dmbncp¶pÅp. inh\p ]s henb N¡apeItfmSmWp
{]nbw AXn\mÂ Ah\p {]oXbpsS ape ImWm³ Xosc XmåcyanÃbncp¶p Ah³
Pm\phnsâ ape Ip shÅand¡nsImp shÅ¯nÂ Ccp¶p Xs¶ hmWaSn¡m³
XpS§n.. Pm\p I®p sImp {]oXbpsS ASps¯¡p t]mIm³ F\n¡p k½Xw X¶p.
Rm³ \oń s]®p§fpsS IShnse¯n.. Xn¶ sNmdn\p \µn ImWn¡Wsa¶Xn\mÂ
BZyw Pm\phnsâ apebnÂ H¶aÀ¯n sR¡n. Pm\p Fsâ Ip«s\ ssIsImp H¶p X«n..
Rm³ AhfpsS Ipn ]nSnäÀ¯nsImp ImXnÂ ]dªp, inh\p sNdnb Hcp ]qXn
Dp.. H¶p km[n¨p sImSp¡p.. Fsâ s]mt¶S¯n…
]qXnbpÅhÀ AXp ]dªdnbn¡Ww a\ÊnÂ shs¨mncp¶mÂ Rms\§ns\ Adnbpw..
Rm³ inhs\ ssI Im«n hnfn¨p.
Ah³ R§fpsS ASpt¯¡p \oń h¶p. B{^n¡bnse Zcn{ZIp«nIÄ sdm«nIjvWw

In«nbse¶t]mse Ah³ BÀ¯ntbmsS Pm\phnsâ apeIfnÂ Ibdn]nSn¨p. Hcp
amt\gvkpw CÃ¯ \mdn.. F\n¡ht\mSp ]pÑw sXm¶n.. B…. Cu Imcy¯nÂ Hcp
amt\gvkpw BhiyanÃsÃm.. Ah³ Pm\phnsâ shÅcn¡mapeIÄ cpw amdn R¡n
]ngnªp. AhfpsS NppIÄ Ahsâ hmbnem¡n s\m«n\pWªp.. Hcp ssIsImp
AhfpsS Ipn AaÀ¯n]nSn¨p asä ssIsImp AhfpsS apeIÄ AaÀ¯n R¡nbpw
Ah³ In«nb Nm³kpapXem¡n
CsXms¡ IpsImp A[nIt\cw \nÂ¡m³ F\n¡pw IgnªnÃ. Rm³ {]oXbpsS

ASp¯p sN¶p AhfpsS NpnÂ H¶p Np¼n¨p. F¶n«p AhfpsS sIm¨papeIÄ cpw
AaÀ¯n]ngnªp. R§Ä cmfpw Igps¯m¸w shÅ¯nte¡nd§n\n¶p AhfpsS
sXmÀ¯pappcnªpIfªp. Cs¸m Ä AhÄ shcpw sjVna{Xsa C«n«pÅp. Rm³
AhfpsS ssI FSp¯p Fsâ Ip®bnÂ ]nSn¸n¨p. AhfpsS apeIÄ cpw \¶mbn
Ii¡nsImSp¯p. AhÄ Cu kabw Fsâ Ip«s\ \¶bn Xmsemen¡p¶pmbncp¶p.
Rm³ AhfpsS sjVn¡pÅneqsS Fsâ I¿n«p NqphncÂ AhfpsS IqXnbnÂ XncpIn.
AhÄ Ño F¶p ]cªp Fsâ ssI aän¸n¨p. Rm³ cp ssIsImpw AhfpsS Ipn
AaÀ¯n R¡n. AhfpsS A¯n¸gw t]mepÅ NppIÄ hmbnem¡n N¸n. Cu kabw
inh\pw \Ã lmÀUv hÀ¡nembncp¶p. Ah³ Pm\phnsâ ape ISn¨p hen¡pIbmbncp¶p.
Pm\phn\p H¶p Du¼nbmÂ sImÅmsa¶pmbncps¶Knepw A¼eIpfambXn\mÂ
shm¶p sh¨p. inh³ Ahsf apIfnes¯ kvsä¸nÂ Ccp¯n, tXmÀ¯n\nSbneqsS
ssIIS¯n AhfpsS tbm\oIhmS¯nÂ H¶p RcSn. Ah³ Ahsâ \SphncÂ AhfpsS
]qänte¡p IS¯n.. AhÄ¡pXp kpJns¨¦nepw IqSpXembn H¶pw sN¿m³ AhÄ
k½Xn¨nÃ.. inh\p icn¡pw h«mbn.. Ah³ Aåw _eambn Xs¶ AhfpsS
taÂIbdnInS¡m³ s\m¡nbt¸mÄ Pm\p Ahs\ XÅn amän.. FSm Igpthdo..
CX¼eamWp. ChnsSInS¶p ]®ms\m¶pw ]änÃ, tZhn tIm]n¡pw..
^m.. AhcmXn Iq¯¨n tamsf... ]®m³ XpS§ps¼mfmtWmSo \nsâ ]g¼pcmWw..
Ah³ Hcp Xcw hmintbmsS Ahsf {]m]n¡m³ t\m¡n.
FSm ]«n acymZ¡p Fs¶ hns«m CtÃÂ Rm³ Dds¡ hnfn¨p Iqhpw.. Pm\p òjWnbn«p.
inh³ Ahsf hn«p Hcp sÌ¸pIqSn Ibdn\n¶p Ahsf t\m¡n hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n..
Ahsâ s]cp¯ Ip® DbÀ¯nIm«n Pm\ps\ s\m¡n Ah³ BªmªSn¨p. CXp I
{]oX¡pw ISntbdn. AhÄ Fsâ Ip®sbSp¯p hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n.. Rm³ AhfpsS
apeIÄ AaÀ¯nR¡n sImSp¯p. shÅ¯n\SnbneqsS ]camh[nthK¯nÂ AhÄ
F\n¡p hmWaSn¨p X¶p. CSXpI¿mÂ Rm³ AhfpsS ]qÀ AaÀ¯nXncp¼n.. inh³ Hcp
ssI AcbnÂ sImSp¯p ]n¶nte¡p Aåw hfªp \n¶p AXnKw òcambn BªSn¨p.

Pm\p \nsâ same.. \nsâ ]qdv, \nsâ sImXw B... \nsâ B\ Ipn Fs¶ms¡ ]n¨pw
t]bpw ]dªp sImp Ah³ BªSn¨p. {]oX Hcp I¿mÂ hmWaSnbpw atä I¿Â
Fsâ D aÊÖv sNbvXpw Fs¶ At§ Aäw kpJn¸n¨p. inhsâ shSn Xocmdbncp¶p.
Ah³ Ahsâ kÀÆ iànbpsaSp¯p BªSn¨p. Ahsâ Ip®¸mÂ Pm\phnsâ
apJt¯¡pw apeIfnte¡pw sXdn¨p hoWp. Ah³ Blv ... Fs¶mcp ioÂ¡ctXmsS
shÅ¯nte¡p Iangv¶p hoWp, hoWXÃ NmSn. {]oX cp I¿mepw amdn amdn F\n¡p
hmWaSn¨p X¶p. AhfpsS ssIIfpsS NqSpw shÅ¯nsâ Cfw XWp¸pw IqSn Hcp
{]tXyI kpJambncp¶p.. (AXn\p sijw Ct¸mfpw Rm³ _mXv dqanÂ Ibdn
ss]¸pXpd¶p AXn\p Iosg ]nSn¨mWp hmWaSn¡mdp.) F\n¡pw hcmdmbncp¶p. Rm³
Fsâ NqphncÂ AhfpsS hbnÂ sh¨p sImSp¯p. FSXpssIsImp AhfpsS ape
AaÀ¯n.. AhÄ ssIapdp¡n]nSnt¨mp F\n¡p BªSn¨p X¶p. B... D½vw... Blv
Bm.. F\n¡p h¶p.. Fsâ Ip® Ahsâ I« ssXÀ AhfpsS ssIIfneqsS NÀ±n¨p.
shÅ¯n\papIfnse¡p Fsâ Ip®]mÂ s]mń h¶p... Rm³ Ahsf hn«p shÅ¯nÂ
aeÀ¶p InS¶p.sIm¨p aÕy§Ä Fsâ _oPaS§nb ip¢w sIm¯n Xn¶m³ h¶p.
AsXmsemsc®w Fsâ Nq¨maWnbnÂ ]Xps¡ H¶p sIm¯nbt¸mfmWp Fsâ AcbnÂ
sXmÀ¯nsÃ¶p F\n¡p t_m[w h¶Xp.
Rm\pw inh\pw s]s«¶p Ipfn¨p Ibdn. thKw ho«nse¡p hn«p. Pm\phpw {]oXbpw
s]s«¶p tXmÀ¯n Ae¡nb XpWnsbÃw FSp¯p AhchcpsS ho«nse¡pw t]mbn.
t]mIp¶ hgn¡p Fsâ kplr¯v _mes\ Ip.
Um.. a¨p Adntªm.. aä¶m \nsâ CÃ¯p jq«n§v Dp.. cmtk\sâ FtXm ]Sam¶m
sXm¶tW.. Ah³ ]dªp..
jq«ns§m? CÃs¯m? Bcm ]dtª..? inh³ CS¡pIbdn
Rm³ Cs¸m CÃ¯p¶m hcpt¶.. \Üb m s{X \mbnI..IqSmsX \½psS I¼n tN¨n
_nµp]Wn¡cpapss{X..
bmlqqqq.. slmbv slmbv lnbmmmm... inh³ XpÅnNmSn..
Fń\mS ssasc NmSnIfn¡ps¶. Hcp jq«n§p F¶p ]dªm C{X ks´mjn¡m³ F´m
DtÅ.. kn\nasbm¶pw AÃtÃm.. Rm³ NqSmbn..
FSm tImt¸.. \Ü Fsâ t^htdäv lotdmbn\m.. C\n Hcp amk¡mew apSnª hmWaSn
Xs¶ Bbncn¡pw.. sim.. sImÃv Fs¶ A§p sImÃv .. _nµp]Wn¡À \Ü, \Ü
_nµp]Wn¡À.. amdn amdn hmWaSn¡mw HmÀt¯mÀ¯p hmWaSn¡mw... slmbv slmbv..
inh³ icn¡pw kt´mjhm\mbncp¶p.. DÅnÂ F\n¡pw ks´mjanÃXncp¶nÃ.. kn\nam

t]mÌdpIÄ t\m¡n Ah HmÀ¯p hmWaSn¨ncp¶ F\n¡pw Chsc Hs¡ t\cn«p
IpsImp H¶p hmWaSn¡msem.. Rm\pw DÅmÂ ks´mjn¨p;
Rm\pw inh\pw Hmtcm¶p kwkmcnt¨mp \S¶p. Ahsâ hosS¯nbs¸mÂ Ah³

henªp. tXmSp t{ImÊpNbvXp Rm\pw Fsâ CÃs¯¯n.. ]Sn¸pc IS¶p AIs¯¯n
CS\mgnbnte¡p IbdnbnÃ.. sXm«pap¶nÂ Fsâ tN¨n..

Rm\pw inh\pw Hmtcm¶p kwkmcnt¨mp \S¶p. Ahsâ hosS¯nbs¸mÂ Ah³
henªp. tXmSp t{ImÊpNbvXp Rm\pw Fsâ CÃs¯¯n.. ]Sn¸pc IS¶p AIs¯¯n
CS\mgnbnte¡p IbdnbnÃ.. Fsâ tN¨n..
Um.... H¶p \nt¶, F\n¡p \nt¶mSp NneXp tNmZn¡m\pv .. sN¨n.
F´m?
\o C¶se KoXsb Ism?
DuÆv
Ahsf Ft´¦nepw sNbvsXm \o¿v?
CÃy..
AhÄ A§ns\ AÃsÃm ]dªXv!
F´p sNbvsX¶m?
H¶pw HmÀ½bnsÃ IgpX¡v .. Hsc®w A§Sv X¶mÂ ... tN¨n Fs¶ XÃm³ It¿m§n..
F´m AhnsS _lfw... A^\mWv sNmZn¨psImp IS¶p h¶Xv.
H¶pÃy.. Ch\p Aåw hnIrXn IqSp¶pp. _ÊnÂ IbdnbmÂ ap¶nte \nÂ¡p.... Ipcp¯w
sI«h³. tN¨n Fs¶ iImcn¨p.
AXn\ns¸m F´m; Ah\pw ImWnsÃ s]®p§sf H¶p sXmm\pw ]nSn¡\psams¡

tamlw; A^³ Fs¶ Xm§n. (Afp A§ns\bm FÃhcpambn \Ã I¼\nbm)
Dw.. tamlw ka{]mb¡tcmSp aXn… KoX Ft¶mSp FÃmw ]dªp. AhfpsS ASp¯p
\nsâ tamlw th..
Rm\msI N½n.. tIm¸p FÃmw ]dsª¶ tXm\pt¶..
F\n¡mtcmSpw tamlsam¶panÃ.. F¶p ]dªpsImp Rm\It¯t¡mSn.
cm{Xn F\n¡pd§m³ IgnªnÃ.. So¨À Fs´ms¡bmWmthm tN¨ntbmSp

]dªpsImSp¯n«pÅXp!! Xncnªpw adnªpw InS¶n«pw F\n¡pd¡w h¶nÃ.
Fgpt¶äncp¶p ]Tn¡m¶p sh¨ AXn\pw aqUnÃ. tIm¸v H¶pw thmbncp¶p..
Rms\gpt¶äv a«p¹mhnÂ (C¶s¯ _mÂ¡Wn Xs¶) h¶p \n¶p ]pdt¯¡p t\m¡n.

\Ã XWp¯ sX¡³ Imäv apäs¯ apÃsb XgpIn a¯p]nSn¸n¡p¶ aWhambn HgpIn
\S¡p¶p. \nemhnÂ tXm«w apgph³ hyàambn ImWmw.
s]s«¶v Hcp \ngÂ Fsâ s{i²bnÂs]«p. icn¡p t\m¡nbt¸mÄ Btcm sX§nÂ \n¶pw
Cd§p¶XpIp. shÅappw XebnÂ sI«papp, \Ã Idp¯ icocw, Rm³ Xtg¡nd§n
sX¡nWnbpsS hmXnÂ Xpd¶p ]pd¯pIS¶p. Idp¯ BÄ InWän\cnInte¡Wp
\S¡p¶Xp. Rm³ ]pdsI h¨p]nSn¨p. InWän\cnsI Rm³ ]Xp§nbncp¶p. Idp¯
a\pjy³ henb Hcp sX§ns\ Nph«nÂ \n¶ptatåm«ps\m¡n, ]ns¶ sX§nÂ henªp
Ibdm³ XpS§n.
\mfntIcw (tX§) samjvSn¡m³ h¶ GtXm IÅ\WsX¶p F\n¡p a\Ênembn.

]nSn¡m³ t]mbmÂ ]penhmemIptam? Ah³ F\n¡ns«m¶p Xm§nbmÂ Rm³ Xmsg
InS¡pw. F´p sN¿Ww. Rm\åt\cw BsemNn¨p; hcp¶Xp hcs«. It¿msS ]nSn¡pI
Xs¶.
BcmXv? Rm³ ss[cyw kw`cn¨p tNmZn¨p.
Idp¯ a\pjy³ sR«temsS Xncnªp t\m¡n.
At¿m X{¼m.. ASnbt\mSp s]mdp¡tW.. \nhÀ¯ntItSmp sNbvXpt]mbXmtW... Ah³

IcªpsImp ]dªp. Rm³ Ipc¨p IqSn ss[cyt¯msS Ahsâ ASpt¯¡p sN¶p.
t§..!!! ]d¼nse ]Wn¡p hcp¶ NncpXbpsS sIt«ym³ ]m¡c³!!!
BcmXv ]m¡ct\m? F´m ChnsS Imcyw AXp Cu cm{XnbnÂ?
X{¼m AXv... cpaq¶p tX§m thWambncp¶p.. AtXmp h¶Xm.
AXn\ptamjvSn¡tWm? AOt\mSptNmZn¨mÂ XcntÃ..
AXv.. X{¼m... Ah³ XesNmdnªpsImp \n¶p.
Bt« \o Hät¡ DsÅm AtXm NncpXbpw Dtm?
DÆv X{¼m.. ASnb\pw IqSbpt NncpX Ihp§n³ X¿pIÄ¡nSbnÂ\n¶pw ]pd¯p h¶p.
AXp icn `mcybpw `À¯mhpw IqSn H¶n¨nd§nbncn¡phm tamjvSn¡m³ AtÃ? Dw.. Rm³
AOt\mSp ]dbp¶pp, ImWn¨p Xcmw cnt\w.. Rm³ òjWnbn«p
Atbm X{¼m AcptX... ASnb§Ä C\ntaem¡m sN¿qem.. ASnb§fpsS IªnIpSn

ap«pw.. NncpXbpw ]m¡c\pw Fsâ Im¡Â hoWp Icªp ]dªp
Dw.. icn s]mbvs¡m C\n taemÂ ImWcpXv Rm³ Xm¡oXp \ÂIn hn«p.
hoSn\I¯p tIdn hmXneS¨p apIfnte¡p \S¶p. apdnbnÂ InS¶mÂ Dc¡w hcnÃ, Hcp
CKvfojv ]pØIsaSp¯p hmbn¨p (Dd¡w hcm³ Rm³ sN¿p¶ Hcp GÀ¸mSWp AXv.)
F\n«pw c£bnÃ.. ssacp F¶ hcpt¼mÄ hcs« F¶p IcpXn I«nenÂ Ibdn InS¶p.
Hmtcm¶mtemNnt¨mp InS¶v a\Êp hopw kz]v\temIt¯¡p ]d¶p. Rm\pw KoXbpw

IqSn lWnaqWn\p sImssSI\mente¡p s]mbncn¡pIbmWp. AhnsS Hcp tlm«enÂ
apdnsbSp¯p. dqw t_mbv s]«nIsfÃw sImph¶p sh¨p. NqSp shÅ¯nÂ H¶p
Ipfn¡Wsa¶p ]dªp KoX _mXv dqante¡p t]mbn. Rm³ henb s_UnÂ Ibdn
InS¶p.
jhdnÂ\n¶pw shÅw hogp¶ iÐw tIÄ¡p¶p. KoX IpfnXpS§n ImWpw

F§ns\bmbncn¡pw Ct¸mÂ AhÄ Ipfn¡p¶pmhpI? ]qÀ® \ábmbncn¡ptam?
F\n¡hfpsS Ipfn H¶p ImWm³ sImXnbmbn. Rm³ _mXv dqansâ hmXnenÂ ap«n.

Ft´? AI¯p \n¶pw AhÄ tNmZn¨p
H¶pw CÃ. Pkväv \nsâ Ipfn H¶p ImWm³ sImXnbmIp¶p.. hmXnÂ Xpd¡v
A¿Sm.. A§ns\ Cs¸m Fsâ Ipfn ImW; sImXnb³
Xpd¡Sm Ip«m... Rm³ sI©n.
AhÄ SÆÂ DSp¯p ]Xps¡ hmXnÂ Xpd¶p.
CsX´m FÃmw hmcnNpänsImmtWm Ipfn¡p¶Xv? Rm³ AhfpsS SÆÂ ]dn¨p Ifªp
AhÄ ASnbnÂ H¶pw C«n«pmbncp¶nÃ. (AXp icn s]®p XpWnbnÃsXbmWsÃ

Ipfn¡pt¶. Rm³ a\ÊnÂ ]dªp) AhÄ Hcp I¿mÂ tbm\o `mKhpw adp ssIsImp
apeIfpw ad¡m³ Hcp hyYm {iaw XS¯n (s]®p§fpsS \mSIw.) lm.. ad¡msX..
F\n¡nsXms¡ ImWWw, \o Is¿Sp¡v. Rm³ AhfpsS ssIIÄ aän¨p. \Ã In®³
apeIÄ, DSbm¯, Debm¯, slm Fsâ Ip® InS¶p XpÅm\pw sh«m\pw XpS§n. Rm³
AhfpsS apeIÄ ]Xps¡ ]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯n. Dw.. thms¶.. AhÄ irwKcn¨p.
Rm³ AhfpsS XpSp¯ X¯½NppIÄ Fsâ hmbnem¡n \pWªp.

apeI®pIÄ]nSn¨p RcSn. ]ns¶ apeIÄ amdn amdn N¸n.
AhÄ Ima]chibmbn \n¶p IpdpIn. Rm³ Xmsg ap«pIp¯n\n¶p AhfpsS ]qÀ

\¡nsImSp¯p. Fsâ \m¡I¯pIS¯n AhfpsS ]qÀNmenÂ IhnX cNn¨p. AhfpsS
]qÀNppIÄ Rm³ N¸nIpSn¨p. Hcp henb ]bÀaWnt]mepÅ AhfpsS I´pRm³
ISn¨p hen¨p. Blv.. Dulv.. AhÄ AXy[nIw Ima]chibmbn Fsâ Xe]nSn¨p
AhfpsS ]qdnte¡aÀ¯n.
Rm³ Fgps¶äv AhfpsS apebnepw Ipnbnepw AaÀ¯n R¡n. NppIÄ hmbnem¡n

\pWªp. Hcp ssIsImp AhfpsS apeIfpw adpI¿mÂ Ipnbpw R¡nbpS¨p.
Fsâ Ip®Ipe¨p Ahsâ sXfn\oÀ s]mgn¡m³ XpS§nbncp¶p. AhepsS hbä¯pw

s]m¡nÄNpgnbnepsaÃmw Fsâ Ip®bnse NpSp\oÀ ]pcp.
AhÄ Fsâ Ip®sb ]Xps¡ XShn, ]ns¶ sXmen¨p hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n.AhfpsS

an\pÊamÀ¶I¿nencp¶v Fsâ Ip® sh«n. Rm\hsf Xmsg Ccp¯n Fsâ Ip®
hmbnseSp¸n¨p.
BZysam¶ds¨¦nepw ]ns¶ AhÄ Fsâ Ip® hmbnseSp¯q¼n. Ah³ AhfpsS

hmbnencp¶p hn§n. BZyw ]Xps¡ ]Xps¡ XpS§n ]ns¶ \Ã kv]oSvUnembn AhfpsS
Du¼Â. Du¼p¶Xns\m¸w HcpssIsImhÄ Fsâ An ]Xps¡ RcSnsImncp¶p.
B ]cn]mSn Fs¶ hfscb[nIw kpJn¸n¨p. Rm³ AhfpsS Xe]nSn¨p sImp AhfpsS
hmbnte¡p ]®n. Fsâ Ip® Rm³ DucnbqcnbSn¨p. Rm\hfpsS hmbnse¡p Adnªp
]®n. CS¡v AhfpsS ]ÃpX«nsb¦nepw AhÄ \¡pNpgän Fsâ ]®en\p IqSpXÂ kpJw
X¶p.
F\n¡p hcmdmbncp¶p. Rm³ AhepsS Xe]nSn¨p Fsâ aSnbnte¡aÀ¯n Bªp]®n...

Blv......... Dulv........ lt½... F\n¡p hcmdmbncp¶p. Rms\sâ kÀhz iànbpsaSp¯p
AhfpsS hmbnte¡cnªp ]®n.Fsâ Ip® Ahsâ NpSp]mÂ AhfpsS hmbnte¡p
Noän.
Rm³ sR«nbpWÀ¶p. slm... Hcp kz]v\ambncp¶Xv. Rmsâ apn\nSbneqsS I¿n«v Fsâ

Ip®sbm¶p XShn.. AhnSamsI \\ªncn¡p¶p. Rms\sâ apgn¨p t\m¡n. Fsâ P«n
apgph\pw Fsâ Ip®]mÂ sImp \\ªncn¡p¶p. Hcp \Ã kz]v\ kvIe\w.
]ntä¶v RmbdmgvNbmbncp¶p. tImtfPpanÃ Iw]}«À¢mkpanÃ.. cmhnes¯ {]mXÂ

Ignªp shdpsX H¶p ]pdt¯¡nd§msa¶p IcpXnbt¸mÄ tZ ap¶nÂ A^³.

\osbt§m«m?
Ft§m«panÃ; shdpsX H¶p ]pdt¯¡v.
¶m t¸m F§Spw s]mm;; ]mS¯p ]Wn¡mcpp, \o At§m«p t]m, F\n¡p

SuWntes¡m¶p t]mWw.
Dw.. t]mImw Rm³ k½Xw aqfn.
a\ÊnÂ A^s\ Iptd ]ncmInsImp Rm³ ]mSt¯¡p \S¶p.
]mSs¯¯nbt¸mÄ Btcbpw InÃ. ]Wnbps¶p ]dªn«p Hcp ]qdt\bpw

ImWp¶nÃtÃm.. A^³ Fs¶ Du¼n¨XmsWm? GXmbmepw ]ÅymenÂ Ibdntb¨p
t]mImw (AhnsS Ccp¶mÂ A¸pds¯ ho«nse s]®p§Â tXm«nÂ Ipfn¡p¶Xpw
Ae¡p¶Xpw aäpw ImWmw AhÀs¡ms«m Fs¶ ImWpIbpanÃ)
Rm³ ]Åymente¡p tIdn..iqqqqqqqq Hcp iÐw Rm³ ]Xps¡ iÐapm¡sX H¨ tI«

`mKt¯¡p sN¶p. s]m´¡nSbnÂ Hc\¡w. Rm³ ]Xp§n Ipd¨p IqSn ASpt¯¡p
\o§ns\m¡n. Hcp s]ss®cp¶p apÅp¶p.. aq{Xw \ne¯p hogp¶ iÐamWp tI«Xv.
Bsc¶dnbm³ Rm³ s]m´¡nSbnte¡p sN¶p.
NncpX!! ]m¡csâ sI«nsbmÄ!! C¶se \mssftIcw tamjvSn¡m³ h¶hÄ!!
NncpX s]m´¡cnInencp¶p apÅpIbmWv,
Rm³ AhnsS Hfn¨ncp¶p AhÄ apÅp¶Xp t\m¡n. Idp¯ tcmaImSpIfmÂ BhrXamb

AhÄ Icnw ]qänÂ \n¶pw aª aq{Xw ]pdt¯¡v Nnäp¶p. AXnsâ ]X a®nÂ
\pcªps]mńbncn¡p¶p. Imepcpw Ih¨p sh¨psImp app apgph\pw Achsc
s]m¡n IqXnbpw ]qdpw Im«nbpÅ B Ccn¸pIn«p Fsâ Ip® Ip«³ P«n¡pÅnÂ
Rcn]ncnsImp. F\n¡hsf At¸mÄXs¶ AhnsS C«pXs¶
]®Wsa¶pmbncps¶¦nepw Rm³ I¬t{SmÄ sNbvXncp¶p.
s]m´¡nSbnÂ sNmdnbp¶ GsXm hÅnsbm asäm Dmbncp¶p. AsXsâ taÂ X«n

sNmdnbm³ XpS§n. Rm³ sNmdn¨nÂ kln¡msX ]pd¯p NmSn. t\sc NncpXbpsS
ap¼nÂ!
At¿m..F¶p ]dªpsImp AhÄ ]pdInte¡p adnªp hoWp. AÀ²\ábmbn ]d¼nÂ

aeÀ¶p InS¡p¶ ImgvNIv Fsâ Ip® app Xpf¨p ]pdt¯¡p apg¨p \n¶p.
NncpXbpsS t\m«w Fsâ Ip®bnte¡bn..
F´m X{¼m.. s]®p§Ä aq{Xsamgn¡p¶Xv Hfnªp t\m¡pIbmsWm?X{¼m¡·mÀ

ImcWw s]®p§Ä¡v H¶p aq{Xsamgn¡m\pw ]äntÃ?
\nÀ¯Sn \nsâ sImWhnXmcw.
A¿Sm. Hfnªp t\m¡nbXpw t]mcm sXdn hnfn¡pt¶m? Rm³ AOs\ H¶p ImWs«...
FÃmw ]dbp¶pp.
^mmm... ]qdn tamtf.. ]dbm³ As§m«p hm.. C¶se I¡m³ h¶ Imcyhpw Rm³
]dbp¶pp.
As¿ym X{¼m NXn¡tÃ.. Rms\m¶n\pw hcp¶ntÃ, Fsâ ]WnIfbtÃ..
Dw.. ]Wn thW¨ F\n¡pw Nne ]WnIsfms¡ NbvXp XcWw. ]täzm? Rm³
apXemfn¯¯nsâ, P·nXz¯nsâ apXseSp¸p\S¯n.
F´ NncpX X{¼mIp«n¡p sNbvXp Xtcs? AhÄ hfscb[nIw hn\bt¯msS tNmZn¨p.

F\ns¡m¶p shÅw IfbWw. Ip®Ipe¨p sImSn¼ncnsImn«p h¿.. \osbm¶p
hmbnseSp¡Ww ]täzm? (IpSnbmf·mcpsSbSp¯tÃ P·nXzw \S¡pÅp)
AhÄ¡Xp \qdph«w k½Xambncp¶p. (C¶pw an¡ IpSnbmf·mcpw CXns\ms¡

X¿mdmWp)
]Åymemb ImcWw Bcpw H¶pw ImWnÃ. Rm³ Fsâ apgn¨p Ifªp jÀ«pw
DucnIfªp shdpw F¶m]ns¶ shdpsX P«nsbń\m `m¡nsh¡p¶sX¶pIcpXn AXpw
]dn¨p Ifªp. ]cn]qÀ® \á\mbn AhfpsS ap¼nÂ Ip®bpw Ipe¸n¨§ns\ \n¶p.
Ipe¨p \nÂ¡p¶ Fsâ I®In«hÄ¡Xv`pXaqdn
F´m C§ns\ t\m¡pt¶? CXn\pap¼p CXpt]mse Ip®In«ntÃ? Rm³ tNmZn¨p.
]m¡csâ Idp¯ BtcmKyanÃ¯ Ip®btÃ ImWmdpÅp. CXns¸m \Ã XpSp¯ Hcp

t\{´¸gw t]msemcp km[\w ap¶nÂ ImWpt¼mÂ Bcpw A´w hn«pt]mIpw Fsâ
X{¼mIpt«y...
F¶ ]ns¶ t\m¡n\nÂ¡sX AsXSp¯§SvXmtemen¨qsS?
AhÄ Fsâ AcnInÂ h¶p Fsâ Ip®Ip«s\ H¶p XgpIn. ]ns¶ ]Xps¡
AntKmf§fnÂ cphncepIfp]tbmKn¨p XShn.
AhfpsS temeamb ssIIÄsImp F\n¡p hmWaSn¨p X¶p. Fsâ Ip® AhfpsS

ssIIfncp¶p hoÀ¸pap«n. Rm³ Ahsf F¶nte¡phenäÀ¯n. AhfpsS NppIÂ
cpw ISnö¼n. ]ns¶ Fsâ \mIhfpsS hbnte¡pIS¯n AhfpsS \m¡pambn A¦w
sh«n
AhfpsS apeIÄ Rm³ AaÀ¯nbpS¨p. N¸Xn¡p amhp Ipg¡p¶amXncn cpapeIÄ

Rm³ amdnamdn Ipg¨p. ]ns¶ AhfpsS »uÊqcnsbdnªp. AhfpsS apeI¨ Rm³
]ÃpsImp ISn¨gn¨p.
Idp¯ sh®IÂt]mepÅ AhfpsS icoc¯neqsS Fsâ \m¡mÂ Nn{Xw hc¨p.

AhfpsS Icp¯p XpSp¯ henb apeIÄ Rm³ Cu¼nIpSn¨p. apeR«pIÄ hmbnen«p N¸n.
AhÄ FsâIp®sXmen¸n¨p F\n¡p \¶mbn hmWaSn¨p X¶p. ]ns¶ \ne¯p

ap«pIp¯n\n¶p Aåw Xp¸seSp¯v Fsâ Ip®bnÂ ]pc«nsImmbn hmWaSn.
Rm³ Fsâ Ip®aIpSw AhfpsS NppIfnÂ ap«n¨p. AXnseI®p\oÀIW§Ä AhzÄ

cpNn¨p. ]ns¶ Aåmåambn Fsâ Ip®Ip«s\ AhÄ hngp§n. Ahsâ aIpS¯nepw
Nmenepw AhÄ \mhn«pNpgän. Fsâ DIÄ ]nSnäÀ¯nsImp AhÄ Fsâ
Ip®apgph\pw sXmhsc hngp§n.
Rm³ AhfpsS hmbnÂ\n¶pw Ip¬\hen¨qcn AhfpsS apeIÄ¡nS¡p h¨psImp

Ahsf ]®m³ XpS§n. Fsâ Ip® AhfpsS apeIÄ¡nSbnencp¶v hoÀ¸pap«n.
cpssIIÄsImpw apeIÄ tNÀ¯p]nSn¨v AhÄ apebnSp¡pIÂ IqSpXÂ ssSäm¡n.
]ns¶ Rm\hsf a®nÂInS¯n AhfpsS apIfnÂ IbdnInS¶p. AhfpsS ep¦n ]cn¨p

Ifªv Xmdpw (H¶c) ]dn¨p Ifªp. AhfpsS Idp¯ tcmasI«nÂ Fsâ
Ip®shäÀ¯n.
]ns¶ Ip®aIpSw ]Xps¡ AhfpsS ]qän\pÅnte¡pIS¯n. \Ã Cdp¡apÅ B

]qänte¡v AXp Ibdm³ C¯ncn ]mSps]«p. Aåw _ew {]tbmKn¨p Rms\sâ Ip®
AhfpsS ]qänte¡pXÅnIbän. iv....... F¶v thZ\tbmSpIqSn AhÄ ]dªp.
Rms\sâ Ip® Aåw ]pdt¯¡p hen¨qcn ]ns¶ hopw XÅnIbän. Fsâ Ipn Rm³
AXn thK¯nÂ Nen¸n¨p. Rm³ ASn¡p¶Xn\\pkcn¨v AhÄ AhfpsS Ipn s]m¡n

]nSn¨p. Rms\sâ Ip® DucnbqcnbSn¨p. AhÂfpsS NppIÄ Rm³ AaÀ¯nISn¨p.
IpNZzb§Ä ]nSn¨pS¨p. apeIm¼pIfnÂ \mhn«pgän.
Fsâ kÀÆ iànbpsaSp¯v Rm³ BªSn¨p. F\n¡p hcmdmbncp¶p. GIsZiw Hc

AcaWnIqÀ R§Ä ASn¨pImWpw CXn\nS¡p AhÄ¡p cp {]mhiyw shÅw
t]mbnImWpw. Rm³ H¶p cp XhWIqSn AhfpsS ]qän BªSn¨p. F\n¡p
hcmdmbt¸mÄ Fsâ Ip®sbSp¯v AhfpsS hmbnÂ sImSp¯p. AhÄ hmbnÂ sh¨p
H¶pcp XhWbq¼nbt¸mtg¡pw Fsâ Ip®Ip« sh®I«n iÀ±n¨p. AhfpsS
NppIfnepw apJ¯pw aq¡nt·epsaÃmw Fsâ ip¢w ASn¨p hogv¯n.
At¸mtg¡pw Rm³ XfÀ¶pIgnªncp¶p. Rm³ Xmsg a®nÂ InS¶p H¶p ab§n. Ipd¨p
Ignªt¸mÄ NncpX Fs¶ hnfn¨pWÀ¯n. D¨bqWn\p ]Wn \nÀ¯dmbn. Cs¸m
hÃy{¼m³ hcpsa¶pw ]dªp. Rm³ NmSnsbgpt¶äp thKw apsSp¯p, ]ÅymenÂ
\n¶pw Xmtg¡nd§n. tXm«nÂ Imepw apJhpw IgpIn ]mShc¼nte¡p Ibdnbt¸mtg¡pw
NncpXbpw ]Wn aXnbm¡n h¶v. Rm³ AhfpsS NpnÂ Hcp ap¯w sImSp¯p.
N¡tc Cu ]®Â Hcn¡epw Rm³ ad¡nÃ ... AhÄ Fsâ ImXnÂ sasÃtbmXn.
Rm\hfpsS Ipn]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯n. ASp¯ XhW \nsâ sImXX¯neSn¡Ww ]qdpw

\¡Ww. F¶p ]dªpsImv Rm\hfpsS ]qdnÂ ]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯n.
tXmSp t{ImÊpsNbvXv ]Sn¸pcbpw IS¶v Rm³ Xf¯nte¡pw AhÄ Iªn hm§m\mbn

ASp¡fbpsS ]pdInte¡pw \S¶p
Xn¦fmgvN cmhnse Aåw t\cs¯ Xs¶ Cd§n. F¶pw t]mIp¶ _ÊnÂ IbdnbmÂ
Nnet¸mÄ So¨À Dmbmtem F¶p IcpXnbm t\ct¯ Cd§nbXv.
Ibdnb DSs\Xs¶ inh³ Fsâ ap¼nÂ XSbn«p\n¶p. ]pebmSntams\ sImÃm\pÅ

tZjyw Dmbncp¶p. C¶s¯ Fsâ Imcyw t]m¡pXs¶ Hscmäsb®s¯t]mepw C¶p
Pm¡nsh¡m³ In«nÃ. Rm³ Aåw ]n¶nte¡nd§n\n¶p. GXmbepw IpnbnÂ
Pm¡nsh¡m³ ]änÃ F¶ ]ns¶ Ccn¡p¶ s]®p§fpsS tXmfnsem ssIXbntem
sh¡sa¶p IcpXn Xncnªp \n¶p. Hcp{K³ Nc¡p ]pdt¯¡p t\m¡nbncn¡p¶p.
AhfpsS tXmfnÂXs¶bmImw C¶s¯ Pm¡n F¶p IcpXn Rm³ AhfpsS tXmfnÂ
Nmcn\n¶p. ap«n\n¶t¸mÄ AhÄ H¶\§pI IqSnsNbvXnÃ. AXn\mÂ F\n¡åw ss[cyw
IqSn Rm³ a\ÊnÂ ]okmtemNn¨p Fsâ Ip«s\ I¼nbm¡n. AhfpsS tXmfnÂ Fsâ
Ipe¨ Ip® AaÀ¯n sh¨p.
I¼nbmb Ip® tXmfnÂ X«nbt¸mÄ AhÄ Fs¶ Xncnªp t\m¡n.
slât½... KoX So¨À!!!.....
Fsâ kÀÆ ss[cyhpw tNmÀ¶pt]mbv ]pebmSn¨n tamsf ImWmXncn¡\Wp t\cs¯

t]m¶Xp. ]qdpt]Sn¨p ]´f¯p sN¶t¸mÄ IqXnbpw ]qdpw I«n
s]¼ntÅsc¶t]msebmbn AXv.
I¼nbmb Fsâ Ip® hmSn XfÀ¶p BsI Np§n t]mbn. AtXmsSm¸w AhfpsS Hcp
atäSs¯ Nncn. Fsâ sh{]mfhpw N½epw aäpw Ip AhÄ¡p NncnbS¡m\mbnÃ.
ssacp inh\msW¦nÂ Fsâ Nc¡pIÄ {]oXtbbpw sPymXntbbpw amdn amdn

Pm¡nsh¡epw ]nSp¯hpw. AhcmXnIfmb AhäIvÄ ISnaq¯v GXptIm¸\mbmepw
thnÃy F¶p sh¨v Ah¶p kuIcy¯n\p \n¶psImSp¡p¶p.
F\n¡p k¦Sw h¶pw IcbWw F¶phsc tXm¶n. ]qd³ inhs\ Hä¡p In«nbmÂ
Ahsâ Ipn¡Sn¡Ws½¶phsc Rm³ hnNmcn¨p.
So¨dpÅXn\mÂ ]ns¶ Pm¡nsbm¶pw \S¶nÃ. Hcphn[w _ew ]nSn¨p Rm³ \n¶p.

_kvtäms¸¯nbXpw Cd§ntbmSn.

¢mÊnÂ sN¶p Gähpw ]pdInÂ sN¶ncp¶p. inh³ h¶v ap¶nencp¶p. Fs¶
ImWmªt¸mÄ Xncnªp t\m¡n.
F´S Ipt® ]pdInÂ t]mbncn¡ps¶. s]®p§fpsS IpnImWm\tWm? Ahsâ Hcp

]qänse tNmZyw.
Rms\m¶pw annbnÃy. Ahs\ sImÃm\pÅ tZjyw Dmbncp¶p. ]q¨s¡m ]®m\pw

In«nbnÃ ]«nbhnsS InS¶p ]®p¶p F§ns\ kln¡pw F¶t]mse..
BZy¢mÊv Hdm¡nÄ, KoXSo¨dpsS!! tXm¸n¨ntÃ..
AhfpsS atäse Nncn¨psImpÅ hchpIt¸mtf F\n¡p Xcn¨p. Rm³ H¶pw

anmsX Xe Xmgv¯nbncp¶p.
Gähpw ]pdInÂ Rm\ncn¡p¶Xp I So¨À Ft¶mSp tNmZn; Is®´m ]pdInÂ

t]mbncn¡p¶Xv. ChnsS hcp F¶pw ap¶netÃ Ccn¡mÀ, ChnsS Xs¶ Ccp¶ aXn.
Rm³ IqSpXembn H¶pw ]dbm³ \n¶nÃ. Fgpt¶äv ap¶nÂ t]mbncp¶p. Ignª ¢mÊnÂ
FSp¯ t]mÀjs\Ipdn¨v tNmZyw tNmZn¡m³ XpS§n. BZy tNmZyw Ft¶mSp Xs¶.
I®m Hdm¡nfnenÂ Umä tkhv sN¿p¶Xv GXp coXnbnemsW¶p FIv kvs¹bn³ sN¿p..
D¯cw F\n¡dnbmambncps¶¦nepw Rm³ a\x]qÀÆw ]dªnÃ. H¶pw anmsX Xe

Xmgv¯n\n¶p.
AXv So¨sd Acniw ]nSn¸n¨p. Fsâ ssIXSbnÂ ]n¨nsImp So¨À Fs¶ hg¡p
]dªp.
]Tn¡m³ ]dªmÂ aSn hnIrXn Im«ms\m apSp¡\pw. I®\p ]Tn¨ph¶se´m?
F\n¡cnihpw H¸w \mWt¡Spw tXm¶n. ¢mÊnse aäp ]ntÅcpsS ap¶nÂ sh¨p Fs¶
]n¨nbXp F\n¡p Ipdhmbn tXm¶n.
Rm³ tZjyt¯msS Ccp¶p.
Fsâ ip¬Tn In«v So¨À¡v Nncn hcp¶pmbncp¶p.
tNmZyw tNmZn¡Â Ignªv ¢msÊSp¡m³ XpS§n. F\n¡p Xosc {i²bpmbncp¶nÃ.

Rm³ P\mebneqsS ]pdt¯¡p t\m¡n sImncp¶p.
Tt¸ I¿nÂ hopsamcSn. F\n¡p icn¡pw thZ\n¨p. Rm³ So¨tdmSpNqSmbn.
So¨sd´m Fs¶ am{Xw ASn¡ps¶. inh\pw aäpw ]n¯\Ifn¨mepw Hcp Ipg¸hpantÃ?

Ft¸mgpw Fs¶ am{Xsa´m in£n¡ps¶?
So¨À¡v H¶pw ]dbm³ Dmbncp¶nÃ, AhÄ ¢mÊp XpSÀ¶p.
¢mÊp IgnªXpw Rm³ ]pdt¯¡nd§n. inh\pw Fsâ ]pdsI h¶p.
F´mSm Ipt® Hcp atäse sZjyw? \nsâ Nc¡pIsf ssIsh¨Xn\m? amsj

Ahfpamscms¡ tIÊpsI« tams\. AsÃÂ Rm³ Pm¡n sh¨t¸mÂ
kpJn¨p\n¡pambncpt¶m?
Rms\m¶pw annbnÃ
AXp t]ms«; \os¿ń\ So¨tdmSp NqSmsb?
So¨À Fs¶a{Xsa in£n¡p¶pÅp. \n§sfÃhcpw ¢mÊnÂ I¨dImWn¡cpsÃm

FSm s]m«m... AXp AhÄ¡p\nt¶mSp CãapÅXpsImm.. a³ AXpw a\ÊnembntÃ.
Cãtam? Ft¶msSm? Fń\p?
FSm tImt¸ AhÄ¡p \nt¶mSp t{]aam...
t]mSm A\mhiyw ]dbmsX..
F¶m \o AhtfmSp tNmZn¨pt\m¡v. Ah³ Fs¶ ]ncntIän.
¢mÊpIgnªp FÃmhcpw t]mbn. Rm³ So¨dpsS ASpt¯¡p sN¶p. F\n¡v So¨tdmSp

Hcp Imcyw tNmZn¡\pv.. Rm³ Acåw aSnsbmsS AhsfmSp ]dªp.
AXn´m I®³ tNmZnt¨mfp.
So¨À¡v.... So¨Às¡s¶ CãamsWm?
AsX´ I®³ A§ns\ tNmZns¨?
AÃm inh³ ]dªp So¨Às¡t¶mSp t{]aamsW¶p..
t{]atam F\nt¡m AXpw Ip«ntbmtSm.. So¨dmsI shdn]qp. ]ns¶ F´mWp

]dtbs¶dnªnÃ..
At¸mtg¡pw Iq\nt·Â Ipcp F¶t]mse Hcp Ipcnimbn Fsâ tN¨nbpw At¸mÄ

AhntS¡p h¶p.

F´mS ChnsS InS¶p ]cp§p¶Xv? ¢mÊpIgnªmÂ CÃt¯¡p s]míqsS... sImc§³
s]®p§sf ImWm³ \nÃpIbmhpw.. tN¨n Fs¶ iImcn¨p.
Rms\m¶p Xpdn¨p t\m¡nbtX DÅp. hÃXpw Xncn¨p ]dªmÂ ASn Dd¸m; a{XhpaÃ
CÃ¯p sN¶p AOt\mSp hÃXpw ]dªp ]nSn¸n¡pIbpw sN¿pw.
F´m \osbs¶ t\m¡n t]Sn¸n¡pIbm? Ipcp¯w sI«h³ ImcWw _m¡nbpÅhÀ¡p

]pd¯nd§n\S¡m³ h¿mXmbn.
Rms\m¶pw annbnÃ.
AÃm KotX \ns\s¡´p ]än? hÃmsX hnbÀ¯n«ptÃm? F´m BsI Hcp hn½n«w?
Cu A{ioIcw hÃXpw sNbvsXm?
Rms\m¶p sR«n!! Rms\¯p sNbvXq¶m.. Rms\m¶pw sNbvXnÃy..
\o¿hnsS anmXncps¶m.. \nt¶mSÃ tNmZn¨Xv.
Gbv CÃ.. sNdnb Hcp XethZ\ t]mse; AXm.. So¨À Hcp IÅw ]dªp.
\osbt¶mSp IÅw ]db, \nsâ apJw Imednbmw Fs´m ]äo«ps¶v! ]dbp KotX..
Gbv H¶pÃymt¶.. F\ns¡mcp Ipg¸hpanÃ.. So¨À AIt¯¡p t]mIm³ t\m¡n..
tN¨n AhfpsS ssI ]nSn¨p \nÀ¯n. F¶n«p Ft¶mSmbn Bcmªp.
]dbSm!! \o Chsf F´m sNbvtX, kXyw ]dsªm AtÃÂ hÃyOt\mSp

]dªpsImSp¡pw (Fsâ AOs\ hÃyO³ F¶Wp tN¨n hnfn¡dv)
Rms\m¶pw sNbvXn«nsÃt¶..
^m Ipcp¯w sI«hs\ \pW]dbps¶m! \ns¶ F\n¡p \¶mbdnbmw _ÊnÂ Ibdnbmepw

F¶p th FhnsS sN¶mepw Fs¸m Nm³kpIn«nbmepw \o Chsf iÃys¸Sp¯pw,
A{ioIcw. kXyw ]dbS sX½mSn..
Rm³ BIp Ipgªp. kXyw ]dbmsX hs¿¶mbn. ]ns¶ t]Sn¨p t]Sn¨p sasÃ ]dªp.
Rms\m¶pw sNbvXnÃ.. So¨Às¡s¶ CãamtWm¶p tNmZn¨p. At{X DÅq.
Tt¸... As¸m In«n sNIn«s¯msc®w. Fsâ I®nÂ s]m¶o¨]mdn.
sX½Sn, \o BtcbmS t{]an¡m³ s]mtW? FSm Ipcp¯w sI«hs\ \msf \o

Fs¶tIdnbpw ]nSn¡patÃm..
Rm³ Btcw ]nSn¨n«nÃ. CjvSmtWm¶p tNmZn¨tX DÅp.
h¦³.. Cs¸m tNmZn¡pw \msf tIdn ]nSn¡pw, ]«n t\m¡nt]Sn¸n¡cpXv.. \msb Rm³
\ns¶ C¶p icnbm¡nXcp¶pp. t\m¡ns¡m...
tN¨n Fs¶ Iptd iImcn¡pIbpw ASn¡pIbpw ]n¨pIbpw aäpw sNbvXp.

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Rm³ Øehpw {]mbhpsam¶pw t\m¡oÃ. \n¶p Icbm³ XpS§n.
IcªXp ASnsIm thZs\mIÃ. ho«n sN¶mÂ Nnet¸mÄ ^mZÀ F¶p ]dbp¶

kmZ\w AXmbXp Fsâ AO³ Xncpta\n XqWnÂ sI«nbn«p XÃnsb¶pw Nnet¸mÄ
ap«pImep XÃnsbmSns¨¶pw aäpw hcpw. tN¨n F¶ AhcmXnsb hnizkn¡m³ sImÅnÃ..
hr¯nsI«hÄ F´p \pW thWsa¦nepw ]dªp ]nSn¸n¡pw.
AsXms¡ HmÀ¯t¸mÄ Fsâ Ic¨nen\p B¡w IqSn. Rm³ tX§n tX§n Icbm³
XpS§n.
AXp I So¨À¡p NncnbmWp h¶Xv. ]ns¶ NncnbS¡n Fsâ tN¨nsb imkn¨p.. F´m
\nÀ½te CXv.. I®s\ Fń\ Icbn¸n¨Xv. BfpIpg¸¡cs\m¶paÃ.. ]ns¶ C¯ncn
Ipdp¼pss¶ DÅp.. anSp¡\m..
Dw.. Ipdp¼v... s]®p§fpsS ........ thm Fs¶ sImsm¶pw ]dbn¸n¡m...
Rm³ Ic¨nÂ \nÀ¯nbncp¶nÃ... So¨Às¡t¶mSp klXm]w tXm¶n.. F´m I®m CXp,,

hÃy Bfmbn«p Icbmm. I®³ t]Snt¡ tN¨n BtcmSpw H¶pw ]dbnÃy.. AsÃepw
AXn\ns¸m H¶pw Dmbn«nÃysÃm...
AXp tI«t¸mgmsW\n¡p Aåsa¦nepw Aizmkw tXm¶nbXv. Rm³ _mXvdqanÂ t]mbn

apJw IgpIn h¶p.
So¨À Fsâ XebnÂ kvt\l]qÀÆw H¶p XShn.. _mbv ]dªp Rm³ CÃt¯¡p Xncn¨p.
A¶p _ÊnÂ Btcbpw Pm¡nsh¡mt\m ]nSn¡ms\m Xmåcyapbncp¶nÃ. BsI

aqUnbmbncp¶p. ho«nse¯n (tImtfPnÂ t]mbnÃy) DuWpIgn¨p. t\sc apdnbnÂ t]mbn
InS¶p.
Dd¡w h¶nÃ....CusSbmbn a\Êpapgph\pw sseKnI NnÍtf DÅq. ssI Adnbms

Ip«s\ XgpIm³ XpS§n.. Ah³ Fgpt¶äpsh«nXpSn¨psImncp¶p. ]Xps¡ ]Xps¡
Rm\shs\ sXmen¨pw XtemSnbpw kpJw sImp. ]ns¶ hmWaSnbpsS thKw IqSn.
KoXsb HmÀ¯psImp Rms\sâ Ip®]nSn¨pIpep¡n. ssI H¶p apdpInbt¸mÄ Um....
Fs¶mcp hnfn. Rm³ sR«nsbgpt¶äp. tN¨n.. ]d¡m«p\oensb t]mse apSnsbÃw Agn¨n«p
I®pcpw Xpdn¸n¨p Fs¶ t\m¡p¶p.
Fsâ \Ã Poh³ t]mbn.... Rm³ NmSnsbgpt¶äp thKw apsSp¯pSp¯p. ]t£ Ipe¨

Fsâ Ip® apn\SnbneqsS \¦qcaSn¨p\n¶p.
F´mS Igpthdn ChnsS ]cn]mSn. F´p sX½Sn¯cam \o ImWn¡pt¶?
Rms\m¶pw sNbvXnÃ.. aq{Xsamgn¡p¶Xnsâ AhnsS sNmdn¨nem AhnsS H¶p

sNmdnªXm..
Dw...Ahsâ Hcp sNmdn¨nÂ...Ipcp¯w sI«h³ hr¯ntISpImWn¨n«p \pW ]dbp¶Xp

InsÃ.. AhÄ Fsâ Xe¡ns«m¶p X¶p.
F\n¡p \¶mbn thZ\n¨p.. Rms\m¶pw sNbvXnsÃ¶p ]dªnsÃ.. ]ns¶ Fń\m Fs¶

ASnt¨? Rm³ I®nÂ shÅw \nd¨psImp ]dªp..
H¶pw sNbvXnÃ t]mepw InsÃ ap¼nÂ apg¨p\nÂ¡p¶Xv ... F¶n«p Fs¶mSp

\pW]dbp¶p...
AXv H¶pw sNbvXn«Ã.. aq{Xsamgn¡m³ ap«nbn«m.. AÃs Rms\´p sN¿m\m?
Ahsâ Hcp aq{Xsamgn¡m³ ap«Â.. F¶p ]dªpsImp sN¨n Fsâ apqcnIfªp..

Rm³ ]qÀ® \á\mbn AhfpsS ap¶nÂ \n¶p. Aåw \mWw tXm¶nsb¦nepw Hcp

s]®nsâ ap¼nÂ Ip®Ipe¸n¨p ]qÀ® \á\mbn \nÂ¡\pw Hcp ckw tXm¶n. Fsâ
NnÍÄ AcsI«nse Dd¨t]inbnepw {]Xnên¨p. Ah³ InS¶p XpÅm³ XpS§n..
Dw.. InsÃ aq{Xsamgn¡m³ ap«p¶hsâ hn½n«w... F¶p ]dªpsImp AhÄ ...... Fsâ
tN¨n...... Fsâ Ip®]nSn¨p H¶p RcSn... AhfpsS arZpeamb ssI X«nbt¸mÄ Fsâ
Ip®bnse \oe Rc¼pIÄ H¶pIqSn XpSp¯p. Ah³ {]uVntbmsS XesbSp¯p\n¶p.
InsÃ Ak¯v At½w s]§tfw ImÂ Adnbm¯h³.. F¶p ]dªpsImp AhÄ

Fsâ Ip® ]nSn¨psXmen¨p.
F\n¡t½w s]§tfw Imsems¡ Adnbmw.
]ns¶ F´mS CXn§s\ Ipe¨p \nÂ¡p¶Xv..
AXp aq{Xsamgn¡m³ ap«nbn«¶p Rm³ ]dªntÃ
aq{XamtWm AsXm thsd hÃXpamtWm ]pd¯p hcp¶sX¶p Rm³ t\m¡s« F¶p

]dªp sImv AhÄ Fsâ Ip®]nSn¨p hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n.
AsÃ¦nte I®oscmgp¡m³ XpS§nb Fsâ Ip®¡v AhfpsS arZpeamb ssIsImpÅ

aÊmPnÂ ]nSn¨p \nÂ¡m\mbnÃ.. Ah³ Ahsâ I« ssXcpapgph\pw AhfpsS
ssIIfneqsS iÀ±n¨p.
Ak¯v Fsâ ssI apgph\pw \mim¡n. InsÃ Ahsâ aq{XNqSv Ipcp¯w sI«h³
Fsâ ssI hr¯ntISm¡n...
Rm\msI N½n.. tN¨n Hcn¡epw C§ns\ sN¿psa¶p Rm³ {]Xo£n¨nÃ...
F´mbmepw IgnªXp Ignªp... C\n ]dªns«m¶pw ImcyanÃ... XÂ¡mew Chsf

F§nt\sb¦nepw aWnbSn¡pIXs¶; F¶mte KoXsb In«pIbpÅp. AXn\mÂ Rm³
tN¨n ]dªXp apgph³ tI«p\n¶tX DÅq, FXnÀ¡m³ t]mbnÃy.
Ip®]mepsamen¸n¨v XfÀ¶ Ip®bpambn ]qÀ® \á\mbn Rm³ tN¨nbpsS ap¶nÂ

\n¶p. Fsâ \nåpIp klXm]w tXm¶nbns«m, Fsâ \áXIns«m AsXm Imaw
aq¯ns«m F¶dnbnÃ tN¨n Fsâ ASp¯p h¶v Fsâ s\änbnÂ Hcp½X¶p. ]ns¶ Fs¶
apdpsI sI«n]nSn¨p ImXnÂ sasÃtbmXn.. Ip«mmmm ... Chs\ C§ns\ XfÀ¯n IfbcpXp.
Ip«\p hÃXpw sXm¶ps¼msgms¡ tN¨nsbmSp ]dªmÂ aXn... F´p thW¨mepw tN¨n
sNbvXp Xcmw....
CXp tI«t¸mÄ Fsâ a\ÊnÂ Hcp s]cpag Xs¶ s]bvXp. Rm\msI tImcn Xcn¨p..
Iocnbpw ]m¼pw t]msebncp¶Xm R§Ä, Fs¶ ImÂ Xs¶ NXpÀ°nbmbncp¶ tN¨n
Cs¸m CXm Fs¶mSp ]dªncn¡p¶p....... F\n¡p F´p thWsa¨mepw sNbvXp
Xcmsa¶v.... F\n¡p kt´mjaS¡m³ IgnªnÃ. Rm³ Ahsf AaÀ¯n ]pWÀ¶p...
Npnepw Ihnf¯pw s\änbnepsaÃw XpcpXpsc Np¼n¨p.. BÀ¯ntbmsS AhfpsS
NppIÂ hmbnem¡n \pWªp. apeIfnÂ ]nSn¨p R¡n.. cp NńIfpw ]nSnäÀ¯n...
shÅw t]mbn XfÀ¶ Fsâ Ip® hopw I¼nbmbn. Ah³ AhfpsS hbä¯p Ip¯n
Ahsf ckw sImÅn¸n¨p.
BZys¯ Hcp NqSnÂ \n¶pw DWÀ¶t¸mÄ AhÄ Fs¶ XÅnamän. s]s«¶p ]n¶nte¡p
amdn. ]ns¶ F´p sN¿Ww F´p ]dbWw F¶dnbmsX XeXm¯n \n¶p. ]s£
AhfpsS apJs¯ B \mWhpw XpSn¸pw AhÂ F¶nÂ \n¶pw Fs´ms¡tbm In«m³
B{Kln¡p¶Xpt]mse Ft¶mSp ]dªp.. AXp a\Ênem¡nb Rm³ AhfpsS
ASpt¯¡p sN¶p Ahsf F¶nte¡p ]nSn¨p hen¨p... AZysams¶XnÀs¯¦nepw ]ns¶
AhÄ Fsâ amdneaÀ¶p.. Rm³ AhfpsS s\dpIbnÂ H¶p arZphmbn Np¼n¨p.. AhfpsS
apJw ]nSn¨pbÀ¯n B I®pIfnse¡p Häpt\m¡n.. B I®pIfnse \mWw, B
I®pIfnse Xnf¡w AsXs´ms¡tbm ]dbp¶pmbncp¶p. Rm\pw AsXm¶pw
{Kln¡m\pÅ am\knImhØbnembncp¶nÃ...

Rm\hsf Fsâ tN¨nsb apdpsI ]pWÀ¶p. Fsâ \nizmkw AhfpsS Igp¯nÂ X«n..
AhfpsS tcmaIq]§Ä Fgpt¶äp \r¯amSn. AhÄ FÃmw ad¶v I®pIÄ Iq¼nbS¨v
F¶nte¡aÀ¶p. Rm\hfpsS »uÊnsâ lp¡pIÂ Hmscm¶mbn Agn¨pamän. ]mhSbpw
jn½oÊpw IqSnbgnNp. shdpw {_mbpw sjUnbpan«v Hcp tN¨n \á\mb A\nbs\
]pWÀ¶p \nÂ¡p¶p.. P\n¸n¨hÀ ImtW ImgvN!!!
Rm\msI A£a\mbn F\nbpw IqSpXÂ t\cw I¼nbmbn \nÂ¡m³ F\n¡mhnÃ.. Rm³

AhfpsS Idp¯ {_mbpsS lp¡pIÄ Agn¨p. B XmgnI IpS§Ä ]pdt¯¡p NmSn
XpÅnIfn¨p. Cfw {_u¬ \ncr¯nepÅ h«hpw AXn\p \SphnÂ Hcp apńcn§tbmfw
hep¸¯nÂ ape I®pw \oe Rc¼pIÄ sXfnªpImWp¶ IpNZzb§sf
AXnat\mlcam¡n. Fsâ hmbnepw sIm¨pIp«sâ hmbnepw Hcpt]mse shÅaqdn.
Fsâ Ip«sâ shÅw AhfpsS s]m¡nfnepw hbä¯pw aäpambn.. Rm³ AhfpsS

sjUn¡pÅneqsS I¿n«v AhfpsS Ipn \¶mbn aÊmPv sNbvXpsImSp¯p.. AhÄ
Ahfscb[nIw hnImchXnbmbnsImp Fs¶ hcnªp apdp¡n.. Rm\hfpsS ssI
FSp¯v Fsâ Ip®bnÂ ]nSn¸n¨p. AhÄ Ahs\ ]nSn¨p ]Xps¡ Ipep¡nsImncp¶p.
Rm³ AhfpsS RmhÄ]gw t]mepÅ NppIÄ hmbnen«p \pWªp. ]ns¶ AhfpsS
Igp¯nepw Ihnf¯pw Np¯pw apeIfnepw \m`nbnepw FÃw FÃmw Npw_\hÀj§Ä
s]menªp. AhfpsS \m`nenÂ Rm³ \m¡n«p Id¡n. IpnIÄ cpw Ii¡nbpS¨p.
AhfpsS sjUn Rm³ hen¨qcnIfªp. ¢o³ tjhv sNbvX ]f]f an¶p¶ B ]qÀ XSw
In«pw In«pw F\n¡p aXn h¶nÃ. Rm³ AhnsS amsI \¡n XpS¨p. \m¡p IqÀ¸n¨p
AhfpsS ]qänÂ Ibän \pgªp. ]ns¶ ]qÀ t]mfIÄ AI¯n hncen«p X¸n t\m¡n.
F´m Ip«m \nÀ¯nbXv F´m X¸n t\m¡ps¶ \¡p tams\.. \¡n XpS¡p Fsâ ]qÀ
apgph\pw.. tN¨n I¼nbSn¨p ]dªp.
AÃm tN¨n, FÃmcpw ]dbp¶p Pn kvt]m«v F¶p ]dbp¶ Hcp Øew s]®p§fpsS
]qäneps¶v AXp t\m¡phm..
lm l lllm.. tamt\
AXp A§ns\ t\m¡nbmsem¶pw ImWnÃ Ip«m... Ipd¨p FIv kv ]ocnb³kv BIpt¼mÄ
\n\¡p a\Ênemhpw .. \o Cs¸m AsXm¶pw t\m¡m³ \n¡mm \o F\ns¡m¶p
AaÀ¯n \¡nXmS Ip«mm; \nsâ \mhn\p \Ã Acw Dp..
Rm³ ]ns¶ t\m¡m\pw ]nSn¡m\psam¶pw \n¶nÃ. Fsâ \m¡p IqÀ¸n¨p AhfpsS

]qänen«p Xncn¨p. AhfpsS ]qÀ ]mÂ Npc¯nXpS§nbncp¶p. Rm³ ]ns¶ AhfpsS
ape]nSn¨p Rcn¡m\pw IpSn¡m\pw XpS§n. AhfpsS \m¡v Fsâ hmbnseSp¯p Rm³
Ddp©n IpSn¨p. ]ns¶ 69 s]mknj\nÂ InS¶v R§Ä ]ckv]cw ]qdpw Ip®bpw \¡nbpw
Du¼nbpw cXnkpJ¯nsâ ]ctam¶Xnbnse¯n. Rm³ ASnbnepw AhÄ apIfnepambmWp
InS¶Xv. Rm³ Fsâ \m¡papgph\pw (Xe apgph³ F¶p ]dªmÂ Aåw
AXnitbmànbmIpw) AhfpsS ]qän\pÅnte¡p IS¯n. AhfmIs« Fsâ Ip®Ip«s\
apgph\pw k©nbS¡w AhfpsS sXm hsc hngp§n. AhÄ Fsâ Ip®hmbnseSp¯v
Bªq¼n.. Rm³ NqphncÂ AhfpsS IqXnbnepw \m¡v AhfpsS ]qänepw C«p Npgän.
AhÄ¡v A[nIt\cw ]nSn¨p \nÂ¡m\mbnÃ AhfpsS NqSpÅ ]qÀPew AhÄ Fsâ
hmbntes¡mgn¨p. Rm³ AXp apgph\pw HäXpÅnt]mepw ]pd¯p IfbmsX IpSn¨nd¡n.
F¶n«pw aXnhcmsX hopw hopw AhfpsS ]qänÂ \m¡n«nf¡n. AhÄ Cu kabw
Fsâ Ip® Du¼Â \nÀ¯nbncp¶p. (s]®p§Ä A§ns\bm shÅw t]mbmÂ ]ns¶
klIcn¡m³ _p²nap«m) Rm³ Ahsf Xmsg InS¯n AhfpsS apIfnÂ Ibdnbncp¶p.
]ns¶ Fsâ Ip®sbSp¯v AhfpsS ]qÀIhmS¯nÂ Ip¯nIbäm³ t\m¡n. F¶mÂ
AhÄ AXn\p k½Xn¨nÃ.
th Ip«m AXpam{Xw th. Hcn¡epw IÃymW¯n\pap¼p AXp ]mSnÃ.
]ns¶ Rms\´p sN¿Ww? tN¨n \¶mbn«p kpJn¨nsÃ? Cs¸m Rm³ Ip®Ipe¸n¨p

Ant]mb A®ms\ t]mse \nÂ¡p¶p. F\n¡pw H¶p shÅw Iftbs?
]qänenSm³ am{Xw tN¨n k½Xn¡nÃ. Ip«\p thsc F´p thW¨mepw tN¨n sNbvXpXcmw..

F¶ Aäveokväv H¶p hmWaSn¨p Xm.. AsÃ Du¼nXm... F\n¡p shÅw t]mbntÃÂ Rm³
Rc¼p s]m«n Nmhpw...
HmsI F¶ hmWaSn¨p Xcmw.. F¶p ]dªp sImv tN¨n Fsâ Ip®Ip«s\

XgpInbpWÀ¯n. Ah³ A§ns\ AhfpsS I¿nÂInS¶v sh«nXpSn¨p. tN¨n Ahsâ
sXmenbpcn¨v ]Xps¡b§ns\ hmWaSnXpS§n. Rm³ AhfpsS ape cpw ]nSnäÀ¯n
kpJw sImp. Imcy§Ä A§ns\ ]ptcmKan¡pt¼mÄ AhÄ Xs¶ kzbw Fsâ
Ip®sbSp¯v Du¼m³ XpS§n. AhÄ \m¡mÂ B NmeneqsSbn«pgªp. Fsâ Ip«sâ
HäI®nÂ \m¡psImp Ip¯n. ]ns¶ D]nSn¨p RcSn.. AhÄ Fsâ Ip®apgph\pambn
hngp§n. hmWaSnbpw Du¼epw H¸w k©n]nSn¨p RcSepw Fsâ It{ÞmÄ apgph\pw
Ifªp. Rms\sâ ]mÂ AhfpsS hmbnte¡v Noän sXdp¸n¨p. AhÄ AXv cpNntbmsS
apgph\pw Cd¡n.
Rm\sI XfÀ¶ncp¶p.. Ahsf In«n]nSn¨psImp Rm³ InS¡bnÂ Aåt\cw InS¶p.

]ns¶ AhfpsS apSnbngbneqsS XtemSnsImp AhtfmSmcmªp.
tN¨n F\ns¡mcp]Imcw sN¿ptam?
F´m tht? Ip«³ ]dbp... Fsâ Ip«\pthn Cu tN¨n F´p thWsa¦nepw

sNbvXpXcntÃ..
^m ]qdnsamÄ C¶se hsc Fs¶ XÃnbpw sXdn]cªpw D]{Zhn¨ncp¶ AhcmXn C¶p

Ct¸m H¶p \¡nsImSp¯s¸m hm¡pamän]dbp¶Xp InsÃ.. Rm³ a\ÊnÂ ]dªp.
]dbp, Ip«\p F´m ths?
F\n¡m KoXsb thWw Ahsf F\n¡p `b¦c CjvSam.. IÃymWhpw Ign¡Ww.
IÃymWw Ign¡ms\m? F´m Ip«m Cu ]dbtW!!!!! KoX¡v Fsâ AtX {]mbam?

hÃyOv\pw aäpw k½Xn¡psa¶p tXm\p¶psm? a{XhpaÃ AhÄ \½psS PmXnbÃ..
AXpth Ip«m. shW¨Â H¶p Ifn¨p hns«m..
(]qdntamÄ ]dªXp tI«nsÃ Ifn¨n«p hnt«mfm³!! Chsf Btc¦nepw A§ns\

sNbvXmtem)
]änÃ F\n¡hsf Noäv sN¿m³ ]änÃ.. F\ns¡mcp thfnbps¦nÂ AXp KoXbpambn

a{Xta Dmhq. Rm³ Xd¸n¨p ]dªp.
Ahkm\w Fsâ hmin¡pap_nÂ tN¨n ap«paS¡n. AhÄ Fs¶ klmbn¡msa¶p Gäp.

F¶memhp¶Xv Rm³ sN¿mw ]t£ hÃyOt\m FsâbOt\m Rm³ CXnÂ
CSs]«q¶dnbcpXv. A§ns\bmsW¦nÂ Rm³ Ahsf \n\¡pIn«\pÅ hgn ]dªp Xcmw..
Rm³ Fń\pw X¿mdmbncp¶p. AXn\mÂ asäm¶pw AtemNn¡sX Rm³ k½Xn¨p.
Dw.. F¶Â tIs«m........ AhÄ skânbpsS Bfm.. Aåw skâvsaâmbmÂ Imcy§Â

Ffp¸amIpw (saâemIcpXv)
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tN¨nbpsS D]tZi{]Imcw ]ntäZnhkw Rm³ Aåw sshzInbn«mWp ¢Ên\p sN¶Xv.
sN¶Xpw t\sc tKm]oIrjvW³ kmdns\ Ip.
kmsd Rm³ ¢mÊp\nÀ¯m³ t]mIpIbm.. C\n I]}«À ]Tn¡p¶nÃm.
Dw.. F´p ]än I®m.. Ft´ ¢mÊhkm\n¸n¡p\Xv. tImgvkpIgnbm³ C\n cp amÊw
IqSnbsÃ DÅq..
ho«nÂ sNdnb Hcp t{]m»w AO³ C\n ]Tn¡m¶p ]dªp..

AsX´m.. Rm³ AOt\mSp kwkmcn¡sWm?
thm AO\p \½psS ôen§vskm¶pw a\ÊnemhnÃy.. Rm³ F´mbmepw C\n

XpScp¶nÃ..
F´p ]än? F´m {]iv\w ]dbq...
H¶qÃym kmtd.. Rm³ t]mt«..
Rm³ ¢mÊn\p ]pd¯nd§m³ t\m¡pt¼msg¡pw KoX So¨À Ibdnh¶p.
F´m I®m C¶p ¢mÊnencn¡p¶ntÃ?
CÃy...
So¨td I®³ C\napXÂ hcp¶nÃyms{X.. tKm]oIrjvW³ kmÀ So¨tdmSp ]dªp.
AsX´p ]än? F´m s]s«¶p \ndp¯m³? C\n cp amkw IqSnbsÃ DÅp
Rms\m¶pw annbnÃy.. Rm³ Ahsc adnIS¶p ]pd¯pIS¡m³ t\m¡n.
So¨À s]s«¶p Fsâ ssI¡pIbdn]nSn¨p..! F´m H¶pw ]dbmsX t]mIps¶? ]dbp

F´m {]iv\w F¶p. So¨dpsS I®p\ndªn«pmbncp¶p.
So¨À¡v Ft¶mSv Fs´m Hcp {]tXyI Xmåcyaps¶v F\n¡p a\Ênembn.
ho«nÂ Fs´m {]iv\aps¶p tXm\p¶p.. tKm]oIrjvW³ kmÀ CS¡pIbdn ]dªp..
F´m Dmsb? ]dbq I®m.. So¨dpsS sXmbnSdn..
H¶pÃym tN¨n sNdnb Hcp ]mc C«p A{X Xs¶.. F´msW¶p So¨À¡qln¡matÃm..
F¶pw ]dªpsImp Rm³ ]pdt¯¡nd§n.
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Iptd t\cw sdbnÂ sh tÌj\nÂ t]mbn hmbt\m¡nbncp¶p ]ns¶ tImtfPnte¡p
t]mbn.. AhnsS sN¶p {]oUn{Kn H¶mw hÀj ]ntÅsc Ipd¨p Ipe¸n¨Xn\p tijw
¢mÊnÂ sN¶p.. ]ntÅcmcpw F¯nbn«nÃ.. F¶ icn s]¬Ip«nIfpsS tlmÌensâ
]pdInÂ t]mbn ]oÊp ImWmsa¶p IcpXn At§m«p sN¶t¸mÄ _m_phpw cmP\pw
k¡odpw IqSn ]oÊp t\m¡p¶p. Rm\p AhcpsS ASp¯p sN¶p.. FwsIman\p ]Tn¡p¶
\nÀ½e tN¨n AhcpsS dqanÂ {UÊpamdp¶XmWp]ntÅscÃmw IqSn t\m¡p¶Xv.
At¸mgmWp ]pd¯p AbbnÂ InS¡p¶ Nph¶ ]mânbpw Idp¯ {_mbpw Fsâ I®nÂ
s]«Xv.
Rm³ ]Xps¡ Bcpw ImWmsX AXSn¨pamän. ]ns¶ ]Xps¡ henªp thmfo_mÄ

Ifn¡p¶ tImÀ«n\p ]ndInÂ adªncp¶p AsXSp¯p H¶p aW¸n¨p t\m¡n..
IgpInbn«XmWv AXn\mÂ ]qdnsâ henb aWsam¶pw In«nbnÃ. hep¸w Imednbmw lnµn
eIvNÀ ktcmPn\n So¨dptSXmsW¶v. Ab½ am{Xta C§ns\ ]pds¯ms¡ DW¡m³
CSp. Rm³ AXnsâ ]qdncn¡p¶ `mKw H¶p aW¸n¨p ]ns¶ AhnsS ]Xps¡ H¶p \¡n..
sjVn DW§nbn«nÃmbncp¶p. AXn\mÂ \\ª Hcp Xcw hmSaWamWpIn«nbXv ]ns¶ B
`mKnw hmbnen«p ISn¨p N¸n AXnse shÅ¯n\p Hcp ]pfn¸pw
D¸pckhpsams¡bmbncp¶p. ]ns¶ {_m FSp¯p AXnsâ I¸pIÄ apJ¯p sh¨pc¨p.
]mânbpw {_mbpw amdnamdn aW¸n¨p hmbnen«pN¸nbpw Rm³ BsI I¼n ]qp. F¶
icn Hcp hmWamIsa¶p IcpXn Ip«s\ ]pds¯Sp¯Xpw ]ntÅÀ F¯n.
F´mS ssasc s]«nktcmPn\nbpsS sjVnaW¸n¨p hmWaSn¡pIbmtWm.. cmPsâ hI

Hcp tNmZyw.

s]m¶p tamt\ \o CsXm¶p N¸nt\m¡nsb.. ]qdnsâ cpNn In«pw.
D In«pw.. tIms¸ AhfpsS aq{X¯nsâtbm XomcntNmcbptStbm aWambncn¡pw

Ip®.. H¶pw AdnbnÃy..
F´p ssacmbmepw \Ã cpNn.. \o thWÂ H¶p N¸nt¡m..
\o AXnt§m«p Xt¶.. AXpsImp sNdnb Hcp ]Wn Dp. _m_p CS¡pIbdn Fsâ
I¿nÂ \n¶pw ktcmPn\n So¨dpsS sjVn ]nSn¨p hm§n..
F´p ]qdmS \o sN¿m³ t]mtW..k¡oÀ _m_phnt\mSp tNmZn¨p.
\n\t¡mÀ½bpsm Fs¶\n¡dnbnÃ; Ignª amkw ¢mÊnencp¶p hmWaSn¨Xn\p

{]n³kntbmSp Is¹bvâv sNbvXXv Cu ]qdntamfm.. AhÄ¡ns«m¶p sImSp¯nsÃ¦nÂ
]ns¶ ImenânS¡v Ip®bpw Xq¡n \S¶ns«´mS sImWw....
\o F´p sN¿³ t]mIpIbm CXpwsImv Rm³ Aht\mSp Xnc¡n..
]®nbm aXn ]qdmcptSXm¶v t\m¡m..
Rm³ ]ns¶ H¶pw anm³ t]mbnÃy..
Sm ssasc cmPm \o tIith«sâ ISbnÂ \n¶v C¯ncn apfIps]mSn hm§n sImphm.

_m_p cmPs\ ISbnse¡p ]dªp hn«p.
Aåkab¯n\pÅnÂ Ah³ apfIps]mSnbpambn h¶p..
_m_p AXp apgph³ So¨dpsS sjVnbnÂ ]pc«n.. F¶n«p ]gb]Sn AbbnÂ DW¡m³
C«p.
IsmSm Ip®Isf B ]qdntamfp \msf apgph³ t]mdpw Xncp½n \S¡pw. _m_p

IncoS¯nÂ Iocn¡mS³ tPmkns\ t]mse {]XnImcSmlnbmbn A«lkn¨psImp
]dªp.
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A¶p ]XnhnÂ \n¶p hy¯yØambn R§Ä tamÀWn§v jn^vänÂ t]mbncp¶p.

BZys¯ ¢mÊpXs¶ ktcmPn\nSo¨dptSXmbncp¶p. SoÀ ¢mÊnte¡p h¶p. B apJw
Imednbmw apfIps]mSn ]WnXpS§n F¶p.
So¨À¡v Ccn¡m\pw h¿ \nÂ¡m\pw h¿ F¶ a«mbn.. ]qdpXncp½Wsa¶pv F¶mÂ

]ntÅcpsS ap¶nÂ h¨v AXns\m«pw h¿Xm\pw So¨dpsS I®nemsI shÅw \ndªp,
F\n¡XpIv Aåw klXm]w tXm¶XnÃ; F¶mepw AhfpsS Al¦mcsam¶p Ipdbm³
CXmhiyambncp¶p.
So¨À¡msI \nÂ¡IÅnbnsÃ¶mbn, So¨À thKw ]pdt¯t¡mSn.. _m_phn\pw cmP\pw

NncnbS¡m³ IgnRnÃ.
]n¶nsSt¸mtgm Adnªp So¨sd tlmkv]näenÂ AUvanäpsNbvsXt¶m asäm.. Rm³ ]ns¶

AXnsâ ]n¶se t]mbnÃ.
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KoXSo¨À A¶p sshIo«p Fsâ CÃt¯¡p h¶p.So¨sd IXpw Rm³ DÅnte¡p

henªp. tNtbmSp sN¶p Icy§Ä ]dªp.. tN¨n s]s«¶p Xs¶ ]pds¯¡p h¶v
So¨sd £WnÏ¯ncp¯n.

F´p ]än KotX.. F´m Ct¸mÄ Cs§m«p hcm³.. tN¨n Xnc¡n.. So¨dpsS I®nÂ shÅw
\ndªn«pmbncp¶p.
F´m I®³ ¢mÊn\p hcms¯.. Fń\m I®³ ¢mÊp \nÀ¯nbXv. So¨À

sXmbnSdnsImp tN¨ntbmSp tNmZn¨p. Rms\¯p sXäpsNbvXn«m Ft¶mSn§ns\
s]cpamdps¶.. So¨À Icbm³ XpS§n.
kwKXn kocnbÊmhm³ XpS§n. AOs\§m\pw AdnªmÂ ]ns¶ ap«pImensâ Imcyw

t]m¡m. Rm³ s]s«¶p Xs¶ cKt¯¡p h¶p. Fs¶ IXpw KoX I®pXpS¨p. ]ns¶
Ft¶mSmbn tNmZn¨p.
Rms\´psNbvsX¶m I®³ ]dbps¶. Rm³ ImcWamtWm I®³ ¢mÊnÂ hcmt¯?

So¨À tX§n Icbm³ XpS§n.. kwKXn ssIhn«pt]mIpsa¶mbt¸mÄ tN¨nXs¶ Imcy§Ä
]dªp
KotX \osbt¶mSp £an¡Ww.. CXp R§fpsS Hcp ¹m\m. I®\p \ns¶ Hcp]msSmcp]mSp
Cãam. AsXm¶hXcn¸n¡m³ thn R§Ä XnscsªSp¯ hgnbm CXp..
tN¨n ]dªhkm\n¸n¨nÃ AXn\p apt¼ Tt¸.. Fs¶mcSn Fsâ Ihnf¯p...
XpScpw...

Fsâ I®nÂ s]m¶o¨ ]mdn.. slm Fs´mcp ASnbmbncp¶p. Rm³ tN¨nbpsS
apJt¯¡p t\m¡n. AhÄ A´w hn« s]cp¨mgnsbt]mse I®pw angn¨p \nÂ¡p¶p..
Rm³ Ihnfpw s]m¯n]nSn¨psImp So¨sd H¶p t\m¡n. KoX \n¶p hnd¡pIbmbncp¶p.
]ns¶ s]m«nIcªpwsImp ]pdt¯t¡mSnbI¶p. KoXSo¨dpsS \mep ssIhncepIfpw
Fsâ IhnfnÂ XpSp¯p ImWs¸«p. C\n t{]ahpw CÃ Hcp ssacpanÃ F¶p a\ÊnÂ
{]XnÚsbSp¯v Rm³ Fsâ dqante¡p \S¶p.
InS¡bnÂ InS¶p Ignª Hmtcm Imcy§fpw a\ÊnÂ Abhnd¡nsImncp¶p.

]eapJ§fpw a\ÊneqsS HmSn\S¶p. KoXbpsS apJw sXfnªt¸mÄ ASnbpsS
NqSpImcWtam AsXm a\]qÀÆtam F¶dnbnÃ Nn´ s]s«¶p amdn. Pm\p...
sPymXn...{]oX....NncpX.. XpS§n ]e Ig¸nIfpw ap¶neqsS HmSn \S¶p.. CS¡p tN¨n bpsS
apeN¸p¶Xpw HmÀ½ h¶p.. ]s£ a\Êp icn¡pw HS¡nbXv {]oXbpsS cq]¯nembncp¶p.
AhfpsS icochSnhpw BImchpw a\ÊnÂ sXfnªp h¶p..
XpSp¯ Ihnfpw Iq¼nb...sXfnª... Xnf§p¶ I®pIfpw... hoXnIqSnb NppIfpw DbÀ¶

apeIfpw ]pdtIm«p XÅn\nÂ¡p¶ \nXw_hpw FÃmsaÃmw a\ÊnÂ HmSnsb¯n.. AXnsâ
{]Xnê\w Fsâ Acs¡«nepw Adnªp. \m`n¡pXmsg Rc¼pIÄ henªp apdpIn...
ChÄ ChÄ Xs¶ Fsâ ASp¯ tKÄ{^v. Rm³ a\ÊnÂ ]dªp... ]t£ KoXsb
F\ns¡mcn¡epw ad¡m³ Ignbpambncp¶nÃm.. AhfpsS `wKn AsXmcp {]tXyI `wKn
Xs¶bmbncp¶p. Rm³ hopw I¬^}j\nembn... Hcp hi¯v KoX So¨À.. adphi¯v
cpInfp´pIÄ... AXpw F´pw sNbvXpXcm³ X¿mdmbn\nÂ¡p¶hÀ B ssacp t]ms«..
BscIn«nbmepw Adnªp]®Ww Xfcpthmfw aXnhcpthmfw Ifn¡Ww ]ns¶´m... F¶p
hnNmcn¨p kam[m\n¨p InS¶p.. At¸mtg¡pw kam[m\w sISp¯m³ Xmsg\n¶pw
hnfntI«p.
Ip«mm... Um I®mm... Cu A{ioIcw FhnsSbm... Hcp Imcy¯n\p hnfn¨mÂ In«nÃy...

G`y³.. AtXbv....... FhnsS Xs¶ Acpa AO³ Xncpta\n Xmsg hnfn¨p Iqhp¶p.. Rm³
]Xps¡ InS¡bnÂ \n¶pw Fgpt¶äp..
Gbv Xsâ k´Xnsb C§Sv hnfn¡ym.... Ipcp¯w sI«h³.. Hcp Imcy¯n\p hnfn¨mepw
hnfnsIÄ¡nÃymNm t¸m ´mm sN¿m.. sl¿v…..
Fń\m Ahs\ Ft¸mgpw C§ns\ hg¡p ]dbp¶Xv.. Ah³ hcpw Nnet¸m Dd§pIsbm
atäm BIpw... A½ F\n¡p kt¸mÀ«p \ÂIn.
Rm³ At¸mtg¡pw tKmhWnbnd§n Xmsg F¯n... Xe Xmgv¯n NphcnÂ Nmcn \n¶p.
FhnsSbmbncp¶p \o¿v.... ´m hnfn¨ hnfn tI«qSm¶psm? AO³ Fs¶

Xpdn¨pt\m¡nsImp tNmZn¨p..
Rm³ InS¡pIbmbncp¶p..... Rm³ ]dªnsÃ Ah³ Dd§pIbmbncn¡psa¶v... A½

CS¡pIbdn ]dªp..
Dw... Dd§nbsXms¡ aXn.. \o¿mi¦p®n \mbcpsS hoSphsc H¶p t]mbn AbmtfmSv

]mSs¯¡p sNÃm³ ]d...
B…. ]qÆmw... Rm³ jÀs«Sp¯n«p...
\o Ft§m«m... A^\mWp tNmZn¨Xv...
B i¦p®nsb H¶p hnfn¡m\m AN³ A^t\mSp ]dªp.

B.. AXp ]dªt¸mgm HmÀ¯Xv.. i¦p®nbpsS Hcp s]®nsÃ.. F´m AhfpsS s]cv…
{]oX.. Rm³ ]dªp..
B AXp Xs¶.. AhÄ \ns¶ At\zjn¨p.. AhÄ¡v Fs´ms¡tbm kwib§fpss{X..

\nt¶mSv Ft´m tNmZn¡Wsa¶p ]dªp Hdm¡ntfm... andm¡ntfm Ft´m ]dªp...
hcp¶Xn\pap¼p AXpIqSn H¶p ]dªpsImSpt¯¡p.
B.. F¶p ]dªpsImp Rm³ i¦p®n\mbcpsS ho«nte¡p \S¶p.
]Sn¡nse¯nbt¸mÄ Xs¶ tIm¸s\ Ip. sNSnIÄ¡p shÅsamgn¡pIbmbncp¶p

AbmÄ.. Fs¶ IXpw ASpt¯¡p h¶p (acymZsImsm AsXm AI¯p tIäm³
sImÅnÃm F¶dnªXpsImtm Fs¶\n¡dnbnÃ) F´m X{¼m Ips«y.. F¶p
tNmZn¨pIv AbmÄ Fsâ AcnInte¡p h¶p.
AO³ ]mSt¯¡p sNÃm³ ]dªp.. s]s«¶pthWsa¶pw ]dªp..
Hm A§ns\ Abnt¡ms«.... AbmÄ hfsc hn\oX\mbn ImWs¸«p..
]ns¶ {]oXs¡s´m kwibvaps¶p A^³ ]dªp.. F´m¨ ]dªpsImSp¡msa¶p

AhtfmSp ]dtª¡p...
{]otX FSn s]t® tZ X{¼m¦p«n h¶ncn¡p¶p. i¦p®n BImihmWnbnÂ

A\u¬kvsaâv sNbvXp.
tZ {]oXbnd§n hcp¶p... I·Z¯nÂ a©phmcyÀ Cd§nhcp¶Xpt]mte.. HähnXymkta

DÅq... a©p ep¦nbpw »uÊpambncp¶p.. ChÄ ]mhmSbpw »uÊpamWv [cn¨ncp¶Xv.
ASnbnÂ ASn¸mhmSbn«ncp¶nÃ. \ngenÂ B sh¬XpSIÄ hyàambn ImWmw.
shÅ]pÅnIfpÅ Nph¶ »uÊnÂ Xpdn¨p\nÂ¡p¶p ]mÂIpS§Ä.. Fs¶ H¶p R¡p
H¶p DS¡p F¶p ]dªpwsImp.
F´m X\n¡v Uu«v? A^³ ]dªpsem....
C§Sv AIs¯m«ncn¡mw. apä¯p\n¶p Xs¶ ¢msÊSp¡Wsa¶psm.. {]oX Fs¶mSp

samgnªp..
Rm³ sNcp¸v ]pd¯n«v AIs¯ Xf¯nte¡p Ibdnbncp¶p. i¦p®n \mbÀ tXmÀ¯pw

IpSbpsaSp¯v ]mSt¯¡pt]mbn.. {]oXbpsS A½ ASp¡fbnÂ D¨bqsWmcpt¡
_²]mSnemWv.
{]oX Fs¶ AhfpsS dqante¡p Iq«nsImpt]mbn..
Ip«\pIpSn¡m³ F´m ths? AhÄ Fsâ I®nte¡p t\m¡nsImp Hcp

IpkrXntbmsS tNmZn¨p.
Rm³ km[mcWbmbn ]memIpSn¡mdmWp ]Xnhp. Rm\pw ZzbmÀ°¯nÂ ]dªp.
Rm³ F¶mÂ A½tbmSp]dbmw ]mseSp¡m³.... AhÄ Hcp IpkrXnNncntbmsS ]dªp...
A½ Xtc... F\n¡p Cu tamfpsS ]mepIpSn¨mÂ aXn.. F¶p ]dªpsImp Rm³

Fgpt¶äp AhfpsS ASp¯p sN¶p. ]ns¶ AhfpsS apeIfnÂ ]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯n.
s\dpIbnÂ Np¼n¨p. Ahfpw ItkcbnÂ \ns¶gpt¶äp Fs¶ Npän]nSn¨p... Fsâ Ip«mm....
CusSbmbn IpfIShnepw hcmdnÃtÃm? F´p]än? AhÄ hnImchXnbmbnsImp
Ft¶mSp tNmZn¨p....
N¡tc... Rm\pw \ns¶ ImWm³ ]äm¯XnÂ hnjan¨ncn¡pIbmbncp¶p....

{]otX............ a\pjy³ I¼nbSn¨ncn¡pt¼mgmWp ssacp AI¯p \n¶p Hcp ]mchnfn.....
Ft´m.............. AhÄ hnfntI«p..
Rm³ tIith«s\ ISbnÂ H¶p t]mbn hcmw... Cu Iq«m³ ASnbnÂ ]nSn¡sX

t\m¡tW... {]oXbpsS A½ ]pdt¯¡nd§pw hgn hnfn¨p]dªp...
B.... t\m¡ntImfmw....
Cs¸m {]oXbpsS ho«nÂ Rm\pw Ahfpw am{Xw. kabhpw kµÀ`hpw H¯ph¶ncn¡p¶p..

F´ph¶mepw C¶nhsf ]qiWw F¶p Rm³ a\ÊnÂ Dd¨p..
Rm³ AhfpsS NppIfnÂ Hcp NpSpNp¼\w \ÂIn. AhfpsS apeIÄ ]Xps¡

]nSnäÀ¯n... ]ns¶ Ahsf hcnªpapdp¡n.. Fsâ Ipe¨ Ip® AhfpsS hbä¯p
Ip¯p¶pmbncp¶p.AhÄ I®pIÄ cpw ]q«n Ft¶mSp tNÀ¶p \n¶p. Rm³ Fsâ
cp ssIIÄsImpw AhfpsS a¯§m IpnIÄ ]nSnäÀ¯n. jÍnbpsS FemÌnIv
]nSn¨phen¨v AXn\pÅneqsS ssIIS¯n AhfpsS NńbnÂ AaÀ¯n R¡n.. ]ns¶
Rm³ I«nenÂ Ccp¶v Ahsf Fsâ aSnbnencp¯n... Fsâ \m¡v AhfpsS hmbnÂ IS¯n
AhfpsS Dan\ocpapgph\pw DuänIpSn¨p. \m¡psImp AhfpsS aq¡nÂ \¡n B
D¸pckw Rm³ cpNn¨p. Fsâ Ip® AhfpsS IpnbnÂ X«n Np«p]gp¯p
s]mÅp¶pmbncp¶p. Ah³ ]pd¯pNmSm³ sh¼Â sImncn¡pIbmbncp¶p. Rm³
AhfpsS »uÊnsâ lp¡pIÄ Hmtcm¶mbn Agn¨pamän. {_m¡papIfneqsS AhfpsS
apeIÄ Ii¡nbpS¨p. apeIÄ XpS§p¶ B NmenÂ \m¡psImp Iem]cn]mSnIÄ
\S¯n.. Hcp ssIsImp AhfpsS ]mhmSs]mń¨p XpSIfnÂ ]Xps¡ XtemSnsImp
Ahsf cXnbpsS... Ima¯nsâ ]cayXbnse¯n¡m³ Rm³ {ian¨psImncp¶p.. ]t£
Nc¡n\sXm¶pw aXnbmbncp¶nÃ AhÄ asäńt\m Zmln¨psImncp¶p.. Rm³ AhfpsS
sjÍn¡pÅneqsS ssIIS¯n AhfpsS aZ\s¨¸nÂ ]Xps¡ XShn.. AhÄ At¸mÄ
Xs¶ I®oscmgp¡m³ XpS§nbncp¶p. Rm³ B ]qänÂ \n¶pw hcp¶ tX³ XpÅnIÂ
hncÂsImsSp¯v cpNn¨p. AXnsâ B ]pfn¸v F\n¡v hsfscb[nIw Cãs¸«p.
Rm³ Ahsf Fgpt¶ån¨v AhfpsS ]mhmSbpw Ducnamän. Ct¸mÄ AhÄ shdpw

ASnhkv{X§Ä AWnªmWp Fsâ ap¶nÂ \nÂ¡p¶Xv. Rm³ AhfpsS ap¶nÂ
ap«pIp¯n \n¶v AhfpsS XpSIÄ \¡nXpS¨p AhÄ Fsâ apSnbngIfnÂ aÊÖv
sNbvXpsImncp¶p. Rm³ ]ns¶ AhfpsS ]mânbpw Xmsg¡p hen¨qcn. ¢o³ tjhv
sNbvXv ]f]f an¶p¶ B ]qÀ XSw Iv Rm³ Imtam·¯\mbn AhfpsS ]qÀXS¯nÂ
AaÀ¯nISn¨p.. iv... Fs¶mcp iÐapm¡nsImv AhÄ Fsâ Xe ]pdInte¡p XÅn..
thZ\nt¨m?Rm³ tNmZn¨p.
Dw... C¯ncn...
kmcÃym.. C\n sN¿nÃ N¡tc...
Rm³ hopw AhfpsS ]qÀ \¡m³ XpS§n. AXnÂ\n¶pw Dudnhcp¶ ckw Rm³
BÀ¯ntbmsS \¡nIpSn¨p.. AhfpsS I´papgph\pw Rm³ hmbnem¡n N¸n.. Cu
kabsams¡bpw Rm³ AhfpsS IpnIÄ cpw AaÀ¯n R¡nbpS¡p¶pmbncp¶p.
]ns¶ Fgpt¶äv AhfpsS {_mbpw Ducnamän.. ]cn]qÀ® \ábmb Ahsf Rm³
hmcn]pWÀ¶p.
AÃm Fs¶ am{Xw XpWnbpcn¨mÂ aXntbm... ChnsS C§ns\ Xs¶ \nÂ¡m\mtWm `mhw?
AhÄ Ft¶mSp tNmZn¨p...
Rm³ thKw appw jÀ«pw Ducn amän. sjÍn AhÄ Xs¶bmWp Agn¨Xp.
sjÍnIotgm«m¡nbXpw FsâIp® Poh]cy´w XShnÂ \n¶pw tamNnX\mb Hcp¯s\

t]mse ]pd¯pNmSn. Ah³ AhfpsS ]qdpt\m¡n sh«nXpÅn. {]oX Ahs\]¯ps¡
XtemSnemfn¨p. Ahsâ aIpS¯neqdnbcksaSp¯v AhÄ Ahsâ aIpS¯nepw Nmenepw

tX¨p]nSn¸n¨p. ]ns¶ XÅhncÂsImp Ahsâ Xe¸s¯m¶aÀ¯n. \Sphncepw
tamXnchncepw D]tbmKn¨v Fsâ DIÄ AhÄ aÊmÖv sNbvXpX¶p.
Rm\htfmSv Xsgbncp¶v Fsâ Ip®hmbnseSp¡m³ Bhiys¸«p. B Ig¸n bmsXmcp

aSnbpw IqSmsX (AsÃ¦nepw aSn¡p¶sXń\p) Fsâ Ip®hmbnen«p N¸n. \m¡psImp
AhsâaIpS¯nen«pgªp.. B {]hÀ¯n Fs¶ At§bäw a¯p]nSn¸n¨p.. Hcp
\nanjt¯¡v Fsâ shSnXoÀ¶pt]mIptam F¶p hsc tXm¶n. Rm³ AhfpsS Xe
]nSnäÀ¯n F¶nte¡Sp¸n¨p. AhÄ \m¡p IqÀ¸n¨v Fsâ DbnÂ Ip¯n ]ns¶
]ipIp«n apeIpSn¡pt¼mÄ ap«p¶t]mse Fsâ DbnÂ XesImp ]Xps¡
ap«nsImncp¶p. C\nbpw \n¶mÂ AhÄ Nnet¸mÄ Fsâ ]mepIpSnt¨ \nÂ¡p
F¶Xn\mÂ Rm³ AhfpsS hmbnÂ \n¶pw Fsâ Ip® DucnsbSp¯p. ]ns¶ Ahsf
I«nenÂ InS¯n F¶n«p AhfpsS apIfnÂ IbdnInS¶p. BNppIfpw apeIfpw Rm³
\¡nXpS¨p. AhfpsS ]qta\nbmsI Rm³ \ońXpSn¨p. AhfpsS XpSIfpw ImÂ
h®Ifpw Fsâ \m¡n\mÂ tImcnXcn¨p. AhfpsS Imense s]cphncÂ Rm³ hmbnen«p
\pWªp. Imensâ DÅ\SnbnÂ Fsâ DcapÅ \m¡psImp Rm³ Bªp \¡n. ]ns¶
AhfpsS Imepcpw aS¡n AI¯nsh¨p. Ct¸mÄ AhfpsS ]qdpw IqXnbpw
Hcpan¨pImWmw. Rm³ Ah cpw tNcp¶ `mK¯p ]ÃpsImp ]Xps¡ sNmdnªp
AhÄ H¶p ]pfªp... s]®nsâ Ig¸p icn¡pw CfInbncp¶p ]ns¶ Rm³ Ahsf
]®m³ thn AhfpsS apIfnÂ IbdnInS¶p. Fsâ Ip® ]Xps¡ hfsc
kmh[m\¯nÂ AhÄ¡v H«pw thZ\n¡m¯ hn[¯nÂ AhfpsS hgphgp¯
]qän\pÅnse¡v IptdsÈ IptdsÈbmbn XÅnIbän.. AhfpsS apJw Imednbmambncp¶p
AhÄ¡v \¶bn thZ\n¡p¶pmbncps¶¶v A{X¡v Cdp¡ambncp¶p B I¶n]qän\p.
Rm³ Ipd¨p ]pdt¯¡qcn hopw AIt¯¡p XÅn A§ns\ Fsâ Ip®apgph³
AhfpsS ]qdn\I¯mbn. ]ns¶ Ipd¨p t\cw A§ns\ Xs¶ InS¶p
AhÄ¡v [rXnbmsb¶p tXm\p¶p. s]®v AhfpsS Ipn s]m¡nsImp Ft¶mSp

ASn¡m³ ]dªp. Rm³ Fsâ Ip® ]pdt¯¡p Aåw Ducn ]ns¶ thpw XÅnIbän
A§ns\ ]Xps¡ R§Ä ]®m³ XpS§n.. ]ns¶ ]ns¶ ASnbpsS thKw IqSn.. AhÄ
Imepcpw aS¡n ]camh[n AI¯n Fsâ ]®en\p XSÊapmImsX t\m¡n Rm³
]ns¶ ap«pImenÂ \n¶psImp ]®n. CS¡v Aåw apt¶m«phfªp AhfpsS apeIÄ
]Xps¡ ISn¨pw CS¡v ape¡p ]nSn¨p A§ns\ R§Ä ]®nsImncp¶p.. AhÄ¡v
GItZiw hcmdmbncp¶p. AXv AhÄ ]eXcw iÐ§Ä ]pds¸Sphn¨psImp Fs¶
Adnbn¡pIbpw sNbvXp. Rm³ Fsâ kÀÆ iànbpsaSp¯v Ahsf ]®n. AhÄ¡v
Fsâ ASnbpsS Du¡p kln¡mhp¶Xn\pa¸pd¯mbncp¶p. I«nÂ sam¯w Fsâ
]®ensâ iànsImp BSn IÀ .... IÀ.... F¶n§s\ iÐapm¡nsImncp¶p. Ip«\p
Rm³ Cs¸m Hcp kq{Xw ImWn¨p Xcms«m F¶p ]dªpsImv AhÄ ]qdn\Is¯
aÊnÂ Cdp¡n]nSn¨psImv Asâ Ip®sb ]ngnªp.. B Hscmä {]hr¯nsImp Xs¶
Rm³ sam¯w AhfpsS ]qäntes¡mgn¡pambncp¶p. F¶mÂ Rm³ a\Êns\ \nbń¨v
Aåw kmh[m\n¯nepw ]ns¶ ]Xps¡ ]Xps¡ kv]oUpIq«nbpw Ahsf
]®nsImncp¶p.
Rm³ AhfpsS tZlt¯mSp tNÀ¶v AhfpsS NqSpw aWhpw A\p`hn¨psImp Ahsf

Bªp ]®n.. Ahkm\w F\n¡p hcmdmbn... tamtf.. Fsâ Ip«³ Cs¸m iÀ²n¡pw \nsâ
]qänsemgn¡s«.... Rm³ AhtfmSp tNmZn¨p.. At¿m Ip«m NXn¡sÃ.. Nnes¸m
ASn]nSn¡pw ]pds¯Sps¯m Ct§m«p Fsâ hmbntem«p Hgn¨p Xm... AhÄ Fs¶mSp
]dªp. cSnIqSn BªSn¨v Rm³ Fsâ Ip®bqcnsbSp¯v AhfpsS hmbntem«p
sh¨psImSp¯p. AhÄ AXpapgph³ hmbnÂ C«psImp Hcp ssIsIms\n¡v
hmWaSn¨p X¶p. cpaq¶SnbSn¨t¸mtg¡pw Fsâ Ip«³ I« ssXÀ AhfpsS hmbnse¡v
Hgn¨p. AhÄ BÀ¯ntbmsS AXpapgph³ IpSn¨nd¡n. ]ns¶ Fsâ Ip® ISapXÂ Xe
hsc AaÀ¯n]ngnªp Ahkm\s¯ XpÅnhsc IpSn¨p. \m¡psImp DbnÂ
]Xps¡ XtemSn.. Rm\msI XfÀ¶ncp¶p. Rm³ Xmsgbnd§n InS¶p....
Ip«mm Ft¶bpw kpJn]n¡nsÃ.. AhÄ Ft¶mSp sIm¨pIp«nIÂ an«mbn¡pthn

hmin]nSn¡p¶Xpt]mse sIm©nsImp tNmZn¨p.
Fsâ ap¯ns\ kpJn¸n¨nsÃ¦nÂ ]ns¶ Bsc Rm³ kpJn¸n¡pw.. F¶p ]dªpsImp

Rm³ AhfpsS aSnbnÂ apJaw¯n InS¶p. \m¡psImp AhnSamsI \¡nXpS¨p.. ]ns¶
Hcp hncÂ AhfpsS IqXnbnÂ XncpIn Ibän. H¸w XÅhncÂ ]qänepw. Htckabw ]qänepw

IqXnbnepw HmtcmhncepIÂ C«v Rm³ AhÄ¡v ssIsImp ]®nsImSp¯p. CS¡v
\¡nbpw sNdp§s\ ISn¨phen¨pw Ahsf skIvknsâ D¨tImSn Im«nsImSp¯p. AhfpsS
tbm\nbpsS NppIÄ Rm³ ISn¨phen¨p aq¶p hncepIÄ Htc kabw ]qänÂ XÅnIbän
AhÄ¡v ASn¨psImSp¯p. AhÄ¡v ]nSn¨p\nÂ¡m³ ]ämXmbn. AhfpsS IńÂ Rm³
ISn¨p hen¨ kab¯p Xs¶ AhfpsS ]qänse aZ Pew AhÄ Fsâ apJt¯¡p
NoänsXdp¸n¨p. Rm³ B ]pfnbpw D¸pckhpsams¡bpÅ B a[p aXnhcpthmfw
BÀ¯ntbmsS IpSn¨p XoÀ¯p.
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cmhnse Fgpt¶äv Ipfn; tXhmcw (cpw H¶p Xs¶ Hcp {]mk¯n\p ]dsªs¶ DÅp)
Hs¡ Ignªv tZmibpw DÅnN½ńbpw Iq«n Ign¨v Rm³ ¢mÊnte¡p ]pds¸«p. _ÊnÂ
Ibdpt¼mÄ ]pdIneqsSbmWpIbcnbXv.. inh\pw aäp]ntÅcpw ap¶nfqsS Ibdn. a\ÊnÂ
B{Klapmbncps¶¦nepw Xte¶s¯ So¨dpsS ASnIn«nbtXmÀ¯Xn\mÂ AhfpsS
ap¶nÂ Xs¶ Hcp Pm¡n ]cn]mSn \S¯m\pÅ ss[cyw F\n¡pmbncp¶nÃ. AXn\mÂ
\Ã]nÅ Naªp ]pdIneqsS Ibdn.
¢mÊnÂ sN¶p Rm³ BtcmSpw H¶pw anmsX ]pdInÂ t]mbncp¶p.
F´mS ssasc C¶p \nsâ Ip®s]m§nsÃ?....Pm¡nsh¡m³ AtÃÂ \o¿mWtÃm ap¶nÂ

\nÂ¡mdp ]Xnhv.... inh³ h¶bpSs\ sImW¸n¨psImp tNmZn¨p.
Rms\m¶pw annbnÃ.
F´mS ssasc \m¡nd§nsbm?
\o sXdn ]dbms t]m inhm....
Hm Hcp \Ã ]nÅ h¶ncn¡p¶p.. F§pw ImWm¯t]mse.
AÃ C\n Pm¡n sh¨t¸m Btcepw ]n¶psImp Ip¯nsbm? AsXm IcWIpän¡n«p

hs¨m?
ASnIn«ntbm F¶p tNmZn¨t¸mÄ Rms\m¶p R«n.
H¶p t]mUm.... AsXm¶paÃ... \o s]m....
Ah³ Ahsâ koänÂ t]mbncp¶p.
KoX So¨À ¢mÊnte¡p IS¶p h¶p. Gähpw ]pdInÂ Fs¶ I AhÀ¡v Ft¶mSp
Ft´m tNmZn¡Wsa¶pmbncps¶¦nepw H¶pw annbnÃ. Rm³ ¢msÊSp¡pt¼mÄ
So¨td {i²n¨tX CÃ.. Ft¶mSp Nne sNmZy§Ä tNmZns¨¦nepw D¯csam¶pw ]dbmsX
Rm³ anmsX \n¶p. So¨À Fs¶ iImcn¨t¸mÄ Rm³ ¢mÊnÂ \n¶nd§n ]pd¯ph¶p.
¢mÊp Ignªv So¨À ]pd¯ph¶v Ft¶mSp Sot¨gvkv dqanse¡v sNÃm³ ]dªp. AhnsS
sN¶t¸mÄ tKm]oIrjvW³ kmsdt¶mSp F´m {]iv\w F¶p tNmZn¨p. F´m I®m?
F´m ¢mÊnÂ {]iv\w... KoX So¨À C\n \n§fpsS ¢msÊSp¡nsÃ¶p ]dªtÃm? F´p
]än.. XpS§n Hcp]mSp tNmZy§Ä. F\n¡sI sNmdnªp h¶p..
AÃ amsj aq¸¯ymcpam{Xta ChnsS ¢msÊSp¡m\pÅp.. Iptc Znhkambn aäpÅhsc

HcpamXncn B¡p¶p... AOs\ Adnbpw A^s\ Adnbpw Fs¶ms¡ ]dªp \n§sfÃcpw
IqsS Hcp amXncn a\pjys\ B¡p¶ GÀ¸mSp C\n ths«m.. So¨À¡p ¢msÊSp¡m³
]änÃy¨ thsd Bsf sh¡p amsj... Rm\msI s]m«nsXdn¨p.
I®³ NqSmhm... kmsds¶ kam[m\n¸n¡m³ t\m¡n... At¸mtg¡pw So¨À Ic¨nÂ

XpS§nbncp¶p. (s]®p§fpsS \nXy AShp..... apXe I®oÀ) Rm\sXm¶pw
ssa³UpsNbvXnÃ. inhtâbpw aäpw IqsS tImtfPnse¡p hn«p.

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sshIo«v tImtfPv hn«p h¶t¸mÄ ]Sn¸pcbnÂ Xs¶ bpp \½psS cp Nc¡pIfpw ;
KoXbpw tN¨nbpw... Fs¶ IXw tN¨n ISn¨pIodm³ h¶p..
\n¡Um AhnsS.... \o¿mcm¶ \nsâ hnNmcw.. KoXsb \o C¶pw Icbn¸n¨p. AsÃ?...
AsX NneÀ A§ns\bm; Icbm\mbn am{Xw P\n¡p¶hcm... So¨dpw A¡q«¯nÂ s]«Xm...

Rm³ tN¨ntbmSp ]dªp...
Rm³ t]mWps«m F¶p ]dªpsImp So¨À ]Snbnd§m³ XpS§n..
AtX H¶p \ns¶.... Rm³ ]pdInÂ \n¶p hnfn¨p.
So¨À AhnsS Ipd¨pt\cw \n¶p ]ns¶ ]pdtIm«p Xncnªpt\m¡n..
Cbmsf F\n¡nãm... hbÊpw {]mbhpw PmXnsbm¶pw F\ns¡mcp {]iv\aÃ.. ]ns¶

CbmÄ Fs¶ F{X ASn¨mepw icn hg¡p ]dªmepw icn Cbmsf Rm³ Cãs¸Spw..
Rm³ Hcp ss[cy¯n¶p HähoÀ¸nÂ ]dªp XoÀ¯p..
cpw I®pw angn¨v Fsâ apJt¯¡pt\m¡n\n¶p.

Rm³ A§ns\ s]s«¶pIbdn ]dbpsa¶v cmfpw hnNmcn¨ncp¶nÃ. F§ns\ ]dªq¶v F\n¡pw
AdnbnÃ. Hcp ss[cy¯n\p Ibdn A§Sp ]dªqs¶bpÅp.
So¨sd {]t¸mkÂ sNbvXp Ignªs¸m Hcp N½epw DmhmXncp¶nÃ.
cs®hpw Ct¸mgpw I®pw angn¨v Fs¶ t\m¡n\nÂ¡p¶p.

Ipd¨pt\cs¯ ]ÝmXe kwKoX¯n\ptijw (kn\nabmsW¦nÂ a{Xw) \nkÐX¡p
XncÈoehoWp.
F´m \n§Ä C§ns\sbms¡ ]dbps¶... AsXm¶pw icnbmhnÃs«m... F\n¡p t]Snbm.... Rm³
t]mWq... F¶pw ]dªpsImp So¨À ]Sn¸pc¡p ]pdt¯¡p \S¶p.
So¨À A§ns\sbms¡ ]dsª¦nepw F\n¡dnbmambncp¶p I£nbpsS a\Ênepw Ct¸mÄ
t{]asa¶ almkmKcw kp\man XncameIÄ t]mse BªSn¨pbÀ¶ncn¡pIbmsW¶p.
So¨À ]Sn¸pcIS¶p Fs¶ H¶p Xncnªp t\m¡n ]ns¶ \mWn¨psImp XeXmgv¯n ssI hncÂ
ISn¨psImp Hcp ]p©ncntbmsS So¨À HmSnbI¶p.
Rm³ kt´mjw sImp aXnad¶p XpÅnNmSn, ]ns¶ tN¨nsb sI«n]nSn¨p AhfpsS Ihnf¯p
Hcp ap¯w sImSp¯p. ]ns¶ AhfpsS sN©ppIÄ AaÀ¯nISn¨p. CS¡p ape¡ns«m¶p
]nSn¡m\pw ad¶nÃ.
aXnsbSm... \nsâ Hcp XpÅnNm«w... hÃyOs\§m\pw Ismp h¶mÂ ]ns¶ XoÀ¶p \nsâ
FÃmw.. tN¨n F\n¡v hmWn§v X¶p.
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Rm³ A¶p apgph³ lm¸nbmbncp¶p. sshIo«pÅ Ipfnko³ ImWm\pÅ kabambt¸mtg¡pw

inh\pw Km§pw F¯n....
F´tS.... \nsâ apJ¯ns¶mcp ip¢{]kmZw..? In«p Bscm hmWaSn¨p X¶n«ps¶p
sXm\p¶sÃm... (inh\mWXp ]dªXv.)
H¶p t]msS..... Cs¸m hmWaSnsbm¶pw icn¡p \S¡p¶nÃ....
B Cs¸m FÃmhcptSbpw hmbnÂ sImSp¸mWp ]Wn AsÃ...

t]mSm.. AcpsS hmbnÂ sImSps¯¶m?
lnln tamt\ Ips®jm... Ip®¯cw I®¸sâbSp¯p Xs¶ thtWm?
H¶pt]msS.. F¶p ]dªpsImp Rm\hsâ ]pds¯m¶p X«n (\sÃmsc®w sImSp¯p

F¶Xmhpw icn)
R§Ä ]e I¼nImcy§fpw ]dªpsImp IpfIShnse¯n...
AhnSps¯ Imcyw BsI \ncmimIP\Iambncp¶p.. Hscmä AhcmXn s]®p§fpw F¯nbn«nÃ..

BsI Ipf¯nepÅXp sImih³ AÃ tIih³ \mbcmWp. AbmÄ Hcp tImWIhpw Npän

tasems¡ tkm¸p tX¨p]nSn¸n¡p¶p. R§Ä Ipd¨p t\cw; AbmfpsS Ipfn Ignbp¶Xphsc
ISh¯ncp¶p.
sImih³ \mbÀ R§sf CS¡nS¡v t\m¡nsImncp¶p. ]ns¶ AbmÄ Ft¶mSmbn tNmZn¨p;

a\¡nse Ipf¯nÂ shÅw häntbm Xncpta\n?
AXptI«t¸mÄ FÃm Ah·mcpw IqsS Fs¶ t\m¡n ]ns¶ Dds¡ Hcp Iq«Nncnbpw...
a\¡nse shÅw A{Xs]s«s¶m¶pw hänÃ tIih³ \mbtc...... ho«neptÅmscms¡ a\¡nse

shÅw H¯ncn IpSn¨XsÃ.. AsXms¡ H¶p CS¡nS¡v HmÀ½n¡WXp \ÃXm.
Rm\pw Np« adp]Sn sImSp¯p...
]ns¶ Abmsfm¶pw anm³ h¶nÃm.. CS¡v Fs¶ HcpamXncn B¡n t\m¡p¶pmbncp¶p..

I£n Ipfn Ignªv s]s«¶p Ibdnt]mbn.
]ns¶ R§Ä ]«mfw XpWnsbÃmw ]d¨pIfªv AÀ shbÀ am{XaWnªpsImp
shÅ¯nte¡v FSp¯pNmSn.
\oépw adnbepw Hs¡bmbn BsI _lfam¡n.. imńImc³ Xncpsa\p h¶p

No¯]dªt¸mgmWp Ipfn \nÀ¯nbXv ]ns¶ FÃmhcpw IqsS Xncn¨p ho«nte¡p hn«p. hcp¶
hgn Rm³ {]oXbpsS ho«nsem¶p Ibdn.
{]otX... {]oXmm.... ChnsS BcqsÃ.. Rm³ hnfn¨ptNmZn¨p.
BcptSbpw acp]Snsbm¶pw tI«nÃ. Rm³ ]pdIphis¯ NmhSnbpsS AhnsS sN¶p
hnfn¡msa¶p IcpXn sX¡phiw hgn ]ns¶te¡p \S¶p. {]oXbpsS
InS¸papdn¡Sps¯¯nbt¸mÄ AI¯p\n¶pw Nne R¡epw aqfepw aäpw tI«p...
Btcm I¼nbSn¨ncn¡pIbmsW¶p B aqfÄ tI«t¸msga\Ênembn. Rm³ iÐapm¡msX
P\enÂsâ hnÅeneqsS AIt¯¡p t\m¡n.
lm! {]oXbpsS A\nb¯n ]¯mw ¢mÊnÂ ]Tn¡p¶ {]nbm; i¦p®n\mbdpsS cmas¯ aIÄ
Ac]mhmSsbÃmw apIfnte¡p Ibänsh¨v AhfpsS sIm¨p IpdpªnÂ hncen«p Ifn¡p¶p... Fsâ
I®p XÅnt]mbn... s]®nX I¼nbmsW¶p Adnªncp¶nÃm. Adnªq¨m Fs¶ hf¨Snt¨s\...
sÈm \ãambnt]mbn... AsX§ns\ tN¨nbpsS AsÃ A\nb¯n tN¨n Ihe]qdn apSnª
I¼ns]®v ]ns¶ A\nb¯nbpsS Imcyw ]dbsWm?
Rm³ P\Â Aåw IqSn AI¯n AIs¯ kw`hw. icn¡pw ImkzZn¡m³ XpS§n.. {]nb Hcp
ssIsImp AhfpsS apeIÄ »uÊn\p apIfneqsS ]nSnäÀ¯p¶pp; AtXmsSm¸w Xs¶ atä
ssIsImp tbm\nbnÂ hncen«nf¡p¶p F\n¡p Ip \nÂ¡m\mbnÃ. Rm³ Fsâ Ip«s\
]pds¯Sp¯p hmWaSn XpS§n... Aåw Ignªt¸mÄ {]nbm AhfpsS »uÊpw Ducn Ifªp.
AXn\SnbnÂ H¶pw C«n«pmbncp¶nÃ. AXn\mÂ Ct¸mÄ AhÄ AçmhmS am{Xta [cn¨n«pÅp.
]mân BZyw Xs¶ Ducnamänbncp¶p. AhÄ I«nenÂ InS¶v BsI Rcn]ncnsImÅp¶pmbncp¶p.
s]®n\p I¼nbSn¨n«p \nÂ¡m\pw h¿... Ccn¡m\pw h¿m.... InS¡m\pw h¿m F¶msems«mcp
Ip®bpw In«p¶panÃm. F¶mbncn¡pWp. B Ip¨paZmekbnXm AçmhmSbpw Ducnamän
shdpsamcp Idp¯ AcªmNcSpam{Xan«v ]cn]qÀ® \ábmbn DSbm¯ apeIfpw \\p¯
tcma§Ä InfnÀ¯ ]qdpw Im«n aeÀ¶p InS¡p¶p.
Rm³ Xmsg Ipń¨ncp¶p P\ensâ Xmsg hnÅeneqsS AXpImkzZn¨psImp

hmWaSn¨psImncp¶p. Aåw IqSn Ignªt¸mÄ {]nb Hcp Iqgnap«sbSp¯v BZyw hmbnens«m¶p
Ddp©n ]ns¶ AsXSp¯p apeIÄ¡papIfneqsS Dcp«nsImncp¶p. Cu kabsam¡bpw AhfpsS
Hcp hncÂ AhfpsS ]qän\pÅnemWp {]nb hmb\¡msc.. B tImgnap« AhÄ AhfpsS I£¯pw
Igp¯nepw hbä¯psaÃmw DgnªpsImncp¶p. ]ns¶ AXns\ ]Xps¡ AhfpsS
]qän\pÅnte¡p Aåw XncpIn Ibän ]ns¶ ]pds¯Sp¯p AXnsâ apIfnÂ ]än¸nSn¨ncp¶
AhfpsS tbm\ockw AhÄ cpNn¨p. hopw AhÄ B ap« ]qän\pÅnte¡p ]IpXntbmfw
XÅnIbän. H¸w atä ssIsImp IqXnbpsS apIfnÂ \¶mbn AaÀ¯nbpw AhÄ kzbw
kpJn¡pIbmbncp¶p.
Rm\pw Fsâ hm\aSnbpsS thKw Iq«nbncp¶p. s]s«¶mWp Fsâ s]S\Ipän¡n«p HcSn In«nbXv.
Rm³ sR«n Xncnªpt\m¡nbt¸mÄ {]oX.. kam[m\ambn.. aämcpaÃtÃm. Rm³ ancpsX¶v
B§yw Im«n ]ns¶ AhÄ¡pw AhfpsS A\nb¯nIp«n kzbw t`mKw sN¿p¶Xp Im«nsImSp¯p.
AhÄ Aåt\cw AXpImkzZn¨p. ]ns¶ Fs¶ Xs¶ sR«n¨psImv Dds¡ Aedn..
FSoooo... F´mSn ImWn¡pt¶.... F¶pw tNmZn¨psImp AhÄ ap\zit¯s¡mSn.. ]ns¶
ho«n\pÅnÂ Ibdn {]nbbpsS sNIn«¯ns«msc®w sImSp¯p ]mh¯nsâ ]qänÂ \n¶pw
ap«shfnbnÂ NmSn; AXp Xmsg hoWp s]m«n... AhÄ thKw XpWnsbms¡ hmcnsbSp¯p
Npän.At¸mtg¡pw Rm\pw AIt¯¡p Ibdn..
F´p ssacmSn \o sNbvsX... _m¡nbptÅmÀ H¶p ImkzZn¡m¶psh¨ AXn¶p k½Xn¡nÃ..

CXp ]mtcm ]dªt]mse "A½mbnb½sbmsä A½mb¸s\sImp ]®n¸n¡pIbpanÃ F¶m
acpaIs\m«p ]®m³ sImSp¡pIbpanÃ" F¶Xp t]msebmbn.. Rm³ {]nbbpsS XeapSnbnÂ
]Xps¡ H¶p XShn.. Fsâ IpOp]qdn \n\¡n{X ISnbmsW¦nÂ Ft¶msSmcphm¡p ]dªqsS
Rm³ \n\¡p F´p thW¨mepw sNbvXp XcnsÃ... F¶n«hfpsS apebnÂ ]nSns¨m¶p R¡n.
{]oX Fsâ ssI X«n amän.. F¶n«v Ft¶mSp NqSmbn.. AsX... X{¼¡·mcpsS taÂt¡mbvasbÃmw
]p.. C¶p \S¡nÃ.. Rm³ hzÃy{¼mt\mSp ]dbpw... R§sf D]{Zhn¡m³ h¶p¶v...
lllvl.. F\n¡p Nncns]m«n... cp ae tNÀ¶mepw \mep ape tNcnÃ F¶sÃ ]dbmdp. FSo
DI®n.. \ns¶ aeÀ¯nInS¯nbpw Iap¯nInS¯nbpw ]®msa¦nÂ \nsâ A\nb¯nsbbpw
]®mw.. F¶n«v Rm³ {]nbtbmSmbn ]dªp. tamfqÊp H¶psImp t]Sn¡s«m. \nsâ tN¨n
CXnepw henb ]dnImfnbmWp AtXmp \o Ahsf H¶psImpw t]Sn¡s«m.. AhÄ
sNdpXmsbm¶p Nncn¨p. Rm³ AhfpsS NppIfnÂ Fsâ Nqp hncÂ sImp
]Xps¡sbm¶aÀ¯n.. AhÄ \mWt¯msS Aåw ]pdsImäp \o§n.. {]oX¡nXpIp Xosc
kln¡p¶pmbncp¶pÃ...
s]s«¶mWp AhÄ D¨¯nÂ IcªXv..
At¿m HmSn hctW... IÅ³ Ibdntb.......... c£n¡tW...
Rm³ R«n.. Fsâ ]dÈn\nIShp ap¯¸m... s]®p ]Wn]än¨p.. Rm³ ]pdInse hmXnÂ Xpd¶p
]pdt¯t¡mSn..... ]ns¶ CÃs¯ aXnÂ NmSnIS¶v AI¯pIbdn...
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]pd¯msI _lfw .. Rm³ F´mWp kw `hsa¶p t\m¡m³ ]pdt¯¡p Cd§n h¶p. i¦p®n
\mbcpw `mcybpw ]ntÅcpw Iptd \m«pImcpw apä¯pp.. Fsâ DsÅm¶p InSp§n... NZnt¨m
X¼pcms\... s]®p§sf Hcn¡epw ]®pImcy¯nÂ \¼m³ ]änÃ.. C¶p \½sf sImp ]®n¨hÀ
\msf \½sfsImp XÃpsImÅn¸n¡pw.. Rm³ t]Sn¨pt]Sn¨p ]pdt¯¡p h¶p.
F´m F´m {]iv\w... Rm³ H¶padnbm¯hs\t]mse \Sn¨psImp tNmZn¨p. i¦p®nbpsS
ho«nÂ IÅ³ Ibdnsbs{X.._lfw sh¨t¸mÄ Ah³ \½psS CÃs¯ aXnÂ NmSnIS¶p F¶mWp
Cu Ip«n ]dbp¶Xv. {]oXtb NqnsImp A^³ ]dªp..
Gbv IÅt\m Ct¸mtgm... kabw GgpaWn IgnªtX DÅp... At¸mtg¡pw IÅ·mÀ Cd§ntbm....
Rm³ hn¡nsImp tNmZn¨p.
IÅ·mscm¶pamhnÃ. Fsâ Ip«nIÄ Cud³ amdp¶XpImWm³ Btc¦nepw h¶Xmhpw i¦p®n

Fs¶ t\m¡nsImp (D¶w sh¨p sImp F¶Xmhpw icn) ]dªp.
AsX AsX AXmhpw ; Fsâ AO\pw AXp icnsb¶p h¨p..
Fsâ tN¨n Fs¶ Ccp¯nsbm¶p t\m¡n, AhÂ¡p Imcyw a\Ênemsb¶p tXm¶n.. Rm³
]Xps¡ AIt¯¡p henªp.. ]pds¯ BÄ¡mscÃmw t]mbt¸mÄ tN¨n Fsâ apdnbnte¡p
h¶p..
kXyw ]dbS... \obsÃ AhnsS F¯nt\m¡nbXv...
Rm³ F¯nt\m¡nbsXm¶paÃ...
]ns¶
{]nbsb H¶p Ibdn]nSn¨Xm.. F´mm tht? Rm³ NqSmbn...
FSm Ipcp¯w sI«hs\.. \m«pImcpsS I¿n¶p \o ASn taSn¡pw.. AXphscbpmhpw \nsâ
Al¦mcw... tN¨n F\n¡p Xm¡oXp \ÂIn.

AsXbv.. ASnsbm¶pw taSn¡nÃ.. {]oXsb Rm³ H¶pcp XhW Ifn¨n«pp. Cs¸m {]nbbpsS
ASp¯pH¶p ss{S sN¿m³ t\m¡nbt¸m AXp {]oX¡p ckn¨nÃ.. AXm AhÄ _lfw sh¨Xp.
Akqb AÃsX asäm¶paÃ...
Dw... Bsc Ifn¨mepw B KoXsb sI«p¶Xn\p ap¼p Ifn¡cpXv... AhÄ Hcp ]mham...
AXp icn As¸m Rm³ Ahsf sI«psa¶p tN¨nb§Sp Xncpam\nt¨m?
]ns¶ sI«msX? shdpsX Xami¡p thnbmsW¨ Cs¸mXs¶ apfbnte \pÅnIesªm..

l l l... CÃ tN¨n Ahsf Rm³ Hcn¡epw ssIhn«pIfbnÃ..
Bs« AXpt]ms« \½Ä X½nÂ H¶p Ifn¨n«p F{X \mfmbn.. Cs¶m¶mhmw Ft´?
\S¡nÃ tams\.. Fsâ ]ncnbnUm... tam³ XÂ¡mew ssIhntbmSn¨p ckn¨mÂ aXn..

B... C\nbnt¸m AXpXs¶ icWw.. Rm³ Iangv¶p InS¶p. Fsâ ssI cpw apn\nSbneqsS
XncpIn Ip«s\ emfn¨p InS¶p; A½ DuWpIgn¡m³ hnfn¡p¶Xphsc..
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]ntä¶v Hcp RbdmgvNbmbncp¶p. AXpw aps¸«p RbdmgvN (aebmf amk¯nse BZys¯

HmtcmZnhk§tfbpw aps¸äpIq«nbmWp ]dbpI; DZmlcWw aps¸«p RbdmgvN, aps¸«p Xn¦fmgvN
F¶n§s¶; HmtcmSnhk¯n\pw {]tXyIXIÄ DpXm\pw) Ime¯p Xs¶ A½ Fgpt¶ån¨p.
\nÀ_Ôn¨pIpfn¸n¨p. {]mXÂ Ign¡m³ t]mepw k½Xn¡sX A¼e¯nte¡p ]dªb¨p.
tZhot£{X¯nÂ t]mbn sXmgpXp aS§pt¼mgmWp \½psS cp Nc¡pIfpw ({]oXbpw A\nb¯n
{]nbbpw) IqSn A¼e¯nÂ \n¶v aS§n t]mIp¶Xp IXv. Rm³ thK¯nÂ \S¶v
AhtcmsSm¸sa¯n.
AtXbv H¶p \ns¶...
cpt]cpw Xncnªp t\m¡n.
Fs¶ IXpw {]oX \S¯¯n\p thKw Iq«n.
lm... A§ns\ HmStÃ.. Rm\pw IqsS H¶p ht¶ms«..
{]ntb Ifn¡m³ \nÂ¡s \o thKw ht¶...
AtXbv CbmÂs¡´ Ft¶mSp C{X tZjyw. H¶p \ns¶ tNmZn¡s«...
F¶p ]dªpsImv Rm³ AhfpsS ssI¡p Ibdn]nSn¨p.
thmt«m I®m... Rm³ _lfw sh¡pw...

lmhq B I®m¶pÅ hnfn tIÄ¡³ Fs´mcp ckm... H¶qsS hnfnt¨..
A¿Sm.. A§ns\ Cs¸m ckn¡m F¶p ]dªpsImv Fsâ ssI X«namänsImp AhÄ
F¶nÂ \n¶pw HmSnbI¶p. ]ns¶ Rm\pw {]nbbpw IqsS ]eXpw kwkmcnt¨mp \S¶p.
Nm³kpIn«pt¼msgms¡ I¼nImcy§Ä ]dbm³ Rm³ {]tXyIw {i²n¨p.
It®«s\ ImWm³ F´p tiem... {]nb hfsc \njvIf¦ambnsImp Ft¶mSp ]dªp..
Ifnbm¡sÃ Fsâ N¡sc.. F¶p]dªpsImp Rm³ AhfpsS Ihnfs¯m¶p \pÅn.
Ifnb¡pIbÃ. kXyambn«pw Is®«s\ apJw ImWm³ \Ã ckm... F´m AXnsâ clkyw...?

H¶p t]mSo DI®n.. \nsâ Hcp Imcyw..
Rm³ Imcymbn«p tNmZn¨Xm... kwibaps¦nÂ tN¨ntbmSp tNmZn¨ps\m¡v ; It®«³ R§sS
]Sn¡neqsS t]mIpt¼msgms¡bpw tN¨n C§ns\ t\m¡n \nÂ¡pw...

Blm AXp]pXnsbmcdnhmWsÃm.. AÃ shdpsX t\m¡n \nÂ¡sd DtÅm AsXm hÃXpw
]dbmdpsm Fs¶ Ipdn¨v. Rm³ AhfpsS ASp¯v H¶pIqsS tNÀ¶p³ \S¶p.
Dw... sN¡³ tIÄ¡m³ XmåcywIqSn..

sN¡t\m? tZ HcSnsh¨pXcpw F¶p ]dªpsImv Rm³ AhfpsS Nń¡v ]Xps¡
HcSnsImSp¯p.
F\n¡v t\mhp¶pps«m..
Rm³ Npäpw H¶p t\m¡n. ]mSs¯ hc¼neqsS R§Ä cmfpw am{Xta DÅp.. F\n¡åw IqSn
ss[cyw In«n. Rm³ CSXp ssI AhfpsS tXmfneqsSbn«p. AhÄ Fsâ apJ¯pt\m¡n H¶p
]p©ncn¨p. Rm\pw Hcp IÅNncnNncn¨p. ]ns¶ ]eImcy§fpw ]dªpsImp \S¶p. CS¡v
AhfpsS Hmd©papefnÂ Adnbm¯t]mse ]Xps¡ H¶pcpXhW X«n. ]ns¶ AaÀ¯n]nSn¨p.
At¿m Bsc¦nepw ImWpw..

Bcpw ImWnÃ.. ChnsS Cs¸m \½Ä cmfpw am{Xta DÅp.
tZ hosS¯mdmbn H¶pw thms«m..
ssacp ChfpsS hoSp Ipd¨pIqsS AIsebmbn¡qsS...Rm³ a\ÊnÂ ]dªp..

In«nb kabw amIvknaw apXem¡pI F¶p IcpXn Rm³ AhfpsS apebnÂ H¶pIqsS
]nSnäÀ¯n... F¶n«htfmSp ]dªp; C¶se \nsâ tN¨n h¶nÃmbncps¶¦nÂ Ft´¦nepsams¡
Rm³ \ns¶ sNbvtXs\. AtX tN¨n¡p Akqbbm... AXm...
At¿m tZ \nÂ¡p¶p `{ZImfn apä¯pXs¶...
R§sf cpt]tcbpw Im¯v {]oX apä¯pXs¶ \nåpmbncp¶p...
Rm³ Ahsf IXpw {]nbbpsS tXmfnÂ\n¶pw ssI FSp¯p.
Fń\m FSpt¯? AhnsS Xs¶ sh¡mambncp¶nsÃ...
l lllmm! CXmWp tamtf Ipip¼v F¶p ]dbp¶ km[\w....
\¶Ã apt¯ Xosc \¶Ã.. Rm³ {]oXbpsS IhnfnÂ hfsc ]Xps¡ HcSn sImSp¯p..
CsX´m hÃp Xpdp¸n¨p \nÀ¯nbncp¡p¶tÃm XmgnI IpS§Ä cpw.. Rm³ AhfpsS apeIÄ
t\m¡nsImp ]dªp.
A\mhiyw ]dbms t]mIp¶psm!
]qÆmsem; AXn\p¼p Cu Ipkp¼¯n Fs¶ H¶p kpJn¸n¡pI Ft¸mgmWp F¶p ]dbWw..

tZ A\mhiyw ]dbsÃ. tamfp ASp¯pp..
A¿S Hcp tamfp. AhfpsS I¿nencn¸p C¶se IXsÃ \ns¶¡mfpw ]ptcmKa\app. Fsâ
tXhtc F¶mWmthm cns\w H¶n¨pIfn¡m\pÅ Hchkcw DmhpI. Rm³ BßKXw hn«p.
AXn\pÅ shÅw hm§n sh¨maXn.. \S¸nÃ tams\ \S¸nÃ..

Hm hmin]nSn¸n¡sÃ Ip«m F¶p ]dªpsImp Rm³ AhfpsS ape¡p Ibdnb§Sp ]nSn¨p..
AXpI {]nb Hcp IÅNncntbmsS AIt¯¡p IbdntbmSn...
]Sn¡Â Bcpw ImWnÃ F¶pd¸phcp¯n Rm³ {]oXsb AaÀ¯nNp¼n¨p.. AhÄ FXnÀs¸m¶pw

ImWn¨nÃ. Aåt\cw irKcn¨v Rm³ CÃt¯¡p Xncn¨p.
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D¨bqWp Ignªp Aåt\cw hn{ian¨p. ]ns¶ Fw Sn bpsS cmaqgw F¶ t\mhÂ FSp¯v

Ipd¨pt\cw hmbn¨p. òa³ F¶ IYm]m{Xw Fsâ a\ÊnÂ DS¡n. ]pØIw aS¡nsh¨p Iw ]}«À
Hm¬ sNbvXp. CâÀs\äv IWÎv sNbvXv CabnÂ sNIv sNbvXp. ]ns¶ bmlq{Kq]vknÂ semKn³
sNbvXv sIm¨p]pØIw {Kq¸nÂ ¢nIv sNbvXp.. ]e]pXnb IYIfpw h¶n«pp Ahsbms¡
Uu¬temUpsNbvXv hmbn¨p. At¸msg¡pw aWn \mep Ignªncp¶p. Im¸nIpSn¨v ]pdt¯¡nd§n.
{]kmZpw inh\pw Fs¶ hnfn¡m³ hcp¶pmbncp¶p. aqhcpw IqsS Iiphn tamãn¡m³
_me³ \mbcpsS sXmSnbnte¡p h¨p]nSn¨p. (R§S h«Nnehn\pÅ Imiv
C§ns\sbms¡bmWpm¡p¶Xv)
tUbv I® Ips® \n\¡p `b¦c ¥m½dWsÃsSbv s]¼nsÅscÃmw \nsâ ]pdsI

Xs¶bmWsÃsSbv — {]kmZnsâ hI Hcp Iaâv.
H¶pt]msS ssasc.. Bsf Hcp amXncn Du¼n¡cpXv....
AÃsSbv Rm³ Imcyambn ]dªXm..
cp t\cw icn¡pw Ipfn¨maXn... inh\mWXp ]dªXv..

lllv AXp icnbm.. \nsâ ASp¯p \nÂ¡pt¼mÄ Hcp amXncn Ahnª aWsaSp¡p¶pp...
H¶p t]msSbv...
\n\¡pw Ahs\t]mse kpµcIp«¸\mhtWm. Hcp te]\app AXp tX¨mÂ aXn..

F´p te]\w Rm\pw {]kmZpw Hcpan¨p tNmZn¨p.
Ip¡pSmXn te]\w.
Ip¡pSmXn te]\tam? AsX´p acp¶m... Rm³ BZyambn tIÄ¡pIbm... {]kmZv tNmZn¨p.
F¶ tIs«m Dm¡m³ Ffp¸am.. tI«p]Tnt¨m; inh³ hnhcn¡m³ XpS§n.
IpSw Ip¡pSIp® cma¨w, tZhZmcp ssacv, Aåw Cfw Xp¼bpw tbm\nbnÂ
sNdphncen«nf¡nsbSp¯ckw kaw ip¢w tNÀ¯v ]Xns\«pZn\w Znhkhpw aq¶p t\cw apJ¯p
tX¡pI....
llvlll F\n¡p NncnbS¡m³ h¿mbncp¶p.. {]kmZmsI NqSmbn.. t]mSm ssasc.. Bsf Hcp
amXncn Du¼n¡sX..
llvlmlv tams\ AÃmv ]ns¶ FSm IpWms¸ s]¼ntÅsc hf¡m³ kpµc\mhWsam¶pw
CÃ.. Ip®¡p \Ã _eapmbmÂ aXn.. F{X F®s¯ Rm³ hf¨ncn¡p¶p.. inh³ Ahs\
kam[m\n¸n¨p.
At¸mtg¡pw R§Ä _me³ \mbcpsS sXmSnsb¯n. Hmscmcp¯cpw Iiphn ]dn¡m³ XpS§n..
Hcp Ip¶nt\mSptNÀ¶mWp Iiphn tXm«w. A[nIw BfpIsfm¶pw B hgn¡p hcmdnÃ.
AXn\mÂ R§sf ]nSn¡psa¶ t]Snbpw R§Ä¡nÃmbncp¶p.
Iipamhnsâ apIfnÂ \n¶v t\m¡nbmÂ A¸pd¯v ]pÃptabm³ sI«nbn«ncn¡p¶ ]ip¡sfbpw

aäpw ImWmw. At¸mgmWp inh³ R§sf hnfn¨v IpänImSnfIp¶Xp Im«nX¶Xv. AhnsS Btcm
Dv... ]qÀ®{Xtbim NZnt¨m C\n _me³ \mbsc§mWpamtWm! F¶ Du¼nbXp Xs¶.
AOt\mSp ]dªpsImSp¯mÂ Fsâ Imcyw I«s]mI... Rm\msI t]Sn¨p hnd¨p.
H¶p Np½XncnsbtSbv.. hm \ap¡nd§n t\m¡mw AXmcm¶v.

R§Ä iÐapm¡msX ]Xp§n At§m«p sN¶p.
tSbv \nsâ A^³ Xncpta\n.... t\m¡tUbv inh³ F\n¡p Fsâ A^s\ ImWn¨p X¶p IqsS
_me³ \mbcpsS `mcy A½nWnb½bpw cmfpw IpänIm«nÂ cmk{IoS Ifn¡pIbmbncp¶p.
Rm\mZyw H¶p N½nsb¦nepw ]ns¶ Npfphn\p Hcp »p ^nenw AXpw ssehmbn ImWmasÃm
Ft¶mÀ¯p AhtcmsSm¸w ko³ ]nSn¨p.
A^³ apgn¨pIfªn«pp tImWIw Aåw eqÊm¡n Ip®Ip«s\ ]pdt¯¡n«n«pmbncp¶p.

A½nWnb½ Xmdpam{Xta DSp¯n«pmbncp¶pÅp. du¡bpsS sI«gn¨n«pmbncp¶p. Ab½
ap«pImenÂ I¿pw Ip¯n \nÂ¡pIbmWp. A^³ AhcpsS ]pdInÂ \n¶v ]«nsN¿pw t]mse
sN¿m\pÅ ]pd¸mSnembncp¶p. ]t£ Ip® AI¯pIbänbn«pmbncp¶nÃ. AhcpsS ]pdInÂ

Ibdn apecpw Ii¡nsImncn¡p¶p. \Ã apgp¯ Hcp shÅcn¡tbmfw hcpw HmtcmapeIfpw
A^sâ sbmcp `mKyw. A^³ AhcpsS Xmdnsâ Ip¯v ]pdInÂ \n¶pw Agn¨pamän ]ns¶ B
XpWn Achsc s]ms¡ sh¨p. \Ã shfp¯ tjbv¸nepÅ henb IpnIÄ. Fsâ Ip«³ app
Xpf¨p]pd¯pNmSm\pÅ sh¼enembn. A^³ B sh¬IpnIfnÂ BÀ¯ntbmsS AaÀ¯n
ISn¨p Ahcpw ]nSn¨p Ii¡n. Cu kabw inh\pw {]kmZpw AhcpsS Ip®IÄ ]pds¯Sp¯p
]ckv]cw amdnamdn hmWaSn¨psImSp¯psImncp¶p. A^³ Hcp \nanjw ]pdInte¡p amdn Xsâ
òa³ Ip®sbSp¯v A½nWnb½bpsS ]qänÂ ]Xps¡ XÅnIbän.. slm Fs´mcp
A]mcIp®bmS \nsâ A^tâXp.. inh³ AXnibt¯msS Ft¶mSp tNmZn¨p. Rm\pw At¸mgmWp
icn¡pw AsXm¶p {i²n¨Xv. Hcp òa³ Ip®Xs¶, IYIfnÂ hmbn¨n«pp 9 C©v, ]¯n©v
Fs¶ms¡. Ct¸mgmWp icn¡pw ImWp¶Xv.
A^³ B Ccp¼pe¡t]mepÅ henb Ip® ]Xps¡ ]Xps¡bmbn A½nWnb½bpsS ]qänÂ
XncpInIbän. AhÀ¡v thZ\n¡p¶pmbncps¶¶v AhcpsS Rfn¨nepw ]ncn¨nepw It¸mÄ
a\Ênembn. ]ns¶ A^³ AXp ]Xps¡ ]pdt¯¡v DucnsbSp¯p. hopw DÅnte¡v
XÅnIbän. hopw ]pdt¯¡v. hopw iànbnÂ DÅense¡v A§ns\ A^³ Ahsc Bªp
]®nsImncp¶p. A^sâ XpS AhcpsS IpnbnÂ h¶nSn¡pt¼mÄ AhÀ sam¯w ap¶nse¡v
hogm³ t]mIpw A^³ AhcpsS AcsI«nÂ ssIsImp AaÀ¯n]nSn¨v ]pdIneqsS Ahsc
]®nsImncp¶p. CsXms¡ Iv F\n¡pw shdpsX Ccn¡mÂ Bhpambncp¶nÃ Rms\sâ
Ip«s\ ]pds¯Sp¯v hmWaSn XpS§n. cmhnse apXÂs¡ Ah³ iÀ²n¡m³ thn
Im¯ncn¡pIbmbncp¶p. inh\pw {]kmZpw \Ã aqsS¯nbncp¶p. A^sâ Ne\hpw
AXnthK¯nembn. t\{XmhXn FIv kv {]kv ]mbp¶amXncn hfsc thK¯nÂ A^³ B
Ig¸nbpsS B\]qänÂ AaÀ¯n]®nsImncp¶p. ¹Iv ¹Iv F¶ iÐt¯msSbpÅ B at\mlc
Zriyw IpsImv R§fpw ssIhmWw hn«psImncp¶p. A^sâ ss¢amIv kv BImdmsb¶p
tXm¶p¶p. BÄ BsI hnbÀ¯pIpfn¨n«pp. Iqä³ aqcnsbt]mse ap{Ibn«psImp A^³
A½nWnb½bpsS ]qänte¡v H¶pcp XhWIqSn AaÀ¯n]®n ]ns¶ Hcp ssI ]pdIneq¶n Aåw
hfªv H¶pcp XhW sh«n. A^³ ]mept]msb¶v AXnÂ \n¶pw R§Ä a\Ênem¡n. ]ns¶
A^³ AhfpsS ]qänÂ \n¶pw Xsâ Ip®bqcnsbSp¯p. At¸mÄ AXnÂ \n¶pw ]ip¡Ä¡v
sN\]nSn¨Â hcp¶Xpt]mse tbm\nckhpw Ip®]mepw tNÀ¶ shfp¯ Hcp an{inXw
HänsbmänhoWp. At¸mtg¡pw R§fptSbpw shSn XoÀ¶n«pmbncp¶p. Fsâ Ip«\pw Ahsâ
NpSp]mÂ ]pdt¯¡p Noänsbmgn¨p.
R§Ä s]s«s¶gpt¶äv then NmSnIS¶v tdm«nte¡p IS¶p AsÃSm I®m \nsâ A^\p hÃ
Bhiyhpaptm C§ns\ sXmSnbnepw ]d¼nepsams¡ t]mbn hÃ s]®p§tfbpw ]®m³ ; C\n
thW¨mXs¶ A½nWnb½bpsS ho«nÂ t]mbn Ahsc Io¨n¡qsS? {]kmZv \S¶pt]mIpt¼mÄ
Ft¶mSp tNmZn¨p.
AXp NneÀ A§ns\bm! AhÀ¡v apdn¡pÅnÂ InS¶p ]cn]mSnsbSp¯mÂ aXnbmhnÃ, hÃ
hc¼t¯m tXm«ntem sXmSnbntem InS¶p Ifn¨mse Xr]vXnhcp, inh\mWp adp]Sn ]dªXv.
]ns¶ Ipfn¡m\pÅ X¿msdSp¸nembn. F\n¡¶p A¼eIpf¯nÂ t]mIm\pÅ aqUpmbncp¶nÃ.
Rm³ CÃ¯p Xs¶ Ipfn]mÊm¡n \maP]hpw {]mÀ°\bpw Ign¨v shsdsX ]Sn¸pcbnÂ
t]mbncp¶p.
F´mSm XrkÔy¡v ]Sn¸pcbnÂ h¶ncn¡p¶Xv.. ]pdInÂ \n¶pw Hcp iÐw tI«p Rm³
Xncnªpt\m¡n.
A½bpw sNdnb½bpw tN¨nbpw AImbnepÅ aäp kv {XoP\§sfÃmw IqSp DSps¯mcp§n
]pdt¯¡p t]mIp¶p.
Ft§m«m? Rm³ tNmZn¨p.
C¶p kw {IaasÃ A¼e¯nÂ t]mIpIbm. B \n\¡p ]ns¶ B hnNmcsam¶pw CÃsÃm..

Häs¡ DsÅm?
AsX§ns\bm s]m« Hä¡mhp¶Xv R§Ä C{Xt]cnsÃ.. tN¨nbmWp AXp ]dªXv.
F\n¡v icn¡pw sNmdnªph¶p ]ns¶ H¶pw annbnÃ F¶pam{Xw..

AÃ... i¦p®n\mbcpsS ho«pIcn¯nbpw Ip«nIfpw ]ns¶ Pm\Inbpw Ds¶p tXm\p¶p. F¶p
]dªpsImp A½ ]SnIS¶p ]pdsI ]cnhmc§fpw.

Aåw Ignªt¸mÄ i¦p®n\mbcpsS ho«n¶pw BfpIÄ Cd§p¶Xv Rm³ Ip… ]t£ {]nb
CÃ...
FÃmhcpw t]mbn Ignªt¸mÄ Rm³ i¦p®nbpsS hoSphsc t]mbn.
{]ntb.. {]ntb.. Rm³ Ahsf hnfn¨p.
AhÄ AI¯p\n¶pw Cd§n h¶p.

AÃ Fs´ A¼e¯nÂ t]mbnÃ..
kpJÃym..
F´p ]än? ]\nbpsm?
AXÃ...
]ns¶...
Rm³ ]pd¯mbn... AXm.. AhÄ Aåw \mWt¯msS \Jw ISn¨psImp ]dªp.
Hm AXp icn.... F´mbmepw \¶mbn F\n¡p Ft´¦nepw annw ]dªpw Ccn¡mtem

Dw.. a\Ênembns«m..
As¸m F§ns\bm AIt¯m«p Ibdn Ccn¡mtam?
AsX´m A§ns\sbms¡ tNmZn¡ps¶?
Rm³ AIt¯m«pIbdn AhfpsS IqsS AhfpsS dqante¡p t]mbn.
AhÄ I«nenÂ Ccp¶p. Rm³ AhfpsS ASp¯mbn Ccn¡m³ Xp\nªt¸mÄ AhÄ hnk½Xn¨p.
F´m Is®«m C§ns\.. AdnªqsS Fs¶ Cs¸m sXmSm³ ]mSnÃy¶p.
AsXms¡ ]v . Cs¸m A§ns\sbm¶pw CÃ.. AtXbv C¶se \o¿v tImgnap«sImp Ifn¡WXp
It¸msXm«pXpS§nb tamlm; C¶p Cs¸m AXp \o¿v XoÀ¯p XcWw.
A¿Sm Hcp tamlw.. \S¶Xp Xs¶...
]t£ Rm³ A[nIw kwkmcn¡m³ \n¶nÃ cpw Iån¨v Ahsf AaÀ¯n ]pWÀ¶p. BZyw
Fs¶ XÅnamäm³ Hcp§nsb¦nepw ]ns¶ AhÄ F¶nte¡aÀ¶p.
Xmsg H¶pw sN¿cpXps«m Is®«m... _m¡n FhnsS thWsa¦nepw F´p thW¨mepw sNbvtXm.
tIÄt¡ Xmakw tI«Xmakw Rm³ Ahsf ]nSn¨v F¶nte¡v hen¨n«p. AhfpsS A[c§fnÂ
AaÀ¯n Np¼n¨p. AhÄ angnIÄ cpw ]q«n Cdps¡ AS¨v F¶p]dbp¶Xmhpw icn Npp
apgph\pw Fsâ hmbnte¡p X¶p. Rm³ AXns\ tX³ IW§Ä BÀ¯ntbmsS s\m«n \pIÀ¶p.
]ns¶ AhfpsS apeIÄ cpw amdn amdn »uÊn\papIfneqsS R¡n Ii¡n. Ahsf ]nSn¨v Rm³
Fsâ aSnbnencp¯n. Fsâ Ip®Ip«sâ apIfnÂ AhÄ AaÀ¶ncp¶p. Rm³ AhfpsS »uÊnsâ
lp¡pIÄ Hmtcm¶mbn Agn¨pamän. AI¯v AhÄ jn½oÊpam{Xta C«n«pmbncp¶pÅp. Rm³
AXpw Ducnamän. AÀ² \áamb AhfpsS ]qta\n Iv Fsâ hmbnÂ shÅaqdn. Rm³ AhfpsS
sImgp¯pcp IpNZzb§fnÂ AaÀ¯n Np¼n¨p. AhbpsS Cfw Xhn«p \nd¯nepÅ tXsc
hep¸w Ipdª F¶mÂ ImWm³ AXnat\mlcamb apeI®pIÄ \m¡psImp RcSn. ]ns¶
Nqp hncÂ sImp B \\p¯ apeI®pIfnÂ ]Xps¡ RcSnsImSp¯p. AXpIÄ ]Xps¡
]Xps¡ _ew sh¨v DbÀ¶p hcp¶Xpw AtXmsSm¸w \mWbh«¯nÂ sNdnb Ipcp¡Ä t]mse
XcpXcn¸v s]mńhcp¶Xpw F\n¡p ImWm³ Ignªp. AhÄ Fsâ B {]hÀ¯n icn¡pw
BkzZn¡p¶pmbncp¶p. Rm³ I«nenÂ \n¶pw Cd§n Xmsg ap«pIp¯nbncp¶p F¶n«v AhfpsS
apeÄ cpw amdnamdnIpSn¨p H¸w AhIÄ ]nSnäÀ¯nbpw Rm³ ckw sImp.
Rm³ AhfpsS s]m¡nÄ NpgnbnÂ Fsâ \m¡n«nf¡n. AhfpsS anUn Rm³ hen¨gn¨p. AhÄ
AXv ap«phsc sh¨v ]nSns¨¦nepw Rm³ Aåw _ew {]tbmKn¨v AXp Agn¨pamän. F¶n«v AhfpsS
XpSIfnepw ImÂ h®bnepw aäpw Rm³ Np¼n¨p. AhfpsS ]mZhncepIÄ Rm³ hmbnen«q¼n.
Rm³ Fgpt¶äv Fsâ appw jÀ«pw Agn¨pamän jÍn¡pÅnÂ apg¨p\nÂ¡p¶ Fsâ IfnIp«³
Iv AhÄ¡[nibw tXm¶n. AhÄ Xs¶ Fsâ jÍn¡pÅnÂ I¿n«v Ahs\ ]pds¯Sp¯p.

]ns¶ Hcp Nnc]cnNnXsb t]mse Ahsâ aIpSw sXmen¨p , Ahsâ s\dpIbnÂ AhÄ
AaÀ¯nNp¼n¨p ]ns¶ Ahs\ ]Xps¡ H¶pISn¨p. B NmenÂ AhÄ \mhpsImp Dgnªp.
Fsâ Acs¡«v sh«nsImncp¶p. Rm³ Fsâ Ip®apgph\pw AhfpsS hmbnte¡psImSp¯p.
AhÄ AXp IptdsÈ IptdsÈbmbn hngp§n. AhÄ Fsâ DIfnÂ XShnsImp CS¡v
Ah]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯nsImp Du¼Â Bcw`n¨p. Rm³ AhfpsS apeIfnÂ AaÀ¯n R¡nbpw
CS¡p AhfpsS apXpInepw tXmf¯pw ISn¨pw Ahsf IqSpXÂ Bthi`cnXbm¡n. AhfpsS
iàamb Du¼Â ImcWw F\n¡v A[nIt\cw ]nSn¨p\nÂ¡m\mbnÃ. Rm³ Fsâ ip¢hÀjw
AhfpsS hmbntes¡mgn¨p. AhÄ bmsXmcp `mhhnXymkhpanÃmsX Hcp \Ã
]cnNb¡cnsbt]mse AXpapgph³ IpSn¨p.
Rm³ ]ns¶ Fsâ Ip® AhfpsS hmbnÂ \n¶pw DucnsbSp¯p F¶n«v Ahsf I«nenÂ \n¶pw
Fgps¶ån¨p\nÀ¯n. ]ns¶ AhfpsS sjÍn DucnIfbm³ t\m¡n. ]t£ AhÄ FXnÀ¯p.
th Is®«m AhnsS Cs¸m H¶pw sN¿sÃ Xosc hr¯nbnÃ.
AXp kmcanÃ Rm³ klnt¨mfmw F\n¡n¸w \nsâ A¸w ImWWw.

Iptd t\cs¯ FXnÀ¸n\p tijw AhÄ AXgn¡m³ k½Xn¨p. Rm³ Hähen¡v AhfpsS
sjÍnbqcnIfªp. shfp¯ Hcp ]mUv AhÄ AhnsS sI«nsh¨ncn¡p¶p Rm³ AXpw Agn¡m³
t\m¡nbt¸mÄ AhÄ cp I®pw s]m¯n]nSn¨psImp \n¶p. Rm³ AXpw IqsS
Agn¨pamänbt¸mÄ AXn\pÅnÂ \n¶pw tNmcbptSbpw aq{X¯ntâbpw tbm\ock¯ntâbpw FÃmw
IqSnIeÀ¶ Hcp kpKÔw ]pdt¯¡p han¨p. Rm³ AXp aq¡neqsS hen¨pIbän. AhfpsS
apJt¯¡p t\m¡nbt¸mÄ B I®pIfnÂ \\hv Rm³ Ip.
F´p]än? tamÄ¡nãasÃ Is®«³ AhnsS sXmSp¶Xv.. Fń\m k¦Ss]Sp¶Xv.. Rm³ AhtfmSp
tNmZn¨p..
CãÃymªn«Ã.. Cs¸m th... ¹okv.... AhÄ sI©nsImp ]dªp.
HmsI... AhnsS Rm³ H¶pw sN¿p¶nsÃ ]s£ ]pdInÂ BImatÃm
AXp thtWm...
thWw AtX¦nepw In«nbnsÃ¦nÂ Rm³ ]ns¶ Hcn¡epw tamfqt\mSp annÃy...
At¿m Fsâ Ip«m A§ns\sbm¶pw ]dbsÃ....Ip«³ F´p thW¨mepw sNbvtXmfp.... F¶p
]dªv AhÄ F\n¡v ]pdmw Xncnªp\n¶p.
Rm³ Xmsg Xs¶ ap«pIp¯nbncp¶v AhfpsS \nX¼ `wKn ImkzZn¨p. a¯§t]mse
DcppsImgp¯ B NńIfnÂ Rm³ Np¼\hÀjw \S¯n ssIsImp ]Xps¡ \pÅnbpw CS¡v
]Xps¡ ISn¨pw Rm³ Ahsf ckw sImÅn¸n¨p. AhfpsS cp IpnIfpw
ssIsImI¯n]nSn¨v AhfpsS IqXns]m«nÂ Rm³ \m¡psImp Ip¯n. Blv ...
C¡nfnbmIp¶p... AhÄ Hcp Xcnt¸msS AhfpsS Ipn sh«n¨p. Rm³ \SphncÂ AhfpsS
IqXnbnÂ ]Xps¡ IS¯n. ]ns¶ AXv AXn\pÅnen«v H¶p Xncn¨p. ]pds¯Sp¯v H¶p
aW¯pt\m¡n. lmlv hÃms¯mcp a¯p]nSn¸n¡p¶ KÔambncp¶p AhfpsS IqXn¡v. Rm³
hopw \m¡psImv AhnsSamsI \¡nXpS¨p ]ns¶ Ahsf Ip¼n«p \nÀ¯n¸n¨p. AhÄ ssI
I«nenÂ Ip¯n Fsâ ap¶nÂ Imepcpw Ih¨psh¨v \n¶p Rm³ AhfpsS ]pdInÂ \n¶v Fsâ
hSnbmbn \nÂ¡p¶ Ip«s\ Aåw Xp¸enÂ Ipfn¸n¨v AhfpsS IpnbnÂ sh¨v H¶p XÅn..
Dw...]Xps¡ s\mhp¶p.. AhÄ ]dªp. Rm³ Fsâ Ip«s\ amän Aåw Xp¸seSp¯v AhfpsS
IqXnbnÂ tX¨v hopw Fsâ Ip«s\ AhnsS sh¨p XÅn. Ahsâ aIpSw apgph\pw AhfpsS
IqXn¡pÅnÂ Ibdn. ]ns¶ Ipd¨pt\cw AhfpsS ]pd¯pIS¶p AhfpsS apeIÄ ]nSn¨p Ii¡n.
hopw Aåw iàntbmsS Fsâ Ip«s\ AhfpsS IqXnbnte¡v XÅn.... C¯hW Ah³
apgph\pw AXn\pÅnte¡v Ibdn... lt½ Fs¶mcphnfntbmsS {]nb Fsâ Ip«s\ AhfpsS
IqXnbnte¡v kzoIcn¨p. Rm³ ]Xps¡ Ahs\ ]pdt¯¡v DucnsbSp¯p hopw DÅnte¡p
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XpS§n. AhfpsS A¯c¯nepÅ ASnIt¸msg a\Ênembn s]®n\p ap³]cnNbaps¶v.
Rm³ AsXm¶pw tNmZn¨v AhfpsS aqUpIfbm³ \n¶nÃ AhfpsS tX§ms]mXn¡Â
aXnbmthmfw BkzZn¨psImv Rm³ InS¶p. Ahkm\w F\n¡v hcmdmbt¸mÄ Rm³ Ahsf
aeÀ¯nInS¯n ]ns¶ Fsâ Ip® AhfpsS apeIÄ¡nSbnÂ sh¨psImv AhfpsS
s\©¯pIbdnbncp¶v ]®n A©mdSnbSn¨t¸mtg¡pw Fsâ Ip«³ AhfpsS apJs¯¡pw
hmbnte¡psams¡bmbn NpSp]mÂ iÀ²n¨p. Rm³ Fsâ Ip«s\ AhfpsS hmbnte¡p sh¨v

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]ns¶ Xmsgbnd§n Ahtfbpw sI«n]nSn¨psImv \ácmbnXs¶ Aåt\cw InS¶p ]ns¶

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t\c¯v. Bcpw CÃmt¯mt]mÄ?
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Ien hs¶¦nepw AS¡nsh¡ms\ At¸m km[n¨pÅp.. Rm³ apJs¯ tZjyhpw
]cn{àhpw ad¨psh¨v Rm³ ]dªp; H¶qÃy... ChÄ¡v IW¡nÂ C¯ncn kwibaps¶v
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]ntä¶v ¢mÊn\pt]mbt¸mÄ So¨À h¶n«pmbncp¶nÃ. Aåw Ignªv tKm]oIrjvW³

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]{ćbm¡n ]ns¶ ]pdt¯¡nd§pw hgn tKm]n kmdnt\mSp So¨sd Ipdn¨p Xnc¡n.
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]ns¶ tImtfPnÂ t]mbnÃy. t\sc CÃt¯¡p Xncn¨p.
F´mS C¶p ¢mÊnÂ t]mbnsÃ? t\cs¯ CÃs¯¯nb Fs¶ Iv A½ tNmZn¨p.
Hm Hcp Xe thZ\ Rm\n§p t]m¶p.
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Rm³ Hcp hn[w DuWp Igns¨¶p hcp¯n XoÀ¯p. Fsâ apdnbnÂ Ibdn hmXnÂ Nmcn
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hmXnenÂ Btcm ap«n. Rm³ Xpdt¶mfm³ ]dªp. A½ acp¶pambn hmXnÂ Xpd¶p

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¶m. CXp Ignt¨m! cs®w Ign¡Ww, A½ t{ImÊnsâ Hcp {Ìn¸v F\n¡p \o«nsImp
]dªp.
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A½ H¶p t]mIp¶psm! F\ns¡m¶pw ]änbnÃ. Aåw kzØX Xcq..
^m Ipcp¯w sI«hs\ Rm\msWm \nsâ kzØX Ifbp¶Xv. Hsc®w A§Sp X¶mÂ

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A½ H¶p XWp¯p. ]ns¶ Ft¶mSmbn Bcmªp..
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AÃ Ft´m Dv... ]dbq.....
A½ thsd BtcmsS¦nepw ]dbptam?
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thm A½ Nnet¸mÄ FÃmw \in¸n¨pI¿nÂ Xcpw.
CÃy A½ BtcmSpw ]dbnÃy.. tam³ ]dbq....
AXv... At½... F\ns¡mcp s]¬Ip«nsb CãamWp.
A½ sR«nsb¶p tXm\p¶p. A½bpsS apJ`mhw BsI amdn.. ]s£ H¶pw ]dªnÃ..
Dw... AXn\nt¸m F´m C{X sS³j\Sn¡m³... Cs¸m AXn\pÅ {]mbsam¶paÃsÃm..
AXv.. AhÄ¡v thsd Hcp BtemN\ h¶ncn¡p¶p. Ahsf s]®pImWm³ C¶v

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B s]¬Ip«nIfmbmÂ A§ns\sbms¡ BfpIÄ hcpw ImWpw IÃymWw Ign¡pw.. tam³

Cs¸m AXnsem¶pw sS³j\Sn¡.. hÃms hnf¨nseSp¯mÂ AOt\mSp ]dbpw
]n¶s¯ Imcyw Adnbmtem....
A½ sskUpamdn..
lpw At½,,,,, Fsâ I®nÂ shÅw \ndªp... Rm³ Icbpsa¶L«ambn...
tZ InsÃ.. Hcp ¯³ I®nÂ shÅw \nd¨p. \os¿ms¡bmmsWm t{]an¡ps¶.. B AXp

t]ms« Bcm Ip«n¶v CXphsc ]dªnÃtÃm!
AXv.. A½ Adnbpw.. ChnsS h¶n«pv.. KoX...
KoX? GXp KoX?
tNösS {^v KoX So¨À.....

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AXp \nsâ aq¯Xmm.. AXpw A\yPmXnbnÂ s]«Xv.. AXn\pw ]pdsa kz´w So¨dpw...
tZho Cu ]m]nbmb ]p{Xs\bmWsÃm \o F\n¡p X¶Xv... Fń\mWnh³ Fsâ hbän

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Icbm³ XpS§n...
kwKXn BsI kocnbkv Bbn.. A½bpsS _lfw tI«v AO\pw A^\pw apIfnte¡v
Ibdnh¶p.
Dw.. F´m F´m {]iv\w... AO³ A½tbmSp Xnc¡n.. F´mS Fń\m A½ Icbps¶?
A^³ Ft¶mSp tNmZn¨p.
Rms\m¶pw annbnÃ..
]dbq Fń\m Xm³ Icbps¶? AO³ Aåw I\¯nÂ A½tbmSp tNmZn¨p..
Cu Ipet{Zmln \½psS t]cp No¯bm¡pw.. Ah\p Hcp s]®nt\mSp t{]aams{X!!
ll At{X DÅq... AsXms¡ {]mb¯nsâ Hmscm Nm]Ãy§ftÃ...A^³ F\n¡p

sskUp\n¶p.
Bcm Ip«n!! AO³ Ft¶mSp tNmZn¨p .... B apJs¯ Kmòcyhpw tZjyhpw Fs¶
hÃms `bs¸Sp¯n.. Rm³ hn¡n hn¡n ]dªp... KoX So¨À!!!!!
Tt¸... Fsâ I®nÂ s]m¶o¨]mdn sNInSps]mfnªp... AOsâ I¿n\p A{Xbpw

Du¡pmhpsa¶v Rm³ hnNmcn¨ncp¶nÃ... cmas¯ ASn hogp¶Xn\p apt¼ A^³
XSp¯p...
G«³ Xncpta\n A§Sp ]qÆm... I®s\ Rm³ ]dªp a\Ênem¡ntImfmw...
tlbv A\nb³ tI«nÃym¶psm? Ah³ F´m ]dtª¶v...
slsâ apJ¯pt\m¡n Hcmsf t{]an¡p¶p¶v ]dbm³ Ah\p FhnSp¶p In«ncn¡pWp Cu

ss[scyms¡! A\nb\m Ahs\ hjfm¡ps¶...
G«³ A§Sv ]qÆ.. C\nsbm¶pw Ah³ ]dbqÃym Im«qÃy... Rm³ Dd¸p Xcp¶p...
AO\pw A½bpw ]pdt¯¡nd§n.. A^³ Fsâ ASp¯ncp¶p. Fsâ IhnfnÂ ]Xps¡

XShn.. ]ns¶ ]dªp..
I®m... F´m CsXms¡... CXns\ms¡bpÅ {]mbamsWm \nsâ... lbv.... AXpw kz´w

Kpcp\mYsb.... Adnt¿m \n\¡v... Kpcp\mYsb Iman¡p¶Xp kz´w A½sb
Iman¡p¶Xpt]msebm... AXp ]m]amWp. alm]m]w... A§ns\ ]m§nÃys«m.....
]m]w. tIm¸m B sIm¨p]pØI¯nsem¶p tIdnt\m¡p.. F{X t]cm AhcpsS

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Rm³ a\ÊnÂ ]dªp.. ]t£ ]pdt¯¡v h¶Xv... A§ns\ Bfpw Xchpsams¡
t\m¡o«p t{]an¡m³ ]säzm? F¶mWv.
tlbv F´m Xm³ ]dbtW... XdpXe ]dtbbv.. F´ I® CXv.. G`y¯cw

hnf¼mncn¡p.. hjf³ .. shdpXbÃ G«³ Xncpsa\n Ft¸mgpw iImcn¡tW... ]dbWXv
tI«ntÃ.. Bfpw Xchpw t\m¡n t{]an¡m³ ]säzm¶v...thWw..... Bfpw Xchpw t\m¡n Xs¶
thWw... AÃms hÃ ]m«ntbtbm sNdpantbtbm IqsS Xmakn¸n¡m³ ]säzm?
AXn\v A^m AhÄ ]m«ntbm sNdpantbm H¶paÃ \Ã AÊÂ Incnb¯nse \mbcp

Xs¶bm…..

\mbcp s]®p§fpambn k¼Ôamhmw.. ]s£ CÃ¯p tIän Xmakn¸n¡m³ ]änÃy....
F\n¡p ]dbm\pÅXp ]dªp. Rm³ t]mWq. C\nsbms¡ I®sâ Cãw. F¶p
]dªpsImv A^³ Cd§nt]mbn..
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F\n¡p h¿. F\n¡p Cs¸m IÃymWw thm¶v Rm³ ]dªXsÃ.. F\n¡hcpsS

ap¶nsem¶pw t]mbn \nÂ¡m³ ]äney... KoX AhfpsS A½tbmSp IbÀ¯p
kwkmcn¡pIbmbncp¶p.
cmLh³ \mbÀ (KoXbpsS A½mh³) AIt¯¡p h¶p.
F´m CXv C{X t\cambn«pw NmbsImphcm³ BbntÃy...
AtX tN«m ChÄ hcnÃys{X..
AsX´p ]än.
F\n¡n IÃymWw th amta..
l l l At{X DtÅm, AXn´m thm¨ th .. ¶mepw ho«nIbdnh¶hsc F§ns\bm

A]am\n¨p aS¡nbb¡pI. AsXmp tamfp Cs¸m Cu Nmb AhnsS sImp t]mbn
sh¡p. F¶n«n§Sp t]mt¶mfp. Dw.. sNÃp...
KoX a\ÊnÃma\tÊmsS Nmb AhcpsS ap¶nÂ sImp h¶p sh¨p. F¶n«v AIt¯¡p
Xncn¨pt]mIm³ \n¶ Ahsf cmLh³ \mbÀ XSªp...
B tamtf CXv hniz\mY³... A§p t]Àjybnem tPmen... IÃymWw IgnªmÂ tamtfw

A§Sv sImpt]mIpsas{X...
KoX BsI A¼c¶p. Aåw aps¶ Xs¶ kam[m\n¸n¨ AtX ama sXs¶bmsWm Cs¸m
hm¡pamän ]dbps¶...
AhÄ I®nÂ shÅw \nd¨psImv AIt¯t¡mSn..
AÃ cmLh³ \mbsc.. ]ntÅÀ¡p hÃXpw kwkmcn¡Wsa¶pmhnsÃ..

Çgs¯ImeasÃ. sN¡sâ IqsS h¶hcnÂ Btcm HcmÄ ]dªp..
Hm AXns\´m.. AhmsÃm... AIt¯¡p sNt¶mfp... AIs¯ Xfw NqnIm«n cmLh³

F¶ Iwk³ ]dªp.
hniz³ AIt¯¡p sN¶p. AhnsS Hcp P\mebnÂ IqsS ]pdt¯¡p t\m¡nsImp

I®nÂ shÅhpw \nd¨v KoX \nåpmbncp¶p..
hniz\mY³ Npa¨psImp Hcåw iÐapm¡n. KoX A\§nbnÃ..
F´m So¨À¡v Fs¶ CãmbnÃym¶psm? KoX H¶pw annbnÃy.
F\n¡´mbmepw So¨sd \¶mbn ]nSn¨p. So¨dpsS Cu au\w k½Xambn Rm³ FSp¡p¶p.

F¶p ]dªpsImv AbmÄ Xncn¨p ]pdt¯¡nd§m³ `mhn¨p.
H¶p \nÂ¡q..
hni³ Xncnªp \n¶p.
F\ns¡mcp Imcyw ]dbm\pv.
lmhq As¸m kwkmcn¡m³ Adnbmw AsÃ... ]dbq tIÄ¡s«...

Rm³... F\n¡v... F\ns¡mcmsf Cãam, Abmsf AÃmsX Rm³ Btcw hnhmlw
Ign¡nÃ... AhÄ Hä hoÀ¸n\p ]dªp XoÀ¯p...
hniz\mYsâ apJw hÃmsXbmbn. AbmÂ H¶pw ]dbmsX Xncn¨p\S¶p.
F´m F´m ]säy.. hnj®\mbn ]pdt¯¡nd§n h¶ hnizs\ Iv cmLh³ \mbÀ

Xnc¡n..
\ap¡p t]mImw AOm.. hniz³ AbmfpsS AOt\mSp ]dªp...
F´p ]änsb¶p ]dbq. cmLh³ \mbÀ.....
F´p ]äm³ \n§fpsS acpaIÄ¡v BtcmtSm t{]aams{X Abmsf AÃms thsd Btcw
IÃymWw Ign¡nÃym¶v ]dªp.
cmLh³ \mbcpsS apJw tIm]w sImp Nph¶p XpSp¯p. B I®pIfnÂ \n¶v càw
Hänhogptam F¶p tXm¶pamdv AXp Nph¶pXpSp¯p.
KotX... FSo Hcp¼t«mtf... Ipew apSn¡m³ ]nd¶hsf.... cmLh³ \mbÀ A«lkn¨p..

AbmÄ AhfpsS apSn Npän]nSn¨p hen¨p. AhfpsS sNIn«¯v Tt¸.... F¶v AbmÄ
BªSn¨p. KoX Dds¡ \nehnfn¨p. Abmsf XSbm³ h¶ AhfpsS A½¡pw In«n
IW¡n\p.
BcmSn Hcp¼t«msf \nsâ a\ÊnÂ.. GXp \mbnsâ tam\mbmepw icn Ahs\

]¨¡psImfp¯pw. ]dbSn \mbnsâ tamsf.. Ascbm \o t{]an¡p¶Xv...
]t£ F{X aÀ±n¨n«pw AhÄ Fsâ t]cp ]dªnÃ. Ahkm\w cmLh³ \mbÀ
ASn\nÀ¯n Ahsf Hcp apdnbnen«p]q«n. AhnsS InSs¶m C\n \o \nsâ IÃymW¯nt\
shfn¨w ImWq..
AhÄ Iptd t\cw tX§n Icªp. ]ns¶ F\n¡p t^m¬ sN¿m³ t\m¡n.. ]t£ sse³
I«p sNbvXncn¡p¶p.
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]ntä¶v Rm³ I¼}«À ¢mÊn\pt]msb¦nepw KoX So¨sd H¶p ImWmt\m kwkmcn¡mt\m

km[n¨nÃ. Rm³ tKm]oIrjvW³ kmdnt\mSv KoX So¨sdIpdn¨v At\zjn¨p.
So¨À C¶p eohm.... kpJanÃ¶v AhcpsS hos«¶p hnfn¨p ]dªp. F¶p]dªpsImv

tKm]n kmÀ IS¶pIfªp. Rm\msI sS³j\Sn¨p; tImtfPnÂ t]mImsX Xncn¨p
CÃt¯¡p Xs¶ t]m¶p.
C¶pw \o tImtfPnÂ t]mbnsÃy... Fsâ I DSs\ A½tNmZn¨p.
CÃy... kpJÃy.... F¶p ]cªpsImv Rm³ Fsâ apdnbnte¡v \S¶p.
\nsâ kpJvanÃymbva C¯ncn IqSp¶pp CusSbmbn F¶v A½ ]pdInÂ \n¶v

hnfn¨p]dªp.
Fs¶ Xmsg\n¶pw DuWpIgn¡m³ hnfns¨¦nepw Rm³ t]mbnÃy. Ahkm\w Fsâ tN¨n

Fs¶ hnfn¡m³ apdnbnte¡v h¶p. XeaqSnInS¡pIbmbncp¶ Fsâ ]pX¸p
hen¨pamänsImv AhÄ Fs¶ DuWpIgn¡m³ hnfn¨p.
Um FWo¡v FWoäph¶v DuWpIgn¡v.
F\n¡p th..

Ft´ F´p]än \n\¡v...
Rm³ hnXp¼m³ XpS§n....
Icbms Imcyw ]dbS aSpIqtÊ.... tN¨n Fsâ IhnfnÂ XtemSnsImv tNmZn¨p.
KoXbpsS... AhfpsS IÃymWam.... Rm³ hnXp_nsImp ]dªp..
At¿.. AXn\mtWm \o C§ns\ Icbpt¶.. FSm s]m«m IÃymWsam¶panÃ; Btcm

s]®pImWm³ h¶ncp¶p At{X DmbnÅp. AXpw apS§n. sÈ CXns\ms¡ C§ns\
Icbm.. At¿.. BWp§fmbm C¯ncn ss[scyms¡ thWw .. \n\¡dntbm AhÄ
FÃmhcptSbpw ap¶nÂ sh¨p]dªp AhÄ¡mIÃymW¯n\p k½XaÃ F¶v. AhÄ
Hcmsf kvt\ln¡ps¶¶pw ]dªp; AXv \o¿ÃmXmc..
F\n¡v Fsâ ImXpIsf hnizknIm\mbnÃy. Rm³ cp ssIsImpw Fsâ apJw

s]m¯n Icªp. AXv kt´mjw sImmtWm AXp asä´psImmsWm F¶v F\n¡v
AdnªqS.
tN¨n Fs¶ sI«n]nSn¨psImv kam[m\n¸n¨p. AhÄ Fsâ apJw AhfpsS

amdnte¡aÀ¯n. At¿ F´Sm CXv…. IcbtÃ...
Fsâ apJw AhfpsS XfnÀ¯ ]mÂIpS§Ä¡nSbneaÀ¶p. a\Êv k¦Ss¸s«¦nepw Rm³

B \nanj¯nÂ Aåw kpJw A\p`hn¡mXncp¶nÃ. Rm³ ]Xps¡ Ahsf Npän]nSn¨p.
]ns¶ AhfpsS apeIfnÂ ]Xps¡ H¶p ISn¨p.
tO F´m CXv. C\n CsXm¶pw icnbÃ. C\n CsXms¡ sNbvXmÂ \o Ahsf Noäv
sN¿pIbmIpw. AXpsImv \Ã Ip«\mbn Ccn¡Ww t«m... tN¨n Fs¶ D]tZin¨p.
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sshIo«v inh\nÂ \n¶pamWp So¨sd ho«nÂ ]q«nbnTncn¡pIbmsW¶v Rm³ AdnªXv.

tI«]mXn tIÄ¡m¯]mXn Rm³ CÃt¯t¡mSn.
tNö tNö,, Hmt¸mtf Hmt¸mtf; FSn aqt[hn....
Fń\mS C§ns\ hnfn¨pIqhp¶Xv. tNdnb½ tNmZn¨p.
Hmt¸msfhnsS?
AhÄ AhnsSb§m\pw ImWpw ; Fń\m Cs¸m Hmt¸mÄ?
Hmt¸mtf..... Hmt¸mtf...
Hm...... F´m Ip«mm...
tNö H¶p Ct§m«p hs¶... Rm³ tN¨ntbbpw hen¨psImp sX¡nWnbnset¡mSn....
F´m Imcyw ]dbq..
Hmt¸mÄ Adnsªm!
F´v?
KoXSo¨sd ho«nÂ ]q«nbn«ncn¡pIbms{X!!!
]q«nbnSpIsbm? Bcv? Bcm \nt¶mSp ]dªXv..

B…. inh\m ]dsª..
Hm Ah³ IÅw ]dbpIbmIpw..
AÃ C¯cw Imcy§fnsem¶pw Ah³ IÅw ]dbpIbnÃ... Hmt¸mÄ H¶p

hnfn¨pt\m¡nsb...
Fsâ \nÀ_Ô¯n\p hg§n Hmt¸mÄ So¨À¡v t^m¬ sNbvXp..
dn§v sN¿p¶ptÃm ]t£ Bcpw FSp¡p¶nÃ.
F\n¡XpIqsS tI«t¸mÄ IqSpXÂ sS³j\mbn.
Rms\m¶v AhfpsS hoSphsct]mbn«phcmw \o sS³j\Sn¡msbncn. tN¨n Fs¶

kam[m\n¸n¨p.
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B X{¼m«nIp«ntbm.. F´m Cu hgns¡ms¡.... (cmLh³ \mbÀ)
Gbv Rm³ KoXsb H¶p ImWm³ h¶Xm.. Fwknsb¡v Rm\pw ss{S sN¿p¶pp..
AhfpsS t\mSvkv taSn¡m³ h¶Xm.. AhfntÃ..
cmLh³ \mbÀ¡v F´p]dbWsa¶dnbnÃy.. a\¡nse Ip«nbm apjn¸n¡m\pw h¿...

F¶msem«p KoXsb Xpd¶phnSm\pw h¿. Ahkm\w AbmÄ¡v KoXsb Xpd¶phnSpItb
\nhÀ¯nbpmbncp¶pÅp....
X{¼m«nIp«n Ibdnbncn¡p. Rm³ Cs¸m Ahsf hnfn¡mw….
Aåw Ignªt¸mÄ KoX ]pdt¯¡v h¶p. IcªpIe§nb I®pIepw

hoÀ¯IhnfpIfpambn h¶ Ahsf Iv tN¨n¡v Imcy¯nsâ Kuchw a\Ênembn. tN¨n
Ahtfbpw Iq«n apät¯¡nc§n..
F´m ]säy... tamtf... Fń\m AhÀ \ns¶ ]q«nbn«Xv... \o I®sâ Imcyw hÃXpw
]dsªm?
CÃy... Hcmsf Cãm¶pamt{X ]dªpÅp....
Dw... hgnbpm¡mw Rm³ ]dbp¶Xpt]mse A\pkcn¡Ww... ]säzm?
Dw...
tN¨n Ahtfbpw Iq«n cmLh³ \mbcpsS ASpt¯¡v sN¶p.
F´m cmLh³ \mbsc C§ns\sbms¡ ASn¡mtam.. AXn\pam{Xw F´p sXäm ChÄ

sNbvsX....
lpw ASn¡mtam¶v... Ip«n¡dntbm.. ChÄ¡ BtcmsSm t{]aams{X..
A§ns\sbm¶pw CÃy....
F§ns\ CÃym¶v... Ip«n tNmZn¨pt\m¡p...
Rm³ tNmZn¨p. AhÄ shdpsX ]dªXm.. AhÄ¡v B hnizs\ CãmbnÃy.. B IÃymWw

Hhm¡m³ AhÄ Hcp \pW]dªXm... tN¨n H¶p X«nhn«p.
BtWm.. cmLh³ \mbÀ KoXtbmSp tNmZn¨p..

Dw...
CãÃmNm AXp]dªt]msc.. AXn\p C§ns\ Hs¡ IÅw ]dbtWm
sO... Imcy¯nsâ kXymhØa\Ênem¡msX Rms\sâ tamsf Iptd D]{Zhn¨p. cmLh³

\mbÀ ]ivNmX]n¨psImp ]dªp. tN¨n KoXsb H¶p I®ndp¡n Im«n...
tN¨n CSs]«Xp ImcWw ]ntä¶p apXÂ KoX¡v hopw I]}«À ¢mÊn\p ]Tn¸n¡m³
t]mIm³ A\phmZw In«n.
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tN¨n Fs¶ hnfn¨p]dªp.. Ip«m \n\¡nt¸m Ccp]s¯m¶p hbÊpw Ignªp.

\nba{]Imcw \n\¡pw KoX¡pw Ct¸mÄ hnhmlw Ign¡mw. \msf KoX C³Ìnä}«nÂ hcpw
Ahtfbpw Iq«n cPn{ÌmôknÂ sN¶p \n§Â IÃym\w Ignt¨mfn³.. AÃmsX Rm³
t\m¡nbn«p thsd hgnsbm¶panÃ.. KoXtbmSpw Rm³ ]dªn«pp.
Fsâ DsÅm¶p \Sp§n.... \msf IÃymWw Ign¡ms{X Rm³..... am\knIambn Rm³

AXn\p {]n¸bÀ Bbncp¶nÃ.. icochfÀ¨bpw a\ÊnÂ Imahpw am{Xw t]mctÃm IÃymWw
Ign¡m³.
A¶pcm{Xn F\n¡v Xosc Dd§m³ IgnªnÃ.. Hcphn[w Rm³ t\cw shfp¸n¨p.. cmhnse
A©cs¡gpt¶äv Ipfn¨v a¨nÂ Ibdn hnjvWpkl{k\mahpw AXpIgnªv
efnXmkl{k\mahpw P]n¨p. IpSp¼tZhntbmSp ss[cy¯n\mbpw FÃmw
awKfambn«hkm\n¡m\pw thn {]mÀ°n¨p.
IrXyw H¼XpaWn¡v Rm\pw tN¨nbpw inh\pw cPn{Ìmôkn\pap¶nse¯n. AhnsS

R§tfbpw Im¯v KoXbpw tKm]oIrjvW³ kmdpw \nåpmbncp¶p. kmdns\ Iv
F\n¡[nibhpw N½epw tXm¶n...
Fs¶ ChnsS {]Xo£n¨nÃy AsÃ... C¶se ¢mÊpIgnªv KoX Ft¶mSv FÃmw ]dªp.
Rm\pw Xsâ Hmt¸mfpw IqSnb C§ns\sbmcp ]²Xn¡v cq]w \ÂInbXv.. Bs«
AXpt]ms« Hcp \Ã Imcy¯n\nd§pt¼mÄ aq¶pt]scmcpan¨pXs¶ thtWm....
At¿m AtXmÀ¯nÃ...
Dw... t]ms« kmcÃy.. cmlpIme¯n\paps¶ IÃymWw \S¯m. kmÀ ]dªp.
scPn{ÌmdpsS ap¶nÂ sh¨v scPn{ÌdnÂ Rm\pw KoXbpw H¸psh¨p km£nIfmbn

tKm]nkmdpw Fsâ Hmt¸mfpw H¸n«p.
F¶m C\n Xmen sI«ntImfp.. cPn{ÌmÀ R§tfmSp ]dªp.
At¿m AXn\p XmenbnÃtÃm.. Rm³ tN¨nsbt\m¡nsImp ]dªp
DSs\ tKm]nkmÀ t]mänÂ \n¶pw Hcp s]mXnsbSp¯p AXp Xpd¶v AXnÂ \n¶pw Hcp
kzÀ®sN¿\nÂ tImÀ¯ cp Xmenbpw aq¶v Nnäpw Fsâ t\sc \o«n.. CXv \n§fpsS
hnhml¯n\pÅ Fsâ k½m\w...
Rm³ tN¨nsb H¶pt\m¡n.. I®psImv AXp hm§ntImfm³ tNOv F\n¡v A\phmZw

\ÂIn.
Rm³ AXphm§n KoXbpsS Igp¯nÂ NmÀ¯n... AhÄ XeIp\n¨v \mWt¯msS \n¶p.

R§fpsS a\ÊnÂ \mZkzctafw apg§n... a\ÊnÂ AO\pw A½bpw A£Xw
Fdnbp¶Xp Ip.. Hmt¸mÄ Xs¶ AhfpsS ssI]nSn¨v Fsâ I¿nÂ sh¨pX¶p.
tKm]oIrjvW³kmÀ R§sf tNÀ¯p\nÀ¯n H¶pcp t^ms«m FSp¯p. ]ns¶ R§Ä
FÃmhcpw IqSn {ioIrjvW]pcw t£{X¯nÂ t]mbn sXmgpXp.

B C\nsb´m]cn]mSn.. KoXtbbpwsImv FhntS¡v t]mIm\m ¹m³.. tKm]nkmÀ
tNmZn¨p.
F\ns¡msc¯pw ]nSnbpw Dmbncp¶nÃ.
CÃt¯¡v.. AÃsX FhntS¡.. Hmt¸mÄ ]dªp...
CÃt¯¡v I®sâ AO³ Ibäpsa¶v tXm\p¶psm? I¶sâ Hmt¸mÄ¡v.. kmÀ

tNmZn¨p.
t]mbnt\m¡mw.. CsÃ¦nÂ ]ns¶ ASp¯Xv BtemNn¡mw. F¶p]dªpsImv R§Ä

(Rm\pw Ht¸mfpw KoXbpw) CÃt¯¡p t]mbn.
]Sn¸pcbnÂ \n¶pXs¶ Hmt¸mÄ henªp. Rm³ KoXtbbpw sImv ]Sn¸pcIS¶v

apäs¯¯n. ]qapJt¯¡ Ibdm³ XpS§nbXpw A½ h¶p.
F´m KosX Cu t\c¯v. C¶v ¢mÊn\pt]mbnsÃy?
Rm\mWpadp]Sn]dªXv..
AXv.. As½ Rm³ KoXsb thfnIgn¨p...
A½ I®pw angn¨v Fs¶ t\m¡n \n¶p.
Aåw Ignªv... AtXbv H¶n§Sp hcq... A½ AOs\ hnfn¨p.
Dw.. F´m..
tZ \n§fpsS aI³ ]dbp¶Xv tIt«m...
F´m Ah³ ]dbps¶...
Ah³ sZ CuIp«nsb thfnIgn¨qs{X.....
thfnIgns¡bv... F´mSm ]dbps¶..
AsX AOm; R³ KoXsb thfnIgn¨p. cPnÌÀ amtcPv Bbncp¶p.
^m!!!!! G`y³ Hcp¯ntbbpw hnfnt¨mp h¶ncn¡p¶p. IS¡S ]Sn]pd¯v.. thfnIgn¨qs{X

thfn...
A¨³ A«lkn¨psImv XpÅnhnd¨p. BcmhnsS....
Cu A{ioIc¯ns\ ]SnbS¨p]n®w sh¡n³...
]ns¶ IqSpXembn H¶pw tIÂ¡m³ Rm³ \n¶nÃ.. Rm³ KoXtbbpw Iq«n ]Snbnd§n.
I¿nÂ BsIbpÅXv Hcp Ad¶qdpcq]. ]ns¶sImd¨p NnÃdbpw. Cu InSne³ Nc¡nt\bpw

sImv Rm³ Ft§m«pt]mIpw BtemNn¨n«v Hsc¯pw ]nSnbpw In«nbnÃ. Ahkm\w Rm³
AhtfmSp ]dªp...
KoX Hcp Imcyw sN¿p. Xncn¨v ho«nte¡v t]mIp. Rm³ Ft´¦nepw Hcp tPmensbm¸n¨v
Xncnhcmw. F¶n«p Xs¶ Iq«nsImpt]mImw.
CÃym Rm³ Cs¸m F§Spw t]mWnÃy. A§ns\ Xncn¨pt]mIm\Ã Rm³ \n§fpsS IqsS
Cd§nhs¶.. AhÄ I®nÂ shÅw \nd¨p.
Rm³ Ahtfbpw Iq«n s\sc C³Ìnä}«nÂ sN¶p.

B CÃ¯v tIäoÃy AsÃ.. R§sf IXpw tKm]nkmÀ tNmZn¨p..
Rs\m¶pw annbnÃy.
hnjan¡. XÂ¡mew \n§Ä¡p Xmakn¡m³ Rm³ sNdnsbmcp hmSI hoSp

icns¸Sp¯nbn«pp. \ap¡v At§m«pt]mImw..
R§Ä FÃmhcpw ]pXnb hmSI ho«nte¡pt]mbn. inh³ Çhcmsa¶p ]dªv CS¡v

FhntSt¡mt]mbn...
tKm]n kmÀ Xmt¡mseSp¯v Fsâ I¿nÂ X¶p. Rm³ AI¯pIbdn ]n¶mse

heXpImepsh¨v KoXbpw..
lmbv F´m Cu ImWns¨ BZyw KoXsb Ibäs.. tKm]nkmÀ F\n¡v hopsamcp

hmWn§ X¶p.
R§Ä hosSÃmw t\m¡nIp. Hcp sIm¨phoSv. IbdnsNÃp¶Xv t\sc Hcp

hcm´t]msebpÅ`mKt¯¡v. ]ns¶ Hcp sIm¨p ]qapJw AXn\p tijw HcnS\mgn.
CS\mgn¡v heXphiw Hcp sNdnb s_Uv dqw. CSXv ASp¡fbpw tÌmÀ dqapw. CS\mgn¡v
Ahkm\w tSmbveäpw _mXv dqapw. sam¯¯nÂ Xct¡SnÃm¯ Hcp hoSv.
At¸mtg¡pw Fsâ ]«mfw apgph³ F¯n. inh\mWp Ahsc Iq«nsImph¶vXv. AhÀ

shdpw It¿mSbÃ h¶Xv. I«nÂ InS¡, ]m{X§Â XpS§n Hcp ho«nte¡p th
FÃmkm[\§fpambmWp. Iq«m¯nÂ R§Ä¡v Hcpamkw IgnbmWpÅ
ho«pkm[\§fpambn (]Ïdn, Acn, ]ehyÚ§Ä)
F´m inhm CXv..Rm³ tNmZn¨p.
AtXbv R§Ä sNdnb Hcp ]ncnhn«p. AtXmp hm§nbXm. \nsâ IÃymW¯n\pÅ

R§fpsS k½m\w.
R§Ä FÃmhcpw IqSn km[\§Ä FÃmw AI¯v HXp¡nsh¨p. ]ns¶ KoX

ASp¡fbnÂ Ibdn FÃmhÀ¡pw Nmbbn«p. Nmb IpSnIgnªv FÃmhcpw t]mbn. Rm\pw
KoXbpw am{Xambn Ct¸mÄ ho«nÂ.
Rm³ hcm´bnÂ HcpItkcbnÂ ]pdt¯¡pt\m¡nbncp¶p. AhÄ Fsâ tXmfnÂ

XeNmbv¨v sskUnepw.
Gbv... Ft¶mSp tZjyw tXm\p¶psm? Rm³ AhtfmSp tNmZn¨p.
Fń\p..
AÃ Hcp tPmenbpw Iqenbpw CÃm¯h\m. Cs¸m kz´w hoSpw ho«pImcpw IqSn \jvSs¸«p.
A§ns\sbmcp¯sâ IqsS Pohnt¡nhcp¶XnÂ... ]dªpapgpan¸n¨nÃ AXn\paps¶
AhÄ Fsâ hm s]m¯n...
Ft¶mSsÃ tZjyw tXm¶s.. Rm³ ImcWasÃ CsXms¡ I®\p \ãambXp.
Bcpw Btcbpw Ipäw ]db hm \ap¡v cm{XnIgn¡m³ DÅ hI hÃXpw t\m¡mw.
AtX Ip«³ Hcp Imcyw sN¿p. ]pd¯pt]mbn \ap¡v Ipd¨p {UsÊSp¯psImphcp.

Rm³ Cu C«Xpam{Xta FSp¯n«pÅp.
Fs´ms¡ {UÊpIfm ths?
cp kmcn, cp ss\än. ]ns¶ ASnhkv {X§fpw.. B sskkv ap¸¯nbmdpw

sXm®qä©pw BWps«m..

C{Xs¡ms¡ hepXmtWm.. Rm³ Xami¡v tNmZn¨p.
F´m kwibapsm?
DÆv. H¶p ImWn¨pXcp.
A¿Sm. B ]qXn Cs¸m th..tam³ t]mbn thKw XpWnsbms¡ hm§n hm At¸mtg¡pw

Rm³ t]mbn cm{XnIgn¡m³ hÃXpw Dm¡s«.
Rm³ XpWnISbnte¡pw KoX ASp¡fbnte¡pw t]mbn.
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aWn GItZiw Hcp ]¯cbmbt¸mÄ KoX s_Uv dqante¡v Ibdnh¶p. I¿nÂ ]mepw
Gń XebnÂ apÃ¸qhpw NqSn \mWt¯msS hcp¶ Ahsf {]Xo£n¨ Fsâ
IW¡pIq«Â sXän¨psImp Hcp ss\änbpw AWnªph¶ Ahsf I F\n¡v Aåw
tZjyw tXm¶mXnÃ.
F¶mepw sseä¯v B ss\änbpsS kpXmcyXbneqsS AhfpsS icochSnhv hyàambn

ImWmambncp¶p. ASnbnÂ shdpw {_mbpw ]mânbpw am{Xta AhÄ C«n«pmbncp¶pÅp.
AXpIt¸mtg Fsâ Ip«³ Hcp alm`mcXbp±¯n\p X¿mdmbn.
AhÄ Fsâ AcnInembn I«nenÂ Ccp¶p. Rm³ ]Xps¡ AhfpsS tXmfnÂ ssIsh¨p.
F¶n«v Ahsf F¶nte¡v AaÀ¯n. ]s£ AhÄ Fsâ ]nSn hnSphn¨psImp ]dªp.
AsXms¡ ]ns¶.. BZyw I®³ Hcp tPmen Ip]nSn¡p. I®sâ ]Tn¯hpw aäpw
Ignªn«paXn AsXÃmw. F´mbmepw Rm³ I®sâ am{XasÃ.. ]ns¶ń\n{X [rXn...
At¿m AsXm¶pw ]änÃ. IÃymWw IgnªmÂ BZycm{XnbnÂ CXp ]Xnh.
B ]Xnhp \ap¡pamämw. BZyw Hcp tPmen Ip]nSn¡p F¶n«mhmw `m¡n.
¹okv Um.. F{Xm Imembn sImXn¡p¶ps¶m.. H¶p sXmSm³ H¶p D½sh¡m³ ¹okv...
thm¶p ]dª thm..
¹okv Um. Rm³ AhfpsS ap¶nÂ ap«pIp¯n\n¶psImv AhfpsS Imen]nSn¨v Hcp

bmNIs\ t]mse bmNn¨p.
At¿ CsX´ ]n¨sbSp¡pItbm.. sÈ adqs¶..
C¶p am{Xw ]ns¶sbmcn¡epw Rm³ tNmZn¡nÃy.. ¹okv.......
Dw... ]s£ {]ntIzj³kv H¶pw CÃyms F§ns\bm... F\n¡v Cs¸m {]khn¡s\m¶pw

]änÃy...
AXpkmcanÃ A¡mcyw Rm³ t\m¡nsImfmw..
A§ns\ Ahkm\w NncImem`nemj¯n\p AhÄ ]¨sImSn hoin.
Fsâ a\Êns\ hfscb[nIw Iãs]«v ]nSn¨p\nÀ¯nsImv B{Im´sam¶pw

ImWn¡msX Rm³ Ahsf ]Xps¡sbm¶p kv]Àin¨p. Rm³ AhtfmSp H¶pIqSn
tNÀ¶ncp¶p. ]Xps¡ AhfpsS IhnÄ ]nSn¨pbÀ¯n. ]ns¶ AhfpsS s\dpIbnÂ
XShnsImv \mknImØn¡papIfnembn s\än¡åw Xmsg ]Xps¡sbm¶p Np¼n¨p. ]ns¶
AhfpsS Iq¼nb angncnepw Rm³ Hmtcm Np¼\§Ä \ÂIn. Cu kabw AhfpsS ssI
Xbnepw tXmfnepw apXpInepw ]Xps¡ XShm\pw sNdpXmsbm¶p AaÀ¯m\pw Rm³
ad¶nÃ.

Rm³ ]ns¶ AhfpsS \mknIbnepw Ihnf¯pw Hmtcm NpSpNp¼\§Ä IqSn \ÂIn. ]ns¶
]Xps¡ hfsc kmh[m\w AhfpsS Nph¶p XpSp¯ A[c§fnÂ H¶p Np¼n¨p. AhÄ
angnIÄ cpw Cdp¡n]nSn¨psImv Fsâ Ign¯n\p h«w Npän]nSn¨p. Rm³ ]Xps¡
AhÄ¡v H«pw thZ\n¡m¯ hn[¯nÂ B sN³NppIfnÂ H¶p ISn¨p. tÈm ISn¡sÃ...
AhÄ ]cn`h ]qÀ Æw Fs¶ ]Xps¡ XÅn. Rm³ AXp hI sh¡msX B tX³
NppIÄ Fsâ hmbnen«p Ddp©n. ]ns¶ AhfpsS Igp¯nepw sNhn¡p Xmtgbpw
Np¼n¨p. CS¡v Igp¯nÂ sNdpXmsbm¶p ISn¡pIbpw sNbvXp. Fsâ KoX Ip«n IptdsÈ
IptdsÈ NqSp]nSn¨p hcphm³ XpS§n AXnsâ e£Ww AhfpsS aqfenÂ \n¶pw aäpw
F\n¡p a\Ênembn. Rm³ ]ns¶ sshIn¡m³ \n¶nÃ. Fsâ jÀ«qcn Ifªp. ]ns¶
appw Agn¨pIfªp. DSs\ AhÄ sseäW¨p.
tÈ F´q« Cu Im«tW.. sseänSp...
th F\n¡p \mWmIpw.
Hm Hcp \mWImcn. C\nbnt¸m Fsâ ap¶nÂ Hcp \mWhpw tIm¸pw th F¶p
]dªpsImv Rm³ hopw sseän«p. AhÄ \mWt¯msS Fsâ AcsIss«te¡p
t\m¡n. Fsâ Ip«³ IqSmcaSn¨t]mse sjÍn¡pÅnÂ XebpbÀ¯n\nÂ¡p¶XpIv
AhfpsS apJw Nph¶p XpSp¯p. Rm³ ]Xps¡ AhfpsS ssI FSp¯v Fsâ
Ip«\papIfnÂ sh¨p ]s£ AhÄ s]s«¶p Xs¶ ssI ]pdInte¡p hen¨p.
Rm³ ]Xps¡ AhfpsS XpSbnepw hmcnbnepw XShn. AhfpsS hbdnsâ sskUnÂ

]Xp¡s\ ]nSn¨p R¡n. ]ns¶ AhfpsS Igp¯nepw ss\än¡p apIfneqsS AhfpsS
\ndIpS§fnepw Np¼n¨p. Rm³ ]ns¶ AhfpsS ss\än XpShsc s]m¡n AhfpsS ImÂ
h®IfnÂ Np¼n¨p. AhfpsS ImÂ ]mZ§fnÂ Np¼n¨p AhfpsS Imensâ s]cphncÂ
Rm³ hmbnen«p Ddp©n. ]ns¶ ImÂ ]mZw apXÂ XpShsc \¡nXpS¨p. ss\än Aåw IqSn
Ibän AhfpsS ]mÂ XpSIfnÂ sXcpsXsc Np¼n¨p. Fsâ KoXIp«n hnImc]chibmbn
I«nense¡v NcnªphoWp. Rm³ AhfpsS ss\än Achsc apgph\mbpw s]m¡n. Hcp
aª ]mânbmWp AhÄ [cn¨ncp¶Xv. AXn\pÅneqsS Idp¯ KoÀ h\§Ä
sXfnªImWmambncp¶p. AhfpsS sImgp¯pcp XpSIÄ Rm³ ]Xps¡ AIän
jÍn¡papIfneqsS AhfpsS ]qÀXS¯nÂ Rm³ Np¼n. ]ns¶ AhfpsS ss\än
apgph\pambn Ducnamän. AhÄ shdpw {_mbpw sjÍnbpw C«v Fsâ ap¶nÂ aeÀ¶pInS¶p.
Idp¯ {_mbpw aª sjÍnbpw ImWm³ \Ã tIm¼nt\j\mbncp¶p. B \nebnÂ
Ahsf A§ns\ A[nIt\cw t\m¡n\nÂ¡m³ F\n¡p IgnªnÃ. Rm³ Fsâ
sjÍnbqcnsbdnªp. Fsâ Ip«³ AhfpsS ap¶nÂ InS¶p XpÅn. KoXIp«n ssIIÄ
sImp AhfpsS apJw s]m¯n]nSn¨p. Rm³ ]Xps¡ AhfpsS AscsI«nÂ
Ccp¶psImv AhÄ ssIIÄ apJ¯p\n¶pw amän F¶n«v Aåw _ew {]tbmKn¨psImp
Xs¶ Ahsf sImv Fsâ Ip«s\ ]nSn¸n¨p AhfpsS apJ¯v Hcp \mWhpw N½epw
Hs¡ IqsS At¸mÄ Ahsf ImWm³ ]¯camägImbncp¶p. Rm³ AhfpsS hbä¯pw
s]m¡nÄ Npgnbnepw Np¼n¨p. B s]m¡nÄ NpgnbnÂ Rm³ \mhn«pNpgän. BZy`mK¯nÂ
hnhcn¨Xpt]mse; s]cnbmdnse Npgnt]mepÅ B s]m¡nÄ NpgnbnÂ ap§nIpfn¡m³
sImXns¨¦nepw XÂImew \¡nXpS¡ms\ km[n¨pÅp. Rm³ ]Xps¡ AhfpsS {_mbpsS
Hcp hÅn DuÀ¶nd¡n. ]ns¶ {_ms]ms¡ Hcp ape]pds¯Sp¯p. slât½m!!!!!!!!! B
tKmX¼p \ndapÄe shÅcnapeIn«pXs¶ Fsâ Ip«³ NpSpI®oÀ {]hmlw XpS§n. Hcp
]bÀaWnhep¸apÅ B sNdnb apeI®pIÄ AXn\pNpäpw Cfw {_u¬ \nd¯nepÅ
`mK¯v sNdnb sN¼³ tcma§Ä A§n§mbn s]mń\nÂ¡p¶p. Rm³ ]ns¶
sh¨pXmakn¸n¡msX AhfpsS {_m apgph\pw Agn¨pIfªp. cp apeIfpw Fsâ
ap¶nÂ Xpdn¨p\n¶p. H«pw DSbm¯ B apeIÄ In«v Fsâ hmbnepw Fsâ Ip«sâ
hmbnepw shÅaqdn.
Rm³ AhfpsS cp In®³ apeIfpw amdnamdn Np¼n¨p. N¸nIpSn¨p. apeI®pIÄ

]Xps¡ ISn¨p. Fsâ Hmtcm ISnbnepw AhÄ hnImchXnbmbn ioÂ¡mc§Ä
]pds¸Sphn¨psImncp¶p. Rm³ B ]mÂIpS§Ä AaÀ¯nIpg¨p. Hcp ssIsImp
AhfpsS XpSbnSp¡pIfnÂ AaÀ¯nXgpIn. AhfpsS A¸¯n\papIfnÂ XShpt¼mÄ
AhnSamsI \\ªp IpXnÀ¶ncp¶p. AhfpsS sIm¨p]qdpw I®oÀ{]hmlw Hgn¨ncp¶p.
Rm³ AhfpsS sjÍn¡pÅneqsS ssI IS¯n AhfpsS tcmasI«pIfnÂ XgpIn. H¸w
AhfpsS I£¯nepw apeIfnepw amdn amdn \¡n. AhfpsS I£¯nse tcma§Ä Rm³

hmbnen«p N¸n. AXnse hnbÀ¸pw ]uUdpw Hs¡ IqSnIeÀ¶v BsI a¯p]nSn¸n¡p¶
cpNn Rm³ BÀ¯ntbmsS \pWªp. ]ns¶ Rm³ ]Xps¡ Xmtg¡p h¶p sImv
AhfpsS XpSIfnepw ]qdnSp¡nepw Np¼n¨p. AhfpsS sjÍn Rm³ hen¨qcn. F¶n«v
AhfpsS ]qänÂ sXcpsXsc Np¼n¨p.
sÈ F´ Ip«m Cu ImWn¡ps¶. AhnsSsbm¶pw A§ns\ sN¿sÃ..
H¶S§nInS¡Sn N¡]qdn \nsâ ]qsdm¶p icn¡p ImWs«.
As¿ F´m C§ns\sbms¡. A\mhiyw ]dbsÃs«m.
A\mhiytam. CXv A\mhiysam¶paÃ. CsXms¡ ]dªmse ]®m³ Hcp Dinscms¡

hcq F¶p ]dªpsImv Rm³ AhfpsS ]qÀ \¡m³ XpS§n. AhfpsS ]qdnXfpIÄ
AI¯n Rms\sâ \m¡v AXn\pÅnte¡v IS¯n. AhfpsS An]cn¸phen¸apÅ
I´pRm³ Hdp©nIpSn¨p. BtcmasI«pIfnÂ apJan«pckn. ]ns¶ AhfpsS Ipn Aåw
s]m¡n AhfpsS IqXnXpfbnÂ Rm³ \m¡psImpIp¯n.
Gbv AhnsS H¶pw sN¿sÃ. alm hr¯ntISm..
t]mSn Iq¯¨ntamsf.. AsXms¡ \Ã ckpapÅ ]Wnbm. \o anmsX InSt¶m.

F¶p]dªpsImv Rm³ hopw Fsâ \¡Â ]cn]mSn XpSÀ¶p. AhfpsS
hm¡pIÄs¡m¶pw hnesImSp¡msX (AsX¶pw A§ns\bm ]®Â ]cn]mSnbnÂ
Ft¸mgpw ]pcpj\mWp B[n]Xyw) Rm³ AhfpsS IqXnbpw ]qdpw amdn amdn
\¡nsImncp¶p. ]ns¶ Fsâ XÅhncÂ AhfpsS IqXnbnÂ Ibän H¶p Xncn¨p. AhÄ
Blv... Fs¶mcp ioÂ¡mcw C«p. H¸w Fsâ \SphncÂ AhfpsS ]qänepw Rm³ Ibän.
AhfpsS I´p Rm³ ]nSn¨p Xncp½n. ]qdnXfpIÄ ]Xps¡ ISn¨phen¨p. AhfpsS ]qänÂ
\n¶pw Hen¨nd§p¶ aZew Rm³ \¡n IpSn¨p. AhÄ hnImc¯ns\
]mcayXbnse¯nbn«pmbncp¶p. Blv... lt½.. Dw... ½v..... Fs¶ms¡ AhÄ
ioÂ¡mc§fpw iÐ§fpw Dm¡nsImncp¶p.
]ns¶ Rm³ AhfpsS I¶n]qänte¡v Fsâ Imcncp¼pI®Ibäm\pÅ {iaambn. Rm³

AhfpsS ImepIÄ cpw ]camh[n AIänsh¸n¨p. F¶n«v Fsâ Ip«s\ ]Xps¡
AhfpsS ]qÀ IhmS¯nÂ sh¨p. ]Xps¡ H¶p XÅn. Ahsâ aIpSw AXn\pÅnte¡v
Ibdn. H¶pIqSn AaÀ¯n XÅn. lt½.... thZ\n¡p¶p... AhÄ¡v \¶mbn thZ\ns¨¶p
tXm\p¶p. Rm³ Fsâ Ip«s\ ]pdt¯¡v FSp¯p. F¶nÍv Aåw Xp¸epw AhfpsS
aZPehpw Iq«n AXn\papfnÂ ]pc«n. F¶n«v hopw Ahs\ AhfpsS ]qänte¡v
XÅnIbän. GItZiw ]IpXntbmfw AXv Ibdnt]mbn.. AhÄ thZ\sImv hopw Fs¶
XSªp. Rm³ A§ns\ Xs¶ AhfpsS taÂ Aåt\cw InS¶p. AhfpsS NppIÄ
AaÀ¯nISn¨psImv Rm³ Fsâ Ip® AhfpsS ]qänte¡v Bªp XÅn. Blv.
lt½...... F¶p \nehnfn¨psImv AhÄ Fsâ Ip® AhfpsS ]qänte¡v apgph\pambn
Gäphm§n.
AhÄ Fs¶ apdps¡ Npän]nSn¨p. Fsâ Ihnfnepw Igp¯nepw AhÄ AaÀ¯n Np¼n¨p.
Rm³ ]Xps¡ ]Xps¡ Fsâ Acs¡«p Nen¸n¨p. Fsâ Ip«s\ IptdsÈ
]pdt¯s¡Sp¯pw ]ns¶ AIt¯¡v BªpXÅnbpw Ahsf ]®nsImncp¶p.
AXn\\pkcn¨v ]ns¶ ]ns¶ AhfpsS ]qÀ hnIkn¨p. CS¡v AhÄ AhfpsS ]qdnXfpIÄ
Cdp¡n]nSn¨p Fsâ Ip«s\ ]ngnªpsImncp¶p. ¹Iv ¹Iv ¹Iv F¶ {ihWkpµcamb
]®pKoXt¯msS Rms\sâ KoX Ip«nsb ]®nsImncp¶p. ]ns¶ ]ns¶ Fsâ
]®ensâ thKXIqSn AX\kcn¨v AhÄ AhfpsS Ipn s]m¡n]nSn¨psImncp¶p.
Fsâ ]®ensâ iànbnÂ Ahfpw I«nepw sam¯ambn Ipep§nsImncp¶p. AhfpsS
apeIÄ XpÅnIfn¡p¶XpImWm³ AXnat\mlcambncp¶p. Fsâ Du¡nÂ I«nÂ Iv À....Iv
À... F¶v iÐapm¡nsImncp¶p. Rm³ AhfpsS apeIÄ cpw AaÀ¯n ]ngnªpw
NppIÄ ISn¨phen¨pw CS¡v XpSbnÂ Hmtcm¶p s]m«n¨pw Ahsf Bªp]®n
GItZiw Hcp ]¯pan\näp R§Ä ]®nbncn¡pw At¸mtg¡p AhÄ¡v shÅw t]mbn.
]ns¶bpÅ Fsâ ]®Â BbmkclnXambncp¶p. ImcWw AhfpsS ]qÀPe¯nsâ
hgphgp¸v Fsâ Ip®¡v Hcp eq{_ntIj³ F^Îv \ÂIn. Rm³ Fsâ ]®en\p thKw
Iq«n. AhÄ AhfpsS cp ImepIÄ sImpw Fs¶ Cdp¡n]nSn¨p. F¶n«pw Rms\sâ
Acs¡«v AXniànbmbn Nen¸n¨p. Ahkm\w Fsâ shSn XoÀ¶p. Fsâ sIm¨pIp«³......

KoXSo¨dpsS IÅIv I®³ Ahsâ NpSp]mÂ, I«ssXÀ....AhfpsS N¡]qänte¡v
agshÅ]m¨nÂ t]mse NoänsXdp¸n¨p. Rm³ Ahsf Cdps¡ ]pWÀ¶p. AhfpsS
NppIÄ hen¨pIpSn¨p. AhÄ Cacpw ]q«n Fs¶ ]pWÀ¶psImp A\§msX
InS¶p. Aåt\cw Ignªv Rm³ AhfpsS apIfnÂ \n¶pw Cd§n IS¶p.
Aåt\cw Rm\hsf ]pWÀ¶psImp A§ns\ Xs¶ InS¶p. AhÂ F\n¡v ]pdw

XncnªpInS¶p. Rm³ Ahsf ]pdInÂ \n¶pw sI«n]nSn¨pInS¶p. ]ns¶ AhfpsS
apeIfnÂ ]Xps¡ RcSnsImncp¶p.Fsâ Ip«³ AhfpsS IpnbnÂ X«n
hopsamcwK¯n\p X¿mdmbn Fgpt¶äp. Ah³ AhfpsS XpSbnSp¡neqsS Ibdn
AhfpsS ]qÀ IhmS¯nÂ sN¶pap«n\n¶p. AhÄ Ahsâ aIpS¯nÂ ]Xps¡
XShnsImp ]dªp.
F\n¡n\n h¿ Ip«m. BsI thZ\n¡p¶p.
At¸mgmWp Rm³ AhfpsS ]qÀ`mKt¯¡v {i²n¨Xv. AhfpsS ]qÀPehpw Fsâ

Ip®an{inXhpw IeÀ¶shÅ¯nÂ AhnShnsSbmbn Nph¶\nd¯nÂ ImWp¶p. AsX
AhfpsS I\ymNÀ½w s]m«nb tNmçmSpIÄ.
\Ãh®w thZ\nt¨m.. Rm³ tNmZn¨p.
Dw....
Ft¶mSp tZjysm?
Dwlpw...
¶psh¨?
CÃysâIp«mmm..
AhÄ F\n¡p hiw Xncnªv Fs¶ hmcn]pWÀ¶p.
tZ t\m¡nt¡ Fsâ sIm¨pIp«³ HcwK¯n\pIqSn X¿mdmbncn¡p¶p. H¶pIqsS t\m¡s«.
Dwlpw.... AhÄ IpdpIn.. F¶m ]pdIo¶mbmsem..
At¿m AXpth....
F¶m icn AäveoÌv H¶q¼nXm..
¶psh¨m?
HmdÂ skIvkv.
sO.. AsXms¡ hr¯ntISm..
As¸m Rm³ \n\¡p sNmfbSn¨pX¶tXm...
AtXbv F\n¡p \n§sS Cu hr¯nsI« `mjsbm¶pw AdnbnÃy.. \ÃcoXnbnÂ ]dbp...
B AsXms¡ ]Tn¡s... Rm³ ]Tn¸n¨pXcmw FÃmw..
BZyambn Cu kmZ\¯n\p (Rm³ AhfpsS I¿nÂ Fsâ Ip®sImSp¯p)

Ip®sb¶p]dbpw..
At¿ CXp Nq¨nbm..
As¸m CsXm? Rm³ AhfpsS ]qänÂ sXm«psImp tNmZn¨p.

AXn\pw Nq¨n¶ ]dbm...
acIgpsX.. CXp Ip®bpw \ntâXp ]qdpw C\n A§ns\sb ]dbmhq..
Ip...Ip.. th F\n¡p \mWm A§ns\sbms¡ ]dbm³..
^m N¡]qdn ]d Ip®m¶p ]d..
Ip..Ip®.. AhÄ Häimk¯n\p ]dªpsImp apJw s]m¯n.
Dw anSp¡n AXp]Sn¨p. C\n \½Ä t\cs¯ sNbvXImcyw.. AXn\p ]®Â F¶p]dbpw.

a\Ênemtbm.
DÆv.
HsI ASp¯Xv Rm³ \nsâ ]qÀ Xn¶nsÃ AXn\p NpfbSn, hÕ\Sn Fs¶ms¡ ]dbpw.
Èo Fs´ms¡ hm¡pIfm... Dw ]dbp tIÂ¡s«.
DÆpÆp. s]®n\p ]Tn¡m³ Xmåcyw IqSn..
Dw C\n Cs¸m \o sN¿m³ t]mIp¶ Imcy¯n\p Du¼pI F¶p]dbpw
Rms\´p sN¿m³ C\n \½Ä H¶pw sN¿nÃ Aáns\ sI«n]nSn¨pInS¶p Dd§pw A{X
Xs¶.
At¿mS.. ¹okv NZn¡sÃ... Hcp h«w am{Xw aXn CãmbnÃy¨ ]ns¶sbmcn¡epw sNbvXp
Xc...
Dw.. Cs¸m A§ns\sbms¡ ]dbpw AsÃ¦nepw BWp§sfms¡ A§ns\bm. Imcyw

ImWm³ thn F´p sN¿pw ]dbpw...
Hm hÃs ]hdpIm«.. \n\¡p kuIcyanÃym¨ Rm³ hmWaSn¨pIftªmfmw.
At¸mtg¡pw ]nW§ntbm..
]dbq Rm³ F´m sN¿s...
Rm³ \nÀ_Ôn¡p¶nÃ. \n\¡p CãmhqäXn..
F\n¡p hntcm[Ãy. Fsâ Ip«\p thn Rm³ F´pw sNbvXpXcpw.
KpUv tKÄ.... ¶m Hcp Imcyw sN¿v. Xmsg ap«pIp¯nbncn.
Rm³ Fgpt¶«v I«nenÂ Ccp¶p. KoX Xmsg ap«pIp¯nbpw. Fsâ Ipe¨pIenXpÅp¶

Ip®Ip«s\ Rm³ AhfpsS IhnfnÂ H¶p Dckn.. ]ns¶ AXv AhfpsS NpnÂ ap«n¨p.
AhÂ aSn¨paSn¨psImp Ahs\ Aåmåambn hmbnseSp¯p.
Dw Hcp ssIsImv Fsâ DIfnÂ XShv...
AhÄ HcpssI D]tbmKn¨p Fsâ k©nbnÂ XShn. Rm³ IShsc Fsâ Ip®apgph\pw
AhfpsS hmbnse¡v XÅnIbän
Gbv ]ÃpsImÅp¶p.. Nptmpapdp¡n]nSn...

AhÄ NppIÄsImp Fsâ Ip®sb apdp¡n]nSnOp.

Rm³ I«nenÂ \n¶pw Fgpt¶äv AhfpsS hmbnte¡v Fsâ ®apgph\pw XÅnIbän.B
s]cpw Ip® AhfpsS sXmhsc Ibdnt]mbn. AhÄ izmkw In«msX I®pXpdnOp.
Rm³ Ahs\ ]pdYvtT¡v DucnsbSp¯p. F¶n«v AhtfmSv AXnsâ aIpSw \¡m³
]dªp. AhÄ AXnÂ \n¶pw Cäphogp¶ shfns¨®Pew cpNnOvsImp ]dªp..
D¸pckw..... Rm³ hopw AhfpsS hmbnte¡v Fsâ Ip®apgph\pw XÅnIbän F¶n«v
Fsâ Acs¡«v Nen¸n¡m³ XpS§n. A§ns\ Rm³ AhfpsS hmbnte¡v ]®m³ XpS§n.
CS¡v hmbv ISbps¶¶p]dªv H¶pcpXhW AhÂ \nÀ¯nbsXmgn¨mÂ GItZiw
Hc©pan\ntämfw Rm³ AhfpsS hmbnte¡p]®n. Ahkm\w Fsâ cmas¯kv
Ie\hpw kw `hn¨p. Fsâ Ip«³ AhfpsS hmbnte¡v ip¢ags]bvXp.
t_... F¶p ]dªpsImv AhÄ AXv HmIm\n¨pIfªp. ]ns¶ Hcp Ahnª

NncnNncnOvsImv Fs¶ t\m¡n]dªp.
sNmh!......
Rms\sâ Ip®]ngnªv AXnsâ Ahkm\XpÅnbpw AhfpsS apJt¯s¡mgn¨p.
]n¶oSpÅ R§fpsS Zn\§Ä ]®ensâ kphÀ®Imeambncp¶p. ]t£ AhfpsS

IqXnbnÂ ]®m³ F\n¡v hopw Hcmdpamkw Im¯ncnt¡nh¶p. CXn\nS¡v Rm³
sNdnb Hcp tPmen Ip ]nSn¨p. amkw GItZiw Hcp apÆmbncw cq] iw_fw In«p¶
tPmen. AhÄ¡pw cmbnc¯ªqdp cq]tbmfw iw_fw Dv. AXpsImp R§Ä
R§fpsS k´pãPohnXw Bcw `n¨p. GItZiw cpamkw Ignªt¸mÄ Hcp Znhkw
AhÄ ASp¡fbnÂ XeNpänhoWp. Rm³ thKw Ahsf tlmkv]näenÂ F¯n¨p.
AcaWn¡qÀ t\cs¯ sNI¸n\ptijw sUmÎÀ h¶p]dªp Rms\mcO\mIm³
t]mIpIbmsW¶v.
Fsâ kt´mj¯n\p AXncpmbncp¶nÃ. Fsâ tN¨n apJmćw CÃ¯pw

C¡mcyadªp. ]nW¡sams¡ amdn AO\pw A½bpw R§sf Iq«nsImpt]mIm\mbn
h¶p. ]s£ Rm³ kt´mjt¯mSpIqSn AXp hnk½Xn¨p. AhÄ¡v GItZiw
Bdpamkambt¸mÄ Hcpcm{XnbnÂ AhÄ Ft¶mSptNmZn¨p.
Ip«sâ Hcm{Klw ams{X Rm³ \S¯nXcm¯XpÅp AsÃ...
F´v?
]pdIo¶pÅ Ifn..
Hm AsXm¶pw A{X kmcÃys¶. AXnepw kpJsÃ ap¶o¶v..
AXÃ AXmbn«p Rm³ `m¡nsh¡p¶nsÃ. C¶p Ip«³ Fs¶ ]pdIo¶pIfnt¨mfq..
Gbv th...
AÃ ap¶o¶p Ifn¨mÂ Nnet¸mÄ \½psS sIm¨pI®\p iÃymIpw AtXmp

]pdIo¶mbnt¡mfp..
Rm³ ]ns¶ _ew ]nSn¡ms\m¶pw t]mbnÃ. \me©pamkmbn«p H¶pw

sN¿mncn¡p¶XsÃ ]pdIos¶¦nÂ ]pdIo¶v F¶p IcpXn Fsâ XpWnsbÃmw
]dns¨dnªp. Asâ Ip«³ BZyt¯Xnepw hep¸w sh¨ncn¡ps¶¶v AhÄ ]dªp.
Rm³ AhfpsS ss\än s]m¡n sjÍnbqcnamän.
ss\än apgph\pw Agn¡tWm... AhÄ tNmZn¨p.
thm.. CXpaXn F¶p]ÀsImv Rm³ AhÄ IqXnbnÂ ]Xps¡ hncen«p.

]ns¶ ap«pIp¯nbncp¶p AhnsSamsI \¡n.F¶n«v ASp¡fbnÂ t]mbn Aåw
F®sbSp¯psImph¶v Rm³ Fsâ Ip®bnÂ ]pc«n Aåw AhfpsS IqXnXpfbnepw
Hgn¨p. Ahsf I«nenÂ ssIIp¯n Ip\n¨p\nÀ¯nsImp Rm³ Fsâ Ip® AhfpsS

IqXnXpfbnÂ XncpInIbän. Aåw _p²nap«nsb¦nepw AXpapgph³ AhfpsS IqXnbnÂ
Ibdnt]mbv. AXn\pÅnse B NqSpw B hgphgp¸pw Xs¶ Fsâ Ip«s\
OÀ±n¸n¡pambncp¶p. F¦nepw Rm³ a\Êp \nb{ń¨v hfsc kmh[m\w AhfpsS
Ipn¡Sn¨psImncp¶p. Hcp ]¯p]{´SnbSn¨t¸mtg¡pw \mepamkambn
sI«nInS¶ncp¶ Fsâ Ip®]mÂ AhfpsS IqXnbnses¡mgnIn... Rm³ Fsâ Ip®
hen¨qcn AhfpsS NńbnÂ h¨p. Ahs\ AaÀ¯n]ngnªp _m¡n ]mepIqSn AhfpsS
NńbnÂ Hgp¡n. AhfpsS IqXnbnÂ \n¶pw ]pds¯¡v Fsâ Ip®]mÂ
HgpInhcp¶pmbncp¶p. ]ns¶ Rm³ Ahsf t\sc \nÀ¯n. F¶n«v Ip\nªncp¶v
AhfpsS ]qÀ H¶p \¡nsImSp¯p.
ASn¨pXctWm AtXm \¡n XctWm? Rm³ AhtfmSp tNmZn¨p.
H¶pw th.. F\n¡n\n FÃmw {]khw IgnªpaXn. Fsâ Ip«\pthW¨mÂ ]pdIos¶m

AtXm hmbnsem F´p thW¨mepw sNbvtXmfp..
Rm³ Ahsf AaÀ¯n]pWÀ¶p. Fsâ I®nÂ shÅw \ndªp. kz´w kpJw t\m¡msX
kz´w `À¯mhn\p thn FÃmw XyPn¨v kln¨pIgnbp¶ Hcp s]®ns\ thsd HcnS¯pw
In«nÃy.. F¶p a\ÊnÂ tXm¶n.
hopw Hcp aq¶pamk¯n\ptijw Pqembnse agbpÅ Hcp Znhkw Rm³ tPmen¡p

t]mbncn¡pIbmbncp¶p. KoX¡v {]khZnhkw ASp¯ncp¶Xn\mÂ CÃ¯p¶v A½bpw
hmÃyImcn Pm\Inbpw AhnsS h¶p Xmakn¡p¶pmbncp¶p. F\n¡v samss_enÂ tImÄ
h¶p.. KoX¡v thZ\bSp¯p Ahsf tlmkv]näenÂ AUvanäv sNbvXn«pp F¶v CÃ¯q¶v
A^³ hnfn¨p]dªp. Rm³ ss_s¡Sp¯v tlmkv]näente¡v IpXn¨p.Hcp
hfhpXncpªphcpIbmbncp¶ Fs¶ Hmt¸mknäv sskUnÂ \n¶pw h¶ Hcp
temdnbnSn¨psXdp¸n¨p. t_m[w hcpt¼mÄ XrÈqÀ saUn¡Â tImtfPnÂ sFknbphnÂ
InS¡pIbmWp Rm³. Rm³ BZyw KoXsb]än At\zjn¨p. AO³ Fsâ AcnInÂ h¶v
Fsâ IhnfnÂ XtemSn.....
KoXs¡´mbn.. AhÄ {]khns¨m? Rm³ Xnc¡n.
Dw... B¬ Ip«nbm.. AO³ DZmko\\mbn ]dªp.
KoX......
AXn\padp]Snbmbn AO³ Fgpt¶ävt]mIpIbmWpsNbvXXv.
AIt¯¡ph¶ A½tbmSpw Rm³ AtX tNmZyw Xs¶ tNmZn¨p.
KoXsbhnsS.. AhÄ¡v....
A½ Fsâ s\©nÂ hoWpIcbpIbmWpsNbvXXv....
KoXt]mbnIp«m.............. AhÄ \n\s¡mtcma\Ip«s\ k½m\n¨pt]mbn.............. A½

hmhn«pIcªpsImp ]dªp..
{]khtijw Dmb AanXamb cà{kmh¯nÂ AhÄ acn¡pIbmWpmbXv..
A]IS¯nÂ Fsâ Hcp Imepw \ãs¸«p. Ir¯naImepw sh¨v Rm\pw Fsâ Ip«\pw
AhfpsS HmÀ½bpambn B ]gbho«nÂ Xs¶ Ignbp¶p.
CÃs¯¡v FÃmhcpw \nÀ_Ôn¨p hnfn¨psh¦nepw F\n¡v KoXbpsS aWhpw Imäpw

Hs¡bpÅ B hoSphn«pt]mIm³ Ignbpambncp¶nÃ. B ho«pSaØ\p
]dªImipsImSp¯v AO³ B hosS\n¡p hm§n X¶p.
C¶pw AhfpsS Fsâ KoXbpsS HmÀ½Ifpambn HäImepambn Rm³ AhnsS Ignbp¶p.......

Iq«n\p Fsâ tam\pw....
Ahkm\n¨p.

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tImtfPv ]T\¯ns\m¸w Aåw Iw]}SÀ ]T\hpw BImsaìsh¨mWv AÑ³ Fs¶

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So¨À Ft¶bpw Iq«n¢mÊnteç\Sì. So¨À a¶nepw Rm³ ]n¶nepamWv \S¶Xv AhÄ

BZyZnhks¯ ¢Êp hmbt\m¡nbpw shÅand¡nbpw (Ifbm³ ]änbnÃ) aäpw Ignªp.

\Ã Hcp hmWaSn¡pÅ kvsIm¸pÅXpsIm­p Rm³ AhnsS ]Xp§nbncp¶p cwKw

Dw ..i¦p®nbpsS s\sc XncnRp R³ ]dªp.. IS¶p s]m ChnSp¶p. saenÂ ASp¡f

B ]ns¶ Cu X{¼¶phnfn FÃmcpsSbpw ap¼nÂ aXn. Bcpw CÃmXs¸m Ip«ms¶m

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shÅw s]mbs¸m ]ns¶ F\n¡p BsI Hcp N½embn. R³ F´p sN¿Wsa¶p

6aWn¡p Ipfnko³ ]nSn¡m³ s]mIm³ sdUnbmbn ]«mfw Fs¶ hnfn¡m³ h¶p.

tPymXn ]Xps¡ »uÊqcn ]n¶se ]mhmSbpw F¶n«p \fn\nsN¨n¡p \\¡m\mbn C«p

tPymXn Hcp sÌ¸pIqsS Ibdn \n¶p. Cs¸mÄ AhfpsS \\ª ASn¸mhmSbneqsS

Rm³ shÅ¯neqsS Dufnbn«p s]®p§fpsS IShnse¡p \o§n. Fsâ

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]ns¶ s]s«¶p Ipfn¨psIcn A¼e¯nÂ H¶p apJw ImWn¨p shKw ho«nses¡mSn.

Bscm Fs¶ sI«n¸nSn¡p¶Xps]mse sXm¶n. Rm³ R«nbpWÀ¶p. Bcm? Blvcm?

Rm\m Ip«m Pm\In.

AsX Pm\In C¶p cm{Xn hcsa¶p Rm³ ]dªnsÃ.

Rm³ Athi]qÀÆw Ahsf ]pWÀ¶p. F¶n«p AhfpsS Np­pIÄ c­pw Fsâ

AÃ Cu hWaSn amt{X DtÅm AtXm shsdhÃXn\pw kvsIm¸ps­m?

AS§p Ip«m FÃän\pw Hmtcm kabap­p.

Pm\In Fsâ AcnInÂ InS¶psIm­p Fs¶ sI«n¸nSn¨p. Fsâ IhnfnÂ

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Bs« sshIps¶cw F´n\m i¦p®nsb«s\ ASns¨? BÄ¡p hfsc hnjaambn.

As¿m ams¸m¶pw ]db­. ]Icw.. ]Icw..

AbmÄ¡p Ip«s\ H¯ncn Cãm..

AtXm­p AbmÄ¡p Ip«sâ...

Ip«sâ Ip®¸msem¶p IpSn¡³ sImSp¯mÂ aXn.

AXp icn BÄ Hcp ^vfq«nkväm AtÃ...

As¿m A§ns\ H¶pw CÃy. ]ns¶ \Ã ImWm³ sImÅmhps¶ B¬Ip«nIfpsS Ip®

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\Ã Hcp ]®Â XoÀ¶Xnsâ £oWhpw hmWaSnbpw ImcWw Rm³ s]s«¶p Dd§n.

H¶p an­XncnS ssasc..

Ah³ Fs¶mSp NqSmbn.

ChäsImsfms¡ ISn ap«n\S¡p¶hcm. ap«n s\m¡ns¡m H¯mÂ Nnes¸mÄ ]®m³

hcp¶Xp hcp¶nS¯p sh¨p IWmsa¶ Xncpam\s¯msS Rm³ I¼|«À ¢mÊnse¡p

hmb\¡mcpsS A`n{]mba\pkcn¨p _m¡n `Kw ...

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Ahsâ {]iwk F\n¡p \s¶ s_m[n¨p.

Um I®m Ips® FÃm s]¼ntÅcpw CXpt]msebSm sIms¸. \Ã Ip® I­mÂ FXp

Ip®tbmKsam? AsX´p tbmKw.? (Rm³ BZyambmWp C¯cw tbmK§sfIpdn¨p

So¨À ¢msÊSp¡m³ h¶Xn\mÂ R§fpsS kw`mjWw \nÀt¯­n h¶p. Hcp ]¨

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XebnÂ apÃ¸qhpambn \{ainckvIbmbn AhÄ aµw aµw \S¶p h¶p. F\n¡XpI­p

BcpsS BZycm{Xnsb Ipdn¨ I®³ ]dbps¶?.. So¨À Fs¶mSp tNmZn¨p.. Rm³

Dw ... ¢msÊSp¡ps¼mÄ I®nI­sXm¶pw Nn´n¨ncn¡s­; ¢ÊnÂ \¶bn s{i²n¡p

hm \ap¡p hÃXpw Ign¡mw C¶p taml³emensâ kn\na¡p s]m­Xm.. s\cs¯

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Um a¨p \nsâ I¿nÂ F{X Imip­v.

sIms¸ 20 dp¸nI sImSp¯mÂ ChäIÄ aq©nXcpw.. \n\¡p shsWm?

shs­¦nÂ sh­.. \o ImipsImSv (Ah³ A§ns\bm.. FÃmw HmÊm..)

Rm³ Ah\p 20 Ddp¸nI sImSp¯p.. Ah³ Fgps¶äp im´bpsS ASps¯¡p t]mbn..

]Sw Ignªp _ÊnÂ ho«nse¡p aS§n.. \ÃXnc¡v GXmbmepw ap¼nse Ibdq

F´m sPymXnbps­¦nse t]mIpÅp.. AhÄ Xncn¨pw..

Fsâ s]mt¶ sNmZns¨s¶ DÅp..

inh³ Hcp BsânbpsS ]pdInÂ \nebpd¸n¨p.. \Ã sImgp¯ Ip­nbpÅ Hcp Nc¡v.

{]oX AhfpsS Ip­n h«¯nÂ Id¡nsIm­pw Fsâ Ip®taÂ Dc¨psIm­pw Fs¶

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F´m Pm\p GS¯n.. Ipfn¡\pÅ ]pd¸mSmsWm? inh³ Ipiew sNmZn¨p.

\Ã Hcp hmWaSn¡pÅ kvsIm¸pÅXpsImp Rm³ AhnsS ]Xp§nbncp¶p cwKw

Rm³ Athi]qÀÆw Ahsf ]pWÀ¶p. F¶n«p AhfpsS NppIÄ cpw Fsâ

AÃ Cu hWaSn amt{X DtÅm AtXm shsdhÃXn\pw kvsIm¸psm?

AS§p Ip«m FÃän\pw Hmtcm kabapp.

Pm\In Fsâ AcnInÂ InS¶psImp Fs¶ sI«n¸nSn¨p. Fsâ IhnfnÂ

As¿m ams¸m¶pw ]db. ]Icw.. ]Icw..

AtXmp AbmÄ¡p Ip«sâ...

H¶p anXncnS ssasc..

Um I®m Ips® FÃm s]¼ntÅcpw CXpt]msebSm sIms¸. \Ã Ip® ImÂ FXp

So¨À ¢msÊSp¡m³ h¶Xn\mÂ R§fpsS kw`mjWw \nÀt¯n h¶p. Hcp ]¨

XebnÂ apÃ¸qhpambn \{ainckvIbmbn AhÄ aµw aµw \S¶p h¶p. F\n¡XpIp

Dw ... ¢msÊSp¡ps¼mÄ I®nIsXm¶pw Nn´n¨ncn¡s; ¢ÊnÂ \¶bn s{i²n¡p

hm \ap¡p hÃXpw Ign¡mw C¶p taml³emensâ kn\na¡p s]mXm.. s\cs¯

Um a¨p \nsâ I¿nÂ F{X Imipv.

shs¦nÂ sh.. \o ImipsImSv (Ah³ A§ns\bm.. FÃmw HmÊm..)

F´m sPymXnbps¦nse t]mIpÅp.. AhÄ Xncn¨pw..

inh³ Hcp BsânbpsS ]pdInÂ \nebpd¸n¨p.. \Ã sImgp¯ IpnbpÅ Hcp Nc¡v.

{]oX AhfpsS Ipn h«¯nÂ Id¡nsImpw Fsâ Ip®taÂ Dc¨psImpw Fs¶

]qXnbpÅhÀ AXp ]dªdnbn¡Ww a\ÊnÂ shs¨mncp¶mÂ Rms\§ns\ Adnbpw..

CsXms¡ IpsImp A[nIt\cw \nÂ¡m³ F\n¡pw IgnªnÃ. Rm³ {]oXbpsS

t]mIp¶ hgn¡p Fsâ kplr¯v _mes\ Ip.

Rm\pw inh\pw Hmtcm¶p kwkmcnt¨mp \S¶p. Ahsâ hosS¯nbs¸mÂ Ah³

Um.... H¶p \nt¶, F\n¡p \nt¶mSp NneXp tNmZn¡m\pv .. sN¨n.

\o C¶se KoXsb Ism?

F´m AhnsS _lfw... A^\mWv sNmZn¨psImp IS¶p h¶Xv.

AXn\ns¸m F´m; Ah\pw ImWnsÃ s]®p§sf H¶p sXmm\pw ]nSn¡\psams¡

F\n¡mtcmSpw tamlsam¶panÃ.. F¶p ]dªpsImp Rm\It¯t¡mSn.

At¿m X{¼m.. ASnbt\mSp s]mdp¡tW.. \nhÀ¯ntItSmp sNbvXpt]mbXmtW... Ah³

X{¼m AXv... cpaq¶p tX§m thWambncp¶p.. AtXmp h¶Xm.

AXv.. X{¼m... Ah³ XesNmdnªpsImp \n¶p.

Bt« \o Hät¡ DsÅm AtXm NncpXbpw Dtm?

DÆv X{¼m.. ASnb\pw IqSbpt NncpX Ihp§n³ X¿pIÄ¡nSbnÂ\n¶pw ]pd¯p h¶p.

Hmtcm¶mtemNnt¨mp InS¶v a\Êp hopw kz]v\temIt¯¡p ]d¶p. Rm\pw KoXbpw

A¿Sm.. A§ns\ Cs¸m Fsâ Ipfn ImW; sImXnb³

CsX´m FÃmw hmcnNpänsImmtWm Ipfn¡p¶Xv? Rm³ AhfpsS SÆÂ ]dn¨p Ifªp

AhÄ ASnbnÂ H¶pw C«n«pmbncp¶nÃ. (AXp icn s]®p XpWnbnÃsXbmWsÃ

Rm³ AhfpsS XpSp¯ X¯½NppIÄ Fsâ hmbnem¡n \pWªp.

Rm³ Fgps¶äv AhfpsS apebnepw Ipnbnepw AaÀ¯n R¡n. NppIÄ hmbnem¡n

Rm³ sR«nbpWÀ¶p. slm... Hcp kz]v\ambncp¶Xv. Rmsâ apn\nSbneqsS I¿n«v Fsâ

¶m t¸m F§Spw s]mm;; ]mS¯p ]Wn¡mcpp, \o At§m«p t]m, F\n¡p

a\ÊnÂ A^s\ Iptd ]ncmInsImp Rm³ ]mSt¯¡p \S¶p.

]mSs¯¯nbt¸mÄ Btcbpw InÃ. ]Wnbps¶p ]dªn«p Hcp ]qdt\bpw

Rm³ ]Åymente¡p tIdn..iqqqqqqqq Hcp iÐw Rm³ ]Xps¡ iÐapm¡sX H¨ tI«

s]m´¡nSbnÂ sNmdnbp¶ GsXm hÅnsbm asäm Dmbncp¶p. AsXsâ taÂ X«n