IN INTRODUCING MYSELF

HI, MY NAME IS NICE DEZEA FAITH E. BETGUEN THIS IS MY INTRODUCTION/STORY

SINCE I WAS BORN MY MOM WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE ME AND SHE SMILED IN TEARS THAT SHE SAW MY
LITTLE SMILE I WAS HAPPY TO SEE MY FAMILY SINCE I WAS 5 I HAD A GREAT DAY AT KINDERGARTEN I
SAW MY BF NAMED QUEENIE SHE IS ONLY THE BEST FRIEND I HAD THE MOST AND SINCE WE GREW UP
WE NEVER EVER SEE AGAIN BECAUSE OF HER MOTHER SHE IS NOW 10 AND IM 10 TOO BUT I NEVER
NEW THIS HAPPENED TO ME MY MOM HAS A SECRETE THAT SHE WON’T SAY IT TO ME BUT NOW I
KNOW WHAT WAS HER SECRET SHE NEVER TOLD ME THAT I HAVE A LITTLE SISTER WHICH MY SISTER
AND TITA AND GRANDMA THAT I HAVE A LITTE SISTER AND I ACT LIKE I DON’T TRUST THEM AT ALL AND
THAT HURTS ME REALLY BAD THAT WHY WOULD SHE GIVE HER TO MY TITO TITA WHO NAMED JP AND
LEANES THEY NAMED MY LITTLE SISTER SAM BUT WHY WOULD MY OWN MOTHER DO THIS TO HER…
AND THE SECOND SECRET ABOUT MY MOM AND DAD WHEN MY DAD COMES TO MEET US THEY WILL
ACT LIKE THEY ARE TOGETHER THEY ARE LOVING EACH OTHER JUST TO MAKE ME HAPPY NOT SAD BUT
NOW I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE…

AM I USELESS...

AM I WORTHLESS TO EVERYONE…

MY LIFE IS GETTING WEIRD AND WORST ALL DAY…