16.01.

2023
Subject: I think I love you.
Dear Esha/ Eshu,
You are going to get annoyed super- max after reading all this blabbering in
English. I didn’t have the patience to put it in Malayalam that’s why I have
chosen English. It’s no secret that I loved you in the past. Due to various
happenings in my life and your ill interest in the relationship I tried my best to
move out of the situation. I tried to maintain distance from you post 10th but you
kept coming back. Your intentions were pure. You wanted a healthy friendship
to grow. I tried to make it “friendship” all along and have come terms to the
realization that I just can’t do that. You used to ask me whether I still had any
“love” interest towards you and I kept saying “no” to all those questions to
make sure that I kept talking to you.
The situation I’ve explained in the paragraph above is very similar to that of
your other male friend (Chennai). You have many options at your hand and one
of it is blocking me from your social media accounts and life in general to
which my response will be positive. Very positive actually. The more I hide my
feelings for this “friendship” to maintain, the more I’m going to hurt myself
mentally. This was something that should’ve been said a long time ago. Sorry
for torturing you like this.
Yours annoyingly,
Aswanth