This year is the fourth year of my deceased neighbor "Mak Ni".

She is a close neighbor of my house who

we consider our own family. She died because she was hit by a motorcycle rider from a junior high
school student. If I could still meet her today, I would say that I am a strong woman now. If she was still
alive now, I would have asked her to tell a story whatever it was. I will also cook the food I can now. If
she is alive now, we will celebrate Eid al Fitr and Eid al Adha together again. If she was alive today,
everything would be fine, everyone would be happy. I'll take her to the beach when I'm off, I’ll
accompany her to watch tv in her big house. We will see children start to grow and mature. I can't
imagine how sick she must have been when the accident happened. If she hadn't ridden a motorcycle
first, she would still be alive by now. If only my mother had kept her from leaving, she might still be alive
by now. We all miss her so much, we miss the jokes she makes. We want to listen to her casually as she
fought with her ex-husband. I can't see her one last time and can only pray for her. She is the best
person I have ever met in my life.

#Sorry sir, she's the only one in my mind right now