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Densetsu No Yuusha No Densetsu - Volume 03
Densetsu No Yuusha No Densetsu - Volume 03
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Prologue I: This Dream is Falling Apart—
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Prologue I: This Dream is Falling Apart—
“……”
Death.
Those who screamed and cried, those who begged for their lives,
those who had no power of their own… were killed.
All she could do was mumble in shock. “This is… no, no more…”
She didn’t like it. She was fed up with it. This atrocity they called
‘training’ repeated day after day. Their survival meant they’d be
forgiven for living in the orphanage. They’d be forgiven for living.
A friend she’d talked to just yesterday was lying on the ground dead.
One by one, her friends - no, her family, kids who’d lived at the same
orphanage - were killed.
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She had no choice but to run for her life with a scene like that
spreading out before her eyes…
To protect her life that could end tomorrow, she had no choice but
to run…
When she did, the adult standing before her sneered. “Go die if
you’ve given up.” With that, their sword swung up…
But the girl didn’t move. She’d die if she didn’t do anything. She
understood that, but she didn’t do anything. Because…
She couldn’t see her dead friends anymore if she was alive. With
that, she could bring her fear of death so strong that she couldn’t
sleep at night to an end…
But…
“Huh!?”
When she looked behind her, a boy with black hair had appeared. He
knocked the training overseer over and glared at her. “What’re you
doing? You should still have the power to live through this!”
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She knew of him. He was Roland’s Special Institute #307’s star pupil.
Black hair, black eyes, a thin and lean build and a beautiful face.
Ryner Lute.
His grades were excellent. He had a brilliant mind and was strangely
adept at both physical combat and magic. His chances of survival
were a cut above the rest, too.
He looked at her and spoke. “I’m gonna send you flying for this.
People who think it’s okay if they die end up dying, you know!”
“…Huh?”
Whether you want to live or want to die, there are already too many
people who have died, so don’t be such a baby!”
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What a thing to say to her… for some reason, she began to cry…
“A, a baby…? But I-I don’t want to see… everyone die any…”
Her words trailed off. He was looking at her with a horribly, horribly
sad expression.
Someone died.
He was human. He was sad when his friends died. He was sad when
people died. He was sad when he couldn’t save them. He was sad
when he was the only one left.
She didn’t know anything either. They shared the same hardships
and the same pain. Even so, he was alive…
Even if all he had left was the power to keep living, he wished that
she wouldn’t die. No… it was because he couldn’t bear the weight of
the guilt of being the only survivor…
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That was a hopeless realization for her. In the end, there was no such
thing as a perfect, worriless existence. Every day was hard. Too hard.
So she’d wanted to be like him. But he worried just the same as her.
She didn’t think that was possible. He must have some kind of
precognition… something that let him see magic…
And then she realized. A red pentagram had risen over his eyes.
She knew those eyes. They were an ability known as the Alpha
Stigma. People who had it were feared and loathed and called
monsters.
But…
She smiled.
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She already understood. He wasn’t perfect. He was burdened with
the same worries she was…
He wasn’t someone she should long to be… he was weak, and he’d
wanted to save her.
His eyes opened wide in surprise, but he took her hand and helped
her stand.
She vowed that she wouldn’t let go of his hand no matter what. Not
even if other people called him a monster, and no matter how much
she broke apart.
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Chapter 1: The Promise to the Future
“I don’t do that… augh, jeez, that’s not what I’m trying to say,” Ryner
Lute said and heaved an listless sigh. He had black hair styled from
sleep and a tall, lanky body from which all traces of motivation had
been destroyed. For some reason he was wearing the clothes of the
Roland Empire’s Magical Knights, a special combat outfit made up of
white armor and a robe, but on him, they looked like pajamas…
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She was truly a shining beauty. Of course the fact that she was
always absolutely expressionless kind of bothered you when looking
at her, but… that too was a certain component of her cold charm.
She wasn’t just any old beauty. Looking at her brought the word
‘goddess’ to mind. A beautiful goddess. She possessed a divine
beauty that made anyone who saw her adore her. Worship her.
But Ryner just sighed like he was fed up when he looked at her. “Hey,
are you even seriously listening to me?”
“Mm? Your words are upsetting,” Ferris said, her expression slightly
serious. “I’m… a bit hurt. I’m always serious. Why do you think fghat
off m’?”
That’s right. The beautiful goddess Ferris Eris was currently busy with
dango.
“Just shut up!” Ryner yelled, sick of this. “Well, whatever. Listen
while you eat your dango. Look over there. That’s a fort, right?”
“Mmf.”
“I’m not just imagining things when I say it looks like it’ll be guarded
by a remarkable amount of Nelphan troops, right?”
“Mmph.”
“So it’s a high security fort. Protected by the army, no less. It looks
like there might be some truth behind that rumor that an important
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literary relic is kept there. That the country gave it that fort for
protection. Right?”
“Mmh-mmf.”
“I’ll ask once. If the two of us marched on in to steal the relic, would
that be unreasonable or reckless of us? I mean, I tried to ask this
earlier too but… what do you think?”
“……”
Ferris’ eyes narrowed like she was deep in thought. She stuffed the
final dango into her cheeks. Her meal finished, she took a sip of tea
and then stood.
In the instant he started yelling, Ferris’ sword came out of its sheath
with a sharp noise. She stopped it just before his neck.
“Augh…”
“It’s more like if you don’t listen to Sion’s outrageous orders your
favorite dango shop will be destroyed, right?” Ryner replied with
half-lidded eyes. “I’ve already heard about that plenty of times.”
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“That’s right. The fate of my precious dango rides on that inhuman
King Sion. If I don’t protect the peace of our dango, who will!?”
Though Ferris was getting fired up, Ryner was already at the end of
his rope. He was too tired for this. “Hah… I’m running out of
comebacks about dango… anyway, you don’t think it’s dangerous to
run up there without a plan?”
Ferris sheathed her sword with stunning grace and looked at him.
“Hm. Are you seriously asking that?”
“Do you really think we couldn’t get through that level of security?”
Ryner looked back to the fort for some time, crossing his arms and
thinking. It was quiet between them as he did. Then he figured out
how to approach the matter. “Ah~, okay, I’ll say it another way. See,
I’ve had an awful feeling in my gut since I got up early this morning.
You ever have that happen? It’s like, when I get up that early I start
thinking ‘oh, I don’t wanna go to school, it’s such a pain,’ and after
awhile my stomach starts hurting…”
“So?”
Ferris’s hands moved to her waist faster than the eye could see. Then
a dull sound resounded and for some reason Ryner lay collapsed on
the ground. Once she made sure of that she put her sword back into
its scabbard. “Mm? What’s wrong, Ryner? You’ve suddenly
collapsed.”
“Hoh. First your stomach hurts and now it’s your head? You sure are
a busy guy.”
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Ryner didn’t comment on that. He raised his head from where he lay
on the bare ground. “Haaauhh. My head seriously hurts now. I can’t
do it. I really can’t go. So you’ll have to go alo—”
“Hmph. So your head hurts that much. But rest assured. You won’t
feel any pain at all next time. A refreshing sensation like flying
around through the open sky is waiting for you. Just your head will
spin around up there.”
Ferris smiled kindly all of a sudden, though it didn’t reach her eyes at
all. She gazed at Ryner. “Mm. I understand that you’re all fired up to
work now, but you don’t need to be. Your head hurts too, right?
Take it easy. I’ll give you the medicine for it now—”
“I just said not to pull your sword out! Geez… er, yes, yes, I
understand! Okay, let’s go,” Ryner said, a hand to his head as he set
out in a walk. What a pain.
Ferris sheathed her sword again. “You should’ve just said that in the
first place.”
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“Yeah, that’s my job… er, no, that was a joke it was a joke. I get it so
don’t kill me!”
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The morning air was cold around the trees, bursting with life, and
clusters of still, unmoving stones that brought death to mind. The
scene down to the indistinct morning felt like a scene made up of
illusion. He stood still among the stones.
He had long silver hair that gave off an air of nobility, willful golden
eyes, and a proportionate figure.
Sion Astal.
The people who knew him from the castle would say that he was a
flawless king. That he never worried, that he never hesitated, and
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succeeded in all he did as if it was only natural. He was the ideal king
that the Roland Empire had always longed for.
The nobles who hated him from the castle would wonder: didn’t that
man have any weaknesses? Even when the nobles killed his
comrades, he was all smiles and accepted it easily. He was a cold-
hearted king with neither tears nor blood.
Those outside the castle walls who didn’t know him would say that
he was a perfect king. He was as unreachable as a god. He was surely
not human at all - he was just too different from the dirty, vulgar
laymen such as themselves. The country would see peace as long as
he lived.
Right.
“……”
But right now… those eyes of his were disfigured by horrible sadness.
“…I really am sorry for coming so late, Fiole. But right after you died I
had to pay a courtesy call to Nelpha. I was busy with official stuff.
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I couldn’t get away for some time… if I told you that, you’d scold me
for working so hard and tell me I was going to destroy my body,
right?” Sion asked. He smiled weakly.
This place wasn’t suitable for the king. It was only a commoners’
cemetery…
Even so, the king crouched beside it and raised his hand to brush
over where Fiole Folkal’s name was engraved. “Do you remember
what I said before? That I want to create a country with no classes,
where everyone is equal, everyone lives in peace, and there are no
wars… I said those self-important things to you…”
“Hey, Sion, cut the shit. You’ll ruin your fist doing that.” A strong arm
grabbed Sion’s fist from his side. Sion raised his face. There stood a
man with red hair and sharp red eyes whose build was hard like
steel. He was in his mid-twenties and the only man in Roland
currently who addressed him without honorifics.
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Major General Claugh Klom.
He’d been Sion’s subordinate since his time in the military, and now
that Sion had become king, Claugh served as his guard. With his
great power and popularity, Claugh held an impressive position as
major general of the Roland Empire’s army.
Sion looked at his own fist. His eyes narrowed. “You’re right,” he said
quietly.
“Whoa whoa, now you’re worrying about me? Even though you’re
the one who looks all beat up? If you work your absolute hardest all
the time, it’s gonna kill you one day.”
Sion just continued to furrow his eyebrows. “I don’t really… I’m fine.
More importantly, this is the first I’ve heard about you being calm.
You have a much bigger problem with it than I do.”
Claugh was a bit taken aback. “What do you think of me? I’m human,
you know. Obviously I’m just regular calm. Not super calm or
anything.”
Sion smiled. It was different from his weak smile from before - it was
ever so slightly bright. “Well, jokes aside. What’re you worried
about?” Sion asked and stood from his place at Fiole’s grave.
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Claugh nodded. “Oh, weeell, see, I’ve actually got this dream.”
“A dream?”
“Hah!?” Sion’s voice raised of its own accord. “Hey, you, don’t go
saying that all seriou—”
“Yeah, yeah. I get it,” Claugh interrupted. “I know I’m just spouting
bullshit. But that’s not what I actually wanted to say.”
“…Huh? Hmm…”
“It’s just that when you call things your dreams or your ideals then
they sound like they’ll never happen, right? So maybe we shouldn’t
call them that. Am I wrong?”
“Now what do you wanna say? That you’re special? That you can
easily create your ideal world because you’re king? That because
you’re the renowned hero king you, unlike me, can easily make all
the women in the world yours?”
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“…You’re not wrong.”
“……”
Even so, Claugh turned to Sion. “See. Fiole says so too,” he said with
a smile.
Sion gazed at Claugh with kind eyes. “You’re right. Thank you,
Claugh.”
The bitter smile Sion had until that moment suddenly turned
mischievous. “I’m shocked. In truth, I’ve… I’ve always loved you from
afar…”
“Gaaah, shut up! That’s seriously gross, so please just stop! God…
whatever. Who cares about your jokes. More importantly…”
“…I’m going to meet your little sister for the first time today. Geez.
What kind of expression should I meet her with—”
“Hey! She’s only fourteen you know!? Don’t touch her! I’ll kill you if
you do!”
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“Hear that, Fiole? Our king is trying to take away my right to free
love. What a haughty—”
Just then, a piece of wood flew from somewhere, aiming for Claugh’s
face.
“Uwah…!?”
Then Sion spoke. For some reason, he was smiling happily. “See?”
Claugh shrugged, a little bitter. “Oh, I get it. Geez. If I don’t leave
Fiole’s sister out of my plan to make all the women in the world
mine, he’ll get mad.”
Due to losing her parents when she was approximately eight years
old, she and her older brother Fiole were raised at an institution.
Then Fiole’s job under Sion allowed Eslina to attend a school in town,
however… due to having never attended school before, her grades
started as the lowest in her class. Whether due to her natural ability
or her outstanding efforts to not be anymore of a burden on her
brother than she already was, Eslina eventually managed grades that
towered so far above the rest that she was able to skip a grade.
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Then Calne’s personal commentary was written below: “Judging by
her grades alone, she could be a paperwork and administrative work
genius that could stand up to the likes of Fiole Folkal. Save for the
envy she causes other students, she is in every way the
commendable sister her brother thought she was. I have nearly the
same impression, but I think she’s even stronger inside. She didn’t
cry even when I told her about her brother’s death. She reacts to any
situation with composure, as if she isn’t perturbed in the slightest…”
Claugh finished reading the document and spoke. “She’s a good kid.
As expected of Fiole’s sister.”
Sion nodded. “Yeah… too good of a kid. She reacts to any situation
with composure,” Sion spat.
Then that meant that she reacted to her only brother’s murder with
composure too?
She turned her grades around to lighten the burden she was on her
only brother. To make her brother’s life easier, even if it was only
one day sooner. So that the two of them could live happily…
Sion understood those feelings so well that it hurt. Because Fiole was
the same. He worked fervently for his sister’s sake. He put so much
effort in that it was eerie. And yet, he… What did Sion end up doing
to him?
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There were seven gardens in Roland Castle where Sion lived. They
included three ponds so large a boat could travel on them, flowers
arranged skillfully so that they appeared to never die no matter the
season, and of course they were all needlessly large. All in all, their
combined maintenance costs were painfully high…
There were times that Sion had walked through those gardens with
the late Fiole.
Someday, when he’d seized complete power over the nobility, Sion
wanted to close those gardens and save the people’s tax money from
going to such a frivolous thing. They’d calculated where that money
might have the best effect when they could reroute it elsewhere…
It had been a warmer season then. The flowers were different; they
weren’t cold colors like the ones blooming now. It had been that
season where flower bloomed in warmer, fascinatingly elegant
colors…
“That is true, but… don’t you think a castle without any gardens lacks
dignity?”
“Really…? Well, that may be. But this garden is beautiful even when
compared to the others. I was just thinking that you might be able to
rest your mind and forget work even a little here, Lord Astal. Please
think of yourself a little too, geez. You work too much! You don’t eat
properly, and you don’t sleep…”
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He’d started his usual preaching. Sion became flustered. “Ah, alright
alright I get it. I’ll acknowledge that this is a beautiful place.”
“Right,” Fiole said. His expression turned kind. “And I want to be able
to show it to my sister…”
“It’s not that easy. If you don’t rest, Lord Astal, then there is no way I
can rest either. I don’t have the time to call on my sister.”
Fiole shook his head. “Haha. I’m joking. If I had a little time - just a
little is fine, then I think I’d like to show her, though. And I want to
introduce her to you, Lord Astal… But I want this country to be more
of yours first. Then, in that nearby future… people won’t be
separated by petty things, and it’ll become a country where anyone
and everyone can smile… At that time, surely even I’ll have some free
time.”
“…You’re right,” Sion had said. “I’ll work hard so that’ll happen
soon.”
“Yes. But I really don’t think that future is far at all. Because you
became king of our country…”
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Two people had at last arrived in the garden.
One was a man: Calne Kaiwel. He had wavy golden hair that looked
quite soft, blue eyes, and he left a dainty impression. Like Claugh,
he’d put his life on the line for Sion during the revolution. He was
one of Sion’s chief vassals.
Calne waved when he caught sight of Sion and rushed over to him.
“Geez, you’re laaate! I’ve been waiting for forever! I bet it’s Claugh’s
fault for being such a pain!”
“That’d never happen!” Calne said. “I mean, he’s not the type to be
late! On the other hand, you don’t even have a concept of time! Just
the other day you forgot you promised to take a girl out and made
me apologize to her for you!”
Claugh was all smiles despite their arguing. “Huh? That so, that so. I
guess I misunderstood. See, I thought a week was pretty long for you
since you’ve already gone out with and broken up with three
people’s wives over the course of one before.”
“Wha!? H-h-how do you know about that!? Ah, it’s not like that,
Sion, sir! There were extenuating circumstances, and—”
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Sion forced a smile at the flustered Calne. “Amazing, Calne. Certainly,
I had heard that you were seeing Lord Paul’s wife before my visit to
Nelpha…”
“That’s already the far off past,” Claugh said. “I can count twelve
since.”
“T-twelve!? Isn’t that a few too many?” Sion asked. “You’re going to
get stabbed at this rate.”
Claugh laughed. “Nah, it’s fine. They all dump him anyway.”
“Aww…”
“I don’t need you to lecture me. Like you have a problem with dating
women with husbands.”
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“Hardships? Did you say hardships?” Calne said. “I only have serious
affairs. Please don’t group me in with him, he’s slaphappy!”
“Whoa, whoa, I can’t just let that pass. It’s troublesome for me if you
group me in with a pervert who only wants to fuck other people’s
wives, Sion.”
“Aah? Who’d you call slaphappy? You wanna go, huh? Why don’t I
teach ya how to say so nicely, since I’m your senior and all?”
“Well, your super polite needs to be ultra super polite for me!”
Today… the two of them would introduce Sion to Fiole’s little sister
to try to cheer him up.
Sion smiled kindly at the two as they argued and acted like they were
both hopeless. “Geez, you two are being more considerate than the
issue deserves. But, well, thanks. Now let’s go,” Sion said and
walked.
“You’re the one who sucks at it! My acting was true to life! I acting
using the same nerves that light up when I whisper love to
someone’s wife!”
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They might’ve been trying to hide their hushed conversation, but in
the end, Sion heard it all. It wasn’t as if either of them were good
actors, really…
Calne rushed over to her side, flustered. “Er, um, yes, Sion, sir. That’s
who she is.”
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Somehow, her form seemed to shine. She was the exact opposite of
the noble ladies who Sion often had to interact with, who seemed to
have no talents save for reckless spending on luxuries.
But a young girl of Eslina’s age didn’t have a reason to get dressed
up. Fiole was right. She’d without a doubt grow to be beautiful in the
future.
Sion grimaced. Even though Fiole had wanted to protect her above
all else… he’d been killed…
And all Sion could do, powerless as he was… was let it happen.
She said that with a smile. She truly looked happy. Even though her
brother was dead, she truly looked happy. Even though it was Sion’s
fault that her brother died…
Eslina watched Sion and continued. “Please, don’t make such a face.
My brother would be sad.”
“Huh?” Sion was surprised at her sudden words. It was like she’d
looked straight into his heart and studied it with those clear eyes of
hers.
“…My brother was happy,” she continued. “Happy to have met His
Majesty, happy to serve His Majesty. He sent me many letters telling
me how happy he was for that. It made me happy. So please don’t
make that face. I believe my brother passed away happily. So I’m not
sad at all. I think he passed away while dreaming the dream that His
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Majesty drew for him… so I would also like to serve His Majesty. I
also want to help achieve that dream my brother saw.”
He passed away happily so she wasn’t sad at all, she said with a
smile.
But he knew that was a lie. There was no way she wouldn’t be sad.
Sion narrowed his eyes. “Calne. What did you tell her about Fiole’s
cause of death?”
“Calne!”
“…I see,” Sion whispered. Then he took a deep breath. “It wasn’t just
an ‘unfortunate accident.’”
But Sion ignored him. “Fiole was… killed by the nobility to warn me…
He was killed because I didn’t have the power to control the nobility.
Even knowing that, do you still want to help me?”
Sion took a letter from his pocket and handed it to her. It was the
letter he’d wrote to her just prior to his death… it had been stained
red with his blood.
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It sounds like your grades are good too, and that you’re doing your
best, so I’ll do my best to cheer you on.
Ah, right, Lord Astal has given me vacation time this weekend. See,
isn’t he kind? I think I’ll go see you then. It’s been awhile since I’ve
come home. Make me mom’s special stew, okay? You’re good at
cooking, just like she was. You’ll become a great wife. If your partner
were Lord Astal… well, that’s not something people of our status
should be saying, is it~?
Fiole Folkal
“…A…uuh…”
“…Uuuahh…”
Fiole had been looking forward to seeing her again. He’d been
looking forward to seeing the country change. He was looking
forward to being able to live happily with his sister in this country.
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Even so, the letter in which he’d written out that modest wish of his
was stained with blood.
“…a, uu…”
Eslina stifled her voice. Even so, her tears wouldn’t stop. She hugged
his letter tightly, but her tears wouldn’t stop. She clenched her teach,
but her tears still wouldn’t stop.
“The one who couldn’t protect him… no, the one who let him get
killed was me,” Sion said as he watched her. It wasn’t an accident. Do
you still want to serve me, knowing that?”
“……”
She took a deep breath to calm herself. She kept the letter held close
to her chest with one hand and wiped her tears with the other. “I… I
loved my brother. It was always just the two of us after our parents
died… and even though he was only eleven, he always protected
me… always, always protected me… He wasn’t like me. He wasn’t
useless at all. He could do anything… and he did, too. He always did
his best, no matter what. Even so, he… I-I can’t even say it… I never
thought this would happen…”
Her words came out mixed with sobs. She sounded like she was
going to fall into another bout of tears, but she held on and took
another breath before continuing.
“But I… I really do think he was happy. After he met His Majesty, he’s
all he talked about. So I want to of use to the one who made him
happy - Your Majesty. Because I don’t want to make my brother
angry…”
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Was that really true?
Would Fiole really want her to stand by Sion’s side? What if this time
the nobility raised their hands against her? Would Sion be able to
protect her?
“I can’t be sure at this time, but I think her abilities will come to rival
Fiole’s,” Calne said. “I guarantee that she’s an excellent kid. A-am I
wrong?”
No. That wasn’t the problem. Her abilities were very good.
More than that… he was afraid that the same thing that happened to
Fiole would happen to her.
“We won’t let the same thing happen again,” Claugh said.
“……”
“What’d you say!? I’m just different from you! Old women aren’t my
specialty!”
“Augh!? What are you saying in front of Eslina! You’re going to make
her doubt my dignity!”
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smiled without a care in the world. “I think I understand why my
brother loved this place…”
She laughed, and again spoke like she was reading his mind. “Not the
flowers. My brother loved you. You’re kind, kind a fault, and would
even worry about his sister after his passing. He loved his fun
coworkers, too… Please allow me to work here as well. No, even if
you say no I’ll work hard until I reach this place. I come from a pretty
hard working family after all.”
Sion forced a smile. “You’re right about that… well, Calne certainly
does tend to fancy other men’s wives. It might be good for him to
spend some time around a younger girl and learn about their charms
too…”
“Augh!? Even you’re saying that now!? Why did this happen?”
Eslina smiled. “Um, does that mean it’s okay for me to stay here!?
Yay!”
If she’d wanted revenge against the nobles who killed her brother…
If she’d held a grudge against Sion for helplessly letting her brother
be killed…
She’d already shut those thoughts out… so that she could face
forward and live.
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Sion wasn’t capable of doing that. He couldn’t smile like her.
His mother’s face rose to his mind. She’d been ridiculed, treated like
an idiot, an insect, a worm up until her death.
Had he been able to make a face like the one Eslina was making now
during his mother’s last moments…?
“Your Majesty. You have spent plenty enough time playing around.
Eslina Folkal. People such as yourself cannot stand at His Majesty’s
side.”
Sion turned around. At some point, a lone man had come to stand
there.
He had beautifully combed pitch black hair. He was around the same
height as Claugh, but rather thinner. His face was breathtakingly
handsome, but… that wasn’t what caught one’s eye when they
looked at him. His most distinctive feature was his cold, dark blue
eyes…
They held a certain frigidity as they looked down on all other people,
and lent him a dark aura…
He’d said that he wanted to shoulder the dark, dirty things necessary
for that result…
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His abilities towered above the rest. He took on the work Sion
entrusted him with, the things Fiole had done, and the dirty work
that Sion couldn’t let Fiole do all single handedly and completed it so
perfectly that it was obscene…
Claugh was glaring at Froaude even now. “Where’d you come from?”
“…Where did I come from…? I walked here on that path just like
everyone else.”
“That’s not what I meant! I was asking what gave you the idea to
stand and eavesdrop. You erased your presence to get close and
everything.”
But Froaude just shrugged. “Please don’t turn on me, Major General
Klom. I had no intention of suppressing my presence… in any case, I
see a small resemblance to him in that girl, so I thought I’d speak up.
She is Miss Eslina Folkal, Fiole Folkal’s younger sister, correct?
Froaude held out the hand bearing that unusual black ring of his. He
pointed it towards Eslina and narrowed his sharp eyes. “Then I shall
kill her here and now.”
“What!?”
“You…”
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Calne and Claugh both responded in an instant then readied
themselves for a fight.
Froaude tilted his head. “Oh? Why do you seem like you want to kill
me, Major General Klom? Did I say something strange?”
“Everything you say is strange, you gloomy bastard. I won’t let you
kill Eslina.”
Froaude stared fixedly at Claugh… and then smiled slightly. “Are you
saying that you intend to protect Eslina Folkal?”
“Obviously.”
“How reliable of you. But is your job not to protect Lord Astal? Then
why should you protect Eslina Folkal? She may someday desire
vengeance on His Majesty and seek to kill him. Why should you keep
her in the castle?”
But Froaude just turned his cold eyes on Eslina. “Is that so?”
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young. Beautiful. If you use your body, trapping the nobility is easy—
”
“If you say another fucking word, I’m going to murder you,” Claugh
said.
“Is that so? I heard that Miss Folkal loved her brother horribly so…”
He looked to Eslina, who was hanging her head, staring at the ground
with hollow eyes.
“Fiole wouldn’t forgive that either. It’d make him sad, Eslina. So
don’t worry about that stuff.”
Once he was sure she was okay, Sion looked back to Froaude. He
glared as he studied him.
“How rude of me,” Froaude said. He smiled faintly and bowed. “By
the way, about the matter I submitted to you before…”
Sion shook his head lightly. “I should have rejected that already? I
have no intention of going to war with Nelpha now.”
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Claugh, Calne, and even Eslina all raised their voices in shock.
“Huh!? Sion, what’s this all about?” Claugh asked. “Is Froaude
seriously telling you to go to war with Nelpha!?”
“You’re joking, right?” Calne followed. “The war with Estabul is finally
over… and didn’t you just go to Nelpha on a courtesy call to deepen
our countries’ friendship!?”
Everyone here… no, everyone in all of Roland knew what it was like
to fear war from their long history of fighting.
Claugh glared at Froaude, his eyes thick with hatred. “You bastard…
you still intend to spill blood after everything?”
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“If I recall, Gastark was a small country up until recently,” Eslina said.
Lord Klom, in a matter of months, they’ve gained an incredible
amount of power. They’ve already conquered two other small
countries… and now they’ve gone to war with Stowle. What Lord
Froaude wants to say is likely… that Menoris is currently entering an
era of war…”
“But I think it’s fine if we don’t invade Nelpha?” Calne said. “We have
an alliance with our other neighbor, the Runa Empire, too. If Nelpha,
Runa, and Roland all cooperate, it shouldn’t matter how big the
opposing country is…”
Froaude shook his head. “That is impossible. Gastark and Stowle are
both militaristic countries through and through. A naive alliance
cannot stand up against them. To top it off, do you really think the
comfortable nobles of Nelpha would fight for it? They are like
Roland’s nobility who have no sense of impending danger and would
even attempt to assassinate their own king…”
There was no way they could compete with a great country, should
push come to shove.
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“Even so, I don’t think it’s impossible,” Sion said. “You understand
that, don’t you, Froaude?”
Claugh stopped, then glared at Froaude and clicked his tongue. “Tch.
Aw, yeah, yeah, whatever. You’ve gotta have another sneaky
conversation. Tell me about it later, okay?”
“Alright, we’ll head back to the castle first then. Is it okay if Eslina
goes with Calne for now?”
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“Yeah,” Sion said.
Sion watched them until they were so far away he couldn’t see them
any more to make sure they’d left, then spoke. “So?” He turned his
tired face to Froaude.
Froaude smiled coldly and began to speak again. “It is as you said
before, Lord Astal. Our country is in an extremely problematic
situation at the moment. It is not a situation where invading Nelpha
is definitely possible. We must seize complete control over Estabul at
once.”
“So?”
“The problem is the nobility who think of their country. The ones
who don’t wish to bow to Roland without a real war. They have been
stewing in their grudges under the other nobility, and wish to see the
situation turn explosive… The people of Estabul also have faith in
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them. They hold a certain power that we can’t get rid of even when
we disperse their armies.”
Sion crossed his arms. “So they’re people who want an ideal
government, aren’t they. Nobles who think of their country, huh. I’d
definitely like to bring people like that over to my side.”
“……”
The way Froaude went about things was certainly effective. With
methods like this, he could certainly kill many dangerous people at
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once. Nobody would think that they themselves would cause a
rebellion on their own lands.
If they did that, they’d be able to nip the rebellions that may or may
not happen right to the bud…
Just then, a lone man with a frantic look to him ran to Sion. “B-bad
news, Your Majesty! Estabul’s nobility has assembled and, and…
caused a rebellion!”
“……”
Shit…
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Certainly, there were many merits to slaughtering all of Estabul’s
nobility. For the sake of Roland’s people, including those from the
captured Estabul, they had to be prepared for another country to
invade them from here on out…
He…
“……”
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Chapter 2: The Encounter With the Girl
There was a morning breeze blowing through their slightly lazy post-
breakfast atmosphere.
Despite that easy going feeling, the Nelphan fort remained durable.
Its armed guards were still protecting it so securely that not even a
single rat could enter through any of its entrances. There were no
secret passages from which they could enter and every window had
been fitted with iron bars.
The fort was so high security that anyone would think it strange.
That’s the kind of fort it was, but… Ryner and Ferris had somehow
managed to trespass.
It was simple. Ferris just knocked the eight guards at the front gate
out so quickly they couldn’t even call for help…
They were currently descending the stairs to what they assumed was
the treasury.
Ferris turned back to Ryner when he spoke, but then another voice
came from ahead.
It was a soldier who’d had the bad luck to try walking up the stairs at
that moment. “W-who are y—”
In an instant!
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“—augh.”
Ferris had cut him off with her hand, using a chopping motion to
knock him dead cold so fast that it was impossible to see her move.
His body slowly slid down the steps.
Ferris left him abandoned there on the stairs. “Mm. It’s going exactly
as planned. Nobody has noticed us at all.”
“…’Planned,’ you say… as if you ever had one of those. If you’d said
‘we’ll use brute force’ or ‘we’ll use coercion’ then I’d get it, but…
well, whatever. This way’s easier…”
“So? I haven’t heard about what sort of item this heroic relic they’re
protecting is yet,” Ferris said as they walked downwards.
“A sword?”
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Ryner took a long suffering expression. “But we’re still at the very
beginning of the legend. There’s not much to understand yet… and
it’ll get more interesting as it goes on, you know.”
Ferris nodded. For some reason, she almost looked impressed. “Hoh.
Not interested. Summarize it.”
“Huh…? Well, um… not interested, huh… You said that so easily… it’s
whatever, but…”
“Anyway, the beginning was about the time when the demon king
took over the world.”
“Demon king?”
“Yeah, like in the legend of that last relic we found, the legend of the
great Dark Emperor. But I don’t just mean he was a super tyrant or
anything. He was literally a demon king. You can see that in the
beginning line, from far to now - that one beast appeared from
somewhere far and trapped the world in the depths of fear. It’s
pretty amazing to think about, right?” Ryner said excitedly and
turned to Ferris.
Ryner sighed. “Hey, you… is ‘hmm’ all you’ve got to say? Aren’t you
curious how a single monster managed to take over the whole
world?”
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Ferris shrugged. “I’m only interested in the relics the legendary
heroes used to defeat that monster.”
The great knight of legend, Grouse Calvert, defeated the demon king.
When he died, that sword was thrust into the ground somewhere
around here…”
“Hm.”
Ferris tilted her head. “No one could pull it out, and yet it’s inside
this fort?”
Ryner nodded deeply. “Yeah, that’s right. No matter how strong they
were, no one could pull it out. It was pretty conspicuous, and I bet it
became a really popular tourist destination.”
Ferris crossed her arms. “Mm. It’s not a bad idea. Just knowing that a
fort protected their important cultural relic…”
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Ryner gazed into the dark room. “It sure would be nice if there were
a heroic relic there~”
“Yes, yes, that’s enough of that. So what d’you think of this place?”
Ryner asked, motioning towards it with his chin.
“I bet. And it seems like they haven’t noticed us, but… hey,
what’re…”
By the time Ryner was able to start asking, Ferris had already
disappeared. Ryner heard eight groans from the basement… and
then a single clear voice from the dark.
Ryner was quiet for a moment, running a hand through his hair and
staring listlessly. “Well, that’s fine, but… how can I say this… I’m not
fired up at all, y’know?”
Ryner shook his head. “You’re so naiiivee. There’s probably only one
real chest. The rest are definitely traps.”
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“Yup. This is a common theme in stories too.”
“……”
He’d been a layman until a moment ago when they entered. Now he
investigating each and every treasure chest with the utmost care. He
checked to see if they had any traps, any markings, and their
mechanisms of action with skillful hands.
“……”
Ryner raised his head and spoke decisively. “Alright! Actually I don’t
really understand how this works so let’s just open… them a, a…
what am I saying…”
He assessed Ferris’ expression, but she just replied. “Hm. Let’s open
them then.”
“…Hey, at least play the straight man,” Ryner said, looking like he
was about to cry.
Ferris ignored him and lifted the treasure chest closest to her open…
and gazed into it for some time. Ryner peered into it too.
A huge pile of documents was inside. It clearly wasn’t the sword they
were looking for, nor were they ancient documents. They were
brand new.
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a heroic relic. That meant this chest was a miss for them. But nothing
particularly special happened either…
“…Oh, that trap was amazing,” Ferris said in her usual monotone. “I
saved our lives just now, Ryner.”
But…
“……”
Ferris took a single paper from one and looked it over with narrowed
eyes. Then she handed it to Ryner. “How will you pay your debt with
this?”
“Huh? Debt?” Ryner asked. He took the paper and quickly read
through the article. It droned on and on about a feudal lord of this
region who didn’t pay all the taxes he collected from his people to
the king and instead unjustly embezzled much of it. Ryner was taken
aback. “It can’t be that this fort was made to cover this up… right?”
“Who knows.”
“But… I got up so early, and I did all sorts of things I usually wouldn’t
for this… What about all my hardships?”
“Don’t care. But there’s one thing I want to confirm,” Ferris said.
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“What?” Ryner asked. He raised his head to see Ferris unsheathing
her sword.
“I’ll forgive the debt you owe me for making me waste time and
effort on this if I can cut your head off…”
Ferris, who was brandishing her sword, narrowed her eyes. “I don’t
want to hear your excus—”
“It’s not an excuse! So slow down! See, it’s possible that the fort with
the relic wasn’t drawn in exactly the right place on the map I have.
It’s probably in the forest nearby.”
“Hoh. So?”
Ryner stepped away from her as he continued. “So like… um, you
know where we camped last night? Back in the forest?”
“Mm.”
Ryner took another couple steps back. “See, when I look back at that
map I found in some documents, I think that place looks an awful lot
like where the sword might be…”
Ryner was now hurrying away from her. “Well, I was worried that if it
wasn’t there, then it meant someone already made off with it or that
the whole thing was nothing but rumors to begin with… or that
because it’s been so long it’s buried completely in the ground… I-if
that was the case you’d make me dig for it, right? That’d be such a
pain. I thought it was more likely that we’d find that sword hidden in
this here fort than digging around for a hundreds or even thousands
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of years old sword outside… and you seemed like you thought the
same, and, um… so… please don’t kill me?”
Ryner turned to where she was looking, too - it was the nook under
the stairs. “Right, right. You don’t seem like you really wanna attack
us, so what’re you doing?”
“Aah, I understand. I’m sorry, Kuu. But we’d better think of what to
do next too.”
“I know
that! But we’re obviously gonna run!! Which sucks because it was
our chance to steal the treasure since the Nelphan army wasn’t
hanging around outside and all… if these’re those monsters who took
out the soldiers outside, there’s no way they’ll help us!!”
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“Um, Kuu… well, I realize we have to run even without you going
through the trouble to give me such a spot-on explanation…”
Her words made her sound like she was begging, but her headstrong
tone sure didn’t…
“Hm. Were the goods here not our objective as well? Or do the two
of you actually have no interest in the treasure?” Ferris asked.
The two… or rather the younger sister called Kuu stepped out of the
dark, flustered. “N-n-no! Sui, don’t just stand there quietly! This is a
trap! Nobody could stand before treasure without any interest at
all!”
“Like I said before, I’m curious what they’re hiding in a fort that
Nelpha has protected for years and years. It’s awfully mysterious,
right? Any novelist would find it fascinating,” Sui said.
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at all! I’m only fourteen but I still have to look after you! Aren’t you
embarrassed at all!?”
“And, and… because I always have to take care of you I’ll never be
able to fall in love or get married, and I’ll get old and still have to take
care of you… Oh, I’m such a pitiful girl… don’t you think? Hey, don’t
you think?” Kuu asked.
“I said don’t you think it’s horrible that a sweet fourteen year old girl
like me has to take care of you until it leaves me rotten! Weren’t you
listening!?”
“Right! Okay, let’s go! We’ll prepare and then go get it, yeah! I’ll do
my best! I’m going! Eyyyy!!!”
With that, the lone girl flew at Ryner and Ferris vigorously. She was a
cute kid. She said she was fourteen, but she looked even younger
than that because of her height. Her hair was a rare color… not
brown, but more pinkish. She wore it long and with bangs. She wore
a suit-like pitch black dress on her petite body. She had a handsome
face and almond-shaped eyes. Her tone from earlier betrayed her
true appearance: that of a beautiful, graceful girl.
She clasped her hands together in front of her, almost shoving them
at Ryner and Ferris in a begging gesture.
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“That’s how things are! If you want to help rescue me, a sweet
fourteen year old girl, give me a portion of the treasure! Augh, c’mon
Sui! Help me out already!”
A lean man left the shadows after her. He was a little taller than
Ryner but wasn’t intimidating in the slightest. He was the kind of guy
who stared at a situation like this kind of meekly, smiling all the
while. His hair was sorta long, and the same color as Kuu’s - so they
really were siblings - and for some reason he had an ornamental
comb placed in it. His face resembled Kuu’s too, but because his eyes
were closed it was impossible to tell what color they were.
Ryner felt like he was losing a mental battle here. “Umm, you
weren’t listening in on our conversation before, were you?”
As soon as the words left his mouth Sui and Kuu were on the
treasure chests, opening them energetically.
“That’s not true, Kuu,” Sui said. “This is amazing. It seems like this is
what the lord left here. He embezzled tax money and then a
struggling young man of the village and the girl who fell in love with
him… ah, ideas for stories are rushing through my mind like rapids…”
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“There’s no way a cliche story like that would sell!”
A moment passed.
Sui’s face had fallen into despair. He was so overcome with grief that
it was actually funny. “Uu… Kuu… don’t you know that if you don’t
have anything good to say you shouldn’t say anything at all?”
Ryner shook his head. “No, it was like this from the start.”
“Then what in the world are you two doing here?” Kuu asked.
Ryner rubbed his aching head from his place on the ground. “W-
why’d you suddenly whack… gyah!”
Ferris stepped on his back, leaving him unable to say another word…
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“Our journey to find the heroic relics is another country’s secret,”
Ferris whispered. “You understand that, do you not? What were you
saying?”
Kuu piped up before Ferris could deal the finishing blow. “You’re
investigators? What’re you investigating?”
Ferris nodded, her expression very typical of her. “Mm. Our duty is to
expose the unjust acts of the lords and save their people. This time
we’re investigating the suspicious activity of this area’s liege,
Fappel.” Ferris took a paper from a treasure chest. “That Fappel… so
he really was raising taxes unjustly just to embezzle them!”
“What?”
“Ah, Fappel’s his nickname,” Ferris said. “The nobility all call him
Little Fappel.”
“…A nickname, huh,” Ryner said. “You tell such remarkable lies so
easily… ow, I’m joking I’m joking, I get it, don’t step on me!” Ryner
said then somehow managed to overcome the pain and sit up.
“Anyway, that’s how it is. We should go soon, Ferris. The next
corrupt liege is waiting for us.”
They two of them made to leave, exiting the large room by the stairs.
“……”
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But for some reason, Sui and Kuu followed them wordlessly from
behind.
“Oh, well, to punish the lords who’re saving up too much money!”
Kuu said. “And if we’re with you guys, we might be able to take some
of that money they’re stockpiling!”
Sui continued, looking like he was getting a little carried away with
the idea. “Ah, secret investigators… doesn’t that have a mysterious
ring to it? I can see it now, the “Expressionless Investigation Girl”
series. This idea is even more intoxicating than the treasury itself.”
“So you intend to stay with us the whole time?” Ryner asked, already
tired.
“Of course!”
Ryner and Ferris began to ascend the long staircase. Then Ryner
sighed and spoke tiredly. “What should we do? We can’t search for
the relics if they’re following us around…”
“Hm.”
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“Hm. To use your words, I mean it ‘literally,’” Ferris said.
“Ah, right… so you were considering the future. That means our next
stop’s a town, right, I see… but what’re we gonna do about those
two!!”
“Hm…”
“……”
Ryner and Ferris looked at each other, and then… began to sprint.
“Ooh, has there been an incident?” Sui asked. “I’d like to conduct a
follow-up survey afterwards!”
Without turning back to see how close or far they were, Ryner and
Ferris just ran with all their might.
She dreamed.
It was fatal.
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Power left her whole body and blood gushed from her head. She was
bleeding too heavily. She couldn’t move. It was pooling around her.
She couldn’t move even a finger on her body.
They’d decide who was allowed to continue living at the end. If one
died then another could live. So it wasn’t just the adults. Everyone
should have overlooked her death.
That’s what she thought as her vision clouded from blood loss. Even
so, she frantically surveyed her surroundings with dimming eyes. She
was looking for that boy…
She wanted to see him one last time. Where in the world was he?
She searched frantically.
But when she finally found him, he wasn’t sad at all. Nor was he
angry.
“…M, Milk… why… what’s… everything’s kind of, urgh, it’s… it’s like…
save me… from this… sa… a, a-a-a, aaaaaaahahahhahaha!”
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And then… he was able to do something he shouldn’t have been
capable of.
And the one and only sound through all of it was that laugh.
People disappeared one after another from her view… and then she
heard a scream.
“A m-monster!?”
“Please don’t kill me, no, I don’t wanna die! I don’t wanna d—”
They were all silenced halfway. In the end, everyone faded away…
until the only one left in her line of sight was Ryner.
She’d be killed…
She really thought so. This wasn’t the Ryner she knew. This was the
true power of the Alpha Stigma bearers that spread nothing but
death and disaster…
That was why they were feared and loathed and called monsters…
Her eyes had become nearly useless from bloodless, but when she
closed them, she was smiling sincerely. “Are you there, Ryner?
You’re going to kill me, right?”
Ryner didn’t reply. But she knew he was there. She could hear him
breathing. He was right in front of her eyes. He was standing right
before her so that he could kill her.
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“Don’t worry about it,” Milk said. “I’m happy. Because I think it’d be
nice to be killed by you.”
“……”
He wasn’t laughing like earlier, but she already knew he was going to
kill her. Because once an Alpha Stigma bearer went berserk they
couldn’t go back to the way they were before. That’s why they were
said to be unable to coexist with humans.
Because even if he’d become someone else, she still made a promise
to never let go of his hand.
She wiped at her blood with all her strength and tried to open her
eyes, ignoring the pain as her eyelids cracked upwards…
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She stared back and continued. “Even if you’re a monster, I’m fine.
You didn’t kill me. Other people… me, my friends, my mother, my
father… we were all killed by other people. You didn’t do it. You
didn’t kill me. So it’s okay even if you’re a monster! So… don’t cry,
okay? Because—”
Her words were cut off there. They were surrounded by men
wearing black combat uniforms.
“This monster really is special. He’s different from the Alpha Stigma
bearers we already have data on. His rampage stopped after 837
reacted. There’s value in researching this.”
837 was the number she was assigned. They didn’t call them by their
names here. They were all trash who’d die and need thrown out
sooner or later anyway so there was no need for names. There
wasn’t a single time they were treated as people.
“Both 837 and the monster may prove useful as research subjects.
Don’t kill them. Take them with.”
The moment one of the men said that, she was smacked hard on the
back of the head and fainted.
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Milk Callaud woke against the too-bright sun filtering in through her
wavering curtains. She peeked through the window to see the
cloudless sky. It looked like all day today would have good weather,
much like yesterday. She smiled, but her eyes were wet with tears.
That was how she was taught to start the day in the Callaud family -
the place she’d been sold to after the orphanage. She was to make
her bed efficiently and then immediately report for harsh training. It
was so bad that it could make her vomit blood… no, it actually did
make her vomit blood dozens of times. Even so, the training just
continued. That’d been her day-to-day reality.
But she wasn’t going to her training now. And she wasn’t in the
Callaud house now, either. She was in an inn in a large town in
Nelpha. Of course it didn’t come with any of the Callaud household’s
instructors or their training. Even so, she couldn’t shake her deeply
ingrained habits. She stretched for the day’s training while she did
her hair in the mirror.
She counted all the way to ten while she tied her flaxen hair in a
ponytail. She had lovely big eyes and a baby face. She was a little
smaller than the average sixteen year old, and more than anything,
she looked quite young and naive.
A knock sounded at her door. “Chief Milk, are you awake yeeet~?”
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“Oh, how remarkable. You get up nice and early in the morning.”
They kind of talked to each other like a preschooler and their teacher
might…
After all, Milk didn’t look like a Taboo Hunter chief at her age. And
this was her first assignment… but she was in an unbelievably elite
team.
She was to chase down the deserters and runaways capable of using
the Roland Empire’s magic and defeat the spies and such called
taboo breakers so as to keep the secrets of Roland’s magic as
secrets. Now that the war was over, this was the most dangerous job
for those in Roland’s military to take.
A sleepy boy a little older than Milk exited one of the other doors.
“Good mo…uawning, Chief Milk,” he said through a yawn.
Milk smiled. “Oh, Moe! Mornin’. Today’s weather’s real nice! And
Luke says breakfast is already ready!”
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“I hope so! Luke’s cooking is tasty! Which of his dishes do you like
best?”
A tall man who had white hair despite only being twenty five came
out of another room with a smile. “My, my. I’m happy you like my
curry so much… but it’s breakfast so there’s no curry, okay? Also, the
lady who owns this inn made breakfast for us today.”
Milk just smiled. “But y’know, just by talking to everyone around the
table I can get full! I love eating meals with everyone!”
Luke and Moe looked at each other and spoke in unison, their voices
filled with emotion. “Ahh, what a good kid…”
To reiterate, Luke and Moe are Milk’s subordinates, not the other
way around.
“Alright!” Luke said. “Since the Captain’s such a good kid this
morning, she gets a big serving!”
The door Luke had come out of slammed open to reveal a willful boy
about Moe’s age. “Aa-ah! It’s not fair if the Captain’s the only one
who gets a big serving! Give me one too!”
“Huh? Then give me one too!” Moe said. “If Lach gets a big serving
then I should get one too, right?”
Luke shrugged like it couldn’t be help. “Okay. Moe, you can have a
big serving too. But you slept in, Lach, so no can do~”
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“Whaaat!?” Lach said, shocked.
“Are you serious, Captain!? Yaay! I’ll follow you for the rest of my
life!”
“Okaay,” everyone said. They all nodded and walked down in a little
group. They were so relaxed that it was impossible to watch without
wondering if they were really the elite team they were supposed to
be…
Even so, Milk’s duty was heavy. It was to protect the balance
between countries. To protect the secret of magic…
If even a single taboo breaker got away, a war could start and many
people might die. They had to apprehend or otherwise kill them
before that could happen.
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It was a job where they had to kill their former comrades… and a
quite dangerous job at that. It was risky and they couldn’t save
anyone. It was important work… but they were feared and loathed
nonetheless. Nobody wanted to do it.
They arrived at the inn’s dining room and began to eat with a cheery
atmosphere.
“Wah, this is tasty!” Moe said. “Look, look, here, Lach, you should
eat some of this too!”
Lach forced his vegetables down his throat without chewing them.
Milk laughed happily as she watched him. Because it was the first
time she’d gotten to eat such fun meals.
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Living every day happily, talking with others like they were all people
over meals like this… wasn’t necessary. It wasn’t that it wasn’t
allowed. It just wasn’t necessary.
All that was wanted of her was absolute obedience and the ability to
be highly successful in the military.
So…
“Oh, Captain, you haven’t eaten much,” Luke said, worried. “A-are
you not feeling well?”
“Huh?”
Lach and Moe were looking at her a little uneasily now, too.
“Come to think of it, you haven’t been talkin’ much either. You
okay?”
“……”
For some reason, Milk was brought to the verge of tears for a
second. It was really only a second. She’d never thought a day like
this would come. She’d always thought she wouldn’t be allowed to
do this…
But she was their chief. She couldn’t show them weakness. Crying…
wasn’t necessary, so she couldn’t show them her tears.
Milk clung to her smile frantically. “No, I’m fine! And it’s so tasty!
Let’s eat!”
With that, she started to eat once more, smiling with all her might.
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“Huh!? Captain?” Luke raised his voice in a panic.
Milk shook her head back and forth vigorously. “No, no, that’s not it!
I’m fine, everyone can just keep eating! Um, um, umm, these aren’t
tears, so it’s alright!”
But Luke just continued, worried. “But you’re actually crying, aren’t
you? Does something hurt? If so, you shouldn’t just bear it. If you
don’t say it hurts, then…”
Milk shook her head. “No, that’s not it. I just… I’m so happy being
with you guys. I’ve never been able to enjoy talking to people over a
meal like this before… so…”
As soon as she said that Luke, Lach, and Moe all burst into tears with
her.
“R-really?” Luke said. “Don’t worry, Captain. You’ve found where you
belong now.”
“Me too… I really will follow Captain Milk for the rest of my life,”
Moe said.
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Lear was the last of Milk’s four subordinates. He’d been out
collecting information since their arrival in this town yesterday
evening. He nodded. “I’ve returned, Captain Milk, Luke. So what’s
happening?”
“Right, right. Later. Then you’ll hear all about this heartrending
masterpiece,” Lach said.
He looked awfully confused, but Luke tried to set that matter aside.
“So how were things, Lear?”
“Oh, and the food’s all ready,” Milk added. “Do you wanna eat too?”
Luke nodded. “Ah, that’s right. Let’s talk while we eat, Lear.”
“No,” Lear started then glanced at the door he’d just come through.
“Actually, I found some people with plausible information and
brought them back here…”
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Lear started to talk but the door slamming open from behind him cut
him off.
A lone girl had bust in. She was considerably smaller than Milk and
appeared to be twelve or thirteen years old. She was graceful and
beautiful, far different from what her aggressive tone implied.
Lear looked quite bothered by them. “So that’s the state of things. I
thought I’d bring them to eat with you guys so that we could talk
over the meal…”
“Wrong! It’s the other way around!” Kuu interrupted. “The other
way, the other way! I’m taking Sui to various places! ‘Cause he can’t
do anything on his own!”
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But Sui just smiled like always. “Please don’t worry about it. I really
can’t do anything by myself. I’m in her debt. Ahahaha.”
“It’s true! If I didn’t work so hard he’d wander off on his own and I’d
find him dead by the roadside! That’s why I hate novelists! They’ve
got zero life experience ‘cause their heads are always in the clouds!”
Milk smiled sincerely. Even if she called him names and insulted him,
in the end they were still siblings. They got along well. She was even
a little jealous. “So I heard that you guys had some information…?”
Milk exchanged a look with Lear, who nodded. “Yes. As soon as I told
them we were Taboo Hunters from the Roland Empire with
authorized entry into Imperial Nelpha, they said they had
information about taboo breakers.”
Kuu looked up. “Umm, weeell, I’m busy eating. You tell them, Sui.”
“Huh!? You want me to talk? You know I’m bad with words…”
“But it’s bad if I talk too much too. If we’re gonna do this right, you
do it!”
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Apparently they met two people in a fort a little south from the town
they were in now. One was horribly motivationless and the other
was a beautiful swordswoman. They’d introduced themselves as
secret investigators on a secret mission given to them by Nelpha’s
king.
Lach slapped him. “Idiot! Didn’t we decide to leave this stuff to Luke
back when he was chief?”
Luke sighed at their interruptions. “Sorry about that. Now then, why
do you think they were lying?”
Sui made to answer but Kuu covered his mouth and smiled meanly.
“Oh, you’re interested now, are you? Then if you want to hear more,
you get us lunch too.”
“Of course,” Luke agreed. “We can get you dinner, too, and a night’s
stay at this inn. Your brother is such a promising novelist after all. I
want him to be able to write in comfort.”
“Seriously!?”
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Luke continued, indifferent to their celebration. “Now that you have
no worries about tonight, please continue. Why do you think those
two were lying?”
“That’s easy!” Kuu said with a nod. “They were wearing armor with
Roland’s coat of arms on it!”
“…Yeah,” Milk said. She nodded real big then looked to Sui and Kuu.
“And which way did the two wearing Rolander armor go?”
“Like I’d know!” Kuu said easily. “We followed them until they
arrived in this town…”
“This town—”
“Uu… sorry…”
“We do have a pretty good guess for where they’ll go next,” Sui said
after watching their exchange. “We think they’ll go back to the forest
around that fort.”
“They’re apparently looking for something out there,” Sui said. “We
overheard them talking about it. Ah, but it kind of seemed like they’d
kill us if we asked about it, so we didn’t… right?”
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Kuu nodded enthusiastically. “They were <i>super</i> strong.
Definitely dangerous. Sui said something stupid like how he’d be able
to make a good novel out of them while we were following ‘em…”
Milk’s group turned to look at each other while Kuu and Sui argued
Lear crossed his arms. “So they felt like they’d be killed for listening
in on that… sounds like they’re quite a villainous bunch. I wonder
what they’re searching for? Something they’ve hidden in the forest?”
Milk nodded to show she heard and then closed her eyes to think.
This was her first assignment. From here on, she may have to fight
violent escapees from Roland. They would be strong enemies
capable of using magic, and on top of that, they might have more
allies laying in wait too…
She hated seeing people die. She had to move as soon as possible in
order to avoid deaths. Ideally she’d get to the taboo breakers as soon
as possible and ambush them.
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Milk opened her eyes, determined. “We’ll head out at once!”
Before she could finish, Luke dropped several gold coins before her.
“We’re grateful for your cooperation. We must advance at once.”
“Okaaay. If that’s all you needed then I guess we’re done here. See
ya,” Kuu said and waved them away curtly.
With that, Milk and her Taboo Hunters team left the inn.
Milk was holding her breath from where she was crouched in a forest
thicket.
She found them quickly. Just like the information had stated, there
were two of them. One was a tall and lanky black haired man whose
slouched back made him look awfully lazy. The other was a delicate
swordswoman with unbelievably beautiful long blonde hair.
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She put a hand on her chest and groaned. It had been a long time
since she last felt like this. It was the same feeling she’d had when
she was on the verge of death during her training and during exams.
There were taboo breakers before her very eyes. She was more
nervous than she’d ever imagined she’d be.
And when that happened… Luke, Lach, Moe, and Lear… would all be
in danger.
She wasn’t this nervous when her life was the only one on the line.
But they’d all entrusted their lives to her.
(C-calm down, Milk. You can do this! Yeah! It’ll be okay. I’ll beat ‘em
in seconds flat!)
She gave herself instructions from within her thicket. It’d go well. It’d
go well as long as she followed her training to the letter and no one
would get hurt!
Luke spoke to her quietly from behind. “Chief. I can’t see it perfectly
from here, but their armor certainly bears Roland’s crest.”
“Then they really are taboo breakers?” Milk asked and turned back
to study them one more time. They were digging at the ground with
a shovel exactly as their information suggested. With that, Luke’s
smuggling theory disappeared. Perhaps they’d hidden stolen goods
here?
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Whatever they were doing, it smelled fishy. And she could sense that
despite the man’s lazy, listless movements he was someone who
could hurl another person in desperation.
What was going to happen? They still hadn’t noticed them, so they’d
stage a surprise attack and apprehend them. Wouldn’t that be the
most efficient way? Then how should they divide their power? She
could think of two plans.
Option one: since they didn’t know their opponent’s strength, they
could them all together rather then splitting up. They’d have a higher
survival rate that way.
Option two: believe in the abilities of Luke and the others and
surround them from all sides. This plan would make it harder for
their targets to escape, but Luke and the others would be in more
danger since they might have to fight one-on-one…
“Huh? Oh, um… what should I do, Luke?” Milk asked, flustered by his
sudden question.
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Milk glanced at Luke then back to their targets.
Did she value her mission more or the safety of her friends…?
“Oh, um, uhh, riiiight~,” Milk said and looked up at the sky. The
clouds had slightly obscured the moon, leaving the world in a deeper
darkness than before. “First we’ll restrain them with magic. Then
Luke, Lach, and Lear will attack with swords. I’ll take care of the
magic, so Moe, you’re on cover duty.”
Luke and the others nodded, satisfied, and soon set her tactics into
motion.
Milk raised her hand before her to draw a complicated design in the
air. It was a magic circle typical of the Roland Empire’s magic and she
was faster than most at drawing it. “I wish for thunder - Lightning
Flash!”
In an instant, a harsh light was born in her magic circle. It crashed like
a thunder strike as it fired towards their targets!
But the lazy man had turned towards them at the last second and
drew a magic circle of his own that swallowed Milk’s spell up.
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“No… even if they did, they shouldn’t have had the time for that… I
think,” Luke said.
Milk’s magic was pretty amazing, to put it bluntly, and this had
greatly overwhelmed her ability.
Someone who could not only notice that she was casting magic at
the speed she moved but also react quickly enough to counter with
antimagic while they were hidden and sneak attacking… wasn’t
human.
This was bad this was bad this was bad this was bad this was bad this
was bad this was bad this was bad!?
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Luke couldn’t finish the rest of his sentence. The swordswomen flew
towards them unbelievably fast and struck his back with the blunt
side of her sword. He fainted.
Unbelievable. Her sword was too fast to even see, and now Luke and
the others were collapsed on the ground…
She couldn’t protect them. But she wasn’t dead yet. So…
She was resigned to that fact after only a moment of watching her.
But… she took another look at her subordinates where they lay on
the ground.
And then those words echoed in her head. Those words that boy had
told her at the orphanage. “You can’t die either.”
There was no way she could die here, having failed to protect her
friends. There was no way she could die…
“I hate this!” Milk yelled. “No! I can’t be killed! There are still things I
have to do…”
That was as far as her words made it. She frantically tried to draw a
magic circle, but the swordswoman thrust her sword at her.
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“Whether you’ll be killed and whether you have unfinished business
or not are entirely different matters,” the unbelievably beautiful
woman said, strangely lacking any expression…
She had the face of an assassin. Someone who had killed off all of her
emotions and now lived only to kill…
Milk didn’t think she could win. Not against the next level strength of
both this beauty and the motivationless man from before…
But…
That voice… and that way of speaking made her jump. She’d heard it
before.
What was she saying! That couldn’t be right! Because these were
taboo breakers! They’d easily deflected her magic! They were
dangerous!
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could deflect her magic like that. But there was no way he was a sex
maniac or an enemy of women! There was no way he’d leave her to
have an affair abroad with this beauty!
And then it finally dawned on her. She was hearing that boy’s voice…
Ryner’s voice now because she was on the verge of death. After all…
it was possible that Ryner had already died. He must have come to
get her.
She prepared herself for death. She would die here. But… but if that
was the case… it looked like she had one final duty. There was no
way she could let a sex maniac do as he pleased! And she needed to
make things a little easier on her team when they woke up so they
could escape alright. She had to wound these two somehow…
The sex maniac had come up to her. He was surely checking her out.
“What’re you doing, you leacher!? If you think I’ll let you do
whatever you want without a fight, you’re wrong… huh…”
However—
“…What?”
Milk looked deeply into his face. She was petrified. She looked at his
black hair, his lazy expression… She really did recall his face. And the
means by which he was able to react to Milk’s magic had even
floated to the forefront of his eyes: a red pentagram…
“You’ve got to be kidding me. That pentagram, that black hair… Are
you really Ryner?”
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“Nngh? How do you know my name?” He asked and looked at her,
puzzled.
No way… it was really him. It was Ryner in the flesh. Milk suddenly
felt dizzy. They gazed at each other for some time… and then the
expressionless girl interrupted.
“Mm. So you know each other. They did attack us a minute ago
though, Ryner.”
Milk scrunched up her face and stared at the beauty. What was up
with this woman? There was no way Ryner would do those things.
Geez, they didn’t have the time for that dumb stuff…
After all, Ryner was right before her eyes. She’d always, always been
searching for him. Always, always wanted to meet him. Always
wanted to thank him. And now that he was here… what should she
do? What should she say? Should she talk about how things have
been for her up until now? About what happened after she left the
orphanage? Or even… about their promise to get married…?
Uwah… s-she couldn’t just say that all of a sudden. That was a
promise between kids. More importantly, what should she try and
look like now for him? If she’d known this was going to happen, she
would’ve done her makeup better.
Milk’s head was spinning. “S-so that means you’re really the real
Ryner? Ryner Lute? From Roland’s Special Institute #307…?”
Ryner was surprised. “Huh, so you know about that place. So who
are you?”
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Milk felt like she’d collapse from dizziness. “Huh? You mean… you
don’t remember me? It’s Milk! I’m Milk!”
Ryner’s eyes widened briefly like he’d realized something, but… “Ah,
aaah, umm… so who was that again?”
“Y-you can’t be serious, right? T-then that means you forgot that,
too, right? See, when I was sold to the nobility, we made a p-p-
promise to get married…”
As soon as Milk stuttered that out, the beauty from Ryner’s side
spoke with the same expressionless face as before. “What, so you’ve
been luring girls with promises of marriage from that young age—”
They both held Milk still and then tied her up with a rope Ryner
brought. “Huh? Wait, is this… this is a joke, right, Ryner? Um… I…”
They tied Luke, Lach, Lear, and Moe up once they were done with
Milk. She just stared in shock. What was happening? Why would
Ryner do this?
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“N-no! That’s wrong! I-it’s true that we promised to get married,
but… t-that was just something between kids… we were just
childhood friends…”
S-she really just said that. Even though she’d been living up until now
just so she could meet him again…
Had those days in the orphanage been meaningless for Ryner…? How
could that be…
Then Ferris opened her mouth. “So why would the childhood friend
of a horrible man who threw her away come and attack us?”
A sword came flying towards her, stopping only just before her neck.
This woman was unbelievably dangerous. She was certainly
beautiful, but her strength was no joke. She moved in a way that was
fatal to mages: no matter how strong of a spell she could cast, if this
woman got to her before she could finish casting it, it was over. Milk
was unable to win against her.
The dangerous beauty cut her off. “Enough of that. Just answer me.”
Milk looked to where Luke and the others were passed out. If she
didn’t answer now, her allies might be in danger. That was how
dangerous this woman was.
She could betray her country or betray her friends. Those were
Milk’s two choices.
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Killing me or my subordinates would be meaningless! All that’d
happen is that they’d lose contact with us back home, and since we
already sent the information about your location back, another
Taboo Hunter team would come for you in our place!”
That was a lie. They hadn’t told their country that Ryner was here yet
so the chase against them would end if Milk’s team was killed here.
But there was no other way if she wanted to save her friends…
The dangerous beauty’s sword flashed. Though Milk could hardly see
it, her swordsmanship was brilliant. Her sword stopped the width of
a piece of paper away from Ryner’s neck. “You sure are in trouble~
so you better start talking now or else…”
If she thought of it like that then all the mysterious pieces fit
together. He pretended to not know or remember Milk to keep her
from getting on this dangerous woman’s bad side…
W-what should she do? She had to save Ryner. Nobody else could
save him anymore! Only she could do it!
Think, Milk! Ryner had to be trying to send her some kind of message
in their conversation. After all, he’d always been so smart.
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He was a hero who always had the best grades at the end of the day
no matter what kind of situation they’d just been through.
What was it that Ryner said earlier? “But we’re only here because of
Sion’s orders in the first place…” and then Ferris cut him off.
‘Sion’ had to be the keyword there. He was probably the boss of the
criminal organization that was using Ryner. Thenhow was that
criminal organization using him…?
Ferris withdrew her sword and returned it to its scabbard with a fluid
motion. “Save what’s not necessary for later. We’re being chased by
Roland, so Nelpha’s army may attack us as well. But we can’t kill
without orders. If we kill people from our own country, it will be tried
as homicide. If we kill people from another country, there’s a chance
it could ignite a war. It’s a dangerous situation. If you understand,
then hurry up and get back to your job. Get to digging.”
Wham!
“Ohh alright alright. I’ll do it. You want me to do it, right!? So put
your sword away!”
“H-hey, wait you guys! Undo this rope!” Milk yelled. But Ryner and
Ferris easily ignored her.
“Ugh, I’m tired. My arms are sore. Enough. How many holes have I
dug since yesterday?”
“Seven.”
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“You did say it’d be here, didn’t you?”
“But like… it’s a two hundred year old legend, right~? There
definitely was a heroic relic here, buuut,” Ryner complained to the
beautiful swordswoman as they dug holes - he did so sluggish and
she did so bored and expressionlessly, “I’m just saying that this is a
heroic relic. It’s not like we’ll find it quickly just by digging all these
holes. I mean I know I’m the one who suggested we dig for it, but
like… whatever, I guess talking about this is pretty pointless. I mean,
Roland’s chasing us over some kinda misunderstanding and all…”
“Let’s give up and go home, okay? I’m telling you, this is a bust. It’s a
bust it’s a bust it’s a bust—”
At that moment, Ryner’s words were cut off but the sound of his
shovel hitting metal. Ferris raised her face to look at him. They were
silent for a moment.
“S-seriously…?”
“Is this the heroic relic you said would be here? The sword?” Ferris
asked. “It doesn’t look anything like a sword…”
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Ryner ignored her. His expression had been tired and apathetic until
now but as he investigated the dagger for the first time, he looked
honestly interested. “What is this material…? There’s a faint design
engraved here, too…”
At that time, Milk was frantically trying to wiggle free of the rope
Ryner and Ferris had tied her up in. She managed to throw herself at
Luke and the others while wiggling like some kind of worm. “Hey,
wake up! Luke, Lach, Lear, Moe!” She said loudly.
The first to wake was Luke. “Uu… Chief Milk! You’re safe!”
Luke twisted his neck to check that it was injured after being hit with
that sword. “I seem to be fine. But… what in the world—”
They woke the others one after another until everyone was up.
Last was Lear who tried to tug at the ropes with his wrists. They
made a strange sound like a animal’s cry, but he shook his head. “It’s
no use. I can’t pull free even though I can move my wrists. These
taboo breakers aren’t run of the mill guys.”
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There was another one of those sounds as he pulled his joints…
“Uwah… that has to hurt. Are you okay? You don’t look concerned at
all…”
“You can’t dislocate your wrists?” Lach asked. “Didn’t you learn that
at the start of your military training?”
“What!? I didn’t! And I don’t wanna learn that! Hey, Chief Milk. You
never had to do that kind of painful training, right?”
Lear could only shake his head. “I’m once again struck by how severe
the path our Chief has walked until now was…”
“I-I can’t even imagine how painful that must be,” Moe said.
Milk examined their surroundings. They didn’t have the time for this
kind of leisurely conversation. They had to figure out how to save
Ryner. They had to figure out how to get out of this rope before they
could confront that dangerous beauty…
“This should be the way those Roland spies from this morning went,
right?”
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“Those guys even went as far as to use magic on the patrol when
they attacked our Nelphan fort… it’s like they’re making fun of us!”
“Yeah. We’ll teach them a lesson! We’ll catch them and ask why they
were sneaking around in that fort and what they’re doing slinking
around this place. We’ll make them confess everything. And we’ll
capture that beauty… heh, heheheh. That’s why we came with this
brigade of fifty men.”
Milk ignored him and faced the direction of the Nelphan troops. They
were looking for Ryner. This was bad. Ryner and Ferris were doing
something really suspicious here, no doubt about that, and now
there were fifty Nelphan soldiers out to catch them… To catch
Ryner…
What should she do? The Nelphan army was going to capture him
even though he was innocent and…
The word ‘death’ rose to the front of her mind. They’d kill Ryner if
they caught him…
Milk shook her head, flustered. There was no way she’d let that
happen. She definitely absolutely wouldn’t let that happen!
She could still make it. They should still be able to get away as long
as she told them about the Nelphan soldiers now.
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Her team would be fine if they were caught. Ryner wouldn’t be.
“In any case, we should roll away from here,” Luke said. “That way
the Nelphan soldiers won’t find us…”
She wasn’t listening to him at all. She just… she just had to protect
Ryner!
But Luke’s words were in vain. Milk’s feelings had reached the
Nelphan army.
“Found ‘em! Over there! Round ‘em all up! We’ll make them pay for
what they did!”
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Milk lowered her head instinctively. She couldn’t say anything. Ryner
was being chased by Roland, after all… But she couldn’t lie to Luke
and the others either. They were just too kind…
Even now, Luke smiled at her kindly. “I see. It seems like there are
extenuating circumstances. That’s fine. We’ll always be on your side,
Chief. Now let’s think of what we should do about our situation.”
What a thing to say for her… Milk bit her lip. “Um, Luke…”
“Who’re these guys!” Someone else yelled. “They aren’t the ones
from this morning!”
“You lying Rolander son of a bitch! Just because our kings are friends
doesn't mean you can go sending spies! I’m not some fucking idiot,
I’ll never believe Rolander scum like you!”
The Nelphan soldiers all looked up at the sky and started talking over
each other.
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“U-uwaah!?”
His words cut off and disappeared. The same happened to Nelphan
soldiers all around them - their words cut off and vanished into
nothing…
“W-what’s happening!?”
Luke was shocked, too. “That was undeniably Roland’s magic… but
what does that mean? It couldn’t have been the taboo breakers,
right? They’d have no reason to save Taboo Hunters…
That was right. They shouldn’t have come to save her. Ryner said he
didn’t remember her… but he actually…
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Augh! And after she’d gone though all that trouble to make sure he
could escape! She would have been fine even if they captured her…
That’s what she thought, but for some reason, her face relaxed.
But the one who appeared was the blonde beauty, gracefully
swinging her sword around to defeat the soldiers. It was only her -
the woman named Ferris.
“Huh!?”
I-it couldn’t be, but… what if she wasn’t a bad guy using Ryner but
instead… his lover…?
Ryner finally came running listlessly towards her. Milk spoke without
speaking as soon as she saw him. “Ryner, you idiot! What are you
doing?
I can’t believe this! You hurried to save me, right!? What would you
have done if I wet myself!?”
What were Ryner and that girl even doing in the thickets up until
now? Just thinking about it brought Milk to the brink of tears.
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“Uu… you’re calling your savior an idiot? I kinda feel like I’m wasting
away…”
N-no… “A, anyway, hurry up and untie me! This is an order! I may not
look it, but I’m chief here…”
spoke with the same monotone as always. “We’re already too late.”
“Huh?” Ryner said without thinking and turned back to look at the
Nelphan troops. They were already reorganizing themselves. They
were armed with swords, axes, clubs; all sorts of weapons.
“So you bastards were allies! Die, you damned Rolander spies!”
It was something like a dagger but it was hard to pinpoint where the
blade ended and the hilt began. But it was even harder to imagine it
was anything but a weapon.
“Huh?” Milk said. “But even if you fight them, it’s not like you can
win…”
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Sure enough, soldiers soon crowded around him, swinging their
weapons. “Shit,” Ryner said. “What should I do, Ferr—”
One of the soldiers’ clubs connected with Ryner’s head and sent him
flying. His whole body danced in midair… and when he smashed back
into the ground he didn’t move at all. He was like a puppet whose
strings had been cut. The club had hit his head hard at a dangerous
angle… and there was a real possibility that he’d die.
Just when they were finally reunited. She hadn’t gotten the chance
to tell him anything yet. She couldn’t tell him how thankful she was
or how much she really loved him… she couldn’t tell him anything
about her true feelings.
Ryner was…
Next was that beauty. She sounded like she was enjoying this. “Oh,
he finally died? Nice.”
Unbelievable. Why would she say that!? She knew that Ryner had
been killed, and yet…! There was no way she was his lover! She had
to be using him.
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No way… He shouldn’t be able to stand after that…? No, more
importantly, did the beauty know he’d be fine…?
Milk looked to Ferris who clicked her tongue once. “You lived. I’m
glad,” Ferris said, a little disappointed.
“Don’t worry about that. If you were capable of dying here you
would have died from my sword twenty thousand times over by
now.”
“Then hold back a little when you hit me,” Ryner said.
“Mm. Leaving the jokes aside… this situation is pretty bad, Ryner. It’s
difficult to deal with this many men while protecting the girl you
threw away as well. Do something about it.”
“Hah!? Do what?”
“It’s simple. What’s that item you just found? A hero’s sword, no?
Then that makes you, who now owns it, a hero, yes? So you can do
something about this, can’t you?”
“I’ll cover for you,” Ferris said. She stepped forward, putting herself
between Ryner and the enemy army as if to protect him.
Milk was at a loss for words. What kind of relationship did those two
have…?
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Ryner fiddled around with the dagger in his hands in the meantime.
“This is absurd,” he muttered. “I don’t even know if anything will
come of investigating… whoa!?”
Ferris thrust her sword at Ryner for an instant before turning it back
towards the enemy army. “The next time you complain, your head
and body are getting a divorce.”
Hiiiiiiiiiiiihhh!!!
There was a brief moment between when that happened and when
the next oddity occured. The earth began to shake with great vigor.
Lach, Lear, Moe, and the entire Nelphan brigade all screamed at the
catastrophic shaking. Only Ryner remained composed…
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What were they doing? What did Ryner get himself into?
Milk wanted to ask, but Ferris looked to Ryner and beat her to it.
“What did you do?”
The pillar of fire had taken a dragon’s shape. It opened its huge
mouth and screamed. It was a roar that could only belong to a
monster.
Death was before their eyes. It had a horrible intimidating air about
it.
“Whoa, a monster!”
“We’ll be kiiillled!!!”
The Nelphan soldiers screamed and ran this way and that. But Milk
and her squad were tied tightly with rope, fastened in place…
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Last was Luke. “Calm down, everyone! M-move like a caterpillar! Get
away as fast as you c—”
The dragon let out another blood curdling roar. It stopped Milk and
her team’s thoughts in their tracks.
“Gyaaaahhh!!”
The only people left were the massive dragon, Milk and her team
who were all tired from screaming, and Ryner and Ferris.
Ignoring Milk and her team who were collapsed on their sides, Ferris
spoke to Ryner as he stared up at the dragon with astonishment.
“Amazing,” she said. “So that’s the hero of legend?”
“Hm. Well, it did save us. It did well. But that enough. It’s pointlessly
dangerous, so put it away.”
“…How?”
“……”
Milk took one last look at the unbelievable scene before her. Ryner
and Ferris were completely ignoring the strange fact that a literal
dragon had risen from the ground before them… and then they
started to walk away, even turning a blind eye to what they’d done
to Milk and her team…
“But it really seems like that dagger’s a heroic relic, huh?” Ryner said.
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“Of course it is. We had information that said it would be.”
Ryner and Ferris just kept walking. “But it’s like, kinda a pain that
they actually exist, you know~? That means we gotta go look for the
next heroic relic too. I don’t wannaaa.”
This wasn’t the time to joke around!! Didn’t they see that there was
a dragon right beside them!? Come to think of it, “What are you
going to do about the dragon!? Are you just going to abandon it!?”
But they didn’t turn around at all… and in the end, they disappeared
from sight. It was all she could do to gaze after them in
astonishment.
Milk’s eyes narrowed. She couldn’t just leave it at this. He’d saved
her life once.
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If it weren’t for him, she wouldn’t have been able to make it this far.
She didn’t understand what kind of relationship that blonde beauty
had with Ryner. But that didn’t really matter. The fact that Ryner had
gotten wrapped up in something horrible was undeniable.
So… this time it was Milk’s turn to save him! Even if she had to throw
away everything to do it…
“Great work,” Luke said. “Now could you untie everyone else?”
They were getting loud back there but Milk didn’t turn to look at
them.
Even so…
“……”
Milk didn’t turn back. Because she already said she’d throw
everything away, even if that meant betraying them. She’d already
lost the qualification to be their chief…
Luke was silent for awhile before trying again. “Um… Chief Milk, do
you remember what I said before?”
What Luke said before? What did he say? Milk’s head was already
full of what Ryner had said. She couldn’t remember what Luke said at
all…
“Um, do you know what I said about being in Major Miller’s team?”
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Luke cut her off and continued in a kind voice. “In any case, I was
Major Miller’s subordinate. This is a story about when I was a new
Taboo Hunter…”
Milk turned around to study Luke’s face, puzzled. What was he trying
to say?
Luke just continued, smiling the same sincerely kind smile as always.
“Me and Miller’s team followed a taboo breaker trail into the Runa
Empire. I’ll spare you the details, but the taboo breakers we were
pursuing were a family of four… two adults and two children they’d
adopted from an orphanage. Roland ordered us to eliminate them
rather than apprehend them. And not just the parents, either. We
were to kill the children too…”
Milk grimaced.
Right. That was the line of work they were in. They had to obey
orders regardless of the situation the taboo breakers were in. They
mustn’t judge the taboo breakers themselves. There was no such
thing as a taboo breaker without extenuating circumstances.
She recalled what Miller had said on the matter: “What would
knowing who the taboo breakers really are change? What if you’re
sympathetic? Would you be able to kill them? That’s the kind of duty
we have. It’s dirty work that people don’t like doing. But it’s also
work that someone needs to do…”
Naturally, that applied to the family Luke was talking about too…
“Our aim was to capture them as soon as possible,” Luke said. “But
the parents resisted and it turned into an all-out battle… but we
managed to apprehend them. The parents cried and frantically
pleaded for their lives. They didn’t care what happened to
themselves but their kids… yes, that’s all they asked for. As you
know, Chief Milk, Major Miller…”
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Milk averted her eyes. She didn’t want to hear the ending.
Miller was probably correct. The way he did things would save the
largest number of lives. They were bestowed with a mission and he
had the resolve to accomplish it. But Milk didn’t want to have to
listen to such an explicit story.
They understood that, too. But when they heard the kids would be
killed too, they reluctantly escaped… that had been the reason they
left Roland in the first place.”
That was their reasoning. Milk found it just. Anyone would escape in
their situation, and no one would blame them for it…
“They told us they loved their sons,” Luke said. “That they hadn’t
been blessed with children of their own but that they’d spent over
five years with their adopted sons and loved them as their own. That
they couldn’t bear the idea of their sons being killed because of their
sins. So they had to protect them at all costs. They had to save them,
even if only the kids lived… but…”
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was done. Then we left on our next job. That’s the line of work we’re
in. People who can’t do that aren’t needed as Taboo Hunters.”
She understood what Luke was saying: that he’d already realized that
Milk had wanted to save Ryner. He realized that she wasn’t needed
on their team anymore…
“Ah, by the way, Chief Milk,” Luke suddenly interrupted. “Those two
kids that Major Miller killed were, coincidentally, named Moe and
Lach. What do you think of that?”
“Hueh?” Milk said without thinking. Why did she make such a dumb
noise?
But when she looked up and at her team, they were all smiling…
“That’s how it happened,” Luke said. “In the end, Major Miller did
not kill the children. He couldn’t kill them. Even though he says all
those self-important things, he himself was unable to do it.” He
grimaced a bit. “Well, despite their circumstances, he didn’t save
their parents… but even so, he didn’t kill the children. There was a
possibility he’d be killed for treason in turn, seems as it was during
the previous king’s era… but he didn’t kill them and stealthy returned
them to Roland where he employed them as his subordinates.”
Milk started but was unable to come up with anything to say. So Luke
continued to speak. “There was a chance that I’d be tried for treason
as well, but I obeyed Major Miller’s orders. The others on our team
did, too. No, we didn’t simply obey. We really thought that Major
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Miller’s judgement was always correct. We all had complete faith in
Major Miller’s character and reasoning so we obeyed him without
judgement. I think that’s what it means to be a team. So…”
“Really?”
Luke nodded kindly. “But that changed after we met you and talked
to you. We decided to follow you. Since then, we’ve been your
family. That’s what a team is to us. We love you so we follow you.
We love you so we want to spend time with you. So if you want to
get back something that you’ve lost, then we want you to be happy.
We don’t fight for our country. We fight for our people. If someone is
important in your eyes, if you want to save them even a little,
then…”
So Luke continued. “So do what you think is right, Chief. We’ll follow
you and trust you just like we did with Major Miller. You don’t have
to worry. If you do something wrong, we’ll make it right. We’re your
allies no matter what happens. So you don’t need to worry no matter
what you decide to do. You’re our Chief no matter what happens.”
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“So let’s eat another lively meal together. We are family, after all.”
“Family…”
Family… family…
She didn’t think… she wanted that. She’d never had a family in the
first place, and… she didn’t even really know what having one
meant…
But the people here in front of her now… were her family…?
“Fami…”
She didn’t know what a family was. She didn’t even think she wanted
one. So why did that word resound so strongly in her heart…?
Luke, flustered and surprised by her tears, hurried over to her and
pet her head to try to calm her…
Lach and Moe started to frantically tell jokes to try and make her
laugh…
Milk had really, truly never known that this side of the world existed.
When had this happened? When had the world become a warmer
place…?
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She… wasn’t alone.
She didn’t say that they were going to do it happily. Even though
tears were falling down her face and she looked awfully sad… she
smiled. Smiled lots and lots.
“Now then,” Luke said to Milk as she smiled. “We’re only getting to
this
quite late
, but now that we’ve settled our problems, what should our next
action be?”
Then Milk understood. Her head was all full of Ryner so she’d
forgotten about it, but… when she looked to the side, there was
really still a massive, unmoving dragon there.
“Yes, ma’am!” They all said, lowering their voices along with her.
Lach and Moe gathered up Milk, still tied up with rope, to carry her.
“Then we’ll escape at once!”
“Understood!”
Leaving aside what Milk’s team was thought of it all, they left quietly,
far different from the fuss they were making up until a minute ago.
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The dragon didn’t respond. It was like it wasn’t even alive…
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Chapter 3: To Each His Own Melancholy
Roland was facing its biggest panic yet since Sion took the throne.
It used to be that anyone who spoke to the king on his throne didn’t
have opinions of their own.
No, they might’ve, but they’d get the death penalty if they spoke
them… because the punishment for souring the king’s mood was the
death penalty. That was the kind of country this was. A country that
only rotted as the days passed…
But right now, Sion was sitting at the throne. Before him were many
nobles and people affiliated with the military. They of course
included Claugh, Calne and Froaude; Newbull of the pro-monarchy
party who’d followed and obeyed Sion since his early days of power;
and other nobles who obeyed Sion’s orders.
And… the head of the anti-monarchy party, Duke Staelied, and his
partymen.
As Sion looked through the faces swarming the throne, he let a little
smile show through. “This is pretty easy to understand,” he said
quietly.
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The organization of the pro-monarchy and anti-monarchy parties
assembled before him were as easy to understand: one was to his
left, the other his right. Of course there were probably spies from the
anti-monarchy party within the pro-monarchy party, but that went
both ways. It was just that the anti-monarchy party was open with
their reactionary behavior. They didn’t have the mind to hide it. That
alone was proof that they didn’t yet have the power to stand up
against Sion.
The people by Sion’s side right now consisted only of the upper
brackets of the military and nobles with relation to them. They too
were motivated to come here by political self-interest… Because if
they followed Sion, who’d gotten here through the military, their
own rank would rise. That was probably what they were thinking.
In the end, there was hardly anyone here who legitimately put their
country first.
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“Do you think that level of disrespect can be forgiven!?”
That was the situation Sion was currently in. He couldn’t control the
influential nobility even while sitting in the throne. But he could
forgive the nobility for this.
Sion narrowed his eyes and glared past Culliard to where Duke
Staelied stood.
Culliard hadn’t been hiding his own complexion before. He’d been
checking Staelied’s. The one who held the most power here now
wasn’t Sion. It was Staelied.
Even though the previous king had been overthrown, Staelied’s own
status as the most influential noble went unchanged.
Sion had sent many spies to Staelied’s and yet they were all
unsuccessful in catching him Even so, no spy ever returned. Even so,
Staelied’s fief was always wealthy and he was popular with his
people.
He was a man in his late fifties with perfect posture and an agreeable
expression. But he was, without a doubt, at the top of the nobility
food chain.
To top it all off, Sion could feel the presence of a number of people
behind him who didn’t enter the fray at all…
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Sion shook his head, tired. Thinking about it now wouldn’t change
anything. Someday in the near future he’d have to face off squarely
with the nobility… but right now Estabul was more important. The
Estabulian rebellion was more important.
“……”
“Disrespect, you say?” Culliard said. “I speak nothing but the truth.
His Majesty was a bit too soft on the people. The common folk are
ignorant. Even though they cannot live without our care, they soon
take advantage of our kindness if we do not rule over them properly!
This all happened because His Majesty was too soft on them!”
His voice was drowned out by the anti-monarchy party raising their
voices in agreement with Culliard.
“He made light of us nobles to try to make things easier for the
commoners!”
The nobility all quieted so neatly that it was almost like it was
practiced. They all looked towards the man who’d yelled.
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Staelied.
Then Claugh, who stood closest to Sion’s side, spoke quietly. “Hm…
so he’s finally arrived,” Claugh spat.
They had their country’s best interests in mind? How dare he?
Staelied lowered his head, bowing deeply. “My, my. I truly have no
words…”
Newbull and the others just glared at him as he did. Obviously. He’d
made Newbull lose face, after all. But with a shrug of their shoulders,
he was forgiven. They couldn’t afford to fight Staelied now. So they
had to act exactly how the anti-monarchy party expected…
This wasn’t the place for revenge. It was the place to talk about the
Estabulian rebellion. They had to make progress on that matter.
“Now then, Your Majesty, how do you plan to progress with the
matter of the rebellion in Estabul?” Staelied asked with a cunning
smile settled on his lips. “They have high status for being the losers
of a war, and the nobility can’t help but be scared. If at all possible,
we hope for a swift response to the matter…”
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They’d been formally notified of the rebellion two days ago. It should
have been utterly impossible to think of a plan on how to properly
deal with it in that time. That’s what was written on Staelied’s face.
There was no way they’d confirmed the rebellion’s ringleaders or
their stronghold’s location yet.
Sion smiled meanly. “Of course I’ve a counterplan. The very fact that
this sort of rebellion is occurring now is in line with my expectations.
Please do relax.”
Staelied, surprised, studied Sion as if to try to look into his mind. No,
not just him. The pro-monarchy party - Claugh, Calne, and Newbull
among others - stared at him in shock as well.
Sion didn’t let his mumbled remark escape. “Yes, I’ve already had it
all investigated. So I’d like it all the nobles here could rest assured
and reassure their people in turn. I am not as foolish as you all
think…”
He wasn’t so foolish that he’d always forgive the nobility for acting as
they pleased.
Sion glared openly at Staelied and the nobles gathered behind him.
Some of the nobles turned their fearful faces away.
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Others hung their heads. Only Staelied didn’t tear his eyes from Sion,
ever smiling…
Sion ignored that remark. “Now then, I’d like the one who
investigated the situation in Estabul for me, Colonel Miran Froaude,
to take it from here.”
“F-fifty thousand!?”
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“I do apologize, Lord Culliard, but please think of the enemy’s
movements and that geographical area’s merit. This is a move
necessary to minimize damage. I believed you, Lord Culliard, who
thinks only of his country would readily consent.”
Sion smiled wryly. Aside from Newbull, they were all the domains of
nobles from the anti-monarchy party.
Culliard, Ishurna, and Paul naturally paled. “W-wait. Are you telling
us to leave our property for you to trample!?”
Froaude fixed his dark eyes on them. “Won’t forgive? Won’t forgive
what? Do you have a problem with me visiting your domain in your
absence? Or is there something that you worry I’d see?”
Staelied spoke from their side as if to save them. “Calm down, now,
Sir Culliard. I understand what you three are trying to say,” he said
and turned to Froaude. “My lord Colonel Miran Froaude. You aren’t
making an effort to be understanding of them, are you? You too are
of noble lineage so you must understand how much we love our
domain and its people are saddened to be seperated from them.
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It saddens us to hear that they may have to be exposed to the
horrors of war. Is there anything we might be able to do for them?”
Froaude narrowed his eyes and spoke. “I see. If that’s the case,
please stay within your domains. Estabul’s forces number fifty
thousand at most… our military will surely protect you.”
Sion forced laughter back and smiled wryly. A single territory could
not be easily protected against fifty thousand soldiers. If they
remained on their land, there was a possibility they’d die…
The nobles paled. “N-no, I’m not so obstinate that I’d prefer to stay
within my territory…”
“But Estabul too is now a part of Roland. Their people are Roland’s
people, are they not?”
“I wonder if you truly think that? They are a people who were
defeated in war—”
“The things you say, Duke,” Froaude interrupted. “One could not
truly maintain your belief after the recent developments within the
Roland Empire.”
Staelied’s eyes had been calm until now, but they went harsh in an
instant. “Colonal Froaude, I believe you just said too much, don’t
you? Do you know who I—”
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Froaude cut him off again, quickly bowing. “How rude of me. I will
accept your scolding after this meeting is adjourned. But in this
moment, what we should do about Estabul is what’s important. They
are growing more powerful as we speak. We could continue in
several ways, one of which being attempting to talk it out, but…”
He turned to Sion, who shook his head. “No. That would make
rebelling a forgivable offense. They’d rebel again and we’d enter a
second age of war where Estabul attempts to gain independence.”
Froaude turned to look at Sion. His expression was just as dark and
cold as always, but Sion understood what he was trying to say.
The scenario that Froaude had written for him went like this -
Froaude would accept the position in charge of Estabul’s rebellion,
and while they scrambled to get in contact with the traitor, he’d
slaughter all of Estabul’s nobles. Furthermore, he’d expand the
battlefield to include territories within Roland and use the
opportunity to investigate and punish the anti-nobility faction.
However.
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Claugh looked to Froaude and smiled smugly. “Please leave it to me,”
he said, correcting his manners for the occasion.
“It’s an order, Claugh. You too, Froaude - are you alright with this?”
Nobody objected.
The nobility left the palace - those who were dissatisfied as well as
those who were smiling in satisfaction, unabashedly happy that their
territories wouldn’t get wrapped up in any fighting. Only Staelied
broke away from the rest. He behaved as though nothing was wrong,
gazing into the place where darkness had settled despite being in the
midst of a crowd.
Miran Froaude.
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Obviously. It was clear just by looking that the king had rejected his
views a moment ago.
“……”
Staelied felt that he was a dangerous man. On top of being sharp, his
plan was merciless. It was like he was just playing with the lives of
others. He was a man one didn’t want as his enemy. Or… it was more
like it wasn’t necessary to make him his enemy.
Staelied waded through the smiling crowd and made his way over to
Froaude. Right. There was no need to make an enemy out of him.
After all, he was the same type as human as Staelied. If he was to get
in contact with him, now was the time. The king had slighted him, so
it was Staelied’s chance to get him on his side instead…
Froaude turned at the sound of his name. “If it isn’t the Lord Duke. I
apologize for my unthinkable rudeness before…”
Staelied raised his hand lightly to stop him, his expression as calm as
always. “No, no, don’t mind that now. You were compelled by your
feelings for your country. I’m always hearing quite a lot about your
great service. Your father Marquiss Froaude is no doubt proud of
you.”
Froaude’s face twitched. “Your words of praise are the highest honor
to me.”
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Father…
“I’m sure that you’re already aware, but your father Marquiss
Froaude and I are quite close,” Staelied continued. “I’ve always
wanted to be close to you as well.”
“My, my. I also have always wanted to talk with my lord Duke
Staelied at least once.”
“I see. I thought that might be the case. Because you and are are
quite similar people,” Staelied said as if to test the waters.
Obviously.
He’d managed to make contact with him from the opposing party.
And madness wasn’t what reflected in his eyes…
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That is only my image of him, however. He does not prioritize the
most profitable outcome, so to be frank, he is difficult for me to deal
with.”
Even if he was adopted, a father was a father and a son was a son.
He was the same as Marquiss Froaude. If he was shown something
fascinating, he’d recklessly change sides. He was fully willing to
entrap others for his own profit.
“I do.”
“Then what do you think? Which side has the more profitable plan?”
“…Heheh. You are quite careful. And outstanding. I’m talking about
which plan. It’s alright - who do you think I am? I can give you
whatever you’d like as compensation. A smart man such as yourself
is worth quite a lot. I can even make you my right-hand man.”
The nobles who he associated with were content with just indulging
themselves in the desires before their eyes. There was no need to
talk about the future with people like that. But the man before his
eyes, Froaude…
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“Try as you might, you are just as dim witted as the other nobles.”
Bloodlust spouted from him so strongly that even Staelied who was
never a military man understood.
He’d been wrong. Completely wrong. They weren’t the same type of
person at all. What on earth had he called out…?
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Froaude spoke, detached. “You wanted to compensate me with what
I desire, did you not? But it is impossible for you. Sion Astal is the
only one who can turn my desire into a reality. Only he, with both his
strengths and his weaknesses, can become the true king. Only he can
conquer the entire continent of Menoris.”
A-all of Menoris… what was this man saying…? Did he truly intend to
engulf the whole world in war…?
“I will ask you the same,” Froaude said. “What do you intend to do?
Between the mastermind standing behind you who has not yet
shown their form… and my king… Let us decide soon for the sake of
your life. Before the rebellion in Estabul is quelled…”
Staelied’s body snapped out of its paralysis. He could now move, but
his whole body was covered in cold sweat and exhausted. It was such
a severe exhaustion that he wasn’t sure how his knees didn’t
collapse on the spot.
“I sincerely thank you for your good advice,” Froaude said. “I will
now excuse myself.”
“Let us decide soon for the sake of your life. Before the rebellion in
Estabul is quelled…”
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He did not understand what that meant. He had to consider it a
while longer.
It was an old castle different from Rolands. It was a bit dirty all
around, and all in all its only redeeming feature was its spaciousness.
Well… it wasn’t really on the same scale as a castle at all, really. It
was one of many forts created to guard Estabul from Roland during
the war.
Noa Ehn. Princess of the late Kingdom of Estabul. She had been the
sole successor to the throne.
She spoke in a clear voice. “So? Where is my father the king now?”
When she raised her head her beautiful hair, so dark blue that it was
almost black, wavered. She had strong, resolute blue eyes that one
wouldn’t think belonged to a girl of only seventeen. She inherited
her radiantly handsome face from her late mother, who was said to
be the most beautiful woman in all of Estabul. Noa had the same
grace and dignity as her a generation later.
In order to make her fit for this harsh place, Noa, who was the only
successor to the throne that Estabul was ever blessed with, had
decided to education for the ruling despite being a woman for
Estabul’s sake.
The man she considered her most trusted confidant answered her
question. “His Majesty is currently using his status as a noble in
Roland to butter the enemy up. Sooner or later he will find a chance
and make an ally out of them.”
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The man she’d called Sarawel’s only answer was a shrug. He was in
the later half of his twenties and the noble she’d known the longest.
He was a clever man who’d graduated at the top of his class in the
Royal Academy and was a son of the noble Sayle family.
Now it was his turn to ask. “Then how would you say it?”
“…How would I? Let me see… ‘Your father easily sold our country to
Roland in exchange for our safety and social status as Rolanders. Is it
alright if I say it like that? But I did not think you would worry about
him now after so long.’” Noa shook her head lightly at her own
words. “It isn’t… that I’m particularly worried. I have never been very
close to my father. After my mother’s death he was always busy here
and there despite his age… I just think that the people of Estabul
might be happier if my father was leading this rebellion instead of a
woman like me.”
“If it were not the truth, then it wouldn’t have taken no matter how
much I tried to spread it,” Sarawel said without an ounce of shyness.
Estabul has been lying in wait, wishing for a true king.”
“…So you did do it,” Noa said with a small smile. It soon changed to a
tired smile. It might be the last time they shared pleasantries like
this… Noa’s expression stiffened.
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“I am… The nobility convinced me to accept this position as leader of
the rebellion, but what if we can’t win against Roland? What will
happen then?”
“We will win,” Sarawel said sincerely. “We won’t lose against Roland,
which used vicious methods against us.”
“Vicious? But have they not by and large left our people unharmed?
Is fighting them really necessary?”
“……”
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So us nobles who think of our people must act now while we still
have the power to do so.”
Noa listened wordlessly. She didn’t speak for awhile even after he
was done. She understood the weight of the key she held. It was the
heavy key to people’s lives…
“…Sarawel… if you say it, then it surely the case. That has been the
case until now… and it seems that I have been given control over a
great many lives - that of our people, our soldiers, our countrymen…”
A king’s job was to weight the lives of people, saving the heavier lives
and cutting down those who were lighter. She’d learned that from
Sarawel.
Even if she didn’t want to do it, she had to. It was to save as many of
Estabul’s people as possible…
She stood. When she did, Sarawel made to open the door…
It opened slowly but surely. On the other side were many nobles and
military leaders who revered her as king.
And furthermore, she’d engulf her people and soldiers in the real
flames of war…
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She was engulfed in screams of approval. Noa cast her eyes
downward for a moment before raising her head. Her resolute eyes
had lost their hesitation, and she stood as a goddess of war might.
She exhaled, then spoke once again. “Then let us invade Roland.”
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Because this was war. Even though they’d tried so hard to avoid war
with Estabul…
People like Ryner and Kiefer had payed for that with the wounds on
their hearts… Tyle, Tony, Falhe, and many many others had payed for
that with their lives and allowed them to avoid war with Estabul…
and yet…
“…That Froaude…”
Sion shook his head as he said it. No, that was wrong. It was because
he too thought this war was correct that he didn’t stop Froaude,
right? And as if to excuse it to himself he ordered Claugh to
subjugate Estabul instead of Froaude.
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Of course he already understood that this was the sort of path he
was walking. But… he couldn’t leave the subjugation to Froaude.
Because if he could save even the smallest thing, then he wanted to
do so.
But even so, people would die. Not just one or two people, either.
People died on his orders. But he had to decide. Was the left or the
right heavier? Which lives were more important?
The palace was so heavily guarded that a single rat shouldn’t have
been able to enter, nevermind a girl. And yet in spite of the guards,
there she was hanging from the ceiling, her unbelievably beautiful
face scrunched up in suspense. “Hey, hey, hey, um, umm, Iris has
been watching you for awhile now from that pillar over there, then
from behind the throne, then from up here on the ceiling, sneeeakily
watching you, so are you gonna cry? Are you gonna cry?”
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She had beautiful blonde hair and a dress covered in frills, complete
with a backpack that didn’t quite fit her look.
Sion covered his face with his hands. “Ugh… how uncool… you’re
telling me that you’ve been wandering around watching me in my
time of worry all this time?”
Iris beamed. “Yeah! You make lots of funny faces! Like the kind of
crying face you see in picture books, right!? That’s the first time Iris
has seen that kind of expression in real life! ‘Cause, ‘cause Ferris
doesn’t do things like cry and instead of crying, Lucile’s always
smiling to the point that it’s scary…” Iris’ adorable face scrunched up
in disgust.
Really, how scary he was wasn’t what they should be making a fuss
over…
Ferris and Iris’ older brother was the current head of the swordsman
family that’d guarded Roland’s king through the generations, the Eris
family. But ‘guard’ might be a bit of a misleading statement. In truth
their duty was to think of protecting the country regardless of its
king’s life.
Well, Erises like Ferris and Iris had their cute points, but… due to
undergoing the endless strict training of the Eris family from a young
age, they lacked common sense…
No matter how hard things were, how sad they were, they didn’t cry.
It wasn’t allowed. No, they probably didn’t even know feelings that
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brought people to tears like that existed. That was the kind of place
the Eris house was.
According to Ferris, they didn’t even know how to live with other
people outside the family…
Sion looked at Iris kindly and beckoned her over. “How long are you
going to hang from the ceiling? Come here.”
Iris took a mysterious expression. “Huh? You’re not gonna cry? Iris
was expecting good things of you and waited. Do you think you could
make yourself do it?”
She said that without a care in the world. Sion’s face turned
troubled. “Stress, huh… well, whatever. Listen, boys can’t cry when
other people are looking.”
Iris looked surprised. “What!? Really!? Then is Iris getting in the way
of your crying!?”
Iris pointed her finger far away, waving it around. “Then then Iris will
go over there, okay? Over there! So cry lots and lots, okay?” Iris said
and leapt over with movements one wouldn’t believe belonged to a
ten year old and disappeared into the shadows, her eyes sneakily
watching him all that was left…
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Sion sighed. Iris’ eyes were shining with pure excitement. “Will this
not end until I cry…?”
Iris ignored his remark but whispered loudly back. “Are you ready?
Iris is all prepared. It’s okay to cry now.”
Sion couldn’t help looking at Iris’ eyes. She stared and stared
unblinkingly. Slowly, Sion’s eyes reluctantly…
“Oh! Did you see that!? I saw it! You just cried! Iris knows, see!
Because my sister also told me that boyds can’t cry when people are
watching!”
Sion watched Iris run in circles merrily, then wiped at the tears
spilling from his eyes and smiled, finally getting to the point. “So, Iris.
Did you bring the report from Ryner and Ferris?”
“Yeah! I did good and brought it! Here,” she said then dug a notepad
out from her backpack and handed it to Sion. He took it and opened
it to… of course… a report written - or rather, drawn - in Irisese.
Sion set to asking his questions one by one. “So what’s this drooling
dog?”
“That’s the beast! He’s all like grrrr, scary! If you touch that sex
maniac’s drool you’ll immediately become pregnant! My sister said
so!”
When he turned the page, the drawings of the just angel hitting the
evil beast continued. “Ah, it looks like they’re enjoying themselves as
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always,” Sion said, smiling bitterly, flipping through the pages. His
hand stopped on the incomprehensible drawing on the sixth page. It
was as bizarre as ever.
Last time she’d drawn a house flying with incredible vigor from the
ocean into the sun, and its sequel was just as incredibly separated
from reality.
This time…
“So this one, right? This is the beast and my sister watching the
dragon that sprouted from the ground in awe!”
“No, I understand the dog and the angel. I was more of wondering
about this dragon.” The picture from before with the sun, the sea,
and the flying houses did end up having various meanings. The sun
was Nelpha’s king, the sea was the people, and the flying house was
the prince the people supported. So this dragon should have
meaning of its own as well. “What does this dragon mean?”
Iris tilted her head, troubled. “Um, see, well, it’s a dragon? A Mr.
Dragon. He was seriously huge.”
“…No, I’m asking…” Sion’s words trailed off as he thought about it.
“No, let me ask that a different way. Did Ryner say anything about
this dragon?”
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Sion narrowed his eyes. “A relic,” he mumbled happily.
But Iris looked anxious. “Uh, um, if Iris didn’t her information stuff
right, will you get mad? But but, the beast said it was fine…”
Sion shook his head. “Don’t worry. You did your information relay
work just fine.”
“Yaay! Geez, Iris, you sure are a genius!” Iris said and jumped around
happily. A smile rose to Sion’s face as he watched her.
Sion smiled bitterly and flipped the page. There, the angel was
swinging her sword around, and the sleepy dog was being chased
around by a girl whose face was the only thing sticking out of a pink
trash can. Then the dog finally had enough and ate and killed the sly
fox…
Then the girl whose face was sticking out from the trashcan was
probably…
“So they finally caught him… heheh. I bet Ryner was mad,” Sion said,
looking terribly happy. He decided to ask about the girl in the pink
trash can and see.
“So it’s like this, see! My sister said she met the pervert when they
were kids and he threw her away like she was smelly garbage, so
that’s why she’s in a trash can! And the inside of her head’s all pink!”
Sion really felt that Iris was able to fit an amazing amount of
information into these drawings of hers.
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But anyway.
“You must be tired after coming here all the way from Nelpha. You
should rest some. Is there anything you want to eat?”
Sion smiled. Thanks to Iris, he was feeling a little less depressed. But
right then—
“Your Majesty!”
A lone man who Sion recognized easily entered the hall. He had an
intense and deeply wrinkled face, though he was really only a man of
about thirty. He’d made great contributions to the revolution, and he
walked in briskly.
Right now, his expression was bitter and harsh as always. He spoke in
a low voice that revertibrated well. “We have received information
regarding the matter from before…”
Miller held out a document. Sion took it. His expression changed in
an instant. “It can’t be… Is this reliable information…?”
Miller nodded. “The information is from him. You know of him well,
do you not?”
Sion groaned and turned his eyes back to the document. Something
unbelievable was written there. “Just what is happening here…?”
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Sion didn’t answer her question. “Iris. What are Ryner and Ferris
doing right now?”
“Huh? They said they were gonna wait in a Nelphan town while they
waited for you to contact them again…”
Sion nodded.
Then…
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Ryner lay with his head down on a table, exhausted to the bone and
unable to do anything else.
He’d gotten up late and just ate lunch, and thanks to his fullness, he
was being attacked by a powerful sleepiness. “Geez, I only just woke
up and I’m already tired. It’s ‘cause I’ve been moving around too
much lately…”
“Moved too much?” Ferris said. “Am I imagining things, or are you
saying that after we’ve been here for three whole days?”
“Noo, it’s not your imagination. But it’s only a three day long break.
Ahh, this is bad. I feel tired when I say stuff like that. I might die if I
don’t get another hundred years of this…”
Ferris looked like she was about to make light of Ryner’s hardships,
but that’s not what came out of her mouth. “Oh, I have to go. The
dango shop has a special sale starting at three today. We’ll miss it if
we don’t hurry.”
“Hey, haven’t you gone to some dango special sale or other every
day we’ve been here?”
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“Mhm. There’s always a special sale at three in this city, so I continue
to buy it. I’ll still be going in one hundred years without fail, even if
my body is rotting away.”
“Ahh~ That sounds like a happy life too. Eating dango’s nice. It’d be
nice if things could continue like this without any messages from
Sion…”
Ryner yawned again, and not minding how much of a bother he was
being to the inn’s owner, slept right there.
Even so, the gears were turning, each hiding their own motives.
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Chapter 4: The World that Began its
Awakening
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They were followed by beams of light. Pillar after pillar after pillar of
light flickered, followed by thunderous crashes.
Claugh watched them with his red eyes from atop a horse from his
vantage point on a hill. “Ahh~. Shuss, how many soldiers are down
there?”
The same young knight from before answered. He was still a young
man of only seventeen or eighteen. “Not long at all. Count Culliard’s
private army is under one thousand men, after all.”
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“I know you’re not someone who could do that,” Shuss replied
instantly.
“Don’t be silly,” Claugh said and pat the young knight’s head. Then
his expression stiffened. “Guess we should get going. We’ll descend
the hill then divide and flank them. From there you can command
‘em however you want. We’ve got 15,000, after all… they’re no
match for us.”
Claugh smirked. “Hoh. Listen to you. You know best that battles
aren’t fun.”
Claugh nodded. “But that’s just how it is.” Then he raised his voice so
that the troops in reserve behind him could hear too. “We’re
obviously gonna win this battle, so none of you better die!” He
moved his eyes to their objective and took out his horse’s whip. “All
forces advance!”
The army moved in time with his voice. First was the horsemen, who
drew their swords and galloped out. Next were the footsoldiers, their
mages.
The Estabulian soldiers noticed and began to carve letters into the
open air, a motion characteristic of magic of the Kingdom of Estabul.
But they were too late.
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Claugh and the rest of the vanguard at his sides were already
charging. They cut the Estabulian soldiers into pieces.
In truth, they could have fired large-scale magic if they’d just left ten
mages behind, then use shock troops to break through their ranks.
That would’ve been the most efficient way to win with the fewest
Rolander sacrifices…
A bolt of lightning fired from his magic circle. It hit a knight who’d
been slashing at Roland’s mages, and he crumbed soundlessly…
Shuss turned back once he confirmed the knight was down and out.
“Please be quick about it! If you aren’t, Major General, then both
enemies and allies alike will accumulate casualties!”
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Claugh’s horse raced ahead as an answer. He surveyed his
surroundings and mumbled to himself. “Where is he?”
Claugh got a bad feeling about him. He had sharp, unwavering eyes
that took pride in what he was doing. He was different from the
nobles like Culliard who stayed cooped up in their castles crying like
babies without doing any fighting of their own. He was someone who
sincerely put his country first…
Before he could finish, Claugh ran past him. His hand came away
dyed red.
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Claugh lightly shook his blood-stained hand. “Geez… If you wanna do
what’s best for your country, then don’t do this… they’re gonna be
sad to see you dead,” Claugh mumbled softly. Then he rose his head.
“Look! I killed your guys’ commander! You must’ve realized you guys
are at a disadvantage already! If you continue to resist, then… we’ll
slaughter every last one of you!”
The Estabulian army had lost its will to fight. Claugh alone had cut
through and shaken their vanguard horribly.
Estabul’s troops had soon entirely lost the will to fight. But that was
obvious. First of all, their leader had been killed. Another reason was
that the enemy had a far larger army than them. Yet another was
that their battle formation had been irrevocably broken…
But the largest reason of all was that they heard Claugh Klom’s
name.
His name was famous in Estabul, which had been fighting with
Roland for many years, due to his hand being stained bright red with
blood in a great many battlefields.
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So they reached an easy conclusion. The 8,000 troops who attacked
Culliard’s territory surrendered without a fight.
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Estabul’s military camp was in turmoil in the room of a fort. Both the
nobility and the upper-crusts of the military were raising hell.
“Our efforts are futile! How do they know where we’ll attack!?”
“What are you saying after all this time!? I do not approve of this! It
is as if you want those hateful Rolanders to take Estabul back!”
“Still!”
Still…
Noa listened to them carry on with closed eyes. Still… soldiers were
dying. They were dying without making a difference at all. That was
fact, and it meant that there was no meaning in fighting.
Noa grimaed.
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She opened her eyes to watch the nobles frantically making a fuss
over their next operation… an operation they hoped would be able
to break this deadlock. But they’d already lost over half of their
50,000 soldiers. How were they planning to oppose Roland like this?
Their one saving grace was that Major General Klom was a wise man.
He avoided killing Estabul’s soldiers to the best of his ability, instead
choosing to render them powerless…
It was proof that there were people in Roland who thought the same
way Noa did. She didn’t want to see anyone else die. That was what
she wanted, and yet… the nobles before her were not giving up. They
still intended to fight.
Noa spoke softly so that only the man beside her could hear. “How
ironic.”
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“And yet we will lose. Am I wrong?” Noa asked. She’d gotten a bit
loud, causing the nobles to stop talking among themselves. Their
gazes fixed on her all at once…
Noa let them watch her. She looked straight ahead to each of them
in turn. “Should we not end our fight here? If it is clear that our
battle has no future, then shouldn’t we end it now, even if only to
avoid sacrificing a few more people?”
“So you intend to keep throwing lives away just so that we reach that
point?”
Noa didn’t even listen to the rest. She already knew what he was
going to say.
At this rate, they’d kill the ringleaders of the rebellion. So they had to
continue until they had ground to negotiate on. But to do that,
they’d have to expose the lives of their soldiers to horrible dangers…
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“That is true,” one of the nobles said. “But our army is only 20,000
men now. Roland’s forces easily surpass the 100,000 mark, yes? How
should we…”
“Weak point?”
“Yes. Did you not get a feel for anything while watching the army
Claugh Klom commanded fight?”
“They did not needlessly kill our soldiers,” Noa said. “Is that what
you’re referring to?”
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B-but that was foolish. Sarawel shouldn’t be the kind of person to do
that…
Sarawel ignored her and talked over her. “Of course I am not
thinking of actually sacrificing our people. But I do mean to take
hostages. And I do not think I am bad for meaning to use them to
turn the battle’s tide in our favor. We will strike when Klom can’t.
The army I command will abduct and take Roland’s people as
hostage… We should be able to make some favorable negotiations
with just that. I am doubtful that they’d be able to take our
headquarters from us like that.”
“Ooh!”
There was still no future for them down that path. There was no such
thing as a prosperous country that disrespected its people, after all.
She wanted to say that, but…
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“Princess,” Sarawel said from her said. “I understand what you want
to say, but this must be done. I want to protect you, our princess,
after all…”
Noa glared at him with willful eyes. “And you mean to protect me by
taking others hostage!?”
Sarawel shook his head. “I’ve always watched you ever since you
were a child. I want to protect you… that feeling is one reason. But
another reason is that I’m thinking of Estabul’s people. What would
happen to them if we lost now? Do you understand how much
humiliation we’d put them through as the losing country? They’d be
abducted, raped, and then if they still weren’t tired of torturing us,
they’d be killed… That is the fate of a losing country. I want to save
them from it no matter what…”
“Even if it means you must take hostages… and even if it means you
must tyrannize the people?”
“…We can’t,” Sarawel said and distanced himself from Noa and
began to discuss their plan with the nobles.
A sad but beautiful smile rose to Noa’s face as she watched them.
“Right. I was only taken in as a puppet king. In the end, I can’t save
anybody…”
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It wasn’t all that large, but it was surrounded by a moat on all sides
as well as a magically fortified castle wall. It wouldn’t give an inch to
anything less than a full-scale attack.
Our first condition: Claugh Klom separates from the army under his
command and leaves the army.
But…
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Claugh crushed the letter and tossed it aside. “Whaddya mean it’s
effective? We’re not gonna lose either way. All they’re doing is giving
us the moral justification to kill them. Taking hostages makes them
war criminals… and then they’ll just get the death penalty.”
“Then tell me, Major General. Will you ignore the hostages and
attack?”
“But there’s no way we can just let the hostages die,” Claugh said.
“Then we’d be no different from Roland’s last king. Ugh, geez, going
and talking it over with Sion’d be so shameful though.” He turned his
horse around as he spoke.
Shuss smiled sincerely. “I love you that shameful side of you too,
Major General.”
“Well, I kinda hate you,” Claugh said and took a breath. Shuss just
smiled even more.
“Hah!?” Claugh said and turned. “The hell? They’ve got hostages!
Why would they attack without waiting for my orders!?”
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“Shit! Shuss!”
Shuss’ horse raced off at the sound of Claugh’s yell. He was going to
check and see who ordered an army of over 30,000 men to move.
But there was no time to wait for his return. Claugh took out his
horse’s whip. But then he heard Shuss’ yell.
Fuck! What was this? He had to think. Think about before the
hostages died. Was it okay for him to move then or was it not okay?
They would’ve waited if Sion had been the one ordering them. But if
that was wrong… no. Sion had left everything to Claugh. So…
Claugh scowled.
There was only one person it could be. He hadn’t showed himself
here, but… the information he’d been sending was eerily correct.
Claugh hadn’t thought he’d come to the front lines…
“Shuss!” Claugh interrupted. “No matter what happens, don’t let the
soldiers move! Keep ‘em all there!”
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Estabul had fallen into chaos.
Sarawel looked quite troubled. “W-well, even if you ask… Who would
have thought that Roland would stage an unjust attack like this with
hostages present?”
“You didn’t think they would, but it’s a fact that they did! How will
you take responsibility! We’ll be c-completely destroyed at this rate!
And we took both Rolanders and Estabulians as hostages… we’re war
criminals… we’ll get the death penalty! So I’m asking you how you
intend to take responsibility for that!”
They would lose. They lost the moment they decided to take
hostages. She’d known then that this would happen. But after
watching how Claugh Klom fought, she hadn’t thought that he’d
ignore the hostages and attack so quickly…
It was as if their rebellion was nothing more than a silly dance in the
palm of their enemy’s hand.
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“R-right,” one of the nobles said, addressing Sarawel. “Our loss isn’t
set in stone… If we stay here and kill the hostages in line with our
contract, Roland may cease their attack…”
Everyone was tired. Their faces were fatigued from the thought of
their approaching death and their failed rebellion. They were
miserable. The end was fast approaching. No… it was already ending.
“You mustn’t lose sight of your path, everyone,” Noa said kindly.
“B-but…”
Noa shook her head. “You all did well, but it ends here. Let’s release
the hostages. That is something we can still do; utmost best thing for
us to do.”
Noa shook her head again to cut them off. “I don’t know what will
happen to us… but I will do everything in my power to make it so
that I alone—”
Not everyone shared that sentiment, but a few other nobles soon
shouted the same thing.
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But that was more than enough for Noa. “I’m… happy,” she said. “I
think being surrounded by people who care so deeply about Estabul
is a happy thing. But please, Sarawel… everyone… please live.
Anything can be accomplished so long as one is alive, but death is the
end of that. No matter what disgrace Roland forces upon us, we can
somehow manage. There will still be a way to become happy. Estabul
will…”
She was scared to say what she wanted to say next. It was hard.
She still had lingering attachments. She was born and raised in
Estabul…
All they accomplished was taking Roland and even Estabul’s people
hostage while they hid in the shadows of their soldiers cooped up in
this fort…
Noa steadied her shaking voice and desperately held her tears back.
But everyone else had already realized what she was trying to say.
Some turned their faces away. Some cried openly.
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please, everyone, live. And if it lets the people of Estabul find even a
little happiness, I…”
She didn’t need to say any more. All that was left was for her to
accept her fate.
Noa closed her eyes to keep her tears from falling. But in the instant
she closed them, she heard a voice. A frigid voice from the
unfathomable depths of darkness…
“This is troubling… I am very moved by how much you all care for
your country. However… I myself do not believe the life of Princess
Noa Ehn alone is quite enough to pay for the sins of this rebellion…”
His voice reverberated through the room. Noa opened her eyes and
looked towards the source of it.
The man inclined his head politely. “How rude of me. I am Miran
Froaude, a colonel in the Roland Empire’s army…”
That was all it took for the nobles to fall into disarray. “R-Roland!?
How d-did you… It c-can’t be that the army outside was already
obliterated…?”
Froaude shook his head. “Not at all. Your Estabulian troops are still
putting up a good fight. In any case, my army is only 10,000 men
while the army that protects this fort is 22,400… This castle will not
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fall easily. No, even if it did fall, Roland’s troops would be unable to
enter… in any case…”
Froaude slowly, softly spread his arms. “Here and now, I will lower
the final curtain on this tragedy…”
“O darkness… appear.”
The shadows crawling about on the floor swelled up into the open
air…
“Guah…”
That was all he said. It was probably all he could say. Because his
head was soon torn from his body…
Nobody said anything for some time. Blood was spurting from that
nobles neck. It hit the ceiling, the floor, everything. It dyed all it
touched bright red.
“Uu… uuaaahhh…”
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The room was dyed red in an instant.
“Wh… what…?”
That was all Noa could say. Her body was stuck in place, unable to
move.
The nobles were screaming like they’d gone mad, running around at
a loss for what to do. Another was killed. Another…
His scream was cut off halfway, and he himself was left as the lower
half of his body…
And then his limbs… were taken one by one into the darkness…
Good lord…
Noa shivered. This castle should have had fifty guards. That was no
small number, but this man… had killed them all, and said so with
little care.
He was a monster…
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Sarawel took Noa’s hand. “Princess! Th-this is the end. But I at least
want to save y—”
“B-but…”
Someone else called to them from the other side of the room.
“Sarawel! We’ll keep him at bay here! Please, please save the
princess somehow—”
Sarawel leapt out of the room, Noa in his arms. She was in a daze.
She should have died, but the ones dying were the people who she
wanted to protect. They were all dying so she could escape…
Noa looked back into the hall they’d just left. The last of her people
died, and Froaude turned her way to watch her… with the eyes of
the devil himself…
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Noa nodded and got down. Then she looked around. They’d made it
to a conference room a bit smaller than the hall from before. Though
when they’d arrived at this fort the chairs and tables had already
been cleared, so it could hardly serve its original purpose as a
conference room anymore…
They’d been smiling about Estabul’s revival such a short time ago…
Noa looked around the completely empty conference room. “It was
all… was for nothing…”
“What’s left? All of us who wanted the best for our country, all of our
allies, lost even our pride when we took hostages. We don’t have
anything left.”
That monster Froaude would come for them before long anyway…
and Noa didn’t intend to run away anymore. Even if she did, she’d
just get the death penalty later. No matter where she went, it was
with death.
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But then Estabul, cornered, rampages and begins to kill the people…
and you were to play the part of the rampager, Princess.”
“S-Sarawel… What are you saying…?” Noa asked. But she already
understood everything. Because Sarawel had taught her the
knowledge she needed to understand it.
His face had changed from that of the man she’d put her trust in
since she was a child. He was grinning. It filled her with disgust.
She understood Froaude’s words now. How he said that this play was
a tragedy. They were making them dance from the beginning.
Estabul’s entire rebellion was made to dance in the palm of Roland’s
hand…
“Ah, my goodness… I have been a fool. Looking back, the clues were
all there. Roland was always able to lead a surprise attack on
Estabul’s army… it would have been better if I’d realized it then. If
not then, I should have realized it when you said we should take the
people hostage… let alone when that monster came around
downstairs. But instead I realized it while we were running away…
while I was helplessly being led away. If I had only seen the truth
sooner…”
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“No, no, you aren’t a fool, Princess. You trusted me, that’s all. You
ignored anything you found strange… because there should have
been no way that I, who you’ve trusted since you were a child, would
do this.”
“……”
That was true. Sarawel shouldn’t have betrayed her. Even if others
might, Sarawel shouldn’t…
“I knew that’s how you would think. Because I only taught you about
beautiful things. I taught you that I’m beautiful, that countries are
beautiful, and that the world is beautiful… and that’s why you’re
beautiful. Because I raised you to be both unbelievably beautiful and
strong.” Sarawel’s expression turned disappointed. “What a waste…
Since I went through the trouble of raising you to be so beautiful, I’d
originally planned to take you as my wife and seize Estabul for
myself, you see.”
Noa didn’t say anything. So Sarawel… so this guy had been deceiving
everyone from the beginning. Everyone, everyone died for the sake
of a guy like this…
This was reality… it was her punishment for only knowing the
beautiful things in life…
Noa put her hand behind her back and took out the knife hidden in
the lining of her sash.
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She… couldn’t forgive him.
“Again with the beautiful words. Pretty things don’t make a country
move.”
“Even so! Even so, that’s the kind of country I wanted to build! Even
if it’s nothing but pretty words… Even if there’s always someone
crying in the shadows of someone else’s smile… is it wrong to wish
for the best!?”
Sarawel smiled deeply. “Wishes are just wishes, and the idiots who
wished that will die while I am heralded as a hero. That’s how things
work. Now then, I’d best—”
Sarawel easily took the knife from her hand… and smiled, satisfied.
“You sure are cute, Princess. You performed exactly how I taught you
to the very end: purely, correctly. I expect everything you do to the
point that it’s almost like I’m pulling the strings on every move you
make. I’m the one who taught you to hide a knife there, you know.”
All it took was a twist of her wrist for him to steal her knife…
Even though everyone had died because of him… even though they’d
all been made to dance and die for him… In the end, she couldn’t
even retaliate.
She didn’t want to die. It was the first time she’d ever thought that.
She’d at least wanted to do something about him, but… but she
didn’t have the power for that.
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“This is the end for you,” Sarawel said. “Please, die a meaningless
death just like everyone else did.”
He raised the knife up high, aimed for her chest, and lowered it
forcefully…
But just then… his arm that held the knife flew off.
“What!?” Sarawel yelled. His head, mouth still open, flew off next.
His body collapsed on the ground…
“Alas, Sir Sarawel. The truth is that you’re a fool. You performed
exactly how I planned to the very end: vulgarly, without a shred of
kindness. I expect everything you do to the point that it is almost like
I’m pulling the strings on every move you make… That is about like
how he speaks, isn’t it? Princess Noa Ehn.”
With his outlandish words… that man entered the room. That
monster… Roland’s monster, Froaude…
He looked down at Sarawel, whose head slowly rolled to his feet. “Do
not fret, princess,” he said in the same disinterested tone from
before. “Roland is not so in need of heroes that it’d trouble itself
with a man of his caliber,” Froaude said. Then his cold eyes faced his
next target coldly, without any real emotion…
“Hero? Roland’s hero!?” Noa spat. “Would a hero do this!? Has your
country’s hero king, Sion Astal, not toyed with our feelings and
mocked us all this time?”
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“Yes… I am the one who started the rebellion… but the king did not
send me to subjugate it; instead he sent Major General Claugh
Klom… You are a sensible princess, so you must understand the
rest.”
She did.
That meant that the way Claugh Klom fought was what Roland’s king
had wished for.
“But what Sir Sarawel said about how pretty words do not make a
country move was the truth,” Froaude said. “That is my people such
as myself are necessary. Princess. I do not hate wanting to make a
country where anyone could smile. I do not hate people such as
yourself. If I were a retainer of Estabul, I may have chosen you as my
master. However…”
Froaude took the knife Sarawel’s dead hand was still gripping and
raised it above his head.
“Yes.”
“Do you believe King Astal, who wished for a humane fight, would
forgive you for that?”
Froaude again looked troubled… but also somehow happy. “It would
be best if he never found out, but… he may find out. But… I wonder. I
do think that he would forgive me, being a king of his caliber…”
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An unfamiliar man jumped out from where Froaude looked and
grabbed Noa, pulling her close. “Hey, Princess. You’re not hurt, are
you?”
He was a man with fiery red hair. He glared at Froaude with sharp
eyes. “Stop fucking around, you shitty bastard. So what? You’re the
mastermind behind this rebellion?”
Froaude fixed his dead eyes on them. “You come, Major General
Klom. I did not think you’d make it here so quickly… How is the battle
outside?”
Klom…?
So there were people who were as contrary to each other as him and
Froaude in Roland…
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A faint smile rose to Froaude’s lips. “Depending on my answer, you
may kill me. Correct?”
“…Right. Sion doesn’t need you. I’ve thought that since the first time
I saw you. You’ll make Sion go mad.”
“Is that all you think, Major General Klom? I don’t see why he
bothers with you. If you move forward with eliminating me, then you
lack the qualification to serve His Majesty.”
Froaude shook his head sadly. “It is certainly true that you do not
need to be qualified just to stand by his side. But he has already been
made king. He was no longer human by then. He became someone
who must weigh lives’ numerical weight against each other. He must
be able to kill the hostages without hesitation for the sake of tens
of… no, hundreds of thousands of Rolander and Estabulian lives. That
is the sort of path Lord Astal follows… And so I will kill the hostages
and Noa Ehn to protect that path. And if you should get in my way, I
will kill you without hesitation as well.”
Claugh looked down at Noa, then prepared himself for a fight. “Think
you’re capable of that?”
Froaude slowly raised his hand. It was that same pose from before.
“It is simple…”
“No…”
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Noa had already seen it. She knew. The power that Froaude was
using wasn’t as simple as magic. It wasn’t a human power…
She couldn’t let Claugh die here. He was someone that Roland
absolutely needed. He supported Roland’s king. He supported their
country.
He was a man that was absolutely needed for Estabul’s people, who
had become part of Roland, to become happy…
No.
Now that she had their attention, she spoke. “Colonel Froaude. If you
want to kill the hostages for Roland to completely capture Estabul,
then… I will persuade them. I will persuade Estabul’s people and
army to give their full cooperation to Roland. Do you not think that
would be a more effective method of capturing Estabul?”
“What’re you—”
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“So that you don’t kill the hostages. If you do, Estabul’s reputation
will suffer. Don’t you think the result will be infinitely more favorable
if they’re left alive?”
“So that I don’t kill the hostages… I see. But… I see. Yes, you could
certainly effectively persuade them. You are quite popular in Estabul,
after all. But you are aware that there are those who speak ill of you
as well?”
Claugh made to give chase, but Noa grabbed his arm and stopped
him, holding him back with all her strength. She watched Froaude’s
back until he disappeared from the room.. and out into the deep
black of darkness…
With him gone, she suddenly felt exhausted. Noa plopped herself
down on the floor.
He called out to her kindly. She looked up at Claugh from where she
sat on the ground. He looked honestly concerned, his face a mixture
of strength and human virtue…
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“No, um, what’s happening?” Claugh asked, confused.
But Noa didn’t explain. She surveyed her surroundings. She didn’t
have anything left anymore. She’d lost it all. Her country, her family,
her allies…
But she couldn’t die yet. There were still things she had to do.
There were still so many things she had to do. She pressed a hand to
her head as they spun around in her mind, and spoke lightly. “Ah,
geez… thinking about it makes me tired.”
Noa didn’t answer his question. For now, there was something else.
“Alright. Major General Klom, I’ve gone weak in the knees. Could you
help me up?”
“Aah?” Claugh said, astonished. Noa held her hand out to him.
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As her efforts saved people of Estabul and Roland alike, she was
hailed as a hero and given a fairly high social position in Roland…
As Noa rode her horse on the path to Roland, Estabul and even
Roland’s people cheered for her, hailing her as a hero…
Of course a portion of people yelled that she was a traitor and held
grudges against her, too, and Roland’s nobility were uncomfortable
with her becoming such a high esteemed noble in Roland. Their
voices would probably get louder as time went on.
But that didn’t bother Noa. That’s what she thought as she gazed
into the joyous crowds cheering her on.
There wasn’t anyone left anymore. Nobody who served her, nobody
who smiled with her, nobody who would scold her. But she wouldn’t
let that stop her anymore.
Sarawel wouldn’t make a fool out of her any longer. It wasn’t just
pretty words; she’d act for the sake of creating a world where
everyone could be raised smiling.
This time, she’d fight on the front stage in the realest sense of the
word.
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She fixed her gaze on the building towering before her. It was
massive. The largest in all of Roland.
Roland Castle.
At the time, she… no, at the time nobody had yet realized it at all.
The biggest turmoil yet was not in the past; it was waiting in the
future.
The signs had already begun to manifest all over, and yet… nobody
realized.
---
Imperial Nelpha.
The shadow held its breath as it hunted its prey. Its movements were
perfect, and it had no presence to detect. Nobody noticed its
existence. The shadow determined its target and gathered its energy,
preparing itself for attack. Its back curved, prepared to strike…
Iris had pounced from the ceiling, fist prepared for a strike, but Ryner
caught her arm easily.
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But Ryner was used to that, too. He looked pretty tired. “Yeah, yeah.
That again, right? Ferris’ spiel she indoctrinated you with about how
if you talk to me or touch me, you’ll get pregnant. There’s no way in
hell that’d actually happen, so don’t worry about it.”
Iris looked terribly disappointed that he beat her to it. “N-no, that’s
wrong! Um, but, uhh, so anyway, it’s like, it’s bad if you touch me!”
In the end, she couldn’t think of anything and just puffed her cheeks
up at him cutely.
“You’re obviously just gonna start talking about how I kidnap and
attack toddlers or whatever and knock girls up, right?”
“……”
Ferris took it similarly to Iris: she looked a bored and a little sad, like
she was sulking…
Ryner sighed. “Yknow, I kinda feel like I’m getting good at reading
your expression through your expressionless. Scary, huh…”
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Iris was still hanging from her neck, turning redder and redder as she
choked. “Yeah! I wanted to see you so I came as fast as I could!” Iris
said in that Iris way of hers, energetic as ever despite being choked.
“Mm.”
“Whoa, hey, don’t just ‘mm!’” Ryner said, flustered. “She fainted!”
Ferris didn’t look like she understood. “Object? And what would you
say? I lulled my cute little sister to sleep, as is normally done. What’s
wrong with that?”
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“Hehe. Iris used to be unable to sleep for her fear of the dark and
often asked me to come to her bed and make her faint,” Ferris said,
nostalgic and unconcerned. “If one didn’t sleep properly, they were
at risk for losing their life during our daily training, after all. When I
was a kid I often had my brother make me faint, too.”
Ferris held her fainted sister and pet her head. She looked like she
felt pretty good about it. “In any case, it looks like she didn’t get
much sleep so she could get here quickly. I have to let her sleep a
little.”
“…No, no matter how I look at it, that punch was pretty amazing for
a ten year old.”
“Hehe. Next time my sister will kill the world’s enemy, the perverted
sex maniac, with her punch…”
Ryner yelled.
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Ryner and Ferris let Iris sleep, chomping down on the dango she
brought with, passing time just as sluggishly as before… and then
slept.
By the way, the reason Iris was in such a hurry to see them that she
didn’t get a wink of sleep was because she had an urgent message
from Sion…
Iris woke up the next morning, refreshed. She looked at Ferris, who’d
shared a bed with her, and hugged her warm body. “Sister, I love you
so much!”
They lay like that for some time, yawning and getting sleepier and
sleepier…
The next time they woke up, it was already noon. “Mm, are you
awake, Iris? There’s a special sale on dango. Come with me.”
“Mm.”
They went to the dango special sale the next day, too, and had
another dango party.
“Mm.”
Every day was dazzlingly fun, and they just flew by.
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Sion had given her an urgent letter to deliver.
“Ah, um, um, see, Iris has, like, this letter for you. Sion said it was
super urgent…”
Ferris had been enjoying the height of their dango party. “A letter?”
“Yeah! He said it’s a suuuper important letter! So read it, read it!”
“Huh!? Um, umm, well, ah, right, it’s stuck to the back of a dango
box in Iris’ bag!”
“There’s nothing we can do about it. Did he tell you anything about
what it was about?”
“Huh? Ummm, right, Sion was like, really worked up about it.”
“Hoh. And?”
Iris crossed her arms. “Umm, umm, I just feel like there’s something
else he said was important too… hmm.”
Ferris patted Iris’ head kindly. “Don’t worry about it. I’m sure we’ll
understand when we get there. I’ll go as soon as possible. Alright,
Iris. Let’s find the beast, and then you go back to Sion and tell him
we’re headed back to the dragon’s location.
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By the way, because of such-and-such difficulties here and there, it
was another two days before she departed…
---
When the inn’s owner was doing her weekly deep cleaning of the
dining room, she noticed a piece of strangely gorgeous stationary in
the garbage.
“My, what a beautiful paper. It’s such a waste to just throw it out…”
She took it out of the trash and ran her eyes over it.
Then she promptly forgot everything she just read and went back to
cleaning.
---
Two days later and Ryner and Ferris had made some progress along
the road to the forest, but not without Ryner’s moaning and
groaning.
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He sighed. “What a paaain… Y’know, about that dragon, right? We
don’t know anything about what it’s made of, but now he says to go
investigate it just ‘cause it disappeared. I think he’s full of shit
though…”
“……”
“If he’s worried about it, then Sion can come out here and search for
it himself. But instead he’s just relaxing in the castle all the time… Bet
they’ve got good food… Don’t you think he’s working us too hard,
pushing us to go investigate the dragon and stuff?”
Ferris, who’d been walking briskly and with a light step compared to
Ryner, turned at that. “Good food? Like dango?”
Ferris looked puzzled. “Hm. You mean to say there’s other delicious
food in this world besides dango?”
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He was gonna nap!
“Well no, they’re not, but my love for them transcends categories.
They’re just that amazing.”
For some reason Ferris nodded in satisfaction. “Dango is like that for
me.”
Just like Ryner said, it was truly good weather. The road was empty
of other travellers as far as they could see. It was just the birds
singing, the bugs chirping, and the wind blowing.
“Oh, sounds good. The place that dragon sprouted from is coming up
soon. Let’s rest for a minute once we get there. You make delicious
tea, after all.”
They talked like that as they entered the forest, but then…
“……”
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“Are those… people?”
“They are.”
It was eerie.
Corpse after corpse hung from the trees. Even so, not a single drop
of blood had fallen…
“Mm.”
They stepped further into the forest where something even worse
waited for them.
The corpses weren’t just in the trees. They were rolling on the
ground, too…
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Men, women, children, the elderly, Nelphan soldiers, even beasts…
they were all indiscriminately called to an equal death. Their bodies
were cut into two even sides, but there was no blood…
It was unbelievable.
When that many people were killed in cold-blood, one expected the
smell of blood to permeate the air. But it didn’t smell at all.
“Huh?”
Ryner followed Ferris’ line of sight to where the dragon had been.
There were two people standing still where it had been… two living
people.
“Hey, you’re…”
The two turned to look at them, and the short girl spoke. “Ah! You’re
Nelpha’s secret investigators!!”
Then the tall man bowed, a weak expression on his face. “I apologize
for not contacting you guys for so long…”
They were the two people they’d met at the Nelphan fort around
here: Kuu and Sui. If he recalled, Sui said he was an author and that
they were travelling here and there to find unusual things to write
about…
“What happened—?”
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“Oh, listen to this!” Kuu said, the same as always. “Sui heard a rumor
that sounded awful fake to me about how a dragon sprouted up here
and made it a tourist spot! I said it was definitely fake, but he said we
were definitely going and wouldn’t listen to me!”
“But Kuu, you said yourself that you’d like to see the dragon if it’s
really there,” Sui said. “And of course a fantasy author such as myself
would want to see the dragon…”
Kuu squinted at him. “I hope this isn’t the case, but lemme guess: it’s
the kinda story where a brave hero stands up and fights against the
dragon? Isn’t that a pretty crappy story?”
Kuu sighed. She ignored her brother and looked around, grimacing.
“Anyway, that’s why we came here but it looks like there’s been
some kind of fight. It’s full of bodies. Wonder what happened?”
He stepped forward towards the place Sui and Kuu were standing.
The place where the dragon had been.
Ferris didn’t answer. She just studied the place the dragon had been
with sharp eyes…
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“Hey, Ferris?”
She didn’t answer him again. It was like she was ignoring him
entirely. “Why don’t you explain that?”
Ferris looked annoyed. “You still haven’t noticed it? What does that
aspiring novelist have at his waist?”
“Huh? His waist?” Now that she mentioned it, Ryner looked his way.
His eyes narrowed and he continued, tired. “Ah, this is the worst…
it’s one of those gadgets…”
Sui was smiling pleasantly just like before. “Tsk tsk, I figured you’d
notice. This is what you want me to explain, isn’t it?” He had a clearly
different air about him from before. He wasn’t the same timid guy
from before at all.
Ryner glanced to Sui’s sister next. She’d changed too and was
suddenly docile… no, rather than docile, it was more that she’d gone
silent. There was something dark about her.
“Did you kill the people laying around here?” Ferris asked. “What
happens next depends on your answer,” she said, laying a hand on
her sword.
“Whoa,” Sui said. “I was going to answer even if you didn’t threaten
me. You two seem like you know a lot anyway. You seem like people
who are okay to talk to.”
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Sui nodded. “Yes. Ah, but where should I start? Perhaps it’s easier if I
say our aim at the fort the other day was the same as yours?”
Ryner narrowed his eyes. “So you’re looking for the heroic relics
too?”
“Hm? Oh, I see… so that’s what you Rolanders call them,” Sui said. “I
see. That describes them perfectly. Let’s call them heroic relics, then.
We were eavesdropping on your conversation about their
whereabouts that day… so…”
Ryner sighed. “So you let us go find the relic for you… right?”
“That’s right. You did us a huge favor to not only find it but also leave
it right here for us. I’m very grateful,” Sui said and smiled.
“That’s not what I mean!” Ryner said. “You guys killed everyone who
saw the dragon to silence them… To keep there from being more
people who know about the relics…”
Sui looked surprised. “Huh? You’re mad about that? But you must do
it too, right? We all want a monopoly on this strange new power. So
when someone finds out, we have no choice but to kill—”
“Shut up!”
“No, it’s too late for that. As I said before, you already know a lot.
We’ll have to get rid of you. We told you the situation, so die for us.”
“Get rid… of us? Did you always mean to kill us? Always—”
Ferris pulled Ryner back to her, stopping him. “Hm. I understand the
situation. I want you to tell me something before you kill us.”
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“What is it?” Sui asked.
Ferris pat Ryner’s back. “Let’s do it. I never back down from an
opponent. Prepare yourself.”
“Who are you?” Ferris asked them. “What are you trying to
accomplish by gathering the heroic relics?”
“Ah, you intend to survive,” Sui said quietly. “So that’s why you want
to know…”
“No, there’s no need for me to ask that,” Ferris said. “The truth is
that I already know what country you’re from.”
Ryner suddenly unleashed the energy he’d been gathering and ran.
As he did, he drew letters in the air. It was a spell he stole from
Estabul’s Magical Knights using his special eyes… his Alpha Stigma.
“Hmm,” Sui said. “So Roland’s magic is letters. I know that every
country has its own spells, but I’m still surprised every time I see
them.”
He approached Sui with incredible force… but Sui didn’t move. “Oh, a
spell that increases your physical ability. You’re so fast.” He leapt
back, then drew numerous intersecting lines. “From the west, from
nothing, from battle, from the sun—”
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“Huh? Your eyes… have red pentagrams… shit! You’re an Alpha
Stigma bearer!!”
“You’re too late!” Ryner said and drew the same lines Sui had a
moment ago, weaving a lattice of light with incredible speed. “From
the west, from nothing, from battle, from the sun, I bring forth
brilliance.”
“Tch… They can steal spells even if they stop halfway? I didn’t think
these Alpha Stigma Cursed Eyes were all that strong before they
went berserk, but they’re pretty troublesome…”
Ryner’s spell finished while Sui was talking. It shot a spear of light
from its lattice towards Sui. At the same time, Ferris sped past Ryner
all the way to Sui’s back where she swung her sword overhead.
“…I’m good.”
“…Yeah.”
And to top it off, Sui’s back was protected from Ferris with the clank
of metal hitting metal…
Nothing should have been able to stave off Ferris’ sword… at the
very least, hardly anything should have been able to do it. And yet
here and now, a mere fourteen year old girl had done it…
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Kuu.
She’d hardly said a word since a few minutes ago, and now she was
suddenly holding a massive scythe even bigger than Ryner was that
Ferris’ sword was taking the brunt of.
Then Ferris turned her sword to break their deadlock and tried to
attack from another angle, slamming it down with all her might.
Sparks flew in the moment the two weapons connected.
“Mm…”
Ferris’ body flew back forcefully. If she’d hit a tree like that, then…
she’d meet the same fate as those bodies they saw when they
entered the forest… all crumpled up against the trees…
“Augh, shit!” Ryner yelled and leapt forward with incredible force to
catch Ferris from the side, their momentum cancelling each other
out somewhat. But even then they ended up rolling against the hard
ground. Ferris managed to stab her sword into a tree and catch
Ryner by the foot and stop them.
“……”
If Ferris hadn’t been able to anchor her sword into a tree and stop
them, and they’d collided with something instead, they would’ve
died…
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“How long do you plan to be dazzled by my beauty?” Ferris asked
from under him. “Are you thinking of attacking me even in a
situation like this?”
Ryner looked down at her. He’d ended up holding her down. “Umm…
do you really have the time to be cracking those jokes while we’re
fighting an enemy as strong as her?” Ryner asked. “Actually, I’d really
like it if we did have that kind of leeway…”
“Time?” Ferris said as she stood herself up. “I always have some
leeway.”
“Whoa, seriously? How much time are we talking? You think you’re
gonna win against them?”
Ferris nodded easily. “Mm. I have the kind of leeway where I would
have died if you hadn’t saved me.”
No, Kuu was the problem. Sui was well trained, but his abilities were
within the scope of Ryner’s expectations. To put it plainly, he was at
the level where Ryner could beat him only using Roland’s magic. But
Kuu…
Ryner looked to her. Her long hair was pink - a rare color - and her
black dress was quite suit-like. She was small, and she always talked
way too much and way too loudly in open contrast with her graceful,
cold beauty. But she wasn’t talking much at all now. Knowing her, it
was awfully conspicuous. She was still holding her grim reaper’s
scythe. That scythe was bad news…
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Its blade was made of a blue metal that Ryner couldn’t identify, and
a winding pattern was drawn down its handle.
It was clearly…
“Do you?”
Ferris showed Ryner her sword. It’d been covered here and there
with ice.
“…Augh, shit, so it does that too. What legend is that relic from…?
I’ve never heard of a weapon like it in any story. And that water wall
from before was probably one of that scythe’s abulities too, and so
was the lack of blood from the bodies… maybe it froze all their blood
when it cut them?”
“Hmm. It’s pretty practical. Okay, so let’s ignore Sui and go for Kuu.
I’ll support you with fire magic, and you attack during when you can.
How’s that sound?”
“Oh, well, that’s true,” Ryner said. He again studied their enemy.
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“I’m glad. You’re a valuable Alpha Stigma, so we won’t let you
escape. We will crystalize and steal them.”
Sui was a bit surprised to hear that. “Huh? You don’t know anything
about Alpha Stigma bearers even though you yourself are one? How
about this?” Sui asked and took a little pouch out of his pocket and
removed various colorful jewels, holding them up for Ryner to see.
“You don’t know about these crystals?”
“…I already said I didn’t, so just tell me!” Ryner yelled. The man
before him knew more about Ryner than he himself did… more
about his eyes than he did. His eyes, which were feared and loathed
by all… his eyes that people called monstrous… his eyes that killed all
the people he didn’t want to kill, the people who were important to
him…
Ryner glared at him, but Sui just laughed. “Hmm… Kuu, it looks like
they don’t know about it.”
“…Yeah.”
“Well, even these Rule Fragments can be found scattered here and
there.”
“…Yeah,” Kuu said. It was like all her emotions had gone flat, leaving
her so monotonous that she was more like a puppet than a person.
She nodded without any interest at all in a way that was different
from Ferris. It almost seemed as if her water scythe had frozen all of
her emotions…
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“Calm down, Ryner,” Ferris said. “Let’s leave talk of the Alpha Stigma
for later. Right now…”
“I know! But…”
“…R, right. I get it. Then let’s go,” Ryner said and made to leap at
them.
“Then I’ll show you something interesting,” Sui said. “I’ll show you
how to use the relic you abandoned. For substitution types like this,
you have to…”
Sui stabbed the relic into his right arm. It immediately began to
quiver, and then… roared.
He raised it and the dragon moved with it, setting the surrounding
trees on fire.
“This is how it’s really used,” Sui said. “It can burn whatever its user
wants to target. Of course, the ground has no will of its own, so
when you just leave it there it’s harmless. Now, shall we start? I
should probably tell you that I have a weapon even stronger than
Kuu’s Scythe of Ailuchrono that I intend to use.”
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“……”
“Ryner.”
“…I know!”
There were countless places to hide in the forest. They could get
away.
“I won’t let you escape,” Sui said. I especially won’t let you go,
Ryner… now then, shall I crystalize your Alpha Stigma?” Sui asked. He
grasped one of the jewels from before, then threw it up into the air.
“Resonate.”
Ryner’s field of vision filled with white clouds. No, not just his vision.
His mind itself went blank. Everything… everything was…
“Hey, Ryner. What’s wrong?” Ferris asked. She was approaching him,
but even so…
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Ferris turned to Sui and Kuu. “What did you do to Ryner?”
“Haha. I’m just harvesting the fruits of his efforts. I can’t take his
crystals if I don’t have him wake up first.”
“You can’t not know the reason Alpha Stigmas are feared and
loathed… They’re insane demons. Abominable mass murderers.”
No, he…
Didn’t… care…
Ryner frantically pressed into his head as it was dyed pure white.
“What?”
“Get away from me… d-don’t look… I’m a mon… ster… I don’t want…
to… ki… ll… you…”
His mind cleared of sensations. Cleared and cleared and cleared and
cleared.
He could see how all existence was configured, widening his field of
vision. It displayed in numerical values, graphs, and patterns.
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He wouldn’t stop until everything he could see with his eyes was
gone.
“Ah, aaahh.”
Disappear, everything.
It wasn’t just one. They multiplied inside his eyes, and then one shot
from them. Towards Sui.
“That won’t work on me,” Sui said. “I’ve hunted Alpha Stigmas time
and time again. That’s the power of my Rule Fragments… and the
godly power of Elemio’s Comb, which renders you ineffective,” Sui
said and removed the ornamental comb from his hair. When he
swung it, it shot an intense shockwave towards Ryner. “Huh…?”
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The shockwave was absorbed, and the pentagram continued along
its path, sticking itself to Sui’s comb.
The comb disappeared. It wasn’t just the comb, either. Sui’s right
arm gradually turned to sand… and disappeared.
“Y-yeah, I’m alive. I’ve cauterized the wound to stop the bleeding
too… but…” Sui looked up at Ryner with a face full of fear. “Wh-
what’s with him? He isn’t a normal Alpha Stigma bearer, is he? That
power… and that voice. What in the world was talking!? It was like it
was someone else entirely…”
The voice again descended on him. “You mean to kill me? Kill me
with your current power? With items such as Elemio’s? You are
nothing but a worm crawling on the ground. Ha, hahaha,
hahahahaha. Disappear. disappear. DISAPPEAR. Everything is
nothing. Idle. Return to nothing.”
Ryner raised his hand and affixed a magic circle to it from his eye.
“R-run, Kuu!” Sui yelled. “Th-that isn’t an Alpha Stigma bearer! It’s—
”
Kuu grabbed Sui in her arms, and shot off with inhuman speed
before he could finish.
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Not a moment later, the ground they’d just been standing on
disappeared without a trace, like it’d never been there from the
beginning. The trees, the earth, the atmosphere itself…
“No matter where you run to, everything will still turn into nothing.
In the beginning, there was destruction. We didn’t create, bless, or
save. We just erased until everything was pure white.”
The forest, the earth, and the bodies all disappeared without a
trace…
But.
She made no move to escape, and she’d sheathed her sword. She
just stared at him. Stared as he continued to scatter destruction
across the world.
Ryner turned to face her, and that voice from before crashed down
on her. “Ha, hahah. A god. A demon. An evil god. A hero. Call me
whatever you’d like. You’ll just disappear anyway.”
He raised his arm, and that great power of his - the pentagram -
faced her way.
If he shot it at her, then that was the end. It was the kind of power
that one couldn’t escape or fight back against. Ferris wasn’t going
out of her way to guard against it. She just watched. Stared. “Hm. Sui
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was surprised and said that you weren’t an ordinary Alpha Stigma
bearer, but it looks like isn’t worth much.”
Ferris conceded and dodged. The second after she made it out of the
way, the spot she’d been in disappeared. “That’s right,” she said.
“You aren’t just any Alpha Stigma bearer. I in particular understand
that. “You aren’t a monster. You’re far worse than that: a legendarily
perverted man. On top of being a sex maniac, you’re lazy, good-for-
nothing blockhead.”
Ferris would absolutely certainly die if she remained here. Even so,
she didn’t run. She didn’t try to put any distance between herself
and Ryner. She just stared. “I never mentioned it, but Sion showed
me the first page of your report. So I read it. If I remember, you said
something like this: ‘I hate it when people die. I also hate killing. I
hate crying and I hate being made to cry. What’s the feeling called
when you know you can’t chose your life? When your family dies?
What about when the person you love dies?”
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I’ve already dodged five of your attacks, but I won’t dodge the next
one. After that, you need to make a decision. I don’t think you’re a
monster. Okay? You aren’t a monster. You’re my ally, my slave, and
my friend who I drink tea with. You’re nothing like a monster. Can
you hear me, Ryner?”
Ferris just stared. She didn’t make another move. Just stared right at
him.
And then she yelled, unbelievably loud. “Can you hear me?
Ryneeer!!”
The voice descended again, this time pained. “What are you—”
She closed his eyes and he collapsed to the ground, his bones
creaking. He was seeped of all his power, left unable to say anything
at all now.
The sun was already descending along the sky. Normally a forest
would be dark around this time because the trees blocked the sun,
but every one of those trees had been destroyed. So it was really
quite bright.
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“I was really… gonna kill you,” Ryner said as he lay on the ground.
“Haha. This is what I am. A monster feared and loathed by all… a
monster that can just kill. I don’t wanna kill anyone I know anymore,
so let’s end our travels here. Go back to Roland. I’m sure Sion won’t
complain if you tell him why.”
“Hey, did you leave?” Ryner asked and raised his head. As soon as he
did, a foot stepped on him and pushed him back into the ground.
Ferris crushed his head with her foot. “A monster that can just kill?
Did you kill anyone just now?”
“Huh? No, but that was just by chance. I was gonna kill y—”
“B-but—”
“I’ll say it one more time. Someone like you cannot kill me. If you try
to complain again I’ll slice your head off.”
Ryner heard her unsheathe her sword. “Whoa, don’t you think that’s
getting kinda serious!?” He asked, panicked.
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“You don’t gotta show me that!” Ryner yelled just like always. And
then he smiled a little at how he could act like he always did even
now.
“Cold tea can be had anywhere,” Ferris said and walked off.
“Ryner.”
Ferris didn’t turn around. She was silent for a long while before she
finally spoke. “I’m glad you’re back.”
Ryner was quite for a moment, scratching his head slowly before
replying. “Yeah. I’m back.”
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Prologue II: And Yet We Continue to Gaze
Into it
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More and more gushed in, and they moved forward. Not moving
forward was the same as not existing at all. If he didn’t move
forward… if he didn’t move forward… then…
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Sion sat in the royal throne. He shrugged at the man before him -
Froaude. “So you’re telling me that all of the anti-monarchy party
save Staelied - Culliard, Ishurna, and Paul - died during the
Estabulian rebellion?”
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That was obviously a complete and total lie. Froaude obviously took
advantage of the confusion of battle to kill Culliard, Ishurna, and
Paul.
”Duke Staelied betrayed his faction just before this. I believe there is
still value in using him. But traitors will betray time and time again,
so he will need to be dealt with at some point.”
“Should I not? If I instead left him alive, he would decide to hurt Your
Majesty. There is a possibility that he would kill precious personnel
as with the case of Fiole Folkal.”
Sion was silent for a moment before speaking. “You’re right. I’ll leave
Staelied to you.”
Froaude smiled. “Please do. You are really exactly what I desired: a
true king.”
“…Well,” Froaude said but then shook his head. “I will let you be.”
With that, Froaude left. He crossed paths with Claugh and their
newest noble and member of the pro-monarchy party as he did. Sion
understood the reason Froaude left - the beautiful woman who had
appeared.
Sion looked at Noa Ehn and spoke. “Have you found Roland
comfortable thus far, Lady Ehn?”
Noa smiled. “It has been nothing but pleasant thanks to you, Your
Majesty. Major General Klom has done much for me as well.”
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Sion’s eyes flicked to Claugh. “Oh? Claugh, you haven’t taken her
anywhere weird, have you?”
“Wha!?”
“Claugh!!”
Noa just smiled. “—isn’t where we ended up. Please rest easy.”
What a joke. Sion smiled. “It seems that you’ve grown quite
accustomed to Roland. I’m happy to hear that.”
“Yes,” Noa said. “This is a country with more smiles than I’d
expected. I am certain that it’s due to Your Majesty’s efforts.”
Noa stared at him. “I am sure that things will be fine so long as that is
what Your Majesty thinks. I shall not butt into your affairs as long as
your rule does not become haughty.”
She looked serious. She was standing here so that Sion knew he
could rely on her. That was what she meant to convey.
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Then Estabul would be integrated into Roland both in name and
reality...and even if you were to die, Roland would still be blessed
with a king.”
What a thing to say… but her strong eyes were probably what made
Froaude say that.
Sion was considering those things even as they just made light
conversation.
She’d lost everything, but still wondered what she still had to do and
moved forward with her life. She’d even smiled at Froaude who stole
everything from her…
Well…
“I was just thinking that it’s great that you and Lady Ehn are so
close.”
“My, are you dissatisfied with a partner like me?” Noa asked.
“No, that’s not what I mean…” Augh, geez! Sion, you ass!”
Sion just smiled. “If you’ve got nothing else to do, why not show Lady
Ehn around a little while longer? I’m quite busy you know.”
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“Yes, sir.”
Sion watched them go, smiling all the while. But that smile was soon
distorted by sadness. “A country where the people are happy and
everyone can grow up smiling, huh…”
Then he looked to the letter Ryner and Ferris had given Iris to bring
back. He read it and then slouched back in his seat.
He gazed out the window. The words he’d been thinking before rose
back up into his mind. If he didn’t move forward… if he didn’t move
forward… then…
Whether it made people laugh or made them cry… his decision was
closing in.
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At that time, Ryner and Ferris were sitting in the dining room of the
Nelphan inn they’d become regulars at, waiting for Iris to come back
with a correspondence from Sion.
Ryner was - of course - sleepy after eating a late lunch. “Hey, Ferris. If
you ask me, I’m already tired. I wanna live the rest of my life eating
and sleeping at this inn.”
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Ferris was chomping on her post-lunch dango beside him. “Mhm. It
wouldn’t be too bad to live here and go to the dango special sales
every day.”
“What?”
“So like, I get C, F, and H - clothes, food, and housing, right? So…
what’s the last one, the D? It can’t be dango, right?”
“Ah, nevermind. I thought that’d be the case since it was you and all,
but I just wanted to make sure. We were having a serious
conversation about how to keep living here after all. I wanted to
make sure I had everything right.”
“Mhm. Let’s keep talking then. How about we cut Sion’s head off and
steal his money?”
“Ooh, nice. But going to Roland’s a pain so how about we just have
Iris start bringing us money without all the other stuff?”
It was peaceful.
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It was so peaceful that one could be tricked into thinking that wars
didn’t exist, and time could just be passed calmly eating and
sleeping.
Dark shadows approached the inn. Its door opened slowly. “Miss,
we’re baaack!”
“My, my,” the propitieress said. “Thank you for your patronage.”
If that were all, it’d be a totally ordinary thing. But as soon as Ryner
raised his head to look, he turned and met Ferris’ eyes. “Why?
Why’re they here?”
Ryner couldn’t hear the rest of what Ferris said. A different louder
voice drowned her out.
“Uwah… it really is Milk! And the rest of the Taboo Hunters too…”
“Luke, Lach, Lear, Moe! I found Ryner! He’s here having an affair with
that woman who’s nothing but beauty! Capture him!”
“Roger!”
Ferris just watched, strangely composed. “Oh, it’s almost time for the
dango special sale. Do your absolute best, Ryner.”
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“I won’t let you escape!” Milk yelled. “I wish for thunder—”
“Uwah… we’re inside, you know. Don’t use that kind of offensive
magic indoors… gyaaaaahhh!!”
Even so, the world had started to move. It slowly, slowly moved
forward. It couldn’t very well exist otherwise… so it ended up moving
forward on a wave of joy and sadness.
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