This poem describes the shared childhood bedroom of two sisters. It recalls the four off-white walls decorated with flowers, their twin beds, and the nightly ritual of whispering stories to each other before falling asleep. Though the sisters now live apart, the memories and bond formed in that first bedroom continue to shape who they are and bring them together through shared dreams and stories.
This poem describes the shared childhood bedroom of two sisters. It recalls the four off-white walls decorated with flowers, their twin beds, and the nightly ritual of whispering stories to each other before falling asleep. Though the sisters now live apart, the memories and bond formed in that first bedroom continue to shape who they are and bring them together through shared dreams and stories.
This poem describes the shared childhood bedroom of two sisters. It recalls the four off-white walls decorated with flowers, their twin beds, and the nightly ritual of whispering stories to each other before falling asleep. Though the sisters now live apart, the memories and bond formed in that first bedroom continue to shape who they are and bring them together through shared dreams and stories.
Our Childhood Bedroom – A piece inspired by Description by Mark Doty
Kara Rose Kowalski
Our childhood bedroom
—ours, I call it, because this is the room
where I was taught privacy,
and we were taught, for us, privacy would have to be shared.
Four off-white walls
stamped with violet and rose-colored flowers for us to count each night
as we drifted deep to sleep,
laying in our chestnut engraved wood twin sized beds.
Each accompanied by a white wood
bedside table and a giggly, curly-haired, polish girl, no more than a few feet away.
As soon as that clear glass knobbed,
rickety, worn door clicked shut, our gentle, whispered story exchange begun.
The voice we share,
pirouetting and jumping through hoops until we found each other again
in the dreams we created
with one another—in mind. Your hair stayed short, hugging your blushed cheeks,
as mine grew longer,
our curls still coiling one another’s, as we echoed our appearances through the years. Each night we lay in the cotton blend sheets, separate, yet exchanging air, and holding our grasp to one another in silence.
Our room, scattered with our clothes,
a shared, mahogany bookshelf stacked with garments that belonged as much to us as they did the ones that wore them before and after us. The closet instead, is where we stored our treasures.
A matching summer dress set—yours violet,
mine pink—baskets of dolls, stuffed animals with forgotten names, and collections of the book’s overdue to the library.
This was our first bedroom,
what was yours, which eventually became ours. We now fall deep to sleep
separated by cities and stories
we have yet got to exchange through the voice we still share.
Our childhood bedroom
now stands as a place we were once again forced to share, the painted-on flowers have been long ago painted over.
These dreams I find myself in each night,
just know, belong as much to me as they do you.
Sisters, growing apart a little more each day,
but just know, so much of me grew from us. If it weren’t for you,
I ask myself who would I have to exchange with me, these stories?