In search for absolute freedom

I search in you freedom from your mother from your future daughter from your sons abroad
I search in you freedom from your house from call from everyday from where you woke up
I search in you freedom from your father from your past hours from the people that shouted
I search in you freedom from your body from functions from all your lovers and purple troubles
I search in you freedom from your neighbor from your neck to neck connections spilled on floor
I search in you freedom from your condom from the soluble waters that take you stars above
I search in you freedom from your testosterone from your estrogen from the blood levels lyings
I search in you freedom from your country from the society from levels from trains from downtown
I search in you freedom from your nationality from hangin crowds from all the uptown the laughter
I search in you freedom from your people from the shade faces from twangled face from sad face
I search in you freedom from your friends from the ones slidin down your pants from the hands
I search in you freedom from your soul mates from destiny from belief from the gloom without
I search in you freedom from your language from the ahh and the okays and the yes what ever is
I search in you freedom from your religion from traditions from ears covered from feet smaller than
I search in you freedom from your identity from what you are what you are what are you what you
I search in you freedom from your past your burning history your bleeding foes the ones dying
I search in you freedom from your future your slime your grind your salt and salt expectations
I search in you freedom from your belong from who from where from with from worn from loyalty
I search in you freedom from your shyness from restraint from gorged eyes chains you slept with

I search in you freedom

to sing
to dance
to walk anywhere
to flirt
to pick up
to submit
to domesticate
to cry
to wear skirts
to wear ties
to shave
to braid
to drink
to wash
to smell like flowers
to smell like montagne
to eat soup
to lick bowls
to stop someone
to punch someone
to spit
to hump
to enter
to receive
to be hurt
to join different colors
to be black sheep
to be shepherd
to be Jesus
to create holy
to degrade holy
to shit
to put your arms on something bigger
to be small
to be big
to grow hair
to grow hard
to develop
to cut
to be predator
to be prey
to conjoin
to divorce
to leave everything
to build with nothing
to be nothing
to be all
to assert
to want to search
to swim with fishes
to be ugly
to be wet
to be asymmetrical
to be lazy
to be unpure
to be dethroned
to be alone

Completely alone I stand

Free from all the shackles that has ever been tied to me
Completely free from the written, the unwritten
Free from beginnings of womb, the fated penis
Compelled to no one to no place to not the mere joke
Free from history from origins from the world

I am alone because I am free

Entirely free to do anything I am capable of
Unbounded by any limitations in the head - broken
In search of absolute freedom
There is nothing I would not do for absolute freedom
But I remind myself, you live in a world
You are not alone, you live in a world
For absolute freedom I only know
Onwards