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Royal Love
Royal Love
MINK
Royal Love
MINK © 2021
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CONTENTS
Marco’s Girl
Marco’s Girl
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Epilogue I
Epilogue II
Also by MINK
About the Author
HIS VIRGIN QUEEN
HIS VIRGIN QUEEN
MINK
S he sits with her head down, the gauzy veil still covering her dark
hair.
I holster my pistol and adjust my suit coat.
She doesn’t look up.
Not when I walked into the room.
Not when I fired the shot that killed her new husband.
Not even when he fell face-first into his salad course.
She still sits there now as I walk around the table to her.
Her wedding was beautiful. No one could argue that. I sat in the back row
and watched as the young, dark-haired bride walked uncertainly down the
aisle. The cathedral was full, every higher-up in the seven families in
attendance.
She did as all good mafia daughters do--gave her word to love and cherish
the piece of shit whose blood now stains the carpet.
But I digress. The wedding. It was smaller than usual, but still an overdone
affair. As the head of the Davinci family, I was expected to attend. So I did.
What I didn’t expect was the double-cross that happened.
But now it’s taken care of. I glance at Antonio’s shattered skull and smirk.
Now, there are only six families.
I will take all of Antonio Tuscani’s men as my own, execute the disloyal
ones, and continue on with business as usual. If the other families take issue
with my actions, they are welcome to address it at the next meeting.
Until then, I am the god of the Tuscani family, and, as an extension, of the
young bride whose husband I just murdered.
“Just do it.” Her voice is so still, like the surface of a cold, dark lake.
I stand behind her, my gaze straying down the perfect cascade of her rich
hair, the slope of her pale shoulders, the row of buttons down the back of
her dress. I could rip them off with ease. I could. But as her departed
husband learned, just because you could do something doesn’t mean you
should. He shouldn’t have tried to take my primary cocaine provider from
me. He shouldn’t have pressed the families to grant him my share of the
underground fighting ring. But he could do those things. And he did. And
now he’s dead, and his blushing bride is a spoil of war.
“I said go ahead and do it.” That voice again, the sweet tones so sad they’re
haunting.
I reach out and trail my fingers down her veil. “And what would you have
me do?”
She doesn’t move.
“Afraid, cara mia?”
“Ready.”
“Ready for …” I bury my fingers in the thin fabric and pull the veil free, the
comb falling to the floor and her hair flowing dark and wavy.
“Just go ahead.” She turns to look at me, the caramel brown of her eyes like
a dagger that goes straight to where my heart should be.
But, as many of my enemies have learned, there is nothing there. No heart.
No mercy.
But there is need. And desire. She sparks it with her petulant lips and big
eyes.
This beauty is mine. As a final insult to the Tuscani family, I will own this
innocent creature, bend her and break her until she is something new. She
was never meant for the weakling her father shackled her to at that
wedding. Antonio didn’t deserve this bride. Not this ethereal creature that
sits before me and asks for me to end her.
None of this fits her. Not the groom. Not this house. Not her dress—the
heavy satin, the overdone veil, the huge skirt—I hate it. In fact, it disgusts
me.
I grip the back and rip it, the buttons popping just as I’d surmised, and the
fabric parting with a rough sound that is pleasant on my ears.
She leans forward, trying to get away from me, but I yank again, splitting it
all the way down past her waist.
“Take it off.” I step back as she struggles to her feet, then whirls on me.
She holds the torn dress to her chest. “Stop!”
I like this better, the fire in her tone. No more dead water. Instead there’s
heat there. Ire.
I want more. “I said take it off. I don’t like it.”
“No.” She kicks her chin up. “If you’re going to kill me, get it over with,
but I’m not here to be your peep show.”
I could bend her over this table here and now, ravage her and walk away. I
should. I don’t need any more messes from the Tuscani clan.
Instead, I stand my ground. “Take it off.” The tone I use--it’s the same one
plenty of men have heard right before I kill them.
She doesn’t respond, but her chin trembles.
“If you don’t, I’ll do it for you.” I’d enjoy that. Just ripping it down the
back has my blood running hot.
With a look that could break a normal man’s heart, she drops the torn fabric
and crosses her trembling hands over her breasts even though she’s wearing
a white bra.
“Better. Now step out of it.”
“Why?” She glances down my body, distrust in her caramel eyes.
“I already told you. I don’t like it. The moment you’re out of it, I’ll have my
associate burn it.” I snap my fingers and Gio hurries into the room.
“Boss?”
“Take that gown and dispose of it along with Antonio.”
“Yes, sir.” He strides over to her and grabs a piece of the poofy skirt, then
waits for her to obey my command.
“Step out of it.” I move toward her and offer my hand.
She eyes it like it might bite her, but takes it so she can wrestle her way free
from the white monstrosity. Then she lets go. Her soft touch warmed my
skin, and I flex my hand.
Once she’s free, I see she’s wearing demure white panties and low-heeled
white shoes. No lace, no garter, nothing intentionally sexy. She didn’t
intend on having a fun wedding night, though I’m certain Antonio would
have rutted on her all the same.
“Come.” I hold my hand out again.
She shakes her head as she presses her thighs tightly together and keeps her
hands over her breasts.
“I won’t ask you again, cara mia.” I take her in, enjoying the way her waist
narrows and her hips flare, the thick thighs and the small ankles. She was
far too much woman for Antonio. “You won’t like what happens next if you
don’t obey.”
“Of course you’ll hit me. That’s what your kind does.” She presses her lips
into a thin line and gives me her hand.
The thought of someone hitting her sends a jolt of ice into my veins. I’m a
violent man, but raising a hand to this rare beauty with the big brown eyes?
Who would dare? The demand for names is on the tip of my tongue, but
then she slides her hand into mine again. Her warmth permeates my skin,
and my bloodlust fades.
I lead her from the room and toward the front of Antonio’s overdone
mansion. “What’s your name?”
“You don’t know?” She keeps trying to cover herself, so I stop, unbutton
my coat, and then drape it across her shoulders.
She pulls it closed, even though it’s huge on her, and looks up at me with
open surprise. “Thank you.” She says it as more of a question.
“You’re welcome.” I take her hand again and keep walking. We’re leaving
this shithole behind. I’ll add it to my holdings and liquidate it—just as I did
its owner—as soon as possible.
“Where are we going?” she asks as we walk out into the chilly night.
“Does it matter?” I look down at her.
She thinks for a moment, then shakes her head. “No. I suppose it doesn’t.”
I help her into the back of the black Mercedes, then move to slide in beside
her.
A gunshot shatters the window beside me, and I hit the ground.
Reaching inside the car, I shove her down onto the floorboard, then pull my
piece and stalk my next kill. Any man who comes at me will face my wrath.
And one that endangers this pretty little thing that now belongs to me?
He’s already signed his fucking death warrant.
3
SOPHIA
I can still taste her. She’s sweeter than anything I’ve ever known,
and now she’s mine.
I walk her into my home and call Carlotta over. “Take her up to my room.
Get her measurements. Order whatever clothes she likes. She’ll also need a
wedding dress—”
“Sir?” Carlotta’s dark eyes open wide, the wrinkles on her forehead turning
into deep furrows.
“You heard me.” I don’t snap at her. Not Carlotta. She’s served the Davinci
family her whole life.
“All right.” She swallows hard and turns her attention to my bride.
“Carlotta, this is …” I turn to my intended. “Your name?”
“You don’t know my name?” She gawks up at me. “B-but you came to my
wedding.”
“My apologies, cara mia, but I simply arrived to witness the wedding
between the Scalingi and Tuscani families. I did not particularly notice the
first name of the bride.”
“Sir?” Carlotta wrings her hands. “You intend to marry a girl you met at a
wedding … where she was the bride?”
“That’s it.” I pat her shoulder. “You’ve got it perfectly right. Now, please
escort …” I look expectantly into my innocent lover’s caramel-brown eyes.
“Sophia,” she says, her perfectly-formed lips caressing the word. Oh, the
things I will do with that mouth.
“Please escort Sophia to my room and make all the arrangements for a
small ceremony to be held here this evening, say seven o’clock. The heads
of all families are to be invited, with special attention paid to the Scalingis.
Ensure they receive the invitation first.” I lean down and press a kiss to
Sophia’s crown. “Go now. Prepare yourself.”
“I-I don’t know your name.” She clutches my jacket around her.
“Nick Davinci.”
Her eyes widen. “You’re the head of the Davinci family.”
“Correct, cara mia. Welcome to my kingdom.” I wave a hand at my grand
estate, the chandelier overhead sparkling and the polished marble floor
gleaming. “You will be a beautiful queen, but for now, I must work.” I lean
closer, my lips pressing against her ear. “I am the only one who will ever
rule your body, and I intend to stake my claim tonight. Ready yourself.”
A shiver runs through her, and I know—just like I know when a man wants
to kill me—that she wants me between her thighs. Soon.
I snap my fingers, and Carlotta hurries over and takes Sophia’s elbow, then
leads her up the curved staircase to the master bedroom.
Once she’s out of sight, I stride toward my office. Gio swings the door open
for me and follows me inside, along with a handful of my most trusted men.
“Antonio’s body?” I open the crystal decanter and pour myself a drink.
“Taken care of.”
“His men?”
“Carmine and his enforcers are at the docks right now doing an inventory of
people and goods. We’ll know who’s on our team before the day is out. The
ones who aren’t will be taken care of.” Gio pours a drink as I taste mine. It’s
good, but not as potent as Sophia, her sweetness the perfect complement to
my bitter. Her skin is fair despite her lineage. Have the Scalingis kept her
hidden away in their mansion on the river? Did she not see the sun in all
these years? Her hair is soft, and I think—no, I know—her skin is soft, too.
Like a rose petal. Did I just think of her skin like a rose petal? Fuck, that
girl is messing with my mind. And maybe I like it. I take a big gulp of my
liquor.
“Boss?” Gio hovers at my elbow. He’s been waiting this entire time while
I’ve been lost in thoughts of the widow who will be my bride. No, not a
widow. I hate the thought of her having belonged to another. It’s a stupid
thing to care about, but I do. Even if she said the empty vows, she never
belonged to him. She was waiting for me. All the same, I rather enjoy the
fact that I killed her husband and took her for myself.
Gio clears his throat. “The girl?”
“Sophia Scalingi is mine.” I turn to the deadliest men in the city, all of them
loyal to me. “The wedding is going to be a test. I’ve invited all the families.
If they don’t come, we’ll know they stand against us. If they do, well, then
we’ll see. But I want all of you in the room. If violence starts, we will end
it. And if I have to cull the families from six to even less? So be it. But none
of them will ever think to cross me in business again. The Tuscanis are no
more. If anyone else steps out of line, they will meet the same end. One day,
the men in this room will be the only ones that matter, the only families that
have any say. But until then, we will maintain ties. And with Sophia as my
wife, the Scalingis will be squeezed that much tighter in my grip.”
“Clever.” Dante taps the butt of his pistol, his impatience one of his most
marked characteristics. “And lucky for you she’s got a hot little body to—”
I’m across the room, my glass broken on the floor, and my hands at his
throat before the thought even enters my mind. “Don’t you fucking look at
her!” I squeeze.
He holds his hands up, surprise telegraphing through his eyes. Dante is
loyal. He’d let me end him right here and now if I wanted to. He won’t fight
back, not against me. Which is why I release my hold and step back.
“My apologies.” He still holds his hands up, palms toward me. “Please
forgive me, boss.”
“You’re forgiven.” I grip his shoulder. “I shouldn’t have laid hands on you.”
I grit my teeth, then force myself to relax. “But make no mistake, Sophia is
not a pawn. She will be the queen of this family, my bride, and the mother
of my children.”
Gio whistles. “It finally happened.”
Dante’s face goes from grim to a smile. “You got struck by the arrow, man.”
“Don’t be ridiculous.” I pat his cheek—perhaps a little too hard—then pour
myself another drink. “There is no arrow.”
“You’re in love.” Dante sighs. “One of the greats has fallen. Off the
market.”
Gio laughs. “It was bound to happen.” He elbows Dante. “More pussy for
us, eh?”
“Damn right.” Dante takes his glass and raises it. “To you and your new
queen.”
The others pour drinks hastily and raise their glasses, too. “To you and your
new queen.”
We drink, the liquor warming me on its way down.
I clear my throat. “Now, let’s talk about who we need to kill to ensure this
wedding goes as smoothly as possible.” I hold up a finger. “Also, Gio, call
my tailor.”
5
SOPHIA
M arco approaches down the hall, his eyes on me, only a hint
of murder in them. At least his lip is repaired, the split
almost unnoticeable.
“She’s getting ready for tonight,” I caution him. “Knock first.”
Turning, I tell my men, “He can come and go as he pleases. To you, he is
part of the family.”
“I’m a Scalingi.” He puffs his chest out.
“Look, kid.” I keep my voice as even as I can. “I’m sure you’re tough as
fuck over at the Scalingi house. But here, you are a guest. I expect you to
act accordingly.”
“I’m free to leave?” he challenges.
Damn, this kid is full of piss and vinegar. I was probably a lot like him
when I was his age, but that was over a decade ago. “What are you, 17,
18?”
“Fifteen.” His pride could choke an elephant, and his defiance reminds me
of his sister.
The tilt of his head, the look in his eye--perhaps he got those traits from my
Sophia. Even so, he needs to know who is the master of this house.
“All right, 15. Behave. Everyone here knows the score. You’re my bride’s
brother. Keep your shit tight, and everything will be fine.”
“You can’t just take her like this.” He steps to me. Not in my space, not
quite begging for me to hit him, but close.
“Did you make that objection when your father sold her to Antonio
Tuscani?” I step to him. In his space. Begging him to make a move.
Because I’m nobody’s bitch. I want this kid to like me, to eventually see me
as a brother, but I don’t take shit. Not even from him.
His gaze darts away and then back to my eyes. “I told my father to leave her
alone, to let her do what she wanted.”
Now, there’s a notion. “What did she want?”
“I mean.” He shrugs and eyes me suspiciously, but continues, “She always
liked to write. Not books, but she had a million magazines and loved to read
culture stuff. Clothes and shit. Art. Whatever the newest trends are.”
“She would write?” The idea piques my interest. I intend to spend plenty of
time learning about my bride, examining every bit of her to try and
understand this insatiable need for her and the lightning-fast connection we
have, but getting a head start never hurts.
“Yeah.” He seems to loosen up just a little, his shoulders not so high, his
temper fading.
I step back. “Stories?”
“Like, she’d I guess sort of pretend she worked for those magazines or
websites? And she’d write her own little essays.”
“You read them?”
“Pfft. I don’t read that shit.” He looks at the burly guards outside her door.
“Too, um, girly. I’m not into that. Just porn for me. And mechanic
magazines. Motorcycles. Stuff like that.”
I smirk. He’s read her work.
He continues, “But I know she’s a good writer. You’d think she was in some
penthouse in New York or going to that fashion week bullshit. That’s how
good she is. But she wasn’t allowed to do what she wanted.” He frowns, his
young face momentarily turning into a much older one. “Our father
would’ve flipped if he’d known. So she hid it, and eventually, she stopped.”
“Why?”
“Because my father decided she’d be better as a bride to the Tuscanis than
anything else. When she found out he’d promised her to Antonio…” He
meets my gaze. “She just stopped.”
Interesting. I file away that information, intending to take it out and look at
it later. There’s even more to Sophia than I imagined, and it only makes me
want her more. But I promised her--and myself--that I would wait. No
matter how badly I want to go in there and speak to her, kiss her, fuck her,
make her moan, I won’t. This union is going to be holy, and then I’m going
to make our bond so solid that nothing will ever shake it.
“What do you think you’ll get out of taking her like this?” The swagger is
back, as if Marco just remembered he’s supposed to be playing the heavy.
“A queen.” I can’t put it any more directly.
“You mean a plaything.”
“No. I mean that she will be my equal, that we will rule this family and the
Tuscanis, and that we will seek blood and retribution against anyone who
crosses us.”
“Why?” He runs a hand through his dark hair. “You killed her husband and
then stole her. That’s never going to work.”
“Empires were built on less.” I smile, but I know it’s cold. The only one
who seems able to warm me is behind my bedroom door, her panties wet
and her cheeks pink.
“She isn’t some spoil of war.” He puts more force in his voice.
“I agree. And I think you’ll find that--”
The bedroom doors open, and Sophia steps out, her eyes going to her
brother. “Marco!” She runs to him, and he catches her in his arms.
The surge of jealousy is out of place. First, because I’m not a jealous man.
Second, because it’s her brother. But I’m beginning to think that first point
is false when it comes to Sophia. I’ve never been jealous before, but she
brings it out in me. I almost want to order my men to keep their fucking
eyes down whenever she walks by. Because she’s mine. Mine to love, mine
to hold, mine to watch, and definitely mine to fuck. She’s got this hold on
me as if it’s been there my whole life, and I’ve only been waiting to find it.
Now that I have, I’m never letting it go.
“Oh my God, Marco, you’re here.” She hugs him. “You’re really here, and
you’re safe.”
“I’m fine. Are you all right?”
“I’m okay. How did you get here? Does Father know?” She pulls back and
inspects his face. “Hey, what happened to your lip?”
“I’ll let you two talk.” I say the words despite the fact that I want to rip her
away from him and lock her in my room so that I can make my mark all
over her. It’s her brother, I remind myself.
“You’re leaving?” she asks.
The innocence in her tone, the trust and longing--fuck me. I’m done for.
Dante was on point when he said I’m off the market for good, because
when she asks me like that, like she wants me to stay forever, I can’t seem
to find words.
So instead of speaking and giving myself away, I simply nod and head
down the stairs. She needs time with her brother, and I need to ensure that
the wedding will go as planned.
My tailor hurries over to me, the tux draped across his thin arms. “Please,
sir. Once more.”
“All right.” I wave him to my office right as Dante enters the front door
with a buxom blonde on his arm.
“Boss, I’d like you to meet Ava Carnegie.”
“Ms. Carnegie?” I stride to her and shake her warm hand. “Welcome.”
“Ah, thanks?” She looks around. “But I’m not sure why I’m here.”
“You’re a guest.” I smile, and she recoils a little. I know I’m a handsome
man, but I also have a little something extra, a coldness that seemed to have
settled in when I made my first kill at fourteen. I’m a predator, and
whenever there’s prey around, they can sense it. By the way Ms. Carnegie
is gawking at me, I can see she’s prey. The easy kind. No wonder Lorenzo
Scalingi went after her.
“A guest?” She swallows hard.
“Of course.” I wave her toward the front sitting room. “Please make
yourself at home. The ceremony will start in about an hour. Carlotta will see
to your needs.”
As if summoned by the mention of her name, Carlotta appears from the
back hallway. “Come now, Ms. Carnegie, I’ll sit with you for a spell. I’ve
heard your hot cross buns are the talk of the neighborhoods when Easter
rolls around.”
Ms. Carnegie is visibly relieved, the crow’s feet at the corners of her eyes
smoothing out as she latches onto Carlotta’s warmth. “Well, yes, it’s a
family recipe.”
I pull Dante aside. “Anyone see you take her?”
He smirks. “Everyone.”
I pat him on the back. “Good. Tell the men that trouble is on its way. Be
ready.” I pause and glance up the stairs to where my sweet bride awaits.
“But I don’t care if World War Three breaks out, I will marry Sophia
Scalingi tonight.”
9
SOPHIA
I ’ve never considered myself a lucky man. Not with a past like
mine. Bodies lined my way to the top, and I’ll drop as many
men as necessary to stay here. But when I see my bride-to-be in
her gown, her eyes shining, her dark hair draped down her shoulders, and
her body making her white dress sing, my mouth goes dry.
Do I care that she interrupted a meeting? Fuck no. Do I want her on her
back with my face between her legs? Definitely.
But I must be patient. So I have her come sit on my lap.
“Continue.” I lean back so she can settle on my legs.
She perches like a bird at first, but then I pull her closer. Once I’ve wrapped
my arms around her, she settles back against me.
Gio clears his throat and looks everywhere but at my bride. Good.
“We found the missing shipment at the Tuscani warehouse over on Water
Street.”
“All of it?” I ask.
“Everything except whatever Antonio snorted before his wedding.” Dante
smirks.
She stiffens at the mention of his name. I run my hand down her arm and
take her hand, but I feel something hard. Something that doesn’t belong
there. Pulling her small fingers to my face, I see a band of gold on her ring
finger.
Something inside me snarls, and I grit my teeth. Despite my burst of rage, I
gently pull the ring from her finger, then hold it up to the light.
“Did you like this ring, cara mia?” I look into her caramel brown eyes.
“No.” She drops her gaze, her hair shifting.
I notice a scar on her forehead. It’s small, white, and right at the hairline.
“What happened here?”
She drops her chin even farther. “That was a while ago. My fathe--um,
Lorenzo. He didn’t like it when I asked about my mother, so he …” She
trails off, but she doesn’t have to say more. I know what that bastard did,
and he’ll pay for it. Dearly.
“Don’t hide from me.” I gently tip her chin back up. “You are a queen.
Never forget that.”
“Okay.” She presses her lips together, then takes a deep breath. “I should’ve
taken this ring off. I’m sorry.”
“There’s nothing to be sorry about.” Is she afraid of me? It’s funny, I want
everyone to fear me. I didn’t have to read The Prince--though I did--to
know it’s far better to be feared than loved. But that desire changed the
moment I saw her sitting at that cold Tuscani table, ready for her fate, but
not expecting it to appear in my form. “You never need fear me. Do you
understand?”
“I …” Her brows draw together.
“I swear, here before all my men, that I will never raise my hand to you.
You don’t need to be afraid of me, cara mia. I would sooner cut my heart
out than do one drop of damage to yours.”
Her mouth opens in a surprised ‘o’, which gives me plenty of filthy ideas.
Soon, cara mia.
I spread my hand across her back, loving every inch of her warm skin. “You
were sold by your father. This ring was a band meant to cage you, to keep
you in line, to show ownership. Would you agree?”
“Yes,” she answers quickly.
“As such, we must destroy it.”
“Yes,” she says with more force. “Please.”
“It is done.” I toss the ring to Tony. “Take this directly to Caravagio’s metal
shop. Have him melt it down. Then take it and throw it into the river where
it will stay forever, covered in muck and forgotten, just like the unworthy
man who thought he could use it to imprison my queen.”
“Yes, boss.” He hurries out.
I settle back and continue running my fingers along her warm skin. “Now,
what other news?”
Gio pulls his phone out and grins. “Guess who just showed up to the front
gate.”
I lean over and press my lips to Sophia’s ear. “It’s your father.” Running my
hand up to the back of her neck, I collar her there, possessing her but not
stifling her. “He thinks he can take you from me. Can he, cara mia?”
“No.” Her breathy voice shoots a jolt of heat to my cock, and I shift my
hips so she can feel what she does to me.
“Do you want to go back to him?” I slide my hand down her smooth skirt
until I reach the hem, then ease my fingers up her calf to her thigh.
“No.” She makes a sweet little sound in her throat.
I move my fingers higher, teasing the edge of her lace garter, the one I’ll
have in my teeth later this evening. “Do you want to stay with me?”
Her eyes widen, and I lick the shell of her ear. When my fingers move
higher and graze her panties, she clutches my arm. “Yes.”
“Wet for me, cara mia?” I whisper in her ear, then stroke along the lace
until I reach the sweet spot between her thighs that’s made for pleasure.
Her body tightens as I press the tip of my finger against it, then drag it
slowly back and forth. She closes her eyes, her head lolling back as I kiss
her throat, my fingers working against her soaked panties as my cock
demands to be freed only to plunge into the tight virgin on my lap. I need to
stop, to end this torture, but I don’t. I continue rubbing her sweet spot until
she squirms on my lap, her hips moving in tiny bursts as I tease her and her
taut ass teases my hard cock.
I run my teeth up her graceful neck, then bite beneath her ear. She gasps,
her body teetering on the edge, then I pull back. It isn’t an easy feat, but I
stop and draw my fingers away, then smooth her skirt down.
Licking her off my fingers, I return my attention to my men. They seem to
be very interested in the coffered ceiling above us, though Dante’s smirk is
a nice bit of honesty.
When Sophia opens her eyes, her cheeks go up in a flash of crimson. Did I
almost get her off in front of my men? Yes. Do I give a shit? No. They need
to know she’s mine, and that touching her isn’t simply off limits, it’s deadly.
But I trust these men. They are loyal and smart. The same can’t be said for
the wedding guests who are beginning to arrive.
“These men will die for you, Sophia. You never need fear them. They will
keep our secrets.” I press my forehead to hers. “Don’t be shy. Not with me.”
“All right.” She nods, though her voice is still shaky. Perhaps from nerves,
perhaps desire. Given the delicious state of her panties, I’d say the latter.
“Now, I need to have a brief word with your father before the ceremony.” I
set Sophia on her feet and rise, then grab my tux jacket and slide it on.
“Dante, bring Carlotta.”
Sophia smiles up at me, one hand going to my chest. “You look amazing.”
“Don’t stroke his ego too much.” Dante opens the hall door and motions
Carlotta inside.
There’s no point smacking him in his smart mouth. He’s never learned and
never will. And he’d probably love getting the attention.
“Carlotta, take care of my bride. Please escort her to the back parlor to
prepare along with her brother.”
“Yes sir.”
“Cara mia?”
Sophia turns, her lips parted. “Yes?”
“The next time I see you, we will be swearing before God and everyone
else here that we belong to each other. Are you ready?”
She doesn’t drop her gaze, keeping her eyes steadily on mine. “Ready.”
“That’s my queen.” I kiss her hand, then shoo her out with Carlotta.
Sophia’s exposed back demands that I tongue every inch of it. And I will.
But first, business. Later, pleasure. And so much of it that my sweet little
virgin may beg me to stop. But I won’t. Not until I’ve tasted her everywhere
and filled her with my seed.
She will be mine, body and soul, and our family will rule this city.
11
SOPHIA
T he guests are here. All the families are represented, even the
Scalingis. Lorenzo sits in the front row, his mistress at his
side. She seems to have realized the danger--perhaps it’s the
blood running from the gash on Lorenzo’s forehead that gave it away--and
hews close to him, her eyes wide.
She won’t be harmed. But it doesn’t bother me that she fears for her life.
Fucking Lorenzo was a bad life choice. Now it’s time to pay.
The other bosses sit with their wives, their faces mostly stoic. I’m certain
they were more than a little surprised to be attending a second wedding
today, especially one with the same bride, but they’re hiding it, waiting to
see how this situation plays out. They don’t need to wonder. By the end of
the ceremony, I’ll control the Davincis, the Tuscanis, and have a powerful
foothold with the Scalingis. If anything, they should worry, because if they
cross me, it won’t be long before I come for their piece of the pie.
“Nick.” Father Rantini takes his place at the front of the room, his formal
robes setting the right tone. This isn’t a sham wedding or a payment from
one family to another in the form of an unwilling bride. This is a marriage,
a bonding of souls, a meeting of minds, and it is the first true step toward
my dynasty. With Sophia at my side, this city will be ours. That it angers
Lorenzo is a bonus.
The string quartet begins to play some song I’ve heard at weddings all my
life, and the guests seem to relax a little. Music soothes the wild beasts,
apparently.
I adjust my tie as Gio steps up beside me, his tux almost as fine as mine.
“You ready?”
He pats his pocket. “All set on my end.”
“The jeweler followed my instructions?”
“To the ‘t.’” He nods and peers out at the small assembly. “They at a
wedding or a funeral?” he whispers.
“If anyone steps out of line, it may be both.”
“Nick, if you’re ready, we can proceed.” Father Rantini smiles, his old,
watery eyes missing no detail. It’s a mob wedding, but he’s done plenty of
these over the years.
Carlotta hovers at the entrance to the west hall. I jerk my chin at her, and
she smiles and hurries away to retrieve my bride.
“This is it. Off the market.” Gio gives me a sidelong glance. “Unless you
intend to be nailing chicks on the side.”
“Not happening. Sophia is my only one.” The thought of another verges on
disgusting.
“I was just busting your balls. You think I don’t know how you are when
you set your mind on something? I’ve seen how you look at her. She’s the
one.”
“I never thought it would happen.” I can’t believe I found her. All this time,
other families tried to sell me their daughters, innocent little creatures with
wide eyes and empty heads. But Sophia is different. There’s fire in her, and
over time, it can burn hot enough to forge our family. “But a king knows a
queen when he sees her.”
“Right on.” He rolls his shoulders. “I think she’s almost here. Hey, do you
think Lorenzo’s going to explode or what?”
I glance at him. His face is red, and he clutches his poor mistress’s hand in
his grip like it’s a stress ball.
“If he does, I’ll handle it.”
Dante stands at the entry door, his head on a swivel as he eyes the guests.
We’re all armed to the teeth despite our tuxes--my tailor knows what sort of
man he works for and always leaves just enough room for a gun and some
knives.
The music changes to the wedding march, and I hold my breath as Dante
opens the doors.
My mind stops, my heart stumbles, and I go completely still as she appears.
A vision in understated elegance, she locks eyes with me as Marco escorts
her down the aisle. The guests stand--all except Lorenzo--as she walks
among them like a goddess through a throng of peasants. My love, my
heart, the half of my soul that had been missing until I walked into the
Tuscani home, killed her husband, and took her for myself. But that’s the
way it was meant to be. I will kill as many as necessary to claim her,
because we are one.
She keeps her eyes on me, each step bringing her closer. When Marco
passes her to me, I can’t seem to stop smiling. She glances down, demure
for a moment, then looks up into my eyes. The joy in hers matches mine as
we turn to Father Ratini.
He begins his introduction, a clipped version of the same service he
performed this morning. I keep looking at her, the beauty by my side. Her
veil floats down her back, and I’m pleased that she has chosen not to cover
her face. She should never hide, not from me, not from anyone. A queen
should be seen, desired, coveted, but only ever truly mastered by her king.
And, oh, how I intend to master her once this ceremony is completed.
“Sophia.” Father Ratini smiles at her. “Do you take this man to be your
wedded husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for
worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you
part?”
She bites her lip for a second, and my whole world balances on the next
words from her sweet mouth. With a deep breath, she says, “I do.” The
smile that follows is one I will never forget.
Father Ratini repeats the same question for me, and I don’t hesitate. Not
when my Sophia is on the line.
“I do.” I squeeze her warm hands in mine.
“The ring?” Father Ratini glances at Gio.
“Oh.” He reaches into his pocket. “Got ‘em.”
He hands me both rings. One is a plain platinum band, though I’ve had
Sophia’s name engraved on the inside so she’s always on my mind
whenever I look at it. Hers is just what I demanded from my jeweler--a
diamond-filled band with a platinum base. It gives off sparkling reflections
as I hold it up, each emerald-cut stone a perfect match to the one next to it.
It’s weighty, but so is my commitment to my queen.
Sophia’s eyes widen, and she holds out a shaking hand.
I steady her, just as I always will, and slide the ring on. She takes my ring
and does the same. Bound. Not by family expectations. Not by any sort of
alliance. We’re bound by heart and soul, and we will crush any who seek to
destroy us.
“You may--”
I don’t let Father Ratini finish. Instead, I pull her into my arms and claim
her with a crushing kiss. Her startled squeal is honey on my tongue, and I
bend her back, supporting her completely as I make her mine for all to see.
She grips my biceps, her body going languid in my arms as she trusts me to
hold her. Our kiss deepens to assuredly inappropriate levels until I pull her
back to her feet and tear myself from her.
“Soon, cara mia,” I whisper in her ear. “I will taste all of you.”
She shivers as we turn to face the room.
“May I present to you Mr. and Mrs.--”
“You whore!” Lorenzo stands and points at my bride. “You marry Antonio,
and his corpse isn’t even cold, and now you marry this bastard!”
All the air leaves the room as Lorenzo starts cursing Sophia in Italian, every
vicious word from his lips like a poison that causes her to fold in on herself,
her shoulders curling, her head dropping.
“A puttana just like your mother! I’m glad I killed her.” He steps toward
her, his hands out. “I strangled her with these hands, as all whores like you
deserve, and you’re next, you fucking slut of a daugh--”
The gunshot cuts him off, the hole in his forehead oozing blood as he falls
backwards onto his mistress. The guests rise, some of them running toward
the door. But Dante stands in front of it, gun in hand.
No one is leaving. Not until they hear me.
“Sophia Davinci is mine.” I raise my voice and holster my still-smoking
pistol. “No one will take my wife. No one will insult my wife.” I point at
Lorenzo’s body. “This is what will happen to anyone who seeks to hurt me,
my family, or my queen.” I take Sophia’s trembling hand in mine as
Lorenzo’s mistress starts to scream, blood streaking her dress. “This
wedding is adjourned.” I motion for Dante to open the door so the guests
can leave.
Most of them hurry out, though a couple of the other family heads don’t
rush. They’ve seen this sort of violence and know that Lorenzo was out of
line. Even so, they cast me sidelong glances. I grin back at them. Marco
stays, his eyes on Lorenzo. The kid might be trouble. Only time will tell.
But he has my protection, and I won’t break my word to Sophia.
Once the room is clear, I scoop my bride into my arms and carry her up the
stairs. If she wants to mourn her mother, we will. If she wants to talk about
our future and what Lorenzo’s death will mean, we will. But only after I’ve
claimed her in every way that matters.
13
SOPHIA
She sleeps on my chest, her easy breaths tickling along my skin. I grab my
phone and check it. Gio and Dante have been blowing me up, though I
suspect they knew I wouldn’t check it until I’d taken my bride’s virginity
and left my mark. Mission accomplished.
The texts are all in the same vein. Pasquale, Sophia’s grandfather, has
joined with the Fulmaris and mobilized an army to take me down. I sigh.
“Hmm?” She looks up, her angel eyes sleepy and sated.
“Go to sleep, cara mia.” I pull her fingers to my lips and kiss them. When I
move to get up, she grabs hold of me.
“Where are you going?”
“Business.” I stroke her soft hair. “You know this life.”
“Please be careful.”
“If my queen commands it, then I shall do it.” I kiss her lips, giving her a
gentle goodbye as I slide the rest of the way out of the bed.
“I need you to come back to me. Alive.” She sits up now, the sheet clutched
to her chest.
I hurry into my closet and throw on some clothes. My men need to get
moving, and a strategy is already coming together in my mind. At the end
of this night, I’ll have the lion’s share of underworld business in this town
and Pasquale’s blood on my hands.
“I will.” I go back to her and kiss her again, slowly this time, savoring her
mouth as my body heats again. “I can’t leave you unattended. Not when the
treasure between your legs deserves another good licking and an especially
thorough fucking.”
She blushes beautifully. “You have a filthy mouth.”
“Only for you.” I kiss her again, then back away from the bed before I’m
tempted to climb back into it and make good on my words.
“Please, be safe.” Her eyes are wide, worry swirling in them.
“Sleep, now, cara mia. I’ll return before the dawn and make you moan.”
Backing out of the double doors, I have my men close them, then put on my
game face. “Neither of you are to leave her side. Understand me? She is to
be protected at all costs. If you fail me, I will have your heads. Are we
clear?”
“Yes, boss.”
I clap them on the shoulders. “Good men.”
Turning, I meet Gio in the hallway, his longer hair a mess and his face
drawn. “They moved on one of our warehouses.”
“Which one?”
“Carter Street.” He follows me down the stairs.
I smirk as I find a good portion of my men assembled below. Opening my
arms, I grin. “Who’s ready to spill blood tonight?”
A roar goes up from my soldiers, and I walk among them, preparing them
for war.
15
SOPHIA
Going to high school as the heir to a mafia family isn’t as easy it seems.
The prep school lifestyle leaves me cold, and I don’t want to be a part of the
lacrosse crowd or make time with the silly girls who think being with me is
taking a walk on the wild side. I’m fine in my bubble until I see the new girl
through the window. Shy, smart, and with curves that make my mouth
water, Evangeline is an unexpected good girl in my bad boy world. Her
innocence should make me back off, but I don’t. After all, I’m a Davinci.
When I see something I want, I take it.
A chance at going to college is all I need, and this new prep school is the
way to do it. Grams took a maid job at a local estate just so I could attend
prestigious Brightwood Prep, and I won’t let her down. I’m focused and
determined … until I meet Marco. He’s got bad boy written all over him as
he sits at the back of the classroom, his eyes eating me up. And that’s only
the beginning. Marco isn’t just bad, he’s determined to make me his no
matter the cost.
1
MARCO
A kid runs past me as the digital synth bell rings, signaling the start
of classes. I sigh as I walk into Brightwood Prep for my senior
year. I’m already over these walls and these faces, tired of the
same old shit and the wary glances in my direction. Well, maybe I’m not
tired of making these spoiled assholes feel uncomfortable. That part makes
me smirk.
I keep strolling leisurely past the administration office and down the long
science hall. The first session is already going, teachers calling roll or
giving uplifting chats about how Brightwood has prepared all of us for the
Ivy Leagues. My sister wants me to go to college, but I disagree. If it’s
anything like this place, I’ll pass.
Easing into Mrs. Benton’s class, I take a seat in the back row, completing
my cliché image as the bad boy. It doesn’t bother me. The way the other
students shy away from me? Fine. The way they whisper about me and my
family? Fuck ‘em. I’m perfectly happy blowing this place and never
looking back, but I stay. Not for myself, but for my sister. If I gave up on
this, it would disappoint her, especially since Sophia never got the chance to
go to school when she was my age.
Trent sneers at me, he and his lacrosse buddies sitting in a line like three
rowers in a douche canoe. I stare him down, daring him to do something
about it. He and a few of his teammates tried to jump me last year. They got
a few good licks in before I stopped holding back. After that, Trent’s father-
-a judge, of course--threatened to have me arrested for assault.
“Nice of you to show up, Mr. Davinci.” Mrs. Benton clicks through her
slideshow that’s designed to refresh us on the particulars of cellular
division.
“Thanks.” I give her a wave and let my smartass retort linger in the air as
the other students click away on their laptops. Their copious notes won’t
make them any smarter than they already are, but I suppose if they knew
that, they’d be sitting back here with me. I pull out my phone and scroll
through my messages. Sophia sent me a happy face and a ‘have a great day
at school’ message. She’s such a mom.
I pocket my phone and consider napping, but Mrs. Benton is staring right at
me as she lectures on mitochondria, so I turn and look out the window at
the quad. It’s grassy and still green after the hot summer, the oaks shading
just enough to give it some interest. But that’s not what catches my eye.
A girl, flanked by the headmaster and Dr. Ward, walks with her head down,
her arms wrapped around a couple of textbooks as they speak to her. She’s
tall and curvy, and her hair is a striking shade of blond. Not bottle blond or
a summer gold. It’s nearly white, as if she has some genetic issue to turn it
that shade.
I sit up a little straighter to get a better view, but they pass beneath one of
the oaks and into the administration area. Is she in trouble? I know all about
that. But she certainly didn’t look the type, not when she was clutching
books to her and actually listening to whatever the headmaster was droning
on about.
“Mr. Davinci?”
I look up at the glaring Mrs. Benton. “Yep?”
“I asked you what absolutely must occur before cell division can be
achieved.” Her display is stopped on a page that says ‘Biology is a Slice of
Life’ with an array of microscope slides. “But you were too busy
daydreaming to--”
“DNA replication.” I may not give a shit about school, but that doesn’t
mean I’m not good at it.
Her eyes narrow behind her round glasses, but she continues with her
lecture.
A few other kids look at me over their shoulders, but my dead-eyed stare
right back at them has them turning around in a hurry.
I lean back in my desk and settle in for utter boredom, but then the door
opens and the girl from the quad steps timidly inside. Her big blue eyes
glance around the room, and Trent holds up a hand and whistles.
“Over here.” He points to a seat beside him and his buddies.
She takes a step toward him, but I reach out and grab her hand. It’s
instinctual and overpowering. I let her go and pull my hand back.
She turns those big eyes to me, her impossibly white hair falling past her
shoulders and her pink lips parted.
“Sit here.” I point to the desk beside me. Why do I do it? I don’t know.
Sadie gives me a particularly venomous look, notable since she hasn’t
acknowledged me since the time I shut her down when she tried to tell
people we were together.
The new girl nibbles her bottom lip, then places her textbooks on the desk
and sits, dropping her backpack next to her.
Trent slaps his desk like a pissy tween, and Mrs. Benton looks up.
Adjusting her big glasses, she says, “A new student. The one from Sterling
Academy across the river, right? You must be Miss Garver.”
“I, um, yes. Evangeline.” She stares down at her textbook, her cheeks
coloring as the rest of the class turns to look at her.
“Welcome.” Mrs. Benton flicks her gaze to me. “But take care you don’t get
in with a bad crowd.”
“Okay?” She still doesn’t look up, so she has no idea I’m the bad crowd
Mrs. Benton is referring to, but she will. And sooner rather than later.
2
EVANGELINE
She walks out of school with her head down and a couple of books in her
arms. The bell rang a while ago, and I was about to go in and look for her,
but she’s here now. I relax just seeing her.
Glancing at the now-cloudy sky, she turns right and keeps to the sidewalk. I
assume she’s going to walk to her car in the mostly-empty lot, but she
doesn’t. She keeps going out onto the main highway that runs past the
school.
There’s no way she intends to walk all the way to Trent’s place. That has to
be five miles, at least. But she doesn’t stop, head down, steps quick, keeps
going even when thunder rumbles through the air.
I pull up beside her, and she casts a wary glance in my direction. When she
sees it’s me, she smiles and turns all the way toward me.
“Get in, babydoll.”
She doesn’t hesitate as I reach over and push the door open for her. Sliding
in, she drops her books and backpack in the floorboard and puts on her
seatbelt. “Thank you. Hey, what happened to your face?”
“Fell into a doorknob.” I smile.
She raises her brows. “Wow. Try to be more careful.”
Why do I find her naïveté to be so goddamn sexy? I can’t help it.
Something about her calls to me in a way that no other has before.
There have been plenty of girls at school that wanted my attention. I tired
quickly of their vapid bullshit and constant need for popularity. I’m playing
the long game. High school drama is the least of my concerns.
“Here I was thinking the black eye gave me a ‘rebel without a cause’ sort of
vibe.”
“You’re still very handsome.” Her cheeks color and she clears her throat.
“Yeah?” I reach for her hand and lace our fingers together.
“Bad weather.” She nibbles her lip, then points at the windshield where tiny
drops of rain are starting to create a fuzzy layer. “Yep, weather.”
I make her nervous, but I’m hoping it’s a good kind of nervous, because she
makes me nervous too. I want to kiss her, to taste her breath and sample her
lips, doing the nibbling myself. But I know that rushing this isn’t an option.
So I change the subject. “Were you going to walk all the way back to the
Bradford place?”
She shrugs. “I don’t have a car, and there’s no bus service around here.”
“Your grandma’s a Bradford but she won’t spring for you to have a car?” I
cruise through the woods around campus, a few houses dotting the rolling
hills in the distance.
“It’s already coming down hard.” She doesn’t meet my gaze. “Thanks for
giving me a ride. I would’ve been soaked.”
“Since you don’t have a car, I’ll pick you up in the morning and bring you
home after school.”
Her fingers tighten on mine. “You don’t have to do that.”
“I know, but I want to.” The idea of her walking along this country road all
alone sends a fucking chill up my spine. No way.
“Are you sure? I mean, I get the feeling you might not go to school every
day, and I don’t want to bother you when you have other things to--”
“You will be on time every day, babydoll. I promise. I won’t forget.”
Her smile returns, and that need to kiss her surges through me again.
“Oh.” I let go of her hand and reach into the back seat. “Here. It’s the
school laptop. I’ve got a better one coming for you, but this should tide you
over until it gets here.”
She takes the box. “This is so nice.” Running her hand over the box, she
stares at the laptop image, then turns to me. “Wait, did you say you ordered
me another one?”
“Yeah.” I shrug and turn into the Bradford property. “It’ll be better for you.
It has a tablet you can attach to it for drawing--that’ll help you in science
classes, and I got the really nice headphones, the over the ear kind that save
your hearing better than earbuds.”
Her mouth is open as she looks at me. “I don’t … I can’t … You …”
“It’s cool.” I take her hand again and drive slowly down the winding lane so
I can spend as much time with her as possible. The storm rages around us,
thunder rumbling and flashes of lightning sparking through the gray clouds.
“No, it’s too much. I can never repay you for--”
“You don’t have to. Don’t worry about it. This is free. I promise. I expect
nothing in return.” I glance at her. “I’m serious. If you never want to speak
to me again after today, that would be”–fucking unbearable, and I would
make you change your mind—“okay, and I wouldn’t ask for any of it back,
all right? This stuff is yours. You need it. Maybe it’ll inspire your grandma
to come up with some of her Bradford cash to outfit you better.”
“Thank you.” Her big blue eyes brim with tears. “That’s so kind.”
“Very welcome.” I kiss the back of her hand again as we cruise up to the
French-styled estate, the walls a pale stone and a giant fountain out front
with a Poseidon statue in the center. Gaudy and overdone--perfect for
Trent’s family. Two Range Rovers and a Maserati are parked alongside the
house.
“By the way, how have you managed to avoid Trent this whole time? Is he
like a distant cousin or something? He doesn’t seem to know you, either.” I
pull up as close to the front doors as possible so she can avoid the rain.
She turns and looks at the house. “Oh.”
“Something wrong?”
“No.” She points to the right. “There’s a garage back there. It’ll be dry.”
“Okay.” I put the car back in drive as the front door opens.
Thunder rolls as Trent walks out, initially oblivious to the storm and my car.
But then he stops when he sees Evangeline with me, and that’s when the
shouting starts.
6
EVANGELINE
She’s standing at the Bradford gate when I drive up. I lean over and push
her door open, and she slides in, the hem of her blue and green tartan skirt
riding up and revealing more of her thigh. I have the insane urge to bite her
there, to leave my mark.
“You didn’t have to pick me up.” She stows her backpack in the floorboard
and fastens her seatbelt.
“It’s freezing outside, and I already told you I’ll pick you up and take you
home every day.” I pull onto the highway.
“I know.” She tangles her fingers together. “I just don’t want any trouble.
Grams needs this job, and I need this school if I’m going to have any
chance at getting into a good college.”
“There shouldn’t be any more trouble, okay? Trent understands you’re off
limits.”
“And what was all that? The Davinci thing and me being under your
protection?”
I shrug. “Doesn’t matter.”
“It does to me.” She takes a deep breath. “I need you to be honest with me.
I’m not very trusting, but for some reason I really want to trust you, but I
can’t do that if I think you’re hiding things from me. But I know we just
met, and I’m not trying to steamroll into your business, but I—“
I take her hand, pulling it free and kissing the back of it. “Everything’s cool,
babydoll.” I don’t want to scare her off, but she’s laid down her terms.
Honesty. “My family is well known around here. My brother-in-law is …”
How do I say this without sounding scary? “He’s into some things that most
people would find to be illegal.”
She raises a brow. “By ‘most people’ do you mean ‘all law enforcement’?”
Damn, she’s too clever for her own good. “Something like that, yeah. But
he’s so good to my sister, and he’s taken me under his wing when he didn’t
have to. He’s kind to the ones he loves.”
“What about the ones he doesn’t?”
I squeeze her fingers. “We don’t have to worry about that.”
“So Trent’s dad is scared of your brother-in-law because he’s what? A
mobster?”
I laugh and turn into the school parking lot. “Mobster?”
“Yeah, like in those movies. He gets orders from the head of the family and
goes and does bad things.”
“No. Nick doesn’t take orders. He gives them.” I park with plenty of time
left for her to get to class. “Speaking of that, do you have plans tonight?”
“No?” She sounds more than a little apprehensive.
“Great. How about you come over and meet Sophia and Nick?”
She stiffens and pulls her hand away, then grabs her backpack. “Who’s
Sophia?”
Her voice is kind of high when she asks it, and it hits me. She’s jealous and
hasn’t connected who Sophia is.
“Hey.” I lean over and cup her cheeks.
She blinks, her lips parting as I move even closer. “Y-yes?”
I glance at her mouth, needing to know what she tastes like. I shouldn’t, but
when her lashes flutter and she lets out a sweet breath, I press my lips to
hers. Gently at first, no tongue, just warmth. But I can’t leave it at that, not
when she grips the lapels of my jacket.
I lick her lips, and she opens for me. I delve inside, finding her tongue that
tastes a little minty from her toothpaste. Sliding one hand to her hair, I
squeeze the white strands and angle my mouth over hers. When she lets out
a little moan, my cock wages a war with my zipper, and I have to back off
before things go too far.
Her eyes flutter open, her cheeks pink, and I open my door and jump out.
She’s already standing when I get around to her. “That was … I, um.”
Flustered, she shakes her head.
I move closer and drop one more kiss on her irresistible lips. “Me too.”
She’s stunned and hot as fuck, but she needs to get to class.
“Come on, babydoll. Let’s learn about cells for a while.” I take her hand
and head toward the front doors, but I nuzzle into her hair and whisper, “By
the way, beautiful, Sophia is my sister.”
8
EVANGELINE
A ll day my mind stays on Marco. The kiss that we’d shared in the
car lingers on my lips. It’s hard to focus on anything when my
thoughts keep straying back to him. How can they not? Whenever
it’s time to leave one class to go to the next, he’s standing outside the door
waiting to walk me. I’ve also noticed that there hasn't been a sign of Trent
anywhere today.
I don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing. “Did you tell your grams that
you’re coming to my place for dinner?” Marco asks, taking my backpack
from me as we head out of school toward his car.
“I’ll tell her when I get home after school.” I tuck a piece of my hair behind
my ear. “Should I bring something? I’ve never done this dinner thing.”
“You’ve never had dinner?” he teases.
I half roll my eyes at him as I smile. He never takes himself too seriously.
It’s one of the things that makes me feel so comfortable around him.
“Of course I eat dinner.” I motion toward my body. I’m a little on the fuller
side. Who can blame me when my grandma is pretty much a five-star chef?
It’s impossible not to eat all the home-cooked meals she makes me.
“Then I’m going to make sure you keep on getting those dinners.” His eyes
roam over me, stopping on the flare of my hips for a moment. My face
heats at his open appraisal. When Trent looked at me, it felt dirty, but
Marco’s gaze makes me feel anything but that. I feel sexy and wanted.
“Get in the car before we start making out with you pressed up against it.”
He opens the door, and I scurry in. I don’t need the school talking about
Marco and me. I’m already hearing rumors about him. I couldn't help that
my ears perked up a little when some of the girls in my class would talk
about him, saying that he never gave anyone the time of day. From what
I’ve heard, he also never lets anyone into his car. His car is nice. It looks
extra fancy and like something I may never be able to afford. Some girls are
impressed with fancy cars, but that’s not my style.
“What kind of car is this?” I ask out of curiosity as Marco jumps into the
driver's seat.
“G-Class. Most call it a G-Wagon. It was a gift.” He starts it up and the
whole car makes a rumbling sound. It seems more like a sports car than an
SUV.
“Will you come back and pick me up later for dinner?” I pull at the bottom
of my dress. It rode up my leg a bit when I climbed into the car.
“I’m taking you to my place now. It’s why I was asking if you’d told your
grams yet.”
“Right now?” I look down at my outfit. “I’m not dressed for dinner.”
Actually, I’m not even sure what you wear to a dinner like this, but I’m
guessing it’s going to be in some formal dining room with three forks and
two spoons, and I’ll have no idea how to use any of them. I should Google
this. My stomach fills with worry as I remember what Marco said about his
brother-in-law’s profession. I don’t think Marco would let anything happen
to me based on how protective he’s been so far, but the worry alone only
adds to the nervousness I’m feeling.
“There’s nothing wrong with what you have on. We’re only going to my
house to eat dinner with my sister and brother-in-law.” He grabs my hand,
intertwining his fingers with mine. “It’s nothing fancy, I promise.” I look up
to see he has that easy smile on his face again.
“You’re amused?”
That makes his smile wider.
“You’re adorable. If I weren’t driving, I’d lean over and kiss you.”
My cheeks pink at his comment. It’s not because I’m embarrassed, but
because I wish he could do exactly that.
“You’re so sure of yourself over there.” I poke him back.
I noticed today when he was walking around school his face was always
stoic, but whenever his eyes met mine he always smiled. I can't help myself
from leaning over and kissing the side of his nose that still shows evidence
of his fight with Trent. “Still hurt?”
“Nope.”
I drop back into my seat and pull out my phone to text Grams. She’s cool
with me eating at a friend’s house, but, oh, no. “She said I’m supposed to
bring a dish!”
“Babydoll, I promise all my sister wants you to bring is yourself.”
We pull up to a giant guard stand. They give Marco a nod to roll down his
window.
“Guest? We need ID,” the man who’s dressed like a swat officer says while
holding a clipboard. He looks to be a good ten years older than Marco. I go
for my backpack and wonder if my school ID will work. I don’t have a
driver's license. It’s something I should probably get but I don’t have a car. I
don’t see myself being able to afford a car anytime soon so a license can
wait.
“I’m her ID. Open the doors.”
“Sir.” The guard tries to be stern.
“You want me to call Sophia?”
The man steps back and hits a button. The gate swings open.
“Should I be scared of Sophia?” I ask. The guard sure seems to be.
“She’s the queen of the castle.” Marco laughs. “Her husband doesn't care
for anyone upsetting her. She might be the queen, but she’s a sweetheart.”
He glances to me as the car rolls to a stop. “I’m really sorry about this, too,
but it’s better to get this over with.”
“Get what over with?” I barely get the question out before my door is
flinging open. I don’t have to ask to know this is Sophia standing beside the
car. I can see her resemblance to Marco. “Come!” She grabs my hand and
pulls me from the car. “She’s here, Nick,” she calls excitedly and leads me
to the doors of the massive home. It looks like a castle.
“Wow.” I gaze up, trying to take it all in.
The Bradford manor is stuffy, and you feel as though you can’t touch
anything there, but this place has a different vibe. Warmer. As Sophia leads
me into their home, it actually feels like a home even if it does look like a
castle.
“I’ve set you up a tray in the kitchen. You can have snacks while you
study.” She doesn't let my hand go as she continues talking a mile a minute.
“Or we can say fuck it and go swimming.” I look over my shoulder at
Marco, who’s following close behind us. He gives me an I’m sorry shrug,
his lips in a half smile. I don’t know why he’d be sorry. I’ve known Sophia
for two minutes, and I think I already like her. She’s outspoken, which
works well to offset me. I often need that in my life, because I tend to be
shy.
“You have a pool?” I ask. I worry my lip between my teeth. I love to swim,
but we aren't allowed to use the Bradford pool. I guess it wouldn’t hurt to
take a little swim. I’m ahead on almost everything at school. I’ve been
flying through my homework and getting everything done. The coursework
is posted online, so that allows me to get ahead.
“A pool, yep.” Sophia grabs a lemonade, handing it to me with a small
sandwich. “Come to my room. I’ll get us something to wear. You’re going
to need extra sunscreen. You look like the beautiful girl from Game of
something-or-other that Marco and Nick always used to watch.” She looks
to Marco for the answer.
“Game of Thrones.”
“Right! Daenerys Targaryen.”
“You remember her name but not the name of the show?”
“You always remember the ones that matter.” She winks at me. “Plus, she
had dragons. That shit was cool.”
I laugh even though I’ve never seen the show but kind of know what she’s
talking about. “It’s the hair and skin tone,” I admit. It always grabs people's
attention. My bright blue eyes make them stand out even more.
“It is, but that’s not the only reason I thought of Daenerys Targaryen when I
saw you.” She smirks. “So soft and sweet.” She leans in close. “But would
walk through fire for the ones you love.”
I swallow, but I know she’s right. I’d do anything for someone I love.
“People mistake gentle kindness for weakness. They soon learn the sweet
ones can be the most worthy adversary or opponent when crossed.”
I stare at her, her words resonating inside me.
“Come. We’ll be best friends, and drive my brother crazy.” She pulls me
from the kitchen, the snack tray forgotten. “He deserves it for all the
heartaches he’s tried to give me over the years. You see that scar on his lip?
Let me tell you about that!” She carries on, and I think she’s right. We
might be best friends.
9
MARCO
S team rises into the chilly air, the pool nice and heated as Sophia
hurries around and arranges drinks and snacks at the little swim-
up bar.
“Warm enough?” I watch Evangeline as she floats around, her happy smile
warming my heart.
“Perfect.” She kicks and disappears beneath the water, her ass making an
appearance, the light blue bathing suit barely covering all of it.
I lick my lips.
“Stop ogling.” Sophia tosses her jacket on a chair and jumps in at the deep
end.
She and Evangeline meet underwater, then rise to the surface.
“Marco never swims with me anymore.” Sophia shoots me a cross look.
“But now I’ve got you, so I don’t need him.”
“Thanks for letting me borrow a swimsuit.” Evangeline grips the side. “I
hope I don’t stretch it.”
“Take it with you. I have a ton of them. And if I swim with Nick, none of
them last long.”
“Oh.” Evangeline’s eyes open a little wider.
“You’re scaring her.” I launch from the wall and dive beneath the surface,
pushing to the top when I get close to them. Once I breach, I shake my hair,
sending warm droplets all over them.
“Marco!” Sophia splashes me as Evangeline laughs.
“What?” I float closer and blink the water from my eyes. “I’m just trying to
get in on the girl talk.”
“Since when are you interested in girl talk?” Sophia rolls her eyes.
I give Evangeline a long look. “Since now.”
“Creeper.” Sophia pulls Evangeline with her to the center of the pool, their
whispers full of giggles.
Turning, I spread my arms along the side of the pool. When I hear
Evangeline’s sharp intake of breath, I know she’s noticed the muscles I’ve
worked hard for every morning in our home gym.
“Showoff,” Sophia grumbles.
“Leave them be, cara mia.” Nick strides from the house, his coat off and his
dress shirt sleeves rolled up. Fredo, the family cat, trots beside him and
gives us a disapproving feline stare. He’s never liked the pool. Something
about being near water upsets him.
“I was just chatting with Marco’s new friend.”
He smirks. “I have better things for you to do with your mouth, my queen.”
I groan, Evangeline turns a delicate shade of red, and Sophia grins.
“I guess I could come inside and check on dinner.” She paddles to the stairs,
Nick watching her every move.
The moment she’s out of the pool, he throws her over his shoulder.
“You’re getting all wet!” She beats on his back as he hauls her into the
house.
“I won’t be the only one,” he says as the door slams.
I cut through the water and circle Evangeline.
“They’re, um, they’re kind of hot.” She shrugs. “He’s terrifying, but she’s
so sweet, and together they’re a perfect match somehow.”
“Don’t let her sweet talk fool you. Sophia has claws.”
“I know.” She spins, following my movements. “She thinks I have some,
too.”
“Do you?” I move closer, the string tied at her neck a tantalizing lure. I
could pull the knot loose, then push the top down. I’ve already
contemplated how easy it would be to slide her bottoms off.
“I might.” She pulls her hands from the water and looks at them. “Maybe
they’re hidden, but they’re ready to come out.”
“I think they are.” I stop circling and close on my prey. Pushing through the
water, I take her in my arms and ease her to the side of the pool where I can
touch the bottom, but she can’t.
“What are you doing?” Her voice is high, breathy.
“What I’ve been wanting to do all day.” I claim her mouth, kissing her
deeply, my tongue sliding against hers as I press my thigh between her legs.
Even in the warm water, her pussy is hot against me.
She grips my shoulders, her fingers digging in as I master her mouth. She’s
a hesitant kisser at first, not sure what to do, how to turn her head. But once
I run my fingers through her wet hair and squeeze, she lets out a little moan
and relaxes in my arms. Tilting her head, I take all of her, tonguing her until
my cock throbs and she’s panting.
I release her hair and skate my fingers along her shoulder to the tie behind
her neck.
She reaches up and grabs my hand, her blue eyes popping open.
“Too fast?” My heart sinks a little, but I will wait for her as long as she
needs.
One side of her lips quirks up in a smile so devious that my cock threatens
to burst through my swim trunks. Grabbing the string, she pulls, and the top
of her swimsuit floats away from her tits. Holy shit, this girl.
I grab her ass and lift her, water sluicing between her round tits, the nipples
a light pink, the tips hard and ready for my mouth. Sucking the right one
into my mouth, I groan as I suck her. She digs her fingers into my hair, her
sweet mewling sounds sending waves of heat through me. Switching to the
other breast, I suck and lick her, then slide my hands inside her bottoms,
feeling her round ass and squeezing.
“Marco,” she breathes.
“Your tits.” I lean down and bite one, leaving a red half circle. “Are a
fucking revelation.” I flick my tongue along the other one. “These pink
nipples? I could suck them all goddamn day.”
Returning to her mouth, I cup one of her luscious tits while keeping my
other hand on her round ass. She’s perfection. Every bit of her, and I’m
desperate to see the rest of her, to taste between her thighs and make her
come all over my face.
I can’t wait for it. Not when she’s right here, her moans rocketing through
me, setting my veins on fire.
With ease, I lift her to the edge of the pool.
She gasps and turns to look at the house.
“Eyes on me, babydoll. No one can see you. Only me.”
“I don’t know--”
I hook my fingers in her bottoms and pull them off, then spread her legs
wide and get a good look at her sweet, pink pussy. “I do.” Leaning forward,
I give her one long lick.
She shudders and spreads wider. “This is so bad.” She glances at the house
again.
“Look at me,” I order. “I want you to watch me make you come.”
“I don’t know if--” She gasps again when I press my hot tongue to her
perfect cunt, then lick long and hard up her slit. Her tits jut toward me, the
tips hard and desperate for attention, but I’m too busy licking her cunt,
tasting all of her.
“Touch your tits.” I lightly bite her mound. “I want to see you.”
With a shy touch, she grazes her nipples.
“More,” I growl against her, then plunge my tongue inside her tight
entrance.
She twists her nipples, and I think I might come just from the sight of it, but
I have to focus. So I do. I lick and devour her, her pink flesh a feast for me
and only me. When I focus on her clit, she cups her tits, presenting them to
me. I splay her as wide as I can, opening her up and fastening my lips to her
clit. Whipping my tongue back and forth, I watch as she jolts to my rhythm,
her body tightening, her breathing unsteady.
Sliding a finger inside her, I groan. “This tight cunt needs me, babydoll.” I
surge in and out of her, my tongue teasing along her wet skin. “It needs my
fingers, my tongue, and most of all, my cock.” She moans as I push another
finger inside, her wetness coating me as I return to her clit, licking in
steadily faster strokes.
Her hips rock, her breath stills, and she comes on a low moan, her pussy
clamping down on my fingers as I keep giving her my tongue, keep pushing
for more and more pleasure from her.
“Marco.” Head thrown back, she gasps my name, the sound of it sexier than
anything I’ve ever heard.
When she comes back down, her body going soft and relaxed again, I lick
her one more time, then slide her into the water with me.
“That was--” She takes in a gulp of air as I spread her legs and push my
hard length against her.
Her eyes roll, and she clutches my shoulders.
“When you’re ready, babydoll.” I thrust my hips. “When you’re ready, I’ll
give you every inch of this. Over and over again until you beg me to stop
making you come.” I nip her ear. “But I won’t stop. Not until I’ve taken
every bit of pleasure you have and swallowed it down.”
Her hips rock with me, her eyes locked with mine. “I think I’m rea--”
One of the back doors opens, and Sophia calls, “Dinner!”
10
EVANGELINE
I turn off the highway and head down the Bradfords’ driveway. I
don’t get far when I roll to a stop. Trent’s white Range Rover is
parked sideways across the drive. I could go around and fuck up
their lawn, but I’m kind of curious about what shit Trent intends to pull on
this fine, cold morning.
I kill my engine and open my door, stepping out and peering at him through
the window. He steps out, too, his face still bruised from my fist. Good.
“Did you at least bring me a coffee?” I stuff my hands into my leather
jacket as I stride up. “It’s early.”
“I’m taking her to school this morning, so you can turn around and go.” He
puts his hands in his pockets, too, but I suspect there’s more in his North
Face jacket than just dryer lint. He’s got a knife, maybe even a gun. Can’t
be sure just yet. But I know for certain he has a death wish.
“Sorry, champ.” I shake my head. “Evangeline is coming with me.”
“This is my property. You’re trespassing.” He steps toward me. Not close
enough for me to drop his ass, but he’s getting there.
“I’m a guest.” I shrug.
“No. You need to leave.”
“Did you run this past your daddy?” I move closer, my breath coming out in
a white puff. “Because I’m pretty sure he’d say I’m welcome here anytime I
please.”
“I’m not scared of you. Your last name doesn’t mean shit to me.”
“My last name isn’t what’s going to pound you into the fucking ground if
you don’t move your car. That would be me.”
His eyes widen a little, but he doesn’t back down.
“Trent.” I look around. “Your boys aren’t here to hold me down. I’d suggest
you get in your car and leave.”
“Evangeline’s grandma works for my family. Not yours. If she loses her job,
they’d have to move away. They couldn’t afford to send her to
Brightwood.”
“Are you making a threat?”
“Just stating a fact.” The sniveling asshat smiles. “But look, I want them to
stay right here. Just fifty yards away from me, safe and sound in that
apartment over the garage. I especially like the fact that Evangeline’s
bedroom window faces the house. Makes for some interesting viewing after
she showers.”
And that’s when I snap. Pulling my hands from my pockets, I advance on
him. But he pulls a gun from his fleece, the barrel pointed at my face.
I stop. “What the fuck, Trent?”
“I’ve heard about you Davincis. Dad told me. The only language you
understand is this--” He shakes the gun. “So here it is. Evangeline is mine.
You are no longer welcome here. Leave. I already called the cops. They’ll
be here soon. And if you aren’t gone by then, they’ll arrest you for criminal
trespassing.”
“Are you sure this is how you want to play it?” I meet his gaze.
“Why are you even asking? I’m the one with the gun, idiot. Get the fuck out
of here, and don’t come back.”
“Can’t do that, Trent.” I ease toward him.
“I’ll shoot, asshole. Back the fuck up.” His voice shakes just enough for me
to know he’s bullshitting. He doesn’t want to pull that trigger, not really.
But if I spook him, he may do it anyway.
“Put the gun down.”
“Fuck you.” He backs up a step.
There’s no way I’m leaving Evangeline here. Not while Trent is cosplaying
an Old West sheriff with too few brain cells and too many bullets.
“Leave!” he yells.
I spring forward, grab the gun, and whip it to the side. He pulls the trigger,
the gun firing into the woods beside the driveway. Locking my hand around
the gun’s action, I keep him from firing again and yank it away. Flipping it
in my hand, I bring the butt down on his head, pistol-whipping the dumbass
until he drops to his knees. Maybe I should be worried about how easy this
is for me, how Trent might’ve had a point when he said Davincis only
understand violence. But I’m not. Ice water runs in my veins as I kick him
onto his side and stand over him.
“If you pull the trigger, you better make sure you don’t fucking miss.” I
land a kick to his ribs, not as hard as I can, but enough to keep him down
for a good, long while.
He grunts and curls into a ball as I head back to my car. Getting in, I stow
the gun in my glove box, start the engine, and steer around Trent and his
Range Rover, then get back on the driveway and cruise to Evangeline’s
apartment.
She steps out in a thick coat and gloves and hurries to my car. “Hi,” she
says brightly.
Stowing her backpack, she settles in and fastens her seatbelt. I lean over and
kiss her. Lightly at first, then more, needing her lips. Trent’s threat didn’t
heat my blood even one degree. But her kiss? I’m on fire in a matter of
seconds. I cup her cheek and angle her head to get more of her, needing the
warmth she shares so easily. She whimpers and clutches my jacket. I tongue
her, my hands roving beneath her coat and cupping her tits. She’s
irresistible. Does she know that?
I squeeze the soft mounds and run my thumb over her hard nipples. Her
little moan has my cock aching, and I have to pull back before shit gets real.
After all, she’s serious about school. And even though I’m not, what’s
important to her is important to me.
Pulling away, I let out a deep breath and run my thumb along her bottom
lip. “You are too much, babydoll.”
“Me?” She laughs breathily. “You are.”
I smile and tuck her hair behind her ear. “And you need a hat.”
“I’m fine.”
I lean back and feel around in the backseat. Grabbing one of my knit caps, I
slide it onto her white-blond hair until it’s snug.
“Perfect.” I kiss the tip of her nose.
“Thanks.” Her pink cheeks are fucking cherubic, and I have to force myself
to focus on getting her to school. Then she cocks her head to the side a
little, “Hey, did you hear something a few minutes ago?”
I put the car in drive and head back down the lane. “Yeah. I had a little
trouble with Trent.”
Her eyes widen. “Was that a … a gunshot?”
I take her hand. Lying to her isn’t an option. “Yes, but no one got hurt.”
“Oh my God! What happened?”
“He jumped me, and like a coward, brought a gun to a fist fight. I took it
away. We’re all good.”
“That’s not all good!” She shakes her head.
“Calm down, babydoll. No one got hurt. Well, not too bad, anyway.” I
smirk. “Trent’s learned that it’s not cool to play with guns.”
“He tried to shoot you.” She rubs a hand down her face. “Oh my God.”
“It’s not the first time.”
She gasps. “Not the first time he tried to shoot you?”
“No. Not the first time I’ve been shot at.” I don’t see the point in hiding the
truth from her. “My family is involved in some shit. Sometimes, I have to
help out and protect what’s ours. But I don’t--Fuck.”
“What?” She looks out the windshield and sees the red and blue lights when
I do. “Oh, no.”
Trent stands next to a deputy sheriff and points at me while running his
mouth. I don’t recognize the cop. He must be new, because his hand creeps
to his sidearm as Trent continues to talk.
Turning to Evangeline, I lean over and kiss her. “Take my car. Go to
school.”
“What?”
“You can drive it. Just be careful.”
“I don’t have a license.” Panic makes her voice rise an octave.
“That’s okay. The sheriff is going to be busy with me. You go on.”
I open my door and jump out, then go around to hers and escort her to the
driver’s seat. “Go.” I kiss her one more time and wait for her to drive
around Trent’s and the sheriff’s cars. She does, slowly, and then I walk
toward the deputy.
“Hands up!”
I comply. “Whatever Trent’s told you is bullshit.”
“Get on the ground!”
I sigh. “Is that nece--”
He pulls his piece. “On the fucking ground!”
Trent smirks and crosses his arms, pleased with himself.
“Fine.” I lower myself to my knees, then hit the deck with a sigh. “But I just
want you to know, when the sheriff gets wind of this, you’re going to be
wearing Depends after he rams his boot up your ass.”
12
EVANGELINE
“S orry about all this, Mr. Davinci.” Sheriff Hale shakes Nick’s
hand as I push out into the daylight.
“It’s fine.” Despite his words, Nick glowers. “Though I do hope you’ll train
your deputies on the proper way to treat a foolish boy who tries to shoot a
Davinci, then lies about it.”
“Deputy Mack is on leave.” Sheriff Hale nods.
“No need for him to lose his profession.” Nick smiles coldly. “After all, I’m
the biggest supporter of law enforcement in the county.”
“The fundraiser you threw for us last year will see us well taken care of,
and I’ll remind all of my staff of that fact.” Sheriff Hale turns and holds his
hand out to me. “Young man, my apologies. I hope you weren’t hurt.”
I shake it. “I’m all right. Might need a school excuse though.” I smirk.
Sheriff Hale throws his head back and laughs. “School excuse.” He turns to
Nick. “You’ve got a clever one here. Keep an eye on him.”
Nick shoots me an amused glance, then it’s gone and his game face is back
on. “Let’s go. Sophia wants to see you.”
“I need to get to school--”
He turns to me, his eyebrows slightly raised.
“Okay, Sophia first.”
He smiles. “Always.”
A light snow falls as I roll down the Bradfords’ driveway. I’m a little
early, so I park in front of the garage and check my phone. I texted
with Evangeline last night when I got home, then again before
bed. Just reading her words makes me smile all over again. She’s clever
and, for a good girl, takes a mean nude selfie of her perfect tits. I shoot off
another message as I reach over and make sure her seat is nice and warm.
You up?
If she’s not wearing gloves, a hat, a coat, and a scarf when she walks out of
that apartment, I’m going to have to skip class to buy her a few of each. Her
new laptop is in the backseat, though she’s told me a few times that she’s
fine with the school-issued one. Fuck that. She needs the best. My babydoll
has big dreams, and I want to make sure she has what she needs to make
them come true.
I look at my phone. She hasn’t responded.
Glancing up at her apartment, I notice that the little flue over the kitchen
isn’t smoking like usual. A dark sensation swirls in my stomach.
Opening my door, I walk over to the stairs and bound up to the front door. I
knock. And wait. And wait some more. Nothing moves inside. No one’s
home. I can feel it.
Turning, I stomp down the stairs and peer at Trent’s house as the snow
intensifies, fatter flakes joining the earlier flurry. I pull out my phone.
Babydoll, where are you?
Trent’s Range Rover is gone, and I can see tracks in the faint snow. He left
within the last half hour, maybe even fifteen minutes. I try to find
Evangeline’s footprints, but there’s not enough snow to tell if she got into
his car. Not that it matters. If she’s not here, she’s on her way to school or
maybe already there.
Anger rises inside me like a tide, and I jump into my car and do a messy
three-point turn, making sure to roll my tires into the Bradford’s perfect
landscaping like a total dick. But that’s just the start of what I intend to do if
Trent has hurt my girl. There’s no way she’d go with him, not unless he
threatened her.
Movement from the house’s side door catches my eye.
It’s Mrs. Bradford waving at me.
I back up and roll my window down. “Where is she?”
“Who?” She smiles, and I can tell she’s spent a long time on her makeup
and hair. Her low cut top gives a clear view of the assets she used to land a
Bradford wedding ring on her finger, but I don’t have any interest in what
she has to offer.
“You know who.” I hold her gaze.
“I don’t know why you’re interested in girls your age. What are you,
eighteen?” She licks her too-red lips. “You need a woman who knows her
way around a man like you. Someone with experience.”
“Cut the shit. Where’s Evangeline?”
Her fake smile falters and she blinks against the snow, but she doesn’t give
up. “Come inside, and we can talk about it. Just you and me.”
“I don’t know what you think this is.” I keep my temper under wraps as best
I can. “But if I have to get out of this car, it won’t be to fuck you. It’ll be to
wrap my hands around your throat and squeeze until you tell me where my
girl is.”
“Sexy.” She blinks.
“Jesus Christ, where is she?” My roar finally gets through to her, and she
takes a step back.
Her lips turn into a sad pout. “She’s at school. Because that’s what she is.
Just a little girl who doesn’t know how to please a man like--”
I hit the gas, cutting through yet another one of the Bradford flower beds
before getting traction on the driveway.
The drive to school is fraught with one thought after another. Did our time
together last night scare her? Or worse, did I hurt her? I grip the steering
wheel too tight, worry eating away at me as I turn in to the student parking
lot. Plenty of kids are still walking into school, but none of them are my
Evangeline.
I push through the crowd and into the busy hallway. Girls smile at me as I
walk past, but I don’t look their way, not when my heart is pounding and
worry trickles down my spine like ice water. If I hurt her, I don’t even
fucking know what to do with myself. She is the softest, sweetest thing I’ve
ever found, and if I’ve ruined my chance with her--no. I push that thought
away and turn down the science hall.
Mrs. Benton’s door is open, so I hurry in, then stop.
“Evangeline?” I find her sitting next to Trent, his lacrosse buddies hemming
her in on all sides. My hands fist, and I push through the nearest desks to
get to her.
“Stop.” She looks up at me.
I don’t want to, but I obey her command. Hell, if she told me to jump out
the fucking window, I’d do it, no questions asked.
“What’s going on? Are you okay? Are you … hurt?”
Trent grins.
“I’m fine.” She shakes her head. “Not hurt at all. I just wanted to ride with
Trent to school today.”
My gaze flicks to him, but he only grins wider, the veneers his daddy
bought him a little too white.
“Is he threatening you? Something about your grandma or--”
“You aren’t getting it.” She crosses her arms over her chest. “I’m done.”
“Done?” I step closer as more students enter, most of them standing back
and watching the scene.
“Yes, done.” She rolls her eyes. “I got a taste last night, and now I know it’s
all I wanted from you. Okay? Don’t make a big thing out of it.”
Trent’s crew laughs and whistles at her cruel tone.
“Babydoll, what’s he done to get you--”
“I’m not a babydoll,” she fires back. “I’m a grown woman, and I told you
how it’s going to be. You and I are done. Over. Leave me alone.”
I take another step toward her as my heart flakes and starts to shatter. “You
don’t mean that.”
“Can’t take no for an answer, big guy?” Trent stands. “You going to
threaten her with your family name now? Tell her you’ll make her grandma
sleep with the fishes unless she takes her panties off and bends over for
you?”
“Don’t talk about her like that.” White-hot rage scorches through me, and
the only thing stopping me from dropping Trent and pounding his face to
pulp is Evangeline. She sits between us, her eyes straight ahead now.
“I said go.” She doesn’t look at me. “I’m done with you.” Reaching out, she
takes Trent’s hand. “I’m with Trent now.”
“You heard her.” Trent runs his fingers through her white-blond hair, sifting
the strands the way I did the night before. “Sit your ass down, Davinci.”
“Let’s step outside, Trent. Just you and me. Leave your dogs in here.” I flex
my fingers, aching to make contact with his smug face.
“Go!” Evangeline yells and turns to face me, her eyes angry, her mouth
grim. “Stop harassing me or I’ll go to the headmaster.”
“Don’t worry, sweetheart. I’ll protect you.” Trent leans down and kisses her
crown.
The fury that wells in me is like a volcano, and I want to rain down fire and
destruction all over Trent and his pals. But the look in her eyes stops me.
“Please leave.” She says it gently this time, then turns away.
Something cracks inside me, pieces of me falling into a pile of jagged edges
and pain. With one more look at her, I turn on my heel and push through the
door, side-stepping Mrs. Benton as I slam my fist into the nearest locker,
mangling it and sending pain roaring through my hand. It’s not enough.
Nowhere near enough to overcome the agony inside me. But I know just the
man who can help me with that. Nick will have work for me.
This charade is over. I’m done with school. Done with pretending. I turn
and head down the hall, my mind placid and my heart cold.
I’m a Davinci.
Blood is my calling, not love.
16
EVANGELINE
S he opens the door, and I don’t give her a second to say a word. I
push inside, then march her down the hall and into her room,
giving the door a good slam once she’s inside.
“Marco.” Her eyes wide, she backs up until her knees hit the bed, and she
sits.
I lean down and brace my hands beside her on the mattress. “What is going
on, babydoll? And don’t give me any of that crap you tried to sell me this
morning. What’s he done to you?”
Her breath hitches, and she swallows hard.
I clench my eyes shut and take a breath. “I’m not trying to scare you. I’m
trying to protect you.”
“You shouldn’t be here.” She glances to the window where the curtains are
still drawn tight.
“I’m not afraid of him. You shouldn’t be either.” I grip the bed, my fists
clenching. “Has he hurt you?” If she says yes, I don’t think I can stop
myself. I won’t be able to avoid bloodshed. Not that I’d try. I’ve already
cleared it with Nick, gotten his blessing to do whatever’s necessary to
secure Evangeline and her grandmother.
She shakes her head.
“Has he touched you?” I grit the words out, still raging from the way he’d
put his hands on her earlier.
“No, not really.” Her eyes are watering, tears threatening. “Not more than
you saw.”
“That was plenty.” If I could’ve dragged him out of that classroom without
risking her, I would have. But I couldn’t. I had to bide my time.
“I know.” She nods and a tear drops down her cheek.
I drop to my knees in front of her and wipe the tear away. “Tell me,
babydoll. You can trust me.”
“I’m sorry.” She sniffles.
I cup her warm cheek. “You have nothing to be sorry about. I know that
wasn’t you. You think I’d ever leave you? Ever walk away?” I lean closer
and graze my lips against hers. “You’re mine. This isn’t some stupid puppy
love. It’s real.” I take her hand and press it to my heart. “This beats for you.
It’s yours. You can do whatever you want with it. Love it, break it, mend it--
whatever you want, but it will always belong to you, no matter what.”
She cries more, and I kiss her, giving her as much emotion as I can,
showing her that I mean every fucking word. Her hands go to my hair, her
fingers pulling the strands as she answers my kiss and opens for me, her
tongue a particular taste of ecstasy. I grip her hips and pull her to me, open
and warm, her legs straddling my hips as we kiss. But I can’t get carried
away. Not when there’s business at hand.
Pulling back, I drag my thumb across her lower lip. “Now, babydoll. I need
to know.”
Her cheeks are pink now, her nipples so hard I can see them through her
sweater. I want to take her, to shove into her until all her doubts are
pounded away and the only thing left is me. But first I have to get her
somewhere safe. This apartment is done. I’ve got movers on their way.
“Trent, um.” She shakes her head, then meets my gaze. “He threatened me.”
I grit my teeth.
“But you have to promise you won’t hurt him.” She takes my hand. “I don’t
want you to get in trouble.”
“I can’t promise that. I refuse to make any vow to you that I might break.
There will only be honesty between us, understand?”
“I can’t tell you, then.” She shakes her head. “I don’t want you to get
arrested or, or hurt.”
“I won’t.”
She chews her lip. “Promise?”
“Yeah.” I don’t tell her that I could murder the entire Bradford family
without catching so much as an arrest, but it’s true.
She worries her bottom lip. “Promise me you won’t kill him. You can
promise that. Please.”
I don’t want to. But I pull her hand to my lips. “I promise.”
Letting out a breath, she nods. “He threatened to fire Grams if I didn’t go
along with him. He wanted me to pretend to be his girlfriend, and he said he
wanted me to come to his room tonight.”
I have to stand, to back away to keep my anger from spilling onto her
innocence. Gripping my skull, I squeeze, then take a deep breath and drop
my hands.
“And …” She looks down, her gaze on the floor instead of on me. “He, um,
he—” Her voice cracks, tears shattering her words.
I return to her and pull her up and into my arms. “Shh.” Stroking her back, I
kiss her forehead. “You can tell me.”
When she trembles, I want to burn Trent’s house down with him and his
parents in it.
She sniffles again, then the words spill out in a torrent. “He took nudes of
me through the window. I didn’t know. But he said if I didn’t do what he
said that he’d send them to the whole school.”
I keep stroking her as she cries, as my mind goes to so many blood-soaked
places that I should be afraid, should be terrified of what I’m capable of.
But I’m not. I’ll do anything for Evangeline. She should never feel this sort
of anguish or shame.
“You did nothing wrong.” I stroke her back.
“I just feel so ashamed.” She sobs. “Like I’m dirty.”
“No. Shh.” I sit on the bed and hold her in my lap, rocking her gently. “This
isn’t your fault. It’s Trent’s. And you don’t have to worry about it. I’ll get
the photos and take care of it.”
“How?” She clings to me, her tears wetting my throat.
“I’ll handle it.” I kiss her cheek, her temple, her hair. “Don’t be ashamed.
You always hold your head high, babydoll. He’s nothing. You’re
everything.”
“If he sends those out, I’ll get booted from school. I won’t get into college. I
won’t be able to support Grams or—”
“He won’t. I promise.” I keep rocking her until she calms again, her
breathing evening out. Leaving her won’t be easy, but I have some business
in the big house next door, so I stand and ease her onto the bed. “I’m going
to get those pics. Stay here. I’ve got some moving guys on the way.”
“What?”
“Yeah, Grams just got a new gig, pays better, and the hours are easier.”
She wipes her eyes. “Where?”
“Some uppity crime family.” I smirk. “Davinci, I think is their name.”
She jumps to her feet. “Are you serious?”
“Definitely.” I kiss her again, unable to resist. Her hands go around my
neck and she holds me tight.
“I can’t believe it,” she breathes against my mouth.
“Believe it, babydoll.” I step back. “I’ll go handle business. You start
packing, then boss the guys around when they get here with boxes and the
moving truck, okay?”
“I-I guess?” She tangles her fingers together, then shakes her head.
“What?”
She seems to wobble on the edge of something, something big. Nibbling
her lip, wringing her hands, as if she’s silently arguing with herself. But
then she stops. I watch as she stands straighter, then shoots a glare at the
window and the house beyond. The look on her face is fierce, and my cock
goes hard as a beautiful sort of fury seems to roll from her.
“I’m going with you.” She swallows hard and wipes the last of her tears.
“No.”
“Yes.” She reaches to her nightstand and grabs a ponytail holder and whips
her hair up. “I’m done with this.”
“With what?”
“I don’t want to be weak. I don’t want to be afraid of men like Trent. This is
something I need to handle. I should’ve done it this morning when he
threatened me, but I was scared. I’m still scared, but I have to use my
claws.”
“You don’t have to—”
“I do.” She shakes her arms out. “If I have you with me, I can do this.
Right?” Her gaze is open, honest, and she needs more from me than I want
to give. I don’t want to take her into danger. I don’t want Trent within a
mile radius of her. But I’m already beginning to learn that love isn’t easy. It
doesn’t go the way you want or the way you expect. Just like the steel in
Evangeline’s spine, love surprises you when you least expect it.
And you can’t fight it. Not when it’s real.
I reach out, and she takes my hand. “Come on, babydoll, let’s see how sharp
those claws really are.”
18
EVANGELINE
Years later
“W hat are you two doing?” Grams and Sophia turn around,
both with wide eyes. I know I’ve caught them when
they’re up to something.
“Nothing.” Sophia shrugs. If I didn’t know her I’d believe her, but over the
years we’ve become as close as sisters. She may be a good liar, but I know
her too well now. She has her sneaky expression on. The one she thinks
none of us recognize. My niece Bianca gives me the same sly look as her
mother.
“The Davinci ladies are always up to no good, I see.” I kiss the top of her
little head as she giggles.
She runs off, her dolly in one hand as she chases the family cat Fredo from
the room. She’s lucky she’s utterly adorable.
Nick lets Sophia and Bianca get away with thinking they’re pulling the
wool over his eyes all the time. It’s actually very cute to watch. But I plan
on giving Sophia a little bit of a hard time about whatever she’s up to.
“Are you hungry?” Grams tries to distract me, but I’m not letting either one
of them off the hook that easily.
“No, thanks.” I walk closer, trying to get a peek at whatever it is they were
looking at. I can see Grams try to slip it to Sophia behind her back, but it
ends up on the floor. These two are as thick as thieves when they get
together. That thought brings a smile to my face.
The Davincis have changed my and Gram’s lives for the better. Over the
years, we’ve all grown together. Marco and I will soon start a family of our
own. He’s already begun construction on our new home. He tells me it’s a
surprise and won’t let me see it. I’d been down with this when I was still in
college. I was too busy with classes and finals to think about anything else.
I’d double majored in foreign language and economics. Nick will even pick
my brain from time to time with random questions.
I had no idea how easy picking up other languages would be for me. I can
speak Italian, Spanish, and my favorite, Latin. The dead language, but not
to me. I’m still trying to learn more even though I’ve already graduated. It
has become a passion of mine. With each new language I learn, I also learn
about the cultures that they represent. It’s been nice to be able to lend a
hand in a few meetings that have gone down in the family. Whenever
outsiders thought they had an advantage over us by speaking out of line
without anyone knowing what they were saying, they were always surprised
when I answered in their language. Marco and Nick always get a kick out of
it when it happens. I’m just glad to be able to help out in some way. My
claws might not be as sharp as others around here, but I can hold my own
for the most part. I also think Marco enjoys that I’m softer. It’s just who I
am. It balances us well, because my Marco can be a little hot tempered at
times. He’s gotten better with age, but I know it will always be simmering
under the surface, and no one can calm him like I can.
“Do either one of you want to explain why there is a sketch of a wedding
dress on the floor next to your feet?”
Grams and Sophie quickly look at each other, trying to figure out how to
explain it. My name is scrolled across the bottom, and it’s a dress that I’ve
looked at before.
“Nick wants to renew our vows!” Sophia shouts, startling Grams. This is so
much fun that I can’t stop myself from continuing on.
“You stole my dress idea?” I accuse.
“I’m not a thief.” Sophia scoffs.
“She did. I tried to talk her out of it.” Grams elbows her.
“Right. I’m a big thief. I just steal everything.” She keeps her face straight.
I don’t know how but she does.
I burst into laughter, then lean down and pick up the paper.
“We aren't getting married anytime soon, guys.” I stare at the dress.
Marco and I have been engaged for years. When he first popped the
question he said he knew we were young, but he wanted his ring on my
finger as a symbol of what was to come. That we’d wait until I was done
with college before we got married. I’d agreed. I didn't want to wait, but
deep down I knew it was the right decision. I would have married him that
day, not caring that I was only eighteen at the time but I agreed to waiting.
What did it matter? We lived together already. We’re practically married as
it is.
“You said right after you graduated,” Sophia reminds me. That was four
years ago. I’d brought up planning a wedding a few times to Marco but he
brushed it off. Told me we needed to finish college first. That I didn't need
to be planning a wedding and trying to handle a double major at the same
time.
Well, I’ve graduated and still he hasn't brought up the wedding. Maybe
that’s because he’s too busy working on his law degree? After he got his
GED, he whizzed through undergrad in three years, majoring in pre-law,
and went right to the law school. He’ll be finished sooner rather than later,
and is already working on family business.
I haven’t mentioned the wedding either. I keep waiting for him to say
something. Anything! But there hasn’t been a freaking peep about it from
him. I was so sure the second I was done with college that he’d be pulling
me down the aisle. I guess he’s gotten used to the way things are. Even
though I know that I’m his life, I’d be lying if I said that I wasn’t a little
disappointed. In saying that, my life with Marco is happy and I never
second-guess how much he loves me.
“Marco hasn't brought it up.” I put the paper on the desk facing down, not
wanting to look at the dress.
“That’s because he doesn’t want us to have a bachelorette party,” Sophia
blurts out. “I think that's why he wanted to do this whole surprise wedding,
because he didn't want us to have our wild night out.” She purses her lips.
“What?” I stare at her in shock. A surprise wedding? What the heck is she
talking about?
“How can you be so tight lipped about some things and yet you can’t hold a
secret about others?” Grams nudges Sophia again.
“We’ve been planning this for six months. It’s the day of the wedding. I
think we have to tell her.” She turns around and walks over to the closet,
opening the door. I stand there still in shock. It’s my wedding day? “How
were we going to trick her into the dress or get her down the aisle? We had
to tell her at some point.” She pulls out the same dress that is sketched on
the sheet of paper.
“I’m getting married today?” I whisper. My eyes start to water. Of course
that’s what Marco has been doing. He’s always trying to handle whatever he
can for me. To do what he thinks is best. It’s always me that he puts first.
“He didn't want you worrying over it.”
I turn and take off to find my soon to be husband.
“Get back here! We have hair and makeup,” Sophia shouts after me but I
walk faster, needing to find Marco. Wanting to see the perfect man who had
stolen my heart all those years ago.
I find him in our bedroom, already dressed in his tux. He has grown into
such a handsome man. When we first met he was still a boy even though
he’d already seen more than most grown men had in their lives, but now he
is all man.
“You better take that suit off if you don’t want to wrinkle it.” I throw myself
at him. He easily catches me.
“Nah. I think I’ll fuck you in it before I make you my wife.” He pins me to
the wall.
“You can’t see the bride before the wedding!” I hear Sophia shout. She
doesn’t try and open the door.
“When do we move?” I ask him between kisses as he reaches between us,
freeing himself. I’m thankful I wore a dress today. He only has to push my
panties aside and he’s inside me.
“After the honeymoon.” He groans as he says it. “Taking you to Paris. I
know how hard you’ve been working on your French.”
“Did you hear me?” Sophia shouts again.
“Do I need to remind you of your wedding day?” I shout back. “There were
dead bodies everywhere.”
“Gross!” she gasps. At first I think she’s talking about the dead bodies, but
then she says, “Are you talking to me while my brother bangs you?” She
makes a fake gagging noise.
I’d laugh if I wasn’t already about to come. Marco in a tux is something
else. Not to mention everything he’s done to make this wedding happen.
“Hurry up. We got shit to do.” Sophia stomps off. I’m going to miss living
with them, but we‘re only moving next door. It’ll be nice to have some
privacy.
“You going to become my wife today?” Marco thrusts in and out of me.
“Yes.” I dig my fingers into his back, clinging to him. “I’m going to be your
everything.”
“Fuck yes. You already are my everything.” He kisses me. “I love you,
babydoll.”
“I love you too,” I say against his mouth, thinking I’ll wait until the
honeymoon to tell him I’m pregnant. The joke’s on everyone in this house
because I’m the one holding the biggest surprise of them all.
HIS STOLEN PRINCESS
HIS STOLEN PRINCESS
MINK
Apollonia
I never wanted to come back here, never wanted to see any of these faces.
Old friends and enemies—sometimes one-in-the-same. But I had to come.
One last time. It’s hard enough as it is, but then I see him. The reason I’m
here, the man who took my brother away from me. He may be the most
powerful man in Italy, but right now, I don’t care. Right now, I want him to
hurt the way I do.
Cato
She comes to a funeral with pain and beauty. Lashing out, she aims for me.
I take her fury, her sorrow, and finally, her. I can’t let her walk out of my
life, not when I’ve found her again. The last time I saw her, she was a child
and I wasn’t much more than one. This time, though, this time, I won’t let
our bond break. I’ll do everything I can to convince her that her life is here
with me, not on the run from a past she can’t escape. But I soon discover
I’m not the only one with my sights on her, and old enemies never truly die.
1
APOLLONIA
T he rain falls. It’s so fitting. I’d like to think the world mourns
with me. That for a moment everything and everyone stops,
and we understand the pain. I reach up and wipe a tear from
my cheek.
Why am I here? Have I really traveled thousands of miles to say goodbye?
To a man who said goodbye to me long ago? A sob leaves me. I cover my
mouth to silence it. I push down the hurt that I don’t fully understand, not
wanting to draw attention to myself. Well, anymore than me showing up
here already has.
The church continues to fill up inside behind me as I sit on the cold stone
stairs and I find myself unable to take the last few steps to say my final
goodbye.
Run, my mind screams. I’m good at it. I ran from here many years ago,
vowing to never return. Now I’ve run right back. I’ve gone days without
sleeping or eating to get here, hoping that if I got here sooner, maybe the
outcome would change. But there was no saving him. He was already gone.
I reach into my small purse and pull out a pack of cigarettes, then shake one
loose.
It’s not long before I notice a pair of shiny black shoes beside me. I don’t
bother to look up.
“Anyone ever tell you smoking is bad for your health?” the deep voice asks.
“Did anyone ever tell you to mind your own business?” My words surprise
me. I guess grief can make you bitter.
The man with the deep voice ignores me and proceeds to sit down next to
me. I still don’t look at him, but I can tell he’s a large man.
“You need a light?”
I laugh. I guess I do. I hadn't thought that far ahead when I’d grabbed the
cigarettes off my roommate's nightstand. I don’t even smoke, but times like
these make you do all sorts of things you wouldn’t normally do.
“Please.”
He takes the cigarette from my hand. I finally look over at him. My eyes go
to his mouth as he puts the cigarette to his lips and lights it. He takes a long
draw, savoring it before handing it back to me. He blows the smoke out. He
almost makes it look sexy.
“Thanks.” I take it with trembling fingers. I stare into the darkest eyes I’ve
ever seen. They would be almost scary, but when he gives me a sad smile it
drives the fear away.
I drop my gaze and lift the cigarette to my mouth. I take my first drag and
immediately start coughing. So much for not drawing any attention to
myself.
“It’s all yours.” I hand him back the cigarette and stand, then run my hands
down my wrinkled dress. I should have ironed it or something, but I
couldn’t find the will to care. I bet someone ironed Carter’s suit before they
put it on him. I close my eyes. The sadness threatens to overwhelm me. I
take a deep breath to try to get myself together.
My mind flashes back to being a small girl. I’m putting on Carter’s tie for
him. He looks uninterested even though it’s the day of his graduation. He
keeps joking that he’s not going to walk. But I continue to fasten his tie. I’m
twelve years old and so proud of him. The memory almost brings me to my
knees. I push it back, knowing I need to get through this. Memories only
hold me back.
There were so many other choices he could’ve made, but he hadn’t. So now
here we are. I really am alone in this world. I haven't seen my brother in
years, but I always knew he was out there. That he was only a call away.
“Selfish,” I mutter as I walk up the stairs. Yet, that thought doesn’t make the
pain any less. People lingering in the aisle part for me, stepping back. I keep
moving forward, each step heavier than the one before.
I drop my head when I see the white coffin at the end. Tears fall, but I
smile. Of course he has a white coffin. I would have demanded black.
Something not too flashy, but that wasn’t Carter.
I lift my chin and keep walking, trying to hold my head high. Hushed
whispers surround me. I have no idea who these people are. I never
understood the life my brother chose to live. He’d seen our father do it, and
now they’ve both met the same fate. The only difference was our dad took
our mom with him. I wouldn't let Carter take me with him. I’d made it out
of that lifestyle. It hadn’t been easy, but I’d done it.
I stop when I get to him, his body so still, his face so pale. I reach out and
place my hand on his suit. “Even dead you look handsome, but you knew
you would. Didn’t you?” I can’t remember a time when girls weren’t falling
all over him. “I hate you,” I whisper. A tear falls and hits his motionless
cheek. “But I’ll always love you. Tell Mommy I miss her.” I place my hand
on his, needing to touch him one last time as I say my final goodbye. But
his skin is cold and hard. I put my hand to my mouth to muffle the sob.
I step back quickly and run into someone. They grab me to keep me from
falling. “Sorry.” I turn to see the man from outside standing there. I steady
myself, and he drops his hands and gives me space. Everyone in the church
is sitting now except the three men standing a few feet behind the dark-eyed
man from the steps.
“Apollonia.” He’s not asking if it’s my name. He knows it.
I give a weak smile and try to step around him. There’s nothing to say to
anyone here. These people might have been my brother's friends, but they
mean nothing to me. They may be who he called his family, but they aren’t
mine. They are a part of this world and contributed to his death. I have
nothing to say to any of them. They should be in the casket with him. “Your
brother—”
“Is dead.”
“Come. Let's speak in private.” He reaches for my elbow. I hold my hands
up, stepping back again, bumping against the casket.
“Don’t touch me,” I say loud enough to draw attention, but no one looks our
way. Only the three shadows behind the man.
He drops his hand. “I’m Cato.”
I lunge forward before I know I’m doing it. I slap him hard across his
impeccable face, my palm stinging as though it’s on fire. He pushes me
back. I close my eyes and expect to be hit.
“Don’t!” he shouts.
My eyes fly open to see his back is to me and he’s talking to the men.
“Stand down.” They don’t look like they want to listen to him, but they do
as they’re told. Of course they do.
“I’m sorry,” he starts again.
I don’t want his apology. That’s the last thing I want from him.
I throw myself at him with all my might. I pound my fists into his chest. I
don’t even know what I scream, but I know I do. My throat burns from it.
My knees give out, and my hands throb in pain. I close my eyes and let go.
I am truly alone in this world.
2
CATO
“She’s awake.” Flavia shakes her gray head at me as she walks into my
office. She’s the only one who can get away with coming in without
knocking. “And she’s yelling the house down over there. Why would you
take in a wild animal?” She tsks, her hands sliding into the pockets of her
black maid’s dress. “She’s feral.”
“Come now, Flavia.” I stride past her. “You knew you couldn’t be the only
woman of the house forever.”
“I knew no such thing.” She doesn’t follow, and after I’ve made it down the
stairs and into the residence wing of my home, I hear her vacuum come to
life.
For the past two hours I’ve sat at my desk and tried to work. For the past
two hours, all I’ve done is attempt to architect this meeting between
Appolonia and me. She will be disoriented, surprised, maybe even angry
again. I don’t know, but what I do know is that I will take the reins and
inform her that … And that’s the part where I can’t seem to find my way
forward. What is my plan? I don’t have one. I always have a plan. But not
with her.
The only thing I know for certain is that she is not leaving these grounds
until I discover the truth about her brother’s death. She may well be in
danger just as he was. I owe it to Carter to protect his sister. That’s exactly
what I’ll do. And not because the girl has bewitched me. Not at all.
I take a deep breath as I catch a screeching yell of “If you don’t let me out
of here, I will tear this place down with my bare hands!”
Why do my lips kick up into a smile? I don’t know. I have to stow it,
because this lioness clearly needs a strong hand. I flex my fingers knowing
that with me, that’s exactly what she’ll get. Strength, discipline, and above
all, a firm grasp of the situation.
I knock briefly, then open her door. When I walk in, I don’t see her--not in
her bed with the fluffy pink blanket or at the window that looks out on the
finest vineyard in Tuscany.
“Appol—” I duck as a vase flies across the room and shatters into pieces
next to my head.
“Let me out of here or so help me!” Her hand appears from behind the bed,
and she lobs one of her black heels at me.
I smack it from the air and stride around the bed.
“You think you can kidnap me? I’ll burn this place down!” She’s on all
fours, a ferocious look on her face as I reach for her. She bites my arm, her
teeth only separated from flesh by the thin dress shirt I’m wearing.
With a yank, I wrench her off the floor. She kicks and scratches, then
loosens her bite to scream.
“Appolonia!” I try to say it sternly, but she only fights more. “Calm down.”
“Fuck you!” She wriggles and writhes, all fight and anger.
Every male instinct inside me wakes as if from a long sleep, and before I’ve
thought it through, I pin her to the bed and settle on top of her warm, soft
body.
“Get off me!” She tries to buck me, but all that does is allow me to settle
between her legs. She’s still wearing her black dress from the day before,
the skirt ample enough to allow me to feel the heat at the apex of her thighs.
Fuck.
She goes for my eyes with her tiny, sharp nails. I grip her wrists and slam
them onto the mattress.
“I said calm down.” I try to keep my tone even despite the blood racing
through me, the thickening surge in my cock, and the filthy thoughts that try
to hold sway over my analytical mind.
“Get. Off.” She snaps her teeth.
“I can’t, because you’ll attack me again.” I squeeze her wrists. “I only came
in here to speak with you. Not this.” I lift my hips away from her for
emphasis, planking above her. “If you promise to let me speak with you, I’ll
get off and stand at the door. Deal?” I look down into her eyes, the warm
brown hue like the sun on a newly plowed vineyard. Her plump lips are a
temptation, and the rest of her could bring me to my knees. But I must stay
strong. For Carter and for her.
She narrows her eyes, and I feel her move before she can complete her
attack.
I slam on top of her again, blocking her from kneeing me, and settling back
into the sweet spot between her thighs.
Her frustrated cry sets a fire in my blood, and when I lean closer to her
mouth, I see her gaze go to my lips.
“Since you’ve decided to be a bad girl, I’ll have to talk to you like this.” I
force my hips to remain still even though the urge to thrust against her heat
tries to overwhelm me.
“If you don’t let me go, I’ll—”
“Lioness, if you don’t stop talking and listen, I’ll gag you.” I cut through
her words. “And I’ll tie you to this bed. Is that what you want?”
Her bravado falters. “You wouldn’t dare,” she hisses.
“I wouldn’t?” I smile. “You know who I am, lioness. Cato Davinci, the head
of the largest crime family in Italy. I have connections all over the world.
Davincis rule in the United States and several South American countries. I
am power. I am the law here. And I am the only thing keeping you alive
right now. So if you’d like to continue fighting me, do go on.” I lick my lips
and glance down at her chest where the dress gapes slightly, giving me a
view of the tops of her pale breasts. “But if you want to speak to me
respectfully, we can have a discussion. What do you choose?”
I almost hope she wants to fight. Pinning her down, feeling her, getting a
taste of what sort of woman she is—I can deal with her brattiness as long as
I get what I want in the end.
The only problem is, I’m beginning to suspect I want more than just
keeping Carter’s sister safe. No. I want Apollonia, every bit of the lioness
I’ve captured in this bed.
3
APOLLONIA
B oth fear and anger battle inside me. Arousal, too. Not sure where
the hell that one came from. I’ve heard that in combat, men
often get hard. That has to be what this is. I could never be
attracted to a man like Cato. Not when I know what’s under that ruggedly
handsome exterior.
He stares down at me, waiting for my answer. He has a lot more patience
than I thought he would. I don’t want to do anything he asks me, but I’m
not sure I have a choice in that anymore.
“You’re hurting me.” I give a small pull on my wrist. His hands loosen, but
he doesn't let go.
“Are you going to calm down?”
No. I don’t say that out loud. I close my eyes tightly. I’m not going to calm
down. I don’t think I could be calm if I wanted to. Everything inside me is
screaming. I feel so much anger and sadness.
“Apollonia.” He says my name softer.
He isn’t hurting me. Not really. And if he wanted me dead? I'd be dead. He
also doesn't think I’m a threat. The only other person I saw was an older
woman who looked at me like I’d escaped from an insane asylum. None of
Cato’s baboons from the funeral are lurking around. I've made it my
business not to know much about Cato, but I do know that when he gives
orders, people follow them.
“I just—” My voice trembles. His grip loosens more as he pulls some of his
weight off me. I sniffle “I miss him.” I begin sobbing and try to sit up.
He lets me as I sob into my hands. It’s not hard to cry. I’ve been doing it for
days. All the emotions are right there simmering under the surface. I’ve
been holding them back. Waiting for a chance to mourn in my own time.
Now is not that time, but Cato doesn’t need to know that. That’s part of my
plan.
He touches my shoulder. Is he trying to soothe me? I make a hiccup sound.
I’m good at this. “Can I have a tissue?” I pull my hands a little away from
my face so I can see him.
“Right here.” He leans over to grab one off the nightstand. I shove him as
hard as I can, and when my feet hit the ground, I run. I hear him curse
behind me, but I don’t stop as I burst from the room.
I have no idea where the hell I am. I just keep running down the long
hallway. I don’t dare look behind me. I don’t have to. I can hear him. He’s a
big man and definitely not light on his feet. There’s no denying that he’s
coming for me.
My lungs already burn when I turn to see stairs that go down. Down is out.
It has to be. I almost trip but get my bearings. Cato curses again from
behind me. I see two large doors, but two equally large men stand next to
them. I turn. I think they are going to make a grab for me, but they don’t
move.
I run toward the sunlight, which leads into the kitchen. I grab the door
handle and pull it open. Bright light assaults my eyes while fresh air fills
my lungs.
“You’re going to hurt yourself.”
I hear him growl. I look over my shoulder to see him standing in the kitchen
staring at me. He’s not even out of breath. Asshole.
“Better than being raped,” I throw back at him before I take off through the
door to the outside.
This time I can see. Not that it really helps. All I see is endless rolling
green. I should stop. It’s pointless really, but it feels good to feel physical
pain instead of all the emotional things I’ve been feeling over the last few
days. My legs burn, my breathing is labored, but somehow it’s cathartic. I
move, knowing I’ll be caught, but that doesn’t matter right now.
I round a set of bushes and come to a halt. A little boy lifts his head and
smiles. The same blue eyes my brother had stare up at me. I stand stunned
for a few moments before the little boy holds one of the flowers from the
bush up to me. I glance over to see Cato standing there watching me but
still giving me space.
“Hi.” I drop to my knee and try to bottle up the surprise and anxiety under a
calm façade. “What are you doing out here?”
He hands me the flower. He can’t be more than four. The cutest freckles
sprinkle his nose. “It’s beautiful. Thank you.” I tuck it behind my ear. “Will
you tell me your name?” He leans in real close. I turn my ear towards him.
“Carter.”
I fall back onto my ass, the façade already gone as my world spins. Carter.
It can’t be. I stare. Those eyes. It’s him. A child, my brother had a child. I
never knew. He never said a word. Why wouldn’t he tell me?
The little boy keeps staring at me. “She’s pretty.” He looks up at Cato,
who’s moved behind me.
“She is,” he agrees.
“Is this some cruel game you’re playing with me?” I try to keep the anger
and hurt out of my tone, not wanting to scare the little boy. He’s not a part
of whatever game Cato is playing with me.
“Not a game.”
I start to stand. Cato goes to help me, but I smack his hand away.
He sighs. “If you would only listen to me.”
I, of course, ignore him. I offer my hand to the little boy. Cato looks like he
wants to say something else, but he doesn't.
“Are you hungry? I could use a snack.”
He takes my hand but frowns. “Flavia said I couldn’t have any more snacks
until after dinner.”
“Well, I don’t think many people follow rules around here. It won’t be so
bad if we break one.” I look at Cato. He motions for us to go. I return my
attention to the boy and give his hand a small squeeze. “You coming?”
He repays me with a giant smile. Mischief dances in his eyes. The same
ones I’ve seen thousands of times. Something lodges in my throat. I turn my
head to the side and just try to breathe. Cato is there watching me. It takes
everything I have not to cry, this time for real.
“Apollonia.” He says my name softly.
“Don’t.” I hiss and hold the boy's hand a little tighter. Confusion and anger
start to rise again, like a tide I can’t escape. Even though I had been the one
to run away from this life, I can’t believe I didn’t know this. How could
Carter have not told me?
I swallow down all the emotion and plant a bright smile on my face. “I have
to say, Carter. I ran from the house to here. I was sure I’d made it a good
two miles. I don’t think it was even two blocks.” I didn't know I was so out
of shape. I also never planned to run from crime bosses either.
“You might be faster with shoes on. I always run faster when my daddy gets
me new shoes.” His smile drops, and he looks down. My heart breaks into a
million pieces for the second time in the last few days.
If this precious boy is anything like his aunt, the promise of treats may be
the only thing to soothe his battered heart. “Come. We’ll get that cookie.”
He nods and walks up to the house with me. Cato follows. When we make
it to the back door, my feet throb. I think one might be bleeding. I’m
exhausted. I want to pick the little boy up and hold him in my arms and sob
forever. But that’s not an option.
“Can I trust you’ll stay here?” Cato asks. “I’ll retrieve the cookies.”
“Right here.” I pull out one of the hightop chairs at the giant counter in the
massive kitchen. Carter climbs up into it.
“Keep an eye on her, C. She’s crafty. Think it runs in the family.”
“Got it, boss.” Carter gives him a thumbs-up. “He always says Dad is
crafty,” he informs me. He leans in again and holds his hand up to his
mouth.
I lean in to hear his secret.
“He really says crafty bastard.”
I snort a laugh.
“I think I like just crafty.” The little boy shrugs. “He’s gone now, so I don’t
think he’ll be saying it anymore.”
“I lost my daddy, too.”
He turns to look up at me. “He’s gone. I can’t see him anymore until I go to
heaven. That’s what Flavia says.”
“She might be right.” I brush my thumb along his cheek. “I knew your
daddy.”
“You did?” His eyes light up.
“I did. He was my big brother. Did you know that makes me your aunt?”
He grabs the end of my hair. “An aunt? The kind that bite?”
“No.” I want to hug him so hard. “I’m your Aunt Apollonia.”
“Apollonia? Your hair is so long.” He plays with the ends of it.
“Did your daddy tell you about me?” Why didn't he tell me about him? He
shouldn't be here. Cato sets a container of cookies between us. Carter lets
go of my hair to grab one.
“He showed me a picture. Bell'angelo.” I see Cato watching us as he grabs
us something to drink.
“Beautiful angel.” I smile thinking about it. It sounds sweet, but Carter
always called me that because he said I was a goodie two shoes. I told him I
had to be good enough for both of us. It was the only way I could get him
into the afterlife with me. He’d tell me not to worry about it. He’d sneak in
and see me on the other side.
Cato sits the milk in front of Carter. The boy gives him a giant smile before
picking it up. He trusts Cato. I lean back in my chair and watch Carter. I can
feel Cato watching me.
Things just got a whole lot more complicated, but I take comfort in the fact
that I’m no longer alone in this world.
4
CATO
I stare out the window and watch Carter giggle at whatever the
older man says to him. Mom loved flowers. She’d spend hours
in the backyard tending to hers. Our house would always be
littered with them. I always loved seeing her arrangements. But it isn’t the
same anymore. Now, beautiful flowers fill me with sadness. I hate them.
What’s more, I hate that I let bad people do that to me. I should see flowers
and smile. They should make me think of my mom and fill me with sweet
memories, but there is only ever sadness. I can’t heal. Enough time has
gone by that I should. But each time I start to think I’m moving forward,
I’m ripped back harder than the previous times.
I release my fingers from the window and step back into the room. He’s
safe. I have to keep reminding myself of that fact. For now at least. He’s
still young. They don’t have any use for him at the moment. They’re still
grooming him. But I won’t allow them to taint him. To ruin his innocence.
He won’t end up like his father. I need to be smart.
I limp toward the bathroom and turn on the water to the shower before
stripping myself and getting under the warm spray. I let my head drop and I
cry. I let go. I cry for my parents, for my brother, and for the situation both
my nephew and I are in. I have to get this poison out of me with hard-wrung
tears. So I do. I cry until the need subsides and all that’s left is a dull, aching
void.
“You’re done,” I tell myself and reach for a washcloth and some soap. I
ignore the burn of the soap on my feet as I try to wash away some of the
pain and the failure from earlier.
I’m not a failure. I step out of the shower and stare at my own image in the
bathroom mirror. I’m the ghost of my mother, what’s left of her now that
her soul is gone. But there’s more to me, too. There’s anger, vengeance, and
determination. Cato should have left me in that church. If he wanted little
Carter so badly, he should have never let me know he existed. It will be his
biggest mistake. I’m sure a man like Cato doesn't think he makes them, but
we all do. I plan on taking advantage of that mistake.
I limp back into the bedroom in search of something to wear. I’m not
putting that dress back on. When I went to the closet I saw clothes. There
are pretty dresses and blouses. All hanging with tags. Equally pretty shoes
to go with them. My fingers brush the soft material before I find my small
bag I’d packed before I left for the funeral.
I open it and pull out a pair of yoga pants, then slip them up my legs before
grabbing a bra and shirt. I snag my socks and sneakers, then head back to
the bathroom. I drop them on the counter as I sit to look at my left foot.
There are a few small scratches that are closing, but one isn't letting up. I
open the drawer and search in it until I find a kit to tape up the wound
before I put my socks and shoes on. I sit for a minute trying to figure out
what to do next.
Get your bearings. What’s around you? What can you use? Think,
Apollonia, my brother whispers.
Carter’s words play in my head. He taught me to be aware of my
surroundings. Everything was always a game. But in reality, it wasn’t. He
pretended we were playing, but he had been teaching me. It wasn't until I
was older that I realized what he was doing. He was giving me the skills I
needed to survive.
He knew if I thought he was teaching me the ways of his world, I’d never
really play. It was one of the reasons I’d left. I didn't want to live like this.
Violence, death, and sorrow around every corner. One wrong move, and it’s
all over. Oddly enough, some of the games Carter would play with me I’d
actually used out in the real world on my own. So far from his. That might
have been his plan all along.
He taught me to read people, to think ahead, and to always have a plan. He
taught me how to survive even when the odds are against me. I slip off the
counter and start going through everything. There are your typical things
you expect to find in a bathroom. I pause when I find an old school razor
kit--the type my grandpa would have used to shave. I open it. It isn’t a
knife, but it’s something. I’ll take it. It may not be much, but it gives me a
small sense of security. This is exactly what I needed. A little win today
after so many losses.
I brush my hair and braid it quickly before I leave the bedroom. There isn’t
a soul in sight as I walk down the long hallway. This place is breathtaking.
Blood money buys you the nicest things. After all, my parents had a
beautiful house. I wonder if their blood still stains the grout.
I descend the stairs. Again, men block the two giant doors that I know go
out to the front. They’re not the same guys from earlier. They watch me
closely but don’t make a move. I watch them back as I continue down the
stairs. I force a warm smile, making sure it meets my eyes.
“Hello.” I keep my tone bright.
They both give me a nod. I turn my head when a door opens. My eyes meet
Cato’s before I take in the room with plastic on the floor. A man steps out
and swings the door shut behind him.
His lip drips with blood, and his face has the look of a misshapen pear, as if
someone had beaten him within an inch of his life.
“Are you okay?” I take a step toward him. He looks surprised by my
question.
“I’m fine.” He looks anywhere but at me.
“Are you sure? I can fix that for you.” I keep a warm smile on my face.
“Did Cato do that to you?”
“I did it to myself.”
I have no idea what the hell that means. If he did something against Cato,
I’m sure he’d be dead.
“Did you know my brother?” I have no doubt everyone knows who I am
already.
“He was an honorable man.” He finally meets my eyes and stands up a little
taller when he talks about Carter. I hate them all, but it warms me to see his
respect for my brother. I remind myself that this man could be someone
else's Carter. That he could have a family out in the world. The same way
that Carter had me.
“Are you sure you don’t want me to look at your lip?” I try again. It
wouldn’t hurt to earn a favor or two from Cato’s men. Being mean gets you
nowhere. Not when you’re standing where I am. You have to use what you
have. Take advantage of every opportunity when it presents itself.
The door opens again.
“I gave you an order, Nico. Why are you still standing here?” Cato asks
him, though his eyes are on me.
“I was speaking to him.” I say before the man can respond, and I lift my
chin. I enjoy challenging Cato. I also know from the small glint in his eye
he likes it, too. He likes me. He’ll regret that.
“Sorry, sir.” Nico nods and walks away. Cato and I lock eyes. A stare-off
ensues. God, why does he have to be so attractive? All dark hair and dark
eyes and broad everything. A devil, that’s what he is. Even though I don’t
break eye contact, I notice his white button-up shirt is spotted with blood. I
tell myself that isn't sexy, either. It’s a lie.
“Do you need something, Apollonia?” he asks and takes a step out of his
office.
“A knife?” I smirk. He only smirks back.
I hate how sexy it is. What is this attraction I have for this man? “I guess
I’ll check the kitchen.” I drop my eyes dismissively. If he has nothing for
me, I’ll find it myself.
“I’ve got one.” He moves closer, his steps as silent as a predator’s in a dark
jungle.
Of course he does. He’s all too eager to please. He wants to please me. How
have you gotten so far, Cato? You’re showing all your cards. I already have
you in the palm of my hand.
He reaches behind him and pulls a knife out. The same as Carter would do.
He flips it and comes toward me, offering me the handle. “Careful, it’s
sharp.” His eyes still hold the same challenge I know resides in mine.
I take the blade. I hate that he surprises me with his response.
“Anything else I can do for you, little lioness?”
It’s on the tip of my tongue to say ‘’die.’’ Instead I bite the inside of my lip.
His eyes drop there. I inwardly smile. Another small win for me.
“Thank you.” I give a small glare before turning and going back up the
stairs. I tighten my hand around the end of the knife. I still can’t believe he
so easily gave it to me. He’s not scared of me. He’s a cocky asshole, that’s
why.
He does also know he has me over a barrel, though. I can’t just walk up and
stab him. It would mean my death. But he knows that’s not his trump card.
It’s little Carter. I’m not going anywhere without him. Death would be the
only thing that could keep me from that boy.
I failed my brother, but I will not fail his son. I walk into my bedroom. At
least I’m guessing it’s my room. I kick the door closed behind me and fall
against it. I open my hand and look down at the knife, then the scar on my
palm.
It’s from the time I’d grabbed Carter’s knife right off his desk in his room. I
learned quickly that day how sharp a knife could really be. He loved knives.
I never saw someone handle one like him. The day I got this scar was the
same day that Carter made me learn how to use one. He had taped up my
hand, then schooled me in the art of blades.
He could throw a knife and hit anything. To this day, I’ve never seen
anything like it. I laugh thinking about how badly I wanted to do it, too. To
impress him. The first of my throws had been a mile off the target. Carter
didn't laugh. He retrieved the knife and handed it to me again. Making me
repeat the same thing over and over again. I was twenty throws in and
hadn’t gotten any better.
‘You going to quit?’ he’d asked.
“Never.”
I’d thrown that knife until I couldn't lift my arm. I still sucked. But I never
quit. I flip the knife up in my hand and catch it. Test the weight. It’s been
years. But my brother always said it was like riding a bike. Once you got it
down, you never forgot it. I toss it again. I should have known when Cato
pulled it from himself it would be a good blade. I toss it again and again.
Over and over.
Cato isn’t as smart as he thinks he is. He wants me. It might only be for a
fuck, but he wants me I’m some sort of a challenge to him. Maybe he’s tired
of the easy women who fall on their backs with their legs open for him.
That mental image smarts, though it shouldn’t. He’s my enemy, after all.
I’ll use his desire for me against him. He’s brought me into his home.
Dropped me right in the center of his world. The man who thinks the only
way to hurt someone is physically.
He’s wrong, though. The worst pain comes from the heart, and I plan on
taking Cato’s. I’ll burn his world down from the inside.
I toss the knife up again and catch it before I flip it across the room. The
blade pierces the headboard dead center.
I’m going to make Cato fall in love with me. Then I’m going to take it all
away from him. The same way he’s taken everything I loved away from me.
6
CATO
“W e have to find her.” Carter pleads with me, his eyes filling
with tears and threatening to break my heart. I know in
this moment I’ll take this house apart brick by brick until
I find the kitten for him. I’d do anything to wipe that sad look off his face.
He’s had enough sadness for a lifetime already.
“I’ll find her.” I sit on the side of the bed next to him. “She’s a cat. I’m sure
she’s only exploring. This is a big house, and cats are curious.” I try to put
him at ease.
“Yeah,” he agrees, looking to the door of his bedroom that’s cracked open a
little. “I didn't mean to leave the door open.” His bottom lip starts to
tremble. I want to throw my arms around him and comfort him. Or maybe
it’s me that needs the comforting. I can’t stand to see him this upset. I can’t
even imagine how hard it was for Cato to have to tell Carter about my
brother's death.
“It’s good for her to go out and explore. I’ll find her in no time unless she
beats me to it by coming back for food.”
He nods but doesn’t look convinced.
“Don’t worry. There are too many people around here. There’s no way we
won’t find this kitten.”
“I don’t want her to leave and never come back.” Those sad eyes look up at
me. I didn’t think it was possible for my heart to break any further, but
those few words have proven me wrong.
“No one is going to let anything happen to her. She’s coming back.”
“That’s true. Cato can do anything. He’ll protect her,” he says proudly. I
believe him with the way Cato dotes on the sweet boy, but I want him to
have faith in me, too.
“I’ll need you to be brave and wait here for her. You lie down, and I’ll go
find our kitten. You try and think of a name. We can’t keep calling her kitty.
Can you do that for me?”
He puffs out his chest a little. “I can do that.”
“I knew you could.” I kiss his chubby cheek. “If you’re asleep before I get
back, I’ll put her in bed with you.” He throws his arms around me and hugs
me tight. I hug him back. There’s no way I can come back here without this
kitty. Even if I have to ask Cato for help, I will. There isn’t anything I
wouldn't do for Carter. Even if it means that I have to play nice with Cato.
“Love you.” He says before releasing me. A knot forms in my throat. It’s
the first time he’s said it to me. I’ve said it to him hundreds of times
already. No one has said those words to me in a very long time, and I
welcome them with open arms.
“I love you, too.”
He lies down, and I can’t help but give him another kiss before I pull myself
from his bedroom and leave the door cracked for him. I head back toward
my room to put some sneakers on. Before I’d talked him into finally getting
into bed, I’d already searched most of the house.
I’m worried the kitten might have gotten out. I need to do a check outside.
If the kitten is still inside, then it’s trapped and safe, but if she got out, she
could be getting farther and farther from the house with each minute.
I make my way back downstairs. I find myself stopping outside the doors of
Cato’s office and wondering if he’s in there. He joined us for dinner like he
always does but left after we all were finished eating. I hate the
disappointment I’d felt about that. I am still avoiding him, so it works in my
favor. But he said he wasn't going to let me avoid him anymore. So what
exactly is he doing now?
I pull myself away from the doors even though I want to know what he’s
doing. I have more important things to do, like find a kitten. I don’t want
him to catch me lingering outside his office, either. He’d never let me hear
the end of that, I’m sure.
When he’d brought that kitten into the room and kneeled down on the floor
with us, I had the biggest urge to lean over and kiss him right on the mouth.
My mind is playing games with me. He has me all twisted up inside. My
emotions are everywhere. We aren't some happy family. I can’t let my mind
make those mistakes. I will not develop Stockholm syndrome.
I open the back door and step out onto the porch. The back looks well lit. I
call for the cat a few times but nothing. Typical cat. I take another few steps
out farther. I look back into the house. Maybe I should get Cato. I never did
like the dark.
“You can do this yourself,” I reassure myself. What other choice do I have?
I don’t want to ask him to help. He’d probably be amused at my fear of the
dark. I would have to admit weakness to him, and I’m not prepared to do
any more of that. He’s already seen me in the most vulnerable of times.
I know the fear is irrational, but it’s one that I’ve had since I was a girl
hiding under the bed thinking I was about to die. I hate it. It makes me
weak. Here I am saying I want to ruin a man like Cato, but I’m scared of the
damn dark.
I stand up a little straighter and make myself venture out farther into the
night, calling for the kitten. I freeze when I think I hear a meowing sound. I
turn my attention toward the noise. It seems to be venturing farther from the
house and toward the vineyard area. I’ve come out here a few times with
Carter. The vineyard is endless. It’s also the last place I want to be in the
dark. Of course, the kitten couldn’t choose a well-lit area to roam off to.
“Kitty. Here, kitty.” My call is met with another meow. I squint and think I
see the kitten down one of the long rows of vines.
I take off toward her, and she darts over a row, then another, then dashes
down another, her tail up as she hurries away from me.
“Kitty, come on.” I follow, crossing rows whenever there’s a break in the
vines and the horizontal supports. Down a hill, then up another, the kitten
puts me through my paces.
I finally get close enough to almost touch her when she dives between two
vines and hides in a scrubby flower bush.
“Kitty, what are you doing?” I ask and bend down to pick her up. She
nuzzles my chest for warmth. It’s chilly out here. I should’ve grabbed a
sweater or something. “I’ll get you inside. There’s a little boy who’ll keep
you warm all night.” I kiss the top of her head, which earns me a loud purr.
I turn to go back the way I came, but five minutes later I’m pretty sure I’ve
made a wrong turn somewhere. This area is like one of those corn mazes
that get your direction all messed up. The only light I have is from the
moon.
“You’re fine. No one is going to hurt you here,” I tell myself as I watch
clouds start to cover the moon. I move faster, trying to backtrack. This can’t
be that hard. But the darker it gets, the more I start to panic. I’m pretty sure
I’m going in circles.
My eyes burn with the need to cry. Which is dumb. I’m fine. The vineyard
is safe. It’s then I realize I haven't cried in a few days. I guess I’m about to
break that streak. I sit down in the middle of a grassy row and just try to
breathe and think. The hills around me are too high to see the house. The
thing is massive. How is that even possible?
I suck in a breath when I hear a snapping sound. Why hadn't I brought my
knife? Because I let myself get too comfortable here in the lion’s den.
Damn.
But whoever it is will help me. It has to be one of Cato’s soldiers. Or maybe
a gardener. Or Flavia. Maybe that mean old bat got tired of cooking and
came out here for a walk. I open my mouth but can’t bring myself to make a
sound. Home isn't always safe. You never know who is really lurking. I
know that better than most. So I remain as quiet as I can. Panic begins to
rise in my throat.
I see something big moving. There’s no way that’s not a man, and he’s
coming right at me.
“Gotcha, bitch,” he grunts.
I scramble to my feet and clutch the kitten tightly before turning to run. I
take just two steps, when I hear and feel a hard thump on the ground. I
glance behind me, then slow, then stop.
The man grunts and gurgles. Another man’s on top of him. The clouds drift
open enough for the moonlight to show me Cato, his eyes on me and his
dagger in the man’s throat.
He looks up at me, our eyes locking. The only thing I can think is that he’s
saved me for the second time in my life.
12
CATO
I do want him.
I want him so much it scares the hell out of me. It also makes
me do things I shouldn't. I find myself grabbing his short hair and
deepening the kiss as I hold him close, not wanting to let go.
As crazy as Cato can make me, he also soothes something deep inside of
me. A level of comfort is there. Even when I’d been in the church and
smacked him. I didn't fear him. I should. He’s a deadly man. Everyone
knows that. Still, for me, I never felt that fear when I looked at him. I felt
the opposite, and then I’d intentionally baited and toyed with him, somehow
knowing he’d never do anything to harm me.
Because he’d already saved me once. How could I forget that? I hadn’t. I
just hadn’t put together he was the same person from that night. The night
that had changed my life forever. The one that had taken so much away
from me. Cato had held me until I stopped shaking. He was the only light in
the darkest moment of my life. He had pulled me from that darkness. And
now he’s here again, an avenging angel or a devil, I’ll never know which.
“Cato.” I moan his name as he pulls his mouth from mine. He trails kisses
down my neck as he pulls at my clothes. I help him, wanting to be skin to
skin with him. My emotions are running high. He was right about that, but
we both know I’ve wanted him for weeks now. There has been a pull to him
since he’d sat down on the steps of the church with me. I’ve been fighting
this with everything. I can no longer resist the feelings I’m having for him.
Cato, on the other hand, has been doing the exact opposite. He hasn't been
fighting the pull. His need for me has never wavered. He knows exactly
what he wants, and he isn't afraid to take it. His mind had already been
made up that he wanted me. A small part of me wants to believe that he’s
doing this because he can’t stand the thought of not having me, and not out
of some promise he made to my brother to protect me. That he’d seen me
and had simply wanted me for himself.
“You have on too many clothes.” I start pulling at his as soon as he has me
naked under him. I want to see all of him. To touch every part of him. So
much of me has already been laid bare for him. I want to see him, too. I
want him to open up to me. He knows so much about me. What do I really
know about him?
He pulls back as he quickly strips himself of all his clothes. His eagerness
to get naked turns me on even more. My eyes trail down his chest and past
his abs to his cock. It’s red and almost angry looking. A bead of cum leaks
from the head. He reaches down and strokes himself. Desire courses
through me seeing his arousal. The fact that he’s this way because of me
does something to me.
“Apollonia.” He groans my name. The small amount of fear I had about
him fitting inside of me fades away, only leaving the need. He wants me.
His whole body strains with desire for me. Again, I feel that rush of power
like I had the other night when Cato spread me out on the bed and made me
come with his mouth. I had thought I was in heaven then, but the look he’s
giving me now tells me that was only the beginning of what he’s going to
give me.
“I want you inside me,” I breathe out. I need this connection. I run my hand
down his broad chest. My fingers brush against a few of the scars that are
scattered there. Somehow, they make him look sexier. I try not to think
about them, because the thought of how he got them terrifies a part of me.
How close has Cato come to death? Will he, too, meet the same fate as
everyone else I’ve ever loved? Am I setting myself up for more hurt?
As I wrap my hand around his cock, he gives another loud groan. I don’t
want to think about losing anything else right now. Not when he makes me
feel so good. I want to focus on the now. The pleasure I can have. I deserve
this. To get lost in Cato for a night. I can deal with everything else
tomorrow. But for tonight, I’m taking something for myself. I need this. I
need him.
“I have to get you ready first.” He reaches down and pulls my hand from
around this cock. “You’re going to make this be over before it even begins
if you continue touching me.”
I bring my hand to his cheek. “Can you not control yourself, Cato?” I give
him a wicked smile.
“With you? No. I find I have no control.” He kisses me before I can
respond. The kiss is needy but sweet. He kisses me slowly but with a force
that I know will leave my mouth sore later. I don’t care. I want to feel Cato
long after this. To remember our night together.
He pulls his mouth from mine as he trails kisses down my body. I whimper
when he sucks one of my nipples into his mouth, his rough fingers pulling
at the other. It feels good, but I need more.
“Cato.” I wiggle under him.
“I’ve got you,” he says, releasing my nipple to travel down my body. He
leaves wet open-mouthed kisses in his wake. He grabs my thighs, his
fingers digging into my flesh as he spreads me wide, his warm breath
against my sex.
“Don’t tease me tonight. I need this.” I look down at him. I suck in a breath
when my eyes meet his. He’s trying to soften me, but his eyes say
something different altogether. He’s fighting for control. “Stop holding
back.” I sit up on my elbows. “I want you, Cato. Now give it to me,” I
demand.
“I’ll decide when you’re ready to take me. I refuse to hurt you.” Cato
doesn't know there are other ways to hurt. I’d planned to ruin him. To break
his heart. He could easily do the same to me. His eyes stay locked with
mine. I wish I could read him better. I want to know what he’s thinking.
Does he feel this crazy connection too?
“What are you waiting for then?” I arch my hips; the need for him is
becoming unbearable. He gives me that sexy as hell smile. One that
promises me the wait will be worth it.
“Eyes on me, lioness. Always on me.” I watch as he dips his head. His
tongue circles my clit. I drop back down onto the bed, spreading my legs
even more as he pushes one finger inside of me and then another.
His tongue plays with my clit as his fingers work in and out. Each time he
draws me closer to coming he pulls back until I’m mindless with need and
begging him to take me.
“Cato, it hurts.” My whole body throbs with need. He pulls his fingers out
of me. I reach for him and pull him up my body. “I’m going to kill you,” I
tell him as I pull him down for a kiss and wrap my legs around him. He
hasn't let me come yet.
I’ve wanted to, but I want him inside me more. His cock brushes my clit as
he keeps on kissing me. I can feel the tension in his body.
“Stop torturing us both.” I tighten my legs around his back as I feel the head
of his cock breach my entrance.
“Not torturing you. I want you to need me.” He pushes more inside of me. I
gasp at the feel of him. He closes his eyes, looking pained. “I see why
you’re so tight.” His jaw flexes.
I lift my hips, taking him a little more inside of me. “Scared of a virgin?” I
challenge him.
“No, not scared of a virgin. I’m scared of you,” he says before thrusting all
the way inside me. I let out a small scream as his mouth devours mine. I
feel the pain, but my body is still so on edge that I lift my hips, needing him
to move. I need to come. I need him to take me fully.
“Cato.” I dig my fingers into his back. He lets out a string of curses in
Italian that only turn me on more.
“This is going to be over before it begins.” He pulls out and presses back in.
“Liar. You won’t stop until I come.”
“No. I won’t,” he agrees as he starts to move faster inside of me. His eyes
stay locked on mine. It feels like he is staring right into my soul, seeing
things I would never want anyone to see. As scary as it is, it’s freeing, too. I
want to share this connection with him and only him.
“Cato.” I breathe out his name, feeling the orgasm as it begins to come
down hard. I suddenly feel so vulnerable, knowing that no one else has ever
seen this side of me. That I’ve never allowed anyone to get so close to me.
“I’ve got you, Apollonia. Let go. Give yourself to me. I want it all.” He
kisses me. I cry out his name as the orgasm takes me. I close my eyes as so
many emotions roll through me. I keep on coming; it feels as if it’s never
ending. I don’t want it to end. At this moment I feel at peace. As if I’m no
longer alone in the world.
Cato’s whole body goes tight as I feel him come deep inside of me. He pulls
his mouth from mine, burying his face in my hair. I feel more of his warmth
spill inside of me as he jerks against me, saying my name over and over
again like a prayer. I cling to him, never wanting to let go. If only I could
stay here forever. If only things were different.
I can’t, though. Soon he will pull from me and life will come rushing back
in. The only thing I’ve done is make myself more vulnerable. Now, there’s
more to lose than ever.
14
CATO
S he lies beside me, her breathing slow, her lashes atop her cheeks
like black lace gracing the skin of a luscious fruit. A beauty with
no equal. My sweet Apollonia. She’d given herself to me freely,
pushed me to the edge, then fell with me.
Now, in the dark, as I listen to her slumber and run my fingers along her
smooth back, my thoughts slowly darken, slowly turn toward what must be
done. Because the man in my vineyard tonight—he would’ve hurt her.
Perhaps worse. I will never let that happen.
Maybe I’ve created a purpose for myself over the years. Power. Of course it
was power. I sought it, took it, and now I wield it without mercy. But that
was never my true reason for being. No. My real reason is lying next to me,
her hair splayed out in rays of night along my chest as she sleeps, giving me
ultimate trust.
How long have I waited for this? I don’t know. I never considered another,
never wanted a woman to warm my bed or my heart. But Apollonia does it
without effort. One look at her at that funeral, and I was done. My soul
ensnared by her fiery eyes and sharp tongue. And maybe, somehow, my
heart recognized hers, remembered her from that dark night so long ago
knowing I belonged to her alone. She set me on my path long ago, and that
path led me right back to her. For that, I will be forever grateful.
I press a soft kiss to her forehead before easing out of bed. Leaving her is an
acute wound, but it must be done. I silently promise her that when I return,
I’ll make it up to her with my tongue, my fingers, my cock—anything she
asks of me and plenty of things she doesn’t—it’s all hers.
Snagging my clothes from the floor, I pad from the room and silently close
the door. I point at the two soldiers lounging down the hall.
They pop up and wipe the sleep from their eyes.
“Guard this door with your lives. No one in or out. Understand?”
“Yes, sir.” They station themselves outside the door as I continue down the
hall.
Pausing at Carter’s door, I open it and peek at him. Like an angel, he sleeps
with his hands clasped beneath his cheek. And the devil sleeps on his
shoulder, her whiskers twitching as she blinks open her feline eyes and
stares at me.
I close the door and continue down the hall, my steps becoming heavier as I
descend the stairs. By the time I reach the bottom, each footfall is heavier
than lead. Moving deeper into the house, I pass soldiers at every door. They
puff out their chests but give me plenty of leeway as I pass.
The night greets me with a cool wind as I pass through the garden at the
rear of the villa and enter the old barn. Its stone walls were laid back in
Roman times, and it will stand long after I’m gone.
Santino’s inside, his shirt off and his face sweaty. His fists are torn, but he
doesn’t bother to tape them. He just swings again, nailing the vineyard
guard with a hard right. A messy stack of cash is thrown in one corner, the
bills blood-splattered.
Santino’s fist connects with a fleshy thunk. The soldier yowls and goes
limp.
I grab a knife from the metal table along the wall and press it to his groin.
His eyes open.
“I knew you were awake. You won’t escape this punishment.”
“Pussy.” Santino thumbs his nose and swings again.
I back away as the soldier’s head snaps to the side, a split appearing on his
cheek.
“Did you ask him any questions?” I roll up my shirtsleeves slowly,
methodically.
“No.” Santino shrugs and backs away from the bound man.
A bare bulb overhead gives enough light to see the damage Santino’s
already inflicted. I take up the knife again, wondering how much more I
need to take from this man before he spills the truth.
“You were guarding the vineyard’s southern perimeter?” I use the flat of the
blade to lift his face to mine.
“Yes.”
“Did you see the intruder?”
“No.”
“Why lie to me, Raoul?”
“Not lying.” Blood oozes from his broken nose.
I backhand him. “Try again. I’ll do this for as long as necessary. You know
what I say is true.”
“Yes.” He half cries on a gasp. “I know, sir.”
“Then why not speak the truth?”
He shoots a look at Santino, who leans against the stone wall and smokes a
cigarette.
“Look at me, Raoul. Just me.” I pull the blade back. “Did you see the
intruder?”
He starts to shake and tries to look away.
I grab his hair so he has to look at me. “I asked you a question.” My voice
remains calm, gentle almost. It’s the knife in my hand that will do the
damage.
“Y-yes.” His chin trembles.
“Did you let him in?”
He shakes harder and doesn’t answer.
I let him go and sigh, then bury the blade in his thigh. Then I slap my hand
over his mouth, stifling his scream. Wouldn’t want to wake my lioness or
her cub upstairs.
When he’s back to blubbering, I pull my hand away. “Raoul. As you know,
I’m not a patient man. My patience is even thinner now that someone has
tried to harm Apollonia Simonetti, Carter’s sister. You see, she is an
innocent, much like her nephew. And though I’ve done terrible things,
many of them with glee, I do not harm innocents. Now, if you refuse to tell
me the truth, I will do those terrible things to you.” With a yank, I remove
the blade and slap my hand over his yowling mouth again.
Santino blows out a big puff of smoke. “Weak.”
I pull my hand away and keep my knife in front of Raoul, his blood
dripping from the blade. “Tell me the truth. You allowed the intruder to
enter my land. Who sent him?”
“He didn’t say,” he blubbers.
Santino and I exchange a look. My suspicions have been growing by the
day with each report I hear about the newcomer, the man who seeks to take
all I’ve bled for. Perhaps he’s not as new as he seems, but I need to verify
my intuition before I can move against my enemy.
“The assassin came for me?”
He glances at the house as if he can see it through the stone. My icy blood
heats to a steady blaze. He’s looking at my Simonettis, my lioness and her
cub.
“Apollonia? Carter? Who?” I yank his head back and press the blade to his
throat, drawing more blood.
“I don’t know!” he screams. “He paid me! That’s all! H-he said that his
boss would own all this soon enough, and I’d be rewarded for helping him,
and then he gave me a hundred thousand euro. So I did it! I didn’t know
why he was here.”
“Who sent him?”
“He didn’t say!” his high-octave scream is abruptly cut off.
For the second time this night, I’ve spilled blood to protect the ones I love.
I’ll do it as many times as necessary and take pleasure in my kills as a gift
to my lioness.
If someone wants her blood, she shall have theirs, and plenty of it.
15
APOLLONIA
I lie by the pool dozing in and out of sleep. Carter is out in the
garden with Diego, and I’m not sure where Cato is. If I had to
guess, he’s dealing with the situation of how someone got on
his property last night.
I don’t know how he’s functioning today. Neither one of us got much sleep
last night. Our time together has been so intense. My stomach flutters
thinking about it. That man has a wicked mouth. I could easily become
addicted to him. I've never felt so close to someone as I did in that moment
when we were making love. It’s been so long since someone held me close.
I was amazed how quickly Cato could switch between making love to me
and fucking me. I enjoyed both. I practically begged for both sides of him.
His lovemaking felt sweet, while his fucking made me feel like he needed
me more than his next breath. He was greedy for me. Thinking about it has
me growing wet. I clench my thighs together and hope it wasn’t a one-time
deal. I’m craving another taste of him. It’s quite the contradiction from
where I began.
I’m just not sure where it leaves us. Am I still trying to get out of here with
Carter? The thought of leaving Cato makes a knot form in my throat. What
have I done? I was supposed to make him fall in love with me. I’m afraid
that I may have gone and fallen in love with him instead.
“Apollonia.” I’m startled by someone who isn’t Cato saying my name so
starkly. I didn't think Cato would let anyone out by the pool when I was out
here. He’s got a jealous streak. I like that, too. Damn it. He doesn't want
anyone else to touch me or see me like this. It should make me mad, but
really it turns me on even more.
“Hey, Nico.” I push my sunglasses up as I rise to a sitting position on the
lounge chair. It looks like his face has healed up from whatever Cato did to
him the other day. I think he was trying to sniff out a mole. None of them
seemed mad about it. He really does have everyone's loyalty. It makes me
think that Cato might not be as bad as I thought he was. Or maybe his
orgasms are messing with my head. They have me thinking that everything
is sunshine and rainbows when I know better.
“I found some more kittens. Cato thought you might want them.”
I grab my cover-up and slip it on before I don my flip-flops.
“How many are there? Did you see their mama?”
“No mama that I saw. Just two kittens. I’ll show you.”
I follow after him. He doesn’t say anything else as we hurry through the
garden. The silence stretches.
“It’s a lovely day out,” I comment. I’ve been trying to get to know some of
Cato’s men. I thought I could use that against him in the beginning. It looks
like my plans are all changing. Now I want to get to know them because
they’re the men protecting Cato and Carter, the two most important things
in my life. That thought shocks me, but I’ll have to revisit it later. I have
kittens to see.
“It’s nice,” he agrees as I follow him around the house.
“Did you know my brother?”
He only nods. Okay then. He clearly doesn’t want to talk, so I let it go. He
almost looks annoyed at my interruptions. I’m guessing he didn’t want to be
sent on kitty duty. He probably thinks that it’s beneath him.
“This way.” He motions me over toward a small barn or maybe it’s a shed.
He opens the door and lets me inside.
“Kitties.” I step in farther. “Come out, babies,” I coo. It’s dark in here. A
strange feeling comes over me. Before I can turn, I feel myself falling
forward. The air leaves my lungs as I’m shoved against the wall. My hands
are gathered behind my back. I feel cool steel snap into place. I open my
mouth to scream, only to have a cloth shoved into my mouth.
I try and fight him off. He’s too big, and with my hands cuffed behind me,
I’m not getting anywhere. A fear like I’ve never known runs through my
body. Not for myself, but for Carter and Cato.
“I’ve got her.” I look over my shoulder at Nico. He’s got a phone pressed to
his ear. “Hurry the fuck up, or we’ll all be dead.”
He’s right about that. Cato is going to kill all of them. I stare at Nico and
wonder why he’s doing this. He has to know he’s a dead man walking. Cato
will show him no mercy.
He pockets his phone. “What the fuck are you looking at?” he bites out.
Then his eyes roam down my body. “You got a magical pussy or
something? Cato never keeps a woman, but here you are getting free rein
over his house. He puts up with you talking back, and you even hit him.
You should be dead.”
He crushes me against the wall with his body. I close my eyes when I feel
his hard on press into my ass. Oh, God. This isn’t happening. This is the
second time someone has tried to grab me from Cato’s home.
“I should have a little taste.” I feel him smell my hair, and everything inside
me curdles.
“Fuck.” He steps back and answers his phone. My heart races. How am I
going to get out of this? “Yeah. I’m coming out.” He grabs the cuffs and
pushes me back toward the door. I almost fall, but he yanks up on the cuffs,
sending pain shooting into my arms as he keeps me upright.
“You try to get away, and I'll cut your finger off.” His cold blade pushes
against my throat. “Got it?”
I nod.
He shoves me out the door with such force that I finally lose my balance
and hit the ground hard. With my hands behind me, I fall face-first, and my
hip takes the impact. My side throbs with pain.
“Watch it, Nico. He wants her in one fucking piece.”
I look at the other man who is sitting on a four-wheeler as Nico yanks me to
my feet. I don’t recognize him.
“Get on,” Nico orders.
“Cuff her in the front or she’ll fall off.” Nico lets out a curse but does what
he says. He lifts me, shoving me onto the seat. There’s no way Cato doesn’t
know I’m gone by now.
I grab on to the man's shirt when he floors it, and we take off. I push the rag
out of my mouth, knowing he can’t shove it back in right now.
“You’re a dead man,” I whisper in the guy's ear before I pull my knife out
of its hiding place and stab him as hard as I can in the back. These assholes
may look at me as a weakling, but the Simonetti blood still courses through
my veins. I will fight until my last breath to protect the ones I love.
He cries out and hits the brake as hard as he can. The four-wheeler jerks and
sends us both flying off.
I can’t think. Where am I? My head pounds as I try to open my eyes. But
when I look up, I see Nico standing over me.
“You’re next,” I whisper before the darkness takes me under.
16
CATO
“Are you doing okay?” I lean over to look at Cato’s side. The way he’s
acting, you’d never know he was shot.
“It's fine.”
I lean back in my seat still worrying about it. The sounds of the helicopter
are too loud to really talk. I’m almost thankful for it. I’m not sure what
there is to say. I still can’t believe Cato shot himself. Actually, I can.
Cato takes my hand in his, holding it tight. He hasn't stopped touching me
since he’s gotten me back. I can see the guilt in his eyes. He probably thinks
it’s his fault I was taken, but nothing could be further from the truth. He’s
the reason I’m alive. He’s the reason little Carter is safe. A shiver runs
through me when I think about how they could’ve taken Carter instead of
me.
I want to lean into Cato, but the things Antony said are still rattling around
inside my head. Maybe it doesn't matter. Would it be so bad to be with Cato
if he didn't love me? He could grow to love me one day. I know he’d be a
good husband. An even better father to little C. It’s not as though I can take
Carter from here anyway. This is his home. He loves Cato, and I would
never take him away from someone that would protect him at all costs.
Cato’s finger goes under my chin, and he turns my head to look at him. He
cups my face with both of his hands and pulls me in for a kiss. It’s not a soft
one. It’s filled with need and possession. I kiss him back the same, because
the truth is I want to be his. I’ll take him any way I can get him. I love him.
I don’t want to spend another second denying it.
“Have I lost you?” His eyes search my face.
I shake my head.
He doesn't look like he believes me.
I rest my cheek on his chest as we fly the rest of the way home. He plays
with my hair as I close my eyes for a moment.
“Lioness,” Cato calls to me. I slowly open my eyes and yawn.
“Get the door,” he tells someone before he scoops me into his arms and
hops down from the helicopter.
“Cato! Put me down. You have a gunshot wound, for crying out loud. You
shouldn’t be lifting me.”
“You got shot?” Santino half shouts, then smirks.
“You’ll wake her up,” Cato scolds.
“Hello. I’m already awake.” I try to wiggle to get down. It’s useless.
We enter through the back door. Carter is sitting at the counter in a hightop
chair eating cookies. My heart fills with happiness when I see the chocolate
smashed on his face. The kitten is wandering back and forth on the counter.
Carter’s whole face lights up when he notices we’re home. When he smiles
at me, I know I would kill as many Lantinos as it took to always guarantee
his safety.
“Down,” I tell Cato again. This time he listens and puts me on my feet. I
drop onto my knees as Carter runs over and gives me a hug. I pick him up,
holding him tight. I won’t let myself cry right now.
“I missed you.”
“I missed you too.” I look back at Cato. “Will you grab the kitten, please?
I’m going to take this chocolate-covered boy up to bed.”
He scoops up the kitten for me and follows me up the stairs and into
Carter’s room.
I pick out some pajamas for Carter and hand them to him. “You should go
have that checked out, Cato.”
“You can’t hide behind little C all night, lioness.”
“I am—” He kisses me, cutting me off.
“You’re wounded,” I argue against his lips.
“Sweet lioness, I’d have to be dead in order for me not to be inside you
tonight,” he whispers softly into my ear so only I can hear.
I suck in a breath, my whole body heating.
“I’ll be back.” He turns and strides out the door.
Carter grabs the kitten and climbs into bed. I snag a book and crawl in with
him. I’m home. He’s safe. Cato is getting fixed up. I don’t think I read more
than two pages before we’re both out.
20
CATO
5 Years Later
Santino
I meet my new bride while her husband’s blood is still cooling on my
hands. Bella, the Carrera daughter with the sharp tongue and the bright
eyes. She thinks she’s nothing compared to her younger sister, but she’s
wrong. Bella is everything, and I’m going to prove to her that I’m worthy to
be her husband. Once I’ve exacted my vengeance on all who seek to take
what I’ve fought and killed for, I’ll have my beauty on her back, panting my
name, and thanking the Virgin I claimed her as mine.
Bella
My first husband found me plain and unappealing. But now he’s dead, and I
have to look out for my sister as well as my own neck. But Santino isn’t the
mafia king I expect. He’s ruthless, hard, and violent, but not to me. To me,
he shows kindness, consideration, and above all, an attraction that I can’t
explain. I want him, but my duty to my sister is always at the forefront of
my mind. Falling for Santino wasn’t part of my plan, but his irresistible
assault may be the only thing that can change me from a Carrera to a
Baldoni, but at what cost?
1
SANTINO
S antino Baldoni. My mind races to try to place the name. I know it,
but I can’t seem to picture him or where he’s connected. I look
over my shoulder at Leo. I can tell he’s searching his mind, too. I
keep my gun trained on the door.
Saldoni? I mouth to him. I’m sure his mind is as scattered as mine is right
now. Everything happened so fast. Adrenaline is still wreaking havoc on us.
He shakes his head minutely.
My eyes fall to my younger sister Gianna, who has tears streaming down
her beautiful face. She’s always been the more emotional one. I have a
feeling the baby we found out she’s carrying a few weeks ago isn't helping
the matter. For any of us really. I thought I was protective over my sister
before. This is something else altogether.
“Did he say Giuseppe’s dead?” Gianna asks softly. If it’s true, it’s a pity we
can’t celebrate right now. All in all, it’s not shocking. I’ve only been here a
few weeks, and I’ve seen so many holes in the security. I’d been planning to
use some of those openings myself to get my sister out of here. My father
won't be selling her off next. But now, whoever this asshole on the other
side of the door is has gone and ruined that for me. For her.
My hand tightens around the gun, my anger growing by the second. Gianna
calls me fearless. She says I can always stay calm and do the responsible
thing, whereas she shows every emotion right there on her face for the
world to see. She can’t help it. She’s so full of life. Something that a man
like my dead husband and the man on the other side of this door would
crush. In order to do so, whoever it is will first have to get through me. No
one, and I mean no one touches my sister.
I am always slow when it comes to my emotions. My brain gets in the way,
always trying to process what’s happening. Thinking of a plan or watching
one unfold in front of me. It’s kept me alive thus far. I lick my lips, my
tongue gliding over my cracked lip that is still trying to heal from my late
husband. He struck me to get a reaction. He hadn't gotten one. I wouldn’t
give him the satisfaction.
It’s likely the reason I was allowed to marry Giuseppe. I volunteered. He
asked for Gianna. How could he not? She is breathtaking. I begged my
father to let me do it. He agreed, knowing I wouldn't put up a fight if I was
volunteering and that I would give the little man hell.
Gianna, though, would’ve broken. She’d have been drugged to even get up
to the altar. Leo would have been dead, unable to stand by while she
married another. They’ve kept their love secret so long. Her marrying
Giuseppe never would have worked. I would have lost them both and still
been the one to marry the asshole in the end. This way made the most sense.
It kept us all alive and together.
Giuseppe hadn't been happy, but he agreed without much of a choice if he
wanted the Carrera alliance. He made it clear on many occasions that it was
my fault that we hadn’t consummated our marriage. Blamed it on his lack
of attraction to me. I could care less what that vile man thought of me. I
considered myself lucky he found me so displeasing.
My gaze goes back to Leo, my best friend for as long as I can remember.
It’s his gun I’m holding now. I’d demanded it, and he handed it right over
without question. He’s the exception to the touching rule when it comes to
Gianna. Considering the baby in her belly, he’s more than touched sweet
Gianna.
“Davincis,” he mouths back finally. The second the word is out of his
mouth, I remember. Santino is Cato Davinci's right-hand man. I’ve heard
tales of his unwavering loyalty to Cato. Have the Davincis finally come to
take over Giuseppe’s territory? Interesting.
I look back at the door. “Have you betrayed your master, Santino, or are you
here for him?”
“I do not wish you any harm.”
“Did you not wish my husband harm? Because that didn’t seem to work out
for him,” I toss back.
“You don’t sound too broken up about it.”
About him being dead? No, not in the least. About Santino ruining my
plans? That’s something entirely different. No, I’m not broken up about it,
I’m livid. I take a deep breath.
“What do you want?” I ask. “A war with the Carreras?” How reckless.
Stupid even, if you ask me. I thought the Davincis were smarter than that.
Taking on two families at once—and I’ve heard whispers they just took
another. Men and their greed are never ending.
“That was not my intention.”
“Then what is your intention, Mr. Baldoni?”
“To take a bride.”
My sister sucks in a breath. I spin around and level Leo with a stare. He’s
already shoved Gianna behind him. He closes his eyes before he nods,
trusting me to handle this, the same way I always do when it comes to
matters of keeping the three of us safe. I have to be smart. To meet the
enemy head-on.
“Move it.” I point at the door.
Leo walks over and pushes the armoire out of the way. When he opens the
doors, I’m caught off guard not only by the handsome man standing there
but the fact that he’s alone with no weapon in hand. Though I’m sure he’s
more than armed in some capacity. His eyes flick around the room before
coming back to me, not the least bit fazed that I’m pointing a gun at him.
“You will not be marrying my sister.” Again, his eyes leave me to go to
Gianna. I’m used to it. Men’s eyes always go to her, but for some reason,
irritation grabs hold of me. I step to the side, blocking his line of sight to
her. I glance at Leo, who’s staring at me. We can say so many things
without saying a single word to one another.
I don’t know if it’s the pregnancy, but I can sense that not all of his rational
thoughts are firing for him, and I fear he’ll do something stupid. That scares
me.
“You’ll do just fine.” Santino’s tone is almost teasing. Just fine.
His gaze shifts to Leo and darkens.
I move again to stand in front of Leo.
Santino steps closer, his tone dropping to lethal levels. “Tell your boy there
to keep his eyes off my bride.”
I kick my chin up. After all, I’m a Carrera. This two-bit gangster won’t
intimidate me. I keep the gun in hand and step up to him. “You keep your
eyes off my sister.”
3
SANTINO
H er sister? That girl behind her is her sister? I couldn’t give two
fucks if she was the queen of England. No, I can’t seem to
stop looking at the fierce beauty in front of me. Dark red hair,
dark eyes, and a fire in her soul like nothing I’ve ever seen. God, that hair,
so different for a classic Italian girl. Are all Carreras like this? No wonder
everyone fears them.
I glance at her sister. Her meek eyes are down, never meeting mine.
“I said don’t look at her.” The angry beauty—Bella—steps closer, the gun
still leveled at my gut.
“You’ve made your point.” I glance at the barrel. “Now hand that over
before I take it from you and make you look foolish.”
Her mouth drops open, and for a moment, I think she might shoot me. Then
her nostrils flare and she pass it to me with a hard shove.
“Are there any other weapons I should know about?” I stare down at her,
my brain trying to figure out how Giuseppe managed to keep his hands off
her. Round tits, a small waist, and hips that flare out perfectly. I want to grip
them, to pull her against me and feel every last bit of her olive skin.
She glances at the closet.
“Ah.” I walk past her and enter the room. Against the back is an open panel
with an array of weapons. I’ll have Lucenzo clear it out.
“My family will come for you,” Bella calls from behind me.
“I have no doubt.” I turn and meet her at the closet door.
“They won’t take this attack lightly. Not when Giuseppe paid a high price
for me.”
“How much did he pay?”
She kicks her chin up. “That’s none of your concern.”
“Is it not?” I make a show of looking around the room. “Everything here
now belongs to me. I’d like to make sure I get my money’s worth out.” I
follow the curves of her body with my eyes.
Her hand rises so quickly, I nearly miss it. But I don’t. I’ve dodged bullets
and fists. And now a slap from a gorgeous, angry woman.
I squeeze her wrist, pull her into the closet, and slam the door.
Her sister screams.
Bella looks up at me with angry eyes as I push her against the door and grab
her other wrist.
“This isn’t a negotiation. I won’t take kindly to you hitting me or abusing
my soldiers. You will fall in line and display the decorum expected of a
Carrera woman. Do you understand?”
She grits her teeth, but her body is soft and warm against mine.
I wonder if her nipples are hard, if her cunt grows wet for me. Fuck, I need
to get my head out of her skirt and think clearly. This is my chance. I’m not
going to blow it over a spoiled mafia princess with a temper. No matter how
sexy she is.
“I asked if you understand.” I squeeze her wrists and pin her harder to the
sturdy wood.
“I understand you are playing at being a gangster. When my family learns
—”
“They already know.” I lean closer, our noses nearly touching. “Cato
Davinci made the call on my behalf. I have no doubt they’re angry. They
may well come for me. But I’ll survive.” My lips are only a whisper from
hers. “I have survived dozens of times when the odds were against me, and
I’ll do the same now. I’m the head of this new family, and everyone under
this roof will obey me. Do you understand?”
She tenses against me.
I press into her, my cock thick and hard against her stomach. Fuck, I want
this woman. I want her bad enough that the thought of throwing her to the
floor and eating her cunt while she fights me at first, then melts for me,
plays through my head. I can feel her heat, sense every movement of her
thighs. I bet if I reached under her skirt, I’d find her wet for me. She
wouldn’t fight for long.
“Stop looking at me like that,” she breathes.
“Like what?”
“Like you’re a wolf that’s found a meal.”
“I’m the wolf. You’re the fawn.” I force myself to lean back, to stop
fantasizing about her. “You will follow my lead or there will be punishment,
and you won’t like it.” Releasing her wrists, I step back and adjust my hard-
on.
Her eyes follow the movement and linger on my bulge for a bit longer.
Which only makes it worse.
I groan. “Out.” Pulling the door open, I scoot her around and back into the
bedroom.
The man thrusts Bella’s sister behind him and brings up his fists.
I look him up and down. “I would kill you. Do you know that? I’ve killed
many men with nothing more than my fists.” Maybe a good fight and a kill
will ease my raging heart. I need a release. This Carrera woman has gotten
me off track.
“You won’t touch him,” Bella hisses and moves in front of him.
“Who the fuck is he?” I don’t like another man in this room. Why is he
here, so close to my little fawn?
“Leo Pietrantoni.” He lifts his fists higher. “And I will end you if you hurt
Bella or Gianna.”
“Let’s go, little man.” I unbutton my sleeve and start to roll it up.
“Leo, please.” Bella reaches back and pushes his fists down. “Stop.”
Why is she touching him? She shouldn’t be touching him. I’m right fucking
here. She touched him gently. After she tried to slap me.
“He needs to go.” I move toward her, menace in my steps.
She doesn’t flinch. “Leo is a friend of my family. He’s been with us since
we were kids. He protects us. If you hurt him, you go to war with my
father.”
Fuck. “Why is your sister here, anyway? Did he sell her to Giuseppe, too?”
“No.” She shakes her head. “She and Leo came to visit. That’s all.” Her
eyes shift away from me, and then back. She’s hiding something. I’ve done
enough interrogations to know when someone tries to keep a secret from
me. Though I wouldn’t use my usual methods on Bella. I’d work her, but
not with my fists. With my tongue, my cock, my—focus.
I blink hard. “Then they need to return to the Carrera compound
immediately.”
“No!” All three cry in unison.
I pinch the bridge of my nose. “And why not?”
“You … need her.” Bella nods. “For leverage.”
“You want me to use the sister you claim to cherish as leverage?”
Bella shrugs. “Yes. As long as you promise not to touch her, she should
remain here with Leo and me.” She steps to me again, her aggression
stoking my own. “But if you break that promise, I will cut off your dick and
feed it to you.”
Why do her threats make my cock get even thicker? Fuck, this woman is
too much.
She’s going to be a problem.
Especially if I don’t get her beneath me and moaning my name soon.
4
BELLA
“C alm,” I order my sister and pull out the chair in the little sitting
area in the master bedroom. The double doors are wide open as
Leo paces in front of them. She comes over and sits. I pull out
the other chair and sit down with her.
“Now what?” She looks at her stomach, her hand going to rest there. I hate
the tremble in her voice. I put my own hand over her stomach as well. She
turns her hand, locking her fingers with mine.
“Nothing has changed.”
Her mouth parts but no words come out. I look over at Leo, who has
stopped pacing.
“I came here to marry, then find a way for Leo and you to get away. Now it
looks like I’ll just be marrying twice. No big deal.” I shrug. That’s the truth.
It doesn’t matter who I’m married to; it’s the end result of my sister being
safe that matters.
“I don’t think this one is going to be so easy to fool.” Leo comes to stand
next to my sister. I nod in agreement.
“I’ll have to work harder, and you need to control your temper.” I give him
a pointed look. “It won’t do us any good for you to get killed. All of this
would be in vain.”
“I’m sorry.” He runs his hand through his brown hair.
“Don’t be sorry. Be better.”
He gives me a nod, and I trust that he will. I can always count on him.
“I’m sorry, too.” I sigh. “This is going to take longer than we thought.” I
rub my temples, trying to get my mind to stop racing. I’m grasping for a
new plan, but nothing is coming to me yet. I have no doubt Santino has
filled any holes in the security that my now dead husband had. I say a small
prayer that maybe they missed one. I could use a miracle for once.
If my father finds out Gianna is pregnant, Leo is as good as dead. I don’t
think she’d survive losing him. Her heart couldn’t take the loss.
“Don’t apologize to me. You have nothing to be sorry for.” Leo places his
hand on Gianna’s shoulder.
I look up at my best friend. The only man I’ve ever truly trusted.
“We’ll figure this out,” I vow. “I won’t let you down.”
Leo lets out a curse. “I have never doubted that.”
“I know, but these men are different. Can’t you tell?”
He nods. “Like I said, Santino is far sharper than Giuseppe. Fooling him
isn’t going to be easy.”
“We’re still outnumbered.” I shrug. “The same as before. You’re right.
Nothing has changed. We have something they don’t, though. Something
you need if you’re outnumbered and still plan to win.”
“Bella,” Gianna says, her lips turning up into a smile. “We still have the
smartest player on the board.” She taps her head. “Tell me, sister of mine.
What is your future husband’s weakness?”
Easy. Power. The desire to rule. The need to make everyone fall in line. All
things that are so predictable. Falling in line is easy. Anyone can pretend to
do it. I’ve had a ton of practice pretending to do it with my father.
“Of course, I know his weaknesses. Just like all men. His dick and his thirst
for power.”
Leo snorts but doesn't deny my words. In our world, that’s what drives most
of the men.
“He thinks I’m ruled by anger.” He might be right. I even surprised myself
by the rush of emotions I’d felt when he was close. “It might play in my
favor.”
“Would you like me to retrieve your other weapons?” Leo asks. Oh Santino,
that silly man assumed I only had one stash. Who would do such a thing?
Only someone that was unprepared or inexperienced. I’m neither of those
things. I don’t have the luxury of being naïve. I’m a Carrera. We learn from
a young age to always be prepared.
“It’s pointless. We’re outnumbered at the moment. Everyone will be on
edge. We need to be patient. That’s the only way out of here.”
Leo goes back to pacing.
Gianna’s big eyes find mine. “What do you think Father is going to do?”
“I don’t care. I might get lucky, and they all kill each other.”
“Then you would be free, too.” Gianna’s whole face lights up at the idea.
I only smile at her, not wanting to smother that spark of hope in her eyes.
My only plan was to get them out. Then I would deal with the
consequences. There was no escape plan for me. As a woman married to a
boss, I would be hunted down. Gianna, on the other hand, would be looked
for but soon forgotten, her disgrace ensuring her erasure from the family
lineage. I would stay to try and ruin any plans of ever finding her by
playing the part of the completely unaware, broken-hearted sister.
Ha. Maybe I could fake her death and frame my soon-to-be husband. That
will drive him crazy. I smile at the idea.
“Don’t worry.” I kiss her forehead. “Let’s focus on you first.”
“I think we have to focus on your wedding.” Gianna’s voice drops. “You
know he’s going to want to…” She lifts her eyebrows.
“Have sex? Yes, I’m aware of that.” I felt it myself firsthand when he
pressed against me. I don’t know if he was trying to scare me. But fear was
the last thing I felt in that moment. I push that thought to the back of my
mind.
“Yeah, I don’t think you’re going to be so lucky with him. I noticed he
was…” She trails off again.
“Aroused?” I supply for her. She nods.
“It’s sex. I don’t care.” I thought I’d have to have sex with my last husband.
I’d already mentally prepared myself for this. At least Santino is much
easier on the eyes.
“It’s not ‘just’ sex, and I hate you think that. It’s supposed to be so much
more, and you’re never going to experience it. You’re going to lie down and
let that man have his way with you.” Tears well in Gianna’s eyes and wet
her cheeks. I hate when she cries. It makes me feel helpless. I loathe feeling
helpless.
“Please calm down.” Leo comes over to calm her.
I watch as he holds her close. I look away, not liking the weird rush of
emotion I feel. Love isn't in the cards for me. It never was. Gianna is so
lucky to have found it, and I want her to have it forever.
Gianna sniffles.
“He’s not bad on the eyes, you know?” Gianna tries again.
A sound rumbles from deep inside of Leo, making my lips twitch.
“He’s not,” I agree. I didn't think someone could be so handsome. It was
disarming. “I hear steps,” I whisper and turn to the door.
Leo steps back. A moment later Santino strides into the room.
“We wed tonight.” He says it so matter-of-factly. ‘We’re having lamb.’ ‘The
day is warm.’ ‘We wed tonight.’
I toss my head. “If you wish.”
He stares at me. I’m not sure what he’s looking for. He’s not going to find
it.
Oh, yeah. “Bastard,” I add in there. I think that’s what he’s looking for.
“Be ready in an hour.” He looks at Leo. “Don’t make me kill you.” He turns
and stomps back out.
“Santino,” I call his name and stand. He slowly turns to look at me. He
seems irritated. Good, that makes two of us. There’s nothing more boring
than a wedding, and this will be my second in weeks. “I want to see his
body. My husband’s.”
“He’s not your husband.” He’s even more bothered now, a vein pulsing at
his temple. Why does that please me so?
“He’s my husband until I know he’s dead.”
“He’s already food for worms.”
“Then your men better get to digging.” I tap my wrist. “An hour,
remember?”
He narrows his eyes on me. “You want to see the corpse?”
Not really, but I have this need to irritate my soon-to-be husband. To make
his life hell before he takes me to his bed and forces himself on me. I made
the request before I knew what I was doing. Or maybe I did know what I
was doing, because I’m getting a reaction from Santino. One that I have to
say I’m rather enjoying.
“I must confirm my husband is dead. Otherwise, I can’t marry another.”
“He’s not your husband.” His jaw flexes.
“Prove it.” I sit back down, the picture of nonchalance.
He keeps on staring at me with that hard look that I’m sure scares many. I
lick my busted bottom lip, my tongue gliding across my still-healing skin.
His eyes drop to my mouth.
“I’ll be back with the body. Consider it your wedding present, beautiful.”
His term of endearment catches me off guard. That is, until I realize its
probably sarcasm. It has to be.
5
SANTINO
H e doesn't flinch. He’s not the least bit scared. We both know it
would mean sure death for me if I stabbed him. I’m not ready
to die, and where would that leave my sister? There are too
many unknowns to take such a risk. One day maybe, after she’s free. I’ll
play my part as the good wife until then.
“You, Santino, are full of no surprises. Of course, you steal a kiss. Though
I’m sure you think it’s not stealing, that it already belongs to you.” I pull my
knife back. “I’ll get ready.”
I wait for him to lash out at my comment, but he only stands and steps back,
licking his lips. It’s a fight to not lick my own. I would be lying if I said I
didn’t want to taste him again. His mouth felt good on mine. When I sit up,
the room spins again.
He smirks. “Why did you ask to see the body if it would make you so
sick?”
“That isn't what made me sick.” I give him the same smile he gave me
when he stole his kiss. Unfortunately, my stomach chooses this moment to
let out a loud growl.
“Are you hungry, beautiful?”
“Stop calling me that.”
“I’ll call you whatever I like.”
I want to spar with him. It would be pointless and likely lead to my lip
getting busted again. Still, I want to do it so badly that I bite the inside of
my cheek to stop myself. I only stare at him.
“You’re hungry.”
“It’s late. I’d like to get the wedding over with.” The sooner we get this part
done, the sooner I can start to make him think I’m falling into line. Then his
attention won’t be on me.
“You’ll eat first.”
My stomach clenches at his persistence to feed me. A good meal might do
me some good, but I don’t want to make anything easy for Santino. The
only thing I want from him is freedom. I don’t know why he’s so worried
about my well-being. I’m only an accessory to him, a shiny pair of cufflinks
or a sports car that’s soon forgotten in favor of a newer model.
Giuseppe had put me on a very strict diet from the moment I arrived here.
“Your hips are obscene,” he’d said and turned his vile nose up at me.
I’ve felt like I’m starving to death. If Gianna knew, she would’ve lost her
mind. Then she would have tried to sneak me food, which would have
gotten her in trouble. Worse, she would have tried to give me her own.
She’s eating for two now. She needs all the nutrients she can get.
“I’ll eat tomorrow. I’m sure Talia is gone already.” I suck in a deep breath
as I stand from the bed. “Where am I?” I look around the room. It feels nice
to be out of Giuseppe’s room. Out of that makeshift prison. It’s a shame my
freedom will be so short-lived.
“A spare room,” he answers. His eyes are all over me. I think he’s studying
me. “I can cook.”
“Good for you. Where’s my sister?”
“Throwing up.”
“Did she eat some of your cooking?”
My hand flies to my mouth as Santino throws his head back and laughs. It
makes him more handsome than he already is. Between that and his kiss,
maybe having to go to bed with him won't be so terrible. But no, he’s just
another boy playing at being boss. The same as Giuseppe.
When he meets my gaze again, a sparkle dances across his dark irises. “Get
ready. I’ll get you something to eat, and then you’ll become my wife.”
“Okay.”
“Okay? Just like that?” He raises a brow. “I don’t need to dig anyone else
up?”
“No,” I answer quickly. “No, thank you. You’re clearly not going to leave
me alone until I eat. I don’t know if it’s to make yourself feel better but I
know—”
“Bella!” I turn at the sound of my sister's voice. She comes rushing into the
room. “You were gone.” She hurries over to me but not before giving
Santino a glare. He doesn't pay her any attention. He’s still studying me.
“I was worried he’d done something to you.” She cups my cheeks.
“Like what?” he taunts, his gaze locked with mine.
Why are my thighs heating? They shouldn’t be. Not for the killer who’s
stolen my future and ruined my escape plans for Gianna.
“Did he hurt you?”
“No.” I grasp her wrists gently. “There’s going to be a wedding tonight.” I
change the subject, giving her something else to focus on.
“Right. A wedding.” She starts to play with my hair. I pull my eyes away
from Santino and lose the staring competition.
“Thirty minutes,” Santino says before leaving the room. Gianna grabs my
hand and pulls me back toward the bedroom. The last place I want to be.
Leo stands at the door, Gianna always in his sights.
I stare at the bed as she fusses with my hair and makeup, all three of us
wondering what tonight will bring.
“Your lip is almost healed. I bet lipstick would cover it over.”
“No.”
She lets out a huff and starts braiding my hair. “Are you going to wear the
same wedding dress?”
“No,” Santino says as he walks back into the room. He drops a plate on the
table in the sitting area. My stomach growls again when the smell reaches
me.
“Then what should she wear? It’s not as though you're giving her time.”
“I don’t give a shit what she wears as long as it’s not that dress.”
“I don’t understand why it matters.” Now Gianna is getting worked up.
I grab her hand. “Stop.”
Her eyes fill with tears. She hates that I’m doing this. Again. “You know it’s
not that kind of wedding.”
“That kind of wedding? It’s a wedding. A wedding that will be had when
you have eaten everything on this plate.”
What if it were a wedding that every girl dreams about? Every girl except
me. I’ve known my fate for as long as I could remember. I never let myself
have such dreams, knowing they’d never be a reality for me.
“You’re ordering her to eat?” Gianna is as confused as I am about the
request. She lets out a gasp. “Did you poison it?”
He gives her a withering look that is the equivalent of an eyeroll, then walks
back over to the plate and takes a bite.
“The priest is here,” he says before he gives Leo, who’s been standing in
the corner of the room, another dirty look. He has it out for Leo. But
Santino had better stow that animosity. Leo is the father of Gianna’s child,
and no number of dirty looks will change that.
“He’s in a hurry to get married,” Gianna says as she finishes the braid in my
hair.
I walk over to the plate of food, my stomach growling again.
“I’ll find you something to wear.” She flutters off into the closet.
I sit down and take a bite. The taste that hits my mouth is like nothing I’ve
ever experienced before. It’s the best frittata I’ve ever had. It looks so
simple, but the flavors all come together nicely. It doesn't take me long to
clean the plate. I can’t believe he cooked something so delicious.
“Are you okay? You inhaled that.” Gianna stands next to the table, a dress
in her hand.
“I was hungry.”
“Clearly.” She lets out a small laugh. “This should work. Change before he
comes back and barks more orders at us.”
I take the dress from her.
“Do you think he doesn't want you wearing the same dress because he’s
jealous?” Gianna asks.
“Jealous of what?”
“You got married to someone else in it.”
This time it’s me that laughs.
“I mean, look at him. He’s rushing to marry you.” She tries to spin this into
something it’s not. People do that when they're scared. “He looks at you so
… so—”
“Heated,” Leo fills in.
“Exactly.” Gianna finally smiles. “He’s rushing because he wants to make
you his.”
I sigh. “That man is rushing me to try and save his own life. It has nothing
to do with me. If it wasn't for our last name, I’d be dead or tossed out hours
ago.”
Her face falls, the smile fading away.
What I said is the truth. She needs to hear it. So, do I.
I can’t allow myself to believe anything else.
7
SANTINO
I gasp as he pulls me into his body. This kiss isn’t a stolen one.
It’s claiming. I dig my fingers into his shirt as he deepens the
kiss. My lips part for him, and he takes full advantage. My eyes
fall closed as I let my body relax into him, pretending for a moment this is
all real. Not just Santino taking what he now thinks belongs to him to do
with as he pleases.
A whimper leaves me when I feel his hardness press against me. He’s
turned on. Heat flashes through my body. Unwanted desire curls in my
stomach. What is happening to me? It’s then I wake from the dream state I
was in and remember what my role is. I push at his chest and try to break
away, but he doesn't let go at first. He lets out a growl before tearing his
mouth from mine and leaving me breathless.
I lick my lips, still tasting him there before releasing his shirt. I bring my
fingers to my lips. I don’t know if the throb there is from the kiss overall or
if my lip is still sore from where my last husband backhanded me.
His eyes glint. “I’m sorry.”
“You’re sorry?” I repeat. I swear I hear Gianna whisper the question, both
of us thrown off.
I watch as my new husband reaches down, his eyes never leaving mine until
his thumb softly rubs against my bottom lip, his eyes finally dropping there.
“I shouldn't have kissed you so hard. I—” He trails off.
I watch as his demeanor changes. He remembers people are watching.
Whatever he was about to say is likely forever lost. “Was it Giuseppe who
did this or one of his men I need to handle?” That tick in his jaw is back
now.
“Handle?”
“Kill.” He shrugs.
“You would kill whoever struck me?”
“You are my wife, are you not?”
I stare at him, confused. “It was Giuseppe.”
“One less thing to handle.” He leans in and brushes his mouth against mine
again. I let him. It’s tender and almost sweet. I don’t understand what he’s
doing. All of it sets me off balance. His presence alone does that to me.
“Do you want another kiss, my beautiful wife?” He smiles against my lips.
I do, but I’m not going to tell him that. He’s being so nice now. Charming
even. Then it dawns on me. Of course he’s being sweet, because he wants
sex now. I felt how much he wanted me. It was strange compared to my last
husband's reaction. Well, non-reaction, I should say.
“After you brush your teeth. I don’t care for the taste of smoke.” That
should buy me some time to get myself and my thoughts together.
“I’ll keep that in mind.” He smirks. “If you kiss me like you just did I’ll
never smoke again.”
I get that strange feeling inside my stomach again, but I push it down,
because I can’t afford to have those types of feelings. I have my family to
protect.
“Sir. We have a problem.” The man I heard Santino call Lucenzo before
interrupts.
Santino steps back from me, but he doesn't let me go as he shifts partly in
front of me. “Fernando Carrera is here.”
My sister’s eyes widen as my stomach drops. Leo takes a step closer to
Gianna. Too close. I give him a look. He gives me a small nod, letting me
know he’s armed. My mind starts to race with all the ways this could play
out. Bad ways, all of them.
“We’ll be right there.” Santino looks down at me. “You’re scared of your
father?” It’s not really a question but more of a statement.
“Why would you say that?”
His eyes go to my hand. It’s wrapped around his forearm, my nails digging
into him. I let go quickly, not having realized I’d grabbed him. It’s not my
fault I can’t control my body around this man.
“Is there something I should know?” Santino asks it almost gently, but
there’s steel underneath.
I lick my lips, still tasting him there. I’m not sure what I should tell him. I
don’t want him to have something to hold over my head, but what choice do
I really have? I’ll need him on my side if there’s any chance of keeping
Gianna here and safe. I have to be smart. I know my purpose in all of this.
But I want Gianna to have better, so I’ll do what I need to.
“I’ll be a good wife to you.”
He lifts his eyebrows.
“If you don’t let him take my sister from here.”
He shifts more in front of me, blocking anyone from seeing me. The priest
is long gone.
“Do you truly trust this Leo? Stake your life and your sister’s on it?” he
says so low only I can hear him.
“Yes.” My response is instant. I can’t tell if he likes my answer or not.
“I take it you want him to stay too then?”
“I could be a good wife to you,” I say again.
“Will be a good wife, and I’ll be a good husband. Only for you, beautiful.
No one else.” He grabs my hand. “Shall we go meet the father of the
bride?” It’s another questionable non-question. He’s already pulling me
along past Leo and Gianna, who’s turned a shade or two whiter.
When we make it to the entryway of the house, I see my father and a
handful of his men standing there. His expression, as always, is unreadable.
“I thought sending you to Giuseppe would make things simpler.” My father
lets out a displeased sigh.
I already know what he’s thinking. I thought so, too, when I met the man
who slew my husband. Santino isn't going to be so easy to control. He’s not
Giuseppe. Not even close.
Santino might want others to fall into line, but he won’t be doing the same.
The little I do know about my new husband tells me that he’s here to make
a name for himself. Or, I guess, a bigger name. That is abundantly clear. I
think death will come to anyone that tries to stand in the way of that.
Including his new wife. Me. I’m a Carrera, and his only loyalty is to the
Davincis.
My father’s eyes drop to where Santino is still holding my hand. I try and
pull it free, but he doesn't let me. He lifts our locked hands and kisses mine
before he finally releases it.
“I’ve wed your daughter.” How proudly he says it once again catches me
off guard. I never know what Santino is going to say.
“You better have after that little show.” My father glares at Santino.
“Giuseppe wasn't worthy of this life. I easily took what was his. It was time.
He crossed the Davincis. That wasn't going to slide. You know that.”
“His days were numbered.” My father nods. He knew this would happen.
Giuseppe had only made it so long because of his name and old money. The
same money he’d used to buy into the Carrera family for a bride. I wasn't
the Carrera bride he wanted, but I was the one he’d gotten. Only because
my father was all too happy to be rid of me. He hadn't needed the money.
He also hadn’t raced over here worried about me. No, he was worried about
Giuseppe's territory and, of course, Gianna.
My father stays silent and peers at Santino.
That stare has forced many a man to say too much, to come at my father
from a position of uncomfortable weakness. Not Santino. He stares right
back, his body rigid, unmoving.
After the tension mounts so high I start to get a cramp in my neck, my
father relents. “I’m sure we can work out a new understanding. You are now
family, after all.”
“I don’t see why we can’t form an alliance,” Santino agrees as I let out a
long, silent breath.
“I tried once to form an alliance with the Davinci family. Offered my
stunning daughter to Cato, in fact.”
Santino smirks. “Too late. I’ve already claimed her.”
My father throws back his head and laughs. The sound echoes in the
entryway.
“I meant Gianna.”
I knew that. My face warms, and for the first time I actually feel
embarrassed about my father's comment about me. I’ve never cared before.
My new husband, however, looks like he’s about to explode.
9
SANTINO
S he purrs for me, her body warm and inviting. With another lift, I
carry her to the nearest door and kick it open. It’s a dark-paneled
room with a large bed. It’ll do fine.
Setting her on the bed, I lay her back and settle beside her, then take her
mouth again. She’s tensed a little from the hallway, but I work my tongue
against hers, massaging her until she’s whimpering again, her hips moving
and her hands grasping me. I want her desperate for me, hungry for my
cock.
When she breathes my name on an erotic sigh, I kiss down her body, then
get to my knees. Hiking up her pink skirt, I find a pair of wet panties, the
white lace soaked.
“My beautiful one, you’ve saved it for me.” I kiss her panties, then pluck
them with my teeth. Her hands grip my hair as I pull the fabric away from
her wet flesh and get the carnal taste of her in my mouth. It’s not enough,
not when I see the rest of her begging for my tongue. With another pull, I
rip her panties down her thighs, give them one more lick, then stuff them in
my pocket.
Her knees try to close, but I open them wide again and survey all I’m about
to enjoy.
“Oh my God,” she sighs, her fingers now gripping the covers.
“No man has seen you here, has he?” I slide my palms along her inner
thighs.
“No,” she moans.
“No man has gotten a taste of your sweetest skin, this pretty pussy that even
now tempts me to fill it with my cock?”
“No.”
I slide my hands down until I’m framing her juicy cunt, the wet perfection
that promises me so much pleasure. “No other man ever will.” I press my
mouth to her, kissing her pink lips and swiping my tongue up her warm
skin.
She arches, but I place my palm flat on her stomach and hold her in place as
I ravage her cunt—tasting, licking, and swallowing her down with a single-
minded focus. I want all of her, to own this body the way she’s already
taken hold of my soul. This fiery woman with the sharp tongue, she is my
bride, and I will never love another. The realization sends even more heat
into my veins, and I push two fingers inside her tight cunt.
Her moan tells me to keep finger-fucking her, to concentrate on her clit as
her thighs begin to shake. I’ll give her this release, then I’ll give her more.
When I stroke her little clit faster and faster, she arches and freezes, her
body locking as she comes, everything inside her tensing then loosening
under my touch. Over and over the waves hit her until she finally relaxes
against the bed, her breathing fast, her pussy already mine.
I get to my feet and strip off my shirt, then unbutton my pants. Her eyes
follow the movement. I free my cock and shuck the rest of my clothes.
Watching her, I grip myself and give my cock one hard stroke.
She licks her lips.
I fall on her, my body covering hers as I take her lips again, kissing her until
she’s breathless. Then I pull her up and strip off her dress, then the bra.
When her large breasts spill free, I hiss a curse and bend down to them,
claiming a dark nipple in my mouth.
“Santino.” She clutches my hair as I suck her, then switch to the other
nipple, tasting that peak as I position her higher in the bed. Spreading for
me, she lies back.
I pull away and look down at my bride, my life, my future. “You are the
most beautiful woman to walk this earth.” I cup one of her breasts and
thumb the hard bud atop it. “Never doubt that. Your body was made to be
worshipped for hours on end.” I hold her gaze. “But for now, I have to
claim you. To fuck you and own you as you’ve owned me from the moment
we met.”
I lower to her, my cock head pressing at her entrance. “You are mine,
beautiful.” I thrust inside her.
She tenses and bites her lip.
I force myself to stay still, to let her adjust, even though my muscles are
shaking and my cock is demanding more.
“Don’t stop.” She grips my shoulders, her fingers grazing scars and muscle.
“Don’t stop.”
I pull back and push all the way inside. Delicious pressure inside her silky
cunt.
“Fuck,” I grit out, then run my teeth along her neck when she throws her
head back.
And then I’m gone, my body claiming hers in rough thrusts. She wraps her
arms around my neck, her mouth meeting mine in a messy kiss as I stake
my claim on her body and soul.
“This is forever.” I nibble her ear. “Say it, beautiful. We. Are. Forever.”
“We’re forever,” she moans, her legs linking around my hips as I give her
all I’ve got. I’ve never felt so fucking hot in my life. This woman has turned
my icy blood into an inferno, and I want her to feel every bit of it as I
explode inside her hot cunt.
“I want to see you come.” I stare into her eyes. “I want to see what I do to
you.”
Reaching between us, I use my thumb to rub her clit. In a matter of
moments, she arches, her tits pressing against me as she comes. I grip her
chin and pull her gaze back to me. I live for the look in her eyes, the
abandon in her hips, the way her nails dig into my biceps.
When I feel her pussy clenching, I shove deep inside and come with her, my
cock kicking my seed into her, coating her and etching my name inside her.
“We are forever,” I grunt. “Forever.”
12
BELLA
M
kiss on my lips.
y breath stills when I feel something drift across my jaw.
“Sleep, beautiful,” I hear Santino say as he places a gentle
His heavy steps then lead away from me before I hear the click of the door.
My eyes open, and I wonder how long I’ve been asleep. I roll over and grab
the pillow, then hug it close. The smell of Santino fills my lungs. My body
is sore in the best of ways from how many times he took me last night. I
smile at the memory of how good he made my first time for me.
He knew I was awake this morning. That’s why he was being so sweet
instead of just up and leaving. But he was sweet hours ago, too. I let the
pillow go and fling it across the room. This man is confusing. I sit up,
knowing I can’t lie here all day. I need intel. I also need to check on my
sister. I’m sure she’s going crazy wondering what happened with my father.
Plus, I know she’s waiting to hear the details of my night with Santino.
I make my way into the bathroom. I gasp when I see myself. My lips are
puffy, my hair a wild mess, and I look a little different. I can’t place what it
is exactly. I try and straighten everything the best I can before I go in search
of my dress. My fingers trail along the inside of my thighs when I see the
little red marks there that must have been from Santino’s short beard when
he’d had his head there.
My whole body heats thinking about it. My sister has mentioned a few
times that Leo does it to her. I thought it sounded uncomfortable and
awkward. I was so wrong. None of it had been. The only thing I felt was
pleasure. Is sex always like that? It’s not as if I have anyone to ask. Gianna
has only been with one person before. There’s no way I’m asking my new
husband. I don’t need him getting a big head.
“Bella!” My name echoes through the halls. I let my dress drop to hide my
thighs. I hate that I couldn't go to the meeting today with my father. My dad
is always saying I’m a Carrera, and now my husband is claiming I’m a
Baldino. Yet, I still don’t get to go to any meetings or get to know shit about
any of it.
“I demand you move this minute.” Gianna’s voice on the other side of the
door. “What are you doing in there?”
My face heats thinking about why I'm here. Santino and I didn't make it far
last night. I’d been all over him. I bet he throws it in my face later.
“No one gets in unless she allows it, and I’m not to wake Mrs. Baldino,” I
hear a man tell her. I pull the door open before my sister can give the man
another earful. Her eyes go wide when she sees me. She pushes past the
man to get to me. Leo tries to follow her in, but the guard on my door
doesn't let him.
“Sister time,” she tells Leo before shutting the door herself. “You had sex!”
“Well, you didn't need to close the door if you were going to shout it.”
She throws her hand over her lips like she can trap the words back into her
mouth.
“Are you okay?” I ask. She lets her hand fall away.
“Am I okay? Are you okay?”
“I am well.” I smooth the wrinkles out of my dress. She keeps staring at me,
a slow dreamy smile spreading across her face. I knew she was going to act
this way. I need to set the record straight so she doesn’t think this is some
fairy tale that’s going to have a happily ever after.
“You’re smitten.”
“What?”
She smiles even bigger.
“Don’t get any ideas in your head. Yes, we had sex. No, it wasn't terrible.
But it was only sex.”
“Are you sore?” Her face turns more serious. “I know my first time, I was
sore.”
“I’m fine,” I tell her again. I am a touch tender. Not enough that I would
turn down another round of sex with Santino. Oh my God, what is wrong
with me?
She gasps and puts a hand to her mouth. “What if you really fall for him?”
My sister keeps going, dreaming up a fairy tale in her mind. “What if …”
I’m about to burst her bubble when I realize I shouldn't. Wouldn't it be
better if she thought all those things were true? That’ll make it easier for her
to leave me behind when the time comes.
I decide against my earlier plan. Instead, I smile and nod, reminding myself
not to grab on to what she’s selling herself. No good will come of it. I need
to stay on course and remember my purpose: protecting Gianna. To get her
out of here before anyone finds out about her secret.
I don’t want a man to just fall in love with me. I want to be respected. To
me, that would make a real marriage. One where I wouldn’t be left behind
because someone thought my ears shouldn’t hear the things they spoke of.
I’m not deemed important enough to hear the conversations, but I sure can
be traded in their games. Used as a pawn for their benefit. Sexist assholes,
the lot of them.
“Have you eaten breakfast?” I finally cut in. I need a shower and to talk to
Leo.
“No.” She grabs my hand and leads me from the room. When I step out, I
find there’s not only one man standing guard at my door, but two.
“Were men on your door last night?” I whisper to my sister. She shakes her
head. Interesting.
“I want to know everything about my new husband,” I whisper to Leo, who
gives me a firm nod that he’ll handle it. I’m sure he’s already on it.
As we head back toward my old bedroom, I try to understand my new
husband. All the things he’s done are not adding up. My head starts to hurt
as I think everything over. Why is he being so good to me?
He must want something from me. That has to be it. That’s how men work.
What he wants, I have no idea. He made me pledge myself to him last night
in bed. That funny flutter happens in my chest again thinking about it.
I have to figure out what his motives are. The sooner I do, the sooner I can
guarantee the safety of my sister. I need to use him before he uses me.
13
SANTINO
B y the time we’re done talking business, it’s past lunch. Fernando
and his crew leave, though he hesitates at the door.
“Where’s Gianna?”
“Lunch.” I shrug.
“We have business,” his second-in-command urges.
“Fine.” Fernando waves a hand at him. “We’re going.” He turns back to me.
“Keep her safe. Keep her intact or there will be hell to pay.”
“Santino is married to her sister, and from what I’ve seen, smitten. No
chance he’s touching Gianna.” Cato stands at my elbow.
“Keep the other wolves at bay.” He shoots a look at Lucenzo. “If she’s
spoiled before I marry her off, I’ll rain hell on anyone who had a hand in
it.”
“You sure you don’t need a snack before you go?” I ask.
Cato grunts, hiding a laugh.
Fernando narrows his eyes. “Remember what I said.” He and his men
stomp out, the door slamming behind them.
“Asshole.” I run a hand through my hair. “Did you know Fernando was this
huge of an asshole when you sent me over here to fuck up his life?”
“He’s an asshole.” Cato pats my arm. “You’re a bigger one. You did well in
there.”
“I’m not letting some Carrera prick push us around.”
“I saw.” Cato walks with me toward the dining room. “Remember to watch
that temper of yours.”
“I kept my temper.”
“No, you lost it when he went after your wife. The rest of the time, you
were perfect. But when it comes to her—” He stops me and lowers his
voice. “She’s more than just a prize, isn’t she? I can tell by the way you are.
She’s the one for you.”
I could deny it, but why try? Cato can always see the truth in me. “Yes.” I
crack my neck. The last 24 hours have been long as fuck. “She is. She tried
to kill me straight away.”
“And that’s when you knew?” His lips twitch, a smile begging to be born.
But Cato doesn’t truly smile for anyone except Apollonia.
“Perhaps when she threatened me, or maybe when she taunted me. Can’t be
sure. But I know it now. I can feel it.”
He nods. “I know the sensation. Apollonia and I are forever, and nothing
will ever break us apart. You know when you find your kindred. When you
find your heart.”
“I didn’t see it coming.”
“We never do.” He leads me into the dining room.
Apollonia, Bella, and Gianna sit at the large, ornate table and eat while
going over some drawings with a local tradesman.
“Berizio,” Lucenzo fills in from behind me. “The most highly-
recommended construction expert in the region.”
Berizio peers at where Bella is pointing on his papers.
“Okay, I like this, but I want this entire wall gone. That master bedroom
can’t be the same. I hate it. But if you blow out this wall, move the bed over
here, and create a new sitting area with a larger closet and a larger
bathroom, you’d never even recognize it for what it once was. Can you do
all that? Or is it too expensive?” Bella puts her fingernail between her teeth.
“Nothing is too expensive for you, beautiful.” I jerk my chin at Berizio.
“Make it happen. All of it down to the very last detail. She shall have
exactly what she desires, understand?”
“Of course.” He nods. “Of course. I already have a demolition team lined
up to arrive in a few hours. We can get to work immediately. I’ll need to
travel to Florence and possibly Rome to arrange the purchase some of the
supplies, but—”
“Did Giuseppe have a helicopter?” I ask Bella.
She shrugs.
“No,” Leo fills in.
“Use mine.” Cato sits at the table beside Apollonia. “It looks like we’ll be
staying for a bit.” He drapes his arm across her shoulders, and she leans into
him.
“I love the gold vein in the marble you picked.” She smiles at Bella. “Now
I’m going to have to talk Cato into doing the same at our villa.”
“You can convince me with your tongue, my lioness.” He nuzzles her neck.
Gianna giggles, and Bella turns red. She’s beautiful with high color in her
cheeks, her olive skin rosy and bright. I take her in, drinking in every bit of
her beauty as my blood begins to heat. Beautiful and fierce, she will rule
this house and our family by my side. I only hope that we created a new life
last night. And if not, I’ll happily try again and again until she’s large with
our child in her belly. Fuck if that thought doesn’t send a jolt of heat straight
to my cock.
“Oh, lovers.” Bella sighs and rests her chin on her palm at Cato and
Apollonia’s canoodling.
Leo reaches out and puts his hand on Gianna’s shoulder.
It’s then I realize. In that single moment. Why didn’t I see it before? Leo
isn’t just a friend of the family. He’s in love with Gianna. When he sees me
looking at his hand, he draws it back and avoids my gaze.
I turn to Bella. “Excuse me, my love, but might I have a word with you in
private?”
All eyes turn to me as Bella stands from her seat at the table.
“Yes. What about?” She glances at Gianna.
“We’ll return soon.” I don’t answer her question, just take her hand in mine
and lead her out of the dining room and into the adjoining butler’s pantry.
Once I have her alone and the door shuts behind me, I grip her hips and lift
her onto the narrow counter, then wedge myself between her thighs as I
fasten my lips to her tender throat.
She gasps, her hands going to my shoulders as I run my teeth along her
neck.
“It’s been too long, my bride. I need to be inside you again.”
She makes a high-pitched sound as I cup her breast and knead it through her
dress. “They’ll hear.”
“Let them.” I reach down and hike up her skirt, then run my fingers along
her panties. When I find her clit, I stop and apply pressure.
“Santino.” She moves her hips.
Sliding her panties to the side, I ease a finger inside her, her body hot and
wet for me.
“Keeping it warm for me, Bella? Just the way I like it?”
She bites her lip as I bring my finger to my lips and lick it clean, then press
that same finger into her mouth. Her lips come around it and she sucks as I
free my cock.
“That’s it, Bella. Suck it for me.”
We need to talk about Leo and Gianna, and she has some explaining to do,
but first, I need another taste of my bride.
16
BELLA
P laster falls from the ceiling with a crash as I stride past. The
sound reverberates through the villa right along with the noise
of hammers and saws.
Bella is speaking with the craftsman and pointing at what she wants
changed. Everything. I don’t mind at all. I want to wipe every spec of
Giuseppe clean from this entire place and remake it in whatever form Bella
chooses.
“Red?” I ask and wrap my arm around her waist.
She smiles up at me.
“I think it’ll look stunning.”
“Yes, you do.” I kiss her. For the past two nights, I’ve done nothing except
worship her body. I intend to do the same again tonight. Though, of course,
I may have already had a taste this morning in the shower, then another with
her bent over my desk. I can’t get enough.
Gianna smiles at us as she walks into the room, one tell-tale hand at her
stomach. Leo is right behind her, as always.
She looks up at the new base coat on the ceiling. “Red?”
Bella laughs against my lips. “Yes. Problem?”
“No.” Gianna shakes her head. “I think it’ll be amazing, especially once
you get that chandelier we ordered.”
“Right?” Bella reaches out and hooks her arm through her sister’s, and I
reluctantly let her go.
“Keep up the good work, ladies.” I turn to Leo. “Come. We have some
things to discuss.” I walk down the hall that’s been stripped of all finery and
decoration. It already looks better now that it’s down to the centuries-old
brick and stone.
Leo follows, and Lucenzo raises a brow as I walk past him and into my
office.
“Close the door,” I tell Leo.
He does as I sit behind my desk. For two days I’ve been trying to figure out
how to address the situation with Gianna. And for two days, I’ve failed to
come up with a solution that doesn’t end in bloodshed between my budding
family, the Davincis, and the Carreras.
“I’ve promised to keep Gianna safe.”
He eyes me warily and crosses his arms over his chest. “That’s my job.”
“Cut the shit.” I wave a hand at him. “I know she’s carrying your baby
inside her.”
His eyes widen. “How—”
“I’m not blind. I see the way you are with her.” I pick up a coin from my
desk and flick it across my knuckles. “You two aren’t careful. Not enough,
anyway. And I notice things.” I won’t reveal what my Bella told me in
confidence. “It’s clear. I assume you were better at hiding it when you still
lived under Fernando’s roof.”
His jaw is hard, as if he’s waiting for a blow.
I lean forward, testing him. “I don’t blame you. Gianna is one hot piece of
ass. Of course you’d want to bag that sweet, juicy—”
He lunges for me, a blade in his hand.
I shove back from my desk and get to my feet, a knife in my own palm.
“Calm, Leo,” I warn. He looks about one hair away from coming over the
desk for me. “I just wanted to see if it’s real.”
“It’s real,” he grates. “Don’t you ever speak of her like that again. I don’t
care who you are, I’ll gut you.”
“Good.” I rest my blade on my desk. “That’s what I wanted to hear.”
He rolls his shoulder and stows his knife, then backs up, though he still has
that wary quality that I’m coming to respect. “I won’t let anyone hurt her.
Ever. In our hearts, we’re already married.”
“I don’t think Fernando will see it that way.” I sit back down and gesture for
Leo to do the same.
He sinks into the seat across from me and scrubs a hand down his face.
“Honestly, it’s a relief that you know. I have to get her out of here before
Fernando comes back and demands her again.”
“Do you have a plan?”
“No.” He glances to the left, back toward the foyer where Bella holds court.
“She’s the brains of the operation. Bella.”
I shift in my seat. “What’s her plan, then?” An uncomfortable ripple shoots
down my spine. Bella came clean with me the other day, but has she had
other reasons for revealing the truth? To distract me, perhaps? Maybe give
me just enough truth to pull the wool over my eyes?
“I don’t know.” He seems to clam up again, as if he’s remembered that I’m
the enemy. I’m not. Well, I’ll revise that. I’m not unless my beauty intends
to leave me, to escape with her sister and Leo. I’ll never let it happen. I’d
chase her to the ends of the earth and bring her back here where she
belongs, then fuck the truth right into her. We are forever.
Leo isn’t going to tell me anything else. I can see that by the set of his chin
and the hardness of his eyes. He doesn’t trust me.
“Fernando is going to come calling for her, sooner rather than later.” I take
up the coin again and walk it along my scarred knuckles. “He wants to
marry her off to a made man, someone who can bring fortune and strength
to his operation.” I hold his gaze. “You aren’t that, are you?”
He shakes his head. “I have no name to speak of, no.”
“Neither did I when I was young and stupid like you. You have to make
your name. But that’s beside the point. The point is that Fernando is
coming, and Gianna will have to go. It’s that or start the war that we’ve all
been trying to avoid for years and years.”
“I’ll happily fight a war for her.”
“I understand that.” I do. I feel the same way about Bella. “But we have to
be smart. Risking lives—especially the lives of Bella and Gianna—isn’t
something I take lightly.”
“I don’t take it lightly. You think I want to be here? Gianna and I should be
somewhere safe, somewhere we can plan a nursery and build our future.
But we can’t. Fernando will never let her go, not when he can use her to his
advantage.” The fire in his tone is both admirable and worrisome.
“I will keep my promise to my bride. Protecting Gianna is part of my
covenant with Bella, understand?”
“Yes, but Gianna is mine to protect.”
I sigh. “Don’t do anything stupid. That’s all I ask.” I rise and move toward
the door. “Here, you’re safe. Both you and Gianna. If you were to take off, I
couldn’t promise it would end well. So stay put until I can figure out a way
to smooth this mess over.”
He gives me a grim nod, then we return to the foyer.
Bella smiles at me, her eyes lighting up as I approach. The foreboding in
my heart lessens as she comes to me and grips the front of my shirt as I lean
down for a kiss. This is real. She must feel it.
Her taste is heaven, and there’s no way in hell I’ll ever give it up.
18
BELLA
“I t’s not something I’m really in the know about, you see?” I
shrug.
“That’s all right.” She crosses her legs at the knee. “You aren’t expected to
know these things. That’s why you need a woman like me.”
“Exactly. I need you. A woman like you could make a huge difference in
this, especially given the delicate situation and the need for confident—”
“What the hell is going on!” Bella cries and shoves open the office doors,
then stomps in, her eyes flashing. “Who are you? A mistress? A whore?”
She points and steps toward my guest.
“No, beautiful, she’s—” I’m already on my feet.
“Don’t you ‘beautiful’ me!” She storms around the desk and jabs her finger
into my chest. “I should’ve known not to trust you. You’re in here telling
your whore how badly you need her? And all the while you’ve been lying
to me!” Her hand flies.
“I haven’t lied to you.” I catch her wrist before she makes contact with my
face. “Calm down, Bella. Calm—”
“I will not calm down!” Her voice rises even more as I capture her other
wrist. “You lying, cheating bastard!”
“Bella, please. If you would just let me explain.”
“I don’t need any explanation from you. At least with Giuseppe, he was
honest about not wanting me, about thinking me ugly. You, though, you—”
Her breath hitches as if she’s fighting a sob. “You seduced me with lies
about me being beautiful, about wanting me to be yours forever. But you
didn’t mean a word of it, did you? You planned all along to put a baby in
my belly and toss me aside for a whore like her.” She jerks her chin toward
the door where my guest lingers, unsure whether to stay or go.
“Please, sit,” I tell her.
“Um.”
Bella tries to yank herself free of my grip. She’s wild and warm, every bit
of her fight sending jolts to my cock. I’m hard as a fucking rock, and she’s
going to feel every inch of me soon enough.
“Please,” I say over Bella’s thrashing and cursing.
When my guest has returned to her seat, I turn Bella around, my grip still
hard on her wrists. I’ve got her tied up like a pretzel as she looks at Dr.
Blanca.
“This is Dr. Blanca. The women’s doctor from the local town. She’s well
respected in her field, studied in the UK and the US.”
Bella stills. “What?”
Dr. Blanca nods, her eyes still wide as she takes in Bella. “Is she the
patient?”
“No.” I laugh and pull Bella in close. “Not yet. But soon.”
“You’re an OB?” Bella says the words with a touch of disbelief and a dash
of shame.
“That’s what all my diplomas say.” She shrugs. “I don’t wear the white coat
around if I don’t have to. Makes people feel more at ease.” She arches a
brow. “Maybe I should rethink that.”
“Oh my God, I’m so sorry.” Bella tries to escape my hold.
I don’t let her.
“Dr. Blanca, if you could be so good as to ask my man in the hall to show
you to Gianna, I would appreciate it. I have some business to attend to here.
Urgent”—I press my hard cock against Bella’s ass—“business.”
“Of course.” She goes to the door and casts a knowing glance over her
shoulder. “Nice to meet you, Bella. I look forward to serving as your
physician very soon.”
Bella covers her face with her hands as soon as the door closes. “Oh my
God.”
“You keep saying that, but he can’t help you out of this.” I run my teeth
along her neck.
She turns. “I thought … I thought you were--”
“It’s very clear what you thought.” I reach down and grip her hips, then lift
her onto my desk. Nuzzling between her thighs, I feel like I’ve come home.
“I’m sorry.” She shakes her head. “It’s just when Leo told me what you’d
said about Gianna and then I just knew you were cheating and—”
“Never.”
“What?” Her brown eyes widen.
“What I said about Gianna was a test for Leo. Nothing more. I will never so
much as look at another. Not the way I look at you. I swear it.”
“You don’t mean it.”
“Why do you say that?” I cup her cheeks.
“Because you can’t mean it.” Her eyes water.
“Why can’t I?” I wipe her tears away with my thumbs. “Why, beautiful?”
“Because I’m not.”
“You are.” I press my forehead to hers. “You are just as beautiful as I say.
You are a gorgeous goddess who I can only worship.”
“But my whole life my Father—”
“Was an idiot. A blind fool not to see the jewel right in front of him.” I kiss
her forehead, desperate for her to know the truth of my heart. “I love you,
Bella.”
She gasps. “What?”
“I love you.” I hold her warm brown gaze with mine. “From the moment I
saw you, hell, before that. When you tried to cut me in half through the
door. You’re it for me. I will never love another, never touch another, never
want—”
She kisses me hard. I answer, mauling her mouth with the possessiveness I
feel for her. She has to sense it, to know what I’m saying is the truth. No
one has ever meant more to me than the woman in front of me. I just wish
she’d believe it.
“I have to go apologize.” She pulls back.
“No.” I reach up her skirt and grab her panties, then yank them right off.
“Santino!” She clutches my shoulders as I free my cock and notch it against
her entrance.
“If you won’t believe my mouth, maybe you’ll believe this.” With a hard
thrust, I push all the way inside her.
Her moan lights me up from the inside, and I fuck her, giving her no quarter
as I thrust and pull her hips to me. Deep and hard, I take her. The desk
scoots across the floor, her fingernails dig into my skin, and when I take her
mouth again, I tongue her with the same ferocity as I’m fucking her.
She answers, her tongue warring with mine, both of us finally becoming
one, becoming the pair that was meant to be. Because I love her, and now
she knows.
When I reach down and flick her clit, she comes on a cry. I swallow the
sound and shove deep, my cock kicking as I release my seed inside her,
coating her slick walls with me.
When we’re spent and trying to catch our breaths, I pull her close, holding
her as she clings to me.
“You love me?” she pants.
“With everything I am.” I kiss her sweaty forehead.
She squeezes me tighter, and we stay that way for a long time. The two of
us. My heart in her hands. Our futures twining together as one.
20
BELLA
I burst through the shattered doors and find my bride and her
sister. I can’t stop, not until I taste her lips. When I kiss her, the
bloodshed of the last few minutes washes away, and she’s all
that’s left. My heart, my soul.
Pulling back, I cup her cheek with one hand and glance at the body on the
floor. “Are you okay?”
“Fine.”
“I killed him,” Giana adds in a helpful tone.
“I heard the shot, and I just—” I shake my head. “I just lost my fucking
mind.” I kiss Bella again.
More shots ring out behind the villa, and I hear Lucenzo yelling orders.
“Stay here.” I back away, then yank the dresser toward the shattered doors.
“Hide in the closet.”
“I want to fight.” Bella follows.
“I know you do.” I can’t believe the love I feel for her right now. “But you
are my strength. As long as you are safe, I can do anything you wish. Kill,
hurt, grant mercy—but I need you safe. You and your sister.”
“Is Leo okay?” Gianna asks.
“Fine. He’s turned out to be useful.” I give Bella one last look. “I love you,
beautiful.”
“I love you,” she says as I close the doors and head back down the hall.
“We’re outnumbered.” Leo meets me at the foot of the stairs.
“How bad?”
“Bad.” Lucenzo hurries down the hall. “Seven of our men are down, three
dead. Fernando and his guys are hiding in the vineyard and picking us off.”
“The vineyard?” I pull my phone out and send another quick message, then
stow it. “Tell the men to hunker down.” I point, and Lucenzo takes off.
“Leo, with me.”
Leo follows as I head to the library and through the secret entrance I had
our contractor add behind one of the bookcases. Bella said it was all very
“Clue” to have it installed. Opening the door, I’m greeted by the night and
the wall of our garden. Nothing moves, though cries of pain tear across the
landscape.
I motion for Leo to follow me as I creep along the side of the house, then
dart to the garden wall. I follow it toward the front of the estate where the
lush flowers and showy vines of experimental grapes are grown.
Ducking low, we keep quiet, and I breathe a sigh of relief when we reach
the .50 cal location undetected.
“How will we move it?” Leo whispers.
“Wheels.” I reach down and grab the fake grass and burlap that covers the
machine and toss it back. The power’s been cut to the whole house, so the
mechanism for raising it won’t work. A design flaw, to be sure, and one that
I’ll remedy. There’s a crank set into concrete beside it to raise it manually,
and I start working it. But it’s squeaky as all hell.
I stop. “Shit.”
“I’ll cover you.” Leo creeps to the next row of vines, then disappears.
I keep turning the crank until the .50 cal flips into place. Hunching down, I
start loosening wheel locks that keep it in place. The gun is large, the locks
heavy duty, so it takes strength. I almost have it ready when a shot ricochets
off the metal and nearly takes my head off.
Dropping to the ground, I scurry around the metal and flip into a prone
position. In the dark, everything seems to bleed into one, but there’s
movement. Somewhere, there’s an enemy. I just have to stay still and wait
him out. But the gunfire from the back of the villa tells me I don’t have a lot
of time.
“Fuck,” I curse under my breath. Waiting is taking its toll, and my worry for
Bella grows by the second. “Move, asshole. Move.” I peer hard into the dim
night, but I don’t see anything.
I’m about to pop up and take my chances when a gunshot rings out and
something thumps to the ground a few rows over.
Glancing back, I find Bella behind me, gun in hand.
“Bella!” I jump to my feet and fire my own shot, killing the soldier behind
her who’d just appeared down the row.
She screams and rushes to me. “I didn’t see him.”
I catch her in my arms. “What are you doing out here? Where’s Leo?”
“With Gianna. I can help.” She pulls from my hold and looks at the
machinery. “.50 cal.”
“Yes.” I want to tell her to go back inside, to stay safe, but when she grips
the back of the gun mount and starts to push, I join her. “You shouldn’t be
out here.”
“Why is that?” She grits her teeth as we gain momentum, the gun wobbling
as we move across the terrain and around the side of the house.
“Because I love you.”
“I love you, too. So that doesn’t make sense.”
“Too dangerous.” I shove hard so we make it onto the marble patio next to
the pool. A few slugs bounce off the front of the gun, but it’s armored.
Being back here is the safest place on the estate right now. We push past my
injured men, some of them dead.
“Is Fernando still alive?”
“I think so.” I slow as we reach the start of the vineyard, then stop as we
pass the stone wall.
I take her arms and push her down behind the centuries-old stone. “Stay
here and cover your ears.”
“I can help.” She tries to get up.
“You have.” I kiss her hard as Lucenzo crab walks to us from the other side
of the garden. “Lock the wheels,” I order him, then return to my beautiful
soul. “Promise me you’ll stay down.”
She bites her lip, then nods. “I promise.”
“Good.” I kiss her forehead, then jump onto the machinery.
These vineyards are older than anything I can remember, but it’s time for
something new. The Carrera line is ending right along with the vines in
front of me.
“Ears,” I call to Bella, and she presses her palms against them.
With a war cry, I start to fire. The vines shred immediately under the
onslaught. Grape juice and blood mingle, watering the soil as I fire
relentlessly, mowing down any Carrera man in range. The din is
unbearable, the kickback strong enough to break a rib, but I hold on to the
rigging and fire until the machine is empty.
When the smoke clears, all is destruction, the vineyards reduced to ruin and
bodies littering the rows.
I jump from the gun and sit beside Bella, then wait for the ringing in my
ears to stop. Movement at the corner of my house gets my attention, and I
raise my gun.
But it’s Cato. He’s brought a small army with him, from the looks of it, and
they fan out around the villa.
“About fucking time,” I yell and get to my feet, then help Bella up, careful
to guide her behind the safety of the armored gun.
“Did we miss it?” He smirks.
“Asshole.” I grin and embrace him.
I’m about to chide him some more when a scream rips from the house and
someone falls from the master bedroom window.
24
BELLA
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BONUS EPILOGUE
BELLA
His to Keep
A bodyguard’s work is never done, especially when you’re protecting a girl like Cara. For months
she’s teased me, showing me glimpses of skin and flaunting her innocence. I’m a hard man, one who
has a job to do. Bringing down Cara’s father and his crime syndicate is why I’m here.
It should be the only reason I’m here.
It’s not.
I’m here for Cara, and I’ve wanted her since the day I was first assigned to her protection detail.
Claiming her was never an option, not when my plans always ended with her father’s death.
But the more I see of the sheltered girl with the innocent eyes, the more I think she belongs by my
side. Even if it goes against my family’s plans, I intend to make Cara my bride and my queen.
And if anyone gets in the way of my love for Cara? Well, like I said, I’m a hard man, one who
doesn’t mind getting blood on his hands for the woman he loves.
Santa Material
Am I obsessed with my neighbor? Yes. Mac is a huge bear of a man, one with bright eyes and big
hands--a man that you can't help but drool over. He's so kind, always asking me if I want help with
my projects around the house. Maybe I'll spend this Christmas in his arms, cuddled by a fire.
At least, that would've happened if I didn't ... accidentally ... kill Santa Claus.
Look, I know how it sounds. But it was an accident! Now, it's up to me to save Christmas, and I have
to find the right person to take the Big Guy's place. A man with a kind heart, a giving soul, and a
laugh that can warm even the chilliest of grinches. A man like ... Mac. But can I give up the only man
I've ever loved to save Christmas, or will I keep him to myself no matter the cost?
I’ve been chasing stories from the first moment I could ask questions. When I started my own
investigative blog, I pulled stories straight from the headlines and dove deeper to discover the truth
behind the circumstances. None more so than in the case of the missing mafia prince, the very first
investigation I undertook from the warmth and safety of my teenage bedroom.
Then I grew up and got mixed up in a whole lot more than musings on missing kingpins. I followed
the story of a maligned pop princess and wound up at the lodge—a hidden safe house for bad men
with dark pasts. When I met the growly Tiernan, I knew I’d be in for the story of my life. The more I
get to know him, the more I realize how much I’ve been missing one aspect of my own story—
romance. He brings it and so much more, his gruff ways and soft touches melting me until I’m
hopeless for him.
But when some of the people I’ve exposed on my blog come calling, I’ll have to rely on more than
his soft side if I want to survive.
I can take care of myself. I always have. For that matter, I’ve also taken care of my best friends
Aurora and Clover. Keeping them safe has landed me with a concussion after our car accident thanks
to a wayward lynx.
On top of that, I seem to have landed in a handsome man’s bed. Not just any man, Barrow attends to
all my needs and never wants to leave my side. He’s big, brawny, and possessive, and I find myself
falling for him more by the minute. The lodge is a safe haven that I’m quickly wanting to call home.
But my self doubt creeps in ,and I start to think maybe I’m imagining Barrow’s attraction to me.
After all, Aurora’s the star of our group, not me.
But the more he dotes on me, compliments me, and gives me those heated looks I feel down to my
toes, the more I realize he’s genuine and that we could have a real future together.
When I get a job offer that’s hard to turn down, will I choose love or life outside the lodge?
Performing onstage in front of tens of thousands of fans is a rush, without a doubt. But one look from
Diego sends an even hotter thrill of excitement through my veins. He’s huge, a man of few words and
hungry eyes. No matter how much I try to get him to open up to me, he won’t. So, I have to change
my tactics.
This mountain lodge is full of mysterious men, and Diego is the one I’m desperate to solve. He’s
madly protective, but he won’t get close. Pushing him over the edge has become my main goal. I
tempt him with skimpy outfits and my signature chocolate cake.
My plan is going perfectly until my biggest fear comes true. I thought I would be safe out here in the
snowy wilderness with Diego. Was I wrong?
It came out of nowhere. A huge cat in the middle of the road. We swerved to avoid it and crashed into
a snowy tree, ending our road trip early and stranding us far from the local town, in the middle of a
snowstorm with another on the way. How can a pop star, her assistant, and her best friend survive in
a snowy wilderness? Short answer is: they can’t.
But then *he* came out of nowhere. The big guy with the gruff voice and the sharp eyes. The eyes
that are always on me. I have to trust him, to accept his rescue of my friends and me, but the more I
get to know Charles, the more I realize I need him. Maybe we landed at the lodge with these
mysterious mountain men by accident, but Charles makes me believe it was good luck that brought
us here.
Even though he’s vague about his past, his kisses are certain, and his gentle touches becomes
addictive. His love is all-consuming.
But when an old threat follows us to the lodge, Charles reveals his particular set of skills, deadly
ones. Can I accept the man who treats me so sweetly but can kill without a thought?
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saves her, but can he keep her?
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Stuffed
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Marco’s Girl
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Pop-up Love
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