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The queer alchemy of Melvin Lindsey’s Quiet Storm
22 Anita Baker Introduced Us and Patrice Rushen By Craig Seymour
Did the Rest by Ed Pavlić
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30 Gracias a la Vida by Clarissa Fragoso Pinheiro
M O R E T H A N W H AT
38 Some Ballad Folks by Justin Taylor
YOU MADE OF ME
44 Inside Voice by John Lingan How Beyoncé’s “Listen” became the Philippines’
unofficial national anthem
48 Orphan Girl by Melanie McGee Bianchi
By Gaby Wilson
56 Hearing Aids, a story by Clyde Edgerton
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MELANIE MCGEE BIANCHI is a journalist who Folkways Recordings, 2023). “The Final Gift” top Removal. His work has appeared in the
has lived in western North Carolina for thirty is a new traditional ballad poem written New York Times, the Atlantic, the New
years. She is the managing editor of three and performed by Flemons, commissioned Republic, the Oxford American, Salon,
lifestyle magazines and has published exten- for this issue. the Nation, the Millions, Utne Reader, and
sively on topics of regional cultural impact, on NPR. He directs the creative writing pro-
including music, visual art, architecture, LAUREN DU GRAF is a writer based in Seattle, gram at Berea College in Kentucky and serves
food, folkways, and outdoor adventure. Washington. She holds a PhD in English and on the faculty of Spalding University’s
Bianchi has also published poetry, short comparative literature from UNC Chapel Naslund-Mann Graduate School of Writing.
fiction, and humor essays in national and Hill. This is her third contribution to the OA’s
international print formats and online. The Southern Music Issue. ASHAWNTA JACKSON is a writer and record col-
title story in her debut book, The Ballad of lector living in Brooklyn whose love of music
Cherrystoke and Other Stories (Blackwater MAGGIE BOYD HARE is an MFA candidate at came from her Louisiana-born-and-raised
Press, 2022), appeared first in the Missis- UNC Wilmington where she works as a teaching parents. Her work has appeared on NPR
sippi Review Summer Prize Issue 2020, and assistant and as poetry editor for Ecotone. Music, PBS American Masters, Bandcamp,
other short stories in the collection were Her work has appeared or is forthcoming Wax Poetics, and Vinyl Me Please, among
published in print literary journals from in Hayden’s Ferry Review, the Arkansas others. She is the author of the book
Atlanta to Ireland. International, Juked, and elsewhere. Soul-Folk (forthcoming 2024), part of
Bloomsbury’s 33 1/3 Genre Series.
NOAH T. BRITTON is a writer from northeast A frequent contributor to the Oxford Amer-
Georgia based in Barcelona, Spain, where ican, BENJAMIN HEDIN is the author, most JOHN LINGAN ’s most recent book is A Song for
he is the assistant editor at Apartamento mag- recently, of a novel, Under the Spell. He lives Everyone: The Story of Creedence Clearwater
azine. His work has appeared in the Oxford in Atlanta, Georgia. Revival, which was named a Best Music Book
American and online with Little White Lies. of 2022 by Variety. He is currently writing
HARMONY HOLIDAY is a writer, a dancer, a history of rock & roll focused on fifteen
BEN DANDRIDGE-LEMCO is a writer from an archivist, a filmmaker, and the author drummers.
Oakland, California, now living in Brooklyn, of five collections of poetry, including
New York. His work has appeared in the New Hollywood Forever and Maafa. She curates JIM O’NE AL cofounded Living Blues,
York Times, Rolling Stone, and the FADER, an archive of griot poetics and a related America’s first blues magazine, in 1970, and
among others. performance series at L.A.’s music and ar- continues to serve as a founding editor. As
chive venue 2220 Arts. Harmony writes research director of the Mississippi Blues
CLYDE EDGERTON is the author of ten novels for the Los Angeles Times’s Image mag- Trail, he also writes text for the historical
and two nonfiction books. He lives with his azine, 4Columns, and the New Yorker, markers. He has owned several record labels
family in North Carolina, where he teaches at among other publications. She received and operates a mail-order business special-
the University of North Carolina Wilmington. the Motherwell Prize from Fence Books, a izing in rare 78s, 45s, LPs, and magazines at
Ruth Lilly Fellowship, a NYFA fellowship, a www.bluesoterica.com.
DOM FLEMONS is a songwriter, multi- Schomburg Fellowship, a California Book
instrumentalist, and slam poet. He is also a Award, a research fellowship from Harvard, ED PAVLIĆ is author of more than a dozen
tradition bearer of American roots music. and a teaching fellowship from UC Berkeley. books written across and between genres,
Among his honors are those from the Gram- She's currently working on a collection of most recently: Call It In the Air (2022),
my Awards, the Living Blues Awards, and the essays for Duke University Press and a bi- Outward: Adrienne Rich’s Expanding
International Folk Music Awards, as well as ography of Abbey Lincoln. Solitudes (2021), Let It Be Broke (2020), and
a 2020 United States Artists Fellowship in Another Kind of Madness (2019). He lives in
Traditional Arts. Flemons is the founding JASON KYLE HOWARD is the author of A Athens, Georgia, where he is Distinguished
host of American Songster Radio Show on Few Honest Words: The Kentucky Roots of Research Professor of English, African
WSM in Nashville, Tennessee. His most recent Popular Music and coauthor of Something’s American Studies, and Creative Writing at
album is Traveling Wildfire (Smithsonian Rising: Appalachians Fighting Mountain- the University of Georgia.
12 WINTER 2023
CLARISSA FRAGOSO PINHEIRO is a Brazilian JUSTIN TAYLOR is the author of the nov- an Emmy and Peabody award–winning
writer living in Brooklyn. She holds an MFA in el Reboot, forthcoming in early 2024. His documentary news program, and for
literary reportage from New York University. Her work has appeared in the New Yorker, MTV News. In 2022, she was a finalist for
work has been featured in the Los Angeles Harper’s, the Baffler, and Bookforum. He is the the Asian American Writers’ Workshop
Review of Books, the Paris Review, Musée director of the MFA program at Sewanee, Margins Fellowship.
Magazine, and elsewhere. the University of the South.
ANNIE ZALESKI has had her work published
DAVID RAMSEY , a contributing editor to the MADELINE WEINFIELD is a writer based in by Rolling Stone, NPR Music, the Guardian,
Oxford American, last wrote for the magazine Washington, D.C. Her work has appeared in Salon, Time, Billboard, Vulture, Classic Pop,
about Hank Williams. You can follow his cur- the Washington Post, Condé Nast Traveler, and the Los Angeles Times. She’s the author
rent work at his Substack blog/newsletter, Travel + Leisure, and other publications. of a 33 1/3 book on Duran Duran’s Rio, illus-
“Tropical Depression.” trated biographies of Lady Gaga and P!nk,
GABY WILSON is a writer and journalist based and a volume on the best Christmas music
CRAIG SEYMOUR is a native Washingtonian in New York. Her work has appeared in Roll- of all time. She also contributed liner notes
and author of Luther: The Life and Longing ing Stone, Elle, and SSENSE, among other to the 2016 reissue of R.E.M.’s Out of Time
of Luther Vandross. He puts out the weekly places. Previously, she was a correspondent and Game Theory’s 2020 collection Across
newsletter “Craig’s Pop Life” and is also a DJ. reporter for HBO’s VICE News Tonight, the Barrier of Sound: PostScript.
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PROLOGUE
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hen I was twenty-two, I lived in a roach-infest- “My Heart Will Go On” that overlay the instrumental passages with
ed two-bedroom on the fifth floor of an eighty- dialogue from Titanic. Once, Molly wept so hard watching a video
one-year-old apartment building in Brooklyn. of a twenty-eight-year-old Dolly Parton performing “I Will Always
Some nights, when her metalhead boyfriend was Love You” that she popped a blood vessel in her eye.
stuck working at an Irish bar across the city, my roommate Molly When the editors decided “Ballads” would be the theme of our
and I would stay up late watching YouTube videos that made us 25th Southern Music Issue, the songs from those videos were some
cry. It was a mixed-up time in my life: I was partying too hard; I of the first that sprang to mind. But of course, not all ballads are
couldn’t figure out if I wanted to date men or women; and between an sad and slow. The term has historically been used to describe a
unpaid magazine internship and a full-time gig flipping burgers, I sung narrative set to melody—story songs with long verses passed
was working seven days a week. I was confused, I was always tired, down through oral traditions, with lyrics that change depending on
and my hair smelled like cooking grease. The elevator in our building where the singer calls home. “Murder ballads” tell tales of death and
only sometimes worked. wickedness; the lyrics were sometimes sold as printed broadsides
And so we chain-smoked and watched old videos of Sally Field containing specific details of a gruesome crime and its aftermath.
accepting her second Best Actress Oscar for the 1984 film Places in Even the more contemporary definition of the ballad form—often
the Heart. We watched Stockard Channing confess that there were characterized by an unhurried tempo, a sing-along chorus, and a
worse things she could do in the open-air hallway of a Los Angeles wistful mood—has dozens of genre variations and subcategories,
high school. We watched Billy Crystal sprint through Manhattan after including but not limited to: sentimental, soul, protest, pop, gospel,
realizing he loves Meg Ryan, a clip that features Frank Sinatra’s take jazz, country, hip-hop, heavy metal, and power. The notorious tale
on “It Had to Be You,” which was arranged by the singer’s longtime of “Stagger Lee,” a nineteenth-century Missouri pimp who shot a
collaborator Billy May and appeared on the 1980 concept album Tril- man in a saloon on Christmas, has been interpreted as a folksong, a
ogy: Past Present Future. But more often than not, we watched and blues ballad, a chart-topping r&b record, and more; it is referenced
listened to big, slow, melodramatic love songs—like Whitney Hous- in three separate stories in the issue.
ton’s 1985 performance of “Saving All My Love for You” on The Late In putting together this magazine and its accompanying CD, it felt
Show with David Letterman; or the music video for “Stay,” Rihanna’s important to highlight this nebulous quality of ballads, to spotlight
duet with the Louisiana-born musician Mikky Ekko; or versions of a wide range of creatives who push the form forward and keep old
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traditions alive. And yet, in spite of this inclusive approach, certain motifs
emerged, not least being the boundless ability of ballads to bring people
together across region and time, from the shaded porches of rural Mis-
sissippi and Appalachia to the unpaved roads of a tiny village in Brazil to
DANIELLE AMIR JACKSON professional recording studios overflowing with cigarette smoke and mag-
Editor ic. In her essay about the gorgeous duets that our cover star Roberta Flack
Managing Editor ALLIE MARIANO created alongside Donny Hathaway, first-time OA contributor Ashawnta
Multimedia Editor PATRICK D. MCDERMOTT
Jackson writes: “These celestial beings were always destined to meet.”
Assistant Editor CHRISTIAN LEUS
Editor-at-Large ROSALIND BENTLEY Cosmic moments of human connection fill these pages. In a short mem-
Poetry Editor REBECCA GAYLE HOWELL oir, Ed Pavlić details how songs by artists like Anita Baker and Patrice
Art Directors CARTER/REDDY • www.CarterReddy.com Rushen scored a formative and intimate friendship between two men in
Art Researcher ALYSSA ORTEGA COPPELMAN
the ’80s. In “More Than What You Made of Me,” Gaby Wilson travels to
Copyeditor ALI WELKY
Houston, where Filipino Americans gather in karaoke clubs to hear and
Editorial Interns
TEIGHLOR CHANEY, OWEN EDGINGTON, PAIGE FUHRMAN,
sing covers of acrobatic showstoppers—especially Beyoncé’s “Listen,”
HANNAH WILSON-BLACK, JALON YOUNG the Dreamgirls ballad that has unexpectedly acquired emotional and
Contributing Editors cultural significance within their community. In “Blood Harmony,” con-
LUCY ALIBAR, REBECCA BENGAL, ROY BLOUNT JR., WENDY BRENNER, tributing editor David Ramsey follows a murder ballad across centuries
KEVIN BROCKMEIER, BRONWEN DICKEY, LOLIS ERIC ELIE,
BETH ANN FENNELLY, LESLIE JAMISON, HARRISON SCOTT KEY,
and continents—but it’s really a story about people: the ones who inspire
KIESE LAYMON, JESSICA LYNNE, ALEX MAR, GREIL MARCUS, a ballad and the ones who keep its tune safe in the pockets of their hearts.
TAYLER MONTAGUE, DUNCAN MURRELL, CHRIS OFFUTT, IMANI PERRY,
Elsewhere, our writers illustrate how ballads have shaped both the history
AMANDA PETRUSICH, PADGETT POWELL, JAMIE QUATRO,
DAVID RAMSEY, DIANE ROBERTS, ZANDRIA F. ROBINSON, of popular music and the personal histories of their lives. “Ballads allow
JOHN JEREMIAH SULLIVAN, CARINA DEL VALLE SCHORSKE hip-hop, a genre known for edge, to buckle with feeling and fall on its knees
The Oxford American Literary Project, Inc., seeking mercy momentarily,” explains Harmony Holiday in “Getting On”,
Board of Directors a spellbinding lyric essay about the groggy Madvillain track “Accordion.”
Chairman SARA A. LEWIS
RICHARD MASSEY, JENNY DAVIS, ENJOLIQUÉ A. LETT, DANIELLE AMIR JACKSON Lauren Du Graf tells the story of prodigious jazz pianist Shirley Horn, one
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of Miles Davis’s favorite vocalists, whose considered approach to life and
Executive Director career mirrored her hypnotically slow singing style. “The Final Gift,” writ-
Advertising Sales Director KEVIN BLECHMAN ten especially for this issue by the Grammy-winning multi-instrumentalist
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resilience in American art and beyond; it’s published here in poem form,
Senior Account Executive CRISTEN HEMMINS while its musical counterpart closes out the Ballads Issue CD compilation.
(662) 801-5357 • cristenhemmins@gmail.com In another one of our features, Craig Seymour paints a beautiful
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(501) 733-4164 • rwittenberg@oxfordamerican.org posthumous portrait of Melvin Lindsey, the D.C. radio personality who
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died from complications related to AIDS in 1992. As the host of the Quiet
Accounting Manager SHAVON TAYLOR Storm at Howard University’s WHUR-FM, Lindsey originated an amorous,
Outreach Coordinator ASHLEY CLAYBORN sophisticated, vibe-heavy format that was nationally duplicated and res-
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Donor Services Coordinator SARAH GRAHAM selections—and rich, warm radio voice—spoke directly to a generation of
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MEMPHIS
BEALE STREET,
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Songs, stories, and places are interconnected – especially in Memphis, where almost
any location can conjure a musical lyric, legend, or new-generation artist.
We asked Memphis’ music community which songs these storied locations call to mind.
Use it like a playlist, an itinerary (or both) the next time you’re in town.
“Everybody Knows (The River Song)” “People Make the World Go Round”
“ Your Love Is Too Late” by O.V. Wright: The Mississippi River by The Temprees: Soulsville &
BY DON BRYANT: From “the minor stomp of the intro to Wright’s soaring Stax Museum of American Soul Music
BEALE STREET first lines and minor groove on the final word,” An “amped-up guitar and string
“This song takes me back to the early nothing captures the emotion of the Mississippi River section” make The Temprees’
1960s Beale Street scene: singing in like this song, says Alex Greene of Reigning Sound. version of this song “grittier
Willie Mitchell’s band, working in the and funkier,” says Tonya Dyson,
clubs, writing songs for The 5 Royales, “Respect Yourself” by The Staple Singers: Executive Director of Memphis Slim
Solomon Burke, and Little Junior Parker National Civil Rights Museum Collaboratory, a space for sharing
– whose music you still hear today on In the years following Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.’s and creating music in Soulsville,
Beale,” Bryant says. The street’s 20-plus death, artists including The Staple Singers composed home to Willie Mitchell’s Royal
live music venues are book-ended by the soundtrack of the civil rights movement. Memphis’ Studios and the Stax Museum of
the Memphis Rock ‘n’ Soul Museum and historic Lorraine Motel is now the National Civil American Soul Music, celebrating
Memphis Music Hall of Fame. Rights Museum. its 20th anniversary in 2023.
“This song embodies the fortitude of “Love You Nice and Slow”
creators in Crosstown Concourse and the by Southern Avenue: Overton Park
surrounding neighborhood with its driving “This song is inviting and familiar with
disco beat,” says Jared Boyd, program tons of character, much like my favorite
manager for community radio station WYXR park, where mornings and evenings
91.7FM, which broadcasts from Crosstown bring about peek-a-boo sunrises
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Points South
12:45 A.M. SEPTEMBER 2, 1986. up here, tonight, and diluted as much as notice how three radio towers slow-strobe in
possible, okay I don’t mind it. And Ric’s not the distance. Ric steps back onto the balcony
t's dark now and the balcony all theatrical and pushy about it like Claude followed by a woman singing turning back
makes it seem like we’re sitting Haddad and his Lebanese-exile crew yelling the hands of time… “Mystery,” first song,
up in the middle of the night sky at me, “Yalla, Eddie, Yalla!” side two on Rapture. I’m not sure if it’s the
high above the glow from Day- “They don’t scratch, ever, and you can trip back from Greece to Paris to Chicago to
ton Street in Madison. Ric talks set them to repeat like an auto-reverse tape Madison and then today and the run-in with
and I think, “Well he’s not small deck. Just think: pure music, no skipping the sheriff and the mess with Terrance, or if
because he don’t eat that’s for and popping.” Ric’s convinced cds are the it’s something else that feels like it’s coming
damn sure.” An empty carton of future and that we’ll need a cd player in here out from behind the air in every direction at
mozzarella sticks sits open on a large pizza asap. Back down the hall in the living room once, but I haven’t ever heard anything like
box, also empty, which covers most of the Anita Baker’s singing about See about me… this album on this balcony before. Did she
patio-type table we made from two milk Come on see about me. Her scatting fades just sing Only images survive? Ric sees this
crates emptied of my records. Remembering out and Ric rises up out of his chair, saying, in my face: “I’m telling you, E, you stay over
Liz’s lesson from last summer about drinking “See this, I’m talking about no getting up to there too long and get culturally deprived.
vodka with grapefruit juice has helped me flip the record.” I can see it. But then what Might as well be sub-urban.” He says that last
defend myself against repeating unavoidable happens to the records? We gotta buy it all part like it’s a synonym for subhuman then,
evenings like that one that got out of hand again? I’d heard “Sweet Love” and “You Bring “Hell, Madison’s bad enough! But at least I
at La Maison du Caviar in Paris. I’ve mixed Me Joy” on the radio, but I hadn’t heard can get home in a hour.” I think, home? To
the grapefruit between as much ice and as Rapture before leaving for Boston for work Chicago? In an hour?
little liquor as possible, so this tastes like last spring and then on to France for the I want to tell him about the no-gravity-sus-
cold juice with some distant heat lost in it. summer. I take a moment to feel the dark pended feeling among the murmurs of Pari-
I don’t see the point of drinking at all but, breeze curl over the low balcony wall and sians in the streets of Beaubourg, the relief
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from the way everything in the U.S. feels like So, then, a few minutes before noon today: on the rent man, my bad”—had already been
it’s trying to tear itself (or at least me) apart. I rang the buzzer to this apartment, #902, staying; then finished finishing the cleaning,
But it’s not the time. I’m watching him talk unannounced; woke up Ric, who had rolled leaving the oven—Jesus, the oven—for later
and mostly listening to the album and balanc- into town himself about an hour before me and Ric saying how he thought this was a day
ing what Anita Baker’s doing with these songs and gone back to sleep; asked Ric if he was that could end with a six-pack of La Cerveza
against the grim imitations of togetherness I cool with another roommate; drove across Mas Fina between new roommates but that
remember from those Paris discos. I haven’t town to clear it with Terrance at his shady- was now going to have to be an evening with
even noticed the invisible things weaving Ric ass job “selling art” for a boss who’s about a bag of ice and a bottle of Stolichnaya and
and me into each other right here yet; it’s too as legit as the bootleg Patrick Nagel prints whatever I want in between—and me: “in be-
close. Instead, I’m feeling that moment when he had Terrance hawking by phone; went tween?” and Ric: “between the vodka and the
the Commodores’ “Lady” appeared out of back, moved in our stuff, and got to clean- ice!” and me keeping quiet about the fact that
Euro-drone in the disco and the warmth of ing the place after Terrance and whoever I drank alcohol reluctantly and only when
people dawned behind my eyes like it was cut else had hurricane’d in it all summer, which it absolutely couldn’t be avoided, like with
through by the vanishing groove in the cold went along okay but for a hole smashed in Claude and his gold-Cartier’d, red-Ferrari’d,
spray from the brick saw. That warmth and the hallway wall and a football-shaped spot silk-unbuttoned confrères and Ric looking
those people weren’t in that disco, that was burned into the carpet—Ric: “I can’t believe me directly in my eyes and saying without
all in me. That image, though, the diamond them fools was ’basin’ in here”—in the living saying this was absolutely one of those un-
blade, the vanishing groove, comes and goes room; talked for the first time with Ric over avoidable nights I was keeping quiet about.
from my body like it’s made itself a home in Parthenon Gyros and George Howard’s A
me. Like maybe it is only images that survive? Nice Place to Be, a conversation that began
to distantly sparkle over Howard’s version A ll that earlier today and yet still spi-
raling through the cooling evening
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up—happens far, far away from here and, from a gold Mercedes-Benz medallion that that much. Whatever’s really happening is
probably, a long, long time ago. As if from far hangs from a thin chain high in the middle of far away and also riding inside these words
away and long ago, the soaring and searching his chest. Ric weaves through sentences the like whatever imminence has been hiding
inside these songs release a meeting up from same as he’d driven through traffic earlier behind the air for about the last ten hours
inside our meeting up. There’s a rhythm up today. I follow along remembering those few since the sheriff interrupted our conversa-
in this, too, and another rhythm up inside times last year how space seemed to clear out tion over gyros and George Howard. Anita
that. I feel my weight shift in my chair as in conversations among us when he spoke. Baker’s Rapture blooms searing searches out
the balcony, or the building, or the whole He says last year he flew home (flew home? of simple, sleepy scenes and sentences and,
hemisphere begins to rock back and forth. So that’s the “home in a hour” thing) about by ten P.M., after a box of mozzarella sticks,
Over Anita Baker singing about I can’t do twice a month but he plans to cut that back to a large pizza, and a few splashes of heat into
I can’t do without you… now don’t ask me to, maybe once a month this year. Ultimately, he glasses of grapefruit juice, we both feel this
Ric describes his family. He’s the only child doesn’t see graduating from UW, more likely thing—bottomless and nameless—start to
and lives in a townhouse on South Michigan he’ll transfer to a Chicago school, probably pour over us or out of us or into us as if the
Ave. with his mom and dad. There are fam- Northwestern, maybe junior year. I say I go air itself is doing that thing where you turn
ily businesses, vaguely described, an office to UW because in-state tuition is like $350 your t-shirt inside out without taking it off.
on South Vincennes Ave., city contracts, a a term. Ric says his high school cost waaay A song says been so long missing you baby.
trucking company, the Tree House, a hotel in more than his out-of-state tuition at UW. He But what’s there for two twenty-year-olds
Negril, Jamaica, where he says we need to go. mostly came up here for a little independence who, anyway, just met to say about that? A
A grandmama he calls Ms. Lou is married to that was also close to home and, then holding few minutes later, and after who knows how
a South Side alderman, Beavers, which, many times we’d flipped the record over,
as Ric puts it, “covers a whole lot. And Anita Baker rips apart some silly sen-
with Harold Washington in office? A tence about no one in the world loving
whole lot.” He looks at me and asks, or her and she’s breaking inside and the
really he just states: words burn around us in the air, flare
“You know what I mean.” I feel my weight after flare softens the sharp edges of
“Yeah I get it.”
I have no idea what he means. From
shift in my chair as the late-summer night as it cools into
tomorrow.
comings and goings of friends and fam- the balcony, Ric stands up, stretches, and says,
ily when I was a kid, from following “Come on let’s finish fixing this place
Chicago Public League basketball over or the building, or the and get it into shape suitable for guests
the years and from coming to know all
the Black students in the AOP during
whole hemisphere who ain’t baseheads.”
“Who,” I ask, “do you have in mind?”
my first year at UW, I’d learned about begins to rock “We’ll see about that this week.” He
a range of Chicago high schools: Taft, goes inside and walks over to the wall
Westinghouse, CVS, Kenwood, Lindb- back and forth. between the door to the hallway and
lom, Mendel, Whitney Young, Simeon, the row of closets Terrance’s bike leans
and MLK along with South Shore High against. On that wall hangs a poster of
School, where my mother graduated. a white Porsche 911, the one with the
But Ric says he went to a school on the whale tail spoiler. It’s unframed but fixed
Near North Side, at North Ave. and Clarke St., up his cloudy glass of vodka and grapefruit to a plastic foam mat. “Hold this,” Ric says to
near Lincoln Park: “Latin. The Latin School juice on ice, “because the drinking age up me, taking down the poster. He holds up his
of Chicago?” I say I never heard of it. He here is eighteen. My Ps play me pretty close. chin with his hand, thinker style, and then,
laughs and says that’s because it’s a small And I love ’em but damn.” “I know what goes here.” Removing a gold
private school, “probably the best in the We talk and talk more about France and thumbtack from the wall, he turns around
city.” Then he leans back and smiles, “See last year at school and T and Valerie and and digs a folder out of a bookbag sitting on
you don’t know nothing about that, I tried Feeda and the Ferraris and about, before the foot of his bed. He opens the folder and
to tell you the way we got it covers a lot.” Are that, how I finished high school trapped in takes out a six-inch slip of paper. Maybe a
you happy now with your life? blows onto a little all-white town in Wisconsin, “that half-inch wide, it looks like a headline or a
the balcony from Rapture and I remember, shit was like a blizzard that never stopped.” piece of ad copy he’s cut out of a magazine.
just a few hours ago, how Ric, sounding a lot Ric says, “My brother I know they musta He turns back around and pierces the gold
like he just did, had handled that sheriff like loved them some you.” Ric’s got at least one tack through the slip of paper and then sticks
a charmer handles a snake. serious-sounding girlfriend in Chicago, Lisa, it back in at the center of the wall where it
As he talks to me Ric spins a thin ring, a a connection as he describes it that feels used to hang the poster of the Porsche. Ric
gold snake with ruby eyes that wraps almost familiar to me from mine in France. Then steps back making a fake camera frame by
three times around his right pinkie finger. he says “but if I go home and don’t want to touching index fingers and thumbs extended.
The light on the balcony gathers around the be home I can always stay with Deborah, one He nods approvingly, “That’ll work.” I turn to
ring and loops back and forth between the of my pops’s women.” I let that one go by. my right so I can see what he did on the wall
eyes of the snake and the matching shimmer None of the details we’re saying really matter around the poster I’m holding. A headline:
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THIS MAN GETS A NEW CAR EVERY DAY quotes around “drive a truck.” Then, “Man, ping his hands together and making that
Now I hand him the poster, “Okay my can you imagine Terrance pulls some shit frowning-certain face you make when you’ve
turn.” Leaving the bedroom I enter my room like he did with the rent on my pops?! Nooo just finished a solid and sensible task. A job
via the hallway door and take out a red fold- buddy.” Shaking his head, he turns around well done. When I hear the soft smash of
er where I keep clippings like that. Mine to walk toward the living room and I assume metal down below I’m still hesitating over a
are mostly photos of the best moves I cut he’s going to flip the record over again. But shocked cloud of what-ifs: what if the bike
from Sports Illustrated. Moves like the one after two steps Anita Baker’s take it easy, doesn’t clear the sixth-floor balcony below;
where Dr. J dunks on Bird and the whole you better, better take it easy ricochets down what if someone’s walking on the sidewalk at
Celtics squad. But I know exactly the one the hall and, as if on cue, Ric turns around the wrong time; what if the fucking cops the
I’m looking for. Coming back in I tell Ric to and steps toward the bedroom. I hear him fucking cops the fucking cops? Untouched
turn around and, just below the headline, I whisper “damned straight” as he walks past by these what-ifs, Ric looks up to me:
tack the photo to the wall with one of the me and through the door and turns left into “Like she said we better take it easy.”
gold thumbtacks lying on top of his dresser: the room. I’m not sure if he was talking to me
This photo’s not large, about 5 x 7, so it fits or to himself, talking back to the record, to 2:45 A.M. SEPTEMBER 2, 1986.
underneath the headline, which now reads Terrance and the finger-quote “truck,” or to
like the photo’s caption.
“Now okay turn around.”
“Oh man, MJ, yes! Look at the
M y plan is to use this thin
futon as a bed for the year.
Almost as much a padded rug as a
wrist. Fingers extended—He’s gon- futon, it fits perfectly in the corner
na take the whole city. He’ll take of this small room between the out-
the league too if they can get him side wall and the path of the door
a team. Brad Sellers ain’t it. You that swings in from the hallway. In
should have heard Bonnie DeShong the morning I can roll it back up
all summer throwing it at MJ on and slide the folding door open
WGCI inviting him over to her to the living room. That’ll expand
house so she could play piano for the space. Plus this corner stays
him in the dark.” dark despite the yellow light that,
“For real? I thought she did even with the blinds closed, spills
traffic.” through the window at night. Class-
“Exactly! She keeps taunting es start tomorrow, well, today, and
him with traffic updates and the I still need to register, but I’ll start
hours of night when the travel thinking about that when it’s really
times are best.” tomorrow. I can’t get to sleep with
Next we take the Porsche poster the last twelve hours whirling in my
into the hallway across from the arms and legs and that smug-ass
bathroom where the wall’s bust- sheriff in my face at the door when
ed in. Ric pushes in another gold I close my eyes and Ric talking to
thumbtack and hangs the poster him over my shoulder like he’s
over the hole in the wall. laying down winning cards in a
“That’ll just about do that. What poker game we’d just found out
do you think?” we were playing.
“Works for me.” The flight of Terrance’s Raleigh
“Imma get me one of these.” He Technium road bike from Capitol
gestures to the car on the poster. the Porsche he’s saying he’s getting. But I’m Centre’s apartment #902 ends our first night
I laugh. “Yeah right, me too.” wrong. It’s none of that. Turns out it’s about on the balcony. After the bike leaves the
But Ric doesn’t laugh. He points his thin how pissed he is or isn’t. Turns out it’s “is.” building, even with Ric’s don’t-give-a-fuck-
finger at me, cocks his head to the side and A few seconds later Ric passes across the ism, we agree it would be wise to move inside.
says, “Man, you know what?” I’m not sure open doorway holding Terrance’s Raleigh The spur of the moment ceremony of the
which “what” he means so I shake my head. Technium road bike over his head. Holding bike’s exit also changes the air, or maybe
Ric turns toward the living room, takes one up the bike he disappears past the doorway it makes us notice all the changed air all
step and then turns back to me. Side two of to the right and I run the few steps to the around us all between us. Ric makes him-
Rapture is coming to an end, again. Anita door. I hear myself think, “oh-shit.” I look to self another glass of Stoli and grapefruit on
Baker’s howl-searching something about the the right and see Ric, all in one motion, turn ice. Inside the living room now everything
way you-u… the way you live… the way you to the side, step one foot through the sliding feels like it’s leaning toward everything else.
live your life. Ric says, “All spring Terrance doors, and heave the bike to his left and Yellow light from the street hazes across the
asking if he could come to Chi for the summer over the railing. Ninth floor. The whole-ass ceiling. Ric sits down leaning forward with
and work for the family, you know, ‘drive a Raleigh Technium road bike over the edge. his legs wide apart and talking about when
truck.’” I don’t know why he makes the finger When he turns back around Ric’s wipe-clap- he gets married he’s going to sing “Ribbon
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in the Sky” at the wedding. He has no plans, and then sear and search and tear out the begins. Now most people I know, and all the
understand, but, he says, he’s gonna sing it walls while leaving them in place, “When dudes I know, would have been talking about
when she’s coming down the aisle. He’s been I Found You” starts all up under your ear, something by now and so the load of brick
practicing. A closeness gathers around us. whispering, and then draws all distance into brought down by these subtle shifts in voice,
He says living beyond fifty is pointless; fifty this first closeness that really sounds like by the beat inside the beat, and by the heat
years should be plenty. I notice a little yellow touch, I mean if you listen—or touch—close inside the dark, would get talked over. But Ric
haze from the ceiling gathers and mixes in enough: a centripetal closeness; a gathered hasn’t said shit since the needle dropped. In
his bright, dark eyes. I don’t know about all togetherness. The kind of closeness where the wedding fantasy, as it appears to me in
that “should be plenty” stuff but fifty’s so far the closer you get the further out—and back this moment, this, when the water darkens,
off it’s strange to even mention it. I say I’m that togetherness extends. That's when things when the waves rise up, is where the families
not trying to sing at my wedding but it’s got like balconies and buildings and hemispheres join in dancing—which should have signaled
to have music. He leans back at the kitchen start to rock back and forth. something about just what families are gonna
table rotating his glass, looks up at me and Ric sits at the table, sips his grapefruit juice, be joining which dancing. But my mind’s too
asks what song I’d play to dance to, like for and acts unimpressed. But he’s nodding his far behind all this to see any of that. So we
that first dance? I’m surprised to be talking head up and down to the slow beat and shak- can leave that for later.
about this at all, really, but I look away from ing it side to side with the lyrics, I found love… In the living room of apartment #902
him toward the window and, under the air and now I can say for me it’s a brighter day… right now, with the song turned up and the
conditioner, on the floor, Patrice air turned inside out and the walls
Rushen still stares out from the cov- drawn in around us and Patrice Rush-
er of Pizzazz. So I say maybe “When en repeating Baby when I found… and
I Found You,” which floats and then twisting the You-u like she’s wringing
has that great breakdown at the end. “Oh, snap, yes, yes...” out her next breath from the word
Ric doesn’t remember that song but itself, the word inside the word, Ric
wants to hear that breakdown part. he says under his Williams rises up from his chair hold-
So I take off Rapture and pick up
Pizzazz. But when I turn it over “When
breath and slow-drags ing his glass in his right hand, left hand
snapping and flipping twice with the
I Found You” isn’t on there. Then I a two-step in a circle double-first beat in those measures.
remember it’s on her earlier album “Oh, snap, yes, yes…” he says under his
Patrice. You know, Pizzazz–Patrice, around the living room, breath and slow-drags a two-step in a
it’s close. I’m saying how after “Forget
Me Nots” in high school I’d bought
dipping his shoulder circle around the living room, dipping
his shoulder forward like he’s headed
as many of her previous records as I forward like he’s out from the beach moving through
could find. And Now, too, with “Feels the darkened waves. The song fades
So Real,” which is up there with Nie- headed out from the and the urge begins to hear it again,
cy’s “Do What You Feel” and “I’m So
Proud.” Come to think of it “I’m So
beach moving through to feel it go over the edge, again, into
the breakdown. Again. As I watch Ric
Proud” might be a contender for the the darkened waves. dance his little dance and chop out
wedding-dance thing itself but, no, that double-beat with his left hand,
not quite. My fingers walk through stepping out with his right foot when
the records and find Patrice. There it the high-hat closes, and while the
is: “When I Found You,” second song, backup chorus and Patrice Rushen
after “Music of the Earth,” on side one. I put When he turns his head my way his eyes are trade repetitions of Baby when I found you, I
the record on, drop the needle, and catch closed, brows up, which somehow opens his know I’ve arrived somewhere I’ve never been.
the last breaths and congas of “Music of the face wide. It’s like that; it sneaks up on you. For all we know it’s a place that’s never been;
Earth.” Then static in the pause before “When Every time. If you’ve heard this song you maybe whenever something like this happens
I Found You” comes on and, by the time know that the lyrics are feather light, riding it happens for the only time. And again. Every
the horns introduce the theme, soft, and I on an easy rhythm, a soft rolling sea. Then time. And maybe one day this song will be
sit back down on the futon in front of the the strings follow the saxophone solo and lift about a wedding, a wedding inside some
poster of the blown-away Maxell tape dude the song, lighter than before. It’s pure sweet- unrealized revolutionary rocking back and
on the living room wall, the rest of all what’s ness. But then toward the last minute, when forth, but here and now it’s about a meeting,
been hiding behind the air is on its way out Patrice Rushen repeats the chorus, held up a friendship, an intimacy even closer than
front. It’s like every inch of air in the room by the strings, she pins the “me” in “for me” skin on skin. And it’s about the turned-inside-
is invisibly tsunami-ing into every other inch up an octave and then bends the line about out, tsunami’d-ass-air in this living room—
of air in the room. Also it’s as if the room has “a brighter day” down into a minor key. The living room, I think suddenly—with some
somehow rotated 90 degrees inside itself water darkens. This signals the beat to come basehead’s burnt-blind eye in the carpet,
like north is now east, east is now south and back, doubled up at the start of like every in this ninth-floor apartment that’s but
south has moved around to nine o’clock. And fourth measure, and a little harder, more ur- recently been vacated of a Raleigh road bike
where the songs on Rapture start up close gent, and the breakdown I was talking about off its balcony.
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Gracias a laVida
BY C L A R I S SA F R AG O S O P I N H E I R O
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With those girls I learned The country faced major unemployment sion, Chile underwent a period of rapid ur-
The nature of vat and plow, and homelessness. Like many Chileans, the banization as desperate workers relocated to
must, porridge, and toddy, siblings struggled to survive. They toured urban centers looking for work. The influx
and bobbin that is sewing; small towns, playing a mixture of popular from rural areas to Santiago transformed it
the stone that is grinding; music genres—tangos, corridos, guarachas, into the bustling and messy metropolis that
sowing, reaping, pruning, and threshing, and boleros—whatever made them money. it is today, but it also triggered changes in
laying grain, cut and harvest; When she was about fifteen years old, Parra traditional ways of life. Influenced by Western
now I know the darnel relocated to Santiago, where she performed ideas, many Chileans began regarding the
and how many types of spiders with her sister, Hilda Parra, in working-class country’s rural character as something anti-
eat away at the chamomile. bars and eateries. The sisters achieved some quated, to be overcome. As a result, Chilean
success. They performed on radio stations folk culture was slowly disappearing.
Yet, for much of her life, Parra suppressed and even recorded albums featuring Violeta’s In 1952, Parra’s brother, Nicanor Par-
this deep-rooted connection. Her musical original compositions of popular music, but ra, now considered one of Chile’s most
career was born out of necessity, in 1929, she had yet to find her authentic voice as renowned poets, encouraged Violeta to
when she began performing in public with a musician. By her mid-thirties, much had document this issue. So she began trav-
her siblings to sustain the family after her changed in her personal life: Violeta had eling through rural areas with her note-
father contracted tuberculosis and died. married twice and birthed four children. book, guitar, and tape recorder to study
Her family’s crisis coincided with the ar- Santiago exposed Parra to a truly urban- and collect samples of Chilean folk culture.
rival of the Great Depression in Chile and ized society, much different from the one She interviewed hundreds of elders and
a collapse of nitrate and copper exports. where she grew up. After the Great Depres- recorded thousands of tales, riddles, and
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deteriorating. She became deeply depressed, Parra didn’t live to witness the profound For my grandmother, it had been a chal-
resenting her family and friends for not sup- impact her songs would have on social move- lenging year with little improvement. Most
porting her at the center, unable to let go of ments in Latin America, particularly the of the time, she felt tired and wanted to rest,
Favre. She began taking pills to sleep and Nueva Canción, a movement of politically but on New Year’s Eve, while lying in bed, she
spending days in bed. When Favre left for engaged music inspired by folk traditions. requested “Gracias a la vida.” So we gathered
Bolivia, she decided to go to La Paz, looking She also never lived through the military around her and sang together. Thanking life
for him. dictatorships that swept across the region. that has given us so much. Thanking our ears
It was there that Parra began writing some She died before Augusto Pinochet took pow- for recording the sounds of crickets and
of the songs of her last album, Las últimas er in Chile and banned many of her songs, canaries, our tired feet that allowed us to
composiciones, her most carefully crafted including “Gracias a la vida.” traverse cities and puddles, and the house,
work, considered by most critics her mas- But in 1967, as Parra died in La Reina, the house and the backyard, and our beating
terpiece. “Gracias a la vida” was the album’s Mercedes Sosa’s career began to take off in hearts. My grandmother sang softly, crying.
opening song. Three months after it came Argentina. Considered “the voice of Lat- Then my uncle began to cry.
out, on February 5, 1967, Violeta Parra took in America,” the Argentinian singer tran- Singing “Gracias a la vida” as a family was
her own life inside La Carpa de la Reina. She scended geographic divisions and united an opportunity for us to honor my grandfa-
was forty-nine years old. the region behind her voice. At a time when ther’s legacy, to grieve collectively, but in a
political repression threatened the continent, way, it also felt like looking life in the eyes,
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B Y J U S T I N TAY L O R
’m a millennial Jew from subur- one they drew from as well as the one they and so many more. I developed a love of
ban Miami. My parents are New gave us—but for now let it suffice to say that I American roots music—bluegrass, blues,
York expats and their parents wanted to hear what the Dead had heard, so I country, gospel—in its own right, with a par-
were mostly immigrants or first- started tracking down their sources, and then ticular interest in the ballad tradition. Be-
gens who grew up speaking Yid- their sources’ sources, and it was the strang- cause I was an aspiring writer, I read as well
dish. Outside of Hebrew prayers, est music I’d ever encountered, certainly as listened: Francis J. Child’s foundational,
my family’s conception of “tra- not part of any “tradition” I recognized: It multi-volume English and Scottish Popular
ditional” music started with the wasn’t classic rock, it wasn’t hip-hop, and it Ballads; The Ballad Book of John Jacob Niles;
Woodstock soundtrack and ended with Billy wasn’t the Macarena. This music sounded like Greil Marcus’s Invisible Republic: Bob Dylan’s
Joel. So my introduction to American roots it came from the fucking moon. But, as the Basement Tapes; David Dodd’s The Complete
music was inevitably going to come from contemporary folksinger Robbie Fulks aptly Annotated Grateful Dead Lyrics (an MA in
either Bob Dylan or the Grateful Dead; as it put it: “‘Stagger Lee’ would sound good on American Studies all on its own), and whatev-
happened, the Dead got there first. It would the moon, you don’t need a cane chair and er else I could get my hands on, including—at
have been 1998, circa age sixteen, when I a hound dog.” some point—Some Ballad Folks by Thomas
first encountered the word “Traditional” With the aid of my Best Buy employee G. Burton, published in 1978 by the Center
as a songwriting credit in the liner notes of discount, helpful Deadheads on AOL forums, for Appalachian Studies and Services at East
Reckoning—a compilation of acoustic per- those old 12-for-a-dollar mail-order music Tennessee State University in Johnson City.
formances from the Grateful Dead’s fall 1980 clubs, and (eventually) the high-speed in- It’s a slender volume, paperback, hardly
tour—which featured “Jack-a-roe,” “Deep ternet connection in my first college dorm, one hundred pages. The book presents five
Elem Blues,” and “On the Road Again,” I came to know and revere the music of Doc brief personal sketches of female ballad sing-
alongside their usual mélange of covers Watson, Ralph Stanley, Roscoe Holcomb, ers—Rena Hicks, Buna Hicks, Hattie Presnell,
and originals. And, in a different essay on a Jean Ritchie, the Harry Smith Anthology of Lena Harmon, and Bertha Baird—all living
different day I would go long on the Dead’s American Folk Music, the New Lost City Ram- on Beech Mountain, North Carolina, which
relationship to the American canon—the blers, Reverend Gary Davis, Woody Guthrie, is just over forty miles east of Johnson City,
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Tennessee. The relative isolation of Beech a chance to take a class at Vanderbilt, with tion into thousands of dusty, silent pages
Mountain made it a rich reservoir of tra- the eminent poet and scholar (and, alas, of dead text. (Pages I have read and loved,
ditional ballads and tales, many traceable notorious segregationist) Donald Davidson, mind you, but even so.) In the course of this
back to seventeenth-century England and for whom he wrote a paper comparing rough- destructive perseveration, the singers were
Scotland—some are older yet, though sooner ly one hundred variants of “Lord Randall” reduced to passive vessels of transmission,
or later the trail of definitive provenance (Child No. 12). This led to graduate work at the flesh equivalent of tombs to be raided so
always disappears into the mists of history. Vandy, where Burton took a PhD in English in their contents might be boxed up and hustled
Their ages ranged from seventy to nine- 1966. He taught at ETSU for his entire career, off to some museum.
ty-seven, and they had all lived most of their and though his scholarship is rooted in field By 1970, Burton had published three an-
lives on Beech Mountain. The profiles are collection, and documentary in nature, it was thologies of regional folklore and songs.
supplemented by a “Ballad Box” of lyrics and all carried out under the aegis of the English His interest shifted from the songs to the
musical transcription for the ballads under department. “This is English literature,” he singers: Who taught you this one? What do
discussion. Black-and-white photographs of told me, his voice crackling with conviction, you like about it? What does it mean to you?
the subjects and their homes are peppered as though I’d suggested otherwise. (I hadn’t, “Mountain folks…are done an injustice if
throughout. The cover image, which bleeds but plenty of people have over the genera- they are viewed in either a romanticized
across the front and back, is a photograph tions, so the reflexive ire is understandable.) or a brutalized manner,” Burton writes in
of a broken tree stump and some low green- He believes that at least some of the original Some Ballad Folks. To me he said, “It was
ery flashbulb-lit against an impenetrable an important thing not just to have the
black backdrop that I take to be the forest songs themselves. The implications of the
at night. At some point my copy must language, the music—that wasn’t enough.
have spent a long time on a shelf in partial I wanted to introduce their relationship
sunlight, because half of its pages have to it, their understanding.”
yellowed. The spine is badly creased, its
glue dried and cracking, but so far no
leaves have been lost.
I’m not sure where it came from or how
R ena Hicks calls them “old people’s
songs,” because old people taught
them to her when she was young. “It’s
long it has been on my shelf—fifteen years the words; it ain’t the tune,” she says.
at least, maybe twenty. I thought an old “The feeling of the song, the feeling of
friend had given it to me as a gift, but I the people that was in that place when
called her and she said she didn’t know the songs was made, even if it was death
what I was talking about. Maybe I found or life.” Hattie Presnell doesn’t discount
it myself, chanced upon it in a bookstore the music: “All the old ones has got a
or a library sale or in one of those give- lonesomer, you know, it’s got a lonesomer
away boxes professors sometimes leave tune to it than the new ones do.” “To
outside their office doors. I’ll probably me I have a picture in my mind, a very
never know, and in the end, it doesn’t vivid picture of it all,” says Lena Harmon.
matter, because the facts of how and “And all my life I could create that scene.”
when it came into my life are ultimately Bertha Baird says, “I always sung just
of far less interest than the fact that it’s like I learnt ’em.” Buna Hicks—who is
still a part of my life, that I’ve got it open Rena’s aunt and Hattie’s mother—says,
in front of me again. “They have new songs and they’re right
pretty—some of them is—but I still hold
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is done to them. Plots develop according to Groves is in bed with your wife and their and doesn’t appear in many versions, but she
the just-so logic of Greek myths and Japanese hearts both beat as one.” Rena Hicks includes had the strongest claim on Buna’s interest.
RPGs. Some ballads are clearly intended to the explicit consummation of the affair in her “I’ve heard so many witch tales back when
reinforce the morality of school and church. version (most versions do), but Harmon’s I was a kid a-growin’ up till I really thought
Others revel in the sex, violence, and absurdi- prim rendition is all the more interesting in that there was witches… I imagined ’em in
ty they depict, even if a finger-wagging final light of her sympathetic, even progressive my sight, how they looked, an’ how they
stanza is tacked on for plausible deniability. take on Lady Barnard: “I’d say they were done. And so that song is that witch. I may
The best ballads are powerfully ambivalent, both in love with her and she wasn’t the wife be mistaken, but it’s somebody makin’ you
endlessly interpretable yet impossible to of either one.” believe somethin’ that’s not thataway.”
pin down. Buna Hicks advises, “It pays anybody to
They have simple, hypnotic tunes and re-
cursive verse structures that serve as aide-
mémoire for singers who would have known
sing a little bit slow if you can and get the un-
derstandin’ of these words, what they mean;
they mean a lot sometimes.” Still, some things
F air Ellender, Lord Thomas, Young
Beham, Old Bangum. Little Matty
or Mattie or Massey Grove or Groves or
dozens, maybe hundreds, of them by heart. are hard to understand. “Jobal Hunter,” bet- Musgrave. The miller’s will, the drunkard’s
Ballads sound good paired with dulcimer, ter known as “Sir Lionel” (Child No. 18), is wife, the two sisters, the devil’s questions
guitar, or banjo but sound best sung unac- a truly eerie ballad from the late medieval nine. The jobal hunter, the daemon lover, the
companied. They tell of romance and be- period about hunting a wild boar. Lionel is handsome cabin boy. Barbry Allen, Bolamkin,
trayal, cowardice and honor, justice and George Collins, Blackjack Daisy, Stagger
vengeance, faith and heresy, marriage Lee, and Jack-a-roe. Over every truelove’s
and murder, lords and ladies, ghosts and grave the rose grows round the briar.
demons, fortunes lost and won. Some To participate in any tradition is
seem to be based on real historical events always to (re)create it as well as sustain
or local legends, but the histories and it, because no matter how strictly tradi-
localities in question are often as irre- tionalist your approach, the ineluctably
trievably lost as the original composers. original contribution is you. There is sim-
Ballads have been passed through so ply no such thing as neutral custody and
many voices over so many generations retransmission. Ultimately what you’re
that they can only be called authorless, preserving is not the mere fact of a past
at once everyone’s and no one’s. but the prospect of a future. You carry the
tradition like an ember in a reed and it
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really feel I’ve come But Gainesville wasn’t simply another tour a swampy brown vest and his hair in short,
home,” Tom Petty told stop. Instead, Petty’s appearance was the tight braids, played an orange guitar embla-
his crowd. The rock leg- occasion for a thirtieth anniversary blowout, zoned with the UF Gator emblem.
end hadn’t performed in commemorating the November 1976 release Their opening four songs, “Listen to Her
Gainesville, Florida, for of the band’s debut record, Tom Petty and Heart,” “Mary Jane’s Last Dance,” “I Won’t
thirteen years when he stopped there on his the Heartbreakers. The 8,000-seat Stephen Back Down,” and “Free Fallin’,” are all on
Highway Companion tour with the Heart- C. O’Connell Center at the University of Flor- Petty’s epochal Greatest Hits and remain
breakers in late September 2006. The band ida sold out in only thirty minutes, and the radio staples. Live, three decades into their
was a long-running arena rock institution crowd included travelers from New Jersey public career, the Heartbreakers played them
by then, so even normal gigs were major and California, as well as folks so local they with an unrushed, heavy swing, letting the
operations, full of extravagant lighting and began doing the Gator Chomp during “Don’t songs breathe and the individual musicians
huge screens to ensure that even the rafters Come Around Here No More.” Guitarist Mike shine, Campbell and keyboardist Benmont
could see their heroes up close. Campbell, looking resplendently Floridian in Tench especially. They let the crowd scream
44 WINTER 2023 Front Room, 2017, a photo from the series Talisman by Kristina Knipe
with every familiar riff and sing with every those performances on their 1985 live album from the 1970s to establish a groundbreak-
beloved chorus, then moved on to the next Pack Up the Plantation! (the title of which ing music video career, one that lasted into
well-known tune. Those four songs set the was another unfortunate Dixie-ism during the ’90s. He worked with Del Shannon and
tone of mutual admiration between artist and the Southern Accents era). But “Insider” Johnny Cash, and was the youngest member
audience, and some additional surprises only more or less disappeared from Heartbreakers of the Traveling Wilburys, where he sang
deepened the bond throughout the night. setlists for twenty-five years after that. group harmonies and co-wrote with Bob
Just past the midpoint of the set, a blond “This is one I wrote in 1981,” Petty intro- Dylan, Roy Orbison, and George Harrison,
figure sashayed out from stage left in a glit- duced the song in Gainesville, strumming a damn Beatle. Petty and the Heartbreakers
tering dark gown: Stevie Nicks, the Fleet- an acoustic guitar while Campbell tuned a were Rock and Roll Hall of Fame inductees
wood Mac goddess and longtime auxiliary mandolin. “We very seldom do it but I love in 2002, the highest-profile lifetime achieve-
Heartbreaker. She and Petty of course sang to do it when we can.” ment award of many that Petty received in
their famous 1981 duet “Stop Draggin’ My There were no drum fills in this perfor- the early twenty-first century.
Heart Around,” and Nicks even took lead on mance; drummer Steve Ferrone stuck to And now, in 2006, Gainesville was doing
the group’s early rocker “I Need to Know,” tambourine. No soaring keyboard either, as its part to celebrate its favorite sons. The
which she had covered in ’81 on her Bella Tench played pensive piano and let Camp- mayor deemed September 21 “Tom Petty
Donna tour, her first as a solo headliner. bell’s lilting high strings carry the counter- and the Heartbreakers Day,” and presented
The ecstatic atmosphere paused only for a melodies. The focus was squarely on Petty each band member with keys to the city. Even
three-song sequence about two-thirds Ferrone and guitarist Scott Thurston,
of the way into the evening. First the relative newcomers to the band, were
band played “Southern Accents,” granted the same honor as Campbell,
Petty’s protective, piano-led ballad Tench, and bassist Ron Blair, Alachua
about his regional identity, which he Just past the midpoint County natives all. The perennially
said he hadn’t performed since the aloof, long-haired Petty, who never
Heartbreakers’ last Gainesville show. of the set, a blond figure bothered with college, then received
Despite a reverent Johnny Cash cov-
er in the 1990s, the song was still a
sashayed out a UF Distinguished Achievement
Award.
relative obscurity in his catalog and from stage left in a “I thank the university for making
a remnant of the awkward Southern us distinguished people,” Petty said
Accents tour, which featured Con- glittering dark gown: at the ceremony.
federate flag iconography onstage.
Petty later disavowed that display,
Stevie Nicks, Behind his familiar laconic wit,
Petty was genuinely grateful, and
though not “Southern Accents” or the Fleetwood Mac the inclusion of “Insider” in the set-
the album that shares its name, and list was proof. Like every Petty bal-
by the Gainesville homecoming no goddess and lad, it was a reminder of the ragged
one associated the singer with stars
and bars. Instead, he was synonymous
longtime auxiliary creative soul that underpinned his
crowd-pleasing tendencies and all
with unkillable radio fodder like the Heartbreaker. those well-known radio anthems. For
Greatest Hits warhorse “Learning to such a singles-focused artist, Petty
Fly,” which, fifteen years after its re- created a shadow career in his acous-
lease as an up-tempo single in 1991, tic, gentler, and otherwise non-rock-
Petty had transformed into a spare ing album cuts—moments where he
acoustic sing-along for the Gainesville crowd. and Nicks’s harmonies and their narration of showed his range as a writer, singer, and
But between those songs, Nicks was invited a relationship fallen apart. “I’m an insider / creative thinker. Ballads are where Petty
out again, this time to perform her other I’ve been burned by the fire,” they sang, fac- indulged his artistic whims, shared his fears,
1981 duet with Petty, “Insider,” which first ing each other instead of the audience. “And expressed vulnerability, and spoke most
appeared on his record Hard Promises. That I’ve had to live with some hard promises / I’ve directly to his audience—essential offerings
studio version was a sorrowful ballad, but crawled through the briars.” It was the qui- from an artist who cultivated such closeness
like most of Petty’s songs from those early etest, starkest moment of a momentous day. with his fans.
years, it has a rousing chorus. Stan Lynch, the Throughout the late ’70s and 1980s, Pet-
Heartbreakers’ original drummer, pushed
“Insider” to dramatic extremes by moving
between subtle cymbal pings and big, crash-
ty was like Bruce Springsteen’s hippie Gulf
Coast cousin: a roots-rock hitmaker who
sold untold millions of records and concert
P etty began speaking through his bal-
lads on his self-titled 1976 debut. “The
Wild One, Forever,” though not as well known
ing fills. Tench added a plaintive keyboard tickets through a steady stream of fist-pump- as the record’s singles, “Breakdown” and
line that echoed the sweeping melodies he ing, half-twangy anthems. He was a calm, “American Girl,” was a defining artistic state-
laid on joyous singles like “Even the Losers.” smiling presence on stage, not an acrobatic ment to match either one. While the former
The band played this song throughout their showman like Bruce, but Petty’s laid-back established Petty’s snarling guise (“I'm not
1981 tour, bringing Nicks onstage for the oc- charm belied a serious work ethic and cre- afraid of you running away, honey / I get the
casion every time, and they included one of ative drive: He was one of the few rock acts feeling you won’t”) and the latter was the first
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of his many tributes to free-spirited young
women living on their own terms, “Wild One”
showed the true extent of his fascination and
P etty’s real-life muse at this time—
and for the first twenty years of the
Heartbreakers’ existence—was Jane Benyo, a
stoned-gone huge fan. And it was her mission
in life that I should write her a song. And
we were a little wary of Stevie. We didn’t
sympathy for outsiders: blond, lissome Gainesville beauty. They met quite know whether to like Stevie or not, be-
in high school and married in 1974; if “Wild cause we kind of saw this big corporate rock
They call you the wild one One” isn’t directly about her, it captures the band, Fleetwood Mac…in those days, nobody
Said, “Stay away from her” kind of young, lightning-strike bond that trusted that sort of thing and we just kept
Said, “She couldn’t love no one if she tried” she and Petty shared for decades. But that thinking, ‘What does she want from us?’”
But then something I saw in your eyes kind of bond can be tumultuous, and after An early session with Nicks was apparently
Told me right away the two grew indispensable to each other, too much for the Heartbreakers to handle.
That you were gonna have to be mine Petty became a grinding professional musi- They weren’t used to guests in the studio and
cian, often away from home. Benyo struggled Nicks had a full entourage. They might have
Musically the song feels more E Street Band with drug addiction and, according to the been triple-platinum, but that was nothing
than Heartbreakers, with a chiming piano in- daughters she had with Petty, she suffered next to Fleetwood Mac in 1979. The band
tro and a full-band entrance on the muscular from lifelong mental illness. But she was also slunk away, and Petty recommended Tor-
chorus. But purely as writing, this is a riskier, trying to find her way in a relationship that pedoes producer Jimmy Iovine.
more romantic song than even “American formed in adolescence and then continuously Bella Donna took shape over the next few
Girl” or that classic’s spiritual cousin, “Free shifted under her feet. years, with Iovine producing. Nicks told him
Fallin’.” Unlike those, “The Wild One, Forev- In 1979, Petty’s career exploded at last, in no uncertain terms, “I want to be the girl
er” is not a sympathetic character sketch, it’s as Damn the Torpedoes went to No. 2 on Tom Petty.” She ingratiated herself into Pet-
a pledge of devotion; not a portrait of ty’s world in other ways: Mike Campbell
someone else’s strength but a statement and Stan Lynch were enlisted to play
of defenselessness and desire. on the track “Outside the Rain,” Petty
The group’s lunkishly titled second regularly consulted with his friend Io-
album, You’re Gonna Get It!, came out vine about tracks in progress, and Nicks
in 1978 and was in general a leaner, You can almost read befriended Jane Benyo. As anyone who
heavier set of songs, epitomized by the
stunning Byrds/Cheap Trick hybrid “Lis-
the crisis in Petty’s knows of Fleetwood Mac’s predilections
in this era can guess, this friendship
ten to Her Heart.” One exception was mind from the fact didn’t improve Benyo’s relationship to
“No Second Thoughts”—not a ballad drugs, so Petty soon found himself in-
per se but a strummy acoustic novelty that this song, of all creasingly close to a famous, influential
with uncredited bongos and Campbell
playing an exotic sitar-sounding lead
songs, spewed out of star who was eager to support his career,
but still stuck in a loop with a troubled,
line. Many of Petty’s songs describe an his subconscious. unpredictable partner.
unnamed “she” with complex emotional As the Bella Donna sessions wound
desires—for freedom and escape more down in spring 1981, Petty and Iovine
often than romance—but to me, “No agreed that the record lacked a single.
Second Thoughts” feels like a sequel to The moment had come for Petty to con-
“The Wild One, Forever,” where Petty nar- the U.S. album chart and sold nearly three tribute the song that Nicks had wanted from
rates the reality of following his free-spirited million copies. His most high-profile fan was him for years. He created it in the studio on
crush. I imagine it finds our heroine a few the willowy, full-voiced singer in Fleetwood a whim, supposedly in less than five minutes.
years later, after she’s tried to live on the Mac, Stevie Nicks, who was as famous as a Standing next to Tench, who accompanied
straight path as a married woman. The singer rock star could be in the late ’70s and whose on keyboards, the haunting, fragile chords
has stayed in her life, patient and undemand- songs and personal style perfectly embodied and lyrics to “Insider” spilled out of him,
ing, and now she’s accepted that she needs the kind of young female “wild one” Petty’s then they took it to the band.
to live as she’s meant to, as he knows her: songs afforded such sympathetic consider- You can almost read the crisis in Petty’s
ation. Nevertheless, she struggled to fit her mind from the fact that this song, of all songs,
We’ll drive for the line now original material on LPs where she shared spewed out of his subconscious. “You’ve got
There’s nothing to be lost songwriting duties with Lindsey Buckingham a dangerous background,” it begins, and he
You and I will cross over and Christine McVie. Nicks was already ob- proceeds to call his partner “the dark an-
With no second thoughts sessed with Petty’s first few albums and even gel.” The wild one, it turns out, isn’t an easy
told friends that she intended to somehow partner. “Insider” is a remarkably succinct
Here again, with the volume turned down, join the Heartbreakers. Instead, as she plot- portrait of codependence: “I’m the one left
Petty veers away from the snarl in his early ted a solo album, she told her manager she in the dust / I’m the broken-hearted fool /
singles and makes plain the implicit promise wanted to sound as much like Tom Petty’s Who was never quite enough.”
that defined his whole songwriting persona, band as possible. Petty recognized that he’d captured some-
from “American Girl” to “Wildflowers”: to of- “Stevie came to me around ’78,” Petty re- thing elemental. Hearing this soulful con-
fer up a love and romance worthy of his muse. membered later. “And she was this absolutely fession enlivened by his band and Nicks’s
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forceful harmonies (she called their vocal Petty was clearly moved by the experience of bled high school classmate who died early,
chemistry “intense, fiery”), Petty saw that writing it. The song improved his confidence, sketching a world of football-playing good
he’d unintentionally arrived at one of his for one; on every record thereafter, he found ol’ boys and sexual repression. And as Petty
best songs. After they got the take, he told ways to stretch himself beyond the melodic aged into a legacy touring artist, he treated
her, almost bashfully, that he needed to keep hard rock that he mastered with Iovine. some of his most defining singles, “I Won’t
it for himself after all. There are examples of this expansion in Back Down” and “Learning to Fly,” to solo
As a compromise, Iovine provided Nicks every part of his catalog. The underrated coffee-house reinterpretations so that his
with “Stop Draggin’ My Heart Around,” 1987 LP Let Me Up (I’ve Had Enough) fea- audience could sing the beloved choruses
which the Heartbreakers had already re- tures some of Petty’s most dated production, along with him.
corded in full. By coincidence, the song was but it also has “It’ll All Work Out,” a weary “Insider” isn’t explicitly about Florida, but
a high-volume version of “Insider,” another acoustic waltz and the closest he’s come to it clearly emanated from the part of Petty
lament for doomed love and self-destruction. a Pogues-style Irish weeper. His first solo that was attached to his beloved Jane for
Nicks sang half the verses, recreating the album, 1989’s Full Moon Fever, was known better or worse. Writing it was an emotional
preexisting track as a duet when it was never for its massive singles “Free Fallin’” and purge that surprised even him. I suspect that’s
meant as such, and it became the lead Bella “Runnin’ Down a Dream,” but it also had why he played it for nearly the first time in
Donna single. Eventually “Stop Draggin’” room for a gossamer Roy Orbison tribute, “A a quarter century during that three-song
went to No. 3, Nicks’s solo high point and the Face in the Crowd,” and a genuine lullaby, suite in Gainesville, the heart of the most
best-charting Heartbreakers performance to “Alright for Now.” Petty also used ballads to intimate moment of a long-delayed home-
boot. Another hit, as if Tom Petty couldn’t explore his feelings about the Florida home coming. He brought an old friend along to
help but write them. he left behind; not only “Southern Accents,” supply her trademark raspy harmonies, and
where his downtrodden narrator considers Campbell’s gentle mandolin underlined the
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n a Saturday afternoon storefronts, and there are plenty, seem like
in mid-August, Historic proud outliers. The decay is more attitude
Marshall is trending hot than entropy.
and drowsy. Relaxing Real-estate numbers don’t sync up with
at an umbrella-shaded the twilight atmosphere. Due to the ongo-
picnic table behind the restaurant where ing national housing shortage, the median
she works, eighth-generation ballad singer home listing in Marshall rose forty percent
Donna Ray Norton nurses a glass of sweet tea, this year, up to a numbing $600,000. “The
trying to keep up with the melting ice cubes. people from here can’t afford to live here
The major waterways in western North Car- anymore,” says Norton, whose family goes
olina have dipped low this summer, and the back more than two hundred years in Sodom
French Broad River, usually scalloped with Laurel, a deeply remote section of Madison
light waves, goes by flat as a window pane. County. (She now lives on the western edge of
A man on a unicycle rides past the parking the neighboring county, Buncombe, halfway
lot, but this spectacle doesn’t make a ripple. between Marshall and Asheville.)
He moves cautiously, perhaps because he Marshall is blessed and cursed by its way-
is traveling the wrong way—that is to say, back topography; despite perennial efforts at
pedaling backward. refurbishment, it always feels a little haunted.
Marshall, in Madison County, is a Main And if a town can manage, somehow, to be
Street-with-benefits-size town that can only at once booming and ghostly, the clue to
be reached by a rural feeder road. Centu- such dissonance isn’t likely to be found in
ry-old family businesses like Penland & Sons statistics. But it might be detected in song.
Department Store, stocked with Carhartt There’s something mournful about a river,
coveralls and serious flannel, hang on. So wherever it runs, and throughout the ballad
does an artsy vibe with a hippie undertow— canon, death by drowning is as common as
Madison County has long been a refuge a shrug. In “Wind and Rain,” a public-do-
for homesteaders. The old Marshall High main number favored, in different eras, by
School, set apart on a nearby island in the tastemakers Jerry Garcia and Gillian Welch,
French Broad, was turned into art studios a girl’s skeleton is exhumed from a river and
in 2007, and a co-op gallery (named Flow in turned useful again by a traveling musician.
homage to the inevitable river) fares well. Welch sings: “He made a fiddle peg of her
The Mermaid Parade & Festival is a beloved long finger bone, / crying, ‘Oh the wind and
annual event. the rain,’ /…and strung his fiddle bow with
And yet the picturesque pocket communi- her long yeller hair, / cried, ‘Oh, the dreadful
ty, pop. 796, resists full-cloth gentrification. wind and rain.’”
Long-range views are on offer in other parts
of the region, but the hills here loom close
among all the red brick. Even the empty T hose who do have enough money to
buy or build property in Madison
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County, touted as the Jewel of the Blue Ridge, ryteller, a professional performer since be- estly still always shocking to me, when it’s a
are almost always “from off”—vernacular for fore Norton was born. This past May, Adams younger person who says that.”
outside county lines. “Off off,” clarifies Nor- appeared with cellist Yo-Yo Ma in Knoxville. The singer, who’s forty-one and mother to
ton. Ex-Floridians are a given; transplanted When she’s not traveling the festival a toddler, a teen, and a twenty-year-old, is
Californians are increasing in number. circuit, Norton pulls shifts here, at Zadie’s bubbly with an edge. She smiles frequently,
“If you want authentic, you better get it Market, the bar/restaurant arm of the Old she considers herself the family optimist,
while you can,” says the singer. To tradition- Marshall Jail Hotel, a boutique venture that but her large blue eyes can narrow quickly
al-music purists, her pedigree on that front is generating real buzz. Since March, Josh with remembering.
is unimpeachable. Her maternal grandfa- Copus, the jail’s co-owner and passionate “I’m an orphan now,” she remarks. Her
ther was fiddler Byard Ray, who played for renovator, has hosted a monthly ballad swap mother Lena Jean Ray, a singer, guitarist,
Queen Elizabeth; Byard’s mother was Rilla on the Zadie’s patio. The building was active and schoolteacher, passed away two years
Mae Wallin Ray, a singer who played ban- in its original incarnation from 1905 to 2012; ago. Her father Donald Norton died when
jo and fiddle and who always kept a pistol at the time of its closing, it was the oldest she was two years old.
in her purse, even on stage, according to continuously operating jail in state history. “I didn’t inherit any land,” says Norton,
Norton. (Rilla Ray’s image was widely used Typically, at festivals, the a cappella sing- who notes that her dad was one of ten sib-
to promote the Mountain Dance and Folk ers are given short time slots in between lings. “And I didn’t inherit any money. This
Festival in Asheville, billed as the country’s lively string bands and clogging troupes. is my inheritance. Singing is it. I’ve always
longest continuously running folk festival.) “They’re afraid we’ll ruin the momentum,” thought it was important to keep the ballad
Kin on both sides of Norton’s family—includ- says Norton. But this song swap is a deter- tradition alive, but after my mom died, I
ing her great-great-aunt by marriage Dellie minedly ballad-only event. Copus gives the began to feel more urgent about it.”
Chandler “Granny Dell” Norton and her performers free meals and beverages, and It was Sheila Kay Adams, though, who
paternal grandfather Morris Norton—were they are shaded overhead by a sleekly built long ago taught Norton the family version
documented by Smithsonian curators. “Pap river-observation deck. “He treats us right,” of “Little Mathey Groves” and dozens of
Morris played the paper bag and spoons,” says Norton. “He gets it.” other mainstays of the old-time a cappel-
says Norton. “His tune bow”—a long wooden A fierce champion of Madison County, la repertoire, story-songs that go back as
instrument with one banjo string—“is in the Copus likens it to his native Floyd County, far as the 1600s in the British Isles. In the
Smithsonian archives, and I was taken to Virginia. “I’m an Appalachian American,” mid-eighteenth century, waves of Scots-Irish
see it when I sang at the Folklife Festival [in he says. settlers—many fresh from embattled Ulster
Washington, D.C.] in 2017.” Norton’s second “I like to give Josh a hard time and say that and others migrating from Pennsylvania and
cousin, NEA National Heritage Fellow Sheila he fan-girled me,” says Norton. “He already other northern states—brought the ballads
Kay Adams, is an internationally decorated knew who I was when we were introduced. with them to the lush hollers of America’s
clawhammer-banjo player, singer, and sto- He had heard me sing before. Which is hon- oldest mountains. Here, they were preserved
50 WINTER 2023 Donna Ray Swann and Sheila Kay Adams at the Music in the Mountains Festival in Burnsville, 2022. Photo by William Ritter
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ing is Josh Copus. As a comparative
newcomer, though, he is chained to scrupu-
the free and casual heritage event for residents
and visitors alike—all are manifestations of
“a keystone business that can bring positive
Thou?, released in 2000 like Songcatcher. “It
happens about once every twenty or twen-
ty-five years,” she says.
lousness. For his vision to thrive, imagination economic and social activity to Marshall.” Just so, Norton traces the most recent
is key, but documentation is critical. Even It’s more than a mission statement and far swell to the isolation days of spring 2020,
Zadie’s Market is diligently curated, named more than casual branding. The hotel’s level when folks had time to indulge their offbeat
for Zadock “Zadie” Ponder, E. Y.’s father. of historic corroboration is museum worthy, interests. Suddenly, calico-wearing young
A ceramics artist who doesn’t seem to re- although Copus rejects nostalgia—“The idea women appeared all over YouTube, qua-
quire sleep—Adams affectionately calls him of the ‘good old days’ is bullshit,” he says. vering out the old songs like all the newly
“a force of nature”—Copus began homage Sentimentality is tricky, even toxic: Many minted birdwatchers “discovering” scarlet
making in 2006, gathering quotes from lo- before him have swept in to consume and tanagers. But Adams looks less to cultural
cal children and adults and casting their chronicle the vivid culture, only to move on, forces and more to natural, more mysterious
lines in brick using his wood-burning kiln. sowing another generation of resentment. ones, like the shifting seasons or the fickle
Some of the story-bricks from this ongoing For Copus, honoring the past is only the river. “It comes in cycles,” she says.
installation line the thick interior walls of starting point, like the clay he digs out of the In 1916, after six days of hurricane-spawned
the market and jail hotel. ground to make his bricks. “It’s about allowing rains, the French Broad River crested seven-
More than one man died in these now ut- the people from here to tell their own stories,” teen feet above flood stage in Western North
terly transformed halls; the death that was he says. “It’s about the current climate.” Carolina. The Great Flood brought down
ruled a suicide has as many discrepancies “It’s about respect,” says Donna Ray Nor- bridges and washed away important railroad
as any handed-down ballad. Excerpts from ton. Her father owned a store in Sodom lines forever. Towns, too. It was the same year
E. Y. Ponder’s field notebooks are framed Laurel, where he was arrested for murder Cecil Sharp began whacking through dense
next to the doors of the themed rooms; the following an altercation with a long-time laurel “hells” to collect ballads in backwoods
vintage pages were donated to Copus by a friend and customer. Before he was exonerat- cabins. In 2004, another flood, under similar
community member during the building’s ed—the shooting was ruled an accident—he atmospheric conditions, caused more than
five-year renovation. did time in this very jail. It’s a fact the singer $20 million in damage in the area.
“It’s actually the greatest success of the can drop at every ballad swap and elicit a The summer of 2023 has been meteorolog-
whole project—to have built that level of gasp, as long as new people keep showing up. ically dry, but weather changes quickly here.
trust,” he says. “When she gave them to me, Having begun her own career during the As do fortunes, and tastes, and the degrees
I cried.” back-to-the-land revival of the ’70s, Shei- of grace allotted to outsiders.
Copus says the sight of the packed patio la Kay Adams has observed all the surges. “I don’t want to be the gatekeeper who
in August has gone far toward fulfilling his Ballad singing got a boost with the Coen shuts the door,” says Copus. “The idea is to
dream. The hotel, the craft food and drink, Brothers’ hit movie O Brother, Where Art keep moving the right way—forward.”
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t occurred to Forrest that he He listened… “prosecute.” Then… “scram- house holding what looked like a hollow elk
needed to think about who he bled.” He finished, flushed the commode. horn in his lap. He’d pull it up to his ear when
should leave his hearing aids to. He thought about Van, his neighbor. He somebody talked to him, and on more than
His first thought was his brother could leave the hearing aids to Van. Last one occasion Forrest’s mother had said, “Go
who had some cheap ones. But summer, out by the driveway, Van had said ahead over there, son, and say something to
no, not him. He was thinking this he couldn’t hear shit. And then about two him. Say ‘How are you today, Mr. Umstead?’”
while standing at the commode weeks ago, when they stood a short way down His mother had gotten him to step up to a
urinating. While his pee was hit- the road watching a bulldozer work, he said lot of things that he was kind of undecided
ting the water, making those sounds like a the same thing again. about. She’d pushed him into piano, and art
slow-running kitchen faucet into a pan of If he left the hearing aids to one of his own lessons, and theater. None of it stuck. He’d
water, he sometimes liked to isolate one of children that wouldn’t work because by the joined the army, served thirty years, and
the sounds and make a word out of it. Well, time they were needed they would be extinct, then retired. His wives had encouraged him
no. He didn’t exactly like to do that. It was like a DVD player. He remembered the old to get involved in several hobby-things that
just something to do while standing there. man who used to sit in the lobby of the court- didn’t quite work. All that—gone.
56 WINTER 2023 The Hearing Trumpet, 2015, mixed media and textiles on canvas, by Donald Saaf. Courtesy the Clark Gallery
He thought now about how Mr. Umstead, the glass case and turns over the price tag, His helper, Sarah, would be by at noon,
the man with the ear horn, must have, as a and says, “Two hundred dollars. Yep, two with his lunch and some paperwork to leave
boy, seen old men, maybe old women, sitting hundred dollars.” off. She was very faithful and a good worker.
somewhere with an ear horn, and how then Why isn’t there a hearing aid bank? he Finally… He had had to let three others go.
those people, as children, had seen old people thought. Think of how many perfectly usable He went back inside to wait for her.
with ear horns…and so on for no telling how hearing aids become available in funeral He remembered that time he was getting
many generations back—without change. homes, for crying out loud. And think about an MRI for his prostate cancer—to see if, or
Just plain and simple steady human stuff what you go home to if you’ve got a job at how much, the cancer had advanced—and
through time. He thought about his iPhone Goodwill. Thank God he avoided that. he thought of the sounds coming from the
and the misery that had brought on, his hear- Forrest started to get up but sat back. He machine, a machine that had swallowed him.
ing aids, his prostate, his dick, his elbow, thought about how in the last year everything The sounds were unlike any other sounds. A
his eyesight—about how his handwriting was going downhill. That song: “I’m on the high-pitched sound would be repeated for
had started getting shaky, and then shakier, Downside of the Downswing.” He had noticed maybe fifteen seconds and then it would
and how he’d clearly noticed the same thing that even with the hearing aids in, he was switch to a loud popping or some other
when it happened with his mother, his father, hearing less and less well. But they were sound, but the next sound might sound like
and finally Frances. He wondered how many very fine ones, adjustable in sensible ways. two words: go man go man go man go man
of those motherfuckers with ear horns in He heard the eleven A.M. train whistle. That go man, over and over.
the last thousand years had been happier was the slow train. The fast train was usually The doorbell rang. Forrest greeted Sarah.
than he’d been. How many had died happy? somewhere between two and two-thirty. The They walked into the kitchen and she set his
Who died happy? Happy in general. How slow-moving morning train would have all lunch on the table and beside it placed the
many had stayed happy all along? Had papers she had been working on. She
had somebody they were intimate with asked him if he felt okay, and he said,
and laughed their asses off with right “Fine.”
up to the end. If Frances were alive, he Then he said, “Let me ask you an odd
might mention that to her in front of the
fireplace. If his army buddy, Talmadge
Think of how many question, Sarah. Is there anybody in your
family who is hard of hearing and might
Cochran, were alive, Forrest could call perfectly usable be interested in a pair of hearing aids?”
him and say, “Talmadge, you want my “Yes… Yes. My mother.”
hearing aids?” They’d laugh about it. hearing aids He got Sarah to write down her moth-
By now he was in the backyard. He
sat down in the outdoor lounge chair
become available in er’s name on his notepad and when Sarah
left he wrote out a little codicil and pa-
facing the morning sun, and he felt the funeral homes, for perclipped it onto his will—where there
warmth on his face and knees and chest. were several others clipped on. He’d told
The morning was cool. An intense wave crying out loud. his children he’d be doing this from time
of sadness came upon him, then ached to time. His lawyer had approved.
in his chest. Suddenly he was very nervous and
He couldn’t get the hearing aids out of shaking some. He walked to the bath-
his mind. It occurred to him that there room, took off his hearing aids, and
should be a long list of people to leave them these clank and scrape sounds, and the fast placed them beside the sink. He looked at
to, but nobody much was coming to mind. train would have a kind of simple, very loud himself in the mirror. He saw and felt the
And who would clean them and prepare them rumble-roar. It hauled ass. That’s the one he great wide valley, the great wide, dark val-
for the gift box? Maybe he should think of an liked to watch from up close. He wondered ley between him and Mr. Umstead, who was
organization, an organization that would give how those sounds compared with the ones sitting way over there beyond the valley, on
them away. He thought of Goodwill—some from 1850 or whenever that final rail spike that hill. The valley had grown so deep and
old lady shopping in there and looking into had been driven, in the middle of the coun- wide and was crammed so full of so many
the glass case up front and saying, “Is that a try. And how many people on that very first things, all those things that his mother saw
pair of hearing aids?” And there they’d be, cross-country passenger train ride had ear for the first time, airplanes and automobiles,
light gray, beside the necklaces and rings and horns in their laps? He wondered if some telephone wires, electricity, jets, wars, and
earrings—there they’d be, all cleaned up, people back then used ear horns that had wars, and his war, and marriages, and chil-
each with the little plastic string that you’re been in their families for hundreds of years. dren. The valley had been expanding as if
not supposed to see, and the tiny speaker Surely, they got passed down. Why didn’t you alive. If he could count on somebody to love
the size of a match head that goes into your see them in antique stores? him. If he gave a shit anymore for making
ear canal. And the saleswoman says, “Oh, He thought about all those hearing aids love. If there were somebody to help him have
they’re special. I think they retail for several that were the size of a pack of cigarettes and experiences that he was kind of undecided
thousand dollars and they are…what? Two fit into a shirt pocket and had a wire running about. If he could go back, or if he could only
hundred?” She and the old woman look into up to one ear. Back in the fifties. He didn’t move forward a little bit.
the case but the price tag has been turned recall ever seeing a woman with one. They Out back, he walked past the chair he’d
over, so she pulls out her key ring and opens must have had them. been sitting in, and went to meet the train.
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he cover of Rosanne Cash’s benediction or preparing to embrace her fans, who connect their own romances and
album The Wheel possess- new life. Her face is lowered in reverie. rebirths to its songs.
es a quality beyond her Even in monochrome, she is illuminated. She This year, she and Leventhal, the
natural allure, the ro- is a woman burning, as she wrote on one award-winning instrumentalist and producer
mantic setting of Central of the album’s songs, with “the fire of the who co-produced the record with her, are
Park’s Bethesda Terrace, and even the famed newly alive.” celebrating The Wheel’s thirtieth anniver-
skills of photographer Pamela Springsteen. sary with a remastered version released in
The photograph captures something ineffa-
ble: a revelation.
Cash had been drawn to the terrace but
“I had met John and my head was all
a-swirl,” Cash laughs, recalling this
potent time, “and these songs just started
November on streaming platforms, CD, and,
for the first time, vinyl, in both standard and
deluxe editions. The album is the first release
especially to its iconic fountain crowned coming out.” on Rumble Strip Records, the new in-house
with an angel, “a quintessential New York Isn’t that what love does? Brings you back label Cash and Leventhal founded after she
location.” Perhaps the dormant Catholic in to life, enlivens your senses and loins, and, acquired the masters of her recordings on Co-
her, which at that point had given way to a if you are a writer, invigorates your craft. lumbia, the label she called home until 1994.
belief in the holiness of Art and a smattering Maybe that’s why The Wheel occupies such Cash and Leventhal are seated in the base-
of New Age mysticism, felt the need for a a singular place in Cash’s acclaimed catalog. ment studio of their Chelsea brownstone,
blessing—from the famous angel, from her Released in January 1993 when she was re- sipping on cans of ice-cold San Pellegrino.
newly adopted city, maybe even from herself. making her life, The Wheel led to her falling They have just returned from a weekend
After all, she had only recently uprooted in love with John Leventhal, her partner ever trip to Memphis and Dyess, Arkansas, where
everything to relocate to the cathedral of since. A deeply feminine record centered on they played a concert along with Sarah
steel, glass, and asphalt. a woman in the middle of a personal renais- Jarosz and Cash’s ex-husband Rodney
In the photo, Cash stretches out her arms, sance learning to live and love again, it has Crowell—with whom Cash remains close and
as if she might be receiving the angel’s become beloved among Cash’s legions of whom Leventhal counts as a friend and
Chasing Flames, 2022, oil on canvas by Jemima Murphy. Courtesy the artist and Gillian Jason Gallery OXFORDAMERICAN.ORG 59
collaborator—to support the Johnny Cash producing, and she was jolted with recog- I know for him too, actually.” She laughs and
Boyhood Home. Leventhal stretches his long nition. Even before she left Music City, the shoots Leventhal a saucy grin.
legs for a moment as if to shake the memory songs started coming. First, the delicate He throws up his hands in mock reproach.
of the plane ride. A deep thinker, a native “Sleeping in Paris,” which mourns a rela- “Too much for the readers of the Oxford
New Yorker with a Southern heart, he exudes tionship reaching its conclusion: No one American!”
a particular brand of calmness that makes sees and no one knows / but every day I’m “Yeah, it was there and it was thick in the
one feel safe, protected. From her perch in a letting go. air. I remember…towards the end of the re-
rolling office chair, Cash describes Memphis, Then came “The Wheel,” a song that Cash cord—we were mixing at this point, like a
her birthplace, with reverence. After de- says erupted. “I was doing something in the lot had happened through the record—and
cades of forming guitar chords and scrawling house and I thought, ‘If I don’t go get by a friend of mine came by the studio and I
hundreds of lyrics, her hands are works of myself and write down this song, I’m gonna was sitting on his lap at the mixing board.”
beauty, fingers crowned with plum-colored explode.’ And I did. I told the babysitter—I The songs on The Wheel crackle with that
nail polish. She possesses the graceful ease said, ‘Just give me an hour. I have to go lock tension—lengthy days spent tracking vocals
of a soul who carries whole worlds within myself in a room.’ And the whole song came and guitar parts; nights hovered over the
herself. As she speaks, her skin and auburn like that. That doesn’t happen very often.” mixing board, their keen ears and creative
hair glow in the sunlight filtering in from the A hopeful, expansive song, with a narra- minds attuned to the music, to each other,
garden outside. tor who has experienced an awakening, it the proximity of their bodies. The title track,
Cash and Leventhal’s interplay is full of hu- marked a transformation from the shadowy which opens the album, is a declaration of a
mor and gentle teasing. Framed by artifacts Interiors. “That song—everything changed. love that refuses to recognize the bounds of
of their craft—a mixing console and time. I am a river with a voice / I came
desktop monitor, a wall of acoustic and into your life by choice, Cash sings, ur-
electric guitars, and even an autoharp gency piercing her supple voice. Framed
lurking near a window—they complete by Steuart Smith’s iconic, circular guitar
each other’s sentences and interject with pattern, it sounds as if we are hearing
clarifications. After thirty years, their Cash portrays love Cash step into her new life.
chemistry is still electric; it is no wonder
that few albums are as sensual as The
as Ithaca, Throughout the album, fire recurs as a
force of change, renewal, and desire. On
Wheel, their first collaboration. a destination “The Wheel,” it’s the flame in our souls
“It was a very heightened experience,” / it will never burn out. “Change Part-
Cash says of making the record. “I think requiring a journey ners” sees a narrator confronting cosmic
by the end…we both knew that we were
headed for each other.”
that will impart upheaval: The heavens rain down fire /
the earth and moon conspire. “Fire of
She had recently made Interiors, her lessons the Newly Alive,” which she co-wrote
spare, acoustic 1990 album that was with Leventhal, scorches the listener
lauded by critics but underperformed to the traveler. with its groove and erotic heat.
commercially. Columbia’s Nashville di- Using the elements, Cash portrays
vision failed to promote the album, love as Ithaca, a destination requiring
and after a period of soul searching a journey that will impart lessons to the
Cash requested a transfer to the New traveler. Grounded by Leventhal’s more
York division, which promised to market I suddenly kind of looked out again.” earth-bound sensibilities and production,
her music beyond a strict country format. When Leventhal heard Cash play these she turns to the skies for portents, to the
Along with this professional upheaval, songs, then still unrecorded, at New York’s wind for direction, to water for sustenance.
her thirteen-year marriage to fellow sing- Town Hall during her Interiors tour, he was All along the way, the moon seems to gov-
er-songwriter and producer Crowell, which struck by their quality and depth. “I could ern it all. Love, Cash sings on “Sleeping in
had produced three daughters and included tell there was a little vortex swirling around Paris,” is just a lunar slave / it’s tied to the
a stepdaughter, was coming to an end. At her,” he says, gently, searching for the right ebb and flow.
thirty-six, she moved with her youngest words to describe her state of mind. She Neither Cash nor Leventhal deem The
daughter to Manhattan. presented him with several songs and in- Wheel a perfect album. If they could go back
“I had this sense of both being thrilled vited him to write the music to them and, in time, the pair would strip down some of
about what was ahead of me and being dev- ultimately, to produce an album. Leventhal the arrangements. Cash worries about her
astated in that moment. So there was this was intrigued and agreed to come aboard, vocals, that she didn’t sing as well as she
unbelievable juxtaposition of something but only if she co-produced. After all, she had could have. Both admit to feeling pressure
new and thrilling, and being consumed by helmed Interiors alone and had received the from Columbia, which had sunk a great deal
it.” Then, she adds softly, casting a tender sweet vindication of a Grammy nomination of money into financing the album, to pro-
glance at Leventhal, “And by him, you know. for Best Contemporary Folk Recording. duce a hit.
He was in my thoughts constantly, and…just The close, intimate confines of the studio When it was released in January 1993, The
everything else was broken apart.” created “a lot of electricity.…There was a Wheel met with a rapturous reception from
They had met briefly in Nashville when lot of sexual tension and a lot of—just over- music critics. The video for the title track—a
Leventhal played on an album Crowell was whelming emotions. For me, anyway. I mean, medieval desert drama, replete with knights
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and swords, which Cash confesses to being
mildly embarrassed by—received airplay
on VH1 and even CMT, despite the fact that
years to come. Although I hadn’t named it, I
was already a writer, and The Wheel affirmed
it was permissible to love and worry over lan-
T he Wheel ends with “If There’s a God
on My Side,” a song about a woman
walking a pilgrim’s path. Everything around
country radio had long turned its back on guage without apology. There was something her is new, and though certain about the
her songs. There was hope that the single, else I couldn’t yet bring myself to name: I need for the journey, she is nonetheless un-
along with others that followed—“Seventh was gay. The region’s fundamentalist culture sure of her direction. Thirty years later, Cash
Avenue,” “You Won’t Let Me In”—would make discouraged any discussion or exploration remains a seeker. But her course has long
the Adult Contemporary charts, but none of carnal desire, and Cash’s songs provided since been assured. Beyond anything else,
did. In the aftermath, Cash remembers sniff- a more literate and sophisticated rendering this might be The Wheel’s enduring legacy:
ing the wind and feeling that Columbia was than anything I heard on pop radio. The al- The quality of the record’s songwriting set
turning its attention and marketing dollars bum encouraged me to question, to doubt. It Cash on the path to being counted among
to other acts on the label. She asked to be told me I could change, that I would change, the nation’s finest songwriters, worthy of
released from her contract. and it prepared me with the knowledge that mention in the same breath as Joni Mitchell,
Yet The Wheel still found its audience. I would have to leave my place of origin to Nina Simone, Bob Dylan, Bruce Springsteen,
There is the pair of foreign correspondents find personal and creative freedom. and, of course, Cash’s father.
who, Cash recalled, fell in love while listening Later, as I began to come out at twen- A few days after we talked, Cash reunited
to the album as they were hunkered down in ty-three and felt as if I were awakening from with Pamela Springsteen for another photo
Afghanistan, reporting on the radicals who a nightmare of denial, Cash’s opening lines shoot at Bethesda Terrace. After revisiting
would soon become al-Qaeda. There are the of the title track articulated the question I The Wheel through the remastering pro-
devotees who have expressed their ardor for was cradling inside my chest: How long was cess, the session must have felt like a reunion
The Wheel on Cash’s social media outlets, I asleep? Even now, the remarkable lines of with Cash’s younger self—the woman who
most recently when she announced the al- the third verse—the truth moves through was, she wrote then, changing like a girl /
bum’s re-release. The news prompted scores us / even when we sleep—send a current of on the threshold of her life. The shoot was
of listeners to proclaim it one of their favorite knowing down my arms. To this day, I have “thrilling,” Cash says. “I felt proud that I’d
albums, with many connecting it to turning an unwavering belief that to recognize me, persisted this long, to see the return of The
points—falling in love, new incarnations of to really know me, you have to understand Wheel after thirty years.”
themselves—in their lives. Some are doubt- my devotion to The Wheel. As she recreated poses beneath the an-
less the same fans who, over the years, have I’m not alone in this attachment. Over gel’s gaze, Cash says she “felt the passage
regularly admonished Cash after shows and the years, Cash has been astounded by the of time weighing on me at some moments.”
in hastily written notes delivered backstage number of gay men who have told her how When she stared out of the tunnel beneath
for not including “The Wheel” in her setlist. much they cherish The Wheel. One man, who the terrace, as she had in a photo from the
There are her fellow singer-songwriters, like recorded a cover of the ballad “The Truth original shoot, “[it] felt bittersweet…like
our mutual friend Allison Moorer, who have about You,” pointed her to this verse from looking into the future.”
pinpointed the album’s influence on their the song: With the steady Leventhal by her side,
own songwriting. it is assured. Over the past few years, the
And then there’s me. I know the truth about you babe pair has been collaborating on a planned
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The cosmic collision
of Roberta Flack
and Donny Hathaway
BY
Ashawnta
Jackson
76 WINTER 2023
Roberta Flack and Donny Hathaway performing on BBC TV, 1973 © Michael Putland/Getty Images OXFORDAMERICAN.ORG 77
T
here’s something called a kilonova, when two bright, so beautiful, so heavy in its significance, that even now,
fast-moving stars collide with one another. It some fifty years later, all we can do is marvel at its weight and
creates a brilliant light, brighter than anything let its brightness cover us.
each body alone could create. Physicist Albert There is something cosmic about this pairing. The way their
Sneppen called it a perfect explosion because voices slide, tease, intertwine. Playing off each other in ways that
of the “simplicity of the shape” and its “physical significance.” feel both sharply studied and effortless. There is something about
And maybe that’s what made 1972’s Roberta Flack and Donny the way love flows between the two, letting it touch everyone in its
Hathaway so special. It was something so simple, in its way: two presence. This wasn’t just an album for them, this was an album
former Howard University students finding the musical force of for us. “Black artists have a total sound and culture that sets their
each other impossible to resist, colliding to create something so work apart from others,” Hathaway told an interviewer in 1972.
78 WINTER 2023 Roberta Flack and Donny Hathaway, 1972 © Jim Marshall Photography LLC
Black love was a radical act. Their album of
duets, each track, each in its own way, explored
the fragility, the contentedness, the softness,
the hurt, the complexity, and the simplicity of
love. This wasn’t just a musical action, it was
a political one.
But maybe the one track that is most defiant,
most steadfast in its refusal to accept things as
they are, is “Be Real Black for Me,” a track writ-
ten by Flack, Hathaway, and songwriter Charles
Mann. It’s an album track, deep on the first side.
Not so much buried as discoverable, a treasure
waiting for you. The song is a celebration:
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Ballads by Request
Sid Hemphill and “The Strayhorn Mob”
by Jim O’Neal
lan Lomax, the world’s most famous and dated back before Hemphill’s birth in the 1870s and has lived
prolific ballad and folksong collector and on in the hill country of North Mississippi ever since, led pri-
researcher, called the fife and drum mu- marily by men who made their own fifes from bamboo cane.
sic of Sid Hemphill’s band—the first ever The most notable have been Napolian Strickland and Otha
recorded by an African American group, Turner, who had both been playing for decades before making
in 1942—“the main find of my whole ca- their first recordings in 1967. Turner’s granddaughter Sharde
reer.” The local fife and drum tradition Thomas, now thirty-three, carries on the legacy in impressive
Sid Hemphill (with quills) and Lucius Smith (with banjo) on Hemphill's porch, Senatobia, MS, 1959. From the Alan
82 WINTER 2023 Lomax Collection at the American Folklife Center, Library of Congress. Courtesy the Association for Cultural Equity
fashion today, incorporating modern Statement of Ownership, Management, and Circulation.
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blues, soul, and hip-hop into her per- (3.) Filing Date: 10/12/2023. (4.) Issue Frequency: Quarterly. (5.) Number
formances alongside her vibrant fife of Issues Published Annually: 4. (6.) Annual Subscription Price: $39.00.
tunes. Hemphill’s granddaughter Jessie (7.) Complete Mailing Address of Known Office of Publication: The
Oxford American Literary Project Inc., PO Box 3235, Little Rock, AR
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Hemphill, who Lomax called “the blind Addresses of Publisher, Editor, and Managing Editor: Publisher: Dr. Sara
musical maestro” and “the boar-hog A. Lewis, PO Box 3235, Little Rock, AR 72203-3235. Editor: Danielle Amir
Jackson, PO Box 3235, Little Rock, AR 72203-3235. Managing Editor:
musician of the hills,” played many Allie Mariano, PO Box 3235, Little Rock, AR 72203-3235. (10.) Owner:
instruments, including fife, panpipes, The Oxford American Literary Project, Inc. PO Box 3235. Little Rock,
AR 72203-3235. (12.) Tax Status: The purpose, function, and nonprofit
fiddle, guitar, drums, and mandolin,
status of this organization and the exempt status for federal income
all of which he made himself—even tax purposes: Status has not changed during preceding 12 months. (13.)
the drums. He possessed an expansive Publication title: The Oxford American Literary Project, Inc.. (14.) Issue
date for circulation data: 12/05/2023. Extent and Nature of Circulation
repertoire. (15a.) Total Number of Copies (net press run): Average number of copies
Lomax and his research partner Lewis each issue during preceding 12 months: 18,625. Number copies of single
Jones recorded Hemphill at a hot, dusty issue published nearest to filing date: 11,000. (15b.) Paid circulation by
mail and outside the mail: (1) Mailed Outside-County Paid Subscriptions
summer picnic near Sledge, Mississippi, Stated on PS Form 3541. Average number of copies each issue during
at the conclusion of a 1941–42 Library preceding 12 months: 6,224. Number copies of single issue published
nearest to filing date: 7,178. (2) Mailed In-County Paid Subscriptions
of Congress–Fisk University project Stated on PS Form 3541: Average number of copies each issue during
that would go down in blues history preceding 12 months: 51. Number copies of single issue published nearest
for capturing the first recordings of to filing date: 50. (3) Paid Distribution Outside the Mails Including Sales
Through Dealers and Carriers, Street Vendors, Counter Sales, and
Muddy Waters and a historic juke joint Other Paid Distribution Outside USPS: Average number of copies each
performance by Waters’s idol Son House. issue during preceding 12 months: 4,453. Number copies of single issue
published nearest to filing date: 1,890. (4) Paid Circulation by Other
Fisk professor and musicologist John W. Classes Mailed Through the USPS (e.g. First-Class Mail) Average number
Work III was a crucial contributor to this of copies each issue during preceding 12 months: 823. Number copies
study, but as it happened, he did not join of single issue published nearest to filing date: 1,950. (15c.) Total Paid
Distribution: Average number of copies each issue during preceding 12
Lomax and Jones for the Hemphill re- months: 11,551. Number copies of single issue published nearest to filing
cording—though he did later transcribe date: 11,068. (15d.) Free or Nominal Rate Distribution by mail and outside
the mail: (1) Free or nominal rate outside county copies included on PS
some of the songs.
Form 3541: Average number of copies each issue during preceding 12
While much of Hemphill’s music months: 222. Number copies of single issue published nearest to filing
had been passed down through gen- date: 155. (2) Free or nominal rate in-county copies included on PS Form
3541: Average number of copies each issue during preceding 12 months: 0.
erations, one genre was distinctly of Number copies of single issue published nearest to filing date: 0. (3) Free
his own crafting: narrative ballads he or Nominal Rate Copies Mailed at Other Classes Through the USPS (e.g.
composed by request. Ballads were the First-Class Mail) Average number of copies each issue during preceding
12 months: 0. Number copies of single issue published nearest to filing
gems Alan Lomax and his father John A. Lomax had prospected date: 0. (4) Free or Nominal Rate Distribution Outside the Mail (Carriers
for in their years of fieldwork, and Hemphill “was a ballad maker of other means): Average number of copies each issue during preceding
12 months: 288. Number copies of single issue published nearest to filing
as protean as Woody Guthrie,” Lomax wrote in his 1993 book The date: 525. (15e.) Total Free or Nominal Rate Distribution: Average number
Land Where the Blues Began. of copies each issue during preceding 12 months: 510. Number copies of
The ballads Hemphill recorded were all set to the same basic single issue published nearest to filing date: 680. (15f.) Total Distribution:
Average number of copies each issue during preceding 12 months: 12,061.
music and brisk tempo, with Hemphill on vocals and fiddle, Number copies of single issue published nearest to filing date: 11,748.
accompanied by Lucius Smith on banjo and kazoo, Alec Askew (15g.) Copies not Distributed: Average number of copies each issue during
preceding 12 months: 0. Number copies of single issue published nearest
on guitar, and Will Head on bass drum. All were men in their to filing date: 0. (15h.) Total: Average number of copies each issue during
fifties and sixties who came up in an era that predated the blues, preceding 12 months: 12,061. Number copies of single issue published
which only started to be recognized as a distinct genre around nearest to filing date: 11,748. (15i.) Percent Paid: Average number of
copies each issue during preceding 12 months: 95.77%. Number copies of
1910. Hemphill could play what are now known as “blues ballads,” single issue published nearest to filing date: 94.2%. (16a.) Paid electronic
such as “Stack o’ Lee” (aka “Stagolee” or “Stagger Lee,” corrup- copies: Average number of copies each issue during preceding 12 months:
247. Number of copies of single issue published nearest to filing date: 280.
tions of the name Stacker Lee), “John Henry,” and “Frankie and
(16b.) Total paid print copies + paid electronic copies: Average number of
Albert” (popularized as “Frankie and Johnny”). It’s important to copies each issue during preceding 12 months: 11,798. Number of copies
note that the term “blues ballad” in later years often referred to of single issue published nearest to filing date: 11,348. (16c.) Total print
distribution + paid electronic copies: Average number of copies each
the romantic, pensive, or sentimental songs crooned by Bobby issue during preceding 12 months: 12,308. Number of copies of single
“Blue” Bland, Ivory Joe Hunter, and Lonnie Johnson, among oth- issue published nearest to filing date: 12,028. (16d.) Percent paid (both
ers. But there was nothing sweet or soft about Hemphill’s ballad print and electronic copies): Average number of copies each issue during
preceding 12 months: 95.86%. Number of copies of single issue published
songs. Neither were they slow or relaxed. They were set to lively nearest to filing date: 94.35%. (17.) Publication of Statement of Ownership
dance tempos—like the back-country hoedowns that both Black will be printed in the Winter 2023 issue.
OXFORDAMERICAN.ORG 83
and white string bands once played throughout the South. Still, paper reports. (Lomax, by the way, misunderstood most of these
what truly set Hemphill apart were his original ballads. He was so names; the spellings here are from contemporary newspaper
renowned in the region that both Black and white locals came to accounts, and the transcriptions are my own.) Hemphill sang of
him to commission songs about the deeds and misdeeds of them- the shooting and the mob’s flight to escape, and he accurately and
selves or others, or about events worth memorializing. Though the concisely depicted the circumstances of their trials. His verses
songs were composed several decades earlier, Hemphill had no included the following:
trouble reeling off verse after verse with fresh enthusiasm when
he recorded for Lomax and Jones, his gruff vocals occasionally Them boys around Strayhorn, they didn’t have no job
elevating to a holler as he sawed on his fiddle. Went to Senatobi [sic] to head up a mob
“The Carrier Railroad” or “Carrier Line” described the wreck
of a train on the Sardis & Delta Railroad owned by lumber baron Some walked ’round the jailhouse, stopped in at the gate
Robert Carrier and Carrier’s dispute with the engineer he blamed. Some of ’em made a shot with a .38
“The Roguish Man” was composed for a Black ex-convict known
as Jack Castle who wanted his life in crime celebrated. Hemphill When they talk about some runnin’ big boys, runnin’ just
recalled Castle exclaiming, “By God, make one ’bout me now, like wheels
what I done!” The most historically intriguing piece, however, Oughta been there to see them run, seen Mister Will Sin-
was “The Strayhorn Mob.” quefield
Hemphill said he and “a buddy” (unnamed) composed “The
Strayhorn Mob” at the request of Sam Howell, one of the accused Well, they’re talkin’ ’bout that mob, hadn’t been nary a
troublemakers in a mob that stormed the jail in Senatobia on one since
April 12, 1905. They aimed to lynch a prisoner, Jim Whitt, who Talkin’ ’bout Mister Hunter when he jumped the court-
had killed Buster Thomason with a double-barreled shotgun on house fence
Christmas Eve of 1903. The incident made national news when
Sheriff J. M. Poag stood his ground at the jail and was shot and The Strayhorn boys, tell the boys, tell you all a certain fact
killed by one of the mob, which was composed of relatives and The hounds got on the tracks and they brought the boys back
friends of Thomason’s from the Strayhorn community of Tate
County, according to newspaper reports. Whitt, a recent arrival in When they tried the Strayhorn boys they did not try ’em here
the area, had confronted Thomason, who, according to testimony Tried the boys most everywhere but they all sho’ come clear
reported in Memphis’s Commercial Appeal, “had made some
remarks that he was having a good time with all the ladies on a When they tried the Strayhorn boys did not try ’em alone
certain road. Jim Whitt, hearing of this, believed that Thomason Tried the boys most everywhere but they sure come home.
was on familiar terms with his wife.” Whitt was sentenced to hang
at first, but the Mississippi Supreme Court granted him a new True to his words, the defendants were tried in groups, not
trial, which prompted the Thomason crew to take matters into alone, and at courthouses in other towns, not in Senatobia. In
their own hands. Whitt was sent to a jail in Jackson for safety, and typical deference of the times, Hemphill called them all “Mister”
when thirteen men of the mob were indicted for Sheriff Poag’s in his ballad—Mister Sam Howell, Mister Hunter, Mister Norman
murder, those who surrendered or could be rounded up also were Clayton, Mister Will Sinquefield. Oddly enough, he told Lomax
dispersed to jails in other counties, with tension running high he couldn’t remember the name of J. M. Poag, the sheriff who
among the townsfolk of Senatobia. The New York Times called took a .38 slug, and never named him in the ballad. Poag’s fate
upon Senatobia to erect a monument to honor Poag’s heroism. is echoed throughout the song, though, in the refrains “They
Some of the indicted Strayhorners, who had fled the scene of laid him low.”
the crime, spent time in jail awaiting their trials, but in the end, Hemphill imbued his ballads, even those about serious topics,
none were convicted, to the particular dismay of one judge who, with a certain playful lightheartedness. His stories served not
according to a dispatch to New Orleans’s Times-Picayune, admon- only as oral histories but as vehicles to entertain and amuse and
ished his jury, “You have disregarded your oaths and trampled to propel dancing feet in the Mississippi hills. His 1942 recordings
the law under your feet.” Whitt was found guilty a second time, remained unissued for decades but have since been released
but on another appeal he was set free on grounds of self-defense, on various LPs and CDs, and his entire session is available on
returning to his former home in Alabama with relief in 1907. YouTube. He died in 1961 after recording a few more songs for
All the principals in this saga were white, and most were de- Lomax in 1959—but no ballads, which had been consigned to
scribed as prominent citizens, although one early report in the the distant past, never to be heard by most Black Mississippians
Jackson Evening News alleged that there were “nine persons who had long since tuned in to blues, soul, disco, funk, jazz, hip-
under arrest, five of them being white and four negroes.” Hemphill hop, or gospel. The city never built a memorial to its murdered
named several of the mob members, including Sam Howell, who sheriff, despite all the furor of the times, and it was Sid Hemphill
was wounded in the fracas, in his ballad, but that was public who was honored with a historical marker in Senatobia, placed
information, since those indicted had all been identified in news- by the Mississippi Blues Trail in 2017.
84 WINTER 2023
A F R E E MU SE UM I N T HE F R EN C H Q UAR T ER
by Annie Zaleski
hen relationships collapse, Written from the perspective of the partner proposing the
it isn’t always due to one split, “I Can’t Make You Love Me” is permeated by an agonizing
explosive act or a sud- sense of resignation and isolation. The narrator realizes that their
den rupture. Sometimes, partner isn’t in love anymore and forcing affection just won’t
the separation happens work: “’Cause I can’t make you love me if you don’t / You can’t
gradually over time—so make your heart feel something it won’t.” The latter line scans as
gradually that when the hard-fought acceptance: The narrator is repeating this as if it’s a
ending does arrive, the therapeutic mantra they’ve finally internalized.
realization feels like a dull ache, not an emotional sucker punch. That doesn’t mean splitting up is easy. In the first verse, the
That’s the underlying premise of “I Can’t Make You Love Me,” narrator tries to quash any doubts they’re having (“Turn down
which chronicles a couple spending one last night together these voices inside my head”) so they can rest. But they also long
before one person initiates a breakup. The song is considered a for a peaceful final night with their partner, free of discord and
modern standard, with the best-known version by Bonnie Raitt deceit (“Lay down with me, tell me no lies”); in fact, they repeat
on 1991’s Luck of the Draw. After her take came covers by Prince, the plea “Don’t patronize me” twice for good measure, demanding
Carrie Underwood, Bon Iver, Adele, Aretha Franklin, Boyz II Men, respect despite the chill between them. Furthermore, the song’s
Tank, and many others. The song’s appeal comes from vulnera- chorus aches with poignant longing for what might have been,
bility—there’s no sugarcoating the sadness and despair over the had the relationship not become so one-sided: “I will lay down
relationship ending—and its inclusive approach. my heart and I’ll feel the power / But you won’t—no, you won’t.”
OXFORDAMERICAN.ORG 87
Smile with the Sad
The hopeful melancholy of Project Pat’s “Life We Live”
by Ben Dandridge-Lemco
nyone who follows Patrick Houston, bet- he made an easy choice.
ter known as Project Pat, on Instagram It was Pat’s younger brother, Three 6 Mafia’s Juicy J, who
will know that the Memphis rapper has showed him a third route. Driving J around one day in the early
spent the last few years visiting jails and ’90s, dropping off his brother’s mixtapes at stereo stores around
prisons to preach the Gospel to the incar- the city, Pat watched as J collected more than $20,000 in a
cerated. Best known in popular culture matter of hours. Pat has never been shy about saying he got into
for his often-sampled and interpolated the rap game for the money—he’s said as much in nearly every
2001 single “Chickenhead”—and for his interview he’s ever done. It’s tempting to feel disappointed at this
visceral tales of street life in North Memphis—Pat began his path admission, as if every artist’s craft should come from a divine
into prison ministry by asking God for guidance. spark of inspiration. But this point of view has always been part
“People say, ‘God got something for everybody to do but, if of Pat’s appeal; he was at once an everyman and a neighborhood
you don’t seek Him out, you’ll never know,’” he explained in a superstar. He taught himself how to rap by listening to nursery
2021 interview with a Memphis pastor. “The Lord told me: ‘Go rhyme CDs and replacing the words. He took sayings from the
back in there.’” pimps around the city and infused his music with their ism and
Pat had already served three years of a nine-year sentence for their cadence. He told the story of his robbery arrest, and the
aggravated robbery by the time he released his debut album, revenge fantasies it evoked, on Ghetty Green’s “528-CASH.” When
Ghetty Green, in 1999. But many years before that, he was saved at he rapped, he was to be believed.
his father’s church on Jackson Avenue. His father, an evangelical As he told one interviewer: “I’m gonna either rap about some-
Baptist pastor, instilled in him a belief in heaven and hell. In the thing I know, something I been through, or something I know
church, he saw members of his father’s congregation putting that happened.”
blocks of government cheese on the offering plate. Outside, in In his 2003 book Stagolee Shot Billy, author and educator
the Hollywood neighborhood of North Memphis, he saw poverty Cecil Brown traces the lineage of one of America’s most popular
and desperation, but he also saw the money some of the men and enduring ballads: the story of a St. Louis pimp who shot and
around him were making through crack sales: the Lexus cars killed another man in a barroom argument. The ballad has been
they drove and the gold chains they wore. Faced with a pious present in nearly every form of American music, from jazz to rock
life of going without and the perilous road of something more, & roll to rap. Among the folksong’s multitude of influences on
88 WINTER 2023 Project Pat performing at the Beale Street Music Festival, May 2022 © Patrick Lantrip/The Daily Memphian
rap, Brown notes, are its creation of an archetypical Black folk of vulnerability that permeate the song. It’s not that Pat breaks
hero (one that the ballad initially imprinted in Black cinema of character, but, alongside aggression and confidence, there are
the ’70s) and—in a shift that took place during its performance in other emotions: pangs of regret, extensions of gratitude, words
the 1960s and ’70s—a change in narration from the third person of encouragement. The simple truth of the hook—“This life we
to the first person, which would become the genre’s staple. “The live / See it’s oh so beautiful”—is revealed through the plaintive
audience sees through the eyes of the character the rapper cre- chord progression: Often, this world is anything but beautiful,
ates,” Brown writes. “It is the ‘I’ that makes the bridge between yet there’s so much in it that makes life worth living.
the ‘I’ of the rapper and the ‘I’ of the character.”
Project Pat’s first-person perspective brought his listeners onto
the streets of a city where it seemed like death and betrayal lurked
around every corner. The details of his stories, and the details of
L istening to Project Pat may have granted voyeuristic
access to a sinister side of Memphis, but it also brought the
city’s language into a tradition where it could be repeated and
his own life, were part of a larger shift in rap’s narration toward repurposed. His early-aughts ascent led to more than a few go-go
a singular “I” of perceived authenticity. In a 2013 interview, he versions of his songs in the D.C. area. In recent years, Pat’s lyrics
credited the success of his Ghetty Green follow-up Mista Don’t and cadences have shown up in songs by some of rap’s biggest
Play: Everythangs Workin, released in 2001, to the fact that he names: J. Cole, Drake, and Cardi B. In true contextless fashion
had left his past behind him. “I spoke in more details, because of the 2020s internet, samples from his verses and hooks can be
stuff had been over with and I was coming out of that street life heard as the backbone to an electronic subgenre coming out of
and leaving it alone,” he said. Eastern Europe known as “phonk.”
In this way, Pat helped advance a rap archetype that persists “Life We Live” is not one of Pat’s storytelling raps—“We Can
and pervades today—one that extends through Gucci Mane, the Get Gangsta” is his premier example of that strain—and it’s not
progenitor of Southern rap’s stylistic dominance one of his often-sampled or interpolated classics.
throughout the 2010s, who has cited Pat as one But the song might have hinted at a nuanced “I”
of his main inspirations: the rapper who’s not that was part of Pat’s lineage from the beginning.
really a rapper, who puts their experiences over In Pat’s verses, we’re taken out of the cunning
a beat in the hopes of immediately changing the internal monologue that characterizes so much
circumstances they find themselves in. of his music. The tempo slows slightly, the sounds
of the melody are softer, and reactionary actions
90 WINTER 2023
H ayley was with that someone new for ten years. They were
both musicians, so their life revolved around album and
tour cycles; they were together for almost three of Paramore’s.
coming down the aisle.” Shortly after, her body turned against
her: She stopped eating for days at a time and got inexplicable
welts up her wrists. She listened to this. Sixteen months after
Their relationship began two years before the release of “The the wedding, she moved out of their Nashville home and asked
Only Exception”—he was married, she was a teenager. She for a divorce. She went on tour with Paramore, removing “The
internalized the shame of that beginning for their entire re- Only Exception” from their set list for the first time in eight
lationship. The end of their decade together was punctuated years. When she returned from the road, she entered intensive
with an engagement, a marriage. Hayley wore combat boots therapy. She said in an interview, two years into the process,
with her Vera Wang wedding dress, part of her punk aesthetic, “I realized as I was kind of untangling a lot of knots in myself
but they were heavy—she says she sounded like “doom, doom that there are so many ways that I learned how to love that are
92 WINTER 2023
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94 WINTER 2023 Mistigri, 2021, acrylic gouache on watercolor paper, by Judy Koo. Courtesy the artist
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hat do you do with something large and save. His name was Zippy and he was anything but. I loved him
dead? for what I now realize was what I saw in him of myself: an in-
That’s not something I thought much between-age, awkward, lanky, black-haired, and thin-limbed
about before hearing “Dead Horses.” The as if our legs might crack if we ran too fast. He had once been
haunting, echoing ballad by the Local a racehorse—registered as Maximum Zip—but by the time he
Honeys, a Kentucky-based country-folk duo, arrived in my life found his way to me, eight years old and wild with love, a slow
last summer like a knife; a stab from nowhere. Or maybe, more canter was his fastest speed.
aptly, like a finger picking at an old wound that had been festering One day, years into loving Zippy, I was told he had moved
beneath the skin. away. “Retired,” they told me, to a nice little farm. It wasn’t until
By the time I first heard the song and its plaintive, delicately I heard “Dead Horses” that I thought of this long-buried memory.
harmonized chorus—I never got used to watching horses die—be- Brought into the spotlight of years lived, I saw it for what it was,
gan to wedge itself in my brain, horses hadn’t been alive in my life what it always had been, the opposite of what I had at the time
for nearly twenty years. They belonged to the memory box of my accepted as the truth. And with the first listen of the song, I was
childhood, confined to a young passion that had occupied a dozen a little girl again, mourning the loss of something large and dead.
years of weekends and a summer of camp. But the memory of Of course, there had never been a farm. And there had not been
them, like a first love, had branded me, and burns sometimes still. a greener pasture for Maximum Zip.
Every line of the poetry Linda Jean Stokley and Montana Hobbs
write for their songs is a layered contradiction—moody but Suppose we’re all just animals with slightly different hides.
not whining, country but not
corny, full of death yet sung by
voices fully, wholly alive. In the
pared-down, bone-scratching
F or those not on farms, for
those of us listening to
“Dead Horses” in the tiny cav-
songwriting of their self-titled erns of our rented apartments,
debut album, they deliver the death of horses isn’t some-
songs that are searingly per- thing we are bound to encoun-
sonal, reflecting the realities ter. In the urban wilderness of
of farm life on “Dead Horses,” an American city, animal death
and the pain of the opioid epi- is a rat flattened on the road, a
demic in “Dying to Make a Liv- baby bird fallen from the nest
ing.” In writing these songs, in early spring. These deaths
in singing these songs, Linda are small and meek, ubiquitous
Jean and Montana are writing yet ignorable. A squirrel died
and singing for themselves but in the attic of my rowhouse in
also seemingly for you, and for Washington, D.C. An extermi-
me. nator told me to leave it, let
My life with horses had cer- it decompose naturally over
tainly been softer than the one time, wait for the smell to pass,
the Local Honeys sing of. Certainly, I never watched a mare lying to expect just a small pile of bones. Below the eaves of the attic,
dead underneath a tarp out in the rain, or listened to her foal I slept peacefully removed from the work of dealing with the
whinnying from its stall. Yet I keep listening to “Dead Horses,” to squirrel and its death. But, even if I had had to bury the squirrel,
Linda Jean and Montana singing of the horses they loved and lost, I would have needed a small garden shovel, not a neighbor with
of burying them in Kentucky farmland, of crying outside their a Bobcat, like the Local Honeys sing about.
barns. It’s Linda Jean’s voice that leads the melody. It’s soft and Maybe something so large, so dead, is easier to swallow than
round, with a little fringe on the edges, like a fraying cuff on a the things that die without us knowing. I wonder if it would have
pair of jeans. Together, with their close harmonies, finger-picked somehow been easier to see Zippy, black mane poking out from
guitar, and clawhammer banjo, the Local Honeys pour out work under a tarp, dead out in the rain. Or maybe we tell ourselves
that flows with sweetness and sting. The no-nonsense tradition that lie in order to survive.
of the bluegrass of Appalachia fills the jar, and you can still taste In “Dead Horses,” Linda Jean sings as if horses dying is more
the remnants of the rich Kentucky soil. beautiful than it is painful—an inevitability in life, like the leaves
changing color in the fall and the snow melting in the spring.
This little girl inside me is chomping at the bit. She cannot Montana backs her up, crooning in agreement. We grow older,
save them all, a truth hard to admit. they seem to say. Our mothers’ hair turns gray. Our hair turns
gray; we are no longer little girls. Our horses die.
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Aretha Franklin’s gospel as heartache’s balm
by Noah T. Bfitton
remember the song he played the first time he kissed me, Gaye, who’d fled his father’s D.C. church to sing about love,
which we recorded and sent to each other any time we heard which sometimes meant singing about God and sometimes the
its love vows straining through a crowd or the span of a women he slept with, often confusing the two. Who, at that time,
street. How he set his alarm early to hold me in that golden was breaking with Motown’s dulcet grip with an LP that paired
light, the soft velvet of our semi-consciousness. I loved the self-styled hymns with dirges on war and violence, going on to
pressure of his teeth, the days when kissing and smiling scale Billboard’s pop, soul, and Hot 100 charts. “Wholy Holy”
were the same act, the rhythm of his laughter on my lips. eases the mounting tempo of What’s Going On, unfolds with
This tenderness lived alongside a muted hurt, and during the slow-burn hope that might have sustained Gaye through his
our months together, I stretched between extremes until brother’s accounts of Vietnam, through the shattering loss of his
I reached a thinned stasis. I cataloged the good the same way I music partner, Tammi Terrell, to cancer. Gaye takes stock of the
did his razor and toothbrush and the pair of shoes he left at my loss around him and sees its magnitude reflected in a distant God.
place, proof of his commitment. Archived all those texts. Let the Even as he reclaims his sound, the Prince of Soul can’t shake the
ashes from his joints gather on my nightstand, grit in the fabric gospel in his music or his conscience; in every way he is looking
and human mess of my bedsheets. All these little altars to a love I for a father’s love.
could never fully believe in, even as I tried to convince myself of us. Aretha Franklin’s rendition of “Wholy Holy” climbs where
Piano rumbles like thunder, high notes scatter like lightning, Gaye’s coasts. It was praise that preceded the altar call of “You’ll
and I marveled at the ways I’d made a home out of the storm. Never Walk Alone,” itself a cover of a 1945 Broadway hit written
Aretha Franklin stirred the ache I’d buried with “You’ll Never by Richard Rodgers and Oscar Hammerstein II, the same duo be-
Walk Alone,” cast it against the gospel’s measure of divine love. hind Oklahoma! and The Sound of Music. Kentucky native Christine
She promised the kind of refuge I’d hoped to find in the spaces Johnson debuted the song as Nettie Fowler in Carousel, garnering
where he drew out my name, all vowels, the corners of his mouth a Tony nomination for her performance as the aunt of a lovelorn
upturned. When I didn’t yet want better, the song sized up this Julie Jordan (Jan Clayton).
chaos, asked me about myself through the wind and rain. Johnson’s original recording of “You’ll Never Walk Alone” sits
in the aftermath of violence as Jordan mourns the man who beat
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She revels in her chest voice here, deep in your ear with a shared claps, compelled to their feet with a strength you remember, and
truth, before she draws back, the sage vantage of her falsetto. the band begins its percussive testimony, organ splayed in the
The full range of her register allows for the intimacy the song background. Gospel’s call-and-response, absent in the original,
promises, you’ll never walk alone in the way Franklin’s voice is makes heavenly host and witness of the chorus; everywhere you
both beside and before you. Although your dreams be tossed / I turn, what felt like loss is already filled with the sound of victory,
know sometimes they get tossed. And maybe Franklin does know a collective overcoming.
what it means to imagine waking up to someone, to linger in early The song’s back end meets crescendo with moments of quiet,
morning innocence at the expense of nighttime hurt. Franklin re- and there’s grace in the way Franklin’s production mirrors the
sisted any public comment variance of grief, feigns an
on the reports of abuse end before she rallies once
that trailed her seven-year more against the days when
marriage to Ted White, and a blur of dark hair can still
I want to preserve any peace knock me over on the bus.
she cultivated through her When the doubt accumulat-
chosen silence. There’s a ed over our months together
willful tenderness in the blurs reality. “Contemplat-
whisper that shapes those ing death…leads me back
first few lines, a sound that to love,” bell hooks writes,
draws your gaze upward at and there’s labor in decid-
the same time it expels some ing what it means to love
deep place. and be loved in the face of
“You’ll Never Walk something that has fallen
Alone” is the hard-earned short. Maybe this is the
rejoinder to Franklin’s ear- faith Franklin sings about:
lier tracks on heartbreak. the bravery of returning to
It’s the grandeur of a ballad yourself, of finally acknowl-
skewed testimony, witness to the more corrosive grief of staying, edging a broken thing and wanting better. We work toward
of being stuck. Franklin sings with the sureness of the other side conviction along the way, she reminds us, in the mere act of
of sorrow, churched in the way she wants you to trust what the moving forward.
narrator in many of her prior songs couldn’t. As she promises
golden skies, Franklin imbues the word with an airiness that
comes like sweet relief, doubles back in case you don’t believe
her. Gospel’s constancy becomes a backdrop for the kind of love
W hen Aretha Franklin sings about a storm, I understand
the static rain of this confusion. When the clouds press
in, gray and dense, and you lose all sense of self, can’t see the
that brings you to the edge of yourself, the rupture lamented hand held out in front of you.
in standard ballads. Maybe this is what I resisted in songs that I’m writing in the kitchen next to flowers that we picked out
lingered in anguish, contoured by the easy before-and-after of a for my new place, which he had started to call “our apartment.”
break-up: I anticipated the sadness about which they were singing, In the couple of months I’ve been here, they have already died
knew it in the ways I mourned this new distance from myself. The and begun to sprout new blooms, bright petals there next to
psychic split of our time together, when I wanted him despite. their faded kin. In pictures I’ve seen of him since I left, he looks
Franklin meets us at our lowest and guides us back to this prom- different somehow—more human—and I think this is the world
ise of God’s love, a template for care that soothes and sustains. coming into sharper focus.
What I needed was this assurance of a hope I could not yet feel, I can feel the sun through the window, can see couples on the
the conviction of someone who had seen new life spring from street below sweating and swaying like you do in August heat.
the certainty of loss—gospel’s trademark, as it was for Gaye. And There are clouds on the horizon, where I imagine they will linger
what is a ballad if not this story of grief? Something has died; the for a while, and I take in the newness of their shape from this
Gospel says something can be resurrected. angle, all these signs of life around me.
When she finally hits the climax, singing Walk on, it’s with I take a step, and I take another step.
all the dramatics of the resurrection story, the impossibility of
someone literally walking from an empty grave. It comes just past
Listen to “Church Girl,” a playlist by Noah Britton, while you read.
the song’s halfway mark—the eye of the storm, when you’ve seen
enough of the wreckage to know that the worst is not yet behind
you. It’s the few seconds of clarity, the startling awareness of I
can’t do this anymore, a shaky first stand.
The choir joins Franklin for the first time since the song’s Scan the code within the Spotify app or visit
intro, and you feel those angels right beside you. The audience Oxford American Magazine on Spotify to stream the playlist.
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Madvillain’s “Accordion”
and the double-bind of making it
by Harmony Holiday
A
s a ballad rigged with allegory, “Accordi- Keep your glory gold
on” by Madvillain courts the dread and and glitter, for half, half of
exhilaration of getting on—a pound and his niggas’ll take him out
a compliment at a time. Getting on as in the picture, he continues
making it, arriving, breaking in—to the later. He’s afraid of being
industry, radio play, the club, the cypher, the studio. The al- envied; he wears his metal
ternative is the unspeakable obscurity and alienation of failed mask as a shield against
musicians. You might become a mall security guard, a devoted the inevitable evil eye that
husband with a gambling habit, a suicide risk. No matter what, comes with his facility with
you will come to regret it if you don’t do everything in your rhythm, language, and
power to become formidable, a star, one of the unfathomable flow. Getting on is just as
ones who will always be famous. Rapper Guru once advised to tedious as getting trapped
never smother your heroes after a performance, just walk up in one’s hometown wish-
like a G and offer a pound and compliment. MF DOOM adopts ing, he insinuates. And
this nonchalant code of reverence throughout his 2004 al- it’s this way because the
bum-long collaboration with producer Madlib, Madvillainy, attention that his success
and especially on “Accordion,” which unravels for just under brings is laced with the de-
two minutes like a dug-up psalm or lost black spiritual weighed viant and insincere gaze of
down and levitating with winged parables, heavy and longing those who think it should
for the intervention of the play and mirth that color the rest of be them and resent every reminder of their relative mediocrity
the album. There’s some lightheartedness present on “Accor- or unluckiness. “Accordion” is trying to unlock a trouble spell
dion,” but its lights are austere and withdrawn. The procession entrenched in the folklore of sudden empowerment through
of ideas throughout feels distinctly like one’s own heart center artistic celebrity. The lyrics resort to the lucid incoherence of
being expanded and compressed as if played like the instrument speaking in tongues on Sunday in a small black Pentecostal
being referenced and sampled. It’s delirious, intense, a little church in the South, and the pace is as if driving slowly and
exasperated with its own foreboding range of motion from alert through chitlin circuit backroads but almost wanting to
the first line on—living on borrowed time the clock tick faster, be detected, almost wishing some sly vigilante would step in
DOOM opens, matter-of-factly despondent. and deflect from your performed worry. Let’s be profoundly
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hyper-critical of every contradiction, they threaten to cut emcees Ballads come to us as if on wind patterns from the gospels of
and producers whose skills they cannot best, they refuse to just the South and move north and west with the Great Migration,
surrender to the shadowy satisfaction of the music and testify over with jazzmen and bluesmen crying together on dry roads with no
it themselves, and when they cannot hijack the charisma of their tears and nothing sentimental but hope and borrowed time to kill
heroes, they go dark, disappear. They try to battle, and all the before it takes them. The addictiveness of a slow mournful song is
wounded egos come out like swords. The mic has two blades on its element of revenge. Ballads allow hip-hop, a genre known for
it. For the purposes of this psychoanalysis of a reluctant ballad, edge, to buckle with feeling and fall on its knees seeking mercy
let’s pretend the blades are the stark white smiles of Otis (Madlib) momentarily. By the end of “Accordion” DOOM is back to flip-
and Dumile (DOOM) together pant sexual innuendo, but for
in the studio working on the its brief duration, vulnerability
album. They worked while overrides that trope and he and
both on ’shrooms, and most- his friend contemplate their
ly in silence. Their socializing own impending obsolescence
happened at clubs, but during as timelessness, as so what.
studio sessions they ascended Now DOOM is dead and
into telepathic communion. not able to rest, his legacy is
Though it was O who found the plagued by controversy, the
sample on a Daedalus song and time he borrowed asks to be
isolated the zombie groan of paid back with interest. It’s like
the accordion that idyllically some terrible prophecy was re-
complements DOOM’s grit- alized, or a pact between jazz
ty rasp, it’s like they’re each and hip-hop to be so far ahead
playing one side of its disinte- of the rest of culture you get
grating sway. A kite falls in the bored and exit the stage to
sand when DOOM makes his save your soul from the onset
grand entrance, in living, the of bitterness. But we need it
true God. Their hearts race and most right as it’s leaving, we
swell, they hallucinate, come- need it to reinvent itself and re-
down, and invent mundane fuse to go gently into the night
settings where they’ll have to of social capital. I’ve been at
translate this nameless magic shows with Otis when he plays
to crowds, some hostile, some “Accordion” like a love note to
so awestruck it’s invasive. You his friend who isn’t there. I used
can’t think straight around to dismiss it as a crowd favorite,
fanatics. like one of his standards he just
One on one, these creative had to work into a set. Now I
soulmates manage to retrieve get how sentimental these
and bend time for one anoth- men are, how alone together,
er, they reach toward the sa- how trapped in the future they
cred, and without traveling on invented and reaching for the
the roads jazzmen traveled to scripture that might release
small halls and jukes, they en- them from their contract with
ter those spaces, imposters and the myth of themselves. No one
then transformed to the prima- wants to end up like a verse
ry heirs of jazz rigor by the will in this perfectly wrenching
of their gallant ensemble, their searchlight of a song, full of
imposing happenstance that petty, inevitable danger, but
becomes a blues epic unmasked by collective improvisation. The everyone wants the adventurous, heartstrong, strung-out feeling
groove of “Accordion,” which the moment it drops moves you to it gives you when it comes on, and you look it in the eye, when
trance, is almost too seductive in that subdued way where you you’re just about to get on stage, or on purpose, when you reach
don’t know what happened, but you find yourself in another time that precipice between the virtue of the dream and the curse
with another set of visions and desires, or fall through it like a of the nightmare and it pulls you back and forth alongside the
quantum trapdoor. They must have fallen through it together like will of its endless, senselessly aligned vibration, until you’ve
black swans pretending to be hard in public, swooping down to become its perfect instrument and you’re playing yourself, like
giggle and huddle in their secret language near the kite’s sad wing. an accordion.
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It happened at that
“golden time of day,”
as Frankie Beverly & Maze
once sang, “when you
find who you are.”
Weeknights at seven P.M., thousands of D.C.-area residents tuned original context. By putting different tracks in conversation with
their radios to WHUR-FM, Howard University’s commercial sta- each other, a song that seems trite as an album cut might suddenly
tion, for the Quiet Storm, which consisted of mostly r&b ballads become a profound meditation on the human condition. It taught
representing a kaleidoscope of emotions, from raw longing to me about something else Rogers discusses: how individual listeners,
cool resolve. This local program became a nationally duplicat- and curators like DJs, are musical creatives in their own right. She
ed format, with wide regional variations, and ultimately took says, “By perceiving, feeling, and reacting to the many dimensions
such acts as Luther Vandross, Anita Baker, and Sade on a 450 of a song, a listener closes the creative circle and completes the
SL Benz-ride to “Black famous” superstardom. But what’s lost musical experience.” Miles Davis even once told her: “Some of the
in most accounts of the genre—which has become synonymous best musicians I know aren’t musicians.”
with formulaic “baby-making” slow jams—is the particularity of As I grew older, many Quiet Storm songs spoke to my burgeoning
the original Quiet Storm and how it developed from the specific awareness that I was different from guys like Billy Paul, who sang
perspective of DJ/host Melvin Lindsey, a Black gay man. the passionate Black power love anthem “Let’s Make a Baby.” I had
I was seven when the Quiet Storm debuted in 1976. It began as the a secret, one I was scared to reveal to anyone, including myself: I
sound of the adults who controlled the stereo. But it soon allowed was gay. Suddenly, songs I’d heard Melvin play for years acquired
me to experience what neuroscientist Susan Rogers considers to visceral new relevance. I fantasized about the escape of Randy
be an essential purpose of music, how it allows us to experiment Crawford’s “One Day I’ll Fly Away.” But I knew that wouldn’t solve
with identity. As she writes in This Is What It Sounds Like: What my problems. Eleanor Mills told me, on a song by curatorial genius
the Music You Love Says About You, songs allow us to “feel as if we Norman Connors, “This is your life / not a game that you play.” I
are experiencing life through another person’s eyes.” Listening to felt the urgency of Phyllis Hyman’s “Gonna Make Changes” and a
the Quiet Storm, I could be a road-weary soul man ready for life- push from Seawind to “Follow Your Road.” In time, I developed
time love (the Ebonys’ “It’s Forever”), a sophisticate narrating her the strength to answer the call of Stephanie Mills to “Be a Lion.” I
husband’s betrayal (Nancy Wilson’s “Guess Who I Saw Today”), or experienced this without knowing Melvin was gay. It now strikes
a diehard race woman who’s finally had it up to here with her vain, me as odd that in all the historical accounts and celebrations of the
no ’count boyfriend and his “Afro Sheen,” “afro clean,” “afro fluid,” Quiet Storm I’ve read, not one has considered how Melvin’s expe-
and “afro do-it-to-it” (Marlena Shaw’s “Yu-Ma/Go Away Little Boy”). riences as a gay man informed the songs he chose to play and how
The Quiet Storm also taught me that songs have a life beyond their he put them together, crafting an aesthetic that has transcended
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nighttime D.C., attracting fans across the social spectrum. “I got a companion was living with AIDS, it was Melvin Lindsey’s program…
letter from Lorton [Correctional Complex] signed by 196 inmates, that helped us deal with our own quiet storm.”
saying how much they liked the program,” Melvin said. “It really Gay people heard things in Melvin’s music that wouldn’t neces-
touched me.” He promoted the work of hometown artists such as sarily be evident to those unfamiliar with the codes of being “in the
Parris, responsible for the gripping, soap-opera-like “Can’t Let Go”; life.” “Chile, you know he was playing those songs that had double
Starpoint, a Maryland group that balanced electro-funk with lush meanings,” says lifelong Washingtonian and LGBTQ+ activist Rayceen
ballads such as “This Is So Right” and “Till the End of Time”; and Pendarvis. “He was giving, ‘I'm gonna tell y’all a story, and the gays
the Howard University Jazz Ensemble, which produced the almost will perfectly understand what I’m talking about.’”
operatic declaration “Loving You Has Been an Ecstasy.”
The Quiet Storm hit D.C. when Black people were asserting a
new political voice focused on self-governance in the nation’s cap-
ital, which had been controlled by Congress until the Home Rule
Act passed in 1973. Particularly significant was the 1979 mayoral MELVIN’S MELODIES
election of Marion Barry, the son of Mississippi sharecroppers who
came to D.C. to fundraise for the Student Nonviolent Coordinating have to prepare for each show,” Melvin told the Post.
Committee (SNCC). “I go through my older record collection and pick out
Barry’s campaign was linked to the growing political power of tunes I think would be appropriate for that evening.
D.C.’s gay community, which played a significant role in his victory. Then for the next five hours, I sort of spontaneously
He pledged in 1982: “Some people claim that San Francisco is the play records, taking requests from the audience and
capital city for gays. Well, we’re going to change that and make using my own judgment.” His selections reflected his
Washington, D.C., number one.” moods. “My listeners at this point know that, say, Melvin’s feeling
The Washington Star called D.C. the “Emerald City of live-and-let- good today, or Melvin had a bad day.”
live tolerance for homosexuals,” and the Quiet Storm was accepted While he seldom discussed his sexuality publicly, it wasn’t much
into the most intimate spheres of gay life. A columnist in the gay of a secret to those around him. “Melvin was a private person,” says
weekly the Washington Blade noted in 1979: “Most singles I know can Dyana Williams. “It wasn’t that he was denying his sexuality, because
be found at home…weeknights, listening to WHUR.” The program his friends knew.” Melvin was also accepted within Black lesbian and
even made its way into personal ads. A white man wanted to “create gay circles. “He didn’t have to have a rainbow flag on,” says Pendarvis.
a quiet storm” with a white or Black man, 35–56, who loves “movies, “He represented us in his excellence. And the community covered
theater, short travel trips, swimming, and more.” And a woman of and protected him.”
unspecified race sought a Black gay woman, “cocoa-colored (or close The details Melvin did reveal about his personal life suggest ways
enough); drug, alcohol & child free; gainfully employed; w/ a sense to understand the music he offered each night to his fans. “It was
of humor, some wit, common sense;…a DC resident; reasonably the ’70s and early ’80s…and [I was] running around, and just doing
discreet but willing to return a quick kiss; a light-to-non-smoker; whatever,” he said. “From the period of 1985 on, I bought condoms
[and] an avid Quiet Storm fan…” every time I went to the grocery store.” Many Quiet Storm staples
One gay listener wrote to the Washington Post that the Quiet reflect the lure of fleeting encounters and the yearning for some-
Storm helped him cope while his lover was ailing: “In 1985, when my thing more. Chaka Khan, with the band Rufus, pleads, “Send me
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HO W BE YO NC É’ S “ LIS TE N”
BECAME THE PHILIPPINES’
UNOFFICIAL NATIONAL ANTHEM
by Gaby Wilson
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EVEN AFTER
“Just a couple more drinks in you, and you’ll be good!” Regina
chirps back.
I scan a curated list in the song catalog called “Easy for Women”
SUNSET,
and take a long swill of the cocktail Giovan’s just put in front of
me, opting for its rum afterburn in lieu of a proper vocal warm-up.
Despite a lifetime of performing in talent shows, choirs, and cover
IT’S
bands, I remain intimidated by public karaoke, but when the haunt-
ing arpeggiated synth intro of my pick—“Separate Ways (Worlds
Apart)” by Journey—kicks in, I muster the nerve for my first notes.
NINETY-THREE
DEGREES T here’s a suite of American pop songs you’re almost guaranteed
to hear at any Filipino karaoke gathering. Dramatic, syrupy
ballads, warbling with big, messy emotions, as impassioned as they
IN HOUSTON.
are technically challenging. The list includes most anything by Bruno
Mars, Journey, Whitney Houston, Céline Dion, Mariah Carey, and
ABBA. Frank Sinatra’s “My Way” has near-holy status—to perform it
poorly is blasphemy—and at one point became notorious because of
With humidity, it feels closer to one hundred. I’ve been chugging a spate of murders authorities presumed were related to unpopular
water, hoping to replace the fluids I’ve sweated out all day, but karaoke renditions. More recently, Beyoncé’s “Listen,” from the 2006
also, because I’m anxious. The shock of ice cubes grounds me movie musical Dreamgirls, has become so ubiquitous and intertwined
as I scroll through the karaoke song catalog, torn over what to with a perception of Filipino identity that it’s been dubbed in certain
enter into the queue. I’m so nervous I forgot how uncomfortable corners of the internet as the country’s national anthem. Somehow,
it can be to sing on a full stomach, how a meal can obstruct the this peculiar piece of Beyoncé’s catalog—not chart-topping “Halo,”
diaphragm and inhibit vocal control. But Giovan, who runs this not Diane Warren–penned “I Was Here,” not any of the ballads that
restaurant with his friend Mark, ordered half the menu for me, open her Renaissance World Tour stadium extravaganza—has, in
and I really can’t imagine where I’d get longganisa tots and bris- this very specific context, eclipsed all others, more than a decade
ket kare kare back home in New York. and a half after its initial release.
For months, my feeds have been littered with memes making this
The air is charged with that restless August feeling, the one that claim in jest:
follows when you realize there are only so many Saturday nights left
in a summer. To my right, a couple shares a cocktail the size of a I’m convinced the Philippines national anthem is listen by
fishbowl. To my left, cheers and Top 40 song fragments from a pair beyonce
of lively private party rooms occasionally spill out into the rest of
the space. Flecks of colored light dance on the frosted glass partition I bet when you wanna become a citizen of the Philippines they
that separates the revelers from the rest of the dining room. But make you sing “Listen” by Beyoncé as the test
the main event tonight at Be More Pacific, one of Houston’s buzzy
new Filipino restaurants, is open mic karaoke. The participation of what’s the national anthem of the philippines and why is it
everyone within earshot is encouraged. listen by beyoncé?
Giovan, who was born and raised in Houston, introduces me to
his sister Regina and at least seven of their cousins. Their mom is The assertion originates primarily with American observers—some
Ilocano, which means she’s from the same region of the Philippines Filipino American, some not—but it has been reinforced giddily by
as mine, though they tell me a bit sheepishly that they haven’t vis- Filipinos throughout the global diaspora, who have festooned the
ited as much as they’d like. We start trading stories about the VH1 replies with countless supporting examples from the last fifteen
Divas Live anthems our relatives pressured us to sing as children. years: eyewitness accounts of its performance at birthdays, funer-
We talk about cotillions and debuts and other performance rituals als, and random Tuesdays; clips of Sunshine Corazon’s audition on
that follow you from youth into adulthood. We hardly notice when Glee and of Morissette Amon nailing an arrangement that Beyoncé
the house DJ (another cousin) officially kicks things off. Suddenly, performed live only once on the Dreamgirls press tour during the
a voice slices through our conversation. My eyes search the room, 2007 Oscars race.
then land on the source: a young man, tucked unassumingly into a When Dreamgirls—which is loosely based on the rise of Diana
corner high top, who is effortlessly belting the final chorus of “Just Ross and the Supremes and Motown Records—premiered in 1981
the Way You Are” (Bruno Mars, not Billy Joel). on Broadway, “Listen” wasn’t part of the original production. For
“Oh, that’s a real person!” Regina exclaims. “Oh my god! To me, decades, the musical’s lone showstopper was “And I Am Telling You
that was the radio!” I’m Not Going,” the gut-wrenching signature song of Dreamgirl Effie
We’re speechless—mouths agape with stupid smiles, eyes shiny White. It grabs audiences, then hurtles them along on a rollercoaster
with delight—until her friend leans in. synced to her breaking heart and transcendent voice. Its enormity
“We’re not following him, that’s for sure.” has never once failed to close the first act with a thunderous standing
shroud holding sampaguita, 2020, acrylic, pigment, and gesso on canvas, by Marigold Santos.
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Vice Ganda directs a trio of boys in a sing-off set to “Listen.” The ity.” The latter was spurred by Americans’ political investment in
boys, Francis Concepcion, Mackie Empuerto, and Keifer Sanchez, distancing themselves from the Philippines’ previous Spanish rulers,
were connected by a shared story: They had each narrowly lost a and an inability to find anything they felt they could productize
national singing contest for kids the night before, and each already as exotic and sell back in the States. Literature from the United
had separate renditions of “Listen” uploaded to the internet. During States–helmed Philippine Bureau of Education fixates on this idea,
their TV battle, each boy, not one older than twelve, adds a new, insisting “there must be introduced into the commercial product
well-timed growl or punctuating melisma during their respective something distinctly Philippine in makeup and design.” Education
turn. The result is more astonishing than if any one of them had director Frank L. Crone’s solution: develop an industrial approach
performed it on their own. Their powerful shared rendition launched to design and craftwork through the public school system. “The
the boys’ professional singing careers—they now tour together as the ultimate aim is not merely the teaching of the making and selling
TNT Boys—and inspired the viral Listen Challenge, wherein groups of an object,” a 1915 report on the project reads, “the child educated
of friends and family line up and attempt the song together, passing as a citizen…and trained as an agriculturist or a skilled craftsman is
the karaoke microphone to the next singer at different intervals, the real product.” A few pages later, it outlines the profits possible
decentralizing the performance as an ensemble effort. This, perhaps from the items those child craftsmen make. The specter of this
more than anything else, seems to have solidified “Listen” into the definition of identity through commodification and labor haunts
rarefied status of national anthem, because in each video, every both nations to this day.
person who steps to the mic is clearly familiar with it—its lyrics, its Industry gave way to mass media and pop culture, and radio
melody, the exact placement of each flourishing adlib. introduced American music to the boondocks. By 1969, there were
1.5 million radio sets in the islands, with the advent of sing-along
cassettes not far behind. Local Filipino singers like Eddie Mesa and
Norma Ledesma started recording their own covers of Motown
SONG TO COVER,
the park, along its southwest bor- Whether via karaoke, singing
der, sits a 2.1-square-mile stretch contests, or overseas employment
of hospitals, schools, and research
institutions—the world-class Texas
EMPHATICALLY arrangements, vocal ability is un-
derstood by many Filipinos as a
Medical Center, the largest medi- NOT FOR THE MEEK, cogent pathway to financial pos-
cal complex in the world. After the
center was established in 1945, it BUT IF DONE sibility in a national economy that
relies heavily on remittances. But
actively recruited Philippine-born
nurses to allay a growing health
WELL, IT CAN BE even Filipino vocalists who have
managed to capture the world’s
worker shortage after World War AN IMPRESSIVE attention, like Jake Zyrus, still
II, precipitating the first substan-
tial wave of Filipino immigrants CANVAS ON WHICH struggle to drum up interest in their
original music, so an emphasis on
to the city.
From there, I drive about fifteen
TO SHOWCASE covers persists.
Tony’s voice is far too low for
miles south to Pearland, a large RARE ABILITY. “Listen,” so I submit my request
Filipino enclave on the southern to Jean, who I hope is game to belt
outskirts of Houston, where a buf- through its key change before
fet joint called TJ Filipino Cuisine lunch. “Listen” is a formidable
holds court in a cozy strip mall next to a dry cleaner and two hotels. song to cover, emphatically not for the meek, but if done well, it
It’s still over one hundred degrees outside, so the blinds are drawn can be an impressive canvas on which to showcase rare ability. I had
while five ceiling fans whirr overhead at top speed. The counter is asked about it at Be More Pacific, too, but all the friendly strangers
stocked with home-cooking staples—fried talong, monggo, lechon I spoke with became quite shy whenever I brought it up, which is a
paksiw. Steam billows up, catching the light as it swirls in the draft. In completely understandable response. (I’m not confident enough in
the corner, a woman with a bright, gentle voice sings “You” by Basil my upper belt to perform it outside of the shower.)
Valdez in front of a backdrop that reads “Kamusta Y’all,” a bilingual “Listen” tests singers’ physical limits, their stamina, breath sup-
approximation of “Howdy.” Before it became the Lone Star State, port, melismatic dexterity, and range, which has made it a favorite
the immense stretch of land from Galveston and the Gulf of Mexico for a class of singer known in the Philippines as “biritera,” largely
to as far west as Odessa was known to the Spanish colonial empire defined by a propensity toward all of the above. The word “birit”
as New Philippines. Now, Houston is home to the largest Filipino was first introduced in the early 1990s on a long-running after-
American population in the South, with Dallas not far behind. noon variety show called Eat Bulaga!, which regularly airs singing
contests with specific themes, like “shy singing” (judged blind) or
“love singing” (duets). Birit emerged functionally at first, as a way
to categorize songs like “Listen” that are prohibitively challenging,
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While researching birit, James Gabrillo, a musicology scholar
and assistant professor at the University of Texas at Austin’s Butler Paglalambing sa ‘yong piling
School of Music, conducted interviews with people instrumental Ay ligaya kong walang kahambing
to its genesis—Eat Bulaga!’s production crew and hosts, the New
Manila Sound band Aegis, audience members, critics, and cultural My nerves settling, I slip into the story of the song—a schmaltzy
officials—over a combined twelve months in Manila. His studies and plea for a love without end. It’s nowhere near as strenuous as “Lis-
fieldwork revealed birit’s formation as a cultural reaction “due to a ten,” but “Sana’y Wala Nang Wakas” is, funnily enough, the eleven
collective need to reclaim power that had been lost as a society” in o’clock number for a 1986 Filipino movie musical about a trio of
the aftermath of more than five hundred years of foreign imperialism singers whose friendship is tested by their pursuit of fame. I wasn’t
and nearly fifteen years of homegrown dictatorship. Swinging away thinking about the parallels to Dreamgirls at the time; it’s just the
from the earnest protest folk that came before it, birit’s emphasis song I know that materialized in the situation.
on spectacle and sensation over disciplined ability, Gabrillo argued,
signaled a turn against the authoritarian snobbery of upper-class
tastes and toward working-class Filipinos “assert[ing] their Filipi-
no-ness through a form of mass culture that embodied their hopes
and insecurities, their strengths and flaws, as a people.” Perhaps less
rash populism and more subversive tackiness.
T he original version of the Philippines’ actual national anthem,
“Lupang Hinirang,” had no lyrics. It was composed in 1898,
during the last months of the Spanish-American War, and there have
Jean informs me after her set that many of TJ’s patrons, like been at least six variations since. A romantic Spanish version with
me, request those big, showy ballads, full of vocal pyrotechnics. “I mandolins. An English version that sounds militant and rushed—the
want to sing Whitney Houston, I want to one my lola sang in school. Meanwhile, the
sing Céline Dion,” she says, “but my voice, current Filipino lyrics, written in 1956 and
I feel, is not meant for those songs.” She only codified as law as recently as 1998, play
confesses that her vocal range is “one of
[her] biggest insecurities,” that it even kept “OH WOW, up the composition’s theatrical potential
with bold dynamic variations and Wall of
her from entering singing contests in the
Philippines. For every punchy testimonial
THAT’S A Sound harmonies.
“The Star-Spangled Banner” has a similar
about the last time someone bodied “Listen” NICE SONG,” history. Its tune was cribbed from an existing
at karaoke, there is another wistful admis-
sion in the comments section that reads HE REPLIES, British drinking song and wasn’t adopted
as the official U.S. anthem until 1931, well
something like, “I’m Filipino but didn’t get
the singing gene.” A reminder that these
SINGING IT over a century after the country’s founding.
Before that, it was just one of many patriotic
videos and memes, while entertaining and QUIETLY TO songs in popular rotation, like “America the
even at times empowering, when taken as
bald fact, can promote a stereotype that all HIMSELF. Beautiful” and “My Country, ’Tis of Thee,”
albeit markedly more difficult to sing. It
Filipinos can sing. Contrary to that belief,
vocal ability is not some sort of essentialized
“THEY WILL wasn’t until artists like José Feliciano and
Jimi Hendrix dared to unsettle its stodgy,
Filipino trait. BE HAPPY.” standardized arrangement in favor of some-
“Maybe you can sing?” Tony asks me, thing more soulful and unorthodox—in some
and I offer that I know exactly one Tagalog cases, at great personal cost—that the song
song: “Sana’y Wala Nang Wakas” by Filipina exploded into the canvas for exemplary pa-
megastar Sharon Cuneta, which I usually reserve for family parties. triotism that many consider it to be today.
“Oh wow, that’s a nice song,” he replies, singing it quietly to Most national anthems earn their status many years after their
himself. “They will be happy.” country’s formation. Usually, they’re popular songs that citizens
Before I can back out, he flags down a server named Rebecca, who already know, but they’re declared official at pivotal moments,
whisks me over to the stage. As Jean hands me the microphone, I ones that demand patriotic cohesion, such as in times of war. This
become acutely aware of my heart throbbing behind my ribs and joking designation of “Listen” as the Philippines’ national anthem
into my throat. is, of course, quite different. Unofficial, unserious, and conferred
by one country onto another. And yet, its proliferation alongside
Sana’y wala nang wakas current expanding U.S. military presence in the Philippines hardly
Kung pag-ibig ay wagas feels insignificant.
On the phone with Christine Bacareza Balance, author of the book
The first lines come out dry and shaky as I acclimate to the moni- Tropical Renditions: Making Musical Scenes in Filipino America,
tor levels in real time and avoid eye contact with a table of thirteen she pulls out specific lyrics from “Listen”—I’m more than what
that I overheard was gathered to celebrate a thirty-eighth wedding you made of me, I’m not at home in my own home—which present
anniversary. I know this song well enough to coast on autopilot for a deeper reading of the song, not just as a national anthem, but as
a few bars as I gain composure, converting the idea of performing a post-colonial anthem. She reminds me about an archival image of
impromptu for a dining room full of strangers into something free- Dean Conant Worcester, an American zoologist and pro-imperialist
ing, fleeting, and rare. who was influential in depicting Filipinos to an American audience
if perhaps I had overblown its pervasiveness in Filipino spaces. Or For the rest of the song, Jaz and Mai cycle in and out every other
at least Filipino American ones. Over the ensuing month, I watch measure, battling their way through the song’s upper register, trying
hours of YouTube clips—compilations of Filipino singers covering desperately to stay afloat, but the voices in the dining room don’t
the song, American vloggers reacting to the performances—and let up. The moment echoes the viral performances of the TNT Boys
resign myself to the idea that this digital approximation might be and TikTok’s Listen Challenge. I recall, too, that in stage revivals
as close as I get. of Dreamgirls since the movie’s premiere, the show has adopted
Then, on a recent Saturday night, my partner and I decide “Listen” as a duet between Deena and Effie. Perhaps it’s most itself
to deviate from the same neighborhood Filipino restaurant we when sung together.
always frequent in Queens (because I know it prepares chicken
adobo with the same proportions of vinegar and soy sauce as my I don’t know where I belong
grandmother’s recipe) and opt for a new-ish place on Roosevelt But I’ll be moving on
Avenue called Kabayan Bistro Lounge and Banquet, open since If you don’t, if you won’t
2021. The restaurant has none of the hallmarks I’ve come to expect Listen
of local mom-and-pop joints—no buffet counter, no capiz shell
lights, no TVs blaring The Filipino Channel. Rather, it’s awash in It’s a messier performance than the band would like for an audi-
white, quilted leather seating and Lucite chandeliers, like an early ence request. When it’s over, Jaz quips, “And that was Beyoncé from
2010s episode of Keeping Up with the Kardashians. The sounds Walmart!” which, in online parlance, signifies a shopping fail. But the
of sizzling lumpia and heated tsismis ripple through the dining truth is, I loved it. After that performance, everything becomes more
room, amplified by the marble floors. On the far wall, a flat screen participatory. There is line-dancing. Patrons lean into crowd work.
broadcasts an endless YouTube playlist of aerial b-roll over beaches At one point, a cross-generational duet of “Faithfully,” sung by two
in Hawaii and the Philippines, and the house band settles down in men who were strangers only an hour before, unfurls throughout
a corner near the entrance. the dining room and blooms into an exuberant company number.
The lead singer, a petite middle-aged woman with kind eyes and a All of us waving our arms and shouting whoa-oa-oa-oa in unison.
cropped haircut, introduces the group as the “Cross My Heart Band” That plucky, rudderless cover of “Listen” pierced the boundary
(stylized, I learn later from an Instagram flyer, “X Mai <3 Band,” a between performer and audience, collapsing the space between
play on her name, Mai). Her belt is brassy. She doesn’t shy away from spectacle and crowd as we sway toward midnight.
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It is a truth universally acknowledged,
A.E. Stallings and I agreed, that
things were cooler before you got there.
This seemingly incontrovertible fact came up as we were discuss- and the same point-of-view, in that neither of us was around to
ing her college days. Stallings, the author of four books of poetry, witness it. Yet they differed in chronology and in tone, as mine was
including the recently published selection This Afterlife, was a largely celebratory projection and Stallings’s version contained
raised in Atlanta and moved to Athens to study at the University the hint, the specter, of loss.
of Georgia in the fall of 1986. Athens, back then, prided itself on After our meeting, I decided to make a series of trips to Athens. I
its status as a bohemian outpost in the Deep South of the Reagan wanted to learn more about the world R.E.M. came out of, the one
years, a place where indie rock, folk art, and camp fashion col- Stallings said had vanished, and along the way I figured I’d also see
lided. “There wasn’t a feeling,” as Stallings put it, “that art was how the band is being remembered or commemorated there. I spoke
being made elsewhere. You didn’t feel like you had to move to with Mike Mills and Michael Stipe and told them what I was up to,
New York. You were in Athens, Georgia.” even though I felt they had already given their blessing to such a
The consensus darlings of the scene—not that they would ever project. For it’s one of the great fixations of R.E.M. and their work,
be labeled as such—since the hipster code of Athens demanded an the conjurings we make of the past—and the mythic value they tend
aloofness from things like celebrity, were the members of R.E.M.: inevitably to assume.
Bill Berry, Peter Buck, Mike Mills, and Michael Stipe. By 1986, R.E.M.,
who had formed in Athens and played their first gig in a church in
R
April of 1980, had acquired a national following, and would soon
leave their small independent label, I.R.S., to sign with Warner evisiting that time, as I quickly discovered, it can
Bros. But there were several other accomplished acts in Athens at be fun trying to sort out what is fact and what
the time, like Love Tractor, Squalls, and Dreams So Real. As well as isn’t. Stallings told me, for example, that by 1986,
fledgling ones. Stallings can remember attending song swaps with R.E.M. was so popular that if they wanted to play
Vic Chesnutt, and on Tuesdays she and her friends would wander at one of the clubs downtown they would have to
over to the Uptown Lounge, one of the venues downtown, pay three do so incognito, under an assumed name. Scanning the week’s flyers,
quarters for a beer and listen to a group that had just been given a she would look for a band she hadn’t heard of. That was the tell, she
residency at the club: Widespread Panic. said, the giveaway of which one might be R.E.M. in disguise. Often,
Which sounds pretty good, only a slight exaggeration needed to however, “if you went out to see an unknown band called Beast
call it paradise. And paradise, as we all know, is by definition lost, Penis, it would end up being Beast Penis.”
unrecoverable. When I asked Stallings if there was any trace left It’s a good yarn, with lots of romance, and is neatly instructive
of the world she was telling me about, or whether it had totally of the town’s covenant with R.E.M., the futility of them trying to
vanished, I was surprised by her answer. She said, “I think it was do anything in Athens without everyone immediately hearing of
already on the verge of vanishing when I was there.” it. Maybe it’s too neat. As Stallings told it to me, I wondered if the
By this she meant the freewheeling ethic of creativity and play story was a piece of local apocrypha, the kind that is fashioned ex
that defined Athens was starting to fade, overwhelmed by hipster post facto, and slowly, through multiple retellings, gets hardened
self-consciousness on the one hand and mass popularity on the into scripture.
other. When members of sororities and fraternities started dressing But Mills told me it was true. “We didn’t do it very often,” the
up for an R.E.M. show, she said, you knew it was over. Yet we also bassist for R.E.M. said when we spoke in August, “just a few times,
recognized the structural or ritual quality of this lament. It doesn’t if you didn’t want to play a real show, just get up there, goof off
matter where or who you are, things were always cooler before. and have fun.” Once, he recalled, R.E.M. performed under a name
Stallings had friends who said no, you should have been here two gleaned from a newspaper headline: “Hornets Attack Victor Mature.”
years ago; they, in turn, had friends who said the same thing, and so I met Mills at the 40 Watt, the last of the smaller clubs from that
on, back to some distant and prelapsarian point of origin. Whereas era still in existence. It began as a rehearsal space for the band Py-
for me—I am about a decade younger and knew R.E.M. only when lon—a second-floor apartment lit by a single bulb—and though the
they were the lodestars of MTV and Rolling Stone—Stallings’s time 40 Watt has changed locations a number of times before settling
in Athens sounds incomparably vivid. I chose to attend a school in into its current digs on Washington Street, it does a good job of
Virginia in part because Athens, in 1996, didn’t resemble what I holding on to these austere roots and remaining happily resistant to
imagined it to have been in 1986, and even now I would still trade in improvements or frippery. There are bars on both sides of the floor,
my undergraduate experience for a seventy-five-cent Rolling Rock in front of the stage, and that’s about it. The only notable piece of
and an early look at Widespread Panic. decoration is a sign hanging over the exit. TYRONE’S O.C., it reads,
The storybook, in other words, didn’t match up, hers and mine. in tribute to another of Athens’s great clubs, Tyrone’s on Foundry
They had the same title—“Once Upon a Time, in Athens, Georgia”— Street, destroyed by fire in January of 1982.
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to Tyrone’s. What is it you want to know, their glazed expression five or six towns across Georgia. Way, way back. That sort of con-
seems to ask, if things were cooler back then? nection to the past is, for better or worse, a very important part of
At the same time, it was becoming clear to me that things do being from the South.
disappear. We forget this can happen in the South, where the past “And the fact that not only do we have that connection, but we
tends to outstay its welcome, yet it’s a view that Mills was willing talk about it, we have stories about it, families sit around and the
to sponsor. He told me the heyday, the most blissful part of being grandparents tell the grandkids: This is where you come from, this
in Athens, was almost impossibly evanescent, lasting only about a is who you come from.”
year or two, and was effectively over by the time R.E.M.’s first record People are sometimes surprised to discover R.E.M. is from Georgia.
came out in 1983. What ended it? Knowledge, naturally: the forbidden They are almost never identified as a Southern band, not in the way
fruit, the ancient enemy. People started moving there to take part in the Allman Brothers, for instance, are. Which is understandable.
whatever it was that was happening, and the media took notice. “O Musically, their influences point not to the South and its vernacular
Little Town of Rock ‘n’ Roll” ran a 1984 headline in the Washington traditions but to New York, to the Velvet Underground, the Ramones,
Post, above an article comparing Athens to Beatles-era Liverpool and Patti Smith. And then there is the range of their catalog, the
and Grateful Dead–era San Francisco. There was a narrative now, a power it has to exhaust all rubrics, the songs moving freely from
national focusing. Two years later, filming commenced on a docu- one kind of style to the next, from more classical or anthemic forms
mentary, Athens, Georgia: Inside/Out, that featured R.E.M., Pylon, (think “Stand” or “Shiny Happy People”) to the bizarre, ludic, and
Love Tractor, and others. It was as if a giant mirror had been set experimental (“Country Feedback,” “Oddfellows Local 151”). In the
down in front of the town. end, with R.E.M., all the descriptors fall away. Indie rock, college
“They say about a certain kind of particle that the act of observing radio, these won’t do the job, either. Listening to them, you’re where
them makes them different,” Mills said. “Same thing with a scene. you want to be: in a land of irreducibility.
Once you start observing it and coming here to see it, then it’s very For all that, though, as Mills indicated, their work betrays a recur-
different. The scene’s probably over at that point.” rent concern with Southern places and Southern themes, especially
Here it was again, the sense of a vanishing, the same Stallings had in the attitude displayed toward the past, or memory, which is pre-
noticed. Moreover, and somewhat uncomfortably, I was realizing how sented as the site of both catastrophe and wonder. In 1985, for their
this band I have listened to and taken for granted my whole life was in third album, R.E.M. released a song cycle of the American South,
fact a very delicate and contingent entity. “Back then we didn’t know Fables of the Reconstruction. Its title sounds like some anthology
what we were doing,” said Mills, who stressed how vital of an agent of Southern fiction, a compendium of weird and tragic tales pieced
this lack of self-awareness was, how crucial to R.E.M.’s development. together in the last century by a professor who had fallen under the
And what if it had been otherwise? A question, of course, nobody can spell of New Agrarianism. And the lyrics do limn a kind of Gothic
answer, yet one that kept presenting itself to me as I drove around the dreamscape, a Southern underworld of desperation and thinly muted
streets of Athens, trying to reconstruct the town as it was. If Athens hysteria, peopled by eccentrics, runaways, and drifters.
had already been “Athens” in 1980, would there still be an R.E.M.? “Fables was me pulling from real life,” said Stipe, “attaching these
more mythic characteristics to real people.” “Life and How to Live
It,” for instance, is based on Athens recluse Brivs Mekis, who built
A
a wall in his house, dividing it into separate apartments so he could
t one point, my conversation with Mills drifted live alternately on one side, then the other. And R.E.M. took the name
into the subject of memory. He had been telling Wendell Gee from a car dealer outside Athens, appropriating it to
me about some of the clowning around that went write, in the album’s last song, of a man “reared to give respect” but
on in the clubs, where it was common for one who chooses that ultimate act of apostasy, suicide.
member of a band to join another’s set, and I The songs all move swiftly toward some tragic outcome. They
brought up the last track on Green, R.E.M.’s sixth album and their contain snapshots of an older, preindustrial South, a time when trains
debut for Warner Bros. It’s a song that was hidden from the album were the dominant form of travel and farms the cornerstone of the
sleeve and so appears as “Untitled” in streaming platforms, and economy, though it’s no pastoral idyll that is being summoned but
when it came time to record it Bill Berry and Peter Buck switched instead a land of attenuation, of greed and menace. In “Green Grow
positions, with Berry playing guitar and Buck the drums. the Rushes” Stipe invokes the refrain of an old Scottish ballad, con-
“Swapping instruments is something we did just to change things,” trasting its promise of renewal with the South’s reliance on peonage.
Mills said. “We’re all capable of playing multiple instruments. So “Pay for your freedom,” he sings—the line is about migrant crews
why not do it?” but could just as easily be about sharecroppers—“Or find another
“Untitled” is sung by Mills and Stipe together, in call-and-response, gate / Guilt by associate / The rushes wilted a long time ago.”
the lines about leaving home, as the song seems written to contain In these works, as in the later political ballads “Cuyahoga,”
all those messages we can’t bring ourselves to deliver to our parents “Exhuming McCarthy,” and “Orange Crush,” historical memory is
on such an occasion. “I made a list of things to say,” they confide, freighted, tinged with foreboding and premonition. “Sometimes I
“When all I want to say / All I really want to say is / Hold her, and feel like I can’t even sing, I’m very scared for this world,” Stipe says
keep him strong / While I’m away from here.” in the first line of “You Are the Everything,” another song on Green.
“It’s a very sweet song,” Mills said, “about family and remembrance, Yet R.E.M.’s corpus is also full of countless scenes of the kind
and I think there’s a Southern element in that song, in the sense of Mills was describing, personal, more intimate strophes that testify
part of being from the South is that you remember. The history of to the importance of kinship and the durability of remembrance.
your family is very important. I can find chunks of my relatives in Alongside the larger, public myths of history, their work records
E
they stopped being a band. There was no longer any reason for the
ntering Athens from the southeast, as people do if story to continue. They are content, then, to retreat, to become
they’re driving on Highway 78, a curious sight awaits: less a living presence than “almost mythological,” in Stallings’s
as you cross the North Oconee River and start up words, at least around Athens. Having chronicled the progression
the hill to downtown, on your left, tucked amid a in so many of their songs, they, too, are now passing from real
shopping plaza and grid of condos, is a steeple, taken life to the fantastic.
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126 Shirley Horn in an early publicity shot, 1960
Following the rhythm
of Shirley Horn
by Lauren Du Graf
127
There’s slow,
and then
there’s
Shirley Horn
slow.
To some, the very mention of her name is a tempo, thickened and luring the listener into a dimension of language and time in which
decelerated to an opioid-induced crawl, stretched to the brink of meaning unfurls not as a series of words strung together, but as a
nothingness. study in how words can hang in the air, developing over time like a
Shirley was a gifted pianist and a jazz singer, a master interpreter photograph in a darkroom.
of ballads that, in her hands, achieved magnificent gravity through
the point-counterpoint of dusky-timbred vocals and spare, sophisti- I have spent many hours getting lost inside of Shirley Horn’s pauses,
cated accompaniment, imbued with the impressionistic colors of the staring into the void, tuning in to echoes of the past. I have learned
Debussy and Rachmaninoff she had devoted herself to in her youth. not to listen to too much Shirley, or I might succumb to an afternoon
But mostly, it was tempo that distinguished Shirley, a sense of in bed, a sentiment invited by songs like “A Lazy Afternoon.”
time so elastic, so languorous that the white spaces in between the
notes constituted canvases of their own. Listen to her version of “If It’s a lazy afternoon
I Should Lose You” from At the Gaslight Square, a live recording And the beetle bugs are zooming
made in St. Louis in 1961. As many standards do, the song teeters And the tulip trees are blooming
on eye-rolling, codependent excess: And there’s not another human in view,
But us two.
If I should lose you
The stars would fall from the skies
If I should lose you
The leaves would wither and die
Her version clocks in at just over thirty BPM—a rate that, were
S hirley’s life unfolded like one of her ballads, set to her own
gradual rhythm. Born May 1, 1934, in Washington, D.C., Shirley
was a shy child, reluctant to leave the house despite her mother’s
you to set your pulse to it, might cause you to faint. Her phrasing exhortations. She spent most of her years in the Woodridge neigh-
is unhurried, casual to the point of inwardness. She sings so far borhood in the northeast area of the city, settling a ten-minute drive
behind the beat that when she begins a phrase, there’s something from the house in which she was raised, not far from the Ivy City
like the subtle shock of a near miss, like a champagne flute caught home in which her own mother grew up. A lifelong homebody, for
right before it shatters on a granite floor. Her use of space—ellipses, many of her prime career years, she stayed in D.C., all but disap-
commas, and periods—loads each phrase with suspense and subtext, pearing from major stages on the jazz circuit, focused on being a
to the practitioners
in D.C. Her trio was one of the first acts
to regularly feature when Bohemian Cav-
erns rebranded. (The basement jazz club
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She played with the same trio for decades, with Steve Williams on although she brushed off another journalist’s suggestion that she
drums and Charles Ables on bass, her deepest and most enduring and Miles were intimate. “One woman wanted to know ‘Did you and
collaboration. Ables, a D.C. native who was first a guitarist before Miles Davis have an affair?’ Can you believe it? I wanted to tell her
learning electric bass just so he could take a position in her trio, yes, you know? It was stupid, so I just smiled at her.”
stayed with her for more than thirty years, until his death. Williams,
who remained part of her trio for twenty-three years, described
his connection to Shirley in the deepest of terms. “We’re definitely
soulmates, if you can describe the experience or the relationship
between two, three people, whatever, where there is very little
conversation about why you’re doing what you’re doing,” he said.
I n the sixties, the tides of popular music were rapidly shifting, and
there was perhaps no artist evolving as quickly as Miles, who had
begun to go off in new directions musically, in dialogue with the
“You just know, you understand.” free jazz of Ornette Coleman, the rock & roll of Jimi Hendrix, and
the funk of Sly Stone. He sought out younger musicians like Tony
Williams, Herbie Hancock, and Wayne Shorter to be in his band. The
popular magnitude of Kind of Blue had been eclipsed by Motown,
Drummer Steve Williams, Shirley Horn, and bassist Charles Ables. Courtesy Library of Congress OXFORDAMERICAN.ORG 133
The Ballad of the Jealous Lover of Lone Green Valley, 1934, oil, tempera, canvas, aluminum, by Thomas Hart Benton © T.H. and R.P. Benton Trusts/
134 Artists Rights Society, New York/Spencer Museum of Art, University of Kansas, Museum purchase: Elizabeth M. Watkins Fund, 1958.0055
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135
My Bloody Fact I Still Denied
he found more softness to penetrate, as he stabbed her wildly until
the silence that had overwhelmed him was real. The silence was hers.
Shropshire, England, 1684 It was done. He wiped his face and felt blood. He thought, at first,
They went
that it was her blood. But it was his own. His nose was bleeding. He
thought nothing of it. He could not know that later, his nose would
bleed again at trial, and the balladeers would place this detail into
meter. He had suffered from nosebleeds since he was a child. But
they did not know that. And so in song, the nosebleed was a signal
for a
of his guilt, or a portent—a marker of the evil he had done.
Droplets fell from his nose and made a pattern in the dirt. He
looked at her body a final time and walked away and did not look
back. He licked the blood from his lip. It tasted like nothing so much
walk in the
as nothing at all.
meadow.
It was a cold February evening, still light, and the greenness of
To Cover The Foul Sin
London, England, 1720 or thereabouts
Fair Maid Know Under various names, many scholars speculate this
was an Irish variation, though evidence is scant and no
The classic American murder ballad was widespread in
tradition in many forms when Arthur Tanner recorded
1,000 kilometers from the print version in Ireland has yet been found. The Wexford the song in 1925. A number of others also recorded it,
tradition was likely a crucial thread ultimately leading including the Blue Sky Boys in 1937 and the Louvin
Port of Philadelphia, 1801 Brothers in 1956, whose version made a splash three
to “The Knoxville Girl.” New variations of “The Wexford
Girl” continued to flower in tradition in America, often years later on the country charts.
That night, down below in steerage, she Printed British broadsides under various names that A n d f u r t h e r af i e l d :
asked him to sing the song. shortened the “Berkshire” template to eighteen stan- “Maria Martini”
zas. In circulation by 1820, they typically mention “Wex- Despite the name, an apparent descendant of the “Berk-
“Bow down thine ear, O Lord, hear me: for ford.” It’s hard to know for certain to what extent these shire” ballad found in Tristan da Cunha— a very remote
I am poor and needy,” he moaned, in just the broadsides reflected tradition, influenced it, or both. volcanic island in the south Atlantic Ocean—presumably
hint of a tune. brought after the island became a British colony in 1816
“That’s not the song I mean,” she said. “The Lexington Miller”
( b ro a d s i d e p r i nte d i n B o sto n b et we e n
And so he sang her another song, the song 1 8 2 9 -1 8 31 , p e r h a p s i nf l u e n c e d by a n
For a very deep dive into these tangled
eighte enth-centur y “Lexington” tradition)
she meant, a song he had known at least roots, see Richard Matteson’s research at
Earliest known version printed in America, though the
since he was her age. A song that stuck with ballad itself must have arrived much earlier. Similar to BluegrassMessengers.com.
him, that seemed to creep into his body as
he sang the tale. It was, he knew, wicked. His
"The Bloody Miller,” from The Pepys Ballads, Volume III, p. 119. Harvard University Press, 1930, via Internet Archive OXFORDAMERICAN.ORG 137
mother did not approve. But though it was not
a godly song, it had the same effect on him,
the weight and wonder of a psalm. Sometimes
late at night, sharing the bed with his sister,
he sang it as a lullaby. The song had many
names, but they called it “The Wexford Girl.”
And this was how he sang it to her now—
like a lullaby—as the ship bobbed in the nev-
er-ending black sea. “Down on bended knees
she fell, and for mercy she did cry,” he sang.
“I’m innocent, don’t murder me, for I’m not
prepar’d to die.” And the ship bobbed, up
and down, and there was a gentle depth in
his voice, a hint of the older register to come,
and his sister pressed her head tightly against
his chest—the two of them lying together
on their single wooden bed, their parents on a single wooden bed who fell to corruption and deviance. He raised his voice to near a
above them, strangers in their own beds on either side close enough shout as he told them how the Lord grew angry and put a curse on
to touch, snoring and chattering. He had never been to Wexford, a the House of Eli. When the Philistines defeated Israel in a battle
town south of Dublin, but the song’s tale felt familiar. The air was near Eben-Ezer, Eli’s sons, the corrupted priests, were killed, and
heavy and moist and the tune seemed to hang there. the Ark of the Covenant was lost.
He sang on, verse after verse, in a kind of rhythm with the ocean, But this is not a story about them, the preacher said, leaning
and with his sister’s breath. “He took her by the yellow hair and forward on his heels.
dragged her along,” he sang, “and threw her in the river that ran One of the fallen priests had a wife who was pregnant. On that
both deep and strong,” and he felt her breathing grow slower and day, when she heard the news of her husband and the Ark, she went
heavier, and he kept singing still, even as she slept. into labor. Her pain was overwhelming. The ground around her was
soaked in blood. (This detail of her blood was not, strictly speaking,
in the scripture, but the preacher knew that sometimes the Spirit
could provide him vivid fillings when the story had blank spaces.)
The woman was dying. Her midwives told her not to despair. You
have given birth to a son, they said. But there could be no glory for
138 WINTER 2023 The Age of Man, Displayed in the Feveral Changes of Human Life, 18th century. Courtesy Yale University Library
County in the Ozarks, not far from the Arkansas border. Her father ballads with origins stretching back a couple centuries or more to
was the newly elected county assessor and a former deputy sheriff. England. One was a song called “The Knoxville Girl.” It is possible
The nearby town of Noel had recently been founded by family that the version that Gid and his fellow players knew had qualities
members who owned a sawmill in the area. The name later inspired distinctive to Georgia. The lyrics in their heads might have been
a gimmick: tens of thousands of Christmas cards still arrive every influenced by the peculiarities of local musicians who came before
year at the Noel post office. them, or the spread of news like the killing of Lula Noel, or an al-
It was frigid outside and they weren’t expecting any visitors, so together different incident closer to home. They sang it their way,
Lula concluded that knock could only mean one thing: Will had come by local gossip and taste.
to see her. She opened the door and they embraced. Perhaps Lula’s How did the basic template get to them? The writer Paul Slade
sister looked on with apprehension, or perhaps she only smiled. This tracked the development of “The Knoxville Girl” back to England
was Wednesday, December 7. in his book Unprepared to Die. He argues that “The Bloody Miller”
William Simmons lived in Joplin, thirty-five miles away, a significant helped to father “The Berkshire Tragedy,” which then became
journey he made by train. It was not unusual for him to make the “Oxford Girl” in England or “Wexford Girl” in Ireland, both of
trip because—here I am speculating, with some confidence—Will which traveled to the United States to land as “Oxford” (like
and Lula were sweethearts. Mississippi) or “Lexington” (like Massachusetts or Kentucky),
Will stayed as a guest, along with Lula, at Sydney and her hus- and finally “Knoxville Girl.” Slade and others hazard a guess that
band’s farmhouse. The sleeping arrangements are lost to history. as the song evolved, new locales were selected by the “X” sound
We do not know how Lula and Will passed the time over the next (also present in Berkshire given the British pronunciation). Other
few days and nights. scholars argue that “The Bloody Miller” should be viewed as an
We do know that on Saturday, Sydney and her husband planned altogether different ballad, though one that could have influenced
to journey to Sydney and Lula’s parents’ house, and then walk with the later song. There’s no doubt that “The Berkshire Tragedy”
them to Noel and visit a relative. And we know that they asked Lula led to countless variations and revisions, and there are multiple
and Will to come along, but Will declined, saying he was going to theories about just how and where they fostered new traditions in
walk to Lanagan to catch a train later that day to return to Joplin. We America. Take your pick. It’s hard to trace such tangled threads.
know that Lula told her sister she would stay behind with him and Gid Tanner and his crew, like Carson, loved to square off in local
catch up with the family later (perhaps, but I am only speculating, contests, or gather at the porch over at the fiddler Rob Stanley’s
the lovers wanted some time alone). place in Dacula for jam sessions. You could make some money playing
And we know this: That was the last time Lula’s family saw her alive. square dances or at local political campaign events. WSB in Atlanta,
one of the first radio stations in the South, went on the air in 1922,
and within the next few years, a number of the players on Stanley’s
porch were broadcasting there.
But these were still local players, singing songs they had heard
performed on other porches by older players who came before.
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could think of it as a bleak concept album, featuring murder ballads, Once the Loudermilks had a song down to their mother’s satisfac-
heartbreakers, and tales of woe—mostly traditional secular songs tion, they sang it for their father, who was proud of the boys’ talent.
they had known from childhood or learned from other traditional “A song that had been carried across an ocean by Mama’s people,”
musicians they admired, like Bill Monroe. The song that would turn Charlie wrote, “and passed down to us, just like it had been passed
out to be the biggest hit from that session was something their mother down to her, almost like we were singing with all their ghosts down
had sung to them when they were little boys: “The Knoxville Girl.” the generations.”
Ira and Charlie Loudermilk were born a little more than three years And how they sang. Like kindred, like spirits, like ghosts.
apart and grew up on a farm on Sand Mountain in DeKalb County, When the Loudermilk boys grew up and went out on the road as
Alabama, where their family grew cotton and other crops. Their father, the Louvin Brothers, Ira sang high and Charlie sang low. But it was
Colonel Loudermilk, was a small man, but tough, and mean. He was more complicated than that.
a teetotaler, and he wasn’t violent with his wife or his daughters. But “Every so often, in the middle of a song, some hidden signal
the boys were different. If they got into the regular sort of trouble, flashed and the brothers switched places—with Ira swooping down
he’d beat them with a hickory limb, which he called a “width.” If the from the heights, and Charlie angling upward—and even the most
trouble was more severe, Colonel wouldn’t bother to find a branch, careful listeners would lose track of which man was carrying the
he’d just grab firewood, furniture, or whatever he could find. lead,” Alex Abramovich wrote in the New York Times. “This was
Ira got the worst of the beatings. His dad would beat him bloody, more than close-harmony singing; each instance was an act of
at least one time continuing until the boy was unconscious and they transubstantiation.”
had to fetch the doctor. Once, when Ira was around ten years old, They did not get along. Ira had a violence in him he could not
he made a bet with his little brother: Charlie wouldn’t be able to hit contain, smashing mandolins when he was drunk, which was most of
Ira’s hand with a hatchet. Ira would place his hand on the floor and the time. Whiskey would inevitably be followed by blood. A couple
pull it away just in time. Finally Charlie timed it right. He was only years before he died, Ira allegedly wrapped a telephone cord around
seven and didn’t have the strength for much force, but the blade his third wife’s neck, choking her in the bedroom while they hosted
was sharp enough to cut Ira’s fingers to the bone. That incident a party. She shot him with his .22 six times, but he survived. “If he
earned both boys a beating, with no pause to tend to Ira’s injuries. ain’t dead, I’ll shoot him again,” she told police, a line that starts
“He beat the shit out of him,” Charlie recalled later in his memoir out scanning in perfect meter.
Satan Is Real, “and Ira with his fingers damn near cut off.” It was Ira and Charlie spent their partnership fist-fighting and hollering
probably hard to tell which blood was from the cut and which blood until they eventually broke up the band and went their separate ways.
was from the whipping. But when they sang, the hidden signals always flashed.
Colonel played banjo and enjoyed arranging jam sessions with The country music podcaster Tyler Mahan Coe has pointed out
other musicians at their house, but the boys learned songs from that Charlie had “never known a time without the sound of his older
their mother, a preacher’s daughter named Georgie whose family brother’s voice.” They had a language so intimate that it was as if
still sung folksongs from their roots in England. their subjectivities blurred—their harmony not two voices but a
“We learned songs from her that most children wouldn’t ever have complicated instrument they shared and played together.
known,” Charlie wrote. Before the boys were old enough to help their There’s a term for this, when siblings sing together in this way:
father on the farm, they would help their mother with housework Blood harmony.
and she would sing—“those tragic songs,” as Charlie put it. She
might teach them the first verse while she got her sewing done, with
the machine clacking along in rhythm; then the second verse as she
carried water in from the well; then the next verse while they went to
fetch salted pork from the meat house, or pulled up sweet potatoes
I Picked A Stick Up
“He didn’t love her well!”
My daughter asked me why the man had been so mean, and I said
And Knocked
a much older version of the song, that does give a reason—but then
I stopped myself. She’s six.
A New Ballad of an Amorous Coachman, 1685-1688, Pepys Library, Pepys Ballads 4.96,
ID 21760, via English Broadside Ballad Archive at UC Santa Barbara OXFORDAMERICAN.ORG 141
When they began hawking broadsides, ballad-mongers had a
sordid reputation (the “scandalous practice of ballad-singing”
was the “bane of all good manners and morals,” one English
letter writer complained in 1735). It was a time with more
everyday violence, more death, more young lives cut short.
And perhaps as progress plowed ahead, it was the places
that were hardest and most affixed to the old ways that held
fastest to the old songs.
Charlie Louvin kept playing that old song in his old age. He
took it very seriously. If, say, some young men were laughing
at a table while he played “The Knoxville Girl,” he would wag
his finger. Listen to what happened, he would say. This was
a sad song. We need those sad old songs.
And when I think of that, I think maybe there is something
else about these sad old songs—that they are not bloodthirsty
and cold, or at least they’re not only that. Communities that
dealt more frequently and closely with death perhaps had
more practice at a certain sort of holding each other up.
There’s tragedy in life, as Louvin says. We are all hurting
sometimes, sometimes badly, and all of us will die. Under
the circumstances, there may be something sacred in facing
the darkness together. Maybe that is why the way the Louvin
Brothers sing sounds not just spooky, but beautiful.
“You can talk about ‘Knoxville Girl’ being a tragic song,
but it only talks about the death of one person,” Charlie
Louvin wrote. “Today the death of just one person wouldn’t even Southern rural sides (“familiar tunes, old and new,” as the label’s
make the news.” catalog would describe this new genre).
I would like to think that is why he wagged his finger: that to meet All of this was happening in a time of transition in the music
the sadness of the song and to stare together into the darkness of industry. While they were rural artists, Gid and Riley were close
our tragic lives requires a certain sort of decency. This sad decency enough to Atlanta to be well aware of popular music and cosmopol-
is itself an old way, a tradition we can hold. I hope that I might gift itan trends. They were hardcore traditionalists, but their repertoire
it to my daughter, along with a song, knowing she will sing a version showed the possibility for fusion, playing ballads that were centuries
all her own. old alongside more recent popular songs written by professional
songwriters for a mass audience. Rural folk music was transitioning
from the front porch to mass media. The term “country music”
did not yet exist, but here was its beginning.
The recording process was in transition as well. It would still
be a couple years before record companies adopted new audio
Another Word
funneled into a diaphragm that would vibrate with the waves; the
apparatus was attached to a needle that then created grooves in
New York City, 1924; Atlanta, 1925 a wax cylinder.
Among the sides that Gid and Riley recorded was “The Knoxville
142 WINTER 2023 Patient Grissel: an excellent ballad, circa 1750. Courtesy Yale University Library
general of the local militia for Hazard, the city Combs himself had hear a sound like thunder. It was the same Creation, of the same
founded less than a decade ago. God, but it was a New World.
When the preacher first arrived, Combs waved his arm at the craggy He could not know that he would re-tell this story later, to grand-
nothing that surrounded them. “This,” he said, “is Hazard.” He had children in New York and Pittsburgh, to his sister’s grandchildren in
deeded ten acres of his land to the town four years ago. He brought Haverford and Baltimore—who would listen closely but could only
the preacher inside his home, a two-story log cabin. “I call it the Old halfway understand because they had only just the one world. They
Log Fort,” he said, and laughed from his belly. Until a couple years would have grandchildren of their own, who lived in those places
ago, the cabin had served as a courthouse for the county, he said. and yet more places still, who would know roughly where he came
The general, who came from Virginia, told the preacher his story. from but would not know his name. (His name, by the way, was Peter.
In 1795, he got a notion. When the weather got warm, he journeyed His sister’s name was Mary.) And these great-great-grandchildren
into the frontier to the North Fork of the Kentucky River, not far would have grandchildren, who lived in an America that was a little
from where they were now, where he first built a temporary cabin. older, but different: A new version of an old tune.
Then he walked back to Virginia, married a girl named Sally Roark, At a certain point, they would probably lose track of this lineage.
fetched the people he enslaved, and returned to start a new com- Memories are rickety; records have gaps; the archives have to be
munity. As he told the story, he tugged at his uniform with pride. dug up. The family branches become tangled and lost, until you
When the preacher explained his own mission, the general seemed cannot find the root.
to lose interest in the conversation. Two enslaved people moved in When the newness of the noise at the port became too much for
and out of the cabin as they spoke. Their names were Anne and Jake— Peter, he sang familiar songs in his head. He held his sister Mary’s
the preacher overheard the general’s wife addressing them. They hand tighter still as his family found the proper queue in the chaos,
looked at the preacher with a fear he had never witnessed before. and pulled at a snag on his linen shirt, a garment his mother had
The preacher had come from an old city, by American standards, sewn from what remained of an old shirt of his father’s. He had
still deeply tied to the Old World, where English Dissenters had arrived worn it for the entirety of their journey. They had come with almost
two centuries ago. Now he was in new country, with new men declaring nothing, save for songs.
themselves generals in the new frontier. The preacher felt old.
After staying the night at the cabin, he walked along a trail the
next morning and found himself venturing into the mountains. His
mission had not even lasted forty days, he reminded himself. He was
looking for people to tell of the revival, but people were few and
T he boy held his sister’s hand, and her hand felt new somehow.
The snap of smell in his nostrils was new, the feel of the air
on his skin was new, the sounds of the voices were new. Unlike his
broadsides were brittle and disposable, sometimes winding up as
makeshift wallpaper in the taverns.
The murderer John Mauge and his victim Anne Knite, mentioned
grandparents, his family spoke English, but this was a different in an addendum in that 1744 chapbook, may not be the couple the
English that he heard. He pulled his sister along, to keep up with ballad writer had in mind. It could be a later crime that the song
their parents, who seemed to walk at a new pace. There was new was attached to, or it could be that the pair is entirely fictional. No
money; he could not see it, but it was there—it seemed to electrify historical evidence of the existence of the killer John Mauge and his
his vision. There was no rain outside, but out on the docks, he could victim Anne Knite has been found.
T he noose hung from the tree and the assembled crowd made
a barrage of noise like happy jackals as Francis Cooper was
led by the authorities to his fate.
more gruesome still: He could have killed her and left the newborn
alone in the meadow, clutching his dead mother’s arm.
“Was the pregnancy so far advanced that someone managed
Nearby, perhaps, someone had a broadside telling the tale of “The to cut a living child from the dead mother’s womb?” asks Slade.
Bloody Miller.” Its hawkers promised that it was his sworn confession, That would certainly be the most murder-ballad manner for the
which wasn’t true, but that hardly mattered. Francis would now be tale to end. But I’m not sure how plausible that is. In any event, if
judged by God, a prospect that he could find no comfort in. that’s what happened, surely the people of Shropshire chalked it
We do not know whether he was remorseful. We do not know up to a divine intercession, a holy gift. So we might as well call it
precisely what motivated him to kill her, despite the clear motivation a miracle, too.
described in song. Ballad writers were not fastidious fact checkers, We do not know what became of the boy. We do not know whether
after all. They were entertainers. They went for the kill; they went he had children of his own. The trail is lost. The song ends there—we
for the thrill. do not know where the branches go.
We do know that “The Bloody Miller” was preserved by Samuel We do know the boy’s name, from the records that we have.
Pepys, who was a member of Parliament from 1673 to 1679 and His name was Ichabod.
An Excellent Ballad of the Lord Mohun and Duke Hamilton. With an exact account
of their melancholy deaths, circa 1712. Courtesy Yale University Library OXFORDAMERICAN.ORG 145
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asked to be a friend and then a way-maker. Hamer was a leading voting rights n “Cigarettes and Coffee,” an arguably overlooked track from
and food justice activist from Sunflower County, Mississippi, and she often
side one of Otis Redding’s fourth studio album, the singer is so
lent her singing voice as motivation during meetings and rallies. In 2015,
in love that he appears to be in pain. The Soul Album came out
Smithsonian Folkways Recordings rereleased Songs My Mother Taught Me,
an album of field recordings that includes songs (hymns, spirituals, and a
the year before Redding’s unexpected death in 1967. Redding’s
lullaby), a brief narrative, and a speech, all given by Hamer. “Walk With Me” vocal performance was described by one critic as “sweaty,” and
appears in the second half, which contains recordings from a mass meeting. “Cigarettes and Coffee” is no exception. The song begins like
Hamer belts the selection out as the attendees join or give the asides so dear the dawn, with gentle blaring horns backed by a simple drum
to Black sacred song. At the beginning, as Hamer croons the titular line, one rhythm and the tinkle of a hi-hat. Redding’s voice, with its sig-
man hollers, “That’s what we need. We need Jesus.” nature combination of rough and warm, croons to the woman he
158 WINTER 2023 Looking for that tea, 2023, water-soluble oil on canvas, by Judy Koo. Courtesy the artist
loves about the simple pleasure of early-morning conversation timent. This tale underscores the unpredictable nature of Stipe’s
with her. Though it’s a simple domestic ballad, Redding sounds songwriting—and how a singular line can transform a good song
tortured by just how long it took him to find this kind of bliss: And into an unforgettable one. In Stipe’s words, it wasn’t just about
all the good-looking girls I’ve met / They just don’t seem to fit in crafting a “standard love song,” but about creating something
/ Knowing it’s particularly sad, yeah. At the song’s crescendo, with a deeply personal touch that “hooks you and pulls you in.”
the backing instrumentation stays steady, but Redding is nearly “At My Most Beautiful” is a love story, a journey, and a testament
crying, trying to hold on to the moment with his voice: It’s so to the power of words.
early / so early / in the morning / so early / so early.
WRITERS: Michael Stipe, Peter Buck, Mike Mills
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PERFORMED BY Otis Redding Courtesy of Craft Recordings, a Division of Concord
℗ 1966 Atlantic Recording Corp.
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5. THE TITANIC, 1956
Pink Anderson
3. OMIE WISE, 2003
Okkervil River Pinkney “Pink” Anderson was born in 1900 and likely would have remembered
the sinking of the Titanic from his childhood in South Carolina. In the years after
“Omie Wise” is the indie and folk rock band Okkervil River’s take on a murder the 1912 disaster, the story became a global pop culture phenomenon, a slow-
ballad, based on the 1807 (or 1808) killing of Naomi Wise by the father of her er-burning presage of the 1990s Céline Dion–fueled trend. Anderson’s version
child, Jonathan Lewis. The song is featured on their 2003 album, Down the of “The Titanic,” recorded in 1950, is one of several folksongs that cropped up
River of Golden Dreams, a split record with singer-songwriter Julie Doiron in the nineteen-teens to relate, comment on, and lament the tragedy. These
that preceded their 2005 breakout album Black Sheep Boys. As David songs, which became particularly popular with blues musicians like Anderson,
Ramsey’s essay “Blood Harmony” lays out, the storylines of traditional are some of the most modern examples we have of the messy and meandering
murder ballads tend to evolve, and “Omie Wise” is no exception. Over the life cycles of folk ballads. Anderson’s lyrics give us a hint to how information
decades, Naomi’s character has gone from an unwed mother of ill repute about the Titanic was related orally—in one verse, he misremembers John
to a more palatable innocent. Okkervil River’s arrangement begins as a soft Jacob Astor, the business magnate who was one of the Titanic’s most famous
and simple folk tune with sparing instruments but becomes a whirlwind casualties, as “Jacobud Asker.” (Fellow bluesman Blind Willie Johnson, in his
rock ballad in the bridge, where the narrator, in the voice of frontman Will version of “God Moves on the Water” from 1929, similarly misremembers
Sheff, screams for mercy. Don’t be fooled by Sheff’s sometimes-straining Captain E. J. Smith as “A. G. Smith.”) Anderson combines his localized version
voice in the song’s folksy first half—once the snare drum picks up, Sheff is of the Titanic story with sparkling, up-tempo guitar that transforms the tragedy
truly in his element, unleashing the angry pleading of one of folk music’s into a dance track. The insistent, questioning chorus—Wasn’t it sad when the
oft-silenced murdered girls. great ship went down? Wasn’t it sad when the great ship went down?—catches
and sticks in the ear and has hooked generations of listeners.
WRITER: Traditional
PRODUCED BY Okkervil River WRITER: T raditional
PERFORMED BY Okkervil River PERFORMED BY Pink Anderson
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Most Beautiful, 1998 At the 1998 Grammys, fifteen-year-old LeAnn Rimes performed “How Do I
Live,” a ballad written by Diane Warren and brimming with—to borrow a phrase
R.E.M. from Lauren Du Graf’s feature from this issue—“codependent excess.” A few
minutes later, Trisha Yearwood beat out Rimes in the Best Country Female
N
estled within their 1998 album Up, “At My Most Beautiful” Vocal Performance category for her version of “How Do I Live,” which was
stands out in R.E.M.’s vast catalog as a ballad of piano likely recognized by country voters as a more classic-sounding interpretation
from a genre veteran; it was the first time in the award show’s history that
notes and overlapping voices. The history behind its
two artists were nominated in the same category for the same song. But
conception is as compelling as its lyrical depth. Michael Stipe,
even though Yearwood’s version took home the Grammy and was preferred
the primary storyteller behind R.E.M., shared an early chorus for the soundtrack of the Nicolas Cage action blockbuster Con Air, Rimes’s
with friend and actor-activist Cameron Diaz. Despite the chorus version—soaring and soulful, with falsetto flourishes that hint at her yo-
resonating immediately, the quest for the perfect verse took deling bona fides—spent sixty-nine weeks on the Billboard Hot 100 and is
Stipe a staggering year to complete. The song’s eventual lyrical remembered fondly as one the ’90s premier schmaltz sing-alongs. (It spent
epiphany is anchored in a line that speaks of counting eyelashes some of those weeks directly competing with Usher’s “Nice & Slow,” further
and whispering confessions of love—an intimate, captivating sen- evidence of ballads’ omnipresence at the turn of the millennium.) Some reports
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suggested that the movie studio passed because they felt Rimes was too young
to convincingly express the song’s grownup-grade yearning (a claim Rimes
told Texas Monthly the film executives denied)—and yet, who understands
romantic melodrama and unchecked devotion better than a teenager?
I
PERFORMED BY LeAnn Rimes
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n 1969, Billboard changed the r&b chart’s name to “Best
Selling Soul Singles,” calling the new genre a kind of “musical
Americana” that drew on gospel, jazz, pop, and the blues. The
sound was urgent, crackling with vitality and truth-telling. It
7. IT HAD reflected the vicissitudes of the decade, when victories like the
TO BE YOU, 1975 Voting Rights Act had been won, but had also been met with
violent retaliation. Weary leaders urged an inward turn. The
Milt Hinton and Friends word “soul” became shorthand for Black authenticity and pride.
Before long, there were “soul brothers” and “soul sisters,” “soul
Milt Hinton—better known as “The Judge,” for his legendary timekeeping—was
the heartbeat of 1950s jazz, laying down bass line rhythms for the likes of
food” and Soul Train.
Louis Armstrong, Dizzy Gillespie, Count Basie, and Cab Calloway. Despite In the fall of 1971, former Howard University classmates Donny
being one of the most recorded bassists in history, few recordings were Hathaway and Roberta Flack collaborated on their first of two
released under Hinton’s own name. “It Had to Be You” is featured on Here albums of duets. Both had come from smaller Southern towns to
Swings The Judge, a rare LP released with Hinton at the helm. Alongside Jon Washington, D.C., and had been child prodigies. Both played piano
Faddis’s mute work on trumpet and John Bunch’s tickling piano, Hinton’s with gospel and classical training. Flack described Hathaway as
bassline shines through in their arrangement of the American songbook “very shy, very self-conscious about his weight”; she said that when
classic. In 1919, when Milt Hinton was nine, he and his family moved from they were starting in the music business, they both were. Their
Vicksburg, Mississippi, to Chicago, away from the oppression and lack of albums together vibrate with the tender intimacy of being seen.
opportunity facing many Southern Black families. Immersed in Chicago’s
On “Be Real Black for Me,” the two trade lines of devotion,
church choirs, Hinton began piano lessons and later enrolled in the National
beginning with Hathaway, who describes the moment: “Our time,
Black Music Association and Wendell Phillips High School, gaining a rigorous
music education and catapulting himself into the jazz world.
short and precious.” He means shared time, with the beloved,
but also, perhaps his time—our time—on the planet. He loves
WRITERS: Isham Jones and Gus Kahn the person in spite of what everyone else says is wrong: their
PUBLISHER: Famous Door Records luscious lips and crinkly hair. Black, formerly an insult spewed
PRODUCED BY Harry Lim on hateful tongues, became, on Donny’s and Roberta’s, some-
PERFORMED BY Milt Hinton
thing lovely, with value. In my head I’m only half together, the
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two sing in unison, harmonies lilting over a soaring bridge. I fall
short of this love, they seem to say, and so do you. But we need
each other more than all the earth’s riches. “There is something
8. ABILENE, 2022 about the way love flows between the two,” Ashawnta Jackson
Plains writes in this issue.
Not all country music is about heartbreak, but country music does heart- WRITERS: Roberta Flack, Donny Hathaway, Charles Mann
break pretty well. The music of Plains—the collaborative project featur- PUBLISHING: WC Music Corp. / Universal Music Publishing / Microhits Music Corp.
ing Alabama-raised Katie Crutchfield (aka Waxahatchee) and Texas-born PRODUCED BY Arif Mardin, Joel Dorn
singer-songwriter Jess Williamson—tackles the heartbreak that comes PERFORMED BY Roberta Flack and Donny Hathaway
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with choosing yourself over the relationship, the place, the vibe, that is not
working for you. Their twangy harmonies reveal the sadness and the hope
that comes with major life change: I’da stayed there forever, ’til death do
us part / Texas in my rearview, plains in my heart. Crutchfield has said that 10. THE DAY IS
“Abilene,” written by Williamson, was the song that “solidified” the duo’s PAST AND GONE, 1964
debut album, and there’s no doubt that this downtempo, three-chord ballad
earns its spot among the best country collaborations, calling to mind Trio,
Buna Hicks
the Judds, and the Chicks.
“They have new songs and they’re right pretty—some of them is—but I still
hold to the old songs,” Buna Hicks says in Tom Burton’s book Some Ballad
WRITER: Jess Williamson
PUBLISHING: Orgasmic Bliss (BMI) c/o Covertly Canadian Publishing
Folks. As Justin Taylor explains in this issue, some of the songs Hicks and her
PRODUCED BY Brad Cook Beech Mountain, North Carolina, contemporaries sang were very old indeed,
PERFORMED BY Plains with roots in Renaissance poetry. “The Day is Past and Gone” is a relative
Courtesy of Epitaph Records neologism by those standards—its lyrics were written in 1792 by John Leland,
version of the hymn for Smithsonian Folkways in the early 1960s, it was PUBLISHING: Get Ur Seek On (ASCAP) c/o Universal Music Publishing
PRODUCED BY Michael Omartian
thoroughly integrated into her own musical tradition. The liner notes for The
PERFORMED BY Christopher Cross
Traditional Music of Beech Mountain, North Carolina Volume 1, on which the
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recording initially appeared, note that the hymn was sung harmonized in the
local church. Hicks sings it solo, to an austere, knobbly tune that seems to
summarize the dense chords of “Idumea,” the shape-note melody written 13. THE CARRIER
by Ananias Davisson in the nineteenth century. Her voice renders the lyrics,
already dire, into something apocalyptic, adding in time-worn grace notes and LINE, 1942
the “yips” that “Orphan Girl” author Melanie McGee Bianchi in this issue still Sid Hemphill
hears in the ballad singing of western North Carolina today.
Known as a talented instrumentalist (of the fife, panpipes, fiddle, mandolin,
WRITER: John Leland drums, and more) and instrument maker, Sid Hemphill, a blind man from
PERFORMED BY Buna Hicks Mississippi whose father was at one time enslaved, was also a prolific balladeer.
Courtesy of Smithsonian Folkways Recordings His ability to come up with lyrics on request built him a reputation across his
region; as explained in Jim O’Neal’s essay about Hemphill from this issue, locals
11. HAWK FOR would approach him to commission songs about events worth memorializing.
Songs like “The Carrier Line”—a ballad detailing the wreck on the Sardis &
THE DOVE, 2022 Delta Railroad owned by Sardis lumber baron Robert Carrier—exemplify his
Amanda Shires uncanny knack for turning true stories into lively, lasting music. It also exists
in conversation with other train wreck ballads, like “Engine One-Forty-Three”
From Amanda Shires’s seventh solo album Take It Like a Man, “Hawk for the and “The Ballad of Casey Jones.” Alan Lomax and Lewis Jones sought out
Dove”’ is an Americana power ballad about a woman who knows what she Hemphill in 1942 as part of a historic project, supported by Fisk University and
wants. A Nashville-based singer, songwriter, and fiddle player, Shires—also the Library of Congress, to create an archive of songs from the South. When
known as one-fourth of the country music supergroup the Highwomen—says Lomax joined him at a summer picnic, Hemphill became the first person in
of “Hawk for the Dove” that, “I want people to know that it’s okay to be a forty- Mississippi to record fife and drum music with his band.
year-old woman and be more than just a character in somebody else’s life.”
Written by Shires and Lawrence Rothman, the song explores “the emotions WRITER: Sid Hemphill
PUBLISHING: Mississippi Records
that turn prey into predator.” Shires, who was born in Lubbock, Texas, has
PRODUCED BY Alan Lomax
Southern roots that come out in her music. From her tremulous voice to her
PERFORMED BY Sid Hemphill, Alec Askew, Lucius Smith, and Will Head
skilled fiddle, the markers of her West Texas upbringing are evident across her
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discography, including her most recent release, Loving You with the late Bobbie
Nelson, featuring vocals from Bobbie’s brother, Willie Nelson.
14. DEAD HORSES, 2022
WRITERS: Lawrence Rothman and Amanda Shires
PUBLISHING: Little Lambs Eat Ivy Music, BMI
The Local Honeys
PRODUCED BY Lawrence Rothman
PERFORMED BY Amanda Shires “Dead Horses” appears on the self-titled album by the Local Honeys, a folk
Courtesy of ATO Records bluegrass duo based in Kentucky. The song is, obviously, about dead horses:
The narrator, voiced by Linda Jean Stokley, recounts a buckskin pony that
12.Think of Laura,
mourns beside her dead mother. The narrator mourns with the pony, as she
“never got used to watching horses die.” The song is intimate, with Stokley’s
1983 lead vocals and Montana Hobbs’s cascading fiddle, and offers a bittersweet
Christopher Cross view of rural, Appalachian life. Here, animals and humans are connected in both
love and grief. Madeline Weinfield writes in this issue of a similar connection
to the horses of her own youth, the memory of which, “like a first love…burns
L
aura Carter was an eighteen-year-old college student who sometimes still.”
was killed by a stray bullet in Columbus, Ohio, while sitting
in the backseat of her father’s car. The Texas-born singer WRITER: Linda Jean Stokley
Christopher Cross was dating her roommate, and he wrote “Think PUBLISHING: Gerle Travis Publishing, BMI
PRODUCED BY Jesse Wells, Linda Jean Stokley, and Montana Hobbs
of Laura” as a tribute. It’s a tender tragedy ballad, with somber
PERFORMED BY The Local Honeys
chords and unfussy elegiac poetry: “Hey Laura, where are you Courtesy of The Local Honeys
now? / Are you far away from here? / I don’t think so / I think
you’re here / Taking our tears away.” It’s an unsubtle yet effective
tearjerker, thanks in large part to the Grammy- and Oscar-winning 15. PA’LANTE, 2017
songwriter’s trademark serene timbre, which is imbued here with Hurray for the Riff Raff
a genuine-feeling melancholia. True to the spirit of the ballad
tradition, Boyz II Men would later reimagine the track as “Think In Clarissa Fragoso Pinheiro’s essay on Chilean folk artist Violeta Parra, she
of Aaliyah”—in memory of the late, great r&b singer who died writes that the artist never had the chance to “witness the profound impact
in a plane crash in 2001. her songs would have on social movements in Latin America, particularly
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the Nueva Canción, a movement of politically engaged music inspired by folk known for her powerhouse vocals, forgoes the belting in favor of airy high
traditions.” We can trace a line from this movement in the ’60s and ’70s to the notes that showcase her bell-like timbre and pinpoint intonation. Meanwhile,
work of New Orleans–based Alynda Mariposa Segarra, aka Hurray for the Riff the song’s lyrics echo the almost transgressive vulnerability Hare finds in “The
Raff. Segarra has said that this song was a means of connecting with both Only Exception,” releasing both singer and listener to fully feel their messy,
their Puerto Rican heritage and activists of the past who have challenged the inexplicable, inelegant emotions: Love is not an easy thing to admit, Williams
status quo, especially the status quo that excludes queer people and people sings, but I’m not ashamed of it.
of color. In many ways, the song’s simple melody and straightforward lyrics of
protest hearken to the revolutionary work of Violeta Parra. Though the lyrics WRITERS: Hayley Williams, Taylor York, and Zac Farro
speak more directly to our contemporary world, “Pa’lante” feels kindred to PUBLISHING: WC Music Corp., Hunterboro Music, Zac The Wolf Music, But Father, I
“Gracias a la vida,” with its yearning for a simplicity and freedom of life that Just Want To Sing Music
PRODUCED BY Carlos de la Garza
so many struggle to experience. “¡Pa’lante!” literally urges listeners “onwards”
PERFORMED BY Paramore
and “forward”; they sing To all who had to survive, I say, ¡Pa’lante! / To my
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T
he ballad is a form we love because it refuses categorization.
16. THE GLORY Is it a poem? Is it a song? Is it a story? Is it a lyric? Yes, and.
OF LOVE, 1965 From Chaucer to B. B. King, Langston Hughes to Lydia
Mendoza, Westerners have bent the millennium to carry this
George Lewis & the Barry Martyn Band
ancient form forward to teach, grieve, and heal. For this issue,
First, get that Peter Cetera song “Glory of Love” from the Karate Kid II we commissioned a new traditional ballad from Dom Flemons,
soundtrack out of your head. “The Glory of Love,” written by Billy Hill in 1936, Grammy-winning “American Songster” and a bearer of this
is one of the twentieth century’s most durable love songs and has appeared country’s rural music inheritance. “The Final Gift” is presented
on soundtracks from Guess Who’s Coming to Dinner to Beaches. Composed here just as it is: a poem and a song, a story and a lyric, a work
by Hill during the Great Depression, at first listen, its lyrics feel like jaunty of art that is both nascent and old. Written in the formal style,
platitudes: You’ve got to give a little / take a little / let your poor heart break a with an iambic pulse and hard rhyme patterns, “The Final Gift”
little / That’s the story of / That’s the glory of love. But when you consider that reminds us of true love’s most common story: true love, missed.
the song was written during one of the nation’s longest economic downturns
Marie would walk the sea to meet her rambling beloved, but
and you consider how difficult it must have been for most people to survive,
when she finds him he is already gone to regret’s many deaths.
let alone thrive, the lyrics gather greater meaning: As long as there are two
of us / We’ve got the world and all its charms / And when the world is through
It’s a heartbreaker. Flemons seems to ask us, is true love only
with us / We’ve got each other’s arms. This 1965 instrumental version by New ever valued after it is done? Can we still awaken to its power in
Orleans jazz clarinetist George Lewis and the Barry Martyn Band, swings with our lives, before it is too late? As if to hope for a different ending,
joy, and feels like the stroll of two lovers who’ve just had a lucky break and this poem-song edits itself as it sings, with Flemons making slight
are on their way to celebrate, even with the knowledge that the win may be adjustments in the parallel refrains, his raw voice breaking across
fleeting. For now, they will seize the moment. the tide of notes. A work of living tradition, “The Final Gift”
draws from murder ballads and dying verses, only this execution
WRITER: Billy Hill
is brought by the wicked hand of missed chance. True love’s most
PRODUCED BY Barry Martyn
PERFORMED BY George Lewis and the Barry Martyn Band
common story—made new, by honoring its age.
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WRITER: Dom Flemons
PUBLISHING: American Songster Music, ASCAP
Like “The Only Exception,” “Liar” is a quieter, more reflective moment in the
band’s catalog—but it’s also easy to hear the fourteen years of ballad-writing
evolution between the two tracks. Rather than what Hare calls the “worship
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