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Here is a poem I called:

Dust

I see myself, constantly fading into dust,


While I’m looking at my hand, my fingers, I see dust,
floating, slowly, up to the ceiling, the sky, somewhere...

I don't know why, how, or if it’s real or not. I just feel like it is, but since no one
else seems to see it too,
the doubt takes place and the dust gets swept under the rug.

If I’m being honest days or weeks passed between each and every line and
paragraph.
I’m following my doctor’s prescription, taking my meds for all the conditions I’m
suffering from hoping for results that will never come.

I just realized that maybe the famous verse “All came from the dust and all return
to the dust” was not talking about dead bodies getting buried, but refers to THIS!

We’re all dust, not only my fingers, my hands, or just myself but everyone!
the more I focus the more I see. It’s not about medication or any conditions the
dust never stops!

No matter the pills, the therapies, or places I’m staying to rest. The DUST is always
there on every single being!

How appalling it is to be the only one. Witness of this silent, vicious, and invisible
horror…

In what way am I different?

Can't I just die like everyone else? In ignorance of this gloomy snow that numbs my
mind instead of my body.

These grains of DUST... where do they go?

For all I know, all I see, they never go down…



As I try to finish these few thoughts, I notice in unspeakable horror that the dust
has stopped leaving me, I just turned 27.

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Here is a poem I called: Dust

I see myself, constantly fading into dust, NULL


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.’m f.ll.w..g my d.ct.r’s pr.scr.pt..., t.k..g my m.ds f.r .ll th. c..d.t...s .’m suff.r..g
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EAOINHRL

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b…g! EAOINHRLC

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.. …t ..y .. . d.ff....t? EAOINHRLCWM


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EAOI//NHRL//CWMY

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... … . k…, … . s.., t..y ..v.. .. d… … EAOI//NHRL//CWMY//GF

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tu…d 27. EAOI//NHRL//CWMY//GFP

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