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wWm^i 2003
25/12/3 \ KweZv mvjb : wKw 1
Rvbyqvwi 2004
13/1/4 \ ge 1; 14/1/4 \ ge 2; 20/1/4 \ ge 3; 23/1/4 \ ge 4; 26/1/4 \ ge 5
deqvwi 2004
1/2/4 \ ge 6; 3/2/4 \ ge 7; 20/2/4 \ KweZv mvjb : wKw 2; 27/2/4 \ mvvrKvi 1
gvP 2004
10/3/4 \ ge 8
Gwcj 2004
7/4/4 \ ge 9; 14/4/4 \ ge 10; 18/4/4 \ ge 11
g 2004
7/5/4 \ ge 12; 17/5/4 \ ge 13

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mvvrKvi # 2
19 g 2004

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mvvrKvi 1993

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AvKvk PBjv hvq| Gme Avcwb Kxfve ejb? KzwoMvg AvKvk PBjv hvq GBUv Avcbvi K
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myLKi| evei PqI myLKi|
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mvv` : cmvwiZ eveZv!

KzwoMvg
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Kwi| Avi Zwi Kwi dvUvwm, gb gb, Kbvq, bvbvb welq wbq-Avgiv mevB-B Kwi
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cvwbi wKbvi ai nvuU|
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gvmy` : evei evBi! GUv AvemvW evcvi|
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bv?
ivBmy : Kbv? fvewejvm?
gvmy` : wejvm K_vUv Kb Avevi?
ivBmy : wejvm Lvivc Kx? wejvm Kx `vl Kij?
gvmy` : bv, nq wK wejvwmZv KiZ KiZ GiKg Kbv Kwi, Zv bv wK|
ivBmy : wejvm cQ` Kib bv Avcwb?
gvmy` : wejvwmZv Zv Kvbv Kvbv A_ bwZ eUB|
ivBmy : Kb bwZ?
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mvv` : GZ Dveb Avi AvqvRb Zv Divi bvbv wejvmi w`KB Vj w`Q Avgv`i|
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nq...
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gvmy` : mfZv hw`K hZ Pvq!
mvv` : gvb Avcwb wK mfZvi AwfgyLx?
gvmy` : nvu| hw`I eZgvb Nvi hywev`x, Nvi fvMev`x mfZvi AbK AKvi w`K AvQ|
ivBmy : mfZv hw` fvewejvm Pvq m wK AvcwbI Pvb?
gvmy` : bv, gvb...
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gvmy` : bv| MjI wUKZ cvie bv Zv|
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gvmy` : ew| ew|
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gvmy` : AvwQ|
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cvi bv|
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gvmy` : cyiv NUbv Ab Kviv ^c?
mvv` : Ab Kviv GKUv wekvj ^ci ga nqZv Avgiv AvwQ!
gvmy` : Avgiv GB eve AvwQ GiKg gb KijB AwaKZi fvjv nq Avi wK|
ivBmy : Avgiv Kvb RvqMvq wQjvg?
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mvv` : AvQv, ejb gvmy` Lvb, GB h Avcwb e wbq jLb, wmwjKb wbq jLb, Kveb
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AKvi w`q MwVZ wkjvKvj

cwZwZv UvUg I gbxlvi|

GBevi GB Aejvq, n vwZ, n inmi DcRvwZ,

Anxb wkewji cnix,
Mjgvb MvdvBU ii Ici MovMwo `vI
cybevi cvc Ki wdi Gmv
cybevi gy`Yh fO f~wgmvr Ki `vI n ARyb
wZ eva, iYKvji n AweiYxq evwa|

cf~Zi kvwmZ wbqwZ

c`ki Z Avi wZ
Zxe zav I Lv`i MwZ
weZ nI, weZ nq hve|

e Nvi gnve
webvk, gnvgvix bZ
gbyKzji klKZ
cvYx Ges cZi mv_|

keY ewai Ki w`q eq gnvei nvIqv

ei _K weKwkZ di eZ wdi hvIqv!
keY ewai Ki w`q eq gnvei nvIqv
keY ewai Ki w`q eq gnvei nvIqv

keY ewai Ki w`q eq ... ... ... ...

keY ewai ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
keY ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

(cvwLZx_w`b, gvmy` Lvb, 1993)

gvmy` : GUv Zv wVK eev` bv|

ivBmy : eev` bv? ZvBj Avcwb KweZv jLb Kb?
gvmy` : fvjvM| ek gRv jvM| GQvov, evcviUv njv wK, gb nq GKUv wRwbm Avwg GKw`b
wPv KiwQ h...
mvv` : Avevi wPv?
gvmy` : KweZv wjL-ev wjLZ wMq-h-Avb` Avwg cvB IUvB mec_g weeP|
Avgvi Zv ZvB gb nq| Avgvi GiKg gb nq h, AvgvK hw` Kvbv xc cvwVq `qv nq,
hw` hZ eva nB Avi wK, mLvb Abvb cwiek hw` wUK _vKvi c AbyKj nqAbyKj bv nj Zv ne bv-Zvnj gb nq ILvbI Avwg KweZv wjLe| Avwg GLbI Zv-B
Kwi| KweZv wjwL-wjL cKvk Kivi Pq wbRB evievi cwo-h, Gi wfZi Kx
wjLjvg! gvS gvS Kvbv Kvbv Ask co Avgvi wbRiB ivg wknwiZ nq-jvi K_v,
ZeyI nq| wbR wbR cwo| cwigvRbv Kwi| cwigvRbvwj KiZ BQv Ki| GLvb GiKg
nj AviKUz fvjvMZv...wbR wbRB| KvDK UvMU Ki...gbB nq bv| AbK mgqB
evBi cKvk KiZ BQv Ki bv|
mvv` : Zvnj Qvcvb Kb?
gvmy` : Gi m hw` AviI wKQy hy nq! Abi hw` fvjv jvM! cv_wgK evcvi njv Avwg
wbRB gb gb cwo| gvS gvS wLjwLj Ki nvwm| wknwiZ nB| ivgvwZ nB| Ljv Kwi|
mvv` : Zvnj Abi KweZv cob Kb?

gvmy` : Abi KweZvq G-gRvUv cvB| wbRi KweZvq cvB mw Kivi gRv| Abi KweZvq
cvB...Kx gRv cvB? ^v` MnY Kivi gRv|
mvv` : Avcbvi Kx gb nq, mfZvi ga KweZv Kvbv fwgKv cvjb Ki?
gvmy` : Avmj KweZvi fwgKvUv Avgvi KvQ cvwmf gb nq| Gjv Kvbv GKUv mvebvK
ay nqZv DxweZ KiZ cvi| GLb mfZvi GKUv mvebvK DxweZ Kiv ejZ Kx
evSvq? mfZvq KvR Ki eU, wK mUv gBbwg ev Bgcvjwmf wKQy bq|
ivBmy : cvVKiv wK Avcbvi KweZv eySZ cvi? GKUv, `yBUv ev wZbUv cvVK-eySZ cvi
ej gb Kib wKbv?
gvmy` : me Zv cviB bv gb nq|
ivBmy : ewkifvM cvi wKbv, KgywbKU KiZ, Avcbvi KweZv?
gvmy` : cvi Zv gb nq| wK KgywbKU ejZ Avwg hv evSvZ PvBjvg Zv eySZ...
ivBmy : Avcwb Kx evSvZ PvBjb Zv Avcwb wbR Rvbb wK?
mvv` : KweZvq Kx ejZ Pvb Zv Avcbvi KvQ memgq ? KweZvq Avcwb AvmjB wKQy
evSvZ Pvb wKbv, mywbw` wKQy?
gvmy` : mB h, feb Zwi Kivi mgq hgb wfw Zwi Kiv nq, Muv_ywb nq Zvici GKUv
`vuovq| wbgvY KiZ KiZ Zvici KweZvq GKUv ee `qvi h Pov...miKg Avgvi
KweZvq KLbvB nq bv gb Kwi|
mvv` : cvVKi mgmvK Avcwb Kvbv mgmv gb Kib?
gvmy` : nvu, wKQyUv Zv KwiB| Avwg gb Kwi h-cwicwZ, h-Aevb Avwg AvwQAvgvi wbRi KvQ hw` wKQy GKUv fvjv jvM, wVK Abyic Kvbv Dcjw ev gvbwmK SvuK
hw` Kviv _K _vK Zv ZviI fvjv jvMe| Zvi AvM wbRi KvQ fvjv jvMvUv Riywi
gb nq Avgvi |
mvv` : Gevi Ab cm Avwm| Avcwb GKevi ejwQjb, cvBgU ev bievbii `kv
_K weewZZ I weKwkZ nq bvbv c_ DwRq Avgiv nvgv mvwcq ev gvbyl nq DVwQ|
mfveB nqZv axi weeZbi ga w`q gvbyliv fwelZ Ggb chvq wMq cuQe hLb

gvbylK Avi gvbyl ejv hve bv| nvgv mvwcqi e`j m nqZv ZLb nq DVe-aiv
hvK-nvgv nwgqvi| Avcwb ejwQjb, gvbeRvwZi GB bxie webvki K_v fe
Avcbvi K nq| Zv nj ejb Zv, GB h jR Lwmq `y cvq DV `vuwoq Avgiv gvbyl nq
DVjvg, mB nvivbv jRi Rb Avcbvi K eva nq?
gvmy` : jR?
mvv` : Avcbvi c~ecyi~l _K wewQb nq Mjb h jRwUi KviY|
gvmy` : bvn&, jR Zv Lye GKUv `wb`b bv|
mvv` : GUv Kxfve ejb? aib QvMji jR bB, Zv nj wK KzrwmZ jvMe bv?
ivBmy : Zvici aib Avgvi d Avw`Z Kweii h jR bvB| ev aib gCb Payixi h
jR bvB|
gvmy` : gvbyli jR bv _vKjB fvjv| _vKj AbK Amyweav...
ivBmy : m Avcbvi KweZvq Zv `LwQ evievi QvwZg MvQ wbq AvmQb|
gvmy` : kke _KB Avgvi KvQ QvwZg MvQK GKUv nvmKi Pwi gb nZv|
mvv` : Kb?
gvmy` : m Kx GK AzZ MvQ! iv`i fZi Rb, Avevi QvqvZI Rb| nv nv nv| QvwZg MvQ
ek eo nq| Zvi KvV Kvbv Avmeve nq bv| jvwV ev Lwo Qvov KvVwj Avi Kvbv KvR
jvM bv| Rvjvwb nq, `kjvBqi KvwV nq| GK aibi M ei nq QvwZg MvQ _K, wekl
Ki ivwejv| Kgb AvbvU M!
ivBmy : Zv KweZv jLvq c_g Avcwb Dy nb QvwZg MvQ `L?
gvmy` : bv| GUv Zv Kvbv `L-UL bv| Avgvi c_g KweZvi bvg Avwg ^Z|
mvv` : Avcbvi GKUv KweZvq AvQ h, GK jvK AvnZv KiQ QvwZg MvQ|
gvmy` : GB evcviwUB Zv Avgvi Rb mePq...
mvv` : gZzi mgq GKUv gvbyl nvmKi GK Pwii KvQ wbRK mgcY Kij| Gi cQb
GKUv NUbv AvQ|

gvmy` : AvnZv, wekl Ki dvuwm w`q Szj AvnZvi evcviUv Avgvi KvQ AbK mgq
ek dvwb jvM| wVK dvwb bq, gvb Kgb h jvM| AvnZvKvixi cwZ ek KiyYv...gb nq
h, gZzi wVK AvM ch jvKUv nqZv wQj Rw`, `vuZ wKowgo Ki gvwU Kvgo Avqvb GK
Amgmvnmx hvv| gywi Rb DwjZ, Ame cvwYZ GK hvvcyiyl| wVK KqK gyn~Z ciB
m nq Mj nvmKi fwgvq cvR `Iqv GK wbixn KvDb| wdR nq hvIqv| mg msMvg
_K AvPgKv Aegy, wjZ| ek KZzKc`, Zv-B bv? Szj `n, `nUv `yjQ, Nvo Kvr,
wRnvUv gvUvgywU ei nq AvQ, Zv-I Avevi `vuZ KvUv, Zv-I...
mvv` : nMI nqZv w`qQ, Zv-B bv?
gvmy` : nvu, nvu, GiKgI nq, Kx AzZ GKUv...
mvv` : Avcwb GKevi ejwQjb, GKUv jvKK Avcwb AvnZv KiZ `LwQjb|
jvKUv ek ewZevb wQjb RxweZ Aevq| AvnZvi ci wRf ei nq AvQ Zvi, wev
Mwoq coQ cv w`q| gi hvIqvi ci Kx nvmKi GKUv Aev!
gvmy` : mUvB Avi wK| Avgvi GKUv KweZvi m Ggb evcvi RwoZ wQj| KweZvi bvg
KvDb| evcviUv njv wK, h-QvwZg MvQK wPiKvjB GK AzZ Pwi fe GmwQ,
klch wKbv NUbvUv NUj mB QvwZg MvQB! Kx GKUv iqvi Kv-BbwmW! ivkfvwi,
mvbxq GK wkK-Qv-AQv Mvgi mevi KvQ _KB whwb mvb cq AvmQb| ek
ewZevb cyiyl| gi Szj AvQb, Nvo GKw`K KvZ Ki| `vuZ wRnvUv KvUv, hb fswP
KvUQb| fveb Zv, ivkfvwi wkK fswP KvUQb; Avi SyjQb Zv SzjQbB, QvwZgi
Wvj| cv eq giv ii iLv, Zij gji iLv Avi fbfb gvwQ|

KvDb

Vvq Svjvbv gyLUv hb

LRyi MvQ fv
QvwZg MvQ `v`yjgvb
Kjv MvQi Kv|

Pz `ywU PoKMvQ
Nvo wMqQ euK
GKUz-AvaUz im coQ
eKh _K|

Avb KvuL AvUwU w`K

Dj wRcwm
bvsUv bi-bvix `L
KvUjv Kx wRf, wQ!

QvwZgi H QvU AcwZf kvLv

Zvi GZv KvwiR&gv! cvq evuKv!
jvfbi jvj PvKz jvj dj euav
wki mvgb Svj cyZzji gav|

KD ej, m Aje
nvsjv ewk| fyj c`
g gvZ| GiB ga
bc_ mB myZv
Uvb|

mB mv_ mB bUgvoj
jvj njy` Avi kv`v Zij
bvK gyL Kvb n w`q
jvj-KvjP wRf `wLq
wdR|

Szj H `vig~wZ wQjv Pevj

SzjZ SzjZ VKjv Gm nvev MvQi Wvj|
gvPbi jvj jM Gb `q XK gv kPx
hyMje`x GKwU dg Dfq cgvPx|

P`i giv QvU gq nvIqv

AaK Aaiv m, AaK cvIqv
AaK jy m wQjv MZKvj
Zvi w`K QzU MQ mvivUv mKvj|

`nfwZ gvLvgvwL ivw Ges Avb

Roey wmcyil wiwP KvDb|

(cvwLZx_w`b, gvmy` Lvb, 1993)

mvv` : evcviUv AvmjB GiKg| bvwK AvnZvi mB `k `Lvi ci _K QvwZg MvQ

Avcbvi weklfve bRi KvoZ i Ki?

gvmy` : AvM _KB QvwZg MvQ bRi coZ| KZjv wekl gyn~Z, Rxebi wekl wekl
vwjM Gm Nyiwdi QvwZg MvQ `vuwoq _vK Ges gyPwK gyPwK nvm| GB Zv mB
QvUejvq GZ MvQMvQovi ga mevi `wZ AenwjZ GKUv MvQ `wZ Gm `vuove|
GiKg nq Kb h memgq Avwg QvwZg wbq AvewZZ nB|
mvv` : Avcbvi K`xq w_gjvi GKwU wK QvwZg|
gvmy` : Gm hvq, wekl wekl gyn~Z QvwZg MvQ Avm| Zvici IB h weovj, Zvici IB
h...Kx hb...Gm `vuwoq VuvUi KvY nvwm Szwjq ivL| Zv`i `wL wekl wekl mgq|
ivBmy : AvQv, QvwZg MvQ Qvov GiKg Avi Kx Kx Avm Avcbvi KweZvq?
mvv` : GB hgb avZe e? GB jvnv, Kveb, wmwjKb|
gvmy` : G evcviUvi GKUv gRv AvQ| `vLb, GB h Avcbvi cvk h AskUzKz, GB h
Avcbvi Pvgov, ckg...
mvv` : GUv wK avZz bv|
gvmy` : Avgvi KweZvq avZe k Avm GUv wVK bv| Avm GwjgU| gwjK c`v_ Avi wK|
ivBmy : Kb Avm?
gvmy` : Avgvi fveZ fvjvM h, GB h GZ ecwieZ Aevq Avgiv AvwQ-Gi meB Zv
wKQy gwjK ei wewP I eYvX webvm| ei GZ wewP webvm Kxfve h NUQ! GZ weeZb,
GZ mvBKj, wi-mvBKj! gvb ixwZgZv...
mvv` : Awekvm evcvi?
gvmy` : bv, gvb Ckii cwZ hgb GKRb f...Ckii h jxjv...Zvi jxjvi GZ h evw,
GUv Zvi fK hfve AevK Ki `q, Avgvi gaI welqUv mfve KvR Ki|
mvv` : Avcbvi ek avwgKZv AvQ| wevbi cwZ mskqI AvQ Avcbvi| hgb GKUv
ce Avcwb wjLQb, wek Amxg| AvBbvBbi mmxg weki aviYvwU Avcwb gvbbwb|
gvmy` : bv, Avwg ejwQ h mwU Avgvi cvimckb Avm bv|

mvv` : cvimckb Zv Avcbvi AbK wKQyB Avm bv| wK mjv wbq Zv mskq cKvk
Kibwb|
gvmy` : gvwb bv, Avevi gvwb-GiKg Avi wK| wK cvimckb Avm bv| GKUv AevK
Kv|
mvv` : Avcwb wjLjb, wek Amxg| Zv Amxgi aviYvwU Avcwb cvimckbi ga Kxfve
Avbjb?
gvmy` : Avmj evcvi njv wK, hLbB Kvbv wKQyK Avgiv cviwmf KiZ cvwi bv ZLb
ZvK Amxgi w`K Vj w`Z BQv Ki| GUv njv, Kx eje, Amxg Zv GKUv MvwYwZK
aviYv, eywMZ GKUv Aevi cwifvlv|
mvv` : Avcbvi wK gb nq wek mmxg nj KweZvi fvl hiKg nq, wek Amxg nj mUv
Ab iKg nZv?
gvmy` : Gme K_vevZvi ga wVK cvih LyuR cvwQ bv| Kx wbq hb ejZ wQjvg?
ivBmy : gwjK c`v_, weki Dcv`vb h gwjK c`v_ mUv wbq|
gvmy` : mB Zv, Avwg wewZ nq hvB| evi Zzjbvq GB h Qv AskUzKz-hLvb
Avgiv em AvwQ-GB h Avcbvi Pvgov, GB h jvg, GLvb Kx GUv-KvcU, GUv eB,
GB Kjg, GB KvMR, GB h GUv Kx? KvmU| Zvici GUv Kx-wmb_wUK Kx hb, GBUv
avZe, Zvici GB h GKUz cvwb; Zvici GB h wezUi uov, PvbvPzi| j Ki `Lb, GB
AskUzKzi wfZi gwjK c`v_i KZv aibi webvm! Kx GK weqKi NUbv! RoiB AevK
webvm Zwi njv RxeKvl| RxeKvl _K Rxe| GUv Kveb, Avevi is AvQ! iOi Avevi
wewfb ic| GUv cvwb...nvBWvRb Avi AwRb w`q Ze GB cvwb| GBUzKz Aski wfZiB
wewPfve web nq KZ c`v_ Zwi nq AvQ| wewP jxjvLjvi gZv gb nq| GwjB
AvgvK ewk wewZ Ki| m Rb Avgvi KweZvq gvSga gwjK c`v_ Avm| Gjvi
weq Avwg fvjvfve cKvk KiZ cvwi bv|
ivBmy : Avcwb weq cKvk KiZ Lye AvMnx?
gvmy` : weq NUj Zv cKvk KiZ AvMnxB nB|

ivBmy : Kvi KvQ?

gvmy` : mwj wbq Zv Avjvc nqB Mj| ei webvmi g~j Aevb KiQ Gjv|
AbKwj gwjK c`v_ wgj hwMK c`v_ Ges RwUj hM Zwi nqQ axi axi weeZbi
cwqvq| AvM KZ mij hwMK wQj| GLb GZ ewk wewP webvm I mgvek, GZ
cvigyUkb Kw^bkb nqQ h...
ivBmy : wei nq hvb?
gvmy` : bv, wei bv| Lvwj weq| weq eva Kivi evwZK| nv nv nv|
mvv` : nvu, Gevi hbZv welq Avwm|
ivBmy : Dwb Zv hbZv Kib bv| Dbvi Lvwj eKvg| eK wbq Avmb Dwb|
mvv` : m evcviB AvmwQ| Avcbvi wK gb nq, Gme Avcbvi gvUvi-dwUwkRgi jY?
gvmy` : Avcbvi wK ZvB gb njv? fvwe hLb, K_v ewj hLb, ZLb hvB Kwi ZLb GiKg gb
nq| Avevi KweZvq `wL AbiKg nq MQ| GB h gvbyli K_v _vK-Kx eje-GUv
Avwg eywS bv|
ivBmy : gvbyli K_v h KweZvi ga Avbb, Avcbvi jv Ki bv? Avcbvi gb nq bv h
Lye Lvivc GKUv KvR Kijb?
gvmy` : Kb? bvn&!
mvv` : AvcbvK KD `vwqZ w`qQ gvbyli K_v ejvi?
gvmy` : KD `q bvB Zv|
ivBmy : m Kb jLb? Avcbvi msKvP nq bv h gvbyli wbqv wjLZQb?
mvv` : Aviv KZwj evcvi AvQ Zv| gvbyl AvcbvK AwaKvi w`qQ bvwK h Zv`i
wbq wjLeb Avcwb| GUv Zv AbwaKvi PPv| Ab gvbyl`i wbq wjLZ cvib Avcwb?
ivBmy : gvbyl Zv ew| ewK Avcwb wWmUve KiZ cvib? Avcwb ew^vaxbZvq wekvm
Kib bv?
gvmy` : ew^vaxbZvq wekvm Zv Kwi| GUvq Zv ew^vaxbZvK Kvbv cKvi...

ivBmy : mB ewK Zv Avcwb wbRi gZv KBiv djjb| GBUv Zv Avcwb KiZ cvib
bv|
gvmy` : GLb AvgvK hw` bv wjLZ `b Zvnj Zv Avgvi ew^vaxbZv Avcwb niY Kieb|
ivBmy : bv, Avwg Zv Avi ew^vaxbZvq wekvm Kwi bv|
mvv` : Avcbvi Zv AbK mgmv| Avcwb gvbyli ew^vaxbZv niY Kib, Zvici
KweZvq wg_v K_v ejb : Avcwb ejQb, b`xZxi Kwi evm|
ivBmy : GUv Zv kni| avi-KvQ Kvbv b`x bvB| GKUv Lvj AvQ Aek| Avcwb ejZ
cvib, LvjZxi Kwi evm|
gvmy` : bv, wVK b`xZxi Kwi evm bv, b`xKj Kwi evm|
ivBmy : b`xK~jI Zv bv GUv|
gvmy` : b`xi Zxi Avi Kj-G wK cv_K AvQ|
ivBmy : b`xKj ejZ wK b`xesk? GB h gwjK c`v_, Gw`K Avmb| Avcbvi esk wK b`x?
Avcbvi eski jvKiv wK b`x bvg cwiwPZ? Avcbvi bvg wK gvmy` Lvb b`x? AbMj wg_v
K_v ejZQb KweZvi ga|
mvv` : IB h gCb Payixi Z : Kwe wg_vK `wLq mZ cKvk Kib|
gvmy` : wg_vK `wLq mZ cKvk Kib! gvb?
mvv` : Kwe bvwK ejb wg_v wK cKvk Kib mZ|
ivBmy : wg_v nQ Zvi mZ cKvki GKUv nvwZqvi|
gvmy` : Avgvi KvQ avuqvkv jvM...
mvv` : gCb PayixK avuqvkv ejjb? ZvK Zv Avcwb ejZ cvib bv avuqvkv|
gvmy` : Zvi evcviUv bv| AbK AvevKB avuqvkv gb nq bv, m iKg|
mvv` : Avcbvi KweZvq Zvnj hbZv bB Kb? evcviUv Kx? Avcbvi hb AwfZv
bB?
gvmy` : hb AwfZv bB gvb? hbZvi welq Avm bv KweZvq? Aviv AbK wKQyB Zv

Avm bv KweZvq|
mvv` : G AwfZv Avcbvi KweZvq Avm bv Kb?
gvmy` : mZi Acjvc KBib bv Zv|
ivBmy : Avcwb hbZvq wekvm Kib wK? Zvi AvM ejb, Avcwb wK ag wekvm Kib?
gvmy` : ag ejZ Kx Avcwb evSvb?
ivBmy : Kx evSvb ejjb| Zvi gvb ag mK Avcwb A|
mvv` : Avcwb ag Rvbb bv, m KweZv Kxfve jLb?
ivBmy : Zv hbZvq wekvm Kib Avcwb?
gvmy` : GUv Zv wekvm bv, aviY Kivi evcvi|
ivBmy : wVK AvQ, hbZv aviY Kib Avcwb!
gvmy` : GB mviQ| mvvrKvi Lvjvgjv Avjvc gvb wK Avwg Kxfve gjgy ZvM Kwi
mjv ejv?
ivBmy : Zvi gvb Kvbv Kvbv wRwbm cKvk Kivq Avcwb gRv cvb bv| Lywk nIqv bvwK Kx
hb ejb?
gvmy` : myL| myLeva Kiv|
mvv` : Avcbvi wKQy KweZvq cw_exK Gwiqvj wfD _K `Lvi GKUv evcvi AvQ| Avcwb
wK BDivc-gYi ci Gfve wjLZ iy Kijb?
gvmy` : Avwg eje bv h GUv GKeviB AmZ| Rxeb c_g cb DVwQ| Avm ceZi
Ici w`q Gcvi-Icvi nq cb hvwQj, fvii w`K| ZLb AbK eo eo kniK Mvgi
QvU QvU eUgjvi gZv-eUMvQi wbP h gjv em Ges gjv kl nIqv AvM h
wbiyY c`xc RjZ _vK-IiKg jvMwQj| bnvr wk-wk jvMwQj, wkiv hgb
w`qvkjvB ev mvwRq ivL, LjvQj-mvi-mvi, Avevi GKUvi Dci GKUv-miKg
jvMwQj GBme wekvj eYvX knijvK|
mvv` : Gwiqvj wfD _K-gvb GKUv `~iZ _K-Kvbv GKUv wKQy `Lvi gvag

c_gZ Avcwb Zvi bKU _K wehy nQb| wZxqZ mewKQyK GKUv `~ieZx m`hi ga,
GKUv webvmi ga Avwevi KiZ PvQb| Gfve Zv Avcwb Uy-AeR hUv mUv cvQb
bv|
gvmy` : Gwiqvj wfD Avwg cQ` Kwi hv `LwQ ZvK Zvi mvgwMKZvmn, Zvi cwicwZmn
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