There's this thing Called living That has to me A deep meaning The first time I've read about The difference between living & surviving | was sure | wanted to live. But there's this thing Called hell That has to me A deep feeling The first time I've learned about The difference between purgatory & hell | was sure | was stuck. Everyday, since then,| understood | am living in purgatory Hell Must be a hell of experience It must be better to experience life In total and brutal Agony Than it is to Have a bit of happiness on the outside Just to be dragged to this soul sucking place some call purgatory I've named it home It is torturous the reminder thattil now and for many more years The glimpse of freedom Is all I'll have To keep my soul fed Til death do us part KIf.