I wanted to write a piece today and I was having a rather difficult time putti ng one together .

The inspiration was there but I was more concerned with wheth er or not anyone would take the time to read it.(thank you if you are reading , hang in there it will get better)I have had enough of news to distract me,and Id seriously been "working on stories behind" the stories that tv news was distr acting me with when it hit me .Distractions. I was being distracted from myself .I needed to redirect and focus on my news. Thats right ! Whats up with Todtv. I m more than what I write about. I am more than what Im perceived to be. In fact there is something gr8er in me than all of those things. I had to take the tim e and reflect on some of my past lessons in life rediscover some of them. One of them that I recalled was that it is ok to be a nobody in this world as long as you are someone who is making a difference to someone else .Another one is humil ity and willingness to serve,sometimes in spite of our own needs . Quite often t he very thing we need is the very thing we need to give away.....without expecta tion of reward. Give it away freely. What you put out there will return itself b ack to you 100 fold . I found out it is very important to frame my thought wit h things like forgiveness , compassion Love and understanding. Yes, all those t hings in a world like this. And how is that possible,you might ask . What kind o f world do I live in ? The same world that you do. Along with all its strife and injustice ,social handicaps,I'm still standing on the principles that make a di fference. Rather than complain about all the antics and shenanigations (yes, she nanigations) I decided to apply the better part of me to the very heart of those things.....answer the call of The Infinite Hand. It's that hand that is gentl y guiding my hand .When I get out of my way, I'm being led to be gr8ful and Im making a whole-hearted attempt to see things the way The Infinite Hand does.Fo r example ,that piece that I was having a hard time writing......its writing its elf and the words are standing on their own merit. This IS the story behind the story. Its my story . It's the story that I co create. It really is about me ( t he better part of me ) and how I share that part with you .You make it about you ....the better part of you..... when you share that with someone else. You see,i t really is ok to be nobody in this world as long as you are someone who is is making a difference .