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Authenticity and survival working with children in


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Caroline Case

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AUTHENTICITY AND SURVIVAL
Working with children in chaos
by Caroline Case

ABSTRACT
This article considers two kinds of clinical presentation second example (Tustin, 1992). In treatment, the therapist
involving chaotic aggression and destruction, when defences needs to facilitate their becoming real in an authentic way and
break down. The first set of case material is taken from art remain real to clients herself when under intense pressure. The
therapy work with a neglected and deprived child, traumatised word ‘authentic’ is being used to describe the child within, who
through physical abuse, in a context of domestic violence. The is hidden by a carapace of defence. Art therapy can offer an
second set of case material is taken from work with an intermediary arena of potential containment if a transitional
‘entangled child’ on the autistic spectrum. It is primarily Tustin’s space can be established. Both chaos and the importance of
ideas about entangled/confusionaI children that are used in this the first image to emerge after such a stage will be considered.

I distrust the incommunicable:i f is the source of all Thinking about aggression and violence
violence. (Jean Paul Sartre [1905-19801, ’Qu’est-ce que
Parsons and Dermen (1999) give a readable and
la litterature?’, Les Temps modemes, July 1947)
accessible introduction to thinking about the violent
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child and adolescent: ‘We are all capable of reacting


violently in extreme circumstanceswhen our very
Introduction survival (physical or psychological)is at stake.’ Their
The authenticity and survival of client and therapist main thesis is that violence is the most primitive
in the art therapy session is the focus of this article. (physical)response to a perceived threat to the
The child who has experienced the external trauma of integrity of the psychological self. Parsons and
physical abuse may present in a frozen or Dermen suggest that the ultimate danger the violent
disassociated way. The entangled child may present individual defendsagainst is the experience of
with a cluster of autistic symptoms, which form a helplessness in the absence of a protective adult.
carapace, i.e. a hard outer shell, over an internal Children who have experienced such helplessness
trauma of separation. There is a difficult stage in will have had failure in their earliest nurturing. The
therapy: when defences break down and anger, fear violent child lacks an intemalised protective
and pain surface in both kinds of children. These two relationship and therefore lacks a flexibility of
types of case present very differently, but both make response that would allow him or her to register
particular demands on the resilience of therapist and anxiety as a signal of an impending threat and to
child: for this reason it is interesting to consider them mobilise appropriate defences. The experience of
together. In entangled children there is a wish to helplessness would feel like annihilation. Such people
remain merged and not to separate into their own are very vulnerable to ordinary emotional contacts
individuality. This stage can be chaotic, aggressive that abound in everyday life. Any threat that does
and destructive, having a huge impact on the room penetrate the barrier will be experienced as traumatic,
and the therapist. The client has to survive their and may trigger the most primitive defences. They
emerging emotions and the therapist has to survive may appear to others as unpredictably violent
attacks on the room and themselves. Art therapy can because the trigger may not be apparent.
offer an intermediary arena of potential containment Winnicott (1945,1950,1951,1963) noted that
if a transitional space can be established (Winnicott, aggression is a ~ t ~part ~ ofalifel and a major source
1951). The first image to emerge after a chaotic stage of energy. He saw aggression as having a vigorous
may reveal to the therapist what was being protected side of enjoyable somatic expression to do with
by the angry outburst or aggressive phase in therapy. ’feeling real‘ as well as having a ’true-self-protective’
It can help us both to understand this child but also function as a response to environmental
to be more aware of underlying feelings when we impingement. Without aggression we would not be
find ourselves in this situation again. For the child, able to assert or protect ourselves actively or progress
what is made can be a means of containing helpless, from dependence towards independence.Aggression
fearful, angry or passionate feelings. The making of plays a healthy role in allowing the development of ‘I
images within the therapeutic relationship may allow am’and separateness from Mother. The fact that
some authentic expression of the ’child within the Mother can survive these attacks allows her to be
defences’ for the first time. seen as a separate person in a shared reality.

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Winnicott proposed two elements which need to child and parent. The child gains no experience of
function together in males and females for healthy containment or help with frustration, but has had to
life: to be able to ’be with’ and to be able to ’do with’ give in to a superior force under threat of more pain.
female and male elements (Winnicott, 1971). A Such a response lays down a pattern of future
mother also needs to hold her child in mind, in her relationships where sex and violence intermingle:
comprehension of the true self of the child for healthy violence is sexualised. A sado-masochisticform of
development. relating is a mixture of punishment, humiliation,
control and excited contact (Parsonsand Dermen,
Earliest forms of aggressive urges concern the baby’s
1999). The solution for the child who is attacked and
need to get rid of intolerable feelings in order to
controlled is to become identified with the aggressor.
achieve a sense of safety and comfort (Edgcumbe,
1976).When little babies are hungry or tired or This offers an escape route and perpetuates the
pattern. It is the internalisation of violent and
frightened, they cannot make themselves feel better,
and have to rely on others. If their needs are not disturbing objects (usually violent parents) which
adequately met, their distress, frustration and then become a part of the child, allowing a vehicle for
helplessness may become overwhelming. They can the child’s destructiveness (Hodges et al., 1994). It is
only use a physical response - cry, kick, yell, scream, at times when people are f l d e d by disturbing
flail their arms (Parsons and Dermen, 1999).If their thoughts, fantasies and flashbacks that they are more
needs are met they have the experience of a likely to be an aggressor to avoid feeling helpless. If a
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protective, comforting relationship. They can make a space for thought can be developed, it is possible that
demand and it is met.They have the experience of an they can resist behaving destructively.
empathic and receptive person. They begin to be able
to tolerate feeling vulnerable because helplessness is Art therapy literature and destructive
assodated with a protective relationship that can outbursts
encompass their needs. If there is environmental Historically, art therapy literature has focused on the
failure then the child’s internal world will be shaped images made, and for this reason perhaps, there is a
differently. When infants experience extreme danger scarcity of detailed reference or consideration of
they feel annihilation, disintegration and technique when one is confronted with sessions or
fragmentation. If babies have unmanageable amounts stages of aggression in therapy. For patients with
of anxiety they may resort to pathological defensive poor impulse control, or who have experienced
behaviours such as avoidance, or freezing or fighting physical abuse, or for whom intimacy is threatening,
(Fraiberg, 1982).An unadaptive pattern of relating moments or stages of aggressiveness in the sessions
will then develop. This earlier work of Fraiberg’s has are likely to occur.Fox refers to ’savage acts of
been supported more recently with the findings of vandalism and blind rage’ in work with autistic
neurobiologists. It is now thought that trauma limits adults suggesting that the artwork functioned as
the developing strudure of the brain, affecting babies’ transitional objects which the client created and
abilities to take in the world about them (Fox et al., destroyed (Fox, 1998).Stack also mentions phases of
1994;Perry et al., 1995; %ore, 1996).Neurobiologists self-mutilating and acting-out destructive behaviou
have also shown that young children who are in encapsulated autistic adults (Stack, 1998). Hallam
continuously exposed to traumatic experiences d k u s s e s ‘destructive room wrecking outbursts’ and
develop a neurological connection that responds to how contact with his mentally handicapped client
increasingly less stimulus: so that they become group is made through narrative, ‘talking about what
hyperactive. They respond as if there were a large the therapist is doing, then what the client is doing,
threat when in a situation of a small threat (Schore, then this leads towards stories’ (Hallam, 1984).
1994; van der Volk and Greenberg, 1987). Pearson in relation to adults, and Rabiger in relation
Crucial to the child’s development is the way that the to children, also discuss aggressive/ destructive
parents deal with their own aggressive impulses. behaviour within the same client group (Pearson,
Children need to learn how to be assertive but not 1984; Rabiger, 1984).
damaging, or need help to master aggression and In a previous paper (Case, 1994),the creation of a
channel it into other activities. Ways of ‘making mise-en-dne of domestic violence was discussed, in
good’, reparation and forgiveness facilitate the which the child is both director and actor, leaving the
development of a healthy and non-punitive therapist in the ’helpless observer‘ role, which mirrors
conscience. If a parent is tolerant of their own the child‘s situation in the past. In this sort of
aggression they can see their child‘s aggression as scenario, when the child cannot make any artwork
that of a child and respond appropriately, not react. If with the materials, but uses the whole room to create
a child is smacked or hit in order to control representations of past traumatic events, it was
aggressive impulses, he or she gets punished but also suggested that the therapist‘s own artwork (after the
receives physical contact that can be exciting to both child‘s art therapy session) could have a vital role as a

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'reflective countertransference'. It could help the were in my room. He took particular sadistic
therapist understand, for instance, their own violent pleasure, I thought, in cutting the fur off the puppets
feelings which were aroused in the session, and, by and cutting their body or skirts off.
making use of this countertransference, those of the This kind of destructively violent and angry mood in
child. In a later paper, the alternating and fluctuating children leaves them very hard to reach and contain.
positions of the 'terrorised' and the 'terrorising' They need to give expression to the mood and to be
between therapist and client in sessions with kept safe, and the therapist and the fabric of the
physically abused children were discussed (Case, building also need to be kept safe. Destructiveness is
1998). Boronska has written about working with to do with the destruction of emotional links to one's
children who are identified with an aggressor, inner world of feeling. In this way actions are
describing sibling work with families who have separated from thought or feeling and people in this
experienced domestic violence and the difficulty of state of mind can appear like a machine at work,
containing violent outbursts from children (Boronska, quite unstoppable. Destructiveness relates to
2000). The first piece of case material below considers mindlessness. RiviGre (1937)writes that the
the Unpredictable one-off outburst which is combination of aggression dissociated from love and
sometimes encountered with children who have been denied becomes destructiveness. Heat and rage and
physically abused. turmoil transform into coldness and the alienation of
cynicism.
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Colin: a one0off destructive outburst


Colin was referred for therapy when he was eight I had set limits:I stopped the paint going on the floor,
but otherwise I had tried to talk to the 'tipped-out'
years old. He had lived with his birth parents until he
was four, when he became a 'looked after child', and 'in-pieces' quality that was present in the session.
When he had attacked the puppets, I had given voice
living in a foster family. It is known that he was
to the feelings of the puppets in the face of this
locked in a room for extended periods of time
inexorable quality,saying how helpless they felt.
without emotional contact. His father was convicted
They were softand did not know what to do; helpless
of physical abuse against him. Little detail is available
in the face of the cutting that they could not stop. I
of these early experiences.Colin was tiny and
undersize for his age, his weight on a borderline of had also commented on how all the contents of his
art folder would drop out if he continued to cut the
eating disorder. He looked like a five-year-old child.
bottom of the folder. He changed to cutting up the
His symptoms on referral included verbal and
edge. Finally, he had tried to take the cupboard door
physical aggression, controlling and obsessional
off by unscrewing the door hinges and screws, but
patterns of behaviour, unpredictable mood swings,
had not been able to do this, so I had not intervened.
withdrawal, inexplicable outbursts of anger,
Then, he had tidied up, clearing away the pieces
sexualisedbehaviour and language, fire raising and
everywhere.
enuresis. He also hid faeces, and hoarded food,
presenting a very deprived picture. He had not spoken until the very end, when he said
that he never wanted to come again. I felt through
Initially in art therapy, Colin was frozen emotionally this that there was a sense of Colin wanting to get
and sat on the floor putting things out and putting inside: into the folder, and into the cupboard that he
things away, unable to use the materials for some could not open. I thought that this had two aspects:
weeks. Gradually, he had been able to use them but firstly, a wish to be safe inside there himself, and
rarely spoke. It had felt hugely difficult for him to secondly, a wish to attack the phantasy babies with
bear my presence in the room, so I had confined
the scissors, babies whom he imagines Mother has
myself to sitting quietly and describing what he was inside, and who are apparently secure. He had been
doing. It was mentioned in Colin's referral notes that abandoned before becoming a 'looked after' child,
he would on occasion wreck his room and destroy his and this can arouse mixed feelings of hate and a wish
toys and I encountered a mood like this four months to be reunited with an ideal mother. There had been
into therapy. He had arrived at school in a mood and identification with a violent father, and an attack on
had a difficult morning. He had not wanted to come his baby-self in the form of the puppets. There had
to therapy. He had come into the session head down also been an attack on me, and what I could provide
and tense and not looking at me. He pushed chairs
in terms of materials, and attack on the containment I
over and went to the paint, starting to pour it out
could offer. This had been true in a concrete way, in
onto the carpet. I noticed that it was yellow paint and terms of the attack on the folder that contains the
it felt like hope draining away. I stopped the pourin&
paper and his drawings and paintings. It was
suggesting that it should go onto paper. He left it and attacking also in the silent menace and destruction he
smashed all his clay models; then he turned to the had created in the room, which had affected my
scissors. He began to cut up paper, his large plastic capacity to be with him in a fruitfulway.
folder, things he had made, and two puppets that

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I am going to discuss briefly the two following


sessions, to see this session as part of a sequence. At
the next session, he had come with a school project on
homes and houses and showed me ticks and
comments from his teacher - ’good and ’very good‘
on almost every page. He had then spent the whole
session filling in and colouring the houses. I had
talked of how scary it was to come to therapy and
how he needed to know what he was going to do - it
would be very difficult to come not knowing what
was going to happen. I had also talked of him
wanting me to see what good work he could do. He
had also expressed a wish to have a home, in therapy
and outside, that was safe.
The following session he had come empty-handed Figure 1. Teddy Bear.
and had asked me if I had any colouring books. I had
said no, but there was paper here and he could
perhaps draw and colour in. He had then taken white specified area to do with animals. It was clear that she
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paper and begun to draw earnestly (Figure 1).It had had a language disorder as well as delayed language.
become a figure - after an uncertain start - which he She was known to be enuretic and encopretic. I
had filled in with pencil saibble, then brown pencil. thought about this in relation to the sense of flow,
All this had been in silence. He had then said, ’There‘. and pouring out, around her activity with the paints.
A silence had begun to gather. I had begun to speak, There was little sense of her being contained either
but he had said, ‘It’s a teddy bear’, very sharply. The physically or emotionally, which might link with
image had felt incredibly exposing. He had begun to psychotic anxieties of leaking away. She moved from
clear up and tidy lots of materials. He had then gone one activity to another in an abrupt, cutting-off way,
on to mend things that he had attacked in the cutting so that 1 felt I was seeing fragments of her inner
up session. Later I had tried to talk about the drawing world.
again but he had shaken his head so I had accepted it The word ‘autism’ comes from the Greek autos,
as a mute offering; he had had no words at this time. meaning ‘self’.It was given because of the defining
It had felt exposed and vulnerable and deeply characteristicof withdrawal, of absorption in one’s
connected to the cutting up. I thought it was an own internal experience.Tustin (1992) gave names to
image of a vulnerable baby self that feels rejected and two types of state. She used the term ’encapsulated
unwanted. Another part of Colin that is identified to describe the state of autistic withdrawal, and the
with the aggressor acts with these mutilating cutting term ’entangled to describe psychotic confusion. She
attacks in a sadistic way. This is something he has saw that both kinds of children shared submergence
witnessed and been part of in his parents’ violent in a sensory-dominated world where emotional states
relationship. It is possible that in being able to voice were not apparently felt but the children lost
the puppets’ feelings in the cutting up session themselves in the sensory quality of objects in their
something of this did reach him though not environment. Cognitive and emotional development
acknowledged at the time, and he had been able to becomes impaired and the world lacks meaning,
show me this little figure inside. This image gave therefore becoming a very frightening place. Sally
expression to the reverse of the destructive violence, had the shell-like exterior, mutism and withdrawal of
and I wondered if when touched by intimacy or the classic autistic child, but in other ways fitted into
under threat, the violence emerged to defend against the entangled picture.
feeling this intense helplessness. I continued to work
with Colin, who started to speak to me and Entangled children mould to others physically and
developed a broader personality. mentally, showing a lack of separation, and are
compliant. There is altogether a lack of separation,
Sally and aggression from internal trauma with indistinct speech and a sense of living in a
When Sally, age eight, was referred for assessment it phantasy world. There is confusion of identity, and a
had been difficult to distinguish different wish not to change this,which, T u s k saw, made
characteristics of developmental delay, learning them hard to treat. She thought that the encapsulated
difficulties, environmental factors, genetic and child suffers from too premature an awareness of the
emotional factors, as well as autistic and psychotic separateness and otherness of the object.
traits and possible trauma. For instance, Sally usually The entangled child has a similar terror of human
presented as mute, with language only in one attachment and defence against dependency/but it is

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thought that there has been some kind of awareness traumas she had experienced and her own despair
of relationship followed by fear of separation and a about Sally. Sally had been her mother's first child. It
clinging onto the object as part of oneself. In this case became clear that they had an entangled relationship
no differentiation of self and other is allowed to exist with a confused joint identity or overlap, and at a
but the two are blurred into a fusion of self and other certain point actually changed roles. Mother
as a defence against the reality of separateness. T u s h described how Sally would work her mother up to
saw them as having the illusion of being enfolded tears and despair and would then take on a role of
inside a body other than their own, and they comforting her. Father was a silent and unfathomable
therefore get confused and entangled with other presence. He had given up work to help Mother with
people. Entangled children are fused and confused the children. As I started work with her there was a
with the object and can ricochet between warmth and big push from all concerned to help the parents to get
fury, between apparent closeness while locating the children into their own bedroom. Mother had
themselves inside the object and rage at not having said that Sally's fear of the dark prevented such a
the object under their control (Tustin,1992). They are move, but it only now emerged that the children had
good at attacking the therapist's ability to think slept with the parents since birth because Mother
because at all costs they do not want any awareness feared they would die in the night if in a separate
of separateness to impinge on them. They can appear room. This move was achieved without anybody
to be in relationship but there is an underlying dying, to Mother's amazement.
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phantasy of being the same, which they will fight to


hold onto. All reality and common sense is perversely Drawing and clay work
twisted to hang onto this delusion and there is a When Sally was referred, one of the aspects of the
hatred of the reality of a separate object. The swift work we discussed was Sally's physical attacks on
change from a soft invasiveness to hard furious staff, when playing as an animal. From the account I
hatred of the object makes for hard work. Spensley received, I suspected that she did not actually play as
makes a good introduction to the life and work of an animal but was the animal in her o m mind, as she
T u s h (Spensley, 1995). could become quite aggressive and frightening. She
An awareness of a bodily separateness is a necessary would also make bullying attacks on people to get
precursor to the development of a sense of individual them to make things for her. Once you become a pair
identity. In entangled children, the lack of space of hands for an 'entangled child', your skills are seen
between mother and child impedes the development as a n extension of their own more limited ability, and
of object relations. Tustin (1992) suggests that there is there is no incentive to struggle with the painful
a delusionary state of fusion with Mother's body, reality of their creations. It is another instance of the
which increases omnipotence, and these children then blurring of 'me' and 'not-me' described by Tustin
have no practice at dealing with life. A mixture of (1992);it is treating another person as a pencil or pair
factors may contribute to the illusionary fusion, such of scissors, relating to them as an inanimate object
as genetic susceptibility, and environmental pressure. rather than as a person with a mind of their own. .
McDougall describes cases of fusion between mother At Sally's assessment I had noted that her drawing -
and child where a child can be used as an object to fill which was solely of animals - had a lyrical and
her mother's emptiness and loneliness, that is a 'cork attractive quality which contrasted with her
child' (McDougall, 1986,1989). The fathers of paintings, which became dark messes. In order to be
entangled children may lack a presence in the family. able to draw in that way there has to be a thinking of
The weakness of father's influence may then oneself into the animal, together with observational
contribute to the illusion of fusion with mother in that skill or identification with the thing drawn. In the
the Oedipus Complex and awareness of mother and wish to avoid the experience of separation, 'entangled
father's relationship gives structure and discipline to children' locate themselves in others by processes of
the personality. adhesive equation ("ustin, 1990). It seemed most
probable that the drawings of animals were in fact
Mother and child's relationship drawings of her animal-identified self, not a symbolic
Sally's mother suffered from deep depression and the act, but rather her being the animal. I think this is
whole family could arouse despair in workers trying similar to the way that Donna Williams (1992) writes
to help them. At the time of my assessment with of taking on characteristics of other people, actually
Sally, I had met with her parents, and had been very becoming them so that this persona is the part that
affected by Mother's mental state and vulnerability. interacts with the rest of the world. It is only when
Within minutes of meeting her I had felt tears come she is an animal in play that she is animated and
to my eyes and I had had to struggle with trying to comes out of her rigid body armour. When she tries
contain my own countertransference responses. to work in clay she comes up against her two-
Mother had p o d out her history and the different dimensionality, which is caused by her flattening

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Figure 2. Horse imprint in


clay.
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herself into another, her mother or her pets, and not made me wonder whether they were a response to
developing an identity of her own. me, in the sense of making an impression on her.
It is not very helpful in the long term to make things There was a refusal or inability to struggle with
for children. I decided to take a firm stance and not making something herself, so in this way they had
make things for Sally, although I would offer been a semi-defiant response: she would make an
assistance if re+ and it felt appropriate. During animal without me. In some way, this was a solution
an early session she had got the clay out and dumped to the problem that she could not use the clay
it in front of me, saying 'Make'. She got some animals without making it go wrong. It was not totally
from the box to show me what I was to do. There had satisfymg, because they did not stand up or sit, which
been a tussle of wills as I said that I would be with is what she would have liked them to do. She had
her while she tried to make herself. She kept wanted them to look real. The imprinting feels like a
repeating 'Just start it', pushing it at me and telling move towards a three-dimensional image in reverse,
me of other people who did, but I held firm. an implosion rather than a n explosion, a relief in
Eventually she tried to make a dolphin but kept reverse. I wondered whether she experienced my
pushing it at me to do it, which had effectively spoilt holding of a sense of myself as separate, not an
any shape she had made. As I was desaibing what extension of herself, as an impingement or intrusion.
was happening and how frustrating it was for her, Like the concave shape, it made a dent in the armour
she pushed a toy horse into the clay, making an that she put around herself. It challenged the illusion
imprint, and kept this (Figure 2). She was repeatedly of sameness of things and people. I soon found
forceful in trying to get her own way, and so I myself experiencing the change from soft
experienced some of the mental battering her mother invasiveness to the hate previously described.
experiences. I talked of how angry she might be
feeling about the restrictions but she responded that, Transference relationship - from softness to
'Her dog is angry'. In a similar situation, the next hate
session she responded by painting a black and dark-
blue bird, and when I asked if h s was her pet bird Session example
that she had painted before, she said 'No, it is a blue I was aware that Sally entered the room with a
tit' (Figure 3). The blue tit painting was an softened look, loving and possessive. It was
unconscious response to my not being prepared to be extremely intense. She stared at me, a look suffused
her hands for her; her experience of a with-holding with love, which felt naked and intimate. I said that I
cold breast, the jokey and punning, creative response thought she was thinking about me. She said 'No'.
of the unconscious. This was the first time that she Again she looked with an almost unbearable naked,
had painted or drawn an animal that was not a pet, soft look. She said, stuttering and with a distorted
so I felt that this was a new departure, though not a first sound, 'What's your other name?' I said that my
conscious play on words. The imprinted animals had name was Caroline Case and that I thought she had

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on referral: that Sally would work her


mother up to tears and then they would cry
together. It was time to clear up, so I talked
of this and of the gaps between the sessions.
She also got herself together and was able to
say the time of the next session before
leaving.
There had been a very powerful attack on
words and thinking in this session. It had
been unbearable for Sally to hear me talk
because it had confronted her with my
separateness.In this state of mind, thought is
really attacked and denuded and one is left
exposed to the power of these emotions. In a
sense this all follows from an awareness of
time. She had just learnt to tell the time; her
teacher and I had thought this was
connected to the regularity of the therapy
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sessions. To exist in a timeless world is much


Figure 3. Blue Tit safer. The timeless world is a world of no
boundaries. A sense of time brings with it a
sense of comings and goings and separation. It may
missed me in the gap since last session. She said, have been a shock to her to hear me say that I had a
’Yes’. I said that it had felt like a long week. She different name. She had been confronted with my
nodded sIightly and then changed expression in the difference from herself. As she had taken control in
way she did when she was about to become a dog. my seat, there had been a massive use of projective
The dog play that followed was first of all about identification and I had felt the floods of feeling
chasing. I had to chase her but not catch her and between her and her mother, in the counter-
there was a different quality to this, a grim and hard transference.
satisfaction with suppressed ajoyment. This then
changed to playing that it was night-time. We were Messy painting - engulfment
meant to be in bed and asleep, but various
The next phase brought with it a very different use of
disturbances woke us up. During this,while I had
art materials. At the beginning of this phase with
been talking of what feelings I thought were present,
Sally there were some attempts to paint that usually
she suddenly came under my chair and tipped me
degenerated quite quickly. Messy painting has been
out, sitting in it herself.
mentioned by several authors in art therapy
The play had begun to spiral into something more literature. In ‘Hide and Seek’(Case, 1986), the
intrusive, possessive and aggressive, so that it was function of a ’messy area’ in an art therapy room is
hard to keep thinking on my feet. She began to jump described, in work with bereaved children. Here,
at me like an excited dog, m h g the wastepaper images could safely be made but also destroyed in
basket beyond repair, clawing at me, spitting and private if the child felt too disturbed to keep them.
growling as differentanimals. For the first time she Hughes also explores this theme in work with people
became a succession of different dogs: a collie that is with learning difficulties (Hughes, 1984). She
friendly, an Alsatian that guards me at night, and a describes what she thinks is happening when pictures
wild terrier that attacks me. When I talked of these are ’painted out‘. She suggests that the destroying
different dogs as parts of her and as different feelings, and repairing is the picture being used as a
she became more aggressive: there were farting transitional object to help against actual and felt loss.
attacks, and also increased attacks on the room,
‘Painting out’, destroying a subject, can be seen as losing
shredding the wastepaper basket and clawing at my
symbolically, the retainedjgures in the picture can be seen
clothes and beads. I felt myself getting angy, and a
as kept whole and the abstract paintings can perhaps be
moment came when she knew I was angry and let go.
seen as releasing, destroying and evacuatingfenrs.
She then lay down by the radiator and I was flooded
(Hughes, 1984: 182)
with feeling. I felt tearful and shaken, rather
shredded like the wastepaper basket. This was very In ’Reflections and Shadows’ (Case, 1990), the
powerful and I felt loved, hated and violated for the ’controlled or boundaried’ messy session was
rest of the morning. I recalled one of the comments explored as a way of bringing to life and animation

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children who were flattened emotionally by what life engulfed each other; the painting was being used
had dealt them. ?he child in this study at first quite concretely in this way.
'embodied' the mess on her own body, extemalising a For several months the sessions spiralled into mess
'bad, rejected baby', and later confined the mess to and chaos and were difficult for us both to survive. A
pi-, playing with dark and light and tom parts. large part of the work focused on containment of
Aulich, in her work with adolescent sex offenders, anxieties. It was not possible to use words very much,
writes of 'splattering, pouring and smearing paint on as these were experienced as attacking and would
the paper', and how one client described this as shit escalate into destructive behaviours. Any sense of
and wanted to wrap it around her (Aulich, 1994). separateness would provoke her to attack my
Aldridge discusses the fluctuation and change from containing capacities, either directly by leaping at me,
perceiving art material messes as shit or chocolate or by attacks on the room. There was a lot of
where there has been sigruficant loss and neglect shredding of materials and wrecking. so that for both
(Aldridge, 1998). our safety some materials and objects had to be
Mess is also discussed by therapists working with removed. I made it clear that they would be returned
c h i l b who have been sexually abused. Sagar wrote if they could be used appropriately. At times she
about messy packages representing 'the secret' that seemed to be searching desperately for something
the child had to keep (Sagar, 1990). Murphy reports bigger to contain her, t y n g to get into her art folder
from her research that many therapists saw positive or her emptied box of toys, under tables or under my
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aspects to mess-making. They see at times that it can chair and into me. Another part of her tried to
be an attack on the therapist and room but also that it destroy anydung that was whole, pretty, beautiful;
permits exploration of boundaries in a physical way. wanting to downgrade, destroy, break, fragment or
Malung a mess 'allowed for the sense of internal shred, soil or smear. The struggles of the confused
damage to be conveyed and for an acceptable and entangled child can be seen clearly in this
reawakening of sensory experience' (Murphy, 1998, alternation between wanting to be inside and part of
p. 15). the object, and the ensuing rage when reality intrudes
O'Brien, in a paper given at the TAoAT Conference on this phantasy. Understandably, such attacks on the
2002, linked relational abuse, neurological damage therapist arouse great anxiety, so that children enter
and 'mess' in the art therapy room. Traumatic the next session in great fear of what they will find.
experiences may be held in the body, inaccessible to During this time she would enter uncertainly.
verbal memory. Her experience in working with a Looking at me and realising I was whole and had
very damaged child in art therapy was that this survived the last session, she would become a dog.
memory seemed possible to access in art therapy, which enabled her freely to inspect the room, often in
through the sensuous use of paint. particular the areas she had attacked most during the
last session.
Extract from a clinical session with Sally
Understanding is hated, because to experience being
sally began to squeeze the paints out with understood implies that there is a separate other to
tremendous force. The first colour went into the first understand. One has then to confront difference. The
well, but the successive colours went on top of all the experience of being understood also causes envy of
preceding ones before reaching an empty well. In this the object that has this capacity. Hate is important
way the first wells in the palette were soon brimming because it is a rage at the reality of separate existence,
over the edge and pouring onto the table. There was but it may also offer the energy to fight, which
an inexorable force about her in this process. I talked eventually will be in the service of development.
about the need to keep paint in the wells or on the Greenwood has very helpfully discussed the
paper and commented on the loss of the bright therapist's inability to function when under attack
individual colours. She began to tip the palette up from a traumatised adult client. She describes how
onto the paper but with a twist so that it flicked up the absence of a capacity to think reflectively leads to
onto the wall, the floor and me. The spilling and a shiftwithin the therapist to do with survival rather
splashing continued and she rubbed it in, squashing than 'being understanding' as the terror becomes
the paper and foldingit and opening it. She tried to located in the therapist (Greenwood,2000).
flop it onto the table and then onto the chair, so that
heavy drips of paint went everywhere and I said that
we needed to try to keep this on the table. As I tried Dreams
to help her to contain it safely she began to try to During this chaotic period Sally had begun to have
wrap me in it. Eventually, I got the paper onto the disturbing dreams about me. In the same week that
table, but the room had become covered in paint and this happened I had also dreamed of her, waking in
was impossible to work in I felt that I was to be the night and seeing her face. Sally's dreams had
engulfed in her mental state, as Mother and Sally suggested a male transference to me: I had been

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experienced as a daddy coming between her and Development of clay work


mummy. To some extent the result of the dreams had
During this time little artwork was made. We had
borne this idea out, as she on occasions woke up
mostly been engaged on a face-to-facelevel through
frightened from dreaming and got into Mother’s bed,
the play, and it had not felt as if there was space for
swapping places with Father who went to her bed.
anydung to be made. She had sometimes said ‘Clay’
Working with confused and entangled children is and got the bucket, and there had been the most
deeply stressful to therapists, because there are precarious sense in the room of something on a knife-
inevitably times when they seem to be able to get edge, as if the situation could have collapsed. What
right inside you by virtue of their quite pathological was happening at this stage was that a fragle
processes and use of projective identification.When transitional space was coming into being. The tension
mother and child are so enwrapped there is was enormous as she got the clay out and made a
inevitably going to be a testing time for the therapy as nest of eggs - either an open nest or, if she felt more
the treatment begins to bite. It is at this point that anxious, the day would close in on top of the eggs
children are often withdrawn from therapy. and cover them. The other development had been to
want to press the animals into the clay as before, but
Stopping the session then to cut them out. The most enormous tension had
accompanied this activity: would they be cut out or
There have been rare occasions when I have had to cut up (Case,2002)? I had felt that the cut-out
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stop a session with children who are in these extreme animals,which she had separated from the
states of behaviour. At moments like these, the background clay, represented her attempts to take
therapy is at risk if a child is uncontainable, if one of shape apart from her mother. This had been
you might be harmed, if the therapist feels pushed experienced as a struggle, literally a cutting away, a
out of control by the maddening behaviour, or if the violent separation that we had been working on in
child is escalating the violence through fear, which the therapy as she gained a growing sense of self.
cannot be reached by words or action, then I will stop
the session. This situation is not discussed much in
the literature. Continuation would encourage a The first picture to emerge after the chaotic
negative, destructive part of the personality, as the stage: a fish picture
therapeutic alliance is submerged by perverse, The first picture to emerge out of this chaotic and
destructive feelings and to continue would cause aggressive stage had been a fish picture. At this time,
harm to both therapist and child. In these situations, I a new dog game had developed: the owner went to
have found that it is realistic to seek help fxom other the park and the puppy did not want to come, but
members of staff. This offersa model where one then escaped from the house where it had been left
parent who cannot make a situation work, hands and surprised the owner at the park. She found this
over to the other, so the situation can be managed very funny, especially the surprisebit and that the
between them. I would reiterate the time of the next puppy had been out on his own. She had been
session and day very clearly to the child, and say that playing out a wish that she could follow me and
I was stopping in order to keep us both safe. It is appear in my life out of the session, but also with the
helpful if there is a sde, neutral space for a child to idea of independent moving and thinking. One
go to with a member of staff until the end of a morning I sat down after a short time and said that
session, when they can then leave as usual. In this when you were chasing a puppy it was better to sit
way, the remaining part of the session is a conceptual down because then they were curious about what
or notional one in an in-between place that is neither you were doing and came to you. She disagreed, but
the therapy session as such, nor returning to the sat down, as I had, on a chair and asked if I had any
everyday world. At the height of the spiral of mess glue.
and chaos in Sally’s therapy, I had to stop the session She got a blue sheet of paper and two white sheets
a couple of times and, in doing SO, was setting limits
and took them all to the table. She folded a white
as to what was acceptable. She responded in an
sheet in half and drew half a fish, then cut it out. She
interesting way the third time I reached this moment, called the fish a little fish and made a black eye and
saying ve’y clearly: ‘Let‘s talk about it, I want to stay
rough marks in black felt-tip. She commented on the
till the end of the session.’ This echoed my own fish shape left in the paper from cutting out the fish
model of saying, ’Let‘s just think about this for a
and told me to ’keep that‘. I said that it was the shape
momenf in the middle of play, and also the model at of a fish and a whole fish,but she said I was ’talking
school of having time to talk things over instead of crap’. She was annoyed that I was making a
going into action.
differentiationbetween the two shapes, the figure
and ground. I think there was a difficulty here in

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having a negative shape, left-overs, or


pieces that one might normally throw
away, because of the difficulty of
separation. It is very noticeable in
children who are struggling with
separation or denying it, that they
must also keep the background;
although it has been cut out, it is still
psychically part of the whole.
Then she decided to cut out a big fish.
She kept repeating ’This is a big fish,
isn’t it? It’s a mummy.’ She then stuck
the little fish to the third piece of paper
and cut it out so that she had a little
fish with two sides. She stuck this onto
the big mummy fish (Figure 4). She
then began to colour the big fish‘s fin
with felt tips. There was
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accompanying talk about it being a


colourful fish,that these were nice
colours. She was colouring really
carefully and then hit a patch of glue
that affected the felt, but she managed
to weather this setback, which was Figure 4. Mummy Fish and Baby Fish.
quite an achievement. She then did saibbly colouring
in the main body of the fish. As she coloured she
continually asked ’Is it nice?’ I wondered whether together. Perhaps this comes down to feeling that
this was a wish for reassurance, or a difficulty in there was choice. She could pull herself out of a
knowing what was nice or nasty, or if she was downward spiral, with my intervention, to spare me
scribble-colouringan attack on the mummy and her destructiveness. This first fish picture became part
wondered if I knew, or if she was drawing some of of a series, embodying a wish not to be separate from
the confused feelings in her intemalised mother. I mother. The making of these fishes enabled talk
said that she was struggling to keep it nice and talked around these painful areas for the first time. They had
about the difference between the black baby fish, the a different quality to the earlier pets-that-were-also-
brightly coloured fin of the mummy fish, and the herself pidures. At this stage, where I am going to
scribbly body. She said that the baby was black but conclude, there were the beginnings of a balance
would grow into a big colourful fish like the mummy. between the creative and the destructive and between
When she finished it was folded up and put in her the speaking and the devouring in the work with
folder. Sally. Cirlot (1971) writes: ’The mouth is the point of
The baby fish that was stuck to the outside was a convergence between the external and the inner
good representation of the difficulties of mothers and worlds.’ I had the thought that you cannot bite and
children struggling with separation. If you are stuck speak at the same time. Sally’s development in
like glue then all goes swimmingly well. It was an therapy showed how her struggle with language, in
inside baby refusing to accept that she was now both its delay and its disorder, had been emotionally
outside and a protective/ confusional mother who based in her struggle with aggressive impulses
had not been able to help her with being outside. around her entanglement with her mother. There is
not space to look more fully at this aspect, which may
Sally’s conversation while she was making images -
be the subject of a different paper, but as therapy
assodation, reminiscence - was to develop over the
progressed, her speech became both expressive and
next phase of OUT work. After the making and talking
clear. I felt that the making of the fish pictures,
the sessions often got quite chaotic as she deteriorated
embodying and symbolising a wish not to be separate
into destructive messes, but I was able to talk to her
from Mother, enabled talk around these painful areas
about the struggle inside. The difference seemed to be
for the first time.
that although there was sometimes a relentless
quality to the destructive feelings, I now felt she was
within reach and there could be a light-hearted
quality that came from humour and a shared history

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